#lmaooo whaaaat

[like-wuatafauq]

I genuinely wouldn't consider myself butch anymore but like as a she/they my they style is very masc and my she is very femme....

Like I'm going to go get my nails done when I go back to college because I've been single for yearssssss and like one of my girlie friends says that nails last a couple weeks depending on how fast your nails grow... like girl.... who was gonna tell me that???? Like I'm about to be femme af for that time and then be masc af when I get them off. Like I'm about to be switching my fucking game character like crazy lmaooo why didn't you girlies say that sooner??? I've been butch this whole time thinking them nails last a month to a couple months????(and I can't be femme for that long continously) Ik it's probably obvious but like idk??? I like hyperfemmes but I've never had a hyperfemme girlfriend to pay for her nails so I had no idea?????? I genuinely cut my nails short before they grow any so I had no idea how long any of that would take lmaooooo

[BTW this is how I feel comfortable as she/they not that this is how she/theys or genderfluidity should be represented because everyone is different]

[nanaslutt]

1. ive lost track of how many wives i have BUT OK!! YIPPEE ^.^

2. i genuinely never know what to say when people say stuff like this lmaooo

3. *smooch*

4. you are my special👹

5. WHAAAAT i’m so jealous… i wanna have a sex dream abt shiu, but im glad i could help LOL

6. ohhhhhh this makes me so happy :( i always love hearing u guys like how i write them and im so happy it brings u a little joy <333 thank you so much

7. OK!! :D

8. THANK YEWWWW!! this quarter at school is almost ova, 0 transition time between quarters but im excited to start my next one so im doing well, i hope you’re doing good too <3

9. ANOTHER MARRIAGE PARTNER YIPPEEE, thank you for looking out for me!! i took a good long break yesterday and i feel so good now, i read for 9 1/2 hours straight at fully didn’t feel like i was on earth, it was much needed ^.^ pls take care of yourself too!!

[toxicanonymity]

I adore The every inch series and I wanted to ask if you’ll be writing anymore for it! It’s amazing and I’m dying to see where you take it next!

Daddy ghostface will return.

I primitively outlined 3 more for him, and the snippet i shared before is not in part 4. When I started part 4 from scratch, halfway through I went off the rails lmaooo. My fingers took over and went on this strange smut tangent. I even wondered, "should this part be a one shot?" But nah. It's better all together, even if it isn't everyone's cup of tea. Anyway, the fic is >90% drafted, I've let it breathe for almost 2 weeks, it just needs some wrap-up (don't worry, he'd never 😉), edits, and for me to stop second guessing myself. I know when I reread it, I'm gonna imagine a few of y'all being like, "he whaaaat?" "Wait, she really-" And I just have to say, "Yeah. He does. Okay?" "Yeah, that's where we're at." No shockers like the last one, though.

every inch p.s. i'm very excited for it. he's up next after my non-fandom one shot.

[riansdiary]

Hi Riaaan!! I wanted to tell you that I read your recent success stories post (this one: https://www.tumblr.com/riansdiary/755714407932264448/my-new-success-stories-hello-everyone-this-is?source=share) and now I can understand loa more, thanks of that these days I have been consciously manifesting many things!! So I wanted to share my success stories with you too. First of all, sorry if I make grammar mistakes or if some parts are not understandable, English is not my first language, I'm still learning 🤕

It started yesterday right after I read the post I mentioned before, and a similar situation happened to me(?. I went to my grandmother's house to visit her and stayed the night, my nonna was having cereal with milk and fruits for dinner and I wanted to eat that too, but she told me that the cereal and the Milk were done, and she can buy me cereal and Milk BUT tomorrow morning (that's today). I wanted so badly to eat that for dinner, so I went to her room and meanwhile i was doing idk on my phone, I affirmed and visualized my grandma calling me to give me a bowl of cereal, i didn't do it much, just a few times, and then i started watching tiktoks lol, then within MINUTES my grandma knocked on the door and he told me that he left me some cereal and milk, and that I could have that for dinner. I WAS VERY HAPPY AND I HAD COMPLETELY FORGOT THAT I HAD MANIFESTED IT, BUT I DID ITTTTT The second thing I said was gifts for Children's Day. Ok, this also happened yesterday, my aunt had bought gifts for my cousins ​​(they're the real children here lol) and I asked her if she had bought me something, but she told me that I was too old to celebrate this day and giving me presents LMAOOO, I KNOW BUT I'M STILL YOUNG YK, so, I started affirming that my aunt bought me something for Children's Day, and she just had been hiding it from me, AND GUESS WHAAAAT, when I woke up today there was no one at home, just my grandma and me lol, but then my aunt, my mother and my brother arrived, and they went to the supermarket to buy me candies, and my aunt had a gift for me!! She gave me hair clips, animal-shape hair tails(? (😭🩷) and a curling mask!! I was very grateful, and I also forgot that I was manifesting it, I realized when I started manifesting my third success today OMGGG, this happens When I was in my room listening to music on my phone, it slipped out of my hands and obviously fell , but THE SCREEN BROKE SO BAAAD 😭 not externally like cracks but internally, streaks appeared on the screen and it turned white, I was VERY scared because I had already damaged my phone on my birthday a few months ago, so if I told my parents they were going to be mad at me for sure 💀 but then I remembered that omg I am the creator of my life and reality, and I could manifest that nothing ever happened to the screen! Or also the phone would repair itself idk, the point is that again I affirmed that the screen was in good conditions, that it was never damaged bc I said so, etc. This took a little more effort because I was a little scared and anxious, but I understood and that my emotions were normal for what just happened, and I just kept affirming and persisting that in my 4d this never happened. Being honest with you, I don't see any changes on my phone in 3D, but WHO CARES? In my 4d the screen of my phone is as it has always been, and that is what really matters, I'm sure that it will be reflected soon in my 3d. I continue to persist and listen to my 4d!! And if I been able to manifest other situations in minutes or hours, ofc I will achieve this.

Thank you very much for making that post, I feel very happy achieving my manifestations following your example, have a good night!! (or day) XOXO!! 🩷

Oh my God Hi!!!! It's okay, I can understand you very well! Thank you so much for sharing this with me! I just woke up and checked my Tumblr when I saw this! This totally made my day! 😇

I love cereal too so I get that! You're doing so great! I love your success stories! You're much better than me on the phone one. I love my phone so much! I'll try and help you manifest that but who are we kidding? In the 4d, it's already fixed! Just keep persisting that it never happened.

I'm so happy that my post helped you manifest! I've been manifesting really well using that post as an example too!

[caramel-demon-on-bike]

☆彡 HEADCANONS AND AU STUFF ミ★

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Ok! So as I said this is my little Metal Family ships ranking! All I will say now are my headcanons. you can disagree with them, just remember to not being rude just because someone likes something you don't like!

Main Characters + my oc!

Glam x Victoria - one of my favorite ships! I think they fit together perfectly! I love love love them <3 10/10

Glam x Chive - I think they may had some small romantic relationship in the past. But it's not what I would call a permanent relationship. ( tbh I have a small headcanon that Chive and Glam could flirt with each other when they are drunk lol.) I like them together but prefers their relationship more as brothers/best friends! 6/10

Chive x Victoria - whaaaat..? No, it wouldn't work lmao 0/10

Chive x Anna - naaaaah,, :/ I don't like this ship. I see them as good friends + I think Anna prefers girls. In my headcanon Chive may have flirted with her at beginning but nothing more came of it. Just best friends! 0/10

Victor x Chive (oc x canon ship!) - so basically it's my otp, what can I say about them. I don't think anyone here knows much about this ship because Victor is my oc but I will try to describe you more this ship. When I was creating Victor I wanted to combine opposites! Victor is often stressed and Chive would help him chill out. I think they would complement each other. In my AU Victor would also help Ches out of addiction at the beginning. I just really like this ship. 10/10

Anna x Victoria - it's an interesting ship to be honest. I think like with Glam x Chive there may have been a closer relationship at first but then it turned into a platonic friendship + I think victoria is straight lol. 3/10

Anna x Glam - whaaaaat? 0/10

Dee x Heavy (proship) - NO. -100/10 pls don’t, it should be illegal!!

Dee/ Heavy x Glam/ Vicky/ Anna/ Ches/ anyone over 18 (proship) - HELL NAHHH. If someone ships this, I'll find that person. <•>_<•> -1000/10

Dee x Lif - Cute! I like their relationship it's sweet how Dee tries to impress her! I hope they can be canonically together :> 9/10

Heavy x Lif - I’m so sorry… but they fit so perfect together too…. I'm undecided whether I prefer Dee x Lif or Heavy x Lif (I’m so sorry Dee) 9/10

Dee x Diana - I think she has a crush on him but he doesn't care LMAOOO. But they would be interesting together. 4/10

Heavy x Diana - I don't know what to think about this ship. It wouldn't be a long relationship 3/10

Bob x Lordy - Just best friends! 1/10

Glam x Lydia (proship) - ._. No. Pls no. 0/10

Gustav x Mary - poor Mary.. :( toxic af 0/10

Gustav x Roft - slay. 10/10/j

Chive x Donuts - canon ship. 100000/10/j

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Other probable ships with my oc!! (AU)

Victor x Glam - I don't think they fit together. I see them as best friends. In my AU Victor and Glam would take care of Ches in his hard times, which could bring them together in friendship! 0/10

Victor x Victoria - nahhh same thing as with glam, only best friends! Btw In my AU Victor would have a better relation with Victoria than Ches (because, you know, she would often get nervous at Ches) 0/10

Anna x Victor - Nahhh, they don't like each other in my AU lol. 0/10

Dee/ heavy x Victor (proship) - NO. Pls don’t ship this,, -10/10

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If you have any questions feel free to ask! I would also like to know your opinion about Metal Family ships!

Have a nice day!

[bass-alien]

I’m watching killer klowns from outer space for the first time and all I have to say is whaaaat the fuck lmaooo

[shingetsu-online]

OMG I JUST REMEMBERED/RE-FOUND OUT YOU’RE THE MOD FOR UVA ACADEMY VIO!! Ahsjsjjdjs makes so much sense- aaaaa

WAIT WHAAAAT YOU KNOW ABOUT VIO..... I HAD NO IDEA YOU KNEW ABT MY SILLY GHOSTBOY BUT YEAH !!! I RUN UVA ACADEMY VIO LMAOOO

[alarrytale]

The Stardust video is CGI!

Whaaaat? The whole thing?

So he's not in the lake? Lmaooo.

[melodygatesauthor]

I'm not impersonating you whaaaat i just love Jake Lockley

Lmaooo I know but the same thing happened to me a little while ago I was obsessed with them all but then outta NOWHERE, Jake like threw himself at me and like, we’re married now.

It was this pic that did it:

It still makes me giddy just looking at it.

[whimsical-demises]

LMAOOO WHAAAAT 🟩🟢💚✅ what about those then

[skullinahat]

most of the way through season 2 succession liveblogging (:

i've been doing this in the replies but tumblr isnt letting me send them anymore lmao??

im almost finished with episode seven!! that scene earlier of tom and greg was crazayy

also are rhea and logan actually fucking????? is it just for business??

....does maria know?

and WHOAH kendall being asked into the house for pr but not actually to meet with the family whose son he killed HOLY SHIT

this is awesome. torture him more

fucking hell him drying the cup from the house of the kid he fucking killed

GOD this is so good

WHAT. IS GREG. TALKING ABOUT HELLOOOOOO

...is greg going to record his discussion with the investigators??

meeting with the mom. i LOVE her so much shes such an absolute cunt

SHES SUCH A CUUUNTTT

there's quite a lot of shot in the pigeon lmaooo

I LOOOOVE HERRR. HOW DID SHE KNOW THE TOP NUMBER. her holding the family hostage for christmas

KENDALL SLIPPING MONEY TO THE FAMILY WHOSE SON HE KILLED. WHAAAAT

is kendall gonna tell his absolute wretched cunt of a mother about the murder? WHY HER OUT OF ALL PEOPLE??

damn thank god shes so negligent she talked him out of it. she wouldve become a demon with that info

TOM BURNING THE LAST OF THE EVIDENCE

lmaoo the fucking lighter doesn't work. YESS TOM GRABBED SOME YESSS YES YES lmao why did he use them as ass padding

holy shit shiv finally talking to logan. god this is gonna suck

poor shiv. i like how her bob is curved in or out depending on her costume.

the fact they panned down to show roman's bare feet. perverts

HOLY FUCK SHE LEFT KENDALL COMPLETELY RATHER THAN DISCUSS ANYTHING WITH HIM FUUUCK. she's the only person kendall's tried to talk to about it.

fucking rhea fucked shiv over oh my god. i cant believe it

[pythonmoth]

I JUST READ THE NEW CHAP OF THE TRAITOR FIC AND HOLY FUCKING

SSSSS HHHH IIIII TTTTTT

!!?!?!?!?!?!?!???

God i wish I had some darts to smoke just to chill and read, but what makes it hit harder is listening to my ex therapists bands music?? God damn?? Holy fuck??

You are making the Library of Alexandria and this fic HURTS

I'M MAKING WHAAAAT no way. (I'm giggling and blushing)

just listened to the song (you guys can't, sorry) and it's SO GOOD? it hits so hard fr so I'm incredibly honored

ngl I'm sometimes surprised of myself LMAOOO

[toxicanonymity]

did somebody say ZIPLINE?

catch ya later, ♥Puddles♥

THIS MASTERPIECE!!!! This is so dead on for the vibe, space, and guys 😭

Thighs with the perfect swimsuit

Stepdad in the bushes lool

Raider inside the window looking hot 🥵

Lincoln with the side-eye 😭

Vampire's coffin lmaooo, the alt txt "shading"

real housecreeps master list

Anon pt. 2 (pt. 1)

I sit down on the living room floor, sit back and cross my ankles. "I got a bunch of Anons today."

(cross-talk) "WHAAAAT" "that's so weird," "wow, really?" "who would do that?"

I let them continue their theatrics, then say, "Well, I get Anons every day, and a lot of them are good, so. . ."

The men quiet down and nod studiously, "Right." "Yeah, of course."

"Yeah it was just weird these were like all in a row."

The men nod as though intrigued. Stepdad asks, "Were they insightful?"

I repeat, "insightful?'

Stepdad shrugs. Slasher asks, "were they nice?"

I nod in a wishy washy way. "For the most part," then glare at stepdad. "You know you guys can talk to me about anything, right?" They nod. I have a hunch this was stepdad's idea. He's the app guy after all.

The doorbell rings. When I go to answer it, they're quietly rapidfire bickering with each other, "told you we shouldn't go anon, just tell her what you want" "but if she thinks we AND the audience want it," "obviously she knows it was us" "not all of us" "Shhhh," "who's at the door?"

Trouble looks at his surveillance app. "There's a van. . . .it says . . (He does the old guy phone squint) .adventure . . .Adventure 365"

"Hell yeah" "it worked!" "Let's party." the guys high-five.

I return and say, "guys, this is Mike from Adventure 365. He's here to install a Zipline."

Mike gives them a safety briefing before installing it. "You can't pull on it. Don't wrench on it."

[needy-x-dreamy]

hehe u don’t have to be embarrassed, i like knowing just how much you enjoy the way i toss you around and hold you up 😌

i hope work was ok!! and i hope u have lots of fun tonight! i just got back from a team dinna and i’m thinking abt going to the hotel hot tub 🧐 also i found out one of my teammates is from Gurnee??

Yeaaa ik I don’t have to be embarrassed, but sometimes I get a lil shy idk 🫣

Also whaaaat! I doubt I’d know them, but that’s super cool!! Did you tell them this awesome and hot girl you know is also from there 😌 lmaooo I’m jk

I just woke up from my nap but ya syd works until 11 and will be over after, and I’m sure it’s gonna be fun! I think you should go to the hot tub! Ugh that sounds so nice rn

[hismercytomyjustice]

Feeling a little better today, mental health-wise. Hoping it lasts.

Tbh it was a little bit of a relief for my therapist to acknowledge how hard of a time I’ve been having the past few months. Made me feel like I haven’t just been whining incessantly lol.

Yes, I know that’s not self-compassion. I am TERRIBLE at self-compassion, but I’m trying to learn. I feel like half of my appointments lately are just “Please stop being so mean to yourself.” I am trying, ma’am. I am not very good at it. Idk why it is so fucking hard for me. T^T

That’s not true. I do know. A lot of it is my OCD…

Also not really getting treatment specific to OCD until the past year or so. Despite having it since I was at least 12. And taking on more than my share of responsibilities from a young age…

Ngl writing this kid!Alastor fic has me at times just being like “I’m in this photo and I don’t like it!” I was talking to my bff about sneaky tropes that show up often in writing and getting read to filth over them, lmaooo.

Whaaaat? Parentification? Unhealthy obsession with perfection? A character’s belief they should be able to handle everything themselves or die trying? Said character bombing so hard/flying too close to the sun that they’re then forced to accept help from other people? Burnt out gifted kid to adult pipeline? Whaaaat? Couldn’t be me! Hahaha. Haha. Ha…

My therapist did tell me the other day tho that I was clearly putting in the work. And that she wished all of her clients were as motivated as I am to work on their mental health. I don’t mean to brag, but I’m pretty sure that means I’m winning at therapy, which is definitely a real thing… ( ¬ᴗ¬) jkjk

It’d just be super nice if putting in the work was all it took. Even though I know that every little thing helps, even if it doesn’t feel like it in the moment.

Reminds me on some of the tidbits I found most impactful from the OCD conference I attended earlier this year.

Stuff like:

Use self care to stack the deck in your favor à la Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs

Focus on the basics first (sleep, diet, water, etc)

Build a strong foundation so you can build on it without it falling over

Focus on how you can handle the things that are 100% in your control to increase your resilience

Set the bar low with goals - it’s only up from there and you have to start somewhere

Don’t worry about whether or not something is your OCD. You’re not in the business of figuring that out. OCD rule of thumb, if there’s urgency attached to figuring it out, it’s probably your OCD

It doesn’t matter what the content of your OCD thought is about, the response is the same. The same principles apply.

You’re building your muscles, maintain aspects of ERP and CBT so those muscles don’t atrophy. This helps prevent you from ending up in a more vulnerable/susceptible place to OCD

Be aware of when your OCD is “getting loud”

Know what you’re going to do if a lapse or relapse happens

Medication is 20-30%, skills and tools are the rest

You’re always learning what does and doesn’t work. Even if exposures don’t go the way you hope, it’s okay. It’s data. Gather experiences and data so you can learn from them. Your experiences expand you and help you grow and expand your resilience. You’re always learning what does and doesn’t work.

Think of “failure” as “failed experiments” for which you’re collecting data and can learn from

Develop strong emotional regulation to keep yourself stable

Keep an eye on where your life gives you opportunities for exposure and take advantage of those gimmes

Micro avoidances add up, so work hard to handle even little ones. Recognize when you’re triggered by something and choose to do it anyway. Sometimes it’s ocd and sometimes it isn’t

Even if what you fear happens, it doesn’t mean the OCD was correct. OCD is never correct

Self compassion is hard work. It’s not about being positive about everything but rather about being real/more realistic

Reframe perfectionism as “I’m committing to x” and it doesn’t matter if it’s perfect or the best or whatever, just focus on that - “ex. I’m committing to exercising for 5 minutes” and not thinking about if it’s perfect or not

Remember when you’re having a tough time, think “I’m working on it”

Think “yeah, and” rather than “yeah, but” because “yeah, but” often comes up when we’re negating positive things we did

Even if you’re not certain something will give you a positive outcome, still do it. Even if it doesn’t do what you hoped, you still fought back. Give yourself the opportunity to see the outcome and with that comes flexibility.

Line out three small goals you want to complete the next day - can help you make the goals at night so you don’t have to deal with motivation in the morning. Use an index card on your bedside table. If the goals feel too big or intense, make them smaller or break them down further. This is behavioral activation.

We’re going to be focusing on some behavioral activation baby steps. And I’m looking at getting my meds adjusted too. It’s nice to have a plan. Lol she def told me yesterday “This one, single baby step is all you’re going to focus on right now.”

She knows me so well! Hahaha. But for real, that’s been one of my biggest problems. Trying to take small, manageable, consistent steps and acknowledging the progress I’m making. I think it’s helping with some of the spiraling I’ve been experiencing lately.

She also sent me this list of cognitive distortions to review when I start beating myself up or spiraling. To help me build up my defusion techniques.

I’m hoping to have some appropriately baby sized progress to share with her next week haha.

But it’s also good to know there are more intensive programs out there in the event I wind up needing one.

[bbeelzemon]

hmm i feel like i shouldst perhaps changeth my oc's name because 1) i originally just picked it cuz it sounded cool lol 2) its reason in-story is kinda weak and that might be a good enough reason to think up a new one? And last of all 3) ive just realized their name is also the abbreviation for the new y/ork times and seeing it abbreviated with my oc's name on my dash vexed and haunted me!!