#link mcneil

[snottly]

i am having an existential crisis

[ashton-slashton]

I FINALLY GET TO POST THIS!!!!!!

Isaac-Louis on Instagram did this for me, just sent it in my DMs spontaneously! I'm posting it here (with explicit permission of course!)

I'm just so over the moon with this art, it's absolutely amazing!!! Love that he kept the detail of Lily wearing a white waistcoat under his uniform similar to the way Fitzjames does, and the lower lashes! He's utterly perfect 😭

[sickness-stricken]

Analyzing Lily Orchard losing her fucking mind in real time

@lily-is-a-gooner has the post debunking the fact that this event was not staged, but I wanted to go over some of the noteworthy things I think are worth dissecting. Strap in, this one’s probably gonna be long.

Video link for anyone playing along at home:

[3:15] “You’ve got these things causing fucking car crashes, cuz they go off in people’s cars, startle them and cause them to veer into oncoming traffic!”

I’ll need to see a source on that before I believe it. Looking up “car crashes caused by amber alert” only brings up instances of kidnapped children that the amber alerts were for being involved in a car crash. Wouldn’t there be some study showing that reports for car crashes have an uptick within the hour of an EAS alarm being sent out?

[3:26] “AND THEY SEND THEM ALL THE GODDAMN TIME! […] You’re gonna get one of these things once a fucking week!”

No you won’t. Like. That is factually false. Excluding the test that just got sent out this month I get MAYBE one every three months. They are NOT common.

I thought maybe I was the outlier in that I live in Middle-of-nowhere, Alberta so I asked my Ontarian friend if they were more common there (you know, given the larger population) and what do ya know

[3:42] “We had one of these come out when Covid was happening! Like, Stephen, we all knew Covid was deadly, we didn’t need you to blow up everyone’s phones over it!”

I was ready to clown on this given I thought she was referring to Stephen Harper who hasn’t been PM since 2015 but I THINK she’s referring to Stephen McNeil who was the Premier of Nova Scotia in 2020. I don’t personally remember that alert going out (but I also have the memory of an anemic goldfish so that isn’t a high bar to clear) so maybe it was only a NS thing but I would assume for a national state of emergency that would be sent out by the NPAC? So, all parts of Canada? What would that have to do with Premier McNeil?

Don’t take this part super seriously I’m mostly just spitballing, this very well could just be an honest slip up on Lily’s part

[5:52] “I get amber alerts for shit that happens in Yarmouth! That’s a 3 hour drive away from me, the fuck you want me to do?!”

Hey, you know how earlier you said the amber alerts are usually about kids that wander off or are taken by a parent in a CUSTODY DISPUTE? Ya think that parent taking the kid is gonna STICK AROUND? They very well could be in Halifax by the time the alert actually goes out depending on how far the parent is willing to go. I myself jumped provinces to escape an abusive situation, that’s not exactly a long drive in comparison.

[6:36] (I’m gonna paraphrase this but essentially she’s talking about how 911 got swarmed with calls just bitching about the alarm going off in the first place and when they said not to abuse the line Lily calls this hypocrisy)

Lily the alerts are reporting imminent emergencies. If a kid (or really anyone) goes missing and they aren’t found in 48 hours it’s safe to assume they’re GONE. Calling 911 to complain about the alarm waking you up (despite them not being responsible for it) clogs up the lines when an ACTUAL report could be trying to get through. This is not comparable to a province using an emergency line for something that needs immediate attention just because it doesn’t affect you directly.

Feel like it’s also worth noting I’ve never seen anyone who wasn’t a conservative complain about the alerts at night. If it’s really that much of an issue you can turn your phone off at night (which you really should do anyway, it’s better for the battery) and get an alarm clock. If you know this to be an issue for you and the solution is completely within your control it is your responsibility to avoid this specific issue.

[7:46] (paraphrasing again: Lily is accusing people who are okay with the alerts going off at night of being hypocrites because they’ll just click their phones off and go back to sleep)

Again, this reeks of self-centrism and I’m once again unsure if Lily is aware that people who aren’t her exist. Yes, the person who acknowledges night alerts as a good thing may dismiss the notification. However, they acknowledge that people working night shift, such as hospital workers or those working at 24hr drive thrus/gas stations ARE awake and able to keep an eye out for certain descriptors, licence plates etc. This is not a hypocritical stance.

[9:10] “I can’t do anything while [the alarm] is playing. I just have to clap my hands over my ears and wait for it to end.”

…no??? You can literally swipe it away like any other notification and the noise stops. What are you talking about.

[9:30] (Not typing allat: Lily uses Japan as an example of how they use different alarms for different emergencies)

Oh hey look! Lily saying Japan did something good for once!

Gotta love how she picked the one country that doesn’t have an alarm that’s ominous as hell because literally almost every other country has an alarm that is just as if not more shit-in-pants worthy than Canada’s if it was played abruptly and at max volume

Maybe this is just personal opinion but I think it’s a good thing that all emergencies are regarded at the same level here. If we had a different, lessened alarm for when a child goes missing then people could immediately go “cool don’t care” instead of reading it at least once quickly to see what it says.

Alright that’s it for me I didn’t have a closing statement I’m gonna go take a nap… with my phone off

[books-coffee-and-the-woods]

Top 24 Books of 2024

It's that time of year again!

I read 80 books this year, most of which didn't rearrange my brain like a Really Really Good book, however a significant number of them still left an impact and I'm going to come back to them again and again.

TOP 24

(in no particular order - especially impactful ones are bolded - rereads are marked with a *)

White Cat, Black Dog - Kelly Link

The Saint of Bright Doors - Vajra Chandrasekera

Stay Sexy & Don't Get Murdered - Karen Kilgariff & Georgia Hardstark*

The Stranger Beside Me - Ann Rule

Homesick for Another World - Ottessa Moshfegh

Please Kill Me: The Uncensored History of Punk - Legs McNeil & Gillian McCain

The Unicorn Series - Vicki Blum*

The Lord of the Rings - J.R.R. Tolkien*

Dead Mountain: the Untold True Story of the Dyatlov Pass Incident - Donnie Eichar

Silver on the Road - Laura Anne Gilman

The Call is Coming from Inside the House: Essays - Allyson McOuat

Spinning Silver - Naomi Novik*

Picnic at Hanging Rock - Joan Lindsay

A Study in Drowning - Ava Reid

My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness - Nagata Kabi

Folk Songs for Trauma Surgeons - Keith Rosson

The Age of Magical Overthinking - Amanda Montell

The Mirror Visitor - Christelle Dabos*

High Times in the Low Parliament - Kelly Robson

Absolution - Jeff Vandermeer

A Dark and Drowning Tide - Allison Saft

A Handful of Time - Kit Pearson*

The Archive Undying - Emma Meiko Candon

The Essex Serpent - Sarah Perry

HONOURABLE MENTIONS

Drunk on all your Strange New Words - Eddie Robson

Princess Jellyfish - Akiko Higashimara

Song of the Lioness - Tamora Pierce*

Devil House - John Darnielle

Hamnet & Judith - Maggie O'Farrell

Flyaway - Kathleen Jennings*

Chelsea Girls - Eileen Myles

Craft: Stories I Wrote for the Devil - Ananda Lima

[workingclasshistory]

Today in the US, Black history month begins, on the anniversary of civil rights sit-ins beginning in Greensboro, North Carolina in 1960 when four Black college students refused to move from a Woolworth lunch counter when they were denied service. While many sit-ins had taken place in years prior, none had previously sparked a mass direct action movement against Jim Crow segregation laws. On this day, 1 February 1960, Joseph McNeil, Jibreel Khazan, David Richmond and Franklin McCainand began their protest, and refused to leave Woolworth's when directed to by management. A police officer soon arrived, but didn't appear to know what to do other than look vaguely threatening. Eventually the manager decided to close the store, and then the men went home. McCain later told Christopher Wilson, a journalist with Smithsonian magazine, “Almost instantaneously, after sitting down on a simple, dumb stool, I felt so relieved. I felt so clean, and I felt as though I had gained a little bit of my manhood by that simple act”. The protesters then continued organising, importantly including young Black women at Bennett College, and came back the following day with up to 16 more people. Within a few days there were hundreds, including some white students from the Women's College of the University of North Carolina. The movement then spread around the country. By the following September over 70,000 people had participated in sit ins against segregation. The Greensboro Woolworth's desegregated on July 25, 1960, and overt segregation was eventually banned in 1964. * In our new Stories web app, you can browse all of the stories in our archive about Black history and see sources and links to more information, as well as map locations where available: https://stories.workingclasshistory.com/tag/7662/black-history https://www.facebook.com/workingclasshistory/photos/a.296224173896073/2199822513536220/?type=3

[broadwaydivastournament]

Movie Musical Divas Tournament: Round 1

Betty Hutton (1921-2007): Incendiary Blonde (1945) - Texas Guinan | The Stork Club (1945) - Judy Peabody | Red Hot and Blue (1949) - Eleanor Collier | Annie Get Your Gun (1950) - Annie Oakley | Let's Dance (1950) - Kitty McNeil

"She's literally Annie Oakley! Anything you can do she can do better! We love a diva who brings energy and comedy along with her singing and dancing chops." - anonymous

Vera-Ellen (1921-1981): On the Town (1949) - Ivy Smith | White Christmas (1954) - Judy Haynes | Call Me Madam (1953) - Princess Maria

"She’s so PRETTY and CAT-LIKE this little pixie FELINE QUALITY she is so tiny but her dancing is BIG" - anonymous

This is Round 1 of the Movie Musical Divas tournament. Additional polls in this round may be found by searching #mmround1, or by clicking the link below. Add your propaganda and support by reblogging this post.

ADDITIONAL PROPAGANDA AND MEDIA UNDER CUT: ALL POLLS HERE

Betty Hutton:

Vera-Ellen:

"Not her most impressive number [video below] of all time, but I think it's very charming and shows off her tap and singing skills as well!" - anonymous

Photos and video submitted by: anonymous | Photos submitted by: @funnygirlthatbelle

[covid-safer-hotties]

Slightly old news, but proof that Covid is still here and still a concern

Also preserved on our archive

Thanks to the person who sent me the link to this story!

By Emma Convey

Nova Scotia Health is introducing new masking requirements for visitors and health-care workers in provincial hospitals.

Beginning Thursday, masking will be required in ambulatory and inpatient care areas.

“Anybody who is in clinical area in the hospital’s inpatient units and clinics where we are providing direct patient care. We will still have masks available at entrances, but we won't be making people put them on just yet in the common areas, cafeterias, elevators, those sorts of places,” said Doctor Shelly McNeil, senior medical director for Nova Scotia Health(opens in a new tab).

McNeil says the idea of implementing these changes now is to get ahead of the spread of respiratory illnesses that come along with colder weather.

“We sort of monitor several different ways to see how many respiratory viruses are in the community. We can look at the number of people presenting or care for respiratory illnesses. We can look at the number of people hospitalized with respiratory infections, people getting tests or treatments for respiratory infections," said McNeil.

"It's usually around this time of year when we see an upswing in that, and we have been seeing that very consistently in Nova Scotia and given that we are looking to reduce the risk inside of hospitals as early as possible."

Dr. John Gillis, an emergency room doctor at Dartmouth General Hospital in Dartmouth, N.S., says he has seen many patients experiencing these illnesses already this year.

“We are starting to see more cases of respiratory illness, Covid is certainly still out there, RSV is out there, influenza and other viruses and colds as we are heading into the bad season and we are seeing a fair bit of it now,” said Gillis.

IWK Health Centre(opens in a new tab) is also reinstating masking rules.

In a statement to CTV Atlantic, IWK said it is seeing an increase in local viral respiratory illnesses, and they are implementing masking requirements to protect their patients, families, support persons, staff and physicians starting Oct. 1. Masks will be required in inpatient units at IWK Health Centre on University Avenue, the emergency department, early labour assessment unit and any ambulatory care interactions.

Although this may be new to Nova Scotia, this is not the first Maritime province to reintroduce these rules.

Horizon Health Network in New Brunswick reintroduced masking(opens in a new tab) for all health-care workers, patients, social visitors, and support workers in all patient facing and clinical areas on Sept. 3.

Some community members feel this change is crucial in Nova Scotia as well. Local resident Shannon Jack explained her views on the importance of masks.

“I think people everywhere, not just in hospitals, should wear a mask now that it's fall. The coronavirus is still around, and masks should be made mandatory again," said Jack

Others feel it's important to have a choice as well.

“It's a lot easier to comply as best as you can than be the rebellious person. But then again, free will always accommodates for people's differences of choice," Neria Atwine.

As the cold and flu season begins, doctors say if you feel sick, stay home. If you must go out when you aren’t feeling well, wear a mask to avoid passing it on to others. They also recommend people get their flu and COVID-19 vaccinations when they become available.

[kuiperoid]

My "Nickstorian" (people neurodivergently fascinated by Nick Fuentes, but not for shared ideology reasons) entry point

It started in late winter/early spring of 2023. I was dealing with a mix of stress from my second semester of graduate school and not being able to pin down a thesis topic, plus devastation from the ending of a relationship, my shortest romantic relationship at just over a month, but she'd been my friend for around fifteen years, back when we were awkward young nerds that gave our classmates "school shooters vibes" (perhaps foreshadowing, as we were exactly the kind of kids who could have gone down the groyper path if things had gone a bit differently) and who hadn't transed our genders yet, so I was dealing with a lot of stuff emotionally. I was watching a video upload of one of Shark3ozero's streams when he started discussing one of Nick Fuentes's tweets. I had heard of Nick Fuentes and his "groypers" before, but didn't really know what made him unique among the far right Internet personalities. Some of Shark's chatters remarked about Nick, "isn't he gay?" and Shark responded with something along the lines of, "yeah, he searched his friend's room for cum who he tried to make watch Euphoria with him and went on a date with a Nazi catboy." Now, I'd heard of plenty of rightwing talking heads being called called gay before, but that particular statement was so incredibly specific and strange that I had to verify what it meant. Surely this was some kind of terminally online joke that I wasn't getting? Alas, Shark did put some images on screen in reference to the latter claim. I was intrigued by this odd claim, so I did some Internet searching, initially just for "Nick Fuentes catboy" and found YouTube videos by CreationistCat, Vaush (despite the fact that I hate him), and more (several rightwing critics, I found, which added to the intrigue; as a leftist, we often lament how unified the right is and here was an exception). I got to a point where I was watching the entire ten hour stream in pieces between my classes as I ate in the grad student lounge. The catboy question was answered, but there was more. KiwiFarms and similar platforms kept on talking about his "friend Jaden," who he'd incidentally referenced during the "date" multiple times, and I figured there was some equally bizarre story there and I went down that rabbit hole as well. I was wrong about it being equally bizarre; it was more bizarre. Needless to say, over the next few months, I ended up learning his entire life story for which I wrote a thirty page essay for a project about rightwing Latinos in the US that ended up being abandoned in favor of another subject, though I keep that up for anyone else who shares my bile curiosity (most everyone who follows me has read that madness, so I won't bother linking it again). I have more or less followed him and his ex-associates, namely Jaden McNeil (who I find just as ideologically repulsive, though I do have slightly more sympathy for him for other reasons), from a distance ever since. It is a bit funny, at the time I was learning about him, I truly thought that Nick's relevance was waning. He was in deep trouble after an ex-associate of his, Ali Alexander, was exposed for sexually abusing teenage boys in his organization and a lot of people on the right found him to be a contrarian grifter, while leftists viewed him as more of a joke than a threat. It was a pretty big surprise when he managed to thrust himself back into the spotlight with the whole "your body, my choice" thing after the election, a bit ironic given he had spent almost all of the election season criticizing Trump for supporting Israel and issues with JD Vance. It's interesting watching someone, especially one I've had this bile curiosity about for almost two years, so successfully regain relevance he'd lost, maybe even become more relevant, from what was essentially a publicity stunt that ended up being weaponized beyond him. At the moment, it seems like his previous reputation as a joke and possibly gay is returning, what with the Destiny leaks (which probably weren't even him, but the Internet doesn't care) and then his arrest, but we'll see.

[danjaley]

House Overview Season 4

Of course Jon didn't turn the family house into a classicist temple :) At a first glance, not very much changed. Since Andrew didn't need the top-floor room any more, it could be a nursery again and Fiona and Ysobel could keep the second bedroom. The back-house got linked with a covered passage after all. There are servant- and guestrooms there, which are rarely shown in the story. Alasdair got some privacy, as his room is no longer the passage to the study. The study is now reached by the main staircase - which means that the stairs come up on the other side of it. Heating was modernized with tiled stoves, but the family kept two open fireplaces for gathering round.

Matt also had a proper horse-stable built on the sheep-run lot. This has the advantage that the horses can live on that lot, under the care of Walter McNeil's youngest son.

[spacetimewithstuartgary]

Mystery mounds reveal the history of water on Mars

Thousands of mounds and hills in Mars' barren northern plains are full of clay minerals, providing evidence that the rocks here were once soaked with water, a new study reveals. These mounds are all that is left of a landscape, roughly the size of the U.K., that has been almost entirely eroded away.

A researcher at London's Natural History Museum, Dr. Joe McNeil, with collaborators at The Open University, used high-resolution images and compositional data captured by orbiters to understand the geology of the mounds. The findings are published in the journal Nature Geoscience.

The team discovered that the mounds, which are up to half a kilometer tall, are the remnants of ancient highlands which retreated by hundreds of kilometers after erosion wore away the terrain billions of years ago. These actions played a key role in shaping the Martian landscape which divides the planet's low-lying northern hemisphere from its higher southern hemisphere.

The mounds are made of layered deposits containing clay minerals, formed through water interacting with rock over millions of years. These clay layers are sandwiched between older, non-clay layers below and younger, non-clay layers above, marking distinct geological events in Mars' history.

Dr. McNeil said, "These mounds are incredibly exciting because they preserve the complete history of water in this region within accessible, continuous rocky outcrops. They are a prime location for future missions aimed at uncovering whether Mars ever had an ocean and whether life could have existed there."

The study also reveals that the mounds are geologically linked to the nearby plains of Oxia Planum, which the European Space Agency's Rosalind Franklin rover is set to launch in 2028 looking for signs of past and present life. By piecing together Mars' ancient past, scientists are uncovering the story of a planet that may have once been capable of supporting life.

"Mars is a model for what the early Earth might have looked like, as its lack of plate tectonics means that much of its ancient geology is still in place," Joe continues. "As more missions visit the red planet, the more we'll be able to dig into our own planet's history to work out how life began."

As part of the NHM's mission to transform the science of natural history, our research is focused on providing solutions from and for nature. This study is part of our Planetary Origins and Evolution research theme which explores the origins and systems underpinning the evolution of the Earth, its moon and planetary systems.

IMAGE: Two prominent mounds, rising hundreds of metres above the surrounding lowlands, display bright regions rich in clay minerals. Credit: ESA/TGO/CaSSIS, NASA/JPL/MSSS/The Murray Lab

[protoslacker]

F. W. Woolworth's Building; International Civil Rights Center & Museum

Surfing around I saw this photo out of the corner of my eye. I knew exactly where it was taken and its significance. I was kinda shocked.

The photo link is to a page at The Civil Rights Trail, The Civil Rights Center and Museum are in Greensboro. There's a short video of Robert Petterson talking about the lunch counter sit-ins in 1960. Four freshmen students at North Carolina Agricultural and Technical State University--Aggies--led the demostrations: and became known at the Greensboro Four : David Richmond, Franklin McCain, Ezell A. Blair, Jr., and Joseph McNeil.

I was pretty little in 1960, I am not even sure we had a televison set at home. That those stools at Woolworth"s are so iconic to me shows how powerful the movement of sit-ins were. Certainly I'm old enough to remember racist segregation. The thousands of young people who participated in sit-ins inspired me as a lad. I knew they were creating something good. At least trying to make living better for all of us.

[historia-vitae-magistras]

Do the baby rats ever return to the bilges? And by that do they spend much time with the old man? Are they free to drop in and make themselves at home?

I think it varies between them and over time.

Alfred drops in a lot. God knows there's hardly a spot in the world he hasn't made himself known but I still couldn't quite believe how many statues and memorials. The eagle squadron, the Eisenhower statue, the Reagan statue, the 9/11 memorial garden. Mark Twain, James McNeil Whistler, Harry Selfridge, FDR, Abraham Lincoln. Like goddamn I'm not sure why I was surprised but whoo. So many statues of Yanks paid for by the British.

Anyway: In the 19th century he'd actually spent time in England indulging his need for the latest technology and satiating whatever advances François or Gilbert wouldn't keep him abreast of. Nowadays, especially since the age of flight, he travels a lot and has no shame in rolling up, insulting the food but savoring the whiskey, crashing wherever he likes and drunkenly asking his father's advice. He's very free in how much space he takes up and how much time he feels entitled too. If he's jet lagged he'll just conk out on the old man's spare room and complain it smells like sheep but very much appreciate a night's sleep in a place he once called home.

Matt... He should be very comfortable in that space but he's a dipshit so imposing feels illegal. He kind of knows he can but he's also not willing to test his luck the vast majority of the time. If he's invited he'll show up on time, clean up after himself and promptly leave without causing a fuss. At least the cat's happy he's back to visit lmao. He got permission to pay for a wee fountain in the green park memorial. There was a gate we bought when Victoria locked it and we were still first dominion (Australia was still in the process of confederating.) But yeah he's welcome? Arthur doesn't mind him around if he's not underfoot. But it really was kind of a sign Jan had no idea what Matt's life was like anymore when he asked him to go stay at his dad's in the aftermath of their break up.

Jack lmao he's shameless when he wants some of the old man's attention. I don't think it's all the time, but there are a lot of links there. I swear to God I met so many Australians in England. I tumbled out of a test pit off a corner off a Hadrian's wall fortlet and there were like 6 Australians in every pub in fricken Yorkshire. He will just kind of show up with a very casual but somehow kind of prickly invitation to go to a cultural event of his artists or bands in England and the old fart isn't objecting. It took Arthur a minute to figure out that "Accadacca" meant they were going to go see AC/DC but he wasn't mad about it! Two manic fucks can have a lot of fun. They party quite hard sometimes. Jack was also very responsible for the old man's cooking improving by a metric and imperial fuck tonne. The espresso machine under the cabinet is his baby.

Zee I think is the easiest. She's as independent as Jack but that not quite dead idea that daughters are kind of allowed to be more in and out of the house makes it slightly easier for them. She rolls up and flops on the sofa demanding to be fed and watered. A full fifth of the NZ population lives overseas with Australia and the UK topping the list and if there's things she can't really do in New Zealand or she just doesn't want to live alone she'll just hop over. I feel like she goes in cycles of how independent and revolutionary she's feeling and will just kind of make herself at home if she wants another degree or something similar. She spent time in London without the old man too especially during the peak punk years and they ran into each other at a sex pistols concert. She had a full set of tattoos, an undercut and half a blunt in her system, Arthur had green hair and absolutely ripped on god knows what. She's never seen him so panicked. They stumbled home together having a hoot and throwing beer bottles at cops. Grade a hooligans, those two.

[fredbydawn]

So, I finally finished reading the book, so here's my updated thoughts on that theory I kinda made as a joke but oops kinda like it.

So, I know Merrin says that there's only one demon, but I disagree.

Basically, I think Pazuzu did start to contact Regan as a form of protection. I think he is probably the original Captain Howdy, and he talks to her to elevate the stress of her parents' divorce and the stress of being the child of a famous actress.

I’m not totally sure if Dennings is already acting predatorily towards Regan before or after she starts contacting Pazuzu, but I think that some of the initial, like, strong paranormal stuff is the result in of an escalation of abuse. I also think it’s important to note that the book repeatedly mentions that some of the weird things going on (noises in the attic for example) might be due to Regan having a form of telekinesis due to extreme emotional duress.

I know there are people who’ve analyzed the film and explored the idea that Regan was being abused by Dennings due to things like what could he possibly have been doing in her bedroom to begin with or his voice being prominent in the crucifix scene, so I won’t go too much into that. What I will say is that Dennings is more queer coded in the book, using Polari phrases like “Ducky” for instance. And considering when the book was released many straight audience members would have been under the homophobic impression that queer people were dangerous to have around children, I wonder if that may have been a deliberate decision to get readers to wonder if the possession stuff, which is often of a sexual nature, is actually just a troubled girl experiencing and reliving trauma even after killing her abuser. I also want to point out one moment in the book when he comes over to the McNeil house while Regan is sleeping and Chris says his facial expressions and demeanor remind her of a time she saw him skulking around while looking for a prostitute.

So I think Pazuzu starts to possess Regan in order to protect her from Dennings, but this leaves her open to possession by other, more malevolent forces. I don’t know if I 100% believe the spirit is The Devil, but I do think that the spirit is the one who engineered Regan and Pazuzu first coming into contact. I think this malevolent spirit traps Pazuzu as the backwards talking entity. Like I noticed in the book it mentions that in the backward portion of the tapes, it sounds like there are multiple people arguing and one of them is afraid of Merrin. Considering Pazuzu and Merrin are linked in the opening scenes, I think Pazuzu is the one who’s afraid of being cast out of Regan and into the void. I’m not really sure why the entity wants Pazuzu inside Regan, but maybe that’s so it can leach off of his power or because if he was outside he’d be able to ward the evil way, idk.

So while he’s stuck only talking backwards, I think Pazuzu does have enough power to leave if he wanted, so the malevolent spirit does things to make Pazuzu want to remain in Regan to protect her, like keeping the threat of Dennings around as a spirit (cuz I do think Exorcist III rules apply where if you kill someone while possessed, their soul gets trapped in you). Like I think Pazuzu was probably the one who killed Dennings, but it worked out for the malevolent spirit because now Pazuzu would be spending most of his energy trying to stop Dennings from taking control instead of being able to challenge the malevolent spirit.

The more Regan suffers at the hands of doctors, psychologists, and priests, the more Pazuzu clings into Regan, wanting to keep her safe even if that means lashing out violently. But I think in the end he realizes that Regan will die if the possession doesn’t end, and I think that one shot in the movie of Regan and Pazuzu is of him allowing himself to be pushed out in order to save her. I think this then leaves the other spirits vulnerable to being thrown out and that’s one of the reasons why Karras is able to force the malevolent spirit into himself.

So, yeah, it not perfect, but that’s kinda my way of justifying the presence of Pazuzu, cuz tbh I’m super not sure why he was picked as the icon of the devil

And no I will not count the lore of the second movie cuz I don’t feel like it :)

[thelesseroftwoweevils]

Okay it makes sense that Mariner would open up to a stranger like Ma'ah more than her friends but on the other side it's pretty sad that she won't and they can't get through to her. The character links between the main four should be important thing.

And it's Sito Jaxa's death that is at the root of her issues? Hmm. I mean I guess mythologically it's interesting that Lower Decks the series has a such strong link to Lower Decks the episode but... not sure how I feel about it.

Wanting the reveal is better than getting it, I guess.

As with Tom Paris, I can't recognise McNeil's voice well enough for it to really matter that he's back and not a sound alike tbh.

[send-noodles-not-nudes]

taglist

howdy hey! figured i'd get started collecting names for a taglist now that i'm more seriously migrating over here with my writing

tl;dr: if you see something on the list you'd like me to tag you in when i write it, just let me know! you can either dm or reply to the post

there's a bunch of different things that i write for, so i figured the easiest way to break up the taglist would be by fandom, then by character. if you want to be tagged in everything, just let me know! two mini-disclaimers i'll make are that i do occasionally write original stuff, but won't post much about it on tumblr since i'm attempting to write an actual formal book, and that most if not all of my fandom writing will be oc inserts instead of x readers.

fandoms with current writings/hcs:

marvel (mcu + the tiiiiniest amount of comic knowledge)

umbrella academy

psych

bbc merlin

fandoms i'm not currently writing for but may write later:

supernatural

fantastic beasts/harry potter (fuck jk rowling)

lord of the rings

bones

if you want me to tag you in a general fandom regardless of which character it revolves around, just let me know!

if you'd like a specific character, here's a more broken down list. assume romantic ties unless otherwise marked, though romantic ties don't exclude platonic ties as well, especially in fandoms with multiple ocs.

divided by characters:

marvel:

peter parker

loki laufeyson

bucky barnes

matt murdock

foggy nelson

wanda maximoff

peter quill

gamora

karen page

wade wilson (platonically)

tony stark (platonically)

mobius (platonically)

venom and eddie brock (platonically)

frank castle (platonically)

melody stone (oc)

cassiopeia stone (oc)

adelaide stone and wreckage (oc)

malcolm o'dorcey (oc)

umbrella academy:

diego hargreeves

klaus hargreeves (platonically)

viktor hargreeves (platonically)

alicia cooper (oc)

alexander harper (oc, no formal form yet but he's mentioned in alice's)

psych:

carlton lassiter

shawn spencer (platonically)

burton guster (platonically)

spenser spencer (oc)

onyx williams (oc)

zenith cooper (oc, no formal form yet but he's mentioned in spenser and onyx's)

sherman williams (oc, same as zenith)

bbc merlin:

arthur pendragon

gwaine

merlin (platonically)

the knights in general (platonically)

gaius (platonically)

roman cobalt (oc)

supernatural:

sam winchester

gabriel

dean winchester (platonically)

castiel (platonically)

bobby singer (platonically)

chelsea mcneil (oc)

meagan mcneil (oc, no formal form but mentioned in chelsea's)

samosian, logan, and eunice mcneil (ocs, same as above)

fantastic beasts:

newt scamander

jacob kowalski (platonically)

tina and queenie goldstein (platonically)

anya drummond (oc)

harry potter:

fred weasley

draco malfoy (mainly platonically, unless i dig out my old ocs)

george weasley (platonically)

ginny weasley (platonically)

various other cannon characters, mainly if not solely in platonic capacities (neville longbottom, ron weasley, hermione granger, lee jordan, angelina johnson, etc)

laelia fitzeroy (oc)

linkin fitzeroy (oc)

lorcan fitzeroy (oc)

eunice breely-mcneil (oc)

nyisha harper (oc)

nova snape (oc)

lord of the rings:

pippin took

samwise gamgee (likely platonic, potentially not)

legolas greenleaf (platonically)

merry brandybuck (platonically)

the fellowship in general (platonically)

elmyra greenleaf (oc)

bones:

jack hodgins

finn abernathy

wendell bray (platonically)

temperance brennan (platonically)

seeley booth (platonically)

zack addy (platonically)

angela montenegro (platonically)

lance sweets (platonically)

linkin fitzeroy (oc)

nyisha harper-fitzeroy (oc, no formal form but mentioned in link's)

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2024 reading summary:

Prey by Michael Chriton

Revelator by Daryl Gregory

Don't Believe It by Charlie Donlea

Wolfsong by TJ Klune

The Uninvited by Liz Jensen

We Spread by Ian Reid (⭐)

The Book Eaters by Sunyi Dean

The Andromeda Evolution by Daniel H. Wilson

Kiss My Asterisk: a Feisty Guide to Punctuation by Jenny Baranick

Starter Villain by John Scalzi

White Night by Jim Butcher

Small Favor by Jim Butcher

Turn Coat by Jim Butcher

Changes by Jim Butcher

Side Jobs by Jim Butcher

The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood

Looking Glass Sound by Catriona Ward (⭐)

Lexicon by Max Berry

Ghost Story by Jim Butcher

Cold Days by Jim Butcher

The Only Survivors by Megan Miranda

Cursed Bunny by Bora Chung

The Camp by Nancy Bush

Sister, Maiden, Monster by Lucy A. Snyder

The Stranger Upstairs by Lisa M. Martin

Things Have Gotten Worse Since we Last Spoke by Eric LaRocca

The Perfect Place to Die by Bryce Moore

Skin Game by Jim Butcher

Hemlock Island by Kelley Armstrong

The Devil in the White City: Murder, Magic and Madness at the Fair that changed America by Erik Larson

Redshirts by John Scalzi

The Lost Causes of Bleak Creek by Link Neal, Rhett McLaughlin

Brief Cases: More Stories From The Dresden Files by Jim Butcher

The Trees Grew Because I Bled There: Collected Stories by Eric LaRocca

Growing Things and Other Stories by Paul Tremblay

Creatures by John Langon, Paul Tremblay

Hidden Pictures by Jason Rekulak

Camp Damascus by Chuck Tingle

The Demonologist by Andrew Pyper

This is How You Lose The Time War by Max Goldstone, Amal El-Mohtar

Interior Darkness by Peter Straub

Bestiary by K-Ming Chang

Peace Talks by Jim Butcher

The Prisoner by B.A. Paris

The Only One Left by Riley Sager

Home is Where the Bodies Are by Jeneva Rose

Remarkably Bright Creatures by Shelby Van Pelt (⭐)

The Lesser Dead by Christopher Buehlman

Killers of a Certain Age by Deanna Raybourn

The Mountain in the Sea by Ray Nayler (⭐)

Battle Ground by Jim Butcher

Zombie by J. R. Angella

The Fold by Peter Clines

Chain-Gang All-Stars by Nana Kwame Adjei-Brenyah (⭐)

Everyone in my Family Has Killed Someone by Benjamin Stevenson

Everyone on This Train Is a Suspect by Benjamin Stevenson

You're Not Supposed to Die Tonight by Kalynn Bayron

Jack of Spades by Joyce Carol Oates

The King in Yellow by Robert W. Chambers

Carmilla by J. Sheridan Le Fanu

The Horla by Guy de Maupassant

Ella Minnow Pea: A Progressively Lipogrammatic Epistolary Fable by Mark Dunn (reread)

#noescape by Gretchen McNeil

Bury Your Gays by Chuck Tingle

Straight by Chuck Tingle

Dreadful by Caitlin Rozakis

Everyone This Christmas Has a Secret by Benjamin Stevenson

Horror Movie by Paul Tremblay (⭐)