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these guys are outrageously fun to draw
#literally was supposed to be a warm up#several hours later...#hazbin hotel#alastor#niffty#charlie morningstar#angel dust#husk#sir pentious#egg bois#how obvious is it that sir pent is my fave LOL#vaggie#yes i gave alastor a tail#yes niffty is staring right at it
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I'm glad the +Anima AU sketches are getting tagged as Labru because I was not gonna tag it, myself, since it didn't feel like ship content enough to justify it, but also I want Laios kissing Kabru on the hand, right on his markings, helping him learn to love himself by loving him, do you get me??
#Stupid shit#Labru#Kissing +Anima markings has been something on my mind for like 2 months now honestly#It's such a tender motion. It's saying 'I love you. All of you. Including the parts of you the rest of the world hates.'#It's good it's great and YES I WILL be posting +Anima fanart if given the time and energy#The stuff I posted today was *literally* supposed to be a warm-up and somehow it took me all fucking day :(
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The new Legend of the Condor Heroes is great fun. But it is Not for newcomers, I’m not even sure it’s a drama, they are going HAM with the pacing — absolutely speed running two generations of backstory, adoption, brotherhood, blinding, vendettas, poisonings, misunderstandings, master killing, revenge vows, invasion and wife snatching…400 miles per hour of story beats in like the first 5-10 mins — not even Guo Jin’s life in Mongolia was covered! They get to the mainland in 15 mins! Rong’er immediately lays her head on Guo Jin’s shoulder the second she revealed herself as a woman on the boat! This is the most bizarre pacing???!?! This is setting up zero relationships between key characters and not building up personal identity to be conflicted with upbringing v heritage so unable to juxtapose the protag’s loyalties between the Mongolian grasslands and Song China at a later juncture? There is simply no way for a normal person to follow the story at the rate of 30 characters being introduced within the first 30 mins? I am getting whiplash—
#legend of the condor heroes#this is literally only watchable if you already like Condor Heroes and are insane enough to watch/ read every adaption since the 50s#plus side - MUCH better Guo Jin than 2017#down side - there is simply no way to even see Yang Kang as even a little bit sympathetic#like that man is unsalvageable - to think Mu Nianci could even consider him would make her appear utterly rancid as a person herself#without time and downtime to spend with these character makes key individuals appear shallow and really quite blaise about everything#Guo Jin himself works however!!!#really quite well!!!#I am not warming up to this Rong’er however#really despise whatever they did to Mu Nianci#in the books she was literally a prize to be won and yet that character had so much dimension and interiority#but in this version they failed that writing so she really is just this voiceless prize for a man to win#she literally just says nothing and stands around about her own life and marriage?#that’s Not Nianci.#and since they skipped right up to the Yang Kang fight without seeing her in context she appears weak#instead of quite the talented fighter she is supposed to be
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Finally got around to watching ep 11 (´；ω；｀)
#I'm late...#I'm sorry I wasn't able to watch the episode by time last week but again. Food poisoning. And then the new chapter came out#I feel like I had much more to say when I started watching it last week...#Mmmmhh. I really like when bsd animation uses the colored lineart effect for flashbacks / subspaces (Anne's Room‚ Poe's books).#I think it's one of the prettiest and most original things of the bsd animation.#I've always felt like the Natsume reveal was a bit coming out of nowhere lol.#Here's this legendary ability user everyone knows but no one has ever seen with this immensely unthinkable powerful ability...#That the reader literally wasn't ever made aware of in the previous 49 chapters lol#After all that build up‚ his ability even feels a little underwhelming.#Which I suppose was the intended result‚ but I'm not sure it really works all that well in the end.#Then Naomi's words “Come to think of it‚ the things that happen when Mii-chan vanishes [...]‚ disasters are stopped every time”#really feel soooo out of place when so-called Mii-chan was never before mentioned up to this episode (╥﹏╥)#But I'll stop complaining. It's nothing big really#Fukuzawa and Mori's relationship is very homoerotic. Tbh#I looooove the ss/kk I don't even have much to say just watching scenes of them interacting together fills my heart of a warm feeling :')#The animation quality is very poor and the drawings are very undetailed but really I love ss/kk too much to care.#A lot of emphasis is put by the fandom on Atsushi's cruel remark towards Akutagawa in this ch/ep and it *is* cruel but really...#Akutagawa had literally just attacked Atsushi in a death-threatening way‚ futilely and completely unprompted#I can't find it in myself to blame Atsushi if he was irritated and lashed out at him.#And all their other moments are just so cute. What do you mean Akutagawa is deeply interested in understanding Atsushi's motivations.#What do you mean Atsushi can't get Akutagawa out of his mind!!!! They're so cute#So many more cute moments were cut out too rip lawnmower line you'll always be missed rip date line you'll always be missed#I feel like Pushkin's character is another instance of‚‚‚ Wow me and the author's morals really don't align at all#I really don't like the narrative of “weaker people will constantly try to harm and take advantage of strongest ones”#random rambles#Fun fact when I watched this episode for the first time I asked my mother to join me. Because I know a ss/kk scene was coming and I really–#didn't want to watch it alone. Well as it turned out the whole first half of the episode was dedicated to old man fighting–#and she gave up after that 😂😂 But I'm still grateful to her for trying.
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Prev anon, I WARNED YOU THE BOOK WOULD RAISE YOUR BLOOD PRESSURE BECAUSE OH MY GOD THE GIRL LIVED AND DIED AS SAC OF DONATABLE PARTS! I READ IT AT 16 AND CRIED SO MUCH BECAUSE SHE JUST NEVER HAD A LIFE. SHE DIED THE MOMENT SHE GOT FREEDOM. THE WORST ENDING PLOT TWIST BUT OH MY GOD. (Also I’m a bish so I was hoping other sister would finally tap out and be like “I have VASTLY overstayed my welcome on this planet at the sake of my sisters health and wellbeing” which she technically was ready to do but she ended up having a long life???? . Also white privilege is that the brother never goes to jail).
when i got to the part where the dad is like 'he wants to be punished for being a serial arsonist so i'll do the worst thing to him--giving him a hug' i thought abt the ask u sent me earlier and thought thats what u meant bc that pissed me off bad BUT IT ONLY GOT SO MUCH WORSE. like it was ooooooooooooooooooooo weird the book did all that about that child having no autonomy or choice just to kill her off and her organs donated without her conscious consent. it was such a cop out. even if she went through all that decided ykw? i DO want to give a kidney that wouldve been a bit defanged on the whole autonomy from her parents BUT deeply realistic or hell even if the car crash happened and the sister said HELL NO i do not want this kidney im ready to go. like its so odd that in this specific narrative the sister is like im done suffering i feel like such a burden bad things keep happening to my family bc of me and then her sister dies and shes in the throes of agony but just takes the kidney.
im just kinda let down bc this book requires you to 1. fill in a lot of emotional blanks. like i can fill in the blanks and say the sister took the kidney despite being ready to die earlier bc she already felt like she had to live for her mother or it would be a waste of the sisters legacy. but it wasted so much time on that useless ass love story when it couldve been fleshing out the emotional ramifications of the ending
which leads to point 2. a LOT of the parents shortcomings are just glossed over? the parents emotional neglect 2 out of 3 kids and the 3rd feels like a black hole that's ruined everyone's lives with a disease that's beyond her control but its quite clear to me the author expects us to believe the fitzsgeralds are good ppl just 'doing their best'. like its sooooooooooooo white american early 00s middle class w no care for anyone but themselves it honestly makes me fucking sick. the mother especially like basically had a favorite child and lowkey resented the son for daring to want to be loved and was clear about how the youngest was expendable. and the book emphasizing on how much she mourned 😐ok but u got what u wanted lmaoooo. like im sorry idk where i was supposed to get the feeling that she loved all 3 of her kids at all 😭😭😭😭😭 and then the brother turning his life around all bc his father negated consequences for him AGAIN. not to be a cynic but ppl don't change just with a fucking hug lmaooooo he shouldve gotten 15-20 years. gotten out in 5-10 for good behavior, started a prison outreach program and THEN maybe i'll believe he's changed.
#asks#the more i think about my sisters keeper the more issues i have with it execution wise#the author really fumbled at the end#and i didnt get why#but the book kept talking abt how anna may come off as selfish#and it dawned on me that the author probably thought if anna actually did campaign#for her own rights on her own and stuck with it ppl would call her selfish#bc not wanting to be a flesh bank for your family is condemnable in the white western nuclear orbit#so many things were expected to do just bc its 'family' and its kinda sad#and if this book was a critique on how these family units will use up young girls and#purposefully keep them as blank slates so they cant think abt how badly theyre treated#i would give it 1000/5 stars#but we're literally supposed to think theyre a family we can relate to and love and feel warm for#like no i hate you all 😭#spoilers
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Apparently I can meet my goal of roughly 400,000 words in 6 months if I just somehow write at least 2,200 words a day ghbjh... Almost 2,500 today... huzzah...
#Definitely not going to be able to stick with it just due to like... being realistic about my energy levels and etc. ESPECIALLY as we#enter the Evil Summer and it becomes hot all the time. But... one can attempt.. at least...#I'm also a very slow writer since I tend to re-read and edit while I write. and only move onto the next section once what I'm writing#seems okay. Which is easy for visual novel type stuff. since ''sections'' of a conversation are more clearly marked (like if you#have a menu option with 5 different dialogue choices. finish the character's response for choice 1 before moving onto 2. etc.)#Especially since when I'm done with a whole quest I always follow it up by playing through it and picking every option and making sure it#actually all works okay and etc. So I am already going to see it all a second time. Then I can go back and reorder a few words or remove#certain sentences that don't sound natural when I read them out loud (I always read it all outloud to myself since it is... just peple#talking.. it should sound like natural dialogue in their voice. etc). But my ''first draft'' is kind of not as first drafty since I pause t#edit a lot as I go along. So it also takes longer probably than it would take other people who I think treat a first draft as more#of a loose guideline or something. AANYWAY...#80F in my bedroom right now again... huzzah... I did end up finishing and recording that sims build video before the heat wave (or is#it really a heat wave if it's just summer..?? lol) came in.. but now... augh.. the editing... plus the costume photos and all else... Much#to do as always.. Often such a long todo list.. a giant scroll hung upon the walls of the evil hermit wizard tower..#Anyhow.. I hope I can finish getting ready for bed early in time to reward myself with a game of tripeaks solitaire whilst I snack on#cheddar cheese and some of those preserved artichokes in a jar. hrgm... I actually have nasturtiums (ultimate best flower) on the#deck again this year but I had to move them all into a corner today because the leaves were getting burnt by the sun lol.. Also am now more#cautiously weaving through social media to ignore all dragon age news. NOT bc of spoilers (I actually love spoilers/literally never play#any game until there's full guides on it I can read to plan my entire playthrough based on knowing exactly what I want to happen lol + mods#and etc.) but just because I'm so busy with my ownprojects I simply do not have the brainspace to dedicate... Yes I love to think#about elves and fictional universe lore. but no.. I pretend I do not see it. Does not exist to me actually. ghgj.. OHH also took som#cool pictures of flowers in the garden section of a store and I wanted to do like.. character designs based on the colors of the flowers o#something. but that might just be another unnecessary project to add to the pile.. I want to commit to the daunting task of dyeing my#hair again some time.. hrm.. this is all of the updates I can think of. As if a bunch of random tags make up for never posting anything for#weeks on end lol.. alas.. too warm to think properly I suppose.. .. I neeeeeed a long lost relative to leave me some million dollar#estate in their will so I can have the resources to move to a colder climate or something ..augh#.. but for now.. I shall toil away in my little wizard tower trying to write 2000 something words a day whilst sweating and such ghbj
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When it's over 15C/60F in January
#literally how am I supposed to be ok when every day of unseasonably warm weather threatens to send me spiraling#I was curious about Lyon and looked up the weather#typical january highs are supposedly around 5C#it's going to be 17C there tomorrow#Dublin is slightly more normal because of the milder climate here#but it's still 4-5C warmer than it's really supposed to be at this time of year#I guess winter is just going to be a thing of the past at this rate
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made ruru a wintery outfit for immersion’s sake and i daresay he is quite adorablemode…….
#lem text#🪈 (oc)#xivposting#i’ve literally had him in the same glam ever since i made him a reaper it’s so weird giving him something else efndkd <33#HIS MAIN COLOR WAS ALSO NEVER MEANT TO BE RED IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE YELLOW. I AM JUST NOT IMMUNE TO MY OWN PREFERENCES#he’d hate it here he grew up in gridania hfkzkfn. perhaps someone would like to cuddle to keep him warm hmmm……..?
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posting this aggie drawing i made like an hour ago because it's making me laugh a lot. featuring miniature diyamin by my best friend balls-on-my-face
#butterfly soup#ppkm#um theyw ould already be full grown adults when washingmachine heart came out okay but it's the. spirit . the essence. u know.#my best friend balls-on-my-face#literally loosing my mind at the concept of a recorder cover of washing machine heart performed by ppkm. idk. anyways. help#don't judge my piano. i know what they're supposed to look like. i know how to play the piano. it's just hard okay.#i have a commission I'm supposed to be working on. sweat emoji#roi: I'll warm up! (two hour later and has only drawn ppkm) how could this be happening!#roi draws#sketchbook#will i ever remember to add my blog organization tags. probably not#listen. hold on i keep coming back every five minutes to add tags. but listen. i need you to. look at this while listening to#washing machine heart. and imagine noelle starting out by playing a single note over and over again on the keyboard . i'm loosing it#if you noticed me fix an incredibly minor detail like 24 hours later no you didn't. it's always been like this
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It is DISGUSTINGLY cold today. My autostart didn't work even though I was plugged in so I had to drive to work cold. Temp readout on my car was -17 but on my desktop computer it says -11. Can't see what the whether app on my phone says because it seems like my cell carrier is having an outage. Hopefully my car's not dead when I try to take my lunch break today.
#i'm in a literal frozen hellscape#tomorrow and saturday it's supposed to be even worse#but it's supposed to finally warm up again on sunday
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on occasion, discussing pride-related things on tumblr can be impossible. some ppl (myself included) will not change their minds about things, and sometimes you just have to live with that. it is what it is.
#just saw a post about “aroace” importance in pride while exclusing trans women and lesbians#i will keep my thoughts on aroace discourse to myself#but i gotta say ALL discourse aside... why are we excluding trans women#why are we excluding lesbians#this is literally the foundation of pride#what did your ass do? nothing#idc dni if you are gonna argue#if you do t think the exclusion of queer ppl in lgbt(q+) is fucked up#fuck off#a day without trans ppl is like a day without sunshine#a day without lesbians is like a day with no warm breeze#you cant just pick and choose “L” and “T” bro... its in the basic version of the acronym#from a lesbian#do not fucking argue w me bro im so mad LMAOOOO#it is pride. literally dont be like this#also if you are apart of the ace spectrum community and want respect from the rest of lgbt community#do not shame ppl for having sexuality#you are welcome to events always#everyone is#but dont shame ppl who are out#it is hard enough to express affection this way... no one else needs that when the heteronormativity and cisociety does#you cant be mad when pride is about sexuality#be respectful or get out.#golden rule: treta how you wanted to be treated & if you dont have anything nice to say?#anyways happy pride#love your lgbt(q+) neighbors#thank you#nectarine on: personal#also the quotations on “aroace” isnt supposed to mean anything or deny an identity#i just meant that was the “content” the post was discussing + talking ab its importance while excluding LT
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sooooo bored of being sober it's so uncool to be sober. just like being around squares doing square shit. i still smoke weed but not drinking for the past like 5 days is excruciatingly boring and dull. i don't know how people live like this. i have to keep it up for a bit as a challenge but i haaaate dis.
#it's literally like be cool and drink and have a good time or be a fucking mom on some fucking mom shit#like watch pixar and get fat and go to the ice cream parlour#like i'm supposed to just go to a restaurant and not get a beer?#go to the river and not slowly feel the alcohol warm me gradually like the sun is?#listen to music and have it not make me wanna turn it up and dance?
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1 day i will make a meta of sansa's dynamic with her metaphorical champions/suitors & how that correlates to the ashford theory (i.e sansa being betrothed to joffrey baratheon, then promised to willas tyrell, then being married to tyrion lannister, then being married to harry hardying then married to aegon vi targaryen & aurane velaryon but it is not this day. lmao. when i make that meta it'll be so over for y'all.
#just know that. she never marries after aurane. btw lmao#like if he like g-d forbid ever died before she did she'd like. literally never marry or love again like. thats it lmfao#but anyway like. she has a complicated relationship w/ all of them tbh & reflects on them sometimes.#she obviously hates joffrey for him abusing her but like. she can't help but feel sad for him at times bc like. he was so young.#if he had the right people around him maybe he would've turned out okay eventually. but it didnt happen. she never met willas but sometimes#she wondered what it would've been like to be lady of highgarden but she hopes he's doing alright. her dynamic w/ tyrion is. complicated#like. he was never like openly cruel to her or anything & she's grateful to him for saving her life & standing up for her but like.#there's always that grief surrounding their families & i think she resented & mostly afraid of him at the time but in hindsight she's+#grateful that he never hurt her or forced himself on her. harry she hardly knew unfortunately but like she disliked him at first#but then he actually seemed to warm up to her & she had him tied around her lil finger but she knows that she wouldn't like to be married+#to a guy who actually has children w/ sb else. like. she's seen how that played out & while she wouldn't be mean it makes her uncomfortable#but especially surrounding aegon bc like. she's not naive enough to say she loved him but like. she actually LIKED him#like. while she was wary of him at first she warmed up to him & genuinely respected him as a person & most importantly aegon was her FRIEND#they got along rly well due to their similar upbringings & what they had to do to survive & like. he's actually a decent guy in canon. lmao#he's handsome & was chivalrous & honorable & sweet w/ her but also like batshit insane in a good way. like.#he was the golden prince she always wanted since she was a little girl; the prince that joffrey was supposed to be but never was.#he gave her a future as queen of westeros that was originally HERS. so when daenerys eventually executes him she has mixed feelings about i#aegon was good to her & she'd vowed not to betray him & she actually intended to keep that vow. to her she was forever in his debt+#he gave her a future from her isolation & suffering @ winterfell bc of how much everything changed & he waited for her to love him back.#he actually showed her respect & gave her a solid future when she felt alone & abandoned & led her gently into a world of his own making+#& gave her back her honor & a future. esp when the north was divided between jon rickon & herself. most preferred jon or rickon over her.#without aegon's intervention she probably would've had to marry some northern lord below her station. the winterfell succession crisis wild#but aurane velaryon? that's the love of her life. her bold captain. he taught her how to love & coaxed her in the sun to bloom & freed her.#freed her from the chains of her family obligations. he taught her to break the rules of tradition & follow her heart & trust her instincts#he was there with her in her darkest hour. he quite literally saved her life & defended her honor when no one else had the balls to do that#no one looks @ or touches her the way aurane does she loved him madly truly & deeply he took her girlhood in his stride but when autumn cam#she escaped & had to push him into the deepest recesses of her mind in the name of survival & pragmatism but she never stopped loving him.#& his sweet memory brought too much heartache & bittersweetness for her. she lowkey waited for him for years. & they EVENTUALLY reunited !#he fought & got legitimized for HER. she's. so genuinely happy w/ that man. he's one of her best friends & the father to her children.
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on my hands and knees begging for my body to let me sleep. please. please. just let me fucking sleep what do you WANT FROM ME.
#🔪.text#i woke up. at 2 a-fucking-m#and i am not confident that i ever fell back asleep.#i have been waking up at 4-5 am almost every day for the past week.#why.#and for reference i am going to sleep at around 10-10:30.#which is. yes. very early. believe me i'd be staying up later if i could#if i had the energy#AND IF I COULD DO SO WITHOUT SACRIFICING FUCKING SLEEP#but clearly i can't fucking do that!!!!#even 10 isn't fucking early enough with how my body's been!!!#literally the only thing i can think of is around the same time this started is the same time i started going off one of my meds#so MAYBE it's related??? i don't know.#or it could be i'm just getting too hot. because i have woken up really sweaty every time.#but this time i tried using a lighter blanket (aka a sheet) and it was fucking worse!!!#and i was even hotter!#so i don't know what the fuck i'm supposed to do!!#because there's nothing i can do about the temp of the house because my mom will not allow it to go below 73#and she's still turning the heat on at night#i guess i've never actually asked if we can drop the temp at night#but i just figure the answer will be no so.#maybe i'll just try to cover my vent at night#because it's just been way too warm for the heat to be on#ugh.#anyway lol.#i am. so tired.
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when your parody turns into a completely unironic character of their own
#idiot (fond)#the joke is literally just that he looks like mephiles#because he was supposed to be a character-parody of memphis#enough so that we still kinda call him memphis#and now he's just a guy with a whole ass serious backstory and everything#the mephiles-looking appearance is both part of the joke and not#because his species are inherently shapeshifters#so at this point why not! it's just all fluff#hence the post from the other day#oc: ros#(the idiot in question)#oc: bec#oc: aux#ft. bnuuy#sea's ocs#art by sea#gotta warm myself up to the fact this is a personal blog where i intended to be oc-posting but have been so fixated on sonic & co i forgor#so i slapped together all the sketches/stuff i had of ros since he's at least semi-relevant already
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i miss summer i lied i do get seasonal depression like why does the sun set at 4:30 and why are we all okay with it
#also when it’s warm out in fact scorching out but at least my skin isn’t dehydrated from the central heating#and i can sit outside on the patio and drink iced coffee and spend all my time pondering about the future#also i lied i don’t want a boyfriend i don’t even know what id do with that#i think it would disrupt my inner peace literally#isn’t it supposed to be easier than this though like#i know it’s normal for me to feel so anxious over something like this#like it should not be this mentally difficult#shut up vee
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