#lostinwildflowers

[justmeinatree]

I'm back with a bit of a funny story~~

I was out at an event this past week and everyone had all these campers set up and everything. I was there for the whole week looking at stuff, and I saw one camper and was like... huh... that's familiar.

It's name was Astoria. No shit.

Yeah :) hope all is well my dear <3

I LOVE THAT SO MUCH !!!! 😍😂 omg total future goals, have a camper named astoria like it just works so beautifully !!

actually no, have a BOAT named astoria 😍 that would be the DREAM !!

hope all is well with you too beautiful !! 🫶

[anlian-aishang]

OKAY ANLIAN YOU'LL GET UR BIRTHDAY GIFT NOT ON YOUR BIRTHDAY BUT I'VE BEEN WORKING ON THAT LEVI FIC FOR YOU TO SPLURGE AND ENJOY AFTER FINALS ARE OVER

Mwah mwah loves you, lots of kisses and hugs from the eastern usa 🫶

BIRCH DON'T EVEN WORRY ABOUT IT BECAUSE YOUR EXISTENCE IS A WHOLE GIFT AND YOUR FRIENDSHIP IS ALREADY SO SPECIAL TO ME PLZ 🎁💕🤗💖 you are so so amazing and i am so thankful to know you - even luckier to call you my friend 💞 mailing you some hugs and kisses fresh from the central timezone 💌 thank you so much for taking the time to send me a bday message :D love you eternally!!!!

[starstruckkittensweets]

Star. I'm back.

I- I'm on like episode 131 and it's after the T family has their nice lil hospital convo with the top 3, ya know what I'm talking about?

So now I'm here. With thoughts. About a certain crispy pretzel man. Yes. Yah. You know what I'm thinking. I have yet to search his x reader tag and I'M AFRAID STAR. GIVE ME COURAGE.

I do not understand how I'm feeling towards him after not having ever liked him. It's the villain perspective that gets me😭 it's what happened with Zeke and then I freaking SIMP AND I CAN'T.

HALLLPPPPPP

BIRCH IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO GET TO THIS ASK AND FOR THAT I APOLOGIZE! I swear I didn’t mean to leave you hanging for so long 😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

But on the other hand... *ahem* Dabi x reader tag *ahem*

Oh my dear, we have so much to discuss. The villains are always the ones to simp for, and I know you’ve been through the same thing with Zeke 😂 Do not be afraid my dear, search the tags and let your imagination run wild!

Come to the dark side, we have cookies and Dabi and smut! 😈 and also a side of traumatic pasts and tears and overall angst but I promise it’s a good time all around 😅

[planetpiastri]

Before I make a fool of myself... Are your prompt requests still open👀❤️

hi birch!!!! short answer: yes!

long answer: i'm still slowly but surely working my way through a ton of valentine's blurbs, and i'm about to enter finals season at school, so writings might be a bit slow coming out. but it's very rare i ever officially close requests, and if i do, i'll make sure to put that in my pinned post (which i'm currently in the process of updating and beautifying). so if you've got an idea for a fic, feel free to shoot it my way, or req anything off of my #prompts tag<3

[ackermans-freedom-inc]

HI SUZ I LOVE YOU HOPE ALL IS WELL

BIRCH HIIII

Thank you for checking in on me! I love u and miss u!!!! All is alright! My am just swamped with life!!!

[thecowboykatsuki-anon]

I DON'T KNOW HOW I HAVEN'T FOUND YOUR BLOG BEFORE

I AM AN IRL LIKE COWGIRL/HORSE RIDER SO THIS IS MY NEW SAFE HAVEN

COWBOY THOUGHTS

Also sorry that was a really aggressive intro but, hi!!! My name's Birch, and I too, love cowboys. Expect to see me hanging around 😉

birch this is from like a month ago and I want you to know as soon as I got it, I answered it in my head and have been under the impression I actually answered it all this time im so sorry T.T

[peace-for-levi]

Welcome Back

lol hiiiii, sorta haven't written in *checks watch* eight months so i am RUSTY.

cw: feelings of grief, graphic descriptions of dissociation, reader feeling disconnected and needing to be grounded. post-expedition hurt-comfort is my fav genre, lol.

word count: 1447.

taglist: @levmada @jayteacups @happybird16 @theferricfox @sckerman @wortverlust @lostinwildflowers @pockcock @nelapanela94 @notgoodforlife @unadulteratedtreecrusade @starstruckkittensweets

Arms up. Arms down.

Grief anchors and weighs you down like a ball and chain. It's heavy, cumbersome and you are left to just bear the brunt of it. It has a way of removing you from the world, leaving you unable (even unwilling) to reconnect. The most recent expedition and the deaths that came with it weigh down on your shoulders. You lean over, back hunched. Neck tense.

Distantly, you recognise what it is you are feeling (or lack of.) Distantly, you recognise the expedition has probably sent you into this state.

Your vision is 'stretched', or distorted, and everything has a dull fuzz to it. You're sure if you reached to grab the book on your bedside locker, it would slip through your fingers and melt away.

And that you'd wake up from this.

You form a fist and relax it, stretching your fingers. Lines on your fingers; oh, five fingers, all with fingernails. Five sets of knuckles. These are your hands? Surely, right?

You form a fist and this time you squeeze, and you almost feel your nails sink in. Just slightly but it's enough for you to shudder. In realization? In pain?

It's not unusual for your mind to be stuck out in the plains beyond the Walls. The boom and echo of flares rattles in your ears, the screams of your comrades leaves your head spinning. The idea of being back in your bedroom is just something you haven't registered yet, too busy stuck somewhere between a nightmare and reality.

A fake, shadowy middle of unreality.

It's nauseating, harrowing. If not for your feet pressed to the floor and your calves backed to the edge of the bed frame, you'd have a hard time trusting gravity in keeping you down.

There's a voice in the foreground, but you're not quite there yet. Their speech is fragmented.

You cling to reason; to routine and actions. You try to cling to dialogue and even though you understand the words, they don't get processed. You try to attune to the conversation, however one-way it is.

"Your shoulders tense up when you get like this. Relax."

Shoulders… ah, your shoulders? So you roll them. You don't really know what else to do. Tense? Why are you tense and what–

…

What are you…?

Where…?

Levi senses he's losing you further here, so he gives you an order. A command; you can latch onto that. It'll give your brain something to do, long enough to take you away from the plains.

"Legs out. I'll undo your buckles," he says as he kneels between your legs.

Leg up, straighten, leg down.

Same idea again for your left.

The frigid air against your – now – bare skin makes you shiver. Your clothes are being taken off, piece by piece.

"Do you know where you are?"

"Do you know…?" is a question that he noticed that also makes you come back to your senses. He has asked a question that requires a logical answer; you need to go searching for clues.

You know it's your bedroom – what else could it possibly be? – but it just looks so… wrong. In a moment of faint realization, you feel the night's gentle breeze prick the skin on your legs. You turn to the bedside locker and see a bowl of lumpy, congealed soup with a bread roll that looks like it's on the verge of going bad. You must have forgotten to eat it. There's an oil lamp next to the soup, as well as an old book. Reading is a bit too hard at the moment; you can hardly put together the title of the book.

Now you look in front of you. Of course the black hair and grey eyes belong to your lover, but he didn't look so real right now. If you reached out to touch him, would you feel the black tresses spill between your fingers? The war-torn hands clasp your own?

You sink your fingertips into his scalp. He lets it happen, lets you cling to him. He doesn't even flinch, he knows you need grounding. He brings a hand up and rests it on yours, as if to say…

Feel me.

I am alive. You are alive. We are both here, and you will not wake up from this.

(Your brain just needs a lot of convincing.)

He squeezes his hand over yours. "You're getting ready for a bath, I'm helping you," he states. More information to cling to. "Whatever you're feeling, let it be there."

He is slowly walking you to your ensuite. The ground beneath your feet felt soft, even for oak planks. You fumble as you walk, second-guessing your surroundings, but Levi's got you.

He's always there.

The boundaries of the room appear elusive and murky, as you reach out for the skirting on the sides of the bathroom door. Levi was smart and had the bath ready to go, warm water prepped. With a cupped palm, he gently guides you into the bath.

"Step in."

A command to follow.

Leg up, over, and sit.

You soak into the heated water and sit down. You vaguely feel the suds cling to you. The aware part of you hopes they'll wash away the muddy feeling.

Levi begins to fill up a bucket of the sudsy water. He takes a look at your toned back, marred with grime, dirt and caked blood, and stops. He thumbs over some of the rougher sores and tears; some of these scars have been there for years. Shades of purples and blacks and reds, dotting the surface; all serving as a horrific reminder that, so far, you have made it back home every time.

You watch the dirt drip down and swirl in the water, floating there.

Silence permeates between the two of you, and normally, it is a comfortable silence. But Levi wanted to check in.

"How are you doing now, [F/n]?"

Blink. You stare back at him with pupils blown, looking at everything and nothing. "Fine."

"Do you know who I am?" He asks, carefully, scrubbing your shoulders.

Black hair, grey eyes. "Levi…" you murmur.

He nods. Should he press further? He's not sure.

Dissociation is a fickle defense mechanism with a hair-trigger temperament. It can be the deaths of the comrades in your most recent expedition; it could also be triggered by the smell or sound that reminds you of something unpleasant. It sometimes comes when it wants and Levi learned the best way to deal with it was to not deal with it. To let it happen, and sit beside you as it does.

"Don't fight it. Let it be there."

But you don't want it to be there. You stretch out your palm and reach for the towel, but you just hold it. Maybe for comfort, maybe to feel a texture. You register the caked blood by your cuticles and you keep it in your mind's eye for a second, but your vision starts to splinter again.

"But it feels awful…" you find yourself saying. "I hate not recognising my surroundings, I hate not–"

He cuts in. "I know, sweetheart. I know." He takes hold of your hand and squeezes. "I know." He assures.

Because he does.

He's sat with you through every episode of this.

He guides you out of the bath when you're done, and dresses you in your nightgown. He sweeps your hair up and out of your face, before cupping your cheeks. You practically fall into his hands. He pats your cheek in response.

"You back with me yet?"

You shake your head, but your answers are coming out quicker now. He steers you with one hand on the small of your back and peels back the comforter.

As the room gets shrouded in darkness, you're pulled to his chest. A smell of cedar and black tea, the thrum of his pulse and the rise and fall of his chest. Small circles being etched into your hips by his thumb.

"We're going to try to rest now." He tells you.

A command of sorts, something to stick to.

Get in bed, lie down, and breathe.

"Yes, okay," you mumble as you twiddle your thumbs. "Okay."

He pulls you impossibly closer, nose in the crook of your neck and suddenly... you're in the clear.

"I'm [F/n]. I'm in my room. I'm with Levi…" you whisper to yourself, with confidence.

"Welcome back," your lover sleepily replies.

{friendly reminder acceptance doesn't work for everyone but it is a healthy start for some!}

[enretrogue]

𝗝𝗔𝗡𝗨𝗔𝗥𝗬 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟰 𝗙𝗜𝗖 𝗥𝗘𝗖𝗦

༝༚༝༚ = Black/POC Works ⎢ 24’ Fic Rec M.List

ATTACK ON TITAN (SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN):

Multi-Character

Fluffy HCs Pt. 2 (Porco, Colt, Zeke, Reiner) — @spiteless-xo

‘Cause I Got My Love to Keep Me Warm (Eren, Mikasa, Porco) — @violetarks

Trigger Finger (Levi, Connie, Porco) — @ilyluffy

Their Favorite Body Part (Erwin, Eren, Armin, Porco, Reiner, Levi) — @tonilovessushi

College Majors (Eren, Jean, Armin, Connie, Porco, Reiner, Levi, Zeke) — @scumbagjaeger

Them w/ a Cling S/O (Mikasa, Jean, Connie, Sasha, Annie, Reiner, Porco, Marcel, Pieck, Levi, Hange, Erwin)— @420ruffy

Telling Him You’re Pregnant (Zeke, Eren, Porco, Reiner) — @marsbutterfly

Expecting (Levi, Eren, Porco) — @xokiddo

Poly Relationship (Porco + Reiner) — @vainilla-milk

Porco Galliard

Tired Porco Doesn’t Know Where He’s Laying — @mommypieck

Vacation w/ Porco — ^

Porco and Big Tummies — ^

Suddenly Becoming a Dad ⎢ As a Dad — @spiteless-xo

General NSFW HCs — ^

Make Me a Father — @roseofdarknessblog

Suffering the Consequences — ^

Northern Lights — ^

Everything Will Be Okay — ^

NSFW Alphabet — @scumbagjaeger

Breeding Kink (but make it angsty) — ^

College!Porco HCs — ^

How Do You Call Your Loverboy — @cafedanslanuit

Fitness Instructor Porco Galliard — ^

Blurb — @we-are-so-close

So Happy — ^

Yandere(ish) Porco Smut — ^

Game Over — @yeagerdaydreams

Off to Sleep — ^

Kind Regards, I’m Quitting — @persistent-peach

Red Tape — ^

Dad!Porco — @xokiddo

Protective!Porco — ^

Sugar Daddy!Porco — ^

Halloween Prompt — ^

Fan Service — @thegetoufather

Rugby Player Porco — ^

Pink Shorts — @fierydiamond

You Belong With Me— ^

Precipice ⎢ Ch. 2 — @mochalate

Blurb — @tangerinexwrites

“That’s for acting like a fucking brat today” — @fscottcatsgerald

Brat Taming — @nixie-writes-aot

Photo Album — @vainilla-milk

Porco Comforting You After Seeing Your Ex — @dabilove27

My Princess — @angelsdevils

HCs for Porco — @missmeinyourbones

No Strings Attached — @mvrtaiswriting

Husband!Porco ⎢ Part 2 ⎢ Part 3 ⎢ Part 4 — @lostinwildflowers

Brother’s Best Friend — @oneoftheextras

That’s My Smart Girl — @toorusluvr

Sister Fucker — @ilyluffy

Riding Porco HCs — @ackermansupremacy

Blood ‘n Guts — @luvhotline

BF!Porco Texts ⎢ Part 2 — @plutowrites

Your Daughter Calls Porco “Dad” — @tinyjeanmarco

Worth It — @literaltrashforeverything

Scratch — @whats-her-quirk

Porco Boyfriend Tweets — @re1nerisms

Show Him Who You Belong To — @jean-kayak ༝༚༝༚

Porco Having a Crush on You HCs — @bubbleteaimagine

THE GRAY MAN:

Court Gentry/Sierra Six

Polaroid — @renren-006

His Bonnie on the Side — @wiidvw ༝༚༝༚

Thoughts on Sierra Six as a Romantic Partner — @drivinmeinsane

We’ll Always Have Cuba — @companionjones

THE LAST OF US:

Joel Miller

Live From New York — @cowgurrrl

Beautiful Girls — ^

Love You — ^

Unknown — ^

I’m Still Standing — ^

My Girls — ^

Lucky — ^

Girls on Film — ^

I’m Just Ken — ^

Please Come Home For Christmas — ^

So This Is Love — ^

NCIS:

Leroy Jethro Gibbs

Busted — @writeandsurvive

Babysitting — ^

Birthday Imagine — @kdogreads

Blind Dates — ^

Are You Done? — ^

Ain’t Woman Enough — ^

Annoyance — @lizzyk137

Surprise — @encryptidone

We Keep This Love In a Paragraph — @chiefdirector

You Ain’t Alone — @ash-whimsicalfanfic

[ruerecs]

𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑑𝑙𝑒𝑦 𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑤 𝑓𝑖𝑐 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑠 𝑖𝑖𝑖.

risk it all by @softspiderling

that's my girl by @valhallaas

piano...woman? by @lostinwildflowers

the zipper incident by @tongue-like-a-razor

concerned neighbour

home for the holidays

by @mothdruid

short and sweet by @sehnsuchts-trunken

another day, another dollar by @sunflowersteves

oceans and engines by @sprinklrsplashes

but she's my bestfriend by @simpforrooster

big bear hugs by @dragon-kazansky

the arrangement by @croimilis

not in my house by @starlightval

the sweetest drunk by @belowtheharddeck

hurt by @winchesterandpie

powers out by @bradshawsbaby

nothing to worry about by @whatsmymeme

new beginnings by @tarirose

[notroosterbradshaw]

last line game

Tagged by @bobfloydsbabe

Rules: Share the last line you wrote and tag as many people as there are words.

From Southern Skies and Mistletow (title TBC) Bradley Bradshaw x Reader for my Aussie friends x

He gently put the cold, clammy bottle against your warm back and you squealed as he chuckled to himself. A new tradition for him, a sunrise surf with your old man, crawling back into bed with you for some very quiet morning loving then opening presents with your family and a casual breakfast was fast becoming one of his favourite things. 

NO PRESSURE TAGS: @gretagerwigsmuse @sometimesanalice @lostinwildflowers @a-reader-and-a-writer @pisupsala @daughter-of-aphrodite @blue-aconite @jupitercomet x

[vs-redemption]

Soft Sunday + 1,400 Follower Weekend Event

*Event will run until tomorrow evening (April 9 EDT)

This will be a Role Play Event!

Starting right now, I will be sharing my blog with all your favorite characters and participating is super easy!

Go into my inbox

Tell me which character you are talking to (up to 3 characters per ask)

Write any message or question you want to the character

Get a response!

You can reblog the response if you want to reply to the conversation or send in as many asks as you want.

Keep it SFW but I don't care if you flirt or say anything suggestive. Just no smut on the dashboard please lol

If you want to send me questions or messages too, that's fine but I don't expect it. I just think it would be funny.

Accepted fandoms: Haikyuu, Black Clover, My Hero Academia, Attack on Titan, Black Clover, Genshin Impact

blacklist #1.4event to avoid these posts

tagging: @honeybunny-sawamura @ceo-of-daichi @kaysayshey @todoroki-waifu @bisexualturtledove @lostinwildflowers @obitobrigade

[justmeinatree]

I am patiently waiting for more pirate Niall👀

BUT

HAVE YOU SEEN HIM IN THE WIFE BEATER AND THE SLACKS

FROM HIS SHOW LAST NIGHT

HAVE YOU

HAVE YOU

PLEASE TELL ME YOU HAVE

I'M FOAMING AT THE MOUTHHHHHHHHH

I know you have a million things to write about but I'm just saying.... Future drabble idea👀

THE ARMS AND LATS OKAY

THE ARMS.... HE BEEFY

Anyways much love my dear 🥰🥰🥰 HOPE ALL IS WELL xoxo

this is a couple days old 😬 oops ! but I DID SEE HIM !!!! he’s fkn something else to look at 😍🥵 this tour is absolutely feeding us so far and at some point i absolutely promise to write something about it !!!

i’m almost done the threesome chapter (it’ll be here by tomorrow) and then i’m working away at astoria 👀🤫

[anlian-aishang]

👉👈

You... We're waiting for the ballroom dance fic????🥺🥺🥺 REALLY?????

I low-key thought everyone forgot about it

omg birch i hafdfjklsdjfsf afs i have been thinking about your ballroom dance class escapades ever since you spilled to the discord like a year ago 😍 you are out here LIVING fanfic 💖💖💖

I am SO happy you wrote it 🥳 cannot wait to scream in the tags later 📣

[starstruckkittensweets]

Star.

I've. I've been watching S6 of MHA and... And I think you've convinced me to like Dabi

I KNOW

I KNOW

So now I am here to ask about your fic👁️👄👁️

I am ready and waiting. TAG ME PLEASE

Mwahahaha... All according to plan, my dear Birch! 😏😂

But in all honesty I���m so excited that YOU’RE excited for my new Dabi fic! I’m more than happy to tag you in it once it’s posted. (Just a warning, it’s a bit of a lengthy one, whoopsie) 🤷‍♀️ I have no restraint when it comes to this man lol

[pinkiemme]

Okay keep in mind I literally knew 0 about RDR2 before writing this fic😂 this was for one of my besties who loves Arthur and knows I love cowboys so I tried my best!

https://www.tumblr.com/lostinwildflowers/710545738220912640/arthur-morgan-x-reader-summary-word?source=share

Just read it!!! I loveeeed it!!!! 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[ackermans-freedom-inc]

I know my letter is late but here it goes-

Dearest Suz,

I love you.

Bestest wishes,

Birch

BIRCH I-

happy valentines day my lovely lovely friend. I am heart eyes at your forever and always <3