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Matching wallpapers #129

another about pills, I didn't plan it I swear.

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2nd: Pill Cabinet bt Damien Hirst

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[surreallabel]

[uravichii]

pov: you're drop-dead gorgeous (and they don't know how to deal with it)

character/s: bakugo katsuki, shinsou hitoshi, kaminari denki, todoroki shouto

genre: fluff, crack (?), them hyping u up like there's no tomorrow, uhh reader wears makeup 🤕

notes: this is for all u pretty mfs aka all of u whether u believe it or not YOU ARE PRETTY AMD HOT AND AMAZING 😡‼️ also disclaimer: the boys love u not just for your face. they think you're so cool for being beautiful inside n out and this is just them appreciating the out 🧎‍♀️

bakugo katsuki thinks you're so pretty that his only response to it is to be angry. he'd watch intently the way you'd smooth your clothes down and cutely fiddle with your hair in the mirror as if there's even anything to fix. he'll cup your pretty face in his hands and squeeze your cheeks together (cuteness aggression probably), "tell me why you're so fucking pretty all the time? what are you so pretty for, huh?!"

bakugo katsuki would always watch you do your makeup and hair and then slip into the prettiest clothes only you can pull off and he's just mesmerized by the whole thing.

"katsuki, please stop drooling and get dressed. we're gonna be late."

his only response is: "fuck off."

because he can never deny nor hide the fact that he constantly admires you every chance he gets. he storms his way to you and snatches a shimmery eyeshadow from your makeup bag. "tch, you don't even need any of this shit."

"you don't like it, katsuki?" you stare up at him doe-eyed, easily making his heart skip a beat.

"h-hah?! i didn't say that!" he shoves it to your hand, "now do this glittery shit next!"

and you just ditch whatever plans you'd made and spend the rest of the night trying on different makeup looks. he'll insist that you sit on his lap while you doll yourself up just because, and you gladly do so but then you both end up wearing a full face of glam makeup 🧍‍♀️ he doesn't know how he just let it happen but he's like, "whatever makes you fucking happy, y/n."

he then proceeds to tell you that, "every one of those ugly extras should grovel at your feet, worship the ground you walk on, and then beg for your forgiveness."

"forgive them for what?"

he stares blankly at you. "for breathing the same air as you."

bakugo katsuki's not active on social media at all but on his instagram, his first and only post is a photo dump of just youー the selfies you took on his phone, your date outfits, candid photos (by courtesy of bakugo katsuki) of you smiling at a stray cat, the power nap you took on his shoulder, and his favorite one by far: a photo of you wearing his black tank top that completely swallows you up, holding up two little peace signs on your cheeks.

and of course, he captions it, "u and ur ugly ass wish u were y/n."

shinsou hitoshi is convinced he's dating a model. he doesn't know how it happened, but he is a little proud of whatever the hell was in him that managed to rizz you up.

he thinks you look amazing in absolutely anything. so when you go clothes shopping together, he casually picks up all types of clothes from the racks until there's a whole pile of them in his arms.

when you shoot him a questioning look about it, he only says, "think you'll look amazing in these, babe."

he also picks up some accessories and just wears them on youー hats, sunglasses, hair pins, and you just let him because each time you let him accessorize you, he gives those little comments like, "amazing." "cute" "this one's tacky; i put it on you as a joke but you pull it off for some reason." "yes. slayed." he made you wear cat ears one time and he just melts right there, immediately taking a photo of you for his new lockscreen.

it bothers shinsou hitoshi a lot when people stare at you even when they can clearly see his hand on the small of your back. he'll slide closer to you and kiss the top of your head all the while he gives them a death stare he wishes he could do more.

he squeezes your waist a little to call your attention.

"hm? what's up, hitoshi?"

he looks at you blankly, taking in your features in awe as if for the first time again. then he stuffs your face into his chest, your legs staggering as you grab a hold of his forearms.

"hey, what are you doing?" you giggle in his chest. he's relieved you can't see his flushed cheeks. "hitoshiii"

"you're too good for this world, y/n. i need to start gatekeeping you."

what blows shinsou hitoshi's mind the most is how you're probably unaware of your effect on him, no matter how many times he's called you all synonyms of the word, 'beautiful'

he's sat on the couch, a tiny smile of adoration tugging on his lips when he sees you running up to him. your eyes brim with excitement as you call his name, truly the prettiest ones he's ever seen.

"something happened?ー" he pauses when you lean your face so close to his. he sinks back into the couch as the tips of ears start to turn red.

it takes a moment until he realizes that you're showing off the purple eyeshadow you had done on yourself, batting your eyelashes at him as you wait for his response bc right now he's just staring at you like 😦💘‼️‼️‼️

"it's the one you picked out from the mall yesterday. is it pretty?"

"y/n." his hands slowly find their way to your waist, "i don't believe you're real sometimes. you are possibly the most beautiful person i've ever seen."

"really?"

"god," he pulls you by the waist until you're sat on his lap, your legs straddling him. "you have no idea."

remember how bakugo said all those extras should be groveling at your feet and worshipping you? yeah, it's kaminari denki. he worships you.

he thinks you're beautiful and he's LOUD about it.

he's constantly bragging about you to his friends and showing off your photos (if you're comfy w/ that), "oh this? oh yeah, this is is y/n, the coolest, funniest, drop dead gorgeous, most ethereal person on earth and they're dating ME."

and bakugo would just grab his phone and knock it against his head with a thud 🤕, "WE FUCKING GET IT. NOW, SHUT UP, DUMBASS."

he'll rub his head while cackling, "whatever, i'm dating Y/N. who cares about anything if you're dating y/n?"

kaminari denki doesn't love you just for your beauty though. you're not just some eye candy to him. if someone ever called you one though, you bet he's zapping their ass and with the whole bakusquad by his side because somehow they feel obligated to protect you now too. 🧍‍♀️ (denki's effect)

and just as much as he compliments your beauty everyday, he never forgets to let you know how beautiful your heart is too. in fact, he calls you 'angel' because how could someone be this beautiful and be so kind and caring to him at the same time?

"sometimes.." he looks up pensively from his lap where you lay your head, "i feel like i've been blessed by the heavens when i got to date you.

"denkiー"

"don't even think i'm exaggerating, y/n!" he pokes your cheek when you turn your head to look at him, "you're amazing. i don't know what i did for you to give me a chance."

there are times though when a part of kaminari denki feels a little insecure because he thinks he looks quite stupid next to you, and it doesn't help either that the bakusquad never lets him hear the end of it 😔

"denki, you don't look stupid because you're next to me. you do that on your own."

"aww, thank yー hol' up." 🤨

he's pouting but you immediately wipe that off by apologizing and peppering his face with kisses, ending it with a loud smooch on his lips with a "mmmwah!"

kaminari denki now can't remember what you're even apologizing for in the first place.

you and todoroki shouto are so beautiful, the visuals are blinding 😩 you'd walk to your classroom together, him opening the door for you and you smiling at him, lovingly squeezing his arm as a silent 'thank you,' and people just stare with their mouths agape, not knowing who exactly to be jealous of.

shouto definitely stares the most though until it concerns midoriya, "t-todoroki-kun, you haven't moved in three minutes. are you okay?" because he might as well have drawn hearts on his eyes and stab an arrow to his heart with the way he looks at you.

todoroki shouto always kisses your eyes, nose, cheeks, hair, and your lips, of course, just to let you know how beautiful he thinks they are.

he thinks whatever you do or wear is so pretty, hence, the many, many photos of you on his phone. his lockscreen changes every 2 days because everyday he just gets a prettier shot of you, and he always shows them to you and to his friends and siblings ☹️ because everyone, including you, should appreciate what a beauty you are!

"this looks great! you'd make a great photographer, shouto" you lean in to kiss his cheek, immediately sending a flush across his face.

"well..." he looks to the ground, the feeling of your lips still lingering on his right cheek. "that's all you... you're beautiful. i don't know how it has anything to do with me, but thank you."

and then he leans closer, tilting his head to the side to silently ask for another kiss. you laugh softly at this, and when you cup his cheeks in your hands and start planting kisses all over his face the way he does to you, shouto confirms it in his mindー y/n is an angel.

todoroki shouto would get a little overboard with the photos though because he'll spam that button and keep every single one. when you ask why keep the blurry ones, he explains, "that's still a photo of you. why would i delete it?"

he also has a photo of his point of view from when he had his head on your lap. he said he wanted to capture "the happiest moment of his life." you convince yourself it's sweet but it's literally just a photo of your chin in a weird angle.

"shouto, that's just my chin."

he looks at you dead in the eye. "y/n, you have a lovely chin."

you call him a weirdo, which surprises him a little, but then you drape your arms around his neck and pepper kisses all over his face again because who else in the world would say that to you?

[wonsroyalty]

it's okay, i'm okay : ̗̀➛이희승

i don't want him anyway, girl, take him..

✧heeseung x f!reader

genre/warnings: 3.8k, i don’t want to give too much away :0 but angst, relationship, cheating, shouting, sex, fighting, mentions of wishing death. this in no way shape or form represents heeseung, it's purely fictional!

a/n: i’m obsessed with this song omg + i listened to white ferrari (it’s my cry song 😕) at one point while writing this so theres a few references AND i was listening to the new tyler album so if it’s not sad enough it’s because i was so excited 😭😭 ooo and the favourite song choice is from those playlists that enha made at the start of the romance untold era 🔥🔥 for @sofsofenso my no.1 fan, mwah 😽 i hope you like it !!

"I. Love. You. So. Fucking. Much." he kissed you between each word.

Your chest was heavy as you held his weight on your stomach but you managed to laugh at his actions.

"We'll be together forever right?" you held your pinky out.

"Forever and ever!" he crossed his own with yours.

Heeseung Lee wasn’t dead but you truly wished he was.

Your naive 11-year-old heart truly believed that you'd be with him forever. He was your first everything.

You were that cheesy couple in the group that everyone believed would get married and have kids and stay together till you were old and grey.

Too bad, considering your luck was always terrible and you had attracted the devil's spawn.

The fleeting moments of you sneaking him into your room, the lingering touches you shared and the overall thought of his existence skated around the interior of your brain.

You desperately wanted to get rid of them but they brought a sense of comfort that only he could fill.

"I think you might be my soulmate.." he trailed off.

"Hee!" you scolded him. "Wait until after we meet your parents."

You smoothed down your black skirt, checking your outfit in the mirror one last time.

He helped you into his red leather jacket before pulling you into his embrace.

"Heeseung!"

"Okay, okay baby." he pulled away. "Let me get a picture before we go,"

The flash of his polaroid camera captured your smitten expression as he kissed your cheek.

His parents loved you, they claimed that their son had a glow around him whenever he was with you.

"Oh my, sorry. I can't focus when I look into your eyes, pretty." Heeseung whispered.

You lightly hit his chest. "I was telling you to look at this."

"Wait, new lockscreen and it's still me!" he got up and did a little dance.

"Yeah, but that not what I- "

He picked you up and twirled you around before attacking you with tickles.

"Stop, stop!"

"Tell me how much you love me and I'll stop." he cackled.

"I love you, so much, Hee." you collapsed onto his bed in a fit of giggles.

He flopped down next to you and pulled you into his chest.

"You really are my soulmate."

What a bunch of crap.

"Yn.. don't look but she's.. over there." Winter glared in the direction of the girl who was partly responsible for the end of your relationship.

Keeho rested an arm around your shoulder as he showed you around the party.

"You're so drunk already." You laughed at him. “Again.”

It was common for Keeho to get heavily drunk at pre’s and every time he said he would stop but just didn’t follow through.

"AM not." he pouted.

The two of you walked over to your friends.

"Where's your man?" Sungchan laughed behind his cup.

"We're not always together." you grumbled.

His comment did make you curious though as you had both made your way to the party separately.

Your grandfather was sick and you wanted to visit him in the hospital before making your way to Keeho's 19th, so you had told Heeseung he could meet you whenever he got there.

Chenle told you that he'd seen him in the kitchen earlier so they all followed you there.

"Heeseung! What the fuck!" you shouted.

Yunjin was pressed up against your boyfriend who had a hand in her hair. They were about an inch away from kissing but judging by the gloss on his lips, you could tell that they already had.

He gently pushed her away with a laugh.

"Baby, hey." he waved to your friends too.

"What is your problem?!"

You pushed him away as he got closer to you.

He grabbed your arm and pulled you out of the kitchen.

"Guys.." Winter called after you.

His feet stopped once you were inside a bathroom.

"I've never seen you that mad before, pretty." he laughed.

"Let me out."

"No way... you're actually jealous."

Your jaw dropped.

"I'm not jealous, I'm breaking up with you."

"No, you're not." His face dropped. “Your emotions are high right now because your grandfather is sick. Don’t let that cloud your judgement.”

All you could do was look away because you believed his words.

"Come on, let's talk about this." he attempted to kiss you.

"Get off! You've clearly kissed someone else tonight and you expect me to want to stay with you despite you cheating."

This wasn't even the first time you'd caught him “cheating” on you.

He laughed in your face.

"This isn't Yunjin's lip combo." he joked.

"Well, it's someone's isn't it?" you frowned.

"So, you're gonna throw away 9 years because you don't trust me?" he calmed down.

Spolier! He'd convinced you to stay with him once again!

You remember the disappointed looks from all of your friends when you walked out with his arm around you.

They weren’t the only people who began to warn you about Heeseung.

Every new person you’d interacted with told you that he was bad news but you reassured them that he was just getting used to university.

He seemed to switch as soon as you’d gotten to uni, badmouthing you to his friends, staying out late, missing dates, ignoring you and each time you’d take him back.

You even took him back when you walked into the lunch area and caught him kissing your seat-mate from Politics.

Your best friends didn’t speak to you for a week after that one.

But you’d become desensitised to the feeling you got when you’d catch him. Taking him back immediately saved you from having to argue with him and you were tired.

Tired from the stress of your degree and having to deal with Heeseung.

Everywhere you went, you received looks of pity. No one envied you for being in a relationship with Heeseung, they all felt sorry for you.

You continued to defend him and every time he’d act out and chip off a piece of your heart, leaving you embarrassed and scared.

“Hee is my soulmate.” you reiterated.

Heeseung was all you ever wanted.

He was all you’d ever known.

Hee was your first everything.

Letting him go, would be losing a part of yourself and you weren’t quite sure if you were capable of doing that yet.

But four months later at the same house you'd been pushed to your limit.

“Great to see that you aren’t as drunk as last time.” Chenle poked at Keeho.

“I’m on lookout, Jiung smashed my dining room table last time.” He rolled his eyes.

“Yn!” someone turned you around.

“Hey, Yunjin.” you all sighed.

“Where’s Heeseung?” she pouted.

You really didn’t know and you were tired of people asking you that.

“I don’t know, go find him if you want.” you shrugged.

You had every reason to be mad at him.

It was your 10-year anniversary and you hadn’t done anything to celebrate together.

The party was his idea of “having a fun anniversary”.

“Yunjin, don’t come over to kill the vibe.” Sungchan groaned.

“Fine.” she grumbled.

On her way past you, she pretended to trip in order to dump her drink down your front.

“Shit.” you ran off to a bathroom in order to get the ice out of your bra, not even stopping to hear Winter scold Yunjin.

Most of them were locked so you opted for the one in Keeho’s bedroom.

On the verge of tears, you attempted to calm yourself down and get a shirt from his walk in wardrobe.

You threw on a jersey that matched with your jeans and were on your way out when someone came into the main area of the room.

“Finally, I’ve been looking for you for ages.” a girl giggled.

‘What is Yunjin doing here?’

“Well, I’m a busy man.”

‘Heeseung?! What kind of a sick joke was this?’

“Ugh don’t remind me. I asked Yn where you were and she literally said she didn’t care.”

‘I didn’t say that??’

“What?” Heeseung sounded confused.

“Enough about her, I’m right here. And we have all the time in the world.”

You could hear her kiss him.

The same lips that had spent countless hours pressed against your own.

The same lips that spoke promises of fulfilment and expressed their gratitude towards you.

The same lips that whispered words of encouragement when it was just the two of you, late at night while you gave yourself to him.

You felt disgusted.

Heeseung Lee wasn’t dead, but you truly wished he was. You wanted him to suffer an unspeakable fate for hurting you but every time you thought of him, you couldn’t bear the thought of having to live without him.

The remaining fragments of your heart fell into the palm of your hand. There was nothing to fight for anymore.

You should’ve moved long before the moans reached your ear but you were frozen in shock.

‘Is this what people warned me of.’ you panicked. ‘I should’ve never let it get this far.”

Your feet didn’t wait and moved involuntarily as you gave away your hiding spot.

You needed to see it for yourself.

The tears that you’d been holding in for months fell down your cheeks.

“I can’t do this- not today.”

Pushing past them you ran downstairs and out the doors, attracting the attention of your friends.

“Yn? What, wait!” Heeseung shouted, running after you as he slipped his clothes back on.

He grabbed your arm pulling you back into his embrace.

You shoved him away violently this time.

“Baby, I’m sorry.”

“You can’t keep saying you’re sorry and then acting out and embarrassing me every. single. time. I’m fed up Heeseung, I am done with you for good. The pain I feel just from loving you is a burden that I shouldn’t have to face anymore. I love you so much, Hee- Heeseung.” You cried as you pushed him away again. “I care so much, but it’s clear that my best just wasn’t enough for you. I’m sure that- that in another life we’d be happy.. but in this one I just don’t think that’s possible.”

“Yn, no. I’ll fix this.. I’ll fix us and I- I’ll change my ways. Just- please.” he trembled. “I wanted- I want to spend my life with you.. I can’t lose you. You can’t leave me. You’re all I’ve ever known.”

“Well that’s not true,” you sobbed. “I don’t trust you anymore.”

“Baby, why.” he grabbed your hands. “Why don’t you trust me anymore? What do I have to do to get you to trust me again.. I’ll do anything for you. I love you..”

You could see your friends in your peripheral vision watching in concern. Waiting to intervene.

“Can I ask you something?” you stared him in the eye. “I need you to answer honestly.”

“Anything!” he pleaded, tears running down his face. “Ask me anything.”

“Why did you do it time after time?” you watched him deny his acts.

“Sieun told me. You were with Yunjin, Aya, Kate. You even tried it on my Winter and she’s my best friend, Mia, Yeji, Aeri.. I can’t.” The tears fell again.

“None of them compare to you.. Baby, please don’t leave.” he tried getting closer to you. “When I look at you all I see is my soulmate. I care for you still and I will, forever.”

“Well, I look at you… and I see nothing.”

For once, he didn’t even try to fight back.

The rest of the night was a blur.

Sungchan punched him and Winter took you home as you cried for days to come.

You waited by the phone for a text or even a call with an apology but days passed then weeks which turned into months.

There was an odd sense of comfort in knowing that he knew he was in the wrong but all you wanted to do was have him hold you and tell you that everything would be alright.

Yunjin waited for her coffee to be made as she looked down at her phone.

"I.. You know what.. I don't care." you leaned back in your chair.

You didn’t know if she was still dating him, and you didn’t want to.

Chenle gasped.

"Are you being real right now?" He pressed. "This is new territory."

You nodded.

Winter suddenly began to look uncomfortable.

"Coming.. over.. here." she muttered out.

"Yn!" Yunjin screeched. “You’re going to Keeho’s party tonight right?”

“Yeah.. Surprised that you are too, you know.”

She pointed at herself confused.

“I didn’t know you were friends with Keeho.” you pointed.

“Oh, I’m not. I’m someone’s plus one.” she looked away bashfully.

“That’s not a problem.” you shrugged it off. “We’re all there to get wasted anyway.”

She mistook your lack of anger as friendship.

“Well, hope I see you later.” she waved, taking off as her order was called up.

“I don’t.” Chenle groaned.

You looked at the time on your phone.

“Cute lockscreen.” Winter giggled.

It was a picture of you, her, Chenle, Sungchan and Keeho on holiday together.

That was the summer after you and Heeseung broke up.

“It is so hot here.” Winter fanned herself.

“That’s because you’re stood out on the balcony.” Sungchan laughed.

Everyone else lounged around your hotel room.

You were still a mess.

They were trying to distract you from anything and everything and while you appreciated the thought, you just wanted Heeseung back.

Your phone was connected to Keeho’s speaker, blasting some songs that you weren’t paying attention to.

A familiar intro snapped you out of your trance and you immediately reached for your phone.

“No- No, Yn give me that.” Chenle snatched the phone out of your hands.

You’d pressed onto Heeseung’s contact and were in the process of typing out ‘I miss you…’

You remembered what Heeseung told you the first time. “Sincerity is scary by the 1975. Whenever I hear the song, I think of you.” he shrugged. “I guess that’s why it’s my favourite.”

All it took was one song, his favourite song, and you fell back into the rhythm that they were trying to get you out of.

“Come on.” Keeho smiled as he helped you up. “Let’s go out, it’s not every day that you get to be in Hawaii!

Now two years had passed.

You were in the final year of your Bachelor’s degree, with employment lined up for you to work under a United Nations representative as you studied for your Masters.

Winter was going off to Paris to work as a designer for a luxury brand, Chenle was already earning 6 figures as an accountant while studying, Keeho and Sungchan were both planning a gap year before going into business and engineering respectively.

Your best friends, all going their separate ways. You couldn’t bear the thought.

You loved them like no other and having to deal with life’s problems alone didn’t seem too great.

Together you’d created a calendar to show whenever someone was free and had planned several group holidays to come.

Spending winter in Paris with Winter, spring break in the Philippines with Keeho and Sungchan and several mini trips in summer with Chenle.

“Cheers!” Keeho shouted.

“What are we cheering to?” you laughed.

“Us… duh!”

You’d all settled on the conservatory sofa, away from the noise and people at the party.

“We have 5 months left, don’t get sappy.” Sungchan smiled.

“Well if you think about it, it’ll be over in no time.” Winter looked deep in thought. “We’ve been friends for 19 years now and those flew by.”

19 years..

It didn’t take long for you all to realise that you really didn’t have a lot of time left in your bubble.

Having to face the real world without your found family was difficult.

“I don’t want to leave you guys.” Chenle cried into your side as you all hugged each other.

“Please don’t be a stranger guys,” Keeho sobbed. “Weekly group facetime calls, weekend trips..”

“I want postcards.” you wailed. “From your world trip.”

“You’ll all get them.” Sungchan bawled.

“Remember in nursery when- when Chenle started that paint fight and we all got scolded by the teacher.” Winter laughed with a sniffle.

Laughter broke out across the group.

You had the picture on your childhood bedroom wall. The four-year-old versions of yourselves covered head to toe and looking guilty.

Time really does fly by.

“I love you guys.”

The moment was cut short when Jiung stumbled into the room.

“Hey!”

“Not me!”

Chenle dove out of the way and you ended up covered in Jiung’s drink.

“Why does everyone put ice in their drinks!” you wined. “I’m going to steal a shirt, Keeho.”

You left the group as they arranged a ride home for Jiung and looked for a change of clothes in Keeho’s wardrobe.

Slipping a shirt on, you left his room but realised you’d wanted to use the bathroom.

There was another down the hall anyway.

You were in the process of washing your hands when you noticed the song seeping through the gap under the door.

“Sincerity is scary by the 1975.”

But you didn’t have an urge to text him.

The door flung open.

‘Why!’ you groaned.

“Ba- Yn..” he tilted his head. “You look better.”

“Please leave, Heeseung.”

You hated how he looked even better.

“Why are you looking at me like that..” you whined.

You hated how your whole being shut down as soon as you were close to him. The past two years went out of the window.

“Like what?” he whispered.

“You know we can’t..” you trailed off.

He took several steps closer to you and you hesitated to breathe.

“We’re not doing anything.” his eyes were very much focused on your lips.

Winter’s voice rang out in your head.

“Don’t tell the guys.. but if you ever end up in the same place as him, I think you should get closure. It’ll help you move on.”

You let him kiss you.

When he pulled away you brought him back, kissing his lips with a hunger you’d never had before.

He pulled you up by the waist and placed you on the bathroom counter, fingers immediately making their way under your skirt.

“Are you sure?” he asked.

“One last time.” you confirmed before kissing him again with even more passion.

“Fuck, you’re so wet.” he pulled down your underwear and began to lap at your cunt.

Your hands grasped at his now red hair, as your head fell back against the mirror with a gasp.

He knew you like the back of his hand and you were ashamed to reach your climax so fast as he worked your insides with precision and memory.

“Fuck.. Hee- Heeseung, I’m gonna cum.” you moaned out.

“Cum for me, pretty. You did so well,” he praised as he rubbed your clit.

The nickname and intensity of your orgasm did a number on you.

You felt lightheaded as he kissed you breathlessly before reaching into his pocket to pull out a condom.

‘Thank God, he got the message. One last time.’ you thought. It felt too intimate to let him fuck you raw.

Your fingers made light work of discarding his belt and jeans so you could pull his boxers down teasingly slowly.

“Baby, please..” he whined.

You slid off the counter and onto your knees, immediately taking him into your mouth.

Your muscles moved like clockwork, memory working overtime as you pushed his buttons the way he always loved.

“Not yet..” he whimpered.

He pulled your head off his dick and helped you stand up then bent you over the counter.

You watched in the mirror as he rolled the condom on and then rubbed his length on the slick of your release.

“Heeseung,” you whined as he nudged your clit with his tip.

“All in one?” he asked you.

You nodded.

He sheathed himself into you in one go.

Feeling as though you could cum then and there, you slumped onto the surface in front of you.

Heeseung grabbed your hair and forced you to watch him in the mirror.

Once you made eye contact, you became fully aware of the situation you were in.

You cried out as he slapped your ass before slamming into you from behind.

The moans leaving your lips and whines leaving his would be heard by everyone if the music wasn’t so loud.

He knew exactly what to do and you didn’t even have to tell him what pace to go at, he remembered.

“Hee! Right there.” you cried out. “R- Right there.”

“I’m so close.” he cried. “Shit..”

“Me too.” you held your hand out.

Heeseung grabbed your outstretched hand as you came together.

Silence overcame you both as he threw the condom into the bin and helped clean you up.

He tried to kiss you again.

You looked away.

It was clear that he had just cried but so had you.

The tension and emotion you had for each other was too strong.

“I’m sorry.” he croaked out. “I’m so sorry.”

Your arms pulled him into your embrace.

“It’s okay.”

He pulled back slightly and kissed you again.

This time it was light and if you weren’t paying attention, it would’ve felt as though he was never there.

You wiped his tears away before your own.

“Do you ever think about what life would be like for us, if things were different..?” he asked.

Someone burst into the room.

“You bitch!” Yunjin shouted at you.

It wasn’t hard to assume that you’d just had sex with the smell lingering in the room and the mirror fogged up.

“Huh?” you looked at Heeseung to explain.

“Wait, Yn- ”

You laughed in pain.

“You’ve got to be fucking kidding me.”

You’d just helped him do what broke your heart in the first place.

Instead of sadness or anger you just felt done.

“We were just talking.” you lied.

You weren’t covering for him. You knew that he needed the closure as much as you did but ultimately you were trying to save your own skin.

Yunjin looked furious.

“You can have him.” she seethed. “I should’ve known that he’d never get over you. But I didn’t think that you’d try to get at him.”

“Girl, take him. He’s yours.” you put your hands up, signalling that you were finished with whatever was going on. “I had him in the first place, I don’t want him anymore.”

You felt bad talking about Heeseung like he was an object while he was right in front of you but you pushed that aside.

“No-!” she frowned.

“I don’t want him anyway,” you turned to leave. “Girl take him.”

Yunjin didn’t even try to fight it.

She seemed shocked that you’d given up so easily.

“Heeseung,” you started. “To answer your question, I did. But I learned not to expect much from you.”

Heeseung Lee wasn’t dead, but you no longer cared enough to wish he was.

THE END.

[amourtoken]

ik this was on the poll but I genuinely couldn't help myself I had to write shit down or my head would explode

here's some sugar daddy Noah thoughts lol

*NSFW below the cut, MDNI*

cw: age difference, dirty talk, raw sex (pls do not), sex toys, light exhibitionism, Noah is fucking gross and that's ok, size kink, oral, dacryphylia, dom/sub, maybe dubcon if you squint but not rlly, daddy kink

♡ god be with me on this one lmao

♡ how did you end up in this situation? It's a little clichè but you were in the same club and he couldn't keep his fuckin eyes off of you. Normally you don't go to these upscale places but tonight it was in your favor, getting invited to Noah's private section gave you a chance to get away from the college friends you'd come with and actually enjoy yourself.

♡ keeping his eyes off you was one thing but his hands? Impossible.

♡ he'd instantly rested his large hand on your thigh the second you'd taken a seat next to him. Bold, but you didn't seem to mind it. He was sharing the booth with his band mates, they all seemed at least 10 years older than you but you didn't mind. you tried to conversate with them equally but the hand sliding up your thigh was making it difficult.

♡ like I said he's gross. No shame. If he wants something he's gonna get it one way or another but he at least tries to be respectful off the jump. Just when his fingers dipped under the hem of your short black dress he leaned against you to whisper something only you could hear.

"You're more than welcome to tell me no, but wanna come with me back to the hotel?"

♡ you've known the man for an hour tops, but he made you dizzy and created a swarm of butterflies in your belly so why say no? You're a few drinks in anyway, maybe prior you would've thought this was a terrible idea but the way his fingers feel caressing your thigh and how fuckin good he looks with those sleeves rolled up and all his tattoos on display? Maybe you can't resist either.

♡ this was just the first time you met, and it led you down a lovely path with him.

♡ at first it was just fucking. Meeting up whenever he was around or sending videos back and forth while he was out on tour. It escalated to him flying you out on occasion to watch him play, he'd book you the nicest hotel rooms and order you any food you needed while you were there. He started sending you flowers at home, and little gifts. His definition of a little gift is a $400 anklet with his initial on it though.

♡ after a few months he was regularly spoiling you with absolutely anything he had an excuse to. You so much as laid eyes on something for too long and he'd get it for you. He'd fly you out of the country whenever you had a break from classes and you'd enter your hotel room to see an exorbitantly expensive lingerie set next to a note from him.

"Thought you'd look perfect in this. Couldn't resist <3"

♡ his camera roll was 99% pictures of you in said expensive outfits. Bouncing between mirror selfies together where he'd have his tattooed hand wrapped around your throat from behind or on one occasion a just barely censored photo of you bent over in front of him mid backshots with his hand pressed on your back so it arches just right. (This was his lockscreen for ages, he is a freak.)

♡ his band mates have gotten used to seeing you around (and hearing you two through the walls of the shared hotel rooms), and you've grown quite fond of them as well. They see how happy you make him and can't rlly be upset even though they think he's a little over the top with how he treats you.

♡ aside from all the less than spicy details, this man *fucks*

♡ this man fucks like he absolutely hates your guts and it's *wonderful*

♡ why was his first big gift to you an anklet with his initial? So he could see it dangling over his shoulder when he had you folded in a mating press under him. He's got the filthiest mouth on him while he fucks too.

"so fuckin' pretty under me- like you were made for my dick"

"Louder. Want everyone to know who's fuckin' you so good"

"Wanna thank me for all these gifts? You can do it on your knees, baby."

"Such a dumb little slut for this cock, is it really that good? Say it."

"Awe, can't take anymore? That's too bad, you're going to."

♡ almost came untouched the first time you called him daddy. You kinda did it jokingly but after seeing his reaction you couldn't help but continue. He loves hearing it and it puts him in such a dominant headspace, it's like flipping a switch on him. Perfectly enough, when he's in that role, you fit right into a comfy subspace.

♡ he really likes instances where you're completely naked and he's not. Thinks it adds to the dynamic since you're so exposed. He lovesss running his big tattooed hands all over your body and watching you squirm and beg for some friction. He'll deny it till you're nearly in tears before giving in.

"want me to play with that pretty pussy, baby? Use your words, you know how to ask for it."

"So needy...maybe I should make you ride my thigh till you cum, see how bad you want it."

♡ buys you pretty mini skirts so he can pull you on his lap anywhere and gring against your bare ass. He'll lean his head on your shoulder and whisper filth about how you make him feel and how dirty you are for letting him dress you up like a sex doll without complaint. That's basically what you are, a little doll for him.

♡ speaking of said mini skirts, he loves when you're sat on his lap, back to his chest and head leaned back on his shoulder while he hikes your short skirt up to play with you. Makes it 100x worse better by occasionally setting his phone up to record, angled perfectly to catch the way his large fingers split your pussy open and tease your clit just right. Can't help himself but to fuck you right there, the way you squeezed around his fingers made his cock painfully hard. He caught that on video too.

"Keep making those pretty sounds, baby girl. You like when I stretch this little pussy out?"

"Say please, daddy and I'll let you have my cock."

"gonna watch this with me later? Wanna see how pretty you look split on daddy's dick?"

♡ he's bought you countless pretty sex toys and is a big fan of remote vibrators so he can play with you even when he doesn't have the chance to be there in person. Loves to FaceTime you and watch you unravel for him while he controls it. He's used it a few times in person as well, making you cum and turning it up to its highest setting, making your legs give out and you'd grab his arm for support. He'd coo about how good you're doing for him but also tease you about how sensitive you are, fat tears brimming in your eyes as you begged him to turn it down cause you couldn't handle more.

"Poor thing, so cute when you cry for me"

"You can give me another one, baby. Promise I'll fill that pussy up so fuckin' good after"

[irisintheafterglow]

some bonus hcs about dating volleyball captain!gojo while i finish up the next few parts of end game. hope you enjoyy !!

his lockscreen is of you sitting on his bed wearing one of his jerseys with no pants on

he'd just made you laugh really hard and it's a candid of you smiling

your lockscreen is of him standing in front of a tree that had "penis <3" carved into it with his thumb up

you'd literally teared up laughing when he begged you to take a photo of him with it

his homescreen is of you trying to wrangle megumi and yuuji to take a proper photo without getting distracted (the photo, therefore, being them getting distracted)

your homescreen is a mirror picture taken after you'd run around in the rain and were both soaking wet

he's holding you from behind and burying his face in your neck while you take the photo

if he wasn't protective of you before, he is the definition of protective now that you were officially together

other players that dare to hit on you before a match are humiliated by the honored one beating them at barely half of his full power

he'd blow you a kiss and then serve straight into the net because he's stupid <3

he likes to leave little notes in your pocket with the most OBSCENE things written in them and you have no idea how they got there

"your ass looks incredible today"

"call me mater because i want you"

"kachow i want you NOW"

he goes absolutely FERAL when you wear his clothes, especially his volleyball gear

doesn't matter if it's a jersey or his track jacket or a worn out tee-shirt from training camp

"you look better in that than i do, baby"

"though i do admit you'd look better in nothing at all"

you could wear his SOCKS and he'd get all giddy

if you're wearing it and it's not yours to begin with, he's a smug motherfucker

would unironically get you two those lego piece necklaces that create a heart in the colors of the school (i was thinking black and purple)

he always has to be touching you

doesn't matter the place or the time or the scenario

whether you like it or not, a part of this man's body will always be on yours

leaning against your shoulder, linking a single pinky with yours, touching your thigh with his under the table

it grounds him and reminds him that he's not alone

he love love loves it when you fiddle with his hands

you're laying down together with his arms around your shoulders looking up at the ceiling you'll trace the lines of his palms with your fingers and play with his hands and he literally melts

he's incredibly adamant to mention to eVERYONE that he has a partner including but not limited to: cheerleaders, fangirls, classmates, girls' team players, and other boys' team players (man can pull idk what to tell you)

at all times just

"i have a partner."

"sorry, i'm taken."

"i'm not single."

"i don't want you."

he'd never dream of giving up a love like yours because you see him just as satoru

not the powerhouse captain set to lead your school into its second volleyball golden age

just your best friend first then boyfriend satoru

whose bloodstream probably contains sugary green apple soda that you taste whenever he kisses you

"i taste that shitty fruity energy drink on your tongue again"

"so you admit you like my tongue"

"i just called it shitty, satoru"

"i'll start drinking a different flavor then, and you tell me which one you like"

he still doesn't convince you to call him captain

yet ;)

[kissiej]

Waffle House Part 1 (Schlatt x Reader)

Hi everyone! This is a Jschlatt x reader story where the reader is a female waitress at her local waffle house. This is my first time writing an actual story on this app, so let me know if you have any feedback. This is written in a second person point of view, but enjoy my writing if you end up reading this <3

request?: nope

proof read?: nuh uh

word count: 2.3k

It was another typical summer morning. Sunny, hot, and probably extremely humid. You knew exactly what type of day it was going to be as you lied there in bed for the few extra moments that you always savored on mornings you had to work. All in all, it wasn't that early, and you had worked much earlier shifts at your beloved workplace, the local Waffle House. But still, it was much too early for you.

The sudden noise of your backup alarm from your phone jolts you up as you swipe to shut off the blaring sound coming from your cellphone. The time on your lockscreen read 07:05 AM. You sharply inhale as you turn to get out of bed and mentally prepare yourself for the day. Your feet hit the floor and you stand up and subconsciously begin to stretch your back out walking to your bathroom. It wasn't connected to your bedroom, which you wish it was, but what can you except from such a cheap apartment? You didn't plan on staying in this area long anyway.

As you enter your bathroom your greeted with your tired looking reflection in the mirror above your sink. Groaning, you lean on your small standalone sink before rubbing your eyes. Come on, just get ready. You have to tell yourself this almost every time you wake up earlier than 9 AM.

You turn the water on the coldest setting letting it run for a moment as you quickly tie back your hair and put on a small headband. Splashing the cold water on your face as you recenter yourself with your sink, you feel slightly more awake. Turning the knob of your faucet, you grab the nearest towel and pat your face dry before continuing your morning routine which consisted of light makeup, brushing your hair out and putting it back into a claw clip, and brushing your teeth.

You're almost done with getting ready for shift. You walk back to your bedroom and open the top drawer of your dresser, carefully rummaging through it attempting to not mess up your folded clothes. You pull out the usual uniform you wear, light blue polo, black skort, and on top of your dresser is your designated name tag, stamped onto it is your name in neat upper-case letters. From your other drawer you pull out a fresh pair of underwear and a bra for the day. You begin to get out of your sleepwear, closing the drawers to the dresser with your hips as you toss your dirty shirt, pants, and undergarments to the laundry bin. Stepping into your new pair of underwear followed by your skort, you decide to check the time on your phone. 07:38 AM, you read as you realize you need to speed up getting ready. You only live about 7-8 minutes away from your work, but you never know what traffic will be like, or what problems you'll face.

As you're finally dressed you grab your purse and slip on your socks before sliding into your white tennis sneakers. You sort through your purse making sure you have everything. Keys, phone, lip balm, hand sanitizer, gum, and a hair tie. That's your mental checklist that you repeat to yourself as you peek into your bag. Luckily this morning, everything is in your bag, so you unlock your door pulling out your keys to relock it after your departure. You rush down the flight of stairs in your outdoor apartment complex as you get into your truck. You jam in the keys, clicking on your engine before you reverse out of your parking spot and start the race to work.

You've finally made it to work and park in the spot you park almost everyday. You hope out of your car grabbing your purse and taking out your keys, before coming in through the back door through the kitchen. You punch in.

"Hey y/n! Nobody's sat in your section yet, so mind filling up coffee's at the counter while I take a quick smoke break?" You hear her voice and immediately realize your officially at work for the day. It's your shift manager Beca talking. She requests this as if it's an option and you can say no, but you obviously can't. "Sure, I got you" You respond to her smiling in her direction before putting on your little work apron that ties around your waist.

You walk out of the kitchen to behind the counter and see a few usuals and a few new faces. Grabbing the coffee pot you begin to offer a refill to everyone who has a mug, occasionally taking an order or answering questions. Beca finally comes back in, and it's just at the right time because 2 parties had just sat down in your section. Beca looks at you with a hint of gratitude in her expression and flashes you a smile. Walking out from behind the counter you make your way over to the party of three.

"Hey, I'm y/n, I'll be your server today! Did anybody want any drinks?" You recited your usual introduction as everybody told you what drinks they liked. You nodded. You can remember that, no need to write it down. A water, a coffee, and an iced tea. You quickly make your way back behind the counter filling up the water and the tea bringing them over to the table and setting them down. You walk back behind the counter and grab the coffee pot and a mug walking back over to the table and setting the mug down and filling it with the thin dark liquid. The people at the table talk amongst themselves as you pour the coffee saying things like "what should I get?" and "Hmm I don't know about that". You engage in the usual waitress talk before they decide on what dishes they'd like. You acknowledge them before writing it down.

Oh right, you still have that other table to help. You begin to walk over to the table. It's two guys, both with brown hair and both with glasses, yet they looked so different. You make your way over to the table, coffee pot in hand, and arrive to the two men talking amongst themselves. "Hi guys, I'm y/n, ill be helpin' ya out today! Can I get either of you started off with some coffee or water?" Well look at that... you seem to have changed up your usual introduction. Wonder why...

Your train of thought is interrupted by a man with a New York accent. "Yea, I think we'll both just get some coffee" The man says running a hand through his hair before looking over at the other man for approval. The other man looks over and you and nods. You smile, but as you walk away you think to yourself, that man had damn cool facial hair... You shake off your thoughts and grab two mugs and a fresh pot of coffee and walk back over to the table setting the mugs down Infront of the two men and begin to pour the coffee in.

"Haven't seen you two round here before. You visiting or just passing through, or?" You trail off at the end trying to make conversation with the two of them. "I'm not from around here, I'm here visiting him for some work" The man who was yet to speak spoke. He had a voice of a fun lighthearted guy, seemed sweet to you. "Yea I just don't go to Waffle Houses much I guess, not really my thing" Again the man with the thick accent spoke. His voice was a bit rugged and deep... you liked his voice.

"Well it's nice meetin' ya both" You say smiling at both the men. "It's y/n, right?" Says the man with the accent as he reaches his hand out to shake yours. You put down the coffee pot before responding. "Sure is" you say shaking the mans hand. You can't help but think he has a firm handshake and wow his hands are rough, but also soft. "You can just call me Schlatt, and this here is Ted." He says before releasing your hand. You do a slight wave to Ted before smiling. "well, Schlatt and Ted, do you know what you want to eat yet?" I ask pulling out my notepad and pen incase they order. "Can I do the classic breakfast?" The man, Ted, asks. "Of course" You smile as you click your pen and write down his order. You finish up jotting it down and lower the pen and pad slightly as you turn towards the other man, Schlatt. "I'll just have pancakes and bacon" You write it down and smile, that's your usual. "Good choice" You say smiling at the man, because you can't help but grin like a dummy. Schlatt nods his head in agreeance with you.

As you walk away from the table you feel like a little girl with a crush. What are you thinking y/n? You're a grown woman why do you feel like this? Remembering to tuck your pad and pen back into your apron, you do before walking into the kitchen. You put in the orders and walk back out behind the counter. "Refill please" You hear an old mans voice call to you. Of course it's everybody's favorite regular, Linus. "Sure thing Linus" You smile and walk over with the pot of coffee and pour it into his cup. "How's the plan for today?" You ask Linus, curious as to what his plan was. "Gonna go to the store, maybe watch some tv, same as everyday." And it really was the same as everyday. Every time you asked the old man what he was going to do that day, it was almost always something along the lines of that. "Figured" Is all you say before smiling and walking away to go make another pot of coffee.

You're interrupted from your intense staring contest with the coffee machine by a bell from the kitchen telling you an order is ready. Oh, it's yours. You grab one of the crappy, black, round trays you use and put the three plates onto it. You recognize the order as the table of three's and head over to them as you balance the dishes on your tray.

"Alright, here we are" You say setting the plates down on the table. "Need anything else right now?" They shake their heads no and begin to eat. Jeez they seem starving. You turn around and begin to make your way back behind the counter, but that man catches your eye again. Schlatt. What is it about him that you like so much? You don't know, but you keep him in your vision as long as you can before having to turn to get back behind the counter.

You hear another ring from the kitchen. It's his order, well and of course Ted's order as well. You put the two plates on your little tray again and walk over to his table, still feeling a bit flustered for some off reason. Jeez you barely even know the guy. "Okay here's the pancakes with bacon and the classic" I say setting the plates down Infront of the two men. You hear a "thank you" from the funny man and a "thanks hun" from the new Yorker... HUN? You can't help but become a bit flustered by the nickname, it's a normal nickname many other men had called you before. Hun. It's a common thing to call a waitress depending on where your from. HUN. It means nothing except him being nice. That's what you tell yourself, but maybe you want it to mean something else. Oh shoot I have to be present, right.

You bring yourself back to reality. "Okay so did you two need anything else right now?" You ask smiling trying to hide the bashfulness you were feeling. "Just the check hun" There it was again hun. "Right, im on it" You say trying not to turn into a red panicking mess. You walk away from the table taking sharp breaths and trying to calm yourself. Okay they just want their check. You had to keep reminding yourself. Just the check so that's what you'll get them.

You print out the check and put it on the little tin dish and put a pen on it. You decide you'll get the other tables check too just in case they want it. You walk over to the the table of three first. "Did you guys want anything else or just the check?" You ask the table with a smile. "Just the check" One of the girls at the table says. So, you nod and put the check down for them with a smile before walking over to the table that seated Schlatt and Ted. "Here you are" You say as you slide the check on the table and smile before walking back to the other table to clear it. It's turned out to be a pretty slow morning.

You had cleared the table of three and they had left and paid the bill. 9 dollar tip, not too bad. You had already ran the card for Ted and Schlatt, and you noticed they had left, so you obviously went over to clear the table and take away their check. You walk over to the table and see something written on the check. It's a number? OH MY GOD!!!

You started to internally freak out when you read what was written below the number. "Give me a call anytime you're bored ~ Schlatt" WHAT? HE LEFT HIS NUMBER???

There will definitely be a part two to this soon... all I can say, soooo comment if u want one.

[crookedkryptonitebeliever]

i wonder if yves has a picture of us as his lockscreen wallpaper... if yes (or no), what picture would it be :0 ?

As much as Yves would love to just... plaster your face on everything he owns, he simply can't and shouldn't.

Yves didn't rise up the ranks by being nice and kind. He rose up by pushing others down. Naturally, he made an army of enemies over the years that would jump at the chance of abusing his weaknesses. It would be much safer to not expose any of his information at all, which sadly includes who he associates with regularly.

His lock screen is just a black background. His gallery contains no trace of you or him. Not even pictures that have accidental reflections of either face. All the metadata from his photos would be expunged.

He does not have any social media applications or games on his phone- not even digital maps. He has his GPS turned off at all times. Yves memorizes his all contact numbers by heart and he never gets a number wrong. His phone is just a slab he used to call or text (sometimes hack into other devices), Yves would delete his call logs, and text messages including yours after documenting all of them in their respective dossiers. When he isn't expecting any communication, his phone is always switched off. Sometimes, he would even remove the battery.

Truly crucial matters will be alerted through the pager hidden in his reliable bag.

That is why you never see him entertaining himself with his smartphone, Yves usually brings a book or a magazine with him. He's living as if he's still in the 80's. If you gave his car a shakedown, you would find atlases and a compass.

But that is just his public phone. He has a few that never leave his office. They're full of you. Videos, pictures, voice recordings, and backups of your messages. One of them is a carbon copy of your current phone, with all the same data you're holding. The other one is an old phone that you sold or lost, one of his precious artifacts of you.

His 'home' phone has pictures of your happiest moments on its lock screen and home screen. It doesn't necessarily have to be photos he took after meeting you. It could be a picture of you graduating high school, it could be a candid picture of you on a vacation trip when you were 8, it could be a picture of your reaction the moment you received your first 'adult' paycheck, it could be a photo of you trying marijuana for the first time, it could even be your baby photos if you weren't that happy in life.

However, phones that store your information aren't usually used as a phone. It just becomes precious data banks. And any evidence that he's spying on you will never be revealed, hence you will never know of its existence.

There is an exception, though. One of his phones is used to analyze what catches your eye on social media. It mirrors your screen in real time, he would record how many seconds you would linger on a post, how many times you rewatched a video, when you would do a double take, your scrolling speed and what exactly would you consume. He would connect the dots and correlate your media consumption habits to the circumstance on that day; would you scroll slower on a cold or hot day? Do you seek out food content if you're hungry or actively avoid it? Why did you rewatch that thirst trap video?

You can go through his phone if you want, but that means he gets to go through yours in return. And you're at a huge disadvantage here because you willingly give up your privacy to him while he gave you nothing. It's not like you have to, he's never on his phone and he's a recluse. What is there to discover?

You know Yves is much older than you are, he used to fuel his past cars with leaded gasoline for god's sake.

So you already expected that at some point along the way, he would comment on this generation's excessive usage of their gadgets. But that oddly never came, because your habits are a treasure trove of information. He would only deride the act if it's actively harming your health.

If you want to put his face on your lock and home screen, go ahead. He would be flattered. Profile picture? Sure. Yves would do some digital magic to make sure the wrong people never see it. As a social media post? Go ahead. Only those whom he knows wouldn't be a threat to you can perceive it.

Of course, just as any paranoid man would do, he would educate you on the dangers of releasing your information to the world. Giving you real-life examples where it could lead to horrifying results. But he would be lying if he said his heart doesn't swell at your willingness to brag about him to your friends.

Obviously, he's also stealing a copy of your lipstick-print-ridden face and printing a physical poster of it to frame in his office. He would openly display it if he obtained it by asking you, but he would hide it if he got the photo by hacking into your phone.

[ayyyoonohwhatimean]

jaehyun! as your boyfriend <3

pairings: non-idol bf! jaehyun x reader genre: lots of fluff combined with cracks!

hiiii! haven't written for jaehyun for so long and he deserves lots of love as always, so here you go! sorry for any grammatical errors, hope y'all enjoy reading this. happy birthday jaehyun! life might be full of stress, but with jamal, everything is going to be okay and we can always try again ♡ - N.

tuna tunAaaaaaaaa

yeah so let's get it

listening to y'all's favourite vinyls together is a must whether it's in the morning or late at night

if you guys are not at home don't worry he has his bluetooth speaker around him all the time hehe

oh!! lazy days with him is a chef's kiss

like you guys would do nothing at all for the whole day

but it wouldn't feel awkward at all like it's just a vibe bcus he loves his quality time with u

you guys would be trying lots of different kinds of hobbies and activities together too and they don't have to be the same all the time

like he would be playing basketball by himself and you would be sitting down looking at him playing it or doing something else

you could just lay your head on his shoulder and say nothing but his eyes would sparkle and his lips would rose into an idiot smile bcus hes in love with u

jae loves it when you play with his fluffy hair and squeeze his bread-like cheeks

would do the same for you too tho

u guys are besties in love with each other

he lovesss talking about random topics non stop and making random jokes from those memes that he suddenly remembers bcus hes purely random like that

he's a big big fan of inside jokes and memes

you could listen to him talking all day and night for hours (so do I)

imagine being able to listen to that rich deep husky colourful soft voice of him everyday i would instantly melt

he's so obsessed with you he would definitely spray his perfume on your (his) sweaters that you love to wear first before you could cus he knows damn well u love how he smells like

yeah yeah that's me jiteun nongdoeEe

jae wouldn't even hesitate to let you use his black card like on a one random day you found his black card in your wallet and you're like ???

"babe it's non-limit just use it for whatever you want to buy baby"

would buy you an airpods max headphone just so that u guys can have couple headphones together

might not look like he's into pda but he's soooo clingy with you whether there's people or not ehem (did you see how he hugged mark in their fact check practice vid-)

his lap is your favorite seat and it's free ♡

he's the type to play with your fingers and pull you into a very random but warm and tight hugs

he finds you so cute that he'd curl into a snowball and snuggle into your neck and be the little spoon in ur cuddles

lots of people find him serious and normal but nahh he's very goofy!! and no one is normal in nct ok

fact check

you can't mark me in your heart but u can mark my words

jae would spoil you with gifts too!! even if it's out of nowhere where it's not even your birthday or your anniversary

"I thought of you and got this for you" kind of guy

and also a "you told me you like this one last time so I got it for you" kind of guy

oh pet names!!

he would no doubt be the first one that made and saved lists of pet names for u in his phone notes

like he would get so excited and ask ur opinions on the pet names lists he's created while thinking of u

"what do u think of this one?? it's cute right?" "it fits u" "can i call you this?" "which one is your favorite?"

girlll you're my faaavoriteeeeEeee

"hey pookie bear"

"hey casper"

mirror selfies with each other!

he'd also have lots of your candid pics that he took and has it saved in his phone and film cameras hehe

would set your goofy pictures as his phone lockscreen wallpaper

there wouldn't be any days and nights where the two of u are not laughing, smiling and being random with each other

like being with jaehyun is seriously and genuinely full of pure joy and peace!! :')

might not have an ass but he's a competitive ass, he would neck slice anyone that comes in ur way trying to flirt with you

deep and heart to heart conversations with him would always feel warm, open and comfortable

he's your comfort, you're his comfort and the two of you would always feel so connected

would be the type to look into your eyes as he listens to you attentively while you're talking or speaking

like those kind of warm and lovely gaze

his ears would be burning red like cherry bomb but he doesn't care

also words of affirmation type of guy!!

loves it even more when you try to act disgusted by his romantic words

he would hold your hands while u guys watch a movie together and for the rest...I'll leave it up to ur imagination :)

random but fun and adventurous dates!! sometimes it can be a fancy dinner date but it can also be cute and fun like an aquarium date, food hunting, immersive art museum date or a chill picnic date at your shared cozy home

if you're having a hard time falling asleep, he would sing you lullabies or play that piano music box he bought in japan until you fall asleep

rockabye baby

he would be so so great at taking care of you! you're hungry? he's a great cook, you hurt yourself? he's running to you to save you although he himself is clumsy af

I feel like he's also very attentive and observant

for example, you're eating and the sleeve of your shirt is on top of your food, he would notice it and pull it up without saying anything

he's genuinely all smiley and laughing only when he's with you and his loved ones fr

some ways to make him all smiley and laughing? just imitate the way he laughs or the dance mistakes he made during their group performances (like yk the iconic favorite performance ;))

and he's a menace he wouldn't even hesitate to tease you back like how he would tease doyoung with jungwoo

the more you get annoyed by his teasings, the more he'll fall in love with you

loves to get nagged by you everytime u told him off about his cleanliness

and you can't stop him euhahahah

ay-yo

delulu is the solulu may your delulu come trululu

end of the surface just let the ride make it drive with its movEe

be quiet don't cry

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matty buying you a sexy birthday outfit and then ripping it off of you 🤭

oh my god... this is so fun. buckle up babies, it's a long one

ok so i fully believe matty's the type of boyf to ask you like 5 million times if he can pick out an outfit for you, very like "i love you and i love when you take my outfit recommendations so much but i don't wanna do a kanye and take full creative control, cos your autonomy is so important and besides i always think you look beautiful no matter what you wear" - you're like "matty i've said yes to you picking my outfit for my birthday night out eight times already. i don't even know what i'd pick anyway i've never been to this bar you're taking me to lol" (in my head it's either here, the library bar at soho house's electric house in london, or here at swans bar in maison assouline also in london). and so i think on your birthday you'd wake up to not only breakfast in bed and some flowers and gifts, but to some massive luxury shopping bags perched on the end of your bed beside your extremely excited fiancé (this gives fiancé vibes!), who you take a couple of minutes to berate for spending so much money on you before kissing him and thanking him (because you're lowkey hyped about it lmao). and matty's sensible enough to buy you things you'll be able and willing to wear more than once, so i think he'd probably buy you a cute little black dress (i like this ysl one) and heels (inspo), as well as a handbag and obv some new lingerie. you knew about the latter, because he made you bookmark everything you liked from agent provocateur and send him the links, but you were like "you can pick which set, you're the one who's going to be looking at it and taking it off after all" (which made matty short-circuit lmao) - he's opted for the one you secretly liked best, anyway, so it's all good. but yeah, matty's done well with the outfit choice, mostly due to the fact that he's picked things he knows you'll feel good wearing, which he thinks is the sexiest thing, and he gets all blushy when you give him lots of little kisses and tell him he's done well (praise kink simp that he is).

and you feel SO good about how you look when you go for drinks that night. you spend a fair bit of time on your hair and makeup and getting ready and accessorising, just listening to some good music and generally vibing, and you steal one of matty's leather blazers from his wardrobe when he leaves the room - when he comes back in and sees you ready (without the jacket), he loses all coherent thought and the ability to speak for a little bit, just staring open-mouthed at how incredible you look. and you're smirking like "yeah i think i look alright", and matty's spluttering like "alright? ALRIGHT? you're the fucking pinnacle of beauty, darlin'. 'i look alright?' next clothing item i buy you'll be a pair of glasses. christ", and you giggle and blush and matty comes up behind you to look in the mirror and he's like "seriously, you're gorgeous. far too hot for me. look". and you're like "ok now YOU'RE being blind. you look so handsome in that shirt. and look how good we look together (incredible btw hottest couple alive)! we need to take pictures". and matty's like "oh absolutely" and then he takes like 85849 pics of you both looking sexy as hell (some a little bit risqué, because he's him lol) and another 5838558 pics of you alone (he makes one of you smiling cutely at him his lockscreen) before his phone vibrates to tell him the uber's outside - you quickly grab his jacket and slide it on like "ready!", and matty just closes his eyes and takes a deep breath like "you're trying to kill me, woman. i am going to turn into a puddle of goo because of how much i fancy you", and you're like "ok but could you wait until AFTER we've gone for drinks to do that please lol" and matty's like "whatever the birthday girl wants" and you leave the house (after you've kissed mayhem on the head and told him you loved him lol).

drinks are SO FUN - the bar is incredibly beautiful, the atmosphere is great, and the cocktails are GOOD. you and matty have so much fun picking out drinks for each other and trying them, as well as just chatting shit and kissing at your secluded little corner table. and he just cannot get over how good you look!! he's constantly touching your hand or your leg or putting an arm over your shoulder, almost as if you're some perfect figment of his imagination that'll slip away from him if he lets go at all - between that and the kisses and the drinks and just the incredible way matty looks and smells, though, you get pretty turned on after a couple of hours. and you kiss him slowly and you're like "i really do like this outfit on", and matty's like "fuck, so do i, sweetheart", and you lean in to whisper in his ear like "however, i would also quite like you to take it off, preferably soon". and matty's eyes darken a little bit and he kisses you slightly more roughly, before he says "again, whatever the birthday girl wants. finish your drink, let me settle this bar tab, and then i'll take you home and take that dress off you, darlin'. ok?", and you're like FUCK ok, downing your cocktail and booking an uber for the two of you. and it's a fairly quick drive home, thank god, you kissing matty's neck as he tries to be polite and chat to the driver, before you're hustled out of the car and into the house.

as turned on as you both are, i'm convinced it's a somewhat romantic evening - matty scoops you up bridal-style ("i'm getting my practice in") and carries you to the bedroom. and i think he goes down on you before he's even gotten you out of your dress - sets you down on the edge of the vanity and crouches down to take your shoes off, then thinks "fuck it, i'm down here anyway" before shoving your panties to the side and eating you like you're his last meal, until you're almost crying from the overstimulation of two consecutive orgasms and pulling him up by his shirt collar and undoing the buttons. while you do that, matty's got his hands on your back, pulling the zip of the dress down and coaxing you to step out of it, just as you simultaneously undo his belt and push his trousers down. when you're both in just your underwear, matty steps back to sit on the edge of the bed, looking at you with an interesting mix of lust and total adoration like "you're stunning. i can't believe you're mine" - you giggle and straddle his lap, kissing him before you cheekily say "of course i am; if this is how well you treat me on my birthday BEFORE we're married, i'm so excited to see what you do next year when i'm your literal wife". and that does it for matty - he groans and kisses you passionately, hands going straight to the clasp of your bra and undoing it, before shimmying the garment off you and kissing all over your boobs for a minute then going back to making out with you. he pulls away after a second to be like "i love you. i'm so excited to marry you, and to treat you even better on your birthday next year than i did today. have you had fun, though, sweetheart?", and you're like "i love you too, and i've had the best day ever. you know what would make it better, though?" and matty's like "tell me" - you grind down onto his lap and whisper "if my extremely sexy fiancé fucked me like i've wanted him to for hours". and matty grins and says "don't need to tell me twice", before flipping you both over and fucking you hard and deep and passionately until you're both euphoric and exhausted - after that (and a quick bathroom break and a cup of tea), you snuggle up in his arms and go to sleep, dreaming of the amazing day you had and the amazing wedding you'll have soon <3

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amber a potential au thought: what photo do the guys have has their lockscreens?

look what’s back people, the au thoughts!I did both boys and girls too!

Gabes is a picture of them with their wjc medals in their mouths, Jamie’s is her seeing Gabe surprising her at her playoff game.

Matt’s is a picture of Sydney celebrating his first goal with him in their hug, Sydney’s is a black and white filtered image of their jerseys.

Elias’ is a picture of Gracie freaking out about a potato on a stick and Gracie’s is an image of Elias and her in their despicable me costumes.

Phil’s is the picture at graduation of him with Victoria as they’re both smiling at each other, but hers is them in New York at a Yankees games where she is just staring at him.

Quinn’s is a picture of them during the all star week, Rouge’s is one of them at the lake when she was sat on his lap.

Cam’s is one of Buzz and him in caps and water guns, hers is one with both boys when Jamie scored his first flyers goal. Jamie’s is still one of him and Trevor.

Trevor’s is the first picture of Blair and Blake and she’s just sobbing because he’s born, hers is a family picture from the lake house.

Adams is one of him and Luca and then Sabrina’s is one of her first concert crowd.

Cole’s is one of Parker on his lap as she’s laughing at something he is saying and hers is a mirror selfie of them on a date night.

Nicks is one of Ellie and Scottie with him at one of his games and then Scotties is a picture of Ellie when she was eating Nicks ice cream

Gavin’s is a picture of Marisa in a blue dress and hers is a picture of them at her graduation

Rutgers is one of Leigh and Emmy in his arms and Emmys is one of her and Rutger at a game.

Marks is one of Abigail in his arms and hers in one of them at his parents place during the summer as she’s looking up at him at a campfire.

Seamus’ is one of Liana and Leigh and Liannas is the first picture they got as a family at his devils game

Ryan’s is one of him kissing Codies head and Codies is one of her in Ryan’s hoodie with his arms around her.

Johns is one of Auggie and Maya and Mayas is one of John and Auggie

Sidney’s is one of the kids at his game in their Crosby jackets and Camilles is one from their wedding with the kids

Jake’s is one of Charlotte kissing him after a game and Charlottes is one from his first Crosby summer at Cole Harbour.

Masons is one of the three of them dressed as wizards from harry potter and Amelia’s is one of Mason and Caleb in matching outfits

Mats is a picture of him and Maddie at her medical school graduation and Maddies is one of her and Mat at his game.

Jacobs is one of them at their graduation and Emma’s is one of them in face masks

Olivers is one of the boys at a game and Thea’s is one of her and the boys

Jimmys is one of Tate and Tates is one of him

Ethan’s is one of Astrid and him at a game and hers is one of them at a party

Cutters (in the break up) is one of his rookie point and Lillian’s is one of her and Max

Wills is one of Bailey on his lap with Max on hers and Baileys is one of Max at Wills game

Lucas is one of Aspen and Vivi and Aspens is one of Vivi on Jim’s lap

Nick is one of his arms around Frans belly and Frans is one of Nick and her at a game.

Cole’s is one of Rowden and Darcy in their matching 22 bucket hats for worlds and then Darcy’s is one of Rowden staring at Cole for one of his games

Juraj’s is one of Alana and him in her jersey and hers is one of them in his

Jacks is one of Sophia (did we name her Sophie?) and Kennedy in his jersey at his game and Kennedy’s is one of them at a lazy Sunday morning all sprawled out on the bed

Luke’s is one of the family with Allie holding the twins as he is holding her and hers is one of him and the kids as they are looking up at him like he’s so special but he’s only looking at her

Steve’s is one of Lucie and him at one of her tournaments when she won and hers is one of them at his graduation.

Willys is one of Matilda and him at a concert and then hers is one of them at his game when she’s in his jersey.

Matthews is one of Lilah and the dogs and Lilahs is one of Matthew and their foster kids.

Ryan’s is one of Layla and Ava kissing his cheeks and Ava’s is the same one

Wills is one of Junior and him at a Bruins game and hers is one of him holding her as she kissed his neck

Drew and Erin kept the same one of them at the end of season awards

Bianca and Nico each have a picture of the family

Jack and Mila has one of them kissing Briar as she’s giggling

Julie and Timo each have one of Noah!

Luke and Isabel have ones of each other in sunglasses.

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manifesting journey

I'm going to update this weekly (if I can), I'll be revising my df and listening to subs for my df and tell you my results! This is just a little diary to see my results but i think it could be helpful to others.

"past " i was super insecure after the age of 8 to the point i was really suicidal (there 's more to it but id rather not share ) until their was covid which really hit me , i suffered wid depression and was still insecure, last year i found my purpose/will to live but i feel that my appearance is preventing me.

START ( 1 may): (honestly, i have always had my desired face so there's no need for me to do this but imma tell u my mini journey anyways 😉)

I've set my face as my lockscreen and my side profile as my home screen , I've been listening to subliminal instead of music and I can't lie when I went to the bathroom today I looked like 10% of my df already I'm not even joking .

plan : imma be revising every morning and night, I'll persist then I trust the universe and I'll let the universe do its thing

(7may ): so like ive been bare busy so I haven't been able to stick to what I want to do however I have been listening to subliminal,

ive noticed that i do look a bit different , my skin looks like its clearing up and I noticed I have attracted people and money without realising .

imma try and stick to what i wanted to do !!

(14 may) : i haven't been quite consistent cus I'm a busy girl but I have been listening to subliminal. Plus I also affirm random times lol .

What I have realised whenever I look at my reflections I find my features so pretty! Last night i had a dream where i saw myself as my df but with colour (i set my lock screen as black and white ) ? Additionally i kept remembering a dream i had ages ago of my df (at that time i didnt even know what my df would look like woah) basically i was with my friend (who i recently got close with ) and everyone was complimenting me or something . crazy my dreams probably giving me a sign. I also asked for a sign and as a sign to see butterflies and last week i saw like 4 butterflies and saw constant angel numbers . Also i always affirm that i have clear skin and whenever i use something my hair grows 20x more and woah my skin has been getting clearer that my parents noticed it and people keep telling my hair grew longer !!!???? I'm going to try to manifest my df in 3days or less and ill update you on may 21 . I'll try make time for me to revise my df .

27 may : school was in the way and now its half term so imma start manifesting if not imma kms atp.

alr alr update (jun 20) i wanna be honest !! i havent been revising due to a busy schedule but i freed up sooooo much time so i defo would get stuff done. i set my lockscreen as my df and my side profile for home screen and like I'm trying to affirm and listen to subs as much as possible (this not necessary) so far not much difference but i feel my face morphing and l i look already 5% of my df , I'm hoping to revise my df at least before summer finished ! my nose is starting to form and so are my eyes , my face is a bit more rounder and my lips are definitely getting bigger and to shape the biggest change i noticed (my mum pointed it , i didn't even realise!) is my eyebrows , they gotten darker and thicker just like my df crazy ! 12 july

I've been BUSY! However, I've gotten my life together so i have plenty of time to revise now and summer holiday is in a week so i have more time. Right now, my main focus is going to be my df. i

mini update: I changed a bit of my df and i have been listening to subs when i can't be bothered (not a lot of times :/ ) and i randomly affirm throughout the day , i see angel numbers CONSTANTLY. From what i see, i always feel like i look different, my eyes look a bit bigger and more upturned, my nose looks like its forming, my lips are definitely bigger.

last night i also had a dream of me looking in a mirror with my df !! half of my dreams always end up happening in real life .

Tiny update (26 juy) : ITZ FINALLY SUMMERHOLIDAYS . so i listen to music when doing anything. I have replaced music with subliminal and will set dedicated time each day to revise.

if you see i havent updated this after september/november i probably have kms <3

It's already been 2 months but manifesting is was never like my first priority that's why it seems like its taken long , but i do look a bit different from the tiny things i have been doing.

LAST UPDATE: (25 aug)

ok. it's coming towards the end of summer and omgollygawd hehehhehsgahjsdhgxj i legit have my desired face!!! What the ACC fawk , I'm literally so pretty !! I am so overwhelmingly happy, i got my desired face finally !!!!!!!!! my features literally morphed into my desired face :D

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The Strange Case of Kairi Uchida

2:

Spring

The cavernous tunnels of the Underworld were fraught with twisting, winding paths.

Did I make a wrong turn? Kairi asked herself, the silent words falling from her lips as another orb of light lit its way past her and toward … something. The fog was a remembered nuisance from Hollow Bastion. Why it followed her to the Land of the Dead, she didn't know. Her right hand slipped into the back pocket of her jeans for the umpteenth time. The soft leather of her phone case felt warm against her fingers. It was a welcomed familiarity, the same way Selphie's voice was back on the train. 

Kairi Uchida wasn't dead. Or, at least, she didn't think she was. In fact, she checked her pulse five times. If she was dead, then death felt no different than living. 

The false light emanating from her phone made Kairi squint. A barrage of phone calls and text messages, all buzzing in succession of one another, filled her lockscreen. Kairi didn't open the text messages or even glance at the missed phone calls. Instead, she chewed on the inside of her cheek as she went over the poem she'd found in her notes. 

She nodded to herself and slipped her phone into her jacket pocket. The Underworld was not a friendly place and she was certain someone—dead or not—would attempt to steal her phone. Having a phone in a zipped up jacket pocket was harder to obtain than the back pocket of a pair of jeans. 

.:x:.

She blamed her sudden departure from Hollow Bastion on the 'flickering'. While she buzzed in and out of the castle library, the darkened halls of the Underworld became more solid—tangible. The flickering stopped. It left her lost within Hades' realm and the best she could do was roam about in hopes of finding an exit. 

Maybe it was fate. Maybe it was destiny. Or maybe it was a coincidence. The girl from the mirror stared at her, blue eyes gleaming with mirth as if she were meeting an old friend she hadn't seen in a long time. 

"Kairi," the girl breathed out. "You're here."

Something tugged at Kairi's memory, but it slipped away the same way a dream would. 

The girl touched her short, choppy black hair, eyebrows knitted together in concern. "You don't remember, do you? I'm Xion."

“I’m sorry, have we met before?” Kairi asked. Her head tilted to the side as she tried to form another sentence, but nothing came out. 

The girl—Xion—smiled. It was a pretty smile. Such a shame that smile came ladened with tears.

Xion let out a laugh. “He told me this would happen. I'm an idiot for not listening." She brushed away her tears and continued with, "Walk with me?" A long pause followed after Xion offered her arm to Kairi.

Kairi linked arms with Xion. 

Eventually.

After she stared at Xion's arm like she'd never seen an actual arm in her lifetime.

A flash of memories swept over Kairi the moment she made contact with Xion. 

.:x:.

It was summer—a hot one—where the only thing to do was lay down on the carpeted floor with the AC blasting. Kairi wondered if she would choke on her ice cream if she attempted to eat it laying down. Before she could try it, a soft giggle wafted through the air. She turned her head.

Xion. 

A smile lit its way across Kairi's face, the words, "Do you think I can eat ice cream lying down like this?" forming on her lips. 

If Selphie were here she would tell her to eat the rest of her ice cream upside down and Kairi would have done so, but Xion was decidedly not Selphie.

"I can't believe it's the first day of summer break," Xion said. Relief filled her voice as she stared up at the ceiling, the fake constellations that had been Kairi's little project for months, staring back down at her.

"I know, right? I think I'm still in school mode." Kairi stifled a yawn. 

"You know what this means, Kairi? We could go on an adventure!"

Kairi smiled. "Just us two?"

"Just us two."

.:x:.

Autumn on the islands was interesting. Halloween on the islands was an entirely different beast. 

"Kairi! Xion! Selphie!" Sora's distinct voice reverberated through the walls. "Let's go!"

Kairi ignored him in favor of putting on another coat of her new, black lipstick. Selphie danced around the room and admired herself in the mirror. And Xion? Xion was currently devouring every single sugar cookie she could get her hands on.

"Maybe we should go downstairs," she said in between bites. "You know how antsy Sora gets."

"Riku will reign him in," Selphie replied, still dancing to nonexistent music. Or maybe it was better to say she was dancing to the music in her head and sometimes she would shout out certain phrases from whatever song was bouncing around in her brain. It wouldn't be the first time this had happened. 

Knock knock. 

The door opened a sliver. Riku poked his head through.

"Or not," Selphie said.

"Or not, what?" Riku asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Oh nothing really." Selphie waved her hand in dismissal. She flopped onto the bed and heaved out a sigh. "How come no one's kissed me yet? It's Halloween night! I mean, sure, it isn't as romantic as Christmas or Valentine's Day, but a girl needs romance in her life."

Kairi stiffened slightly at the word 'kiss', her eyes landing on Xion through her vanity mirror. 

"Maybe if you three made a move on it, then you'd find a person to kiss."

"It can't just be anyone, Riku!" 

"Yeah, Riku," Xion chimed in. 

Kairi smacked her lips. "It has to be someone special."

Riku rolled his eyes. Sora popped up behind him, pushing his way through the door. 

"Do you guys want candy or not?" he whined. 

"Okay, okay," Kairi relented. "I'm almost done."

Riku laughed at Sora's sour expression. 

"C'mon, Sora. Let's raid the fridge."

"You better not eat my hot pockets!" Kairi called out. 

"I'm not making any promises," Riku replied. 

Kairi almost had a heart attack when she turned and found herself face to face with Xion, the box of cookies in hand. 

"Want one?" Xion held out one of the cookies to her. 

She said a quick thanks before taking one. Her mind swarmed with different replies and threads of different words she wanted to say but didn't. Not here. Not now. Kairi smiled after gulping down the last of her cookie and finished her makeup. 

.:x:.

Kairi was not immune to the cold despite being from Radiant Garden, but she knew without a doubt that it wasn't that cold. She also knew Selphie was overdramatic. 

Glittering swirls of orange sat upon the skies as the sun peeked through. Kairi admitted it was slightly chilly, but nothing warranting a huge winter coat like the one Selphie had been wearing as Kairi headed out. 

The last thing she expected to see was Xion early that morning on her way home.

"Hi." She waved.

"Hi." Xion waved back. 

Now was her chance.

"The sky looks like Twilight Town's this morning." She groaned internally. 

"Yeah," Xion said, her eyes moving toward the sky. 

"Do you ever miss it?"

"Hm?"

"Home." 

Xion smiled. It made Kairi more aware of her own heart. 

"Sometimes, but this is home too, don't you think?"

"Yeah." She shoved her hands into her pockets. There was so much she wanted to say, but it was as if her mouth was against her. 

One day, Kairi promised herself. One day I'll tell her. 

.:x:.

Spring meant new beginnings and new beginnings terrified Kairi. Ironically enough, spring was her favorite season.

Kairi looked down at her list of New Year's resolutions. 

Say it. 

Read at least 50 books this year.

Learn how to cook.

Visit new places. 

Get all A's.

Write in journal everyday. 

Work out. 

Say it.

Say it.

Say it. 

She pressed her head against her desk and stared out the window. The school courtyard was beautiful and far too crowded for her liking. Maybe tomorrow she'd hang out with her friends at lunch. 

Kairi lifted her head at the sound of the classroom door opening. She closed her notebook and shoved it into her bag in spite of wanting to appear nonchalant. If there was anything she learned from her time as being friends with Selphie, it was to keep her journal out of bounds. 

"So, what are you doing indoors on such a nice day?" Xion's voice was soft, yet teasing. 

"Dunno. Just wanted to think, I guess." 

Xion pulled up a spare chair, the sound of it moving around causing both girls to wince before letting out a giggle. 

"I hate that noise," Kairi said. "It's so irritating."

"Same," Xion agreed, leaning back on the chair despite its dubious nature. "What have you got to think about?"

"Just stupid, philosophical things like death, what happens after, why we even exist in the first place. Y'know, the usual." 

Xion cracked a smile. "I say live in the moment, think later."

Now was the time to tell her. Kairi's heart sped up as she turned her gaze from her desk to the courtyard and finally, to Xion. She drank in every detail—the delicate features, long lashes, unblemished skin. 

"I—" She barely sputtered out a word before the sound of the door opening again stopped her. 

"We can talk more later, okay?" Xion said before turning her attention to Sora and Riku's argument about whether all gummies tasted different or the same. 

Sora was in favor of the argument that gummies taste different based on color. Riku wasn't. 

Kairi nodded in reply to Xion, but her nod went unnoticed.

.:x:. 

"Kairi, you okay?"

"Yeah."

The memories dissipated the moment Kairi came back down to reality. For some reason her heart ached when she looked at Xion and she couldn't quite figure out why. 

"I'll fill you in before we reach the entrance and then we part ways there."

"Part ways?" A sharp pang slithered its way into Kairi's chest as she searched for an answer in Xion's eyes.

"I can't leave the Underworld." Xion's lip quivered, but she held strong and didn't let a single tear fall from her eyes. 

What did she mean by…?

Oh. 

Kairi just about crumbled onto the floor then and there.

"I'm a ghost," Xion said, but somehow being a ghost sounded reversible to Kairi, like it wasn't a permanent status. Then, those five dreaded words were spoken. "Kairi, I died last spring."

For the first time in months, Kairi Uchida remembered her grief.

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White Day event 2023

Leather ver.

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Parlor Fuyu no Jin

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Green cardigan ver.

Fan event ～It's been ages～ 2021

White/purple ver.

Turquoise/black ver.

Mirror ver.

Black suit ver.

Digital camera ver.

Dried flowers/bouquet ver.

Purple shirt/black vest ver.

Birthday event ～DISTANCE～ 2020

Punk silver ver.

Punk gold ver.

Golden/red suit ver.

Flying Birthday event 2019

White knit ver.

Beige hoodie ver.

Wine suit/flower bouquet ver.

Solo event 2019

Light jeans ver. 

Black shirt ver.