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Always an angel, never a god.
Jon, on his brightest, could make Damian feel anything and everything like no other. He would simply smile and Damian would breathe easier. Jon could simply express his kindness as he always does and the latter would fall a little more in love. It would be that Jon would immediately stop whatever it was that he was doing in favor of comforting a homeless guy in the street. Jon, who would be patient with a child who refuses to listen to the mother out in public.
It was always the little things- the smallest gestures that caught Damian off guard on how easy it was to fall in love again when he thought that he was completely taken over.
But even on Jonâs darkest days, it would not deter Damian.
It would be that a bully would wear out Jonâs patience and throw the first hit or even when he would completely avoid talking or making contact with anyone else just because the day is not going his way. Or even being irritated at his friendsâ tiniest movements because he has an assignment due and he could not concentrate.
All those things simply meant that Jon was also human (as he was) and had his flaws. It made Damian appreciate his partner more.
The fact that Jon has his own human struggles as the rest of them had Damian be comforted but also annoyed as he could not ease it away.
So what he does is to be a better partner more in the battlefield. That way, he knows he could prevent Jon from experiencing the harsher wounds.
It comes in many forms as it is displayed through thousands, millions even, ways: Love.
Itâs so hard to put it into words.
Especially for Damian, who was taught that actions proved better evidence to oneâs thoughts and feelings. While he simple does not disagree, there are times when one has to use words where oneâs actions are not sufficient or is the most appropriate way to let somebody know just how much you care about them.
An example would be right now, where Damian is helpless besides Jon, who is recovering inside a kryptonian pod in the Fortress of Solitude.
Where, even to the best of Damianâs medicine and surgical knowledge, is unable to assist in any way to the recovery of a comatosed Jon Kent.
All that knowledge and practice and for what? To be told that the best he could do as of now is to converse one-sidedly to Jon in hopes they would get a reaction out of him.
So here he is, the grandson of the Demon, proclaimed assassin by the age of 8, Robin to two Batman by the age of 10, has died at least three times by the age of 14, and completely helpless to by the bedside of the love of his life at 21, struggling to form words to bring back his lover from the depths of his own subconscious.
âJonathan,â he says his name as how one might start a prayer. âHabibi,â
my love, my life,
He grips the wrist of Jon, to feel the faint pulse, assuring himself that Jon is still here.
âI miss your warmth,
and I miss your presence.
I miss you in every waking hour, knowing youâre barely within my reach.
And Iâm tempted,
oh, so tempted to bring you to the waters where I was born.
Yet, I am not so desperate as to turn my back on everything that I have fought for -that we have fought for- just for you to be disappointed in me when you return.
I have yet to lose faith that youâd never wake.
And it was because you have made me promise to by your side and never lose hope.
So here I am,
Barely holding on to hope,
Always on the edge on doing the drastic measures.
The only thing stopping me?
That would be you,
My most and dearest beloved.
All these years, and all the doubts everyone in my life has given me, save for you.
You had never given up on me, youâve always been by my side, and youâve always rooted for me even in times I donât deserve,
You have made me felt no safer than in your arms.
So please,â
Damian begged,
âReturn to me and make me feel safe within your comfort again.
As you have been by my side, I am also here, Jonathan.
Return to me and I will show you my devotion.
My faith wavers not as I wait for you, no matter how impatient I might seem.
Please come back to me,â
With nothing to do but sit and wait by Jonâs bedside, barely sleeping in case of missing something, his brothers bring him his books and his sketchpad.
They also bring him Alfred the cat for company, who was now sleeping by Jon.
He appreciates the little distractions, though it does no good as he keeps on looking over Jon every few minutes.
So he inclines to bring out his sketchpad and starts imitating the sleeping form of his little feline friend, and when heâs done with that, he sketches everything else he could see within his sights.
And when he also exhausts those within his peripheral vision, his hand finally gets the courage to draw Jon.
It wasnât like the other portraits of Jon sleeping he has done so far.
Itâs different, but also the same.
The way that itâs so peaceful gives out a nice scene. The way that Jonâs bruises and cuts are now mostly gone relieves Damian. The way Alfred the cat is calmly rested on top of Jonâs chest, comforting both pet and owner of the repeated rise and fall movement.
He finishes the sketch and Damian wishes he had paint with him, so that he may properly bring the art to life.
He was tired now.
Though trained by the best to function for weeks with limited to no amount of sleep, Damian couldnât help his tired eyes and his tired mind, grudingly succumbing to slumber, but not before taking in Jonâs hand in his.
He yearns for the hour Jonathan wakes again.
To be able to recieve and exchange smiles with his beloved again.
Damian rests his eyes, knowing he will easily wake at the slightest movement of his beloved.
Even for just a simple twitch of the finger, or on the skipped heartbeat of the monitor, Damian is most confident he will be able to detect it.
For now, he simply escapes to the plains of his dreams, hoping his subconscious grants his wish. Even though knowing that it would not be real, he would at least get to spend a second reliving on a far-away memory or to experience a new one.
For whatever can emphasize his hopes and faiths, Damian will always be waiting in the land amongst mortals.
#alex writes#jondami#damijon#jonathan kent#damian wayne#mostly#i haven't posted this on ao3 yet#i'm supposed to work on my research report right now#but procrastinated with this#this one is very raw and it hasn't been cleaned up yet so a lot of mistakes#i will post this on ao3 once i'm done with my report and have proofread the fic again#this is just me letting out steam from stress#lots of grammar mistakes and typos#so read at your own risk? haha#this is how i destress: pouring out my creativity lmaoo
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You know, the technique of Minato the Hiraishin. There are several variations of this technique, but the one that strikes me the most is when during the fourth war, Genma, Raido and Iwashi teleport Mei Terumi and tell she âWe can use the Fourth's technique, we just need to do it in a groupâ Do you think Minato himself taught them this technique in person?I've always liked to think that they received the title of âhokage guardsâ because Minato trained them for some time. I'd love to know what you think - your illustrations are great!
Hi!! Thank you, glad you hear you like my drawings!! đ
Well, the last time I read the war arc was ten years ago with the weekly releases, so my memory is a bit fuzzy (not a fan of the arc so I prefer to delete it from my mental headcanons lol), but I think I remember what youâre talking about! Haha, this is a fun ask, let me ramble about that.
Okay, so⊠we have three guys around Kakashiâs age (in fact, if I remember correctly Genma is Gaiâs teammate), but nowhere near Kakashiâs level. Three guys who were around 13-14 years old when Minato rose to power, and who were, at best, newly jounin or even chunin (again, Kakashi was promoted to jounin at 12 and that was an extraordinary ocurrence. And we can agree that these three donât have Kakashiâs talent).
And youâre telling me that these three kids were the "Hokage Guard Platoon", in charge of protecting the legendary Yellow Flash himself? Yeah Kishi, no way xD
Since you asked for my thoughts, hereâs my headcanon: I think that it was peacetime (so things were more or less chill), these kids probably admired the Yellow Flash and now the Fourth Hokage (maybe they were even his fanboys) and Minato thought it would be funny to keep then around as the âHokage guards.â
And if Minato is going to keep them around, they need a way to get away fast. Because Minato is not a team player, he is a one-man team: he is very fast, strikes even faster and has the Hiraishin to get away quickly if shit hits the fan. He doesnât need three kids around in the case someone decides to attempt an attack on his person because they will be more of a hindrance than a help (plus, he already lost two kids when he wasnât around to watch their backs, he doesnât need another three dead ones).
So, what can he do to solve this? Easy, teach them the Hiraishin! But the Hiraishin is not that easy to learn, you need the power and the skill, and although these three looked like they had the skill (performing a jutsu with other people as a team has to be much more difficult than doing it yourself alone) they lacked the raw chakra needed to power up the technique, so he modified it for them to use as a team.
TL;DR: Minato thought it was hilarious to have three kids trailing behind him like ducklings and taught them the Hiraishin not to protect him, but to protect themselves and get away while he kicked some ass. They're more like Minato's second genin team than a guard, imo.
#koko talks#minato namikaze#namikaze minato#hokage guard#naruto#yondaime hokage#and that's my headcanon about it!!#honestly this whole Hokage Guard never made a lot of sense to me#like#the Hokage already has the ANBU to guard and protect him if necessary#he doesn't need another guard full of kids to watch his back#in fact this looks more like his second genin team than his guard tbh#anyways thanks for the ask! đ#please excuse any typo/grammar mistake sometimes my English fails me lol
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you've never experienced real pain until the first fic you've read from a new ship is one of the greatest pieces of literature you've ever had the pleasure of consuming, but then it turns out that the ship tag is relatively small and every other fic is pure ass
#i'm literally thinking about offering myself to be a beta reader or some shit because despite the fact that i write like a 5th grader who#just learned how to curse in my posts on here i can spot grammar and spelling mistakes so easily in fics#and i physically cannot bring myself to read a fic that has a lot of mistakes so i just give every story the 3 strike rule#after the 3rd error i'm closing the tab no matter how good the plot is đ#or let's say 5 i'm willing to ignore some typos#ao3
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i donât know why the twst localization/translation is so hated
#charlesblogging#pjsk and r99 is worse in this category#twst may have changed the wording for story elements and stuff#but pjsk has a lot of typos#and for r99 the grammar is so bad someone made a whole post on reddit correcting every mistake on the 1.2 event
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Summary: You made a lot mistakes in your new job, but do you regret them? Nope, not a bit. But who can blame you for it? If you wouldn't have done them, you never would have met this pretty boy.
Remember: German Grammar is a lot different then English grammar. I apologize for any mistakes.
Pairing: Francis Mosses (doppelganger) x gn! Reader
(A/N): I usually write for mha, but this men dominates my fyp on TikTok and I can't stop grinning like an idiot about all this fanarts. My men is just too attractive for his own good. Nevertheless, Tumblr has too few fanfictions for him, so I had to do it myself. Still, I am not that proud about how it turned out. It certainly sounded better in my head, but I don't care. One shitty fanficion is better than none.
Art by @asteriscks on TikTok
This game is not mine, but Ignacio Alvarado. I also used phrases from the game.
Mistakes? Yes, but no regrets.
It's been a week since you started working for D.D.D as a doorman.Â
You can remember your first day so well, it could have been yesterday.Â
Well... probably because your life is constantly at stake.Â
_
It started with a mistake that you ended up here. It was completely unexpected since you always made sure, that you sent your rent to the right account.Â
Surely no one can blame you for a small typo, right?
Well, your landlord, who kept pounding on your door until you woke up, surely did.
"What?" you asked, annoyed, as you opened the door.
"When do you plan to finally pay your bill? The date has already been overdue for two weeks!" he complains.Â
What?
"Sorry, but I've already transferred my money to you."
"Well, I didn't get anything. Do you still have the receipt for the transfer?"
"No..."
You already knew what that meant: double payment.
"Look, today, I'll transfer it to your account again, okay? If it doesn't work this time, it's not my fault."
You were about to close the door, but your landlord had other plans when he held the door open with his foot.
 "No no no. You will give me the money now. I donât trust you. Why would you transfer it to me today, when it should have happened two weeks ago. You will give it to me now."
Your eyes widened.Â
Now?
"But I don't have that much money in my hand? Who's got that?"
"Then I'll have to kick you out for now. But don't worry, no one is going to buy an apartment here anytime soon, so you can move right back in as soon as you give me the money."
Staring stunned at his smiling face you could have sworn you were about to hit him.Â
"The keys?"Â
With watery eyes, you grabbed your keys, placed them in his outstretched hand, and frowned.
What kind of person had such sharp fingernails as he does? Â
You were sure that he could definitely have stabbed someone with them.
Thank God, I didn't hit him.Â
"When do you plan to give me the money? I've heard that all banks closed today. Some kind of holiday among them, I've heard."
What!?
How were you going to get through the day today? You intentionally left everything in your apartment since you were so sure that you could have given the money to your landlord in a matter of minutes.Â
"Youâre telling me this now!?"
"If you had paid, you wouldnât need to know."Â
That filthy bastard.
No matter how angry you were at that moment, your panic was overweighting. Â
What were you going to do now?Â
Shit.
"Man, I really wouldn't want to be in your situation...", the landlord murmured.
Fuck the nails- This guy deserves a punch.
Just as you raised your fist, he speaks again.
"But maybe we can agree on something.
Then you stopped.Â
"The D.D.D., which is responsible for the safety of all residents in this area, is looking for doormans. Ours has recently...quitted, which is why we are urgently looking for one. They pay three times the amount of your rent in a week. If you take the job, I can overlook your sloppiness this time."
Three times your rent? In a week? And for what? To sit there and check a few documents. You'd be crazy not to take the offer!Â
"Okay. I'll do it. Where can I apply?"
"Don't worry, I'll sort it out for you. Tomorrow, you can startâ
_
Looking back, it should have been clear to you that something was wrong. Starting with the sudden his sudden threat, the fingernails and this stupid story about the holiday of the banks.Â
Maybe it was just because you were too panicked at that moment to think rationally.
But letâs be true here: when are you thinking rationally? If you did, you would certainly have quitted after your first day.
_
"Welcome and congratulations on your new job."
After watching the short video, a man in the yellow suit came to your window. You are so shocked that you canât even answer.
I'm going to die today!
After all, you know it yourself: you're too gullible for the job. There's no chance you'll unmask a doppelganger who copies someone well.
âAs you could see on the introductory film, your job is to verify the entry of the neighbors of your building. Each day there will be a list of individuals who will request entry to the building. It is possible that there are individuals who request entry and arenât on the list. In which case you will mark on the checklist that they are not on the list and proceed to question the individual. Also, you must verify that the ID and the entry reqest are correct and have the respective D.D.D. logo. Donât forget to also check the expiration on the IDs. Remember itâs Febuary 1955."
Your gaze wanders to the note that was stuck to the wall.Â
Arnold Schmicht F02 â 01
Anastacha Mikaelys F02 â 04
Robertsky Peachman F01 â 02
Steven Rudboys F03 â 03Â
Mia Stone F03 â 01
Rafttellyn Cappuccin F03 â 04
Admittedly, you don't know any of your neighbors, neither by character nor really by sight. You were never the type to care about your neighbors.Â
"I wish you good luck."
Câmon Reader, be like HenryâŠ
But better.
The first inhabitant was Mia Stone and you already started to sweat.
"Good evening."
Was she real? Was she a doppelganger?Â
With shaky hands, you reached for her ID and entry pass, only to find that everything was fine. She was also on today's list and her appearance doesn't show any deviations either, right?
Just to be sure, you looked into the folder that described her appearance:Â
Long hair
Small round nose
She has freckles
...
...
...
Freckles?
Your eyes wandered again to the woman in front of you, who was waiting patiently behind the window.Â
You narrowed your eyes a little and leaned forward to get a better view of her.
No matter how long you stared at her, you didn't see them, her freckles.Â
"You look different...", you murmur after a while.
"What's wrong with my appearance? I think everything is fine with my appearance."
Her photo on her ID and Entry Pass both have no freckles.Â
Perhaps a mistake on the part of the D.D.D.?Â
You're about to press the green button, but then you see her grinning slightly out of the corner of your eye.Â
Shit.Â
She almost had you. You're really not made for this job.
Your hand slammed hard against the red button, causing the siren to blare and the metal window to crash down.Â
"3312," you murmur to yourself.
"You have contacted the D.D.D.. A group of agents has been sent to your building. Please wait for the cleaning protocol to run."
Cleaning protocol?Â
What happens to those who were cleaned? They certainly won't be killed, will they?Â
What if they will?
What if your judgment was wrong?
What if...
Your thoughts were interrupted as the siren fell silent and the metal window went up, only to reveal the yellow man.
"Cleaning protocol completed. You can continue your job."
It took a while until someone finally came again.Â
This time, your heart was pounding faster. Significantly faster. And this time, you can't even say for sure that it's all out of fear.Â
Milkman...
You definitely can't deny it: he's probably one of the most attractive men you've ever seen.Â
You don't even have to look at today's checklist to tell he's not on it â a face like his would have caught your eye right away.Â
"Francis Mosses, huh?" you murmured to yourself as you looked at his ID. "You're not on today's list."
"Iâm not on todayâs list because I had to leave due to an emergency."
Long nose
Thin chin
Tired eyes
Short hair
Wears a hat
It all fit. The only thing left now was a call.Â
Just as you began to spin the wheel of the phone, he said, "You're new here, aren't you? I've never seen you here before."
"Yes, today is my first day."
"Must be hard, huh? I've heard that more and more doppelgangers are appearing and they are becoming more and more error-free. It would be a shame if such a pretty face as yours were to disappear forever."
Your cheeks turn red and suddenly you feel shyer than you actually are.
"B-But your job has to be hard as well. I didn't think that being a milkman would rob you so much sleep."
Francis smiles a little. So little that you almost didn't see it at all.
"It's not. I just stay up for a very long time. If you like, I can bring you some milk sometime. It's refreshing, calms the nerves."
You bite your lip slightly when you have to refrain from a question.
What milk do you mean exactly?
My God, why were you just such a sucker for handsome men?
"I'd be delighted, Francis."
You talked to him for a while and you quickly forgot that you were actually going to call someone.Â
"I'd like to talk to you more, but I don't want to stop you from your work. I'll see you tomorrow, right, Reader?"
And you quickly forgot that you never told him your name.Â
You pressed the green button.
_
"Shh," whispered the voice of Francis next to your ear.Â
It was your third day, your third time to change shift.
Well, it usually would have been.
Your vision and mouth were blocked by the bloody hands of the doppelganger who claimed to be Francis.
He had killed the doorman, that should have taken over your shift.
You had to admit, that you were more than inconsiderate. After all, you didn't ask for his entry pass, nor the reason why he wasn't on today's list. Â
"I'll let you go now, yeah? No wrong move, okay?"
He laughed softly as he released his hands from you and turned your chair, so you were facing him.Â
"We don't want to hurt you, do we, Reader?"
The sentence shouldn't have given you hope, because after all, you were more than sure that you were going to die one way or another.
Maybe you should have shown a little resistance. For your honor, but....
Oh?
He is so close to you that you can practically feel his body heat. Or was it your own? Your face, despite your situation, was burning.Â
Even though he said he was letting you go, his hands ran over your body and you couldn't deny that it did something to you.Â
Were you so shameful?
"Actually, I wanted to wait, but I couldn't take it anymore.  I've been patient long enough, haven't I? It was so much work for me, to let you get this job."
You didn't know what to say. Honestly, you didn't know if you would even be able to answer him.Â
His breath touched your throat as he spoke, "I think I deserve this, don't I? What do you say, Reader? Do I deserve my reward?â
If you were going to die anyway, why not enjoy the last few minutes?
Regardless of whether he was a doppelganger, he had lived up to his title as "Mlikman" that night.
_
"You killed the real Francis Mosses?" you asked the next day.Â
Francis grins, almost so much so that his real form was threatening to show itself.
"Yes, of course. What would have happened if he had come before me? You would have sent the D.D.D. after me."
Well, he had a point, huh?
No matter how wrong it was, you were glad it didn't come to that.Â
You didn't know the real Francis Mosses. That's probably why his death was so insignificant to you.
"Have you killed more people?"
"Just more doppelgangers you let through."
Your eyes widened.Â
You were so sure you caught them all. The false success was the reason why you didn't quitâŠwell, it was one of the reasons.
"How many have I let through?"
Francis just continues to wear his smirk as he gives you a kiss on the forehead.
"Don't rack your pretty head over it, okay?"
You just nod, smiling.
"Are you going to kill others...?
You don't know why you added your next question. Probably because you wanted to feel special.Â
"Would you kill for me?"
"Hooooonn"
When you turn your gaze to his face, two white pupils stared at you and his grin is inhumanly wide and black.Â
You don't know if it's joyful or sadistic, but it definitely made you feel special.
_
Looking back, you made more than a few mistakes.Â
But honestly?Â
You don't regret a single one of them. After all, all of them have led to an all-too-familiar knock on your window.
When you look up, he waves, the milkman.Â
#francis mosses#francis mosses x reader#francis mosses x you#x reader#x gn reader#x you#x y/n#yandere#milkman#milkman x reader#that's not my neighbor x reader#yandere francis mosses#yandere milkman
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rereading my own fic every time I get a comment like Narcissus eternally caught by his own reflection
#to be fair i'll probably skim it if its one of my 10k+ fics/chapters#but its still a lot#& an excellent way of finding every single typo/grammar mistake i missed during editing đ#so far this has onlt made me dislike 1 of my fics#but i already knew it was my weakest one even before publishing it#it was rushed & my shortest fic yet#but the rest? đđ (if i do say so myself)#you'd think i'd get tired of skimming the same 5 (now 6) fics but you'd be wrong!#wolf's posts#never you mind
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West Side | Pornstar!Javier Peña x Fem!Reader | Part 5 of Unscripted Desire | ~15k wc | Series Masterlist | gif cred | Explicit. Minors DNI.
Summary: A lot of firsts with Javi.
Tags: smut, slight angst, nipple play, dry humping, lots of making out, alcohol consumption, dirty talk, jealousy, edging, overstimulation, use of sex toys (vibrator), oral (f receiving), cum eating, unprotected p in v sex (finally), javi is clipped (not mentioned), babe wake up pornstar!javi lore just dropped, no use of y/n, any typos/grammar mistakes are of my own doing and i apologize in advance, if i missed any other tags pls let me know ok thx.
A/N: i attempted to make this chapter a little longer, definitely filthier, and above all: satisfying. shoutout to my bestie hermosa @persephone-girl for reading over part of this and quelling all the second thoughts i had in the middle of writing it out đ€ love you guys, enjoyyyy âš
You purse your lips at your reflection, tilting your head as if a new angle will make everything click. The phone is wedged between your shoulder and ear, and Connieâs voice crackles over the line, keeping you company.Â
âSince when do you care so much about getting dolled up?â she teases, picking up on the way youâre fussing.
You tug the hem of the dress down a bit, âThatâs not even the issue here,â you counter, a little more defensively than you meant. âItâs just⊠what do you even wear on a date with someone like Javier?â
Connie lets out a sly laugh. âWell, if I knew more about him, maybe Iâd be able to help you out here.â
You huff, rolling your eyes even though she canât see it, leaning closer to the mirror as you swipe at the mascara wand. âYouâre still on that?â
âItâs not every day that my friend leaves with a man like that at the end of her shift, only to find out heâs some annoyingly hot coworker she didnât even bother mentioningââ
âThere was nothing to mention,â you cut in quickly.
âNothing to mention?â she repeats, scandalized. âHe ate you out in an elevator, you talked an orgasm out of him, and you let him slip the tip of his dick insideââ
âOkay!â You cut her off again, voice a bit higher than intended. âShouldnât you be out saving lives or something?â
âCurrently on day two, hour nine, of my three-twelves.â Her sigh fills your ear. âIâm exhausted. Let me live through your smokinâ sex life so I donât tear my hair out.â
âSteve not doing it for you anymore?â you tease, rubbing away a bit of lipstick that smudged onto your teeth.
âOh, he is, but after three overnight shifts? Even the thought of sex is exhausting,â she admits, a laugh edging her words.Â
You get it; distinctively thinking about the last spring break week where you worked non-stop, running from shoots all day to the bar all night on three hours of sleep.
That was definitely the week you aged five years in one go.
âNow, back to you,â she snaps you out of your memories. âWhat did you finally decide on?â
âThe black dress.â You say it like itâs the only logical choice.
She groans, dragging it out for dramatic effect. âNo. You wear that thing out all the time.â
âI bought it for a reason. To wear it.â
âOh, come on. I think you should switch it up a little. Make it more fun.â
âFun?â you echo, skeptical, glancing over at your closet.
âFun,â she confirms, âlike that mini skirt with the flowy fabric. Makes your ass look so good and shows just enough cheek to leave him hanging,â she says all playfully, âJust throw on a top that shows the girls off and youâll be set. Itâs flirty and hot⊠exactly like your little boy toy and way fresher than a black dress.â
You snort, feeling a little flutter at the mention of Javier being your boy toy. âA classic date-night outfit is classic for a reason, you know?â
âMhmm, so classic Iâm falling asleep. Go grab the skirt and thank me later,â she presses.
You grumble out a fine, deciding to humor her. Maybe you will like it better than the dress.
Rummaging through your closet is a little difficult with the corded phone in your hand but you manage, finally spotting the garment under the mountain of clothes that youâve just thrown in here and pretended werenât your problem.
âWhereâs he taking you, anyways?â
âNo idea, which makes the getting ready process even more difficult. Iâm putting you down,â you warn her, setting down the receiver on your dresser.
You toss aside a few ânot quiteâ options before finding a top cute enough for this flirty and hot vision sheâs painting. The deep color of it has your skin glowing, the cut of the neckline making your tits look enticing.
The snug skirt teases just enough at your thighs and you do a half turn, glancing back at the mirror to check your own ass outâand damn if she wasnât on the money.
âOkay, Iâm back.â
âAnd?â
You pause, smiling as you take in your reflection. âI look hot.â
Thereâs a sharp, delighted squeal on her end. âSee? I told you! Thatâs what friends are forâgiving you advice you donât listen to until youâre basically forced to.â
Her laugh makes you grin, but then you hear a muffle as she talks to someone else in the background. She comes back, tone rushed but still playful. âAlright, Iâm being called back onto the floor. But seriously, have fun. Donât put out unless you want to, and please, please, donât wait months to fill me in, okay?â
âI wonât,â you chuckle, her instructions making you feel like youâre back in high school. âThanks, Con.â
âGo get him, you vixen,â she teases, and the line goes dead, leaving you with your thoughts.
Youâve been doing everything possible not to spiral into overthinking, trying to act normal about this date. Part of you still canât believe itâs actually happening.
Youâve fought him, resisted him, silently judged others for falling for his charmsâyet somehow still managed to give in.
If someone had told you months ago that youâd be in this position, you wouldâve straight up laughed in their face.
The whole trajectory of it feels warped. You canât help but wonder if this is all some elaborate game, a long con to get you in his bed.
But then, the doubts donât quite hold up, not with how much effort heâs put into just getting your attention. If it were about sex, he wouldnât need all thisâhe could walk outside, flash that lazy, dimpled grin, and probably have someone falling for him within seconds.
Hell, he could call one of his co-stars and make it that much easier on himself.
Yet, he keeps choosing you, showing up with this sincerity thatâs completely messed with your head, confessing feelings and sticking around like heâs actually serious. Heâs taken over your mind, lingering there like a sexy, infuriating ghost.
At least youâve given yourself an ultimatum: if this goes south, youâll walk away and heâll leave you alone.
You still remember how low you felt after things with Frankie, and that was amicably ended.Â
With Javier, it would sting worse if he turned out to be the arrogant womanizer youâd pegged him as after all the shit thatâs transpired between the two of you.
You finish getting ready and head into the kitchenette, grabbing a shot glass. You pour yourself a quick splash of Fireball, hoping itâll help you feel a little more mellow, maybe a little less wound-up. You toss it back, letting the burn calm the nerves that wonât stop buzzing as the minutes drag by.
Then, you hear the familiar creak of the stairs, the soft shuffle of footsteps, followed by a knock at the door. Your heart skips a beat.
With a deep breath, you slip on a light jacket and grab your purse before unlocking the door and swinging it open.
The sight that greets you could knock the air right from your lungs.
His typical black leather jacket stretches across his broad shoulders, a flushed blue shirt underneath, his neck on full display while the top of his chest teases you beneath the few undone buttons.
His jeans fit him perfectly, hugging his narrow waist and leading down to a pair of well-worn leather boots. But what really catches your attention is the single peony he holds delicately in his hand.
âHey,â you greet, trying to keep it casual, as if your heart isnât pounding just from seeing him stand there. He is so damn handsome, it almost feels unfair.
His gaze roams over you, like he doesnât know where to look, definitely lingering on your legs then your cleavage before his warm, brown eyes meet yours. âYou look good, nena.â He leaves you feeling like heâs undressing you with just that look.
You bite back a smile and raise an eyebrow, opting to tease him. âThanks, Javi. You look⊠exactly how you always do.â
He chuckles, a lazy smile spreading across his face, and you catch a little dimple on his cheek. âDamn. And here I thought I put in more effort tonight.â He licks his lips, then holds out the flower. âThis is for you. I mightâve mentioned our night out to my neighbor, and she clipped this from her garden. Thought it was less on the nose than a red rose.â
You take it from him, its soft petals brushing against your fingers, and bring it to your nose. The sweet, fresh scent makes you sigh a little.
Heâs doing the bare minimum, bringing you a fucking flower, and youâre already feeling all warm and mushy. Youâll just blame the one shot of whisky for that. âTalking me up already?â
He chuckles, his eyes appreciating the way your makeup highlights each feature.
âLetâs just say I bum cigarettes off her in exchange for a little company. You just happened to come up.â
âWell now I have to know what you said.â
âMaybe one day.â
This moment already feels charged for no reason.
âIâm going to hold you to thatâ you warn him playfully. âThank her for me. And tell her sheâs got good taste in flowers.â
He gives you a nod, eyes softening. âI will. You ready?â
âMhm,â you hum, stepping out to lock the door behind you.
As you turn, you realize how close heâs standing, and the scent of mint and cologne hits you in an instant, making your head spin. He smells fucking incredible.
âSo,â you start, trying to ignore the fact that you can practically feel the heat radiating from his skin. âWhere are we going?â
He falls into step beside you as you both head down the stairs. âTo the best food truck in the city.â
âReally?â You raise an eyebrow, both amused and a little charmed by the casual choice.
He nods, a small grin tugging at the corners of his mouth. âItâs by Lake Hollywood Park, which is convenient âcause weâll end our night around there.â
It seems like he has an actual plan for this date, which surprises you, but then again heâs been full of fucking surprises since the moment you met him. âSounds like fun. Better not be shit though,â you say, adjusting your bag strap on your shoulder, twirling the flower between your fingers.
âI think Iâve lived in L.A. long enough now to know whatâs good and what isnât.â
So heâs not native to this city, which was kind of obvious with the slight twang some of his words seem to have. You wonder where heâs actually from.
As you reach the sidewalk, Javier surprises you by sliding his hand into yours, smooth and confident. The gesture catches you off guard, and you can feel heat pooling at your cheeks. Heâs annoyingly charming, and he knows it.
His hand is so much bigger than yours, rough skin brushing against your softer palm in a way that feelsâwell, it feels like it fits.
Your mind doesnât miss a beat, leaping straight to the memory of his fingers pressed inside you, knuckle deep, his tongue flicking at your clit as you unraveled for him.
You bite the inside of your lip, willing yourself to stay cool, but damn, those hands could do a lot of things.
How you even fit two of his fingers remains a mystery, but itâs one youâre more than willing to solve again.
âThis okay?â he asks, glancing down with a glint of mischief in his eyes, catching you right in the middle of your little lustful trance.
âPerfectly fine,â you reply, squeezing his hand, that glint pulling you in deeper, and you let it.
âOkay, I think I have a little more faith in your spot now that weâre here.â You settle across from Javier at the picnic table you managed to snag nearby, eyeing the food as he sets it out between you.
He smirks, raising an eyebrow. âYou doubted me?â
âJust a little.â You pinch your thumb and finger together with a playful grin, scrunching your nose as you laugh. His lopsided smile makes an appearance, sending your heart into a flutter.
âThen Iâll let the food do the talking. Let that be my âI told you so.ââ
âOh, please, I donât need to hear that twice in one day.â
As you stick your straw into your cup of hibiscus agua fresca, the sweet flavor hits you instantly, and you let out a delighted little hum without even thinking.
His gaze snaps to you, amusement lighting up his eyes. âSomeoneâs already beaten me to it?â
âConnie,â you confess, dragging your tray of tacos closer and inhaling the smell that makes your stomach practically growl. âShe helped me pick this outfit, you know, since someone here was pretty vague on the details.âÂ
He chuckles, reaching for the salsa verde and giving his tacos a generous drizzle before handing the bottle over. âI told you weâd be outside. I thought thatâd be enough.âÂ
You take it from him, fingers brushing together, and damn if your skin doesnât actually tingle. âHonestly, I was expecting more of a steakhouse vibe.â
He gives a soft scoff, looking amused. âThatâs not really my style. Iâd feel like a total fraudâŠâ he pauses, studying your expression, âunless thatâs what you wanted. I could do it if thatâs what youâre into.â
Your tongue darts over your lower lip as you take in his thoughtfulness. âNah. This is...perfect, actually.â
A light sparks in his eyes at your word choice. âPerfect, huh?â
You playfully roll your eyes, âUh huh, donât get a big head over it.â
âSo, I owe Connie for getting you in that skirt?â His voice is smooth, that teasing lilt unmistakable.
Heat climbs up your neck, pooling at your cheeks. âYou like it?â
His eyes narrow slightly, that look dark and appreciative. âI think itâs sexy as hell, yeah. But in an effort to be more...gentlemanlyâTe ves hermosa. Like always.â
Normally, youâd roll your eyes at him laying it on thick, but right now? You donât mind it at all.
The attention feels genuine, his words dipping straight between your legs rather than floating on his usual bravado.
âSweet talk me all you want,â you say, trying to rein yourself in, âbut the real test of this dateâs success? It all lies in this meal.â
He chuckles, and youâre grateful for the little shift, picking up a taco and clinking it with his, like a toast. The first bite is practically life-changingâthe smoky, spicy flavors somehow better than youâd even anticipated.
âOh wow,â you say, chewing slowly with a hand hovering over your mouth. âNot bad, Peña. This is actually delicious.â
His grin is smug, triumphant, and as he takes another bite, youâre momentarily distracted by the way his jaw flexes, muscles taut as he chews. And damn, if you donât notice every bit of him in that damn leather jacket, his dark hair slightly tousled and looking as if he were some walking sex deity.Â
You mentally curse yourself for already feeling way too into him.Â
You chat lightly, going over the usual first-date questions. Somehow, even the simple stuff feels easy and natural with himâthereâs something in the way he responds that keeps you drawn in, even if the questions themselves arenât all that thrilling.
Whatâs your favorite color? Whenâs your birthday? Where are you from?
âTexas. And you?â he answers, swiping the napkin over his lips before balling it up, tossing it into his now empty tray.
So heâs a southern boy. That detail definitely adds to his charm. You tell him the name of your hometown, and then, after a beat, add, âBit far from home, huh? Got family here?â
He shakes his head, reaching into his jacket for a pack of gum. He pulls out two pieces, offering you one.
Okay, another bare minimum act thatâs got you all fucking blushy.
âNah,â he says, chewing his own piece of gum. âItâs just me out here.â
âYour family must be thrilled about what you doâŠwait, do they know?â you ask, unwrapping the stick and glancing at him.
He sighs, scratching at his jaw. âMy pops knows. My momâŠâ He pauses, a shadow of something crosses his face. âShe passed when I was in high school.â
Your heart squeezes, a flicker of guilt making you wince. âIâm sorry, I didnât mean toââ
âDonât sweat it,â he interrupts gently, waving it off casually. âIt gets tiring hearing it. But yeah, my pops and the rest of themâŠthey donât exactly jump for joy when it comes to my job. Guess itâs a good thing I stopped giving a fuck about what they think.â
The reality of it sinks in as you watch him across the table, his eyes distant for a moment. Youâd never really thought about how it all might affect him (or any of the other stars, honestly) outside of sets and studios.
The world sees sex work as some kind of sordid choice, casting assumptions.
Sure, itâs got its problematic aspects just like any other industry, but with the puritan culture thatâs plagued society since the beginning of time, really, itâs seen as such a devious thing when in reality; it could be something so beautiful. A celebration of the human body, of the unity between two people.
Whether youâre a woman or a manâyou bear the weight of every stereotype, every judgment, and, especially, the stigma that comes with it.
You hesitate, but your curiosity gets the best of you. âAre you close with them?â
He doesnât answer right away. Instead, he absently smooths his mustache with his thumb and forefinger, eyes thoughtful. âYes and no.â
Something in his tone tells you this isnât a thread to pull on right now. So, you pivot the conversation, deciding to leave that part of him for another night.
You glance at your tray, grinning. âThis might actually be the best meal Iâve had in a long time. And Iâm not bullshitting you.â
His eyes light up, that charming, lazy smile sliding back into place. âIâll refrain from saying I told you so.â
You laugh, throwing a crumpled napkin at him, which he catches without missing a beat.
He leans in, his voice low. âSo, now that Iâve won your approval in the food department, Iâve gotta finish on a strong note so I donât mess it all up, right?â
You feel your pulse quicken âSure do. Got anything up your sleeve, or is this where the gentlemanly plan ends?â
âIâve got plans.â His voice dips, his eyes tracing over you, wetting his lips and that thudding begins to thrum faintly between your thighs. âThought weâd take a walk, keep getting to know each otherâŠâ The suggestive way in which heâs speaking definitely gives his words a double meaning, âThen head to my favorite lookout spot. Best view in the city, hands down.Whatever happens to feel right can unfold after that.â
âSounds like youâre anticipating something unfolding.â
âCan you blame me? Youâre walkinâ around lookinâ good enough to eat.â
You feel a thrill dancing up your spine at his bluntness, âBoundaries still stand, Javi. Iâm not sleeping with you.â
He chuckles, a low, knowing sound that sends your stomach into a twist. âThatâs fine. I think Iâve shown we can have plenty of fun without crossing that line.â
Every electrifying sexual encounter hits you all at once, and as much as youâd hate to admit it, heâs right.Â
No one has ever gotten under your skin or tangled your senses like he does. With Javier, the tension builds until itâs all-consumingâwhether itâs the way his hands map every inch of your skin or his mouth works you over. Itâs maddening, how easily he pulls you apart and leaves you craving more.
âAnd If I remember correctly, I wasnât the one begging for more.â
A hot flash sweeps through you. âYouâre so fucking annoying.â
He grins, not missing a beat. âAdmit it, you like it.â
And as you share an amused glance, you canât help but think⊠yeah, maybe you do.
The two of you walk side by side under the soft glow of the street lights lining the park. He flicks open his lighter, cigarette wedged between his lips, and you watch the quick flame as it lights up his face for a second before fading out.
You would usually mind the smoke, but somehow, with him, itâs just⊠fitting. A small indulgence that somehow suits his edges.
âFavorite music genre?â you ask, breaking the quiet.
âWould it be a cop-out to say a little bit of everything?â
âOh absolutely.â
Javier pauses, a thoughtful look in his eyes as he takes a long drag from his cigarette. âAlright, alright. Probably rap. Used to be all about rockâmy pops had me hooked young. But out here? My taste has gotten a little West Coast.â
âA Texan boy gone Cali,â you say, feigning surprise. âYou love to see it.â
He laughs, his eyes crinkling as he glances at you, then flips the question back. âWhat about you?â
âR&B. Lauryn Hill and Destinyâs Child have provided the soundtracks to some very pivotal moments in my life.â
He nods, and for a while, the conversation flows smoothly from one topic to anotherâfavorite childhood memories, the dumb stuff you did as teenagers, and random things you never imagined youâd share with him.
Javi raises an eyebrow, a smirk tugging at his lips. âI bet you were a teacherâs pet.â
âTeacherâs pet? No way. I was a bit of a know-it-all, but I had this rebellious streak,â you admit, âGot in trouble more than once for talking back. I just couldnât help it.â
âFigures. Youâve got that fire.âÂ
Eventually, he flicks his cigarette to the ground, stamping it out before looking at you with a curious glint in his eye. âI gotta ask you something,â he says, his voice dipping just a bit. âAnd be honest. Why didnât you like me?â
Itâs not the first time heâs asked you this, but now that youâre seeing him in a different light, the answer comes easily, less defensive. âOkay,â you start, meeting his gaze. âI wasnât a fan of how you... got around. And the way youâd micromanage every move during shoots, like your way was always best. Or how youâd just use your dick to get whatever you wanted.â
His silence stretches, and he takes out another piece of gum, nodding slowly as he listens. âAnd when we met, you were already trying to charm your way into my pants like I was one of your groupies,â you add, âMade it feel like you were always angling for something. I guess I just didnât want to be another name on your list.â
He exhales, scratching at his jaw. âFair enough,â he declares. âI didnât always used to be like this. The whole showboating thing, itâs sort of⊠a front, I guess. When I started, I had to become a different version of myself. This cocky asshole who had his shit together because⊠fuck, I didnât know what else to do. After the bullshit back home, I needed the distance. I needed to prove something.â
Thereâs something in his tone that pulls at you, but you donât press. Youâre surprised heâs even sharing this much.
âThe women, the confidenceâall of it. Figured thatâs who I had to be to make it. And it worked up until you left⊠when I realized just how fucked things had gotten for me. After walkinâ out on Robbie, Iâve been trying to be more careful with the jobs I take but fuck, itâs hard.â
This manâthis smooth, confident guy you thought you had all figured outâcarries more than his rugged allure and that killer smile.
Sympathy blossoms, the kind that grows for someone whoâs managed to build walls without even meaning to.
The details remain unsaid, and though curiosity simmers, you let the silence hang.
âYouâll figure it out, Javi. Life has a funny way of kicking you when youâre down, but somehow, things start falling into place eventually. Might sound like a bad fortune cookie, but itâs true.â
His gaze intense and warm under the park lights, brown eyes looking softer, shadows dancing across his face. The way he looks at you makes your legs shake.
You canât help the small, vulnerable smile that plays at your lips as you wonder if maybe, just maybe, this moment is worth disregarding your own rules for.
His eyes flicker down to your mouth almost on instinct, and youâre caught in a breath, almost tempted to close the space and feel those lips on yours.
But instead, you let the moment breathe between you, keeping the tension electric, and heâs the one who finally breaks the silence. âThanks nena. Hereâs to hopinâ I donât have to make a trip down to the unemployment office.â He jokes with a laugh that pulls one out of you too, âLetâs head back. Got one more thing to show you.â
As you both turn back towards his truck, he reaches for your hand again, his fingers curling around yours, gentle and reassuring. You lean into him, resting your head on his arm as you walk. It feels natural, like youâre both finally seeing each other, piece by piece, without all the defenses.
A gentle breeze passes through as you lean against the hood of Javierâs truck, taking in the iconic view.
The twinkling city lights are sprawled out in front of you, while the Hollywood sign looms large and proud in the background. Youâve avoided tourist traps since you moved to LA. Dealing with the general public and pornstars on sets on a daily basis already felt like a big enough dose of Hollywood.
Tonight, though, thereâs some kind of magic in being here and you can see why people find themselves drawn to it. Maybe it has something to do with the handsome man beside you.
âYou bring all your dates here?â you ask, teasingly.
Javier rubs his lips together, a quiet smile flickering at the edges. âI donât go on many dates, believe it or not.â He inches a little closer, draping his arm around your shoulder.
âOh wow, Peña. So smooth.â You roll your eyes, but you canât ignore the steady, intoxicating scent of him, the one thatâs been teasing you all night, and how it engulfs you entirely.
Thereâs a warmth that reaches from his body to yours, one you canât help but lean into as your hand finds his, fingers lacing loosely.
Resting your head just near his chest, you feel the gentle rise and fall of his breath, solid and steady.
âCanât let this night end without you knowinâ what my intentions are.â He pauses, then adds, âI want to keep seeing you.â His words melt into the night as he dips his head to press a gentle kiss to the top of your head, his face nuzzling softly into your hair.
Your breath catches for just a moment, and he feels it too, the faint hesitation creeping in.
Because the truth is, youâre not sure exactly what you want from this. A relationship? A fling? Could you handle being with someone whose job meant fucking other peopleâeven if emotions are fully detatched?
You draw away slightly, positioning yourself to stand between his legs now as he leans against the truck, watching you, a question in his eyes.
âTonight was wonderful. Better than a lot of first dates Iâve been onâŠâ you trail off, and he quirks an eyebrow, a hint of concern already flashing in his eyes.
âButâŠ?â he prompts, his voice soft but wary.
âLook, I have the utmost respect for what you do. I know what it takes, if anyone can understand what you actors go through, itâs me and all the other crews out there. Iâve seen shit hit the fan more times than I can count.â You twist your fingers, feeling the tension between wanting him and feeling hesitant. âBut dating someone in the industry⊠I donât know if Iâm cut out for that.â
His shoulders drop a little, and he sighs. âYeah⊠I figured.â He lets out a rough laugh, though itâs clear heâs disappointed. âNot the first time this has happened, or the last, probably. I just⊠I guess I was hopinâ this would be different.â
âItâs not about you, or⊠or the work. I donât care that youâre in porn.â you say gently. âItâs just the idea of dating someone whoâwell, you know.â
He lets out a sigh, a heavy, defeated sound, and his eyes meet yours. âI know, nena, trust me. Itâs a lot. Iâm not holding it against you.â His hand runs over his face, frustration tightening his jaw. âItâs justâŠdisappointing as fuck, but I get it.â
Before he can sink too deeply into the regret, of thinking heâs wasted a night taking you out, you reach out, catching his wrists and gently pulling his hands down. Youâre close enough now to feel his breath brush across your cheek, and you hold his gaze, fierce and a little daring.
Youâd be fucking stupid to walk away from all this without knowing what it feels like to kiss him, the man whoâs wound you up so tight and left you as breathless as he has conflicted.
Slowly, you place his hands on your waist, leaning in until your lips barely touch his, your breath mingling together. You can practically feel his heart beating against his chest.
âKiss me, Javi,â you murmur.
Thereâs no hesitation. His mouth meets yours, warm and certain, sending a spark through every nerve. His hands tighten around your waist, pulling you closer, and you lose yourself in him.
Javierâs mouth moves against yours like heâs savoring every second, his lips plush and gentle, taking his time.Â
Itâs all so new, so beautifully unhurried.
You meet his pace, moving your lips softly, feeling the slight press and release. When he parts from you slightly, youâre already missing the taste of his mouth, chasing after him.
Then he tilts his head and leans in again, deepening the kiss, his lips fitting against yours with more purpose. He presses closer, his body warm and solid, and you feel his tongue swipe slowly across your lower lip.
A shiver runs through you as you part your lips for him, and the moment his tongue dips into your mouth, a soft moan escapes you, helpless against the sensation.
The sound seems to set something off inside him. Suddenly, the kiss grows hot and urgent, his hands gripping your hips as if heâs afraid to let go, kneading the flesh there while his mouth moves against yours with a new hunger.
Your own hands find their way to his jaw, your fingers sliding up to frame his face, desperate to bring him closer, needing the taste of him to linger.
The feel of his mustache brushes against your sensitive skin adds an edge that only heightens every sensation heâs bestowing on you.
Your tongue meets his, every glide and stroke of it fueling an ache that spreads through you, heat pooling as your teeth clash slightly, both of you pouring months of pent-up desire and frustration into this kiss.
His hold on your waist tightens as your hands slide up to tangle in his hair, tugging at it, and he lets out a low, guttural grunt that gets your bones vibrating.
In one swift movement, Javier maneuvers you, switching positions so that your back is pressed against the hood of his truck.
The cool metal beneath you contrasts with the heat of his body, and one of his hands slides from your waist, strong and possessive, until it grips the plushness of your thigh, hitching it over his hip and pulling your core against his.
The friction, the way his body aligns so perfectly with yours, ignites every nerve in your body.
You gasp against his mouth when his hard length presses against your clothed cunt, right where you need him most. The pressure sends a surge of arousal pooling low in your belly, and you arch into him, craving his intensity.
Your own hands roam, sliding to his jaw, feeling the scratch of his stubble against your palm, then his back, his shoulders, reveling in the feel of him. His mouth moves from your lips to your jaw, tracing a slow, wet line down to your neck, where he leaves a trail of heated kisses that have you gasping for air.Â
The burn in your lungs is nothing compared to the ache building between your legs, an ache that only grows sharper every time he ruts his hips against yours.
âGonna make me cum in my pants kissinâ me like that,â he mumbles against your neck..
He drags his lips back up, brushing his nose against yours, coaxing you into another kissâthis one softer, more controlled, yet no less potent.
Youâre breathless when you part again, but itâs as though your body doesnât care, desperate to keep feeling him against you.
When he reaches the curve of your breasts, he pauses, leaving wet, open-mouthed kisses over the swells, grazing the sensitive skin with his teeth just enough to make you shiver.
âPlease, Javi,â you murmur, though youâre not even sure what youâre asking for. All you know is that youâre floating in this thick haze of desire, utterly lost in him, the feel of his lips, the intoxicating drag of his teeth against your skin.
His mouth curls into a smirk against your collarbone, and he lifts his head slightly, his hand sliding over the fabric of your top, shifting it down until your breasts are bared to the cool night air.
You gasp, eyes widening, instinctively sitting up straighter, a half-laugh, half-nervous glance flicking around your surroundings, instinctively pulling him closer to shield you.
His dark eyes meet your gaze, a flicker of mischief swirling with the lust there.
âHere? What if someone sees us?â you breathe, heart thudding in your chest as the chill hardens your nipples to sensitive peaks.
âNo oneâs gonna bother us, nena, te lo prometo.â Before you can respond, his mouth is on your neck, placing a soft, slow kiss there, licking a stripe and tasting your perfume.
His hands find your breasts, fingers curling around the supple skin, his thumbs brushing your nipples in languid circles that have you melting against him, your breath catching with each teasing stroke.
Itâs impossible to focus on anything when Javierâs so in tune with every inch of your body, instinctively reading each gasp and shiver.
His hands are so skilled, cupping, squeezing, until one trails along your waist, playing with your pretty skirt with a firm, claiming touch.
It's the perfect push and pull that floods your senses with him, until youâre completely lost.
His scent fills your lungs, his taste lingers on your tongue, feeling his perfect fucking body against you, hearing his subtle grunts, your vision glazed over with tears of pleasure from how heâs making you feel.Â
He watches your reactions, eyes dark and filled with a simmering hunger as you lean flat against the hood of the truck, giving him access.
His mouth descends again, and he looks up at you when heâs reached your breasts. âNot gonna fuck you, since Iâm beinâ a gentleman and all,â he murmurs, the words hot against your skin, âbut I am gonna get you off just by playinâ with your tits.â
The whimper you let out is animalistic, your legs wrapping around his waist, pressing him closer.
Javierâs mouth is unrelenting, lips wrapping around your nipple with a hot, wet pressure that sends electric jolts straight to your cunt.
His tongue swirls over the sensitive peak, teasing it, as his teeth scrape the aching bud ever so lightly, making you gasp. Then he shifts, sinking his mouth lower to nip, to suck harder, his fingers coming up to twist your other nipple roughly, pinching and tugging at it, making you cry and writhe beneath him.
âOh fuck that feels so good.â You canât help but be so vocal and he loves it, the sound of your voice doing just as much to get him off in the same way that his mouth doesnât let up on your tits.
His other hand is no less demanding, gripping your thigh and ass with rough squeezes, the heat of his touch spreading through the thin barrier of your skirt. When he smacks your flesh, the jolt arches your back off the hood of the truck, pulling a breathy moan from your lips that has him smirking against your chest.
Youâre soaked, and he can feel it, his cock pressing insistently against the heat of your clothed pussy as your hips grind down onto him, building a rhythm that he matches with his mouth.
His tongue circles, flicks, and finally he pulls at the hard peak with his teeth, sending another shockwave through your body that has you rolling your hips, more wildly against him.
He pulls back just enough, a string of saliva still connecting him to you as he murmurs, âBaby, just with the way youâre movinâ your hips, I can tell you ride cock like a fuckinâ champ.â
His praise lights you up, fueling your need. Your fingers tangle in his hair as you pull him back to your chest.Â
He groans, his mouth latching onto your other breast with fervor, tongue flicking over your nipple rapidly before he pulls it into his mouth, the wet sounds of his lips smacking against your flesh, working your sensitive and pert nipples is filthy and obscene in the best way possible.
âSo good, Javi⊠Iâm so close,â you manage, the words spilling out unbidden.
He lets out a low groan as he adjusts the angle of your hips, pressing you firmly against his erection. The new angle grinds perfectly against your clit, drawing you deeper into the pleasure until itâs all-consuming, each nerve tuned only to him.
âOh, god⊠Javi,â you gasp, feeling the familiar coil of pleasure tighten, your orgasm creeping closer with every pull, every flick, every grind.
Your body is on fire, trembling as you near the edge, your breaths coming in gasps as you hump him, completely lost to the intensity building.
Javierâs mouth alternates between your breasts, each suck and bite tugging moans out of you until you feel like you might lose it.
When his lips finally find yours again, his fingers replace his mouth on your chest, rough and insistent as they pinch and twist your sensitive nipples.
His tongue sweeps into your mouth, deepening the kiss while your body trembles, your jaw slack as you melt into him, moaning his name into his mouth as your orgasm breaks over you in a helpless wave of bliss.
Your body locks up, head canting back and hitting the material beneath you with a gentle thump as you wail his name out into the night.Â
âThat's right, baby, just like that,â he murmurs, his praise and gentle kisses softening the overstimulation into something even more intoxicating.
His mouth trails over your cheeks, your forehead, your nose, every kiss pressing into your flushed skin while spots of pleasure blur your vision.
As you go limp against the cool hood, Javierâs touch softens on your chest, his fingers now gently kneading the sensitive flesh while he eases you back down, his lips trailing tender kisses over each swell before pulling your top back into place.
He buries his face in the crook of your neck, his deep inhale followed by warm, nipping kisses, his mustache scratching your skin just enough to bring out a fresh shiver from you.
âJavi,â you whimper, barely catching your breath, utterly wrecked and starstruck, amazed that he brought you so much pleasure by just teasing your breasts and rutting against you.
âYeah?â His voice is a husky rasp, a hint of satisfaction at his lips.
You giggle, breathless, âI⊠donât even knowâŠâ You laugh again, and he joins in, that low laugh rumbling in his chest as he cups your jaw, his thumb brushing over your cheek.
âYou enjoy that?â He tilts his head to the side, smugly grinning down at you.
âWhat do you think?â you tease back, still panting, eyes half-lidded.
You canât help but admire how sexy he looks with his swollen lips and mussed hair.Â
âWait you didn't finishââ You murmur, beginning to reach down to toy with his belt, but he catches your hand gently.
âDonât worry about me, nena.â His gravelly voice reassures you. âSeeinâ you like this is enough for me.âÂ
You frown, feeling like you should do something for him, but before you can argue, heâs leaning down to kiss you again, over and over, until youâre both sinking into another slow, heated makeout session under the open sky, everything else fading away.
Youâre standing in front of your door, the glow of your porch light casting soft shadows over the two of you. âThanks for tonight; I had a great time,â you say, though your legs still feel shaky from what happened earlier.Â
Javierâs eyes linger on you, âThank you for letting me take you out,â he says, his tone soft. âEven if⊠things arenât ending the way Iâd hoped.â
A frown flickers on your face, but you keep your tone light, forcing a gentle laugh.âWe can still be friends, you know? Thatâs one hell of an improvement from where we started.â
But your attempt to ease the tension doesnât reach him; his expression remains fixed, serious.
âI donât think I can just be friends with you.â
Then he goes and says something stupid like that.Â
âSo, what now?â you ask, voice sharper than you meant, forcing yourself to hold his gaze. âWe just⊠go our separate ways? Pretend none of this ever happened?â
He looks down, his jaw tense, and the silence that follows is thick, each second feeling like an eternity. His eyes meet yours and he sighs.
âI guess so.â
You release a bitter huff, shaking your head as you turn away, rummaging in your purse for your keys.
Fine. Fine. If thatâs the way he wants it, youâll let it be.
He calls your name, his voice slipping through your defenses like a last-ditch plea, making your shoulders tense. You ignore him, wrestling down the tide of frustration and vulnerability clawing its way back up.
Youâd told yourself you didnât want to get involved with him from the start, and now it feels like you should have stuck to your guns. Would have been easier to just tell him to kiss your ass that day he came into the bar, seducing you in your apartment, then asking you out on a date that ultimately meant nothing.
You find your keys and jam them into the lock, refusing to look back.
The second time he says your name, itâs firmer, and you whirl around to face him.
âJavier, listenâbefore tonight, I didnât think there was a chance in hell Iâd ever be into you. But I gave you a shot, and turns out, youâre not that bad. Youâre actually pretty fucking sweet,â you confess, half-laughing, but itâs tinged with the bitterness that you feel. âAnd maybe if things were different, I could see us together. But things arenât different. Theyâre the same as they always have been, and I wonât make you choose between me and your job.â
âI could quitââ
You let out a laugh, loud and unfiltered. âAnd do what? Youâre damn good at what you do, Javi. Iâve seen it firsthand, and yeah, most of the time itâs some pretty raunchy shit, but thereâs something almost⊠artistic in it, and Iâd feel selfish as hell if I was the reason you gave that up.â
He places his hands on his hips, shifting his weight, exasperation written in every taut line of his body. âDo I need to remind you that Iâm a grown-ass man who can make his own decisions? Iâm starting to hate this job, and I want you. I donât care if I have to work a hundred side gigs. If thatâs what it takes for you to be mine, Iâd do it in a heartbeat.â
The weight of his confession makes your grip on the doorknob tighten, his words sinking deeper than you want them to.
âJavi, please, think this throughââ
âYou sound like my agent,â he interrupts with a dry laugh, flexing his jaw. âIâve thought about it. Itâs all I can think about. I canât even keep my cock hard enough to fuck the girls on set anymore, and like I told you beforeâIâm not taking pills for that shit.â
He steps closer, and you feel a pang in your chest as his hand brushes yours, his gaze desperate, pleading with you to see him the way he sees you.
But itâs messy and itâs hard, and even if itâs everything you didnât know you wanted, youâre terrified it might be everything you donât know how to hold onto.
His hands slide up, fingers splaying gently over your cheeks, holding you as if heâs anchoring himself. âPlease stop fighting me on this,â he murmurs insistently. âI know what I want, and itâs you.â
The intensity in his eyes roots you in place, brown and warm and so damn certain itâs almost overwhelming. Youâre taken aback by the softness in his touch, by how steady his hands feel against your face.
Heâs usually much braver in action than in words, and yet here he is, unwavering.
âAnd youâre sure?â you whisper, not sure you can even trust yourself to hold up your guard.
âSi, nena.â Thereâs no hesitation, no doubt, just a rock-solid conviction that somehow soothes your racing heart.Â
âYouâre not gonna regret this down the line? Not even a little?â
âAbsolutely not.â His answer is quick and firm, like heâs spent every minute leading up to this one, getting ready to say it.
Oh, fuck. With him looking at you like that, you know you donât really have any other choice but to give Javier Peña a shot at being your boyfriend.
âOkay⊠okay, Javi, fine. Weâll see where this goes, but if you start having even one doubtââ
He doesnât let you finish, cutting you off with his mouth on yours, pulling you close in a kiss thatâs somehow even more intense than you were expecting.
Itâs deep and consuming, worlds away from anything youâve ever felt, like heâs pouring everything he has into it, and you canât help but lose yourself in him like you have been since the moment things shifted in your dynamic.
When you finally come up for air, foreheads resting against each other, youâre both a little breathless, eyes shining with adoration.
âSo...weâre doing this?â he asks, a crooked smile on his face that makes him look boyish and so damn pretty.
âI guess we are.â
âDoes that mean I can come inside?â And with the way his lips quirk up into a cocky smile, you know exactly what this motherfucker means.
âNope, weâre taking things slow⊠and Iâm not fucking you until you get tested.â
He shrugs nonchalantly, âFair enough. I can work with that.â
You kiss again, his mouth soft and so damn inviting that it takes all your willpower to pull yourself back before youâre tempted to give in right here, in the doorway. âAlright, Javi,â you murmur, feeling his breath linger against your lips as he bites playfully at your lower lip before letting you go. âGoodnight.â
Heâs grinning, and itâs that smile that has a way of melting everything inside you. âGoodnight, nena. Iâll call you, set up our second date. Soon.â
The giddiness hits you hardâlike back when Frankie was all about pursuing you, only itâs different this time and you donât know why.
ââIâll be waiting.â
He quirks a brow. âI wonât make you wait too long.â
One last, lingering kiss and heâs gone, leaving you at the door, flushed, breathless, and completely jumbled in the best way possible.
âIt feels weird being on this side of the bar,â you say, settling onto a barstool across from Connie. Javier slides into the stool next to you, immediately pulling you closer, his hand warm and possessive on your thigh.
âIf youâre here to flaunt your relationship, you should start charging for itâI know Iâd pay to see it,â Connie teases with a wink, already preparing your usual drink and turning to Javier. âAnd what about you?â
âWhiskey. Neat,â he answers, then leans into you, his voice a murmur by your ear, his hand slipping higher up your thigh, sneaking under the hem of your dress. âShe does have a point, though.â
You smirk, pretending to ignore the way his fingers are trailing dangerously close to your panties. âNot sure Iâd be any good on camera. Not like you, anyway.â
He chuckles and you can feel the heat between you two, that ever-present hum of lust youâve been riding since the night he first kissed you.
Itâs been blissful a month of dating Javier, and being with him is like no relationship youâve had before.
Youâve found so much joy in the simplest moments with himâlike when he fixes the little issues around your apartment that your landlord could care less about, or, the lively debates you have in the grocery store aisles, passionately debating which brand of coffee is better.Â
Sure, you still havenât officially slept with him, but that hasnât stopped either of you from exploring each other. Heâs kept his promise to make you feel amazing, finding delicious ways to learn your body without actually crossing that line.
It has only made everything feel deeper, sweeter. The way you make out like teenagers, unraveling each other in all the ways that matter, has been more than enough.
It wasnât until a few days ago that you finally returned the favor, slipping into the shower with him and blowing his mind in every sense of the word, until he was helplessly spilling down your throat. Your jawâs still a little sore from how eagerly youâd gone down on him, the memory of his breathless groans seared in your mind.Â
Tonight, heâd asked you to be his girlfriend, officially. Heâd planned this whole evening at a rooftop restaurant, it was a little too fancy, but he looked at you like he couldnât believe his luck.
The restaurant itself was overpriced and borderline ridiculous, but you two had made a game of it, teasing and laughing over the small portions and the pretentious plating.Â
He even surprised you with a beautiful pair of earrings that you immediately put on, and he looked so damn proud when you showed them off.
Now youâre here at Luckyâs, both of you a bit overdressed, not ready to call it a night yet.
You can feel Javierâs gaze on you, intense and unwavering. âBaby, youâd be a fucking sight,â he says, teeth grazing your earlobe before he bites down gently, his warm breath tickling your skin and sending a shiver through you. You canât help but giggle, feeling breathless and flushed as he plants a quick kiss to your cheek.
âWhy are you two all dressed up?â Connie asks, setting your drinks down with a raised brow.
âWent out for dinner at the most overpriced spot Iâve ever set foot in. Easily spent my entire Friday nightâs tips, and Iâm still hungry.â
âNot only does that sound like a waste of time, but itâs definitely not your style.â
Javier leans back, one arm draped over your barstool. âTo clarify: she didnât spend a damn dime,â he interjects, âI had to take her somewhere special to ask her to be my girl,â he says, voice dripping with smooth confidence as he raises his glass for a sip.
Connieâs eyes light up, and your cheeks flush. âConsistent dick is the ultimate antidepressant. Trust me, Iâd know,â she says with a wink.
You laugh at her bluntness, and fall into an easy rhythm of conversation, her giving updates on things with Steve, then gushing over the earrings Javier had gifted you earlier.
Just as youâre leaning in to admire them together, you notice a figure approaching. A woman, older and stunningly beautiful, glides up to the barâher gaze fixed squarely on Javier.
âJavier, is that you?â Her voice is low, sultry, every word dripping with familiarity as she slides up beside him, her gaze unmistakably hungry. âDios mĂo, mira quĂ© guapo te has puesto, mi amor.â
Your head snaps up, conversation with Connie dissolving as Javier stands, greeting her with a hug that makes you do a double take.
You share a look with Connie, her expression mirroring the curious frown you feel. She raises her brows, silently mouthing, Who is that?
I donât know, you mouth back, jealousy twisting in your stomach as you glance back at them.
They part, but her hands linger a moment too long on his chest, her manicured fingers trailing down. Javier very politely but firmly moves them away, a small frown creeping onto her face.
âJudy, long time no see.â His tone is courteous but distant. âThis is my girlfriend,â he says, his voice warm as he makes the introduction, stepping back to your side, positioning you squarely in her line of sight.
Youâre about to revel in the term girlfriend rolling so easily off his tongue, but her eyes lock onto you with a chill that runs down your spine. Standing your ground, you straighten, meeting her gaze head-on.
Sheâs stunning, her hair tastefully graying in elegant streaks against her rich brunette, her makeup precise and expensive. The smile lines around her mouth only enhance her aging beauty and if it werenât for the absolute diabolical vibes youâre getting from her, you would have complimented how good she looks.
The tailored outfit, chunky gold bracelets, diamond-studded earrings and matching necklace leave no questionâshe has money.
What sheâs doing at a dive bar like Luckyâs is beyond you, but maybe LA has its fill of pretentious types everywhere.
âEncantada,â she purrs, a fake smile flashing across her face before her focus shifts back to Javier. âÂżTienes novia? No lo puedo creer, Javiercito. Nunca me lo imaginĂ© de ti.ÂżSigues actuando?â
Her words drip with disbelief, her eyes giving you a nasty once over, and you catch enough Spanish to know sheâs making a point to speak only to him. Itâs like youâre just a side note, something to size up and dismiss.
Javier shifts, catching the tension in your posture, but sheâs unrelenting. He responds curtly, âNo, not with others. More solo work now.â
She scoffs, a haughty tsk of disapproval as she tilts her head.âNo me digas que tu noviecita no te deja.â A mocking pout twists her lips. âMija, if youâre going to date a pornstar, youâre going to have to deal with the baggage that comes with it. You donât just get to benefit from him, from what I taught him.â
A flush of fury burns through you, and youâre on the verge of standing up, ready to beat her ass for her audacity. But Javier senses it and steps in, fingers pressing gently but firmly against your thigh, silently calming you down before you do something thatâll make him have to bail you out.
âIt was my choice. Gig isnât fun anymore,â he says firmly, a hint of irritation finally creeping into his tone. âWeâre actually in the middle of a date, so if you wouldnât mind leaving us to itâŠâ
She glances between the two of you, clearly displeased at being dismissed but not quite willing to push her luck. Her smile turns syrupy, and you roll your eyes, signaling Connie for another drink. Sheâs failing miserably at pretending like sheâs not listening in.Â
âOf course,â she says in a sugary tone, eyes lingering on him.âProvecho. Si cambias tu mente, sabes donde encontrarme, Javi. We used to have so much fun together.â Her fingers trace down his arm a little too slowly, and she practically purrs, âEnjoy your date, sweetheart,â as she struts off, hips swinging with exaggerated flair.
But his eyes donât follow, they turn to you.
Once sheâs out of earshot, you raise a brow, waiting for some explanation. âSo⊠who was that?â you ask as he sits back beside you, tossing back the last of his drink.
âAn old colleague,â he says flatly.
You feel another surge of jealousy, and the second your drink arrives, youâre downing it in one go.
âWoah, nena, take it easyââ
âIs that normal for you?â you ask, unable to hide the irritation bubbling up. âHaving fans⊠âcolleaguesâ just approach you out of nowhere, all of them ready to fuck?â You know your toneâs more annoyed than you intended, but the image of her hands all over him pisses you off.
He studies you, cautious, as if measuring his words. âHonestly? Yes. Iâm very popular, baby,â he says with a crooked smirk, trying to lighten the mood. âI thought you knew that.â
You let out a sigh, guilt creeping in for directing your irritation at him. âI know⊠I do. Thereâs just a difference between knowing and actually experiencing it.â You try to keep the bite out of your tone. âItâs not like she was being subtle either. Looked like she was two seconds away from spreading herself out for you right here.â
Thereâs definitely an adjustment that still needs to be made in terms of dating a pornstar.
âIâll be better about shutting them down,â he murmurs, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. âEven if you do look hot when youâre jealous.â
You try to suppress a smile, rolling your eyes as he leans closer, brushing his lips along your bare shoulder, then trailing up to your neck, melting your frustration just a bit. Heâs too good at this.
âI wasnât jealous,â you lie, glancing sideways at him. âAlso didnât peg you as an âolder womenâ guy. Iâve only ever seen you with the younger girls.â Saying it even makes you cringe.
As if on cue, Connie, ever the observant bartender, swoops in with replacement drinks, eyebrows raised knowingly. âEverything good over here? I donât need to call an ambulance or anything, right?â
You snort out a laugh, shaking your head. âNo, Con, weâre fine.â
âEven though I wouldnât mind seeing her kick some ass.â Javier teases.
She laughs, nodding at you. âOh, you want to see her fight? Be here during a major sports event. Last year during March Madness, she gave this guy a black eye âcause he called her a cunt when she accidentally changed the channel, then ended up going toe-to-toe with his girlfriend.â
Javier raises his brows at you. âSeriously?â
You shrug, unfazed. âThey asked for it.â
As Connie gets pulled away by some patrons at the other end of the bar, Javier turns to you, his expression shadowed and a bit more serious than before.
âWhen I first started, my confidence was shot. Iâm talkinâ nonexistent,â he admits, his voice low.
You arch a brow, struggling to picture a less-than-assured Javier Peña. âReally? Iâm having a hard time imagining that.â
âYeah, wellâŠâ He lets out a rough sigh, âWhen your fiancĂ©e gets knocked up and leaves you at the altar for the guy sheâs been cheating on you with, that tends to happen.â
You choke on your drink, and your hand flies to your chest, eyes wide. He glances at you, his concern slipping past his own discomfort for a second. You wave him off as you try to get it together, the words still rattling around in your mind.
âSorryâwhat?â you finally manage, hardly believing what you just heard.
âDidnât mean to dump it on you like that,â he says, leaning on the bar, his fingers tapping a slow, rhythmic beat on the counter, his gaze cast downward.
âHold up. You were engaged?â You canât help but lean in, your curiosity clawing to the surface. âAnd she left you?â Youâre struggling to piece it all together, mind spinning through images of the man sitting next to you, younger and heartbroken.
âYeah,â his jaw twitches. âHer name was Lorraine. We were high school sweetheartsâwhole âmarry your first loveâ thing.â Thereâs a hard edge in his voice now, his fingers gripping the glass a bit tighter. âThought Iâd have the life, fill a house with kids, do the whole all-American family bullshit.â His words are bitter, the resentment so clear you almost feel it yourself.Â
He takes a breath, rubbing the back of his neck before continuing. âWedding day comes around and sheâs gone. Left some half-assed note saying she âcouldnât do it,â and her sister finally broke down and told me what was really going on. Sheâd been screwing her boss. He got her pregnant.â
Thereâs a crash behind the bar as a glass shatters. You glance over to see Connie, her face red, scrambling to clean it up with an embarrassed apology. You canât blame her for listening inâyouâre feeling a similar gut punch.Â
You knew there was something that happened that made him jump the gun and move to California, now, you know what it is. An ainât shit ex.
âJavi, thatâs fucked. I canât even begin to imagine how much that must have hurt.â
He gives a small nod, lifting his glass and taking a slow sip.
From where youâre sitting, you can see his profile in the low lightâhis strong nose, the gentle curve of his cheekbones, those lips that naturally form a pout when heâs deep in thought.
"I tried to keep it together, but that town became⊠suffocating. The looks I gotâŠâ Javierâs voice trails off as he shakes his head. âSo I packed my shit, said goodbye to my pops, and just started driving. Stopped in all sorts of places, did some sightseeing, trying to figure things out.â A hint of a smile plays on his lips. âEnded up here, and Steve was the first friend I made. That assholeâs the one who got me into porn.â
Your brows shoot up, surprised yet again by his storyâs unexpected turns. âSteve? Oh god, donât tell me he used to do it too.â
Javier smirks, amusement dancing in his eyes. âHe did a few flicks. Nothing groundbreaking like me.â He says all cheekily, and you canât help but nudge him. âSo, yeah, I started out for a few bucks. Wasnât so hot in the beginningâand then I met Judy.â
At the mention of her, your face twists involuntarily, and he notices but ignores your reaction.Â
âShe taught me most of what I know, and we shot a lot of projects together. People liked what they saw, and after a while, I started getting paired with older co-stars. That kinda became my thing. MILFs and cougars,â he says, his gaze tracing your features to gauge your response.Â
Youâre still reeling from everything heâs told you so far, marveling at the many lives this man has lived before finding his way to you. âThat explains a lot, actually,â you say, your thoughts slipping out with your words.
It now makes sense why heâs so damn good at foreplay. Skills like his? Theyâre honed under women who know exactly what the fuck theyâre talking about, who arenât shy to take what they need.
Suddenly, your own insecurities begin to simmer and you wonder if youâll ever amount to the women before you.
He raises an eyebrow, intrigued. âYeah? Like what?â
You glance up, unflinching. âLike the fact that you can fuck.â Your bluntness pulls a laugh out of both of youâhis full of mischief, yours tinged with nerves.
âNot a problem, is it?â he asks, that signature smirk softened, yet curious.
Itâs a loaded question, so you take a sip, buying a little time before answering. âWhat, that you can fuck?â
He laughs again, more genuine this time, a sound that melts some of the tension inside you.
âNo, nena,â he replies, still grinning. âEverything else.â
The laughter fades, and for a moment, you sit in the quiet, watching tiny droplets slide down the condensation on your glass.
You take a deep breath, bracing yourself for honesty. âItâs not a problem, Javi. But⊠if Iâm being real with you, I donât feel up to par with what youâre used to.â
You can tell from the way his face falls into a scowl that he doesnât like how youâve phrased it. âWhat I have with you is different, cariño. Not something scripted for a camera.âÂ
âI know that, but still. Youâre used to professionalsâpeople who know exactly what to do, how to look, how to please. Me?â You let out a shaky laugh, grimacing at your self deprecation, and your gaze falls to the drink in your hand. âYouâre lucky if I even get on top.â
As the last word falls, your cheeks flush with embarrassment, feeling raw and exposed at a fucking dive bar.
Before you can turn further away, Javier leans in close, gently catching your chin between his thumb and forefinger, tilting your face up to meet his gaze. His expression is nothing but tender, his dark eyes soft.
âHey, stop that,â he murmurs, his voice so gentle itâs almost a whisper. âYouâre more than enough. Trust me.â His fingers stroke softly along your jaw, lingering. âI wasnât looking for a waxed-up, camera-ready professional. I wanted something real and I found you.â
Your heart stirs at the depth in his voice. He lets out a small breath, his thumb brushing the curve of your cheek. âI know youâve got your hang-ups, and I get it. Iâve been there. Itâs⊠hard to feel like youâre enough when youâre constantly comparing yourself to people who donât even matter. But Iâm tellinâ you, baby, it shouldnât be like that with us.â
He shifts a little closer, his gaze earnest. âIâll help you feel more confident the way someone once did for me. But the difference? Iâm givinâ you everything. Not just sex, not just some half-hearted attempt. Iâm hereïżœïżœall in.â
You swallow the mix of emotions heâs just poured into youâgratitude, desire, and a newfound trust that fills the spaces where your insecurities had settled.
Your eyes search his, words catching in your throat as you try to express everything youâre feeling. But instead of speaking, you reach for the hand at your face, your stare steady as you quietly murmur, âLetâs go upstairs.â
You stumble through the door, bodies pressed close as you and Javier crash into the walls of your apartment, lips never parting for more than a heartbeat.
Your hands roam each otherâs bodies, his fingers tracing down your spine, your own tugging eagerly at his shirt, popping buttons until it falls open, greedily feeling up on his warm and toned chest.
His belt follows, clinking to the floor, and as you kick off your heels, you barely register the sound of them hitting the groundâlost in the heavy rhythm of your pulse, the taste of his mouth, the roughness of his scruff.
He sinks down onto the edge of your bed, and you move to straddle him, but he catches you just in time, leaning back a bit with a smirk. âTake your dress offâŠâ he orders, his voice gravelly as his eyes travel hungrily over you, biting his lower lip.
Your heart races as you take a few steps back, antsy fingers reaching for the zipper at your side.
âSlowly,â he adds, and you slow down, teasing him as you draw the zipper down until your dress is loose against your skin.
Holding it to your chest with one hand, you turn around, letting it slip and fall in a gentle whisper to the floor, leaving you standing in just your underwear.
His satisfied hum makes you shiver, and you feel his gaze burn down your back, over the curve of your hips, your thighs.
Looking over your shoulder with a flirty smile, you catch his eye, and he grins in return.
âTurn around, baby, let me see you.â
You turn to face him, nerves quieted by the way heâs looking at youâas if heâs seeing you naked for the first time.
He lets out a soft, almost reverent groan, then extends his hands, urging you closer. You step forward, your hands finding his shoulders as you finally straddle his lap, his warmth searing through you.Â
His mouth captures yours, rough hands sliding up to cup your breasts, teasing your nipples until youâre trembling, gasping against his lips as you remember what happened the last time he toyed with you like this.
âJaviâŠâ you whisper his name, your voice barely a breath as you pull away just enough to speak, eyes meeting his. âI want you. All of you.â You lean in to kiss him again, fervent, moving to trail your lips along his jaw, nipping lightly.
âI want you to fuck me.â You say it firmly, leaving no room for doubt, wanting him to understand exactly what you need.
He groans deeply, his hands dropping to grip your ass and pull you closer. âAre you sure?â his nose brushes along your neck, his breath hot against your skin as you continue kissing along his jaw.
âYes, Javi,â you breathe out, voice thick with need, âI need you so bad.â
With practiced ease, Javier shifts you onto your back, stretching out beneath him as he hovers close, his touch claiming every inch of exposed skin. His hands trail over you, hot and lingering, and you feel like youâre melting beneath him, completely under his control.
When he finally pulls away to slip out of his remaining clothes, you see his gaze wander, fixated on something by your bedside table.
Following his line of sight, you realize heâs locked onto the purple vibrator youâd left out after using it the other night when he wasnât around, leaving you to fend for yourself.
A sly smile tugs at his lips as he reaches over, picking it up and turning it over in his hand. âThis little thing gets you off?â he teases, holding it up as though heâs sizing up the competition.
You roll your eyes, wrapping your legs around him to pull him closer, but he resists, firmly planted just out of reach.âWhen Iâm in a pinch, yes. Havenât exactly needed it much lately, thanks to you.â
A thoughtful hum escapes him as he glances between you and the toy, as if weighing his options. Then, moving back over you, he kneels between your thighs, one hand gripping your hip possessively, teasing the band of your panties, while the other holds the vibrator with a wicked gleam. âI think we could put this to good use tonight.â
The spark of excitement floods through you, making your thighs tense instinctively, hips lifting slightly in response. Javier notices, his smirk widening as he lets the band of your panties snap back against your skin, making you gasp.
His eyes darken as he watches you writhe, clearly savoring your every little movement.
âOh, yeah?â you manage to ask, your voice breathy with anticipation. âHow?â
Instead of answering, he switches the toy on, and the low, steady hum fills the room. His eyes never leave you as he drags it lightly over your pelvis, nowhere close to where you ache for him, but enough to make your breath hitch, a soft moan slipping out as you arch into his touch.
His grip on your hip tightens. âStay still,â he commands, using that sexy bedroom voice of his thatâs even more gravelly and deeper than his usual cadence.
Obediently, you settle back, watching him with bated breath. He keeps the toy hovering just above your soaked panties, tantalizingly close to where you need him most.
When he finally presses it down on your clothed pussy, just enough to tease, you let out a low, pleading whimper, your hands gripping the sheets as he works you over in slow, cruel strokes.
His stare holds yours, a silent promise that tonight, heâs going to take his time, making sure you feel every single second of it.
Your breaths come out heavy and uneven, your whole body tensing as you fight the urge to grind up against it, trying to maintain some composure while he has you pinned down beneath that slow, teasing rhythm.
Javier moves the toy in tight, deliberate circles, dragging it excruciatingly slow over your needy clit, the first setting absolute torture.
Heâs in no hurry, watching with intense focus as you tremble, his eyes tracing every twitch, every bead of arousal that weeps from your cunt, dampening the thin fabric even more.
He keeps that maddening pace, and as the vibrations ripple through you, you feel the familiar tightening in your belly, an orgasm coiling dangerously tight, ready to snap.
Your nails dig into the duvet, a strangled moan spilling from your lips. âOh, fuck, JaviâIâm⊠Iâm gonna comeââ
But just as you reach that edge, he pulls the toy away and turns it off, leaving you gasping, the sensation dissipating as quickly as it built. Your eyes snap open and you sit up slightly, desperate and hazy, locking onto him. âWhat the fuck?â
âShh,â he hushes you, though thereâs no denying the look of satisfaction on his face. Javi brushes his lips over the corner of your mouth, calming you with a soft, feather-light kiss. âJust trust me, okay? You know I always take care of you.â
You do know. This man has pulled so many orgasms right out of your body without even fucking you with his dick. That reassurance melts away your frustration from being pulled back from the precipice. You nod, swallowing hard. âOkay.â
Your lips meet in a kiss thatâs so intoxicating, tongues sliding against each other, his hand skipping down your side to the band of your panties.
Slowly, he drags the fabric down, his fingers gliding over your skin, leaving a blazing trail as they go.
When he finally discards your underwear, youâre left bare beneath him, exposed and aching, while he still wears that unbuttoned dress shirt, his slacks riding low on his hips, half undone.
Itâs annoying how good he looksâjust dressed enough to drive you wild with impatience.
He taps your knee, urging you to spread wider, his gaze fixed on you with unrestrained desire. And the way he looks at youâlike youâre all heâs ever wantedâbanishes every flicker of self-doubt, every whisper of insecurity.
You let yourself open up to him completely, your sticky, swollen pussy on full display, pulsing in anticipation, needing him more than words can say.
His eyes rake over you with reverence, dark and smoldering as he drinks in every inch of yourself that youâre offering to him, his chest rising and falling a little heavier.Â
âAlways so fuckinâ pretty,â he murmurs, pressing a slow kiss to your knee before settling back between your legs.
The vibrator flicks on again, and he traces it up your inner thighs, letting you tremble beneath his touch. You bite down hard on your lip, trying to hold back the urge to shout at him to stop playing around, to just give it to you.
Javier trails the toy along your slick lips, his gaze dark and hungry as your arousal drips out of your cunt, every inch of your body clenching with need. When he finally presses the vibrator to your clit, a shudder ripples through you, your back arching off the bed.
He groans low and deep, clearly savoring your reaction.
âJavi,â you moan, hips already grinding against the pressure as he keeps the vibrator in place, turning up the intensity to make you gasp, your body moving to meet it, demanding more.
âFeel good, baby?â he murmurs, his voice like smoke.
âUh-huh,â you manage to get out, nodding feverishly, your eyes squeezed shut as you let the pleasure wash over you, helplessly rocking against him.
But just as youâre about to tip over the edge, he pulls it away.
Over and over, he teases, edging you with that relentless, maddening rhythm, each denial more tortuous than the last.
He alternates between fucking the toy inside you, pressing it against the fleshy cleft of your clit, and peppering soft, almost loving kisses down your body: your neck, your jaw, the valley between your breasts. His tongue traces your nipple in slow circles, flicking it just enough to drive you wild, until youâre a trembling, teary mess beneath him, desperate for release.
âItâs a lot, isnât it?â he coos, stroking your cheek as he sets the vibrator to its highest setting, plunging it inside you. The wet, obscene sounds of your pussy crying around it only fuel his hunger as he watches your face.
You feel his fingers cup your jaw, firm and unyielding, his eyes blazing into yours as you cling to his touch, mascara running down your cheeks, feeling so utterly wrecked.
âPlease, Javi⊠please let me come,â you beg, your voice ragged. But he just tightens his hold, fingers digging into the skin of your cheeks, pressing the toy in deep as his thumb circles your clit, leaving you breathless.Â
âJust when you think you can let go⊠itâs snatched from you,â he whispers, ignoring your pleas, dragging you to the brink only to pull the vibrator away once again, leaving you a shaking, furious mess.
A strangled sound escapes your throat, torn between anger and need, barely feeling like yourself.
Javier chuckles, bending down to nip at your chin, his teeth grazing your skin before his tongue traces a line up your jaw. âThatâs how youâve been making me feel for months now, nena,â he murmurs, his breath hot against your skin. âDriving me fuckinâ crazy. Itâs only fair that I make you feel even a fraction of it.â
âY-Youâre an asshole,â you try to retort, but your voice comes out barely above a whisper, your tone more a helpless whine than any real protest.
He grins, mocking your pout with one of his own, voice dripping with feigned sympathy. âDonât say that, baby. Youâre breakinâ my heart.â He brushes one last kiss against your lips, pulling back just as you lean into him, already aching to feel him close again, his warmth a cruel tease.
He undresses fully, and your mouth literally waters as your gaze traces the sculpted lines of his stomach, following the trail of hair that leads down to his thick, throbbing cock.
The head is swollen and red, already dripping with precome, and you canât help the moan that slips from your lips, your hips shifting instinctively, every nerve ending primed and desperate for him. Youâve been dreaming about this moment for so long, craving it with every fiber of your being.Â
You need to fuck this man.
As he climbs back over you, his hands reach to pull you closer, your legs wrapping around his waist as if they belong there, your hands clutching at the solid warmth of his shoulders.
You pull him down to you, your bare breasts pressed to the hard plane of his chest, as he balances himself with both hands planted beside your head, his eyes burning into yours.Â
âYou okay?â he asks, voice soft, and you nod, kissing the corner of his mouth before tangling your fingers in the curls at the nape of his neck.
âMhm,â you breathe, staring up at him, completely wrecked and totally ready. âIâm just ready to take you, Javi. Need it so bad.â
He groans, the heat in his eyes darkening as he adjusts his hips, hovering right there, just out of reach. âGo ahead, baby, take it. Put it in.â
His words are like gasoline to a fire, and a shiver runs through you at the sheer, visceral need in his command.
Reaching down, your fingers wrap around his length, both of you gasping as you feel the heat and hardness of him pulsing in your hand. You squeeze gently, stroking him slowly, and he hisses, rolling his hips into your grip.
You swirl your thumb over the head, spreading the bead of precome across his skin, the silky-slick texture making you dizzy with anticipation.
Drunk on him, on everything he evokes in you, you guide the head of his cock to your soaked, swollen entrance, rubbing it slowly against your aching slit.
The sensation has you trembling, but when he finally pushes forward, easing himself into you, you let out a loud, breathless whine. The stretch of him is so perfect, so utterly fulfilling that your back arches, your toes curling as your head falls back into the sheets.Â
âOh, fuckâJavier, you feel so good,â you gasp, your walls clenching around him, holding him deep as your body adjusts to every thick, pulsing inch. Itâs even better than you ever imagined.
He buries his face in the crook of your neck, his breath hot and uneven as he thrusts forward, filling you to the hilt. âNena,â he grunts, voice ragged, âIâm not gonna lastâshit.â He sounds as wrecked as you feel, his hips pressing flush against yours as he sinks in deep, your inner walls gripping him as if youâll never let him go.
âPlease,â you whimper, grinding your hips up to meet him, urging him on. He sinks his teeth into the delicate skin of your neck, sucking until heâs left a mark, his mouth hot and relentless as he peppers kisses and bites along your throat.
Heâs holding himself back, giving you a second to catch up, but every inch of you craves him.
âGive me, fuck, gimme a second,â he murmurs, his lips brushing against your collarbone. He starts to move, his thrusts slow and controlled, his mouth capturing yours in a heated kiss, your bodies locked together as he builds a rhythm, deeper and more intense with every movement.
Your fingers clutch at his shoulders, nails digging in as he grinds just right, the coarse hairs of his cock rubbing against your swollen clit, making you babble helplessly against his parted lips, your own pleasure climbing higher with each thrust. âRight there, Javi, right thereâIâm so close, pleaseâŠâ
He speeds up, his strokes hard and unrestrained, driving you to the edge. But even as he tries to keep his control, you feel him faltering, his body tensing as the pleasure becomes too much.
âFuckâputa madre, nenitaâyou feel so goodââ His voice breaks, and he gives one, two, three hard thrusts, burying himself deep as his release finally takes over, his warm, pulsing release spilling into you as he groans loudly, hips grinding as he rides out the last waves of his orgasm.
Your chest heaves with every breath, your body still humming with tension. As much as youâre flattered by his performance, youâre left tingling, unfinished, after all the edging and teasing he put you through.
âJaviâŠâ You murmur softly, your hands sliding from his tousled hair down his shoulders, the heat radiating off his skin.Â
He responds with a low grunt, still draped over you, his weight grounding you.
âJavier,â you say again, a bit more insistently this time, and he lifts his head, eyes heavy and glazed, looking at you as if youâve just broken him in the best way possible.
Youâve never seen him look this wrecked, his breath still uneven and his face flushedâall because of you. Fighting the urge to smirk, you canât help but revel in the sight of him.
Men can be sensitive about finishing quickly, but he looks nothing but smug.
âPussyâs too damn good, baby. Fuckinâ Christ,â he groans, a grin tugging at his lips, his words breathy and awed.
Now you let yourself smirk, feeling the flush of satisfaction. He nuzzles his nose against yours, murmuring, âGotta make up for that.â
You raise a brow, intrigued. And then heâs moving, slowly pulling out of you, making you hum as the absence of him sends a small flutter through your sensitive cunt, his warm, milky cum trickling out and coating your thighs.Â
With determination in his gaze, he begins his descent, his mouth trailing hot, open-mouthed kisses down your sternum, his breath a delicious tease against your skin until heâs nestled between your legs.
His broad shoulders press your thighs open, and then he throws them over his shoulders, eyes locked on yours, his look nothing short of ravenous.
Javi nips and kisses along your inner thighs, each bite and lick sending sparks straight to your core. When he finally reaches your swollen, aching pussy, his thumbs slide over your folds, parting them to reveal the slick mess he left behind.
Then, you feel the first swipe of his tongue, warm and slow, tasting you both. His groan is deep and low, the sound vibrating against you as he begins to devour you, licking and slurping at your mixed arousal with a hunger thatâs overwhelming.Â
You canât hold backâyouâre too wound up, too sensitive, and you grab at his hair, your fingers twisting and tugging as your release crashes through you, every wave building on all the ones denied before.Â
Youâre left gasping, body arched and taut, thighs clamping around his head as you scream his name, mindlessly babbling through the pleasure.
âJavi! Fuckâfuck, yes, oh godââÂ
He growls against you, mouth working as he drinks in every pulse, his tongue relentless as he wrings every last aftershock from your shaking body.
Itâs beyond anything youâve felt before, overwhelming and intense, leaving you utterly spent as you finally start to come down, your body melting beneath him, weak and utterly satisfied.
As he finishes devouring you between your thighs, you barely have a moment to catch your breath before heâs thrusting into you again, harder and deeper this time, with a fierce intensity that rips a loud, shameless cry from you.
Right, heâs got that pornstar stamina.
His hands grip your hips, pulling you up with him as he sits up, his brows knitted in concentration, his tongue peeking out as he watches you completely unravel around him.
âThatâs right, baby,â he growls, âGonna give me one more on my cock, show me how bad you wanted it.â
You used to roll your eyes at the exaggerated moans youâd hear on set, doubting anyone could actually be that good.
But he is that good. Beyond that good. Heâs better.
Now here you are, body trembling, head thrown back, moaning his name so loudly it might echo through the whole building. Every hard thrust feels like itâs driving into the core of you, filling you so perfectly that the room spins.Â
His grip tightens, hands splayed across your hips as he finds a rhythm that sends shocks of pleasure coursing through you. The thick drag of his cock hits every spot, and he knows just how to read every gasp, every shudder, adjusting his pace and angle to push you higher and higher.Â
He pulls your legs up, folding them against your chest, his hips angled to grind against that one perfect spot that has stars dancing across your vision. Youâre lost to him, mimicking those moans you used to scoff at, now higher and even more desperate as he laughs, deep and husky.
âGot you singinâ like a fuckinâ bird, nenita,â he teases, his laugh tapering off into a low groan. âAnd to think you didnât want this. Now look at youâall fucked out and creaminâ on my cockâ
Your bed creaks with every hard thrust, the scent of sex thick in the air, but all you can focus on is himâhis rough hands, the way he looks down at you, utterly in control.
Heâs all you can feel, all you can breathe, and as he digs his nails into the plush skin of your thighs, you know youâre on the edge, your pussy clenching tightly around him.Â
Your gaze meets his, and somehow you manage a blissful, shaky smile, a small act of defiance just before he pushes you over.
âThere she is,â he murmurs, a smirk tugging at his lips. âCome on, babyâlet me feel it.â
âJavi⊠oh my fuck, Iâm coming!â The words are a gasp, strangled and desperate, as your body locks around him, your orgasm crashing through you in waves that leave you breathless, gushing around his cock as every muscle in your body clenches tight.
It feels like youâve drifted to the heavens, like heâs drawn out every last ounce of strength from you.Â
Youâre dazed, floating, but heâs still there, whispering to you, âGood girl, thatâs it. Iâve got you,â his voice a warm balm as he slows his movements, matching the rhythm of your aftershocks, soothing you with each gentle thrust as he holds you close.
Your body shudders, tiny jolts of overstimulation sparking through you as he stays with you, coaxing you back down from the edge, until youâre nothing but a soft, sated mess in his arms.
He gently eases your legs down, pulling out of you with a slow, tender touch before settling by your side.Â
His arms wrap around you, drawing you in close as you both lie there, utterly spent, skin warm and sticky from sweat and the lingering traces of your wild fucking.
His lips press a soft kiss to your forehead, and you let out a contented sigh, burrowing into his chest. You crave the solid weight of his body, the grounding warmth of him as you slowly come back to reality.
âYouâre not real,â you mumble into his chest, your voice muffled but laced with awe. His chuckle vibrates against your cheek, a low, comforting sound that makes you smile even wider.
âIâm very real, and very yours, nena,â Javi replies, his hand drifting lazily up and down your back in gentle strokes that make you melt even further. The warmth of his words seeps into you, and your heart flutters.
You lift your head, resting your chin on his chest, and take a moment to really admire him: the deep brown of his eyes, the dark sweep of his lashes, the fullness of his mustache, and that defined jaw you love tracing your fingers along.
Your hands wander, tracing faint shapes on his shoulders, running over the hard lines of his triceps, relishing the feel of him beneath your fingers.
âI need a shower. And to change these sheets,â you murmur, glancing around at the disheveled bed.
âYeah, someone made quite the mess,â he teases, pinching your ass, which makes you yelp and swat his chest with a playful smack.
âAsshole,â you grumble, but he just laughs, leaning down to capture your lips in a kiss thatâs softer, and you melt into him all over again.
âIâll go start the shower for you, then change the sheets while youâre in there.â
âCatering to my every whim already? I just became your girlfriend,â you tease.
âYeah, and Iâm trying to keep it that way for the foreseeable future,â he says, brushing a quick, sweet kiss on the tip of your nose before slipping away from you.
You canât help the little pout that forms as he sits up, rolling his shoulders back, his muscles jolting, which makes you weak in the knees.
You watch him as he moves throughout your room then into your bathroom, your eyes trailing over every muscle, every line of his body, unable to resist biting your lip.
He really is gorgeousâso damn hotâand heâs all yours.
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Teach Me, Senpai!
Pairing: Ino x f!reader x Nanami
Rating: Explicit - MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
Word Count: ~2.6k
cw: smut - threesome, spit-roast, PIV sex (doggy style), blow job, cunnilingus, vaginal fingering, Nanami is sorta a perv oops, Ino calls Nanami senpai, a hint of a breeding kink, use of pet names, everyone is an adult here in case that doesnât come across clearly
Summary: Takuma Ino is your silly, golden retriever boyfriend who brings you along to meet his mentor, Nanami Kento. Youâve heard a lot about him, mostly because your boyfriend constantly praises him for being so amazing. You underestimate how close their relationship is until Ino starts asking his "senpai" for pointers on how to spice things up in the bedroom. What better way to learn than to demonstrate, right?
Authorâs Note: I'm currently in heat, can you blame me? I tried my best to edit and proofread, sorry if there are any glaring grammar mistakes or typos, please ignore! Tagging @todorosie @crazychaoticizzy @gojoloves @brightnessemma @batafuraikisu (I know you didn't ask, but I'm tagging you anyways bc ily and I think you'd like this lol). I'm sorry if I missed any tags, Tumblr wouldn't let me tag you! Likes, reblogs, and/or comments are always appreciate, thank you for reading! MDNI divider by @/cafekitsune.
âYouâre going to love him, I swear!â Ino insists, dragging you down the hallway of the office building, past empty cubicles. Itâs past five and all the employees are out for the remainder of the day.Â
âI just donât see why I have to meet him,â you argue, following him reluctantly.
âBecause heâs important to me! Heâs my mentor, my senpai! I have the highest respect for him, and I think itâs cool for you to finally put a face to a name. Arenât you curious about the guy Iâm always talking about?â
âNot really,â you answer, rolling your eyes. Honestly, youâve grown sick of hearing your boyfriend gush so much about this Nanami fellow. Youâre starting to feel jealous about how highly he thinks of this other man. âWhy are we even here? This seems like a very random meeting spot.â
âWe debrief here sometimes after our missions. He used to be a salary man, so I guess they still let him use the office.â They arrive at a closed door at the end of the hall. Ino knocks twice, a bright smile on his face, a little too excited for this.
A well-built blonde man answers, donning a blue dress shirt and spotted tie. You immediately notice how large his hands are, clenched to the door frame, staring at you from behind steampunk glasses. âHello.â
âNanami! Hey! This is my girlfriend, the one Iâve been telling you about.â You introduce yourself to him with a handshake, confirming that they are indeed very big compared to yours. You feel guilty noticing something that can be misconstrued as inappropriate, even lewd in most cases, so you quickly let the thought fade, stepping inside the room.Â
Itâs a normal looking office, quite barren, except for the few papers stacked on the desk and a map posted on one of the walls. Thereâs a single chair facing the table, so you take that as Ino stands beside you, arm around your shoulders. âThanks for letting us stop by. I really wanted to introduce you two to each other.â
Nanami nods curtly, leaning on the edge of the desk in front of you. Your eyes almost drift toward his crotch, curious about his size, but you resist the temptation, ashamed of yourself for even imagining something so completely wrong, especially with your boyfriend right next to you. âYou said you wanted to speak to me about something,â he says, focusing on Ino. He removes his glasses, tucking them in his breast pocket.
âAh, right! Well, Iâm a little shy to ask, especially since I havenât mentioned it to her yetâŠâ Ino scratches his nape nervously, tugging his beanie to cover his reddening ears.
You look at him, confused. âWhat are you talking about?â
He bites his lip, choosing his words carefully before speaking. âWell, you know how you and I have beenâŠyou know, having some trouble in the bedroom?â
At that, you immediately freeze, gaping at him, shocked. A strangled noise comes out of Nanamiâs throat, equally jarred.
Ino continues. âI want to get some advice from someone I really trust, like Nanami.â He glances between you, waiting for a response, an uneasy grin on his face.Â
Youâre stunned, heat surrounding your entire body now, mortified that your boyfriend would casually bring this up without any warning whatsoever. Itâs no secret to either of you that your sex life has gotten a bit lackluster recently. Besides missionary and the occasional blowjob, there isnât much else that youâve tried in the bedroom. Neither of you are that experienced to begin with, and you both lack the confidence to initiate something different, something new. Itâs a matter that youâve been meaning to resolve privately. Or so you thought.Â
No one speaks for what feels like an eternity. Youâre tempted to grab your boyfriend and haul ass out of there, hoping this entire conversation can be forgotten or played up to be some kind of cruel, sick joke. However, you remain seated, curiously anticipating Nanamiâs response. After all, you havenât flat-out refused yet, and neither has he.Â
Nanami clears his throat. âWhat kind of advice do you need?â Youâre surprised that heâs even entertaining the idea.Â
âI just want a few tips on how to spice things up,â Ino answers. âMake it more enjoyable for her.â He puts his arm around you again, squeezing your shoulder. You donât know whether to punch him or kiss him; the arousal growing between your legs says the latter. The thought of another man whoâs practically a stranger instructing your eager boyfriend on how to pleasure you is titillating and definitely something different, something new. You wonât deny it: youâre intrigued.Â
Nanami crosses his arms over his chest, avoiding either of your gazes, focused on the floor instead. âI will help, if you both consent to it.â
Ino turns to you with puppy dog eyes. âBabe, you cool with this?â
Too invested now to refuse, you reply, âSure.â
Your boyfriend lets out a sigh of relief, the tension relaxing in the air surrounding you. âSweet. Me too.â He looks at Nanami, a bright smile on his face now, clearly thrilled about this. âWhatâs first, senpai?â
Nanami clears his throat again, standing up straight, taking a step towards you. âWell, foreplay is always a good place to start.â
Ino sticks his finger up. âRight! Foreplay. Uh, do you have a pen and paper so I can take notesâŠ?â
âYou donât seriously need to take notes on foreplay, do you?â he snaps. âItâs as simple as kissing and touching on all the right spots.â
âWhat spots are those?âÂ
âItâs probably better if you ask her.â Nanami points to you, making direct eye contact. âWhere do you like to be touched?â
You swallow hard, timid from being put on the spot like this. âJust the normal places.â
âThe two of you have to communicate better if this is ever going to work out,â he says, a hint of impatience in his tone. âShow him.â
Committing to this fully now, you stand up, grab Inoâs hand and brush it against your lips. âI like it when you kiss me. And when you touch my lips.âÂ
He smiles at you. âThatâs good.â
âYou can also put your fingers in my mouth every once in a while. If you want,â you suggest, licking the tip of his middle finger.Â
He smirks. âYeah. I definitely want that, too.â
âSometimes, itâs better to learn by doing it,â Nanami interjects, watching the two of you carefully.Â
You gaze at Inoâs lips, then into his eyes, nodding. He leans in, kissing you slowly. Heâs always been a good kisser, a great one, actually. The problem is that heâs too gentle with you.Â
âKiss her neck,â Nanami orders, arms at his sides now, hands clenched into tight fists.Â
Ino follows, trailing down your chin until heâs at your neck, sucking on your skin.Â
âPut your fingers in her mouth. She said she likes that, right?â
Ino hums, tracing the outline of your lips with his thumb before pushing it in. You surround him, using your grip to pump him in and out of you. His other hand drifts to your waist, teasing the elastic of your pants.
âAre you getting wet, sweetheart?â Nanamiâs voice is low and sultry; the use of the pet name has you unraveling much quicker than you expect. Without thinking, you breathe out, âYes,â pushing his fingers deeper down your throat.Â
âFuck, baby,â Ino moans, hot on your ear. âWhere else do you want to be touched?â
You pull him out, swallowing your thick saliva, placing his hand between your legs. âTouch me here.â
Ino, eyes glossy with lust, slowly shimmies your pants down your legs, revealing your soaked panties. âOh shit, you really are wet, fuck.â
âEat her out,â Nanami demands. Thereâs a desperate gruffness in his voice thatâs undeniable now, and one glance is all it takes for you to realize that heâs hard, an impressive bulge strained in his slacks. He shoves all his belongings off the desk, making room for you. âHere. Do it here.â
Ino curses under his breath, cock stiff in his sweats, leading you to the table, where you sit at the edge, spreading your thighs open for him. He slips your panties off, licking his lips before diving into your arousal, tongue pressed firmly on your clit. âFuck,â you moan, squirming from the sensation.Â
Nanami walks to the other side, near your head, staring at Inoâs face buried in your pussy. Instinctually, you reach for him, pulling him by the belt, tongue hanging out. His eyes flit to yours, surprised when you say, âTouch me, senpai.â
Ino moans into you, clearly turned on by it. Obliging, Nanami hoists your shirt off, leaving you in just your bra, which he hastily unhooks to bare your chest. Bending towards you, he wraps his lips around one breast, suckling at your teat, his hand working the other nipple, pinched between his fingers. Youâre close to your climax; you just need a little bit more. As if he can read your mind, Nanami releases you with a pop, saying, âSuck on her clit until she comes. Fuck her with your fingers at the same time.â His sudden vulgarity spurs you on, grinding your hips against your boyfriendâs face, pulling Nanami back to your tits.
Ino muffles, puckering his lips around you, sliding his middle finger inside you. You throw your head back on the desk, ecstasy rippling through your entire being, knees shaking with sensitivity.Â
âYeah, she likes that,â Nanami purrs, flicking his tongue on your peaked nipples. âPut another in. One at a time, until sheâs full.â
Ino manages to fit three of his digits inside you before you orgasm with him latched to your swelling bud, coating him in your slick. He doesnât stop licking until youâve come down from your high, pushing his head away, overstimulated. Nanami removes himself from you, unbuckling his belt, watching intently as your boyfriend slips his wet fingers inside your mouth. âTaste yourself babe. Youâre so fucking good.â You slurp your own juices off him, pussy throbbing, aching to be fucked.Â
âYou like that, donât you, sweetheart?â Nanami murmurs, shimmying out of his pants, erection protruding from his briefs. He palms it, rubbing his thumb over the wet spot oozing from the tip. âIno, tease her a little bit.â
âYes sir,â he salutes, pulling down his bottoms, cock sprung against the hem of his sweater. He taps the tip of his dick on your puffy bud, smiling wide as you writhe for him. âDamn, baby. Iâve never seen you this wet before.â
âItâs a good thing you came to me then, isnât it?â Nanami mentions, wiping the sweat off his brow with the back of his hand. âNow turn around for us, princess. Itâs going to feel so much better for you like this.â
You obey, readjusting your body to bend over the desk, ass pushed towards Ino, desperate to be used by them both. Your boyfriend positions his cock at your entrance, huffing, âYou ready, baby?â
âYeah. Fuck me, Ino,â you moan. âFuck me hard.â
He glides in slowly, stretching you out little by little, easing into you. Once heâs all the way in, groin pressed to your ass, he starts thrusting at a steady pace. It increases gradually until heâs pounding away at you, hitting that sweet spot over and over until your eyes glaze over, in a total state of bliss.Â
Nanami studies you, enjoying the show until he notices you staring at the bulge in his briefs, tongue lolling, practically begging for him. He smirks at you. âYou want all your holes stuffed, donât you, sweetheart?â
You nod, drool leaking from the sides of your mouth, eyes weepy, peering up at him. How could he resist such a cock hungry slut like you? Especially when you look at him like this?Â
âIâm going to give you my cock then. Think you can take it?â he asks, shoving his underwear off, cock flopping against his abdomen.Â
âOh yeah, she can fucking take it,â Ino grunts, hands gripped to your hips, still fucking you with fervor. âRight babe?â He delivers a fresh slap to your ass, which echoes off the walls of the office.Â
âYeah, I can take it,â you mumble, gulping down the spit collecting on your tongue.Â
Nanami hums, satisfied with your answer, inching his dick closer to your mouth. âOpen up for me, sweetheart.â
You do, swallowing him until he bottoms out to the back of your throat, testing your gag reflex. He stays still, staring at you, relishing this lewd sight. âIno, your girlfriend looks so pretty with my cock in her mouth. Donât you agree?â
âFuck, yeah. So fucking hot how she just takes it. Sheâs a good girl, always has been,â he says from behind you, spreading your cheeks open to watch himself disappear into your pussy with each thrust.Â
âYouâre a lucky man,â Nanami mutters, tipping your chin up, gazing into your eyes. âAnd youâre a lucky girl, arenât you? Getting fucked by your boyfriend and his senpai.â Nanami begins to move, pumping himself in and out of your hungry mouth, your tongue running along the underside of his dick.Â
Ino shrugs his beanie off, running his fingers through his hair, damp with perspiration. âOh fuck, baby, youâre taking us so fucking good.â
âLike a proper slut,â Nanami adds, tracing the outline of your lips, glossy with spit, stretched around his shaft. âDo you suck his cock as good as you suck mine?âÂ
You nod, swallowing your gag reflex as the tip of his dick hits the back of your throat with each solid thrust of his hips. Your second orgasm approaches quickly, your pussy clenching Inoâs cock, though you canât say anything while gobbling up Nanamiâs cock, so you let it be, continuing to be spit-roasted over the desk, thirsty for their cum. Â
âFuck, Iâm going to come soon,â Ino says, slowing his pace. âIâve neverâŠIâve never come inside her before.â
Nanami, still relishing his blow job, asks, âWhy not?â
âToo scared to get her pregnant,â he admits. Itâs true; Ino always pulls out, even when you beg him to finish inside you. You appreciate that about him, but in this moment, you want nothing more than his cream pie filling you up.Â
âIs she on birth control?â
âY-Yeah.â
Once again, as if psychic, Nanami responds, âThen Iâm sure she wouldnât mind getting your load just this once. Right, sweetheart?â
Your words are muffled. Nanami pulls out, cock wet with your spit, stroking it in his fist. âWhat was that, princess?â
âI said yes! Give it to me, Ino!â you whine, shaking around him.Â
âFuck, are you sure, baby? You sure you want it?â
âGive it to me. Want you to breed me,â you blurt out.Â
âThatâs it, thatâs a good girl,â Nanami coos, slapping the head of his cock on your tongue. âHow about here? You want it here too?â
You glance at Ino, whoâs watching. He nods, licking his lips. âYes. Want your cum inside me, senpai,â you reply.Â
He smirks, pushing himself back inside you, his length sliding on every inch of your tongue. âGood girl.â
It doesnât take long for both men to come, Ino shooting his seed deep into your womb, stuffing you full, Nanami spurting ribbons into your mouth, guzzling down each drop. They pull out slowly, cocks sensitive now from the stimulation. You roll over onto your back, catching your breath, looking up at them with a satisfied smile on your face.Â
Nanami cups your cheek in his hand, thumb brushing delicately against your skin. âSuch a messy girl. I think she needs a few more lessons. What do you think, Ino?â
Your boyfriendâs eyes are blown wide, staring at the lewd sight before him, your pussy leaking with his cum, your mouth drooling with Nanamiâs. âYeah. Definitely needs more, senpai.â
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ROTTMNT FUTURE LEONARDO DESKTOP GHOST/UKAGAKA
Get your own old man for your computer screen to interact with!! đąđ (#ghost future leonardo) (last update 26.12.2023 - added link to FAQ)
â !!SPOILERS for Rise of the TMNT!!â
You can:
Ask him questions!
Give him compliments and gifts!
PET HIS HEAD
Ask how he and his friends are doing every day!
Befriend him and unlock more dialogue, including what happened to... certain members of his family
Have him do small stuff like change your computer background or empty your recycle bin
âšI WANT HIM! HOW DO I GET HIM?âšignore typo in my gif Leo is just too excited to meet you
â©DOWNLOAD HIM HERE! âȘ
â¶Check out a guide if you want to learn more about his features! (includes a lot of spoilers)â
â¶Check out FAQ if you're having questions/problems
The first link above should bring you to the website with step-by-step instructions on how you can install this guy on your PC, as well as full list of his features!
â !!BE AWARE, THIS IS LOADED WITH MY HEADCANONS!! SOME THINGS MIGHT SEEM OOC!!â *includes no ships
âšI have a question/encountered a bug/encountered a spelling mistake!âš
Message me away! If you think something is wonky, a weird expression or bad grammar, please @ me, notify me here or over at @venelona đ This also goes for the suggestions you may have or the things you like about Leon here and want to share with me, my ask box and suggestions are open!! I've never done a thing like this before, so I'd appreciate all of the feedback you may have đ
âšThanks and inspirationsâš
Huge thanks to @aneth-kokuyo, @rhinocio and @rainbowmoonmaiden86 for test running this bad boy đ
And huge thanks to @zarla-s! I first learned about ukagaka's from their stuff, and their Handplates Gaster Ghost was a big inspiration for creation of this! They made a fantastic tutorial with a great template for Ghost creation, and if you're interested in learning more you should definitely check it out!
âšThank you for reading!!âš
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Beta Reading and Fanfiction
Iâve been writing for a long time myself, but itâs only been very recently that Iâve immersed myself in communities online for it. Iâve been having so much fun really diving into Danny Phantom and DPxDC fanfic, and Iâve met so many great friends doing so.
I mostly do my own writing, but Iâve really enjoyed doing some beta reading as well, especially for friends! Thereâs something so fun about getting to dive into a work in progress and help where you can.
But I do feel like some people might really struggle to understand how to beta read, or what makes a good beta readerâ especially where fanfiction is concerned. Iâve been extremely fortunate to have wonderful beta readers, but Iâve had some friends frustrated with the beta reading theyâve in turn received, or otherwise feeling uncomfortable in asking for a beta reader since they donât know what to expect.
So, how should beta reading work? How do you do a good job?
Above all, the most important thing about beta reading is communication with your author. You are not in their WIP to prove how good of a writer you are, or to hammer their work into what you would personally be proud to present online. You are there to help, in whatever way the author has asked or communicated they're comfortable with.
Before you beta read anything it is vital to ask what the author is looking for in a beta reader. There are a number of things you can ask in particular, including:
What are you looking for help with?
Do you just want me to look for typos or confusing sentences?
Do you want suggestions for things to add?
Do you want suggestions on grammar, or other more in-depth writing suggestions?
Do you need help with characterization, or even the plot?
Depending on who you are beta reading for, you might have someone who only wants a very light beta touch. They might just want you to look for glaring mistakes, or for confirmation that a plot beat makes sense.Â
Other authors might want something much more involved! They might be trying to improve their grammar, or perhaps they're not very familiar with writing a new character and they would like suggestions for how to better capture their voice.
Regardless of what an author wants in a beta reader, you won't know unless you ask them! It's possible that you simply might not be compatible as beta reader and author, depending on their answer, and there's nothing wrong with that. It's okay to step back and say "I personally like to beta read things more in depth than this, so I might not be the best person to give it a look."
Otherwise, getting an answer about your author's preferences can help you figure out how to help them. Perhaps you would normally make more suggestions, but if an author has specified that they're not comfortable with that, then it's not your job as their beta reader to do so. If you are capable of sticking to the help they've asked for, then you will ultimately be fulfilling your role as their beta reader admirably.
"But I'm just trying to help. Their work has a lot of places it could improve!"
Again, beta reading is not about shaping a story into something you would personally present as your writing. It is about helping the author produce a story they're comfortable with and proud of.
It's not about being right, or heavily criticizing their writing and grammar abilities (unless this is what the author has explicitly requested!)
Especially while writing fanfiction, the work presented is not something that will ever see publishing, or that needs to have flawless grammar and syntax. This is work done for free, and it is done for fun.
And that's something very vital to beta readingâ
A beta reader needs to preserve the fun.
It's very daunting, putting your work out there for others. It's especially daunting putting your work up for analysis of any kind. You're accepting that people might not understand your vision, or may judge you for what you've written.
It's all too easy to compare yourself to other creatives online, and to overthink and overanalyze your talents. Too often, itâs easy to get discouraged and feel like your work isnât good enough.
Beta reading should never be done in a way that will discourage writing. Even if an author has asked for a lot of help, itâs important to pick your battles with what you choose to analyze, and to check in with them if you feel like you might be crossing boundaries or covering their work in too much metaphorical red ink.
When people are trying to improve their writing, you donât always have to mark every little suggestion you think of. Unless the author is a friend you know well, or has explicitly asked for Extreme measures of help, it might be best to ignore some smaller writing issues and focus instead on bigger things.Â
If youâve already marked a lot of issues in one paragraph, but have more things you could say, consider if the additional suggestions are vital or if it might be better to leave them be. After all, if your author is looking to improve, and if you are planning to beta read for them again in the future, then helping them with more glaring issues now will help them in a way that is not overwhelming, and will open the door for other kinds of suggestions to be better understood and absorbed.Â
You can always check in with your author if youâre unsure, too. Ask them if they appreciate the amount of suggestions youâve given them, or if itâs been too much. Your author might be uncomfortable with telling you that theyâre overwhelmed, and checking in is a good way to ensure that youâre both on the same page.
All that being said, though, it is also important to not always focus on things to fix and improve. Youâre not just editing the story, youâre reading it. Part of keeping beta reading fun is engaging in that story as any reader would. It both helps morale, and helps let the author know what theyâre doing right, when you take the time to tell them what you enjoy about the work youâre beta reading!
There are so many ways you can express positive things about an authorâs writing. Consider:
âI love how you phrased this sentence here.â
âThis body language feels natural and very in character!â
âI love this word choice here.â
âThis part was really funny and had me laughing.â
âIâm excited to see where this goes!â
Youâre reading a story, and you must have thoughts and feelings on it outside of suggestions. Let your author know! People thrive on positive feedback, and thereâs just as much to be gained in marking Positive attributes to a story as there is in noting places to improve.
The last major thing I feel is vital to beta reading is respecting that it is your authorâs work, and that your suggestions (however clever or helpful you feel they are) may be rejected. And that that is okay.Â
Suggestions are just thatâ suggestions.
What you might like in creative writing might not necessarily be what your author wants to express. You might love to use ellipses, or lots of different dialogue tags, while your author might prefer dashes and more standard dialogue tags. You might like to use more colorful descriptions of scenery and atmosphere, while your author might want to focus much more on the character body language and dialogue. You might like to use a lot of exclamation points and next to no italics, while your author might like a lot of italics and very little exclamation points.Â
Youâre ultimately two different people, with two different ideas of what is an ideal way to tell a story. And while you can give many different suggestions on just about anything the author might add, remove, or change, itâs ultimately the authorâs choice whether or not they accept those changes.
Itâs not your job as a beta reader to double down and insist that they accept a specific suggestion. Itâs not your job to make a case for why you think they need to change something. If an author has denied a suggestionâ itâs best to let it go. Especially if you donât know them well, and donât have a very good rapport with them, pushing the issue will only serve to make you both uncomfortable.
Itâs not just about picking your battles, but also about mutual respect. Youâre not a teacher, nor an editor looking to make their work prime for publishing. You have to respect their decisions for their own story, even if that means they decide not to take a suggestion you felt would be impactful.Â
Itâs also always important to keep in mind that writing style, particularly where creative writing is concerned, can vary wildly. The strict rules that you learn in school were made to be broken. You learn them to figure out how to break them and, particularly when writing for fun, it doesnât even matter if youâre breaking those rules in a perfect way. Itâs fanfiction. Itâs freeform, itâs fun. If someone wants to make a habit out of going buckwild with their writing style, thereâs really no reason to try and corral their writing into a box labeled âHigh School English 101â.Â
You canât force someone to write their fanfiction like itâs going to go to a letter grade, nor should you try to unless theyâre looking for that level of editing.Â
Be willing to listen, and pay attention to what is and isnât working. Itâs good to take note of suggestions that your author has already commented on. Have they thanked you for pointing out something in particular? Have they expressed they feel weak with something in their writing?
Is there a type of suggestion that you keep making that they have rejected multiple times?
Work with their strengths and with their style. Focus on suggestions that have been received well, and consider letting go of ones that the author clearly has no interest in, or that might conflict with their style.
Communicate and respect each other, above all else.
Beta reading is such a helpful and wonderful thing someone can do for an author. Iâve been so thankful to have it done for my own work, and I try my best to be helpful and considerate when Iâve beta read myself.Â
Having my work beta read has really helped me find things to improve upon in my writing, and has helped me feel more confident in the stories Iâve posted, just having another eye look over them before they hit the internet. I donât always take all of their suggestions, and might disagree from time to time with the direction they want something to go in, but Iâve been thankful to have understanding, kind betas that work with me well.Â
And thatâs one more point I want to touch on too, is that I hope that, as a beta reader, you find yourself with authors that show you mutual respect in turn. That they thank you for the work youâve put in to help them succeed, and have made the experience positive for you as well.
It always makes me happy to see beta readers credited on posted works. Itâs a kind thing for writers to show appreciation, and to acknowledge that someone helped shape the words you see on the page.Â
This got much longer than I intended it to, but I just hope that this post might help some people in some way. Either to understand beta reading and the purpose of it, or how to potentially go about it themselves.Â
I really recommend giving beta reading a try if youâre comfortable with it, especially if you have friends that write fanfiction! Even just an extra pair of eyes looking for typos can be a godsend for someone who has spent hours upon hours staring at a long fic and editing it.
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GUTS | a lando norris social media au | pt. 1
pairing: lando norris x singer!reader, ex!drew starkey x reader
y/n l/nâs latest album is speculated to be about her ex. however, she already moved on.
note: fc is olivia rodrigo! i hope the quality of the photos are okay, everytime i saved my drafts on my phone they became blurry :(
disclaimer: no hate to drew!! i just needed a famous ex. also so sorry for any grammar mistakes or typos!!
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yourusername
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yourusername â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
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yourbestie soooooo proud of you đ„č this album is amazing
user teenage dream made me BAWL i love you đđ
user MISS Y/N, YOU HAVE DONE IT AGAIN
oliviarodrigo obsessed.
user omg are the songs about drew
enews
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enews In Y/nâs new album, âGuts,â Y/n shares information on her old relationship with Drew Starkey. The pair started dating last year until ultimately breaking up in the beginning of 2023.
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user omggg this is the drama iâve been waiting for
user you guys really chose to focus on this when not even half the songs are about drew
user this album saved 2023
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yourusername some GUTS bts, still canât believe itâs out but iâm so happy itâs yours!!!! been sitting on these songs for a few months and although some of them are a little outdated, they still mean a lot to me!!
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conangray spilling my guts absolutely everywhere
yourbestie LETS GO GUTS
user album has in fact been on repeat since the releaseđ«Ą
user âa little outdatedâ girl please elaborate you canât leave us hanging like that đđ
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f1updates Lando Norris with fans in New York! Most likely staying there until the #SingaporeGP
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user đ€€
user what is he doing in new york?
âł user no literally bc itâs kinda sus thereâs no reason for him to be there đđ
user ugh he looks so good
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deuxmoi đš NEW COUPLE ALERT đš
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user obviously itâs y/n l/n but which driver???
user you guys are srsly bored
user kinda iconic of her to go from drew to an f1 driver
âł user fr i just know drew has to be feeling some type of way rn
user Y/N DATING AN F1 DRIVER WAS NOT ON MY 2023 BINGO CARD
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yourusername soooo excited to be performing at the @/VMAs!!! make sure to tune in on Tuesday at 8pm on #MTV
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yourbestie talented, brilliant, incredible, amazing, showstopping, spectacular, never the same, totally unique, completely never been done before
zendaya AHH can't wait!!
user wait am i crazy or am i connecting the dots right now
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landonorris Quick NY stop
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danielricciardo Where was my invite?
âł landonorris ...
user IS THIS A SOFT LAUNCH OMFG
âł user the fact that he was the one to soft launch first IM CRYING she's living my dream đ
user is that y/n đđ
user GUYS ITS HAPPENING
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drewstarkey bad idea right?
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user this is so messy omg đđ
user NO HE DID NOT
âł user wait i'm so confused why are people freaking out?
âł user "bad idea right?" is one of the songs y/n wrote about him and the song literally talks about her wanting to go back to him
user posting this right after guts and lando's soft launch is CRAZY
#f1 instagram au#f1 x reader#f1 imagine#f1 social media au#lando norris x reader#lando norris x singer!reader#lando norris imagine#lando norris au#f1 fic#instagram au#social media au
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âyou gonna eat me out?â ââ ft. geto suguru, gojo satoru, nanami kento, & kamo choso.
âș đ đ SUMMARY. ââ the silly tiktok trend i be seeing. woman pays & asks if sheâs getting ate out tonight đ
âș đ đ CONTENT WARNING. ââ mature & sexual content (obvi), ooc!characters, & minor voyuerism in getoâs.
âș đ đ NOTE. ââ a quick & stupid drabble i made during work. i donât know if this needs to be said, but reader would have paid either way đ. lowercase intended & please excuse typos or grammar mistakes <3
GETO SUGURU â¶ Ë âș
the two of you had finally found some time for a date; both off work, the girls spending the night at their favorite uncleâs place.. you decided to treat your loving partner to a cute little wine and dine, something geto deeply appreciated.
the night went by smoothly, chatter and flirting illuminating the scene; all while the delicious food and wine filled your stomachs.
now it was time to pay, you reaching into your purse after assuring the check looked right. hand clasping the card, you blinked for a second before a little smile crossed your features.
you rose, looking at geto who was currently busy scrolling on his phone, waiting on you. âsuguru.â you called out, his dark eyes instantly flicking to you. you tapped the card against the table, pretty smirk stretched across sparkly glossed lips. âyou eating me out tonight?â your eyebrows rose as the question exited your lips, spotting a reddish hue form across his cheeks.
your question had taken him by surprise, clearly, the man setting his phone down for a moment. finally suguru chuckled a little, back straightening in his seat. âif you donât want me to do it here, i suggest you hurry up and pay.â
you didnât need to be told twice, tapping your card against the machineâ watching as it swirled before confirming your payment. you jumped from your seat whilst grabbing your things, suguru following close behind you.
you gave the staff quick goodbyes and thank yous, rushing towards your car.
unfortunately you werenât quick enough, given he was already pushing you away from the passenger to the back seat, ignoring your soft protests.
you had paid for your meal at about 8:30 and you didnât leave the restaurant parking lot until 10:00.
GOJO SATORU â¶ Ë âș
there were few times gojo ever let you pay for anything, especially on date nights. he likes to spoil you and will protest if you even mention paying for yourself or him. tonight was different, you were adamant on paying for dinner and was not taking no for an answer.
he was stubborn, but you were much worse.
after the enjoyable night of his witty jokes and swatting his wandering hand under the table, it was time to pay. gojo was currently glancing over the dessert menu while you were busy grabbing your card from your purse.
whilst searching for it, the words slipped out your lips as smooth as honey.
âyou eating me out tonight?â
without missing a beat, the man answered matter of factly; âwell, i do need a dessert.â
the words had you stammering, suddenly clammy hand finally gripping the card and turning to spot the man grinning at you. of course when you try to fluster him, heâs turning the tables on you.
âi hate you.â you spoke softly, tapping your card and placing it away once the payment was confirmed. satoru jumped up first, waiting patiently for you to grab your purse.
âno you donât.â
NANAMI KENTO â¶ Ë âș
date nights were far inbetween given your work schedules were always so different. on the days you had off he was working, and on the days you worked, he was off. it was a mess but there are times you made it work.
like today. nanami was adamant on going to dinner with you, despite how tired he was. you felt a little bad watching him push himself but he only mumbled about being fine, and he wants to spend time with you.
the only plus side to times like this was he wasnât as resistant as he usually was when it came to you paying for him.
you talked to kento inbetween grabbing your card from your bag, the man giving a few gruff hums and chuckles. as tired as he was, he wanted you to know he was still listening. pressing the card against the machine, you perked up and glanced at him. his eyes were closed, arms crossed while listening to you. you gave a small smile, letting the fated words spill from your mouth;
âyou eating me out tonight, kento?â
âyes maâam.â
you blinked wildly at this, tucking the card back into your purse. âdid you hear what i said?â
kento nodded, closed eyes opening to look at you. âi did. come on.â he hummed, rising from his chairâ you following close behind. his hand found the small of your back, leading you out of the restaurant â stopping to say thank you and goodbye to the waiters â and to the car.
the ride back home was calm and silent, on kentoâs part, given your little heart was pounding against your chest.
needless to say, no matter how tired kento is.. he keeps his word.
KAMO CHOSO â¶ Ë âș
choso pretends he doesnât mind you paying for things, but will definitely nudge your hand away when you try to do so. fortunately he allowed you to pay, reluctantly, of course.
you smiled at the man as his lips clasped around the spoon you held, enjoying the ice cream as it melted in his mouth. pulling your hand back, you placed the spoon down and reached for the little machine parked at the end of your table.
nodding to yourself after looking over the check, you reached for your card, choso resting against the chair with a soft hum; patiently waiting.
whilst grabbing the card the little idea popped into your mind, turning to your boyfriend with a delicious smile. one he rose an eyebrow at.
âyou eating me out tonight?â
this only furthered his confusion, covered arms crossed across his chest. âdonât i always?â he spoke in a mumble, wondering if you had some sort of brain damage.
âwell yeah, i was juââ
âi get it.â choso interrupted before you could finish, raising from the booth once you were done paying. âguess i fucked you too dumb earlier. donât worry, iâll just have you come on my tongue as many times as it takes to jog your memory.â
needless to say, choso got his fill and then some.
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HCs of AvM Characters' Typing Styles
(Alan not included despite the misleading photo used lmao)
Red:
Oh, MOST DEFINITELY uses emoticons the most. He's the type to use the most insane ones likeâ( àč_àč)âźand is not above using OwO unironically. Uses all-caps the most, overall VERY expressive in text.
Definitely the one to have the most typos and uses shorthand a lot, but WILL correct when someone else makes a typing error.
Example - "HEYY GUYS hru?? :D" and "NOOO rEuebn in MCSM DIEDDD (ááŁá)Ő"
Orange/TSC:
They're a ghoster in chat/J
Types pretty normally, but also uses shorthand a lot. Only uses punctuation and caps when it REALLY counts. Rarely uses emoticons, and uses tone indicators more. Lazy at typing, lmao
Example - "hey what's up?" and "oh dang, rlly? that sucks/gen"
Yellow:
Everything he types is in perfect grammar, punctuation, and spelling. This, of course, leads to him being a bit of a slow typer.
He almost-never uses shorthand, same goes for emoticons. He uses tone indicators, though! And not above using multiple letters like "Helloooo!"
When he makes a single typo, everyone goes crazy and is quick to joke about it. Always quick to correct any typing mistakes.
Example - "I think you mean *Reuben, @/Red, and wasn't there an option to save him? /genq"
Green:
Green, Mr. Everything-must-be-perfect Green? He tries to NEVER make a typo, and is quite fast at typing. Manages to maintain perfect typing even in a fast pace.
(The same outcome from Yellow happens to him if he makes a typing mistake, but gets clowned on a lot less since he'd definitely make more typos than Yellow ever would)
Similar to Yellow, he tries to maintain perfect everything for typing, but he DOES use emoticons and shorthands! Also drags on some words with extra letters, of course.
Example - "Yeaah, I think so?? But the scene where he turns into a porkchop is hilarious lmaooo" and "Oh heyy @/Blue and @/Purple are both online! Hey, guys <3"
Blue:
Has a typing style similar to Orangeâs, but uses caps and emoticons a lot more! Doesn't quite care about typing errors unless it's something important. Nothing much to add to this, to be honest.
Example - "Heyyy! ^^" and "The cutsecene was actually pretty funny ngl, it made teh sad moment less sad tho :P"
Purple:
Their typing style used to be extremely perfect, but as time went on, they stopped caring too much. Of course, they use proper spelling and doesn't use shorthand too often, but they do allow themselves to be imperfect!
They use tone indicators more than shorthand, but they do use stuff like "lmaoo" and "wtf" sometimes!
Example - "Wait tf who's Reuben? /genq" and "@/Red I am so sorry for your loss.."
King Orange/King Mango:
Perfect typing, doesn't even try. Doesn't use emoticons, doesn't use shorthand, doesn't use tone indicators. Uses emojis.
Doesn't understand what "lol" means. His typing style reflects his speaking style.
Example - "@/Purple, I do believe that @/Red is referring to the show he's been watching." and "You all must go to sleep, it's late! You kids need more time to grow."
Purple: "Dad we're all young adults-"
KM: "Oh, that's right đ«ą. Indeed, you are.."
Red: "o l d XD"
KM: "What does 'XD' mean?"
#avm#animation vs minecraft#avm green#avm purple#alan becker#avm blue#avm red#avm orange#avm yellow#avm king orange#avm king mango#avm tsc#ava tsc#ava the second coming#avm the second coming#how did I not notice a typo in my own typing hc list sighs
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How I think various fairy tail characters would text - part 1
Lucy
- She never had anyone to text growing up (sorry) so when she first starts she treats it like writing letters
Dear natsu dragneel,
"đ"
Sincerely, Lucy heartfilia.
- she uses lots of emojis
- đâșïžâšââ€ïžđđ€đ€<-her favorites
- she gets the hang of it pretty quick but still uses perfect grammar regardless of situation which can throw people off sometimes
Levy: "good morning"
Lucy: "Good morning Levy."
Levy: "are you upset?"
Lucy "No."
Natsu
- he doesn't text much but when he does he puts everything in one massive paragraph with no punctuation at all and filled with typos so it's nearly impossible to read
- He also likes emojis but uses random ones that have nothing to do with anything most of the time because he just thinks they look cool
-"good morning!đčđ„đ„đ±đ§šđđđ"
- basically what I'm saying here is this guy is impossible to talk to
- also it's even worse because he downloaded a bunch of the worst most unreadable fonts because for some ungodly reason he thinks they're easier to read then 12px arial black
Erza
- Driest of the dry texters, half the time will just reply with one word answers.
- When she does give longer texts they are filled with spelling mistakes, but not typos from writing too fast, oh no.
- she just genuinely can't spell and thinks autocorrect would be a sign of weakness.
- she fucking loves emojis, she uses them very literally
- "bad news guys makarov diedđđ"
- she treats them like tone indicators and genuinely thinks they are so helpful since irl nobody can ever read her tone but it backfires sometimes and looks threatening as fuck
"natsu I'm going to kill youđđđ"<- smile meant to indicate joking tone
Gray
- bro hates emojis, cant give a reason why he just doesn't like them
- only ever uses emotocons and only the most boring lame ones
- types normally, like incredibly normally, no emojis or insane spelling errors, barely any typos at all actually, it's creepy
- he's also the only one that can semi interpret what everyone else is saying
- references memes a lot
- he's low-key chronically online
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Fuck Grammarly
Okay I need to rant about Grammarly. A program I never used before and never will now. Doubly pissed because their ads keep interrupting my peaceful 4-hour Minecraft music session with their fake-ass influencers.
Guys. Gals. Nonbinary pals.
âAs a corporate girlieââ learn how to write a proper concise email.
âI used to spend hours proofreadingââ enjoy the process, and then the product.
If you hate proofreading, to the point where youâll consult a robot to do it all for you, then you hate writing. If all you care about is the end product, sorry to say but âwritingâ is like, 30% of writing. The other 70% is editing, by design. Youâre supposed to like it.
Of course Iâd love to have beautiful artwork of whateverâs in my head, but Iâm going to love whatever I make a whole lot more than whatever I type into some garbage generator. Because I love the process of creation.
Do I think editing is tedious as hell? Absolutely, but itâs still a tedium that I enjoy. I like fixing my mistakes, I like improving my sentence flow. I like thinking about patterns and connections that I didnât see before and revising and reworking until Iâm satisfied.
For the humdrum day to day work emails that some of us have to writeâif youâre sending out whole essays to your coworkers that you need a robot to write for you, youâre doing it wrong. Corporate emails are boring and trite, but I can type out a âhey please do this thing for meâ faster than I can load up ChatGPT or Grammarly, type out my prompt, make sure the result is what I actually want to say, and then send it to my coworker. If you canât, learn.
Apparently, Grammarly used to be a helpful way to check for spelling and grammar errors. I donât have any issue with the AI that runs spellchecker whatsoever. I type so fast and miss typos constantly and when the spellchecker is absent, like on this website, itâs annoying af.
But thatâs not what Grammarly is about anymore, and thatâs not what the above ad was trying to sell you, either.
You wonât get better if you donât practice. You wonât get better if you arenât the one making, seeing, and fixing your mistakes. Especially if you write fiction where grammar rules are a suggestion at best. My published novel is littered with flagged words and sentence fragments that I know are technically improper English, but I sacrificed an MLA-proof paper for something fun and entertaining.
AI does not understand nuance and flavor text and aesthetic choices. It never will.
If you train yourself by using a crutch you donât need, you will end up needing it because youâll be too afraid to act without it.
Fuck up. Make a mess. Make mistakes. You wonât make them for long once you see them. You do not need a robot to do it for you. Weâve been writing books for hundreds of years and all the authors who came before did it just fine without a robot.
This isnât even about writing novels, itâs about communicating in the written medium. Fucking. Learn. Itâs not rocket science, itâs not coding in C++, itâs not brain surgery. Itâs stringing words together in a comprehensible sentence.
And obligatory disclaimer: To anyone who has an impairment and needs these tools, this is not about you and you know it.
#writing#writeblr#writing a book#fuck ai#anti ai#anti generative ai#fuck chatgpt#prowritingaid#openai#grammarly#ai is the magic conch
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New update 06/09/24
The entire child of the vizier origin is out!
What's new in the demo:
around an extra 17k words
every choice is now available on the noble origin
I also put an extra flirting opportunity with Qenna and Zaia somewhere in the text :) I didn't want to do it in chapter 1 but I couldn't resist lol. If you don't find it, no worries, it's not gonna count in their romance and you'll have plenty more options in later chapters
I edited some parts of the chapter 2 scene for the noble character to make it a bit more obvious for why your high-class noble feels starstruck in a certain character's presence
fixed lots of grammar mistakes and typos like usual
edited some scenes in the beginning where you and your sister wander around the slums to make it more in-character for every personality
I made 2 achievements for a noble character (thief has 2 as well)
IMPORTANT! The variations in the code and the text for the noble origin are much more extensive than for the thief. So if you see any continuity errors, weird paragraphs, error messages, bugs, or anything that doesn't make sense, please send me a message!
Edit: there was an error that kept coming back but it's fixed now. Still, if you see anything weird, let me know :)))
The next step in development will be the priest origin. That one will be a lot more straightforward branching-wise, so I'm planning to put more personality choices there and maybe more options to flirt with some ROs :)
The link is the same as before
Happy reading â€ïž
JC
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