#like. fuck. she's only 15. fuck.
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escaflowne is rly good but i'm like 4 episodes from the end and i'm so, so sad about everything that's happening
#keeping it fun and funky fresh#personal#matty watches#like. fuck. she's only 15. fuck.#girly i know allen is extremely bishie but he's literally 25.#god. all the teens in this are incredibly realistically written. they FEEL so strongly.
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Me n gang we we are going to infiltrate the bitchass rich kid’s (nathan) parents mansion snd risk getting jailed
#bully scholarship edition#bully canis canem edit#life is strange#crossover#gary smith#jimmy hopkins#chloe price#max caulfield#the whole infiltrating the prescott house thing is like an alternative on the entering the boys dorms and into nathans room to get his phone#also it can be like not just nathans things but a lot of other stuff#but i think these losers may only fuck around with their stuff (mainly chloe and gary)#and max wpuld be scared of getting caught AND also super scared of breaking smth bc shes clumsy#jimmy would be unfazed by the situation#oh also i forgor to mention that in this au theyre all within the same age range (jimmy and max being 15 and chloe and gary being 16)
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sonya massey is dead after officer sean grayson shot her three times because she jokingly said “i rebuke you in the name of jesus” in the bodycam footage, his partner made to get an aid kit, to which grayson replied “you go get it, but that’s a headshot”
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#in her own fucking home#and she only had the pot of water because the officer told her to go get it#what kind of training are they getting where a pot of water like 15 feet away is threatening and the appropriate response is a kill shot#sonya massey#sean grayson#acab
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We don't talk enough about how well ALL of the Vees know and care about each other so much, like--
We first see them when Velvette is calling Vox about Val being upset in ep 2, but there's no way he would have asked for the help himself. Like he's not gonna be like "hey get Vox for me I need him" because that seems too vulnerable, BUT he was expecting Vox to come.
He literally says "Fuckin' finally!"
Which would either mean that Velvette told him Vox is on his way, OR Val knew Velvette would tell Vox to come. (It is possible he expected it because of the cameras, but Vox didn't seem to know Val was throwing a tantrum until Velvette called him, and Vox's plan for the day seemed to involve multiple meetings, so I don't think he watches the cameras often enough for that.)
Also Velvette knew how to calm Valentino down. She was busy with a fashion show and needed to focus on that, and she was mad that Val was wrecking her shit, but even after he was out of her hair and not a problem to her, she repeated to Vox that he needs to go take care of Val.
"Take care of the piss baby!"
I 100% believe she could have done it herself (she probably did partly?? considering he stopped the tantrum and was in his room before Vox got there-- unless her telling Val that Vox was on his way was what did it, but that would still be something she knew to do), but she had a show to run. Still, she wasn't going to leave Val alone to be moping around.
Also the fact Valentino seems to have some level of control over his smoke implies he wanted to be dramatic as fuck or wanted to hide himself and sat in a cloud of smoke on purpose.
Vox obviously knows how to talk Val out of shit, and canon makes it more clear that he understands Val well.
But overall there's obvious intimacy between all three of the Vees in that they care for each other and know exactly what's needed and/or what will happen in situations like that.
#the vees#valentino#vox#velvette#hazbin hotel#like seriously if Velvette's goal was only to get Val to stop wrecking shit she would have brushed Vox off when he got there#Val wasn't fucking anything up anymore#BUT she knew he wasn't feeling better so she told Vox to go up there#(more like she ordered him around lmao)#and obviously Vox canceled his appointments to go take care of Val instead#which Velvette couldn't easily do with a show because if you're putting on a show in about 15 minutes or however close it was#that meant people paid and were waiting for it and canceling would make them lose money#Vox didn't seem to have urgent appointments though#and like Velvette KNEW Vox would go help Val#they're all so perfect for each other please#also this is why Velvette as the 'daughter' of the other Vees makes no fucking sense because#why would you tell a parental figure 'fuck you' and refer to the other parental figure as a 'piss baby'#be serious 😭#Val is the child actually#(half joking)#posts by 📲
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curse of ‘this would hit better if the reader had 100+ years of earlier history with its parallels and repetitions to draw on’
#AND THE ONLY CURE IS REREADING MASTERS OF ROME#i respect colleen mccullough soooooo much for. ok yes she wants to fuck julius caesar#but she also is like. hmmm. to understand caesar i must start this series like 15 years before he is even born#AND SHES RIGHTTTTT#also via flashback we see as far back as 146 bce like the fall of carthage is in there. as it should be!#anyway. robert harris WHERE is the spectre of sulla#beeps
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Yes, of course I have a thing for the rich lady that sets up elaborate games to hunt and eat people for sport. She’s British she’s posh she’s old she’s commanding and she’s morally revolting. How the hell am I supposed not to have a thing for her
#her name is LADY MOWBRAY for fuck’s sake. she ticks all my boxes!!!!!#like literally she’s got an enormous rifle and calls people ‘dearie’ what the hell am I supposed to do#i heard her voice and I was gone#jon sims really is the gift that keeps on giving. first gertrude and now this lady. I’m having the time of my life#thank god mr bonzo isn’t the OIAR’s only hitman lmao#im a bit late but this was a damn good episode! poor alice got extremely traumatised!#this was not a good one for her between the catastrophic flirting failure at the beginning and… that… at the end#and we got to meet luke! something terrible is gonna happen to him isn’t it#obsessed with the fact that gwen has apparently fully embraced her role. she’s got her customer service voice ready and everything#she offered the HUMAN HUNT LADY some REFRESHMENTS like girlie what are you doing#and what are the Cheshire Bouchards?????? you can’t just name-drop that and not elaborate???#overall I feel like the one that comes out of this episode on top is celia. she’s got some serious guts!#standing up to the human hunt lady right after listening to a statement about said human hunt lady? holy shit celia#VERY very good episode overall. i had a blast and lady Mowbray was genuinely scary (I love her already agh)#the magnus protocol#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#tmagp 15#lady mowbray
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Genuinely RIP to Captain Jack Harkness and I am NOT being a hater. But it's very funny to me that it took him over a century to find The Doctor again while Donna was like "yeah lmao it took less than 2 years". I know part of it was The Grand Machinations of the Universe but truly I believe part of it was a: that's she just better at knowing where to look and b: The Doctor is overall MUCH less avoidant of her. Actively seeks out having her in their life even.
#even without the destiny it's still only 15 years before the tardis and the doctor are like FUCK i wanna see donna again#rip jack i think you might genuinely empathize with some of what the master has going on sdfkjfkdj#captain jack harkness#donna noble#doctor who#tennant doctor#AND THEN THE DOCTOR JUST STRAIGHT UP LIVES WITH HER!! SHE WAS ABLE TO FULLY DOMESTICATE HIM!!#jack might be chewing drywall right now fsdjlfk
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Someone pissed me off a couple of days ago
So! Below are several links to programs and foundations that promote adult literacy! Hundreds of millions of adults world wide were failed by their education system and now must fend for themselves while trying to read contracts and hospital bills and infographics from the CDC. But they don't have to be alone, and it is never too late to learn!
ProLiteracy: A network of educators, researchers, and advocates which provides research reports, learning materials, and other support to adult education programs. They assist with connecting volunteers to local programs and provide guidance and support to community leaders trying to use their programs' findings to advocate for social and political change.
Adult Literacy League: An adult education program in Central Florida, which aims to provide students with one on one attention to foster growth and confidence. It also offers English Second Language courses and job skills training, and each new student receives a comprehensive assessment to determine the best plan for them.
Saint Vincent and Sarah Fisher Center's Foundational Skills Program: A 100% free adult education program aimed at adults reading below a fifth grade level. It operates year round and is either in person or remote, and they now have a GED testing center that is open to students and the public alike.
Washtenaw Literacy: A free network of trained tutors for adults in Washtenaw County, Michigan.
Adult Learning Program (Las Vegas/Clark County): Free education classes to those lacking a high school diploma, those seeking to learn ESL, and adults who read below an eighth grade level. Also assists in students' search for gainful employment. Nevada got so fucked by COVID and the education/literacy numbers in the South West are grim. Please help these guys.
Hawaii Literacy: In addition to helping adult residents of Hawaii Island learn to read and write AND bridging the education gap in Hawaii's underserved children, they offer computer literacy classes, ESL classes, and a bookmobile. 1 in 6 Hawaiian adults struggle to read and write.
#Not Stories#mutual aid#adult literacy#'uuhhhggg its soooo disappointing when i meet a girl who's like 'yeah omg i luv 2 read'#'and then she only reads booktok trash and grocery store thrillers and manga'#'like come on thats such a turn off :/'#'like aren't you bored??? what about reading The Foundation and War & Peace and Grapes of Wrath where's THAT girl haha'#nobody gives a shit what sort of high school reading list gets your dick stiff! NOBODY!#I'm too busy dealing with the fact that most public education systems hate students of color and anyone with a learning disability#from the very bottom of my very dyslexic heart go fuck yourself#'this chick only read 8 books in twelve months lmfao thats so pathetic'#'i read eight books a MONTH some people really give up after high school'#do you think my great grandfather or his father got to fucking finish high school????#or were they busy getting fucking shot at in germany in two different fucking wars????#thank every god you wanna name that my lunatic mother stopped abusing me long enough to put me through FIVE YEARS OF TUTORING#to get ME literate because that's what it fucking took#I watched more than one kid from my underserved semi rural district drop out at 17 or 16 or 15#because their parents needed a third paycheck or they were gonna lose the goddamn house#10% of my majority black school district graduated FUNCTIONALLY ILLITERATE and not an ounce of it was those kids' fault#our racist ass school district failed them and the district did NOT protect my white ass when I was diagnosed dyslexic#the adult literacy crisis is not about you getting a girlfriend who can discuss Ayn Rand with you#the adult literacy crisis is about us being exploited and neglected and made easier to control and manipulate#reading is FUCKING HARD and learning to read after the age of six is SO MUCH HARDER#so from the VERY very bottom of my VERY very dyslexic heart#FUCK. YOU.
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bath is such a tourist trap 😭😭 the roman baths were neat but that’s literally all there is
#stream#skip sally lunn’s house unless u want to sit around for 15 minutes waiting to have ur drink order taken only to sit around for an hour to#have to go out and FIND THE WAITER bc we been sittin for an HOUR waitin for the damn FOOD TO SHOW UP#man didn’t show up once 🙄#literally i’m still so annoyed that im going to leave a review like bro what the fuck we were the ONLY people in the entire ROOM & we were#just ??? looking around ???? like what the fuck#i hate all non american restaurants unless they’re like#UPPITY UPPITY restaurants or like a PUB#anything in between is trash & i would rather kill myself than go to them#either give me bugs in my drink or a Real Server that’s IT !!!!!#😭😭😭😭😭#i wouldn’t have been dramatic if i wasn’t just drinking fucking BLACK TEA on an EMPTY STOMACH like BRO i was going to VOMIT#i got so annoyed i was like i’m just going into the kitchen bc what the fuck is this like guess i gotta cook this trash myself ?#then they just comped the drinks like … lol#omar covered bc i was going to argue bc the ORHER SERVER SAID SHES COMPING EVERUTHING BC AN HOUR IS BULLSHIT#THATS AN H O U R#FOR FUCKING 2 SLICES OF HAM W MUSTARD ON A BUN#I’m soooooo ANNOYED#like what pisses me off the most is slow service#be RUDE just don’t be fuckin SLOW#IF UR TABLE IS BORED UR DOING A BAD JOB
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“we need more complex female characters” you guys couldn’t even handle 14yo katara. be so fr
#the way she was treated literally burns me up to think about#’she’s always so mad’ HER MOM DIED??? HER DAD LEFT THEM??? SHE LEFT THE ONLY HOME SHE’D EVER KNOWN???? SHE WAS FACING DEATH???? LIKE?????#‘she didn’t need to react that way’ ITS REALISTIC. SHE WAS FOURTEEN.#atla#katara#avatar the last airbender#or that you guys can’t seem to acknowledge her as a character outside of her romantic relationships#she’s so much stronger than people give her credit for . they reduce her to just aang’s wife or zuko’s gf or whatever the fuck#she is THE LAST SOUTHERN WATERBENDER. SHE LITERALLY DISMANTLED A PATRIARCHAL SOCIETY BY AGE 15#HER MOTHER DIED TO SAVE HER. SHE LEFT THE ONLY HOME SHE HAD EVER KNOWN ON A JOURNEY WITH A BOY SHE HAD JUST MET.#but NOOOO she can’t ever express frustration or rage or disappointment she has to be the PERFECT DEMURE KIND HEALER GIRL#in ditching the sokka misogyny storyline and reducing katara to a demure healer natla completely erased her substance#talk tag
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356 pages into royal assassin and im feeling the first rumblings 😎
#sorry to my girl robin hobb but i fucking hate this romance. the chemistry is not chemistrying.#assassin's apprentice#rote#books#just takes pages away from fitz's much more interesting relationships with burrich and patience and verity!!! get this woman#outta here!!!! honestly she deserves better!!!!!#give me maia and csethrio style high fantasy strangers to lovers or give me nothing. like he just likes her because shes a girl that h#e knows from childhood. thats it. thats fucking it. boring!#also isnt he cannonically only 15??? having sex??????? huh????????
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#im so upset ok literally no one cares but#my bedroom at home was getting kinda redone this summer#we repainted and added shelves above my desk and styff#so i displayed my album collections on the shelves it was so slay ok it was fire#and#today as i was adjusting things#the shelf with my skz collection just fucking rips out of the wall bro#like BROO?? there are holes in my wall now but idec bro MY ALBUMS???? l#it was so high up too im. they fell from a catastrophic height.#literally every single one of my skz albums falling to the floor which is like at least 50 or smth idek#no that sounds too high but you know. A LOT#i have from mixtape to rockstar not every singlr one but yeah#MY LIMITED ALBUMS?? THESR ARE EXPENSIVE HOLY#im taking a deep breath rn#actually looking from through my tears they didnt look Too beat up (except noeasy fuck that packaging) and except my stay in playground pho#photobook case CRACKEDDDD og my god. its judt the outer plastic case but i. am. so. sad#that is like $50 bro#anyway god#now we have to somehow fix it. we used these shelves before in my sisters room and they've held up great but she pretty much puts stuffed an#animals and thats it lol#did not account for my shitload of albums creating a ton of weight but well.#theyre supposed to hold 170 lbs are my albums rly more than that holy shit#ANYWAY#this litrtally happenrd 15 minutes ago thats why im venting rambling idk#now i have to sleep in my moms room AGAINN until these are fixed#like i love her but i like sleeping alone god pls#(i also primarily write at night and. well its not the easiest to write smut and stuff when ur mother is right next to u.)#GOD UGH. idk its fine but im#silver lining is it wasnt my loona collection bc not only are those rare ash i swear they dent from a strong gust of wind bro#I REACHED TAG LIMIT LMAO I DIDNT KNOW THAT WAS A THING BYE
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in my quest to quell my pain ive only hurt myself worse. damned if i do damned if i dont.
#i need better coping mechanisms but it’s so easy to just turn to substances when you’ve never learned how to cope w your emotions#and physical pain. however a lot of it has been brought on by the substance abuse aka i did it to myself#so i probably deserve it#but i started with them in the first place to get rid of pain that was so overwhelming and constant#it feels like every time i do something to preserve myself im punished for it#and im so sick of it. i cant believe its gotten this bad#i drink to help the pain -> i get hungover and the pain is way worse -> i drink to stop that pain#and the worst part is it always works#realistically ive depended on substances for like a decade#i started drinking at 13 and fell into a rut of alcoholism at like 15/16#my mom was going thru a phase of alcoholism and roped me into it so bad if be woken up by her bringing me a drink at 9 am#and we’d drink till she passed out and i had to walk her to bed and cook for everyone and do all the chores#it went on for months one summer#then it was weed and i smoked every day from like 18-22#only thing thwt stopped me from drinking until i started again after both my parents died#i havent recovered since.#im still so traumatized and depressed that i looked for any method of relief#the dph phase was the worst. i think alc is even better than that lmfao it was horrible#once i got access to alc i stopped all that. wouldnt have if i hadnt had alc tho#it’s honestly been one addiction after the other for a decade#and my parents fueled so much of it#‘oh id rarher you drink under my eye than do it behind my back’#BRUH YOU WOULDNT LET ME GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING. HOW WOULD THWT HAVE HAPPENED#crazy how i was obsessed w drugs and shit by the time i was 10 and i remember thinking wow im gojna grow up to be an addict.#why am i so irreparably fucked up#idk whatever. like im not gonna drink abt it lmao.
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Stories 1 came out on switch again so naturally I’m replaying it because it’s genuinely such a good game in the “get monsters to fight with” genre and i’m totally not sobbing at lil Rider Odessa growing up between Stories 1 and 2 😭
#happy screms#monster hunter stories#odessa#rider odessa#i don’t mh post to main even if it is my special interest of all time and where odessa came from (3u girlie)#but god fuck she grows up and i managed to let her keep the rider motif from 1 in her hair in 2 😭#girl who goes through WAY too much trauma and saves the world twice no wonder she’s selectively mute in this universe#the autism ‘i’ll only talk if i feel ultra mega comfy’ is real with this au odessa#dd2 coming out and stories 1 coming back on switch like hey#so you’re special interest games right? blasts you#gonna be so annoying on main about both games now not sorry-#lil 11 year old to 15/16 in 2 ough she so baby always…
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(x) Once again I'm going insane over this
#mahiru shiina when the 15 year old she is making uncomfortable comments towards is uncomfortable with it: :(((#in general I love how both how she interacts with Es and how she interacts with her boyfriend in TIHTBILWY#emphasize over and over again that mahiru does not give a fuck about respecting boundaries#at most she will acknowledge that you're uncomfortable and then continue to do the thing you're uncomfortable with#it's also why I don't really get how people source mahiru's bf's “lack of communication” as like. something against him because#have you ever *been* in a relationship with someone who just doesn't respect any boundaries you put up?#no wonder he didn't communicate with her. what would be the fucking point lmao#I love you mahiru shiina and all of your toxic qualities#I can't wait to be your sole inno voter in trial 3 when people pretend to be surprised that the trial 2 verdict only made you worse#{ ⚖️ after knowing all I wonder. can you really forgive them? 👁️}#milgram#milgram project#mahiru shiina#shiina mahiru#milgram mahiru
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not going to name names bc thats messed up but omfg i was tryna find records of old heta fandom shit to show inu right and i found a hetalia iceberg and I SAW MY 2019 OPP ON THERE. IT WAS SO FUCKING FUNNY LIKE MY EYES BULGED OUT OF MY SKULL BECAUSE IM NOT EVEN JOKING I HATED THIS BITCH SO MUCH WHEN I WAS 14 AND NGL I STILL HATE HER. I DIDNT SAY NOTHING AND KEPT CURTIOUS AND NORMAL OBVIOUSLY BUT ON THE INSIDE I WANTED HER ASS DEAD EVERYDAY AND WELL... you all know im never in the loop with things and had no fucking clue that she was just the antichrist for an entire group of people lol. SHE WAS MY ANTICHRIST THO. I HATED HER AND SHE HATED ME OKAY AND IM LIKE RODF SEEING HOW SHES ON THE FUCKING HETALIA ICEBERG I WAS LIKE OMG.... I THOUGHT ONLY I FUCKING DESPISED HER
#i hated her to an unhealthy amount imma be so real#bc ive never done an internet sin of like shittalking outside of priv accs/dms#or interacting anonymously with people i hate etc etc#but there are things that are like corruptions for your own soul from how sour hatred can get#and she did that to me. and i only hated her enough to do that#i have only ever in my life actively hatestalked her blog when i was 14 bc she made me so fucking mad everyday#ive only ever in my life hatestalked her like shes the only reason i can comprehend why people are compelled to hatestalk#this was all back when i was like 14 tho lol and#ugh... im sorry. as you can tell the hatred i feel towards her is like soul corrupting level#i want to say im sure she has grown up to be a fine person and logically i know this is true#but also part of me is like there is no fucking way this bitch grew up to be a fine person like the lobotomy part of my brain is saying that#i will not tell you who she is btw so dont send me an ask begging for the user#and if for some reason you have a hunch who it is. you never know you could be wrong and even if youre not i dont condone harassment towards#her or like yknow just any association like leave her tf alone#i dont have fans who love me enough or are crazy parasocial to harass someone i personally hate/hated#but still just in case#shes not an actual bad person. i just hate her so much that it makes ME a bad person on the inside#its why im so glad that i turned 15 and went i need to stop looking at her forever or else i will reincarnate as a mosquito#ill only talk to u abt her if we are at least acquatiances with eachother#and i dont think anybody will be able to figure out who she is actually bc i never once was mean to her outside of telling my close friends#i wanted her dead. me when i dont act like a beast online despite the vietnamese devil inside me
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