#love of my life🐻❤

[mushroomsandmolly]

@@MAJOR ENDGAME SPOILERS@@

And just like that The Netherbrain is defeated and baulders gate is saved, The grand design is no longer a threat. 🌙💜

Lae'zel disappears into the stars like a metor into the night, atop her new red dragon gifted to her by Orpheus. 💫🌟💚

Astarian retreats back to cazadors palace, no longer afraid of the sun or the hunger that plagued him for 200 years, he now leads from a throne of his own an ascended vampire. ☠❤

Halsin settles down into a quiet life with thanial and Oliver and a hoard of orphans in the previously known shadow lands, he shares bedtime stories of the heros of baulders gate to the kids. 🤎🐻

Minsc an enemy and a friend to the Guild led by nine fingers Keene keeps people from desecration the site of the battle for baulders gate along with his maybe willing sidekick Happy 🐹🧡

Jahera had thought about staying in baulders gate but her children had decided to forge they're own ways and is now deciding if she wants to adventure some more 💚🐈‍⬛

Shadowheart has found a meadow nearby, no longer worshipping Shar but still dealing with the mark from her former goddess Shar. She has her parents back, a home and a ton of animals including an owl Bear. She's happy 🖤🐑

Karlach almost burned out before deciding to go back to avernus with wyll the blade of avernus, they've possibly found a way to fix her engine, she still thinks of the days laying in the soft grass. Free of avernus but she has wyll by her side until she can do it all again. (I can't let her die I'm sorry) 🥰💖

Wyll no longer the blade of frontiers but just as brave as he once was, he's in enternal debt to mizora in exchange for his father's safety, it may not be what he thought he'd be doing but he's glad to be by karlachs side. ❣����

Minthara has began back in the underdark, beginning a rebellion against Loth her former Goddess, she has already found a sizeable following. She plans to retake her family home .💢💅

Lavellen and Gale

Gale returned the crown of Karnes to Mystra in exchange she's cured Gale of the Karses weave in his chest, he's free finally, after returning to waterdeep with his wife Lavellen he introduced her to his family the first Mrs dekarios and Tara (HC)lavellen also met his father later in time at a peaceful cemetery in the country side. Lavellen and Gale were married on his towers balcony in the wizard/Sorcerer fashion and have had a little baby girl a half elf named Ivy. 💜❣💚

I love baulders gate 3 so much, this being my 6th playthrough I thought I'd seen everything but I haven't and I'm sure I'll find more on the 7th one.

[letsberealgenz]

aesthetic + realistic morning routine habits 🐻☕🧸📋🧋🍪

we are so caught up in life

that’s okay I get it

but at least

could you please give the

first hour of the day

to yourself?

make yourself a priority

first thing first

care for your body

care for your mind

care for your soul

treat yourself right

first thing first

talk to yourself right

first thing first

love yourself

first thing first

My top morning self-care habits that will not only keep you healthy but productive for days! (save this, thank me later ehe)

set DND (do not disturb) mode on your phone first thing first 🔕📱

meditation 🧘‍♀️🥰

solitude ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ🫀ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ

nature🤍☁️🌿🍃✨️

stretch your body🏋🏽🔥💪🏼🎧

read 📚🎧☕

journal (gratitude, affirmations, goals, to-do list & night journal) ✏️

healthy breakfast (+coffee) ₊˚.🎧 ✩｡☕ 🤎

vitamins & supplements 💊🌿

positive thoughts (leave the past behind, yesterday is done & today is a new day. rise and shine honey☀️️💛🍯🧸)

watch the full video here🎬

listen to the full podcast here🎧

let’s connect on insta and tiktok ❤

[starsorbitmoondae]

8/1/23 Lee Sejin Birthday Message

WARNING MACHINE TRANSLATION

(note: keunse's message is the longest one... he also talks in third person. 'Sejinie' which is just saying his name in a cute way. )

Birthday Boy Idol Appears

TeSTAR_SejinLee 8/1/23

Who? It's your idol, Lee Sejin LOL

Thank you for clicking on my post! I always miss you so much, Loviewer.... Still, Sejinie feels the same way as before haha. ​​Today, he acts like a professional idol again! I want to show you my healthy and cool self. But maybe because it's my birthday, I feel overwhelmed... heukheuk (crying sound) ㅠㅠ Please take a look at this letter because it's too emotional. It's my birthday!🤣

Actually, when I logged in to write this, the posts I had previously written about my birthday were displayed as notifications. So, I watched them one by one, starting from the old ones. I also read through the letters our members wrote on this bulletin board on their birthdays. So, I thought, "Ah, TeSTAR has come this far..."

You know, I feel like I've been a TeSTAR all my life, and it feels like last week that I came out on a survival program. LOL I still remember it so clearly. I stayed up all night during the team matches, I was nervous every day, and I was wondering if I could debut, but after the last show ended, I cried while eating meat with my family... ahaha. After debuting, I moved into a dorm with the members, laughed while deciding on roommates, and made a PPT for our debut album together... things like that.

Then I also remember our first concert… Ah, this is our first time talking about this, right? In fact, everyone was rubbing ice packs on each other's faces right before the after-party broadcast! I cried so hard that I was all swollen haha. I also remember being very nervous because it was my first time performing solo at the concert. But it wasn’t noticeable, right? Like a professional! Haha, I’m still a little proud of that to this day~

So… I've been looking back on the stories I had with Loviewer. It's not like I'm missing it because it's still in progress, but I think there will come a day when I'll miss these times. Haha. No, TeSTAR lasts forever! As the years go by and more things happen between us. Even when Loviewer looked back at that time, I'm going to do my best today and tomorrow so that you can think, "Oh, I really like cool idols!" To the wonderful Sejin, of the amazing TeSTAR!

So... you know what I said a few years ago. In a birthday interview. "Not arrogant, not lazy, and not trying to avoid the pain that comes with growing up! I want to become that kind of strong person."

And the conclusion is… I wanted to give it a passing grade. But, it's a bit lacking... hehe. So, I felt a little new~ That's what I'm saying! And I'm not just saying congratulations because it's my birthday, but really, if Sejin is that kind of idol in the hearts of Loviewers and things are progressing… I think I'll be really happy.

Well, this is the first time I've talked about it so explicitly(?), right? 🤣It's a little awkward... But I'm going to upload it as is this time. Thank you for always supporting and loving me. Thanks to Loveviewer, I fall asleep today after living the day I dreamed of since I was very young. I really wanted to say this haha, ​​really!

+) No, looking at it now, it looks like the members are preparing for a surprise birthday party, haha, but right now, I'm pretending not to notice haha. Oh, aren't our members so cute? 🤣 Isn’t this the happiness of the team?

Then, Loviewer! Thank you for staying up so late and reading my letter. You should get a good night’s sleep now. Fighting (Goodluck) for tomorrow's work~! 🐻

I hope you dream of Sejinie anytime, anywhere! I love you, Loviewer!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

(note: omg the 8 hearts are intentional... 7 hearts for the members of testar and the 8th heart is for loviewers...)

[larabiatasstuff]

For you bestie I would pick:

Red ❤ Orange 🧡 Yellow 💛 Both light and dark Green 💚 Light Blue 💙 Purple 💜 and Brown 🍪 I used a brown cookie on the last one because there isn't a brown heart 😂 Love you Bestie 💚💚💚

Omg Bestie that's so sweet 🖤🖤🖤

For you I'd pick Red❤️, Orange 🧡, Yellow 💛, light and dark green 💚of course, light blue💙, purple💜 and brown 🐻it's actually the same answers. I love you too Bestie, thank you for being in my life 🖤 🖤 🖤

[trashartgalleries]

📷 Veronica from DQ11 holding a gun

🍫 chocolate

✨ Kiki, Kia, or Ki (this are my real life nicknames)

🎵 YUKIKA - Insomnia

✏️ yes

😏 I have an account, but I haven't logged on in a long time

💛 yes, only 2

🐰 hm... I guess how they react when I ask them about anime or video games

🍪 peanut butter with chocolate chips

🐶 I love both cats and dogs equally

🎧 headphones all day

🌻 (I don't have a white flower emoji) the dastardly and unfathomable

🙃 Zarbon, from DBZ, was the prince of his race

🦉 morning person, thanks to my job...

🐻 my bed

🏳️‍🌈 yup, I'm pansexual

🦋 sweatpants

🥤 i.. I've never had Starbucks before... 😅

❤ huh... not sure

💎 my chibi Dio Brando pillow

☕ honestly, I drink both

🦖 the Thylacine

🌙 can't remember 😅

🌴 a book about plants

🐸 rpg/jrpg video games, black and gold tarot cards, fuzzy blanket, baggy clothes, chips, southern sweet tea, and a wine glass filled with water

🔮 comic book artist/character designer

💙 single 😩

🌿 baggy jeans/sweatpants, wedges, tank top, jacket that matches sweatpants, hoop earrings, a few rings on my fingers, lace choker, dangly necklaces

🎤 Dua Lipa - Dance the Night

🤎 brown

💌 yes, in my head

💄 depends on the occasion

🌸 my memory sucks, but back in middle school a guy said I had a pretty smile. I never saw who the person was, but I still think back to it every now and then because I was picked on a lot back then

💞 @buddhaamitabha who tagged in this! Love you, buu!

@cen-gifu @moonflower-pies @noisettesgfandwifenojoke @hanaiikiki @xenyart @wolfdrawer and anyone else that wants to join!

~ 💖 ASK GAME 💖 ~

📷 What’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?

🍫 Cheese or chocolate?

✨ Do you have any nicknames?

🎵 Last song you listened to?

✏️ Have you ever written fanfiction?

😏 Are you on discord?

 💛 Do you have any piercings?

🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?

🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?

🐶 Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?

🎧 Headphones or earbuds?

🌼 What’s the last thing you said out loud?

🙃 What’s a weird fact that you know?

🦉 Are you a morning person or a night owl?

🧸 Favorite place to nap?

🏳️‍🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?

🦋 Describe yourself in three words.

👖 Jeans or sweatpants?

🥤 What’s your go-to Starbucks order?

🧡 A color you can’t stand?

💎 What’s your most prized possession?

☕ Coffee or tea?

🦖 Favorite extinct animal?

🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?

🌴 Desert island item?

🐸 Describe your aesthetic.

🔮 What’s your dream job?

💙 Relationship status?

🌿 Describe your favorite outfit.

🎤 Is there a song you know all the lyrics to?

🤎 What color is your hair?

💌 Do you talk to yourself?

💄 Do you wear makeup?

🌸 Best compliment you ever received?

💞 @ your favorite blog.

Reblogs are appreciated!

[sourdoughservitor]

hi may I ask for a free reading,

my question is about my lve life, what can I do to get the love of my life closer?

thank you F,❤

Hey! Thank you for your ask, friend! I drew the IX of Wands.

This card represents resilience, endurance, and confidence. When looking for love, it's important to learn to love and accept oneself; being confident in yourself inspires confidence in your future partner. You must have the patience to wait, as these things take time, but you also have to be ready to act and to take on challenges—either yours or theirs.

But specifically, to help speed up this process? Confidence, and self-love. Work on these things. I think saying "You can't love others if you don't love yourself" is pretty unrealistic for people with depression and other illnesses, but unlearning all society has taught us and rediscovering our love for ourselves certainly helps when trying to build a relationship in this complicated world.

I hope this helps 💚🐻 mm

[jerirose]

I'm finally back!!! Sorry again about dipping, my brain got funky and life got busy but I am back!!! I hope you're doing well!

I loved all the pics you shared, they're all so good! Also that's so amazing that Han liked a painting of yours!!! But not surprising considering your art! The Changbin pics are super cute, I definitely appreciate your taste in skz! And I love the variety in your Lino pics! It's fun to see which ones you picked!!!

Next question, how do you feel about Christmas? I'm guessing you at least don't mind it since you said it was your 2nd album. Any fun traditions you like to do?

I'm excited to talk to you now that I'm back! - 🐻

Hello!! I hope your time away helped, I'm sorry to hear that, completely understandable and I'm glad you took time to focus on whatever it was that needed it. I hope you are doing okay ❤ Honestly, it's almost been a year and I'm STILL shook by it! Still catch myself in disbelief haha, but forever grateful because it really helped keep me motivated this year!

🤭 It was so hard picking ones, because like... all of them? haha but seeing them smile brightens my day so it felt right to bit ones of them smiling, also, Lino's duality just brings me so much joy haha. Funnily enough, I actually don't celebrate Christmas at all! Me and Christmas have a rocky relationship, so instead of focusing on the holiday, I try to focus on being there for others that also struggle with the holiday... ever since Covid and the pandemic, I do a stream on Christmas day and spend time with my community, playing games together; it started out as being a space for those that couldn't see their families during the holidays to just being a thing I do for those that don't celebrate or also have difficult feelings towards the holiday. I guess I like to join stuff like this because I get to give and show a little love to someone, and show them that they are cared for. I think often a lot of people forget that mental health crisis are higher during this time of year... I want people to know they aren't alone 😞 So... I guess that's now my tradition? 🤔 Christmas EveL was my second album because I decided to work backwards from ODDINARY when I decided to start collecting albums!

[heavenboy09]

20 Years Ago Today On November 1st, 2003

WALT DISNEY PICTURES PRESENTS

A NEW STORY OF BEAUTIFUL ANIMATION & AMAZING WONDERS

A NATIVE AMERICAN TALE ABOUT THE JOURNEY TO FIND ONE'S SELF IN THIS WORLD 🌎

& THE BOND BETWEEN BROTHERHOOD

AS IT WILL TEST THE AGES OF TIME ITSELF

& AS MAGIC RUNS THROUGH THE WORLD 🌎 ✨ WE LIVE IN

OUR SPIRITS WILL ASCEND TO A BETTER LIFE

BUT ONLY IF NATURE DOES NOT HAVE SOMETHING GRANDER IN STORE FOR US

THAT IS WHEN WE FIND A REASON TO HOLD ONTO, THAT WHAT IS TRULY DEAR TO OUR HEARTS 💕

THE LOVE FOR FAMILY 👪 ❤

A YOUNG INUIT BOY HAS MADE A TERRIBLE MISTAKE & AS A PUNISHMENT FROM THE GREAT SPIRITS ABOVE

HE HAS BEEN TRANSFORMED INTO A BEAR 🐻

IN ORDER TO MAKE AMENDS FOR THE WRONG THINGS.  TRUST IN YOUR HEART TO SET THINGS RIGHT.  BELIEVE IN THE MAGIC & THE POWER OF

BROTHERHOOD

WALT DISNEY PICTURES PROUDLY PRESENTS

AN ALL ORIGINAL NEW ANIMATED FILM 🎥

DISNEY'S

BROTHER BEAR 🐻

HAPPY 20TH ANNIVERSARY TO WALT DISNEY PICTURES,  BROTHER BEAR 🐻 

NATURE CALLS

NOVEMBER 1ST  #BrotherBear #WaltDisneyPictures #Bears #NativeAmericanHeritageMonth #NativeAmericanStories #NativeAmerican

[geralts-yenn]

Sorry, I'm just a sucker for drama! But I hope that ending made up for breaking your harmony-seeking heart a little?

But I also loved that he reacted that way or rather burst out with his feelings, because he has lots of them and it's such a Walter thing to vent like that.

Hearing this, from you even, means so much to me! I know Walter often gets mistaken for not having any feelings beyond being tired. But that's not what he is to me. I love seeing those little details where he shows his heart.

Thank you for pointing out your favorite part, and you know what, it is also my own favorite part ❤

I'm sorry my comment consists of quotes of your story for the most part, but I am and will remain a Walter girl, and this might be my favorite fic of yours!!

Why exactly would you apologize for something so wonderful? I love every little bit of your comment. It gave me life and really, really, really made me happy! I already told you, I was so nervous about your reaction to this. I know Walter 🐻 is your favorite, and I think your Walter is the best I've ever read. Seeing you like it made me so proud 🥰

Memories - part 2

Walter Marshall x OFC Maxine (second-person pov)

summary: You finally have to face Walter and talk to him about what happened in that night, years ago

warnings: 18+, minors DNI! drinking alcohol, vaginal fingering, oral (F,M receiving), protected p-in-v sex

word count: 4,6k

A/N: sorry for leaving you with a cliffhanger, but I'm not cruel, so here we go, here's the second part

Part 1

My masterlist

As you approached your table, you shot death stares over to your sister-in-law who happily smiled back at you. She kissed your brother on his cheek and acted as if she didn’t know at all why you were glaring at her. 

You sat down on your chair, trying your best not to look at anything or anyone. You pretended not to be here at all. A deep huff behind your back told you he had found out about the seating situation now, too. Walter dragged his chair a bit back and sat down. 

“Max!” he muttered under his breath and you answered with a nonverbal grunt and a nod. Both of you did your best to stare into different directions. 

“You really like seeing me suffer, huh?” he asked after a while, still avoiding your gaze. “What do you mean?” You had done nothing and still, he was already angry with you. “Like there wasn’t any other table where you could have seated me. You need to humiliate me in every possible way.” Hold on? Did he think you were responsible for this bullshit? You were suffering just as much as him.

“So it’s humiliating to sit beside me? For real? What’s wrong with you, Walter? And just so you know, I’m not happy either, having to spend the evening looking into your dumb face.”

Walter scoffed at your answer and the two of you went back to ignoring each other until another guest approached you. An older lady sat down opposite of you two and introduced herself as Mrs. Goldstein, an aunt of Vicky. She smiled at you and Walter. “You’re such a sweet, good-looking couple.” Both Walter’s and your eyes got wide and you both started mumbling.

“No, no, we’re not a couple!” Walter said determinedly. “Just, uhm, old friends.” you added, not sure how to name the relationship you had with Walter in a friendly way without lying. 

The lady raised an eyebrow and leaned forward, feeling for Walter’s biceps. “Oh, then you don’t mind if I make a move on this attractive man?” Her eyes were glistening with mischief as she gave you a wink. You had to grab your champagne and take a huge sip to hide the laugh that was going to slip you. She repeated her wink as she turned to Walter and to your surprise he reacted with a playful smile. But when his look met yours and he saw your amusement, his eyes went dark. 

Thankfully, the table filled with more guests that helped you to ignore each other. The first course was served and you started eating. Which ended in the next argument with Walter. Being left-handed, you had to move your arm opposite to him and your elbows crashed together more than once as you tried to cut your meat. Every time you touched each other, Walter gave you an angry glare. “Would you just eat like a normal person without bumping into me all the time?” he snapped and you answered with an eye roll. “What do you expect? I can’t do this any different. Sorry that I’m not normal enough for you.” Of course, you could have tried to be more careful, you even would have been able to switch hands. But not for him. Especially not if he was acting like a baby over it.

To your own surprise, you made it through dinner and toasts without killing each other. The band started playing and you could have just mixed with the other guests, but you weren’t in the mood. You kept sitting beside Walter, who looked just as pissed as you.

When the third woman asking him for a dance got rejected, you couldn’t keep your mouth shut any longer. It was just boiling in you. “Why do you keep saying no? All those ladies would love to have some fun with you. And I’m sure they would be in for a treat. You were good, even back then when we didn’t even know what we were doing. Guess you learned a few more tricks since then.”

Walter looked at you with more hatred than you had ever seen in his face. “Do you really want to talk about this? Here, now?” He was barely holding his voice down. You knew immediately that you’ve gone too far. Heat flashed over your cheeks as you only pressed out an embarrassed “No”. 

“Good! Because I surely don’t want to!” Was his voice trembling? You felt awful, and you silently cursed at your sister-in-law who ruined your evening by setting you up with your ex. No, ex wasn’t the right word. But what would you call it? The crush you fucked and then ghosted? You decided to just stop thinking about it. 

Mrs. Goldstein sat down on her chair again after a dance with one of Josh’s friends and was apparently eager to start another conversation with the two of you. “Walter, what do you do for a living?” she asked and Walter told her about his job as a police officer. He didn’t get into detail, but Mrs. Goldstein was glued to his lips. Then she turned to you. “And you, young lady?” 

Usually, you loved talking about your job, but now, with Walter listening, somehow you felt stupid. As if you were still the teenager who wrote fan fiction. “I’m an author.” you said, hoping she would turn back to talk with Walter, but her curiosity wasn’t satisfied yet. 

“Oh, interesting, what do you write, romances, something steamy?” She wriggled her eyebrows at Walter who couldn’t hold back a scoff. Meanwhile, you wanted to disappear, so you never would have to look into Walter’s face again. 

Why did you feel so ashamed? You were a good author. You puffed out your chest and answered. “No, mostly I write thrillers and crime stories.” This earned you another disapproving huff from Walter. 

Mrs. Goldstein didn’t seem to notice the hostility between the both of you. “Oh, so you can ask your friend for help when you need advice about police stuff.” 

Now Walter couldn’t hold back any longer. He let out a derogatory laugh. “She would never ask anyone for help, She’s too proud for something like that. Guess she rather still gets everything wrong. Like always.” 

Now you were the one glaring at Walter. What was he talking about? “What did I get wrong?” you shouted at him. 

It shocked you not to see anger and hate in Walter’s face as he looked at you. Instead, you saw hurt. “Me! You got me wrong! I was in love with you, Max. So much. But you broke my heart. And you never got it, did you? You never saw it? How much you hurt me, for giving me one night in heaven and then years in hell.” He shot up from his chair and stormed out of the room. 

When you got into the foyer, there was no sign of Walter and you cursed that it had taken you a moment until you were able to react and run after him. You glanced around helplessly. The guy at the reception looked at you and gave you a small smile. He pointed at the elevator and made an upwards gesture with his thumb. You nodded in thanks and got into the elevator. Walter could be anywhere. Probably he just left for his hotel room. And as nice as the guy at the reception seemed, he surely wouldn’t give you Walter’s room number. But then you saw the sign for the rooftop terrace. That would be a possibility. So you pressed the button and as you waited to get to the top level, you tried to gather a straight and logical thought, unsuccessfully, of course. 

But whatever thought you might have had, it got lost the moment the doors opened and you saw him. He was sitting on a stone bench, close to the balustrade, gazing over the lights of the city. He didn't seem to care about the drizzle, slowly soaking his suit. It reminded you of that night when he found you in front of that motel. In the soft light reflecting, even his face looked younger. 

You saw how his body tensed when he noticed the sound of your heels hitting the concrete tiles, but he didn't turn. Not even when you stood next to him.

“Can I sit?” you asked and Walter brushed the sleeve of his jacket over the bench to rub it dry for you, even though he still kept his gaze locked on the streets. The gesture gave you hope. He accepted you at his side, he even took care of you.

You slowly sank on the bench next to him and pointed your gaze at the lights of the city, just as he did. Both of you stayed silent for a while and somehow it felt comfortable, peaceful. Not even the cold raindrops were bothering you. But when your thoughts got too loud in your head, you finally spoke:

“You know I regret my decision every day, ever since that morning I left.” You turned to look at Walter, but he still didn’t move, it appeared as if he hadn’t even heard you. His apathy killed that small spark of hope inside of you and it was as if something cold gripped your heart tightly. And just the moment you wanted to leave and cry your heart out, his eyes locked with yours. 

“You do?” It was a whisper, barely audible. The look on his face didn’t give away any emotion. You cursed silently at this man’s stoic demeanor. Opening your heart would be so much easier if you could read at least a tiny expression on his face. 

“I broke my own heart, too, that day.” You wanted to say more, but you just couldn’t. Your mouth was dry, and your tongue felt heavy. Instead, tears formed in the corner of your eyes. 

Walter furrowed his eyebrows. He had tried to make sense of your behavior for years, hearing you say that you felt something for him too made everything just more absurd. He shook his head in disbelief as he asked you why. And you owed him an honest answer.

“I was so scared. I would have never thought you like me. I was sure it was just sex for you. And that you’d regret it. That you’d feel obligated to date me because you were stupid enough to screw your friend's sister who threw herself at you half naked and you got weak.” Something in Walter’s expression changed. He looked confused and hurt. He opened his mouth to speak, but you still needed to get some things out: “I thought you'd take me on a few dates and then find an excuse to get rid of me. And that would have made me fall in love with you even more. And then I would have had to see you anyway because you’d still hang out with Josh. The thought of this killed me. That’s why I decided to stop it before I got hurt. I thought it could save me from a heartache. And now look at me, still hurting after all those years.” The tears were falling now from your eyes, mixing with the rain on your cheeks. 

Walter startled you when he pulled you to his side. He took off his jacket and wrapped it around your shoulders, placing his arm on top. His other hand on your cheek, you felt the warmth that he radiated. The gentle gesture made your tears fall more freely. You were shaking, overwhelmed by all the emotions flooding you, now that you finally allowed yourself to be honest. 

“You should have told me, Max! I thought you didn’t want me. I thought you hated me for what I had done. For using you.” Walter’s voice was husky. “And I’m sorry I took opportunity of you. I am so very sorry.” He shut his eyes for a brief moment, inhaling deeply before he spoke again. “ I should have done this differently. Asked you for a date, making it clear I want you as my girlfriend before…before that night.” He took another pause, shaking his head again. “You know, even though it hurt us so both so much, I never regretted that night. It's still my favorite memory. The moment I had you in my arms.”

Your heart was racing as you listened to Walter’s confession. “Don’t apologize. You’ve done nothing wrong. I wanted it just as much as you. Damn, Walter, you’ve been asking me multiple times if I was sure.” 

Walter sighed, a sad smile playing on his lips: “That whole day I was so upset. Charlie had told me about your plans. And how Paul was being an ass about it, talking about it in the locker room. I was so fucking jealous. I needed to clear my head, so I drove around town. Guess driving by the motel was a half unconscious decision to be near you. And when I saw you sitting there in the rain, in your beautiful dress, I just couldn't form a proper thought anymore. I shouldn’t have gotten into this bed with you, not before telling you about my feelings. But I did, and it was the best moment in my life.”

You turned to him, your face only inches away from his. Was this possible? Was it possible that he had feelings for you? It felt like it. The way he talked, the way he looked at you. 

“We fucked this up badly, didn’t we?” he asked you, chuckling incredulously.

You shook your head. “There’s only one who fucked up all of this and that’s me. I should have given you a chance. Instead, I lied, I was mean and I hurt you, on purpose. Destroying the feelings you had for me and everything that could have been between us.” 

“Max!” You could have melted by the way he said your name. “You can’t take the blame for destroying my feelings. They are all still the same. And there could be a future for us. If you want me.” Walter cupped your face with both his hands and sank his forehead down on yours. The world stopped turning and the only thing that kept moving was your heart racing in your chest. 

He wanted you. He still wanted you after everything you had done to him. You got the chance to finally make the right decision. And you took it. As your lips collided with Walter's, the passion and intensity behind that kiss became palpable. As your tongues touched, everything around you blurred into mere background noise. And when your lips parted again, both of you were left breathless and struggling to grasp the magnitude of what had just happened. A spark of optimism ran through your veins. Maybe this was really a new beginning and your scars of the past could be healed. Everything ahead was uncertain, and it would have been a lie to say you weren’t scared, but with Walter's lingering touch still burning upon your lips, you felt the determination to nurture this second chance.

Walter still had your head cradled in his hands and pulled you in for another kiss. Your own hand reached for his jaw and your fingers raked through his coarse beard. His lips were soft and warm on yours and when he parted them your tongue slipped past, eager to taste him again. His cologne mixed with the scent of petrichor was intoxicating. A shiver ran down your spine as one of his hands slowly moved to your neck.

While you surrendered to your feelings, not letting go of one another’s mouth, the drizzle turned into a full-blown rain shower. It was only when the water was pouring down your faces that you finally broke the kiss. You were both laughing, sparks of joy in your eyes. 

“I think we should relocate to somewhere dry.” Walter remarked. Not waiting for your answer he got up and dragged you with him. Waiting for the elevator, his mouth was on yours again, just little pecks in between smiles, but they felt just as good as every other bit of love he had shown to you in the last minutes. The ride in the elevator was short, and Walter distracted you with his mouth and hands roaming over every bit of skin he could reach. Not stopping the kisses, you stumbled along the corridor and Walter fumbled in his pocket for his keys. 

Eventually, you were standing in a hotel room. Walter kicked the door shut and the next moment you were pressed against the wall. He stepped between your legs, his chest pining you in place, and resumed his assault on your mouth. His hands explored your body. One of them settling on your hip, the other one brushing down your thigh. He found the slit of your dress and took advantage of it, rucking up the fabric and feeling for your leg. His fingers caressed over the delicate material of your stockings, and he groaned when he reached the lacy border and then your naked skin.

“I need you to get out of this!” he said, his hands running over your dress. He found the zipper and pulled it down impatiently. The black satin pooled around your legs as he let go of the dress, and Walter took a step back to take you in. His eyes roamed over your face, then moved down, resting on your bare chest for a moment. As he moved further and looked at the lacy garter belt and the stockings attached to it, he bit his lip. “These need to stay on” he ruled. Just hearing him talking to you like this made you want to drop on your knees for him and surrender to your longing.

But Walter ruined your plans when he got on his knees himself, pulling down your thong unceremoniously. He lifted one of your legs over his shoulder. But the moment you thought you’d feel his mouth on you, he stopped. Instead, he let out a soft chuckle. “Damn, how many times did I curse myself that I didn’t get my mouth on that sweet pussy.” And then his tongue darted out to lick through your folds. You let your head sink back at the wall as he made you lose all your control, lapping and sucking on your clit like it was the sweetest thing he had ever tasted. He rolled it between his lips and made you scream when his fingers pushed into you. He still knew exactly well where you needed to be touched. His mouth, his fingers inside of you, and his other hand playing with your hard nipple had you at the verge of toppling over the edge. But every time you thought you’d reach it, Walter stopped for a brief moment. You were squirming and whining and pleading, but Walter just chuckled.

When you thought your knees were about to give out, he finally showed mercy. His fingers pumped into you frantically as he grunted. “Come on my tongue, Max!” Hearing him, feeling him, you couldn’t do anything else as obey, and you screamed his name as your climax washed over you. His arms were cradling you, his hands firm on your sides, holding you close, when you weren’t able to control your own legs anymore. Walter raised to his feet again, picked you up and carried you to his bed. He dropped you onto the mattress, watching you hungrily. His hands made quick work of his bow tie and the buttons of his shirt, so when you knelt in front of him, you were able to rake your nails through the hair covering his chest. His shoulders were wider than you remembered, his pecs and abs more defined. “You’ve grown into a man,” you purred, and Walter laughed softly. You wanted to sink your teeth into his skin. And after kissing and licking over his neck, you did exactly this. You got rewarded with a deep moan.

You brushed his shirt down his arms, and then your fingers were on his pants, cupping the bulge that couldn’t be hidden under the soft fabric. Walter unbuttoned his slacks, and you helped him with the zipper and the boxers underneath. As soon as his cock sprang free a bead of pre-cum built at the tip of his cock and you licked your lip as you saw it. “Let me taste you,” you begged, and without waiting for an answer, your tongue flicked over his swollen head. Walter hissed at the sensation, his fingers digging into your arms. After wetting your lips, you took him into your mouth, slowly sucking and circling your tongue around the tip. Walter carefully pushed deeper into your mouth, and you let him, taking him all the way to the back of your throat. With hollowed cheeks you looked up at him, and the feelings that rushed through you as you saw him almost made you cry. He was watching you with hooded eyes, full of lust and love. 

You both moved in the same steady rhythm, Walter’s hips pushing forwards and your head bobbing up and down along his cock until Walter was breathing heavily and curses were falling from his lips. Your hand cupped his balls, slowly caressing them. Walter let you keep going like that for another few moments, but when his moans got louder and more desperate, he finally pulled out of your mouth. His thumb brushed over your swollen and tingling lips, and he leaned down to press a kiss on them. “I need to have you, now!” 

He pushed you to lay back and crawled between your legs, pumping his cock as his eyes darted over your tits and pussy. “Goddammit, you’re so beautiful!” he growled. Another few strokes, then he moved backwards. “Don’t you dare move. Stay exactly like this!” he told you, and you did. Keeping your legs open for him, biting your lip, you watched him as he searched through his jacket, fishing a condom out of his wallet. 

Within seconds, Walter was between your legs again, his cock sheathed now. His body engulfed you, and then you felt his cock slowly stretching you open. You both moaned in unison, locking your eyes with each other when Walter bottomed out inside of you. He pressed his lips on yours, kissing you fervently when he started to move. 

While he kept thrusting into you, your nails left red streaks over his back. You were desperate for him to take you, pressing your heels into his back, moaning and whimpering. Walter was just as lost in his desires as you, rutting into you almost violently. He grabbed your knee and threw your leg over his shoulder, straddling your other thigh. When he sank into you again, your eyes rolled back. His cock brushed over your most sensitive spot mercilessly, you felt him so deep inside of you. To make you go totally insane, he rubbed his thumb over your clit with every thrust. You were shouting profanities at him, begging him, trying to fight back the tears that started to fall. 

“Let go, baby! Let me see how you look when you come around my cock!” He rocked his hips into you, faster and harder, until you finally exploded, your legs shaking. “That’s my girl,” Walter cooed, leaning down to press wet kisses on your neck. But he wasn’t yet done with you. He manhandled you to lay on your stomach. “Get your sweet little ass over here!” he ordered, and you moved to all fours, raising your bottom invitingly to him. His hands kneaded your ass cheeks, accompanied by a content groan of his. “Look at that juicy little pussy!” His fingers brushed through your folds, circling your entrance and then moving further up, teasing your puckered hole. You squirmed, a wanton gasp leaving your lips. “Hm, you like that, don’t you? I’ll keep that in mind for another time.” You could tell he had a smug grin on his face even when your face was buried in the bedsheets right now. 

Then his cock was driving into you again. The lewd sounds from both Walter and you echoed through the room as Walter fucked you into oblivion. He lost his rhythm now, rutting desperately into you. You felt he was close. His arms wrapped around your chest, pulling you up to him. He sank his teeth into your shoulder when he reached his climax, spilling his seed into the latex as his hips stuttered behind you. 

You both collapsed onto the bed, breathing heavily, but with a smile spread over your faces. Walter brushed a sweaty streak of hair out of your face before he pressed his lips onto yours. This kiss was nothing like the passionate, hungry kisses you had shared earlier. It was gentle and sweet and lovingly. And your heart skipped a beat when you realized that all the love you both felt was still there, even after you had stilled your desire. It was still palpable and not threatening to vanish. Walter nuzzled his nose into your neck, holding you close. You could have fallen asleep like that, if that memory hadn’t appeared in your mind that moment.

You laughed, raking your fingers through Walter’s curls. Walter frowned at you, though not losing the wide smile that was spread over his face. “What’s so funny?” he asked, and you were a little ashamed to admit, but then you told him anyway.

“You really learned a trick or two. And you definitely worked on your stamina.” 

Walter chuckled and pressed a kiss on your cheek. He whispered into your ear: “Hey, I don’t think I did a bad job back then, considering I was a teenager having his first time.” Your eyes went wide.

“What? It was your first time as well? But.. I didn’t know. I mean… You were in college. I thought you already…” You felt heat crawling up your neck. It wasn’t as if this information would change anything, but somehow it warmed your heart.

Walter laughed at your stammering. “I was waiting for the right one, Max.” 

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You woke up and for a tiny moment you considered if everything was just a wonderful dream, but then you heard the soft snores at your back and when you turned you saw him, lying on his stomach, hugging his pillow, his curls fallen into his beautiful face. You must have watched him for hours, and still, there was nothing in the world that you wanted to do instead of it. Well, maybe one or two things, but these involved Walter as well.

Then he finally opened his eyes. When he saw you watching him, his lips curled into a smile. “Hey!” you greeted him, and he gave you a "hey" back, his voice still hoarse from sleep. 

“You’re still here,” he remarked, his arm wrapping around you and pulling you close. You pressed a soft kiss on his lips. “I won’t run away anymore, Walter,” you promised him. You kissed again, and when you pulled away, you smiled mischievously. “Also, I don’t have any dry clothes, so I can’t leave.”

Walter chuckled. “What a pity. Guess we have to stay in bed, then.”

[yandere-dark-cupid]

Mama Bear AU ✨🌹❤🐻❤🌹✨

Warning⚠!!!: This Au have A/O/B themes. If you are uncomfortable with that I suggest you to either read some of my other works or exit my blog please. Thank you 💜

Side note: Got inspired by how Ms @headingalaxys writes her A/O/B works and thought to do one myself. Ms. @headingalaxys also suggested me to write this because of me telling her this Idea ( originally I wasn't going to do it, but- ), so props to her 😊💜. ( really love your work Lovely )

Side note: The darling would have a preference of all the A/O/B statuses. I don't care if she's an Alpha, please don't fight me on this. Don't like it please exit.

Side note: Had this Idea stored at the back burner for a little while; until Ms. @headingalaxys encouraged me to make a post about it. This and the Nsfw part 2 will be one large brain vomit, soooo

Side note: This will be a bit OOC, hope you don't mind.

Side note: The crossed-out parts are the most important. It'll also have a bear 🐻 next to it.

Side note: This is the Sfw part. I'll make an nsfw part 2 either later or tomorrow. Though I won't make to much of a promise.

Sfw: ✨🌹❤🐻❤🌹✨

❤ Well for starters, in this AU the darling is an Alpha.

🌹 Lives a quite peaceful life in the country side.

🐻 Very soft and mothering.

✨ She loves to take care of Omegas, Betas, and some Alphas ( some Alphas, especially the weaker ones; are a bit to cocky and doesn't like the thought of another Alpha taking care of them. )

🐻 Sometimes she helps rogue Alphas, Omegas, and Betas when they've become outcast. She secretly houses them and takes care of them until they can join a hidden outcast society. It's her dirty little secret.

❤ Compared to some Alphas ( especially the strong ones ), her sense of smell is not all that great. But her inhuman strength and incredible hearing makes up for it. Plus she has some nice long legs that runs pretty fast.

🐻 There is a reason why her smell isn't as great as it used to.

🐻 Has connections with the A/O/B peacekeepers and corporation. Occasionally even works with them on certain occasions.

🐻 Can easily earn herself on the A/O/B Council. But chooses not to. To her it's to much work and she doesn't like being in the public eye.

🌹 Owns many large vegetation lands and owns 2 large food corporations. So... She's rich rich

✨ Lives in a large house. It's like a mini mansion.

🐻 Owns a rifle, shotgun, and like 4 other smaller guns; they're all hidden in her house. When push comes to shove and she somehow isn't able to physically defend herself, she's always strapped and ready to pop a cap.

❤ Lives in a large open area that's surrounded by animals and livestock. It's a bit far from civilization.

✨ Likes to go mushroom hunting in the woods.

🌹 Farm aesthetic and cottagecore 🌟.

🐻 Very good at cooking 🌟🍴🍤🍖🌟

🐻 Even better at baking 🌟🍮🍫🍪🍰🌟

❤ Loves to make jams and is really good at it. Likes to give away her extra jams to the elderly when she's in town.

🌹 Has her own personal little farm and a lovely little garden

✨ She's really tall. Like 6'6 😳

🐻 One word: MOMMYMILKERS.

❤ Loves to wear long sundresses and sunhats.

✨ She's an Older woman. ( She's in her 30's Angels ).

🐻 She has been a sergeant mother a few times.

❤ Helps out at kid shelters and homeless shelters as well.

🌹 When the darling's stock pile of food has over flowed or is about to, either from her own little farm or her corporations; the donations she already makes to those in need will increase a bit for a time 😊.

✨ Crochets and makes her own clothing. But is somehow terrible at knitting ( she pricks herself every time ).

🐻 She has 2 pet huskies and 3 cats. Her house is always cold because of her huskies.

🌹 One of her cats is a Sphynx cat. Because the temperature her house is in most of the time, she makes her ( yes, the Sphynx is a girl. ) the most sweaters and crochet booties out of all her pets. She doesn't want her to get sick 😞

🐻 Once had a baby snapping turtle. But sadly the he ran away, when she accidentally left him unattended for to long outside.

🐻 She has a preference for Alphas, Omegas, and Betas. She genuinely likes them regardless of what status you are in the A/O/B society. She'll love you, whether it'll be platonically or Romantically.

🐻 She likes to kind of spoil her lover(s). With all that money she have and half the time doesn't know how to spend it, she'll spend some on her lover(s). ( She gives off. ✨ sugar mommy ✨ vibes 😂 ).

❤ Makes her lover(s) some nice Crocheted blankets, sweaters, scarves, ect.

🌹 Will happily gives some of her stuff to her lover(s) for their nest or.. Just because. Especially if they're an Omega

🐻 Stuff her lover(s) full with sweet treats and hearty meals. I swear with her around, you'll never go a day hungry every again. If you haven't eaten today, she'll be up your ass like a pushy worried mother until you do. Even sacrifice her own food just for you ❤. Regardless if you're her lover(s) or not.

✨ Overall a nice companion, a good friend, and a lovely lover in conclusion.

Hey Angels. I took a lot of time off and will try my best to get back into the swing of things. So I know it's been a little while, but I'm back and with a fresh new Idea ✨. At first I wasn't going to do it, but another yandere blog ( Ms. @headingalaxys. ) encouraged me to do it. And with that it has been nagging at me ever since until, I decided to finally contribute to the idea. This is my AU, Mama bear; I hoped you guys liked it. Hopefully I'll be working on it in the near future 💜, whether it'll be for yandere works or non-yandere works; it doesn't matter. Again, I'll try my best to get back to how things were supposed to be. And with that; Until next time my little tainted Angels, see you soon 💜❤💜 ~

P.S. I highly recommend you to check out Ms. @headingalaxys . If you like yandere, especially yandere hetalia, I suggest you to hit her up. I'm obsessed with her writings, and maybe you'll be too 💜😊💜

P.P.S. If you're going to use my AU, please credit.

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🎫 Here’s a gush pass! Feel free to gush about whichever f/o you want, however much you want, then send this ask to 3 other selfshippers! 👑

Well hello lovely Rose!!😄🥰🥰💖💖

First off, let me apologize for the super late response. I've been extremely busy with life and work. I don't have as much time to myself to relax or even come on tumblr anymore. Which I'll admit, I'm a bit sad about because I really freaking miss it here😭 But other than that, I'm doing pretty good. So I hope that you and anyone else that might read this won't worry too much about me😌 I'd also like to say that I think about you occasionally, and hope that you're doing okay💕

Alright, so any f/o I want huh? Then I will use this wonderful ask as an excuse to selfishly gush about the love of my life. That being Dr. King Schultz❤❤

Now.. this is going to be a bit lengthy, and I'm sorry for not putting it under a cut. I'm currently out of a laptop and I don't know when I'll get another :( Alright, now on to the gush~

I just.. love him so much. I can't even look at him without smiling and getting tons of butterflies in my stomach🦋💖🦋💖 He's taught me how to love myself, and he makes me feel safe in every way possible.

The mere thought of him fills my chest with a warm, fuzzy, love-y feeling💗 His eyes are sparkly and kind, I can stare deep into them for hours on end. Then there's his smile.. ughhh I love his smile so much. It's warm, inviting, and very beautiful- the bright flash of his smile takes my breath away every time🤩😍 His voice is comforting and it soothes my nerves when I'm feeling anxious. He is very patient and understanding, especially when it comes to me. We take the time to communicate and understand one another, which he is extremely good at. I can comfortably talk to and seek advice from him about anything. He feels the need to help when and wherever he can(this doesn't only apply to me ofc) and I think that is very sweet🥺🥰

He's the type of man that loves fully and unconditionally. Not only does he accept my flaws, but he loves them. He doesn't even see them as flaws, he just sees them as apart of me. And well.. he loves every part of me. His hugs are usually always firm and gentle. Also they're never half-assed, nor would he accept one that is. Not that he'd ever force a hug on me, he would just think that the hug wasn't genuine. When he hugs, he wants to do it right. Otherwise he figures, then what's the point? Not that I would even consider denying him any meaningful hugs. Plus he gives the best hugs. Especially the kind where I get to bury my face in his chest, and his arms wrap completely around my upper half. Holding me close, keeping me safe and snug. He's also very cuddly😖🐻💕 Another favorite is our heart-to-heart hugs. There is something very intimate and reassuring about the closeness of it. Especially when neither one of us want to pull away from the other first. His kisses are sweet and passionate. When he kisses me, I feel his love transfer into me and it fills my entire body with a pleasant warmth. His beard tickling me every time is also a delight. I can never get enough of it. He's a very sensual lover. He knows how to make me feel loved and cared for.

I am enough for him, but he can never get enough of me. I can never get enough of him either. Our love for each other is so strong and complex and completely unbreakable. I can confidently refer to him as the man of my dreams, because he is. And I love what we have together❤

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@lynnthevirgo 😂😂😂😂😅

I know🤣. I'm not even going to admit how many times I've rewatched every single one of them. I squealed, screeched, and just turned into a pathetic mess😅😅. Why is Nunu like this? Why does he do it to us😪? I really, really, really love him🥺😭. But you know which one really gets to me??? The one where he just waddles like a cutest, most precious little bear to ever exist🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺.

shownu’s morning routine 🐻☀️

[xbunnybunz]

My milk chocolate selection is Alex Go:❤💓💖🎁👀☔

EMOJI CHARACTER ASKS - ALEX GO

🖤— Random romantic headcanon

🖤Alex is a competitive person as a result of actively practicing soccer, boxing, and street-fighting. 💥 If something involves winning or losing, you can be sure that Alex WILL fight to win. It doesn't matter who it's against, he'll make the goal against Ben, win the race against Gerard, and outlast Teddy in stamina training. 🏆

🖤The one person he doesn't get competitive with is 🌻you.🌻

🖤As if this wasn't enough, sometimes he'll even go out of his way to lose on purpose-- just to see a smile on your face. 😇

🖤Once while you were having a bad day, Alex offered to race you back to the classroom: whoever lost would buy the winner a box of Ttoski chicken. After sprinting ahead of you, he feigned a cramp in his leg and gave a very ecstatic (and hungry) you an ample head start. Unfortunately for him once you were out of sight, the weird position he twisted himself into ended up giving him a real cramp.

🖤He was late for class that day.

💓— What could their partner do to make their heart race?

💓Alex is very attuned to his body 😳 He's been very into sports and fighting his entire life, meaning roughhousing and taking hits is not new to him— being friends with Ben basically seals the deal! Hamburger pile anyone?!

💓This also means Alex is getting physically attacked pretty much every day. So how can you woo a man like this? Simple, use what he isn't accustomed to: a soft touch 😏

💓His overexposure to constant brute strength will 100% backfire on him when you’re ghosting your fingers softly along his arm, tracing patterns into his large palms, or pushing away a piece of his hair.

💓He'll freeze up. What is he supposed to do? Uppercut? Crouch and defend? The Cobra Strangle? But what if he doesn’t want to do any of those?? Promptly after you caress him with feather-light touches, his brain will fry and his face will overheat-- you bet your ass his heart will be thundering too. If you start whispering in his ear he might just end up turning bright red! 🥵🥵

💖— Are they a showy partner? Do they make grand gestures of love or try to be subtle?

💖Alex tries to be subtle 😌 he really does 😌 but he's so bad at it.

💖He doesn't want his S/O to feel awkward after he does something affectionate, so he'll try to brush it off as a coincidence "what? i didn't have spare change so i just got two drinks instead of one. don't worry about it." After a while, both you and Alex will notice Ben sulking after all the spare drinks go to you instead of him. Alas, Ben is the only bonehead who believes Alex when he calls it a "coincidence."

💖Alex begins to buy drinks in sets of three now so Ben can have one too. This immediately cheers Ben up and also basically makes Alex immediately broke. 😭 The things we do for love!

🎁— What kind of gifts do they like to give? What do they like receiving?

🎁Alex loves gifting things weird trinkets and strange memorabilia. Is there a practical use for any of it? Probably not. Does he include an sweet handwritten message detailing how it reminded him of you with every gift? Absolutely.

🎁Anything odd you can think of, he's given you before. A bear with a built-in voice recording of Alex going "uhhhhhmmmm."? 🐻 ("this is how you make me feel, speechless!") Yes. An umbrella that catches rain water and stores it into a squirt-gun handle? ☂️ ("remember when i accidentally spat water into your eyes after Ben told a joke?") Christ, yes. A duck pen that came with shoddy batteries and sounds like Satan ripping a nasty fart? 💨 ("what? you really do sound like that when you sleep, though! WAIT, don't hit me!") Ugh, yep, that too.

🎁 Alex loves getting gifts from you, but he's extremely shy when receiving anything. He'll adamantly refuse it, cheeks flushed and arms crossed, shaking his head, "no! really, i told you that i don't need anything!" until you coax his hands from his body and place the gift into his palms.

🎁You get him basically the same thing each time, but he still acts like it's the biggest surprise ever. "dude! it's a brand new soccer ball! ben check this out, it's the new model from Nikey! score, we actually just lost ours, thanks!" Yes, you know they lose their ball. It's pretty obvious when the both of them sit in the classroom twiddling their thumbs after "practice night" (hint: kicking the ball as hard as they can for about two hours before it gets lodged in a tree or stuck in a roof.) 🧍🧍

👀— What’s their favorite body part on themselves? On their partner?

👀Everyone knows that Alex Go is the fastest motherfucker in all of Yeungdengpo, so of course his favorite body part are his ✨buff ass calves✨

👀When it comes to anything requiring being quick and light on his feet, Alex can do it. Sprinting long distance? No problem. Bobbing and weaving in a fight? Of course! Weirdly superhuman jumps to reach that one perfect pink cherry blossom for you in the tree outside the school? Indubitably, my good sir. 🧐

👀Of course, after all that running and jumping about, Alex will be incredibly sore the next day. He denies it, but the truth is evident when he can't even walk to the dining hall the next day. Naturally, his favorite part of your body are the hands that help him rub all that terrible muscle ache out.

☔️— What are they like when they’re emotional? How quickly do they recover?

☔️Alex doesn't get upset often, but he doesn't exactly have tough skin either. When people make snide remarks about him not being as strong as Ben or Gerard, he will get upset but won't make it obvious until later on.

☔️Usually you notice he's upset after he's clammed up for a few days, or just outright vanishes. Alex likes to lick his wounds on his own to prevent troubling anyone else, but his disappearance will be alarming to you if you're not used to his habit of withdrawing. He will return a while later claiming it was the stomach flu, but seriously, what kind of stomach flu comes and goes so frequently? 💩

☔️He isn't used to it, but Alex will be open to talking about how he feels only after he's had alone time. 😓😓 Alex is a very reflective person and tries to improve upon himself so he feels like less of a burden to the group, but obviously this isn't good for his self esteem.

☔️With reassurance and work from both of you as well as the Eungang-gang, Alex will be more comfortable with expressing his feelings with friends instead of brooding in private. 😊

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SORRY I MEANT TO SEND YOU A REGULAR BEAR BUT MY SLEEPY BITCH BRAIN REALIZED TOO LATE AND THEN I LOST SERVICE ….. LOVE YOU

THATS OK MISS FRAN I LOVE U ❤❤❤

this here is mr. finley bear. mr. finley is a Movie enthusiast !!! he likes to dress up in a little coat and go to the movies and wear a sweet little pair of cutie glasses while he takes notes in a little notebook. he takes his media very seriously because it is very important to him and he is always looking for a deeper message!! overall he is a very smart and polite lad who will go very very far in life ❤

send me a 🐻 and i'll find a jellycat that reminds me of you

[primordialsoundmeditation]

“True friends will hear everything you say.” said Bear. “Even what you try to hide in silence.”

“They’ll know the real me,” said Rabbit, “...all of my secrets.”

“Yes.” said Bear. “And they will love you even still.”

©Tara Shannon

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Anam Ċara

T. Shannon

Anam

Anam

Anam Ċara

Your light, it glows

and within it, I am safe

enough to be silent

...revealing secrets I don't speak

This is my story.

And you love me, even still

As I love you

Across time

The stars

face to face

Your light, it guides me

it keeps me warm

& when I'm with you

Anam Ċara

I am

home

❤🐇🐻

Anam Cara... translated from Gaelic means Soul Friend.

An anam cara can be anyone in your life who knows you inside out and loves you just the same (and you provide the same for them). Your love and friendship is not bound by time nor space. ❤

I'm blessed to have close friends but would wholeheartedly count my mom as my anam cara. Even though she is no longer physically with me, that bond is still there.

I wish everyone could have an anam cara but... if you don't, I offer Rabbit & Bear.

#rabbitandbear #truefriends #anamcara #soulfriends #soulmate #friends #ogham #celtic #irish #moon #fullmoon

#johnodonohue

©Tara Shannon, 2021