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even dogs pass the mirror test
#hello again everyone. how's it going#isat loop#in stars and time#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat#lucabyteart#isat spoilers#so. had this idea Before getting my hands on the artbook and being validated. literally have a voice note from 4:30am on the 8th where#i frantically noted down this just horrid horrid horrid caption because i'd been musing on the sasasap Dress line all day i suppose#just kind of rotating in my brain the way any kind of first time trying on new clothes for them would be .#just absolutely mental breakdown material and not one i think would be recovered from quickly. they hate being in their own skin#like. a lot? like a lot. the collateral of any kind of transfemme read was barely in my mind until it ended up relevant again while i was#actively working on this. because christ that's a bad combo. 2x different forms of body dysphoria in one. maybe even 3x somehow#plus any scenario where they get clothes is... likely gifted. something they react viciously negatively to in game and i doubt#would improve thereafter. just a veritable katamari of disgust and self-loathing#like i was mostly just thinking abt how a lot of our collective depictions of loop being alienated from their body are rather abstract#in a body horror way mostly. on account of loop being more of a metaphor than a person half the time. so i think i wanted to depict#something closer to just. a human level of body dysphoria. no focus on the whole duplicate thing just... raw disgust for the self#but with the addition of recent discussion and playing ball more with the she/her loop and transfem loop angle...#scenario of leaning into femininity to try throw off suspicion on who they are PLUS realising they might want that PLUS the party#trying to use this to bond with them PLUS body dysphoria PLUS new!gender dysphoria PLUS the usual revulsion for wanting and desire#like. that is a catastrophic combination . not coming out of that one without it getting worse for a few weeks thereafter#that's a real lash out at everyone around them and then recede in shame type breakdown. which im sure looks interesting from#the party's pov because jesus christ that touched a nerve something awful (<- they only have half the context AT BEST)#. so . there's your free scenario to ponder on if you'd want to. seeing as ive done a picture without a shitload of words on it for once#ALSO don't get smart with me in the tags about the mirror test being an absolutely ass test in most regards re: self-awareness#or that things like minnows pass it. i'm a fellow pedant dont worry. it's just that minnow doesn't really have the same ring as dog yknow?#this is supposed to be like an absolutely excruciatingly self loathing thought spoken aloud of a caption. it's pithy and cruel on purpose#and more than a little inspired by (reblogged yesterday) liminal space's 'there is no other dog. it's just you'
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Okay, so I know we have a handful of reasons we usually revert to when it comes to ‘moving Danny away from Amity for plot reasons’. While I was about to make lunch I thought of this one and now I have to share it before my brain forgets it.
What if the Observants get fed up? Like Danny has done one too many things against them and they are sick of it? He doesn’t respect them or their authority so he is a threat. But Clockwork is refusing to work for them on this. He’s digging his feet in and not letting the Observants use him, stating it's ‘for the good of the timeline’.
So they go another route and start bribing increasingly powerful ghosts to take down Phantom.
Only Danny has noticed a pattern with the new ghosts suddenly coming through the portal. Not only are they ghosts he’s never even heard of, but their only focus is on him. Eventually one of the ghosts that are hired or maybe even one that Danny has befriended in the past that has heard down the grapevine, tells Danny what the Observanats are doing.
And instead of grouping with his friends to figure out how to either take down (preferably) or calm down (Ugh do we have to?) the Observants, Danny in his ultimate wisdom… leaves. The ghosts that the Observants are sending are after him, right? So long as he isn’t near someone else nobody has to get hurt!
And so, without telling anyone why or maybe even completely bulldozing over his friend's reasons to stay, Danny leaves Amity to protect the town.
This idea could just stay as Danny exploring the world but not in freedom like Dani, but in an attempt to escape the Observants. Maybe he even bumps into her at some point and she is surprised and tries to ask ‘Hey, why are you in Hawaii?’ but watches in shock as he runs away from her. Maybe in these adventures, he inadvertently discovers another ancient artifact that he could use against the Observants but the information is threaded throughout the world. So he continues to travel and force himself to be amongst people so that he can gather more information.
Or this could open up some neat ideas for crossovers!
One idea is Danny becoming an omen of sorts that something terrible is about to happen. If you see Danny Phantom, you know that a really bad rouge attack is about to happen in your area. And the worst part is, Danny is happy to see that everyone is avoiding him. Not because he likes to be feared, but because it's for the better. And to his horror rouges are trying to hire him to terrorize certain areas. He's accidentally become a villain because of the constant ghosts trying to take him down.
Another idea is another hero catching on that Danny is being essentially hunted and is concerned. Although their attempts to reach out and help are not being accepted. Danny is trying to protect the hero from danger but they don’t know that. They just think he’s being stubborn. So to Danny's dismay, they try even harder to prove to him that they can help.
I dunno, just something different to think about. Please tell me if there are fics or drabbles already using this kind of idea out there! I would love to read it :>
#danny phantom#Is this dp x dc? I tried to keep it open so that something like mlb x dp or something could work too.#aw heck it#dc x dp#crossover ideas#fic ideas#the observants are jerks#Feel free to use this idea if it inspires you#Or add on with your own ideas#Half of me is saying this is something someone has already done so if it is I will credit them in the post#wouldn't be the first time my brain would trick me into thinking something was originally my idea smh#I'm going to eat lunch now. I'm hungry
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May I present... The Soumako Bench Theory
Pivotal moments between Makoto and Sousuke as a pair I realized tend to have the same blocking? They’re always sitting at a bench.
Makoto is between classes and plans with Haru and Asahi, Sousuke is in the middle of the jog. They both take a moment between their busy schedules to speak to one another. Makoto summarizes the Ikuya lore to Sousuke even though he doesn’t exactly have to. Makoto even goes as far as to tell Sousuke he feels like Ikuya changed.
Here they talk about happy memories, relay childhood dreams, Makoto tells Sousuke he admires him then Sousuke tells Makoto about his surgery. And you can tell their friendship shifts because Sousuke asks Makoto to hang out again. Showing him he enjoyed their time enough together and wanted to do it again.

These are both moment of them opening up to each other emotionally. About their friends, about themselves.
Next time they’re around each other alone they’re actually watching Rin and Haru’s competition on a bench. Being at the pool it seems like they’re between swimming?? (I actually don’t get the setting here cause what… did they swim, change, then go back?? Idk). Anyways they’re both anxious about Rin and Haru, both reassuring each other about the race. Watching it together knowing how nerve wracking it is.
I’d argue even here too, the bench exchange with Haru. Sousuke goes with Makoto to take Haru to the clinic. But Sousuke is the one who carries Haru. Physically and emotionally supporting Makoto even at this bench here.
I think Soumako always being at a bench in scenes that seem to be emotional moments for their characters and their relationship is meant to be they’re like a rest stop for each other. They’re usually in between things, but when they get a chance to have a moment together, they get to relay their feelings and relieve a mental load.
Soumako are each other’s emotional "resting place" that allows them to reflect deeply about the themselves and the things they care about. Often sharing emotional burdens with each other.
#soumako#soumako this soumako that i hope it's not obvious i come back to these scenes a lot aha....#anyways here you go another over analysis on makoto and sousuke because i love those guys they're cool or whatever#it's not like makoto's kindness and depth is awe inspiring... or sousuke's sweetness and aura is mesmerizing...#it's not like soumako's continuous hard work and big hearts is smt i think abt everyday or something#free! analysis
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Intrusive thoughts are great bc they don’t make sense and are fucking terrible
#personal#ocd moment#And then its just always there in the back of my mind#Like yeah what if I did that horrible thing I’d never do. Really awesome idea ocd! Any other bangers you want to share with me?!#Always some weird bullshit and then im like “shit am I a terrible person” and im not its just ocd shit but lordddddd#Awful. Terrible.#intrusive thoughts#post inspired by me. Today after a normal conversation w my sociology professor whom I love dearly.#Brains just like “here’s an example of something you SHOULDNT DO. And here’s an extremely detailed mental image of what would happen-#If you did it and the repercussions it would have. WOULDNT THAT BE SOOO FUCKED UP 🤣” like GOOOO AWAYYYYYY
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“She’s tolerable, but not handsome enough to tempt me”😤😤😤
(Regency AU with Eloise and Sebastian inspired by my slow trek through Bridgerton these days & @bassicallymaestra ‘s AMAZING regency inspired art😮💨😇🙏)
#I just have a love of big regency dresses what can I say😔🙏#if you haven’t seen them yet this is a study of the GORGEOUS P&P illustrations from the 1890s by Charles Brock#they are all just so spectacular & I stare at them alllllllllll the time wishing I had an ounce of his talent🙏🙏🙏#so I do these studies to pretend even though I change some things😅😅 bc these studies is the best way to improve imo🙏#but I remembered halfway through why I rage quit trying to draw with my fountain pen a year ago😂😂😂#that thing is amazing for writing and I love it like a child#but drawing?! tbh I should have used my drawing ink pen but whatever#I woke up with a hankering to do some crosshatching (which I hate) in an attempt to get over myself#also!!!!!! when Mr Darcy says something like that it’s no wonder Elizabeth jumps at the bit to believe every awful thing she hears about him#it’s like Mr wickham’s dumb stories that nobody else in their right mind would believe#are speaking right to her soul. like OF COURSE that asshole from the assembly would do all of those things😤😤#he called me ugly so OF COURSE he would deny mr wickham his living😤😤#(I don’t blame her I would do the same🤝🤝)#ALSO why tf did he even say that when he’s clearly smitten from the beginning#I’m sure if he knew that she heard him he would simply perish from mortification#well thst is my p&p - inking horror - inspiration rant of the day🙏🙏#(I read p&p at least once a year & it is the only fanfic I really read😅😅😅)#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise#eloise babbit#regency au
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to noise making (sing) got stuck in my head and something about the “At best you’ll find a little remedy, at worst the world will sing along” line feels very very sleep token core
#idk man do you think they ever thought it would get this big#when so many of their songs are so deeply personal and vulnerable#it must be so strange playing them in front of thousands of people#what is it like to have that many voices singing back something pulled from the darkest corners of yourself#to know that it resonates with that many people#(and maybe a few fools who thing that Atlantic and blood sport belong on a wedding playlist but I digress)#anyway I would make a little edit of this if I knew how to#but yall see the vision I hope#sleep token#Hozier#<- in passing reference but he inspired this whole thing so#also ‘put your emptiness to melody your awful heart to song#like hello
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doodles





edgar vargas and squee by johnen vasquez
scriabin by zarla-s
#sunny's art#vargas#edgar vargas#vargas zarla#scriabin vargas#zarla s#scriabin#doodles#YOU THOUGHT YOU'D SEEN THE LAST OF ME . . . . !!!!#well HELLO !!!! I'M BACK !!!!!!!!#got a new brush . what do you think of it do you like it#okay i want to ramble about these wait a second#the first one looks a bit different to the rest because i was just trying new stuff .#if i spend a long time without drawing i'll forget how to draw and well it happened#i've changed my art style like 3 times now but i still draw side profiles the same . looks weird ugh#the mug says “ JESUS loves me BECAUSE no one else will ” btw . meta gave me the idea actually . thanks meta .#about the second one . finished that one like ten minutes ago . missed drawing todd aw#i just find their whole relationship so amusing .#like yes i went crazy for like a month and now i have a brother-husband and a kid ?!#they complement each other so well though . i love them#THE UNO ONE omg i've had that idea for like A YEAR NOW and i just drew it lol#i wonder how long it would take scriabin to notice though .#when i showed this to meta she said : “ oh wow !! edgar's finally winning at something !! ” and it's SO TRUE#wonder how he does it !#and the last one . i got the idea when i was looking through zarla's account searching for fan art .#love it so much though they look like their lives aren't a living hell#anyways i'll probably make more of these . who knows#going back to school on monday . and of course i had to get inspiration four days before going back .#please PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO GET BACK TO SCHOOL . PL#okay byeee enjoy these . eat my starved followers . EAT !!!!!
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Helloooo out of curiosity, how do you deal with hate? Like on or off anon? Sorry if you’ve answered something similar before but yeah. I’m just starting out as a yandere writer (inspired by you and this blog!!). I posted a fic and it didn’t even have over 200 notes when I got my first hate comment (not on anon). My fic wasn’t even on the main tags lol.
honestly the only advice i can really give is not to interact with it. discourse in any form is very draining and unpleasant, so while there is that knee-jerk reaction to defend yourself, you'll be better off just deleting the ask/comment and moving on. it's also much worse for newer/smaller blogs without established followings, so with a little time, you do eventually grow out of being an easy target for people with simply nothing better to do. just kinda weather the storm for a while and it'll get better quickly.
#i do still get like a bi-monthly hate comment/ask#but they're never very inspired#my policy is to only respond if it's extremely funny or i have something extremely funny to say in response#and if it's something that's genuinely awful#i just picture a thirteen year old typing it out through tears and that usually negates any emotional impact#and then i delete it anyway#it's enrichment#personal#anon ask
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i fucking hate ai art “but how else would i draw my favs?? :((“ you know what fuck it here’s a picture i drew of annie cresta. it’s good as fuck bc i made it w my own two hands and it’s better than anything ever produced by ai ever bc ai will never have the ability to love our favs more than we can

#ai art is not art#got me feeling so petty i had to go find a piece of paper#for every new piece of ai art i see i will draw one character from something i like#annie cresta was the first one that came to mind and she will not be the last#which sounds kinda threatening but ai art in general will never be art ESP not the post that inspired this it was like#borderline gore art of young pjo chracaters which is SO awful bc 1) they’re KIDS and 2)#atp there’s nothing artistic abt it i fully believe u just wanted to fantasize abt gore
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i genuinely do think that looking at the characters in homestuck through the lens of them being autistic is pretty important to do even if it obviously wasn’t intentional (except for nepeta at least) bc like. every character in homestuck takes some inspiration from early internet users. and a lot of early online spaces were absolutely disproportionately autistic. obviously not all, there were mainstream spaces, but it was a much less centralised place and had tons of mini communities made up of people intensely passionate about one thing which is a community structure that’s extremely welcoming to autistic people (comparatively- there was still constant ableism but that was true Everywhere in the mid to late 00s). and like all of the characters are based more on the types of people you’d find in those micro communities than on myspace. the Actual People who those archetypes were based on were disproportionately autistic and that absolutely carries over into how they’re written in homestuck, even though it’s unintentional. it isn’t helpful in every scenario and character obviously but like, i do think the fact that they’re based on online archetypes of what we’d call now terminally online micro community users and that a lot of those irl people were autistic bc in the early days of the internet being terminally online was actually extremely difficult instead of being the default- this was changing a bit around the time homestuck began, but the archetypes the kids and trolls are based on almost all date back to before then (the main exception being Some of the beforus trolls)- is something that can be useful to think about. it’s not an intentional thing, but it’s kind of an inevitable thing when you’re basing characters on 2005 power user stereotypes on gaming forums.
#like when I say homestuck's cast is almost all autistic this is what I mean#I genuinely do mean that they are in a lot of ways written as such Entirely bc people who were terminally online in 00s were like.#disproportionately autistic. like the kids in homestuck are based on the Kind Of Guys you saw in mid late 00s on something awful#they’re recognisable Kind Of Guys from that sort of era and location. along with niche micro community websites#and a lot of those Kind Of Guys turned out to be undiagnosed autistic people#and I think that a lot of that sort of subconciously bleeds into the homestuck cast sometimes.#bc they’re inspired by the type of forum members who’d be diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder in a decades time#it’s not intentional but it’s definitely something I’ve noticed.
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sorry but i do not want to see statues of ordinary people in mundane situations. i see enough of that daily. i want my statues to depict extraordinary people in extraordinary circumstances.
#this is just....not a trend i'm fond of at all#i think you can tell a lot about a civilization based on its memorial and who it honors and celebrates#statues of ordinary people....just reeks of narcissism#why do you have to “see yourself” in a statue?#that's not what i want#i want to see something great and exemplary#something that inspires me and fills me with awe and wonder#a statue that exists as a challenge to me -- that i might strive to be like them someday#not “look it's you as you are right now. no need to strive or change or anything.”#i want to live in a society that celebrates heroism and greatness and beauty and excellence#not....the ordinary and mundane and banal#utterly sick society
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when sebastian drops the fucking egg
#when he drop-a-da-egg 💥💥💥 (guys this is a call for help i literally cannot stop saying shit like this its awful i keep going#“do you like-a-da-grape” or something along those lines whenever im playing its awful i... maybe thats just how my farmer talks...........#i did not want this to be the first stardew fanart i finished but inspiration struck and who am i to deny it 😔#theres headlines following this incident like “local farmer boy falls dead at the sight of a cracked egg on the floor-”#stardew valley#sdv sam#sdv farmer#sdv#my art#this one is so messy but i am just running with it#i want to properly introduce my farmer and make a little character sheet or something but ARGHHhhg art hard#uhm should i make a tag for him and his farm bc.... hmm#guyssailawayfarm#sure yeah ok
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I hope my coworker isn't ever on NCIS tumblr because I'm about to tell you I just mentioned NCIS in the break room and excitedly told her about the Tiva spinoff, and she said "ugh" and talked about how much she dislikes Ziva and how her character "made no sense" LOOOOL
#i changed the conversation topic as fast as possible haha#it seems she fundamentally misunderstands Ziva's purpose as a character and her character arc#or fails to see how it is inspiring#like she escaped her awful family and made something of herself other than a killer#that's the whole point#her argument was that it made no sense that the team would ever accept the sister of the guy who killed kate#like..... the fact that they did is why its an emotional moving piece of fiction#but ok lol#tiva#ziva david#at least i can rest easy knowing shes not one of the dozens of people reading my fic when i see her on ao3 in the break room 😂#anyway I dearly hope she isn't on tumblr but she is hi! no hard feelings! lol
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ahhhhhh i remember why i dont read comics & books and watch movies as much as I should. Because they make me lose it
#i get suddenly hit with a tsunami of inspiration and an urgency to Make Something#but the urgency isn't about the process of making it's about I Have Stories To Present Too. I have to See Them Realized.#and that hit of urgency is obviously far too short lived to make anything. esp since it comes in a set with a feeling of 'wow this-#-thing was so great' that transforms into intensified perfectionism of No No What Im Doing Here Isnt Good. What Is This. Disgrace-#-to my idea AND to what inspired it AND to my self proclaimed status as an amateur storyteller#which turns into artblock. so like low chances that ill even get a singular good drawing made during this#and the multiple comic or script or whatever ideas that appear in my head during this are out of the question entirely#oh and all of this appears next to the normal feelings caused by a good story like attachment to the characters and having to process it-#-for a while and if its very good then even sometimes rarely i get the need to make fanart#so all of this combined just leads to me not being able to do anything for a while and feeling awful about it.#fun./sar#i wish i was a normal artist people here are so resilient and do stuff even though they dont want to or they DO want to#because idk they enjoy being pissed bcs of a thing not turning out right and they dont mind how tedious it can get-#-and they enjoy sacrificing hours&days&months of their lives without a guarantee that anyone will appreciate it accordingly and itll pay of#its probably the resilience though#im weak like a dried twig both mentally and physically#this sounds like i never enjoyed drawing&writing ever. and to clarify thats far from true. i frequently enjoy it#just never frequently enough and consistently enough to actually make something more 'worthwhile' or linear#it's like a wind that comes & goes that i have no control over.#i try to keep telling myself that in the past i struggled to make anything 'bigger'....& know i even made animatic shitposts#this sounds so stupid god. an animatic shitpost being an achievement.#its not an art skill achievement its a fighting tooth and nail with my own self to actually finish it because its a struggle almost every-#-time achievement#what im saying is im trying to tell myself that i already improved. im doing more than i could have done in the past.#even if the process is so slow and i dont know when ill advance again#if ill advance again. i just gotta believe i guess? thank u parappa
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Recent things.. mostly just writing screenshots lol
#There's a water problem in the apartment so thats been taking most of my attention lol.. the way maintenance happens here is just#this big long vague wait with no clear communication. You just send in a request to the apartment building and then you might hear from the#any weekday from 8am - 4pm any time after that. Sometimes it's quick but sometimes its like days before you hear anything. So then#you just have to be operating under the assumption that at any time during working hours you might get a call or a knock at the door#Like if you were expecting company at any time for a week straight ghjhj.. ANYWAY.. I've been working on making a little discord#server thing for the game maybe for playtesters to communicate in initially i guess but then also after it's out or... something like that.#no idea how all of that works. but you hear about people doing it. or something... Still not entirely sold on the idea since I'm not really#a big user of discord format speaking (like little chats and stuff) but.. again idk.. seems like.. common.. for things...(< socially odd#hermit fumbling through trying to imitate what '''normal''' people do/enjoy/desire lol..). Since I think my biggest issue is I am very bad#at socializing and thus marketing since a lot of that is social. The type to just google ''what do people do about games once they've#made them'' and just go after whatever the top 10 things apparently are hjbjhbjh... But like I said. still unsure it will be utilized. it#all feels very awkward to me. then again most things do. But that's what the ''overall progress'' screenshot is from. the little channel#where I've been posting updates to myself lol. Also ''coding'' in that being used very lightly consdering it's ren'py and I'm only using#the very bare bones most basic functionality of it lol. Extremely intense highly daunting master level coding such as ''if x then y''. gbjh#slacked on writing a lot due to the evil maintenance and such things... and just general... appointments... events... aughhhhhh#I think it's Goose Time here or something because nearly every day I hear big V shaped rows of geese flying by like multiple#times a day and they're so pretty and neat to watch. They've really inspired me somehow. Today it was rainy and gray skied and high winds#and cold (some of my favorite most beautiful weather) and I went out to check the mail and like 6 or 7 rows of geese fluttered#by in the air. I felt like that meme image of that guy that looks kind of weird (william dafoe??) and its like black and white and#he's looking up at something almost teary eyed wide eyed in awe.. The goose... those are my goose.. the universe sent those gooses just#for me and the high speed winds blowing my coat open and chilling my face... a tender platonic kiss from the world is often delivered#by way of chilly weather and bird formations.. peace and love on planet earth truly..#OH and of course.. boy with boy!!!! shout out to those little mcdonalds toy animal plushies from like 2006 or something. I found the#gray cat one and was like.. hrmm.. I have one of those as well (a real life gray cat). surely they're friends now.
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decided to rewatch oli's christmas song stream from last year and remind me again why the fuck oli/sausage is a rarepair again. he sings no less than five romantic songs about sausage (admittedly two of those are just different versions of santa, baby). one of them is him and sausage singing baby it's cold outside together. oli literally left heaven to find this man. what. what am i seeing that everyone else isn't hello.
#space rambles#sorry every once and a while i have to get ill about them again#remind me of this post when it's actually closer to christmas#and maybe ill write/draw something inspired by them singing it's cold outside actually#more likely draw but idk we'll see what i'm feeling#i do genuinely love this stream even though by GOD sausage cannot hold a tune#oli's great as always though#also in the two different versions of santa baby oli says “ive been an awful good boy” and “ive been an awful good girl” so like. gender wi#slight revision he technically sings FOUR songs about sausage#because he sings last christmas at two points and the first time around he goes:#“this year to save me from tears ill give it to someone special (sausage)”#the second time around it's eddie because. of course it is.#and also tbh i think the second time around he is??? maybe singing last christmas about sausage?????#they broke up in the like 30 minutes in between the two versions#ANOTHER EDIT. IT WAS FIVE SONGS (can you tell im just listening to the music again)#the “underneath the misletoe” bit in “all i want for christmas is you” is also followed by him going “sausage”#he's normal
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