#longest smokebreak ever

[sunnydayjackass]

Is this blog abandoned?

I took a long break because I got into other things, had a lot of things happen in my life, ect.

I'd like to keep writing for SWWSDJ but it's also a little hard to run off the demo for so long. Make no mistake, I understand the studio, devs, and all have been going through a lot and by all means- it's better they take their time to complete the project we all have deep feelings for.

Maybe I'll poke around the dusty stuff in the ask box. Maybe I'll wait till the game comes out. I'll try and do the former but I'm not gonna crank stuff out of I'm not feeling it or proud of it in comparisons to my earlier pieces.

[supersfade]

thank u @battylite for tagging me ! i couldnt reply bc this is a sideblog but dvnsdj that nfr snippet is reminding me i havent read the past few updates and i miss nfr pete and patrick 🥺

fandoms: i used to write one direction and ryden fics lol i never posted them though and never will nvkjdnk. peterick and fob’s dynamic is fun enough to explore atm

tropes: misunderstandings, romanticizing public transport & driving, mutual pining, slow burn, and friends to lovers !!

number of fics: i’ve posted 5 on ao3 

fic I’ve spent the most time on: honeymoons & smokebreaks i think that one took me two semesters, a summer, and half of my december break lol

fic I’ve spent the least time on: either naked magic or wishbone, i know both of them took roughly around a month more or less

shortest fic: naked magic at almost 15k!!

longest fic: hmsb at almost 62k

most kudos/comments/bookmarks: im the same with battylite, i prefer not to look at the numbers bc it will make me sad and insecure lol but it’s hmsb

total word count: 153,081 which is crazy !!

favorite fic: all of them mean something different to me 🥺 naked magic bc it’s the first thing i’ve ever finished, wishbone and dreaming of starting fires use ideas i’ve had since high school, hmsb bc it’s the longest & scorpio rising is a diff writing experience

fic I want to rewrite/expand: rewrite would def be dosf, the idea of the whole fic had been too big for me at the time and the pacing sucks. pacing would also be the reason why i’d like to rewrite hmsb bc when i think abt it, the pacing is also bad vnskd. expand would be hmsb again, american boyfriend talked a lot abt racism and i think it would be a disservice to ignore that, but i wasnt comfortable writing about a black man’s experience with racism thru pete’s pov so i was planning on exploring it thru patrick’s idk when that will happen tho. i also plan on expanding one of my wip’s into a mini series !!

share a bit of a wip: im writing three things atm but im ignoring all of them to play stardew valley also there’s no scorpio rising chap 7 preview bc i havent written it vnskjdvn

1. lovestruck, baby / ringtone

“Pete,” Patrick sighs as he presses harder, imagining Pete was here with him in the backseat of the tour van; the way it used to be. Hearing Pete’s voice, it’s easier for everything to come back to him. Patrick remembers: summer fevered fingers touching him while Joe’s guitar case dug into his back; the soft murmur of Andy’s voice in the driver’s seat and the car radio drowning out the sounds of quiet pants and sighs that Pete exhaled whenever Patrick bit into Pete’s neck; the smell of sweat, boy, sleeping bag, skin, Pete, Pete, Pete. Pete everywhere and the smell stuck to him no matter how much Patrick tried to clean up in whatever gas station bathroom they stopped at.

2. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind au

Patrick leads Pete to somewhere quieter, the balcony looking out into the skyline. It’s a war zone outside with the screaming and the explosion of fireworks, but it all sounds so far away to Pete. Patrick doesn’t become the only thing Pete sees, it’s not that cliche where everything hyper-focuses on him— instead, Patrick becomes the war zone.

i realize i need to interact w the community more dfndf but anyway if u wanna do this im tagging u!! i want to read other people’s answers too 🥺👉🏽👈🏽