#loki lauffeyson reader insert

[buckyownsmylife]

Fly Away - Loki Lauffeyson angst

The one where he comes back to find he left you with a reminder of your relationship he never planned

A/N: requested a while ago ✌ It’s finally here 👍 Don’t read the warnings if you don’t want to be spoiled 👀

Word count: 1.4k

Warnings: pregnancy, references to Loki in prison, angst with a happy ending

Y/N’s P.O.V.

When I walked inside my house, the first thing I noticed was that it felt colder than usual. Even colder than the world outside, and that was weird. I almost didn’t want to take off my coat. “Gemma?” I called out for the old lady who’d been responsible for my son ever since I had to start working again. “Did you forget to turn on the thermostat?”

Even as I asked, I knew that wasn’t it. Something deep inside of me knew what was going on. A part of me that called out to him like some old, instinctive feeling from those books we read about as children.

I used to think it was a sign we were meant to be. Now I just think it’s my lot in life.

But the calling was there, it was undeniable. That was why when I opened the door to Gael’s room, I didn’t scream when I found him with our son on his lap. “What the hell are you doing here?” I hated myself for how overwhelmed I was. It was clear in my voice and his raised eyebrows showed that he’d noticed it.

He had always noticed every little thing about me.

Kissing the forehead of the sleeping infant, he slowly and carefully untangled himself from his tiny but heavy limbs before climbing out of the bed and coming to stand before me.

“I expected a warmer welcome, my love.” My love. It’d been so long since I’d heard those words and they still elicited the same powerful reaction, the same unbearable need for the man in front of me.

I couldn’t afford to need anyone right now. I’d been on my own for a long time, without him - without anyone. I knew it was just some remaining feeling that was still hidden inside my body, calling out to him. I needed to shut it down, and quickly.

“Why did you think you deserved a warmer welcome?” I scoffed, crossing my arms in front of my body so as to reduce the desperate desire to reach out and touch him, verify that he was really there. Every cell of my body buzzed, like they’d been dormant ever since he left and suddenly the sight of him there made me energized. I hated it.

I hated that he still had such a strong, powerful effect on me, three years later. I hated that my heart and my body still longed for him, still wanted to feel his touch on me.

“Let’s move this discussion to the living room,” was Loki’s response, throwing a glance to the little boy sleeping peacefully in the small crib. “It took quite a while to get him to sleep, wouldn’t want to wake him up.”

The sight of him taking my child’s needs into consideration was too much. It was all too much. This is what I’d expected of him - three years ago, and not right now after leaving me to deal with a pregnancy and everything that entailed all by myself.

He didn’t have the right to play the concerned parent for the night, not when I’d taken that role alone and doing just fine. It just hurt too damn much.

“Of course it took him a while to fall asleep - you’re a stranger to him! What the hell did you do to Gemma!” I exclaimed as soon as the door was closed and we were facing each other in the living room.

As always, Loki was the perfect picture of poise and elegance as he raised an eyebrow and questioned, “A stranger? Hardly. He is my son after all.” I used to admire how he was able to remain so in control of his emotions when he wanted to, but now I just hated.

Just like I hated every single word that had left his lips right then. “He’s not yours!” I wanted to scream, but in respect of the child sleeping soundly not too far away from us, I didn’t. “There’s nothing left for you here, so go ahead and leave.”

It was the wrong thing to say, even if it was exactly what I wanted to, from the moment I first saw him here tonight. In a second, he was right before me, face barely an inch away, staring down at me with those cold eyes I used to love so much.

“How come?” He questioned, with a sobriety that baffled me. “My soul and heart were left here with you, while I was unjustly imprisoned for years, left to rot in a cell without the chance to say goodbye. I left them here with you, have you forgotten it?”

The shock of his statements, the emotions they induced me were too much for me to resist. I started sobbing, hiding my face between my hands as Loki’s arms embraced me, holding me to his chest.

It’s not that I hadn’t anticipated this possibility. I had known about his enemies and their power, but there hadn’t been a substantive threat in so long, I quickly dismissed that alternative - especially since I was hurting so much.

It was easier to be angry, and it was easier to be angry if I believed he had willingly left.

“It was hell, little one.” I looked up to meet his eyes with unshed tears on my own, not wanting to give in and wanting to do precisely so at the same time. “Being without you it was like…” He waved his hands around, as if searching for the best comparison for me to gather what he meant. “It was like being without oxygen.”

I didn’t want to, but it made me chuckle. Knowing he didn’t need the element but made sure to find something I’d actually relate to warmed my heart, despite it all.

“Having to rely solely to myself for everything…” That had my expression darkening, mind immediately going to the worst interpretation, thinking he had only missed me for my body. But before I could call him out, he rushed to explain, “… and I don’t even mean your touch. I missed everything about you.”

I breathed deeply as I stared at the man I still loved, searching and searching and coming to the undeniable conclusion that he was truly hurt by everything he was saying.

“And heavens, I can’t believe I missed this!” His eyes fell on the door behind which our infant son slept. “The birth of our child, the way your body changed with the proof of our love…”

His hands cradled my face with care, thumbs caressing my cheekbones as he looked deep inside my eyes. And I felt my resolve break entirely. “I missed being able to rely on you too,” I admitted, watching as his face lit up at the small creak I opened for him to get in.

“Does this mean I can stay?” It was the question I didn’t want and was dying to hear at the same time. Because the truth was, I didn’t know. But the more he spoke, the more I leaned towards an answer.

“I’ll do anything to get you to forgive me,” he pressed, squeezing my hips to emphasize his point. “I’ll fall down on my knees and beg. You know I don’t beg.” It was so true that it made me snort, but before I could feel embarrassed about it, Loki opened the most beautifully blinding smile I’d ever seen on his face.

“God, you are still the most wonderful creature I’ve ever laid my eyes on.” It made me avert my gaze, hide my expression against his chest, but he wasn’t having it. “I bet you looked even more incredible when you were pregnant.”

The reminder of what he missed made my heart ached, but it also made me realize just how much he was absent for. All this time I’d been stuck on my own suffering, and didn’t stop to think about how he felt.

“Don’t try to distract me.” My tone was teasing, so I knew it awakened the hope inside of him. Sighing, I looked up to confess my greatest fear about the entire situation, “I don’t know how to get over this.”

Loki knew what I meant. He understood that regardless of the circumstances that kept him from me, I was alone for too long, and for too long I fed myself the seeds of rage and mistrust that I needed to push through the situation. It was hard for me to simply let go of that.

But with another squeeze to my hips, he reassured me with a suggestion, “Let’s try it together.” His voice was soft and comforting as he continued, “Let me reassure you that I’m here to stay, for the rest of our lives.”

[ao3feed-lokiangst]

Fireworks, rain and Lemons ( Loki X Female reader )

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3yRdpQa

by AnotherLokiVariant

Fanfic Slowburn ( vraiment très SLOOOOW) Loki X fem reader Enemis to Best friends to Lovers. /Une version genrée au Masculin existe aussi sur mon compte/

YN est une jeune agent sous couverture du S.H.I.E.L.D. Alors qu'elle arrive au bout d'une longue mission d'infiltration, un certain jeune homme aux cheveux noirs gominés viens tout faire capoter et interrompre sa mission... Loki et YN vont d'abord tenter de se tuer à plusieurs reprise mais à force de passer tellement de temps ensemble à essayer de tuer l'autre... ça rapproche

Je fais de mon max pour être accurate par rapport aux films et au plot de base mais je fait quelques écarts de temps en temps oupsi !

Words: 2100, Chapters: 2/?, Language: Français

Fandoms: Loki (TV 2021), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Characters: Natacha, Natacha Romanoff, Loki, Loki lauffeyson, Loki (Marvel), Thor (Marvel), Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Hulk (Marvel), Tony Stark (Marvel 9810), Tony Stark, Captain America - Character, Steve Rogers, Nick Fury, Hawkeye, Clint Barton, Original Female Character(s), Female Reader - Character, Phil Coulson, Bruce Banner, Loki 2012 - Character

Relationships: Loki (Marvel)/Original Male Character(s)/Reader, Loki (Marvel)/Reader, Loki (Marvel)/Original Female Character(s)

Additional Tags: Slow Burn, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Enemies to Lovers, yn - Freeform, SHIELD, movie accurate, Civil War Team Iron Man, Avengers: Age of Ultron (Movie), Hydra (Marvel), Mutant, loki learn technology, POV Loki (Marvel), BFF Loki, Self-Insert, Français, Français | French

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3yRdpQa

[buckyownsmylife]

eyre’s first anniversary challenge

In celebration of another follower milestone (thanks, you guys!) and my first year publishing my writing on tumblr, I figured it’s be nice to make another one of these! I had so much fun the first time around, I can only hope you guys will feel the same way, too!

Yet again, this is exclusively for smut writers! But you all will have a few different categories of prompts to choose ✌ And to make it even more fun, I’ve made some wheels too! Thanks @iraot for starting this trend and @sweetkingdomstarlight-blog and @iwantutobehapppier​ for making yours too! (Go check out their challenges, btw - so great for when you’re in a writing rut!)

And the categories are... (the wheels are linked in the name of each category)

AUs - the male character has to be the one that falls under this category

Firefighter

Spy

FBI

Bodyguard

Priest

Sugar daddy

Artist

Musician

Nanny

Lumberjack

Politician

Boxer

Father’s Best friend

Best friend’s father

Mechanic

Trucker

Knight

Lawyer

College

Porn star

Kinks

Breeding kink

dirty talk

angst-to-smut (or what I affectionately refer to as smangst and Emma calls it breaking my heart then stitching it back together)

exhibitionism

voyeurism

porn with plot (or what @lifeofrileyp​ calls emotionally invested smut)

daddy kink

throatfucking

spanking

choking

praise kink

anal

begging

creampie

overstimulation

protective/possessive/jealous

public sex

threesome

(thank you to all the anons who helped me set up this list + my discord gang, as always)

Characters accepted - let’s call this a category because I made a wheel for it too

Aaron Hotchner

Andy Barber

August Walker

Ben Barnes

Bruce Banner

Bruce Wayne

Bucky Barnes

Captain Syverson

Chris Evans

Dean Winchester

Harry Styles

Henry Cavill

Jake Gyllenhaal

John Winchester

Lee Bodecker

Loki Lauffeyson

Logan Howlett

Sebastian Stan

Spencer Reid

Steve Rogers

Tom Hardy

Tom Hiddleston

Walter Marshall

Now here are some rules:

You must choose at least one character (duh), one AU AND one kink

x fem!reader insert only this time around

I will not accept your submission if you’re under eighteen - you shouldn’t even be in my blog, ffs

No word limit, the longer the better - but use a read more break or I will not reblog your post, I’m serious.

I’m asking for no Noncon this time. Dubcon is accepted, but no incest, underage participants, or bathroom-related kinks.

Tag me in your work and if possible, send it to me through here! Just so I’m 100% sure I won’t miss it (we all know how tumblr can be…).

You have until July 31st, the day I celebrate my one year as a writer on Tumblr and also the birthday of my beloved Emma. Go send her a love message while you’re at it!

I’ll reblog every fic with a comment and create a masterlist of fics by the end of it! I’ll also be following some of you, since I’m always in the search of more fanfic writers to follow!

MASTERLIST OF THE STORIES SUBMITTED

I’m gonna tag some of my friends so I know they’ll see this, but feel free to reblog it and join! Please reblog it if you can so other people can see it!

@whisperlullaby​ @navybrat817​ @angrythingstarlight​ @river-soul​ @sagechanoafterdark​ @tom-whore-dleston​ @cap-n-stuff​ @gothgirlmahi​ @tuiccim​ @nsfwsebbie​​​ @sweetkingdomstarlight-blog​ @marziwritesfic​ @divine-mistake​