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trey parker is so unbelievably real for this
#like can we talk ab how cute that is#theyre so cute#i love trey so much#literally got emotional when i read this#i too would start kicking the table in excitement if andrew rannells walked in the room#there will never be a more perfect elder price than him#andrew rannells#trey parker#tbom musical#tbom#the book of mormom#the book of mormon musical
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Sad Boy Hours: Billy Batson
He's trying so hard to get the screaming adults in the room to just stop screaming at each other and be reasonable.
He is immediately dismissed and storms off, justifiably insulted.
And Billy goes right back to blaming himself, trying to figure out where he went wrong, how he could have fixed things, managed the emotions of the room better--even though he is 100% correct and the adults are absolutely failing, and badly.
"Even if he's wrong...I should respect him." Honey, the thing that's eating at you is the absolute dogshit way they act and then expect you to just accept as normal. These grown-ass heroes should not be hitting each other.
And a degree, honey. Several of them.
He sounds like a teacher trying to get the class to behave and that script keeps failing him. Over and over the adults around him dismiss him for his optimism, ignore his calls for reason. And they're heroes. They're the good guys and they tear into each other regularly and viciously. And Billy is fifteen years old in a room of adults screaming at each other. The team is sometimes down right abusive, and this child is trying to keep them from falling apart.
I worry about him, ya know?
(anyway, thank you for coming to my Sad Boy Hours)
#justice league 80s#jli#justice league international#billy batson#shazam#dc captain marvel#i found so many moments of billy being an absolute sweetie pie and trying desperately to get people to get along#it kinda breaks my heart a little because he's just 15 and these are Grown Ass Adults in the MOST hostile work environment#i got a LOT of feelings about the Emotional Support Child#possibly eldest daughter syndrome but all the kids are older than you and y'all have no parents#he's literally a child soldier#kind of inspired by a fic i read the other day#and just watching billy get emotional slapped around because he Cares#sad boy hours#when the most mature person on the team is the only one who hasn't finished puberty#and i get this is kinda the joke but the sad boy hours got me so#ANGST#āits not that deepā IT IS TO ME
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What are you even supposed to do after you finish reading something that cannot be beat. I felt like that after finishing Golden Kamuy, but now I'm really fucking feeling it after just finishing Usogui. That was the most insane incredible experience I've ever had reading a manga. I kneel.
#its got me feeling like a victorian asylum patient.#fuck oh my god. please has anyone else read it please can yuo hear me...#its 7 am. i need to sperg somewhere. somehow.#i never make posts like this.. thats how much i need to glaze this series.#firstly. the yaoi is world class.#anything else would be secondary to that but everything else is executed flawlessly as well.#it gets so fucking silly. like the naked guy doing a polygraph on a plant so he could win at the game battleship.#but its also an emotional rollercoaster.#the foreshadowing that's sprinkled in everywhere ooohh my god....... the tension and build up and stakes... its peak......#when ive read some super popular normie manga like jjk or dunmeshi or csm ive felt literally nothing#they may as well have been dozens of volumes of tv static#but sooo many people love them and talk about them.#nothing wrong with liking normie stuff btw. thats just my subjective opinion on those series#i put usogui on my To Read list after watching some video essay that ive completely forgotten about ages ago.. and thats it#ive never seen anyone else talk about it.#if i can make just One tumblypoo read this series then i will be happy
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ok I just started the new detective Pikachu and I can't fucking breathe cause my stupid little transgender brain has decided Tim is trans based on his goddamn HAIR EVOLUTION
YOUR TELLING ME THIS ISNT JUST THE REF PHOTO FOR MY FIEST MASC HAIRCUT I GAVE THE HAIRDRESSER WHN I CAME OUT VS WHAT SHE GAVE ME????
#Pokemon#pokemon detective pikachu#detective pikachu#detective pikachu returns#Tim Goodman#Trans#transgender#POOR TIM#THAT FIRST HAIRCUT IS A CANNON EVENT FOR TRANS MEN EVERYWHERE#NO JOKE THE YOUNGER TIM LOOKS LIKE ME WHEN I GOT MY FIRST HAIRCUT#BUT SLIGHTLY LESS HORRIBLE#AND NO GLASSES#WHAT#Update#I'm like halfway through#Oh my god this game feels like I'm reading a twelve year olds first Pokemon fanfic while high on copious amounts of cocaine#What is going on#I JUST FINISHED IT I CANT TAKE THIS SHIT SERIOUSLY#I KNOW ITS EMOTIONAL BUT PLEASE FOR GOD SAKE GIVE THE CHARACTERS ACTUAL EXPRESSIONS!!!! SHADING!!!! MAKE EM LOOK ALL DIRTIED UP!!!!!#LITERALLY ANYTHING?????
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itās like. i love being trans. and also if there was a loving god he wouldnāt do this to me
#usually my mental illness is emotional Nothingness. when i take wellbutrin i can feel again!#and when the wellbutrin loses efficacy i keep the feeling but lose the good ones so i just unlock Regular Depression. which fucking Sucks#and a couple weeks ago i ran out of t gel and it is a controlled substance so they wouldnāt give me my refill until the full 60 days were up#which meant i had to be off t for like a week. and i was so so hopeful that it wouldnāt do anything to me.#but it restarted my cycle so iām bleeding rn. and it is so fucking awful#it Hurts and it feels Humiliating and Wrong#cramps and stomach issues And dysphoria and bleeding. nothing more evil to do to me right now#and itās worse cause i was done with that. i literally GOT RID OF IT. I PUT THE WORK IN. I WAS FREE.#but i couldnāt have my medicine and now i no longer control my own body. horrifying. so horrifying#wore a kind of ill fitting binder today too and it kickstarted Other dysphoria on the drive home so. messed up rn.#i just want to be able to live my life man. i want to have a body that looks and functions like me#and can feel things and do things#and doesnāt subject me to hurt in multiple multiple ways. that would be really cool.#genuinely it does not fucking matter if god loves me. cause if this is what i go through when he loves me#then i donāt want his fucking love.#i hope god kills himself actually#i want to wake up and just be able to put a shirt on and leave the house. can you imagine a fucking world#gonna try nd sleep for like five minutes and then go to dinner with my mom. i can be okay. i can be stronger than my struggles#i just need to be really fucking angry with god.#great time to be reading paradise lost#valentine notes
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hello!!!! you did not ask but iāve been getting emotional recently about hogwartsā¦. jen said āheart of wizarding britainā and yeah oh my god it makes me fucking crazy. like. imagine youāve just been through a year of all-out war. everyone you know is fighting for their lives or in hiding or dead and you donāt know whoās alive and you havenāt spoken to anyone bc you donāt know who you can trust but you get word that the final battle is happening. and not only that but itās happening at hogwarts. and hogwarts is a place that was always safe and holds so many happy memories and is HOME for so many people and now itās under attack and so you go, maybe not even necessarily bc you particularly support either side but bc itās HOGWARTS and hogwarts is HOME and so much love and the crux of so many peopleās lives and you just have to go and help where you can. the thought of people piling through that tunnel from the hogās head makes me fucking insane. like the amount of love in that room. the reunions. the people you thought youād never see again. and youāre all there joined together to defend the place where you met, where you grew up together, where you became the people that you are today. and maybe youāll die but hogwarts is home. you couldnāt possibly let it go down without a fight.
iāve also been thinking about the death eaters who are there ATTACKING the castle. and maybe some of them called it home as wellā¦. like even tom called it home at one point in time and although heās way too far gone by that point and his memories were probs kinda soured anyway by dumbledore etc there must be some of his death eaters for whom hogwarts was always safety when they were students but now theyāre THREATENING that safety. tainting those memories. like do you guys think they felt remorse??? guilt??? horror??? idk itās just so interesting to me. the fact that the war proper starts (w dumbledoreās death) and ends at hogwarts. itās really the centre of everything. even without taking the war into consideration itās the centre of everything. it makes me CRAAAZY
#asks <3#okay iāll admit it iāve been drinking but jen and i were texting about this earlier today and it can get me emotional even while stone cold#sober. itās just. fucking insane#like itās just the heart of wizarding britainā¦. and thatās why itās so fucking horrible when the death eaters take over as well#like i also get so emotional thinking about hogwarts under snape and the carrows. and the resistance there as well#hogwarts is meant to be safetyyyy itās meant to be homeeee and imagine itās all you have. imagine itās literally the only place youāve ever#felt safe and now people are getting tortured within its wallsā¦. now people are going missing and youāre being watched constantly and#hogwarts is meant to be homeeee but how can it be when itās got this poison inside it#god itās crazy to me#i need to read a fic i miss it#sorry for incoherent rambling xoxoxo
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so uhh uhhhh that most recent tlaes episode huh
spoilers in the tags, beware
#the sun and moon show#tsams#the lunar and earth show#tlaes#okay spoiler time now#UHH WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCKK WHAT THE FUCKKKK#BLOODMOON??????? WHAT#I EXPECTED SOME RUIN TYPE SHIT WERE BM KIDNAPS LUNAR AND PLAYS DEMENTED GAMES WITH HIM BUT HOLY SHIT#HE LITERALLY BROKE HIS ARM AND ALMOST GOUGED OUT HIS EYES#head in hands. what are sun moon and monty gonna do when earth tells them#theyre going to fucking WITCHHUNT this man#this is me planting my flag in the ground which reads 'bloodmoon i love you as a character but Holy Shit please Stop'#ALSO EARTH MY GODESS MY QUEEN#SHE STAYED SO CALM AND THEN THE SECOND SHE GOT THE CHANCE SHE BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM. LITERALLY PUNCHED HIM TO NEAR BLINDNESS#ALSO ALSO SHOUTOUT TO RUIN WHO JUST WATCHED THAT WHOLE THING GO DOWN JUST SO HE COULD INTERVENE DRAMATICALLY#FUCK YOU /POS#just wait 2days tsams episode is gonna be like minecraft or some shit and we'll all get emotional whiplash here we go
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Type of person who says "I think my lipstick would look soooooo good on you!", gives you a kiss on the cheek, declares their lipstick looks fantastic on you and they'd like to see it on you more often, then breezes on by all those mixed signals to continue on with whatever was at hand.
#ā ā shi qingxuan ; ā study ā#yeah this is all i've got until later i think#discord convos got me holding my head in my hands. lady u've got to learn how to differentiate between different affections#surface level its cute sure but beneath i think its worrying. maybe even irritating/contemptable. depends on the person.#girl who cares you so so so much but her stunted emotional advocacy/expression makes her seem airheaded and unserious#girl who plops you both down into the friendzone bc she's wholly unaware of her own capacity for intimacy beyond friendship#when i say intimacy i mean genuinely any display of connection/attraction/what have you#queen of mixed signals and hard to get bc she's not reading her own signals and doesn't know she wants to be gotten#her ignorance is wreaking havoc yet again!!!!!#i have so many thoughts about sqx and Deep Feelings:tm: be they platonic or any other type of attraction#but this'll have to do for now. ogh. hopeless romantic but quite literally hopeless. so entirely hopeless. girl u've got nothing.#what is it tsun and i say.... stuck in the dark forest (metaphorically) (literally) (horrible beast)
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i am genuinely so crazyyyy about lbruuuuu.... like Genuinely Genuinely. its pretty bad guise
#like. im crazy about the.m#unfortunately ive been touched by autism and therefore the pattern seeking. they are so dirkjake#and also so me nand my husband <3#its kind of freaky actually#my husband and kabru both have ptsd overthinking masking disease. he said he didnt like kabru (anime only) and i told him about those trait#and he was like is he me. is that why i dont like him. and i was like LOL#he was ilke i dont like that he says what he needs to get what he wants... and i was like sir we literally just talked about how bad your#Fake Conflict Avoidant has gotten bro dont even play#im laios ofc.... ofc... not only is our autism like. similar in presentation. but also the whole never fitting in#and getting told off by a friend granted i wasnt told she always hated me but i was told about how annoying i am and on another occasion#how unreliable i am so LOLLLL that entireeeee scene seriously wrenched my soul#anyway im gonna commit egregious acts against myself to atone for this#alsoooooohis relationship with falin... is really relatable..#now this may sound harsh against laios but im his number one fan i will defend him to death but...#he left his struggling sister to avoid his own pain and didnt reconnect with her for years#like. Yeah. wow. i will say i was much more cruel to my sibling than laios ever was to falin lol he was just kind of a normal brotherly ass#and ofc he was a kid when he ran from home! and i was a kid when i had severe unmanaged adhd (with tism) and had 0 hold on my emotions#and then i withdrew from my sibling once i got on antidepressants lol#it was really difficult to deal with the guilt of having mistreated them to the extent i did while also acknowledging i was failed by our#adults its hard figuring out what exactly youre sorry for#anyways#i love oversharing here. do you guys like it. does anyone ever read these rants#DM
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I keep reading the lore and like I am absolutely doubling down on the idea that DF in the animation is 100% not the actual personality of DF. It contradicts like all the lore weāve received of him.
It is 100% a representation of DHās personal fears and viewpoints as shaped by his time in the Shackling Prison and skewed perspective from the ones who inundated him with the knowledge of the crimes of his predecessor
#honkai star rail#Dan heng#dan Feng#alsoā¦ ppl literally operate in consistent traceable manners#1/4 of my job is reading ppl it just doesnāt track#DF grasped so hard at the quintet like???? it makes no sense if you read ILDHās dreams/chara lore#if he was truly about passing on punishment and adhereing to the cycles why TF would he not have told the preceptors#where the heart was??? in the face of a death sentence? he literally got off bc they couldnāt agree to kill him#if heās so about the rules then whatās up with his relationship with yingxing? any mortal emotion is a threat to duty#-he felt a sliver of hubris and quickly looked at the people he shared wine with huh?#to ā¦. idkā¦. remind him that heās not all about the duty???? maybeeee?????#his mortal heart aches for the ones who could not return home eh?????#I am not quoting lore for NOTHING HERE#when my interest and memory collide I have RECEIPTS
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ive decided that andoras almost always has crazy makeup and wigs on simply bcus its fun for him. and everin doesnt see him without any of it on until after the birthday party debacle and loses it slightly bcus she thought that was his real hair the whole time wdym youre BALD (hes not bald his hair is just short)
#my post#the wondrous oc tag#madineau#the lore is stored in the tags#world so beautiful. i love making shit up about my ocs#did this partly bcus i wanna include more ridiculous hairstyles in this bcus i realized that i can#and this is perfect for andoras bcus he literally doenst do anything all day anyways. so he just gets up spends half the day gettnig ready#and then spends the rest of it hanging around ev and bothering her#theres a bit of bright colors and markings like aposematism. like watch out hes toxic do not approach#like ev gives a shit though#ANDDDD ive managed to incorporate MOON SYMBOLISM. bcus god what is this story if not just the moon a thousand times over for no reason#(the reason is it was like 2 am i was delirious on sharpie fumes and got really emotional about the moon out of nowhere)#so like when hes first introduced his makeup includes a new moon. new beginnings and all that#during the birthday party hes got a 1st quarter moon. for intention. bcus thats when ev and an get a little normal about each other#and an specifically realizes oh hey. i actually liek this person. and i think she likes me too. i dont want this to ever stop.#smilesss he realizes this while theyre dancing. and ev is laughing and relaxed and SMILING for once and an wishes he could watch that smile#forever...#dreamy sigh. ive had that scene living in my head for years now#i think i came up with that after reading knifetrick. bcus i loved the party scene soooooo much <33#where was i. right moon makeup.#so in the very very very end andoras has a full moon#sealing of intention slash continuing the cycle. because its implied hes gonna overthrow the government and kill the current leaders#thats a big jump from where we just were. bear with me here a lot happens in this story#like the birthday party and that tender moment. is interrupted by the rev squad showing up and trying to convince a crowd of people to#murder ev#which more or less works pretty easily btw. they all just go 'ok bet' as if they werent attending HER party.#its fine its whatever its ok. ev doesnt think theres anyone she can truly trust but she does so anyways and just prays they dont turn on he#bcus the only people she has left in the world are her 2 advisors who hate her and her best friend who also maybe hates her
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BMB Chapter 374 Moodboard
SPOILERS under the cut:
#AAHRTHJGHGHGHHEHEHHG#AARGHGHHH IM SPEECHLESS#ACTUALLY SPEECHLESS#URURURURGHHHHHH CRIED MY EYES OUT ITS SO BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN WITH SO MUCH CARE AND EMPAHTY UURUGHGHGHH#NICK!!!!!!! NICK!!!!!!!!!!! NEED TO HUG HIM RIGHT NOW ITS SERIOUS#AND THE FINAL PARAGRAPHS IM SPEECHLESS IM FUCKING SPEECHLESS#REAL SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!: THE FOREHEAD KISS AND ALL THE TENDER TOUCHES AND HUGS AND ITS GONNA BE OKAY IM GONNA CRY EUETZGHHEHHRRUGHUEHGUHEJSH#(if you zoom into the 2nd iv bag doodle it's literally a screenshot of the final paragraphs <3 i'm gonna explode from that)#literally overwhelmed from the emotions i got from that chapter OMG#how am i supposed to get any work done today when this masterpiece is fresh in my mind?? OUUGH the struggle of reading beautiful literature#blind man's bluff#ladyredms#bmb spoilers#l4d2
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local idiot reads book titled 'icarus,' is shocked when it contains references to falling and the sun, more at eleven
#labhrambles#ok2rb#i am in SHAMBLES. i NEVER read anymore but jesus if this wasnt a way to start back up#also this is the first time ive ever annotated a book with like. little sticky notes#sort of as practice ig bc i was reading a snippet of the b*ab/el book by rf ku*an/g and went.#i cannot just read this. i have thoughts to think. i need to purchase this book and write in it.#but i had already started the icarus one so i continued that and started using stickies#you can VERY CLEARLY SEE where things started to go VERY WRONG#bc i used pink to denote Big Emotions (i dont know how to identify feelings)#then orange and yellow for direct allusions/adaptations from the og myth#then blue for teared up/cried#anyway. full on waterworks when i got to the authors note. three blues on top of each other for effect#i picked up ba*be/l bc a booktuber i like was losing her mind over it#like. I Read Three Decent Books And Also Ba*be/l. These Are All Like Three Stars. And Then There's Ba*be/l#and i went :D well *i* want to be that sad!!#also bc its like so thoroughly and necessarily entangled with language which i love#anyway im off to go sit in a corner. my mom literally came to check i was ok bc my light was off#bc i had to lie on the floor about a boy and his sun for a while
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not to sound like a broken record but i love my friends so fucking much
#this week has been a rollercoaster of emotions for me but seeing my friends has been a life saver#genuinely my friends are so incredible#yesterday i went down to the river with two of them#the first two of us who got there read for a bit and then got in the water and did some really stupid splashing around#and it felt so free and it was so nice to laugh and act like an idiot and not just not feel self-conscious#but actually feel appreciated#(at one point they said ādude you look so gay right nowā and thatās the BEST compliment)#and then we spent like twenty minutes just throwing rocks#not skipping rocks#literally just finding big rocks and seeing how far we could throw them and enjoying the PLUNK they made#then we found a spot where the current was really strong to sit against and acted like idiots a bit more#and then our other friend got there and we all talked for a long time and read a bit more#and then today my other friend came over to body double for me while I start packing to move#and we found old books from when i was little and the things iād written in them and had some good laughs#and then watched Babylon 5 (the episode itself was. kinda a downer and thatās an understatement. but itās still Babylon 5)#tomorrow iāll go see Papa again if he makes it through tonight. i think he will.#and then on the weekend iāll see my other friend! and thatās always fun. plus iāve been very physical affection driven lately#and theyāre good for that. AND they have a cat AND a dog so like. ideal all around.#anyway my friends are my family and iām totally not crying rn bc iām so lucky to have them#personal
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Do the character opinion bingo with Volition and Electrochemistry >:]
hey red i CHERISH YOU <33!!
hahaha yup im normal im so normal about volition we all know this :)
headcanons: - Volition smells like molten metal and stone, like if you'd just stepped into a forge. his limbs are cool and metallic, but closer to his chest and neck his skin is warmer, and he smells like lavender. his armor clinks like ceramic windchimes. - Electrochemistry smells like sweat and whatever the last "bad thing" harry's had. these days after the martinaise case, it's often of faint cigarette smoke. (i think while he's getting better, he smells like other things that give pleasure chemicals. warm blankets, good food, the breeze rushing in through the kineema window, hugs and pine aftershave.)
the reasons why "canon isn't real" is questioned is because of shipping reasons, i am absolutely shipping them in the wrong way but we're not looking at that, we're just gonna look at them kiss okay? okay? they're in love. to me. they can fix each other. they're healing together.
also for the love of god volition give me your fucking gender PLEASEEEE let me be a knight :']
#volta transmissions#character bingo!#''hey chemi you forgot the /platonic for the 'literally i would kiss them' square on volition'' no. no i didnt i promise <3#i would kiss him platonically though. a thousand forehead kisses for him. kissing the back of his hand. i love him so much.#''if anything happened to them i would cry'' buddy i would cry even if NOTHING is happening to him. im fuckin. EMOTIONAL!!#fandoms pretty good with them not gonna lie. i dont like it when people reduce echem to just ''the funny guy'' like yeah he can be!!#but dont attribute like. EVERY joke and comedic moment to him? ALL of the skills are funny in their own right!!#reading a fic like ''...that joke didn't suit echem at all... that should have gone to rhetoric or something...?''#but generally yeah everyone's got them pretty good we're fine here. if anything /i'm/ wrong about them lmao.#task: unstoppable force#esprit: Red
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so i have 9 hours so far on ZZZ
i downloaded it JUST TODAY. AT 1PM. thats not normal
#this is exactly like how when i first played ngs i immediately got 8 hours on it on the first day#the fixation hits hard#thought 'oh ive been wanting to play this and i also need something to cope rn'#oh boy did i cope#saw my husband for ONE FRAME and went INSANE#I LOVE YOU ANTON. MY HUSBAND. MY GIRLFRIEND. OH HOW I LOVE YOU#I NEED HIM SO BAD (literally i need to pull him in game) GIVE ME HIM NEEEOOOWWWW BEFORE I GET ANGRY!!?? GRRRR!!!!did not#mean to put those question marks#marks of inquiry#bruh this game has sexy ass gameplay. I SAW IT BEFORE BUT IT FEELS SO DIFFERENT WHEN YOU'RE ACTUALLY PLAYING IT#IT'S SO HEAVY AND UGHHDH IT REMINDS ME OF DMC A LITTLE#specifically dmc5#example: the Epic shots when you kill all the ethereals in an area#another example: anby's skill. that is literally a vergil combo#another thing that reminds me of ngs is how stuffy the game mechanics are#idk what i'm doing 90% of the time. i get an item. oh cool! where the hell did i get this from.#reading the descriptions of each item doesn't help because none of it sinks in š it's like trying to read from 15 feet away#it's kinda like base game?? in the way that it feels like Everything has already happened and it's shoved in your face and you just kinda#have to figure out what to do#only this time i can't emote and pole dance with other people#oh to see anton pole dancing. /j#/hj :^3#....../srs :'^3 (i cry a tear)#i've been cooking up an s/i since the game was announced but i still have close to nothing. NO IDEA WHAT THEY WOULD LOOK LIKE.#huge ass weapon obviously. low hollow aptitude but they're such a good fighter that it didn't matter#i know my 'haha i've known this game since' shit is annoying but LET ME HAVE THIS!! I WILL FOREVER FLEX BEING A FAN FROM THE START HEHEHEH#anyway. anton. my pookiebear. my shnookums. Fucck yoyAAAAAAA I LOVE
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