#lmao I am 34 and this is the first time I've ever been in this situation

[reclusivedouche]

On hold with one of my creditors to let them know I'm a broke bitch who can't pay

[neevblanc]

this is a req for your cafe event! 🩷 15/Dark Era dazai x reader word: hm.....sick (like the kind of sick after you drink too much) bar lupin shall be the death of me🥹 If you need a name: April

a/n —hiii april! :D ty for sending this in! i've never tried my hand at writing dark era dazai so i hope i can do our little funky guy justice lmao :P

blanca’s cafe event!

this event is now CLOSED! feel free to leave a normal old ask, though!

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Dazai Osamu x GN!reader

Tags— dark era dazai, he's a little mean but what can ya do, regular dazai suicidal antics (help him), killer hangover (sort of), bullying him into being cared for seems to be a theme amongst the ppl in his life (looking at you, kunikida)

CW/TW— drinking, underage drinking, mentions of vomiting, dehydration, suicidal themes

please keep yourself safe.

note — i ended up modeling what reader is to this dazai as something similar to what higuchi is to akutagawa. not exactly, of course, since all four of these characters are complex and very much different but the premise was...inspired, i think. it's interesting. dazai is interesting!

𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴:

"Dead to Me by Kali Uchis"

00:34 ━━●─────── 03:19

ㅤ ㅤ◁ㅤ ❚❚ ㅤ▷ ㅤㅤ

"i don't know what you've been told. see i am not your enemy."

The walk up to the roof is familiar. The stairway is damp, and the stairs creak under your feet; the building is one of the older ones left in the city and, therefore, made of wood instead of the metal you were used to seeing.

You open the door to the roof, biting the inside of your cheek as you step out into the open and let it shut behind you. The soft night wind bites at your face in greeting as soon as you are entirely on the roof. Your eyes dart to the right, and you find what you’re looking for in the exact place it always is.

“Are you done now, Dazai-san?” You ask, approaching the man. He’s sat on the ledge of the building. Despite seeing him in this position more times than you could count, unease still seeps into your stomach and pools at the bottom. You stop just beside him, and without thinking much of it, you do the math to make sure you’d be able to catch him if anything happened.

You shuffle a foot closer. He doesn’t look at you when he speaks.

“Yes.” Dazai’s response is clipped, but he takes a deep and visible breath before speaking. You know immediately he’s had too much to drink.

“Are you here alone?” You ask, despite knowing that Oda-san and Ango-san wouldn’t have let Dazai up, and Dazai wouldn’t have been on the roof if Oda-san and Ango-san were with him.

“None of your business.” He huffs, almost clumsy, as he swings his gangly legs back toward the roof and stands slower than usual. You frowned but kept your hands to yourself, knowing he wouldn’t appreciate a steadying hand. You turn first, keeping track of his footsteps that sound quietly just after yours. You hold the door to the stairwell open for him, and Dazai passes you without the slightest acknowledgment. 

He heads out of the building without another word, and instead of following his steps back to his…room, you quickly round the corner and head down the steps to bar Lupin. Two steps at a time, your breath comes out in cloudy puffs due to the cold. The bar door creaks ever so slightly as you open it, and the man at the bar gives you a strained smile when he sees you.

“Got him?” He asks, putting down the glass he’d been drying. You nod, sighing lightly.

“Could I have some of those bread rolls you sell? Put them on Dazai-san’s tab, please. I’ll be back to pay it off later in the week anyway.” You say, leaning on the bar. He smiles gently at you and packs the little rolls into a box for you to take. He hands them over and tilts his head toward the door.

“Now get going. It’s too damn cold and late for you kids to be out.” He shoos you away, and you hurry back into the winter air again.

Fortunately, Dazai has slumped against a building wall not too far away. A flickering streetlight shines above him, keeping his form visible to you despite the layers of black he insists on wearing.

You walk to him quickly, and as you near, he straightens and doesn’t bother to look your way. You do him a favor and pretend he hadn’t been slack-jawed a second ago, half coherent and entirely too relaxed in public.

You fumble the take-out box open and hand him one of the rolls, ignoring the hazy way his eyes roll over your entire form as he takes it. A Dazai this plastered doesn’t have much of the subtly everyone might expect from him.

“These are cold.” He huffed, demolishing half of the roll in one bite. You smile tightly at him.

“Unfortunately, they’re not kept fresh for 18 hours, Dazai-san. We’re lucky Lupin had any leftovers at all.” You sigh. Dazai busies himself with the rest of the roll in his hands, so you don’t get much of a response.

The walk to the shipping yard isn’t too eventful. Fellow drunks and the shady people that populate Yokohama’s streets at night become less and less as they tread deeper into Port Mafia territory. For all the fear that the PM no doubt instilled into Yokohama’s citizens, they weren’t the type to break promises. Shop owners paid their protection fee monthly, and they were dutifully kept from any damage caused by the (admittedly desperate and exaggeratedly large population caused by the Port Mafia) local criminals.

Despite his inebriated state, Dazai’s unsteady feet lead him toward the container he calls home- which you’re grateful for since you couldn’t ever remember which was his in the sea of containers the Mafia had come in and out of the shipping yard.

You watch him fumble with the latches, managing only to flip those over. Dazai had never been the strongest, so when he goes to pull on the handles and pop the container open, he stumbles backward and just barely manages to not fall flat on his ass.

“Um.” He slurs, blinking at his hands. They must have let go without him trying to. You bite back a laugh and pull the handles, only slightly staggering with the weight of the door once it pops open.

Dazai huffs softly and heads in, leaving you to close the door behind you by a cable he had fashioned to the door. You secure the door and turn to flick the lamp in the corner on, illuminating the space in a warm glow. The lamp was an addition you insisted on. Eventually, Dazai allowed you to drag in the thing (along with a semi-quiet-enough generator to keep it running). You had a feeling it was only ever turned on when you were in here.

Dazai had collapsed onto his mattress, worryingly quiet and face down. You put the container with the rolls down near the makeshift bed and gently roll him over, making sure he settled on his side to avoid choking on his own vomit in the night. His face is startlingly blank when you can see it again, and he eyes you with contempt.

“I didn’t say you could touch me.” He says lightly, though you know better than to think he wasn’t bothered.

“Sorry, Dazai-san. You wouldn’t enjoy dying in a pool of your own vomit, I think.” You answer lowly, slowly reaching for a bottle of water that had clearly rolled away one night and hadn’t been picked up since.

He gives you that same withering look and brings a hand up to rest over his eyes. You imagine the headache he’s sporting must be killer- Dazai was not one to be nice to himself, especially not with something so destructive as drinking.

You gesture for him to take the bottle in your hands, shaking it lightly as if he were a toddler who needed the visual cue. He huffs and takes it.

“You should leave.” He mutters, haphazardly bringing the bottle’s opening to his mouth and drinking messily. You ignore the way some of the water overwhelms him and dribbles down the side of his mouth.

“I should, but it wouldn’t do to have you die by choking. Even asleep, I hear it’s a horrible way to die.” You hum, finally shifting into a comfortable sitting position next to the mattress.

A sober Dazai might’ve stared you down until you left, and a particularly pissy one would’ve shoved you out himself.

As he was, he grumbled and let the bottle fall back into your waiting hands and promptly went to sleep, sagging like a corpse into the bed. You place the bottle next to you and sigh as quietly as possible- Dazai could be one hell of a light sleeper.

His breathing deepens quickly, and it’s startlingly quiet despite his inebriation. Dazai was always like this, somehow- walking the line between alive and dead. He was your superior by multiple clearance levels, sure, but not much older than you and not all that physically impressive. His strength was in his demeanor, of course- in his sharp tongue and quick-witted mind.

He was still young, though, and despite being a bit younger than him you were always a little taken aback by how other members treated him when his face was still round and soft like a child’s. The only people who really treated him like a kid you could count on one hand, and one of them was his age.

You’d keep these thoughts to yourself, of course. You’d seen people get shot for much less let alone question their superiors power.

The lamp flickered in the corner. The yellow light made him look sickly. The floor of the crate was rigged and unforgiving, but you preferred to stay where you were. In case Dazai needed anything.

And if it meant you got to settle the tightness in your chest by watching his own move steadily throughout the night, then no one else would have to know.

[yourlocal-goodgirl]

10, 11, 17, 24, 26 (hard mode, cant answer with something like "really being into me, attention, etc), 34, 35, 50, 64, 75

oh my god this is gonna be LONG there's no chance anyone is gonna read all of these answers lmao but here we go

10. have you ever been caught masturbating? - nope! not that i'm aware of, at least lol

11. what does your favorite sexy underwear look like? - i have a pair of crotchless panties that are allover black lace, but with a string of pearls riiiight where the crotch would be hehe. feels really nice on

17. a song you'd listen to during soft/slow/passionate sex - fallingforyou by the 1975

24. would you have sex with your best friend? - absolutely not hahah all of my best friends are absolutely GORGEOUS but i am incapable of seeing them that way. they're also all straight lol

26. something that will never fail to get you horny - ooo there's a lot lol.. but the main thing is if a guy i'm interested in tells me i've made him hard or that i turn him on. like if i send pics or something and they tell me how hard i make them i am immediately GONE 🫠 bonus points if they send me pics/videos of their bulge telling me to look at what i've caused. uGSHSJDK need this type of dynamic again fuck lol i miss it

34. a food that you would like to use during a sexual experience - mmm i don't think i'd really like food being involved idk.. i don't like being messy or sticky (unless it's... ya know..) but if i had to choose maybe like a popsicle? something cold

35. worst possible time to get horny - when i'm around family with no way to escape lol

50. how would you feel about taking someone's virginity? - i'm not necessarily opposed to it, but as a virgin myself i'd personally prefer someone who is more experienced who knows what they're doing and can take control and guide me. maybe once i have more experience then i'd be more comfortable taking someone's virginity, but as of right now i imagine my first time with someone who is experienced and confident and willing to teach

64. what is your method of masturbation? - if i have as much time as i want, i start with a dildo, then vibrator, then vibrator + thrusting dildo/sex machine until i cum once or twice, then usually go back to just dildo (because fucking yourself after cumming is quite literally the best feeling ever), then if i get worked up enough again i'll go back in with the vibrator and cum again. most of the time i'm playing with my nipples as well

75. have you anonymously sent a sexual ask to someone on tumblr? - i haven't actually. if i want to talk to someone i'll usually just dm them lol

if you made it this far, props to you

[izzy-b-hands]

12, 15, 34, 46?

Ella!! Thank u for asking 🫂🫂❤️❤️

(also apologies i am stoned and wordy aksndkfgn)

12. Your favourite book

I have a few answers for this one, but narrowed it down to the one I'm saving up to buy a new copy of eventually: Last Night at the Lobster by Stewart O'Nan.

It's fairly short, and the story subjects/setting are modern and mundane (or at least that's the critique i see leveled at it a lot, tho to me like. That's part of the punch of the entire book, but they can have their opinions, incorrect tho they may be lol), but like. the first time i read it, it just Did Something to me lmao. Part of it was the customer service experience thing, tho different industries (library at the time for me compared to restaurant in the book), and the experience in it of feeling like/having it confirmed that you, as an employee, are continually being handed more and more stress and responsibility for less reward, but you can't just drop it bc you like/tolerate your coworkers, and even on the days they piss you off, you want the best for them. And then the fallout of when a decision comes down from above your level that's shit for everyone, but you're left bearing the brunt of it from coworkers and customers alike. Very relatable, very realistically written to the point it almost makes you squirm.

The characters are all well written and realistic too; you wind up feeling like you could walk into this Lobster right now and talk to all these ppl irl, easily. That makes it just as hard at the ending to say goodbye tbh, and that's given it massive reread value for me (i think since i first read it end of HS I've since managed a reread every year to every other year. I actually accidentally packed away my copy when moving and it's been killing me not being able to do a reread rn, but i want to wait until i can have my own copy to keep again.)

Anyway i think most libraries should have it, and it's not a horribly expensive ebook, so if ur looking for a sign to read Last Night at the Lobster, this is it 🙌❤️🦞

15. Do you remember your last dream

Kind of? Tbh I passed out really hard earlier (still not sleeping amazingly with the back lol) and vaguely recall the weird, fever dreamish stuff my brain was throwing at me. That consisted of what i believe to be, ongoing all at once in the same room:

-a Tom Waits concert, with him holding but not playing an accordion

-a Bob Geldof interview, except it was Bob as he looked in the 90s

-a fire, which everyone who wasn't listening to Tom or Bob were attempting to put out by passing exactly one bucket back and forth to the inexplicable bar sink that sort of appeared and disappeared at will

Everything else was too much of a blur, but those bits really stuck out lmao 😂

34. Something old

I like this question, weirdly enough, bc I'm not one hundred percent sure how to answer it. It's vague, so i think I'm safe to interpret it kinda.. however?

(if i have that wrong tho do pls lemme know, I won't be offended and will re-answer this one if that's the case lol)

In terms of something old, I keep thinking abt my grandparents old house, even tho it's silly to do so (the thing has been sold for months now.)

Thing of it is, as of the last rare phone convo i had with my grandparents, it sounds like they really regret selling. The lack of stairs at the new place is better for their joints but like. They clearly miss the old one, the unique things that made it theirs and familiar.

Grandpa in particular mentioned a few things specific to the house that he misses, but the one that took me out was abt a bit of painted wood in the front doorway. When i was like. 6? 7? old enough to know better but still stupid enough to do it, i wrote my (dead) name on that bit of doorway, in pencil. For whatever reason, they couldn't ever get it to erase much at all, and never painted over it despite talking abt it a lot (they were soooo pissed at me the day i did it and the months after lmao), so it was still there when they sold the house.

And Grandpa tells me he wishes he would have bought some wood scraps, torn out just that bit of the doorway, and then fixed it and repainted it. Says he would have had someone reframe the whole door if needed. He even has a little shelf where he's been putting grandkid related knick knacks, that he'd put it on, apparently.

Couldn't tell him bc emotions and being that vulnerable are difficult for him, so i never want to push when he's opening up to me like that, but goddamn if he didn't make me cry with that, and i wanted to tell him how sweet it was, and that i miss the house too.

I miss that whenever Housemate and i make it back to visit ND, i won't be able to show aer the house i basically grew up in. I won't be able to show off the shed my grandpa built, say hi to Sally (mum's passed on cat from years ago, buried in the backyard with her name carved by grandpa into the wood barrier between the rock/gravel area and the bottom of the shed), lay in the backyard together under the huge tree while we snack and sip drinks (bc grandma doesn't let anyone leave the house without being fed if she can help it.) I won't get to show that spot by the front door, or show all the other million little quirky things that made the house so lovely.

If i have my way, age of the house and my own age at the time be damned, whenever I've made enough money to do it and have plenty left over, I'd love to buy the house myself. Not to live in all the time (jfc absolutely NOT i love the house but not ND lol), but to have for like. Maybe summer trips? there's enough room we could pick up friends in the area and have them come stay in the house too, tbh. I don't like the idea of it sitting empty whenever i wouldn't be there, so maybe I'd offer it to the cousins rent free to share? Take turns staying there, maybe help grandma and grandpa back to see it now and again. Idk. I just always dreamed of buying the dang thing, even if i never wanted to permanently stay in ND (and still v much do not want that, I like CT far better.)

46. Are you excited for anything

A few things rn! Housemate helped me save up enough and is going with me to see Avatar this month, and it'll be my first full show of theirs, and Housemate's first time seeing them at all!! (my first time seeing them they were just opening for Trivium lmao, so it was amazing!! but a bit of a cut down set list/overall thing, u know? didn't stay for Trivium's entire set but they were lovely too!)

We've also got several little weekend trips partially planned out: Mystic, a local flea market, a couple different beaches, getting up to York and over to Newport, plus maybe the big E and the ren faire in the fall!! I don't know if we'll manage all of it over the next few months, but I'm excited for whatever we get to!

Apologies I'm quite toasty so I'm feeling overwhelming positive for once, so i do have more! I sent a job app in to an OD office in the local costco, for a fairly chill seeming reception role, and I'm really hoping they'll want me. It seems a small enough office to be calmer than my old one, and that it's OD only and not an MD/OD office makes me feel a lot better abt it too (eye surgeons are amazing, they can do amazing wonderful things, i am grateful for them all. however. im also 97% sure 5 out of the 10 i know personally could hit me with their car and not blink, the god complex thing some surgeons have gets SO amped with this speciality in my experience, it's WILD, but I digress.)

My back is slowly getting better too (tho I've been humbled again the last few days in the nights and early mornings, it's still very angry at those times), so I'm also just looking forward to like. Being able to move more again. Standing up to do the dishes without my back spasming. Maybe even leaving the house again and doing one of the fun things noted above, tho i know i shouldn't rush it or my back will humble me again without a second thought lmaoooo 😅)

[freeuselandonorris]

questions about books!!! the best kind of questions. thanks for the tag @boxboxlewis this was a fun distraction from pretending to write!

An estimate of how many physical books I own: oh jeez. I would say probably about 400 in my flat (it’s a small flat, too) and then maybe another 200 in storage at my mum’s? So yeah probably 600 or so overall. I’ve probably only read maybe two thirds of them, but I have problems with impulsive spending so they keep on piling up 🫠

Favourite author: Can’t pick just one, but JG Ballard, Donna Tartt, William Gibson, Eliza Clark and Bret Easton Ellis (shut up I know he’s problematic let me live) are my top five.

A popular book I've never read and never intend to read: Honestly probably anything else Sally Rooney brings out. I don’t get the big deal.

A popular book I thought was just meh: See above! But also My Year of Rest and Relaxation. Otessa Moshfegh should in theory be right up my street but I just find her writing is trying too hard to gross me out, it’s too edgelord for me. Which, if you’re familiar with some of the authors I’ve listed above, is really saying something.

Longest book I own: Ooh I’m not actually sure. Maybe The Luminaries by Eleanor Catton? I didn’t finish it though. Or the Succession script books are pretty hefty? OH WAIT no it’s probably Ducks, Newburyport by Lucy Ellman but I haven’t even started it lmao.

Longest series I own all the books to: Probably Harry Potter, unfortunately. I don’t really read series books much!

Prettiest book I own: My copy of The Sick Bag Song by Nick Cave is pretty lovely. The Roads Editions paperbacks are all gorgeous, especially my copy of Venus in Furs. And idk if it counts but my first ever boyfriend (who was an asshole in all other respects) bought me a limited copy of Laments by Jenny Holzer for my 18th birthday which I treasure.

A book or series I wish more people knew about: Ooh, tricky one. I’m going to say Heroines by Kate Zambreno which is a really beautiful creative non-fiction essay about mental illness and the literary wives and mistresses of quote-unquote Great Authors (white men).

Book I'm reading now: The Weird and The Eerie by Mark Fisher, and The Satsuma Complex by Bob Mortimer. Never let it be said I am not wide-ranging in my tastes.

Book that's been on my TBR list for a while but I still haven't got around to it: I mean like I said I have about 200 unread books and more in my TBR list and sometimes I lie awake at night getting stressed about the fact that I will never have time to read all the books I want to read!!! But the one that springs to mind is The Singularity is Near by Ray Kurzweil which I should read for novel research but it’s a BRICK about the likelihood of machine intelligence destroying humanity. I’m fun at parties I swear. (Disclaimer: I am 34 years old I don’t go to parties anymore.)

Do you have any books in a language other than English: I mean, I have some poetry in translation and stuff but I can’t read it :(

Paperback, hardcover, or ebook?: I much much prefer paperbacks! But I read probably 50/50 paperbacks and ebooks these days since I got my nice shiny iPad.

tagging @lost-decade @zeraparker @formulatrash and @saintdevote if any of you want to fill in!

[gaylanrivens]

AO3 Tag Game

Tagged by @skelingtonsderek (thanks justie!) and I am definitely not two weeks late on this

Last year's for comparison

1. How many works do you have on ao3?

34

2. What's your total ao3 word count?

33, 311. Which wow! Didnt realize i had broken 30k!

3. What fandoms do you write for?

At the moment just justifed! I've written for I think a dozen but have only published for a handful though.

4. Top five fics by kudos?

family we find 9-1-1, 549

I Can't Steal You (Like You Stole Me) 9-1-1, 429

i could be found, I could be what you had saved Stranger Things, 176

A Fan Knows Julie and the Phantoms, 135

blueboys and teddy bears Stranger Things, 117

5. Do you respond to comments?

Yes!

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Oh my god I've written four mcd fics uhhh voicemail from your grave???

7. What is the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Oh shit usually it's open or like. Happy for *them* not traditionally happy ending. Got That Solid Gold Country 33 on Repeat maybe

8. Do you get hate on fics?

One time and its still funny

9. Do you write smut?

Not well or confidently

10. Craziest crossover?

Ok so I never published it but I was workshopping a ted lasso/spn one at one point

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Lmao not steal worthy

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

@willowmckinley wrote a slasher au installment

14. All time favorite ship?

One??? Impossible. Top three: destiel, stucky, raylanboyd

15. What's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Uhhh idk I have a lot of wips from previous fandoms that I'll likely never finish. What to Expect When You're Expecting (an 11 year old) was supposed to be the start of a series and then....my mom died like. A week after posting and dead mom is a pretty big part of that so lol lmao. Maybe I'll feel like touching it again one day who knows.

16. What are your writing strengths?

I think I can do ok dialogue sometimes

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Instead of annoying everyone with self depreciation im gonna refrain from this one

18. Thoughts on dialouge in another language?

I mean as long as you do it respectfully?

19. First fandom you wrote in?

Supernatural

20. Favorite fic you've written?

Slasher au!!!! watch a few movies, take a few notes but id i have to give one fic instead of a whole series..... maybe The Ballad of "Just Tim" Gutterson that's one I had been wanting to write for a long time and I think it came out decent?

Tagging uh... idk who has and hasn't been tagged. So....if you see this and want to do it I'm tagging you

[lacomandante]

Tagged in '20 questions for fic writers' by the @chiropteracupola — thank you!!

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

4. Very shameful... I have many, many fics started, and so many ideas, but I usually lack the energy to finish them, but slowly work on them. And while I do have a couple that are finished, posting them wouldn't make a ton of sense without prior explanation on a lot of things. So it stays in the vault for now.

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

8,887! I need to publish a fic that's just one word now!

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Primarily Sharpe- but more often I've written for Tolkien, even though I've never published anything publicly to AO3, just tumblr.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

....I don't want to link the first one bc it's embarrassing, but it has 199 kudos.

Home has 34.

Longest Night has 26

And Después de guerra has 19.

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Absolutely- I try to respond to every one I get. It's very rare I get comments for my fics, especially the Sharpe ones, so I treasure them dearly!

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

This is going to sound terrible, but I usually don't write fics with angsty endings!! I always try and end with at least a silver lining. (And at least for Sharpe fics, canon already is pretty depressing, so I like to write happier things lol). I think it would have to be the one where my dúnedain ranger dies at the Battle of the Morannon, being snatched by a fell beast and dropped from a large height.

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I think Home. I just love Teresa and Sharpe and Antonia safe and happy and loved 🥺 Though it's been so many years since I wrote it I might have to go back and polish it....

8. Do you get hate on fics?

No, thankfully. But the fear of getting hate is what's prevented me from posting most of my Tolkien ones, I would say.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Yes! I've got one in the works atm that I really like. I'm a sucker for hurt/comfort in general, but honestly, I'm game for any smut. I'm the type of person who writes a 2,000 word blowjob fic thats IMPERATIVE for the character development lmao.

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

I don't think I've personally written any fics with crossovers before. I guess like 12 years ago I wrote a Resident Evil/Silent Hill crossover but never got far into it...I posted it to LiveJournal lol. Those were the days.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

No, thank goodness. At least for Sharpe the fandom is so tiny it'd be hard not to notice if someone did lol.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope! Though I've considered translating my own into Spanish, I'm not quite proficient as I am in English and it wouldn't be the same.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Almost every single bit of writing for the Sharpe series that isn't posted to AO3 has pretty much been written with @properbastard. Sam and I pretty much every day bounce ideas off of each other and share one brain cell. But she also beta-reads my fics and often helps me when I'm stuck, so even if it's a fic I wrote myself, she's pretty much embedded into it too. And if rping counts as cowriting a fic, then yes, absolutely!

14. What’s your all time favourite ship?

If you're following me and reading this, you probably already know <3

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Personally I try not to think of WIP's that way. I think I have the potential to finish any fic, but I don't want to set myself up for failure by thinking I'll never finish something. Or maybe that's just me being in denial LOL.

16. What are your writing strengths?

I think descriptions and maybe dialogue? I like to describe landscapes and set up scenes so that a nice image is painted and sets the stage for the main characters, so to speak. I also have a decent feel for dialogue, I think. Since I've very rarely written modern fiction, one of the most important aspects of historical fiction is being conscious of how characters speak. What words would they use? Do they shorten sentences, or not? What's their background? Upper class or from the gutter? Do they speak English natively? Can they use this phrase, or is that a modern one? I'm a stickler for it, and if I read a fic where the characters Do Not sound like themselves, I usually have to exit out of it.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Actually writing lmfao. I don't tend to have a lot of confidence with my writing, which is a shame, but I struggle a lot with that and second guess myself on a lot of things. I'm also incredibly slow- I have so many fics on the backburner just chillin' that I get overwhelmed just looking at and then don't do it, despite wanting to. I create a lot of obstacles for myself that I know don't need to be there, but I'm not sure how to get rid of them.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

I've done it before! Least not in published fics. For Teresa, since I literally got a Spanish degree because of her, in the past I've incorporated a bit of Spanish into my writing to practice my lessons with her. It was really fun- and honestly, I think it can definitely serve a purpose in a fic- sometimes not knowing what's being said and being forced to extrapolate for yourself through context clues can really put yourself into another characters shoes.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Left 4 Dead. I was hugely into the Valve games, but L4D was my first foray, and probably my biggest and most popular fic. I had quite a few chapters and people really liked it on FF.net, and I would write out the chapters on paper in class, in middle school. I ended up deleting it because I had no idea what to do with it- no plans, no story, just writing as I went. I fondly remember a scene I wrote where Zoey was bleeding out and Nick used a defib on her and it worked <3 oh 13 year old medical knowledge....

20. Favourite fic you’ve written?

I can't choose! I think I'm so critical of my writing it's so hard to like anything I write.

I tag @phoenixflames12 @properbastard @conquistadoradelmar @prvtocol and whoever else wants to do it!!

[gay-flyboys]

Questions for Fic Writers

No one tagged me but I like stats and info and shit so I wanted to do this. "Keep reading" bc it's long and I don't hate you guys

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

34! On my main, 2 on my alt, and 1 anon. Would be closer to 42-45 but I went through a bender early this year and deleted/orphaned a lot of works

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

221,775 (plus the ~16k I'm editing rn) (not including the 2 on my alt)

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Currently only RWRB, though I wrote the most for Top Gun (both movies) and Julie and the Phantoms (most of those are what I deleted tho lol)

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

True Colors Shine in Darkness and in Secrecy (WIP) (RWRB)

Visceral In Doses (Top Gun)

Take All Of Me (Top Gun)

And I Am Your Tree (Young Royals)

Grit Your Teeth Another Time (Top Gun)

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I try to! Sometimes if I feel like I have nothing to add to them, I won't, but I generally try to give thanks at least.

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I have a LOT lmao I love angst, so. By fandom + Main angst content:

Top Gun (2 Main canon character deaths)

Real Genius (Offscreen Character Death)

JATP (Referenced canon character death + funerals!)

Young Royals (Uhhh grief? It's post-S1)

Spiderman: Across the Spiderverse (Main character death)

Hunger Games (SA, as a fade to black)

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Again, by fandom bc I have several:

Top Gun (Hangster, Valentines day, post-canon fic)

Young Royals (5+1 of Wille being carried+carrying someone)

JATP (Willex Valentine's Day date. Pure fluff. So much fluff.)

RWRB (Henry character study, mix of pre and post-canon)

8. Do you get hate on fics?

OMG so one person (I assume, diff accs but it was anonymous) left several hate comments on a fic I wrote when I was like 16 so I deleted that shit immediately. Someone gifted me a fic afterward bc they felt bad LMAO. Nothing really since, though

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

HAHAHAH yeahhhh. Idk how you'd classify it though? Like. I've got a variety of shit in there

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

Nah, not my style

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I'm aware of!

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

I can barely ask people to beta-read my fics, and making friends is hard. Asking to co-write might put me in the grave

14. What’s your all time favourite ship?

I have a few. I'm always soft for Barisi (SVU), Roy/Riza (royai?) (FMAB), and Willex (JATP), though

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Too many. A Barisi soulmate au I was rewriting. Icemav flower shop/pilot au, the entirety of Hangster as Exes as Youngblood. The TG/FMAB au I started. There's more. I have like 130 fics in my docs and over half of those are WIPs, so.

16. What are your writing strengths?

I've been told I'm good at writing physical touches, and movements. And I like to think I'm alright at descriptions

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

I get way too wordy with those mentioned above. I ramble a lot. Dialogue scares me, especially in smut (I worry I'll be too corny/porno-sounding). I basically don't do outlines unless the idea I have is really long, and even then they tend to be pretty frail and bare-bones.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

I used to pretty frequently when I was writing Barisi, mostly pet names and stuff in Spanish. I no longer feel confident in writing other languages that I don't know, which limits me to English and describing ASL.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Oh god. So it might have been Pokemon back when I was in elementary school. But I typically say Attack on Titan, the summer between 7th and 8th grade. I was friends with this one girl and would literally send, over Gmail, new chapters. I still have...most? of the writing in a doc and it is HORRENDOUS.

20. Favorite fic you’ve written?

It's not my best fic by any means, but I have a soft spot for I Hope We Make It (To The Other Side), which is a JATP fic that hit sooo many firsts for me. It was my first finished multi-chap fic, my first time plotting shit out. I think it was some of the longest writing I'd done at the time (my avg length of fic was like 2k and 3k for a long one). And I was SO PROUD of so many little things within it.

I also love Still Singin' Here Above The Ground, which is a RWRB fic that's pretty quiet but is just. Ugh. I'm really happy with how it turned out.

[tribadismes]

7, 10, 11, 34 for the tv show ask!

Hey love ! Thank you so much for asking !!

7. have you ever been inspired to start a new show based on gifs or memes it has produced ?

oh definitely ! probably the case for 1/4 shows i've watched !

10. what’s one show you thought you’d love but turned out to really hate ?

There's this show called Work in Progress that sounded right up my alley, it's written & stars a butch with ocd so you know basically my life story, i was really excited about it, but it ended up making me extremely uncomfortable and was a huge disappointment. The premise is already... really icky since it's about this 40 something butch lesbian who starts dating a 20 yo pre-transion trans man, but you know it could have been handled in a good way i guess ? but it wasn't, it really really wasn't, and the main character is so unlovable and, yeah, big flop, wouldn't recommend, oh at all. I was also really disappointed in Dead End : Paranormal Park, it's an adult horror/fantasy cartoon featuring a gay trans man lead and his autistic bestie and talking dog. I love adult cartoons and liked the premise and animation style so i was like this is gonna be good but it's not. I watched it less than six months ago and barely remember it so i can't really elaborate lmao but i remember the plot being both messy and underwhelming (proof : can barely tell you what the plot even is) and also that the worldbuilding was extremely lackluster, which is a huge dealbreaker when we're talking fantasy like ?? Needless to say i dropped both these shows after the first season and never looked back.

11. which TV show has the best musical soundtrack, in your opinion ?

if we're talking serious good original soundtrack obviously Twin Peaks comes to mind... if we're judging by how obsessed i am with it then... Crazy Ex-Girlfriend, oh surprise

34. what are your top 5 shows right now ?

i loooove that question and i will even make a proper ranking for yah ! I'm judging by how often I think about them and how much youtube content i consume around them lmfao.

5. A League Of Their Own : best show of 2022, favorite lesbian show since oitnb probably, actually haven't gone into a youtube rabbit hole about it (yet) but i really wanna rewatch it soon, also my thirst for butches in period clothing is endless

4. Arcane : i am obsessed with this show, watched it twice in like a week, it's amazing truly, so fucking well-written, if you're into fantasy, animation, crazy women and butches with big muscles you should definitely watch it. I don't think a show has ever emotionally scarred me like that and i loved every second of it.

3. Young Royals : i regularly rewatch scenes from this show, i'm just fascinated with the acting... also i love their love, makes me wanna fall in love again (yes i have been using it as a coping mechanism since my break up to remember love is beautiful and shit)

2. Crazy Ex-Girlfriend : i mean what can i say that i haven't already said jjjkjkjkjarf the thing is it's the only show on this little list that i watched for the first time a really really long time ago (4, 5 years ago ?) and that has finished airing (cause my obsession for the other shows is mostly explained by : i'm waiting for the next season/episode) but i'm just obsessed with the music man, i listen to it on a daily basis almost

Helluva Boss : indie adult cartoon (free on youtube), hence why it's almost unknown except if you're an embarrassing cartoon dweeb like me lmfao but it's about to be a lot more famous since a show by the same creator in the same universe was picked up by i believe hbo and is going to air sometime this year. The best way to describe the tone of the show is, it's like Bojack Horseman but in hell. It's. So. So. Good. It has everything i love : really really dark humour, fucked up characters, drama, incredibly toxic gay ships, tons of lore, great world-building, foreshadowing, and most importantly a completely hectic release schedule (due to it being indie) that makes my adhd go absolutely fucking bonkers

[eldritchsurveys]

1229.

by joybucket

1. When was the last time you went to church? >> It's been years. 2. If you could trade hair with any one person, whose hair would you choose have, and why? >> I don't want to trade hair with anyone.

3. How many pairs of pajama pants do you own that have animals on them? >> None of my pajama/lounge pants have animals on them.

4. If you own any pajamas with animals on them, what animals are they? >> The closest to animal pjs I have are the multiple pants I have with a Stitch pattern on them. I still don't know how the fuck everyone in that movie was like "yeah, sure, this is totally just a weird dog", lmao.

5. If you wanted to get a dog that looked like you, which breed of dog would you get, and why? >> I... do not look like a dog.

6. Do you have a hard time letting go of things? >> Depends on the thing, don't it.

7. When was the last time you experienced a miracle, and what was it? .

8. When was the last time you colored in an adult coloring book? >> Years ago. I have a bunch of them, I just never use them anymore.

9. How many cellphones have you owned in your lifetime? >> Too many. 10. Name one celebrity who is the same age as you. >> Kendrick Lamar.

11. How old were you when you had your first crush? .

12. Was your first crush on a male or female? .

13. Do you think you look better with long hair or short hair? >> I prefer how I look with long hair, but I can't afford it.

14. Have you ever had to apply for disability? >> I've gone through that application process multiple times.

15. ....and if so, what happened? >> I was usually approved after a denial or two. The last time it took two years. I can't apply anymore because I'm married to a working person.

16. What is your favorite board game? .

17. Do you think you look better with curly or straight hair? .

18. What is one unpopular opinion you have? >> It makes no fucking sense to measure things like the usefulness of astrology and the existence of gods using scientific metrics and I'm sick of people doing that. 19. What is your favorite photo editing app on your phone? .

20. What is one video game you used to love to play but haven't played in years? 🎮 >> Guitar Hero. Our Xbox 360 RROD'd a couple of years ago, so I can't play anymore. Even if I could, it's likely the flimsy controllers would break after a while, and they're virtually impossible to replace now that that whole franchise and every one like it is out of production.

21. How many of your grandparents are alive currently? .

22. What is one medication you will never take again, and why? 💊 .

23. What is your favorite thing about your life right now? >> Video games.

24.....and what is your least favorite? >> Loneliness.

25. In your opinion, what are three of the most disgusting foods ever? >> Oh, I don't know. I'm not really disgusted by many foods. 26. Do you believe in God? >> The God you're talking about does not play a role in my life.

27. What are three emojis you use a lot? >> 💀😂🖤

28. Do you keep your clothes in a dresser or a closet? >> A wardrobe.

29. What is your least favorite household chore, and why? >> Cleaning a bathroom. It disgusts and repulses me beyond compare.

30. What is your favorite insect, and why? >> Oh, so many. Mantises, stick insects, fig wasps, moths, bees, I just really like bugs.

31. What is your LEAST favorite insect, and why? >> Probably the German cockroach or the bedbug. For reasons I'm sure you can figure out.

32. Do you follow any sort of special diet, and if so, what? >> I do not.

33. Have you ever had an eating disorder? >> Nothing so formal as that. I've had disordered eating habits, but not a full-blown disorder.

34. Do you consider yourself spiritual? >> I do not. That means nothing to me. I have my share of beliefs and practices and preferences, and I have a complex and multifaceted relationship with divinity.

35. Are you happy with your life right now? Why or why not? >> Eh. I mean, sometimes I am, despite The Horrors. But mostly I am intensely dissatisfied, for reasons that I feel like I hash out in surveys all the time already.

[pepperedflakes]

do all the even numbers

somehow that's more annoying than "do all of them" lmfao

2. When is your birthday?

the 22nd of september

4. What is your favorite book?

i know it's kind of an easy pick but i like the lord of the rings

6. 5 Male celebrity crushes

keanu reeves

alfred molina

orlando bloom

jack black

chris hemsworth

8. What is your dream job?

i've wanted to do game design ever since i was a little kid, and now that i've actually decided to sit down and Learn To Do It it's only been reinforced

10. What is a fact about you that nobody would believe?

idk there isn't really anything Extremely Unbelievable about me tbh lmao. my dual-citizenship i guess?? idk that might be a bit outlandish for USamericans

12. Where is somewhere you'd like to visit?

i've always wanted to go to rome, but i don't have the money or time to at the moment

14. What are your favorite apps besides tumblr?

i use a lot of discord, but beyond that the only app i use on the regular is the one i keep my notes in for my game design projects and also my homebrew D&D stuff

16. What do you think makes you attractive?

what i think makes me attractive? nothing, i'm not. i've been told that on the rare occasion i actually use it my voice is kinda hot tho

18. What is something you're really bad at?

most things really, but specifically stuff that either requires you to focus on one thing for a long period of time or requires some degree of athletic prowess

20. What's a totally random and useless fact that you know?

I Have So Many but i will stick with the one that tends to unnerve people slightly:

did you know it takes approximately 1.1 babies to paint a 10m² wall?

22. What is your most prized possession?

ganymede, my plush moth that is basically as close to a familiar as inanimate objects get

24. When did you first feel like an adult?

i am 24 years old and that has yet to happen

26. How are you feeling right now?

i'm vibing tbh. was a bit hungover earlier but once i got some food in me i was fine

28. Do you believe in love at first sight?

i'm sure this is a thing alloromantic people experience, but seeing as i'm demiromantic i've never really felt that lmao

30. What does self care look like for you?

what's that?

32. What makes you nervous?

most things, but especially trying to explain what's going on in my head to people in a way that's both coherent and memorable. this is the only part of DM'ing ttrpgs that i have struggled with so far

34. What will always make you cry?

i... don't, really? at least not anymore. in fact i only really show more than surface-level emotions at all these days when i'm overstimulated

36. Free Pass! (Ask any question you want that's not on the list)

aeiou

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[kayliemusing]

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? - Yes

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? - my cat, archer 03: Do you regret anything? - Oh, so much. Mostly I regret how I've reacted to certain things/people, choices I've made, things I've said or didn't say. 04: Are you insecure? - A complicated answer. Right now, I'm very insecure or I guess I'm just having a hard time identifying who I am, but I think intrinsically I'm not an insecure person. It's a hard thing for me to rationalize. 05: What is your relationship status? - single 06: How do you want to die? - In my sleep, unknowingly 07: What did you last eat? - Donuts 08: Played any sports? - No 09: Do you bite your nails? - Yes, oops 10: When was your last physical fight? - I've never been in a physical fight 11: Do you like someone? - No 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? - I don't think so. Also, that's bad for you 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? - Yes 14: Do you miss someone? - Alwayssss 15: Have any pets? - Yes, my fat Siamese baby, Archer 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? - Full, tired, chronically sad/overwhelmed lately 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? - No 18: Are you scared of spiders? - Yes, and I don't trust people who aren't 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? - Yes 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? - I've never "snogged" anyone

21: What are your plans for this weekend? - Working :( 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? - Maybe, but I'm legitimately terrified to give birth so idk. Maybe 1-3. 23: Do you have piercings? - Currently, no. I used to have my ears pierced but the holes grew over but I want them again. 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? - English and Health 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? - I miss so many people from my past 26: What are you craving right now? - I still want to eat sugary snacks but I'm too full :/ 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? - I think so, my bad 28: Have you ever been cheated on? - No 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? - Never been in a relationship 30: What’s irritating you right now? - Nothing really, I'm just super tired 31: Does somebody love you? - Not romantically, but at least I got my mom lmao 32: What is your favourite color? - Red 33: Do you have trust issues? - A little bit. More so, I have ~control~ issues 34: Who/what was your last dream about? - I can't remember exactly what happened, but I was trying to hide something from my coworkers lmao 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? - My mom 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? - Yes and no. Depends on the person and circumstance 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? - Forgive, but even that feels impossible sometimes, but I don't really believe you can forget things that hurt you/don't believe you can forget something you haven't forgiven 38: Is this year the best year of your life? - No omg. This year has been terrible so far. 2013 is still the WORST year of my life, but this is in the top 3 worst years of my life lmao 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? - I haven't had my first kiss yet (and I'm not getting into it) 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? - No, I'm not a barbarian 51: Favourite food? - Cheesecake 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? - No 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? - Read 54: Is cheating ever okay? - No 55: Are you mean? - No 56: How many people have you fist fought? - Zero 57: Do you believe in true love? - Yes 58: Favourite weather? - Rainy fall day or sunny, Luke-warm day 59: Do you like the snow? - Yes and no. Complicated answer because I'm Canadian. I always find the snow absolutely so beautiful and I love the first snowfall, but once it gets to January where it's brutally cold, and you have to shovel SO MUCH SNOW then I hate it. Also driving in it isn't fun. So I like it on MY terms 60: Do you wanna get married? - Yes, but I have this thing where I don't want to let go of the past and my childhood and I feel like if I get married then I'll be forced to realize that that part of my life really is over and it's just super weird and complicated. 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? - I don't know yet. I've never had anyone call me that. I don't know how I feel about pet names like that. Sometimes it's cute, other times I find it corny 62: What makes you happy? - Jesus and Taylor Swift 63: Would you change your name? - Yes because I feel like my name sounds childish/isn't professional enough 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? - Never been kissed, again 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? - Either I don't acknowledge it OR they tell me and I friend zone them OR I date them and we have a friends-to-lovers love affair 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? - No 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? - I don't remember. Probably a client at work lmao 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? - My mom

69: Do you believe in soulmates? - Yes and no. I think there's someone we can deeply connect to that it feels like soulmates, but I don't think we have just one person. I also feel like soulmates can be friendships too. 70: Is there anyone you would die for? - My mom bc I love her

[hotdadlicense]

Gif asks 💜 2,4, 5, 9, 16, 27, 32, 34, 41, 47, 49 (i, too, am nosey <3)

hello laura i Love you.

2. what is your least favourite set you’ve made?

well. there is various answers to this one. but overall it's pretty much just most of my early stuff like on my old @ianchaloner blog becos i was a photoshop Baby that did NOT have a clue what they were doing. but like even some of my earlier billy sets and daryl sets are like...........girl that colourings Messy. this billy sets in my activity every now and again and every time i'm like. i need to fix you so bad.

4. a set that flopped but deserved better?

never really got why part 2 of this set got like 500notes but part 1 only got like 50notes?

5. what is your favourite movie/TV show to gif?

i rly liked giffing julie and the phantoms cos the lighting on that show was incredible so the colouring was like. i'm not gonna say easy but also it wasn't a constant battle to get rid of yellows or blues or greens y'know? like if i was writing a report card i'd be like. julie and the phantoms, you were a joy to colour in class <3. tragically netflix axed it after one season so guess i'm never getting that joy again.

9. what/who inspired you to start making gifs?

i don't think it was any one person, i think - like you - i was in a lesser known small fandom and there wasn't a heap of content so i was like. guess i'll try figure this shit out. thanku to all my nick friends for indulging me when my attempts weren't actually that good ily 🥺

16. how long have you been making gifs?

since 2012/2013 i think? wow 10+ years omg

27. have you ever made a set, decided you hated it and deleted it? what was it?

omg probably although i can't remember off the top of my head? i know i've posted a few only to spot the spelling mistake the second i've hit post and had to quickly delete and fix lmao

32. what is your favourite tool/adjustment layer in photoshop?

selective colour, my beloved. blacks and neutrals, my deeper beloved. also i love curves, she's my best friend.

34. a set that took you a long time/was really hard but you’re really proud of how it came out?

this lyric set was my first attempt at the glitch transition and it kicked my ass a bit but i do like how it turned out! also this set was my first attempt at getting the lines around the words(?) effect but the original tutorial i had up was like......not great. so it took hours of trying and retrying and it still wouldn't work so i eventually searched for a new tutorial after like hour 5 and it suddenly worked within line 20 minutes 🙃 ALSO this set from the walking dead took so much configuring to get all the scenes onto one set etc like every afternoon after work i'd get back into it trying to get it all in and i eventually got something that i was okay with posting? it was like the fourth attempt after scrapping the first three attempts and i think all up i made like over 60 gifs 🙃🙃🙃

41. what is your least favourite part about your gif making process?

before u came along and changed my life with avidemux, it was the way that every time i imported video frames to layers, there would ALWAYS be duplicates, so every time i had to go through every frame and layer manually and delete all the double ups, otherwise the gifs would be laggy. but then you DID introduce me to avidemux and now i don't have that problem. i owe u my life and my sanity. now i think the most annoying part is clipping up the parts for the gifs? like i have a billy set in mind for billy week but it requires multiple gifs, and i have started clipping up most scenes and saving them, but i've only really got season two, and the scenes i need are season three. and i'm definitely procrastinating by replying to this instead of doing that cos its like. i just hate clipping up vids and waiting for them to save.

47. any advice for novice gif makers/people who want to start making gifs?

literally just read and try various tutorials and see what feels best! my way of giffing is literally just a mix-matched version of like 10 different tutorials that i've read over the years and sometimes i'm like well obviously i'm doing this wrong since i don't do it the exact way This Tumblr User said to but every time i try and change it always looks worse? also it's not a job and the second it goes from being fun to feeling like a chore??? take a break!!!!!!! literally at the end of the day it's not that important!!! also make sure ur making it for urself and maybe a select few friends!!! cos tumblr interaction these days is very low so like, if ur not making it cos for yourself specifically? u will probably get really discouraged really quickly. literally every set i make these days is just so i can cry in the tags instead of crying in the tags of someone else's post dkljfak

49. how much would you say you’ve improved since you first started giffing?

feel like i've got a much better grasp on colouring also feeling slightly more confident with blending! not a pro by any means but i do put effort in!!!

[softpine]

hiii brandi it's been a bit since i've sent you a lil gushy message so here it is!! i am loving the story as per usual (it is still my favorite piece of media, period, out of anything ever), and reading your little life anecdotes also make my day as per usual. your whole blog is really helping me get thru my first semester of college, and for that i am also super grateful. here's where im going to mix it up: i come with questions!! firstly, how old is the group currently?? ik time works differently in ur world, so i dont remeber if they are still freshmen, juniors, seniors(??) lol. also, is danny still on tour?? (where would you say he is rn if so?) lastly, how is the loml cara doing?? is her shop successful/keeping her busy?? ok ill stop now lol hope you are doing well and life is treating you kind!! much love to you <3

omg hiiiii 💖 favorite of anything ever??? i don’t even know what to say, that’s a huge fucking compliment 😭😭😭 thank you so much ily!!! and as for your questions:

AGES

yeah these are like rough guidelines, i never know what’s going on here fjkjsd and the age gap between casper and asa shrinks by the day... it’s just so hard to keep things accurate in this format :(

the adults: caroline (34), beth (34), danny (35), mikaela (36)

the baby: sadie (2) ;-;

IN THE UPCOMING SCHOOL YEAR:

sophomores: asa (16), jada (16)

juniors: elaine (17), stevie (17 - but she has enough credits to be considered a senior)

seniors: matt (17), austin (17)

starting college: casper (19 - repeated kindergarten), + all his friends are 18

DANNY’S TOUR

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he’s not even on tour yet LMAO i hate myself so much for this one omg, this is what made me realize i’m god awful at pacing!!! because i keep pushing it off and forgetting !! and any tension that may have existed before is totally gone now bc i just want it to be over and ahhhh but i have a plan now! i feel like i can salvage it! but we’ll see lol

CAROLINE’S TATTOO SHOP

she’s doing good!! we’ll see her again in just a few posts 💖 and her shop is great too! it’s not in a super busy area so she doesn’t get too many walk-ins, which is preferable lmao because she hates dealing with impulsive people who don’t know what they really want. her favorite tattoos to do are big, intricate ones that take multiple visits. and she has a lot of regulars (some of them have been getting tattoos from her since she was literally 19). casper really wants her to give him a tattoo but she told him he had to ask his mom first whether he’s 18+ or not fjksdjs

[skateboarding-poet]

The results of the survey - Most popular a3! characters

The survey is over, and so is the ICWTN event! Otsu for everyone who participated and I hope everyone got the cards they wanted!

Before sharing the results, I’d like to thank @timeskip and @xxsdelphia for sharing the survey on Twitter and Instagram! Both of them have been so nice and I really appreciate them.

The survey reached 228 voters right before closing! Thank you for everyone who voted and left the nice messages! It was really fun reading your opinions and seeing the thoughts you left for me to read!

Now, it’s time to share the results!

For Spring Troupe, the results are:

Itaru Chigasaki with 48 votes

Tsuzuru Minagi with 45 votes

Sakuya Sakuma with 44 votes

Chikage Utsuki with 41 votes

Citron with 37 votes

Masumi Usui with 13 votes

Itaru, Sakuya and Tsuzuru were all no. 1 at some point, and they've stayed very close to each other for the most part. I didn't expect them to be so close to each other, and I didn't expect Tsuzuru to be this popular, but it was a pleasant surprise.

Masumi has the misfortune of being the least voted character out of everyone. Poor guy :')

For Summer Troupe, the results are:

Misumi Ikaruga with 60 votes

Yuki Rurikawa with 40 votes

Kumon Hyodo with 37 votes

Muku Sakisaka with 32 votes

Kazunari Miyoshi with 31 votes

Tenma Suneragi with 28 votes

This wasn't too much of a surprise for me. I knew Misumi was pretty popular. Yuki had a last minute growth in votes and passed Muku and Kumon. Muku was no. 2 for the longest time, so the fact that he went from no. 2 to no. 4 is a bit of a surprise to me.

For Autumn Troupe, the results are:

Taichi Nanao with 58 votes

Juza Hyodo eith 52 votes

Banri Settsu with 34 votes

Sakyo Furuichi with 33 votes

Azami Izumida with 26 votes

Omi Fushimi with 25 votes

Seeing Taichi in first place was a big surprise for me, and a pleasant one! My boy deserves the popularity, he'd be so touched.

Anyway, the fact that Banri is so far from the 1st place is something I didn't see coming. He and Juza were always at a tie until the survey was brought to insta, when Juza had a sudden growth in votes.

I really thought Omi would be more popular than it turned out. Oh well.

For Winter Troupe, the results are:

Homare Arisugawa with 62 votes

Tsumugi Tsukioka with 54 votes

Hisoka Mikage with 43 votes

Azuma Yukishiro with 34 votes

Guy with 20 votes

Tasuku Takato with 14 votes

I find it funny how Tasuku had no votes until the 3rd day, and how he barely managed to pass 10 votes in time. Poor Tasuku :').

Tsumugi was no. 1 for the longest time, but Homare took me by surprise by becoming no. 1 a few hours before the end of the event lol.

Congratulations to Homare, Misumi, Taichi, Tsumugi and Juza for being the most voted characters and passing the 50 votes mark!

So... This would be the cast for ICWTN based on the results, right?

Honestly, this is the most conflicting edit I've ever done lmao. And maybe one of the worst.

Pls ignore the fact that they're all the same height and that Homare looks like that one p.e. teacher that insists doing 50 push ups is not that bad.

I am curious about Taichi as Shinbashi tho. I think that would be interesting to see. Same for Homare as Kondo.

Anyone who would like to see the excel file with all the results, feel free to ask for it!

Again, thank you to everyone who participated and made this such an enjoyable project! Thanks for reading and have a good day!

[southfarthing]

fic tag game!

tagged by @mumble-muse – thank you cutie!!

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How many works do you have on AO3?

8 on my current account + another 11 on my old one

What’s your total AO3 word count?

101,834 (+ 100,838 = 202,672)

How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

Currently Merlin, but my old account was for B.A.P and a little bit of BTS (kpop). Kinda feel weird about rpf now though lmao. Would be interesting to write some for LOTR/Tolkien someday, but I haven't had any ideas yet!

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

I'm only including the fics from my current account:

scorch marks and embers (690) – merlin & arthur s4 alternate plot, angst with a happy ending, drama, tension, character growth, slow burn

to spill soup (down someone else's front) (83) – merlin & gwen s4–5 fluff

deep roots are not reached by the frost (47) – merlin & knights of the round table as rangers in middle earth

so full of life (34) – merlin exploring his magical ties to nature

at night you could hear its cries (30) – merlin s5 angst

Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

Yes!! I usually do it in bursts though, so it takes me a while sometimes, but I read them excitedly as soon as I get the email 🥺🤧💛

What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

Ooooh my last one, at night you could hear its cries? I was not having a good day and took it out on my poor boy 😌

Do you write crossovers? if so, what is the craziest one you’ve written?

I wrote two Merlin fics (in a land of myth and a time of hobbits and deep roots are not reached by the frost) set vaguely in Middle Earth lmao and they were very fun so I might do more 👀

Have you ever received hate on a fic?

I once saw a girl on twitter say that she felt she'd wasted time reading my gen-marked fic because the characters didn't make out at the end 🤡 and she said she wouldn't recommend it to other people who had originally been thinking of reading it :) and so out of spite I continue writing gen to this day 😛 hope you enjoy friendship 😛🥰😏☺️😌

Do you write smut? if so what kind?

No lmao

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

I sure hope not 🔪

Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

No and I don't think it'd go down well bc I'm very opinionated when it comes to writing and wouldn't share it well

What’s your all time favorite ship?

Faramir & Eowyn. I think they work brilliantly and I really like that they heal together after everything they've been through, but I still wouldn't seek out or write fic about them. I feel like I'm missing out on the love of shipping that everyone else in fandom seems to have 😌

What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

I usually only start writing if I know I like the idea enough to finish it. I do have a few from my old account that I've abandoned, but that's more because I lost interest in the fandom than in the fics themselves

What are your writing strengths?

Dialogue and characterisation/character growth

What are your writing weaknesses?

Plotting 😬 and I have a tendency to turn everything into angsty drama when it doesn't need to be and then I have to go back and tone it down

What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

If it's a minimal amount and necessary then ok, but otherwise it can be kinda jarring (which I suppose is ok if that's the ambition). Unless you're Jirt. Then it's ok you can blather on in elvish all u want sir I am still very invested

What was the first fandom you wrote for?

Harry Potter hehe it was a next generation fic and I planned like 50 chapters but I was only 13 and gave up after five chaps

What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

I was really proud of something I should tell you at the time because it was my first ever completed longfic, but now it's definitely scorch marks and embers, which I kinda see as a S4 fix-it fic (but worse lol). We shall see if the spot gets taken by the Robin Hood au 👀

tagging @verecunda @magicinavalon @nextstopparis (absolutely no pressure!) and whoever else wants to! 💛