#literally the second time it happened i didn’t even know 🙁

[screampied]

wait wdym u vacuumed ur dildo…again?….🙁

dude. the first time it was a accident 😞 don’t ask me why i was vacuuming in the dark at 3 am idk either

[livelaughlovesubs]

Fucking chuuya in moris room (the the the one with the big ass window and like, where 15 happened pls tell me yk what I mean) fucking him over moris desk while you can hear him approaching, and he’s trying to cover up his moans n shit, pls Nini understand me, I’m already struggling 🙁🙁🙁

But chuuya

Literally pls I’m so atrocious for this little slippery twink Plsplsplspls please nini, more chuuya

Brooooo 😭😭 I literally love you <33

Dom!reader x sub!chuuya

Warning: exhibition, pegging (can be read as a dick), a little manhandling, hair pulling, degrading

How did things turn out this way? Never would chuuya have guessed he’d do something this atrocious, this risky. All he remembered was agreeing to something, before you pulled him into this room. Even if he wanted to think about it, his mind was somewhere else, preoccupied and focusing on the scenario in front of him. Colourful lights shone through the huge windows of the room, lighting the room up and exposing everything. Soft pantings as well as the occasional yelp filled the huge chamber, there was almost an echo due to the size of the office.

The male arched his back, bending over the long and solid table. His hands gripping the other end of the desk, shoulders raised to his ears and torso flat on the furniture. Your hands were on his waist, holding him down. Some of your weight was on him, rendering him unable to move. There was nothing he could do in this situation, not when it was such a vulnerable and helpless position.

Chuuyas eyes rolled back when he noticed you pressing your hips against his, burying your dick even deeper inside him. His tongue hung out, droll dripping onto the table, dirtying it. “Such a perverted boy, arent you enjoying it too much?” You whispered into his ear, hands squeezing his waist gently. Another shudder coursed through his body, all those sensations were getting to him. First your delightful touch, then your beautiful voice casting spells onto him, as well as the pleasure of taking you whole.

He clenched, his entrance tightening around you while moans erupted from his throat. You pulled back before pounding into his wet and needy hole again, sending another shudder down his spine. “Aahh..! Fu-fuck..! You are the, mHmM- perverted one..- uggGh..” the male gasped, feeling the humiliating take over him. This was so inappropriate and.. embarrassing- ugh, his thoughts weren’t helping him at all. How did he even muster up the courage to do this in his boss’ room?

An especially rough trust pulled him out of his day dream, followed by a high pitched whimpers, “mhMM-aAAHHHhhnGn..!! Y/n..!” He gasped out your name, back arching even more now. The thought of doing this in the office of someone else was scary, het also arousing, he couldn’t deny that aspect.

Though he felt his heart dropping when he heard something from beneath the door, it sounded like voices. Not just one, but multiple. For a split second, he felt the world stopping. As if fate was playing a cruel game. When that second passed, all that filled his senses were immense pleasure provided by none other than you. Your dick kept hitting all his sweet spots, rendering him to a mess who can’t even think straight.

“Ah.. y/n..! So-someone, mhHHmnggh, is commMMIINngG..!” You paused a little too, caught off guard by his comment. Though instead of stopping, you leaned down and said, “then you just have to finish soon, chuuya, or else I won’t stop.” His eyes widened, were you serious..? It would make such a bad look and awkward if mori were to see him in such a state. What if Elise is with him too? How can you be so irresponsible!

What he didn’t know was that mori had a last second meeting today, you made sure that nothing will disrupt your alone time with your lover. There was no need to tell him yet though, maybe if he was getting really desperate. Instead to slowing down, you speed up. Both hands now grabbing his arms and holding him behind him tightly. ���Remember what I told you, chuuya~ you wouldn’t want rumours to spread no?”

“Ah.. no, you are so-mHHMNngHhhh, meannnn..!” Hair stuck to his pretty and blushed face. Tears started rolling down his face when you pulled on his hair. Even though it was humiliating and shameful to the core, he just couldn’t not enjoy it. A smile tugged at the corners of his mouth while he accepted your challenge. Nodding his head slightly as he mumbled, “keep going..! I luvve it..<3”

[lnfours]

🩰” i want to know you fully” , love at first sight/conversation 💞 maybe even a sober but extremely spontaneous “lets just get married, i mean we are in Vegas…”

🙁🙁🙁 i will start sobbing. i need this man

💌— finally answering your requests

the sun had set hours ago over the city skyline of las vegas. the lights and city life reflecting into your hotel room and captivating your attention as you laid on your side, head on lando’s chest as he watched the night sky with you.

you had met him earlier on in the week, the two of you instantly attracting to each other like magnets. he was in the club on a night out after the race, and you had just so happened to be in the same room at the same time. he had went up to you to ask if you wanted to dance, and the rest was history.

he ended up extending his hotel reservation the next morning, desperate to get to know you more than he had already and thankful that there was a week between races.

you could hear the wheels turning in his head, his finger tips tracing over the bare skin of your shoulder. you looked up from his bare chest, meeting the green orbs you had fallen in love with the past week. he sent you a smile, tucking a piece of hair away from your face before letting his hand rest on your cheek.

“what’re you thinking about?” you asked, “can hear you thinking from here.”

“i dunno, it’s kind of stupid,”

“i doubt it.”

“no, trust me,” he chuckled, “it’s a crazy idea, i don’t even know why i thought about it-“

“lando,” you giggled, “just tell me. it can’t be that bad.”

he sighed, taking a deep breath, “let’s get married.”

your eyes widened and he bit on his bottom lip, shaking his head, “i told you, it was a bad idea-“

“no,” you said, “i mean, not no no but like, no not a bad idea.”

“we literally just met,” he said, “don’t you think it’d be kinda crazy and-“

“and stupid to marry someone you just met? absolutely,” you laughed softly, “but, i mean, we are in vegas…”

“and if it does work out, it’d be the funniest story we ever tell.”

you smiled, “exactly.”

“but you’re sure?” he asked, “you’re sure you wanna do this with me?”

“i’d do anything with you,” you mumbled softly, “i’d follow you to the depths of space if you wanted me to.”

he smiled, leaning in to grab your face, “god, i’m so in love with you.”

“good, because i’m in love with you too.”

he didn’t waste another second pressing his lips to yours, you smiled into the kiss but wrapped your arms around him nonetheless. your mind was spinning at the whirlwind of a situation you had found yourself in, but in a good way. you were in love, with the most perfect man, who yeah, you had just met, but everything just felt so right in this moment. your heart and mind finally on the right page, agreeing with each other. even if it sounded crazy.

you pulled away and smiled when he started to pout, “where’re you going?”

you grabbed your phone from the bedside table, “finding the best elvis impersonator.”

[juliasturnz]

“4 fucking days”

CHRIS STURNIOLO X Y/N

Hi guyss.. this is my first ever fanfic, I’m pretty insecure about it bc my first language isn’t English🙁. I really hope you will still enjoy this, have fun reading🩷🩷

A little bit inspired by the song wildflower where I’ve been obsessed with lately hihi🤭

warnings!

Mention of depression, cussing, self hating, kissing, pet names (baby, my love, sweetheart and more)

summary:

you haven’t texted your boyfriend in almost 4 days you feel horrible but you just can’t seem to call him until he comes over by himself

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you’ve been feeling alot lately but it’s everything but nice and happy feelings, Chris is fully aware that you have your bad days… But you haven’t texted him in almost 4 days which is definitely a couple days longer then normally.

your phone is next to you on your fully covered disgusting tissue’s, plate’s, and atleast more then 5 cups of drinks you didn’t even finish, but your phone keeps buzzing over and over. You are getting annoyed so you pick it up to see it’s Chris. You answer the phone quickly and are a little scared even though you know Chris would treat you like a princess.

“y/n you okay baby?” His voice sounds kinda high pitched, and really worried. You hear his voice and it makes you stomach turn upside down, you realized you haven’t heard this voice in 4 fucking days.

“Hey chris.. can you come over please.” it almost sounds like you are begging him to come. “I am already on my way, I know you are going through a lot rn and I was about to visit you.” You can tell he’s worried.

it’s for a few seconds a little quiet, suddenly you start apologizing and trying to tell him what is happening “im so sorry baby I haven’t been texting or even calling you i’m so fucking stupid, i am such a dumbass I could’ve atleast done something I’m so terribly sorry.. I- I don’t know what to do.” chris is already comforting you and telling you it’s okay “y/n baby it’s okay, it really is. I’ll be here in 5 minutes that’s gonna be real soon baby, I’ll be here for you and you can cuddle with me as long as you want.” “Okay see you soon, I love you” “I love you too baby.”

You hang up and realize what a mess your room is and most of all what kind of a mess you look like, you quickly get out of bed *I need to atleast freshen up I look fucking disgusting* the second you set a foot on the ground you feel dizzy *what the fuck?* you sit down as fast as possible, ‘dang what is happening to me’ you say out loud

almost tripping over every single piece of clothing that is spread all over the floor when you finally reach the bathroom, you take a look in the mirror and let out a big sigh, I look disgusting, literally dirty. I really do need to freshen up.. you wash your face but after you do you randomly burst out into tears, I look so fucking disgusting *how does Chris even like me?* You question yourself. Not even a few seconds later you are already sitting down on the bathroom floor drowning in your thoughts, you have so many questions you can’t answer and no one else can.

you get up after drowning in your thoughts again, you look at the time. ‘FUUUCK’ you say pretty loud, ‘how is that even possible’ you realize you’ve been just zoning out for about 5 minutes.. *wait didn’t Chris say he was in 5 minutes here?*

* the bell rings *

‘ON MY WAY’ you yell from the other side of the house, you quickly run down the stairs and almost trip, *my clumsy ass can’t ever go somewhere without tripping* that thought makes you giggle a bit. You make the front door open as fast as you can, ‘hi baby,’ you say really dry reminding yourself what you look like rn. Chris hugs you as tight as possible, and gives you a soft kiss on your head. ‘Hi my love’ he looks down at you with a concerned look ‘how are you doing?’ ‘Meh’ you say dry, you don’t know what to say, you fully ghosted your boyfriend for 4 fucking days + you probably smell like shit. ‘Should we relax baby?, I’ll run you a bath for you, so you can really relax okay?’ ‘That’s okay’ You say quietly, you are so embarrassed for how you look like, and probably smell like shit.

Chris is already walking to the bathroom and looking back at you with a warm smile you missed so much, you give him the smallest smile back what you already kinda feel bad about, he sees that you feel uncomfortable and little bit embarrassed. He fully turns around and walks back to you and gives you another hug and a passionate kiss on your lips. He lifts your chin up and looks into your eyes and says ‘I don’t care how you think you look like okay? you will always be beautiful in my eyes’ he gives you another kiss on your head and grabs your arm and takes you to the bathroom.

He turns on the hot water and lets the bathtub run with a nice temperature, you sit on the toilet waiting while Chris is really busy trying to take care of everything. You can’t help but just stare at the boyfriend you’ve been looking for you intire life. He was almost done and looked to the side with the sight of you already looking at him, the noise of running bath water comforts the silence in some kind of way. ‘What are you looking at’ he giggles, ‘I just can’t believe I have you right in front of me.’ It stays quiet for about a minute with you two just staring at each other, he comes up to you and gives you that comforting kiss on your head again. When the silence finally stops he looks at you and at the bath, ‘oh fuck’ the water in the bathtub is almost overflowing. You suddenly start laughing at the sight of your boyfriend trying to fix the almost overflowing bath, you start giggling.

After a few minutes he has everything set up, the only thing you needed was your clothes. You get insecure just by the thought of him seeing your room, you get up really quick. Chris catches your stressed look, ‘y/n you okay?’ You start violently sobbing out of no where. Chris comes up to you and hugs you and shushes you ‘shh it’s okay baby’ he looks down at you, ‘do you wanna tell me what’s wrong or has being going on?’ ‘Chris i-im sorry I have no idea what’s going on, I’m g-genuinely fucked up. Everything is a mess, I’m a-a mess I look like shit my room looks like shit’ you are almost choking from sobbing and from trying to explain the horrible thoughts ‘and you are so sweet for me and I feel like I don’t deserve this and’- he interrupts you, ‘you are okay, you are loved and I’m here I don’t give shit about what your room looks like or anything in that kind of situation. All I care about is that your doing well.’ He’s looking down at you with his hands on your waist trying to tell you this while you are still violently sobbing. ‘Please just go relax in your beautiful bath I made and I’ll take care of it okay I’ll bring you clothes afterwards, I love you so much y/n.’ Chris has left the bathroom while you finally undress and go into your beautiful made bath.

About 30 minutes Chris comes into the bathroom with a clean hoodie, pyjama pants, bra and some panties, he grabs a big towel and lays it down on the toilet. He looks at you and asks you once again how your doing, while he’s asking this he comes closer and gives you another but yet comforting kiss on your cheek. You smile wide, ‘I’m doing so much better, I’m so glad you came Chris, I love you’ you say once again.

He hasn’t been yapping at all what is surprising you, with that thought slipping into your head you ask him right away. ‘Since when aren’t you yapping?’ You ask him with a little smile on your face, he looks up from his phone with a sarcastic offended look. ‘Since when are you talking during your favorite series?’ He says with a even bigger smile on his face. You are both laughing. About 5 minutes later dying laughing about other things, he started yapping right away about everything that had happened in the last 4 days. God you missed this

Another half hour passes by and you tell Chris you wanted to get out of the bath, he looks up at you with a wide smile, you lift your body up and Chris’ eyes lock right away on your body. You start giggling, he quickly looks up. ‘I-I am sorry you look good’ he says nervously ‘do I make you nervous or something?’ ‘no no I-I just’- you interrupt him with your giggles and asking for the big towel he placed on the toilet a while ago. He gets the towel and helps you dry of and tries to help you get dressed. ‘Chris babe you don’t need to help me get dressed I still have arms and hands you know.’ ‘Oh yeah.. oh wait I need to do something take your time okay?, do your makeup, skincare whatever yeah?’ while he says this he has a suspicious smile on his face, he still knows how to make me really curious.

About a hour passes and in this hour I’ve been hearing things moving, him moving around and popcorn pop.. ‘wait popcorn?’ You run down the stairs and you find him taking the popcorn out of the microwave. He turns around and is in shock when he sees you, ‘y/n oh my god. You look absolutely gorgeous.’ Your cheeks are turning insanely red, he quickly puts the popcorn down on the countertop and almost runs at you giving you kisses all over your body. When he stops he looks at you and gives you one last kiss on your lips. For a while he just keeps looking at you, you flip his hair and look curious behind him. ‘So what are you doinggg..’ he looks behind him also kinda curious completely forgetting what he was doing. ‘Oh yeah yeah wait go back to the bathroom for about 5 minutes I have something for you.’ You loved surprises so you ran to the bathroom again right away.

Five minutes has passed and Chris comes into the bathroom with a blindfold in his hand, you look at the blindfold in his hand. ‘Chris do you seriously have a blindfold?’ You say giggling ‘well yes it’s still a surprise isn’t it?’ he says shrugging his shoulders. Chris finally ties your blindfold on the back of your head, he gives you a little kiss on your lips and grabs your hand and runs out of the bedroom making you almost trip. ‘Chris!!!’ You say giggling, ‘omg I’m so sorry’ he says laughing.

when you two finally make it upstairs with a lot of tripping and falling, Chris stands proudly in front of the door of your room. ‘Take of that stupid blindfold and go look baby!’ You take your blindfold of and you look really confused at Chris’ proud face, he opens the door and your mouth falls open. ‘YOU CLEANED MY WHOLE ROOM WHAT!!’ ‘SURPRISE!!’ He says but he also did something else, you walk further to your clean room and see your whole bed filled with snacks and soda’s. ‘CHRIS WHAT THE FUUUCK!’ He looks at you with the biggest smile you’ve ever seen him with, ‘so should we watch movies then?’ He wants to look over to you but you are already on the bed trying new and eating old favorites. You spend the whole night watching your favorite and his favorite movies until you two fall asleep with your head on his chest.

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dang this took a pretty long fucking time, I really hope you enjoyed this, I will probably make more fanfics in the future lmk what you think about it 🩷

tags:

@042502 @sturnioz @sturnslcver @sturniluvr @strawberrysturniolo @sturniolo @sturniololoverr @sturnioloshacker @sturniolowhore @sturniolos-blog @chris-slut @chrissv4mp @chrissfawn @mattsfavbitchhh @mattspolitank @mattsgf @matts-k1tten @mattitvdes

[julilovesyou444]

pictures of you ~ bill kaulitz

background ~ you and your boyfriend were partying at a club when someone comes up to you to return your wallet. you quickly find out that it’s not your wallet, and it is infact your boyfriend’s. what you find in there makes you love him all the more.

warnings ~ NSFW!!!, praise, sub!bill😋kinda ?, oral male recieving, mentions of drinking , a bunch of bad bad stuff😄

a/n- english isnt my first languange so if there are any mistakes I’m sorry😪 okay im ngl some English words are so weird. like what is dick ???? cock??? what kind of words are that😭 lol im sorry- also this is literally my very very first time ever writing anything like this so I definitely have room for improvement, dont flame me 🙁

~

I was at the club on a Saturday, with the one boy I truly loved. We had been dating for around six months, and it had been some of the best time of my life. I was dancing on the dance floor, waiting for my boyfriend to get our drinks and come back. I watched as he ordered our drinks and began to wait for the bar tender to make them. He looked so pretty. I was already a little drunk but I was able to convince Bill that I was just going to have one more drink and then be done. Our hotel was right down the street and we didn’t have any plans for tomorrow, so I figured why not.

Someone tapped my shoulder. I turned to see a girl. She looked a little high, and her makeup was so cute and glittery.

“Hey girl! I think this is your wallet.”, she yelled over the loud music, pushing the wallet into my chest, forcing me to take it. Before i could protest, she disappeared into the dancing crowd. I looked around, a little confused. I didn’t even bring my wallet, so it definitely wasn’t mine. I opened it to try and figure out whose it was. I quickly found out why she thought it was my wallet. Where there was supposed to be an I.D, there was a picture of me. I was kinda drunk so I didn’t even process what was happening. I just wondered how this person got a picture of me. I looked through the wallets, only finding some credit cards and a little bit of cash. Then I checked the last little slot and found an I.D. I pulled it out and immediately smiled. It was Bill’s. How could I be so stupid? Of course it was my boyfriend’s. I put the I.D back in and then went to pull out the picture of me to get a closer look. I soon discovered that the picture of me was not just a single picture, there were many. Pictures of me playing guitar, doing my makeup, at the beach, laughing, sleeping, dancing, etc. my heart was so full of love for him. on the back of the photos, he wrote cute little captions and the date.

“sweet girl playing in the sand 6/7”

“sleepy angel 7/10”

“could listen to her laugh on repeat 3/4”

I put all the photos back into the wallet. I couldn’t believe how incredibly sweet my boyfriend was. I wanted to give him all the love in the world because he deserved it. He was genuinely the best thing that ever happened to me. I wanted to hug and kiss him into oblivion. I loved him more than anything, and it felt the absolute best to know he loved me too. I looked up to see him approach me with our drinks and his adorable smile.

“Hey, love, I have our drinks- wait I was looking for that!! I had to use the cash in my pocket for these!”, Bill exclaimed, motioning to his wallet. His smile was so bright and it made me feel all warm inside, knowing someone as beautiful as he was loved me.

“You keep pictures of me in your wallet?”, I questioned. His smile began to fade into an embarrassed look, like I had caught him doing something he wasn’t supposed to. His cheeks flushed and he looked down at his feet for a second.

“Yea.”

I gently grabbed his jaw and moved his head up to look me in the eyes again. I smiled so he knew that I wasn’t upset for whatever reason he thought I was.

“When did you even take these and print them all?”, i asked, petting his hair and gazing up at him.

“Oh, well, I took them with that digital camera I got for my birthday a couple years ago. And I’ve been taking and printing them for a couple months now, Tom had to teach me how to print them small enough to fit into my wallet. I had to buy special paper so that they would be shiny, y’know?”, he nervously chuckled as he rambled. I looked at him with pure admiration and love.

“Why do you have them?”

“Well, I just like to have pictures of you I guess. I wish you were with me all the time, but obviously you can’t be, so it’s just nice to have little reminders of you that I can take everywhere with me. It’s stupid, I know. When I’m at the studio all day, or when I’m on tour and i dont see you for a couple days, i just miss you a lot so I look at the pictures of you. Its kind of embarrassing that you found them…”, he said, clearly flustered.

“Bill, baby, it’s not stupid or embarrassing at all. It makes me feel so loved and so good to know that you like me enough to keep pictures of me in your wallet because you miss me or wish I was with you. I don’t think you understand how much I absolutely love you, and how badly I want to show you right now.”

A smirk grew on his face, especially at my last sentence.

“Finish your drink and then we are going back fo hotel.”, i said, taking my drink from his hand. I began to drink it, extremely fast. He watched intently, realizing exactly what you wanted to do. Bill chugged his drink too. I looked him up and down as he did so.

I grabbed his hand and lead him out of the club, he followed close behind like a lost puppy.

The cold whipped against our faces as we swiftly walked over to our hotel. We sped walked into the lobby, and despite how fast we were going, Bill still said hello to the old woman who sat behind the check-in desk. That’s just how sweet he was, practically tooth-rotting.

I pulled him into the elevator and pushed the button for our level. I looked over at Bill, who was clearly excited. He was swinging out interlocked hands back and forth, looking anywhere in the elevator but me. As soon as the doors shut, I pushed him against the wall and pulled his face down so our lips could meet. I was pressed up against him, kissing him hard. He squeezed my hand, which was still holding his. I heard the elevator ding so I pulled away. His eyes were full of desire.

I guided him over to our room, holding the door open for him. He mumbled a quiet, “thank you, baby” before stepping in. I was fast to go in too, putting the “do not disturb” sign on the knob before hastily shutting and locking it. I turned over to Bill, who had already kicked his shoes off and was now sitting patiently at the end of the bed.

I took my heels off and began to walk over to him, antagonizingly slow. I watched as his eyes scanned my body, chewing on his bottom lip. I climbed on top of him with each of my legs on the outside of his, straddling him. I put him hands on each side of his jaw and used my thumbs so caress his cheeks.

“you make me feel so good all the time, bill. you’re the most caring person I know. that’s why I want to make tonight about you. I want to take care of you and make you feel good, exactly the way you do for me. Can i do that tonight, please?”, I said softly. He swallowed hard and nodded quickly.

“I need words, baby.”

“Yes, yes please.”, he said in a rushed tone.

“Good.”, i smiled before leaning in and ever so gently kissing him. It was a kiss from pure appreciation. I deepened the kiss, using my hands to pull him closer to me, if that was even possible. I ran my fingers through his hair, tugging at it ever so slightly. I knew how much he loved it. I began to start slowly grinding myself against him, and in no time, I could feel a tent in his pants start to form. I loved how quickly I could make him hard. He pulled away, breathing hard.

“Please, I- I need you.”, he said in between pants.

I smiled and nodded. I got off of him and started to unbutton his jeans. I grabbed the sides and slowly pulled them down, revealing his black boxers that you could clearly see his erection through. It looked like that was already a little wet spot on them from pre-cum.

“are you excited, sweet boy?”, i cooed.

“yes, please, I need you to touch me.”, he hastily replied.

I pulled them down and watched as his errction sprung up. just the sight of it made me flustered.

I licked a long stripe up the underside of his length and heard him gasp. I decided to stop teasing and began to bob my head up and down on him.

he threw his head back and gripped on the sheets. His chest was rapidly rising and falling as i continued to go down on him. I could tell he was trying to refrain himself from being loud. little noises still managed to escape his throat. he repeated my name over and over again in tiny moans.

I pushed my head all the way down so his tip hit the back of my throat. I watched as his eyes rolled to the back of his head. I came up for a breath of air before going back down and deep throating him once again. I felt him start to twitch in your mouth, showing me he was close. I started to swirl my tongue around his tip while my hands took care of the rest of it. his hands got tangled in my hair but he didn’t push my head. I bobbed my head down a couple more times and listened as he whimpered. he kept muttering little praises to me. I knew he was about to finish. He looked a little sweaty on his face.

“ugh- please, keep going, princess. I’m almost there.”

I hummed in response, which just about threw him over the edge. he bucked his hips up into me, craving every last bit of satisfaction he could get. he finished in my mouth and i swallowed. he loved when I did that, said it was the “sexiest thing ever”. he watched as i did, his eyes fixed on my face. i climbed up to him and cupped his face. I kissed him very gently. I pulled away, but our foreheads were still connected. His eyes searched mine, and I could tell that he found whatever he was looking for in them. The little grin on his face told me so.

“i love you.”, he whispered.

“I love you too, Bill.”, i whispered back before giving him another kiss. I pulled back and admired him for a second.

I thought about how everyone deserves someone like Bill. Just not my Bill. I was forever grateful and knew I would be forever in love with my one and only, Bill.

[taissaswifelowkey]

yellowjackets and your first kiss

1996 timeline, all characters are aged up 🤠

a/n: UGHH i had to start over (and also a SECOND TIME. sorry taissa) bc i accidentally deleted everything while typing :,) also wrote this while feeling a little sick as a form of relief. have fun reading and feedback is always appreciated you already knowww

warnings: what do you call something that is fluff but like, another layer of fluff? im not sure but for my moral conscience if you’re not more than 17 idk about this one bestie. i don’t want to be cocky bc im not popular but i don’t want to overthink anything at the same time 😭😭 gay yellowjackets propaganda. proofread but honestly there still might be lingering mistakes. like the time i said word for word “proofread but there light be lingering mistakes” and after that there was a bunch of typos even in the damn warning 💀💀

it starts below the cut ‼️‼️

📚 taissa is a real romantic. will gaze lovingly into your eyes and tease your flustered state, while you’re trying to keep your composure. she loves to see you this way and with your permission, she kisses you again. even whispers beautiful, pretty words at you. her plan is working because you’re left speechless but it doesn’t take long for you to whisper them back at her, evening being intense and bold. it surprises her and you’re both in a sort of competition, all in good nature of course. but trust, she’s such a smooth talker and a romantic tease, it literally leaves you breathless.

🛹 van first kisses you between giggles and laughter. you actually had to pull back for breath because you were overwhelmed and sooo happy. that didn’t stop you from resting in each other’s arms. you kissed her forehead, admiring her features while she kissed the tip of your nose and did the same. it’s not long before you kissed her again, trying to memorise the sound of her laughter. i feel like one of you said ironically “woah” or something like “that’s not something that happens in the neighbourhood everyday.” and you’ll just laugh it off. but really you’re just flustered and amazed by the other

🕷️ soft kisses with nat, soft kisses with nat ‼️‼️ listen listen i know everyone sees her as this like stoic girly but i strike her as someone who’s sweet and loving. but when you pull back for air and she looks at the way you grin at her, it makes her melt. she practically has your shirt in an iron grip and pulls you closer to her again. her hands are allll over you but you just hold her waist. it’s all gentle though, but she wants to show how devoted she is to you 🙁 and you do the same for her. and she swears she’s never felt so much love as she does now :( especially whenever you’d look at her like she’s the only person on earth

🦉 oooh misty is a blushing mess. she can’t even speak. you’re worried you did something wrong, maybe kissed her the wrong way if it’s even possible but she just shakes her head and places her hands on your shoulder in a hold you didn’t know she had. when she tries to speak to reassure you, her own voice surprises her, not used to the completely different hoarse tone. it makes you giggle, feeling a surge of pride that you somehow made her feel that way. she doesn’t even think about it and kisses you again, and again, my girl is hungry ‼️‼️

🎀 lottie is a real romantic. she kisses your wrists, both sides of your face, before trailing her lips to your lips and a gentle peck and into a kiss. you’re both princesses and she wants to treat you as such ‼️‼️ so do expect that she looks at you with absolute devotion when you pull away for air or whisper the most beautiful words you’ve ever heard in your life. i feel like she’d probably read sonnets to inspire herself beforehand but the words just flow so naturally. you kiss her hand in return and just smile brightly at her and she realises that she’s whippeddd, so much so that she clears her throat and tries not to smile too hard but you just kiss her again and she reciprocates lovingly

🧸 first kiss with jackie? princess treatment. just like lottie except that you’re the one who kisses her wrists, her shoulders before she softly complains and kisses you. and honestly? it feels like seeing literal stars. your heart is racing and you’re downright trembling. kissing jackie taylor makes you feel weirdly feverish. and she feels so smug about herself too 🙄 all “still want to take it slow?” you just raise an eyebrow and kiss her again, lightly just to annoy her before surprising her with the soft tease and compliments you let escape, before allowing yourself to be a bit bold, leaving her a complete mess. not that she’s complaining

🪵 shauna will waste no time and will kiss you hungrily. it’s not rough but it’s not gentle either. maybe it’s because she saw you talking to that guy, who was your gym partner or that girl who was with you in spanish period within the same day. she will bring you impossibly closer to her and whisper all sorts of promises in your ear, to which you just nod and whisper back. you hardly even pull back for air and when you do it’s maybe half a second. and when you ask her she says she’s not jealous, she just has a point to prove it’s not the same thing 🙄🙄 you’re still amused by the situation and allow her to carry the pace before you quickly try to gain control of it (yes i’ll definitely be a competition between you)

[nevermore-baby]

So it’s wintertime, so imagine you, Steve and Eddie, maybe even Nancy and Robin, go skiing and you - oh dear lord - fall. It’s not even a hard fall, just a result of your miscalculation and you kinda knew you would fall, but everyone kept telling you that, and you wanted to prove them wrong, but ended up falling face first into the nearest snow pile off the track, and as soon as you hit the snow, you hear an audible gasp from behind, Steve throwing off his skies and running to you, making his mother hen noises, Eddie is also next to you in a second, helping you to take off your skies. Eddie sits you up, Steve crouching next to you, asking you if you’re okay, what did you hit and whether you hit your head, and you’re like I literally fell into a pile of soft snow, but if you must know, my knee felt kinda twisted and I fell on my ankle. And that’s where Eddie’s face just gets twisted with horror and Steve is just there being like omg omg we need a first aid kit, and Eddie is rampaging through his backpack, yelling “I’ve only got band aids”, and Steve is looking at his like he’s an idiot, and you’re ready to laugh (“Eddie, my love, band aid won’t help”). Steve breathes deeply a couple of times, and then tells everyone that you’re going home and motions Eddie to pick you up, while he gathers the skies. You try to protest, but you know better than to go against Steve when he’s in his mom mode, so you just enjoy your ride to the car, where Eddie gently places you in the backseat, sitting right next to you “just in case anything happens”, and Steve just speeds home. They seat you on the couch and Eddie curls up your sleeves and pants so Steve can “assess the damage”. Steve examines your wrist and knee thoroughly, looking all around with concentrated look, in the end being like “well, nothing is broken”, and you’re like “thanks cap, i didn’t get that part”. Him and Eddie make you take a hot bath nonetheless, Eddie helping you while Steve makes you a cup of hot tea. They kiss all over the damaged areas and more, and keep telling how “it’s gonna be okay”, and you’re like yeah I know why yall acting like I’m dying. Later that night, Steve calms down a bit, but he still asks you if anything hurts and then you’re like my knee actually :(, because the damage is getting to it, and you pout, and Steve’s heart breaks when he sees you all sad and pouty, so he calls Eddie and they just cuddle you until you fall asleep, kissing and hugging you carefully so they don’t accidentally make it worse, distracting you from the pain. 

Inspired by me falling while skiing and twisting my knee, unfortunately I don’t have Eddie and Steve, I only have my dad who’s like nah you’re exaggerating it’s nothing stop whining and I’m just laying here like okay 🙁gonna be sad and in pain i guess

[thatonesquintern13]

episode nine - the day the music died:

• “crazy moon tonight, eh?” brady’s not even the canadian 🥴

• the cops driving in the direction of your house is never a good thing

• even worse when they’re there when you pull up

• and of course elliot is already there too!

• “i’m afraid there’s been an accident” COLTON 😭😭😭

• AND BABY KAT REACHED FOR BABY ELLIOT FIRST

• brady is literally right there we love to see him lose

• sorry not the time colton is dead

• present day kat “taking a weekend” as if she’s ever relaxed even for a second since she turned 15

• “you two [kat and dell] are way too similar.” yes alice! i’ve been saying!!

• AND SHES LITERALLY JUST GOING TO ELLIOTS ASKDHAGDJSKA

• just a weekend of kissing and “a little bit of time travel on the side” 🤭

• she didn’t even run this plan by him. how could this go wrong!

• “i won’t believe it until i see [the lady at the funeral] with my own eyes” it might seem crazy what im ‘bout to say…

• baby kat abandoning colton, best dad in the world, for brady??? girl

• ugh so heartbreaking that everyone thought colton ran off the road on purpose. like no wonder dell is coping the way she is!!

• besties present elliot and alice 🫶🏽

• oh spencer from school is catering the theater reopening!

• (do we see this happen? i really don’t remember)

• okay yeah colton walking into a strange woman’s house doesn’t look great

• ohp colton caught present kat lurking

• “weren’t you… in my yard?”

• it’s grief therapy!!

• a man in therapy. can colton landry get any more ideal

• “i don’t know how to be a husband any more, or a dad. my son’s gone… and so am i.” okay so they kinda really didn’t care about kat…

• oldest daughter syndrome strikes again

• now why is present dell taking alice to the pond.

• wait the pond is freezing!!! i forgot about this!

• this also kinda gives ‘dell knows about the pond’ vibes. bc like what does she mean “take a cue from mother nature … and say goodbye to the past.” 🤔

• okay so what i remember from the s2 promo is starting to make more sense lol

• something about colton telling “rose” (present kat) “i can help you get back home.” 😭😭😭😭😭

• and then kat literally just gets to hang out with her dad again 🥺

• elliot always worried about the space time continuum

• i don’t know how it doesn’t click to him that what happened ALWAYS happens so obviously kat going back is PART OF IT

• which is also just. too tragic to think about rn but we’ll get to it.

• why are colton and dell always just standing in the kitchen when alice arrives 🥴

• but also she’s better than me bc if my friend wasn’t home i’d be like “welp guess i’ll be going then” not walking into their house with only their parents home

• granted, it’s literally her house and her grandparents but whatever

• alice is the one who underlines the quote in kat’s book 🥺😭😭

• colton and alice playing the guitar 😭

• HE WAS THE REASON SHE STARTED PLAYING AGAIN IN THE PRESENT!!! AND SHE’S THE REASON HE STARTED PLAYING AGAIN IN THE PAST!!! I CANT DO THIS

• playing dell’s song 🥺

• “those words were written in a better time, but they still hold the truth” they were literally so close to healing and coming back together 😔

• “goodbye colton.” “goodbye alice.” 💔

• and dell being there to comfort her in the present 😭😭

• i think alice and colton are cut from the same soul.

• okay i’ve stopped crying

• “elliot! here for dinner?” “i was hoping to get it to go. for two.” “for two? well, it’s about time.” literally everyone saw it but kat askdhagska

• okay so alice disappears from the past when we see her say goodbye to colton, or soon after he dies bc i think she’s at the funeral (will update this later), but then goes back into the pond at the end of s1… so where does she go!? if present kat hadn’t seen her since she was 15…. how is she in the year 2000???

• guess i’ll just have to watch and see 🧍🏽‍♀️

• mad at kat for leaving her mom but also mad at dell for giving up being her mom yk. like at least see her off to college 🙁

• “be there, el, when i leave.” “kat, i would do anything for you. always.” 🥺

• and he’s true to his word!

• elliot at the harold! why does the harold have the archives and not the library…

• also new guy SUSPICIOUSLY leaving town…. convenient 🤨

• “i don’t think ill be missed around here much” okay what’s that mean

• dell and alice girl’s night!!

• “and i, for one, think you are wonderful, alice. i love you, sweetie. i just love you.” “i love you too, dell… grandma?” “oh. oh. wow that felt good. you have no idea how long i have waited to hear that.” 😭😭😭😭

• the pond wouldn’t let kat jump!

• see idk why elliot is freaking out. if the pond doesn’t want her there, the pond won’t let her there! everything that happened has always happened!

• she’s acknowledging that she turned to elliot first the night colton died 🤧

• “i should’ve kept holding your hand and just never let go.”

• colton is a Man in the sense that he does not notice that kat and alice both always show up with wet hair.

• that would be so annoying to me. would invest in a shower cap immediately.

• more grief therapy. you’d think kat would be like “hey should i…. go to this in my time???”

• oof colton has been sleeping in the basement 🙁

• “i wish you could all meet my daughter. she is everything i wish i could be. everything that dell already is, maybe more.”

• kat getting to tell colton that she has a daughter 🥺 he knows! he loves her!

• and colton giving her advice to cope with his death and that’s literally all she’s ever wanted!!! ugh this show is so so layered

• oop alice knows kat didn’t go away for the weekend.

• elliot, looking through the archived papers, “april, may… where the hell is february, byron?” yeah where the hell IS february, byron!! 🤨

• also “hell” number. whatever

• elliot and kat ALREADY fighting 😭 and he is making great points: you can’t change what happens and we know this, we can’t keep talking about the past. but also god imagine having the questions that have literally haunted you all your life ANSWERED !!! imagine the closure!! (not that.. kat will be getting any but still)

• “i need you here and now, in the present!”

• AND THEN ALICE COMING IN AND SAYING THE EXACT SAME THING OH MY GOD

• also the “i want to talk about our future” followed by alice coming in… okay symbolism

• kat stayed in the present 🥺

• and explained colton’s therapy to dell so she knows!!!

• “dad was trying to heal, mom. for you.” TRAGIC

• “but i’ve been just as frozen…. until you and alice came home and forced me to face the past. open up the boxes and accept it.”

• alexa, play right where you left me by taylor swift

• present dell and past colton dancing 🥺🥺🥺

• “you’re my home, delly. you always have been and you always will be.”

• OH GOD SHE’S REMEMBERING THE LAST TIME SHE SAW HIM

• AND HE PROMISED TO TELL HER EVERYTHING

• BUT HE NEVER MADE IT BACK 😭😭😭

• kat and alice mother daughter time. bc alice misses her as her mom, not as her best friend 🥹

• alice telling her she was the one who underlined the alice in wonderland quote 🥹

• kat doesn’t listen!!!

• girl that pond is gonna freeze on you!!!

• she’s landed on The Night

• SHE’S AT THE SCENE OF THE WRECK BUT IT HASN’T HAPPENED YET

• archived paper, “witness claims to have seen two women running through the woods” me, gasping, “wait why am i gasping i knew that already”

• ONE THING ABOUT ALICE, SHE IS HER MOTHER’S DAUGHTER

• AND THEY’RE IN THE ROAD

• AND COLTON SWERVES TO MISS THEM

• “hey kiddo. i love you, too. my katherine.” 😭😭😭😭

• I HATE

• but the show!! it’s so fucking good at this!!!! it’s so tragic and so complex

• anyways i’m gonna go cry

fin.

📺 | the way home

live blogging a season one rewatch so i can remember everything for season two 🫡

episode one:

• i hope this show goes on forever bc they clearly have a full story planned for this witch hunt

• honestly forgot about this private school situation

• dad’s suck!

• do we learn about the “one hit” orrr

• chyler leigh in glasses. that’s it that’s the thought.

• “fReEs yOu Up fOr sOmE hOmEsChoOliNg” hey why don’t you hush.

• nah bc these two are like… not even divorced yet and his gf already moved in with him? i’d set the fire alarm off too

• oh the one hit was last year’s showcase

• hallmark letting a “damned” into the script. big slay

• i do really appreciate that young dell is just andie macdowell in a dark wig.

• sorry but it’s kinda a dream to have a farm in ‘nowhere canada’ to escape to, alice.

• i love generational mommy issues 😌

• one thing about andie macdowell, that accent’s gon’ be thicc

• wet dog foreshadowing 👀

• moving in the middle of the school year is wild

• omg and a “what the hell” !!

• mystery letter 😈 (i only vaguely remember how it got sent so excited to relearn that)

• the glow-in-the-dark ceiling stars 🥺

• LMAO OKAY dell was wrong for sending her out in her pjs but it was funny hehe 🤭

• ELLIOT!!!!

• “you got a lot in common… what with your divorces.” dell that’s so southern of you

• “and me?” OOF

• dell landry: bee keeping age 😗

• fair that kat wants to talk about her brother and dad but didn’t she also…. like. leave?? 🥴

• “if you ever need to talk i’m here. any place. any… time.” very subtle elliot thank you

• ohp. guess that’s why i don’t remember the bracelet. so rose from titanic of her

• wait that’s literally how she gets in the pond ?? okay that’s on me then.

• baby kat!! (A+ casting btw 🤌🏽)

• i could not imagine sitting on TIME TRAVEL for over 14 years. good on elliot

• elliot and kat better get back together in like the first 2 minutes of s2 🤧

• baby elliot!

• as someone who lost their grandpa when i was really young, alice meeting her grandpa and their whole relationship just hits different 🥺

• no bc the 90s ARE totally back in style.

• “alice will be fine.” “jacob wasn’t.” he was 6, girl 😭

• the white witch 😟 (me: wait why am i gasping i already knew that.)

• the blurry picture is actually very clever!

• elliot just standing over the pond ominously 🧍🏻‍♂️

• idk why but i love that kat called him to yell at him.

• kat, he just knows, okay!!

fin.

[n1k1tty]

enhypen reacting to you biting them

HEESEUNG

- u guys were at a party

- and ur bf was like busy talking to his friends while you’re sitting on his lap

- and you’re like starting to get bored

- and ur literally waiting for him notice you🙄🙄

- like you would play with his hands, his hair EVERYTHING

- until you gave up and just rested your head on his shoulder

- few more minutes and you couldn’t take it anymore BAHABXJABD

- so you just grabbed his forearm and bit it😋

- he just giggles and hugs you tighter and then he’s like “you wanna go home now?”

- “I’VE BEEN WANTING TO GO HOME🙄”

JAY

- mf would look at you like you’re crazy🙄

- mf would look at you like you’re crazy🙄

- so like u guys were just sitting on the couch watching a show

- and then u suddenly had this urge to just bite him BAHBSJXBSJD

- and since he placed his hand over ur shoulder, you literally just grabbed his forearm and bit it

- bro would literally stare at you for 10 seconds WITHOUT A WORD😭

- you would just smile at him

- and then he would act like it didn’t happen BAHHSJXNS

JAKE

- THIS BITCH WOULD BITE BACK ONG😭

- you and him have this like habit of just biting each other at random times LMASONDOANDOSNDKS

- and it would happen in normal occasions

- like you guys were just at the mall holding hands😊

- and then u just bit his forearm no explanation

- HE WOULD LOOK AT U AND THEN SMILE AND THEN BITE YOU BACK

- but sometimes he does it too hard and you end up like almost crying🙄🙄🙄

- but its okay bcs he would shower u with hugs n kisses as an apology 😕😓😖😣☹️🙁🤕🤒💔

SUNGHOON

- mans got good quality meat in his arms so you wouldn’t be able to help it😋😋😋

- and so like (even though he’s bad at cooking) he was cooking breakfast for you

- and like he sleeps shirtless sometimes

- those were one of those days so u couldn’t help but look at his arms

- u were staring so hard he could feel it

- AND HE KNEW U WERE GNA BITE BCS U ALWAYS DO THAT TO HIM

- “don’t even think about it” sunghoon laughs

- u still do it anyway 😋

SUNOO

- he would be the type to just let you be

- or even offer u to bite him😭😭😭

- u guys usually have a k-drama weekend where u just binge watch kdramas

- and you literally just grabbed his forearm and just bit it

- HE WOULD LITERALLY SMILE SO HARD AT YOU

-AND THEN PAT YOUR HEAD AND REST HIS HEAD ON UR SHOULDER

- LIKE HES SO IN LOVE 🙄🙄🙄🙄

JUNGWON

- u guys always like to go on a walk at night

- and ur parents always allows u bcs they love jungwon☹️

- and so u guys were holding hands and talking about just everything

- and while you guys were lying on the floor of the playground stargazing

- you saw that he was still wearing the bracelet u made him when u guys started dating

- “oh my gosh you still wear it😕😕😕” “i never take it off”

- and u found it so cute and just bit him

- he would literally laugh because he knows that’s like one of the ways u show affection

- and then he just kisses ur forehead☹️☹️

RIKI

- I FEEL LIKE THIS BITCH STARTED THE BITING

- but honestly u guys r perfect for each other cuz yall do the same crazy shit

- and so whenever he would come over to ur house he would just either play with your puppy

- or ask u to bake something with him

- even though he sucks at cooking he literally loves cooking / baking w u

- and so while u were getting the stuff ready he was like “can i give you a piggyback”

- and for some odd fucking reason u did it anyway

- and while you guys were just vibing to music while ur on his back with ur hands like wrapped around his neck

- HE JUST BLATANTLY BITES UR ARM SO HARD

- AND SO U SLAP HIS BACK AND JUSG BITES HIS SHOULDER LAMODNAKDKS

- u guys r literally wild animals ong😭😭

[jrwiyuri]

Hi here is the rant. I wrote this all on my notes all while this song played repeatedly and oh god it’s so long I’m so sorry 💔

I will break down all of the lyrics piece by price every time I have a new idea / thought.

“I had a dream

I got everything I wanted

Not what you'd think

And if I'm being honest

It might've been a nightmare

To anyone who might care”

There isn’t much to explain here- I think this line represents her thoughts on the plan she had been following. She craved the approval, attention, and love of her parents, and thus did a lot of horrific things she regrets deeply. And I think if she ever looked back on her ideas they would be much more of a nightmare than a dream.

“Thought I could fly (fly)

So I stepped off the Golden, hmm

Nobody cried

Nobody even noticed

I saw them standing right there

Kinda thought they might care”

I think this could represent her general fear of being unloved by her parents especially. Her parents are clearly uncaring towards anyone who didn’t live up to their standard and follows what they believed was right & Aelwyn knew this and perhaps often felt afriad of what would happen if she made a mistake.

“I had a dream

Got everything I wanted

But when I wake up, I see

You with me”

Again, this part is partially a reference to her having a dream (nightmare) of successfully bringing back the nightmare king. I think the “You” would most likely be referencing Adaine, since she was the one to really start the whole redemption arc kind of also they literally have a bunk bed so realistically she COULD see Adaine when she wakes up from a nightmare.

“And you say

"As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you"

Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to

If I could change the way that you see yourself

You wouldn't wonder why you're here

They don't deserve you”

Now in a way that makes more sense this would most likely be Adaine comforting Aelwyn from her nightmare/ general doubts about being a good person. (The ‘they’ in this scene is their parents. And honestly amy one they were working with tbh LOL)

HOWEVER.. hear me out. This could ALSO be Aelwyns extremely repressed care for Adaine that was slightly revealed during that one memory going through scene. The fact that these are actual spoken words doesn’t make sense nor does the lines before it make sense but like if you ignore all that it would work well. ^_^

“I tried to scream

But my head was underwater

They called me weak

Like I'm not just somebody's daughter

Could've been a nightmare

But it felt like they were right there”

Again about her shit parents. And all of the other shit people she had to deal with probably. Not a Poggers moment for her 🙁

“And it feels like yesterday was a year ago

But I don't wanna let anybody know

'Cause everybody wants something from me now

And I don't wanna let 'em down”

Perhaps her repressing of feelings early on into the aftermath of s2. The feeling of not feeling like you deserve to be happy or loved combined with the feeling that because you are receiving love anyway you always need to be the best version of yourself because if not it’s not fair to the other people that gave you this undeserved kindness to you.

It’s all about the need to feel useful to others because you still don’t understand love without expectation or think you deserve it baby!!!! <3333

(Skipping the next lines cause they are just repeats and since this isn’t an animatic vision I don’t have to form new ideas for them ^_^)

“If I knew it all then, would I do it again?

Would I do it again?

If they knew what they said would go straight to my head

What would they say instead?”

I think this is also self explanatory but I lvoe explaining so I will do it anyway.

The first part is talking about how if she knew the outcome of this situation (wanting to revive an awful horrible evil creature) would she have still followed what her parents said and wanted?

The second part is referring more to her parents. That if they knew all the awful shit they spewed 24/7 would have this outcome would they spare the smallest bit of sympathy for them and treat their children like actual human beings or are they truly heartless creatures? The answer is probably no tbh sorry dear :(

Anyway this is my way too long analysis on this song and why it fits Aelwyn perfectly. The answer is because I love her and I was quite literally shuffling through all of my liked songs to see which one might fit a dimension 20 character right after I finished season 2. I found this song and haven’t gotten over it since <333

Nobody here cares about dimension 20 but I need everyone to know that everything I wanted is indeed an Aelwyn Abernant song post s2