#love our dubu leader

[smtown-tourist]

I know Onew has been gone on Hiatus for nearly six months now and it’s sucked for us Shawols, but daaaaaaaamn has Hiatus never looked so good on anyone as it does on Onew. Our Dubu Leader looks HAPPY, HEALTHY, STRONG, AND HE STILL HAS HIS LONG HAIR!

Going on Hiatus was the best decision Onew has ever made, even if it meant that he’s had to sit out of so much. It’s so nice to see an idol go on Hiatus for POSITIVE reasons instead of the normal due to an injury or because of a controversy. Once again, SHINee is setting a good example not just for their fellow idols but for society as well. Onew has shown us all that IT’S OKAY to take a break and focus on your health, whether that’s mental, physical, or both.

And I think it helps that Onew knows how patient and loving SHINee World is and how much we value his health over anything else. If we had been one of those fandoms that was constantly complaining about his absence and demanding that he return, I doubt he would’ve healed as well as he has. Honestly, it probably would’ve made his health worse and he wouldn’t have made the progress that he has. I’m so proud of SHINee World and the support they’ve shown Onew in his journey to better health, and I’m thankful every day to be apart of this amazing fandom.

Let’s continue to support Onew. I want him back just as much as the next Shawol, but none of us should pressure him into returning just because he’s starting to look healthier. I want Onew to come back when HE feels ready to return to us. If that takes weeks, months, even a full year, I don’t care as long as he’s happy and healthy. Take your time, Jinki. We love you and support you no matter what 🩵💖💎🐰

[brightlikediamond]

Our dubu leader doing <love like oxygen> proud and so well.🥲

[thepaththatleadsyouhome]

Also the fact that the release date on Dice is 22.04.08: one year after Atlantis was released and on Jonghyun’s birthday. I’m so emotional

[tzyuki]

[ 니키 ] LOVE DIVE ꒰ N.RK x F!READER

022. border : day one

IN WHICH ?! — Y/n often flirts and teases one of her mc partners, nishimura ni-ki (riki). She is taken back when he flirts back while they’re interviewing IVE for their new release, ‘LOVE DIVE’.

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EJ NOTE ; and love dive is finally over, how we feeling? 😓😓 thank you for all the love on this, i didn’t expect people to like it so much! i do have a jungwon smau coming out on the third of july, check that out if you want to! our beloved leaders

[finallydelight]

MAYA X TWICE MEMBERS

The dynamics between Maya and the Twice members.

— IM NAYEON [ NaYa ]

Jieun always wanted an older sister, so she appreciates Nayeon so much.

Nayeon was one of her first friends when she joined JYPE. Nayeon just approached her because she thought Jieun looked very pretty. It’s quite wholesome.

she’s the one who introduced Nayeon to Jennie and Jisoo, when they were trainees.

they love each other’s company, always hanging out, whether it’s in the dorm or outside.

social introvertsssss <3

— YOO JEONGYEON [ JeongYa / MaJeong ]

underrated duo

before their debut they weren’t the closest, so they decided to share a room in the dorm and it really helped them to get to know each other more.

Jeongyeon said in a vlive once that when they were trainees, she was scared of Jieun.

she just found her very intimidating and also because she came from SM. but during Sixteen, she saw the really hard working side of Jieun, that made Jeongyeon respect her a lot more.

Jeongyeon loves taking care of her, because she knows Maya is the oldest in her family and has to take care of her brother a lot.

— HIRAI MOMO [ MoMa / MoYa ]

with these two it’s never boring.

like Maya is on the more quiet side, but with Momo, that side seemed to have just disappeared.

when Maya first became a trainee at JYPE, she thought for a long time that Momo and Sana were sisters. she was so embarrassed when she found out they were not.

they like to learn from each other, whether it’s dancing or singing.

they’re food buddies. Momo always sharing new or trendy food with her.

these two are famous for their dancing vlives.

— MINATOZAKI SANA [ Saya ]

married couple honestly

probably the most shipped pair in the entire group.

affectionate af

the amount of compilations there are of them just being clingy.

Kim Jieun is the only person on earth that can make Sana fold. like one wink and Sana is giggling and shit.

Maya: “I don’t think I’ve kissed the members before.”

Sana: “we kissed on the lips once.”

the members just looked so confused at that, but they also just moved on like it was nothing?? Fans found it hilarious, but also suspicious.

she doesn’t call Sana “unnie” because their age difference is literally not even month.

— PARK JIHYO [ JiYa / JiJi ]

best friend duo <3

vocal queens

dancing queens

they confide in each other a lot.

being a leader can be very pressuring and when it becomes too much for Jihyo, she likes to have a talk with Maya.

they’re probably the closest out of everyone in Twice.

she has that one meme of Jihyo as her phone background and it annoyes the leader so much.

when they won their first daesang, there’s this heartbreaking clip of Jihyo comforting a sobbing Maya <\\3

— MYOUI MINA [ MiYa ]

this pair is so elegant

like they’re so beautiful.

when Mina first became a trainee, Maya was so fascinated with her. she just found her so graceful.

Mina used to be in a exo cover group and Maya used to train with exo, so that’s what actually made them close.

Whenever they choose teams, she always chooses Mina.

Maya always gifts her these giant Lego sets. Her little brother doesn’t play with them anymore, so she just gives them to Mina.

— KIM DAHYUN [2Kim / DaYa]

the beloved Kim sisters.

no one loves our dubu as much as Maya does.

she actually knew Dahyun before she started training at JYPE, because of her eagle church dance video.

she’s been a Dahyun stan from the start.

Dahyun loves to make her laugh, for whatever reason.

they’re both very attentive people.

Dahyun taught Maya how to play ‘Feel Special’ on the piano <3

— SON CHAEYOUNG [ ChaeYa / MaChaeng ]

the short and tall duo

Maya teases her so much.

they love putting Chae between Maya and Tzuyu, for shits and giggles.

like one time when Chaeyoung was giving their speech at an award show, Maya was standing next to her and she bended her knees to be on the same height as her. The members had to hold in their laughter, it was so funny.

they watch a lot of movies together, they’re always searching for new things to watch together.

the biggest fan of Chae’s melody projects.

— CHOU TZUYU [ MaTzu / YuYa ]

welcome, meet tall and taller.

Tzuyu really looks up to her, it’s so freaking adorable.

whenever Jieun talks, Tzuyu is just staring at her with wide adoring eyes. They’re so cute.

when they were trainees, Tzuyu always stayed around Jieun, because she was one of the only girls at JYPE that could speak a bit of Mandarin (Maya received Mandarin lessons at SME).

Maya is such a Tzuyu enthousiast, always hyping her up.

like when Tzuyu was shooting the mv for her melody project, Maya looked so proud of her.

“You’re doing amazing, sweetie!”

During the finale of Sixteen, when Tzuyu was announced as a member, the first member she ran up to was Maya and they shared a hug <\\3

[purecantarella]

Reunited

belated happy Dahyun day! 💓🍞 so this is a tad overdue but here it is HAHAHAH the fic is hella long, over 2k words but i honestly have no clue how it happened?? guess i got carried away. anyway enjoy! disclaimer : this is a three genred fic, so fluff, angst, and smut. viewers discretion is advised, if you're below 18, please find something fluffier or angstier things to read.

Dahyun was incredibly upset with you, and she didn’t want to be, especially not now. It was the eve before her birthday when you told her that you had to miss your date with her to rehearse for your group’s latest comeback. While she didn’t want to be petty, especially since she understood the lifestyle you lead, she was still sad that you weren’t going to be around on her special day for the first time since you got together years ago.

“Are you sure you can’t just escape?” The pale girl asked rhetorically as she lay in the bed, staring at your image on her phone screen. Biting your lip as you stared at her sympathetically gave her all the answers she needed. Your girlfriend sighed sadly, leaning back into the bed. “I know it sucks, sunshine.” A prominent pout appearing on her lips, making you chuckle softly.

You looked around before whispering into you device, “I just want to be with you right now…” Seeing your fellow idol’s pout begin to crack, you continued to flatter her. “Doing everything I want to do to you…” You paused, gauging her reaction. Dahyun had given you her full attention, a sly smirk gracing her lips.

“What would that be, L/n?” She questioned, propping her phone up on her pillow, her hand holding up her chin. Dark chocolate orbs trained intently on you making you grin playfully. “Why cuddle, of course! What else, Kim?” You retorted making her groan out before laughing softly. A satisfied smile finds its way onto your lips.

“There’s my Dahyunie.” You said, making her cheeks tint to a cute pink hue. “I just wanted to see you smile, sunshine. I hate seeing you so upset, especially if I’m the cause.” Dahyun, feeling guilty, stroked your grainy face through her phone. She placed a gentle kiss over the screen, making you chuckle softly, trying to expel the sinking feeling in your chest. As she was close to the screen, she whispered like a prayer, “It’s not your fault.”

Before you could get another word in, your bandmates called out to you, making you cringe and sigh heavily. As she could sense your disappointment, she hushed you and offered you the smile that you fell in love with. “Go! I want to see you do well during your comeback!” Flashing a sad smile, you nodded before getting up and walking over to your bag to put your phone back in your bag. “I love you, Dubu. I’ll talk to you soon, my sunshine.”

The moment the line died, Dahyun fell onto her side feeling bad about herself. She ran a hand through her hair trying to hold back her irrational tears. It’d been months since she last saw you, and it was becoming harder and harder to not miss your soft voice, the way you held her when you cradled her at night, the sweet way you smelled. Just you. The pale Korean simply closed her eyes and dreaded another moment without you in it.

On the other side of Seoul, you stared down at your phone, your beloved ray of sunshine as your lockscreen. You bit the inner layer of your cheek softly before nonchalantly tossing your phone into the piles of bags, swinging your arms back and forth frustrated. When your leader saw you, they couldn’t help but laugh at your expression. You glared at them as you began stretching again.

“Shove off. It’s hard enough that I haven’t seen her in months, makes it worse that I can’t be with her on her birthday.” You breathed out before pushing your hair out of your face. The other idols around you chuckled in their own accord before one said, “She’s turning 23, Y/n. I’m sure she can handle one without you.” You sighed sadly and nodded slowly before proceeding to practice your dance moved to yourself as your other members looked at you, a guilty feeling resonating with them.

After the practice, your members piled over you. You’d been distraught the whole time and it was about time that they did something for you and Dahyun. As you slung your bag over your shoulder, prepared to go home, all of them stopped you. You raised a brow at them, your tired features making them feel worse than they already did.

“Y/n, we’re sorry that you can’t see Dahyun right now—” You cut them off with a tired sigh, the frustration in your chest building more with the explicit reminder. “Yeah, I get it. I’ll get over it.” The group’s leader cut you off hastily by saying, “No, no, we’re legitimately sorry for belittling your problems, and we want to help.”

A small smile began to etch its way onto your lips as you heard what they said. “Help how exactly?” The other members looked at each other, small grins on each of their faces. “You’ll see, N/n-unnie!” Your maknae said dragging you along making you laugh.

The next day, Dahyun rose from her bed tired and managing a slight headache from both the tears and tossing around in bed the night before. Releasing a heavy sigh as she looked down at her phone. With the multiple greetings from her family, her friends, and the Onces, a genuine smile befell her with the sense of sadness that not a single text or post from you came up.

Sana was the first one in the room, a big, happy smile on her face as she ran up to her member and friend excitedly, tackling Dahyun to the bed. Both of them laughed as she wrapped her arms around the Japanese woman.

“Happy Birthday, Dahyun!” She cried out loudly, catching the attention of the other girls as they all began to pile into the room. They all burst out singing, off-tune and loud, causing the celebrant to laugh and clap for them, dancing along to the out of harmony singing. For a moment, the rapper felt truly happy.

“Okay, so after practice today, Dubu…” Jihyo paused briefly, to build up the suspense of the night. “We’re going to dinner, Nayeon-unnie and Momo-unnie are going to buy drinks and we’ll come home and have some fun of our own. How does that sound?” The vocalist offered with her signature gummy smile. Dahyun nodded, looking at the girls around her, feeling grateful for the people here yet she still held hopes that you would find a way to get to you.

Somehow.

But as the day drew on, with no call, no message, no random gift from you, she didn’t feel too hopeful and her morale was obviously low. From getting choreography wrong to not being in the mood to goof off with her other members. Her birthday was turning up to be one of the worst to date.

Dahyun wasn’t hopeful for the dinner but she it’s not like she could skip it. She got ready despite the disappointment that continued to eat at her mood. The rapper got up to see her members who waited patiently outside for her. As she excited her dorm room, the girls cheered and showered her with compliments making the pale skin of her cheeks turning to a bright red, the familiar big smile gracing her face.

“Come on, we don’t want to be late, pretty girl.” Chaeyoung said taking her hand and dragging her out of the dorm, filling the group up with laughter and talking about other things they’d seen or done throughout the day.

At the restaurant, the girls were all giddy while Dahyun couldn’t bring herself to feel the entire party, still sulkily sipping at the spiked iced tea they had ordered. Nayeon, who’d been next to younger girl, nudged her gently. “Cheer up, it’s your special day, Dahyunie.” The bunny-toothed woman gave her a smile, making Dahyun smile gently.

“I’m sorry everyone, I just…I wanted to at least talk to Y/n and she hasn’t—” Before the younger woman could finish her thought, the almost empty establishment sprung to life with a group of seemingly familiar faces in zip-up hoodies, caps, and shades. There were about seven of the unknown people and Dahyun was becoming increasingly nervous.

A single figure stood in the middle, turned around, more hidden from the rest.

“I hope you’re ready for a show, darlings…” The figure turned tossing the hat and the mask to the side. When the speakers burst to life with the voice that Dahyun knew like the back of her hand, she became speechless. Once she got a good look at the performer’s face, the bright smile returned to her face and you returned it.

“To my love, my girl, my sunshine. Happy Birthday.” You smiled and tossed jacket that you were clad in in the direction of your girlfriend, who caught it and held it close to her chest, swooning. Your group began to perform their regular numbers, filled with energy and TWICE began hyping them up. Once the group had burned through two of their songs, ones that you had specifically written for Dahyun.

Then, your band members tossed you a handy guitar. Before you began strumming it, you paced close to the rapper, a fond smile on your face. “When we met, I was a trainee with nothing to my name but a guitar and a passion. You took the time to get to know me and who knew that I would fall madly in love with one of…” You paused to smile at Chaeyoung and your group’s rapper before continuing. “The best rappers in South Korea. That I’d be willing to do the dumbest things and say the cheesiest things because I need you in my life. I love you, Dahyunie.” You were right in front of their table, a smile on your face as Dahyun held back soft tears.

From across the table that was flushed against the back of the restaurant, you took her delicate hand, placing a kiss over the back of her hand. You continued to strum the guitar, for a solo, acoustic cover of ‘What is Love’, making the girls both cringe at you singing their own song but still finding the gesture sweet. After the song ended, Dahyun couldn’t sit patiently anymore. Jumping out of her seat, though with great difficulty, to get to you.

Finally, after months, you dropped the guitar and took her in your arms happily, carrying her and taking in the scent you’d missed so dearly. You placed a kiss softly on her cheek, so happy to be by her side again. “My girl, my precious girl.” You whispered against her ear, pulling her impossibly closer. Dahyun on the other hand, choked back the satisfied sob.

You pushed her away, looking into her eyes and stroking her cheek lovingly. “Happy Birthday, my ray of sunshine.”

Once you were both reunited, the entire dinner Dahyun couldn’t be helped but be latched onto you. While the girls talked to your members, you two were stuck in your own world. Talking about the things you’d missed out on, spoilers for your latest comeback, and of course, just how much you both missed each other.

She hid herself in your neck and left little kisses here and there while your hand busied itself on her thigh, dangerously close to her center. When she knew no one was listening in to both of you, she bit your ear gently. You smirked down at her as an embarrassed flush fell over her face. While Dahyun was the good Catholic girl, she knew what she wanted, and that was long awaited alone time with her girlfriend.

“It’s clear one of us wants it more than the other.” You teased in her ear as you lay another kiss gently on her cheek. Sure, she wasn’t the only one who wanted some, but you weren’t going to let her down that easy. The rapper pouted up at you as you giggled softly as you took her lower lip between yours. It took all your restraint not to pull her onto your lap and take her there and then.

"Wanna get out of here?" You whispered suddenly, you breath tickling her neck. Usually, you’d try to stick it out and Dahyun was the same, not wanting to cause a scene but after months of being apart…you both very much needed some alone time. Without hesitation and with just a wave to all the people present, both of you got up from the overcrowded booth, whispering things to each other while both your groups looked on in horror.

“Love is gross.” Tzuyu said poking her food around.

"And we just lost our ride home." Your group's leader commented.

The moment you left, neither of you could keep your hands off of each other. Getting out of the parking lot alone was an uphill battle all on its own. Your body was tense, her gaze was locked on your perfectly colored lips, and the air around you was so deathly thick.

You couldn’t get to your dorm fast enough.

Upon entering, knowing you were both completely alone, she pushed herself onto you. Pinning you against the wall beside the dorm door. The rapper’s hand trailing to the back of your neck as your lips met in a fiery passion. A desperate moan ripped violently from Dahyun’s chest from your tongue meeting hers. You smirked at the sound as you pulled away leaving kisses to her ear, hands already working on the back of her shirt to unhook her bra.

“Fuck I missed you, princess.” You groaned, moving to kiss her again. Her hand trailed up to thread her fingers into your hair, tugging slightly wordlessly asking for more urgency on your part. Taking the hint, you leaned down to give more attention to the nubs that had now become rather firm because of the cold air. “And these, holy shit they still look good.” You note before your tongue greets them through the fabric.

Dahyun groans at the sudden contact, running her other hand through her hair. “Y-Y/n…” She stammered out as you looked up, mouth still religiously suckling on the nipple. “Please.” Her voice shaky as she begged for her pleasure. Standing up once again, your lips collide with her pink ones as she desperately ground her hips towards yours, looking for any kind of friction.

You pulled away before taking her shoulders in your hands as you pressed her against the wall.

Admiring her features in the moonlight, a fond smile found its way to your lips. Seeing her face so needy for you; her eyebrows contorting, her lower lip under her teeth to suppress the embarrassingly obscene noises. “So gorgeous, Dahyunie…” You whispered, you hand dancing its way lower and lower until you reach the top of her bottoms, slithering your way into her underwear. Feeling the patch of arousal that has now ruined the underwear, you smirk again.

Your other hand on her breast once again, twisting the nipple making her groan out. “My girl missed me so much that she’s ruined herself…” You experimentally played with the erected bundle of nerves. “Oh God…Y/n…More, please. More.” She begged as her lips looked for yours. The smirk on your face growing tenfold as your finger moved further down to her center, pushing your finger into her, making her cry out.

“Ooh, princess, you’re just so fucking tight aren’t you? So tight for me.” You teased, pumping your finger into her before adding a second one, stretching her out in the most delicious way possible. Moans and gasps fell past her lips, begging you for more as your finger worked tirelessly against her. “Did your pussy miss me, Dahyunie?”

With no response, you slowed your movements making her groan loudly, grinding up against your fingers. A stern expression falling over your face as you twisted her nipple again, pushing your lips against hers forcefully, repressing her cries. You pressed her sweaty forehead against yours, forcing her to look at you. “I asked you a question, baby.” You simply said as you began pumping your slick fingers between her core again.

“Yes! Fuck yes! I missed you. My pussy ached for you…You looked so fucking hot during your last few stages, it was so hard not to call you to have you take me in every way possible, N/n.” She panted out, desperate for her release. Pulling your fingers out of her, you carried her to your room. Her whines driving you further.

Once in your room, you placed her on your bed gently before kissing her lips again. Teeth now ramming into each other from the raw need Dahyun’s hand cradling your face, nails scratching your jaw slowly making your body tremble with want. Reluctantly, you pulled away from her lips as you kissed your way down, marking her chest, so it wasn’t visible to the public, down to her center.

Seeing the wet cavern, you couldn’t help but lick your lips hungrily seeing the sexy beast that was your girlfriend. You hooked your arms under her thighs as you stared into her dilated and dark eyes. Teasingly, you blew a huff of air into the exposed pussy, chuckling softly as she shook under your touch.

“Y/n…Please.” She pleaded through lidded eyes.

“What my princess wants, she gets.” You whispered before diving into the sopping wet core. A loud cry echoed through the empty room as her head shot back, back arching in pleasure of your tongue digging into her pussy in ways that she could only long for late at night when she missed you. You ravenously licked and sucked at her clit as your fingers found their way back into her doubling the intense feeling of the knot beginning to tighten in her stomach. Her hand pulling at your hair once again, begging you to work harder to bring her to her climax.

“Holy God, Y/n. More, fuck you feel so good!” She cried out as her legs began to shake around your head, closing from the pressure that was building. “I’m gonna cum, baby. Just a little more. Please! Oh shit, yes!” Dahyun moaned out, her essence coating your chin like a painting as her body convulsed.

You offered small kitten licks to help her ride out her orgasm while also getting a taste of your favorite flavor. Once she tapped your head, signaling you that she was too sensitive at this point, you made your way back up. Small kissed littered across her now pink skin. You lay beside her panting form, as you pecked her lips gently.

“What abou—” You cut her off with another kiss, making her smile dazed at you. “Don’t say it. You need rest and can wait.” The rapper smiled up at you before wrapping her arms around your still clothed midsection pulling you closer. “I can get you a shirt you know, sunshine.” You offered seeing as she was still naked.

Dahyun shook her head before pushing her head into your neck, savoring the smell she missed so much the past few months. “That can wait as well. I still want to cuddle.” You chuckled softly before pulling her onto your chest as she looked at you again sleepily.

“You are not staying away from me for that long again, N/n.” The pale woman said before yawning and cuddling into your chest. You nodded along and kissed the top of her head. “I promise.”

Before she could fall asleep completely, she whispered, “I love you.”

Your smile grew wider as you pulled her closer to you, nuzzling into her hair. “I love you too, Dahyun.”

yeah, i'm going to hell for a lotta things and that last part is on the long list i would say HAAHAHAHAH this has to be my longest fic yet 🤔anyway, remember that requests are open on any group and i will get to them as soon as i can and comments or criticism is always welcomed! ��� alsoooo happy pride month everyone! love is love always! keep safe always and i will see you all very very soon! 💕 taglist: @labrachrosite

[thegoodthebadandtheempty]

Happy 13th anniversary my boys ❤💎

To our Dubu leader, thank you for taking care and being there for our boys.

To our bling bling Jonghyun, thank you and I'm sorry. I'm always loving you, always missing you.

To our almighty Kibum, you've always been such an inspiration to all of us. Keep being you, I hope you're always happy.

To our flaming charisma Minho, your passion for life inspires me. Your smile gives me a reason to smile when times are hard.

To our powerful maknae, we'll wait for you. We're proud of you. Don't worry and stay healthy.

To our Shining SHINee, thank you💙

[twice-rxn]

“Mixed Messages.”

“Did I do something wrong that made me persona non grata?” Prompt with Twice!Jeongyeon.

As one of the people in charge of the music production in JYP Entertainment, you’re already used to so seeing random famous group members like GOT7, Day6 and Twice everyday. You even get to see them more when they have a schedule recording because then you’ll be one of those responsible tweaking around different ideas on how to make their songs good.

Which is why friendships between you and some members weren’t that surprising. Especially with Twice’s girl crush, Yoo Jeongyeon.

You two first got close when they were recording their first song, “Like Ooh Ahh,” and your natures both clicked. Hang outs with the rest of them followed after that to the point that you’ve become an important person in their lives.

Now, years has passed and your friendship with them is still going strong as ever. You softly hummed to yourself while you settled at the production room, anticipation’s building up because they were going to record a new song today which means that you get to see them again.

“Okay everyone, since Twice isn’t here yet, we’ll be going over some recaps on the songs for their Summer Night’s album,” your team leader ordered and you all nodded before pitching in some ideas while waiting for them.

It didn’t take long for the door to open and your gaze immediately shot up to greet them with a smile when you saw her and your jaw dropped as your eyes widened.

You suddenly felt the weird twinge in your chest that you’ve buried years ago, resurfacing and you bit your lip to avoid thinking about it.

Jeongyeon was wearing extensions in her hair and for the for the first time after years that you told yourself she’s just a friend, you felt your heart skip a beat again.

A yelp from Sana, who tripped, snapped you out of your thoughts and you made your way over to greet them.

“How’s my favorite girls?” You grinned before you quickly got surrounded with hugs.

Small tugs on your sleeves was felt and you turned to see Dahyun impishly smiling, “Hey Y/N-unnie, don’t you think Jeongyeon-unnie looks cute today?”

Caught off guard, a blush slowly crept on your cheeks before you stilled yourself and tapped Dahyun on the forehead, “What are you talking about, Dubu? Jeongyeon will be always cute to me.”

Giggles erupted from the rest of the girls and you shook your head before amusedly making eye contact with Jeongyeon. To your surprise though, she avoided your gaze and suggested to start the session.

‘Okay...what was that?’ Was all you can think off before going into professional mode when your leader told you to get ready.

—

“Unnie, that was uncalled for. Y/N complimented you and you avoided her,” Sana pouted at Jeongyeon when they went inside the recording room, while the rest of the members gave her an disastisfied look.

A soft whine erupted from her throat as she began to bury her face on her hands, “But I don’t know how to face her! I didn’t expect my mind to stop working when she smiled at me and the only remedy I can think of is to avoid her.”

“Yahh,” Tzuyu lamented as she massaged her head, “If you want her, don’t avoid her. Woman up!”

“Easy for you to say,” Jeongyeon grumped before crossing her arms, “You guys aren’t crushing on someone. If you were in my place, you wouldn’t know what to do too.”

Nayeon raised a brow and smirked, “That’s why we’re using you as a test subject. What are the things to do and not to do when liking someone.”

That earned her a smack on the arm from Jeongyeon before Jihyo later on told the girls to continue teasing Jeongyeon later and to put on their headphones.

—

When the recording session ended, you thought you’d grab the opportunity to talk to Jeongyeon but she immediately bid goodbye to the production team before slipping out.

Your heart sank, maybe you’ve said too much earlier. Dread filled your thoughts before bidding goodbye to the rest of girls and left to start working on the songs.

“No matter,” you muttered, trying to keep yourself positive, “I still have a couple of days to talk to her.”

—

Was what you’ve thought but you should’ve realized how stupid you were for hoping that as for the next succeeding days, she’s been avoiding you nonstop.

You go try to talk her and she’d give you short answers before excusing herself. You made eye contact with her how many times and she’d quickly avoid your gaze.

Frustrations been building up inside you as you tried to rack you brain, trying your damn best to figure out what you did wrong. You’ve been so out of it that everyone, even Twice, had noticed you spacing out. Your leader especially wasn’t happy about you losing focus and you got chewed out in front of everyone because of it.

“I want you hundred percent here, L/N! Whatever’s bugging you, leave it outside the room and if you won’t stop behaving like this then feel free to leave! Just because you’ve worked here for a good four years already, doesn’t mean I can’t fire your ass,” they threatened before telling you all to wrap up and continue again early tomorrow morning.

A shaky nod was seen from you before you dejectedly packed up your things. This was the first time you’ve lost focus in your whole carreer and you sighed dejectedly. Muttering a quick apology to everyone, you quickly left, not bothering to even look at the girls as you walked out the door.

—

As soon as the door closed shut, the girls turned to Jeongyeon expectantly.

“Well?” Momo demanded, her hands on her hips as she gave the older girl a stern glare.

“Well what?”

“Chase after her!” Chaeyoung yelled and Jeongyeon’s eyes widened in realization before she ran out the door after you. Relief filled her when she saw you stepping inside the elevator as she quickly dashed to join you.

You weren’t really paying attention to what was happening as your mind was drifting off to somewhere else but you reckoned that the one who joined you in the elevator just now was probably a rushing staff. ‘It’s not like Jeongyeon will chase after me after ignoring me for the past few days.’

Resting your head on the elevator walls, you closed your eyes shut and simply listened to the pantings of person who recently got in the elevator.

A hand clutching on your shoulder startled you and your eyes flew open to glare at the rude person. “Geez! Am I not allowed to have peace and quiet even for a while? I want to overthink myself to oblivion—“

You suddenly stopped your rant when you saw the subject of your dilemma taking a step back from you nervously.

“Uhm...sorry?” She apologized, taking her hand off from you before you shook your head. “No, I..uhh..I shouldn’t have snapped at you.”

Jeongyeon bit her lip, “No, I deserved that...and more, Y/N. And I guess I owe you an explanation.”

“...Did I triggered something when I called you cute last time? Or have I done something wrong?” You couldn’t help but ask softly and look at her direction. Her head whirled to you sharply to lock eyes with you as she interjected, “No!”

“Then what, Jeongyeon? You just ignored me out of the blue! Someone doesn’t just normally completely ignore another person unless they’re loathing the other person entirely.” You fiddled with your bag as you avoided her gaze. “I just want to know if I did something wrong so I can properly apologize and let things go back to where they were...”

“How could you ever think that, Y/N?” She murmured before cupping your face to force you to look into her eyes. ‘Wow...Her eyes are so gorgeo—Yoo Jeongyeon! Now’s not the time to admire her amazing eyes!’

You clenched the keychain on your bag. “I’ve gone over possibilities in my mind and that was the only thing I came up with. Did I do something wrong that made me persona non grata?”

The hurt in your tone made her flinch as she caressed your cheeks while mentally berating herself for making you feel this way.

“If anything, all of this is my fault,” she admitted before lowering her arms and ran her fingers through her hair. “I-I...Uhh..I’ve been feeling some things about you lately and—“

“They’re feelings of dread, am I right? Great. Way to go, L/N,” you chastised to yourself and a slap on your arm made you look at her again. “Ow!”

“Don’t talk like that Y/N and let me finish!” She demanded and you nodded half-heartedly.

Determination flashed on her eyes before grabbing you on the shoulders hard, making you wince, but she didn’t care as she gazed deep into your eyes. “The reason why I’ve avoided you these past few days is because I’ve just recently came in terms with my feelings for you—“

“F-Feelings? For me..?” You yelped, shock obvious on your features as blood rushed to spread on your face.

A growl erupted in her throat as she covered your mouth with her hand. “Let me finish and yes, feelings for you. I like you, Y/N and because of it, I didn’t know how to act around you earlier.” The fire in her eyes died as she shut them close and sighed. “Look, I’m sorry for treating you like shit for the past few days and for making you assume things. It’s fine if you don’t like me back. I just wanted to get this off my chest.”

“Now who’s assuming things?” You asked, rolling your eyes and taking a step closer to her. “I like you too, Jeongyeon. For years apparentl—“

“—Why didn’t you say anything?!”

You frowned and flicked her forehead. “Well what did you want me to say?! Hey, I want to destroy our friendship by confessing my feelings to you?!”

“You wouldnt’ve destroyed anything. For one, I‘d give you a chance and would’ve just grown to love you as time passed by. After all, I already found you pretty the first time we’ve met,” she muttered before realizing what she said as a deep blush spreaded on her face as she began to stutter badly.

Giggles erupted from your throat as you couldn’t believe the even that just had happened. “God, we’re both idiots,” you amusedly sighed before taking hold of her hand. “What say we both talk this over coffee right now? Is that okay?”

A sheepish nod was her only response before the elevator door dinged open and you dragged her out the building to the coffee place across the road.

“W-Wait!” She stammered out before taking the lead and took you to a secluded alleyway. After checking that no one has followed you or has spotted you for that matter, she took hold of your chin and whispered, “I’ve always imagined to do this all this time and I don’t want to wait any longer.”

Jeongyeon lowered her head to capture your lips with hers, rendering you dumbstruck before you realized what’s happening and closed your eyes as you kissed her back.

“We’re getting the sequence wrong,” you giggled later after breaking the kiss. “It should be coffee, confess then kiss. Not confess, kiss and then coffee.”

She chuckled before taking hold of your hand as she again checked if there was anyone watching you leave the alley and directed you to the coffee place. “Would you have it any other way?” She asked as you both stood in line.

“Nope, I’m happy with how things turned out,” you grinned before spotting a familiar group of mischievously smiling girls entering the cafe.

“Prepare yourself,” you and Jeongyeon warned each other in sync before laughing and greeting them.

[cyanidealice11]

Happy Jinki Day!

Happy birthday to my love, our dubu leader, the sunshine of our lives Lee Jinki 🥳

#never stop being the beautiful soul you are #happy birthday onew #lee jinki #shinee

🎂🥳

1214 ✨ Lee Jinki, thank you for constantly being a source of joy, love, comfort and healing. Just like you always wish us to be happy and healthy, you deserve everything back 525 times more ♥ Happy Birthday ♥

[davidjjohnston3]

[’architect sharp pencil’ ___ grams]

After that I moved out of there, as I felt I could not change them and did not know how or quite why to change me.  It was 2010, and I could only estimate that they or I was never going to get it, or that I might have some better chance if I could keep in hot pursuit and practice something of the virtue of selfishness or greater good, serving only the best master.

They weren’t going to understand.  “Sunday morning and some things will never change,” my Gmail poems.

We were in the courtyard or “ante-yard.”  It was spare but beautiful, or ugly, only being there was beautiful.

I was on the stairs, and there was a tree beyond the window.

Later DS said, “You’re a keeper.”  

It was with a certain tone like Gliserman had said, “Hey Johnston go to Hell.”

Whose keeper?

I was “playing a dangerous game.”

“Si.”

My only game was expressing myself or rather prostituting self-expression to get aught instead of saying what I was thinking.  I didn’t mean to sanction anyone.  It was revenge-taking, though.

I don’t know why I talk about the past!

BigBoss was charitable, “You seem confused?”

*

At the place Migliore Dubu or whatever it was in Jeongja Jacob commented that I was eating slowly, and I didn’t know if this was laudatory or commendatory.

I wasn’t going anywhere fast as I thought it was the Asians’ job to go fast; and I had already seen what I wanted of life and I thought learned the lessons about the ones - students aside - whom I believed in, and the obstacles or “Proustian Hegelian Shakespearean inevitabilities” that would bind us away from each other.

What he always used to say was, “Don’t thank me, thank God,” for the meals and study.  In retrospect I might’ve studied more if we had gone on studying instead of watching cheesy 2-D hellfire movies at the Church of God headquarters in Imae.

There are people who respect and even love or at least like Christians but are unwilling to pay what they pay or to know Jesus, or even to perform their duties under Hananim / God such as having babies or laboring in the vineyard.

*

BigBoss was wearing a hoodie and it was like “Our Family.”

I don’t recall what I was wearing.

When I grew in Maplewood I would feel affection for tatter-dressed women and fear of fancy women or at least apprehension.  

I judged people by their hair.

Years later I was working on my novels “Crowns of Glory” and “2056″ about a female president with white hair and the golden-haired first daughter, channeling Andre Maurois who said that white-haired wives were beautiful although Frederic Moureau in “Sentimental Education” freaked out, and for a time I looked “John MacArthur eye-alarm” askance at the entire CCP for dying their coifs.

I felt I had the right to quit that job or the authority because I wanted to work for and toward young people and not old men with ideas of what was best for young people; but in time I would grow more involved if not quagmired or imbricated with the concerns of Millennials or “my own golden generation,’” if we were gold.

I told Genius Girl I would write 125 words per diem for her but I do not know why in retrospect because the fact that I was good at reading poetry aloud really was “competence as curse” when I would rather be a king or leader or father or simply a teach than a doctor or choir-boy.  Poetry is defeat; at least, my Irish-Chinese attitude, though in those days and “In the Time When I Loved You” I was sustained by the belief that I could still save some despite accepting and bypassing others’ tragic ironies.

[smtown-tourist]

Calling all BL-loving Shawols!!!

Someone please TELL ME that I’m NOT the only one that’s watched Bed Friend and gotten SHINee fanfic vibes!!!

Like?!?!?! Seriously!!!! TELL ME that Bed Friend isn’t totally a SHINee Office Worker AU fic where JongKey is the main pairing!! Go watch it and you’ll INSTANTLY see what I’m taking about. If you’re too lazy to do that, let me break it down for you.

Look at Uea! TELL ME he doesn’t remind you of Key!!! Other than the fact that he and Key are both dropdead GORGEOUS and have KILLER fashion sense, the ENERGY that Uea gives off is so Key-coded that it’s scary. Not to mention that he’s the protagonist and in most JongKey fics, we often times see Key being the main POV for the story. It fits so well!!

Then we’ve got sexy Mr. King over here totally giving off Jonghyun’s puppy playboy swagger!! The amount of times I’ve seen Jonghyun portrayed this way in fics is an EXACT MATCH to King’s character in the show. King’s sense of style and mannerisms are also very Jonghyun-esc.

But wait!! It’s not just the main characters that give this show a SHINee Office Worker AU vibe. It’s the side characters that really drive it home for me because of course we can’t forget to include On2min!

We’ve got Jade (one in glasses) representing Onew and Gun representing Taemin. TELL ME you don’t automatically look at Jade and think Onew!! His character on the show is also very clumsy and soft, just like our Dubu Leader.

And then Gun, with him being the youngest (the maknae!!!!) in the office, that TOTALLY makes him Taemin!!! He even acts like a brat just like Taemin does! It’s so cute.

Last but not least, we’ve got Khun, the conflict love interest. Don’t think that we’ve forgotten about Minho because yup, that right there, that’s our Choi, Minho he’s channeling with that sweet, handsome smile. He’s tall and well-built, too, in case you needed another reason to connect him to Minho.

I’m currently rewatching Bed Friend, if you couldn’t tell LOL and I wanted to share these thoughts with you guys. I hope I’m not alone in feeling this way. Personally, it wouldn’t shock me if the writers of the show were Shawols.

Anyways, if you’re a Shawol looking for a new BL drama to watch, I HIGHLY recommend Bed Friend. It’s a great show regardless of the parallels I see between some of the characters and the SHINee members. ‼️ TRIGGER WARNING‼️ It does contain trauma related to childhood SA so if you’re sensitive to that, please don’t watch.

[brightlikediamond]

He’s really the most gentle, sweetest and caring leader, thank you for just being you. ❤️

[thelonelyfan]

I'll be honest guys,

I haven't been eating. I've only been drinking a bit a water, a lot of alcohol, and a lot of coffee to stay awake at work. But yesterday my coworker bought a pizza and offered me a slice. I ate it. My stomach turned a little but I was ok. Then I looked at my phone and saw Jinki's message. I took to tumblr for my translation and wow. I didn't cry. I felt pain. But also somehow better. (forever our dubu leader, could we ask for a better one?) Guys I didn't even realize how much I had been dependent on jjong. As a person with depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts, I took to him. And I healed with his help. His advice, his music, and his discussions with us. From blue night to the live streams. I felt I wasn't alone. He thought me to comfortable with my weaknesses.. There wasn't a day that went by without me saying "Jonghyun says" or "jonghyun told me". I've been going through some of the most painful times in my life. But because I felt like SHINee and especially jonghyun were by my side, I've been able to get through it all. I make the people around me laugh and I listen and I give amazing advice, but they don't know it's not just coming from me. I need the words I'm saying just as much as the people I'm giving them to do. because I'm in a constant battle myself. And now.. I'm honestly at a loss of how to pick up the pieces of the aquamarine barrier that I had built between myself and my negative thoughts. But I do know that I'll figure it out. Because SHINee gave me a family. One I can never take for granted. I am, and always will be, SHINee world. It's ok for me to cry and feel pain, because jonghyun says that it's just as important to feel these emotions as it is to feel happiness. I will take everything that beautiful puppy tought me and let the memory of his gorgeous smile carry me through this pain and on with the rest of my life. We all can. Together. SHINee is still my happiness... SHINee world, I love you guys. I may not be in the best head space, but I know more jonghyun quotes than I can count. And I can't get him to stop talking in my head. So I'm just going with it. If you'd like to talk, I'm here. And I'm not the only one. We're a family. Stay healthy guys, please. ~ The lonely fan💕

[styleemag]

To your heart

I wanted to take my mind off the sad news about Shining Leader, so I made a brooch with his smiling face.

What we need: love for SHINee, needles, glue, felt, cotton threads, pin and a good playlist.

Preparations: we need a drawing, which will be a template for our future brooch. I drew Onew in Photoshop, printed it proper size and replicated to a piece of white felt.

Let’s sew! I cut white felt making a shape of the face and put it on a piece of grey felt. It will be our base layer and you can choose any colour you like. Let’s stitch Onew’s face. For his hair, lips and eyebrows I used damask stitch. You should make sure that thread tension is good enough and there are no wrinkles on felt. After that, stitch a contour of the face, fixing white felt on gray one on the edges.

A steamer - is your best friend for today: iron and unpurse our needlework. Prepare a piece of felt the same size as our brooch. Sew down a pin to it. Glue both pieces. Let it dry. 

Now you can place Dubu Leader close to your heart.

Text, illustrations, brooch and photos by Anna-Maria (@sh5untik).

[ngshuminjeannat]

10:20PM first concert and it’s with the queens?! fuh baby ♥️ i really enjoyed the concert a lot despite sobbing a little when seeing them cry 😭 the first and only girl group i hardcore stan even though i listened to #kpop for a long time... ‘130719 to nayeon: you were damn cute with those pigtails and i love you! to jeongyeon: whether having short or long hair, you’re still beautiful in my eyes and i love you! to momo: i love you 3000 (definitely even more than that) no matter what! i honestly would turn gay for you not gonna lie haha oops >.< to sana: please stay happy and not allow others to bring you down and i love you! to jihyo: hi leader! seeing you cry made me teared up too even though it’s tears of joy! 😭 thanks for everything you’ve done for the members and i love you! to mina: #GetWellSoonMina it was weird not seeing you yesterday but your health is more important! please take good care of your health and i love you! to dahyun: our dubu really have milky white skin and i aspire to have that but i tan soooo easily, it probably won’t happen :/ you’ll always be one of my bias and i love you! to chaeyoung: your rapping skills really legit on point every time! please stay confident and i love you! to tzuyu: 我想說呢，你好美好美！你要保重身體，也希望你會一直快樂！我愛你！ p/s: both pictures are set to 10:20 because they debuted on October 20 😅😆 i’m that lame... 📷: me, friends, people on twitter using the #twicelightsinsg #twice (at Singapore Indoor Stadium) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz5nm46HQ6E/?igshid=vr9c78kf8uuf

[learnyourkpop]

learn: SHINee

debuted: may 25, 2008. company: sm entertainment. fan name: shawol (shinee world).

shinee is now known as one of the legendary groups of south korea. they have gained recognition for their amazing choreographies, unique style of music and always stable vocals.

shinee mvs: replay* | love like oxygen* | amigo* | juliette* | ring ding dong* | lucifer* | hello* | sherlock* | dream girl* | why so serious?* | everybody* | colorful | view* | married to the music* | 1 of 1* | tell me what to do* | good evening* | i want you* | our page* | countless*

onew -- lee jinki

온유 / 이진기

nickname: dubu onew.

born: december 14, 1989.

nationality: korean.

official height: 178cm.

blood type: o.

position: leader, vocal.

in 2010, he participated in musicals: in brothers were brave as joobong and rock of ages as drew.

in 2013, he starred in the drama welcome to royal villa. in 2016, he played a supporting role in the drama descendants of the sun.

guested on the show law of the jungle: in borneo (ep. 105-107), in brazil (ep. 108-112).

he’s released songs with various artists: one year later with jessica, starry night with lee jinah, lullaby with roco of rocoberry.

made his solo debut in december 2018 with the album voice and title song blue.

enlisted in the army to do the obligatory military service on december 10, 2018.

how to recognize him: he has a wide face, quite small eyes with monolids and noticable cheekbones. one of his greatest features is also his bright smile! 

key -- kim kibum

키 / 김기범 

nickname: almighty key.

born: september 23, 1991.

nationality: korean.

official height: (181cm but he’s actually like) 176cm.

blood type:  b.

position: vocal, rap, dance.

since 2012, he’s done a lot of musicals. his first one was catch me if you can where he acted as frank abagnale, jr.. his most famous works could be bonnie and clyde (2013, role of clyde) and the three muskateers (2013, role of d’artagnan). his most recent musical was save the green planet (2016-2017, role of byeong gu).

in 2014, he participated in the show we got married global edition with japanese model arisa yagi.

he did his own vlogging series called key’s knowhow.

after debuting as an actor in the 2012 drama kiss note, he has recently gotten recognition for his roles in the dramas drinking solo (2016) and the guardians (2017).

in 2014, he formed a sub-unit with infinite’s woohyun called toheart. they released an album delicious and music videos: tell me why, delicious.

he’s one of the most frequent guests on the variety show master key. he appeared in episodes: 4, 5, 7-11.

guested on knowing brother episode 132 together with minho and the comedian jang doyeon.

made his solo debut in 2018. until now, he has released the albums face (2018) and i wanna be (2019) and mvs: forever yours, one of those nights, cold, i wanna be.

enlisted in the army to do the obligatory military service on march 4, 2019.

how to recognize him: he has a small face with prominent cheekbones. one of his most distinct features is also the scar in his right eyebrow (which now doesn’t get filled in anymore).

choi minho

최민호 

nickname: flaming charisma minho.

born: december 9, 1991.

nationality: korean.

official height: 181cm.

blood type: b.

position: rap, vocal, visual.

in 2015, he was cast member in the 4 episode variety show fluttering india.

he is the most known actor from shinee. here you can see the list of his works.

guested on the show master key episodes 8 and 9.

guested on knowing brother episode 132 together with key and the comedian jang doyeon.

how to recognize him: he has a small face and very big eyes. he also stands out as the tallest member of the group.

lee taemin

이태민 

nickname: powerful taemin.

born: july 18, 1993.

nationality: korean.

official height: 179cm.

blood type: b.

position: dance, vocal, maknae.

he was participated in we got married with apink’s naeun in 2013-2014.

in 2014, he acted as prince lee shin in the musical goong.

he competed in episode 1 of the show hit the stage.

he’s a judge in the first episodes of the idol revival show the unit.

he starred in the dramas the miracle (2013) and in the japanese drama final life (2017).

guested on the variety show master key episode 7.

cast member of the show why not? the dancer.

guested on episode 136 of knowing brother together with other male idols.

he’s released solo albums ace (2014), press it (2016), move (2017), move-ing (2017), want (2019), and music videos: danger, drip drop, press your number, move, day and night, want.

how to recognize him: he has an oval face and full lips. other special things about him are his eyes and unique vocals!

rest in peace:

kim jonghyun

김종현

nickname: bling bling jonghyun.

born: april 8, 1990.

nationality: korean.

official height: 174cm.

blood type: ab.

position: vocal.

died: december 18, 2017.

in 2013, he got into a car accident, which made him sit out (mv filming and) most of the promotions for why so serious?.

guested on the show knowing brother episode 29 together with red velvet’s irene.

he released solo albums base (2015), story op. 1 (2015), she is (2016), story op. 2 (2017), and music videos: crazy, end of a day, she is, lonely.

on december 18, 2017, it was announced that jonghyun had been found in a critical condition after what turned out to be poisoning of carbon monoxide. he was then brought to hospital, but didn’t make it there as he passed away.

in 2018, his last album poet | artist, which he had prepared before his death, was released, along with the music videos for shinin’ and before our spring.

he was known as a singer who wanted to be proud of being an idol. he was an artist with a uniquely colored personality and great talents. he made amazing music, always fought for his rights and beliefs, and dearly loved all the people around him. the news of 171218 shocked and deeply devastated many, but hopefully jonghyun has now found his peace.

things to check out:

shinee’s variety shows:

shinee yunhanam

shinee hello baby

world date with shinee

shinee one fine day

shinee’s back

shinee on variety shows:

shinee on weekly idol

shinee on knowing brother (ep. 50)

shinee on yang and nam show

shinee on super tv (season 2 episode 3)

shinee on snl korea on 150530 (i especially recommend the ill brothers skit)

shinee on happy together

other:

these fan made introductions to each member: onew; jonghyun; key; minho; taemin