#literally sob my eyes out on this one.
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happy birthday dust sans :3 ‼️🎊
"well, that's that. a grand execution, the perfect punishment for a sinner with lifetimes worth of crimes, and yet, nobody showed up, and dust didn't even try to fight back."
"heh. sounds pretty pathetic to me... but hey, maybe this was what he wanted."
"to die alone only accompanied by the ones he hated with nobody who he'd actually want to witness this?"
"maybe dying only with yourself would be less embarrassing than a public show. privacy is something you never realize you want until you lose it."
"... you were right, that does sound pathetic."
#happy birthday dust sans except he's not even in focus. in fact he is literally on his last day of birth#ANYWAYS LATE POST I KNOW BUT I MADE IT JUST IN TIME BEFORE THE 10TH ENDED IN MY TIMEZONE HEHEHE#triglycercule is officially back 😈😈😈 more murder time trio to come soon........TRUST🙏🙏🙏#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#tricule art#i tried to replicate kinda a style similar to calvateyla's it'll probably look more obvious as the year progresses :3#the theme for this year's trio birthdays? death XD! ok well like yeah but i have plans ok hehehe :3 be ready for a killer and horror death!#but that's over in may and august....... for now february for dust :3#see last minute i realized i forgot that monsters dust when they die so i added that in last minute 😁😁😁😁#hmmm hmmm can i explain my own piece or no 🤔🤔🤔 this is probably the most detailed thing ive drawn so far ever WOW#so there isnt really any context behind why dust is dead and the build up i just thought it would be cool#horror and killer hung him btw thats why there's 2 pulleys on the scarf and obviously why they're there... :3#dust is in the background blurred and not even in focus because like hrkl said: his death was pathetic and insignificant and lonely#dust's constant fight against the human and the internal conflict he has that causes him turmoil and outbursts seems loud and explosive#but really dust is just solemn and sad and quiet and suffering so i wanted to capture that... not a grand finale for him#as always my interpretation and take but i imagine dust initially struggled to not choke but then started seeing things the more air he los#and eventually he began listening to the insults and sobs of those he killed and gave up and allowed himself to die without even fighting#horror and killer can't see this of course because dust's hallucinations are in his own head (not like he can talk anyways LUL)#to dust his death was attended by too many of those he loved yet all telling him to give up#quite opposite to horror's idea that a solitary death is a comfortable one with no eyes to watch#killer is of course an extreme compared to dust and horror he doesn't care at all if people are there or not to witness the death#its irrelevant anyways :p he's just gonna die in the end so what matters dust's comfort if it all leads to the same outcome???#(keep in mind i've yet to do my killer analysis yet...... this is all advice and help my resident killer expert told me :3 soon though!!)#anyways!!! almost late but i made it just in time hehe!! god its been so long since i properly drew on digital its funnn!!!!#also the hanging via papyrus's scarf is a classic idea honestly B) its the best way for dust to go out imo........
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pip... pippa ingellvar... never posted her final look.... look at my queen
#rookreveal#she went thru sm changes#dragon age#datv#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age veilguard#datv spoilers#kinda?? just screenshots#pippa tag#might post the biggest infodump ever of her soon#long post#ok infodump my MOURNWATCH WARRIOR GIRLYYYYY her name is phillippa but pippa but pip for short#rook because shes very much a go straight and attack type character#was found by 3 spirits in the crypts and is quite literally ice age baby. they brought her to the watch#raised by a very elderly couple then went into the watch. still is friends with the 3 spirits. when one of the couple died she ran away#it was a bad time in the city streets and came back later after being found#was tasked a lot with being in the lowest level of the crypts because. crypt baby. elf (can see in the dark). warrior. spirits like her#this caused her to be trapped in the necropolis constantly... and was left starving and in the dark a lot.#would survive thanks to spirit pals. bugs. and flora#had black eye whites for a time from being underground also#anyways her spirit pals got corrupted and destroyed and saved her in relation to the precursor to the war of banners#in her rage she did a whole rebellion. saved the day. had nobody left. to top it off was kicked out#varric found her sobbing and crying with snot and everything cause she knows nothing about the surface.#they played a game of chess and hes like come join my band and shes like ok.......#and yeah then veilguard happens. she takes being a leader seriously so she takes hard decisions seriously#stern angry muscle punch lady but also if not threatened shes funny laid back and kind#she also never sleeps. why is her room so bright. so she spends every night in the dining room by the fire and chats with lucanis#(been watching boston legal so very much like the ends of those episodes where they chat on the porch)#her best friend i gotta say DOES end up being lucanis. and in my playthrough yes she romanced him but even if she didnt theyd still be bffs#shes close with everyone to be fair
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do you think shauna learned that cells turn over completely in seven years thing in high school biology and latched onto it and had an existential crisis meltdown of nuclear proportions when it was coming up on seven years since she’d consumed jackie because none of the cells in her body were born out of the energy she got from jackie’s flesh anymore?
#or am I the only one who thinks like this l o l#I WISH this was shitposting#I’m so serious tho lmao like#I think shauna would think about this#I think she’d study it. like she’d say okay that’s just an untrue fun fact right#but then like once you get down to the detail and the complexity she wouldn’t know if she was MORE jackie or LESS jackie#she’s sitting in the LITERAL CLOSET that she loves to sit in for environmental storytelling purposes crying about cell turnover#jeff comes home and she’s holding a medical journal in shaking hands asking about heart cells#through sobs she asks if only 40% of your heart renews in a lifetime was any of that at the RIGHT time#jeff says what…what Right time you’re scaring me a little#shauna rolls her eyes and kicks him out of his own bedroom so she can cry under better conditions (without him)#she calls taissa for the first time in two years but she of course can’t bring herself to ask so it’s just an awkward call all around#this is both funny to me and breaking my heart like I’m so emotionally dysregulated about this I’m not sure if I’m kidding or serious!!#much like yellowjackets showtime!!!#yellowjackets#shauna shipman#jackie taylor#jackie x shauna#taissa turner#shauna x jackie
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thinking about Sanji never wanting to celebrate his birthday because of what it makes him remember about his childhood so Zeff insists on giving him a new birthday, the day they met.
#literally sobbing my eyes out of over this headcanon#one piece#sanji#vinsmoke sanji#zeff#red leg zeff#chef zeff#one piece zeff#sanji one piece
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not me coming back to tumblr after 9 months and the first thing I see is obey me stopping content
Not usually one to rant on this blog but
I've been playing since the game released. Especially during 2020 and lockdown this game was one of my only sources of comfort. It is one of the fandoms that I've actually stayed in for years. It's heartbreaking to see that this is how the games ending. I knew that eventually the game would start to slow down, but having such an abrupt stop to it makes me so sad :( On this blog I've never gotten to actually post anything I've written about the OM characters, but I guess now would be a good time to slowly start posting them. This news has genuinely been heartbreaking, especially since I've also taken a break from the game (and all games in general). I'm gonna miss these characters so so much. I'm just glad they aren't shutting down the apps, I'd still love to replay as much of the content there is.
crying :(
#mynt's thoughts#obey me#obey me one master to rule them all#obey me nightbringer#obey me!#obey me mammon#literally sobbing my eyes out WHHYYYYYYYY#do I write angst or fluff idk
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EVIE !!!!!
I SAW U USE MY ART AS UR THEME SO I WANNA DO A REMAKE !!! mostly cause the other one was full of mistaks hurrrrr orz
keeping the color palette the same so itd still fit + use softer shading so convey how soft u are + moze is now IN UR HAND !!!! >:3
oh nick :’)
#🐦⬛🐕 .#彡 cherishing.#彡 inbox.#彡 nick!#AAAJSNSNS i did my makeup in record time because i had to respond to this asap !! T T i have 25 tags left and so much to say so let’s see#how efficiently i can use my words to convey my gratitude !! T T im actually losing my mind at the addition of moze’s little hands .. i#i will get into that later …. i cannot believe u revamped it for me!!!! thank you nick ?!?! 🥹 i went to gaze 🔎 at the two!! though i think#both are so lovely — i love the curl to my hair !!! i sleep with my hair in those heatless curl rods — so they always tend to be wavier at#the bottom since the top comes loose — THOUGH ITS A RANDOM DETAIL AHAJJ I THOUGHT it looked so accurate !! >< U DID THE BOW EARRINGS UUURGH#i love drop earrings !!!!! and the bow matches with the big one — i noticed the bow & headband is a bit different!! I LOVE BOTH — omg and t#god im going to run out of tags - AND THE SLEEVE!!! ok i shouldn’t point out every difference akajjajaj i am just so excited looking at bot#of them!! I LOVE HOW YOU DRAW ME IM SO?? CAN I SAY THAT??? the little sparkle is spot on because !!! i am showing off mini moze!! to everyo#everyone* T T !!! HE IS SO PRECIOUS AHAHAJSN his gigantic hood … and his signature (ᓀ ᓀ) oh but he is so cute …. T T NICK YOU MAKE HIM LOOK#SO SQUISHABLE URK ITS SO SPOT ON . HIS SQUISHABLE-NESS REALLY SHINES IN YOUR AWESOME ART STYLE (i don’t think i have ever reblogged somethi#something* from you without mentioning your art style) HES SO TINY AAASJSN MY HEART FELT SO HAPPY SEEING HIS LITTLE HANDS …. HIS HANDS ARE#FHE SIZE OF MY EARRING 😭😭😭😭 oh my god i just noticed you gave him a little blush and i want to lock myself underground /pos HE IS SO CUTE#IN YOUR STYLE IUUUAGGHHHH IM IN SUCH AGONY /pos :’) oh i don’t think i will get over his little hands ISNSKDKX im feeling so violently#affectionate staring at it — THE WAY HE IS DRAPED OVER MY HAND IS SO SJSNDNCJ he is my …. most treasured little crow …. that i am showing#everyone with the happiest smile ever …. THANK YOU NICK ))): and the fact that you kept the colors for my theme is so ?!?! you are so thou#UGH TUMBLR — you are so thoughtful with all of your gifts towards your friends!! noting all the details and such ): oh i adore you ): u sai#softer shading to convey how soft i am but i have quite literally melted into a puddle of goo so now am i soft ?! i believe i am just a#puddle in the corner over there in the nick museum -> waiting to be mopped -> OH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH SOB THANK YOU ))): i was about to say#that i don’t even know what to say to convey my gratitude — but i have said something! just not enough to get out my feelings ^^; never eno#ALSO I LOVE HOW YOU DID MY LASHES AAHHHNXNX )): my eyes !!! your style !!! oh i am really in such agony /POS URGH AND I KEEP LOOKING AT HIS#LITTLE HANDS AND WANTING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS BUNDLE OF VIOLENT AFFECTION I GET FROM IT T T HES SO TINY AJANSDto ruffle his hair with#the very tip of my pinkie … trembling trying not to knock him over ……. i must make him a little spot in my purse …. with little blankets to#keep him nice and cozy …. nick words cannot express my gratitude — thank you!!! both versions are so stunning 🥹 I REALLY APPRECIATE IT (<-#severe understatement) (the most severe understatement) your art is always so stunning#when im home i must come back and add some good reaction photos !!!! THANJ YOU SNIFFLE YOU ARE TOO KIND )))))):#similar to the first time u visited my inbox …. if I ever spot a kofianywhere 🔎🔎🔎🔎🔎👁️!!
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this feels like finding out Zayn was leaving the band and finding out they were going on hiatus combined times ten
#if y'all didn't know I was a 1D girl well now u do#they are everything to me I literally want a 1D tattoo#and 1/5 of them is gone#forever#i....#literally haven't stopped crying for two and a half hours#listened to history and sobbed my eyes out#one direction#liam payne
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i miss her…
#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all#but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up#a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less#and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads#anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time#he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often#my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know#i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona#i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye#oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man
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guys i literally have not stopped shaking and crying since okami sequel announcement holy FUCK
#vivispeaks#ITS LITERALLY FUCKING REAL I AM SOBBING#II CRIED MY EYES OUT SEEING THE TRAILER AT THE GAME AWARDS AND NOWMY HEAD HURTS#YOU GUYS DONT UNDERSTAND I LOVE OKAMI AND OKAMIDEN SO MUCH#IVE BEEN WAITING FOR A SEQUEL FOR YEARS AND THOUGHT ITD NEVER HAPPEN BUT NO ITS REAL#ITS REALLY FUCKING REAL HOLY SHIT#AAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE OKAMI#just one okamiden mention or reference and i am content btw. just one single reference to kurow PLEASE
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I know blink nowadays is kinda associated mostly with I Miss You WHERE ARE YOU AND I'M SO SOOOOOORRY but you gotta admit, ONE MORE TIME just hits a little different
#data log: personal#and knowing the meaning behind the song too really makes it hit#it's relatable ya know?#idk but this song makes me self reflect a lot and makes me sit and think about my past self#all the loved ones that I've lost (in a general sense) whether they were family or friends#kinda like one more light by linkin park makes me sob my fucking eyes out because it makes me miss my nana so I literally can't listen to i#one more time also kinda makes me think of her a little bit but also makes me kinda wanna grieve my younger self?#I miss that little girl so much and I want to find her again and tell her that we will be okay#it's gonna take time and a lot of heartbreak but we'll be okay
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literlaly terirble night last night
#first of all the gay party was capped and me and my friend were devastated cuz we were so ready to make out w girls#second of all i went to the other frat that me and my gf met at and guess what. i fucking saw her there#id been there before sinc ewe came back but ive never seen her so far there but idk what i was expecting#not only that but we literally met at the drink station as in full relapse of last sem when we also said hi there and hit it off#so mebarrsing#not only that btu this frat was so good last sem but now its ass so the music wasnt even fun and i wasnt feeling it#and then these ASSHOLE GUYS are mocking me for being an english major. that REALLY pissed me off#AND THEN on my way back im waiting for the bus and she and ehr friends pull up tot he bus stop too#and then i got back to my dorm and just sobbed for like an hour and wandered around voice memoing my friends sobbing#like its so humilaitng its so fukced up how much our breakup is impacting me why cant ijust move on#i know its been like 4 weeks but comeon . im sor eady to be over her i hate feeling this dread#AND THEN im finally like you know closing my suite door and the lock jams so im fidgeting with it and one of her friend makes eye contact w#me. SHE DOESNT EVEN LIVE IN TEH SAME BUILDING AS ME!!! WHY WAS SHE THEREEEE#and i literally have tears all over mye yes and i had no idea she was coming so we just made ey contact and then i shut teh door
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today's therapy session was really enlightening which is obviously good but it was enlightening in kind of a freaky degree because i just figured out that something i have been doing for like the entirety of my life isn't actually a common thing and is probably representative of something not working right in my unconscious? dude i thought i was on top of my psychological shit but then it turns out something i wrote off as being emotionally inconvenient but presumably regular actually might be worth its own series of sessions like. what the fuck man.
#literally nobody told me that having intensive... fuck i dunno how even to describe it#it's like being told i Think Wrong. not like literally but something i took for granted as part of just how i think passively#actually is like... indicative of something really weird. that me and my therapist are now trying to figure out#apparently might be OCD-like which would be one hell of a realization but like. dude. i never thought it was abnormal?#like i mean part of me must have known sobbing my eyes out for two hours every day over something not really real was an issue#and then like. Lord i dunno how to even describe it. whatever#it's just so weird. i didn't think this was like a big deal.#and now it's like. waves hands emphatically do you know what i mean#just weird finding out that after four years there's still more shit i've never even talked about mentally#makes me wonder when i'll ever pump the brakes on therapy seems like i'll need it forever
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Good Omentober + Fictober (6)
Good Omentober Day 6 - the Bentley
Fictober Prompt #13 - "Come with me, hurry"
Fanfiction - Good Omens
Rating - G
Wordcount - 436
(I know me posting my fics isn't consistent but it's the best I can do considering my schedule. I want to cry because I really wanted to post and write consistently but I forgot our exams are on the last week of October and I have to study and all that TvT. I don't really care if I write the rest of the fics and post it in November since I'm just writing these for myself really, sooo yeah that's what I'm going to do.)
Va Va Voom!
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Behind the window, a timid angel stands. He’s not normally this quiet--in fact, he was actually ecstatic prior to returning to the bookshop. The angel had a story for the demon sleeping on the vintage sofa and awakened her to tell her. He assumed she would be happy to see him again yet he was wrong. Seeing me dressed in a new style enraged the demon, sending her storming outside to inspect me and leaving the poor angel.
“My car is NOT yellow. It has NEVER been and NEVER will be,” the demon hisses. He glares at the nervous angel who was still hiding behind the blinds. The angel breathes deeply. He opened the door and slowly walks towards the demon and I. Ooh, I can sense the drama.
The angel mutters something, but I didn’t hear it. The demon didn’t too, apparently.
“Speak up, angel.”
Who does she think she is, with her hands on her hips like a mother scolding her child? I don’t think she considers her a child.
The angel’s nervousness seems to be much more than it was a few moments ago.
“I.. Well, it’s…”
“IT’S WHAT?”
“No need to shout, dear.”
Moody bastard.
“It’s pretty, is all,” the angel adds.
“I- Angel, this is the second rime you’ve done this. Changed my car without permission-”
“Oh. So I need to ask you first before changing the car is what you mean?”
The demon doesn’t answer for a few seconds. She looks surprised and at a loss for words. She’s always like this, though. Always whenever the angel is around.
“Crowley, dear. I am terribly sorry for changing your Bentley’s color again. I was… too excited to show you something and got ahead of myself.”
Ah, here it is. I should get the songs ready.
“Our car.”
If the angel had a tail, it would’ve definitely wagged--that’s what I’m seeing. He’s got stars in his eyes (literally) and those stars are glowing brighter than ever. Even the demon looks like he wants to fly away by how he’s looking at the sky. Is he holding back a cough or a laugh? Maybe a cough.
I like it when they get along. It’s really cute. I’m cute. Yellow really suits me but the grumpy demon won’t let me have it, so all thanks to the angel for calming her down and letting me keep it. At least just this once. I’ll play their song in return as thanks.
The demon sighs. “Get in, angel.”
The angel still has that dreamy gaze.
“Angel. Get in the car and come with me, hurry.”
#fictober23#good omentober#my fic#gomens#gomens2#good omens#the bentley#crowley#aziraphale#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#I LITERALLY FREAKED OUT ABOUT THE VA VA VOOM THING#the walls of aziraphale's bookshop and crowley's eyes are one color and it's called va va voom TvT#im sobbing#im totally normal about them#AND THE YELLOW BENTLEY#I LOVE IT SM
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anyway it's so hard for me to believe this is a real song because it sounds SO quintessentially 80s that it circles back around to just sounding like someone's 2020s attempt at recreating an 80s song. but no it is indeed a real 80s song. anyway i love this movie and i love the soundtrack
#like the other songs in the soundtrack are also so incredibly 80s but like this one is SO 80s that it sounds artificially 80s yknow#brot posts#music#anyway this movie is rewiring my fucking brain i love you edgar. i love you edgar. i love you edgar#im so diseased ive been listneing to this song literally nonstop since i watched the movie#this song goes out to the ones i love !!!! *sobs my eyes out*#Youtube
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Hiii ❤️ I’ve seen you mention your fursona a few times now; do you more info on them and maybe a picture or more detailed description of how they look? (and tooooootally unrelated but would you mind if anyone possibly drew them? :D)
I should warn you that this is an extremely dangerous question to ask me...because OMG AHHHHHHHH!!!!! *FANGIRL SQUEAL HEARD AROUND THE WORLD*
I would in no way ABSOLUTELY FREAKING GO WILD if someone drew her lol
So my fursona is my OC's 'other' forms. You can read more detail about her here. This gives a run-down of her 'furry' appearances (she has 2, one is as a standard black cat w/blue eyes, the other is a black leapard with raven wings).
I picture her anthro form wearing this (old sketch by me from 2006? before hands went to hell)(I got lazy when it came to her hair lol). The cloth areas are black, while the rest is gold (I'm a very simple person, but she's meant to fit in the YGO-verse so maybe the gold should have been more elaborate lol). The 'collar' is gold as well (since it's kinda hard to tell based off the pic).
I've played around with the idea of the anthro form having her hair, but I never got around to drawing that version unfortunately. However, there was a webcomic I used to follow called 'Flycoren Kausim' by RetroDragon. Kat appeared as a cameo in the later chapters, and I even got a rough sketch of her as a bonus from them. (Not my art, credit goes to RetroDragon).
Here's her cameos:
#asks#answered asks#puzzl-d#best ask in the world to wake up to#it took all my self control to not LITERALLY scream#don't need to scare the fuck out of everyone lol#and i would TOTALLY not fall into a sobbing mess if someone drew any version of her#whether it was simple black kitty with blue eyes#or her full anthro version#i have entire folders and pinterest moodboards dedicated to this one character#there is an entire portion of my brain dedicated to just my oc#the amount TKB takes up pales in comparison
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trying to learn how to make Left4Dead mods, specifically a survivor model that I already have a model someone else made, BUT MY LORD im WAILING folks
not only am i back in the hell trenches that is a 3D modelling program (spits thinking about school) but also I cant find any good tutorials for Blender and, Kitten, I'll be honest. Daddy's about to kill himself (joke joke but also man this is the THIRD TIME trying again. first two times ended the exact same and i expect this one to end the same. stay tuned!!!)
ps if anyone has rigged up and put survivor models in l4d2 before I will literally draw you whatever you want, full color and shading, if you can put this fucking model for me on steam workshop. (not joking in the slightest, i have the model file I just need you to do the complex shit ; - ; it doesnt even have to be THAT GOOD i just want this fucker in my game)
#sucktacular sucks#saw someone on steamworkshops offering to rig pre-existing models for L4D2 for $20 and if I wasnt so painfully broke#I would have messaged them two days ago (sobbing) this shit so hard LOL#itd probably be easier if i made this damn file or if any of these tutorials actually explained why youre clicking certain buttons#cuz then it would teach me straight out how blender works but NO i gotta do my own dissecting#first tutorial i followed was going okay until they told me to download a program from before 2013 and didnt give us a cracked file for it#so one scary run in with a potential trojan later..... found a blender specific tutorial! yippe! thats free!#but then the blender tutorial is legit just a youtube video with no audio#just watching this person click random shit and then back out and then fling their cursor around more#like bro this is the worst thing to watch. like im following but this is painful#anyway that tutorial didnt help either and i wanna say its cuz of the model im using being in multiple pieces??? maybe???#lord if i fucking know...#today im seeing if i can merge all the pieces and go that route#but i think thats gonna make the model literally stiff as fuck with no eye movements cuz its uh.... a solid thing#so lets fuck around and find out and waste time :))))#im also not joking in the slightest... if youve done this before i will trade you in craft
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