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cerbreus · 1 year ago

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i don't know how to explain to my doctor that the fact that it is so goddamn hard and annoying to get my prescriptions refilled is part of the issue for managing my adhd. it's never easy! it can never be easy!

#istg i had no issues til i moved to MN but i also know its bc of recent regulatory stuff that it's been getting tougher #and also the pharmacy strikes/general worker treatment for pharmacy employees and pharmaceutical companies pulling so much bullshit #bc they can #but also it's making it sooooooooo hard to force myself to deal with the process. i have to. i need to. but i dread it so much.#and that's just the one medication my T has been a hell of a lot harder to deal with recently #so one medication is on order and we'll see if they can even fill it #and next week i have to get the other filled and we'll see if they have it (they won't) and if they can order it (might not b able to)#and we'll have to see if i'm going to spend the entire 2 weeks prior to a trip trying to scramble to every pharmacy n ask if they can fill #lmfao i have a JOB i have a LIFE #who the hell wants to be spending every morning of every day trying to figure out how to get this shit come ONNNNN #personal stuff #sorry im cranky

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deoidesign · 7 months ago

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when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this

#rare WIP preview from me #this is in like. 10 episodes. lmfao #its been really hard working this far ahead #my editor isnt giving me any feedback and my friends are very busy so it's felt quite lonely #which is fine! for my friends I mean. but its my editors job to give me feedback...#but the webtoon editors are extremely extremely extremely overworked and my series is set to end so I understand its low priority #its not her fault its webtoons fault. however. its still demotivating...#oh well l m a o #I should be much further ahead ngl LMFAO I want like 12 done but I come back in 2 weeks.#we'll see #when I get really stressed out I go full gamer mode #and usually I'll sink like 60 hours (like 5 days) into a game and then I'm good and move on #but this recent game that grabbed me is. its too much actually #bit uncontrollable ngl I think its an ADHD thing I mostly have just quit playing videogames at all #cause its like yeah being stressed cause theres too much work to do is not going to be helped by losing a week and a half to a game...#and yet.#anyways the game is satisfactory #my friend bought it for me and we've been playing together #and our shared file has. 100 hours on it. and we still havent beaten the game #we're close to beating it and it's not like we're rushing or anything #cause its fun to fuck around and zap eachother or whatever #but it's got me doing math. the exact kind of math I love to do. optimization #and its reminding me yeah in another life id have been an engineer #I'm glad I'm an artist but its always weird like yeah this is easily a path I could have gone down #'artists hate math' speak for yourself doing math calms me down! I love math!#I love math and I love business. I'm almost the perfect artist but I hate advertising so. we can't have it all #anyways theyre so fucking cute its sickening. I love them so much. I could cry #WIP #lineart #time and time again

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shouyuus · 3 months ago

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view, 7:17 on a thursday night

#🌧 raindrops #i really love my apartment and our view is truly insane #nyc will always be my first love #and for all the “bad” things that have happened so far this year i really am thankful for all the good:#i have basically my dream apartment with a view to die for #im living in said apartment with the love of my life #i'm working a job that i actually really like with people i love in an industry that i'm passionate about #things will always go wrong but im so grateful for all the things that have gone right in my life to allow me so many of these things #WOW im just sentimental tonight yall DONT LOOK LMFAO #i promise we'll be back to our regularly scheduled programming of sapphic / anime boy bullshit soon HAHAH

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causeimanartist · 6 months ago

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[looking at old art] Damn, I really peaked in 2021

#like what was I on that it was that good and why can't I replicate it now #it's still my own style but what the hell changed #why is drawing so hard #why don't I have motivation #why is my job so stupid #these are the questions in my life #(for the job thing - at least I'm not a legal assistant anymore lmfao that shit sucked)

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bigmammallama5 · 8 months ago

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I call monthly to fill my ADHD meds and because it is so controlled I'm legally not allowed to get extra (context: I am currently on the branded because I've met my deductible for the year (surgery) and the generic isn't in my pharmacy).

The pharmacy places a refill for the generic. The generic is still widely out of stock and won't get in for weeks. I call to ask if they can switch it to branded, they have done so in the past. I cannot, it is so controlled I have to get a new prescription. I get a new order and for the next three months I'm okay. I forget the headache and then it's time for a new set of three months and I hope my provider has sent in the branded request. The pharmacy places a refill for the generic. The generic is still widely out of stock and won't get in for weeks.

#stupid rant is stupid #ADHD #rinse and repeat #well i have one last three months of medication covered by my insurance #or i should #that's three months to find a pharmacy that does carry the generic #once my insurance resets i dont have money for a $400 a month drug lmfao #i would not be on this if it didnt massively improve my quality of life and make it so i can actually DO my job

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chrliekclly · 10 months ago

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How did you get your job on sunny? I really wanna go into the entertainment industry.

iv told th story b4 but i got onto th show bcuz i just happened to b n th right place @ th right time

was working on smthn completely different nd drunk on th camera truck during one of our wrap days me, the DIT, nd the loader wer talking abt fave tv shows nd when i said tht always sunny was mine th loaders just like "oh lol funny im the 1st AC on that. i can get u some days if u want" ???

so i...did some days...then i did a season...and now im core crew i guess

#FUCK this just reminded me that i ghosted him a week ago after starting the conversation OOPS ty anon #but yea the entire industry is CONNECTIONS and luck. i never know how to give advice on that. its who u know.#college is a waste of time nd money but also one of th best places to make industry connections. hellish conundrum #working as a grip or a PA is a good way to get in on stuff bt doesnt always provide a ladder upwards or into specifics if u have an end goa #its honestly...a terrible industry....i wdnt actually recommend it to people lmfao its a super unstable way to exist theres no job security #im unemployed for most of my life and just gotta pray i work enough hours to keep my health insurance #newsflash! havnt had that in years!#but yea its....idk man. im lucky for my opportunities but overall its really dire out here #and its just ben getting worse and worse #the motto in the industry going around right now is 'survive until '25' bcuz of just how few job opportunities there are #literally everyone is struggling lol.....do something else #ask #ramblings #anon

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alukaforyou · 4 months ago

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me when two diff ppl from my accounting firm email me to get started on filing taxes, and after i pay the invoice, one of them keeps reminding me to submit the materials (spreadsheet w2s etc) even AFTER i told them im still putting everything together and to wait until nxt week, AND THE OTHER PERSON is like completely out of the loop for some reason like "have u had a chance to post payment yet" like???? i alr did that 🤨 also y cant u just check the billing record urself 🤨 why r Two of u emailing me. its not even two accountants emailing me its two admin ppl. hello. u see how sukuna looks pissed off as hell. my exact face rn. ㅈㄴ짜증나

#I HATE.#oh my god these baka people have wronged me in the past before in sm ways i am so dumb for continuing to use them #BUT no1 i kno can give me any recs for accountants AND i found these ppl online cuz they were extremely well rated and expensive. i rly #thought expensive = they are good at this shit lmfao the robbery of it all #anyways i shall not get into the details abt wat happened before they basically never told me to do some stuff #and was just like 'btw have u done this yet' after the fact like thanks 👍🏻 i thought it was ur job to tell me wat to do but ok #adult life is so stupid i s2g #.txt

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knifebaby3000 · 7 months ago

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#artists on tumblr #art #oc #rkgk #procreate #my art #tian #babies au #hi wheeze #nothing funnier than wanting to draw + knowing u have to look down to do it = all the snot in your head is sooo subject to gravity #actually what’s funnier is me acting like it’s anyone’s fault But my own that i don’t have a sketchier style like ???#u could just not ritually overwork the drawing??? u could just stop???#anyway pls have some scribbly baby tian at his various jobs... working hard... minding his own business... saying fuck all #he has a rich inner life. if u even care........#i try to draw him leaner than big tian bc he gets less to eat like when i tell you all he wanted at this age was three (3) square meals #and one (1) snack #and also to be bald bc he hates paying for conditioner #if he knew big t gets TWO (2) snax per day + is only 50% bald But zhuzhu diffuses his hair on wash day......... 🆗🙏🏼#ok luv u bye i need to lie down lmfao

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yyshcul · 1 year ago

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i think i got accepted into the 2D animation class at my university #win #success #awesome

#talks #all of my other classes this semester are kind of boring. we kind of got the worst professors/teachers for every class too lmfao #our first semester teachers were so passionate about their job and now we only have teachers who have the personality of a cardboard box.#i really looked forward to illustration but our first seminar yesterday was a huge disappointment #and i'm lowkey trying not to have a crisis about it lol.... it's not even the class. it's the teacher & the way he chooses to teach us #which is just. sketching from real life. realistically. no room for creativity whatsoever. WE WONT EVEN HAVE A FINAL PROJECT #i'm mad about it because the other groups who had illustration last semester had assignments that sounded really fun #illustration class is the reason why i chose to study here in the first place.... and we got a teacher who doesn't gaf about it. grrrrr #anyways. i'm hyped about 2D animation!! it's the only class i really look forward to :D

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sibyl-of-space · 2 months ago

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GOT TO HEAR GOOD NEWS AT MY JOB TODAY THAT NEVER HAPPENS LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOO

#one of the residents ive talked to a few times about varying degrees of heavy shit #SIGNED A LEASE #she got a PLACE!!!!!#SHE IS GONNA HAVE HER OWN APARTMENT!!!!!!#my job is mostly applying band aids to the issue of homelessness and just helping people Survive #so its easy to forget that they also have case managers working on a longer term solution #and that victories do happen #its literally so rare to get any sort of good news at work lmfao im so happy #i wish her shelter and safety and autonomy for the rest of her life

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deus-ex-mona · 9 months ago

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the ✨fickleness✨ of the heart

#second interview somehow went even worse than the first lmfao #was almost late due to public transport (1 and a half hour journey from town wth) got pretty overwhelmed with the interviewer and i just.#forgor to ask more questions about the job role aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #also on my way out the dude in the guardhouse didnt see me trying to get free (the gate out was one of those push a button to exit things)#so i was only able to escape when someone tried to drive out by following the car out through the vehicle gate #but then. i tripped and dropped one of my shoes. so i had to double back and grab it before the gate closed on me so b s #idk if the guardhouse dude saw me then (tinted windows and all) but i can never go back.#i hope the upcoming fellow interviewee does really well!!!!!!! you can have the job my dude!!!! it’s all yours!!!!!!!!#as for me. hm. i think the shut-in life suits me best~~~~~~~~~ no need to touch grass~~~~#to think that i talked too much in interview 1 and too little in interview 2… i think i should just sew my mouth s h u t.#anyways!!!!!! just another hour and a quarter till zakenna liner notes!!!!!!#i think i need to drown my sorrows in a bookstore 再见大家～～～～

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godblooded · 9 months ago

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sometimes it’s just… ‘oh had so much fun on vacation!’ ‘went to a cool concert!’ ‘had a fun day out with my friends!’ cool??? don’t remember what the fuck that’s like since i’m constantly the one forced to be in charge of everything ever.

#ooc. o kaptain.#[i have a car? of COURSE I must be the ride if anybody wants to do anything. that’s my fucking JOB. birthday? figure out my own plans. can’t #exactly make them because Mia’s sick. have a devastatingly depressing birthday in my house trying not to cry all day. vacation??? lmfao I #haven’t gone anywhere in three fucking years what’s that like??? I am absolutely bitter and exhausted and fucking angry. I have no family #left because they all died. and the last person I DO have is so sick the only enrichment I can receive is taking care of her. until #hopefully she gets better. but when is THAT guaranteed in my shithole fucking life??? I love spiraling with no way to remedy the issue #because I literally live with the fucking issue and she’s the last thing I have. basically: fuck life and fuck this. I don’t even know what #it’s like. I don’t even know how to fucking enjoy anything anymore because I CANT. THERE IS NO OPPORTUNITY TO. I DO NOT HAVE ONE. In fact I #have to do MODULES FOR WORK. THAT. THAT is the most FUCKING stimulation I can get. whatever. I fucking hate everything. I fucking hate #everything everything everything. and this is purposeless because it ain’t gonna stop! anytime soon! ever!]#medical /#negativity /#negative /

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intertexts · 24 days ago

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i neeeeeeeeeeeed 2 move out of here so i can get. medicated. =_=

#it wont happen while im here LMFAO. god i dont know if i can do 2 more years here i might like. Have to see if i can be out in one.#i know that there have been the circumstances. and ive been behind. but like. My god. i gotta get outta heeeeere. i need 2 live like.#anywhere else. a real life shitty design job cannot be worse than this.#txt

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werewolfdog · 3 months ago

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Wild that one day you can just look at a coworker who you're well connected with and realize you can really see them as your parental figure

#💭#🧧#this is me with my favourite coworker M 😔#I need to rant about this actually but man #I don't think I'll ever be able to meet another coworker who's as helpful and considerate as M #he helps me a lot with knowing how this job goes and giving me advices of what to do with certain aspects of my well being #he... worries so much more than I'm used to NOT being worried over ( my mom doesn't care as much about my health )#but I can tell he just cares about me a lot which I can appreciate #I also appreciate how easy he is to smile / laugh 'cause of me #as well as he does these little things for + to me that makes me feel happy and small #my father left me with my family when I was thirteen to be with his ( nowadays ex lol - lmfao even ) wife #and I never really care about the fact or long for a father figure in the end #but after meeting M - i realized near three months later of working ( end of last month ) how much he mean to me as a father figure #like... at first I was freaking out because is it Normal to think of that or-#but Sol told me it's understandable given the way he'd treat and speak to me often #such as today he gave me a banana from the cabinet where we keep snacks for the clients???#hell he even had us BUILD A SNOWMAN together today when he's constantly going through some physical pain with his limbs or back!?#he didn't gotta do all of these things with / for me but he Did #and how am I going to live the rest of my life having this thought that M cares about me so much to the point I can see him as a father #when I leave this job or he leaves first in the end #it makes me feel so sick and heartbroken thinking about it and I don't know if we'll be able to remain in touch when it happens #I just know I'll end up crying badly when either case happens lmfao #anyways anyways I just :< I like M a lot I just think he's Neat

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loptrcoptr · 1 year ago

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Someone just applied to my job ad and cited… torrenting cds online as “archival experience” and I am tempted to interview them purely because I’m impressed by the sheer audacity wtf

#which is in itself a joke i guess because i have used audacity the program to torrent!!!!! lmfao yall #i died i was like i am not familiar with these are they MARC or something– OH MY GOD #gotta do what you gotta do in this job market lol #work life

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mimiyanna · 11 months ago

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KINGDOM HEARTS IS ON STEAMMMM LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOO IT RUNS LIKE A DREAM ON THE STEAMDECK THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY FUCKING LIFEEEEEEEEEE

#And holy shit it's on SALE at release???#Square you shouldn't have!! You spoil me baby....#Pro-tip: Buy the bundle with all three collections for an even bigger discount.#The entire Kingdom Hearts series to date (except Melody of Memory lmfao) for only $70??#It's a goddamned steal #If you buy each collection individually it'll run you like. $120 even with the current discounts. So I have no idea why you would do that.#ANYWAY GO PLAY IT #This is not sponsored content.#But like #Square. Hey. Listen. If you WANT to sponsor me?#Hmu babygirl. I've been shilling your products my whole life. If you wanna pay me for that? I'm down. >_>#I know you're on tumblr and I KNOW you're looking at my blog sooooo #*twirls hair flirtatiously*#Anyway this is a beautiful port of a beautiful set of games. Excellent job all around. I'm so thrilled to have them now.

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