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TW: BODY IMAGE?? INSECURITIES AND BODY SHAMING IG, RANT

gen feel so insecure of myself.

my face is rly rough w my atrophic acne scars and only subcision or something can make it a bit smoother.

im chubby and sometimes my tummy bloats and my chest isnt that big and my hips are kinda narrow, there arw onlt specific moments when my body feels decent, im hairy and theyre kimda thick too so they grow fast.

im dark skinned and feel too big yet too small at the same time.

i dont feel like im a girl cuz i feel like i have a lot of stuff to fix before ppl would even see me as a girl.

im not saying this to shame anyone with these features, but thw thought of what makes other people pretty jist cant seem to leave my mind

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I hate asking for too much

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daily routine

-want

-hate myself for wanting anything

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okayz I'm prob hypersexual

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idk man maybe a weird intimate obsessive situationship with a mean stone top femme would fix me

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my friend said I was disgusting cuz I was poly cuz it tolerates cheating. that's not true right :((

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turning 16 in a month or so hope I die :DD

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i feel so bad my brother got a cut on his finger cuz of my blade :(((

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holding my hands

and muttering flowery words

isn’t enough;

not anymore.

lie in my bed and see

the world in my mind;

listen to my unsaid thoughts

and tell me how to fix it.

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i dont think people understand when i say that i gen cant act right w/o cutting myself, its been what a year and a month or two since i last cut myself like continuously or like dependent on it, god knows i havent been clean for that long but i definitely dont cut myself the same way. its horrible. i feel horrible and am, ive been so unproductive under the pretense of self care when all along its just been self indulgence. i dont know whats wrong with me. ive declined so much as a person and its so goddamn sad to say that the only time ive felt fine or okay was when my cuts actually stayed for along time from the sheer amount. idc if this feeling of happiness is artificial, a lot better to grab at something than pretend that what im doing is fine, (although what i did before was pretending as well)

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trying not to cry but I was doing a project and had a somewhat decent idea and was excited to get a good grade on it cuz my quizzes have been so low but when I showed my mom she got so mad and I completely lost all enthusiasm for it. She helped me make it but I don't like how it looks and I don't know what to do

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anyone wna join 😞🙏❓

I'm the only one giving points lmao 😭

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what was i thinking

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who's willing to be the aventurine to my sunday

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things would be better if-

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Need a grip so bad

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