#little ramble

[fuzz-onyx]

smol helluva boss theory (that'll probs annoy everyone)

both blitzo & stolas are unreliable narrators within their stories, stolas began his self-realization after the Ozzie's episode but is still unpacking a lot of things. Blitzo is beginning to realize it in the middle of season 3 with Apology Tour. Things that could've/should've been said between the two is mainly cause they're not completely honest with themselves. So I think it'll be hard to be honest with others.

Am I defending Helluva Boss? Kinda? But also just have a reason to enjoy it (whether folks believe its intentional storytelling or not).

TLDR - its a character flaw, and will be adressed in future episodes. So yeah :3

[fights4users]

I had said it as a joke at first that Tron really gives the vibes of a Tiger trapped in a cage, he stalks back and forth with these wild eyes. Any second about to break, then I thought of the poem that six year old wrote. That’s Tron.

—

Program had absolutely zero enrichment in his enclosure, the reds get to deal with defiant 2am zoomies.

How is he a dog , a Tiger and babygirl all at once?

[scarefox]

btw. it annoys me when people reduce Bed Friend to just showing homophobia, trauma and child abuse or NC scenes. 

When it is actually ALSO about finding / getting help, self acceptance and about healing and leaving toxic relationships behind.

And sometimes it might do that in an anti-example. Like the whole Uea and Krit situation. (confirmed by Ueas actor James) Uea KNOWS what Krits deal is, he is afraid of him, knows that he can’t do anything against him since he is his boss. He’s a bit stuck there. Because he doesn’t want to show fear, wants to stay strong on his own. Getting help is / was weakness in Ueas opinion, it would make Krit win. But in this case we all learn (he too), that this isn’t the best way, that he should have asked for help. Uea realizes that at the end. That there are indeed people who want to help him, people he can trust despite his bad experiences with other people. Therapy and talking about it helps him in the end too. And I think that is an important message. 

And yes, the NC scenes are crucial to the plot and character development for both Uea and King as well (despite the sex positivity which is a contrast to Ueas moms negativity).

It starts as a mistake with overstepping. Uea then gives into not the bets coping at the beginning at least (sex can be used for coping since it makes you feel better / high for a moment but can turn into an addiction or bad coping) and lowkey self destructive tendencies. Which gets shown or addressed in some of the NC scenes, when Uea gets overboard. Ueas mom taught him that he’s a dirty homosexual, a slut and so on. He internalized that shit to an extend that he hates King for being a player at first. But every time Uea has conflicts with his mom he goes like “well guess I behave in the worst way mom hates and I will love it”. But eventually this develops into him realizing with help of King, that it’s not bad and dirty. That people can love him not just for his body. (tbh I would have loved a little insight into Uea and his ex relationship. We only know that he was just ‘unknowingly’ his affair. So again might have been just reduced to his body again)

And did someone notice the theme of the alcohol issue? Their first hook up was a drunken one which ended in regret and the feeling of being used. The next time the same situation started, King denies any sexual activity with Uea. Cause he learned the lesson. And at the end they do have sex with alcohol involved but with both their consent to involve it when they were still sober!

[miwachan2]

Me: I wanna make an animation :D

Also me: *has more than 10 ideas and can't decide which to do first*

:))))

[wordsfromawiltingsoul]

rayla/runaan parallels?

i keep on seeing rayla as a small part of runaan and i can't quite tell if it takes years away from my life. i feel like sometimes she acts like him.

[unimo]

i went into the emergency room and it turns out i have bell’s palsy rn. the left side of my face is pretty numb and i can’t use my mouth or eye right. i look like a fish. hopefully it clears up soon?

i was so scared this morning thinking it was something much worse but it’s not as bad as i thought. i have horrible medication/hospital anxiety but i’m glad i went anyway. i hope everyone’s having a good day/night 😊

[rubberduckrobin]

I'm so upset, I just spend an hour saving up for a 10 pull for the Luci card cause it was on that discount thing AND I SPENT IT ON INDIVIDUALS ! Meaning I lost an extra five chances at getting the card :((

I'm so very upset about it. I will have to grind to get more devil points tomorow.

[still-cookiedough]

I want to caveat this by saying that I actually do like most of Taylor Swift’s music. But SOS was clearly the best album up for nomination and I say this as a big fan of both boygenius and Janelle Monae. That album was THE album last year and SZA was robbed.

We all know that the Grammys are a bit of a joke but it’s annoying because they still matter. The same goes for when Beyoncé didn’t win last year.

[the-outlande-r]

hearing my friend talk about her roster sounds so outlandish to me. like im glad for you bbg and it's so interesting but i don't think i can even imagine being in that same headspace. i can maybe like someone like once a year

[sprinklenoodles]

My second biggest issue with DR:T is the whole subplot with Suzuhiko, like, Kijo may have been an inattentive shit but he would at least known he had gotten kicked out and that it was for abusing his sibling.

That would have immediately disqualified him from being heir because if it got out, that would be disasterous PR for the Togami name.

He would have also been watching him like a hawk considering he's one of the oldest and therefore would have had a higher chance at becoming heir and he needs to be sure the heir isn't a fucking freak (derogatory).

Yeah, like Kijo would've kept tabs on all of his kids and made sure that only the real worthy ones had a chance to enter.

Someone like Suzuhiko wouldn't have made the cut at all. Canon Kijo may be shitty as one can be, but I doubt he'd condone anything relating to incest. If anything, the moment he knew of it, he would've had Suzuhiko killed.

But, drama was needed, so the whole plot of Suzuhiko was created and DR: Togami became even worse than it already was.

It could've been something so good, yet it (in my opinion) came out no better than a piece of trash. It only gave us potential for something good since it couldn't be that.

[reaper-bloodmoon]

I am unreasonably upset that I'm probably one of the very small percentage of people who headcanons Monty as AroAce in the sense of not experiencing romantic or sexual attraction towards anyone and don't ship him with anyone.

I don't even ship the guy with myself or anons, I love him sure but it's purely platonic tbh.

[someonewhogotanaccount]

Is there something about your favorite book that you don't like?

To answer this question, I would have to know which book is my favorite. Hmmm… Nope, I can't remember a single book that I liked more than the other fantastic books I've read. There are way too many, you know? I mean, I could pick out one series that really blew me away for the first time, but... well, like I said, it's a series. And I haven't even finished it yet because the last book hasn't been translated (which, to answer your question, is one of the things I don't like ;).

Anyway, the series I'm referring to is the "Shadowleague" series by Maggie Furey (who sadly has already died). And it was so incredibly boring at the beginning. You can't imagine what a struggle it was to keep reading the first book. So many points of view, so many main characters, so many plot lines - I read two pages, complained about how boring it was, read two more pages, and complained again. For at least two hundred pages.

But holy shit. After that interminably long introduction, it's so damn good. Sometimes, at least. The pacing is bad, the descriptions way too broad and there is a lot to keep in mind, but once I started to care about the characters, I was in love with the books. The whole series has its ups and downs, but all in all it can be seen as one of my favourite book series. And in the end, in the last book, everyone came together and played their part, which was so freaking brilliant. Or they, well, died beforehand. That happened a lot too, but more characters came along, so it balanced out.

Oh, and it definitely wasn't appropriate for my age (I was eleven when I first read it, and I'm still traumatized because I realized too late that I could just skip some parts. I am (or was until this book) a very dedicated reader). So I wouldn't recommend it for minors.

…Wow. It started with a "Hm, I don't know" and ended with a ramble about Shadowleague. Thanks for the question! It was very interesting (and I think a part of me was just waiting for an opportunity to talk about this unpopular series ;).

[mouthofsillyness]

i been playing hl2 ep2 again, and i forget that hunters are not only my favorites because of its design but also because it is so fun to fight against it, i love to use the gravity gun against it, oh and with the .357 and is an ez fight /hj

[whereismyhat5678]

Hey y’all!! Straight to the point!-

I should say that the asks I do will most likely take longer on week days!! 😓😓

Since on weekends I have more time (I mostly stay home-) to do asks there really is no problem but on school days I don’t have as much time, I don’t bring my tablet to school (I REFUSE) and when I get home sometimes I have homework to do (which I try to avoid but at times it’s unavoidable 😮‍💨)

I’m really sorry if I end up answering your request late!! I really don’t want to, and they’re super fun to do!! I hope you understand 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙏🙏

I’m again so sorry!!! 😓😓

[dressedinleather]

i love ivo graham as a bloke but i went on a date with a boy that looks Uncannily like him who 1. forced me to carry the conversation and 2. left his pizza crusts so i went right off him and, unfortunately, ivo too. also doesn't help that they are both skull crushingly awkward

[sillyxaly]

Wait

This

Yes

BUT

I just NOW realized a part of why i felt so safe in my work space while doing voluntary work (which was almost a year ago now so im late)b

I was allowed to ask questions. All the time. The same ones over and over again. I gave first aid classes so there was paperwork to be done and that especially made me nervous if the class was in a different company and I would go there. Because if I messed up the paperwork there I couldn't come back tomorrow and fix it. If I messed up the paperwork of a class we gave at our company I could fix it anytime. Not if it was somewhere else.

With that context in mind I used to call into the office a lot to ask questions about the paperwork. I KNEW how to do it. I just needed to check if I remembered it right to calm myself down. So whenever I was not 100% sure about something or even just had a particularly anxious day and thought 'what if im actually wrong' i used to call into my office and check with my boss.

And I was always allowed.

I was never annoying for it.

One time my boss specifically complimented me for ALWAYS asking when im unsure about something instead of just risking a mistake.

And I think that subconciously went a long way for me.

I eventually called in less because it also helped me trust myself. Most of the times I called it was just "this is how I do it right?" and I was right and then I relaxed. And never once being belittled for being unsure... I think it helped a lot.

My voluntary work was fucking amazing and it made me realize not every job has to be shit and I will forever be grateful for that.