#look i just felt the need to write for ksoo

[softhaos]

STAR CROSSED

pairing – do kyungsoo x reader

genre – angst, baker kyungsoo, soulmate au, trope inversion

description – love isn’t a crime unless you fall in love with the person who is supposedly your other half.

warning – one (1) mention of someone getting shot in the head if it counts as one?

word count – 1.8k

author’s note – this was supposed to be a cute fluffy drabble but that didn’t work out and idk i might make a part two / prequel / longer version to this if there is the want for a continuation?

Kyungsoo is drained. He doesn’t admit it but the dark rings underneath his eyes that indicate many sleepless nights in a row beg to differ. His knuckles turn white from gripping the steering wheel too tightly. The road ahead of you is endless and lonely, but you know better than to indulge the comfort of the night. After all, the lights only shine on the few meters in front of you and don't expose the underlying dangers in the long run.

The car radio broke down a few hours ago and ever since, the silence ghosting is heavy. Neither of you has the energy nor the nerves to start a conversation. It's been days, maybe even weeks since you last slept well and carelessly and sometimes, you wonder when you'll ever reach the end of the tunnel. However, if you ever reach the end of the tunnel is another matter in itself.

Your eyes drift over to his hands. Something akin to guilt bubbles in you the longer you look at them. Kyungsoo’s warm hands were once just stained with flour as he baked new cakes and biscuits in his café that everyone at your former workplace lived, breathed and were willing to die for. He was just the quiet but observant baker who took the most pride in his lemon meringues and knew everyone’s favorite order by heart. But those days are gone.

Now, his hands are stained with blood and your name and that makes him a mistake in this world. You’re not any better in this sense. It's ironic, laughable and downright pitiful since you devoted your life to eradicating people who found their soulmates already before you ended up in the exact same predicament.

“I killed Baekhyun.” He breaks the silence. You steal a glance at him. Though his expression remains cool and neutral, you see the guilt hidden underneath slowly rising to the surface.

“You didn’t kill him. Just knocked him out,” you repeat for the umpteenth time.

“I shot him in the head.”

“Trust me, it’ll take more than a gun to kill him.”

Kyungsoo inhales sharply. He doesn’t have the energy to start this discussion again. It’s been countless days since the incident, countless days since the other enforcers put two and two together and figured it out. It’s still hard for him to wrap the fact around his head that his former customers – many of them even friends – didn’t hesitate to pull the trigger at him whereas you saw it coming all along. Though you really can’t blame him, because he’s never dealt with anything like this scenario before. Scratch that, never in a billion years would he expect to deal with anything remotely close to this.

They are just doing their job. Baekhyun was just obeying the law. It’s you and Kyungsoo who are in the wrong.

“Do you feel guilty whenever you shoot somebody?”

“I–” you choke on air and look at him wide-eyed. He glances at you and raises a brow, silently urging you to reply faster, before he focuses on the road ahead. No matter how long you’ve known him already, him feigning nonchalance is something you see through every time yet always fall for.

“I’ve never done that,” you mumble, eyes lowering to your own hands. “There’s never been the need to.”

There’s another pause of silence. Knowing that you won’t get another word out of him anytime soon, you start tracing the fine lines on your wrist. It’s fascinating and hard to believe that a single name on your skin can make or break your existence. It’s hard to believe, but that’s the reality.

“What are you thinking about?” Kyungsoo asks. He is still tense but his grip on the steering wheel has loosened quite a bit.

“I was wondering how things would've turned out if we hadn’t known each other in the first place. Neither of us would be in this mess right now.”

“Maybe you would’ve killed people by then.”

“At least it wouldn’t be you that the enforcers were after!” you exclaim with a raised tone and if it weren’t for the seatbelt, you would’ve attempted to stand up. “You wouldn’t be persecuted, you would continue living your nice, quiet life and most importantly, you wouldn’t have to keep it a secret that you’re in a relationship. And don’t even try to snap back, Kyungsoo. I know that sometimes, you really wanted to announce that you’re happy in a relationship so that Sehun stopped trying to set you up.”

You grind your palms into your closed eyes and let out a muffled, frustrated groan once you are done talking. As you let your emotions get the best out of you, you fail to notice the shift in your boyfriend.

“Hey,” he says in a dangerously low and warning tone, “you may be right with that, but don’t say that as if I ever regretted meeting you. You know that you mean everything to me.”

“What we’re doing is wrong.” is the only thing you can bite back with.

“We shouldn’t be alive at this point. Of course, I know that what we’re doing is against the law.” He breathes out and detaches a hand from the steering wheel to hold yours. There’s something awfully soothing in the way his thumb rubs circles onto your skin and you feel your frantic heartbeat slowing down to a steady rhythm.

Time passes and you find yourself pulling up his sleeve to reveal the fine letters on his wrist. The thought passes your mind; if you had seen your name on someone else’s wrist when you first started out as a law enforcer (hell, you even took the oath to fulfill your duties as one), you wouldn’t have hesitated to turn them in.

Now, the image of turning Kyungsoo in is just unthinkable. It’s funny how much your name on his skin and his name on yours ultimately means to you. In the end, they are just fine black lines, but to you, they are more worth than all of the riches in the world combined.

“I know you’re still torn.” Kyungsoo pulls you out of your thoughts. “But I’m afraid I can’t give you more time to think. I need an answer.”

You pale. “W-what do you mean?”

Kyungsoo notices your uneasiness and continues to press figures into your hand. “Do you really want to run or would you rather turn yourself in?” His voice is a little bit louder than a whisper, but it’s hoarse and you can tell he struggled to put out his words without cracking.

“I don’t know what you’re trying to achieve here…”

“I’m not forcing you to follow what I want to do” he explains softly, “But I don't think I can keep up with this if we’re on the run and you don’t even want to. It doesn’t make sense to hide from the authorities in that case. If you want to hand yourself over, just say so. I won’t judge you. Maybe, considering that you were an enforcer, you won’t even be harmed.”

“Why would you be willing to die?” Because really, the only outcome in turning yourselves in is death. There haven’t been any exceptions and there won’t be an exception this time too. You know that better than anyone else.

Kyungsoo smiles weakly. “Why? Because I want you to be happy and have no doubts.”

You don’t answer him immediately. In fact, he doesn’t push you to respond soon. For someone who stated that he doesn’t have any more time to lose, he’s incredibly patient and continues to drive into the unknown. However, his hand never lets go of yours.

There are a billion reasons why running away from everyone is bad and will only bring an even bigger tragedy with it. You’ve learned it all at the academy, all the possible consequences one will suffer if they don’t abide by the law. Just recollecting the memory of the lectures sends you shivers down your spine.

Against the billion reason stands only one reason why running away from everyone is good. It’s not even a real reason, it’s just one word. Truth be told, you don’t know yourself what the word is.

(Kyungsoo? Fate? Love?)

You’re still indecisive. You don’t know what you want or what is right. Do the billion reasons overpower the one measly word, or does the meaning of the one reason carry the weight of the many combined? The temptation to ask Kyungsoo is big but will prove itself as futile, you already know that.

As you try to figure out the right choice, you turn to Kyungsoo. He’s paler than usual, you notice. He hasn’t slept well for a very long time and is desperate and–

means the world to you.

Kyungsoo looks better when more color flushes his face. He looks better when the corners of his mouth tug upwards as he looks at his newest successful cake. He looks better when he’s subtly glowing from pride as he presents you his best tray of lemon meringues and urges you to taste them. He would be slightly pushy while doing so with one hand resting on your shoulder.

Speaking of lemon meringues, it’s been a while since you had some of his deserts. It’s been a while since he last baked. And if he’s going to die, you don’t want him to die with blood and guilt as the last things imprinted on his hands.

“Pull over. Let me drive for a while,” you say, no doubt laced in your voice.

Kyungsoo raises a brow and that’s the only reaction he shows. He does as told though, and in the next moment it’s you in the driver’s seat and stepping on the pedal.

“I think as long as we get off the mainland, we might have a shot,” you state, eyes focused on the road. From the corner of your eye, you see Kyungsoo looking very unconvinced and slightly irritated. When you place one hand on top of his, he caves in. You swear you see the corners of his mouth tugging upwards; relief.

You're right, Kyungsoo looks much better when he has no weight on his shoulders.

In no way is it a guarantee that you’ll be safer off the mainland. But it’s a start and that will surely prolong your last breath. It's hope, you realize.

(It's not your set answer, but hope might the one reason.)

Maybe you'll live long enough to witness the change. Maybe the authorities will open their eyes and realize that being with your other half doesn’t equal to growing dependent on them. Being with the one tattooed on your skin doesn’t equal to neglecting everyone else or being capable of loving one person only.

Maybe not today, but hopefully someday, finding and being with your soulmate won't be illegal anymore.

[bedtimebrain]

EXO D.O. Series: You and Me. (P6)

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Genre/Desc: Loosely adapted from A Love So Beautiful

Chr: u x ksoo

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Standing in front of your mirror, you pulled at your floral skirt. This was at least the 10th set of clothes you’ve tried but you still felt awkward and unsatisfied with it.

Today was D-day, the day of kyungsoo’s competition and you wanted to look your best because you have already imagined the winning scenario many times. You giggled, heart fluttering.

You looked up at your wall clock, you were going to run late if this keeps up. You looked into your wardrobe one more time and decided it would be overalls for today.

Changing again, you didn’t even have time to put proper make up. Lipstick and brows was all you could manage. In a rush you patted some blusher on which by mistake turned you into a red lobster.

You panicked but there was simply no time to salvage it and out of the house you went.

When you arrived, the competition had already started. A make shift stage was set up by the streets with tentage and chairs. You spotted woohyun who had arrived before you and quickly took your seat beside him.

From your shopper bag you pulled out a black board

‘Ya y/n what the hell is this? And is it that hot that your cheeks are so red?’

You touched your face self consciously, but okay that’s not what’s important now

‘Woohyun ah, we need to show our support for kyungsoo! I spent all night doing it, see it writes do kyungsoo youre the best ’

Passing him the first board, you pulled another one from your bag again

‘This is yours ~ kyungsoo saranghae. I even brought whistles we can use to cheer when he wins later!’

Shooting you a revolting face woohyun lowered his voice and spoke through his teeth

‘There’s no one holding anything up!I’m not doing this with you, please keep your whistles for your own personal concert with Kyungsoo’

Punching woohyun for being such a traitor that cares more about his pride than his friend, you decided to hold both boards up yourself.

To prepare for this competition, Kyungsoo went to the jam studio almost daily. It wasn’t like the band has practice everyday, it was kyungsoo who just wanted to practice as much as he can.

One would think you would at least have heard him once through the past few months, but you weren’t even close to hearing him sing a clear syllable.

When he went on his own, you always asked for him to let you in to hear him sing, but he just wouldn’t. He would push you out of the room and lock it. Sometimes on your way to school you would poke at him and ask him to sing too, but he downright did not want to sing for you and told you you could hear it during the competition.

The only times you heard was when you secretly waited outside the jam band club room that has walls so thick you could only hear his suppressed and muffled voice. You only knew one thing for sure, it was an English song he was preparing, because you didn’t understand a single thing.

Up next was kyungsoo’s turn, the emcee gave an enthusiastic introduction of Kyungsoo

‘...without further ado, let us welcome Do Kyungsoo Ssi who will be bringing Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars!’

You raised your boards and cheered at the top of your lungs, while the rest of the audience clapped as Kyungsoo entered the stage.

‘Ya y/n I can’t even see Kyungsoo like this!’ Equally excited to see the performance, woohyun irritatedly took the board blocking his view for himself instead.

You were bubbling with excitement and were a stomach of nerves as you waited to hear Kyungsoo sing for the first time, the song he probably spent days and nights practicing the past few months.

The backtrack played through the speakers and kyungsoo’s voice followed shortly.

A captivating 3 minutes came and passed like that, how you wish you could record that beautiful voice of his and hit it on replay anytime.

At the end of the song, you stood up clapping and shouting your cheers for kyungsoo.

‘Ya ya, sit down! Everyone’s looking at you’ Woohyun covered his face and pulled you back down to your seat.

‘Didn’t he sing really well!! Woori kyungsoo is bound to win this!’

After another half an hour of suffering under the wrath of the weather,listening to other contestants that can’t hold a candle to Kyungsoo, the moment of judgment was finally here.

The list of winners came to the hands of the emcee. And as if it was a dream the emcee announced ‘and our winner is do kyungsoo!’

You screamed and clapped wildly until the emcee finished off with his closing speech for the competition.

As soon as kyungsoo got off the stage, you ran towards kyungsoo ready to embrace him in a hug, ready to hear him thank you for the support board you made and last of all to take a sweet picture together.

'KYUNGSOO! CHUKAHAE!!' Opening your arms you yelled

Seeing you approach him, kyungsoo laughed but dodged your hug

'Ya, gomawo. But don't hug me' He wore a smile as bright as the sun, but pushed your hands away.

'kyungsoo ah, chukahae. you sang so well, you could totally be a singer already. i'll be bragging wherever i go about you, just incase you really become famous and deny knowing me' woohyun joked and gave kyungsoo a punch on his shoulder

'thanks for coming today! have you guys eaten? want to grab a meal together?' you could tell kyungsoo was on cloud nine about his win

'sure! fried chicken?' you eagerly agreed

'ah, i actually got to go for my training now, can't join the both of you.' woohyun sighed

'i'll get going first, see you guys back in school' and he bade goodbye to you guys

On the way to the restaurant you went on and on about how nice he sounded until he suddenly stopped you to ask

'y/n ah, whats the thing you were holding earlier when i was singing? i wore my specs today but i really couldn't tell what you were holding'

'HUH? WHAT? IT'S A BOARD I MADE TO SUPPORT YOU!' Bewildered that he didn't see it even with his specs, you quickly pulled out the boards you made.

Then kyungsoo burst into laughter and gave you a flick on your head

'you held it upside down, no wonder i couldn't tell'

You stopped in your tracks and almost dropped the boards; feeling embarrassed and annoyed altogether at yourself that your efforts had gone to waste.

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🥲the solo’s cmg end of this month!! Really can’t wait to hear all he has to share with us.

🥲have written ahead for this series but struggling to continue(?) hope there wouldn’t be anyone who would be disappointed if I stop😅

[ilove-cedricdiggory]

I love you, Sev!

Severus Snape x Reader (Platonic siblings)

Summary - As Severus' sister, things don't go exactly as planned, even with Draco by your side now.

Trigger Warning - Death, a bit soppy, it might be absolutely horrible

Request - Yes! By @sabor-a-ksoo

I'm super sorry if it's horrible! But I hope you like it!

Fifth Year

You smiled at Draco from across the hall, blushing softly as he winked at you. It was lunch time and, while you usually sat with Draco, you promised some of your friends you'd all sit over at Ravenclaw and catch up.

"Y/n, what's that there?" Your friend y/f/n asked, pushing a bit of hair over your shoulder and pointing at the bruise on your neck, wiping a bit of the concealer off of it to show it's vibrant shade. "Hey, don't do that, I have class with Sev next!" It felt weird to refer to him as Snape, seeing as you were Snape too. You pulled your hair back over your shoulder and glared at your friend, a blush covering your cheeks.

"Well, what is it?" You gained the attention of your entire friend group, all of their eyes set on you. You glanced over to Malfoy to see him smirking, having been upset you covered the mark he purposefully left on you to remind the first years that you were with him.

"Draco and I might have....finally been together like that" the blush on your cheek grew brighter as you admitted to your friends. It had been a rough day for you yesterday, and Draco stayed with you through it all. One thing led to another and you found yourself so incredibly safe and comfortable in his arms, losing your virginity to your incredibly amazing boyfriend.

Your friends all gossiped about the deep mark on your neck, chatting to you about the time with your boyfriend before you admitted to wanting to leave a bit early to get a slow walk in with Draco to your shared class of Potions. Leaving your friends, your bookbag over your shoulder, you met with Draco at the entrance to the hall, slowly walking hand in hand with him.

While he had been quite hesitant to show any form of PDA when you first got together, although having gone to the ball together last year did help in your favor, the two of you had grown comfortable to a small bit of it in the hallways.

"I see your friends found my little mark." He spoke, the cockiness flowing from his lips quite happily. "Dray, you know the only reason I covered it was because I have to talk to Sev today. I have to tell him." You had wanted to tell your brother the moment you found out, but your schedule kept you quite far from his classroom yesterday, and you and Draco had been a little caught up in your dorm room after dinner.

His demeanor softened for you, kissing your forehead softly. "I know, love. I'll be there, if you want me to, you know that." his voice always had a soft tone when it came to you. You always dreamed of changing someone like the muggle love stories spoke of, being the good for someone who was so bad, but you genuinely didn't expect it when you met your boyfriend, but the last thing you were going to do was complain.

You both sat in class, Severus keeping the two of you as far away as possible in his class. While he accepted the fact that the two of you were together, he still hated the idea of Malfoy holding you in general, let alone his own classroom. You sat in the front, where he kept a nice eye on you during the time spent in his class, Draco sitting in the back corner with Goyle. You were copying the notes on the board when you heard the smack of your brothers book coming in contact with someone's head. Although, your expectations were not met when you glanced back to see your boyfriend rubbing his head, the note someone must have passed him now being held by your brother.

"Passing notes, Draco?" His voice was sharper, expecting better from his student, especially Malfoy. He unfolded the note, keeping eye contact with the blonde. "Sir, I wouldn't -" Crabbe was silenced with a sharp look from Snape, his eyes looking down on the note.

Whatever he read, you could tell he didn't enjoy. The grip on the paper tightened, his jaw clenched as he looked down at the fifth year, his look even sharper than you thought it could be. "See me after class, boy." He spoke, walking to the front quickly.

The class was dismissed early, which surprised you incredibly. While your brother was a lot of things, a teacher who let students out early wasn't one. Although you knew he would focus on Draco, you stayed behind to talk to him, slowly packing up your bags. "Y/n, leave." The voice was almost as sharp as it was the first time you spoke to Severus, the tone slicing you. "I need to talk to you-" "I said leave!" He stood, slamming his hand on his desk. "No!" Your legs forced you to stand, your eyes forming slits of their own. "Okay, then you can watch me murder Draco for sleeping with you." His feet carried him to your boyfriend, pinning him against the wall, Snape's wand digging into his neck.

"Severus!" You yelled, rushing to the two yourself. "Stop it!" The fear in your boyfriend's eyes are what you expected filled them the first time he was threatened by his head of house. "You think you can sleep with my sister?" Your hands shook, your mind racing as you tried to think of a solution.

"Dad's dead!" you yelled out, hoping to gain his attention.

While you did, your heart hurt at the way you set this on the older man. "What?" He asked, letting go of the boy, turning to look at you. "He, he passed away, Sev. I got the owl yesterday. I was going to find you, but none of my classes came close to you yesterday, you weren't at dinner, and I know you'd be upset with me if I broke curfew." You left out the part of being happily in bed with the boy slowly backing away.

"The funeral is two days from now."

You weren't sure how the rest of the day happened, you weren't really sure how the next two days happened, but you found yourself standing between Draco and Severus, a black dress sitting upon your skin as you watched the funeral. Your hand was tightly in Draco's, your eyes glancing up to check on the dark haired man beside you occasionally.

After you had a moment with the grave of your father, you met the two back in the car, heading to the house you grew up in. While it was dark and dreary for you, you only imagined what Severus was feeling. You met with the minister, your father having left his will with him. While you were quite surprised of the outcome, Severus didn't even flinch as you were left with everything your father had to offer, leaving him with nothing.

You walked into your room, glancing around at the space, remembering the memories you had, the positive and happy ones, but only felt a sadness for your brother, knowing he had nothing of the sort. Your feet quickly led you to your father's study, having heard him enter it as you walked off yourself, only to find him sitting in the desk chair, a letter in his hands. He was shaking slightly, causing a worry to fill up inside of you. Before he noticed your presence, too wrapped up in the letter, your wand was pulled at two words slipped from your lips, "Accio letter." Before he could stop the parchment from leaving his fingertips, it fell to your own, your eyes skimming the paper quickly.

"Severus....my only son....I apologise for so much....I know I was wrong.....your sister.....I have no right to ask you for anything.....watch over her.....If there is any good I ever left for you, it's her...." As your eyes went back to the top of the paper to read it's words properly, it was taken out of your grip, folded, and placed in the inside pocket of your brother's suit before he walked out silently.

Sixth Year

Your breath was held as your stared up at the dark haired woman, a fear in your entire soul, one you didn't even know you could feel. You heard him before you saw him, his horrible voice filling your ears. "Another Snape, I knew ministry records would prove to be more than beneficial." Your eyes shut as he stepped before you, only to have Bellatrix's hands forcing them open, your eyes making contact with his. "You will help Draco." Be stated, looking behind you to the boy being held back by his father, desperately attempting to reach you. "You will. Kill. Dumbledore."

You were released, your body falling to the floor, only to be cradled in your boyfriend's arms moments later. "I'm so sorry love, I'm so, so sorry." Tears slipped from your eyes the moment you knew your were alone with Draco, a sob softly falling from your lips. You were scared beyond imagine, never having thought you'd come face to face with Voldemort like you just had.

You were forced up quickly, oxygen leaving your lungs as you feared the worst, but were quickly met with the face of your brother. "How?" He asked, looking at Draco. "Umbridge, as soon as he slipped into the Ministry, she was quick to explain about the other Snape. Mom wrote to her to invite her to the Manor, when she arrived, Bellatrix met her." You stared up at your brother, but his eyes refused to meet yours. He nodded once, twice, before stepping back to pace the floor.

"I'll write to Beauxbatons, I'm sure they will let you in even though it's your sixth year. If not, Ilvermony would be more than happy to take you." He nodded once more, moving to the door. "Sev, stop." You spoke, but watched him continue his walk. "Sev." You tried again, but the sound of his steps continued to fill the air. "Severus!" You yelled out, a sob slipping again.

"I'm not leaving Hogwarts, I'm not. I'm not leaving Draco, and I sure as hell am not leaving you! I'm your sister, everyone knows now. I'm not leaving." Your voice held stronger than you thought it would, but your tears still slipped down your cheeks. Although he didn't turn to face you, you watched his shoulders tense before exiting the room, your body collapsing into your boyfriend's once more.

As you walked with Draco through the halls of your school, your heart felt heavier than it did every year at school combined. The joy you felt every time you walked into the door of the school didn't fill your body, the warmth you felt each moment in it's corridors was replaced with a chilling cold that felt harsher than the worst of winters.

With every attempt of the murder, you found it harder and harder to breathe. Draco had admitted to you about Snape taking on the Unbreakable spell for him, not much was said about you and, nothing was ever said to you. Any type of time you set aside for your older brother was now filled with plans of, well, murder. Plans to kill the best headmaster you ever knew.

As you and Draco stood before the old man, your heart broke with every padding second. "Draco, Y/n, let me help you." His voice was feeble like, almost dipped in death already. "I don't need your help. Don't you understand, we have to do this, we have to kill you. Or he's going to kill her, me. Both of us." His hand was tightly enclosed in yours, but as the room filled with death eaters, Bellatrix pried you both apart and whispered harshly to you both. "Do it!"

But, the spell was cast by the man who had separated himself from you all year. Your eyes wide as you watched the man fall from the tower, both Draco and Severus ushering you off the grounds.

Seventh Year

With each word that came from Hogwarts to any "death eaters" meeting, the muggle pen wrote it all down on the soft skin of your arm, only to be copied down onto parchment and sent out in hopes that it safely met the trio.

With each day that passed, the fear in your heart grew. Not only the fear of Voldemort, but the fear of death that came with any student that sat in the halls of Hogwarts.

Hogwarts.

Your heart clutched with both love and hatred of the school. Love for the memories, the moments, the time spent. Hatred for the actions being fulfilled there by the man you called your brother.

You stayed quite close with Draco in his home, the both of you fearing every breath you took. The honest feeling of life of death hung over the backs of you both, the fear of the coming war plaguing you, paralyzing you. The only hope you had was the hope of the trio, of Harry Potter. The boy who lived in fear every second, just like the entire wizarding world.

You longed to see your friends, you longed to see your professors, you longed to see your brother. But each day was filled with voices of the dark, plans for the deaths, and nightmares of the future. It all lead up to the moment you stood behind Voldemort, praying the help you sent before had met Harry, your hand tightly in Draco's. As the wands raised, attempting to break down the protections spells, you released the hand of your love and fled off into the woods, praying you could find any way of entrance into the castle. Your heart beat harshly against your chest, the sweat pouring from your skin as you looked at the professors on the other side of the spells.

You smiled at them, hope filling you as they smiled back. Thank merlin for Harry communicating your loyalty to them all. You were filled with a happy kind of dread when the barrier broke, knowing it allowed you in, but with the price of the wrong end of the war following you. You slipped into the castle, finding the trio with quite a bit of work.

Your greetings were met with quick hugs and smiles, but was followed with spells being cast in every direction, hoping you could protect each other with each one. You all froze as Harry groaned in pain, your heart hurting for the boy before you. None of you deserved this war, none of you deserved this fear, but Harry didn't deserve this pain.

He explained the location of the dark wizard, leading the three of you to the boat house. A squeak almost left your lips, but Hermione's hands slipped over you, holding your head to her chest as you watched in horror, Voldemort speaking to your brother. With each passing second, you felt as though a millions years moved before you. Your heart shattering as you watched the horrid snake beat into your brother, taking with him each breath of life.

As soon as the girl let you go, you scrambled into the building, rushing to the dark haired man. "Sev, Sev, no." You cried, holding him to you. "No, it's okay, you're gonna be okay. Harry, do something!" You screamed at the boy, looking at him desperately. "Y/n," he began, but words refused to form at his tongue. "Hermione, you have to know something, some kind of spell." You sobbed harder as she looked as heartbroken as the boys, causing you to look down at your brother. "Sev, please." You cried, watching as Harry took the tear from his cheek.

"I am so sorry, y/n." his voice grew weaker with each syllable, his eyes almost shaking with the force he was using to keep them open. "I- I love you." He whispered, his eyes desperate as he prayed he was heard by the one person in the world he found himself able to love after Lily.

Your sobs filled the air, your arms holding his body. "Sev, Sev, I love you too." You cried out, wishing nothing more than to be able to go back and hold him like a sister should her brother more than you ever did.

"I won't let him win, I won't." you whispered, your eyes closing as your felt a part of you slip from your being, leaving a brother size whole in its place.

After the war

"You're sure you have everything? I mean, if you don't, I'll owl it to you, but you have your robes, yes? You'll need to put those on before you arrive. And you have a bit of money for the trolley, yes? Your dad gave you some?" You patted down your son, attempting to tame his hair. While he got the color from his father, the texture and mess came from you.

"Honey, Harry is here." Your husband's voice was soft as it always was in your ear, his arm wrapped around your shoulders as you both turned to greet the man. "Harry, Ginny." Your arms wrapped around both in a hug, having kept in touch with them quite a bit sense the war. "Y/n, Draco." Harry said, turning back around to attend to his own son.

"How is he feeling?" You asked Ginny, greeting Hermione and Ron as they found you all. "About as nervous as Harry was his first time. Pretty sure he gave us the same look Harry did when Mum told him to run into the wall." She laughed softly, smiling at you. Draco had slipped his son a few more coins, whispering the words, "Say, 'We'll take the lot', okay? You do it, not a Potter."

Your own laughter filled the air as you caught the silent whispers from your husband. "Leave him be. So Harry bought out the lot first year, he doesn't have to do it his own first year." You smiled, kissing his head as he stepped onto the train, your smile growing as he sat in the compartment with the Potter's and Weasley's.

The train began pulling off at 11:00 sharp, your hand waving frantically. "Be good, and you better write! I love you so much Sev!" You called, your heart squeezing ever so slightly at the nickname.

[sofiiarenee]

Fic Recs

               ♕-personal/ultimate fave     ☍-series     ☛-favorite line

            ♛-author     ☵-summary     ♁-Masterlist     ☉-ship     ☇-finished

                        ♕☍ ~ Felon

♛ ~ @whimsical-ness

☉ ~ Baekhyun x reader ft Kyungsoo! Kyungsoo x reader ft Baekhyun

☵ ~ As your life takes a dangerous turn when you get caught up between a criminal and a cop, you begin to question how thin the line between good and bad really is. (ft. Ksoo) (ft. Baek)

☛ ~ fifth, because after everything…I think I’m going insane. I think I’m falling for you and fuck, I can’t let myself do that.

♁ ~  @whimsical-ness Masterlist

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♕☍ ~ Other World Chronicles

♛ ~ @kollectionn

☉ ~ multiple stories in the Other World Chronicles world (Chanyeol x reader, Jongdae x reader, Baekhyun x reader, Sehun x reader)

☵ ~ Book 1. You get sucked into a mysterious world, and begin to discover things you couldn’t have imagined. But why you? And who is the stranger you are becoming drawn to?

♁ ~ @kollectionn Masterlist

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♛ ~ @remembeo

☵ ~ honestly her whole damn masterlist

♁ ~ @remembeo Masterlist

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Under the Bridge

♛ ~ @seokkbuns

☉ ~ Jungkook x reader

☵ ~ Your life takes a turn for the better one night when you find a bun under the bridge.

☛ ~ You laughed, slipping off your shoes and carrying the Chinese food into the living room. Jungkook was huddled up in the corner of the couch, grinning like a little kid with his cute bunny teeth, wrapped securely in a blanket. You joined him, laughing when he immediately flocked to your side, gazing down at the food you’d placed on the table in delight. he leant and nuzzled into your shoulder, ears tickling your face.

♁ ~ @seokkbuns Masterlist

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♕☍☇ ~ Bruise

♛ ~ @peachykaix

☉ ~ Chanyeol x reader

☵ ~He wasn’t yours, and you weren’t his, but that couldn’t stop you from believing otherwise.

☛ ~“Not a boyfriend, just a guy.” you shrugged, being sure to look at Chanyeol as you spoke. “It wasn’t very good. I've definitely had better. His dick was the size of a tube of lipstick.”

♁ ~ @peachykaix Masterlist

—–

☍ ~ Doctor I Need You

♛ ~ @kimtaehyungrykim

☉ ~ Taeyong x reader

☵ ~  It’s your second year being the Head Cardiothoracic surgeon at Serenity Hospital and you’re luck this year sucked. The rivalry between Heartstone Medical Center and Serenity Hospital has been going on for decades. Now they’ve decided to combine the 2 hospitals together making Heartstone Serenity Hospital. Even with the merger the doctors despise each other, they don’t want to work with the other side. When one day a train accident happens, the ER overflows with patients, you have no choice but to work with the attending Trauma surgeon of Heartstone, Dr. Lee Taeyong.

☛ ~ “Dr. Yuta called you in to stop me because he doesn’t want a bad outcome on his record right? Now with all due respect Dr. Taeyong we both don’t know each other very well but I’m beyond extraordinary at what I do. I will find that leak and stitch it up. If I can’t, then I’ll do an internal graft. If I do, then Yuta here may hold the clamp. Now Dr. Yuta, scrub in or get out of my OR.” You kept looking for the leak, “I got it! Give me a clamp, 2-0 prolene. See? I got it.”

♁ ~ no masterlist

—–

♕ ~ Byronic

♛ ~ @3kpop2jagi1

☉ ~ Jongdae x reader

☵ ~ When you decide to stay at an old castle to gain inspiration for writing your new vampire novel, you end up getting a little more insight than you’d expected.

☛ ~“It’s okay,” he reassured, grinning at Chanyeol. “We’re all into vampire sex. It’s really hot, I promise.”

Chanyeol’s groan made you laugh louder, and you felt Jongdae’s arm tighten around you for a second, his smile widening as he saw your face. He always said he liked seeing you happy, but he was one to mean it.

“Okay, we need to stop please,” muttered Chanyeol, snapping you out of your moment. “let’s do something. Anything. Just no vampire sex.”

♁ ~ @3kpop2jagi1 Masterlist

—–

♛ ~ @yeolology

☵ ~ once again her whole masterlist is amazing

♁ ~ @yeolology Masterlist

[everybodysaycbx]

exo love me right repackage album ranking bc why not

love me right- dude,,,,,,this song is SO GOOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH tho i still have no fucking clue whats happening in the music video its fine bc they look great and they look happy and the song is fantastic. however this album is so good that its only mid tier if i were to rank it that way but i cant bc im indecisive lmao 10/10 pls someone tell me why theyre american football players im so confused

tender love- okay exols,,,,,,who here CANT hear baekhyun singing "chicken tender~" when this song comes on????? if you cant that probably means youre a baby-l which means welcome to the fandom!!!!! its from a livestream him chanyeol junmyeon and jongdae did late 2015-early 2016?? (and since youre a baby-l sorry im referring to the members by their real names and not stage names that gets confusing when youre just starting out so uh junmyeon=suho and jongdae=chen okay?? good) where they sing songs from this album and the sing for you album its hilarious bUt aNyWaY this song is so cute and fun and that mini video they did (i think it was a vcr at one point but i cant remember what for) is so adorable i wish exo did more of that stuff 10/10 gimme more cute shit

call me baby- this song always gives me the same feeling as when i heard it the first time. i remember vividly how i felt when i saw the mv for the first time especially since i was more of a casual stan of kpop wayyyy back when and had stopped around the end of 2013 and only got back in the end of 2015 as a die hard exol. i was just in awe of everything and i couldnt stop listening to this song for MONTHS (also couldnt take my eyes off minseok and yixing the whole time lol still an exom stan at heart),,,,,,it made me feel nostalgic and like i was discovering something new at the same time and the swirl of emotion i get when i hear it happens every time and i love it so this has a special place in my heart 12/10 side note uhhh why do we STILL have no answers for the pathcode teasers?????? SM TELL ME

transformer- uhhhh this song took YEARS to grow on me,,,,,like i only started to like it THIS year,,,,,,yeah im a little late lol sorry imo the beginning of the song is something i still dont really like and i think the chorus could be better but its not as bad as i was thinking when i first heard it,,,,,that said i hardly listen to it and its probably near bottom of the list for this one 7/10 the chinese version is a lil better tao really shines and i love that

what if...: mmmm i love this song,,,,a vocal masterpiece,,,,this is a song i like to listen to while on a long drive staring out the window contemplating life,,,,,,its so pleasant to the ears and ksoo really shines in this song id love for him to do solo songs like this 10/10 im lowkey imagining what luhan would sound like singing this song the whole time 😔

my answer: ONE OF THE BEST SONGS ON THE ALBUM ITS ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL and i wish they performed it more ;-; this is another song kyungsoo shines in (he sings well in chinese too) but i LOVED junmyeons voice here as well he sings sweet love ballads the best same with yixing!!! 🥰 12/10 give us more songs like this please and thank you (also imagining luhan singing this 🤧 why sm why)

exodus: OKAY THIS SONG IS SO UNDERRATED AND THATS SO UPSETTING THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITES ON THE WHOLE ALBUM AND NO ONE EVEN MENTIONS IT WHAT THE FUCK like i cant even explain what i like about it its just so good?????? also when baek (or jongdae if yoy listen to the chinese version theyre both so so so good) goes "shes dangerously HOOOOOOOOOOT" damn, gets me every time also chinese version we get raspy singing tao which is ALWAYS welcome 12/10 appreciate this song god dammit

el dorado: okay i wont lie,,,,,,,,i wasnt sold on this song UNTIL i saw the concert version then my third eye was opened WIDE,,,,,,,this song is so epic and no one talks about the chinese version but its also amazing?????? like everyone talks about baekhyuns high note which is amazing and deserve praise but dae does it too and its just,,,,WOW but i guess people arent as wowed bc he does high notes more often????? idk this song is just amazing in every way 12/10 i wonder what this song and mv would be like if it had been a title track,,,,,that music video would be SICK

playboy: CONTROVERSIAL OPINION ALERT!!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! so yall know jonghyun from shinee wrote this song and gave it to exo and theres a clip of him at a fansign singing it and to be honest its 10000000000000× better and sexier than exos version. come at me idc i said what i said and i stand by it djhajjhdhs like,,,,,the performance of it is sexy but i think the song by itself doesnt go far enough with the sexiness and for me, if i need to watch a performance of the song to like it and cant enjoy it by itself, then i dont think its a success, at least for me. i mainly listen to songs through headphones while im doing literally anything so id say 90% of the time i only hear the audio and if only the audio doesnt do it for me i skip it 8/10 has potential but jjong shouldve kept it imo sorry

first love: i always forget this song exists,,,,,,and ill probably forget it again lmao its just kinda whatever for me even now its kinda boring imo the only thing notable for me is that the "ow" parts in the background are used in a funny exosexo vine and every time i see it im like "oh whats that song called again i always forget :/" 6.5/10

hurt: THIS is what im talking about,,,,,,this is my favorite song on the album its hauntingly beautiful and brUH THE HARMONIES ARE AMAZING also JONGINS VOCALS SHINING WE LOVE TO HEAR IT!!!!! the "you huuuuuuuurt me" part is so satisfying for some reason?????? goddamn i love this song both versions just kill me 12/10 gimme more

lady luck: this is another song i dont like the beginning but unlike the other song after like 30 seconds it immediately becomes PHENOMENAL tbh if i could just cut out that first part itd probably be my favorite song,,,,,,also for all baby-ls listen to this song live you will be transcended their live vocals are no joke 9.5/10

beautiful: i dont know how to really explain how this song makes me feel,,,,,,like the instrumentals just take me to a fantasy or dream world where everything seems happy and sweet like something id imagine in my childhood,,,,,,i feel like that made no sense and it probably didnt make any sense sorry lmao 11/10 i should listen to this song more (both versions are amazing what the fuck thats not fair why am i so indecisive)

exo 2014 (promise): this song is like a pavlovian response, i hear the first couple piano notes and immediately get emotional jxhsoalsbdhbx they really poured out their hearts and souls for us for this song and it makes me ugly cry every time ESPECIALLY CHANYEOLS RAP HOLY SHIT ITS SO POWERFUL AND SO RAW AND EMOTIONAL,,,that was the moment i saw his growth as a rapper and as a songwriter,,,,,same with jongdae his singing and the lyrics he wrote were beautiful,,,,,and minseoks and junmyeons voices were so soft but so emotional,,,,,and we could NEVER forget yixing and how this song wouldnt exist if he didnt write the chinese version first and the members convinced sm to use it after yixing went to them with the song and sm rejected it,,,,,,i and many other exols feel like the chinese version is written more to the former members and the korean version is written addressed to us exols and theyre both SUPER FUCKING HEARTBREAKING,,,,yixing really bore his soul for us and i cry every time which is exactly what im doing rn lmao 12/10 this song should come with a complementary tissue box

in conclusion el dorado shouldve had an mv and i mourn the missed potential every day, my hate for sm entertainment grows each day im on this mortal coil, and please tell me what the fUCK call me baby and love me right have to do with the lore ITS BEEN FIVE YEARS

[mylittlejoanie]

The Hills

I know I always say that I don’t write smut buuuuut I had an idea and just wanted to run with it! Shout out to @trinitysroses and her newfound love for ksoo 😘

Plot: Kyungsoo always called at the same time, every single day.

Genre: Smut - CanonAU

Pairing: Kyungsoo x Reader

Word Count: <1k

I heard my phone ring, and I didn’t bother answering. I sent the call straight to voicemail, and I heard the buzz of two texts follow after.

[Kyungsoo, 5:31] Hey

[Kyungsoo, 5:32] I'm coming over

It was early, too early, but this was nothing new.

I quickly jumped out of bed, heading to the bathroom to freshen up. I brushed my teeth and then washed my face, pausing to stare at my reflection in the mirror for a second longer. I wasn’t supposed to talk to him. I was supposed to block him, or ignore his calls. But I was weak, and I couldn’t resist him in more ways than one.

I heard those two familiar knocks on the door, I opened it, and there he was. His hands were around my waist and he was pushing me against the wall before I could even say hello, before I could even shut the door. I gave a halfhearted kick to the door, hearing it click it as he began tearing away each layer of clothing that separated him from my skin.

“Well, hello to you too, Kyung-” He silenced me with his lips on mine, his tongue entering my mouth with force. He kissed me deeply, like he couldn’t feel me fast enough. He tasted like sweat and Gatorade, and I knew he must have just left dance practice.

“I’ve wanted you all night." His fingers clawed their way towards my thighs, and I felt a warmth spread through my core. He grinded his length into me with every word he spoke. “You’re so fucking sexy, I couldn’t stop thinking about you. All I could think about was being inside you.” His voice was a deep growl in my ear; my skin prickled and I shivered with desire.

He slipped a finger into the growing wetness between my thighs, then another. “You’re so wet, just for me baby.” His hips pinned me against the wall, and I realized I was trapped as I attempted to squirm away from his hand, stretching me so deeply that I couldn’t take it, I couldn’t take feeling his ragged breathing on my shoulderblades, or seeing the needy look in his eyes.

His eyes locked on mine, and he looked at me with a fierce, heavy look; one that would never stop affecting me, no matter how many times I saw it. “Do you like it, baby? Do you want me to stop?” I shook my head back and forth, unable to speak. The movement of his fingers inside me stopped, and I felt his finger make light circles around my sensitive clit. His teeth were on my neck, lightly biting my soft flesh. My center began to pulse, and I moaned into his mouth, knowing he wasn’t going to let me release just yet.

Right before I dissolved, his hands was out of my panties and around my neck. “What do you want, baby girl?” I quietly whimpered “you,” and he smirked. “Tell me what you want me to do to you.”

“Kyungsoo, please, fuck me, please, I can’t take this.” He picked me up and we were on my bed before I even had a chance to think.

He thrust in and out of me, hard and fast. This was how it always was between Kyungsoo and I; we were nothing but our desire, nothing but our needs. My nails clawed into his back, and he groaned with the pain. His hips pounded into mine, and it wasn’t long before his moans became louder, noisy and desperate.

He shuddered, and I felt the pulsing heat of his orgasm. He collapsed onto me and my grip on his back became soft, almost tender. Kyungsoo pulled back from my arms and looked at me, an unreadable expression on his face.

“Hey, you know.... you know I appreciate you. You’re always here when I need you.” I laughed, a bitter laugh, knowing that he really only needed me for one thing, and my job was done. It was time for him to go.

“Kyungsoo, maybe it’s time for you to, you know, leave. I need to get ready for work.” He stood and I couldn’t help but admire his chiseled jaw, his skin glistening with sweat. “Of course I’m leaving. When have I ever stayed?”

He quickly threw on his black sweats, grabbed his keys and headed towards the door. I didn’t bother following him. My ears perked up as I heard him shouting at me from the hall.

“Don’t forget, tomorrow. Half past five.” I heard his loud footsteps ring through my apartment, and the door slammed shut.

[yeoldontknow]

500 Followers

*crosses legs, takes glass of wine*

I just...cannot believe that already 500 of you have decided to follow me. I feel so honored and emotional about this, and I really want to take the time to thank each and every one of you for being here. Some of us have not spoke, some of us speak everyday, but regardless of our communication level I appreciate, and adore, every single one of you. 

I spent most of today thinking about doing something special for this, because I can’t even believe that it’s happened so quickly. On the way home, I decided to do a small follow forever because, without you guys, I’d literally not be doing this. So, as a thank you, here is a tiny follow forever to highlight some of the most special people and friends I’ve made during my short time here. 

@kpopandlock - the actual first friend i made on this site. i don’t really remember why or how we started talking, but i know for a fact the EXO NJ show played a factor. we were seated only a few rows away from each other, and that was the first sign that fate was trying to bring us together. i’d walk through fire for this lady. she’s amazing, supportive, and funny, and deserves all the love in the world <3

@nunchiwrites - my tiny queen. i look at this lady like a sister. shes my family, she lives in my heart. few people are as beautiful, pure, and good-hearted as nunchi. i don’t think she does anything other than radiate goodness on a regular basis. talking to her brightens my day, talking about how much she loves KSoo brightens my life. i can’t really imagine being here without her. the world needs more people like nunchi, and im so glad my world gets to have the original <3

@kpopfanfictrash - the duchess. shanna marie is always to blame....for how much my heart swells on the regular. whether it be from her talent at writing, her passionate love for Jinyoung, or how inherently good she is, shanna marie is one of the best people i have met here. i am blessed daily to speak to her. i am mindblown that i get to write with her and peak into her mind. what im saying is, i only call her shanna marie because im overwhelmed by how much she means to me <3

@kollectionn, @kimnamwho, @pikayeollie - these three get to go together because i’m in a GC with them. sunshine reached 600 followers last week and released all our GC names, so if you want a laugh go check those out. i put them together because i started talking to sunshine and she threw me into this holy trinity friendship like she was launching me into the heavens. they are all british, so my american butt wakes up everyday to texts from them and this means i start everyday with a smile. these three are my best friends here. id go to the ends of the earth to see them happy, and - as someone who gets to see their selfies - i can tell you theyre the most beautiful souls in the world <3

@memeking2000 - a goddess divine. one of my first followers and someone who brightens my day every time i see her on my dash or leaving comments on my fics. if you dont think shes special just look:

do you see why im so blessed?? honestly though, i cant imagine my time here without her and she makes me smile daily. <3

@the-porcelain-doll-xo - the queen. in such a short time, she has has become one of the most important people to me. i admire everything about her, from her talent to her kindness to her wit. im so lucky to spend my days in a GC watching her be a rockstar and experiencing how truly wonderful she is. <3

@daegusoftboys - my versailles queen. down to her core, she is exudes kindness and purity. talented, beautiful, funny in such an amazingly subtle way, i feel so honored that i get to read her work and call her a friend. please, send her all the soft yoongi’s because no one deserves them as much as she. 

everyone i met through the kpoptrashnetwork has made 2017 like...insanely special to me. i’ve laughed more, loved harder, been inspired more because of them. ive felt welcomed and supported through so many things, and i wake up everyday amazed that i get to call this amazing group of creators friends.

@oh-beyond @apollodae and @bbycakee - i might not get to speak to you guys often, but i love you so much. seeing you on my dash or sending messages to each other, the smile it puts on my face makes me feel like the sun is bursting out of my face.

I’ve missed anyone, it’s because I’m verklempt and silly and drinking too much wine. I literally love everyone so much, every single one of you, all the time, and I don’t know what I did to get this lucky, but I refuse to take it for granted <33

[gyeommine]

“Puppy Love” (D.O x Reader)

“Veterinarian and the two meet through Kyungsoo's friend who owns a dog and the reader is their veterinarian. They don't fall in love at first sight instead Ksoo would notice little things about the reader and somehow falls deeply in love with her. Thank you!!”

THIS IS SUCH A CUTE CONCEPT TYSM

Name: “Puppy Love”

Character: D.O // Do Kyungsoo (EXO)

Genre: Fluff

Word Count: 1,300

(just your daily reminder that he’s fucking adorable BYE - gif not mine)

You watched as the panicked young man shuffled into your room. He was fairly short but with a regular build; he was physically fit. He sported short jet black hair, that complimented his doe-like orbs. His dark eyes shifted from side to side nervously. He clutched the pet carrier case so hard his knuckles were bleached white. You beamed politely, sensing his nerves. “Hi, how are you?” you began warmly. He feigned a weak smile, punctuating the gesture with an awkward chuckle. “I've been better.” His voice was deep but mellow, seemingly calm but he was completely the opposite. “So Mr...” you paused.“Do. Do Kyungsoo,” he fumbled awkwardly. “Mr Do, what seems to be the problem?” you asked. He gulped. Your fingertips found the clasps of the locks of the carrier case, making quick work of the latch and opening it. A clunk sounded and the door swung open. “I honestly don't know, I am not really an expert on dogs,” he scratched the back of his head as he stammered. You gave him a questioning look. He quickly butted in on your confusion, “Ah, it's not my dog's. It's a friends. He's on holiday at the moment.” Worry glazed his soft features, a gap present in his lips where they were slightly ajar. You nodded in acknowledgement before coaxing the animal out.

The little dog wearily paced out of the case. The pure white Maltese was shrivelled up, quivering as if it were enduring an onslaught of freezing winds. The eyes were sunken, a glisten was absent that a playful puppy usually had. Your hand brushed along its soft fur, the strands tickling the skin of your palm. You could feel his gaze heavy on your shoulders, the pressure and guilt on his half unbearable. “Eating normally?” you questioned. You reached for the stethoscope slung round your neck. “No, not really.” You made a mental note. You gently placed the stethoscope on its stomach, narrowing your eyes to pick up any abnormalities. You darted your eyes back to Kyungsoo. He was pacing. His index finger placed on his lip with his eyes fixated on a spot on the ground before him. You continued with a few more tests, asking questions calmly as your job required. “Right,” you finally announced. His eyes shot up, anxious to hear your verdict. The deep brown of his orbs made your heart skip a beat. You cleared your throat. “I don't think it's anything serious,” you smiled gently. A wave of relief swiped his features, he let out a big sigh and you saw a slight heart shape appear in his lips. “She's just got a little bit of stomach trouble,” you added. You ran your hand along the puppy's back, tracing your fingers through the tufts of fur. “I will give you some medication that you need to give her daily and I will see you again in a week, okay?” He nodded. He bowed his head, uttering a polite thank you. “It's nothing! You shouldn't be so worried, you're doing fine,” you reassured. Startled by the compliment, his eyes widened slightly. You chuckled, placing the dog back into the carrier.

Kyungsoo stepped out of the white room. The airy light shining through reception graced his features and he took a deep breath. A concoction of relief and bewilderment stirred within him. He was equally pleased that his best friend's beloved puppy was well, but also that he had seen such an attentive vet. A smile tugged on his lips as he recalled the distinct look of concentration you had as you examined her. The way your nose scrunched up slight as you listened through the stethoscope. He couldn't help but watch your hands, how delicate they looked and how they held the puppy like a national treasure. The idol found it difficult to admit to himself that your attentive nature and the sweet smile you gave him was all he could think about. That's why he made sure to heed all of your advice. He channelled your caring nature as he nurtured the dog, a little excited to see you the following week. He thought he was mad when he felt like kid returning to his parents, showing them all the handwork he had done at school. It was silly, he had convinced himself. Yet, he became a bumbly mess when he saw you next.

You were delighted to see the sweet Maltese puppy vibrant. She gazed up at you with big eyes, wagging her tail enthusiastically as she sweetly pawed your arm. A giggle slipped your lips. You loved your job. Making animals happy was one of the most satisfying feelings, and the happiness they showed when they were well again made your heart melt. He watched you play with the small puppy. He, too, was melting on the outside. It made him content to watch someone do something they loved, their passion, and the adorable vet he had met a week ago was no exception. You ran a few tests, just to make sure. “Look how much better you are!” you exclaimed, rubbing the fur on her head. Kyungsoo chuckled. “Wow, you did a good job for someone who's not an expert on dogs,” you averted your gaze to him. You smirked, slightly smug at the use of his own words a week prior. “No please, it was your advice that helped,” he admitted shyly. You laughed, allowing for the Maltese to lie down on the table.  “Well it is my job. Anyway, I am confident that she's completely healthy so keep it up and you'll be fine,” you reassured. He nodded. You said goodbye to Kyungsoo, glad that you had helped another patient.

A week later, you came into work as normal. You squinted as the sunlight shone bright into your eyes. You guarded your eyes with your hand as you scurried into work. As always, you were greeted by the faces of the two receptionists. You chimed a hearty “good morning!” before heading into the direction of your own room. “Oh hang on a second (Y/N),” one called back. You turned on your heel. “Yes?” You wandered back over to the wooden desk. “Something came for you.” Out of nowhere, the receptionist produced a healthy bouquet of flowers. They were in shades of white and violet, a delicate but thoughtful selection. You were staggered; nobody had ever bought you flowers like this. “Looks like you have an admirer,” she sang in a sing-song voice, running her hand through her blonde hair as her eyes returned to the computer screen. “Who left these?” you asked. She looked up again, marvelling your astounded expression. “I think he was one of your's from last week. He was cute too, if I were you I wouldn't waste it!” she exclaimed. You gently placed the flowers on your desk and examined the white envelope. Your name was written in neat writing, like the author had taken care. You opened it with haste, the ripping of paper filling the silence of your room.

“Dear Dr. (Y/S/N). These are a thank you. Do Kyungsoo”.

Beneath was a number. You blinked rapidly, processing everything. Is it his number? Why is he leaving a number? Does he want to go on a date? Or are we friends? Does he even want to see me again? You pondered in silence for a  few minutes, reading the brief card over and over again just to make sure you weren't dreaming. Then, you wasted no time in dialling the number. Anxiously, you waited for an answer. The dialling sound had never felt so long. Then, it cut out.

“Hello?” you heard a mellow voice down the phone.

“Hi Kyungsoo, it's Dr-” you paused. “I'ts (Y/N).”

THIS IS SO CUTE TYsm anon! i actually had fun writing this through the stresses of sixth form <3

[xiuhunsoo]

11 Questions tag

got tagged by @stanminseok​ @chenshirejams​ @angel-osh​ and @parkcyeollie

Paige’s questions:

1. if you could be anything other than human what would you be

a cat, like, that’s the dream

2. if you were a zumba instructor what would your playlist be

omg i actually did zumba once but i forgot about 99% of the zumba songs but shakira was fun lmao, tbh i’d probably ask my old zumba instructor for her cds daskdjaks

3. would you rather take a scooter to the ankle or walk on legos

walk on legos, since i’ve been through both of these several times before i’d really rather walk on legos

4. describe your favorite movie

superhero dude tells his life story to one of his best friends while the friend is actually just sleeping and the film shows his life story lmao (if you can guess what this is kudos to you)

5. worst second hand embarrassment experience you’ve ever had

my mum had tickets to this one ballet show for us both and we went to the venue only to find out we were a week late although both my dad and me asked her SEVERAL times if it was the right date a month before and the lady at the entrance just looked at my mum like she was crazy when my mum was so confident about the show being that day and i just wanted to disappear into a hole that moment bc i somehow KNEW sth wasn’t right when we got there and i only saw people that didn’t fit the show audience at all

6. what is your childhood dream job

.....flute instructor......goodbye

7. how would you explain to your bias why they are your bias

oh god i could write a novel about why i love sehun so much tbh let’s just say it were his looks that drew me in initially but i learned to love the rest just as much if not even more like he’s so hardworking and puts so much effort into dancing and exo and cares so much for vivi, exo and his other friends and family and fans and he’s so cute and softspoken and also funny <3

8. name a city that starts with the same letter as your middle name

amsterdam!

9. who do you share a birthday with that is famous

uhhhhhh no idea tbqh i’m gonna google OHHH tchaikovsky!!!!!  and the dude that played the dad in mary poppins haha also gary cooper and idk the rest

10. describe your mood with a color

idk sth like a mudded dark green? 

11. what is your superhero name

LOL ok fun story i once dreamt i was part of the avengers and my super power was baking and i had a gun that shot muffins, i couldn’t remember my superhero name when i woke up but thinking back to this i’ll go with “Muffin Blaster”

Ari’s questions:

1. Suho’s dad jokes or Jin’s dad jokes?

Suho lmao 

2. Johnny, NCT: yes or no? (for science pls)

yes

3. Favorite girl group song?

Red Light by f(x)

4. ‘That’s right, my type’, ‘Never don’t mind about a thing’ or ‘E-X-O’?

That’s right, my type but why choose when you can have all ;)

5. Would you spend a day with Jongin’s dogs or with Toben?

kdjasdkasdksa Jongin’s dogs bc three dogs I’m sorry Toben, I’ll come and spend time with you some other day

6. Have you ever felt personally victimized by our lord and saviour Zhang Yixing?

daily tbh but I love it

7. What would your ideal date with your bias look like?

We’d probably just walk through the city, get some bubble tea, nice food and then pet all the dogs we see on the way and watch a nice film at home 

8. Favorite season?

Winter is my time to shine

9. What’s your current ringtone?

I think it’s still Monster but my phone is on silent 99% of the time lmao

10. What pet do you wish you have?

CATS ALL THE CATS and a snake and an otter and a pig and.....I want a whole zoo

11. Your bias group’s favorite stage?

Mirotic cover by EXO-M, Candy, 살다가 and El Dorado at EXO’Luxion (I’m probably forgetting 34234938248923 other stages)

Ana’s questions:

1. what disney movie would you pick to watch w/your bias?

just classics or every disney film bc i’d choose inside out but classic wise probably robin hood bc it’s my entire childhood tangled or brave are great too

2. if you had to repeat a year in your life what year would you pick?

mmmmhhhh 2015 just so i could relive the exo concert, i’d probably put up with the rest of the mess that year was just for that or maybe 2002 when i went to italy with my family that was nice too 

3. what food would you cook if you had your bias over for dinner?

oh boy i’m not the best cook but i’d probably ask what he wants?? and if everything else fails i’ll make pasta or japanese curry

4. lu or that good good?

that good good, it’s my most listened to song on itunes dakjsdakdskad (it’s a fake counting though bc i didn’t have the same laptop since i started listening to exo, el dorado would be much higher otherwise

5. which three members of exo would you want on your zombie apocalypse team? (ex members included)

minseok, junmyeon and tao probably

6. who in exo do you want to get a solo album next?

KYUNGSOO or minseok, i’d pay mad money for that

7. if you could join as a member of any girl/boy group which group would you pick?

uhhhhhhhHHHH well it’s hard for me to be a member of a boy group lmao and girl groups are always so underappreciated lmao i’d probably choose f(x) though

8. you just won a one million dollar shopping spree. what store are you headed to?

co’ex artium lmao goodbye money

9. sehun’s rainbow hair or ksoo’s red growl era hair?

THAT’S FUCKING RUDE uGH sehun’s rainbow hair i’m too biased for this

10. which exo song do you think deserves an mv? describe how it would look.

EL FUCKING DORADO! ! !  !  !! I DESERVE THAT MV, it’d fit the pathcode theme so well, with their powers trying to find whatever the el dorado is and mysterious and a bit darker vibes i guess

11. would you rather be yixings musical muse or chanyeol’s?

yixing, my man

Robin’s questions:

1. Is there a day you’d like to relive because it was so good?

7th March 2015, the day that changed my entire goddamn life bc El Dorado and EXO live wow

2. What is your favorite time of the year (because of the weather, or holidays)?

Christmas time is the best, I always feel so warm and happy 

3. What would you do if you could do anything anywhere in the world for one day?

Go to an EXO concert again???? lmao but other than that I’d probably go and visit all my internet friends <3

4. Are there any idols/celebrities you think you’d get along with really well irl?

Me and Luhan are the biggest Iron Man nerds I know so yeah

5. Is there a movie that you always go back to?

so many omfg Iron Man, Sherlock Holmes, Harry Potter, Star Wars, LotR, Inside Out, Ponyo are just a few

6. Do you still like the songs that you listened to 10 years ago?

uhhh not really, some of them I can still listen to but I don’t go out of my way to do so

7. What small thing(s) in life do you enjoy/appreciate?

omg so many, food, seeing my friends, seeing pretty flowers, seeing pretty sunrises/sunsets, a good cup of tea or coffee, petting cute animals, baking

8. Is there anything you wish you had done as a kid, but can’t do anymore now because you’re “too old”?

not really

9. If you could go to anyone’s concert right now, who would it be?

EXO lmao although Luhan would be cool to see too

10. Do you have any recommendations for kdramas or other series that I need to watch?

......I watch so many things ahhhhhh depends on what you like I guess but kdrama wise my favs are It’s Okay It’s Love, Scholar Who Walks The Night and Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bokjoo and I love Crime Scene atm where Minseok was a guest for three episodes

11. What music do you listen to, if you want to get hyped?

uhhh faster paced songs I guess, I have a playlist...

good lord that’s already so long and most people have been tagged so i’ll refrain from making my own questions sorry!!! but thanks for tagging me!!!! i love this 

[heresjeonny]

EXO 101: A Crash Course

Park Chanyeol 

Soft baby by day, sexy mofo by night. Can do everything?? Sing, rap, dance, cook, act, write and produce music, play the guitar (classical, spanish, lead, and rhythm omg) and the piano and the drums, has the body of an elf king. He’s also AMAZING with children as shown [here - skip to 12:17 and WATCH you won’t regret it] and dogs too! All animals really. He’s Korean Snow White. With abs. And if Snow White was extra. 

Also the kindest soul ever. He’s always smiling, even when he’s down. He literally said, and I quote; “No matter how difficult something is, I will always be positive and smile like an idiot.” His then-girlfriend nicknamed him “Happy Virus.” Constantly buys his members gifts, is very tall (well over six feet), and he’s the most extroverted and sociable person - actually friends with everyone. 10/10 amazing human.  

Byun Baekhyun

Don’t let him fool you!!! He looks soft but he will fuck you up with his cheeky lil smile and pelvic sorcery and unearthly vocals and uGH. His wit is unparalleled like omg, so sassy and hilarious and sharp. Also a huge nerd when it comes to anime, manga, and video games. Once gave a picture of himself to another member as a gift, the lil shit.  

He’s incredibly passionate about his career and his members, and I think it was Kyungsoo who said that it’s Baek who keeps them all together at times. In summary: Byun Baekhyun is what happens when a demon and an angel do the do. 

D.O./Do Kyungsoo:

Do Kyungsoo? More like Do Me, Kyungsoo. I’m sorry I’m so thirsty Ksoo...I don’t even know where to begin with this one. First of all, he single-handedly saved the human race from extinction with his voice. He’s savage af, so much so that he’s affectionately nicknamed “Satansoo” and he will smack a bitch. He’s also so soft and squishy at the same time, you’ll get whiplash. And his acTING. Lord in heaven. And I believe he didn’t even have acting lessons?? The nerve of him. He, too, is sex on legs, and he might be quieter than the others, but y’all best listen when he talks cause boy bout to spill the tea. 

He’s also very paternal in that he takes care of the other members a lot, like when Kai, his roommate, isn’t feeling well, he’ll care for him or go out to get food for him. And he can cook really well. I’m gonna stop now before I end up writing an entire dissertation ;’)

Lay/Zhang Yixing

ALSO NOT PURE ABORT ABORT THIS IS NOT A DRILL. 

Oh my god. Anyway. Zhang Yixing is the perfect contradiction. On the one hand, he’s an actual baby lamb - laugh and all. On the other hand, he’s the human embodiment of the NC-17 rating. Like, hide yo kids. Yixing is also one of the Chinese members of EXO, so he often leaves to promote his solo music which is in Chinese, and he works so incredibly hard and deserves all the success. He also writes the lyrics, and composes and arranges the music! 

And...his dancing. Proof that god exists. There is literally no part of his body that Yixing does not have absolute command over - and you can see it because he is so precise, confident, and sexy. :’) 

Suho/Kim Junmyeon

I actually had to cover his face while writing this because holy--

Yup. Moving on. 

Actually, back to his face (and the rest of him): Remember when Da Vinci was conceptualizing the Vitruvian Man (lol only 90′s kids will remember...1490′s kids, that is). You know that picture of the guy with another pair of arms and legs superimposed on him, inside a circle? The drawing theorizing the ideal proportions of the human body? Yup, true story: Junmyeon was Da Vinci’s muse. Suho’s face is so symmetrical, it inspired mathematicians to write the golden ratio. He is a genetic miracle, a statistical outlier, a national treasure--

Anyway *sweats*. ALSO. Let’s talk about his personality. Myeon is the mom of EXO, the leader, so he’s naturally very parental. He actually chose the stage name “Suho” because it means guardian. He always does his best to keep his kids the members together and doing what they need to be doing. Always pays for things ($Junmoney$), and is the person a lot of them confide in and go to for comfort or advice, especially Sehun. 

He’s such a dad too - like his dad joke ratings are off the charts. 10/10 would build you a tree house and tuck you in at night. 

Oh Sehun

Maknae. Icon. Legend. Used to have a lisp. 

People sometimes think he’s cold or reserved because of his face, but as you can see in the gif, he’s literal sunshine. He once cried on stage because he was knocked on the head by a camera - but he wasn’t crying because the injury hurt, he was crying because he wasn’t allowed to perform because of it, and he felt like he was disappointing his fans. He also cried during a radio show when asked about his other members - he said every night before he falls asleep, he prays for them and he prays that they all stay together and are successful and happy. And now I’m crying. 

Everyone is in love with him. 

His dancing resurrected me from the dead, put my children through college, and ended world hunger because damn we are fed when that boy moves. 

Sehun was once invited to Paris for a Louis Vuitton fashion show and became king of France. I’m not kidding. All he did was show up, and there was a huge crowd already there to greet him as if he were royalty, and he was voted best dressed at the show by Vogue. He went to the Louvre, and people were studying and appreciating him, the actual art.  

Chen/Kim Jongdae

Ah, little dino bby. He’s iconic for many reasons: 

1) His smile. It curls up at the corners like this :}

2) When he laughs, he literally goes HAHAHAHAHA like wow, amazing, I want this as my ringtone

3) He screams a lot. Nickelodeon once made a show about him called Jongdae: The Last Pterodactyl. 

4) HIS VOCALS. Un-freaking-believable. He’s the male version of Mariah Carey. 

5) Speaks really good Chinese! (He’s Korean) 

6) An amazing human?? He donates to charity so often and he doesn’t do it for publicity either. He takes good care of the other members too. 

Jongdae, let me put a ring on it. 

Xiumin/Kim Minseok

HERE WE GO. My precious boy :’)

Minseok. The eldest. Also known as the best person to ever exist. Like Kyungsoo, he doesn’t talk much because he’s a shy lil bean, but once he warms up to you, the things that come out of his mouth are so deep and cute and funny and wowow I want ten of him

Is the least likely to cry

Was chubby (and so adorable!!) as a little kid, and now he has a six pack. Because of his weight as a kid though, he has spoken many times about the issue of body shaming and how people’s perceptions of a person shift based on how they look. He once said these words that made my cold, dead heart beat again: “I don’t have an ideal type. If our hearts match well, then she will look pretty to me.” 

Has the strongest arms in EXO. They all arm wrestled and he won and it was the funniest thing ever. 

Is not only an idol, he’s also getting his Ph.D. Dr. Kim. I can’t believe....

Wants to open his own coffee shop, and I don’t drink coffee, but I would chug any dish-water-coffee-grinds-filth that he would serve me because damn I love him. 

Kai/Kim Jongin

R00D MOTHERF*CKER. 

The Bias Wrecker. Or just your bias, plain and simple 

Kim Jongin is one of nature’s greatest accomplishments. His gams are the eighth wonder of the world - and he puts them to use when he dances, like please kick me in the face with those omfg 

His laugh. Astounding. Also don’t stand too close when he laughs because he will hit you. It’s just what he does lmao

He’s basically a hip young old man - so hot but so sleepy. He’ll sleep at any given opportunity. 

Very fond of fried chicken. And dogs. But not in terms of eating, for the latter

Learned ballet for ten years and it shows, and I just wANT TO SEE HIM IN A LEOTARD DAMMIT

He has darker skin than the other members which people used to make fun of him for and still do comment on, but he says he loves it and he is proud of his body :’) we are too bby!!

Other random facts: 

-  EXO originally had 12 members but 3 left and we’re not going to talk about it okay? okay

- Chen and Xiumin are married best friends. Xiumin actually said in an interview that Chen is “like my wife” 

- Sehun is now officially Lord Oh Sehun of Glencoe, Scotland because his fans are the most Extra and purchased the estate for his birthday :’) 

- Chanyeol once folded one hundred paper cranes for his girlfriend as a gift, but in the middle of doing this, she called him and broke up with him

- Baekhyun can’t cook for shit but at least he’s pretty 

- Kai dated F(X)’s Krystal 

- Kyungsoo once said to the camera that he is “not pure” 

- Yixing starred in a gay sci-fi movie where he and this other dude have a baby

- Suho is a health nut. Just like how girls always have pads and tampons on them, Suho has multivitamins 

For @the-porcelain-doll-xo because I’m the friend that wants to drag you into hell with me, and I can’t wait for you to get into EXO ahhhhh ily <33

[bedtimebrain]

EXO D.O. Series: You and Me. (P4)

Series Page

Genre/Desc: Loosely adapted from A Love So Beautiful

Chr: u x ksoo

Word Count:1.2k

You slept through your alarm that rang at 6am. Your brain cells were overworked yesterday night, as you thought about what you saw.

Just as the brightness of the sun cast through your room window, your mum came banging on your door to wake you up.

Without Kyungsoo to go school with... Your motivation to get up was almost zero. You unwillingly got out of bed and trudged your way to the bathroom.

By this time, you normally would already be waiting by kyungsoo’s gate. But not today .. You didn’t know if you wanted to see him or not.

Who’s that girl? He left me alone for 20 minutes... he didn’t even think about me who’s waiting there right?

Feeling down, you didn’t even eat your breakfast. Taking the sandwich on the table you left home.

On your way down, you suddenly thought

would Kyungsoo be waiting for me downstairs? What should I say if I saw him? Should I just walk pass him?

Exiting your apartment, you searched around for kyungsoo. But like another stab to your heart, he didn’t wait for you.

In even more of a mood now, you headed to school alone.

-

‘Y/N~~ why so late today? Where’s kyungie? Don’t you guys always come to school together?’

Coincidentally meeting woohyun at the school gate, he chirpily asked

‘Ah.. i overslept..’ you could barely even make a smile in your reply

He stopped walking and pulled you to a halt, taking a close up look at your face.

‘Ya, did you really oversleep or have you been ditched by him? Do you want me to give him a kick’ he asked half seriously and jokingly.

Feeling annoyed, you pushed him away, ‘it’s a long story.. don’t ask’

‘Damn , I knew there’s more than it meets the eye. Cheer up, you’ve got me to spice up your day’ he put his arms over you and walked into class together.

Passing by Kyungsoo to get to your seat, you could feel his eyes following you. Without greeting him or acknowledging him, you sat down and started pulling out your notebooks.

From the side of your eye, you could see him switching between looking at his notes and at you.

Did he have something to say? I’m not going to talk to you first, kyungsoo.

‘Y/N..’ just as he finally called out to you, your class monitor called for the class’s attention to greet the teacher.

Making no effort to follow up on what he wanted to say, you pretended to pay attention to whatever the teacher was saying.

Kyungsoo himself held tightly onto the ‘no talking during class’ rule, so he didn’t continue the conversation he wanted to make either.

When break time finally came, you can’t help but still felt awkward with Kyungsoo. You didn’t really want to hang out with him with now, with yesterday’s incident still a fresh wound.

‘Woots! Cafeteria let’s go let’s go!’ Woohyun got up excitedly

But you remained in your seat and looked up at him

‘You guys go ahead, I still have my breakfast with me. I’ll stay in class’

Woohyun looked behind you, where you Kyungsoo was, seeming to understand you were trying to avoid him

‘Y/N are you ...’ Kyungsoo started but was cut off by woohyun

‘Okay then, we will go ahead without you’

Once again, Kyungsoo held back his words. But from the corner of your eye, you saw kyungsoo’s shuffling his feet. Was he unsure whether to go or not?

‘Tell me if you need anything’ woohyun leaned across to your table to tell you. You ruffled his hair and smiled, showing that you appreciate him.

Whatever it was, he ended up leaving you in the classroom to eat your already cold sandwich, without a word.

-

When you came back from the toilet, Kyungsoo and woohyun were already back from the cafeteria.

‘Got sipping yoghurt for you and melon pan, just incase you faint from being hungry’ woohyun pointed at the snacks on your desk just as you sat down.

‘Omo, woori woohyunie is really the best!’

‘Of course, but give me something in return’ he shot you a flirty look

His suggestive looks made you go off tangent on your thinking right away.

‘Are you asking me to be your girlfriend?!’ You exclaimed in shock. The entire class’s attention was now on the both of you

Woohyun quickly covered your mouth and pulled you out of the class, you make a grab for your yoghurt as he dragged you.

‘Ya! Are you crazy ?! Why would I ask you to be my girlfriend?’ the both of you were now at the corridor

‘how would I know.. ? You looked like it alright ! Plus I mean you’re always so nice to me...’ you innocently said

Flicking your forehead he clarified

‘I just wanted to know what happened between the both of you. Kyungsoo either doesn't want to say it or seems to have no clue what’s going on.’

‘Oh that... yesterday while we were studying, we went to buy some drinks from the vending machine. Then..’

You couldn’t bear to say the words out

‘Then what? You confessed your love or something?’

Woohyun eagerly probe

‘We forgot our wallets, so he was supposed to go back up to take it.

But he left me there waiting for 20minutes while he spoke to some pretty noona’

Your heart was heavy just thinking about that. But Woohyun burst out laughing instead

‘I thought it was something really serious you know, y/n, like something that could tear our friendship . But this ...’ and he continued laughing

‘Ya... I’m just sad about this cause I felt abandoned okay... can’t you understand’

Stifling his laughter, he tried his best to comfort you

‘Alright, I know. Like you aren’t important enough for him to remember you are waiting there.

Don’t think too much about it y/n, you know Kyungsoo doesn’t casually hit anyone up or entertain people. It’s probably something significant ok?’

Though his words didn’t really get to you, you were still thankful, till he added

‘But... y/n ah Kyungsoo is still a high school boy. I think pretty noonas are still part of our interests compared to......’

He deliberately scanned his eyes up then down at you.

You got what he was trying to get at and threw a punch at him which evolved into a childish fight.

As if the timing couldn’t be better, Kyungsoo came out of the classroom door and caught sight of the both of you tangled in a ‘fight’.

His eyes widened just slightly, and he visibly swallowed.

‘The class monitor’s looking for the both of you to hand in your work before the next period’

His voice suddenly changed to the voice he use when he felt awkward with new people. Without making eye contact with either of you, he hurriedly turned on his heels.

Internally face palming yourself a thousand times, you whined

‘Woohyun ah, it’s so awkward now! What excuse should I give to not go home with him today?’ You were in a dilemma. You caused this awkwardness but it feels like you were more scared than him at this persisting situation

‘No worries y/n, he’s got something after school today. I’ll get you snacks you missed out on yesterday ok? Let’s go back to class now’

Entering the class, you caught kyungsoo’s eyes turn away from the back door that instance.

Somehow..

You had this feeling that he had been looking at it for a long time.

Or maybe you were hoping he was

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P5's gna be fluffier, so hang on a little more! my drawing is pretty trash, but just wanted to try something fun while trying to write more since exo's having their comeback soon~

funfact that im an engine student! And have been absolutely horrendous at arts and humanities since forever. am a typical math and science brainer :p feel free to laugh at my 'art' but hold your insults please :,)

[exosmuttytalk]

Articulation - Exo Chanyeol One-shot

Genre: Smut

Characters: Park Chanyeol/You, OC

Word count: 3200 approx.

Summary: Being the English teacher for the whole group, you end up setted for a very especial lesson with Chanyeol.

Comments: This is my first time ever writing smut. Also, English is not my first language. Be good to me :3

“I swear to heavens, Chanyeol, if you add another “e” at the end of a word, I’m going to smack you in the mouth.”

Chanyeol’s shoulders visibly sunk as he heard you telling him off for the nth time that evening.

Adults tend to pick up foreign languages at a much slower pace than kids, that’s why when you accepted a job teaching nine grown up men who needed to be fluent in English as fast as possible, you know it’d be a challenge. Luckily for you, all of them already had some basic notions, so you didn’t have to waste time teaching how to say hello or to use the verb “to be”, but getting them to actually talk in English had been quite a task. It probably had something to do with their cultural background; they basically refused to do anything they weren’t completely sure about. Little by little, you had gotten them to speak more than just a couple of words on a row, firstly on the classroom and then, whenever you met up with them, as they had grown to appreciate you. Surely, being close in age to them made you more relatable and approachable, and they were less scared to make mistakes.

“I don’t get how Kyungsoo and you will sometimes record random covers in English where you sound almost perfect, but when I’m trying to get you to speak, you can’t say a whole sentence without butchering it!”

“You think I sound perfect when I sing in English?” his face lighted up with an endearing smile, as if he had suddenly forgotten your rage.

“Ksoo does definitely sound better than you, though.”

Which was completely true. When you first arrived, you have asked around some random questions to the group in order to find out what you were dealing with, and you were surprised to find Kyungsoo’s pronunciation was almost perfect. He didn’t know the grammar completely and his vocabulary range was not the best, but he was definitely the first to grasp the concepts you explained. Also, he used it very much for his advantage, teasing his mates to the point you sometimes kicked him out of the classroom to do other stuff. He always mumbled something about it being his revenge, but you all knew he wouldn’t hurt a fly.

But there you were, stuck in their house, sitting opposite the epitome of the korean-est accent you could think of. In previous sessions you have managed to convince his brain not to substitute the sound in “th” for the sound in “w” and the “r” for “l”, but that night you were facing the biggest problem the boy had in display for your utter enjoyment. He insisted on adding a vowel (usually an e) to whatever word that ended up with a consonant; so it made them sound like “sandwiche”, “worde”, “pinku” and “bubble gume”. You had started by explaining why that wasn’t correct and then interrupting his speech to make him pronounce every wrong word again, but there was no use. Whenever you thought this time he’d gotten the idea and you’d leave him to speak on his own again, he’d pronounce three or four words correctly to fail on the fifth one.

It was 9pm and you’d been there for five hours already. You had seen all his mates come and go around the house, some of them approaching you two to ask how everything was going but most of them refusing to come any closer after they saw your death stare.

“I’m very sorry. I’m trying, but I just can’t seem to do it. I always get distracted and make the same mistakes over and over,” he apologized, back to looking bummed.

You sighed loudly.

“It’s alright. I guess it will just correct itself over time, as long as you keep reading and listening to the language…”

“Then you will have to go on talking to me,” he smiled again, making your stomach take a leap, because he was just so adorable even though he constantly tested your patience. “How comes you’re so good at Korean, anyway?”

“Don’t know,” you shrugged. “I took an interest in it when I was a teen and decided I wanted to learn as much as I could. I joined lessons and tried to make the most out the resources I had. Then I moved here because I loved the culture and the country and now I’m here.”

“Caught up here trying to teach an airhead who can’t even listen.”

“You don’t have to be so hard on yourself!” You laughed at his exaggeration. “Some people have it easier than the rest naturally, but everything comes with time and effort.”

You took a look at the clock in the kitchen wall.

“I probably should get going. It’s Saturday and traffic gets awful at night.”

“Why don’t you stay a little longer? We can order food, relax a bit and then keep on practising.”

“Aren’t you tired?”

“I’m never tired of being with you, even if you’re scolding me,” he nodded as he took out his phone and searched for his favourite take out place’s number.

When the food arrived, he suggested switching from the hard wooden chairs in the kitchen to the sofa in one of the living rooms, to watch some TV and get a bit more comfortable.

When you felt the weight of his body sinking down in the seat right next to you, it came to your mind that you had never stayed that late in their house. Chanyeol had poured a drink for both of you and he handed you one of the glasses before pulling the auxiliary table with the food a bit closer to you and turning on the TV.

“Did you put alcohol in this?” You asked after eagerly chugging down almost half of the glass.

“Yeah, it goes well with the spicy noodles. I can’t take too much spiciness.”

“Well, I can’t take alcohol very well. And how am I going to drive back home?”

“I thought it’d help you to relax and unwind for a little while. Also, there’s plenty of rooms to sleep here, you can just stay if you want. Or I’ll call a taxi, it’s up to you.”

You nodded and shrugged, drinking some more. The liquid was quite sweet, so it really did help with the spicy food.

Half an hour later, you had finished eating and were both laughing goofily at some random TV program that showed home-made videos the viewers sent of people failing at different things. When one especially painful fall disappeared from the screen, you took the remote and turned the TV off.

“Hey, we were having fun!” Chanyeol complained.

“Yeah, but we have to go on practicing. Or else, I’ll send a video of you speaking English to that program, your call.”

He reluctantly pushed the table with the remains of our diner aside and looked at you expectantly.

“We’re going to try something different. You’re going to be reading out loud. Maybe if you can actually see the words’ endings you will pronounce them right.”

Chanyeol started reading with that deep voice you really enjoyed. He had a good rhythm and he actually started off quite well. But soon enough, he made his first mistake, so you pinched him in the arm.

“Hey! What was that for?”

He rubbed his forearm and looked at you in outrage. You just looked down significantly at the book, he followed your gaze, and immediately corrected his mistake.

“So you’re going for the physical punishment approach now?”

“Yup. I will not hurt you, but you’re going to learn. Do you have any more of this?” you asked, shaking your empty glass.

It’d turned out to be more fun than you had expected. He was still making mistakes, but you spent the time musing at the various ways you could startle him when he made his next mistake, from tickling his sides to pulling from a strand of his hair to shouting the word loudly. At some point, a thought crossed your mind and made you wonder whether you would be turning this into a game hadn’t you had a couple of drinks already, but you quickly brushed it off.

“Oh my god, Chanyeol, you can’t honestly tell me you’re going backwards now!” You took the book away from his hands, scaring him off.

“What? What is it now?”

“The word “food” ends with a d, not a t! How do you say food?”

“Foot?”

You covered your face with your hands and laid back on the sofa for a moment. When Chanyeol got a bit worried an tried to check on you, you sat up and approached him. Then you passed one of your legs over his lap and straddled him, ignoring the alarm on his eyes.

“Listen to me, Chanyeol,” you said, grabbing his face with both hands to make him stare right at your face. “Look at my mouth and concentrate on it, okay?”

You articulated the word slowly, making sure you exaggerated the necessary movements.

“I want you to repeat the word ad many times as you need it. You don’t have to snap your tongue against your palate, you have to put it between your top and bottom teeth and keep it there until the “d” is over, okay?” he nodded and swallowed hard. “Okay, say the word. And I want to see your tongue between your teeth very clearly.”

“F-foot.”

“FooD!”

“Footd?” You nodded enthusiastically. “FooDDD.”

“Yes, that’s it! Keep saying it.” You bounced up and down on his lap and clapped happily.

“Food, food, food. Food, food, food. Not foot. Food!” He repeated in a sing song voice and then smiled brightly at his own success. But he didn’t say it again and you got sad because you didn’t get to see his tongue anymore, even though he was smiling widely. “You’re such a good teacher.”

“Yeah…” you whispered, almost talking to yourself. Then, you closed the empty gap between your body and his and kissed him forcefully on the lips.

There was little question after that. When you pulled away from his mouth, he stared down at you, gaping slightly, but his hands were on your hips and they just pulled you closer.

The kisses just got hungrier and hungrier, and the more time you spent attached by the lips, the more daring your hands got. He stroked every inch of your body on display, from your ankles to the base of your neck, were he grabbed your head to turn it upwards and grant himself access to your neck. His lips and teeth marked their way along your neck and his tongue, which you had found so attractive when he couldn’t pronounce a single word, let a trail of moist from your jawline to your collarbones. Meanwhile, your hands had a mind of their own under his t-shirt, basking at the strong muscles on his back and the soft skin over them.

Chanyeol stood up with you still straddling him; your legs wrapped around his waist made you feel the hardness beneath the layers of clothes, and his hands grabbed onto your butt for dear life. He turned around and laid you on the sofa, just to settle himself between your knees afterward.

The atmosphere in the room was getting almost unbearably hot for you, so you decided to help him by sitting up and taking his shirt off his body. From that position, you started kissing his softly defined abs, nibbling slightly at the most protuberant bits. He sighed deeply and leaned over to take of your shirt, but then he stood back up to his kneeling position to grab your head delicately and guide you to the places he wanted to feel your mouth in.

You quickly undid his belt and pulled his jeans down, along with his briefs, and took a moment to squeeze his butt with both hands. As your mouth was still at his navel, you looked up at him and found him staring at you. He smiled shyly and caress your face with his thumb. You smiled in response and started licking your way down, using just the tip of your tongue against his heated up skin.

His breath came to a halt when you reached the critical point and used your hands to stroke his soft shaft slowly and cup his balls at the same time. You let your warm breath glide over the wet tip before giving it a soft tentative lick. His hands were still holding on to your neck and shoulders, shivering with anticipation, but not daring to ask or act upon what he really wanted. After you’d teased enough, you used your mouth to envelope as much of his cock as you were able to, creating suction with your cheeks and rubbing it with your tongue. Your head bobbed up and down a few times before releasing it to go down to lick at the balls, making sure every single inch of his body got its fair portion of love. Then, you came back to the main part, grazing the bottom part of his cock with the tip of your tongue until you got to the tip, where you looked up back again to find a panting Chanyeol that stared at you with his mouth wide open. You pouted your lips out to surround the tip and kiss it ever so slightly before once again, taking him whole in your mouth, which made him run his hands through his back hair in desperation and moan loudly.

“Oh, fuck…”

“Oh, so you can pronounce swear words in English right…!” You teased him with a smile.

He laughed and looked back down at you, before leaning in to kiss you at the same time he fidgeted with your bra to unclasp it. He then laid you back on the sofa, sat down and put your legs over his lap. He pulled down your trousers to take them off completely, but left your panties on. Your head was resting over a small pillow and you looked at him, feeling self-conscious for the first time in the night.

“What if someone sees us here?”

“They won’t, don’t you worry.”

“How are you so sure?”

He shrugged with a secretive grimace on his face, but he didn’t let you go out talking, as he shushed you and put his fingers over your mouth when you opened it again.

Then, he started trailing your body down, starting at your forehead, grazing over your eyelids softly, putting a finger inside your mouth for you to suck on it, then following the line of your jawline, down your neck, to your collarbones, until he got to your breasts. He used both his hands to play with them, grope them and pinch until your nipples were red and hard, but still wanting more. His fingers travelled down your stomach and over the sides of your hips. When he got to the inner part of your thighs, your skin was completely covered in goosebumps. He then stood up and finally got rid of his trousers and his underpants, and laid down over you; made sure to go over every part his hands had touched before with his lips and tongue. By the time he once again got to your thighs, I was shivering and panting for air. He came back up, levelling his body with yours and using an arm to prop himself up and look at your eyes. His right hand was again at your boobs; he smiled when he saw you bit down on your bottom lip as he pinched your nipples.

His hand came back down, this time, at last, it surpassed the hem of your panties and started rubbing at your core. Your moans filled the room as he inserted two of his long fingers inside you. You threw your head back with the eyes closed in pleasure, and that only made him smile even more. At the same time, his cock was grazing your left thigh, so you reached down to touch stroke him. It quickly became a competition to see who could stand the longer teasing without begging for mercy. His face was now resting at the gap between your neck and your shoulder. You could feel his heavy, not breathing burning your skin and his moans filled your ears with the most delicious and sexy sound you had heard in a long time. You were in fact close to your own release, as his skilled fingers hadn’t stopped working between your clit and your entrance and his lips would, each once in a while, stop their panting to kiss you or to suck at your neck, but you wouldn’t be the one to give up.

You hurried up the pace on his cock, and his head shoot back up, with his face contorted, trying to keep himself from getting off too fast. When you slowed down back again, he opened his eyes to find you grinning smugly up at him and that was what set him off. He pulled his hand out of your core to pump slightly in his cock as he sat up. He didn’t even bother in taking your panties off, he just pushed them to the side and entered you directly and without warning.

Both your moans could be heard again in the room, but none of you cared of keeping them down. You grasped at his strong shoulders as his fast pace threatened to pull you out of the sofa, clawing you nails at the skin and probably leaving a mark or two. He kissed you hastily and your sweat made both your bodies sticky.

As his thrusts became more erratic, you used one hand to stroke your clit in a way that, combined with his cock inside of you and his lips on yours, built up even more heat at your stomach and set off your orgasm. Your moans got louder and louder and Chanyeol had to cover your mouth with his hand at the time he pushed harder and harder each time, finally finding his own release in your body and turning his moans into deep grunts.

You laid on top of each other, gasping as you tried to gain back your breath and coming down for your own high, when something clicked in your mind.

“Did you plan all of this?” You asked, looking at him, who was resting his face on your boobs.

“I might have. Not all of it, though. I wasn’t expecting you to kiss me. I didn’t even know if you’d reject me and never want to talk to me again.”

“But were you faking your English problems?”

“Maybe faking is not the word. Maybe playing it up when I realized it could get me more time with you is more accurate…”

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[bedtimebrain]

EXO D.O. Series: You and Me. (P2)

Genre/Desc: Loosely adapted from A Love So Beautiful

Chr: u x ksoo

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By the time the third period started, it felt like scales were hanging off your eyes. The very last thing you heard was something about crystalline structures and the next moment you woke up, break time was about to end in 10minutes.

Jolting awake, you jumped out of your seat and made a rush to the canteen to pick something up before the bell rings.

The corridor was crowded as people started to stroll back to their classrooms.

'Excuse me, excuse me...'

You tried to slip through the crowd as fast as possible, and

BAM

Your hands were dripping wet with some sort chocolate drink.

'I'M SO SORRY' You bowed madly to apologise

'Excuse me, look here' the guy started rather gently, you heaved a sigh of relief thinking he sounded like a nice guy

You tilted your head up slowly, and when you guys made eye contact....

'YA, an apology is NOT going to work. Pay up, 50000 won for me to get this cleaned. Clumsy freshmen like you should just go back to middle school!' He gave your shoulder a push

'Wh...what?! Just wash it at home... Why do you need so much money to wash it?' You cowardly asked

People were starting to gather to look at what was happening, but not a single soul looked like they were going to help you.

'Bloody freshmen, pay up!'

Though you were trembling under your skin, you still spluttered out

'NO!You... you... you should go back to middle school for makingafussoutofthis!’

You must have hit his trigger spot, you could see his veins pulsating on his neck as his face turned visibly red.

He pushed you to the wall causing you to wince. From the side of your eye, you saw kyungsoo coming out of the classroom hurriedly

kyungsoo ah!please help me!

You shut your eyes and pleaded so hard hoping he would get the telepathic message as you see the guy stepping closer to you.

Right there and then a flying bag came from the side hitting him right on his head.

You let out the breath you had been holding.

‘Wow, fancy hitting on a freshman literally.'

And felt a fleeting moment of disappointment as you saw your saviour walk over. it wasn’t Kyungsoo

'It's better you stay out of this' the senior warned

'Hmm, i don't think it's better if i stay out. I think it's better if YOU stayed out.' He angled his head, asking the bully to look at the contents that spilled out of his bag.

A taekwondo black belt.

You could see the bully's eyes waver unsure of what to do. As if the timing couldnt have been better, the bell rang.

The crowd broke up and the bully scrambled away.

'Hey are you alright?' the guy asked

'Yes i am! Thank you so much, you're so cool!' Your savior was tall and handsome, his body was a killer for a high school kid. If not for kyungsoo, you would definitely have fallen for him already.

You picked up his things for him quickly and ran back to class. Surprisingly, kyungsoo was still standing by the door

'Gwenchana?' He asked

'Uh, gwenchana!' You smiled brightly at him and returned hastily to your seats

It was math period, also the period that your home room teacher teaches. She came walking in together with another student.

Omo! It’s him! My saviour, from earlier !

He seemed to recognise you and gave you a little wave as he walked in.

Clapping her hands she announced

‘Can I get everyone’s attention please! This is woohyun, he’s a sports student and will be joining our class. Woohyun can you please introduce yourself?’

‘Hi everyone, I’m Park Woohyun, I’m in the Taekwondo youth team. Please help me out with my work when I miss classes for trainings!’

He cheekily introduced himself and you could tell almost every girl in class was smitten by his looks. But for you...

You looked at Kyungsoo dreamily as you blow your fluffy pink bubbles in your mind

‘Go sit at the empty table beside y/n’ your teacher pointed towards you

Woohyun made his way towards the table and greeted you enthusiastically

‘Annyeong Chingu! So you’re y/n?’ He sat down beside you and you were more than happy to have him as your table partner.

‘Ne ne! Let’s get along well!’ He held out a fist bump to you, at which you awkwardly bumped back and giggled.

——

The day was coming up to an end, you and woohyun counted down to the bell with low voices, then exclaiming in whispers

‘YES!’ when the bell finally rang.

Woohyun had asked you to have ice cream after school together, you agreed and told him you would introduce him a new friend too.

While packing up, you called for kyunsoo

‘Kyungsoo ah, let’s go have ice cream together’

But when you looked up, kyungsoo was already walking away to the back of the class, making you panic.

‘Kyungsoo wait for me!!! Woohyun let’s go!’

You hastily shoved everything into your bag and took large strides to reach him fast

‘Kyungsoo ah, why didn’t you wait for meee? We are going home the same way anyway!’

‘But we never did in middle school’ he replied and looked at you blankly

‘Ah...but we’re in the same class now~ I’ll wait for you everyday!

Oh right, woohyun wants to get ice cream together! Woohyunie, this is Kyungsoo’

You introduced them to each other, while woohyun was rather elated Kyungsoo was as usual, abit reserved.

‘Uh, count me out of the ice cream’

‘No way! Come with us!’ Woohyun put his arms around Kyungsoo and forcefully dragged him along.

You laughed as you could tell Kyungsoo really hates skinship with new people.

Whatever it is, you couldn’t be happier that you have a clique with kyungsoo now.

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Had a down day at work and decided to get some writes out. Hope my fics would be able to brighten the day of someone that needs it like me too:)

[bedtimebrain]

EXO D.O.:A little Jealous Part 2! (D.O. POV)

Previously I mentioned I might or might not do Ksoo’s but I started writing out of fun and decided to complete it! I really liked this one, hope you guys will like it too! You might wanna do a fast read at part 1 again so it wouldn’t seem too abrupt~

And for those that are new here, there’s a Part 1 and Part 2 (Your POV) to this scenario! The part 2s can be read as a either or if you don’t really wanna read both.

Part 1 Part 2 Your POV

Here it goes!

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Kyungsoo walked straight out of the door without thinking, letting his legs bring him to wherever was quiet. Heading for the elevator, he punched for the ground floor. Seeing an empty cafe as the elevator doors open, he sat down at an empty table trying to sort his thoughts.

The comments he saw kept running through his mind:

‘Cute!Ship ship!’

‘Last long! Was waiting for you guys to make it official!!

‘after so long, finally?!’

A part of Kyungsoo wants to believe in you, surely this was a misunderstanding.

Yet the comments he saw didn’t make sense to him. It made him afraid to give his trust, not wanting to feel like a fool if it turned out for the worst.

Kyungsoo can’t help but compare himself with that guy in the picture. The guy sure looks taller than him and better built . He even had those looks that guys would take a second look at..

Pulling out his phone, he thought to type a text to you, but not sure what to say. Typing then deleting it again and again. Just then, Suho’s call came in:

S: Kyungsoo-ya, the photographer’s wife got into an accident. He’s postponing the remaining shoot to rush to the hospital. We’re heading off , are you coming with us?

KS: uh okay. Hyung could you take my bag for me? I’ll meet you guys at the carpark.

—

In the van, everyone was tired after a long day and the van was quiet. But at the back, jongin and junmyeon sat beside Kyungsoo with some sort of tense silence.

‘Hyung, are you not going to ask Y/N about what happened?’ Jongin asked

‘Kyungsoo ya, jongin is right. You sitting here and overthinking isn’t going to solve the situation. Even though that guy is really handsome, you’re not goin to lose to him if y/n loves you. Text her or look for her’

Junmyeon’s words hit kyungsoo right where it hurts. Making a decision, he asked the manager to drop him off when the van passed by your living estate.

Kyungsoo walked nervously to your apartment, not really sure what he should exactly do when he sees you. Before he knew it, he was already right in front of your door. Taking a breath in, he pressed the door bell.

‘Minho ya!!’ Came your voice from behind the door.

Hearing his girlfriend call another guy’s name so frantically made him feel just a little strange.

Looking up at you as you opened the door, he saw your look of surprise, or was it shock(?)

‘Oppa, why are you here ? Did your photoshoot end early? You didn’t text me back tho...’

Though hearing your questions, he was not being able to hold back that feeling of discomfort bugging him to ask

‘Uh are you expecting someone? Minho?’

‘Oh right, speaking of which I dont need him now, let me drop him a text. Oppa come in and kill the bug for me please!!’ His eyes dropped to your hands that were pulling his arm, making him feel fuzzy in a moment, then downcast again. How long as it been since you guys last met? So long that he almost forgot this feeling of warmth only you could give him.

With thoughts clouding his mind, he killed the bug, dumping it away without even speaking to you. Not because he didn’t want to , but he doesn’t know how to. Just then, you gave him a hug suddenly ,

‘Thank you, for killing the bug’

Seeing that smile on your face reminded him just how lucky he was to have you and how much he hated these feelings of uncertainty and anxiousness right now.

Sitting down on the sofa together, you linked your arms with him, then suddenly breaking the silence.

‘Oppa, do you have something to tell me? You don’t look particularly excited or happy to be here today’

Kyungsoo felt his throat going dry, thinking, it’s scary how easily you knew him inside out even though he was so indecipherable to other people...

Setting his mind to stop avoiding the issue, he reached for the water on the table, almost hoping the water would clean up his thoughts for him.

‘I saw that picture. The one on instagram.’ Not exactly having the courage to look at you, he glanced over your eyes quickly and waited for your reply.

‘Ah that.. sorry oppa, it was a dare I had to do at the team dinner, I tried so hard to avoid it but I couldn’t say I was attached either.. ’

Choosing not to be convinced just yet, kyungsoo added quickly

‘But the string of comments sure made it sound like you guys are the most popular ship in your school?’

He saw a small frown on your face briefly and his heart was pumping so loudly in his ears. What if .....

‘Oppa that’s actually Minho in the picture. And you know we are just really close friends.’

At this Kyungsoo was a little taken aback. He did not expect that to be Minho. In your description, Minho was an over competitive loser and one that’s always up to dumb things. This absolutely gave Kyungsoo a false impression that he’s just another childish guy out there or some lanky guy in the track team.

He tried to convince himself to be understanding afterall he knew deep down you both were just friends. But who was he kidding, he suddenly really hated the idea of you and Minho hanging out together everyday, giving everyone the false impression that you both are a couple.

Not being able to contain that internal conflict, he blurted out without thinking ‘I don’t really like you hanging out with minho.’

Crap. Hearing his own voice saying it, he felt selfish and guilty, yet also raw and vulnerable because that’s how he truly felt.

‘Oppa, you were always okay with minho and i hanging out. Why does us taking a picture change that!?’ Seeing you suddenly getting up and raising your tone in exasperation, he knew he hit the trigger button.

But similarly, he was almost at his breaking point now. Not being able to keep his emotions under control anymore, he shot back

‘y/n do you know how i felt looking at those comments?! I am not okay with the whole school thinking you both are together when you’re supposed to be my girlfriend!’ and he too got up from the sofa in frustration.

‘Ya! Even if i am not friends with minho, I can’t always avoid such situations! Because i can’t tell anyone i’m attached, guys still hit on me and people think they can pair me up with random guys because they think i’m single!

To me, they can think whatever they want but minho is just a friend. Oppa, shouldn’t you of all people understand this the most?’

Understand ? Is this how idols who date non idols communicate with their partners when they face scandals and what not? Who would have thought the situation would be reversed this way for himself ?

‘You’re asking me to understand when minho actually looks your ideal type? And i never knew about it?’

The words left his lips, seeming to surprise both you and him. He tried so hard to bury this insecurity inside him. But feeling all hurt and angry with himself, with this situation, he couldn’t really hold it in to deal with it himself. When he first saw Minho’s picture, even he had to admit minho was good looking. And now knowing someone like him was your close friend, he struggled to handle this truth.

‘My ideal type? If we wanted to get together, we would have long ago ok! Why would I get together with you then him?!’

At this it rendered him speechless. That ‘assurance’ was not assurance at all as you both reach the peak of your argument and let silence rule the house. Scenarios of you and Minho hanging out together, having fun kept passing through his mind. How Minho was far better looking than him, far more fun than him, maybe even far more compatible with you than him were thoughts that rudely barge through his mind.

Feeling like this was more than what he could bear at the moment, he was about to walk away, but right there and then your hands wrapped around his waist, in between his arms, and leaning unto his chest. Though you did not say a thing, he understood your gesture of love. Overwhelmed with emotions, he muttered

‘When I saw that picture, it felt like my nightmare came true. Every night i get worried that you would one day get tired of dating an idol.. Or even dating someone like me..

we don’t spend alot of time together but you always get to be with minho.. so much that people think you’re both attached..’

He knew this sounded weak and clingy , someone he doesn’t ever want to be in front of you. But your hug gave him courage to be honest, knowing that sometimes he doesn’t have to pretend like he can hold everything together when he really couldn’t. Through your hug, he knew that some of these insecurities were unfounded because he felt loved right at that moment. Yet the battle with his inner demons has not ended.

You pulled kyungsoo back down on the sofa and started

‘oppa, i cannot promise you people will stop misunderstanding minho and i, but i will be more careful to draw a clearer line in our friendship for you.

and i never thought of minho as my ideal type or saw him in a way more than friends. i know it might not put you at ease hearing me say this, but can you trust me?

I have been friends with minho for many years and have met many guys too. But it’s you for me ok?’

Looking into your eyes, he quietly let the words you say sink in and thought inside ‘it’s you for me too, don’t leave’

Poking him at his stomach, you continued

‘though you may not be the most attractive looking man out there…’

He knew you were joking, but he can’t help feeling a little down at your words, until you gave him a peck on the cheek and continued

‘but you make me feel comfortable and special all at the same time. saranghae oppa, you’re the only one.’

At your words, he couldn’t hold back his urge to pull you closer, resting his chin on your head he said

‘ Though i still don’t feel the best about our situation and about minho, but i know we can’t help this.. Just promise to stay with me please’

You raised your pinky finger and turned up to face him, replying brightly

‘ i promise you oppa!’

Linking your pinkies together, the storm inside kyungsoo finally cleared up today. Smiling back at you, he says the words he longs to say to you everyday till forever

‘na do saranghae’