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Lance Stroll as the Nine of Cups:
An environment of luxury and emotional stability, where all available comforts await you. Indulging in all the joys that life has to offer you is signaled by this card, though at times there is a sense of smugness that comes from taking your situation for granted.
This card also symbolizes having your wish fulfilled. Achieving what you desire. Obtaining your goal. Getting what you think you want.
The nine of cups is directly related to the Hermit, card 9 of the Major Arcana. It therefore has an element of solitude about it. It's a card of emotional happiness and fulfilment which is enjoyed alone.
Tag list: @st-leclerc @rubywingsracing @saviour-of-lord @three-days-time @the-wall-is-my-goal @albonoooo @ch3rubd0lls
#LANCEEEEE#I won’t lie I’m a Lance fan#he’s literally. just a guy. phenomenal stuff.#I feel like this card is super self explanatory for Lance lol.#I don’t perceive this card negatively#not even associated with Lance like I think him being rich as fuck is just like. how it is LOL#but this card specifically is about wealth and loneliness#and Lance always seems very lonely? like he’s not a super social member of the grid#also this is all about wish fulfillment!!!#and it’s pretty clear at this point that Mr stroll will do whatever to fulfill Lance’s dreams (good for him)#Lance was originally the star#fun fact#but I thought it fit Pierre better and made a last second switch#f1#formula 1#f1blr#f1 fanart#formula one#f1 art#annie’s art#formula one fanart#formula 1 fanart#formulanni#lance stroll#ls18#f1 tarot#ix of cups
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I think that there’s a fundamental misunderstanding of what exactly is…happening with Izuku’s character. Specifically in regards to chapter 425.
I’m glad that a lot more people generally recognize that Izuku is not a character that can be read at a surface level, given that he’s both a repressed person with built up emotion of basically everything and also a very glaringly HUGELY unreliable narrator, but that doesn’t necessarily mean I agree with the ways I’ve seen this most recent chapter spoken about.
I see posts, comments, etc with ideas like “Izuku don’t suppress your emotions! Open up with people! It’ll be okay I promise!” When that’s fundamentally not what is happening here.
There’s always always ALWAYS been a distinct difference in character throughout horikoshi’s writing when he is showing that a character is:
A—Avoiding emotions, thoughts, ideas less than ideal for them. Not opening up when they probably should about their problems given that they’ve been handed the space to do so. Just genuinely not acknowledging, feeling, or expressing emotions that they don’t want.
B—Reflecting on the ways they feel about the world, themselves, or other people given their new perspective on a situation. Not outright reaching out to others to talk about these problems/feelings, but instead waiting until the moment they feel they have the most confidence to do so with their new outlook on their own life.
And genuinely, guys, to grab your BkDk attention rn, this is the exact reason why Ochako’s reflection on her feelings for Izuku and thereafter decision to pull away from them WAS NEVER GOING TO END IN OCHAKO EXPLODING WITH HER LOVE FOR HIM.
This was another common interpretation I saw of Ochako and Izuocha for a long time. That because she pushed these feelings away, they were somehow going to explode in this unbelievable way and she would “get the boy” because of it. That her arc would surround accepting her romantic feelings and that she can’t just push away how she feels for a career.
But yk. That didn’t happen. At all. Nowhere close even.
The same kind of goes for Katsuki, allmight, etc. They all had moments in their arc where it was spent genuinely reflecting, and the only reason we as the audience never connected it in the same ways we do ochako or Izuku was ALWAYS BECAUSE the narrative showed their inner thoughts while doing so (mostly because Allmight’s arc after losing OFA and Katsuki’s arc on what it means to be a hero were so intrinsically tied, both starting at the same time and ending at the same time during the final war. And because they were so tied this caused their own reflections, development, and thought process to be broadcasted to us frequently throughout their arcs… to each other. They also somewhat shared aspects with Izuku, but these were cherry picked more often than not, like dvk2 for example).
To us Katsuki never seemed to be.. idk, suppressing his anger in any way because we were always told what he was doing and why (side note: this is why I’ve always thought arguments against Katsuki were so weird, bc unlike characters like endeavor or Ochako he wasn’t like… hiding who he was and how he was changing. Ever. Like the audience knows at all times past basically season 3 what Katsuki is thinking and doing. Like how do you watch this happen, stare me dead in the eye, and tell me how much of a terrible and awful teenage boy he is. Like damn I didn’t think we were this dumb. This is also my theory as to why he’s most popular, his arc is very… in your face if that makes sense). Katsuki’s entire mini arc on reflecting his mistakes and his childhood and his future is spent TELLING YOU that it’s what he’s doing. (I’m referring mostly to the endeavor internship arc, the provisional license exam makeup, and basically everything in the war arc related to him leading up to bakugou Katsuki rising here)
And see, Horikoshi will stare you dead in the eye, tell you “this girl has taken into consideration that she doesn’t want to waste her time training her career focusing on a boy because he kinda caught her fancy”, and y’all will still say that this will explode in her face.
Y’all this is a series about learning how to manage emotions, maturity in relationship to one’s emotions, how to feel an emotion, but in a way that is helpful. Horikoshi isn’t telling you “go buck wild, feel everything all the time and always express it”, in fact he explores why you DONT do that! Through Toga or Shigaraki, they show how grief and anger can genuinely consume you. But he also shows why you shouldn’t just put everything in a box to never look at or acknowledge, or why you shouldn’t just let your grief destroy the world around you, or pretending that some emotions simply don’t exist.
I can’t say this enough, so let me say it now, mha is about the extremes of your psyche. That you should control something, but not too much. Everything can be harmful. Everything can be good.
Izuku is not controlling too much, he’s expressing just enough.
I LOVE shaming this dickhead at all times in all my posts. I love saying he’s an ignorant dipshit with a weird amount of distaste for a girl who just confessed to him. I’ve joked that chapter 348 is basically an entire chapter spent on Izuku calling Himiko a mean dyke. And yet I also believe he’s doing nothing WRONG here.
In fact, I’ll even say that this moment right here?
ISNT EVEN IZUKU DOING THE SOCIALLY APPROPRIATE THING ABOUT IT! But he’s still TRYING to reach out to someone he thinks MIGHT be able to understand. (And frankly, this moment is far deeper than what it’s being made out to be, to me it reads more like an unrequited friendship that Izuku both desires and has thought of them to have, while simultaneously showing the distance Ochako has successfully wedged between them for her own sake. Maybe it was always there though, maybe in weird, miscommunicated Horikoshi fashion, this is a representation of how Ochako always read all those “fun friend hangouts” as a little more than that, and without those feelings the friendship never really held any substance to her in the first place. Where Izuku saw his first real friend at UA, she saw little more than acquaintance)
Simultaneously, Izuku is genuinely reflecting on what it means for the world to change, to be a hero, to live after loss—and trying and failing to gain the connection he desires from individuals who can not and will not afford him that.
Izuku is ready for the world to change, a few select characters are also ready for the world to change (mirio, for example), but not nearly enough are. So maybe I’ll have to take this back if I’m proven wrong and I accidentally looked into this far past what everyone else did for no reason, but I genuinely believe with moments like this
And this
Aand this
That Izuku has come forward with that aspect of his character development. He’s reflecting on his new beliefs, not repressing his emotions for them.
#bkdk#I will also say that while Izuku did do a bit of a fake smile and attitude for Katsuki’s breakdown last chapter#he gets a bit of an excuse for that suppression. theres a time and place to be strong for a friend. and while izuku didn’t exactly say ALL-#the right things or think the right thoughts… he still imo fits into control your heart within that moment#you can ‘be strong’ for someone who’s sad or anxious without you being out to be an ultra suppressive self hating boy man#in that moment katsuki probably would’ve needed that if izuku had said literally anything else but ‘I’m glad I had this dream while it-#lasted!’ and ‘your probably just feeling very weird right now’… DUDE I CANNOT KEEP DEFENDING YOUR ASS#midoriya izuku#mha deku#bakudeku#bkdk brainrot#bnha deku#bakugou katsuki#mha analysis#deku midoriya#last side note lmao: I’ve done like five drafts for this and if this one isn’t good enough hopefully someone better than me can remake this#or I’ll make this at a later time when more things come out#I just knew I wanted this out before the next chapter leaks#which are probably tonight lolllll#oh and I proof read like 80% of this so y’all are getting what you fucking get
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they wanted heaven from me, i gave them hell
#maxxing my c!tommy quota this month lol#tried a lot of new stuff here!! i’m really proud of the final result :D#c!tommy#tommyinnit#c!tommyinnit#dream smp#dsmp#tw blood#tw injury#gave him pink socks bc i feel like he would wear them <3#lyrics are from finale by ajr#meraki art#i be like ‘i love ctommy he’s my precious little guy’ and then literally punch him in the face hstzfhjsfsfj#meraki’s greatest hits
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i really hope the hypnos stuff isn’t just a gag and it’s actually building towards something more - it would be cool to lead the player into thinking it’s a bit until you realise he’s actually giving you messages from bits of his old dialogue
#hypnos hades#hades#hades 2#hades game#i’ll probably look back on this like ‘you fool - of course it was a bit’ but he’s Literally Sleep he has interesting things going for him#that feel under utilised#he feels similar to a speedster in that way - it’s almost like. too much potential & fun so people just drop it#but i’m so excited you can go to the dream scape i hope there is more happening with it
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Was nobody gonna warn me that I would fall a little bit in love with every character in Stardew
#I am literally following them around and getting excited like a little puppy its insane#I cant decide who I wanna marry I like all of them… I was a little torn between Sebastian and Harvey at first but now Alex is an#unexpected fav??? and I like Elliott and Sam theyre so goofy.. and I appreciate how down to earth Leah is#Emily is also quickly growing on me she feels like the valleys manic pixie dream girl to me. or at least Clint’s manic pixie dream girl#the only characters I don’t have much to say abt are Shane and maru.. Shane’s still a little mean to me like I know he warms up to u as#u get to know him but I’m not there yet.. and I’m just not all that interested in Maru sadly#it’s not just the marriage candidates its almost all the NPCs especially Granny Evelyn SHES SO NICE?? shes fun to talk to I love giving#her my best flowers.. I also like saying hi to Willy and Marnie they’re nice!!! I love Marnie’s smile it’s so cute#I’m also fond of gus after seeing Linus’ 2 heart event that was so sweet of him… mister gus I’ll give u my best ingredience……..#I’m too busy trying to finish the community centre and make money before I go around marrying anyone or building up friendship#so I haven’t had a lot of time to get to know everyone ;w; I’m trying to trigger the wizards heart events now that I’m at like 9 hearts#with him cuz I wanna be able to move my buildings around#I actually have 2 saves rn one on my brothers pc and one on iOS. but the one on iOS is cosmos file and it just playing as him as a character#not as myself and I think he would marry Alex. but my pc save is my personal file so I’m marrying Harvey#until my pen gets fixed I’ll be drawing at a snails pace pairing the stupid thing but Im making cosmo a ref definitely#I kinda wanna get to know Pam too.. she’s like rough around the edges but in a jaded way I wanna know what she’s like yk#stardew valley#puppy plays sdv#sdv#Stardew#yapping
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A few days ago I got cast as Dorothy in my local theatre company’s production of The Wizard Of Oz and I just know this means I’m gonna be hyperfixating on @whotfletamothhyperfx’s @sonicwizardofozau 10 times harder! So I decided to draw their AU Tails design + T-Pup
!Defo check their au out if you haven’t already cause ahhh it’s so, so good! The world building, the character designs, the art, the everything!✨!
#literally auditioned last minute for the lols I feel like I’m in a fever dream#I wonder how long it will take the casting directors to realise I can’t dance#chronic illnesses and other health issues if you don’t get outta here right now#also Bella Ramsey used to be in the theatre group?!? LIKE HUH SHAKANAHAJ#hopefully I’ll still have enough time in the holiday break from uni to work on the tangled au again tho!#Will be putting out an update about that at somepoint!#miles tails prower#sonic the hedgehog#sth#tails the fox#sonic#tails#t-pup#sonic au#passionxart#sonic wizard of oz#wizard of oz au#this au has my heart#I hope I got T-Pups colours right! not sure if he goes on the journey with tails still in the au but thought I’d include him! <3
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S5 opener REAL
#byler#will byers#stranger things#every season besides s4-5 opens with non main characters#for el we got a flashback of the lab followed by her perspective in the scene directly after#and I think for Will we will see something similar#with us getting the flashback of him in castle byers in the UD#followed by him in the present in the scene after#but what exactly would warrant that memory being brought up in association with Will in the present?#mayhaps his connection to the mindflayer and the UD run deeper than we realize…#it’s likely not something he could just rid himself of in s2 and now he’s all good#he literally still feels a connection to everything he is feeling#that means he is still technically at risk of being the spy in some capacity#the massacre at Hawkins lab also was a guiding force for El discovering the ‘truth’ in s4#so it’s likely for Will this instance will operate in a way that re-contextualizes the events in the past up to now#like that time Will suggested they go to the hospital in s3 only for the flayed to be waiting for them#or how flayed Billy knew they were at the cabin…#all while Will was looking cryptic as hell in that scene watching over el#or the fact that he picked Billy in the first place the season after he focused on Will…#you know.. williams#I think the easiest way to introduce the castle Byers flashback is a dream honestly#specifically a dream within a dream#seeing that recent leak and Will looking like either he has a black or hasn’t slept in days#is giving very much ‘I am afraid to sleep bc I’m scared of what will happen’#I think dude is not exactly possessed in the sense that we already saw in s2 with like the particicles#but he’s still vulnerable#the door is still ajar…#no but fr this idea of opening a door in your mind was so blatant in st2 AND s3b of teen wolf#I think a big part of it will be guilting Will over the fact that Will has helped him before without Will telling the others#hence his weird vibe in s3… like he’s already successfully fucked with Will post s2 potentially with us being none the wiser aka here we go
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I just realized that I have a TON of picmix gifs I haven’t shown yet : O. Lydie’s gets to be her own separate post because I love her she’s so bestie and I’m very proud of this one :3.
#castlevania#castlevania games#akumajou dracula#akumajo dracula#lydie erlanger#castlevania harmony of dissonance#harmony of dissonance#gif collage#picmix#Lydie!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!! :D#she’s on my dream cosplay list tbh hehe#I need to replay harmony of dissonance aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh#I’m forgetting events from it (TwT )#I like to think she’s a minor nuisance to Death the whole time he has her at any point of the game#pestering and poking fun at him until he stops paying attention to her for long enough that she can just leave the room hahahsjdjsk#I should make actual comics for character interactions like this aaaaaaaaaggggg#art post#i think?#but yeah :3#picmix is literally so fun#it’s so peak honestly#it’s basically like another form of character analysis if that makes sense?#I feel like it helps to understand and get to know a character better just to have all their elements and vibes in one maximalist collage#if that makes sense???
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*throws this mikey from a scrapped au at you and runs*
#my brain tried to pull together a human au and. i’m gonna be real the lore was actually pretty decent but besides that there was literally—#—No Point so it’s not gonna be a thing#but i LOVE this human design so i’m sharing it#‘gee michalina why is it always you drawing the turtles as girls (and occasionally humans)’ idk man. i have gender issues#i always did enjoy genderbends….#i mean. i did totally trans island. that sure was something wasn’t it?#idk man for some reason i always feel like i’m gonna be judged because i get too caught up in my trans headcanons#i’m tryna be cringe but free but the chains keep coming back!!!! help!!!!!#OKAY anyways#tmnt mikey#mutant mayhem mikey#tottmnt mikey#tmnt#mutant mayhem#tales of the tmnt#tottmnt#i like throwing in random effects to highlight stuff like the cool double line text and the orange border around mikey#i used to like using two or more pens at the same time to make cool effects when drawing and writing but i’d always mess up :(#hands too shaky or something#luckily i don’t need stability on the ipad!#hehehehehhee… living my childhood dreams
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it does something incomprehensible to my little writer’s soul whenever alex articulates a phenomenon of the writing process i’ve always picked up on and then goes on to describe it in exactly the same way
#when i first heard him say this when i was watching the interview i legit had to pause the video for a moment#because it was like he’d actually taken my words straight out of my mouth#literally for years i’ve been fascinated by the little timeless pocket between dusk and dawn where there’s so much freedom#to explore creativity uninhibited and unobserved and without fear of consequence#the way it allows you to create things almost as if they don’t really exist#or like the rest of the world doesn’t#and the magic of that freedom#like if you create things on the cusp of dreams it’s almost as if they don’t count#they’re liberated from any usual self doubt or self criticism that invades the imaginative space during the daylight#why am i making myself sound like a creative vampire 😭#i’m going to stop rambling in the tags now sorry#i fear absolutely none of this makes sense#kudos to anyone who’s read the whole way through this#the gist of what i’m trying to say is that it’s such a special feeling when someone whose writing you adore and connect to so much#puts into words elements of the process that have always resonated with you#and this is just one example too#right i’m going to stop rambling now#but one last thing before i go#on a more superficial note: can we appreciate how softly spoken and soft fluffy haired he is here?? 🥺#alex turner#humbug era#arctic monkeys#alex vid#lulu posts
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i just watched the go higher mv. is this what it feels like to be an nct dream fan
#dreamzen oomfs keep scrolling i’m sorry sodksksk#the clapping choir thing isn’t that literally from hot sauce#or one of the dreams songs i have heard#also the school uniform outfits feels like something dream would do or has already done i don’t know#the song is actually so bad omg i can’t believe they released this#i just couldn’t wait for it to end 😭#it’s definitely nctcoded (negative)#i forgot what it sounded like but now that i remember…. congratulations to my baby girl kick back for beating the worst title#track allegations ❤️#.txt
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Wakes up in a cold sweat— So wait, but if Ergo is believed to be only formed in victims of the Petrificarion Disease, then why do human enemies without PD drop ergo?
This is why I call bull on that loading screen saying both Carlo and Romeo died of PD with everything else in the game pointing otherwise… Specifically in regards to the discussion of “Well it must be true because otherwise they could never have become puppets without their ergo!” The Stalkers you fight, The Black Rabbit Brotherhood— they all give you ergo. The BRB even give you a solid ergo chunk.
Geppetto started the puppet frenzy specifically to farm ergo from people in the massacre. The entirety of Krat can’t just conveniently have PD, especially not so early on, right? Sophia is also a special person who can use ergo in ways prior not thought possible (time manipulation— Our “Lie or Die” screen of the clock ticking backwards to “revive” us back to a time we were okay), so ergo is definitely something less… solid and tangible like we all want to define it, and more so an… essence… energy… soul of sorts?? Magic?
… I need to sleep again, but when I run my NG++ I’ll definitely try to pay more attention to what she says when explaining ergo, because I feel when she does, she becomes our most reliable narrator since there’s nothing left to hide.
#Lies of P#Lies of P Spoilers#I literally gasped awake from a LoP dream and went ‘BUT WAIT—‘ this game is consuming my life…. I’m too far gone#I just… I just have thoughts… and feelings… and. And I’m running on like 3ish hours of sleep since I keep waking up#but I needed to jot this down because. ughhnnnn… this GAME
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I just did some really helpful guided meditation.
A few years ago I had a dream that I met God. I can’t remember all of the details of the dream. I remember everything being bright and warm but also soft. I couldn’t see her face but I know she was female. She asked me if I wanted to hold the universe in my hands. She asked me in a way that was very excited — it reminded me of an excited kid running to show you a frog it found (I remember thinking that was significant. Not something she made. Something she found).
I said yes and she placed the universe in my hands and the galaxies tickled my palms as they swirled. I woke up nearly on the verge of tears with an overwhelming sense of peace and warmth.
That meditation I did just now. Thinking about some of the experiences I’ve had. Dreams. Feelings. I.
I think my god is the Sun.
#idk man I’ve been a die hard atheist literally my whole life#like since I was a kid#then I had that dream and I was like. Okay.#something about it opened my mind. it was so powerful l#I was permanently changed and was like. now open to the idea of her talking to me#I was like okay if you wanna talk uh. my line is open I guess#and that one day at the beach when I felt that the clouds and the sun looked like a portal to heaven#and how I stared at the sun last week and felt all those weird overwhelming feelings#and how the sunlight in my windows made me think Huh I’m Alive
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life in full bloom 🪷
it’s so crazy to think wfttwtaf came out at a time where we didn’t even know if live shows would ever be coming back, to now seeing luke do a solo tour after releasing two albums, this week was everything 😭
@highscal @pxrxmoore @mashtonasfuck @ashtonsunshine
#waaaaah I’m so sad it’s over#I miss my friends#even tho me and Nat are literally going to slam dunk this weekend (hilarious)#I can’t believe Luke is real#and we saw him#the whole week felt like a fever dream#and I miss him so much already#his entire back was out btw#🫠#it jusr feels like this tour came at the right time in my life#🥹🥹😭😭😪❤️🔥❤️🔥#friends
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