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🗣️ Episode 1 of #LyricalLudology drops in 14 HOURS!👂🏼

I'm am so excited to finally share this podcast with you. I'm such a nerd for lyric games and the emotional power and resonance they can have

Come with me and step into this world of weird little games ✨

Find all the places to listen here: https://redcircle.com/shows/lyrical-ludology

Transcripts and links master post: https://docs.google.com/document/d/15yCm8fc6es5rGknD4For0kB6TWhq-dWY7-lSwUoXwIA/edit?usp=sharing

Link to the discord is in the master post!

I would deeply love to hear your thoughts on the pod once it airs. Feel free to @ me and/or use the Lyrical Ludology tag

Episodes will drop Tuesdays and Thursday 8am AEDT

Thank you so much to everyone who has already supported the pod and hyped it up

I can't wait!!!!

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Or-

I can’t wait to see it crumble in the face of the true beautiful complexity of reality, and for you to shed it, transforming into a truer self

wow that's a nice inflexible honour code you've got there. i can't wait to see it broken under immense pressure, and you along with it.

[r-si]

@kay_wow on tiktok

[heloocean]

[secretagentspydetectiveninja]

posting this with absolutely no context

[breathing-stories]

[More knight thoughts, moving away from cop comparison tho]

I’d like to add that for me, the themes about loyalty are really interesting, particularly when to an oath or set of beliefs that are inherited (eg. from the kingdom they serve, their house/family, or from their knights’ order).

Knights go on adventures and face the world in a way that many other archetypes of that genre don’t. They see things and experience things that others don’t.

And this changes them.

It also impacts how they see themselves in the world, and how much they actually believe in their inherited beliefs and loyalties. In the end, the most interesting knight stories to me are of those who question their beliefs and loyalties, and even reject or redefine them, and what it means to be a knight.

Knights are about self transformation.

what's the difference between knights and cops??

I'm gonna make this easier for future anons: 'Knights are basically cops' is wrong. 'Knights are basically troops' is way more accurate of an own and harder to break down.

Anyway.

What makes Knights cool, in purely fictional terms, is not the use of justified violence or objective moral goodness. This is what cops do, and it's indeed a common modern fictional pitfall to make Knights do the same thing.

What makes Knights different is exploring themes of service and loyalty, not to an abstract 'State' but to a specific person who's cause is admirable, conflicts between one's heart and one's word. It is about eternally reaching for something - an ideal, a treasure, the acknowledgement or even love of a person you admire - only for it to warmly brush one's fingertips before slipping out of reach once more.

Unlike cops, Knights fight other Knights, over ideals, over love, over misunderstandings or tragic circumstance. They cross blades in operatic bursts of violence who's intimacy rivals that of lovers and with victories that are always bittersweet; for what else can the loss of an equal in skill and devotion be?

Do you get it, anon?

Knights are yuri.

[doshegotabo0ty]

[quanticq]

In-game Narilamb:

based on my gameplay, post-usurption

Settled down, former god of death, retired and now wifed up, occasionally gives each other kisses, danced together when the flock is asleep

Narilamb in the Fanfics:

[thatsnotahoodjason]

imagine tim drake passing his english lit classes purely because of his stalkerish obsession with jason todd leading to him hacking into jason's laptop and reading all his old lit essays and book blog

[rendiggitydog]

Dragon Bros came up on my playlist shuffle the other day, n it made me wanna redraw it! Can you believe it’s been almost 5 years? 😫💀

(Original art post and Ely’s Remix)

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What’s a lyric game?

Excellent question! And one that would a major exploration of this hypothetical podcast I’ve mentioned because - this question has no one answer!

But that’s unsatisfying so I’ll give you my definition and encourage others to add theirs below :)

To me, lyric games are tabletop roleplaying games that often blur with poetry in the way they are written. In addition, many lyric games invite the player to blur the game with their life. This could be by playing as themselves rather than as a character, or by playing the game during the course of their everyday life interactions. Lyric games can also be very intimate and personal.

Some examples include many of Adira Slattery’s nsfw games, much of Maria Mison’s work, and my own ‘LOGAN: An Autobiographical Tabletop Game’

Follow up questions welcome!

[flwrstqr]

⟡ 🍮  CAN YOU KISS ME ?

﹙NOTES.﹚when you ask them if they could kiss you + enha x f!reader warnings kissing, skin ship 697wc 𓈃 ◌⠀⠀˖ 𝐀𝐑𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐕𝐄 ✦

— LEE HEESEUNG you look at heeseung, heart racing with a smile. "i want a kiss," you say softly. heeseung's eyes widen in surprise before a slow, teasing smile forms on his lips. he steps closer, and his hand slides to your waist, pulling you in gently. the warmth of his body radiating against yours, and gently cups your cheek with his other hand, his thumb brushing lightly against your skin. "is that even a question, princess?" he murmurs, his voice low. you nod, breath hitching as he leans in, his breath warm against your lips, and then he closes the gap, his kiss gentle yet electrifying, making the world around you fade away.

rest of members below !!

— PARK JAY "jay, I want a kiss," you smile. jay looks up from his phone, a smirk playing on his lips as he processes your words. "you want a kiss, huh?" he murmurs, voice dropping a notch, eyes trailing to your lips. you nod, heart pounding. jay stands, crossing the room in a few strides until he’s inches from you. he tilts your chin up. "you sure about that?" he teases, his breath warm against your skin. you nod again, your voice barely audible. his smirk widens, and he leans in slowly, his lips hovering just above yours. "then close your eyes," he whispers. as you close your eyes, jay finally closes the gap, his kiss soft leaving you breathless.

— SIM JAKE "jake, i want a kiss," you say softly, your heart racing. jake's eyes widen for a moment before a playful grin spreads across his face. "oh, you do, huh?" he teases. you nod, while maintaining eye contact. jake stands, moving closer until he's right in front of you. he gently lifts your chin. "you sure you can handle that?" he whispers, his lips inches from yours. Yyu nod again, barely able to breathe. with a chuckle, he closes the distance, his lips brushing against yours in a lingering kiss that leaves you wanting more.

— PARK SUNGHOON "sunghoon, I want a kiss," you say, your voice soft but clear. sunghoon's eyes meet yours, a gentle smile spreading across his face. "how'd you read my mind?" he teases, his tone warm and sincere. you nod, feeling a flutter in your chest. he steps closer, his gaze never leaving yours. he lifts a hand to cup your cheek, his touch warm and comforting. "come here, angel." he whispers, leaning in slowly. his lips meet yours in a sweet, heartfelt kiss.

— KIM SUNOO "sunoo, i want a kiss," you ask, your voice barely above a whisper. Sunoo looks up, surprise flickering in his eyes before a soft smile curves his lips. "is this a command or request?" he teases, a playful glint in his eyes. your heart skips a beat as he steps closer, his gaze tender and loving. he gently cups your face, his touch sending shivers down your spine. "i've been wanting to do this all day," he whispers, his breath warm against your skin. you lean in, and his lips meet yours in a gentle kiss that makes the world around you fade away.

— YANG JUNGWON you lean in closer, eyes locking with his as you whisper, "i want a kiss." a small, knowing smile curves at the corners of his lips, and his gaze flickers down to your lips. he steps closer. his hand reaches up, fingers lightly tracing your jaw, sending shivers down your spine. "is that so?" he murmurs, his voice a soft, teasing whisper. the distance vanishes as his lips brush against yours in a slow, gentle kiss, leaving you breathless and making your heart race.

— NISHIMURA RIKI you whisper, "i want a kiss." a playful grin spreads across riki's face, his eyes twinkling with mischief. "oh, do you?" he teases. his fingers brush your cheek, sending a shiver down your spine as he tilts your chin up slightly. his lips hover just inches from yours. "i don't know if you’re ready for that," he murmurs, his breath warm against your skin. finally, he closes the distance, his lips barely grazing yours in a feather-light, tantalizing kiss. a kiss leaving you breathless and craving more.

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[ynsvnte]

The dance of the ballet ! — Park Sunghoon

pairing: ballerino!hoon x ballerina!reader

genre: friends to lovers, smut (18+ MDNI), fluff, one shot

word count: 2.4k

warnings: kissing, swearing, blowjob, handjob, boob-sucking, pet names, piv, unprotected sex, degrading, cunnilingus, creampie. a bit of aftercare

Synopsis: with a show coming up soon. You and your partner decide to take one day and practice alone together. A bit of teasing goes along the way, causing more than practice to happen.

Quick note: apologies if there are mistakes as I have no idea how ballet works (I know very little about it) and tried doing some research on this before writing — also not proofread umm bc it’s 5 am and I wrote for an hour just to finish this.

Masterlist

Upon arrival, you can already hear the music.. Swan lake.. of course everyone knew this. You set your bag down and watch as your partner.. dances by himself.. admiring him.. as it goes silent the next moment.. you cough slightly, catching the male’s attention.

“Oh hey..” Sunghoon says while heavily breathing.

“Hey.. ready for practice?” You asked hoping to ease the awkwardness surrounding the both of you. “I guess so..” It’s that you and Sunghoon are practicing alone. Usually you would only practice with the whole group but not today. You take a sip before changing your shoes to pointe shoes. You prepare your feet before slipping on your toe pad, and sliding your feet into the shoe. You adjusted yourself before walking up to Sunghoon who seems to be warming up. “There we can start..”

He just nodded his head before starting the music. As soon as you hear the first instrument.. you become slightly nervous.. you try not to pay attention to the male right next to you. You didn’t know what it was but you felt some kind of attraction towards him. Not that you told anyone yet about your feelings for your partner.

You wait off on the side as the infamous “Swan lake 1. SCENE” plays.. you watch as you wait for the next song to be over so you can start your part. Just like magic.. the next song plays, Sunghoon continues to dance as you watch.. You prepare yourself as you finally start.. Sunghoon is far away, watching you.. Your part is towards the end so you only have a short moment.. and as you stand there the next song starts.. you begin dancing again.. points shoes.. holding you up.. as you twirl.. then Sunghoon begins.. as he “chases” you in the dance.. then he finally catches up to you.. grabbing you arm and turning around.. you both make eye contact. And as everything seems to go fast you separate yourself apart and soon it’s Sunghoon “protecting” you from Rothbart.. in usual rehearsal.. everyone would be here but because it’s a private rehearsal it’s only you two..

Then the third song finished. You breathe for air.. and fall flat on your feet.. you could feel the pain slowly coming.. as Sunghoon pauses.. you take a seat on the floor exhausted from dancing non-stop for 5 minutes.. feet in pain.. you lie down before closing your eyes.. but once you open your eyes Sunghoon is above you staring at you..

“Need something..?” You asked him. He shakes his head before lying down right next to you on the floor.. “Exhausted..?” He asked, looking at the lights. “Hell yeah my feet fucking hurt from standing in point for minutes straight..” you could feel his eyes on you. You tried to ignore it before.. turning your head to the side.. making eye contact. You look into his eyes.. his eyes are on something. Your lips.. “Is something on my lips..?” Sunghoon's face looks surprised.. “N-no nothing..” he sighs before getting up and walking away.. Great way to ruin the mood. But his gaze looked like he wanted to do something.. maybe even kiss you.

You shake your thoughts off and sit right back up. The silence between you two gets louder if even possible. You stare at yourself in the mirror. Slowly gaining back your energy. You could see Sunghoon from the mirror seemingly drinking some water but you focus your gaze back onto yourself.

“What if we never got our roles..?” You asked out of the blue. “What do you by that?” Sunghoon looks at you. You turn your head to face him. “What if we never got our parts we have now we both wouldn’t be here.” You kept a blank face. Giving Sunghoon a hard time to figure out your true intentions on the question. “And what makes you ask that?” You keep quiet for a bit before answering. “Nothing, just wondering. Like what if someone else got your part with me.. or the other way around. Or maybe we both didn’t get the parts.” You rambled on. Sunghoon could only help smile a bit. “You’re so cute.” Sunghoon doesn’t realize he said only after your reaction. Your eyes widen as your voice slowly fades out. You feel yourself sweating. “What did you say..”

“I-nothing..” It’s too late, regardless. “You said I’m cute..” you point at him then yourself. “Is there something you’re hiding, hmm..?” You look at him in an amused expression. Sunghoon Can feel the tip of his ears slowly becoming warmer, probably even a bit red. “Why would I be hiding something.. that would be weird.” He states, defending himself for your accusation. “Sure like anyone would believe you, now tell me.” Of course he couldn’t hide anything for shit. “I did say you’re cute but it was by accident, it just came out of nowhere.. I’m not denying you aren’t cute or anything I just-“ Sunghoon sighs giving up on explaining himself.

You could help but laugh.. “and what if I said the same thing about you.” You stare into his eyes, expression turning into a slight confident one. His own eyes widened, surprised. “Me..?” He was too stunned. Frozen in place. Your smirk widens as you stand up and walk towards him. “Correct..” You could tell you made him extremely nervous and shy. “Why..? Do you like it.?” You teased him. “I-what no why would I..I like it.” He rambled, making you believe the opposite. “Sure like I would believe you. Now tell me the truth. Do you like being called cute?” Sunghoon stared right into your eyes. Noticing the glint of lust in them. “And what if I say yes?” Was he now trying to annoy you or what? “I don’t know.. say it and you’ll find out.” You won’t give up. You really want him to say yes, but you don't know him that well to really know what answer you'll end up receiving.

Sunghoon's heart beats quicker than before. The look you’re giving him causes something in him to quite enjoy it. But he had an ego of course. Not wanting that and his pride to get damaged at all. But he rather shocks himself once the words leave his mouth.

“Yes..” Oh he wished he could take it back but it was a little too late for that. He watched you as you slightly laughed before smirking.. you approached him closing the space left between you two. Bodies against bodies. You look right up at him. The move takes him aback. Lips against each other as you start kissing him. Sunghoon couldn’t help but kiss you back enjoying the feeling of your lips on his. A perfect fit. He thought. He tries to bring you closer. Arms wrapping around your waist as your arms begin to go around his neck.

Lips sloppily moving against each other. You get pressed back onto the wall as you both continue making out. You shiver as his hands start to make way down your thigh, fingertips grazing against your inner thighs. You open your eyes, staring at him before he pulls away from your lips feeling your eyes on him.

“What’s the staring for, hmm?” He places an arm above your head onto the wall, caging you in. You get flustered.. His other arm is now on your hip. Softly pinching it a bit. “Nothing.. Just couldn’t help it” You state, eyes on each other. Your heart starts to fasten, being this close to Sunghoon was not on today’s plan. “Is that so? Or is there something more that I just don’t know..” Sunghoon could feel there’s more to it..

Smirking while staring right down at you, admiring you. “What if.. I wanna fuck you” You pull him down by his neck bring your lips to the shell of his ear, whispering. Sunghoon pauses a bit, a little taken aback at your statement. “Like right now?” he says in disbelief, but not also hating the idea of fucking. “Of course right now..” You whined, hand resting on his growing bulge. You give it a light squeeze causing him to lean his head back, groaning. “Fuck the things you do to me.” his voice turned raspy. “Are sure..?” He asked you, making sure you don’t feel uncomfortable. “When it comes to you.. I’m always sure..” you tease him a bit.

Sunghoon could only scoff before kissing you again. At this point you forgot the whole point of being here. Your hands slowly start making their way under Sunghoon’s shirt. Sunghoon pulls away before pulling off his shirt. Seeing him shirtless for the first time, you could only smile. He seemed to rush you a bit, pulling you closer to him embracing you in his arms. He pulls your shirt off you, leaving you in your bra. His hands unclasp your bra. As your bra falls to the ground, He cups both of your breasts, before lightly sucking on one. You leaned your head back in pleasure. “Heh-eager?” You looked down at him, getting more wet by each second passing by. Sunghoon only nodded his head, too busy to respond.

“Who knew princess had cute boobs hmm..?” He smirks at you. Enjoying your reaction. “Oh shut up.” You glared at him. Sunghoon drags you to the floor, back against the wall, and you straddle him. Feeling his rock hard cock pressing up against your clothed cunt.

“Excited much..” you murmur, your hands grip the band of his sweatpants, he lifts himself up a bit helping you pull them down. You throw his sweatpants somewhere else in the room, admiring the view right in front of you. You rubbed your palm over his covered cock. Placing kisses on his neck. “What do you want me to do?” You whispered in his ear. “You know..” he quietly responded. “What I am supposed to know?” Sunghoon glares at you before holding you in place.

“Knowing how much I want you.” He says, patience clearly running out. “Yeah pretty obvious” you scoff, making your way back in front of him. You slightly pull down his boxers, cock jumping out, pre-cum leaks from the tip. Slight veins decorate the surface. You smile before looking right back at him. Eyes meeting, you keep your eyes locked as you open your mouth bringing his cock closer and closer. Finally once his tip touches your tongue, he hissed, enjoying the feeling of your tongue alone.

You take more of him in your mouth, moaning softly to get him worked up. Few more seconds and you fully have him in your mouth, gagging a bit. Sunghoon only moaned loudly. “Shit you feel so good. Such a little slut huh?” He stares you down. You moan around him. You back away. Cock now covered in saliva, you start lightly sucking on his balls, while stroking his cock, hand wrapped around his base. Sunghoon reaches out, his hand covering over yours. Helping you out with his length. The sounds of his moans bounce off the wall. Both of you are lucky to not have any cameras in this practice room. You stop sucking before licking strokes of his base, getting him closer to the edge. His fastens the pace of your hands. On the spot he begins coming.. letting some fall onto the floor, both of your hands covered in his release.

He removes his hand over yours, forces his cum-covered fingers into your mouth. “Suck. C’mon now sweetheart.” You obey him and begin to lick his fingers clean. He pulls his fingers out of your mouth grabbing your hands and making you suck your own. After that he forces you onto the floor on your back. Cold floor hitting your bare back, making you shiver. Sunghoon quickly undoes your beaten pointe shoes, getting them out of the way and pulls down your leg warmers.

“Damn why so much clothing?” You only laugh at his comment. “Gotta kept myself from feeling any pain.” He finally removes your leggings. Exposing your soaked underwear. “Excited much” Sunghoon says, mocking you from earlier. He spreads your legs, placing kisses on your inner thighs. He kisses your covered core. He licks you from your underwear.. you let out a sigh, enjoying the feeling of him tasting you. He pulls down your underwear and hurriedly begins to eat you out. Slurping your juices, he moans burying himself into your cunt. “Hah-more..” your toes curl as the feeling of pleasure.

Sunghoon gives your clit one more kiss. “Hey what are you doing?” You glared at him, confused why you didn’t finish off. “You think you’ll be coming on my mouth. Sweetheart. The only thing you’ll be coming on is this cock.” He says in a deep voice turning you more on. He pushes inside you. Welcomed with the tight, warm feeling of your cunt squeezing him. “So tight, just for me.” He starts off slowly, letting you adjust. “You can go faster..” you say quietly. Sunghoon hears you, increasing his pace immediately. You close your eyes. Taking in the feeling. Few more minutes of getting pounded down pass by. “Holy shit- close sweetheart.. hmm how about we come together.. wouldn’t you like that.” You nodded your head. Taking one hand starts to rub your clit. Hoping to hurry up. Sunghoon goes even faster chasing his own high.

At last he comes inside of you, triggering your own orgasm. You moan out loud only to be quiet down by Sunghoon kissing you. As you shake a bit from your own orgasm. Sunghoon kisses your cheek. “Shh, quiet down a bit sweetheart.. we’re not the only ones here remember.” Oh right. Sunghoon pulls out before dressing up. He grabs a tissue from his own bag. Cleaning you up. He hands you your clothes helping you dress up.

After cleaning up. You put on your boots. Only to feel a pair of arms around your waist. “I’ll take you home sweetheart..” he kisses your cheek, you giggle. “So what are we?” you say pulling away, and picking up your bag from the floor. You both exit the practice room. Hand in hand. “What do you mean ‘what are we?’ Yn we’re boyfriend and girlfriend now” he pouts.

“Hm? I don’t recall. You never gave me a heads up” you say holding back your laughter. “Okay fine. As you exit the building he stops and grabs both of your hands.

“Yn do I have the honors to be your boyfriend?” He asks, blushing. You smile, kissing his nose. “Of course..” Sunghoon smiled widely, grabbing your arm and dragging you to his car. “I think I’ll take you home with me now, girlfriend.”

Author’s note: LONGEST FIC I WROTE IMAGINE ME WRITING A LONGER ONESHOT BYEEEE ! Do I hate it? Yes the smut part but the ending giving my brain a good smooch. Me and hoon in other universe mate.

© ynsvnte copyright 2024

[ceasarslegion]

I see a lot of people get so mad they pop blood vessels over things that just do not materially matter at all on this website. Like dude I don't think it's that deep if someone ships themselves with the wrong fictional characters or whatever. My bills are due bro. If no one real or living is getting hurt i can express to you how little I give a fuck about it. And frankly you shouldn't be giving this much of a shit. Your bills are due too. If you are getting this angry on the internet about other people who are not hurting anybody real or living either learn to mind your own business or consider getting offline for a while because it's making you very mad about something that just does not matter.

[misty-sparkles]

congrats to Pikmin 4 for having the sickest boss fight in the franchise

[porto-rosso]

(14 year old tim drake voice) guys i’m so excited my anthrax from bruce just arrived in the mail ^-^ it’s part of a new training exercise to improve my constitution and help me recognise the symptoms of various diseases and poisons :) can’t have me getting sick if i’m gonna fight by batman’s side!! actually did you know that dick grayson (the first robin) has only been sick twice since he was 13. yeah first was when he was living with bruce but the second time he was up in new york and i had to break into his apartment to bring him soup so he wouldn’t starve to death. he kept crying and calling me jason which was honestly really pathetic but happens to the best of us if you know what i’m saying. hey is that a joint you know if you light that you’re going to hell righ