#lonelyseas

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💛 with landoscar? :D :D

💛 reunion kiss / relief - Landoscar

@lonely-seas

Sorry for the wait on this one. My brain has been a force to be reckoned with lately! I'm setting this one in my stardust WIP because I've done nothing with that one yet. Background: they glow when they touch because Lando is a star turned human and they are soulmates. Oscar has Lando's stardust inside his veins.

"Where is he?" Oscar's voice echoes down the expanse of Logan's hallway. His tone is fierce and deep, and so inherently protective in a way that in all of their years of friendship, it is not something Logan has ever heard from him before. And, quite frankly, he doesn't care how he sounds.

He cares about one thing right now, and one thing only.

"Logan, where is he?"

"He's here, he's safe." Logan sputters out after a moment, his eyes slightly widened as he regards Oscar's undoubtedly frazzled appearance. Such a stark contrast to his usual unforgiving calm, both to himself and to everyone else.

Logan quickly scrambles to twist the knob on his bedroom door, throwing it open to reveal Lando inside.

Lando, who is sitting with his legs crossed up on Logan's bed. Who has cast his gaze down to the floor, frowning, looking every bit like a wet, kicked puppy might look. Oscar's eyes roam all over Lando's body, from his face, to his chest, to his hands, down his legs - but everything appears in tact. No cuts or bruises, no blood, not even a singular ringlet curl out of place.

Then, and only then, does Oscar heave out a sigh of relief so palpable that even Lando looks up in alarm when he hears it.

"Oscar?"

Oscar all but dives for Lando, then. He pushes straight past Logan and makes a beeline for the bed where Lando looks so incredibly small and fragile.

And he holds him.

"It's alright, Lando. It's okay." Oscar soothes, whispering right against the shell of Lando's ear. Now that they've made contact, Oscar can already feel the swirling warmth of energy and love rattling around in his veins.

The reaction is almost immediate. His hands start to glow first, where they're rested against Lando's shoulders, holding on to him so tightly. From the tips of his fingers and up to his wrist, he sees his veins ignite and glow with a gold hue. Slowly, then, he traces the light from his wrist up his arm, where it spiderwebs into the various pathways and networks of veins and capillaries until they all come together at their central hub: his heart.

He is used to the faint golden glow by now. He is used to the warmth and comfort that spreads through him at Lando's mere touch. He's used to his exposed, glowing heart and all of the perks that come with being bound to Lando in ways his brain still cannot quite fathom. He is used to this, this special bond they have between them, and no matter how unusual or strange it might be to others, it is beautiful and safe and home to him.

But it never stops being so goddamn breathtaking.

Once the glow overtakes Oscar's entire body, it begins the process in Lando's as well. His glow is brighter and more silvery than it is gold. However, it manifests in all the same ways, spidering out from the veins in his wrist all the way up to the beating heart in his chest and then down again. Oscar never tires of seeing Lando lit up like this, like the actual literal star that he is, nor does he tire of watching Lando's heart beat softly in his chest, haloed by the other-worldly glow of his stardust.

Together, they fill the room with such a beautiful dance of lighting. Even Logan, still standing in the doorway of his own bedroom, cannot tear his gaze away from the marvel in front of him.

Lando sighs a breath of relief in Oscar's arms, and that's when Oscar decides to kiss him.

Lando hums in surprise, clearly not expecting the sudden affection from Oscar, but he recovers so quickly that Oscar barely has time to register it. It's a bit more desperate than usual, hungrier, needier, because Oscar thought he was going to lose Lando forever and he hasn't. Oh, he hasn't. He's right here, living, breathing, loving, right in front of him and the only thing he can think to do to show that relief and that gratitude is to shower Lando with every ounce of love he has in his heart.

Distantly, he hears the door click shut as Logan leaves to give them their moment together, and he is ever so grateful for the privacy. So long as he's alive and breathing, no one will take Lando from him. He doesn't care if he's pitted against armies, countries, or the entire fucking world, they will not take Lando from him.

For the first time since he was a young teenager, and to his absolute shock and surprise, Oscar feels the warmth a tear slip down his cheek.

[turkeyonarow]

The Beach Boys / Surfin' USA ('63) あえて真夏感で寒さを気持ちだけは吹き飛ばしてみる。 みんなが知ってる真夏のタイトル曲。 でもデビューして二作目にしてダークな闇に引き込まれるようなLonely Seaはいつ聞いても素晴らしい。 #NowPlaying #NowSpinning #vinyl #record #lp #analog #music #rock #beachboys #thebeachboys #surfinusa #lonelysea #uspressing #mono #brianwilson https://www.instagram.com/p/BszcU7OAcj9/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=109acqrspt7ow

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標題[閒聊] 輸錢皆因贏錢起 畢業文

時間Fri Feb 8 23:33:11 2019

先說結論 我輸了50多萬

其中包含了結婚本錢30萬

還有20多萬未結…

本來我打這篇文章時 我正站在我家的頂樓

但是我往下看 我龜縮了… 所以我回到房間了

嗯 我是俗辣!

最後我只剩這些 我不知道該怎麼過日子…

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本來在��些神人的帶領下 我多贏了一份年終

我以為我終於走運了! 原來這只是開端

期間 我NBA在24注 只過了3注

足球 每一場小分 我都追大

每一注 我越凹越大

終於在昨天 鳳凰踢失點球 拉素1:0沒過讓後

徹底結束了為期10年的賭徒生涯

我不會是本版最後一位發畢業文

但希望能多少喚醒正在凹的人

連贏有其上限 連輸卻是不會有谷底

還有 莫忘初衷!

記得你為什麼買下第一張彩券嗎？

我猜大部分人跟我一樣 為了看球多一份刺激

從1.200開始 慢慢的開始到幾千甚至幾萬

我不是天選之人 所以淪落到此!

你也不會是天選之人萬中無一的 相信我!

在此分享我的一點小心得

足球大分賠率1.35 且4+賠率2.30的場

容易開小分!

準不準我不知道 但我看看手中的彩券

2.30我倒了好幾次 給各位參考!

最後附上我本來已經看好的牌 畢竟這裡是運彩版

荷乙

阿爾克馬爾預備隊 vs 阿爾梅勒城 4+ 恩荷芬青年隊 vs FC恩荷芬 4+

祝大家新年快樂…

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推 fwiller : 加油 .. 我帳戶金額比你還少= =.. 02/08 23:34

推 handfoxx : 輸錢都是吃到甜頭開始… 02/08 23:34

推 KG8807037 : 其實小賭怡情就好… 02/08 23:35

推 jesse0o0 : 人生還長，冷靜點，加油！ 02/08 23:37

→ diabolica : 10年50萬 感覺好像也不大 02/08 23:37

推 raya123258 : 期望值永遠是負的 會贏是運氣好… 小賭怡情就好.. 02/08 23:37

推 cash0221 : 娛樂就好，不要賭身家啊！ 02/08 23:37

→ diabolica : 總之加油吧 生活要顧 02/08 23:38

推 HWSA0824 : 拍拍，趁這次 ，戒吧 02/08 23:38

推 rayes : 因為你開始貪了 就當作輸錢買經驗 02/08 23:39

推 s870098123 : 加油！不過我倒是覺得4+ 2.45很容易開… 02/08 23:40

推 LaserLi : 加油… 02/08 23:41

→ clywin123 : 我連結婚對象都��有 50萬努力一點就回來了 加油~~ 02/08 23:41

→ clywin123 : 小賭怡情 跟大家一起打打嘴砲就好 02/08 23:42

→ feen5432 : 正確來說 是兩個禮拜50萬…以前都可以自制 雖然輸 02/08 23:42

→ feen5432 : 但不影響生活! 另外 2.45的確容易開 我有印象過了好 02/08 23:42

→ feen5432 : 幾次!尤其是大分1.55 4+ 2.45的 02/08 23:42

推 becca0528 : 加油! 02/08 23:43

推 craymond : 加油 02/08 23:43

推 plus1211 : 娛樂就好！小注看比賽就好 02/08 23:43

推 gp3au6fu6 : 別在想了，現實生活比較重要，50萬.. 多存幾年就有 02/08 23:45

→ gp3au6fu6 : 了，謝謝您，我想我也該畢業了 02/08 23:45

推 Pinohsin : 就當作50萬去玩了很多國家，玩完了該努力工作賺錢再 02/08 23:47

→ Pinohsin : 從0開始慢慢存吧 加油！ 02/08 23:47

推 mmu00750 : 加油50萬不多 努力賺都有機會回來 02/08 23:48

噓 inbred : 加油 你還可以去借100萬 02/08 23:49

推 YiMaple : 我不到半年，目前負80K 02/08 23:52

→ GeeBen : 生活要過 不能耽誤 02/08 23:52

推 Aroman : 別多想，能懸崖勒馬，恭喜你。50萬真的不多。別再回 02/08 23:53

→ Aroman : 來玩了 02/08 23:53

→ icoann : 叫人去借錢的真北爛 02/08 23:58

推 AMANDYOU : 賭海無涯丶回頭是岸 02/08 23:59

噓 huatou : 叫人借錢的是以為很幽默嗎？ 02/09 00:00

推 PanChen : 小賭怡情不是說說而已啊.. 02/09 00:01

→ blackmilk888: 拍拍 02/09 00:01

推 chukenren : 規0開始.想想很多人還有學貸負債………. 02/09 00:01

噓 ecbytesan : 自己愛賭 只能說閣下活該 快去跟地下錢莊借100萬凹 02/09 00:03

→ ecbytesan : 回來吧xdd 02/09 00:03

噓 serenitymiss: 掰掰不送 五十萬就能讓你清醒那很划算 02/09 00:04

推 a2671 : 加油，就當上了寶貴的一堂課吧 02/09 00:05

推 pilic : 輸1030k的路過…也曾經戒過，但又回來了 02/09 00:05

→ pilic : 就當作投資失利囉 02/09 00:05

推 YiMaple : 1030K…. 02/09 00:06

噓 Prothermo : 不懂為何要用身家去賭 只能說好好努力工作吧 02/09 00:06

→ feen5432 : 各位別罵上面借錢的 老實說20多萬的債務 我也只能去 02/09 00:06

→ feen5432 : 借信貸了… 02/09 00:06

推 DaringDo : 運彩有老闆敢先讓客人欠20萬喔.. 02/09 00:07

→ feen5432 : 很遺憾 並不是彩券行… 02/09 00:08

噓 inbred : 嫁給你的人真雖 02/09 00:08

→ inbred : 銀行貸款還好吧? 02/09 00:08

推 paul726 : 玩暗黑的吧 02/09 00:11

推 blue8d83n : 這時候也只能苦笑 台彩的好處是有本才能玩 02/09 00:12

→ hatsuta : 以後不要再賭博了 下注前想想家人 02/09 00:12

→ feen5432 : 已經沒有人要嫁了 在我攤開這些事之後 02/09 00:12

推 tazac : 30萬娶個老婆還不錯 02/09 00:15

→ tazac : 再賺300萬回來讓老婆佩服， 02/09 00:15

→ westlml : 進來運彩版11年了 看遍不知洗了幾輪id 會長期贏錢 02/09 00:15

→ westlml : 神人 像我們這凡人只能小賭怡情閒聊打打嘴炮就好 02/09 00:15

推 ting790709 : 我替你感傷…錢跑了..老婆也跑了…嗚嗚 02/09 00:17

噓 d147258 : 其實俗辣指的不是你鬼縮，而是只輸了50萬就做出這 02/09 00:17

→ d147258 : 麼懦弱的舉動 02/09 00:17

→ ting790709 : 你要好好加油 ���新做人 別看運彩版了 02/09 00:17

推 Dicky1001 : 其實比你慘的人比比皆是，看開點，好好工作吧 02/09 00:18

推 tazac : 50萬認清那女人還不錯，女人啊要娶同甘共苦的 02/09 00:19

推 runningfu : 能畢業也是好事啦！走了就別回來囉 加油 02/09 00:19

→ feen5432 : 我連明天的太陽都不太想看到了… 02/09 00:19

→ tazac : 先刪除運彩版然後想如何還債 02/09 00:20

→ feen5432 : 還沒結婚誰會要個因賭負債的 她走了很合理!真的! 02/09 00:20

→ tazac : 明天下雨 02/09 00:20

推 cindy070707 : 加油阿，看開一點，還是有希望的 02/09 00:20

→ feen5432 : 雨先下在我臉上了啦 呵呵 02/09 00:21

→ tazac : 願賭服輸，加倍努力工作賺回來 02/09 00:21

→ cindy070707 : 就當作買一次教訓 02/09 00:21

→ westlml : 真的連未來老婆都跑了？？ 02/09 00:21

→ feen5432 : 其實不能說跑了 她只是發現我們不適合 02/09 00:24

推 kid1999 : 我一個月給自己50k ,一天1k ,有過才拿贏的錢來繼續 02/09 00:24

推 WilliamHill : 這篇文可以m起來 十年後自己再來回文 02/09 00:24

→ kid1999 : ,沒過我就不凹 ,反正一天上限就是1k , 場中會丟贏 02/09 00:24

→ kid1999 : 的錢來加注玩，輸了就休息… 02/09 00:24

→ kid1999 : 我是覺得啦，這個小玩就好，雖然自己當老闆我也不 02/09 00:26

→ kid1999 : 敢跟足爽王一樣大把大把玩，沒那種膽 02/09 00:26

→ westlml : 一個月50k也很猛了 一年有600k 扣答可以耗 02/09 00:27

推 gtvbsg : 加油 02/09 00:27

→ feen5432 : 紀律才是賭球的根本 真的! 02/09 00:27

推 cool88 : 目前這階段不適合再玩,但只要活著的一天就還有機會 02/09 00:27

推 lilskies : 10年輸50萬還好 我輸比你多 因爲我國中就在玩了 02/09 00:27

推 paul726 : 台女不行還有越南可以QQ 02/09 00:28

→ feen5432 : 想到明天要跟上組談還款就頭痛… 02/09 00:28

→ westlml : 突然發現我11年來輸了10幾萬好像小菜一碟而已 02/09 00:28

推 kid1999 : 其實我都是拿贏的錢繼續玩，很少一個月輸光50k，要 02/09 00:30

→ kid1999 : 是真的每個月都噴50k，幹他的我真的天天跪主機板伺 02/09 00:30

→ kid1999 : 候 02/09 00:30

→ kiss67618 : 賭球真的很忌諱不信邪想凹，有一句話說的很好 02/09 00:31

→ feen5432 : 沒有影響生活品質就好 真的!我距離發薪還有半個月只 02/09 00:31

→ feen5432 : 能先嗑泡麵了吐司了 02/09 00:31

→ kiss67618 : 贏要衝 輸要縮 我個人小孬孬 不但輸要縮 贏到目標 02/09 00:32

→ kiss67618 : 金額 我也會縮 球賽天天有 運氣不順的時候 就休息幾 02/09 00:33

→ kiss67618 : 天 等轉運了在跟他玩 輸錢想凹 只會越輸越多 02/09 00:33

→ inbred : 能真講買吐司 米 雞蛋 去買便宜的蔬菜夠了 02/09 00:34

推 tazac : 我還沒50萬可以輸呢……幹 02/09 00:35

→ feen5432 : 我就是這樣 我上禮拜輸10萬 這禮拜為了凹回來 已經 02/09 00:35

→ feen5432 : 輸4X了… 02/09 00:35

推 ecbytesan : 看運彩板有沒有人可以伸出援手吧 02/09 00:37

推 MS006872 : 加油 日子還是要過 要記得教訓 過來人推 02/09 00:37

→ inbred : 停神報牌要聽 認真 02/09 00:37

→ feen5432 : 誰會把錢給一個九成九要不回來的蠢貨…當初我也沒 02/09 00:39

→ feen5432 : 有幫忙k大 結果弄死自己 02/09 00:39

推 lilskies : 上一次業力引爆下面有很多富豪幫忙 02/09 00:39

→ feen5432 : 那是k大有人望 在板上沒人認識我! 02/09 00:40

推 liunhow : 百元仔比較不會影響生活。 02/09 00:42

推 beanace : 這篇能幫助到很多人 謝謝！ 02/09 00:42

→ feen5432 : 希望能幫到別人累積陰德 02/09 00:45

→ feen5432 : 最後我只想說 有人能借我3.5千過日子嗎 02/09 00:47

→ feen5432 : 但恐怕 無法說是借 應該是 乞討吧! 02/09 00:48

推 lonelysea : 跟你一樣玩了十年，金額是你的九倍。幸運的是，我單 02/09 00:49

→ lonelysea : 身。 02/09 00:49

→ westlml : 樓上輸了450萬？？一間公寓了耶 02/09 00:52

推 smith5656 : 我輸幾百就該該叫了 02/09 00:54

→ feen5432 : 百元仔才是真強者! 02/09 00:56

推 tp6m4g0 : 通常紅包可以賺 02/09 00:56

推 uiop5566183 : 過年看到這個有點感傷..加油啦輸30萬 再轉個300回來 02/09 01:10

→ uiop5566183 : 娶新娘吧… 02/09 01:10

推 SEP2 : 要設個停損點的，用加倍想凹回來只會輸更多而已 02/09 01:28

→ SEP2 : 50萬不少..但也不多啦..人生還很長，看開一點 02/09 01:29

→ tysh710320 : 加油啦 50也還好 來日方長 你還年輕 02/09 01:45

推 molopo : 多找份兼 02/09 01:49

推 dark1015 : 過年1天4000，你怎看 02/09 02:10

推 mmu00750 : 單身賭球真的無感 有一半就多多想想 02/09 02:19

推 Blackolder : 慢慢來吧，但能畢業就畢業了，別在回來了 02/09 02:50

推 kobe7477 : 20多萬省一點絕對還得完 加油 人生還很長 先努力還 02/09 03:15

→ kobe7477 : 起碼不要欠別人 02/09 03:15

推 louisxxiii : 50萬都還來得及 好好過人生吧 02/09 04:10

推 redbullwings: 玩暗黑別玩信用 人性就是會凹 會使你輸錢 02/09 05:10

→ redbullwings: 紀律堅持10年 但是一天不遵守想凹 就爆炸了 02/09 05:11

推 CoolCool2 : 加油! 02/09 05:58

噓 steco : 我噓你想自殺的部分！輸錢的部分加油，努力工作！賭 02/09 06:22

→ steco : 博就暫時別想了，��爾花個50買買大樂透有希望就好！ 02/09 06:22

推 teacherh : 加油，有工作的話50萬不是大數目 02/09 07:35

→ triff : 加油，錢再賺就好 02/09 09:23

推 bryant780417: 之前世界盃連跟律師大 我帶賽輸了十萬元就收攤了 02/09 10:07

→ bryant780417: 哈哈 02/09 10:07

推 horseham : 才50萬 想想你父母養你花多少錢 02/09 10:16

推 PGONEking : 本來就是賭博 小賭怡情 大賭悲情… 02/09 10:55

推 DaringDo : 你看好的牌 一場2:0 一場1:2 .. 都沒4+ @@ 02/09 11:16

推 applebaka : 加油 02/09 12:23

推 franck : 如果是10年50萬，那這篇文章沒意義 02/09 12:35

→ franck : 我過年前後這兩個禮拜，就差不多輸了快50了 02/09 12:35

→ franck : 不過還好我去年底贏的多XD 02/09 12:36

推 cmjh303 : 加油，關關難過，關關過！ 02/09 14:13

推 tazac : 後續呢？ 02/09 23:20

→ feen5432 : 給我兩個禮拜籌錢 我是去申請信貸了 然後變成單身流 02/10 04:47

→ feen5432 : 浪漢 呵呵 02/10 04:47

推 z790305000 : 加油 跌得起爬得來! 莫忘衷初 02/10 11:10