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pixlh3art · 1 year ago
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Hope is a Thing You Build - A BG3 Fic
hey hi hello happy new year - I just posted a 30k-word sequel to my oneshot BG3 fic that had <100 kudos because I'm insane apparently. It's got polyamory. The whole thing begins with the House of Hope section and goes way, *way* on from there. It's got a sorceress f!Tav, fun shenanigans you could obviously never do in canon, and this sequel fic even has the boys in it! There's plenty more to say but a lot of it is spoilery, so I'll just leave this screenshot and hope you check it out and enjoy!
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alexwilltellyouthings · 6 months ago
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Payneland/DBDA fanfic recs
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I'm celebrating 200 fics (yes I keep count, I'm a nerd) and over a million words read in these 3 months of dbd 🎉🎉🎉
SO here are a few of my all time favorites (trying not to mention too many of the already very known ones):
Joi de Vivre, by olympus_mons
my very first fave, explores Edwin's longing so so well. And the ending, bittersweet and so loving, uGH I LOVE THEM
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wanted to be something (you couldn't put down), by Ink_stained_quills
also one of the firsts, so very well written and great feelings realization with a bit of misunderstanding to make it sweet
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Of a youth who loves me, by Aliquis
ok yes this series is pretty famous but I can't just not mention it. it's so sweet and tender and aAAAAAAAaaa. just go read it. just go.
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job officially jobbed, by vernesatlas
e-rated, so it's +18 only! canon divergent and really just the right fic to follow up the handjob comment. as simple as that. I needed it deep in my bones and it's so fucking hot
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The Most Tender Place In My Heart, by coloursflyaway
also famous, although not as much as some of the others by the same author, but this is the best one in my opinion. the way edwin is open about his feelings here, the memories painting the whole picture, the way you can see charles working things out, it's so beautiful
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dulcet tones of broken bones, by gremlininthemachine
this one HURTS. it's a lot of angst, let me tell you that. it feels very true to Edwin's character. mind the tags if there's anything you feel is too much for you. I cried several times. it was amazing. the ending is hopeful, but not entirely conclusive, as there might be a sequel coming on. ALSO it's not really payneland centric, but anyway it was maybe the most emotional any fic has made me in a long time
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the ghost of the past that you live in, by ObsessedWithFandom
EXPLORING CHARLES' BISEXUALITY YESSSS I wanted something like this so much! really liked how it was played out, how each experience puzzled itself into his identity. the OCs are great. really lovely all around
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Who? You mean your teammate in the Codependency World Cup?, by RoseGanymede95
this is also a series and I still haven't read the unfinished ones, but the first two are amazing. those are case fics through and through, pre-canon, and I just LOVE their dynamic even if not explicitly romantic, and also the cases themselves and how Charles acts and UGH EVERYTHING, really highly recommend these
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Nothing Left to Hide, by RoseGanymede95
listen this person is incredible what can I say. this is a very needed unpacking of hell's aftermath, mostly about how Charles is doing after seeing what he saw. it's a big hurt/comfort on this one. big on both. ugh so good
Well there's that. I hope you enjoy these as much as I did!
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quitesins · 2 years ago
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𝐃𝐲𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭’𝐬 𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥
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Masterlist | Ao3
Bakugou x fem!reader
Tags: 18+, NSFW, Smut, Oneshot, pwp lol, aged up bakugou, pro hero bakugou, established-but-early-relationship, soft dom katsuki, soft fic in general, reader wears Dynamight themed lingerie
“Actually, he feels like a fucking virgin again. He doesn’t know where to touch first. So used to having you all for his taking, now wanting to savour each inch of you wrapped in his colours.”
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Your relationship is by no means a secret, but it’s in it’s earlier stages, so the sudden pda surprises him. He welcomes it, a little flustered, and brings himself close to let you whisper.
“I have something to show you.” 
His eyes lift in amusement and curiosity. Then he nods and turns to you. 
Bakugou pays no mind to the eye rolls of his friends, the childish ‘oohs’ and ‘ahhs’ from Kaminari, all he can focus is on you. The dim lights look good on your skin, illuminating you, pretty like a picture. 
His eyes flick to your hair, there’s two mimic explosions clipped in, like his own uniform’s. Cute , he thinks, before finally taking your hand and letting you lead the way. 
He ruffles your hair as the two of you walk, smirking to himself. “What’s this?” 
You simply shrug with your own subtle smirk. “You’ll see.”
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You don’t give away a thing as he drives to your flat. Even when his free hand dances over your thighs, you keep them closed with a mischievous smile. 
Tugging him along, with his hand in yours, you push him gently into your room. You tell him to sit. He raises an eyebrow at your command but listens. 
You don’t sit with him, which he finds a little odd. Oftentime he’s in your bed- it’s beside you, despite the space seeming too tiny for a man like him. But he waits patiently anyways. While you skip around, looking for something. 
When you do find the object of your searches, it’s a little remote. One for your lights, he notes. With a few clicks, the room suddenly becomes dark, fluorescent in its glow. He huffs a small laugh, seeing where this is going.
“Ok now watch me.” He thinks the way you speak is almost innocently eager. Although he understands the intent, he can’t help but find it sweet. “Don’t laugh!”
“M’not!” Katsuki raises his hands in jest, letting you continue.
As you begin to strip, he watches with a knowing grin. 
“You wanted to fuck?” He muses playfully. “Is that it?”
Your eyes roll. “Just wait for it.”
Soon he sees the expanse of your skin, covered in something- oh.
It isn’t often Katsuki is rendered speechless, even through fear and defeat, it tends to come with a million curses. But there he sits, mouth agape, in utter silence.
It’s like you’re draped in him. Black lace coats your breasts, with orange criss-crossed atop. As your trousers slip, he nearly groans when he sees the garters on your thighs, fashioned like his own. Have you been wearing this the entire time? 
“F-fuck.” He finally lets out, breathy, probably not even realising he has. His eyes glow in genuine awe.
“Like it?” Your words are playful as you give a quick twirl. Posing even, making your skin crease against itself, looking so soft and pliable. His eyes don’t leave you for a second. He doesn’t say anything either, too mesmerised by the sight.
Your expression falters for a moment in hesitation but he doesn’t let it simmer, raising his arms and beckoning you to the bed. 
“Come here, pretty girl.” 
And you do, sultry as you walk to take seat, in his lap.  
The weight of you on top of him is familiar, yet it feels so new. Actually, he feels like a fucking virgin again. He doesn’t know where to touch first. So used to having you all for his taking, now wanting to savour each inch of you wrapped in his colours. 
His eyes latch onto your breasts, how they fill out your bra so perfectly, stretching the orange X across your chest. By now, he’d already have a tit in his mouth, sucking harsh to satiate his growing oral fixation. However this time, he lets his fingers run across the lace. He feels you shiver when he goes over the slight bump where your nipple hardens, and groans. 
“I guess you do like it?” You ask impishly, knowing you don’t need an answer. 
“Of course I fuckin’ like it,” he huffs, bringing himself to kiss you.
The kiss is strangely gentle, a little calculated even. He can taste the cold of the gum you had been chewing, while his hands work carefully to tug your bra down. He could easily unclip it, having done so many times before, but he wants to see it on you. So he pulls it down, stifling another groan when he watches your breasts spill out. He creates a trail with his kisses, past your neck, to your collar, and then to where he wishes to be most.
It’s with a tentative lick, does he let himself taste you. He rolls your nipple around in his mouth, lightly, but tugging here and there. You react so prettily for him, taking sharp breaths that edge close to whines. You even start to subtly push yourself down onto him, whether you realise it or not, aching for any friction. He wants to stop you, to savour you, but it’s difficult when you look so needy.
“Relax for me sweetheart,” he whispers against your skin. “Let’s take it slow.”
Katsuki doesn’t have to look up to know you’re a flustered mess. 
You listen, as you always do. Even when your brain starts to melt, you always listen. And that shoots another wave of heat through him. How can he be in control of himself with a girl as gorgeous as you so ready, so pliant, so obedient. 
“Shit,” he hisses. “Get on the bed for me?”
With you splayed out against your sheets, his eyes aren’t even sure where to look. The cute face that stares back at him. The tits that look too perfect to be real. Or the dampening spot between your thighs, that he can practically taste from where he sits.
“You’re too…” Unsure of how to even word himself, his voice trails off. Instead he opts in showing you. 
Using his hands to caress you, his lips settle on yours again. This time, when he paints his kisses down your neck, he doesn’t stop to where your breasts still call for him. Rather, he keeps going, passing where his hands hold your waist. The sensation is strange, you jostle- feeling ticklish, and he continues to mouth against the bare skin. 
When he reaches the green strap that digs into your hip, he’s tempted to lift it, just to watch it snap. And he does. He’s slave to his desires after all. When he looks up, you pout indignantly, but he can see how your pout holds back a smile. 
“Had to.” He shrugs smugly and continues.
Soon his tongue is slipping over the fabric itself, soothing where it snapped. His breath is so warm and it’s hard for you to stay still. So he holds you a little firmer.
It’s especially hard when he gets to your thighs. His fingers sink into them so tenderly, circling the skin where your garters lay. For a moment he wonders where you even found such a thing, of course not complaining.
“Can’t believe you’d do all this for me.” Humming, he slinks up and down your legs, making sure no part of you is left untouched.
“Wanted-” You breathe. “Wanted to look pretty for you.”
He stills as he reaches your hip, frowning. “Always look pretty to me.”
Through kisses he speaks, so earnest. “Always-” Kiss. “So-” Kiss. “Perfect-” Kiss. “For me.”
You can’t even reply with your own fluster, Katsuki catching you off guard as he parts your thighs.
He looks at where the fabric of your underwear clings to you, stickied by your own lust. He gulps. It’s pure sin. Pure fucking sin. And he hasn’t even seen you yet. 
A wiggle of your hips breaks him from his stupor. When you look at him, you expect eyes of ravenous hunger and dangerous desire, but instead you are gifted with the view of a man so innocent in his awe.
“Something else.” He shakes his head, like he can’t fathom the sight. “You’re something else.”
When he does go to rid you of your underwear, he’s a little stuttered with his undressing. He pulls them down slowly, getting caught onto the garter. Then, frustrated, tears through them. Finally, you’re free, all for him to see.
His touch is timid. Again, like it’s his first time. He feels he should just give you what your body begs for, but he can’t. His own shyness too much to push through. 
“Want me to open you up?” 
The shake of your head widens his eyes.
“No, I want you, even if it hurts.” 
The words should be filthy, should give him perfect avenue to taunt and tease. Yet all it does is make him swallow his moan, cock aching terribly at the thought of sinking into you, so raw and untouched. 
Although he knows it’s best to give you the warm up, he can’t deny your request.
“If that’s what my girl wants.”
He’s quick to take his shirt off, and then his trousers. Probably looking like an eager fool but he didn’t care. He just needed to be inside of you. 
His cock springs up as soon as it is freed from his boxers. Choosing to ignore the wet patch where his tip leaked, he palms himself slightly. There’s no reason to, he’s already harder than he’s ever been.
Katsuki gulps when he brings himself to you, taking in the sight one last time. He looks at how your breasts, covered in his marks, are cupped by the bra of his colours. He watches as your chest rises and falls, comfortingly. He even takes a second glance at the clips, messy, but still stuck into your hair cutely. 
“Katsuki please.” 
He nods. And finally pushes in.
The feeling is devastating .
You’re soft, and tight, and the further he sinks in, the more his head starts to spin. So devilishly wet, so angelically warm. He feels a little debauched in how much pleasure he takes from the simple act of being sheathed by you. He hasn’t even had the thought to move. 
He feels as you hold your breath. It makes a part of him twinge in sympathy, but he knows if he stops- you’d hate it even more.
“Breathe for me sweetheart.”
With a few heavy but needed breaths, he lets himself pull out, hissing as he does. That slight friction is enough to have him almost keeling, but he continues. You’re no better, looking up at him with eyes so full of desire. 
He pushes back in, hearing the noises of your bodies intertwined. Your heat is engulfing. So much so, the thought of pulling out pains him. 
When he does pull out once more, it’s slow but he’s quick to find a rhythm that works. 
It’s a sweet and slow back and fourth, an ebb and flow of the two of you tangled as one. Synchronised in the same pleasure. There are words unsaid. Thoughts unspoken. Yet nothing is hidden. Nothing is not shared. 
When you whine, he already knows what you want. He’s heard the same sound a million times before but it never fails to leave him dizzy.
“I know baby, I know.” He comforts, still not giving into your pleads. You were too good to rush. He wanted to relish every second.
Responding by wrapping your arms around him, he smiles. Still so compliant. He lets your nails dig into his skin, then hisses because he likes it. In turn his thrusts become deeper, and you seem to like that.
You clench around him too many times to count, his own growing tightness following to bring him close. The room fills with the sounds of touching skin and lusty moans. It’d be a miracle if no one could hear, if no one could tell what was happening behind the thin walls of your apartment. 
Katsuki grits his teeth when you nuzzle into his neck, you always get so clingy when you’re about to come. He isn’t any better, pushing himself closer and closer. 
The tightness in his abdomen starts to get too much. He even struggles to keep up with his own thrusts, growing erratic with each push. Your body doesn’t help either, moulding so perfectly around him, squeezing each time he presses against that spot he knows all too well. 
“Come with me baby- fuck-“ The words tumble out of Katsuki. “Come with me Angel.”
You reply only with the frantic nods of your head, arms wrapping tighter around him, legs doing the same. Not only does your heat embrace him, but your entire form does too. It’s too much. 
The two of you break.  
With skin pressed so close, unable to tell where he ends and you start, you both come with shattering pleasure. It ripples between you, like a pebble dropped in water, stretching out your orgasms till you shake and cry.  
His arms wrap around you, comforting, protective. You shiver in his hold, body jellied from everything, and he strokes your hair out your face, soothing with each touch. 
“You okay-” he croaks, throat groggy. “Baby, talk to me?”
You only nod, but he wants to hear you so he pulls himself off and switches your positions. Rested on his chest, he cups your chin and forces you to look at him. Your eyes are watery and your smile is shaky, but he knows as much as you, you’re in nothing but bliss. 
“I’m okay,” you mumble into his chest. “Liked it… a lot.”
“So, the gentle stuff huh?” He speaks, a little guiltily. If he knew how good it would be to take his time with you, he’d have done it a million times before.
You breathe out a little laugh. “I like anything.” He can feel your smile against his skin. “As long as it’s you.”
“Fuckin’ sap,” huffing, he turns, unable to keep the sickly smile off his face. “So fucking sappy.”
“I love you.” You’re unrestrained with your words, too sleepy to care. 
Katsuki softens, then presses a kiss to your forehead. He whispers his own confessions and closes his eyes. 
He knows soon you’ll feel too sticky to stay comfortable, to hot to be in bed- but for now, with you on his chest, he lets himself rest.
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This is my third time posting, if it don’t work I’m exploding myself into a billion pieces.
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spookyscarydemonbabe · 1 year ago
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I- Intimacy
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A/N- Yay!! my fics are back 🥰 lol i missed doing these so much c: i’m not sure if i love the ending on this one but when do i ever like my own endings 😂
Genre- Fluff, Smut
Warnings- Reader has female anatomy, alcohol, unprotected p in v sex (BE SAFE), body worship, oral sex (f receiving)
Tag List- @thatsthewaythechrissycrumbles @munsonology @esme-viridian @gvf23
(tag list is always open, let me know if you’d like to be added)
Word Count- 5.7k
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Eddie quickly ran over to your side of the van, slowly opening the door for you and reaching his hand out to help you step down into the parking lot.
Your anniversary had come along so much quicker than you were anticipating, you didn’t think a year would go by so quickly.
The memories you’ve made together, all the wonderful days spent with each other and the magical nights you were wrapped in each other’s arms. He was an amazing boyfriend, which was shocking to you at first given his reputation, but once you really had gotten to know his true self instead of listening to the rumors that had been going around you knew they were wrong about him.
He made it his duty to always make you feel loved and appreciated every single day he was with you. Breakfasts in bed, bringing you home a little treat if he had to stop at the gas station on his way home from work, giving flowers and little presents whenever he saw something that reminded him of you, complimenting you each and every single day. He adored you, and he needed you to know how much you meant to him.
Your anniversary was something different for him though.
He had never had a relationship last this long, especially one long enough where you knew his friends and Wayne and all the little freshies of Hellfire, and for your anniversary he wanted to kick the romance into high gear.
He wanted to show you off to everyone that he could.
There was a fancier restaurant just outside of town and he made your reservations well over a month in advance to make sure you were able to go. He asked Wayne if he could borrow some of his nicer clothes, did his hair a bit, he even bought himself a new cologne to use.
Not to mention all the little surprises he had planned for you both that night.
You had already known about dinner, Eddie had even hand picked your outfit and bought you a stunning black dress to wear. You loved how much effort he had put into this night and though it wasn’t about how much money he spent or how fancy the restaurant he took you to was, it was about the two of you being with one another and being able to show each other how much you loved one another.
Dinner was nice, intimate, you had talked with one another the whole night and had really been able to have a wonderful meal with a delicious dessert that you shared afterwards.
Though he had given you little presents here and there throughout the day, he made sure to save the best for last.
As soon as dinner was finished, he began his drive home but he made what you assumed to be a wrong turn a few streets down.
“Eddie, the park is a few streets down isn’t it?”
“It is.” He said with a smile.
“Ok, so where are we going?” You asked him with a giggle.
“Somewhere special.” He shrugged, “I just hope you like it.”
The drive wasn’t too long, and the road he had taken wound through the forest to a secluded area and once you saw the front gates you were in awe.
It was a gorgeous little bed and breakfast, the road leading up to it was full of flower bushes and the hotel itself seemed exactly like the type of place Eddie would love. Dark, romantic, old fashioned, and with a few more years it would look like the perfect place for a haunted house.
He helped you down from the van as he parked next to the building and he held out his arm for you to take as he led you up the steps to the door.
He let down his arm and opened the door for you and when you saw the inside of the place it was even more gorgeous than you imagined.
It looked like an old mansion, the walls covered with art and intricate mirrors, sconces covering the walls instead of lamps, vases of dark flowers on each table you saw. The entire place was beautiful and you were so happy Eddie found a place that suited you both so well.
He stepped in after you and went up to the front desk, checking yourselves in as you looked all around the foyer of the hotel.
He reached out for your hand once more and you were guided up to your room by the woman from behind the desk, giving you each a key to the room before leaving you two with a smile.
“I hope you like it, i paid a little extra to amp up the romance a bit.”
You giggled a bit as Eddie put his key into the lock,
“Eddie, what are you talking abou-“ You stopped in your tracks when you saw how beautifully the room was set up for you.
Candles were lit all over, giving it a gorgeous golden glow against the black and burgundy shades of the room. Bright red rose petals had been left all along the floor and leading up to the bed. A bottle of red wine had been sitting on the nightstand with two glasses next to it for the both of you to share. The room itself was amazing, like nothing you had ever seen before.
Dark, intimate, almost vampiric in a way with all the deep dark shades that had been covering the room. The walls had a beautifully patterned burgundy wallpaper, the furniture had been entirely black and the curtains and trim on the wall had matched, the bedsheets and pillows had been different shades of deep red and black and it was shocking to know that a place that would feel so warm and comforting had been this close to home.
Eddie leaned in close to you,
“They called this one the ‘Vampire Room’. Pretty fitting don’t you think?”
“Eddie… I don’t know what to say…”
He smiled and took a step in front of you, carefully taking your hands into his and leading you slowly into the room, leaning into your ear to whisper to you once more,
“Just say that you love me.”
Your lips curled into a smile and you let go of his hands, bringing them up to his face to gently hold his cheeks as you looked into his eyes for a moment before kissing him sweetly,
“I love you more than you’ll ever know.”
You entered the room with him and he shut the door behind you, letting you walk around the room to take in everything you saw before you.
He had watched you with a smile as he undid the front buttons on the suit jacket he had on,
“When you’re all done looking at the room angel, i already had them unpack some things i brought earlier, there’s a cute little outfit waiting for you to change into in the bathroom.”
You gasped excitedly, rushing back over to Eddie,
“Really? You got me another present?”
“Of course i did! I think it’s going to look perfect on you too,” Eddie wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you in close, kissing your forehead before slowly turning you around, reaching up to the top of your dress and undoing the zipper for you, placing a kiss onto your shoulder, “I picked it out just for you.”
You smiled and turned back to him, giving him a quick kiss before slowly moving into the bathroom, quietly shutting the door behind you.
Eddie waited patiently, letting you take your time changing into the outfit he had picked out for you, and he smiled just thinking about how you would look once that door opened up again.
He figured now was a better time than ever to get himself ready, loosening his tie and pulling off his jacket, tossing them both onto the chair next to the bed.
Tonight he wanted everything to be absolutely perfect, and it was all for you.
He got himself undressed, the rest of his clothes going onto the chair as he walked slowly over to the bathroom door, knocking on it gently a few times,
“Take all the time you need pretty girl. We’ve got all weekend here.”
“Just another minute!” You called back out to him.
He smiled and walked over to the record player, flipping through the small collection of vinyls that were nearby, deciding on one that seemed dark but still romantic. Perfect for the kind of night he wanted to have with you.
Once the record started he walked back over to the other side of the bed, reaching for the bottle of wine and uncorking it, grabbing the two glasses in his other hand but stopping in his tracks once he heard the bathroom door open once more.
There you stood in a gorgeous blood red nightgown. It was silk, and the way the fabric shined in the candlelight showed off your body in all the perfect ways. All Eddie could do was stand there and stare.
“See something you like handsome?” You said with a giggle.
“You know i do. Come here.” He set the bottle and glasses back onto the nightstand and held his arms out for you, holding you by the waist and looking at you up and down before taking one of your hands into his and twirling you,
“God, you’re beautiful.”
“Oh shush, now you’re just being sweet.”
“I’m always gonna be sweet to the woman i love.” He leaned down and gave you a sweet kiss as he held you close, your arms going around his neck as he started to slowly sway to the music.
He rested his forehead onto yours as you moved your bodies to the record.
You held each other close and really took in this moment.
It was so romantic and intimate, and you were happy to be able to spend such an amazing night with the man you loved and adored, and with all the effort he had been putting into tonight really showed you how much he loved and adored you too.
He held your hands softly in his and slowly guided you towards the bed, keeping his eyes on yours the entire time.
His eyes to you seemed different than normal. They were still gorgeous to look so deeply into, their warmth always guiding you to them, but this time they seemed clouded over with not just lust but love.
As Eddie sat on the bed next to you he reached over and grabbed the bottle of wine from the nightstand,
“Should we?”
“Only if you’re up for it,” You said with a smile, “just promise me you won’t get like you did on New Years, Mr. ‘I can drink this whole bottle of champagne all by myself’.”
He laughed as he popped open the bottle, reaching over and pouring it into the two glasses, handing you one before pouring one for himself,
“You know i wouldn’t do that on a night like tonight. New Years was different, you’re supposed to act like a drunk idiot,” He set the bottle back onto the nightstand before moving himself back over to you, holding his glass out for you to clink it with yours, which you did gladly before each taking a sip, “tonight isn’t about that. It’s about you, and me, and our love for each other.”
You smiled and reached your hand out, gently holding his cheek as you guided him closer to you to softly kiss him,
“And i love you very much Eddie Munson.”
“I love you (y/n), and i want to be able to show you that i do.”
You smiled with one another for a moment, really taking in your surroundings and yet it still wasn’t fully hitting you how desperate Eddie was making himself for you.
He had only dreamed of a moment like this, a gorgeous hotel room with the love of his life who was dressed up in the sexy nightgown that he had picked out just for her only to rip it off later in the night. He so badly wanted to make love to you it was hurting but he promised you and he promised himself that tonight was different. You could have sex any time you wanted but Eddie wanted to make sweet romantic love to you like he never had before and he’d be damned if he let himself ruin that.
He watched your lips as they moved to the rim of the wine glass in your hand, taking one more sip and carefully sticking your tongue out to clean up the deep red stains that were beginning on your lips. You giggled seeing his stare,
“What are you looking at?”
Eddie slowly took the glass from your hand and carefully set them both down onto the nightstand,
“Lay with me?”
You smiled and nodded, moving yourself onto the bed and fixing up your nightgown as Eddie laid himself behind you, his body pressed up against yours as his arms went around you to keep you held tightly to him as he moved a few strands of hair away from your neck.
His breath tickled as he slowly kissed your neck, taking one of your hands into his as his lips trailed down. You giggled as he held your hand, feeling his lips make their way over your shoulder and down your arm before placing one last kiss onto the back of your hand, slowly bringing it up to his face and holding it against his cheek,
“God, i love you so much…”
You smiled and laid back on the bed, your head resting against the soft pillows as Eddie moved himself next to you, holding himself up with one arm against the bed as his other arm held your cheek.
You looked at one another for a moment, just taking in the scene that surrounded you.
The beautiful room, the pretty music playing in the background, the soft bedsheets beneath your bodies as you lay with one another. There had been romantic nights at home, Eddie always had a plan for when he wanted to turn up the romance but this was something entirely different. He had spent so much time and effort into planning and just the thought of it brought tears to your eyes.
Eddie saw a tear slip down your cheek and gently wiped it away with his thumb,
“Angel, what’s wrong?”
You sniffled and curled your lips into a smile, looking up into his eyes and placing your hand over his as it rested on your cheek,
“I love you. I know i’ve said it a million other times tonight and i figure it’s not going to be that last time i say it tonight either, but this took so much effort into planning and i can’t imagine how hard it was for you to not tell me about this.”
A quiet laugh escaped his lips,
“With how awful i am at keeping secrets, i’m surprised i didn’t tell you sooner.”
You smiled with him and reached your hand up to wipe away another stray tear, feeling his lips gently press to your forehead as he held you into him, feeling his warmth start to envelop you as his arms were wrapped around you,
“We deserved this. You deserved this (y/n).”
Your arms wrapped around his waist and you laid there for a moment in each other’s arms.
It was perfect, everything was perfect.
His hands slowly caressed your body, moving over your arms and the curve of your waist, making sure he was able to touch every inch of you that he could reach before pulling you tightly against him once more, smiling before moving his hand up into your hair and pulling you into a kiss.
His lips stayed on yours and you squeaked in surprise as his strong arms quickly pulled you on top of him, his hands moving your legs to straddle him and placing them on the back of your thighs, his thumbs stroking the soft flesh. You placed your hands onto his chest and slowly pulled away, smiling down at him as you cupped his cheek.
Your attention was pulled away from him as you heard the music stop from the record player,
“Do you want me to put another one on?”
“Nope.” Eddie carefully sat up and moved you off of his lap, getting up off the bed and giving you one last kiss as you kneeled at the edge, “You’re not doing a damn thing tonight sweetheart. I love you, and I want to be able to take care of absolutely everything.”
You smiled and watched as he flipped through the little collection of records once more, picking out another and replacing the records on the player. It was another collection of dark, romantic, melodic songs and he slowly made his way back over to you on the bed.
He leaned down and gave you a quick kiss, moving his fingers down to play with the hem of the skimpy nightgown, slowly lifting it up over your figure.
“This looks gorgeous on you pretty girl, but i think it’ll look even better on the floor,” You giggled as he helped pull the nightgown over your head, dropping it onto the floor as his hands caressed your body once more, “and i think you look much better with nothing on at all…”
He could see the blush on your cheeks and smiled, knowing how flustered you got whenever he felt the need to worship your naked body before him. It was something he adored doing to you, showing you just how beautiful he thought every bit of you was, kissing his way all along your skin and on each and every one of your ‘imperfections’.
Every scar, every stretch mark, every blemish and freckle that made you insecure was completely forgotten about the moment his lips grazed over them.
His hands carefully held your hips as he sat himself on the edge of the bed before you, fully taking in the sight before him. Though you were wearing the cutest little black lace panties, all he wanted was to see them torn in half, but he was being a gentleman tonight.
Sweet and gentle kisses were placed all over your skin, making you giggle each time they found a new spot to explore. Your hips, your stomach, your shoulders, your thighs, not a single place was left untouched. He wanted you to memorize the feeling of his soft lips pressed to your body.
Your hands found their way into his hair, carefully brushing it back from his face to watch the way his eyes slowly shut each time he kissed you. Your fingertips were massaging his scalp, earning a few long and relaxed groans from him. He loved it when you played with his hair.
There was nothing that could ruin tonight.
Eddie slowly trailed his way back up, his lips moving slowly up your shoulder and across your collarbone. Once they found their way to your neck there was no stopping him.
You gently tilted your head back to give him more room, his hair tickling over your chest as he placed sweet and gentle kisses everywhere his lips could reach.
Eddie couldn’t help himself.
His hands moved their way under your ass, quickly pulling you up further onto the bed as he climbed on top of you, spreading your legs apart for him to rest between them. He gently guided your thigh upwards, hooking your leg around his waist as he laid against you, and with one smooth motion he was grinding into you. Just the feeling of having him so close to you made your head tilt back in ecstasy, a soft moan escaping your lips as he found the sweet spot on your collar bone once more.
His hands slowly moved upwards on your body, trailing up your arms and interlocking his fingers with yours as he held your hands above your head. Not restraining, not forcing, just holding them so lovingly in his as he continued grinding into you. All he wanted was to hear those sweet moans leaving your lips for as long as he could.
“Baby, i know that we wanted tonight to be nice and slow, but you make it so fucking hard…” Eddie groaned into your ear between kisses, “I love you. I want you. I need you…”
His grasp lightened on your wrists and you watched as he stood at the end of the bed, carefully placing his fingers into the waistband of his boxers, waiting until you had a good view of him before pulling them down his thighs.
He stepped out of them as they landed at the floor and grabbed your ankles, quickly pulling you all the way towards him, your legs hanging off the end of the bed as he leaned himself over you. He smiled down at his work, seeing the glow of lust masking your entire body beneath him, your chest heaving, just waiting for him to make his next move. He gently hooked his fingers into the little elastic sides of your thong and pulled it slowly down your legs, moving your ankles up onto the edge of the bed to leave you fully exposed for him.
“Aww, pretty girl, you’re not nearly as wet as you usually are when we’re being dirty.” He chuckles to himself and knelt down at the end of the bed, gently grasping your thighs and placing them onto his shoulders, “Don’t worry baby, i’ll get you nice and wet for me…”
Your head tilted back, a stuttering moan escaping your lips as his tongue licked a long, slow, wet stripe through your folds. It was agonizing how slow this euphoria was, and Eddie knew that too. By now he’d be completely lost in himself, licking and sucking on your clit like a man starved, but he wanted to savor every little bit of you that he could. Your love, your taste, those sweet little moans that you couldn’t help but mewl out every time you felt his lips go back in for more.
It was like he was trying to make this the most painful moment you’ve ever had to endure, but you never wanted it to stop.
His own moans weren’t helping, vibrating a chill that you could feel from the tips of your toes to the very top of your scalp.
Your toes curled the moment you felt his fingers start to tease you. He slowly inserted the tips of his middle and ring fingers, his other hand slowly caressing your thigh as he looked up to you,
“Watch me pretty girl…” He placed a few kisses along your inner thighs as he looked up to you, watching the way your face contorted each time he went back in for more.
You did your best to watch as he devoured you, his deep brown eyes looking up at you with nothing but love and adoration. You could barely keep your eyes open, the pleasure he was bringing you ran chills all through your veins, and though he wanted this to be all about you the only thing you could focus on was him.
His soft curls tickling over your thighs, your fingers delicately massaging his scalp only made him want to hold this out for as long as he could. The adorable way the yellow light shone off of his eyes, making them shift from their normal deep brown to an almost golden hue. Each time he opened his eyes to look up at you, you could’ve sworn you saw them sparkle. His calloused hands being so gentle with you, caressing your body in all the perfect ways, his rough hands were such a perfect contrast to your soft skin.
With one last deep shaky breath, you jerked your head up to look down to him,
“Stop!” You shouted out.
Without hesitation, his lips were lifted away from your core, and he looked up to you with worry, thinking he had done something wrong,
“What? Is everything ok baby? Did i do something?”
You smiled down to him and moved your hand to hold his cheek, giggling at the sheen of your wetness still over his lips,
“No baby, i promise, you didn’t do anything wrong,” You lowered your body down to him, planting a soft kiss to his lips, you could taste yourself as you licked over your lips, “i’m ready…”
He slowly smiled up to you, giving you another quick kiss before leaning over into one of the bags that had been brought up, long forgotten in the corner with the others. You knew exactly what he was reaching for, but like Eddie said, tonight had to be different.
“Wait…” You reached out and grabbed his wrist, grabbing his attention once more and slightly pulling him back into you, “i want to try it without one…”
He moved himself to kneel at the edge of the bed, tenderly holding your hands in his as he looked up into your eyes,
“You’re sure that’s what you want (y/n)? You’re not doing it because i want to, right?”
“Eddie, i love you.” You let go of one of his hands and gently held his cheek, “I want this. I know that we’ve talked about it a lot, and we’ve both been a little iffy about it, but i’m alright if we don’t use a condom this time. Besides, we’ve taken lots of precautions in the past! I’m sure if we make sure to be a little extra careful, everything will be fine. I’m alright with not using one tonight, but the final decision is all yours.”
He thought it over for a moment.
Sure, you’d talked plenty of times about not using condoms in the past, but it was just a fantasy you had talked over. He was terrified of something going wrong and causing something to shift in your relationship if the proper precautions weren’t in place, but actually being given the option is a lot different than just talking it over. He was scared. He wanted to, but he couldn’t help the little voice in the back of his head telling him that if something went wrong it would be his fault. But you were right.
Each and every time you slept together there had been close to a million precautions in place. You used condoms, if you weren’t certain about the outcome you took tests, you were on your own form of birth control, and you always made sure that if something did happen you were prepared for it.
He knew he wasn’t ready for a child, and neither were you, but he knew you would be safe.
He looked back up to you, his heart beating faster than he had ever felt it before, and took a deep breath,
“I promise i’ll be careful…”
You smiled softly to one another as he began to crawl over you, your legs moving to either side of his waist as his elbows were at either side of your head.
You laid there for a moment with one another, admiring the way your bodies felt so natural being tangled together. He reached his hand down and guided himself closer to your entrance, stopping just before he pushed in, looking up into your eyes just one last time,
“You’re sure this is what you want?”
You nodded and wrapped your arms around his shoulders,
“I’m sure Eddie… i’m sure.”
You felt the familiar pressure between your legs, the quick burn that came with the first push soon washed away as he moved slowly, further and further into you.
You let out a long shaky breath as you felt him slide through you and you could hear the strained moans leaving his lips. He wanted to just pound into you, you just knew it, but he was being so patient and so gentle. This wasn’t what you were used to from Eddie, but you were starting to love it.
He lay still for a moment, feeling the way your body was wrapped around his in every way possible. Your arms were wrapped around his shoulders, your legs were wrapped around his waist, and your tight pussy wrapping around his cock so perfectly he didn’t know if he wanted to start thrusting or just enjoy the moment.
It was only when he heard you whisper so quietly into his ear that he had forgotten his surroundings. The bed and breakfast, the dark themed bedroom, the silk sheets beneath your bodies.
“Eddie…” His name melted off of your tongue like the sweetest candy you’ve ever tasted. Nothing could compare to this moment.
He rolled his hips back and gently pushed back in, starting at a slow and steady pace for the two of you to get your bodies adjusted. His head dipped into the crook of your neck and you could feel his warm breath against your skin, his lips peppering gentle kisses all along your collarbone as he felt your body start to move with his.
By this point you both would’ve already lost yourselves in pleasure, covering each others bodies in hickeys and bruises, your ankles would be at Eddie’s shoulders as he pounded into you. But there was something about this type of sex that really made you two feel closer. Connected.
Eddie had made love to you in the past, but never like this. It made you want him so much more than you already did.
“(y/n)…” Eddie groaned out, you smiled yo yourself just hearing how hard he was holding back from whimpering your name, “Please… can i go faster?…” He lifted himself up, his hands on either side of your head as he looked down into your eyes, pleading for you to let him take full control like he was so used to.
His hair was already a mess, you could see the gentle shine on his forehead from the few drops of sweat starting to roll down his temples, his cheeks were bright red. Poor baby had been holding himself back for so long. All for you.
Your arms draped around his neck and you nodded up to him before whispering out,
“Yes Eddie, please… faster…”
Without even a second warning, the sheets were gripped in his hands as he picked up his pace, the only sounds in the room were a combination of your moans and the sound of your thighs slapping against one another’s. The record that had been playing was long stopped, forgotten about as you couldn’t focus on anything else in that room except for each other.
You could feel the slow buildup of heat in your core, a familiar sensation that let you know you were getting closer and closer to your release. You prayed that Eddie wouldn’t hold it out any longer.
“Close…” You whined, “so close…”
You didn’t need to say another word before Eddie moved himself above you, grabbing your legs and holding them steady at your sides, his hands cupping the backs of your knees to keep you spread wide open for him. He knew exactly what to do to you. He had your body memorized like the back of his hand.
Your head was tilted all the way back, your eyes clenched shut and your body had been covered by a layer of sweat. All you could feel was the rush of pure adrenaline through your veins, the heat in your core was burning, and Eddie smiled down at you as he felt your walls start to clench around him,
“Gonna cum baby?” He asked you with a smirk on his lips, his hips never stopping their rhythm.
You couldn’t even both with a response, both you and him could tell that it was only a matter of seconds.
“Come on pretty girl, cum for me… I know you want to baby, don’t hold back…”
His voice was able to guide you through it, and with one final deep thrust your back arched and your toes curled as you let out a moan that you didn’t think you were ever capable of. Eddie would’ve called it ‘pornographic’.
He smiled as he looked down between your bodies and saw the little patch of wetness beneath you on the bed, and he smiled even bigger knowing it was his doing. He didn’t stop his rhythm, and he knew that his climax was coming soon after yours,
“Baby… I’m getting close…” He tilted his head back and groaned, his thrusts started to get sloppy, losing his pace, “where do you want it?”
“Whenever you want Eddie, just be careful.” You said with a smile as his head went back down, watching himself as he slowly pulled out, your legs being gently placed at his sides.
One of his hands went directly to your thigh, gripping the soft flesh as his other hand moved to his cock, pumping fast to get himself to that final peak.
It only took a few moments before you felt his hand nearly clawing into your skin, his tired eyes opening and watching as his hips jerked, long ropes of his cum painting your stomach as his hand slowly came to a halt.
He nearly collapsed on the bed next to you, his chest heaving, face red, hair a mess with his bangs stuck to the sweat rolling down his forehead. He looked like a god.
His head turned slightly, his eyes slowly opening once more, and you could see the exhaustion in them,
“Good?” He asked you between each breath, a worried look in his eye. Though he had gone to near insane lengths to make tonight so romantic and special, he still thought it wasn’t good enough for you.
You groaned as you adjusted yourself on the bed, doing your best not to spread your mess any further on the sheets,
“It was great Eddie.” You slowly caught your breath as you lay with one another.
As much as you loved to snuggle afterwards, when the sex was filthy you needed to get cleaned up first, “But do you think we can get up as soon as we’re feeling alright?” You looked down at your body. Sticky, sweaty, your stomach still frosted with his cum, “I feel dirty…”
Eddie chuckled and reached his hand over to your head, tilting it closer towards him and pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead,
“My dirty girl…”
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if you’d like to see the actual NSFW alphabet, or read the other fics in this series, you can find them here on my masterlist 🥰
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the-tmnt-ficfinder · 6 months ago
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Ficfinder finds: The Neon Void
Rottmnt Fanfic Summary:
Five years. It's been five years.
Hamato Leonardo was b͕̱ͮ̉͐͊ác͎̯̯̈͗͐͑ͯ͑̚k̦
But he was no longer who he once was.
The Neon Void: Appraisal and Ratings
(Don't know what fanfic "Appraisal and Ratings" means? Check out my explanation on my Main Masterpost! Looking for a different fanfic to read? Head on over to my Fanfic List Masterpost!)
Disclaimer: This fanfic is completed, and is written by @sugarpasteltmnt, so go show them some love and kindness!
The fanfic ratings are not based on quality, favoritism, or how good I think it is, but rather, how intense a subject may be. Like a movie review, or the tags on Ao3, letting the readers know what to expect.
Plot: 💛💛💛💛💛
"Plot is five out of five! The plot for The Neon Void is unique, fun to read, riveting, and intricate! I've seen many post invasion fanfics that address Leo returning late, but this one takes the cake for most creative! I'd say the plot itself isn't to confusing of a read, though it is very interesting."
Suspense/Mystery: 💛💛💛💛💛
"Suspense/Mystery is a full on five out of five!! Oh man, the amount of suspense in this fanfic is crazy!! Its the kind of suspense that's stressful, because the reader knows exactly what's going on, or who a certain main character may be (wiggles eyebrows) but the characters in the fanfic have no clue!! You gonna be sitting there the whole time going, "Oh come on, he's right there!! JUST REALIZE ALREADY PLEASE!!"
Angst/Hurt: 💛💛💛🖤🖤
"Angst/Hurt is three out of five. The hurt in this story is really top notch. The emotions, the feelings, the broken hearts, its just all so good! This is the kind of angst that feels less triggering, and more so heartbreaking. You just want it to be ok."
Fluff/Comfort: 💛💛💛💛🖤
"Fluff/Comfort gets a four out of five!! The comfort in this fic is so well written!! Warm and special, catered to match perfectly with the hurt in this fic. I would describe the hugs that happen in The Neon Void, to be warm and gentle on the soul."
Emotions Conveyed: 💛💛🖤🖤🖤
"Emotions Conveyed is two out of five!! While this fanfic had some powerful, emotional scenes that did make me get a little teary eyed, smiley, or stressed, I wouldn't say this fanfic will heavily influence your emotions. If you want an something that's enjoyable to read, has angst and comfort in it, and won't completely mess with your head, The Neon Void is the one for you!!"
Drama/Tension Level:💛💛💛🖤🖤
"Drama/Tension Level is three out of five!! Suspense is higher for this chapter, though don't get me wrong, The Neon Void has plenty of enjoyable drama!"
Triggers: 💛💛💛🖤🖤
"Triggers are three out of five!! The Neon Void is right in the middle when it comes to triggering content. A good in the middle read, with just the right amount of triggers to make it dark, and suspenseful, while not being an overwhelming read."
Legibility (Reading): 💛💛💛💛💛
"Legibility (Reading) is five out of five!! Absolutely this one gets a five! The Neon Void has a crazy writing style for Leo, where his words get all distorted!! Very fun to read!! Plus, occasionally the chapters have art to go along with, so that creates another very fun element."
Legibility (Audio): 💛🖤🖤🖤🖤
"Legibility (Audio) is one out of five! Due to the writing style, and the symbols used to distort some of the words and sentences, The Neon Void is not the most fun to listen to. Listening to it, would mean losing some of the authors incredible stylistic writing, and while the work itself is written expertly well, The Neon Void is simply more fun to read rather than listen to."
Length: 💛💛💛🖤🖤
"Length is three out of five!! The Neon Void is a grand total of 27 chapters and a word count of 169k words, with each chapter taking 20-45 minutes to read!!"
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The Neon Void: Chapter List
(Chapters will be added as I rate and appraise them ^^)
Chapter 1: Mandarin Oranges
Chapter 2: Houdini
Chapter 3: The Shrine
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oh-my-gosh-its-j0sh · 7 months ago
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Ok I gotta say, I saw and read all ur tags on that young Eustace and Muriel post....I would DEFINITELY read a fic like that or even wanna see it animated cause OMG 😭😭 Look I really don't like Eustace at all in the series but you made him sympathetic! And not to mention Muriel is most likely an immigrant from Scotland so maybe she was fresh off the boat and didn't know many people before meeting him and that's also partly why she's so kind to him and they form a bond so quickly! @rexscanonwife
@smormujamescarter // @rexscanonwife
Ooo, the way I’m already taking notes?? I’m super excited about these two already, I mean look at them! While the Courage the Cowardly Dog show itself may have such little fandom compared to other more modern shows, I always thought that Eustace and Muriel had some potential! I read a fic on AO3 that sparked some inspiration for the post, though the fic did take a more ‘mature’ turn than what I had hoped to engage with. As a result, I’m kinda creating my own AU / fan work focusing on the two of them!
I love the idea of Muriel being fresh off the boat! I could see her having moved to America when she was very young during childhood (let’s say around five or six) with family or as a young teenager (around fifteen-ish) in hopes of seeking a better life. She would definitely be willing to share any traditional Scottish customs with Eustace, who may or may not be a bit confused. Muriel is definitely the more talkative type, while Eustace, feeling shocked that this lovely woman is talking with him, would be more of a listener!
While Eustace’s backstory is more explicitly stated in the series, Muriel’s is definitely more concealed. No matter what, I could definitely say that Eustace loves Muriel no matter what, even with the later adopting of Courage. Eustace just doesn’t know how to express it!
Thank you so much for the ask, by the way! I’m excited to make up some ideas! :))
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weaseltotheface · 2 years ago
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Weasel’s Weekly* Bumbleby Fic Rec! -May 6th 2023-
I’ve decided that  since i am apparently incapable of making a rec list because i get so very distracted and bored, that I am going to make a weekly* fic rec of ONE FIC. Per week. Probably. We'll see.
This week we are starting out easy with a fic that, most likely, doesnt need to be recc’d but it is currently one of my favorites. So, i’m gonna tell you to read it!
if youre in the bees tag you almost certainly already know this fic but SHUT UP let me do my post ok, maybe next week you wont know the fic! Maybe.
a union (just by saying so)  by @professorspork
WIP or Completed AU or Canonverse Rating: M Archive Warnings: Graphic Depictions of Violence Summary: "Blake arrives in Mantle with simple goals: stay away from the White Fang, keep her head down, get a job, and survive. The last thing she expects is to end up smitten with a charming fellow newsie like Yang. But when Jacques Schnee cruelly hikes the internal cost of the paper, Blake finds out that Yang’s been listening to all of Blake’s talk about fair labor practices and social justice a lot more closely than Blake realized—and the duo form a union that just might give both of them something to believe in."
Binch, its the Newsies au!! And one of my favorites, it’s always a treat and a highlight of my day to read a new update! Especially since she’s started updating on saturdays as well now and if you’re a follower of mine u know my saturdays need a boost.
I figured on top of starting out easy it’d be a great time to rec this one because chapter 14 was just published and it was a doozy, a turning point if there ever was one, and a great read.
I’m always going to recommend reading the tags on the fic itself to know what you’re getting into but i do genuinely love this fic and its DEFINITELY worth a read. Characterization is a hill i die on and its hard to get them right in AUs but I think its really very good in this one.
If you’ve seen it and been put off because maybe you don’t know much about Newsies or think you wouldn’t like the au because of that give it a shot anyway! I don’t know anything about Newsies (other than watching the film in like...middle school...) but it doesn’t take anything away from it.
That’s all! i’m not going crazy with these lol. Read the fic plz, I’ll be back next week* with something else!
*i say weekly but i’ll get bored so don’t expect too much from me lol
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fluxweeed · 2 years ago
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10 first lines
share the first lines of ten of your most recent fanfics / wips
hi @teeteringpileofunusednotebooks and @nv-md! tysm for the tag + i’m sorry i’m so late!! mari – i’m ridic excited for your stupid number of WIPs – also i feel like you’ve started writing at least? two more? since you posted your version? i’m laughing, but with love. ali – your lines are all so perfect and make me miss ur writing so much! nv-md binge incoming!!! 
the last time i did this was exactly 10 published fics ago, so this is actually perfect timing! last time i also completely ignored the rules and talked in-depth about each line, and u kno what? tumblr is about the only place i feel comfortable being stupidly self-indulgent, so here we are again lmao 🙈
in reverse chronological order:
1. For Lack of Wanting (8.4k, E, unrequited drarry)
I was obsessed with him, you know.
(this line and also the entire first section is so tell-y but tbh i purposefully didn’t care. i just wanted to write some fucked-up unrequited roleplay sex, you know? sometimes you have to forget about writing good and just treat urself)
2. Still the pine-woods scent the moon (15.5k, E, remus/harry)
It seems like a reasonable idea, at first.
(so this fic actually started off as a sirius/harry after i went on a huge @lqtraintracks bender one weekend [and if u haven’t already, stop what ur doing and go inhale all 19 lqt sirius/harry fics immediately]. then i realised there was nothing i could really add to a sirius/harry fic that hadn’t been done already - but i came across this art and it lodged itself into my brain forever. it’s just the vibes, u know?? how soft remus looks but also the way he’s looking right at the camera?? that man is in CONTROL. so anyway then obv i needed to find a way to get him into grimmauld place so he could walk in on draco fucking harry in the arse. thus: first line.)
3. Ferrety Little Mouths and How to Snog with Them (5k, T/M, soft drarry kissing)
“And she lost her shit, can you believe it?”
(can’t rly take credit for this one; this whole section with draco talking about his ex is almost word-for-word a convo i had with a friend about their ex and their friend who was weird about it. not quite sure the phrase “she lost her shit” was used, but that was def the vibe.)
4. Two to Lie and One to Listen (85k, E, drarry fake relationship [sort of])
She’d got another letter from the Ministry that morning. It was from the Muggle Liaison Office this time. 
(god, this fic. in the very first draft, hermione was the legit villain: the sort of friend who is well-meaning and loudly supportive, but is lowkey bigoted and doesn’t think that queer relationships are as meaningful as straight ones. then before the first big rewrite i started thinking more about her motivations and had the idea of making her trans – both to give her a non-bigot reason for agreeing to help draco hide his sexuality and not tell harry about it [it’s all about the trauma, folks!!], but also as a nice little fuck-you to jkr. so then she needed more of her own storyline, bc it felt like a bit of a cop-out to be like “hey this character is trans i swear! anyway let’s mostly ignore her and have her get in the way of the main pairing” [which, honestly, is still sort of the vibe of the fic], so she got her big Let’s Change The World Campaign.
the first version of this prologue was from draco POV; the second version was hermione POV but she was sooo mean and angry; this one is the third attempt. i wanted to show her desperate attempts at making any kind of change, anywhere at all, so it’s a bit more plausible that when she runs into draco malfoy, she’s like “ok yeah sure let’s pretend to be boyfriendgirlfriend!” lol. also does it bother anyone else that there are three different tenses in this one line? everything about this fic makes me sick lmfao)
5. Per my last letter (I hope you choke on it) (10k, T, epistolary author!harry/publishing-grunt!draco)
CURRICULUM VITAE: Draco L. Malfoy
(can’t remember whose idea it was to start with a cv? it seems like the sort of lazy backstory shortcut i would do, lmao, unless it was actually @lastontheboat​’s idea, in which case it was a genius move to introduce draco’s work struggle and set the tone for his journey thru the rest of the fic)
6. An Auror Error (1k, T, stupid drarry auror fic written in tongue-twisters)
Harry shivered under Malfoy’s stern glare.
(1. wanted it to be left a bit ambiguous what harry’s actually feeling here [reality: he’s shivering bc he thinks draco is sexy when he glares, but also he could be scared bc he’s being interrogated?] 2. playing around a little bit with the s/sh sounds. easing into the nonsense to come.)
7. Eight o’clock, tomorrow evening (11.5k, E, drarry legilimency sex)
It was seven fifty-five, and Draco’s stomach churned.
(listen, i thought i was doing something with the title being a line from the end of The Four Doors, which this fic is a lil sequel to. this first line was (a) tying that together even more and also (b) establishing the POV switch from harry POV in 4D)
8. The Taste of Țuică (15k, E, ron/harry/draco)
Mum always says my problem is that I care too much. I think that’s nonsense, honestly—one of those meaningless things mums say to make you feel better about overreacting to stupid shit. But I can’t deny that I care about my friends. I mean, really care about them. You know?
(i’m including the whole first line here instead of just the sentence bc i was trying to do sooo much here, lmao. first, i wanted to really ground this fic in ron POV, and the weasleys are so very Family [u know??], so i wanted to get that in asap. i also wanted to get in ron’s maybe-demisexuality in there – i love love LOVE getting characters to explicitly state something about themselves while also simultaneously not realising it at all [seriously i do this all the time, promptly forget about this if ever u plan to read one of my fics bc it will be all u can see now haha] and this absolutely an example of that. poor old ron is going “hey i love my friends soooo much, i love hermione, and also i love harry, i just love them both SO MUCH. wait why tf did i kiss harry that one time???” what a chump.)
9. Belatedly Consummated (4k, E, drarry post-arranged marriage fuck)
The problem is: Harry can’t stop touching Draco.
(idk man i just really liked the thought of these two idiots having to cohabit and try to remain platonic while they get a magical boner every time they touch each other ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ this one also gave me a chance to do another thing i rly like to do, which is take the first line and make it the last line, except the last line is somehow Resolved. last lines are fuckin HARD, i use this trick all the time, pls also forget this one before reading any of my fics, ty)
10. Show them the night that they dreamed about before (6.5k, E, percy/harry/draco)
Draco’s first thought is, Huh, Potter’s here again.
His second thought is, What is he doing, bent over the desk like that?
His third thought is, Oh. Weasley is fucking him.
(i think this was the first thing i wrote for this fic and i lowkey still love it. i think it’s maybe a bit confusing? clunky? i feel like one of my beta’s didn’t like it? but it makes me laugh and also i enjoy the mental image of percy going to town on harry and draco standing there experiencing a whole-ass face journey while otherwise completely motionless, so.)
BONUS WIPS:
1. 10k/15kish written, E, silly drarry vagina fic
As soon as Harry wakes up, he knows that Something is Not Right.
(i feel like this might stay the same in the final version? this wip is about 5 years old lmao but i’ve been playing with this beginning section a bit recently. have made it 100% sillier and imo it’s improved it so much. still not sure i’ll ever finish it.)
2. 27k/50kish written, M, drarry polyjuice clubfic
In general, Harry is grateful for Hermione’s efforts to keep him alive.
(i strongly suspect i’m going to rewrite this entire first scene once i actually finish the fic and realise there are secret themes that currently elude me. atm it works as a way of getting them to where they need to be [on a brisk morning walk!] and also as a joke later on in the fic, but there’s nothing else really going on with it.)
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god i’m so sorry for hijacking a simple tag game to talk about myself at such obnoxious length ;_; hope it encourages more writers to talk about their processes tho, i need more fic writing meta content now galla’s bonus podfic episodes are offline. tag me if u do this / come across this pls!!! love u ❤️
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smoosnoom · 2 years ago
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Lately I've been having a hard time writing anything. I keep having ideas that I think are good then I sike myself out and go "Oh, someone else has probably already written that," which is weird, cause I'd read 500 fics of the same ship in the same coffeeshop!au and not even bat an eye. I don't care if I've read the same trope or setting or idea over and over (I like it, actually) but when I'm the one writing I feel like I have to do something totally unique and I think it's cause I'm worried of being compared to other better writers who just... write better (<- exhibit A) OR worse, accidentally plagiarize someone? Like without remembering that, oh I've already read this before this isn't an original thought at all?? But if it's an idea that hasn't been done before there's nothing to compare. Right. So. Therapy session over.
Do you ever worry about writing something that's already been written? Do you ever check AO3 tags to see if somethings been done before/too much/not enough, etc.? Or are you excited to write something that's been done and put your own spin on it?
Maybe I should do the complete opposite and find the most overpopulated tag and write that so it gets drowned in the others and then there's too many to compare! That's like.. can't beat 'em join 'em or smthin. Yeah.
UUUGH MOOON I knooooow all my ideas are unoriginal but so is everyone else's 1!! And everyone's basic and just wants to see two losers in love hold hands so I should just get over it !! Like I know this objectively but how do I make me feel it SUBJECTIVELY !!
idk, Moon. Today's just not that day u kno
ok . anon . i need u to look me in my eyes 👁👁 and please listen carefully to what im abt to say to u .
Everything Ever Has Already Been Written .
like every trope ever and every idea ever and every dynamic ever and every character ever and everything literally ever .
but uknow what hasnt been written ! these tropes ! by You !!!!!!
the way u write it is what makes it entirely unique . i absolutely worry about the things i write and if theyre even like . special in their way at all or if they even stand out in any possible manner but if u arent word-for-word copying something someone else has written, then yes !!! it will stand out !!!!! itll be something special and unique because its never been written the way u will !!!! that is literally it
so yea if u are worrying so much about the things ur writing and if theyve already been written then yes probably ! humans can only be so imaginative when it comes to tropes and stories but the way u write it and ur narration and turn of phrases and metaphors and adjective and dialogue have never been written the way u will, and thats what makes it good and great and amazing ! thats why people eat up the same au five hundred times !!!!! thats why people will eat up UR writing !!!!! ur going to do it in a way that just gets people going Oh my go d . u know what i mean ?
so yes i worry and i check and i feel absolutely terrible about it . but if i dont and i just feel great about writing Something at alll then it always turns out 1000% better because im not upset abt it ! readers can sometimes tell ur enthusiasm and passion being put into a work, and i think its best if u let it all go and write what ur heart is calling to . that by itself will make it all the special u need it to be
or dont idk im just . trying my best and sometimes it works out ! do what u want write what makes u proud eat what makes u full !!!!! and if u ever need someone to just . hit u with a hammer and let uknow that whatever ur writing is great and fantastic then I Am Here !
today has potential to get better ! tomorrow is on its way with a new beginning !!! u have me cheering u on !!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳 good luck !!!!!!!!!
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xoxo-ren-xoxo · 7 months ago
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Ok ok it's time for both some self-promo and some promo of other people's stuff ... again. This fandom is just so full of talented people honestly.
self promo
I'm flattered to see that someone already recommended my current long multichapter INCOMING MESSAGE - COMM RECORDS, but if you didn't see that post, here's a quick summary / why one should read: After a server reset gone wrong, the Hermits are in grave danger. The multiverse is tearing itself apart, the deities of each world are causing even more issues, and a certain hermit is risking everything at the centre of it all. This fic is told in an 'audio log' format, so it's a pretty easy read, though the mystery element will have you coming up with lots of theories along the way. I try to update as often as I can!
My Watcher / Listener lore fics, You Say You Feel Hollow (and you know it's 'cause you are) and Who can really tell? follow Grian and BigB as they navigate their lives as a Watcher-vessel and Listener-vessel. These oneshots deal with existential and philosophical issues surrounding both characters' existence. Heed the tags, these fics involve major character death. I am very proud of the worldbuilding in these ones :) [wearing a shirt that says 'please ask me about my watcher listener lore']
My convexian / life series / ??? cannibalism series. I think most people know me for these fics. If you like a bit of gore and horror but with cutesy gay feelings attached, this is basically the series for you. The convexian fics are all from the same universe. The others are up to interpretation. Enjoy.
others' fics
I've already made a couple of posts about other people's fics (here and here) but I've already picked up a few more so!!
Maybe This Is How It Starts by @silentending is a really great take on the superhero/villain AU. I love how the worldbuilding is done in this fic and its sequel. Also, I like how this fic is not afraid to make its characters flawed. There are moments where I just want to yell at all the characters, and those moments make them feel more real. All around a great idea and fic.
The RED series by Sleepy_Duck makes me insane, actually. Another superhero story with brilliant worldbuilding and some very dark story beats. I love how Scar is characterised throughout, and how his experiences have clearly shaped him as a person. I'm so so so obsessed with hero AUs where the heroes are kind of terrible and the villains are right.
Potion of Forget This by @thatonewatercat is a great take on the amnesia trope. I like the concept of Xisuma, usually deemed the server's "leader", losing his memories completely. A simple concept executed really really well. I was slightly devastated by the most recent chapter, but this fic balances humour and drama really well. It's lovely!
breathe easy here with me by @gladumfdoodles, because no one can stop me from my obsession with mermaid AUs. This one follows Scar, a mer trapped in a seaworld-type aquatic park, and Grian, a university student specialising in marine biology. This one leans heavily into ideas of systemic corruption and exploitation, which I really love as themes. All mer AUs are great, but I like how this one brings us into the mind of each character!
errmmm I hope this post wasn't too long. masterposts for my fics can also be found in my pinned post!!!
you know what I haven’t seen going around in a while, and could use some of myself? fic recs! so, consider this both a rec and a self-promo post: recommend some fics to me in the reblogs and I’ll reblog your recs! in general, try to include both a summary and why you’re reccing it (whether it’s a self-promo or someone else’s), and let’s get some eyes on fics!
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Hey a little psa for the new adult fandom folks from Twitter
If you don’t want minors to interact with your posts or some of your posts, “minors dni” in your bio isn’t going to be a good way to achieve that.
When seeing posts, people’s descriptions don’t show up unless you look for them. When a “minors dni” banner is on a post, it’s usually at the bottom, so the potential minor has already seen the content, and even if it’s at the top, they will have to scroll past it anyway.
Here are some solutions you can use that will actually achieve something:
Manually block any minor you find (very effective but time consuming. annoying for people who eventually age out of your dni.)
Say minors please block on the post itself (relies on the minors listening to you, can get old real fast, but at least it’ll actually be seen)
Tag posts you don’t want minors to interact with something consistent (doesn’t need to be nsfw; I’m just talking about anything you want them to know not to interact with). I use #lemons because I’ve been reading fic for way too long and I think it’s funny. (this relies on others filtering this tag themselves, thus giving them agency in the situation. That’s what I aim for but if you don’t want that, add another solution— just keep in mind some adults won’t want to see that content either, and maybe you’ll want to find those posts later yourself, so it’s good to do this regardless)
Tag the post #nsfw, which is probably going to do something weird like take it off search or automatically give it the mature community label. Pretty sure those posts are hidden from minors. (honestly they’ve changed it a bunch of times so try your luck or don’t.)
Use a readmore and warn for what you’re about to show above it. On mobile, type :readmore: and newline; on web, it has its insert button like photos or links, which is a squiggly line. (this is great for suggestive pictures or whatever else you wouldn’t want someone to catch a glimpse on while mindlessly scrolling. It doesn’t stop anyone from interacting though.)
Use community labels to signal mature content. This will automatically hide the post for minors, and allow adults to either also have it hidden (default), blur it, or leave it alone. This can be changed in your settings. Note that, even labeled, pictures of sex acts are still forbidden on tumblr due to the Apple Store and payment processors being run by puritans people who refuse to tolerate that kind of content in case they accidentally get caught up in sex trafficking. Twitter only got an exception because it was big enough that they thought it was more profitable to turn a blind eye. Tumblr is being made an example out of, having been threatened and taken off the app store over this. (In other words they did not remove nsfw content to bully creators. It was at gunpoint.) You will have to link this stuff while only showing a more sfw picture if you want to share this content, privatter style. I don’t think non previewed linked content is monitored so it should be ok??
There’s probably other ways I haven’t thought of. A combination is great!
Additionally, you can make a blog password protected (a priv, basically), post privately (only visible to you) and disable reblogs on a post (tagged people can still reblog I believe).
If other people find your post inappropriate, they can also submit it to be reviewed as mature content, and it’ll get forcibly labeled if tumblr rules they’re correct. As far as I know, unless it’s something that’s illegal, tumblr posts won’t get removed in any way— only the pictures tend to get replaced by “this picture was violating content policy”. Some blogs I believe can also get marked as mature? I’m not sure how that works.
So! Depending on what you need and want with your minor dni, you have a bunch of solutions to pick from, and by all means get creative if you can think of more.
Happy posting!
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yee-fxcking-haw · 4 years ago
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What Are You?
A/N: All I have to say is I'm really proud of this fic, so much freaking fun to write. I am hopelessly devoted to Kirishima. Please let me know what you think! For the tags, I just tagged those that interacted with the post I made about starting this series, if you wanted added or removed just let me know!
Summary: A movie night gets a little out of hand, next thing you know you're losing your virginity to Kirishima.
Pairing: Pro Hero Kirishima x FemReader (you) both aged up 18+
Warnings: First time, virginity loss, virgin reader, experienced Kirishima, LOTS of consent, oral (female receiving) size kink, daddy kink, rough sex, spanking, choking, belly buldge, multiple orgasms, unprotected sex, degredation, dumbification if you squint, very mushy aftercare in the shower, I think that's all of them lmao.
Word Count: 9,304
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The movie you had started is long forgotten, the sounds fading into white noise as your eyelids drift shut. Your body feels like lead, and your brain is quickly turning off. You feel like you could melt into the bed and stay there for several days. You snuggle into Kirishima a little more, barely processing the contented hum he lets out when you do.
"You fallin' asleep sweetheart?" He mumbles against the top of your head, finishing his sentence with a gentle kiss.
"Nah, just resting my eyes." You lie, very aware of how quickly sleep is overtaking your exhausted body.
"Want me to drive you home?" He asks, one hand coming up so he can run his fingers through your hair.
You just shake your head weakly, not ready to remove yourself from his warmth. You really just want to stay, but you two haven't really crossed that line yet. You've been dating for a few months now, but you move painfully slow. You blame it on your lack of experience over all. Being a virgin in your first relationship has definitely come with a lot of caution and slow progress.
Kirishima has been absolutely incredible though, always letting you set the pace, always asking questions, and offering reassurance when needed. You've both definitely had some close calls though, with how much time you spend together and how irresistible he is, it's been hard to keep your hands off of him. You've had your fair share of handsy makeout sessions, but that's about it.
Today does feel a little different though, like there's been some kind of shift. Maybe it's the right time to take that next step, Kirishima has definitely proven himself to be worthy of your trust. You're confident that he would stop when needed, go as slow as you asked him to, and be there for you after.
As your mind races you wrap your arms around the wall of muscle beside you, cherishing the security his large body gives you. You sigh and shift your head so your chin is resting on his chest, allowing you to glance up at him. As always, you're floored by his beauty. His scarlet eyes meet yours as his lips twitch up into a fond smirk. He's definitely the rugged kind of handsome, small white scars litter his face from his few years of hero work.
The most noticeable scar is the one on his upper lip, about two inches in length as it travels up away from his pretty mouth. Your hand absentmindedly reaches up so you can run your thumb over it while you cup his face. He melts into your touch, turning to place a kiss on your palm. Your entire body lights up when he does, he's always giving you sweet little kisses, and you love it more than life itself.
"Whatcha lookin' at my busted face for?" He teases.
You smile coyly as you slide your leg around his hip, slowly bringing yourself up so you can straddle him. You slide your other hand up to hold his face as well, leaning down to press a kiss into his forehead.
"It's a beautiful face." You whisper as you sit back up so you can look down at him again.
God, the sight of him. Wild crimson hair falling across the pillow, stunning porcelain skin offering a marvelous contrast. Your hands slide down his neck, to his collar bones, then down his clothed torso. You mentally curse the black t-shirt that's currently hiding his skin from you, even though he looks incredible in it.
"What are you thinking about hon?" He asks quietly.
Your eyes flash up to his and he gives you a knowing look.
Does he feel it too? You've had plenty of long talks about it, he's always been open about how much he wants to make sure it's a safe experience. He offers you nothing but stability and assurance. The nerve wracking part is that he's so experienced. You're not jealous that he's been with people before you, just worried that you won't live up to them. Kiri has always been very open about his past relationships, just like you have with yours. It's just a matter of finding the confidence to take the next step.
"Oh, you're thinking too much." He says quietly, grabbing your hands to pull them apart.
You hadn't even realized you'd begun to pick at your thumb, but of course he's paying attention.
"Can I stay?" You blurt out, sounding a little too panicked.
"You can always stay." He says as he wraps his arms around your waist, then brings his mouth to press innocent kisses into your neck.
"Baby?" You say, hands carding through his hair.
He only hums, lips still working against your sensitive skin.
"Can we try?" You ask quietly.
Your eyes lock, tension builds, and hands tighten as you both silently understand your heavy implications.
"Are you sure?" He asks with all the sincerity he has.
"I love you, Kiri, I trust you." You breathe out, letting your head fall to rest your forehead against his own.
"If you need me to stop at any point you tell me, understand?" He says with a tone you can't quite decipher. It could be called firm, but that's not exactly right… convicted, he sounds convicted.
"Of course, Red." His body responds to his hero name in the most beautiful way. Muscles tense as he takes a deep breath in, steady arms pull your body towards his. Very suddenly, but some also not soon enough, your lips are on his. Brilliant, rose colored warmth spreads through your veins as he kisses the breath out of your lungs.
"Can I lay you on your back?" He asks against your lips.
"Please." You sigh.
In one swift movement, he scoops you into his arms and spins you around so he can lay you gently on the mattress. One hand stays on your waist, while the other comes up to hold your face.
"I love you, you know that right?" He asks, when you look into his eyes your heart aches when you see all the begging in them.
"Kiri, I've never been more sure of anything." You assure him.
He gives you his thousand watt smile and you can't help but return it. This man is something else. He's the kind that lights up a room, that gives when he's empty, and loves relentlessly. Most of all, he's completely, inexplicably yours.
Your head spins when he dips his head down to kiss your collar bones.
"I'm gonna get you real worked up, ok?" He says then presses one long kiss into your shoulder.
Excitement blasts through your veins. What a beautiful promise he's just made, and you can't wait for him to live up to his word.
"I need you to tell me what feels good." He whispers against your skin as his hands come up so push your tank top up your torso.
"Ok." You reply, cursing yourself for how basic the response is. He's probably used to people who can dirty talk like no tomorrow, and all you can manage are weak one word responses.
"You're thinkin' too much honey." He says with a deep chuckle, his hands halt once he has the fabric bunched at your ribs.
"Talk to me." He says.
"I'm just nervous. Insecurities and all that, worried I won't live up to other people. You know, stupid virgin thoughts." You stumble through the sentence, barely articulating the nerves buzzing around in your abdomen.
"Listen to me." Kiri says with his firm, guiding tone.
"It's just you now. Not them, never will be them again." He brings one of your hands up so he can kiss your knuckles.
"You're my girl, that's all that's on my mind."
The reassurance is short and sweet, but Kiri is always like that with his words. He says it like it is, but there's always immeasurable heart behind what he says, so it's enough to still your nerves.
"Can I make you feel good now?" He asks, face slightly mischievous.
"I think you know the answer." You can't help but giggle when his fingers meet your ribs again to finish taking off your tank top.
Soon he's got you panting and grasping at the sheets. Your clothes are long gone, and he is definitely staying true to his promise to get you worked up. Rough hands are on your waist, while his hot, wet mouth trails across the tops of your breasts. The more time he spends kissing your body, the easier it is to let the nerves die out. Every ounce of uncertainty vanishes the second his soft lips wrap around one of your nipples.
"Oh, baby." You sigh, back arching slightly.
"Like that?" He asks, breaking only briefly. Soon his mouth is back on you, tongue drawing lazy circles around your sensitive buds.
"Yeah…" You find yourself wishing you could respond better again, but your mind is mush.
"How bout this?" He asks as he slides his other hand up to pinch your other nipple.
You rub your thighs together to try and alleviate some of the pressure building in your core. You have to be embarrassingly soaked at this point. After just a few seconds of nipple play, you're already throbbing and it's maddening.
"Kiri." You groan, the friction of his fingers contrasting wonderfully with the smooth movements of his tongue.
You want to feel him everywhere, you want to be overwhelmed by him. The way his tongue is working, you can only imagine him using it somewhere else.
"K-kiri?" You say with a shuddering breath.
"Yeah angel?" He answers, his hand still playing with you a little.
"Lower, please?" Your voice is so shy and timid, and you feel the hot blush spread across your cheeks.
"You're so fuckin' cute." He mumbles before planting an open mouthed kiss between your breasts.
With the same slow, teasing pace, he kisses down your stomach. He stops right under your belly button and glances up at you through his lashes. He's fucking stunning from this angle, but you've found that he really doesn't have a bad angle.
"I'm gonna try something, ok? Tell me how it makes you feel." He says calmly.
"Aye Aye Captain." You say, earning a sweet little chuckle from Kiri.
Any motivation you have to joke is thrown out the window when he nips your sensitive skin. The brief pain sends a jolt of pleasure straight to your pussy, and your walls clench immediately.
"How was that?" He asks, hands running along your hips as he settles between your spread legs.
"More please." Is all you can squeak out.
Kirishima just smiles and kisses where he's just nipped.
"In a little bit baby."
You become suddenly aware of how exposed you are and you're plagued with thoughts of insecurity. As if he can read your mind, Kiri places a kiss to your inner thigh.
"Can I please taste you, your pussy is so fuckin pretty." He sighs against your skin.
Oh yeah, you have to be absolutely dripping. His words have you clenching around nothing, you're so worked up you're worried you might finish as soon as he makes contact with your core.
"Fuck- please Kiri- use your mouth on me." You moan, shocked by your own boldness.
"Oh good girl, keep talkin' to me." He sighs.
Without any further warning his mouth is just all over you. No gentle kisses around your clit like you expected, not teasing fingers on your lips. Just as sudden, blinding pleasure rocketing through your walls as his skilled tongue laps at your sensitive, swollen clit.
"Kiri! Shit!" You cry as your hands find a place in his hair, desperate to hold onto something that can keep you grounded.
"Baby, I'm too sensitive, I'm not gonna- oh fuuuuck." You try to warn him, but the words never stood a chance at leaving your mouth. In the middle of your sentence, he presses one thick finger into your slick hole, and that spells the end for you. With how big Kiri is, his finger might as well be the size of an average man's dick, and it feels incredible. You can't hold it in, and you don't fucking want to. Between the constant, white hot pleasure he's giving your clit, and the sudden intrusion of his finger, your inexperienced body never stood a chance.
"Fuck that was gorgeous." He huffs against your cunt.
Your walls flutter their way through your orgasm, warmth oozing into all of your appendages as Kirishima slows his tongue down enough for you to ride out all of the aftershocks.
You gather enough strength to look down at him, and your blissed out brain wants to shred the shirt he's wearing. Your hands reach down desperately to grab the collar of his shirt in an attempt to pull it off.
"Where'd my shy girl go?" He teases before helping you get rid of his bothersome clothes.
"She left when you made her cum in under a minute." You share a soft laugh with each other, but anything light-hearted disappears when you look down at his briefs and see the outline of his dick.
Kirishima isn't a small man, standing up he's roughly seven feet. You're a relatively average sized woman, but you still feel like a dwarf next to him. Judging by the outline in his underwear, he's definitely proportionate, and the terrifying realization that he's probably not even all the way hard yet makes your stomach drop.
"You want that?" He asks coyly, red eyebrows shooting up as he grins down at you.
"It- it's gonna hurt, isn't it?" You stutter, hands balling up the bedding underneath you.
"It's gonna sting just a little bit, but I told you I'll get you worked up, and it'll only last a second princess." He kisses your nose for reassurance, putting your bubbling chest at ease for a moment.
"Can I- um- can I touch you? Please?" Again, you want to kick yourself for sounding so bashful, but Kiri seems to be incredibly fond of it.
"Of course you can, wherever you want to." He whispers, he leans down to brace on his elbows, his breathtaking body closing the remaining distance between you two. With him looming above you like this, you feel absolutely tiny, like if he put his weight on you it might crush you. Something tells you tomorrow is probably going to consist of a lot of bed rest.
You cautiously slide your hands over his carved abs, adoring the way his muscles tense under your feathery touches. Your eyes stay locked on his and your heart blooms with exhilaration. Your hands travel down his body until your fingertips brush the waistband of his briefs. Kiri takes in a sharp breath when you dip your fingers under the material. You steal a glance down, and you can't help but let your jaw drop.
He's gotta be the size of your forearm, at least. Shit, how the hell are you gonna fucking take that? You remind yourself that Kiri promised it would only hurt for a second, that he would take care of you. You trust him, completely.
He helps you slide his briefs off, and when he's finally free it makes you see stars. His full length falls against your stomach, and he feels so damn heavy. His base is resting against your mound, and his head meets your belly button. His skin is nothing short of beautiful, soft pink tip with a pale shaft littered with veins.
"Holy shit." You pant, your hand looks pathetic when you go to wrap it around his swollen tip.
"It might sting more than a little." You whisper.
"I'll make it feel good, I promise." He says with all the confidence in the world.
He's so unbelievably hard and your hand can't reach all the way around him. There's about an inch and a half between your middle finger and thumb where they should meet. You never thought you'd be so intimidated by a simple body part, but then again, this is Red Riot you're dealing with.
Before you can stroke him, Kiri is grabbing your wrist as he shifts to lean on his side next to you.
"Next time angel, tonight's about you." He says before kissing the skin behind your ear.
His hand lets go of your wrist so he can skate his fingertips down your stomach. As soon as he brushes your clit your body jumps, still so sensitive from the sudden orgasm he's just given you. You take in deep breaths as your legs shift anxiously while he dips his fingers down so he can run them up your soaked lips.
"You're so wet for me." He sighs against your neck.
"Kiri- please- make me feel good again." You whimper, desperate for his touch.
"Gonna stretch you out a little bit, ok? Gotta get you ready to take me." He mumbles as he presses his middle finger into your quivering hole again.
There's no way you can respond, all ability to speak is stolen from you when he starts to pump his massive finger in and out of you.
There's no stretch with just one finger, it's no bigger than the toy you usually use on yourself, the stretch comes when he adds his index finger to the mix. It doesn't sting, but there's definitely some pressure. You screw your eyes shut and reach for his forewarn as he picks up speed, needing something to hold onto as the pleasure builds in your lower stomach again.
Then, the spectacular feeling of his thumb pressing against your clit makes you cry out. You're shocked by the broken moan that rips out of your throat, and the way your hips roll against his hand while he starts rubbing urgent circles against your sweet spot.
"That's it baby, tell me about it." He pants against your shoulder, it almost sounds like he's cheering you on, voice filled with something joyful that makes your heart race impossibly faster.
"Kiri- that feels so fucking good- shit."
Your cunt starts to pulse around him like it did a few minutes ago, your body is already right on the edge again by his capable fingers.
"D- da- Kiri." You moan, you almost fucking slip. You want nothing more than to call him 'daddy', that's what he is to you right now. You don't know how he'll respond to it, so you swallow the name and cry out against his broad chest.
He seems to have caught you though, both his thumb and his fingers pick up their speed slightly.
"Say it, please baby, say it- fuck." He begs against your head, offering you the room to call him whatever you want to.
Your hand claws at his arm, the other reaches up to hold onto his sweaty neck.
"Daddy, please make me cum again, your fingers feel so good." Your voice increases in pitch the more you beg, he sets a delicious rhythm then, reacting immediately to your pleas.
"You wanna be a good girl for me?" He asks as he shifts so his free hand can cradle your face.
You nod weakly as your abs starts to seize up and your core starts to clamp down on his pistoning fingers.
"Look at me." He huffs, your eyes flutter open to meet his.
Kirishima has a habit of knocking the wind out of you with his beauty, but he damn near kills you this time. He's positively enchanting with the blush on his cheeks, brows furrowed as he focuses on bringing you to your second orgasm.
"Cum for me one more time angel, then I'm gonna fill you up, gonna fuck your pretty little cunt." His voice is dripping with desire, and his vulgar words are all it takes to send you right into another trembling orgasm. Your body twitches and jerks as your core squeezes his fingers. He stops thrusting them into you and focuses all his energy on rubbing your clit with his thumb, making everything so much more intense.
You moan and shake against him as he whispers things like "good girl, just like that" against your ear while you come back down.
All you want is more, so much more. There's no such thing as nerves now. You have tunnel vision for Kiri and the pleasure he's giving you. Even after two orgasms, all you want is more, more, more.
"Daddy please- fuck my little cunt- fill me up like you promised." You grab at him wherever you can, you almost second guess your dirty talk, but Kiri eats that shit up.
"You sound so pretty begging for me princess. You want me to fuck you, huh? Want Daddy to make you cry?" Everything about his demeanor has a sense of urgency to it. Not like he's rushing, but like he's handling something vitally important.
You just nod and whimper, it's all you're capable of after being rocked by two incredible orgasms. He's moving so he can settle between your legs again, and his weighty length hits your stomach again.
"Listen to me sweetheart." He says, voice shaking slightly at the end.
"I'm gonna let you put it in ok? I want you to tell me when to move and when to stop, we can even stop here if you need to." He moves his hands to hold your face, thumbs brushing your cheek bones affectionately.
"I don't want you to stop, I want more Kiri, please." You say, completely confident in your decision to keep going.
"Then it's all you babygirl." He smiles down at you, all warmth and adoration.
You swallow thickly and reach down to grab his pink head, nearly drooling when you see the ridiculous amount of precum leaking out of his tip.
You tentatively spread it around with your thumb, the appendage barely stretches across the width of his massive cock. Kiri's breath speeds up above you as you move your hand around his head so you can push him down between your legs. Now, with a clear view of him, he's definitely the size of your forearm. Nerves are replaced by excitement, knowing that once he's inside you and your body adjusts to him, it'll feel absolutely amazing.
Kirishima shifts above you so he can brace on his hands as he placed them on either side of your face. All his intricate muscles shift under his pale skin, he's so broad and handsome, it makes your head spin.
With very little skill, you run his tip along you dripping lips, and both of you jolt as the erotic contact.
"That feels good baby, nice and slow." His words egg you on, a fuzzy feeling buzzes around in your chest when you hear him praise you, it's something else you just want more of.
His head teases over your silky hole as you slide him further down, his fingers definitely got you worked up, but it's still gonna be one hell of a tight fit.
"Can you- um- could you move your hips forward a little?" You ask with a shaking voice, your body is sparking with the anticipation of having him fill you, and you know he won't be able to slide in unless he helps by pushing.
"Want me to help you put it in?" He asks, his voice sounds so light and breathy.
"Please?" You blink up at him.
"Just keep talkin' to me, yeah?" He pants out.
"Ye- Oh fuck Daddy!" What's meant to be a quiet answer, turns into an erotic cry. Your body shivers as the name slips from your lips and your hands fly to his sides. He didn't give you a single second to respond before pressing himself into you, and it definitely hurts more than a little. The sting of the stretch is almost enough to make you tap out, but then you feel his thumb dragging against your clit again. It gives you just enough pleasurable relief to catch your breath.
"Sorry angel, had to get that part over with." He says before leaning down to kiss your forehead.
"Red, baby, please-" You choke on a moan when his thumb speeds up and he presses even more of his length into you.
"Please what?" He teases.
He can't even be a third of the way in, and you feel like you're completely stuffed. Your walls are being stretched to what feels like their absolute limit. Now you know why he gave you two orgasms beforehand, you need to be absolutely drenched in order to take him. Even then, it's almost impossible.
You glance down to see how much more you have to take. Fucking hell, it looks like it's just his head that's in.
"Tell me what you need, gorgeous." He applies slightly more pressure to your clit, but slows the pace down.
"More." You mewl, despite the pressure on your poor, tense insides.
"I'll tell you if it's too much, just keep going, please Daddy." Your hands paw at his back, desperate for him to move.
"Fuck baby- you're gonna be such a mess by the time I'm done with you."
You don't have any time at all to catch your breath or answer him. The sting is almost blazing as he pushes his hips towards yours. The dizzying sensation of his veiny cock dragging against your slick walls is enough to bring tears to your eyes. You whimper and sniffle beneath him while every muscle in your body tenses.
Then, you remember to breathe. You pull in a long, cooling breath, and on the release let your muscles relax. You look up at Kiri to see him looking down to where your bodies meet, mesmerized by the way he's splitting you open. He looks so wrapped up in his love for you, which only allows you to let go of more tension.
He keeps pressing into you, little by little pain is replaced by a warm ache, that warm ache then replaced by traces of something pleasurable. The hand pressing lazy circles into your clit slides up to grab your wrist. His bright eyes flash up to your as he brings your hand down to the bundle of nerves.
"Rub it for me, baby." He whispers before kissing your temple, his deep, rumbling voice makes your thighs squeeze his hips.
"O- ok." You fumble your words slightly.
"Is that how you answer Daddy?" He trails his open mouth down to the skin just above your collarbone, then teases the delicate skin with his pointed teeth.
Holy shit.
"Yes- yes sir?" You say, head spinning as you try to focus even a little bit. Your hand haplessly moves against your clit, wanting to listen but your motor skills are rendered useless by Kiri's dominance.
"Mhm, good girl." He praises before sinking his teeth into the spot he's been teasing.
Your entire body jumps, reacting exactly how he wants you to. All twitches and moans as he guides you through this.
"You're so fucking tight." He sighs, eyes fluttering shut as he pushes in just a little more.
"Well yeah, you're the size of a house and I'm a virgin." You say with a weak laugh.
If you and Kiri can do anything, it's laugh.
He looks down at you and raises his eyebrows, and he can't help but giggle in that beautiful chirpy way he always does. You take his hands in your face and bring him down for a messy, laugh filled kiss. Blinding love fills your chest, hearing him laugh, feeling him breathe, being this close. It's all giving you such unparalleled joy.
He breaks the kiss to press his forehead into yours, then he really starts moving. What started as another round of giggles turns into a moan as he stretches you more and more. Your hands grab onto his neck as your eyes screw shut and your head is thrown back into the pillows. The pressure is positively mind numbing in the best way. All you can feel, smell, and taste is Kirishima as he rocks your world.
“Fucking hell, Kiri.” You gasp before rolling your hips up against him, finally feeling somewhat stretched out enough to work with him.
“Oh now you’re gettin’ it, keep movin’ with me sweetheart.” He nods his head while he talks, urgent and reassuring.
He continues his glacial pace, finally bottoming out with the help of your needy hips rising to meet his. God, you feel so fucking full. You swear you can feel him in your stomach, in your ribs, in your throat even. He’s not leaving a single inch of you untouched, and you’re absolutely hooked. You gather yourself enough to open your eyes again so you can look down at where you two meet, almost nervous to find that he really isn’t all the way in even though you feel like you’re going to break at any second.
“Holy. Shit.” As soon as you glance down, your eyes meet the most erotic sight you’ve ever witnessed. There’s a large bulge in your stomach, that is very obviously caused by one thing. Kiri smirks above you as he runs a hand up your side so he can gather your breast in his hand and tease your nipple with his thumb.
“Ain’t that somethin’?” He muses, sliding his hand back down to grab your wrist so he can move your hand over the stretched out part of your stomach.
“Feels good doesn’t it baby? I’m right there, that’s all me.” He presses your hand into the bulge, and the feeling of his head under your skin, combined with the pressure on your cervix and against your walls, nearly sends you into another orgasm. Your walls flutter around him as your bottom lip quivers.
That’s when you see the tension in his body, you hear the strain in his voice. He’s holding back, he’s going easy on you.
Your walls are relaxing, growing used to the obscene stretch. You take a deep breath and focus on releasing any other muscles that might make it harder for him to do what he needs to. As you settle, you bat your eyelashes at him. You offer another small roll of your hips before egging him on with your needy words.
“Daddy, please, you’re not gonna break me, fuck me like you want to.”
He gives you a very serious, almost stern look. It doesn’t help ease your need for him in the slightest, it only makes you want to push more.
“I’ll tell you if it hurts, I promise, please just fuck me."
His whole body shivers when you run your nails across his shoulders.
"Baby you gotta, if you don't tell me I'm gonna keep rockin', I don't want to hurt you."
You nod and swallow thickly, your body is absolutely buzzing with the anticipation.
"Words sweet thing, use your words. You'll tell me if it hurts, yeah?" He brings his hips back, and the drag of his cock along your walls is exquisite. He only moves maybe an inch, but the tease sends you reeling.
"Yes Daddy, I'll tell you." Your promise is said so sweetly, the way you trust him so completely sends him over the edge.
Just like that, your entire world shatters. He pulls back slowly, just to send his hips flying forward with one brutal thrust. It doesn't hurt, but there's so much fucking pressure once he's all the way pressed in. Your head is sent back into the pillows, thrashing wildly as you cry out and cling to his tense back. He doesn't stay there long though, only pausing briefly to savor the feeling of being fully wrapped in your hot, wet cunt.
"Open those legs for me princess." Kiri pants above you as he pulls back again.
You realize how much you've tensed up after his words pull you back down to earth. Your thighs had clamped around his hips like a vice. Slowly, you breathe in, then drop your legs open when you breathe out.
Then he sticks to his promise, and he starts rockin'. He sets a beautiful pace, it's not rushed or hard, not slow or teasing, it's just fucking perfect. He plunges into you over and over, deep and persistent. He hits every sweet spot you have, from your sensitive opening to your aching cervix. You mewl and twitch under him, your whole body being jolted every time he bottoms out.
"You're doin' so good baby, bein' such a good girl for Daddy." His voice breaks as he picks up speed, splitting you open completely.
It's turning your brain to total mush, all you can manage is a half ass "uh-huh" while your body moves like a ragdoll. You feel so full, and it feels so fucking good. It's all so foreign, so much, so overwhelming. Now that you're feeling it though, the feeling of being well and truly fucked, all you want is more.
The pressure just keeps building at your core, brilliant and warm. Sending electric shocks down the nerves in your legs, up your stomach, even through your fingertips. He's everywhere inside you, filling your mind and soul, you're drunk on Kirishima and more than willing to become addicted.
You blink open and grapple at his damp sides, as soon as you see your body being pounded into the bed, you feel your walls begin to tighten. Can you even call it that? You're so stretched out by him it's hard to tell if you're even capable of tightening around him.
Kiri sure seems to notice though, letting out short, pretty moans from the back of his throat each time he sinks in. Then you both see it, your eyes lock on it, both under a perverted trance. Each time he thrusts all the way in, your stomach buldges out a little, his incredible size displacing your insides as he fucks into you.
"God that's- fuck baby- you see that?" He stutters out, placing his massive hand on your waist so he can lay his thumb over your stomach and feel his cock head poking out from inside of you.
All you can do is gawk up at him and let your body be jostled by him as he continues to break in your body.
"How's it feel angel?" He asks, voice gentle and coaxing.
"So. Good. Daddy- fuck." You stutter out, the words come out choppy, cut off as you jolt from his pace.
"You feel so perfect, so fucking perfect." He mutters before diving down to press his open mouth to your neck.
He attempts to kiss you there, but all he can manage is a sloppy, inconsistent tongue against your skin. With his mouth open, you can hear all his sweet moans unabashed, and it's fucking beautiful.
A particularly broken sounding moan reaches your ears as Kiri grabs the meat of your thighs with his strong hands, angling your legs upwards a little more. His hands slide up to secure themselves under your knees, pressing them upwards he successfully folds you in half.
The tops of your thighs press into your sides as he braces himself up a little more, using your crumbled body as leverage. The second he sinks in from this new position, your thighs tremble and your cunt spasms. You cry out as your hands fly to his abs, almost pushing him back, overwhelmed by the intensity.
Overwhelmed, but so enraptured. Tears prick your eyes as you watch every muscle of his ripple as he works hard to fuck you this relentlessly.
"Talk to me sweetheart, how's it feel?" He asks, voice strained and unsteady.
"Feels- so- fuckin- good- Daddy." You all but sob, blinking the tears from your eyes as your jaw drops.
"You're such a good little girl, you look so pretty on your back."
His words hit a nerve you didn't know you had. The filthy praise, the sounds of his hot skin slapping yours with each thrust, the crushing grip he has on you, it's all awakening something deep in your chest. More, you need more.
"M-more- fuck- please give me more- I'm so close." Is all you can manage as the tears start to fall, wetting your rosey cheeks.
"Shit- give it to me baby, let go, I'll fuck you through it, just let go." He eggs you on. One of his arms shifts to hook your knee over his elbow as he sets the other beside your head to brace himself.
As soon as he releases that one leg, bending the other up even more as his thumb gets to work drawing figure eights on your clit, it's fucking over. You shiver and sob and claw. The most spectacular sensation you've ever felt takes over your entire body.
It captures every inch of your skin, wrapping it in velvety ecstasy. Your nerves shatter like glass, sending shards of pleasure flying in every direction. You can feel it up your spin, in the backs of your legs, and deep down in your chest.
Your body goes limp as your walls pulse around him, and he sure does fuck you through it. Your head flops back as you take it all, cherishing every sharp hit to your abused cervix.
"Gimme one more princess, I'm almost there." He moans, pulling your brain out of its stew.
You blink up at him, finally realizing how hard you're crying. As soon as you make eye contact, your heart nearly flies out of your ribcage. He's so fucking beautiful. Brows drawn together in a look of pure determination, skin dewy and flushed, bright ruby eyes looking at you like you hung the stars.
"I love you- fuck Kiri- I love you, I love you, I love you." You babble, hands sliding up tangle in the hair at the back of his head.
His eyes flutter at the sensation, nearly rolling back into his head. Kirishima is a slut for gentle touches like that, a trait that makes your heart go all gooey.
"I love you so much more angel." He sighs, eyes full of fondness and what you can only describe as home.
He's still fucking going. Pounding into you just as before, and your cunt is somehow taking it so well. You feel made for him, nobody else.
"Poor baby." He says as he brings a hand up to your cheek to wipe some tears.
The slight mocking tone sets a fire in your belly, another feeling to add to the endless list of things you're learning about yourself tonight.
"Did Daddy fuck you too good? Can't help but fuckin' cry about it?" His voice is back to straining, shoulders drawing up again, like he's trying to hold back.
Oh hell no.
"Y- yes Daddy, fucked me so good, you ruined this little pussy." You shock yourself with the vulgarity of your words, almost embarrassed by it. It's short lived though, given the way Kiri huffs out a gorgeous, "oh fuck", as he buckels down on his thrust even more.
The sparks start to fire again as your nerves wind back up, not even fully recovered from your last orgasm.
The hand on your cheek twitches down, but halts once his thumb presses into your jaw. It all clicks when he looks into your eyes, a silent plea in them.
You don't waste a single second, nodding frantically as you seize his wrist. You bring his hand down so he can rest his palm against your throat.
"Please, I want it." You beg with a pathetic voice, sniffling at the end as more tears fall when you feel your walls start to contract again.
He looks almost relieved, eyebrows relaxing on his scrunched face as his shoulders drop. He tentatively presses his large thumb into your pulse before speaking with a harsh, authoritative voice. His hips slow only slightly, more rolling than thrusting now, but still just as deep, still just as jolting.
"If it's too much, at any point, you tap me three times, let me see you do it."
You offer three pats against the forearm of the hand on your throat, gazing up at him with pleading eyes, desperate for approval. Obviously, you've never done anything like this. Nothing even close, but with Kiri looking at you like you're made of porcelain, you'd trust him enough to try anything.
"Good fuckin' girl." His voice drops, a powerful, deep rumble as his hips start to work up speed again.
The hand teasing your throat starts to tighten, but not how you expect. There's little to no pressure on your actual throat, most of it is on the sides. His grip cuts off the blood flow enough to give you a wonderful, delirious feeling in your head. Your whole body reacts to the exhilarating sensation. You can't help but let out a strangled moan once Kiri reaches his previous pace once again.
He fucks into you so intently, chasing his own release now. Your muscles start to seize again, walls twitching as you moan out nonsense praises below him.
"Little baby likes bein' choked, huh?" He taunts, releasing his grip just enough for your head to fill up with clarity again.
Then it clicks, he's allowing you to respond, he wants you to.
"I do, I fuckin' love it." You assure him, your voice doesn't even sound like you anymore. All whiney and wanton, full of lust and desperation. That greedy feeling scratches at your insides again. It fills your chest with white hot need for something rougher, nastier, more shameful.
"Be mean to me, Daddy, make me your bitch."
It all happens so incredibly fast. Suddenly, Kiri fucking growls down at you as he rips himself from your overworked hole. The absence of his massive length makes you cry out, you want to argue but your words are stolen from you by his next move. His hands are on your waist in the blink of an eye. He flips you onto your stomach, the speed of the rotation makes you instantly dizzy.
He straddles the backs of your thighs. Rough, selfish hands slide up the backs of your thighs. He gathers the fat of your ass in his palms and squeezes, letting out a low chuckle when you jump at the harsh feeling.
"So, you wanna be my bitch?" He asks, the tone of his voice sends a chill down your spine. He sounds almost… sadistic?
You don't get a chance to answer before his palm cracks across your ass cheek.
You yelp and whip your head around to give him a pouting look as you wipe more of your tears. The sight of him makes your dripping pussy clench around nothing.
He's sat back on your thighs, almost lazily. He isn't truly sitting on you, though, he would absolutely crush you. He's just braced over you, one hand stroking his glistening cock as the other kneads as your plush ass.
You just nod as your hands stretch out in front of you, grasping at the pillows, the sheets, the headboard, anything you can get a hold of.
His eyes are wild, strands of scarlet hair stick to his forehead with sweat. His stunning, chiseled muscles all flex as he pumps himself. Seeing him like this, it hits that rebellious nerve. There's no such thing as first time nerves now, your Kirishima's bitch, and that's all you want to be.
"Please, give it to me Big Daddy." You bat your eyelashes and bring your thumb to your mouth so you can bite down on it.
His hand freezes, body rigid with what must be shock. The hand on your ass slides up your back at a torturous pace. Buzzing anticipation settles in your gut as he leans down so he can spread his finger through the hair at the back of your head. Gathering a handful, he tightens his grip so he can crank your head back.
The bite at your scalp distracts you just long enough for him to press his broad tip against your quivering hole again.
"You think you're cute, don't you?" He says, low and dangerous.
   You just blink at him, brain firing wildly to try and process every new addiction you're developing. Slowly, cautiously, you shake your head.
   "Oh but baby…" He leans down even more so he can press his lips under your ear. 
  "You are. You think you can say something like that and get away with it. It's adorable."   As he talks, he presses his length into you. You would think that after being fucked for so long that your hole would have been more prepared for him. You're so fucking wrong. The stretch is just like it was when he first put it in, but this time you're so ready for it, you welcome it.
  "When you talk like that, you're gonna get your shit rocked." He mumbles against your ear.
   You feel his hands at your hips, then you feel him hoist you up so your ass is in the air and your face is in the pillows. Then, all you feel is a shockwave of pleasure as he rams into you from behind. Within seconds, he has you squirming and screaming as he decimates your cunt over and over again.
   The hand buried in your hair pulls your head to the side so you can moan out into the air instead of into the pillows.
   "What are you?" He asks, the hand that isn't in your hair snakes around your waist so he can bring your torso up and press your back against his chest.
   The action has you reeling, because your knees lift off the bed in order for you to be high enough to be fucked in this position. That's not a problem for Kiri though, he easily holds you up with the arm around your waist. Your legs dangle as he falls forward, other hand leaving hair so he can brace on the headboard.
   "Daddy asked you a question." He pants against your ear. Hips still snapping into you impossibly fast.
   "I'm your bitch- fucking hell- I'm your little bitch." You cry out, tears falling as one arm flies to hold the back of his neck as the other grabs at the arm around your waist.
   His fingers bite your side as he sinks his teeth into your shoulder. He moans as he soothes the mark with his hot tongue. 
  "That's right, you like it don't you? You like bein' a little cry baby for this fucking cock. Don't you baby?" His words are dripping with the most sinful tone, even without any attention to your clit, your cunt starts to dance around him once again. Just his voice, his voice and his nasty praises are enough to start another fucking orgasm.
   "Oh I fuckin felt that- You really do want me to be mean, huh?"
   "Please- oh fuck- please, Daddy, please!" You sob.
  "'Please, Daddy, please.'" He says with a mocking tone, "I told you to use your words, brat." That does it, "brat", something clicks within you. It fills you with a sticky, sweet feeling. It's something more intriguing than anything else you've felt. Whatever the feeling  is, you're absolutely starving for more of it.
   "Use me, please, use my little hole, let me feel you cum." You finally conjure a reply, digging it up from your newly found well of obscene phrases.
   "Shit, princess, I'm gonna- fuck-"
   Your filthy words seem to be enough to send him into a frenzy. Again his hands are on your waist, pulling out just long enough to flip you onto your back before he plunges back into you after your back hits the mattress.
   He's so rough and fast now, all desperate, harsh hands as he fucks and fucks and fucks.
   "Look at me, fucking look at me." He grabs your jaw, eyes full of feral desire.
   "I'm gonna fill you up, you're gonna take all of it aren't you? 'Cause you're a good little slut." He commands before letting his other hand fly to your clit as you nod and stutter out promises that you'll do as he says.
   As soon as his fingers start rubbing, your body seizes. Your eyes stay on his, nails scratching down his back as you cry and shake and writhe.
   "That's it- fuck yeah- that pussy's gonna make me cum- you're gonna make me fuckin' cum- SHIT!" His voice breaks at the end, a crackling shout as his hips falter and he sinks all the way into your silky walls.
   Your eyes stay locked on each other's, he drops his forehead onto yours. The hand grasping your jaw moves to cup your face, his other hand coming up to mirror it so he can cradle your head.
   This orgasm is much softer than the others, all fuzzy and warm as it oozes through your limbs. Kiri rolls his hips into you as his cock spits hot cum deep inside of you. You both shutter and moan, hands loosening you finally feel him fill you up. Something you should have probably expected, is just how much he cums. He pulses again and again and again as your walls massage him. He fills you so much that he leaks out around himself, inevitably ruining the sheets beneath you both.
   The feeling is foreign, briefly uncomfortable, but it quickly becomes a comfort. As your bodies calm, his hips still with one final gush into you. His thumbs rub your cheeks, wiping the remaining tears.
   "You ok?" He asks with a scratchy, tender voice.
   "Perfect, baby, that was perfect." You sigh as you pull him down for a kiss.
   It's slow and feather soft, your lips work so reverently against each other, thankful for everything you've both shared.
   He inches his hips back so he can pull his softening length out of you. Both of you shiver once he's all the way out, then you feel the mess he made inside you spill onto the bed.
   "I should probably go get cleaned up…" You say as your cheeks heat, not at all prepared for what happens after something so intense.
   He just looks at you like you're growing a second head.
   "Princess, I'm gonna take care of that." He assures you.
   Before you can argue, he's got you scooped up into his arms. He carries you off to the bathroom, completely abandoning the wreck you've left on your bed. You wrap your legs around his waist the best you can and bury your face into his neck. You feel strangely dependent and needy. You suppose that must be normal after something like that.
   Once you're in the bathroom, he steps into the shower. He secures you with one arm around your waist so he can flip the water on with the other.
   You try to ease yourself down from him, but the second you move your legs you're made aware of the powerful ache in your center. Standing might not be an option right now, or tomorrow.
  "I gotcha, baby, don't worry." He says before kissing your temple.
   You don't answer, just hold onto him nuzzle into his strong chest.
   The shower is filled with gentle kisses and an abundance of sugary words. He tells you how well you did, thanks you for trusting him, kisses the parts that hurt. He makes you feel so explicitly loved, so abundantly cherished. It feels your heart with syrupy fondness. It's all so blurry, but all so distinct. Every soothing touch as he washes you lures you further and further into a state of complete relaxation. He puts lotion all over you afterwards, making sure he's careful with the tender spots. Soon you're wrapped in a plush towel, perched on the counter as he combs your damp hair.
   You let out a long sigh at the cathartic feeling, then lean forward to kiss collar bone. You rest your chin on his chest and look up at him. You snake your arms around his waist and pull his huge frame between your legs. He sets the comb down before bringing his hands up to hold the sides of your head.
   "You're my sweet girl, you know that right?" He says, his voice barely above a whisper.
   You nod and give him a soft "mhm" as you press your lips into the opposite collar bone.
   "Words please?" He asks, gentle and guiding.
   Your brain is still so incredibly foggy, you're having a horrible time trying to scrounge up any coherent phrases.
   One of his hands slides down the side of your face until it settles under your jaw, with the pad of his thumb against your chin and his index finger under your jaw, he tilts your head up so you have to meet his eyes.
   "What are you?" His eyebrows raise slightly, eyes full of adoration.
   "I'm your sweet girl." You somehow manage the admission with a hoarse voice.
   "Perfect, don't ever forget that." He kisses the top of your head then, breathing in as he pulls you against him even more.
   You love Kirishima, and he loves you. You both feel it in your bones. He has all of you now, and you feel like you have all of him. Regardless of past sexual experience, you've both given each other something new to cherish and learn about.
    "Let's get you to bed." He says before attempting to scoop you up again.
   "Uh- Kiri?" You say, pressing your hands to his chest to stop him.
  "Hm?"
   "I'm kinda hungry…" You admit, suddenly aware of the gnawing in your belly.
   He looks down at you for a brief second, an amazed look dances in his eyes before he throws his head back to let out a rich laugh.
   "Burgers, and then bed?" He asks fondly, head tilting down to kiss your forehead.
   "Oh fuck yeah." You say excitedly, the promise of a big nasty burger makes you giddy.
   It's not long before you're sat next to Kiri at a booth in your favorite burger joint. One heavy arm draped over your shoulders, the other holding a massive cheeseburger. You sit comfortably dressed in one of his hoodies, it falls all the way to your knees, drowning your body in fabric that smells like him.
   He takes one, huge, messy bite out of his burger. Lettuce and condiments flops onto his plate as you carefully bite your own.
  "You're an animal." You giggle up at him.
   He considers your statement as he chews, then leans down next to your ear once he's swallowed.
   "You like it." He whispers.
   Your spine goes rigid and blush heats your cheeks. Of course nobody heard, only a few others out at this hour, but you can't help but glance around the diner to make sure.
   You slap his arm and pout up at him.
  "That's not fair." You protest, but you can't help the smile that spreads when you see him beaming at you with all his pointy teeth on display.
   The rest of the night is spent full of laughter and teasing over milkshakes. You eventually wind up back home, tangled in bed together. After a change of bedding of course. You press yourself into Kirishima as much as you possibly can, though you'd both be content to melt into each other if it were possible. As you drift off, you thank your lucky stars for the man holding you, for the safety he provides, for such a dazzling first time. You're glad you waited, you'd do it again, you'd do it forever if it meant you could share it with Kirishima.     
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spotsandsocks · 2 years ago
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I posted 5,378 times in 2022
That's 4,370 more posts than 2021!
240 posts created (4%)
5,138 posts reblogged (96%)
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I tagged 4,380 of my posts in 2022
Only 19% of my posts had no tags
#911 fox - 1,273 posts
#buddie - 1,255 posts
#eddie diaz - 990 posts
#evan buckley - 744 posts
#911 spoilers - 538 posts
#911fic - 299 posts
#911 on fox - 277 posts
#911 fic - 209 posts
#q - 207 posts
#buddie wip - 197 posts
Longest Tag: 101 characters
#oh eddie no buck sounds horrified and stares for a full minute before he says i’m coming over tonight
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Buck let himself in
Key to the Diaz house confirmed
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And its there when I look in your eyes
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It’s just an ordinary evening; no different than any of the others he’s had with Eddie and Chris, he’s had so many now he couldn’t even guess at a number. It’s warm and familiar and he loves every minute he has with them but he’s never thought about having more than this, more than what they already have but apparently, Eddie has. 
That’s just become clear - in an ordinary moment on an ordinary evening, Buck’s stumbled over the most extraordinary thing. 
They were clearing up after dinner, chatting aimlessly about their shift, plans for their next day off, gossiping about work, just ordinary things. Buck enjoying the way they move around his kitchen - in perfect synchrony, as seamlessly as they do when they’re on the job. 
It happens just after he slides the last plate into the cupboard. He turns and Eddie takes one look at him and laughs, he steps closer and everything changes. 
“hold on, you have something…”
Buck feels the flash of Eddie’s thumb across his skin, fingers resting lightly against his face, he looks into honey warm eyes that crinkle at the corners and his heart stops. 
The act itself is over before it’s begun. Eddie’s removed the offending smudge from his face with a smile and returned to the final chores before him.
Buck can’t do the same because he’s reeling from what he saw in Eddie’s eyes. The look was unmistakable. 
For the first time Buck understands, he sees, really sees what’s in Eddie's heart. 
And it’s devastating.
Perhaps the most devastating part of it is that he’s seen that look before, so many times but he’s never understood it. 
He feels terrible. He hadn’t know, he hadn’t meant to be hurting his friend like this.
A wave of nausea rolls his stomach, he’s been making Eddie suffer and he would never, ever want that. 
Why hadn’t he seen it before? 
He stands frozen and speechless with a dish towel over his shoulder, slowly coming to terms with the most remarkable piece of information: Eddie’s in love with him.
He’s not ready. Fear hits him hard, sending icicles down his spine. He’s going to lose everything. It’s all over, everything he thought was safely his is slipping through his fingers because he can’t give Eddie what he wants. What he deserves. 
He needs to say something but he’s terrified, unable to speak the words that will drive Eddie away, he thinks he might cry. He doesn’t know what to do. He’s not ready to lose Eddie, no - he can’t lose him, he can’t lose Chris. He can’t lose his family.
A calm voice cuts into his spiraling thoughts.
“Stop it. God, you think so loudly.”
Eddie’s smiling at him but there’s a tinge of sadness in his soft gaze. He knows what Buck’s finally seen and he knows the rest too because no one understands Buck like Eddie.
And it’s all over, in mere moments his best friend is going to hate him. How can he not when Buck has to say he can’t give him the right type of love back.
Eddie's gentle voice penetrates his spiralling thoughts. He sounds like he’s talking to a skittish horse that might bolt any minute.
“Buck, it’s ok. Just listen, can you do that?”
He manages to nod.
“Good.” The face in front of him is so familiar, so loved; still smiling, eyes still so kind and gentle no different than they were two minutes before, before the world up and changed on him. 
Eddie speaks slowly and each careful word sinks into Buck’s heart, and eases something in him,
“Buck, there’s nothing you need to do about this. Nothing you have to fix.”
Eddie continues and Buck struggles to understand, how he can be saying these things.
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Thought I’d share this cute commission from Chemdoodles of one of my favourite buddie scenes.
Love this cute style
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Here's an amazing commission by the phenomenally talented @macarenaandrad3 for my 911/dragonriders AU fic. Its a story about how Eddie (and Christopher) meet Buck and he helps him to make a new life and move through his grief after suffering a terrible loss.
I love the art so much and it’s not like I can share it with anyone I actually know so onto Tumblr it goes.
To Fly the Skies Read on AO3
60K Rated E
Its long with more plot than I planned and it’s niche I know, but I’m really proud of the story. I thought this would be just for me but turns out there's a quite a few other people out there who want to read about fictional versions of fictional men in a world where dragons talk and fly the skies.
@macarenaandrad3
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My #1 post of 2022
Argahhh! Look at this- a commission for my fic 12 months 12 Kisses by the unbelievable talent that is @macarenaandrad3. Check out her blog and other art it’s all amazing
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It’s doing things to my heart!
The fic -Over the course of a year Eddie and Buck exchange various types of kisses but while Eddie is drowning in feelings Buck doesn’t think all those kisses mean anything. Or maybe they do, actually he thinks its all pretty confusing and unfortunately nobody’s talking about it, but Christopher’s had enough and meddles, because that’s what you do when your Dads are idiots!
From a first accidental kiss to one that seals their wedding vows you can never have to many Buddie kisses.
The scene is from Chapt 11 November -a kiss it better kiss.
Tagging some mutuals and blogs I interact with under cut who I think might like to see this
298 notes - Posted September 27, 2022
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birdkittenn · 10 months ago
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continuing where i left off
wrath layer fic chapter 2 reaction:
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once again, author's notes reaction. i found the details tag from a tumblr post once and decided id stash the info away until i could use it somewhere. and that turns out to be here
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yeah. feral little guy who wants to kill and murder but stopped by the guy who isnt feral
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everything is gayer from v2's pov, who has already realized his feelings and trying so hard and failing at getting rid of his crush on this stupid blue fuck
and then i have little thoughts on the little v1-sentry interaction. it's there i guess. v1 the undersocialized little guy who only knows how to kill panicking because if not kill, then what do?? the fact that there's a Lot of people didnt help
oh the v1 trauma scene. im dreading a little at rereading this, i dont think it was good >-<
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first, from current v1's pov, who has forgotten what has happened. this reads fine honestly
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and now with the memory. the last line in the center is part of v1 realizing that its stuck in a loop and deleting the memory. so far with how i've written it, v1 does Not fare well when realizing it failed an order/task/anything. it does better at not marking things as failure now but it still handles it poorly
current idea that im not 100% sure will make it into the series is that memory deletion does not mean deletion of like, feelings. the stress is Still There. which. you know. if v1 suddenly finds itself in a loop where it keeps deleting its memories, and thereby placing it back into the exact same situation each deletion, the stress just continues building up and. yeah
not sure how i feel about the fact that, so far, my pre-canon characterization of v1 and v2 is that v1 is the most anxious thing that loves to kill ever, and v2 is like...there. v2 going "wow, its so easy being an unfeeling machine" [proceeds to not even realize he is experiencing feelings]. v2 is very stressed when he learns that he has feelings like everyone else. deals poorly with having them. v1 is just always stressed the fuck out though. i guess it's like a cheetah or something
word of the author means nothing btw if its not in the series. everything can change at any time i just like talking about my current plans
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v1's reaction to conflict like this! it doesn't want to talk about that at all and gets angry if you try. the anger comes from something like fear though
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ok the drawing scene! i struggled with explaining the concept behind it a little. i looked up an image of a lighthouse and mentally broke stuff down into shapes and then tried to describe that as best as i could
if i have to be completely honest, the idea of robots being Very Good at just tracing art and doing realistic art, but struggle more with the abstract stuff comes from this fic. i havent finished reading it nor do i really remember a lot of stuff anymore these days but that was 1 of the scenes that stuck out to me. another scene that sticks out to me is the part where sun tries to describe his favourite colour, but its a very specific colour, guy probably has the hex code for it and all, and tries really hard to recreate that exact colour. its cool i need to reread if i ever get the time. 107 chapters got hands
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ivan aivazovsky! i wanted one of his wave paintings specifically because the first time i saw it, i went WOAH and so i knew i had to use one of his paintings for my yaouri fic. and then the part where their conversation drifts away from the drawing topic is because i ran out of things to say and also i needed them to move onto the next thing i wanted them to do
oh, the voice thing is next! v2's voice is perfectly fine by the time of the 7-3 fic, but in the 4-4 fic, it was fucked up. i needed a reason as to why v2 would restore his voice and the answer is v1 just likes it. v1 likes to listen to him a lot. it also likes to make him shut up but like lovingly
oh, from one of the glitched text, i transcribed "play nice" as "pʰle͡j na͡js" partly from that 1 time i took a linguistics course and they made me transcribe those sounds as e͡j etc instead of whatever online dictionaries transcribe it as, and then that just stuck with me. i also had a moment while transcribing "play" as like hey wait a minute! air releases when i pronounce the p in play, so i should add the symbol for that
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i have that outfit in my closet! no pictures but i know exactly what it looks like. sadly have been unable to find an image that looks like my dress online
i have also had a scene where once v2 finally dresses up v1, his pet name for it is just doll. like. yeah. i havent found an excuse to get v2 to do that though
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(v1 is just laying down on a couch during this scene)
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oh yeah i had v1 teasingly call v2 a sculpture but didn't know exactly how to get it to do that. i mean i figured it out but yeah. i dont know if this was a planned thing that never came to fruition or something i made the fuck up just now (memory not the best) but they wouldve played around a bit with the actual sculptures in the room and comparisons wouldve been made
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aaand that's the end of the chapter. i dont have any further thoughts on this
and the below screenshot is the alternate petting scene where v2 overheats. i instead moved the overheating to the next chapter. v2 cannot handle this amount of affection (yet) (he unwillingly gets trained to tolerate more before he gets far too happy about it and ceases to like function for a bit) (thanks v1)
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who wants to see me liveblog my reaction to my own fic
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buckysforever · 4 years ago
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telling bucky you’re pregnant
PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU ENGAGE: i am a minor, i think it goes without saying that minors can read my work if they want to, but i do want to clarify that if you are an adult you can interact with my work (if you feel comfortable), if you are an 18+ blog you can interact with my work (if you feel comfortable, and i will not interact with yours). i only read and write fluff and angst, and small amounts of mature topics, the pinned post on my page goes more into detail. i write with black women in mind but most of my fics will have no physical description of y/n. trigger warnings are tagged! if you would like to learn more about my blog (which i highly encourage) please refer to the post on my blog titled “PLEASE READ”. thank you and happy reading! 
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trigger warnings: fluff, angst (?), pregnancy, cursing, abortion, anxiety, pet names, throwing up
word count: 1,297
a/n: there are multiple times where i mention a tiny life or a baby and i would like to make it clear that the reader is 2 weeks pregnant and is not carrying a baby. she is carrying a fetus, this is a pro choice blog and i will not tolerate any pro life propaganda being spread, i chose to use those words because i thought they fit well, but like the rest of this story they are fiction. on a lighter note, is overexaggeration not a word?? i really thought it was a word. i was going to write “what bucky would be like while you’re pregnant” next but i’m open to feedback and future ideas, so if you would like to please send in a request!  i would love to hear what you guys want to see, thank you and happy reading!
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so many emotions. i’m sure the pregnancy is partially to blame but if i’m being honest, i have no idea what bucky’s going to think. we’ve talked about kids and marriage and it’s something we both want in the future, not right now. our one year anniversary was just last month, i don’t want to ruin what we have, but i know i have to tell him. it wouldn’t be fair to keep this from him, if he doesn’t want it then i’ll abort it. being a mom is something i’ve always wanted, and i know bucky would make a great dad, and i think a part of him knows it too. i’m not going to jeopardize his progress over an accident, even if a part of me wants to keep it. the bump, hearing the heartbeat, painting the nursery, buying the small clothes, watching bucky holding our child, i want that, i really really want that. but if he doesn’t, i’m okay with that. i love bucky, and i will wait until a time where he is ready and as eager as i am to have a baby. 
time skip: 2 days later 
i got a blood test just to make sure, i couldn’t help myself from crying when i saw that i was actually pregnant. two weeks along with bucky barnes’ baby. the nurse told me that i would need to figure out what i was going to do with it before the symptoms started to set in. i didn’t mention that i was already feeling pretty under the whether and i guess thats due to the serum. i wasn’t really listening to her, so fixated on the tiny life growing inside of me. bucky would be home soon and i need to tell him, even though i feel like shit and i've already detected the miserable feeling of nausea creeping though my body, he needs to know. how exactly i’m going to tell him? no idea. i know i’m going to sit him down, i don’t know if i’ll be able to say it if i’m looking at him so maybe i’ll have my back to his chest. i could make him some tea first, that would make him calm before i completely shift his reality. my thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the door opening and bucky’s soft voice calling out for me, asking me what room i’m in. 
“y/n?”, how long has he been standing there? he looks worried, have i told him yet? i can’t seem to piece myself together, i thought this would be easier. i’ve told this man everything about me, he knows every secret i thought no one would ever want to hear. he knows every stupid thing i thought wasn’t worth mentioning, he knows me.
“honey you don’t look so good”, he muttered out while placing his right hand on my forehead. i noticed the thin layer of sweat that stuck itself to my skin when i felt calloused fingers make contact. 
“no fever. you feeling ok?”, i could feel the tears coming, my vision becoming blurry. despite my hazy surroundings i could make out his face, it was filled with concern. and yet i couldn’t make a sound, the fear of potential rejection was the only thing on my mind. my eyes overflowed, and he sat down alongside me on the couch.
“y/n. what’s wrong? can you talk to me sweetheart?”, the beginning of the plan i thought i had was set on fire and thrown out the window the second i heard the door open. i gathered all of my remaining strength and wiped my eyes with shaky hands. 
“i’m pregnant”, the words came out broken and not at all clear. i watched his reaction, eyes going wide, face getting a little paler. it seemed like every emotion known to mankind was flashing before his eyes.
when he finally did speak, he said something i wasn’t at all expecting, “i’m gonna be a dad?” his eyes now filled with tears, his shaking hands grasping mine. 
“yes, if you want to keep it, yes.”, part of me couldn’t believe that he was even considering this. 
“i want to keep it, oh my god of course i want to keep it. do you?”, all i could do was nod before i was pulled into what felt like the tightest hug of my life.
he pulled back pretty quickly, noticing how much strength he put into it, “are you okay? i’m sorry, i didn’t mean to squeeze you to death.” before i could open my mouth to answer, the nausea from earlier came back, much much stronger. running to the bathroom with a very confused bucky not far behind, i lowered myself to my knees and felt the joy of motherhood start, this time in the form of morning sickness. 
when i was done, bucky removed his hands that were stroking my back and pulled me into his chest. “you alright?” the words were muffled due to the kisses he was placing into the crown of my head. after i hummed out a yes, we continued to sit there, enjoying each other’s company. he got up first, helping me up with him, leading me to the sink, he picked me up and placed me on the counter. as he started to get my toothbrush ready i couldn’t help but notice the huge grin on his face, he shook his head slightly and i knew exactly what he was thinking. 
“i can’t believe i get to live this life with you” 
he’s said it a million times before, no words are necessary to get the his point across. 
“how far along are you”
“about two weeks, i a blood test to be certain, i just got the results this morning.”
i could see a worried look coming back onto his face, “is everything okay, with the serum and everything? is that gonna mess anything up for you or the baby?” 
“the nurse said something about it, i’m gonna be honest i wasn’t really listening.” 
“y/n”, he groaned out. i took that as my cue to start brushing my teeth so i wouldn’t have to respond to the lecture that was about to start. 
he shook his head for a second before his mouth opened, “it’s okay honey, you were probably so nervous, we can go tomorrow. how are you feeling right now?”
i reached my hand up to feel his forehead, returning the favor, he quickly pushed it down. “i’m not kidding y/n, how are you.”
after emptying my mouth and rinsing off my toothbrush i replied, “i’m not gonna lie i’m more worried about you, if i’m not getting scolded for my “lack of regard for my own personal safety” as you would say.”
the look i got from bucky convinced me to fess up, “i’m kind of tired, and obviously still a bit nauseous, but mainly just tired.” 
he seemed pretty content with that and he went to pick me up again, “i can walk you know?”
“you’re gonna have to get used to this y/n, what if you collapsed from exhaustion?” 
i rolled my eyes at his overexaggeration of my condition and allowed him to lift me off the counter, i watched him make his way towards our bed. after i was gracefully placed onto my side of the mattress he said, “i’m gonna get you some water, you’re going to drink at lest half of it, then we’re gonna schedule an appointment for tomorrow, okay?” 
after simultaneously yawning and nodding he left, and a smile crept up onto my face, thinking of watching bucky holding our tiny child in his big arms. and with that thought, i fell asleep. 
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nepenthendline · 4 years ago
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Skirts and thigh-highs - Sub Yamaguchi
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I go for ages and I return with a sub yamaguchi fic lmao, anyway this thought has kept me up from 5am so I’m shattered but it’s wonderful
Warning: smut, no actual sex just oral
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Yamaguchi:
Dropping your bag by the door, you walked through the hallway, peaking into each room in the hopes of spotting your boyfriend. Usually if he was home before you, he’d greet you at the door with a smile and embrace, but your entrance was met with silence. Rustling from your bedroom caught your attention, and your mouth couldn’t help but turn upwards at the thought of being back home with him.  
Opening your bedroom door, your eyes widened at the sight that greeted you. Yamaguchi was stood by the bed, now looking directly at you and shifting his weight between each foot while he waited for your reaction. Your brow raised as a smirk took over your face while you looked over him; his long legs were decorated with white, ruffled socks that hugged up to his thighs, leaving a small bare space of fair skin before the pastel skirt which was half showing under his oversized sweater that covered his hands and lazily hung off his shoulders. As your gaze continued upwards, you noticed the pink, glistening collar that was fitted tightly around his neck, accentuating every vein and dip.  
Leaning against the doorframe with your arms folded, you watched as his cheeks grew redder, mixing with his dark freckles. “Look at you,” you commented teasingly, pushing off the wall and walking slowly towards him. “What’s all this for?”  
Yamaguchi raised a hand to his check, nervously scratching and looked away. “I wanted to look pretty for you,” his voice came out quietly, unsure of himself as he found any excuse to keep his eyes from you.  
“You look so pretty baby. Now, on the bed,” you commanded with no real threat and felt your body burn hot as you watched him quickly clamber onto the bed, kneeling with his hands on his thighs. Walking in front of him, you towered over and took in his surprise appearance once more.  
Grabbing the collar, you tugged suddenly, bringing his face up to look at yours and smirked at the low whine that released from this throat, and the way his pupils dilated so wide. “You’re such a pretty boy. I’m going to have to get you a name-tag for that collar, so everyone knows who you belong to, hmm?” You chuckled as he nodded vigorously, not trusting his voice to speak. “Are you going to be good for me baby?” When he nodded again, you released the collar from your grasp and signalled him to lay down.  
At his movements, the flowy skirt flipped up to reveal the baby pink panties he wore underneath, covered in little bows, that outlined his already hard cock - the head peeking out of the top. Kneeling on the bed, trapping him between your thighs, you leaned down to press kisses to his cheeks, trailing across his jaw and down to his neck. “Do you know how cute you look right now, puppy? So gorgeous for me,” you muttered between gentle nibbles at his skin under his ear. Pulling back slightly, you cupped his cheek in one hand, stroking the skin with your thumb and pressed a brief kiss to his lips. “No touching.”
Moving off the bed, you knelt on the floor and placed your hands on his half-covered thighs, feeling his warm flesh between your fingers as you squeezed. From your position, you could see the quick rise and fall of his chest as his anticipation grew, and the twitch of his fingers as his hands lay each side of him. You lowered your head and pressed delicate kisses on the edge of the socks the met his bare skin, using your teeth to pull the band and letting it snap back onto his thigh. You couldn’t help but giggle at the quiet squeak that left his mouth each time you did; he was just too cute. Your breath fanned over his cock as you moved closer, kisses and biting at the tops of his thighs, leaving purple marks in their place and listening to his high-pitched whines that filled the room.  
As you moved closer to the pretty panties, you could see his dick twitch every few seconds, fully restrained in the material. Bringing a hand close, you rubbed your hand over his cock, feeling how hot and hard he was underneath. “These panties look so cute on you, baby, but I’m going to have to take them off,” you spoke, warning him of your actions in case he wanted to stop.  
“O-ok,” he stuttered, eyes closed and fingers now gripping the bedsheet below him. With that, you hooked the material around your hands, pulling them off to expose his red cock that brushed against the edge of his skirt and made him jolt from the sensation.  
Leaning back down, you placed one long lick from the base to the head, looking up to take as much of his reaction as possible as he let out a gasp. At his noise, you gave a few more little licks around his head that had him writhing.  
“You’re doing so well for me, puppy. Being so good; I just can’t help but tease you a little,” you chuckle, taking his cock in your hand and giving it a firm squeeze, listening as his breath hitched. After a couple more kisses and licks along his length, you took him into your mouth shallowly, letting your tongue swirl around his head. With a tight grip on the base, you sunk your head deeper down, taking as much of him as you could as he moaned and wriggled – such a sweet sound. Your free hand rose, tucking itself under his sweater and smoothed over his tummy to soothe him, and occasionally grabbing at the flesh that seemed to melt into you hand.  
The choked sounds of his throat filled your senses, between delicious whines and his panting that invigorated your need to please him, to take care of your baby. You continued with your motions, hollowing your cheeks around him and taking him deep into your throat as his sounds grew louder, needier. You could feel the twitch of his cock on your tongue, signalling he was close to his release, but you wanted more of him.  
Abruptly, you pulled away, gripping his length tighter in your fist as he let out a dejected mewl. Looking up at him, his cheeks were completely flushed, feverish almost, and his eyes shined under the lights from tears that threatened to spill. “You cum when I want you to, baby, you know that” you reminded, watching as he nodded and whimpered. “Good boy,” and with that, you took him back in your mouth, raising and sinking slower this time to drag out his climb to release.  
Little cries and whines turned into sobs and unrestrained moans as his body came closer and closer to the high. His knuckled turned white as he gripped the sheets, fully absorbed by the feeling of your wet, warm mouth on him, the way you pumped his cock with your hand, and how your fingers burned into his skin.  
It wasn’t long before you felt his release on your tongue and the desperate groans that he let out. You swallowed all of him, continuing your movements to ride out his high, milking him until there was nothing left. You sucked at his length past his orgasm as his body shuddered and jolted, and beautiful cries broke through his throat.  
Lifting off, you pressed a gentle kiss to his head, before moving up to be face-to-face with the red, gasping man under you. You pressed a slow, drawn-out kiss on his lips while brushing his hair away from his sweaty face. “You’re always so good, I’m proud of my baby,” you complimented, earning a lazy smile from him as his hands released their grip on the sheets and, shakily, came to rest on your waist.  
“Do you need some water?” You ask, sitting up and scooting to the head of the bed, where you settled, leaning against the headboard. After he shook his head, you opened your arms and beamed at him, inviting him to tuck up into your chest. Wrapping your arms around him tightly, you kissed the top of his head, brushing through the tangles of his dark hair with your fingers. The smile never left his face as his breathing slowed, matching yours as he buried his head onto your neck, slowly drifting off.  
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