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Amazing commission I had done made by @livemedown ! This is based on an II au I have been working on where baseball after episode 15 decides to leave and go with Taco. Nickel thinks he abandoned him but baseball has seen this game tear relationships and friendships apart and realizes taco has a point. He didn’t leave to abandon Nickel he left to save the relationship he has with him. Things take a turn in this au especially a big part by cobs but you’ll have to wait and see! Thanks again to Livemedown for doing this commission for me! go follow them and if you can commission them their work is great!

[livemedown]

Doodle dump time!

[kwawiichan]

Credit to @livemedown & ???

[livemedown]

To whine into the void a little, I hate that I have to constantly doubt myself. Some people around me pushed me to be in a relationship when I was having significant doubts about my own feelings (I knew I wasn't feeling romantic attraction, even the other person knew, but it seemed like no one considered how I felt about it). The relationship existed out of misguided hope and the idea of it being a sort of exposure therapy or something. I openly expressed I wanted something queerplatonic, but was pressured into something romantic instead.

I hate feeling like I'm broken, that just "finding the one" will fix me. I hate the idea of marriages. I immediately distrust anyone who expresses romantic feelings for me, I usually feel outright disgusted. I want to be able to be close to someone without these weird romantic obligations.

I know I'm traumatized and I know I'm autistic. My life story is a massive trigger list I can't begin to talk about. But I also know that, from an early age, every "crush" I ever had? I just really wanted to be that person's friend. I didn't think about dating or whatever romantic fantasies people have - I just liked them, and liked how they made me feel. Unfortunately I tend to latch onto people who do not have the best intentions.

It is no wonder I constantly think, "Am I just aroace? Or is my trauma so bad and so deeply wired into my soul that I'll never find value in building relationships again?"

"it's ok for labels to change as you learn more about yourself" and "i hope with every fiber of my being that I'm right about being aroace and nobody will come along to change my mind because I hate the idea of being in a romantic relationship or conforming to gender roles or heteronormativity" are two sentences that can and should coexist.

[livemedown]

No offense to anyone but keep that "asylum tower" au away from me. I've been in a facility. It's not cute or funny or quirky. I accidentally liked fanart of that au without realizing and now that I know what it is... yeah no.

*Editing just to say I'm sure the creator of that au is well-meaning. It's just that I genuinely don't care.

[schizoid-marvin]

Belated Christmas Toipad! Based on “Presents and Gifts and All That You Give” by LiveMeDown on AO3

[livemedown]

I know I'm not as vocal about politics here as I am on Twitter, but let me be clear, we WILL see a free Palestine. What Israel is doing is genocide, and anyone who refuses to acknowledge it is a fool and a coward. During the Super Bowl (in which they aired a pity ad for Israel,) Rafah, the declared safe-zone of Gaza, was horrifically bombed. They're probably still bombing it as I type this. I can't live in a world like this, where my government actively let my parents die - gave them a dogshit healthcare system and no resources to escape poverty so they were forced to die at home, my mom given no type of funeral or memorial because no one could afford it - but will go out of its way to fund Israel's genocide again Palestine.

Gaza is being bombed at this very moment in the “designated safe zone”

[livemedown]

[b-bear06]

Merry (Crust)mas Eve!!! Inspired by @livemedown

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This is the blog for my au II Broken Dreams! This piece for the au was made by @livemedown for a commission I requested! Go follow them! And follow this blog to see stuff for this Au! In this baseball leaves to help taco because he realizes she’s right. He’s seen these games tear relationships and friendships apart. But what happens when you go against your coding? What if cobs still had some power of the shimmer? That’s what this au explores! Follow for comics, lore, etc! You can even ask the characters but be ready. The future **was** so yesterday.

Again big thank you livemedown for doing my commission! Be sure to go follow them and if possible commission them!

[notherefelix]

Hmmm I wonder who sent this! (THANK YOU FOR DRAWING MY HUSBAND @livemedown >:3)

[noisettesgfandwifenojoke]

WHY AM I STARTING TO LIKE THISBSHIP AGAIN LEAVE ME ALOOONNNEEE 😭😭😭😭

@livemedown

Edit: stop liking this, this was meant to be a shitpost 😀

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Vigilante!! :D (inspired on livemedown's design! :p)

[livemedown]

AWWW Thank you for this!!!! ^^

Belated Christmas Toipad! Based on “Presents and Gifts and All That You Give” by LiveMeDown on AO3

[djsodabot]

bday gift for @livemedown aka one of my fave pizza tower artists whom i wish to be pals with

vigi gets puppy swarmed by winnie's puppies aftermath

posting on my main tumblr cause yea-

[livemedown]

My contribution to PayJay