#lmaoooo you poor sweet summer child

[psychoticwillgraham]

‘….can we go to the lesbian bar pls 🥺’

sis: ‘NO. im not letting you get tempted. also, no explicitly gay shit because we do that all the time.’

*heart immediately breaks and mood sours*

[xxhappy-chickenxx]

My Stand-In Reactions, Ep 2

Watching this series has been such a good decision omg I am LIVINGGG for the mess!! Reactions below the cut~

Love that the opening shot is just MEN’S TITS

Ok the 5 o’clock shadow on both of them kinda has me 😵‍💫😵‍💫

Why do I feel like Ming is gonna use that key to break into Joe’s apartment at some point

OOF as someone who’s had to read body language/mood shifts before Ming STRESSES ME OUTTTT this actor is doing a FANTASTIC job

YES THE RICH GIRL GRABBING MING’S CIGARETTE LOLLLL

“Because if you lose focus for one second-” *immediately loses focus* PLS I LOVE JOE LMAOOOO

oh my poor little joe, he’s gonna get crushed to smithereens. He’s truly not ready for what’s gonna happen to him

the fact that he sneezes when he comes is the FUNNIEST detail jqdjkandkajdja

Yeah I wonder why Ming only does it from behind 😶😶😶

Joe the U-Haul lesbian oh my fucking god

Ok I’ve definitely seen Sol in another bl… time for a mydramalist search

OH NO BITCH FIGHT!!!! Not Ming acting like he’s anything more than a fuck buddy plsss THIS TWINK DID NOT COME ALL THE WAY BACK FROM KOREA TO BE DISRESPECTED LIKE THIS!!!! also why the fuck did Ming leave him on the floor??

Wow the gaslighting begins RIGHT away

OOO WE LOVE A LITTLE HOMOEROTIC SPARRING!!! Also I think I recognize Sol from a bl where he was a track star and then he fell in love w his sister’s boyfriend?? It might be “You Are My Sky” but I’ll need to verify

Ming is like a feral stray cat that Joe started feeding ajhdkajdjajd impeccable vibes

Oh Joe my sweet summer child moving in together is such a horrible idea

They’re so cute but it’s also so unsettling to watch bc you know it’s going to go horribly wrong… long story short I LOVE IT!!!!

[kae-karo]

⭐️star⭐️ "human enough" please 🥺

ahhhhh hello nadej!!!! aaaaaa thank u thank u!!!! i love this one deeply 🙏🙏

for context - send me a fic you want director’s commentary on!

human enough - albedo (x albedo? sort of?)

He hums - Albedo hums. He gave himself a name.

write an entire fic without giving ur protag a name challenge GO lmaoooo truly that was a fun exercise tho? it felt important to me to make it super clear right away that susbedo viewed himself as Other and assumed everyone else did too and always would, and so, he doesn't give himself a name

“And still, you wish to be loved by them anyway...”

i just had SUCH strong emotions abt susbedo during the event??? and i wanted albedo to call him out for what he really wanted and to watch him fight with it. deny it, skirt the truth. i wanted to make him come to terms with it, and albedo is so straightforward that it felt like a good way to have him present it from the start (and considering the way susbedo seems to almost...revere albedo? idk i liked putting it in that framework, like he doesn't want to, but he kind of does...it gives him something to wrestle with throughout the story)

But what love could Albedo ever have for him?

ohhhhh my sweet summer child. this fic was originally gonna be actually tangibly romantic but it never ended up panning out that way at the end. i actually almost view their relationship as something akin to zhongxiao? if xiao were mistrustful/resentful toward zhongli at the beginning. anyway, i digress here lmao. i'm a slut for characters that think themselves undeserving of love

Those words that do not suit him, he discards, and who could blame him? He is nothing short of a perfect human, after all.

this was stolen conceptually directly from the event, the idea that humans discard the things that aren't good enough (and how he, in turn, was discarded) and it just made me so hurt for him, to feel that way, to assume albedo is the same

Too perfect to be human - is that his curse, then?

i had a LOT of fun playing around with the idea of 'perfectly human' versus 'imperfection' and imperfection being almost a requirement to be considered human, letting those concepts run in circles around each other in susbedo's head without any real conclusion

“Do you mean to ask if I love the entirety of humanity? Or desire them carnally, or platonically, or-”

i love albedo being a little cheeky? like, i think we've seen it a few times during the events he's been in, but it just melds so nicely with his character as this unexpected little quirk (how very human of him). and, to a degree, his jokes all have a point. he doesn't joke just for the sake of it, it always has some sort of meaning, which i find interesting for him as a character?

“Ours…” He lifts his gaze, finds Albedo’s brows raised. “Are they warm?”

this whole interaction made me just,,,,,sob a little bit? over susbedo's genuine desperation to be 'human'? and albedo knows, he gets that susbedo thinks that there's some sort of fix, some cure to make him Perfectly Human, and it's endearing in its own right. and poor susbedo is so caught up in this that he can't see the forest for the trees 🥺

“You are a remarkable being,” Albedo says then, quiet. Reverent...

it felt basically critically important to me to make sure that albedo expresses that he's not...like, looking down on susbedo for wanting what he wants? or wanting what albedo has? not that susbedo has interacted with many people, but like. albedo viewing him as his own individual self and acknowledging that that's a beautiful thing and that his value doesn't come from being an imitation of albedo

“I don’t know what I want...”

time to break him :) no really tho i love finding the boiling point for a character and getting them to snap, and it struck me as albedo pointing out the flaw in susbedo's logic and thought process. and it does break him, leave him without a truth to hold onto (because albedo is right, he doesn't think he wants that) and desperate for a new one

He steps forward, and his boots only dent the snow further.

snow is a metaphor for perfection :) sdlfkjjklsdfj i mean i feel like that one was obvious, but this is sort of the point where it starts to impose and carry more meaning - and, critically, where albedo starts to move and mar the snow as well

“How very human.”

obviously the critical point here that albedo's been building up to from the start, which ends the circuitous thinking that poor susbedo has been cycling through. i knew from the start that this would be the end point, more or less, where albedo points out that he is, in fact, a remarkable specimen of a human for his imperfections.

beyond the story, i fall heavily into the camp of 'susbedo became joel's father' because frankly it just makes too much sense. but in the realm of the story, i think he goes back, too. spends time with albedo, learns about being human from someone who already had to go through the process of learning. and it's probably a bit of susbedo being obstinate at first, mixed pretty heavily with hanging onto every single word albedo says, like full tsundere mode lmao. but really, they end up having a pretty unique but ultimately positive relationship built on understanding humans and parsing out their differences (this is critical for susbedo especially, after having spent so long crafting himself to be just like albedo) so a lot of unlearning and trying new things and the like. i think he gives himself his own birthmark, one that's not quite like albedo's but something he spent a lot of time on designing for himself, a mark to show that he's not perfect, that he's human, that he's exactly as human as he wants to be

human enough, one might say :)

send me a fic you want director’s commentary on!

[twilight-aus]

stray kids x camp half blood (part 2)

part 2 is finally here and it’s time for changbin and hyunjin to take stage! i got really into writing these two so they seem a bit longer to me!! i fully intend to write a changjin fic in this universe one day so this is kinda just,, a way to explain backstory for me!

anyway here’s part 1 if anyone missed it and i hope you enjoy!!!

seo changbin- child of hades

okay,,, I know what you’re thinking,,, and I debated it too but he just fits so well as a child of hades so im resting my case with this. So,,, yeah theres that whole pact between the big three aka zeus, Poseidon and hades,,, and hades did stick to it,,, he just happened to totally forget that one time he didn’t but as no one ever came forward to be like “hey you gave me a kid??” he just chose to forget about it and stays loved up with Persephone down in the underworld. Changbin is pretty normal for the most part,,, goes to school, gets fussed over by his mum too much and likes to make music. Except,, well changbin knows he’s not normal when he came back from school one day and as he was fumbling to find his key to his apartment he shared with his mum,,, a huge pile of gold coins just appeared at his feet as he got more agitated when he couldn’t find his key… well his mum opened the door, saw the gold and was like,, well here we go. He gets sent to camp half blood that summer and is just like,,, I really don’t understand what I’m doing here when he’s with chan and chan just sorta looks at him funny before being like “well,, come and stay with me for the time being!!” and well,, it takes a few weeks of summer camp before changbin gets claimed and when he does…. It’s an absolute nightmare to say the least. Everyone is just so CONFUSED?? Like, Hades kids shouldn’t be a thing?? Wasn’t there that whole pact between the big three ?? Anyway,, this kinda causes people to stay away from changbin,,, bc damn that’s scary the third hades kid to appear in recent history is actually terrifying,,,, let’s just Zeus and Poseidon are raging upstairs lmaoooo. Poor changbin though,,, he had so many friends before he got claimed but they all kinda just left him,, apart from his lil crew of 8,,, yeah skz they don’t leave him behind. Bc they know he’s way more than being just a kid of Hades,,, like he’s so different from the typical moody, dark traits of Hades kids,,, pink sweaters, loves all things sweet, and ADORES HUGS. Like,,, a lot,,, which is good for skz because theyre so cuddly themselves but damnnn,,, dark scary changbin likes hugs?? He’s always clinging to felix or hyunjin and everyone’s just like,,, what. This makes people open up way more to changbin. Until it’s capture the flag time and changbin gets banned from summoning skeletons bc he sicced them on jisung once and well,,, yeah it wasn’t pretty. Oh,, changbin is like the strongest Hades kid who is not only good with his powers but like,,, he loves working out ?? everyone, including hades himself, just assumes he’s gonna stay a moody, thin kid like Nico or smth but no,,, short beefy changbin appears and he absolutely DECIMATES everyone including the ares kids in combat bc he’s just so,,, beefy….

hwang hyunjin- child of Hecate

So you’re probably all thinking,,, why not an Aphrodite kid?? Well that’s boring and overdone and I just think,,, witchy hyunjin. That’s all I want. Now hyunjin was sent to camp half blood by his dad bc quite frankly,, he was kinda terrified of what hyunjin might become without proper training so he sent him off with a promise from chiron to not reveal to hyunjin who is godly parent was,,, so there hyunjin was, standing around the cabins like,,, where do I fit in. Chan, being Chan, adopts hyunjin and they’re both just in the Hermes cabin. Hyunjin is kinda just,, a bit clueless bc he’s like,,, wow “Greek gods are real and im the son of one of them omg what if im like,,, the son of Poseidon or smth that would be so cool” and chan kinda just side eyes him bc like,,, chan knows he’s different and doesn’t fit with any of the cabins they have so. Anyways,, so as hyunjin only really goes to camp during the summer, by the time new cabins were built at camp half blood he was back at mortal school and when he comes back next summer,,, well he keeps being drawn to one cabin in particular…. You guessed it, it’s the Hecate cabin. He just stands there staring at it when he arrives until chan appears behind him to explain the new cabins and lets himself being dragged back to the Hermes cabin, not without sparing another look at the Hecate cabin. Hyunjin is fairly,,, okay at being at camp, he’s not the best archer or swordsperson, he’s okay at ancient Greek langauge, he does alright in his ancient Greek history classes but like,, he doesn’t fit in anywhere. All of his friends have been claimed by their godly parent and Hyunjin’s a bit bitter that his dad is either sending him to boarding school during term time and then to camp during the summer and still won’t tell him who is mum is like ?? yeah it’s bit frustrating bc he’s one of the oldest unclaimed kids and he’s just over it okay. One day in the middle of summer,,, everything changes. Hyunjin is just minding his own business as he’s cleaning up the archery area after practice when minho thinks it’s funny to see if hyunjin will notice if he shoots an arrow towards him,,, well,,, minho does this at the same time hyunjin whips around sensing something and theres an arrow flying towards him and he panics okay he doesn’t mean to stop it in midair it just happened and minho is just like,,, open mouthed staring at him like wtf. The arrow clatters to the ground after a tense few seconds and hyunjin just runs away to the only place that makes sense and it’s the Hecate cabin. It’s not until a few hours later when the boys decide to visit him that he sees another person, too busy being scared by what just happened and yeah, well as soon as the see him there’s a purple wheel above his head and he’s been officially claimed. Little things that had no explanation now suddenly do,,, it’s been hwang hyunjin all along.. (they keep it a secret from chiron and camp for a few hours as they comfort him but you know,,, chiron realises where everyone is pretty soon and he just smiles,, he knows hyunjin’s dad has nothing to fear anymore)

find part one HERE

[thiswillcostyourheart]

@fortune-maiden

#'it must be more natural underwater' oh you sweet summer child #the misunderstanding continues!! XD #sort of.... but at least Homura doesn't have to drown anymore? XD #poor Homura doesn't even get to enjoy the kisses! #he's too busy drowning! XD #his little tear in the last panel is adorable! >.< #hang in there Homura!!

OMG you noticed the innocence of homura’s interpretation thank you so much!!!! XDDDD I MEAN TO BE FAIR I THINK MOST PEOPLE’S FIRST THOUGHT WOULDN’T BE “HE WAS LITERALLY WAITING FOR ME TO START DYING SO HE COULD EXPRESS AFFECTION” XKVBSXFJH LMAOOOO XD;;;;; uruu totally escaped having to explain himself on that one!! XDD 

yes at least the misunderstandings seem to be getting less severe?? XD AND YES HOMURA DOESN’T HAVE TO DROWN ANYMORE!! GO HOMURA FOR STANDING UP FOR THAT REQUEST!!! XD gbvjksghdh the way you describe poor homura not getting to enjoy the kisses i-is so cute omg??? ;;/////;; “he’s too busy drowning!” GBLJHGHFV FOR SOME REASON THIS SOUNDS SOO ADORABLE??? >/////< and then you called his little tear adorable too!!! wahhhh!!! /)//////(\ thank you! he sounds so cute!! AND YOUR CHEERING FOR HIM IS SO CUTE!!!!! >.< thank you so much!!! \;;////;;/

[rosytteok]

50 questions tag.✍🏻

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tagged by the sweetest human ever;; @stuipdgirlxbtsx ily bud ty💞‼️

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1. What takes up too much of your time?

lmaooo school, schoolwork, homework. anything related to school.

2. What makes your day better?

To be honest, scrolling through tumblr, laughing, talking to mutuals, writing when I’m very inspired. basically a lot of things make my day.

3. What’s the best thing to happen to you today?

My mom brought me my nana’s soup and other goodies for lunch and I was THRIVING!!!

4. What fictional place would you like to go to?

Maybe Hogwarts, P.K Academy, Ouran Academy(even though I’m poor as fuck) and that would be it.

5. Are you good at giving advice?

I think I am??? Sometimes in certain topics I can really let loose and advise someone from experience or from what I’ve been taught growing up.

6. Do you have any mental illnesses?

None at all.

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

Nope.

8. What musicians inspired you the most?

Hm, Freddie Mercury(or Queen as a whole), BTS, and many others.

9. Have you ever fallen in love?

Yup.

10. What’s your dream date?

Nothing special nor fancy either—prolly something like going out to talk or eat fast food or ice cream. maybe a simple movie date.

11. What do others notice about you?

I have no idea lol. Probably like my face, mostly my eyes I think.

12. What is an annoying habit you have?

For me, since I bite the insides of my lips a lot, I find it annoying cuz I wanna stop but I just can’t??? ugh skskskks.

13. Do you still talk to you first love?

Never have had a bf. So no, I don’t even know where the hell my first crush at kdkdkdk.

14. How many exes do you have?

None.

15. How many songs are in your playlist?

A. Whole. Freakin’. Lot.

16. What instruments can you play?

None lmaooo but I’d love to learn how to play the piano, or the guitar.

17. What do you have the most pictures of?

Probably most kpop/bts related pics or pics of me lmao.

18. Where would you like to go before you die?

Truly...I’d love to travel the world but places like Italy, Japan, Korea, Thailand, Spain, France, etc. They really catch my attention so maybe one of those, hopefully, in the near future.

19. What is your zodiac?

Gemini.

20. Do you relate to it?

Sometimes I do, not frequently though. I just think back on a Gemini’s attributes and characteristics and be like: “oh! maybe that’s why I’m like this.” but then poof. I don’t pay them much attention.

21. What is happiness to you?

The people that surround you. Your loved ones, precisely. Family and friends to me are happiness. Also, my hobbies and interests. Like dancing, listening to music, and writing.

22. Are you going through anything right now?

Stress. Lots of finals to be done and I’m s t r e s s e d. But I’m managing.

23. What’s the worst decision you ever made?

No idea. Currently, can’t remember any.

24. What’s your favorite store?

I normally dislike shopping so I don’t know. Maybe somewhere with a makeup aisle, or like beauty related stuff kdksksk.

25. What’s your opinion on abortion?

(yikes oh god) although the thought of killing an innocent human being disgusts me, if it’s the product of some sort of sexual abuse then, if the female feels uncomfortable having the child since it may remind her of the assailant and/or the memory, it’s her choice to abort or not. Now, if the child were to be a mistake made by reckless behavior or malfunctions(?) on behalf of the pill or condom, then I believe the baby should certainly not be killed. Just because you didn’t plan it or if it was a mindless error it’s not the child’s fault. They shouldn’t be immorally punished.

26. Do you keep a bucket list?

Nope.

27. Do you have a favorite album?

Not precisely. Since I mostly listen to just some songs from a certain album and not like the whole thing, I can’t say. Maybe MOTS: Persona??? Idk man kdksksk.

28. What do want for your birthday?

Makeup maybe??? Money??? the MOTS: Persona album?? A vacation??? I have a lot of things in mind ksksk.

29. What are most people’s first impression of you?

Can’t say, really. Prolly that I’m a saint with no sense of dark humor. Like a nun maybe. Lmaoooo skskks.

30. What age do you seem according to most people?

17-20 ksksks.

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?

If it’s charging then, it’s on a table in front of the foot of my bed, sitting on top of a Bluetooth speaker. If it’s already charged then it’s in my purse.

32. What word do you say the most?

Somethings like: “uwu”, “hot”, “cute”, “baby”, “lmao”, “look—bye.”, “what the fock.”, “specimen” (weird selection, right? lsksksk.)

33. What’s the oldest date you would date?

Max one to two years older than me. MAX. M A X. I can’t go any higher than that, sorry fellas.

34. What’s the youngest age you would date?

This is going to sound so stupid but again, max a few months younger. I stand being like years older than a guy. It’s just not in my persona.

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you?

God forbid but, a teacher. Especifically, an English teacher or like a Science teacher. I’m shaking but God, no.

36. What’s your favorite music genre?

Pop, rock, kpop, and a little bit of R&B on the side.

37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?

Hm, maybe just America or Canada. Although, I like other countries, I don’t feel like I’d be ready to live in a foreign country yet skskks.

38. What is you current favorite song?

Killer Queen by Queen, bad guy or COPYCAT by Billie Eilish.

39. How long have you had this blog for?

No freaking idea. Maybe for like a year now? Two maybe soon? This blog initially wasn’t planned ksksks it just came out of nowhere but I’m glad now that I made it.

40. What are you excited for?

My birthday and summer vacation.

41. Are you a better talker or listener?

A mix of both. Sometimes when I don’t know what to say, i just lend my ears all the way. But when I do, the words flow through as I advise skskks.

42. What is the last productive thing you did?

Do the dishes later today skskks.

43. What do you want for Christmas?

A miracle sent from Heaven and makeup(maybe??? Or like an album possibly??? Too soon to tell y’all).

44. What class do you get the best grades in?

Not to FLEX but honestly, all of them. Although, English is my forte (it has been since I was little) and I always get the highest grade rank in my class.

45. On a scale from 1-10, how are you feeling right now?

A pretty chill 9.

46. What can you see yourself doing in ten years?

Studying hard on what I love, cramming for exams in some dorm late at night. Maybe even finishing my dream. Living the stressful life that is college skskskks.

47. When did you get your first heartbreak?

Never have gotten one lol.

48. What age do you want to get married?

I truly do not want to get HUSBAND UP but who knows??? Maybe in my early to middle twenties??? I don’t know since I haven’t put much thought into it.

49. What career did you want to have as a child?

I remember like wanting to be a model, singer or like an actress or fashion designer.

50. What do you crave right now?

For school to hurry up and end, something sweet, and a good fucking nights’ rest skskks.

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this took so much skskksks anyway,,,,I’m tired so imma post this and chill.🤟🏻

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💌;; @gukgalore @palepinksuga @carry-on-my-wayward-bts (not an obligation since i know it’s a pretty long tag)