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angellurgy2 · 2 months ago
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blehhhhh barf
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snazum · 25 days ago
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i yearn for a man to get high with and roam the neighborhood before chillin in a field and cuddling or some shit
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kazuuaki-archived · 2 years ago
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Desperately wants to hold hands with them but it’s almost 10 it takes so long without a ride to their house and they’re asleep
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southangel · 7 months ago
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hey againnn! hope ur doing well ^^ wendy, stan, and kenny (seperate) x fem touch starved reader? could be nsfw or sfw whatever u want
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Stan, Kenny, and Wendy Being Touch Starved
Warnings: slight mentions of NSFW themes
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Notes: Hi anon!! Hope this doesn’t get out too late, i’m trying to use my free time on working on all of my requests. Okay yeah this got out late, oops.
Stan Marsh
Honestly, Stan himself would be touch starved himself, if not more.
He really just needs some love, so a simple touch on the hand or a hug would brighten him up so much.
Since you’re touch starved as well, you both just spend time together all the time, rarely apart.
You and Stan always hold hands, whether it be at school, outside, at home, anywhere.
Whenever Stan is cuddling with you, he gets really awkward often, so he most likely has to be doing something separate at the same time.
You might just show up randomly at his house, unannounced. Please keep doing it more often, it makes day a lot better..
Stan is a really good listener, he’ll let you rant to him about anything and everything as you cling onto his arm.
Will get very awkward if you just grab one of his hands and put it anywhere on you; just because you can tell he can’t do it himself.
Stan can be very clueless, so don’t expect him to know what to do once you start crying for him to come back to bed.
He’s learned to tell you every time he has to go for a bathroom break, even when you’re sleeping because you can tell.
Stan had gifted you a matching hat as his with different colors a while back; he can’t remember the last time he saw you without it.
He’s too scared to ask about it though, he doesn’t want you to take it as an insult.
He changed your contact name to parasite without thinking you would see it, you left him alone for a whole week straight.
Stan apologized for it so many times, it was kind of intense.
He got really used to you always being with him, so it just feels unnatural to have you gone from him.
“I swear i’ll be back quick. I just need some water..”
Kenny Mccormick
Kenny was never too touch starved, maybe a bit, but he loves it when you are since it’s just an excuse for him to show you more love.
From the amount of affection he gives you, it’s surprising that you still act like this.
You could message Kenny at a random our at night, expect him to be outside your window.
Both of you aren’t really that social, so you might just sit together at a lone table, not minding about anything else.
Kenny might rest a hand on your thigh, just to hold you over, might go higher if you’re wearing a skirt.
Similar to Stan, he can get really touchy as well. Any kind of touch is fine, but he likes to just focus on you the entire time.
Sends photos of himself to you when he’s away just to tease you, he finds it funny how annoyed you can get.
Feels a little bad afterwards, so Kenny shows up as quick as he can right after.
He takes a bunch of photos of you when you’re like this, just for fun.
Kenny probably will kiss you everywhere but your lips, telling you that you already got “enough” affection from him.
If you both ever have work that’s due, you’ll just ask for a hangout to work on that together.
It’s really just an excuse to be next to Kenny, he doesn’t mind it at all.
Kenny loves giving you head rubs, and he knows you like it as well.
Sometimes he ruffles your hair at the same time and it gets all messed up. He fixes it before you can say anything, and actually makes it look better.
You probably copy that exact hairstyle from then on, or make Kenny redo it for you.
Always open for late night hangouts, don’t be shy to invite him over.
“Do you think I look cute in this photo? I probably do.”
Wendy Testaburger
Wendy is a pretty busy girl, but she understands how it feels to be touch starved.
She tries not to stay away from you too much, just so that you can get the attention you deserve.
Wendy doesn’t want to give you too much though, the last time she did that her whole schedule was fucked up.
A simple kiss on the cheek is what she does most of the time until she comes back, she can tell how needy you can be.
Wendy ends up inviting you over on the days where you really need her, watching a movie together or even just cuddling if that’s what you need.
You’re one of her top priorities though, so she’s always making sure that you’re comfortable.
Wendy is the type of girl to lend you her beret, or just any piece of clothing to let you have a part of her.
You both exchange clothes all the time and it’s so fun.
You’re almost always sitting next to her, doesn’t matter where. She might get a little annoyed at first, but she knows it isn’t your fault.
Spam calling and messaging Wendy late at night would get her so pissed.
You know she doesn’t like getting woken up, but you should be grateful that she loves you because she lets you off the hook easier.
Wendy would definitely know how to deal with your emotions, especially on those days when you’re extra moody.
A good listener, but a good conversation starter. You love just listening to her talk, even if you’re only focused on her voice and not what she’s actually saying.
The whole time she was just trying to comfort you.
“Anything specific you wanna do? Or maybe we can just cuddle..”
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gyll-yee-haw · 11 months ago
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I JUST FOUND YOUR ACCOUNT AGAINNN OH MY GODDDDDDDD I LOVE YOUR WORK SOOOO MUCH!! CAN YOU WRITE SOMETHING FOR DONNIE DARKO? 💕❤️
HIII, my sweet angel!!! <3
Anything you ask, my love, let's give our sweet boy some attention 😭🥺❤
Warnings: Donnie being a scared adorable baby. Unprotected sex, pain kink, dry humping, risk of getting caught, fluffy stuff...
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You woke up to weird noises on your window. You opened your eyes, knowing exactly what you would find. It wasn't the first time Donnie broke into your room like that, but it still scared you every single time.
He usually did that so you could make out after both of your families were asleep. But at the moment you sat down, ready to ask him not to do that again without a warning, you realized those weren't his intentions at all.
He looked pale. Lost. He had dark bags under his terrified eyes. The scene was heartbreaking. He rushed to sit beside you on the bed and hugged you tightly.
"What happened?" You asked, very worried as you hugged him back.
"Frank wants me to do something really bad." He confessed. "I don't want to do it, Y/N…"
"Shit. Did you see Frank again?" You sighed. "Well, tell him you won't do it. He can't force you to, Donnie. You're a good, sweet and kind person."
"Frank never finds me when I'm with you." His fingers squeezed your arms strongly, like he was scared you would disappear and leave him lonely.
"Yeah, that big ass rabbit knows better than messing with me, I won't let him hurt my boyfriend." You shrugged.
Even on such a serious situation, you were able to make Donnie laugh. Well, it wasn't much more than a chuckle, but he seemed to relax a little.
"Come on." You told him. "We can cuddle until it goes away."
He removed his shoes to lay on his side. The two of you faced each other for a second. Then he got a little closer and you wrapped your arms around him, keeping his face buried on your chest and his soft hair brushing your chin.
"You're safe now." You said, kissing the top of his head.
He lifted his head to look at you and whispered: "I love you."
Your heart almost stopped. It was the first time he had ever said that to you. And that look in his eyes was so sincere... maybe it meant more than the words themselves.
"I love you too, Don." You smiled at him.
You were ready to go back to holding his tightly, but, before you could, he placed his hand on the back of your neck and pulled you for a kiss. A hungry one. He had so many emotions he needed to let out. He would never be able to tell you how grateful he was for you always being there, and not thinking that he was crazy. Well, he probably would be if it wasn't for you.
His hands ran through your body, ending on your butt, squeezing and pulling your hips closer to his at the same time.
He continued kissing you while his hips brushed yours until he started getting hard.
"Donnie…" You moaned into his mouth.
"Need you, baby." He told you, then quickly glued his lips to yours again, his hands going under your shirt and he began stroking your nipples very gently with his thumbs.
Your body melted under his touch and you ended up letting him do whatever he wanted to you. He kept rubbing his erection against you, and even though you were both still clothed, it drove you crazy. But only when he stopped caressing your nipples and started pinching them, was when you gave up: "Shit, Donnie… Fuck me."
He would let out one of those adorable laughs he had as you started taking your clothes off. But at the sight of your naked body craving his, he started undressing himself pretty quickly too.
You two were laying on your sides, facing each other, and he lifted one of your legs, resting it on his hips so he could have access to your entrance. He began stroking your folds and you couldn't see his face very well, because the room was dark, but you could feel that the patterns of his breathing changed. His heart was beating faster.
He grabbed his cock and entered you at once. You bit your lip to control yourself, but he moaned loudly.
"Shhh…" You whispered. "Calm down, if anyone hears us…"
"I know, sorry." He chuckled. "But you feel so good, it's hard to…"
"Well, keep your mouth busy." You smirked.
He didn't understand it at first, but you took your hand to the back of his head, guiding his mouth to the crook of your neck.
He grabbed your hips and started pulling you down on his cock. It wasn't very fast, but it was so deep, and so good.
As he kept doing it, your fingers held to his hair very tightly, pulling it a little too hard. You weren't doing it only to control your moans, you knew Donnie absolutely loved the pain. You could tell by the way his teeth digged deeper in your skin every single time.
You pulled his body as close to yours as possible and whispered in his ear: "Harder, baby, please… make me cry.", followed by bitting his earlobe hard enough to leave a purple mark.
He absolutely lost it.
He flipped you over, so now you were under him and started thrusting faster inside you. His face buried on the pillow beside your head and you could hear the muffled sound of him screaming "FUCK FUCK FUCK".
He came hard, but kept thrusting until you came too, your walls clenching around him until his last drop was finally inside you.
His body collapsed on top of yours and you wrapped your arms securely around him again.
You kept stroking his back until you felt him relax completely. Maybe a little too much. He fell asleep.
You didn't have the heart to wake him up. He was exhausted. What if he saw Frank again? It would be better for him to spend the night, even if that increased the risk of you getting caught.
You would risk anything to make him feel safe.
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beef-unknwn · 4 months ago
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Rating unicorn academy ships bc I'm bored let's go
SophiAva. Goated. Lone wolf x friendly puppy. They're so silly. I want to SQUEEZE them very lots
IsaVal. Also goated. They flirt by asking each other to stupid competitions noone else cares about. That one scene in the Fairy Moon episode. You know the one.
SophiVal. It's decent. They had like one moment in the first episode of the first season then several surprisingly pulling moments in the last few episodes of the second season. The "Everything I do, I do for my family" "Everything I do, I do for my family" scene broke me immensely. Still, it felt ever so slightly forced there at the end. Only slightly tho
Anyone with Rory. Ew straight people 🤢 Just kidding i love straight people. Anyways I hc Rory as aro so ships with him are kinda just meh to me. Sorry or whatever
Anyone with Layla. Ermm......... You guys might hate me for this but.. Layla might be the most underwhelming character in this series. She remained a trope for me while other characters were built on and became interesting. That one episode with Glacier's previous rider didn't really make her any less a trope for me sorryyyyy. That one moment in the Fairy Moon episode and her leadership skills in the penultimate episode felt... too little too late. Anyways WHOEVER HC HER AS ARO I'M COMING FOR YOU. STOP HCING AUTISTIC CODED CHARACTERS AS ARO WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU. /hj 😊
Anyone with Jacinta and/or Delia. Who? Oh the Legacy girls? Yeah no idgaf about them. They were kinda interesting but generally only good for short gags and jokes. Sorryyyyy againnn
That's all the ships I'm willing to rate. One-off characters like Danny or the pranksters i do NOT give a rat's booty cheeks about
Okay bye I'm going away for like a year again 👋
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denhera · 15 days ago
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i wasnt the one and i Just gotta accept that,, and that itll be okay(cries all the tjme Cant do anything Cannot cooe with that Cant do anything All consuming self hateed and pain over that fact I wanna kill myself wanna dieeeeeee wanna get murdered sigh im gonna cry againnn if i keep doing this to myself. I feel lied to. Is ir a lie if you meant it when you said it? i guessnot.still hurts like a one Hurts like a bitch actually Cutting myself would hurt less then this. Cutting myself would hurt less then this that is ture Idea Idea Idea Idea Idea Idea okay no more tears ill just bleed and bleed. and then cry like a baby bcuzzz whyyyyyyyy why why whyyyyy why wouldnu do it to myself, why for some guy who doesnt even want me anymore? You know if im pouring it all out when i said "when you lose something thatbyou oured so much of yourself into, that it just leaves this big empty void, that jothing else can fill the same way. and it just aches for ehat oringinally kept it filled"? thats me with you Ipoured so much of myself into being wife that when. when i lost it i felt like I felt so shattered Entirely gone. god the void it doesnt lesve me though. Ive explained this concept before. ohhh that void inside me you know that all consuming pain filled suffocating void inside of yiu? inside of everyone? the one that demands more and more of whatever. Ifs why humans are never satisfied. its a curse really. and everyone has one. some people can manage theirs bug most dont. i certainky dont. she rules my everything. shell consume me whole one day when its true nothing else can fill it and i will be no more. Would it be scary to get swallowed up in your own mental illness, and never be the same? Would it be scary to die and all thats there is a void. just. pure jothingness. not even light or darkness just yiu, all alone. all alone in your silly little ring ofbhell. purgatory? noo neither fit. its justbyour void. but jot yours cuz ur not even you anymore! the voids consuming me right now isnt it, thats why im so messed uo yeah? cant get stable because it wants this outcome. Is it me? Is this what i want? to die? do i really want to die though? do i? i dont know. i think i just want to jot feel pain anymore. people hurt, so i should cut them off right? but losing people hurts more? yknow what everything hirts sk whats the point. ifeel so crushed and lonely. im dying. im dying for real this time. dyinggggg dying dying dying. im all alone right now even. sure people can see this but jot really. im typing for me. Im live tweeting my death! excpet not tweeting bcuz its not even twitter thank god. what even started this? the fact he doesnt love or want me anymore, not like how i want him? or is it the new guy whos just. better? or is it someone else, is it ur "unwavering love" wavering? is it that? or is it that my friends dislike me, and i dont have enough energy to talk to anyone else. i do this everynighy. I do this every korni n too. and then in the lunchtime. when am i ever good? im not. wow god this is so painful. im jjst rambling. Ramblings of a mad man! no one pay attention!! i will be dead soon anyways clearly
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what-if-nct · 1 year ago
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hihihi today's reminder is that Barbie wall picture is SO cute, also you're adorable!!! I'm glad you had a good day and I hope your entire year is filled with so much love and magic and fun ✨✨✨ happy birthday againnn 💓
Hiii! Thank you!!! You're so so sweet. Thank you. Seriously yours and everyone's lovely messages meant so much to me. I was feeling so unloved, and unwanted, and like I dont matter. And yeah it was attributed to some really bad experiences cause I don't learn my lessons. But like seriously you have no idea how much I love, adore and appreciate all of you and you especially. I feel just so much less alone. That's probably why I put myself in situations where bad things happen I'm just lonely but I can also feel lonely in a room full of people so there's something else going on there. But anyway again thank you, it really means so much to me. Do you wanna see my favoritest boy.
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yourlocalbait · 13 days ago
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Guess whos lonely againnn.
Bleh why do I even bother
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wax-flow3rs · 5 months ago
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guess who's feeling lonely againnn
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a-dauntless-daffodil · 1 year ago
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DONT MAKE ME CRY OVER IT AGAINNN ;A; !!!
that's it! that's it tho! you're right she doesn't CHANGE how she acts, how she shows she cares- rough and angry. she doesn't turn sweet
she realizes she wants to be KIND. not soft or gentle or polite but ust. Better. Helping not hurting
she lets Gerda go and she sets the animals free and /chases them away/. but She stays? she CRIES. only once no one is around to see- it hits so hard because she doesn't do it as a- as a trick or to... get sympathy points. it was supposed to be PRIVATE. she doesn't WANT anyone to see her hurting like this, she just wants them to GO
she's not caged or tied up but she's still stuck there alone and
and then. the critters come back to her
she snapped at Gerda for asking, but you're right, she did tell the doves to go on and say where Gerda's friend was. she let's Gerda go, lets the reindeer go to help her, gives back nearly Everything she stole so Gerda will stay warm on the travel
she kept the muff
;_;
..... can i get metaphorical? Gerda leaves, but the Robber Girl keeps this one bit of softness. even when Gerda's gone, Robber Girl wants to be kind
she kept the muff that's soft and warm and pretty, to make herself feel better, to remind her of Gerda (I Will Die On This Hill) and that means also remembering who she became after meeting Gerda, the kindness she found in herself, the strength to look at something she wants to keep so very badly and choose THEIR happiness instead- the threatening brandishing knife cutting ropes- cutting the collars off specifically, not leaving any trace the fox had ever been kept
she keeps the muff though. and she cries
the muff is soft and warm sure, but it's just her own heat reflected back and kept safe. it's not shared. empty, literally hollow. it's a lonely kind of comfort
so when the bunny (UGH that SHOT WHY) when it comes back and slowly snuggles up to her hand... that's not. lonely warmth
the kindness Robber Girl found in letting Gerda go means she will never be alone
rrrrrRGHGHGHrhghghhh
why did the 1957 snow queen have to come for my heart with the little robber girl like that
she lets gerda go and just EXLPODES in a whirlwind of rage and grief, slashing the ropes of all her animal captives right and left, chasing them away, yelling, freeing them, falling down and just... cries there all alone... she can't keep them anymore. she can't stand seeing them caged. she couldn't keep gerda and now she doesn't want to keep any of them either
when the critters paused and went back to her. the close up of her hand as a bunny tries nuzzling it, only for her to wave it away, only for the animals to stay with her anyway
it hurt good. im a little throat tight just thinking about it
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karasunology · 4 years ago
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STFU TUMBLRBOT TINDER DID NOT JUST DID THAT. this is awkward, hi @tokoyamis-luv 👉👈
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snowflakeanimelover · 2 years ago
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you know who this is I'm back in your inbox.
Moon x reader cuddles. But then the lights come on and sun is now cuddling reader? I need cuddles.
Helloooo!! Good to hear from you againnn! Hope things are well! So sorry this is late!
Relationship: Moondrop/Sunnydrop x Female Reader
Fandom: Five Nights At Freddy’s: Security Breach
Warnings: Fluff :), cuddles
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Good Night, Good Morning
“Sleep? But, Moon, I’m not tired right now.” I stare at Moondrop through the darkness, my packing being interrupted. Everyone has already left on the day shift and I’m the last one to leave, like usual. There are times where I don’t even leave until the morning. This might be one of those times. “Wait a minute…you’re just wanting cuddles, aren’t you?” I chuckle humorously. 
Sometimes Moondrop gets lonely and wishes to hang out whenever we can. Me being the closest to the animatronic, especially Sunnydrop, I can’t help but help them out. Moondrop doesn’t get that much attention, given that all he does is watch over sleeping kids for Nap Time. He’s not much of a talker, either.
Moondrop didn’t answer me in the darkness. His bright red eyes are the only light in the room. I let out a sigh and set my stuff down. “Fine. I’ll stay and give you cuddles.” Moondrop jumped in excitement, gladly grabbing my hand and guiding me to a comfortable spot. We lay down, his long metal arms wrapping around my waist from behind as he clutches onto me tightly. Not to the point of crushing me, though. It was comfortable. And him being a robot made out of cold metal, it was strange that the cuddling was actually warm. 
I was suddenly woken up by the bright lights flashing on through my eyelids. I groan after being in deep sleep, tiredly putting my hand over my face.
“Wakey, wakey!” I hear a familiar voice.
My eyes finally open to see Sunnydrop right above me. “Sunny? When did the lights turn on?”
“Oh, silly! It’s almost time for the building to open!” He says excitedly. Without much effort, he stands up with me in his arms, practically helping me stand up.
“What?! You can’t be serious! I stayed here all night? What happened to my alarm?!” I panic. My body was swaying side to side from not being fully awake as I looked for my bag. I pick up my phone to look at it. 
“You were sleeping so peacefully, Moon turned it off right away!” Sunnydrop chuckles.
“Oh man, I’m going to be so late for work today. Don’t tell anyone about this, Sunny!” I yell before going through the doors.
“Promise!” Sunnydrop yells back.
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c-rose2081 · 3 years ago
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Hi againnn, I swear these are the last questions but they have been going around my head and I’ve been wondering
In the Madremonte AU does isabela run like an normal person or like an animal?
And when isabela was transforming into her form when she was younger did she start forgetting how to speak and start hissing and growling?
Last one I swear can you tell us how isabela acts in her form and how she acted when she was transforming
I’m just an big fan of this AU and have been wondering you can’t answer if u want <3
No worries :) I don’t mind questions!
1.) Both. Isabela tends to walk normally on all fours, and stays very low to the ground. She can swing between trees, and climb faster then any human ever could. But get her going fast enough and she’ll start to stand up, as it covers more ground in a shorter amount of time.
2.) Isabela didn’t forget how to speak until she fully left the Encanto for a while. But she did start to hiss a bit more when she was beginning to struggle with overcoming the disease. Usually when she was really frustrated or in pain and didn’t want to be touched.
3.) Imagine a traditional werewolf transformation, where the body is shifting uncontrollably. Now extend that transformation out over a year and a half. It was incredibly painful as Isabela’s powers began to take over her human body, and was made worse when anyone tried to pry the new growths off her (as this only made it come back worse then before). Transforming Isabela was in a constant state of agony and shame, not just because she was hurting and changing, but because she was losing the one thing Abuela decided was the most important (which was her appearance).
Fully transformed, Isabela is isolated. A lone guardian of the forest with no way to communicate with anything but the plants. I image she acts like a lone wolf might, just going from one day to the next, watching the sun rise and fall. Mirabel is the most interesting thing she’s had since being fully consumed by her disease.
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azure-cherie · 2 years ago
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💛🌱Congratulations for 400 followers🌱💛
Vedic astrology is so deep, i could only understand rahu-ketu at a point but now i know so much about nakshatra, other forms charts, thank you for the time :)ALSO metaphysics and quantum mech..being a modern phy enthusiast 🥲🙌🏻i absolutely lovedddd the blogs about them.
I've seen only aot, so I'd ship you with levi😳
If, can you please provide me with an intuitive reading (about studies/or advice) smth about my energy- hm, ive been like a sloth from past 2-2.5 weeks due to vacations, i feel disoriented from my path, like I'd do so many things to just escape.
Initials- BS and ☀️🌕🔺 scorpio capricorn cancer
Thank you for your time and energy. Congratulations once againnn🎁🎐
Thank you so much 🥰
I am so glad I could be a help , about quantum mechanics i used to barely pass physics in school 😂 but I am very interested in quantum and astro so and ig half of the post doesn't make sense 🤡
I also want to watch AOT but time doesn't permit but yayyyy thank you for shipping me with Levi i love it ♥️✨
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So now let me divide your reading into parts :
Your energy right now :
I feel a very disheartened energy from you did someone cheat on you or are you very lonely ? This laziness that you're experiencing can be a form of escape so that you don't have to face your problems or built up trauma in the form of ability to not work , if you can go check your vitamin D levels ( just a suggestion i am not a medical professional ). I think your family has also been concerned about it , tell them directly not to worry and if you are really tired of life , then rest for some more days and watch things to calm your mind don't worry everything else can be handled later, when you're ready, Get out of your bed , go out in nature , the more you experience life the more you experience the beauty of it !
Your studies :
I think you really like what to study but you're in a point of confusion as to will this thing earn me anything in the future which indeed makes you lazier than before , think over it ponder , are there any possible things that could be better for you , are there any careers you would love to do everyday , some things i get : Architecture , designing , engineering , scientist , medical researcher , charity work .
How to bounce back :
Find out the best learning method for you , just start take a book and just start , discard excessive materials , get yourself a schedule .
Write affirmations for yourself and when you do certain things treat yourself .
Complete your pending assignments and work hard for your testes
Your future with studies :
I see a very bright future for you , sweets in your home , because you scored very good results , your teachers praising you , your peers acknowledging you , but for all of that you need to wake up right , work it right , this reading can advice you but it's in your hands to work on it !
The way i am telling you all that knowing my own studies are messed up 💀
I hope this helped you ! And wake up my friend you can absolutely do this !!!!! I have total belief in you !!!!
Thank you for participating ♥️
Feedback is appreciated !
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meher-sumedha · 3 years ago
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Gwynriel Fanfic - I think I lost our bet
Chapter 4 : Sleeping
Chapter Synopsis : Azriel has a mini heart attack and Azriel and Gwyn sleep together
“So shall we get ready for bed?” Gwyn asked. “Yeah sure.” Azriel replied and went towards his bed. “I’ll just go and change then.” Gwyn said and went straight to his bathroom without waiting for his reply.
So they were really doing this. He was gonna help her get through her fears so that she could find a person to spend her life with. Azriel couldn’t stop himself from feeling a pang of jealousy.
He wasn’t sure if it was from imagining that he would be left lonely again and each one of his friends would have found their partner, or from imagining Gwyn with a guy.
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Gwyn thanked the house for the pajamas and t-shirt that appeared in the bathroom. The bathroom was as big as a house and Gwyn could probably spend her entire life in there.
She changed into the night suit and fixed her hair a bit. She then brushed her teeth with the brush that had appeared on the slap. She had never really wore anything except her training leathers or her priestess robes until now, but when she looked at herself in the mirror, she liked the way she looked.
The t-shirt was more of a crop top than a shirt and it let a little bit of her naval show. But she wasn’t nervous in any way. She was actually very comfortable. A sudden hint of proudness hit her and she smiled.
I am the rock against which the surf crashes, nothing can break me.
She took a deep breath, and walked out of the bathroom.
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Azriel was just staring at the ceiling trying not to be nervous when he heard the closing of a door. His gaze snapped towards the sound that came from his left side of the room and saw Gwyn walking towards his bed.
She’s beautiful.
The first thought that came in his mind that Gwyn was absolutely beautiful. He had never ever seen her like that. Her hair open and a small smile on her face.
He’d always known Gwyn was beautiful, but he refrained himself from thinking that during training because it was unprofessional.
But acknowledging someone’s beautiful isn’t unprofessional shadowsinger.
And the words slipped out before he could stop them, “You’re beautiful.”
Azriel damned his shadows to hell because he could hear them chuckling while he was having a heart attack.
Gwyn’s eyes widened a bit before her face became neutral again, “Thank you.” And continued walking towards his bed.
She silently slipped under the covers. Azriel could hear her heart beating fast. But he was sure Gwyn could hear the beating of his heart as well.
Azriel could use his shadows to mask his scent, not his heart.
“Goodnight Az,” Gwyn said before turning towards Azriel and staring at him for a second before closing her eyes. “Goodnight Gwyn.”
A/N : Short chapter againnn I knowww but my finals are coming up and I’m also preparing for Gwynriel week :)
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