#listen .. . . . he just wants to take care of him .. . . . . .
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Love Laudna wanting Orym to be the one to cut her down if need be because she feels he can make hard choices, and Travis like "uh hello? What about Chetney? You want to put Orym through that anguish? I am right here" like damn, he right tho
#chet is 400+. his relationship with grief is very different from orym who is 6 years into being a widow and being retraumatised each day#chetney is big picture#he doesnt have that same level of responsibility for the others safety and protection that someone like orym has#not to say he doesnt care. he very much does. its just different#for him sometimes caring means putting your dog down when they are suffering#orym would see having to hurt his friends as a personal failing#like how he saw himself dying as a failure#i do find it funny whenever the team is like 'what if i hurt one of you when i lose control? i couldnt live with myself :('#'anyway orym i want you to kill me on purpose'#and orym just like :/ because what is he going to do? say no?#set boundaries and take his own future mental state into account?#nope. if it helps the others then he will commit an unforgivable act and barely be able to live with the guilt after#love that the halfling has been weaponised#this sounds sarcastic. i mean it. its juicy storytelling#the hells need to take chetney into account more. this man is pop pop. he cares in the way a dad friend would#gentle and sweet at times. an empathetic listener#but also willing to smack the shit out of you if you do some fuckshit#he would be so gentle with taking them out#would immortalize them through his woodwork after to remember them#critical role#cr3#orym#chetney#text post#4sd spoilers#my posts#idk if thats a needed tag#sorry for my wall of text tags but i ramble
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Loud whiner Haru truther? 👀
LOUD WHINER HARU REAL ( • ̀ω•́ )✧
If it's true Haru has a prosthetic that he's insecure about then I think there's got to be a really high level of trust between you if he's letting you take off his shirt. It starts out laid back, funny even he loves the sound of your laugh and how happy you are to be around him. He blows raspberries into your stomach before he snuggles into your thighs, tells you how much he trusts and loves you before taking you into his mouth. Haru might not know much but he knows service, he wants you to feel how much he treasures you as you pull him up and kiss him all over his face.
All those thoughts leave when he's inside you. He's choked up and stuttering, no technique at all because he needs this he needs you. He gets louder when you roll him onto his back, it's less taking control and more returning the favor; he's always taking such good care of you, won't he let you take care of him? He still tries to help settling his hands on your hips and guides you through the movements whining about how thankful he is for you but he won't protest if you playfully smack them and guide them over his head. And if you tell him to get louder he'll happily oblige.
#<3 asks#tokyo debunker#tdb#n/sfw#tdb smut#tokyo debunker smut#tokyo debunker x reader#haru sagara#listen i think most people don't fall into dom/sub bottom top dynamics right#haru right haru just wants to serve because he LOVES providing for the people he cares about but like#he's just so tired and overworked that he's got to let you do all the work while he WHINES#and MOANS about it#one of these days when he's got better helpers he'll rail u he promises but for now please make him take a seat and enjoy the show!!!#HE NEEDS IT!!!
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when i have the time and energy i'll draw it out, and this probably makes sense to me and only me,
but kremy being "fae-cursed" in love with gideon is hozier while gideon in love with kremy is sir mix-a-lot
#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#coalecroux#listen im looking at the differences in how they act#richie's VERY INTENTIONAL subtle changes in kremy's behavior that are hardly noticeable and he acts more or less the same#and how he deeply cares for gid in all senses and has always loved him in a way that surpasses just surface-level romance#wanting to be with him no matter what form that takes#vs gideon who when given the window will Want That Gator Carnally#gideon wants kremy in a way that is concerning to feminism#just absolutely adores him#i believe that the fae curses are part actually changing someone's brain to be in love with another person#in addition to just... you know...#giving them a push in the direction they were already headed#anyways i had a point#bottom line they both want each other just with different intensities#and the fae curse intensifies that
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thinking abt Thor being raised to glorify and idolize death in battle to the point that self destructive impulses and passive suicidiality do not get the attention they should / he doesn't even realise it's wrong until he's living peacefully in new asgard and starts taking more care with when he risks himself, for the sake of not just wanting to leave Loki and others behind but because he isn't indifferent to what happens to himself anymore
#mcu thor#thinking abt how he risked himself in IW and not wanting to do that again#watching Loki having fallen asleep in his lap and feeling like he needs to take more care#Less I will die for you more I will live for you. so I can be with you and stay with you#and I am more than just a tool for protecting others#listened to 1121 by halsey while thinking abt him and this happened#and literally started crying#it's thor angst hours apparently#no idea how to tag warning this I'm sorry#suicide mention#?
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See like the only reason I think the others seriously believed Curly may have crashed the ship is cause he basically had a 30 Rock "I lie to myself" momentary breakdown in front of them after one too many mocktails and like completely forgot about it.
#gee cap how do you handle all the responsibilty and stress of running such a fragile ship and crew? and Curly is gripping their shoulder#hard as hell cause hes not but he lies to himself and pushes it deep down until its buried.#him and daisuke are hanging on by a thread cause no way Daisuke isnt thinking in the back of his mind#“like omg why are you all so negative all the freakin time” and Curly is just listening to Daisuke breaking another pipe Swansea being rude#Jimmy being Jimmy and worrying about Anya like yeah i need more pre crash Jimmy being like what if I ended it just once or like tweaking ou#in his room in private like shutting the door screaming and then being like I will take responsibility for my crew *eye twitch*#also personal thought is he was also depressed and suicidal but in the way he really doesnt care what happens to him as long as everyone#else was fine like he wanted more in his life but he was also willing to let it pass him by as he laments how he felt he wasnt living for#anything and how it was affecting him before Jimmy shut him down#curly mouthwashing#mouthwashing curly#captain curly#like pls i need to see more jaded curly like only Daisuke is truly hopeful and its literally because he would've lost nothing at the end of#the trip and hes like a college second semester freshman or whatever#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing spoilers
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Lord of the Lost being absolute kings and staying true to their word 🏳️🌈
"Yes, I am thankful for living in a country that – other than many other countries in this world – is able to socially catch me and others. With heavy limitations of course, we could now talk in lengths about our health care system or Hartz 4 [German unemployment benefits] for example. I am not someone who will step forward and say 'Fuck the system!', because I know that without this system many here would be lost, me very likely included. At the same time, you won't see me going to ESC with a German flag, swollen with pride. And I would also refuse to run around with a German flag there if anyone were to demand me to do so. I rather hold and will vindicate the mindset that, of course, we will inevitably compete for Germany, because we are from Germany, and the concept of the ESC is to have countries vote for other countries, and somewhere you have to draw lines at such a competition. But these lines, these borders, are man-made, which is why I say that I rather want to compete for those people that are into this kind of music and who were missing – broadly speaking – alternative music at the ESC. That is how I feel about it."
- Chris Harms
@kajaono @magoriasocrah
#lord of the lost#lotl#esc#esc 2023#the linked interview is in german and it‘s .. tough (not because of chris he was amazing but just so you are aware in case you wanna listen)#they also talked about it today on their livestream (at least in the beginning didn‘t manage to catch the whole stream yet)#basically they were asked if they got in any trouble with the german delegation because of it#they answered that the german team actually didn‘t care at all but the ebu asked them before they went out in stage#chris said that germans marching in somewhere doesn‘t sit right with him lol#but he also talked specifically about the pride flag when the other acts were holding their national flags#and said that they wanted to show a flag that is more inclusive and accepts all kinds of different people#'other than the german flag as we can see in all the recent comments under our videos'#(to kajaono and magoriasocrah: i tagged you in this post because of our previous little conversations#but if you don‘t want to be in this post just tell me and i‘ll take the tags out immediately :))
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yk that one test with electic shocks with the dogs. thats them. i love learned helplessness
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#netzach#netzach lobcorp#chesed#chesed lobcorp#chesed's is way more sketchy because when i tried to make it more clear it turned out like SHIT so sorry chesed#that and i had no idea how to approach drawing him. AGAIN. so small doodle page with him to try and tackle that#ill likely make a separate post (i always say that) just rambling abt it but funny. both welfare and safety the ones whos job is to DIRECTL#-- take care of the employees of the company both respond in (generally) the same way. giving up. netzach with just tryijg to shut it out#and chesed by just... letting himself be used as a 'puppet'. to just shut off and listen. not try to devote himself to what he originally -#had and wanted to do. the welfare. the happiness and longer life and safety of the employees#but seeing it as pointless. his attempts and genuine devotion being for Nothing#so both is just... 'why try? why try when itll amount to nothing? why go ahead and put yourself through the pains and effort of Trying?'#pre meltdown of course. AUGHH smthn along those lines very general ideas yk
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Fanon Tails: I'm five years old and I love playing with airplanes and toy cars and sometimes I make little contraptions that allll of my big siblings that I love praise me for! My big brother Sonic takes care of me and protects me and teaches me how to live and act and read. I'm just a baby
Canon Tails: Hi! My name is Tails. I own a number of labs, and my hobby is building a number of mechanical and technological contraptions. I'm the smartest one of the team, so everyone often relies on me to hack into Eggman's network and shut down doomsday devices or surveillance equipment. Sonic is my best friend, so I maintain his plane, keep my kitchen stocked with his favorite food, and leave my doors open for him. We try to take care of each other. You'll often see me among Sonic or Sonic and our friends in the never ending battle against Dr. Eggman. Also I can and will build explosives and dangerous contraptions for fun.
#tails the fox#miles tails prower#sonic the hedgehog#i just be ramblin#aqhsjsj anyone else notice this?#even funnier (but also weirder) is when someone characterizes him as like 35 yr old tired and unethical lab scientist who is actually just#mature 10 yr old like what??#It's also funny when people act like sonic babies him and takes care of his every need when he's clearly independent and it's Sonic who's#being taken care of here#listen you can do whatever you want in fanon btw I could care less it's just WOW the disparity#fandom wank#just in case
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note that i will only ever call mithrun "stupid" jokingly. by "stupid", i only mean "frustrating behavior that i am immensely familar with". seeing him do something that makes me groan aloud, closing my eyes, sighing "stupid (affectionate, mournful)". like when he fucking... his dumbass "i don't want to [use the bathroom] right now, so it's fine." oughh. i know you! i know you! that's not how that works!!! and he's smart!!! he's so smart... but god, god... he's kind of an absent professor. he's kind of a cloudcuckoolander. i love him dearly. he gets called a dummy, a little idiot, and i flick his forehead, a little bonk of hard-heads, like "try again, idiot. that's not how bodies work." and "ooh, 'that's not going to work'. yes it is. shut up, stoopid. stubborn little man, my god." rolling my eyes forever.
#mithrun#i'm not devaluing his intelligence#i feel like both can be true - that someone can be really smart but also take really stupid actions conversely#i fucking KNOW i do all the time#and i don't think there's anything particularly wrong with the word#it's not that his intelligence is compromised in any sense or that i think he's incapable#and it is solely#the fact that he is a stubborn little guy who doesn't listen and just goes 'that won't work' / 'i don't want to' / etc.#like... BUDDY...#buddy BOY#dummy#you are NOT a good judge of this ok?#zip ya lip little man#i know what you are#and i ain't fuckin listening to ya!#god. 'that won't work'. blah blah blah. okay sleepy. see you next panel.#fuckin knew that was going to happen#'i'm not tired' (his body stops working and he doesn't know why)#oh. OH. you're NOT? buddy i KNOW what happened ok? you need some fuckin rest#like - i'm gonna kick your legs out from under you + you're going to fall gently into bed + i tuck you in and smooch you#but i also fucking complain because OF COURSE YOU'RE TIRED ! you bastard ! go sleepy bye#it's his poor decisions and i know why he does them - because he doesn't know - but by god#it's also a little like please... listen to yourself...#on the one hand he doesn't know and never will#on the other hand ... you have been awake for hours and hours without sleep... please get some rest...#but yeah as someone who forgets needs and has little sense of that it is like... objectively a stupid experience#and i don't say that with judgement in my heart but it feels REALLY stupid when your body does something and you don't know why#it's not the disability though that makes me say as much - it is fully the fact that he is SO STUBBORN! SO STUBBORN!!!!#you say you're not tired and fall down? hm? then maybe you are? i know you don't know but whatever. let's get you to bed boy. ok?#caring for him + shaking my head like i get it so much but you gotta sleep! 'this won't work'. ok liar... i already know it will.
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I always get detained at da border because PROFUNC never ended but basically I'm like if a targeted individual didn't even care
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The fact that this won’t even be the LAST time Sanji gets horribly manipulated by another woman. I’m just 😔
#HE’S A SIMP and girls take advantage of that too often 😭#AND THE FACT THAT he still forgives them anyway!! Even after putting him through hell!!#Listen say what you want about Sanji but there’s no denying that he’s. SUCH a good person#Too good of a person who is endlessly kind and caring and forgiving#Sanji gives and gives and gives and never takes. He’s so stupidly selfless sometimes it makes me want to cry#And people take advantage of that so often :’(#HE’S A GOOD BOY!!! He doesn’t deserve this#Shima speaks#One Piece#Sanji#Black Leg Sanji#He literally became my favorite (besides Luffy) for this exact reason#The fact that he’s so self sacrificing. The fact that he gives himself entirely to other people#And doesn’t expect anything in return#And has so little self worth I just. FUCKING hell dude.#His attempted sacrifice at Thriller Bark was a really big thing too#’They can always find another cook’ that was probably his thought process#BUT SANJI MY LOVE. THEY CAN NEVER FIND ANOTHER SANJI. ANOTHER YOU#If Sanji had taken Zoro’s place he WOULD have died. And that would have fucking torn Luffy APART#SLAMS MY HEAD INTO THE GROUND UGHHH SANJI. I LVOE YOU
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you know the *really* spicy fic just written? Can we have some aftercare for that please (I just kinda want more detail on that part)
Gil wrung out the cloth, making sure it was soft to the touch, and a perfect lukewarm. Cooling to overheated skin but not so cold that it wouldn't be useful.
Thena was curled up on the couch.
The ego in him was a bit pleased to see her satisfied to the point of exhaustion. But this wasn't about him congratulating himself for being a good lover. This was about Thena.
He crouched next to her, starting at her delicate wrists. He dabbed the cloth against her skin, still faintly red from where he had kept her bound. They had never experimented quite like this before. But he had a good feeling that she enjoyed it too.
Gil ran the cloth over Thena's body lightly, wiping away the sheen of sweat she had developed. He would get some water and a snack into her next, but this came first. It reminded him of when she was in Sersi's poison ward and he had given her a sponge bath.
Thena didn't exactly like recalling that time, or that specific event. But he thought there was something kind of beautiful about it. He hadn't had any ulterior motive in it, he just wanted the woman he loved to be comfortable.
"Hm," Thena hummed as he turned her over to wash her back.
"It's okay, Princess," he whispered. She squirmed the lower down her back he got. She would probably develop some bruising there shortly. He would ice it and apologise on his knees if she wanted.
He then moved to her legs. He bit back a smile; she had never been at such a particular point of pleasure before. He ran the cloth up her legs. They were faintly sticky, she wouldn't like that. He made it up to her thighs before he paused. "Honey."
Thena cleared her throat at him, keeping her thighs together and slightly crossed so as to hide herself. She was roused from her sleep and glaring at him with all the strength she could muster (it wasn't much).
He chuckled. His wife was willing to go to such lengths with him, but as soon as the cold, hard light of day hit, she was somewhat shy. He ran his fingers up the back of her calf until he could slip his palm into the back of her knee. "Come on, Sweetness."
"I am capable of doing this myself," she grumbled as her legs - so devoid of strength that it took nothing for him to open them again - unfurled.
"I know," he mused easily. He moved his eyes away from his precious target and to hers. She squeezed her eyes shut as he wiped away the most significant evidence of their latest foray. He balled the cloth up in his hand and left a kiss below her naval. "But I like doing this for you."
Thena gave up scolding him, flopping back again as he moved back to the bathroom attached to his office. "I recall I have a rule about lying around naked in the office."
Yes, but she was so much better at it than he was. He came out again, having also given at least his upper body a quick and lazy wipe down. He retrieved his shirt, long, long forgotten in their excitement.
"No one is still in the office, are they?" she asked, sounding half asleep as he got her arms through the sleeves and let him button it around her willowy frame.
"Nope, I gave everyone the evening off. Everyone on our floor, at least," he smiled, undoing the first set of buttons he had done up. She huffed at him but he gave her a little peck. "I like seeing your cleavage, Ice."
"Insatiable man," she chided.
"Yeah," he moved his ring to the right hand again, finally scooping her up to settle her on his lap. His hand tilted her head so he could touch the tip of her nose with his. Himself from even just two years ago would laugh at him. "But I'm your insatiable man."
"Hm," she denied him the thrill of more playful arguing, settling against his chest again.
"I love you, Thena," he cooed, kissing along her cheeks and all over her face. The cloth had worked; her skin no longer felt sweaty.
"Love you too," she purred in reception of his affection. She said it far less than he did, but he was always fine with that. When she did say it, he knew she meant it.
She meant it when she kissed him goodbye in the mornings, or parting with him after a stolen lunch together. She meant it when she made it clear to his enemies than an enemy of the Tyrant King's was an enemy of the Ice Queen as well. And he knew she meant it when she let him take care of her after a crazy hot fuck session.
"I've got sushi and tteokbokki and pierogies all on the way," he continued to nuzzle her. He liked cuddling her, especially after being intimate. Sometimes Thena would hit her limit and squirm away from him, like a cat reluctant to accept cuddles.
"You spoil me," she sighed, still letting him cling to her. She truly was exhausted.
He ran his hand over her leg, soft and smooth, although he was pretty sure she would shave if not tonight then tomorrow. "You gonna be able to work in the morning?"
"Of course," she countered, and then immediately yawned and discredited herself. "It is almost as if I recommended some restraint."
Gil grinned, "I did use restraints."
She slapped his chest.
He captured the hand lazily sliding down again and moved it back to his heart. Feeling his heartbeat for herself settled her, like a lullaby. "I'm sure you can move a few morning meetings if you have to."
She puffed through her nose. "You just want me to show up for my investors meeting still glowing from all this."
So they could see his wife in all her beautiful glory and know that she was very well taken care of as a married woman?...no, of course not.
"If you're glowing then it must be because you're the light of my life," he schmoozed. Thena laughed, always amused by his silly and downright corny compliments. He always had plenty more.
She didn't even flinch at the knock on the door. "Go."
"Yes, ma'am," he kissed her cheek again, slipping away to retrieve the food delivery. He cracked the door open and leaned over to drag it inside. Not a soul was there, but he knew how Thena felt about anyone - even a security camera - seeing her at her most vulnerable.
Thena managed to sit herself up, but even the way she was leaning back spoke to her level of physical exhaustion. Gil frowned; maybe they did overdo it. "What?"
"Nothing," he shook his head, unpacking the food on the coffee table between this and the other couch.
He blinked as Thena slumped forward, laying herself over his back and looping her arms around his neck. He turned his head but she nuzzled the back of his neck. She muttered something in Russian, which she knew he wasn't good at! "Hm?"
Thena turned her face so she could speak more clearly. "I said you are a good husband."
Nothing could make him happier than hearing that. He patted her arms locked around him and bent his head to kiss her fingers. "Glad to hear it, baby."
"Hm," she concluded, slipping backwards again. "Now, will you stop delaying?"
"Yes, Ice Queen," he chuckled, turning and holding up a rice cake with his hand under it. "Open up."
"You don't have to feed me."
"Aw, c'mon, it's like old times!"
"You feeding me while I was poisoned should not be 'old times'," she huffed, at least leaning forward to accept the bite. Her eyes lit and he could see the hunger she wasn't fully aware of make itself more known to her.
"Well, you can think of this time instead," he suggested, which she ignored, as he would have expected her to. He offered a piece of sushi next.
"Are you not going to have some?" She eyed him from his position on the floor, moving food from the table to her mouth.
He grinned. With them both of the same mind, she moved from the couch and he pushed the table out more. She settled on his lap again, letting him reach around her. She took another piece of salmon roll for herself and then offered him a bite over her shoulder.
"You ever think," he began, before she put her fingers on his lips to make him chew and swallow before speaking again. He gulped. "You ever think about how ourselves from two years ago probably wouldn't believe it if they could see us now?"
Thena smiled at least at the amusing idea. "I believe if you had attempted to describe this scene to my past self I would have littered you with knives until you had more holes in you than a fine sourdough."
Ah, so romantic, his Ice Queen. He merely kissed her cheek, waiting for his next bite, "same here, probably."
#Ice Queen/Tyrant King AU#pt 2#a small little domestic accompaniment#to the last one#this one isn't spicy but it does reference the spice#I've bumped this one up in the line because it directly references the last one#listen Gil is a great husband#he takes very good care of his wife#and he takes it very seriously too#there was only one time he carried her into the bathroom#she opened her eyes and she was like what are you doing?#he says she really should pee after everything they did#she kicks him out and forbids him from ever being in the bathroom with her again#but aftercare is very important you're right!#Gil gets a little worried#a lot of the time he doesn't want to go all out because he worries#Thena is so soft and delicate and he doesn't want to hurt her#Thena also can tell when Gil is worried about her and offers what assurance she can#anyway Gil is a great husband#especially after they've just had positively filthy sex in his office#on his desk#Thena doesn't come to his office for like a week after this
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why does max look like markiplier in this drawing
#guys listen#arin sees maximus as friend#but maximus just wants luzu back.#he takes care of arin and teaches him things because he feels a sense of responsibility for arin since arin is taking over luzus body#by protecting arin from harm hes protecting luzu#but at the same time hes bitter towards arin#because he doesnt know arins intentions or how dangerous he is or what happened to luzu#explodes#qsmp#qsmp luzu#arin qsmp#agentemaxo#qsmp fanart#my artwork
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#i know im way too intense and melodramatic#but i keep feeling so sad and starting to cry constantly bc everything reminds me of him#like when im outside and feel the breeze against me all i can think is how i'll never walk next to him and know what his hand feels in mine#when im going on an errand i think of im never gonna do it with him and feel his hand on the small of my back#and turn my head to look up at him while we're talking abt anything and everything#when im on my walks i get so sad bc i've fantasized a million times abt going on different kinds of walks with him#but now i dont even have the hope that i'll ever get to go on a walk with him and point at all the birds i see#or show him the snails i find :c or talk to him or walk in comfortable silence#when it rains .. he reminds me of rain and i feel so sad bc i'll never be held or hold him while it rains outside#when im in the grocery store all i can think abt is how he will never occupy the empty space around me#i'll never get to walk up next to him while he browses a shelf and grab his arm and pull him close to me#i'll never get to put my arms around his waist and feel him pull me close and rest my head against his shoulder#it's all i can think abt....#when i read a book or watch a show i wanna talk to him abt it. when smth happens i want to tell him#i wont ever get to cook for him or take care of him or listen to his worries and try to be there for him#i'll never get to play video games or watch movies with him#the loss of him hurts so bad bc it's just him him him for me (i know it cant be anymore i know) but no one is him#i keep wondering what he'd think of this or that or just like literally everything#i dont know.. i just keep crying bc i think of it all the time and it hurts so bad bc ???#also he's the only one i've felt safe and comfortable showing certain sides of aspect of myself. i never thought it was possible but w him#it was. so idk i feel so hollow on my own account lol... i feel selfish bc ofc i care abt him and want him to be happy but i hurt sm too so
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Me, when Sebastian joins my party for the first time: Okay, this time I'm not going to forget about you, Sebastian. I'm going to make an effort to use you a lot this playthrough so I can better understand you.
Also me, immediately forgetting about Sebastian while finishing Act 2 and making it halfway through Act 3 before I finally notice his Faith quest: ......................Oh. Right. My bad.
#da2#dragon age 2#sebastian vael#listen in my defense..........i don't like bringing sebastian anywhere sksksks#okay look i seriously tried but every time i bring him somewhere i always think man i wish i had brought someone else#and also i do just forget about him! i finally added him to my party at one point and he had 24 points to spend...#that's how long i neglected him after i promised myself i was gonna use him more and then i didn't#it's not that i don't like sebastian as a character though i do tend to side eye him A LOT... it's just that i like everyone else more#even aveline like i'd take aveline over sebastian any day and that's saying something... or is it? i have a lot of feelings about aveline#whereas my feelings about sebastian could maybe fill a thimble...it doesn't help that in my canon run as a mage hawke#i romance anders and well... sebastian wants me to kill anders and my hawke is like 'do i approve of blowing up the chantry? complicated.'#'am i breaking up with anders for this? absolutely. do i still love him? mmhmmm. am i going to kill him sebby? i'd sooner set varric aflame#then sebastian threatens to bring an army to kirkwall and leaves so i can't say i have the greatest opinion on him#even the time where i did kill anders and he stayed in my party he was just... there#and then he glitched out and started t posing while asking if ed ever found out what anders wanted to do in the chantry so..... yeah#but even this playthrough where i'm playing as a lady warrior with a different personality and everything... i'd just rather use anyone els#also keep him away from bethany i do not approve sksksks she's too good for him#i want to understand and see the different angles of him like with the other companions but i've yet to convince myself to do it#also sebastian romancers out there can you like... explain? genuinely can you explain the appeal? i'm curious#because of all the love interests in da2 i look at sebastian and you'd think i'd maybe be more interested? but it's like...#i know about the chaste marriage and everything like that's fine i don't need sex to be a thing in the relationship but it feels less like#an asexual romance and more like... y'know... being with a priest and i guess that's just not one of my kinks? sksksks#i guess there's also the prince angle but i romanced alistair in dao and kept him a grey warden i don't really care about royalty power#and i don't have issues with him being a part of the chantry [well i do but yknow what i mean] since i romanced cullen in dai#and his whole deal with the chantry and magic and shit makes his romance interesting to me but sebastian is just.... a bit too much i think#i don't know i'd like to understand because i really don't but i also keep forgetting about him
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who tore off Cas's wings and for what?
oh I suppose I mentioned this vaguely but never in great detail so... Cas lore dump time🔥
The slightly more elaborate but still short version is that Cas, in his time in Cania, was forced to work for an organisation of succubi and incubi that snatched him and his brother when they were children to pay off their father's debts and mishaps (because their father sold them out without their knowledge while he was still alive). The organisation was directly working under Mephistopheles which... basically bound him to Mephistopheles for life so he kept striving to try and kill Mephistopheles for his freedom.
At this time (and also mind you Cas is really REALLY young still for a devil) Raphael was already in the whole "trying to get the crown from his father thing" obviously where…. I believe he would’ve at least done a few attempts at (indirectly) yoinking the crown himself... and failing, clearly😭 Cas got involved in one of these with the hope of snatching it himself to kill Mephistopheles in the process but got in over his head to the extent where it came to an actual confrontation and Cas got his ass handed to him.
Mephistopheles ripped out his wings in a naked, public display to disgrace him as some simple incubus that thought he could fight him and then also cursed him to rot away from the inside and die slowly and painfully
#blakemail#if ur wondering what happened after that#the simplified version is that he managed to drag his ass out of the Hells just to technically die on the mortal plane anyways. rip lil bro#where he was then pieced back together by Bhaal (which also freed him from the contract because he DIED) but in return bound to Bhaal#by blood and stuff. he was qutie literally reborn and went from one type of servitude to the next LMFAOO#and in my humble opinion. just because I can't take Bhaal seriously....#he just really wanted to have a Cambion as a Bhaalspawn because he thought it'd make a follower finally strong enough to fulfill his plan#too bad this one doesnt fucking listen... ever#i need to start tagging these as cas lore or something for anyone that may care oughhh#cas lore
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