"What’s the fucking point of any of it?" That’s a scary thought. It’s easy to think, "We’re in a slow march to the end." You have to do something to break out of that. You have to do something that’s a little bit crazy.
the reprise of “you were the sunshine of my lifetime, what would you trade the pain for? i’m not sure” in the closing title track is glorious and makes the album feel like an odyssey through so much of their career and their transformations as humans and in music and storytelling, sealing the hurt and the cracks with gold, always persevering and building on the past without forgetting its resonance, reaching for something in that swirl of cosmos and chaos. the kind of pain you feel to get good in the end/i’m pretty positive my pain isn’t cool enough. so what’s it for? it’s uncertain, and maybe that’s how it’s supposed to stay. they keep asking and keep reaching towards it. smash all the guitars ‘til we see all the stars. that stardust symphony keeps singing.
nawt going to shut up im saury but mania was released when i was in my junior yr of uni and i can still vividly remember the first time i listened to it on the uber otw to class lmao it was like ? 6 or 7 am so it was still p dark and the city lights were so bright and it had jus rained and i still rmbr the street i was on when i heard heavens gate for the first time & now smfs was released in my third yr of med school and it’s jus very…. crying cat gif. feels organic. feels right. feels like coming home i love u my fall out boy theres a little room in my heart for u always
the pete and patrick dynamic truly is like. you can spend your whole life thinking youre all alone and that no one understands you. until one day someone does. there will always be someone who wants you whole. there is someone who can MAKE you whole. even
Hey it's ok to loose interest in bandom, we all have been there, I am just coming back after 3 years break lol, you may still come back some day in the future. Please don't delete them tho, I love your fics and I reread them from time to time. <3
omg im sorry for just seeing this now u probably messaged this when i had my mini crisis cjwodjwksks but wow thank you 🥺🥺 it really means a lot to me that there are people who read my stuff n find genuine enjoyment in it 🥺💗 hopefully i’ll write peterick again in the future 🥺