#like we were supposed to leave at 8:30 this morning and we didn't leave until 9:15
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good GOD this trip. I have loved the scenery and the hikes we have been on, but my family is about to drive me bonkers.
#literally none of them are capable of making a single fucking decision without debating it for hours#and none of them communicate clearly so there is an insane amount of confusion#and we have done next to nothing because they cannot do anything in a reasonable time frame#like we were supposed to leave at 8:30 this morning and we didn't leave until 9:15#and then we got to the hike spot and my mom lost her glasses and instead of checking under her fucking seat#we had to spend a good half hour looking for them... guess where they were#and then we spent 10 minutes debating if we were going to do the hike we had already Fucking PICKED#and then my mom passed out halfway through the hike which is not her fault and I'm not upset about at all#but we decided to not do the rest of the hike and instead go to the town and look at the artist shops#which was totally good with me except we got there and they all decided they didn't want to look at the shops!!!!!!!!!#yes they were mostly galleries of art we can't afford but they were cool to look at#but nope. spent idk an hour wandering around OUTSIDE THE STORES#we did get the best chai I've ever had tho at a little shop there DELICIOUS#and then they were like beginning the dinner debate and I decided I was fucking done#so I just picked a place and said we are eating here and called and made a reservation and told them to get in the fucking car#like I Get It. it can be hard to pick things but at some point SOMEONE has to make a choice#we can't stand around going 'idk whatever you want' 'i'm okay with anything' 'what did you say?' 'did we decide?' ALL THE TIME#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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kyra cooney-cross x reader
plot: you and Kyra used to be best friends and now she's on top of the world and you feel like you're falling behind.
warning: angst, swearing, idk
You sat at the restaurant with a menu in front of you as another waiter came to ask for your order "I'm just waiting for someone" You smiled politely but they just nodded their head and walked away.
You checked your phone again it was 8:30, you had both agreed on 8:00, all those years ago, every Friday. She was hardly ever late. Well that was until after the world cup.
She had thrived and you watched on the sidelines almost every match, she gained attention and you loved that for her, you were even the first person to go to her apartment to congratulate her on her signing with Arsenal.
But now she was busy and even more popular with the fans, you wanted to be so happy for her but it pulled her away from you so you never fought it, you only texted her a couple of times with congratulations and the conversations never lasted long. But you always had your Friday night 'dates' your other friends called them.
It was no secret that the two of you had some feelings towards another and your flat mates bullied you for it non stop. You realized you liked the girl when she got the call up to be in the senior squad for Matildas. She was so happy and her dream had finally come true.
You had a feeling she liked you too but you never acted on it, you were always scared whenever the opportunity came up.
You regrated never telling her because maybe then she would be sitting in front of you right now looking at the menu over and over even when you knew she would just settle with a classic margarita pizza and a sprite lemonade. She wasn't to fancy.
It had been 45 minutes now and you had lost your hope, she wasn't coming and she didn't even send you a text. You felt embarrassed as you sat up and paid for your drink as you had told the workers you were waiting for someone and now you were walking out alone.
It was when you turned the corner of the street you saw the girl you had been waiting for in a frantic state almost running to the restaurant.
"Y/N!" she called out as you walked past her "you were late" you told her, not changing your pace. You felt her go to your side again "Y/N I'm so sorry-"
You breathed in before turning to her "you didn't even bother to text!" Kyra looked down to the floor giving you an opportunity to talk again "where even were you?" you questioned and she was silent again "I forgot" she mumbled and you took a step back.
How could she forget.
For three years you've been doing this. What could have been so adamant on her mind that she forgot that she was supposed to see you.
"Or did you forget about me?"
Your question struck something in Kyra "No I could never-" "No I'm serious" you told her "I'm happy for you I really am but I feel like I'm just something that you're leaving behind, we don't talk as much, we haven't facetimes each other in god knows how long" you ranted
"I'm sorry" Kyra said looking at you but you shook your head "I know 'm not your girlfriend or anything, but I don't want to be another ex friend" you started "we've been through too much for that" you told her before walking away and to your car and driving off.
When you woke up the next morning you didn't know how to feel, did you just fuck up everything? You looked to your phone to maybe see a message from Kyra but instead you saw one from Steph, Kyra's team mate from Arsenal and the Tillies.
Steph: Hey do you know what's wrong with Kyra she seems weird today
Fuck. You ruffled your hair between your fingers and ignored the feeling in your stomach
Y/N: Yep I have a feeling, I'll come over after training.
You didn't want Kyra to feel like this even though it was what she made you feel for weeks on end, but you couldn't give up on her, you couldn't give up on the both of you.
It was late when you finally had the courage to drive to Steph's house where Kyra had been staying before she found an apartment near training. It was dark and the stars were in the sky.
When you knocked on the door Steph was quick to greet you "hey Y/N" she smiled and let you in "hey Steph" you sheepishly smiled as you walked in "Kyra's in the guest bedroom, been stuck in their since training" she sighed and turned to you "you're the only person that I've seen her be so happy with" she pointed out "sorry if I interrupted-" "your fine Steph" you waved her off before breathing in "I'll go talk to her" you nodded before making your way into the guest bedroom.
You hesitated before knocking on the door but did anyway "I'll have dinner later Steph" she called back "It's not Steph" you replied back and Kyra was quick to open the door after hearing your voice "hey Y/N/N" she whispered "Hey Ky" you smiled before letting yourself in and closing the door behind you.
"Steph texted me, said you weren't yourself" you admitted and Kyra nodded "I can't believe I forgot" she told you and you nodded "to be fair I distanced myself a little bit, I didn't want to invite myself to everything whilst you adventured with Arsenal" you shrugged and she looked up at you "I noticed the distance" she told you "I thought you started seeing someone or something"
You laughed "me" you pointed at yourself "never" you shook your head and the girl laughed a little as you sat next to her on the bed. You both of you stayed on the bed in silence before Kyra spoke up
"I didn't just forget yesterday I went out" she admitted and you nodded, it didn't really change anything "with the team?" you asked and she nodded "It started with the team then I got stuck in a conversation with a fan"
"was she cute?" you teased and she laughed "Nah you're cuter" she teased back and you both blushed "what did you talk about?" you asked "Football, my career, treating me better than I had at other clubs, treating me like I was somebody"
"Your getting a fan base Kyra, you play for the Arsenal" you poked her shoulder as she leaned back and came back and leaned her head on your shoulder.
"I wonder if she would've talked to me if I wasn't somebody?" she wondered "I would've" you smiled and Kyra looked up at you.
You just kept your smile as she looked at you "I've always been your biggest supporter" you reminded her "I know" she smiled "and I plan to stay" you shot your eyebrows at her and she nodded "I'd like that...a lot" she laughed and looked back down to her legs.
"Can you stay tonight?" she asked sheepishly and you nodded "of course" you stated and gave her a kiss on the forehead that lingered "always" you said as you walked over to the door "Imma ask Steph though"
"Y/N your making this seem like a sleepover in high school" Kyra laughed and you shrugged "oh well the most eventful stuff happens at high school sleepovers" you said and walked out to Steph, leaving a blushing Kyra behind.
When you came back Kya was pulling out pajama's for you which consisted of her Matilda's jersey and old pajama shorts which you laughed at. "You just wanna see your name on my back" you smiled as Kyra shrugged and just jumped on the bed, you following once you got changed.
Once you got comfortable Kyra turned to you "When I asked you if you were seeing anyone you said never" she stated "what did that mean?" she asked and you looked at her "I'm not sure I guess..." you trailed off "I just had a crush on someone and just never got over it" you said quietly before moving closer to Kyra who subconsciously did the same "what about you?" you asked even more quiet as Kyra's eyes were set on your lips "same thing" she said before leaning down and giving a slight peck on your lips but not leaving as your foreheads stayed together, nothing was said before you leaned i again and kissed her back, it was nice as your lips just felt like they were made for you, when you pulled back you both smiled.
"Yeah I'm not going anywhere" you laughed.
#kyra cooney cross smut#kyra cooney cross x reader#kyra cooney cross#alanna kennedy#katie mccabe#matildas#matildas x reader#sam kerr#woso#woso community#woso soccer#woso x reader#caitlin foord#katie mccabe x reader#katrina gorry#sam kerr x reader
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exchange of roses, ep 1: the battle between the two brutes
host club! jjk x fem!reader
ep. overview the former kendo champs, sukuna and mori, face off in a kendo duel. let's see how this goes!
gojo satoru is the head of jujutsu technology academy's elite high school host club with his friends: geto suguru, nanami kento, itadori sukuna, shoko ieiri, haibara yu, and of course, their princess manager. what happens when they go up against another elite host club in an exchange event with different schools? let's find out!
a/n: erm, the next two events will def be more interactive with the ohshc, the club specialty ep will def have a lot of ohshc/jjk interactions. im just being indecisive rn
the clashing of the shinai (sword made of bamboo) sounded through the room reserved for jujutsu tech. the early morning awoken by the continuous practicing of techniques against the dummies. it wasn't as if there was some sort of waver in sukuna's confidence for the upcoming event later in the day. perhaps, it was the weight of his club's reputation because of his greediness and pride from the prior day's small conference despite it was his doing.
he shook off the thought by striking the side of the body with the outer third of the shinai. his concentration was broken only to hear snoring, causing him to sigh. he brought satoru and (y/n) to accompany him. for the former, they were supposed to train together, and for the latter, she was only there for moral support. endearing, really.
trailing over to the sprawled out figure, he dropped the tip of the shinai onto his stomach, causing satoru to jolt and immediately sit up straight, arms at ready to fight. his eyes followed up to the shinai and its holder, "oh, it's just you. what time is it?"
sukuna glanced over to the clock, "8:06."
"ugh, it's so early," satoru plopped down onto the ground, stretching his limbs star-like. he looked over to their manager, "and, she's still sleeping."
(y/n) was slumped over, neck surely hurting. she was at first delighted to watch the two spar and prepare for their martial arts games. she watched intently, handing genuine praises out, knowing both thrived off of them. sukuna would never display his appreciation for them, but she noticed he holds his head a little higher, more tilt in his smirk. as time passed, satoru tapping out by 6:00, both succumbed to slumber.
without much thought, sukuna lightly poked her head with the shinai, causing satoru to swat away the stick. she stirred, only to snap her eyes open, remembering where was, "what time is it?"
"7:08."
hearing the time, she laid down, resting her eyes, "it's too early."
"tch," sukuna turned around, swinging around the shinai.
"my neck hurts," she groaned, trying to massage the crick.
"i'm surprised that you didn't move around," satoru flailed his arms around on top of her, which he earned a heavy hand to the stomach.
"if you two are both going to lounge around, then leave," sukuna chastised.
"awww, kuna, but we've been here since earlier. we're both more than ready."
"we all need to leave, the announcements start at 8:30. i can't have you both missing breakfast either," (y/n) rose to her feet, trying to pull satoru up with her. she eventually quit, when he went deadweight. "sukuna, you don't start until 8:45 later, and your first opponent isn't really anyone that i've heard of. you'll be fine. be at breakfast soon."
the pink-haired teen grumbled, but his stomach seemed to reflect his sound. breakfast doesn't sound too bad.
8:40.
"look, there's itadori-kun"
honey pointed through the glass windows of the gymnasium. there was sukuna, preparing for his first round of the day with (y/n) holding his men (helmet). he was fastening his kote (gloves), which he soon put his helmet on, bonking the top of (y/n)'s head in the process.
"he looks scary with all of that on," kaoru commented.
the ouran host club gathered around honey senpai at the window, watching the match get started. sukuna and his opponent bowed to each other before bowing to the officials with the referees. now, the match was on.
sukuna's personality reflected how his techniques and how executed kendo. teasing, he had a sway in the way he holds his shinai, falsifying whether he would initiate an attack. this would allow catching his enemies off balance, which is when he first strikes.
"kote!" ippon, the perfect strike.
the red flag raised to signal a point to sukuna. cheers echoed in the gym, and the host club couldn't help but cheer with them. the players reset once more in the middle before resuming the match at the referee's call.
"he moved so fast," hikaru exclaimed.
"itadori-chan hasn't changed one bit with his techniques. he's still so fun to watch!" honey said. he eyed takashi, who used to look up to sukuna's techniques when they were all younger. the two never formally met the pink-haired student, however, it's hard to miss those colored tufts with loud cheers when passing through the championships.
the ouran host club watched intently, if they took their eyes off, they might miss an important attack.
however the other player wasn't making any offensive moves, probably unsure how to attack him. sukuna lessened his tough stance, hoping the other would just charge at him, but there was no budge. he started to quickly swing at the shinai, hopefully waking up the sorry guy. however, there was an opportunity that sukuna doesn't ever miss. he trapped the player, giving him the opening to thrust the tip of the shinai to his neck.
the red flag goes up once more, and the bell signalling that the match was over. they go to their respective starting positions, wrapping up the match. cheers roared through the gym, as sukuna removed his men off.
"woah, he's so cool," kaoru marveled, the twins pretending to be kendo players with imaginary. tamaki was already taking pictures with his phone during the entirety of match, which his members caught him ("it's just for reference.")
"his last kendo tournament, he only lost as the referees were paid off to let the other person win. since then, he hasn't been seen competing," kyoya stated.
"he was supposed to compete in takashi's last tournament but he pulled out of it last minute," honey added, earning a nod from the taller male.
truth be told, sukuna only missed that tournament as the host club had a beach vacation at the special request of kento. no one wanted to pass over the opportunity to a holiday or how kento asked for something.
"well, mori-senpai, we'll be rooting for you in your kendo match," haruhi smiled before the twins dragged her into the gym, trying to find seats.
"you'll do amazing, senpai!" tamaki shared a grin before quickly following the trio, shouting after them.
a small smile on takashi's face at the encouragement from his members. honey noticed the contentment on his face, knowing how grateful he was despite the little words the taller expressed. he pulled his cousin down, enough to pat the top of his head, "good luck out there."
even with nothing said, he just feels everything completely.
"the next two sections, martial arts and table tennis, will be happening concurrently at around 10:30. so try to support both groups as best as possible," (y/n) read off from her clipboard, earning a salute from her members. ieiri and yu were participating in the table tennis duo matches, while satoru would be participating in the martial arts (which he found out that the specific art was karate aka not his favorite).
"and what sport will you be participating in, miss manager?" suguru questioned, wrapping his arm around her shoulder.
"none, everything is all on you guys today," she answered, in honesty, she wasn't feeling any of the individual events and would rather wait until tomorrow to expend any of her energy.
"that's no fun, but it'll be great having you support all of us. i expect the same amount of attention from you when i prepare for the relay," suguru pointed to the fact that she was helping sukuna prepare for his round earlier.
"he's just been on edge since this morning, figured the least i can do is help him with his equipment," she said, causing suguru to hum in response.
currently, the tall member from the ouran host club, morinozuka-san if she remembers correctly, was completing his kendo round. based on the portfolio kyoya built for them, he was a national kendo champion. the clicks of the bamboo swords heard through the gym. morinozuka currently playing the defensive side, as his opponent continued to play with a set of aggressive attacks.
it was already 1-0, due to morinozuka taking an advantage in the first minute of the match. however the round of kendo were only set for 10 minutes, and it looked like morinozuka-san was now playing for time before he strikes.
that was what sukuna was talking about during his morning session. he was already thinking about what was three steps ahead of him, as he usually does. sukuna brought up as him and morinozuka's strategies and techniques are about the same, and their match might have an extending round.
"look at him go, he has great balance," satoru commented as he watched.
"yeah, he's kinda the same to sukuna with the way he fights, but somehow very different," yu mentioned the fighting style. (y/n) thinks how morinozuka isn't as badgering as sukuna, probably has more patience and firmness.
morinozuka slipped through a weakness of his opponent, catching him completely off guard.
ippon! strike to the neck, and it was game.
"he ended the match, just like sukuna-senpai did," yu exclaimed.
cheers erupted again once the bell signalled the ending of the match.
"10 minutes until the final round with sukuna and that guy," ieiri said as their pink-haired host trailed in behind her, carrying his bag of items with him.
"that was fast, final round already?" suguru questioned. there were matches happening concurrently, but there should have been a couple of dozens.
"a lot of them forfeited kendo and martial arts, seeing who their competition was," kento answered. he was on patrol for (y/n), updating her on any information in terms of matches and the entire exchange event.
"losers!" satoru cried out, laughing, seemingly the only one who found it funny. "oh, come on, guys."
"alright, sukuna, you're up next!"
this is annoying. sukuna's pride and need to be irritating (according to (y/n)) always got in the way. sometimes, it worked in their favor, sometimes not. and in this situation, it's biting sukuna's ass. he never exerted extra efforts unless the outcome severely aided him in his favor. and now, he's stuck going toe-to-toe with a national kendo champion because he decided to say some shit (even if himself is champion, also)
typically, (y/n) or kento saves him (or satoru and suguru) when he's mouthing off, but they didn't.
he sighs while hopping back to resume his stance.
two options: give up by letting up or let run time
both options would result in failure in some way. the latter, in kendo rules, would result in an extension, and he still has to continue playing. the first would honestly just ruin his reputation, and morinozuka would see right through it. however if he forgoes both options and tries, it would seep into the second option regardless.
he's not the type to do it for anyone but himself, but why does he have the sudden urge to just do it for the club. no, he'll do it for himself despite if there's nothing to gain from it. what's the point if he can't win?
sukuna scanned the player in front of him, figuring out what would be the best way to earn a perfect hit. the height difference between both of them wasn't off too much, him just being a little taller than morinozuka. there wasn't many weak points to strike, but he would be able to test the waters.
he pulls the first offensive move since the beginning of the match. the bamboo sticks ring through the gym, both trying to earn a point. at this point, there shouldn't be much time left on the clock.
"this match is a little boring," hikaru yawned, to viewers, the match seemed to be rather long.
"we're going to find something more entertaining," kaoru completed his brother's thoughts, almost walking away until tamaki stopped them.
"hey, wait a minute, it's the last match and the least we can do for mori-senpai is to watch him," their boss made them sit back down, but they couldn't go without a huff. "what do you think will happen, honey-senpai?"
"it's hard to say. i bet both of their motives are for the clubs. since their techniques mirror each others quite well, i think the officials will send them to a draw without a round extension and give both a point in team points," honey said, as he downed a piece of his cake.
takashi tried to lunge and strike sukuna's left side of his torso, until it was blocked. there hasn't been a match where he was so unsure of what he planned to do for an attack, but here, this pink-haired teen has him stumped. they seem to mirror each other's movements and the plan of defense was, and even when he tries to do a technique he has never done, it's blocked. and it's back to square one.
sukuna almost plans to make a fool of himself and just charge without a technique, but it would give kiddish and actually tarnish his name. he could play dirty and force him out of bounds or make him drop his shinai.
however the bell rings, signalling the end of the match. the red and white flags raised. the two concede, finishing with the formalities to end a kendo match, waiting for the call from the officials.
"morinozuka takashi and itadori sukuna, the match ends in a draw. both performances leading up to this round have been tallied, which assumes into a draw. the games of table tennis and martial arts will start in an hour, please proceed."
"hmph," sukuna bows to takashi once more before mirroring his footsteps to exit the middle of the gym. he was rather unsure how to feel about the ending. he finds his members gathered together, waiting for him, grins all on their faces minus kento who only smiles softly.
"you did great, kuna!" their president first hugs him, which ends up piling everyone into embracing their cocky member. despite the uncertain ending to his kendo match, there was no doubt of the one skip in his heart as his club congratulated him.
that's enough skips for one day.
extra
8:40
"do you ever get nervous fighting or like before? do you feel anything during match days?" (y/n) questioned, watching sukuna adjust his equipment.
"no, i don't feel anything," he answered. though, he knew that she wouldn't have a random question without a reason, "what makes you ask?"
"just wondering." she fiddled with the flaps of the bottom of the helmet. "i don't know, i was also thinking about how angry i would be if i was playing a sport and so close to being a champion, only for me to lose because people got paid to alter the outcome."
he remembers that day vaguely, as he just wanted to push out the emotions that filled in him in those moments. so, it was a lie that he doesn't feel anything, that day, he felt everything. not even in a good way.
"that day, once i figured out the referees were paid off for the last round, why try if the result was already set in stone," he blankly stated, pulling his gloves on. the thing was he did try, he tried the best he was able to, everyone was counting on him that day. his host club, his family, but it just had to be paid off. so close to reaching his one goal, only to be snatched away by greed.
"is that why you stopped participating in kendo? because it might happen again?," she always knew, and he wasn't sure if he hated that she always knew.
"no," he was going to answer, but he wasn't sure how to respond anymore without giving her any leverage. he did lose the passion of participating in his club outside of the academy, as well as the one at jujutsu tech.
"hmm.. just a thought. but i wouldn't let anyone take what i enjoy away from me." she handed him his helmet with a soft smile on her face, "just so you know, we all knew you won that last point. we knew you won that day."
with that stupid smile on her face, he snatched the helmet.
and with that stupid skip in his heart, "get out of here."
ep 1, complete.
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk x reader#jjk fanfic#sukuna#sukuna x reader#gojo satoru#gojo x reader#geto suguru#suguru x reader#shoko ieiri#yu haibara#nanami kento#ohshc#rilakeila hc!jjk
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YOUâRE LITERALLY FEEDING US MALE READERS đ
i was wondering if you could make a sub bill x dom male reader đ bills just been a little tease to the reader and the reader is getting annoyed and he knows how to teach him a lesson?
iâm obsessed with submissive bill..đ«ą
I'M SO SORRY FOR LEAVING Y'ALL. I just had a massive writing block and all. But boy didn't you guys fill my inbox đ€
(Also thank you for specifying when sub or Dom I always stress abt it đ)
Warnings: Male reader, smut, I suck at writing smut, public sex, mirror sex, pet names, language, read what you're comfortable with.
Bill Kaulitz x Male Reader
Hell. Absolute hell.
It was 3 in the goddamn morning, and you felt gross. You haven't showered and you're still in your pajamas. (Bonus points for comfy clothes) The plane left at 5 in the morning for it being a 8 hour flight.
You and the band didn't want to deal with paparazzi and big crowds at the moment. You were even surprised the airport was even open. The place was silent and it seemed that you guys we're the only ones here besides staff.
You all sat down in that waiting area, in the uncomfortable supposed to be so called "cushioned" seats, it only felt like concrete. Felt like someone kicked you in the ass, twice.
Bill was in the seat next to you, but he was leaning over and his arms draped over you. He was exhausted, obviously not a morning person. His hair wasn't really styled and more flat, he also wore your hoodie to remain warm. (Fuck it, he always has to be wearing either something you got him, or he just stole naturally.)
Your arm was wrapped around him, he was nearly half asleep but he couldn't bring himself too. He needed something to wake him up. He knew how to.
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3:28 A.M.
Georg was nearly asleep, his head nodding as his eyes open on and off. Tom with his head tossed back and eyes closed. There was Gustav, who seemed awake since 1873 and somehow sane.
"Y/n, schatz?" "Hm?" You hummed in response, Bill's voice was tired and soft. "Can we please go to the bathroom?" He asked, his voice slightly muffled from his face now in your neck.
"Not now, love." You sighed out, it was 3:30 after all. Bill got upset, hugging himself tighter to you. It wasn't long until he started to roam his hands on your body.
His hand trailed to your thigh, rubbing it gently. He knew what he was doing. You knew what he was doing, and to your surprise. It was working.
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That was probably how you two ended up in the bathroom, what other honest excuse was there?
Bill held muffled moans against your mouth, both having a tired messy make out session. It was way lazier than when you guys were either actually awake or drunk.
It was around 4, so people would start to spill into the airport, so you both needed to be fast. Move prep for another day, cause surely ain't gonna happen. You pressed Bill against the counter, and turned him over. His crotch against the counter, begging for attention.
You kissed his neck from behind, Bill's hands on the counter to keep him up. You tugged at Bill's pants, sliding them down with ease. His pants pooled at his ankles, and he let out a soft groan.
You kissed at his neck again, and slightly put pressure onto Bill's back, making the upper half of him lay against the counter.
You pulled down his boxers, they also fell down his legs. You bent back a bit, to see if anyone was coming. No one was, so you slid down your pants along with your boxers as well.
You tapped his inner thigh, and he spread his legs a bit. You wasted no time, and entered him slowly.
(I'm disappointed in myself, and I'm sure God is too.)
His fists clenched, his nails digging into his palms as he bit his lip to hold back the flow of moans.
You rocked your hips back and forth, slowly but the pace got quicker with each second. He put his hands over his mouth, elbows balancing him up and his back arched. He could see himself in the mirror, and you behind him.
Bill felt adrenaline rush through his body, and he nearly rolled his eyes back. Your pace got more sloppier, and your grip on his waist grew a bit tighter, but tight enough to leave marks.
You both were close, so close. Just a little more and...
"Mmmf!"
Bill moaned into his hands.
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You both got cleaned up, which was fairly quick. You both didn't feel as tired, but more of adrenaline.
You both walked out, hand in hand. You both had your hair a bit messed up.
You sat down and Gustav looked at you two, he known what you guys done, but he's not gonna question.
You and Bill had better sex before, you even had the scratch marks on your back from last night to prove it.
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Hiiii, I'm sorry I've been gone for long đ and I'm sorry the end was really short, but I'm so tired that every paragraph had 10 grammar errors.
But enough of me whining, get good sleep unlike me <3
#tokio hotel#bill kaulitz#tokio hotel imagines#tokio hotel x male reader#bill kaulitz x male reader#bill kaulitz imagines
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Fever Dreams: Mike x Y/N One Shot Series PRT 27
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Mike was startled awake by his cellphone. Y/n groaned from the sound and he rubbed his eyes, seeing 9AM on the clock that sat on her nightstand. "Why is your phone so loud?" Y/n complained.
Mike reached over and grabbed his phone. "Hello?" He said clearing his throat.
"Where the fuck are you? We were supposed to do pick ups two hours ago!" Leff yelled so loud, Mike pulled the phone away from his ear.
"Yeah I'm not coming in today." Mike pinched the bridge of his nose.
"This isn't a job that you can take a sick day for Mike. Get your ass here now!" Leff laughed.
"I can't. Y/n got mugged last night. I'm not going to leave her by herself. Have Sicky help you. If you have a problem, you can fire me and find yourself another errand boy." Mike hung the phone up before Leff could speak and tossed his phone on the nightstand settling back into the bed with Y/n.
"You know he knows where I live right? He's going to kill you." Y/n chuckled.
"Yeah well he can fire me." Mike mumbled into her shoulder as he pulled her back to his chest to spoon her.
"You're feeling awfully brave this morning." Y/n patted his hands and he mumbled.
"You aren't a morning person are you?" She asks and he sighs into her hair.
"No I'm not. Are you going to keep talking or are you making me get up?" Mike asks and Y/n laughs
"I need something for a headache so I need to put food in my body." She rolled out of bed and stumbled.
"Hey...take it easy." Mike sat up quick seeing her sway.
"I'm dizzy as hell." She complained. Mike took her face in his hands and looked at her eyes.
"Your eyes are still blown way the fuck out. You should stay home today, take it easy." Mike frowns.
"Well I heard you took the day off...wanna have a lazy day?" She asked sweetly and Mike chuckled getting back into her bed and pulling her to lay next him.
"We'll get out of bed once food gets here. Breakfast bagel sound good?" He scrolls through his phone and she nods.
"Sounds perfect." She lets him order the food before letting him spoon her again.
"You're going to be a cuddle guy aren't you?" She teased.
"Fuck yeah. The only reason you didn't get post-fuck cuddles was because we were in the bar and it was hard to cuddle on a pool table." Mike reminded her.
"Ah so currently the cuddles are apart of the healthcare plan?" She asked playfully.
"Currently I'm just not ready to get up so holding you hostage in your own bed waiting for Door Dash seems like a the right move." Mike laughed.
"So does fucking also fall under that plan?" She looked through her eyelashes at him, resting her palm on his chest.
"I don't think you're up for all that. Besides, I don't plan on fucking you again until I take you on that date you promised." Mike was merely joking but Y/n shook her head.
"Okay...when are you free next?" She asked abruptly and Mike looked at her confused.
"What?" Mike asked dumbfounded.
"When are you going to be free again for a date? I mean are you planning it? Am I planning it? What's the stipulations here?" The more she asked the more intense Mike's gaze became. He sat up and she had to sit up with him when he moved.
"Are you being serious? You're going to let me take you on a date?" Mike asked, tone now hopeful.
"I said to ask me...so ask me." She reminded him what she said last night but he was convinced she would forget.
"How does Saturday sound? I want you to have enough time to heal your brain before I drag you out. I can pick you up here at 8:30?" Mike said and Y/n smiled.
"That's sounds perfect. Saturday at 8:30, it's a date." She kissed him sweetly.
Once breakfast arrived, Mike made sure she ate before giving her something for a headache. Mike went to the corner store and grabbed her some snacks, medicine to fight nausea and an eye mask for her to be able to sleep without anything bothering her. She thought he was running to the corner store for drinks but came back with at least two bags of shit, laying it out on the table and showing her what it is.
"You really didn't have to do all this Mike. I'm going to be fine." She was touched by the gesture.
"I'll feel better knowing you've got stuff to help you out." Mike said firmly. Y/n shook her head and put her arms around his neck.
"I guess there's no convincing you that I'm well enough for a quickie before you go..." Y/n tried but Mike smiled.
"I have a feeling Leff is going to beat my ass the moment I walk in so I think it's better if you heal up, I take my ass kicking and then Saturday I will pick you up here for our date." Mike put his hands on her hips and Y/n sighed.
"I guess I'll have to wait then." Mike touched her forehead with his thumb.
"Thank you for hanging out with me and making sure I don't keel over." She smiled. Mike nodded his head.
"No way. Not before I get to take you out and fuck you stupid." He winked. Y/n shook her head at him and watched him as he walked down the stairs.
"Goodnight Y/n." He called out.
"Goodnight Mike." She called down the stairs with a laugh. The idea of going out with Mike was something to get excited for. All she could hope for now was that it would go well.
#Mike#Mike x Y/n#Film: 5lbs of Pressure#5lbs of Pressure#Fever Dreams#Fever Dreams series#One Shot series#Rory Culkin#Culkin Cult
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today was a mess. we decided to skip utah altogether and just go straight from vegas to colorado, which is a long drive, so we were supposed to leave very early. and everything was going according to plan, up until I tried to open my car's trunk to put our suitcases away and it wouldn't open. not only that, but my key fob wouldn't unlock the doors at all. the only way to open anything was to take out my physical key and unlock the driver's door, then manually unlock every other door from the inside, which was impossible to do because my car right now is literally filled to the brim with all of my possessions.
I started freaking the fuck out because my car battery dying near the beginning of our journey was the last thing I needed. I got my car inspected a few weeks before I left specifically to avoid this kind of thing! but apparently they didn't check the battery. so we had to wait for roadside assistance to jumpstart my car, then we drove to an auto shop to get a new battery, which ended up taking over 45 minutes due to a delayed delivery. finally, after all that time and having thrown several hundred dollars down the drain, we were finally able to eat something for the first time today 4 hours after waking up and set off on our journey.
and after all that I still had to drive for about 8 hours. we finally got to our hotel at 10:30 pm. I do have to say though, the sights on this leg of the road trip were honestly stunning. we drove through a lot of different biomes, and while a lot of it was barren desert, there were also a lot of impressive rocky mountains and valleys as well as beautiful forests beneath snow-covered peaks. and driving during the pitch black night on a totally empty highway going 80 mph while listening to the hypnotic dark ambience of mount shrine was a great experience.
hopefully the rest of this long road trip will be full of more pleasant experiences like that instead of all the shit that happened this morning.
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hi lumi happy holidays! âșïž I would like to propose an idea after watching the 2nd season of TTT crime scene between g!p boss myoui, chief park and g!p detective yoo
detective yoo comes back from vacation and catches up on the latest events, overhearing about chief parkâs past relationship with boss myoui and becomes jealous due to their secret relationship behind closed doors and probs bc she has a big ass crush on park. the detective glares at the mafia boss every time they pay a visit to see their young prodigal and stares daggers into their head when she sees her leader and the boss chitchatting.
she canât help it. when sheâs get together with the chief for a quickie, she becomes possessive and marks her so she can show that damn bastard who she belonged to, as a declaration of power. now boss myoui becomes competitive and plays along with this little game.
tis a proposal, the ball is in your court! :)
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anonie, i'm totally writing this bc you haven't been here in a long time and absolutely NOT because i'm eager to write jeonghyo...
this rq reminds me of this fanart! hope it's good enough, i literally don't remember anything of TTT crime scene 1 & 2
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when jeongyeon arrived at work after enjoying her vacation, the first thing she heard wasn't a welcome back or a good morning from her workmates. instead, she was greeted by momo and dahyun's voices, both of them gossiping about their chief's love life. jeongyeon was mortified for a minute, she thought no one suspected about her and jihyo's affair. that's until she notices they're not talking about her, but about myoui mina, a mafia boss that was constantly visiting their station in order to see her culprit.
"i saw them talking inside the office the other day and chief park seemed really... flustered. it was weird to see." dahyun tells momo, without knowing jeongyeon was near enough to hear it, keeping her voice low. "and myoui kissed her hand before leaving, too. i believe the rumors we heard were true, they were most likely in a relationship."
jeongyeon doesn't want to hear any more of that. she makes noise as she approaches them, on purpose, for them to notice she's there. jeongyeon places two cups of coffee, gladly still warm as she bought them before heading to work. she doesn't greet them as nicely as she would, her head filled with anger because jihyo hadn't told her about having a relationship with myoui mina.
"what time does myoui usually arrive?" jeongyeon asks, placing both of her hands on top of the table, scaring momo and dahyun who were supposed to be working and not chit chatting.
"a-around nine." momo gulps. jeongyeon looks at the watch on her wrist. it's 8:30, and jeongyeon smiles at the mischievous thought that goes into her head. "we missed you jeong... yeon."
momo doesn't have the chance to finish her sentence as jeongyeon walks away quickly, leaving both her and dahyun speechless. she doesn't knock on jihyo's door, instead makes her way into her office abruptly, placing the coffee she'd brought to jihyo over the desk.
"why didn't you tell me you used to date myoui mina?" jeongyeon asks, after two weeks without seeing jihyo. the chief's face light up as soon as she sees jeongyeon, but what her girlfriend (not exactly, but something like that) says makes her freeze in spot.
jihyo gets up from her seat, not quite meeting jeongyeon's height as the detective was almost a head taller than her. "how did you find out?"
"so it's true?" jeongyeon huffs out, feeling stupid for not noticing it. the glances myoui would give towards jihyo should've been enough for her to realize there was something going on between them. "did you even miss me? because from what i heard, you were too busy getting acquainted with myoui here in this very office while i wasn't around."
"who even told you that... of course i missed you, jeong!" jihyo is quick to defend herself, reaching jeongyeon's hands and interlocking their fingers. "i like you a lot. mina and i have history but we're done. i'm with you, not her."
jeongyeon holds jihyo's hands and make the chief walk around the desk in order to face her. "prove it."
jihyo frowns, confused. "how?"
jeongyeon inches closer, bringing her face down so that their noses were touching. "take off your clothes and i'll show you."
jihyo wants to say no. they were still at work, after all, and jihyo would never have sex with jeongyeon at work. they always did it outside, mostly in one of their cars or their houses. as the chief, jihyo brings a 'no' to her lips that she can't quite voice, because soon jeongyeon does it for her and removes the first piece of clothing off her body. jihyo sighs when she feels a wet kiss on her neck and a hand sneakily gripping her breast over the shirt.
"c-close the curtains." jihyo says, finally reminding that if anybody looked towards her office, they'd see them. unless the curtains were closed.
jeongyeon does just so, and jihyo shamefully uses the time to take off her shirt. she would be lying if she said she didn't miss being with jeongyeon. after weeks without the detective, having to rely on a couple of toys that would never compare to jeongyeon, jihyo was aching for jeongyeon to take her. her brain told her that that was wrong, that she shouldn't be fulfilling her needs inside the office, let alone when she had just about minutes before mina knocked on the door to have a small talk â something that had become customary by now. even then, jihyo still wanted jeongyeon.
while jihyo had many worries, all jeongyeon could think about was jihyo talking to myoui mina later on, with her load stuffed in her, hair messy unlike the neat way jihyo liked to have it, and hickeys all over her neck. the main reason why jeongyeon was so eager to have jihyo was to make a mess of her chief and leave her uneasy right before her now sworn rival, myoui mina, arrived to pay a visit to jihyo. jeongyeon might not know everything that went on while she was gone, but she certainly wouldn't stay behind.
the detective watched as jihyo took off her clothes and folded them neatly, worried they might get crumpled. jeongyeon doesn't worry about her own clothes that much, all she does is open the zipper of her pants, not even minding to open the belt, and slip her cock out, already half hard from seeing jihyo naked. it's been a long time since she got the chance to have some quality time with her favorite workmate, so jeongyeon was longing for this.
the detective passes her hands behind jihyo's thighs, lifting the smaller woman so that she could sit on the desk. it was spacious enough to fit her, but jeongyeon still pushed some things to the side, giving them enough space.
"so wet for me already, chief park." jeongyeon says, fingers brushing against jihyo's folds, full of slick.
jihyo blushes. detective yoo has always been quite the tease, but she felt more sensitive than the usual, much due to the lack of touch and attention she'd received from jeongyeon for the last few days. jeongyeon's kisses, her fingers squeezing her nipples and the heavy shaft resting on top of her core weren't helping at all, only making her more desperate to be filled, forgetting her position as the chief of the station as jeongyeon breaks her, little by little.
"don't call me that when we're- ah!" jihyo moans, almost too loud, when jeongyeon slips her tip inside, only to pull away next. "don't tease me!"
"i won't." jeongyeon licks her lips. "turn around for me, ass up and hands on the table."
"we've got to be quick." jihyo says before she does what she was told.
jeongyeon's hand fall hard against her ass, making jihyo whimper quietly. "i know."
jeongyeon finally sinks into her and jihyo almost cries tears of relief. jeongyeon might be trying to push mina's buttons with that and show her how much jihyo was already hers, but jihyo, innocently enough, just wanted jeongyeon inside her â all over her, whispering sweet nothings in her ear while she filled her deeper than her fingers and any of her toys could reach. the detective leaves her traces over jihyo's skin, she makes sure jihyo's neck is bruised enough for people to notice that those marks couldn't be an allergy or anything of that kind, but a stain that could only be left there by a person.
jihyo is so taken by her pleasure that jeongyeon resorts to silencing her with her hand over her mouth, muffling the pretty sounds coming out from her mouth, her hips moving so fast that the chief was being squished between the desk and jeongyeon's weight. the detective pounds hard and fast into her, making jihyo cry out, blessedly so, and when jeongyeon's free hand squeezes her chest and pinches her nipple, her walls tightening hard around jeongyeon's girth. jihyo meekly holds onto the desk, jeongyeon unfazed by the tears that escape from the corner of the chief's eyes. those were a consequence of how good jihyo felt with jeongyeon was lodged up in her.
"that's what i like to see." jeongyeon mutters under her breath. "aren't you such a good little slut for my cock, chief park?"
"jeongyeon," jihyo whines, her breathing ragged. she hopes nobody was near her office, or else they'd certainly hear the sounds of jeongyeon's thrusts and grunts, and her own moans, despite them being contained by jeongyeon's hands. "i'm coming!"
and she does, coming so hard that it brings jeongyeon to her own peak, feeling jihyo clench and grip her cock harshly, dripping to her thighs with her own slick. jeongyeon feels weak while she comes, but she still humps jihyo's ass until she's sure none of her load would leak out. at least not before myoui mina passed by, because she wanted jihyo to remind of her and how well her cock filled her earlier when she looked at mina later. not only that, but jeongyeon also wanted mina to notice the freshly made hickeys decorating the silky skin of jihyo's neck, smiling at the thought of myoui knowing that she made chief park her personal toy.
as both of them get dressed, jeongyeon looks at her watch. if momo was right, mina was going to arrive in no time. she helps jihyo get dressed and leaves a button of her shirt opened on purpose, her hair not nearly as neat as jihyo would've liked, and the best part was that there was no way to hide the hickeys on the chief's neck without makeup.
jeongyeon kisses jihyo's forehead and leaves her office then, with a convinced smirk on her face that myoui mina catches when she's making her way into chief park's office. much to her surprise, jihyo looks disheveled, flushed and her neck is red. it doesn't take her much thinking to realize what was going on. mina doesn't close the door. she stands there and looks at chief park, then at detective yoo, and something sparks inside her. she was about to have a lot of fun.
game on, it's what she thinks.
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I am just now getting out of my workshop. Which went almost an hour later that was supposed to. But I had such a good time. And while it only had five people we did great. And I felt super successful and super happy. I'm also very tired. And very glad to go home.
I slept better last night but I still didn't sleep great. I would let myself stay in bed until almost 7:00 and James laid with me for those last 10 minutes. I went and got washed up and dressed and I kept watching the clock. And thinking okay you have 15 minutes till you have to leave okay you have 11 minutes till you have to leave. And I have my morning routine pretty down path to 20 minutes. But I just felt like I was moving so slow. And things were hard to do.
I did not wear makeup today. Well I wore mascara. But I didn't wear eyeliner. My eye still is swollen a little and I just would like to see my face without it for a little while again. And my outfit was fine and my hair was fine. I caught it a little bit more last night. Gave myself some more layers. But I just keep thinking that I look like I did in 7th grade. When I kind of had like a proto mullet of some kind. Just kind of shaggy seeing hair but I didn't use hairspray so it was not as voluminous. But I felt slightly better about myself at least.
I left for work and I didn't really have to deal with any traffic. And I got to camp around 8:00. And it was so nice out. Like it was chilly today. But I just wore a sweatshirt and I was fine. I honestly could have spent more time outside than I did.
I would have my breakfast and around 8:30 Heather texted me a list of vendors that I could contact. I had to do a ton of research to find emails and some of the business names are not SEO optimized because like multiple people are having the same name as your business. I should be able to Google you and you come right up. I should not have to search for your email. Ridiculous. So that took me like an hour to find everyone I contact them. And then by the time I was done that Heather and Sarah and Elizabeth were all in and Heather get me another list of people to contact. So me and Sarah worked on that together and we would get about 25 people contacted. And hopefully we will have a couple people sign up.
once I finish that I would take like an hour to do some research about Uganda. Which is becoming more and more real and I'm still trying not to be very very anxious about it. I don't want to keep asking James to text Paul with all of my questions but I have a lot of questions. Specifically things about visas and vaccinations but also the hotel and the resort are they the same place? Turns out they are. We're staying in a five-star luxury resort. And it looks beautiful in the pictures. And so since now I know where we're staying I started doing research into what we could do on Wednesday which is our one day where we have nothing planned for the wedding. And I found a rhino sanctuary that isn't too too far and I think would be incredible. It's where the last white rhinos live in the wild and there's only like 22 of them and I just think it would be so amazing. I want to see something that I can't see anywhere else. And like we're already staying on lake Victoria which is the largest lake in Africa which is already incredible. But I really want to take advantage of as much as I can on this trip.
So I did a ton of research and I worked on a packing list. I mostly modified the Disney list so I could just utilize a lot of that stuff. Because it's still useful. I just took out the Disney specific things and I'll add in the Uganda specific things. And I texted James and we worked on our document together with all the information about the itinerary and need to know information. I think that we are being a really good team about this.
I had lunch but I was still really hungry and I just kind of remained that way for the rest of the day. Just really snacky. Eventually though Heather and Alexi had a meeting and Elizabeth went for a walk and when she came back she said that there was stuff that we could do to get ready for the open house this weekend. So I would go up to the hacienda and put tables and chairs away and start to sweep. But then my back hurt so I came back.
Sarah and Chloe went and picked up some chicks!! Which was super exciting and I absolutely loved holding in. They are my new best friend. They don't have names yet but two of them were half off for being a week older? Very silly. But it was so fun to have them around.
Soon me and Sarah jumped in the gator to get cleaning supplies and go to woodlands village and wipe down all of the beds while she swapped and then we cleaned pioneer cabins and it was nice to just do a singular task. I had a podcast going and I was just enjoying listening to my headphones and cleaning and it was a good time.
around 3:40 I finished up the last beds and I checked in with Sarah and after putting cleaning product and all the toilets I went back to the office to get my stuff and said goodbye. I needed to go home
But really what I need to do is eat. I was so hungry. And so I went to Wawa and I got a hoagie and I got chips to bring home for James. I sat in my car and watched a video while I ate my sandwich. I had entirely too much bread and cheese but it was great in the moment. And then I went home.
When I got home it was about 5:00. I didn't have to deal with too much traffic and when I got back I was really happy to see James. Sweetp too. And it was so nice seeing our kitchen all pink and James being so happy. And we just hung out for a little while. They had gotten the wrong tote bags out that I asked them for and we had a little bit of a laugh about that while they want to help me find the toepans I actually needed as examples. And then I gave them the trips I got them and they were really excited and we talked and laid on the couch while they worked on bread and soon it was time for me to go again.
I had to create appliance to do my workshop and it went so good. I got there right about 6:00. My first person came at 6:15 while I was still setting up. And I would have four women and one man and everyone was so nice. But man this workshop was a little above all of their pay grades. I think I gave him a lot more than they expected and I don't know I think that we all probably could have done it down a little bit. But we had two people completely finished their tote bags and three people mostly finished their tote bags. And it was great. We had conversations and we had stuff going on and I was troubleshooting and fixing machines and it was chaos but it was really great. And we all got to learn about each other and tell each other encouraging words and I think it was just a really really good time. And at the end once most people were leaving I got some really nice compliments. Parker's partner came and she said that I was super charismatic and she was awesome and I just felt like everyone really enjoyed the class and that made me feel really good. The last person to leave was the guy that came. I believe his name was Alex and he just moved to Baltimore this year and he really excited and he made a giant bag. And he stayed the extra 45 minutes so that we could work on it together to finish it and it came out great and I'm so proud of him. He had never sown a day in his life not hand sewn not machine sewn. And he was so brave and I showed him some hand sewing stuff as well and it was just awesome. I think if I was to do this again I would definitely want to have more sewing machines. But I think we did great with what we had and it was just a really really good class.
I'm sitting in the car now finishing writing this and I'm about to go in and I'm really excited to see my husband and take a shower and then go to sleep. Because tomorrow we have so much to do to get ready for the open house this weekend. And I just hope that we get it all done. Because if we do not I'm coming in very early on Sunday to do it. And I don't want to do that.
Good night everybody. I hope that you are safe and happy. Until next time.
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đSmut promptsđ
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1. "There's only one rule. You can't use your hands."
2. "Look deep into my eyes, sweetheart."
3. "I want you to leave marks."
4. "I want to watch you fall apart."
5. "I dreamed of you all night."
6. "Face down on the bed. Now."
7. "Don't apologize about your morning wood."
8. "Fuck me like you mean it"
9. "Spank me."
10. "Take me now."
11. "Tell me how you like it."
12. "I just want to please you."
13. "Tell me I'm a good boy/girl/lover."
14. "I know for a fact that you can be a hell of a lot louder than that."
15. "We've been at it like rabbits, how are you still horny?!"
16. "It was so worth the injury though!"
17. "Saddle up doll."
18. "Did you just look me up and down and then bite your lip? 'Cause if you did we're having sex. Right now."
19. "Your ass is going to be seven different shades of red after that little stunt."
20. "God damnit, now all I can think about right now is you licking my cock like its that ice cream cone."
21. "If I have to pull over, you won't be able to walk for the next week."
22. "Don't make me take you home and punish you."
23. "I've never wanted anyone to fuck me this badly."
24. "You're not going out in that outfit."
25. "Don't give me that look."
26. "You're more than just a one night stand."
27. "Would you just shut up and kiss me already?"
28. "You want me to give you your book/phone/item back? Make me."
29. "Like what you see?"
30. "Try to stay quiet, understand?"
31. "We're in public, you know."
32. "I didn't know you were so sensitive."
33. "Don't be so rough. there can't be any marks."
34. "I really don't care. You still look hot and I'm trying not to kiss/fuck you senseless right now."
35. "Are you sure? Once we start, I might not be able to stop."
36. "No, I'm supposed to be making you feel good."
37. "Make me."
38. "Stop teasing me so much."
39. "You're in trouble now.'
40. "Take off your clothes."
41. "I'm waiting."
42. "First one to make a noise loses."
43. "Me."
44. "We can't do that here!"
45. "Behave."
46. "What did you just say?"
47. "You little slut."
48. "Your screams are melody to my ears"
49. "Call me master."
50."Trying to test me?"
51."You want to have sex in the elevator? Challenge accepted!"
52. "Why did you wear underwear, when you know I'm going to tear it off anyway?"
53. "Isn't the thrill of getting caught half of the fun?"
54. "Since I've been good, it's time you let me have a taste of you."
55. "You want to put what, where?!"
56. "Your ass or your breasts... the choice is up to you."
57. "Show me how you play with yourself."
58. "Using your teeth, is the only way I'm granting you access tonight."
59. "I don't 'make love', I fuck."
60. "I'd fuck you all night long."
61. "You look like a fucking dog in heat."
62. "You look so fucking hot right now."
63. "Fuck-faster~"
64. "FUCK, I'm gonna come!"
65. "I'll fuck you right here, right now."
66. "Babe, fuck-not here."
67. "You're one cocky motherfucker. Let's go back to my place."
68. "I want to bend you over and fuck you until you can't walk."
69. "I want you to fuck me until I can't walk."
70. "F-fuck-please--"
71. "I'd let you fuck me any day."
72. "You better use a fucking condom."
73. "Tell me what you want me to fucking do to you."
74 "Come here."
75. "Watch me."
77. "I don't want to hear your excuses anymore."
78. "If you can't sleep...then how about we have sex?"
79. "Put that thing away!"
80. "Don't kink shame me."
81. "If you interrupt me one more time, so help me god.
82. "I'm going to put on some clothes before you say anything else."
83. "Tell me what you want." 84. "Beat me."
85. "If you insist."
86. "Could he make you feel as good as I do?"
87. "You're n-not um, w-wearing anything under that. are you..?"
88. "Are you trying to turn me on or are you really just that oblivious?"
89. "You taste like fucking candy."
90. "The only way you're getting off is on my thigh."
91. "You make a sound and its game over."
92. "Just let me finish this/this level and I swear ill go
down on you until you cum at least three times."
93. "If I have to stop what I'm doing, you won't be able to walk for the next week."
94. "I could just pull your bikini bottoms to the side. no one will notice."
95. "I haven't even touched you and you're already this wet.
96. ââ"Were you just masturbating?"
97. "U-uh.no, i was just.."
98. "Want some help?"
99. "Ngh.. Fuck it"
100. "Look how pretty you look all fucked up"
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I just had the weirdest dream yesterday, and forgive my English...it's my second language. So...let's dip into my story...
I was attending a morning class with my friends, let's call them A and L. The class was supposed to start at 8, but it's already 12, and the professor hasn't arrived yet. 30 minutes later, he arrived, saying that there's a problem in the professors office that needed to be fixed. He didn't tell us what the problems were and moved to the next subject.
Long story short, the class ended. But before we leave, the professor tells the class that there'll be a new student tomorrow. A came to me and said, "New student? Isn't it too late for that...? Our semester is near its end..." to which I replied."He must be a prince or something. Enrolling late, especially near the end of the semester, is weird and probably not allowed...but idk..." A and I parted ways.
Tomorrow morning, as usual, I attend morning class and the class is late again. Someone is coming, but now it's not the professor. I can't see his face. It was blurry and looked like a scribble. He sat next to me, and to my surprise, it was Neil Newbon...I was so shocked that I didn't have the gut to talk to him nor glance at him. After the class ended, he invited me to his place, like, "Come on, dude...we don't even talk during class, and we just met today." And I agree to him.
We arrived at his place, and it was my bloody house. Like how...why...did he just buy my house and everything inside?? He also bought my brother and taught him artđđ, and Neil told me, "You can if you try hard enough..."At this point, I was just filled with confusion and flabbergasted. I stood in my front yard while the world around me literally warped in and out constantly, processing what's happening...until I wake up
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okay, i am mostly caught up on tag games! i'll make gifs this weekend when i can!
for anyone wondering, work was better today, but the job i mentioned yesterday, the person who wanted it kept calling today. he made getting the job done very difficult. rant below bc i really still can't believe the gall, the gumption, the AUDACITY this guy had. tw talk about anxiety and panic attacks below
i almost had another panic attack from how annoying he was being. seriously! okay let's start at the beginning:
he emailed monday, i told him the job would be done wednesday afternoon (today). the email exchange went something like this:
him: when do you think the passes will be done?
me: we are very busy as it's finals week. there have been students here all day. i was lucky to even get the design done today.
him: well, can i get them tomorrow afternoon? (tuesday)
me: unfortunately the job won't be done tomorrow afternoon. the soonest i can promise the job is wednesday afternoon. as i said we are very busy with students since it's finals week.
him: okay, if you can't get them done tomorrow (tuesday), wednesday afternoon is perfect!
me: it's very unlikely that they'll be done tomorrow (tuesday), as i said we are very busy with it being finals week. you'll get an email wednesday afternoon when they're ready for pickup.
so he was told twice in emails that the job wouldn't be done until wednesday afternoon. then, a few hours after my last email, he called. i spoke to him and again he asked,
him: when will the passes be ready?
me: as i told you, it's finals week, we've been busy all day. the passes haven't even been printed. but they will be done tomorrow afternoon.
then 45 minutes later he calls AGAIN. my manager answers and tells him that the job will be done TOMORROW AFTERNOON. i get in this morning and he emailed at 8:24am (30+ minutes before i even come in) asking where the job was ïżœïżœđ»ââïž
mY GuY! lEaVe Me AlOnE sO i CaN wOrK oN yOuR fUcKiNg JoB!
then THEN he has the AUDACITY to come in while i'm working on his job and says, "is kitty here? we were just passing by. ('just passing by' my ass, leave me alone so i can WORK) can i talk to her?" my manager at the time said, "no, sorry she left for the day." which was hilarious, but then she said, "i'm just kidding, go back there and talk to her." she said this so that he could see how busy i was and that all his pestering was NOT helping me get his job done any quicker. and he had the fucking nerve to say, "i'm not trying to rush you, but we really need these this afternoon." WHILE I WAS TRYING TO WORK ON THEM. he literally stood there and talked to me for like 10 minutes.
BRO GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE AND LET ME FINISH YOUR 1,048 PASSES! THAT YOU SO DESPERATELY NEED đ€Ź
when i finally finished the job, it was about 2:45pm and i was able to leave at 3pm. i did email him when i finished around 2:50pm and he didn't rush over to get them. he waited until 3:30pm to send a student worker to pick up the passes he REALLY needed.
i don't care if his manager or someone higher up was telling him to call and email us like that. his response should've been, "i was told they would be done wednesday afternoon. i will not be calling them again, i have emails saying the same thing." instead of calling and emailing us like a desperate, clingy match on bumble.
EDIT: i forgot to say that when i wrote up his final invoice, i forgot to charge him for mail merging, which i was supposed to do, but in my mind, i called it the "harassment fee" đ it was a total of $20 extra that was added to the invoice. the more you bother someone to get something done, the slower they move and they miss things like that, BECAUSE YOU KEEP BOTHERING THEM đ€Šđ»ââïž
anyway, hopefully, tomorrow is much quieter and i never NEVER have to deal with that guy again. i hope you're having a good week, stay safe out there, and stay hydrated my friends! đ
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â©Updateâ©
I'm super tired so this one might veer pretty close to vent territory in a couple of spots, I dunno. I'm just spewing my thoughts out into the keyboard.
â© Change in plans! We're heading back to Illinois to regroup and save up some more money. I'm trying to get another job lined up as of right now and my parents will spend the next few months saving to help us get out there.
â© Going to have to sell my truck, probably soon. I'm not happy about it, considering how long it took to buy it. Howeverrrr...
â© We will be bunking down, for now, in my grandmother's (currently not operational) church. This means that we aren't going to have to worry about rent for the next few months while we save, essentially cutting out 2/3 of the reason I had trouble saving money before. (That being that I made around $1400 a month and had $1000 in bills between rent ($500), electricity (between $100-200 depending on the month, sometimes higher), internet & phone ($100), and subscriptions ($200). Without rent, lights, or wifi, my guaranteed monthly expenses will be down to closer to $150 without accounting for gas or food since we've dropped a few subscriptions.)
â© I don't actually need help with gas money, that post was mostly me joking because I really wish money wasn't an object. That said, I'm still gonna owe family members money for the fact I have enough money to get back to Illinois, which is a total boner.
â© My parents have rented a storage locker in the town we were staying in when the RV decided it didn't want to start anymore. Technically I was supposed to get everything out of the RV and my truck yesterday and put it in storage. Instead, I'm sitting at the table at 5:30 AM writing this post while I frantically try to decide what clothes I can leave in storage for the next several months and folding clothing like my life depends on it. I am miserable (/j).
â© I've slept like 3 hours so I'm punchy as hell and definitely not in any shape to drive, but I'll be making at least one last run to the storage facility this morning, perhaps two. Thinking I'll nap in the truck later on in the morning before we head for 'home' for the next couple of months.
â© The RV is being towed to a temporary storage facility around 9-10AM this morning. After that, a family member is going to get it, take it back to where we're staying, and try to fix it up. All that means is I have until 8:30 to get all this remaining shit together and into the storage facility or into my truck.
â© With 3 hours to go and knowing I'll need at least an hour between trips to storage so my truck doesn't try to die on me from getting Too Hot, I'm trying hard to cut it down to one trip. Wish me luck?
â© All in all it has been a very stressful week and I still need to update all my socials to reflect that I turned 24 on the 18th. It was a very lousy birthday but at least I got to have McDonalds :) However I am walking the thin line between 'totally aware and capable of taking care of myself' and 'full blown dissociative episode', having already depersonalized so hard earlier this week that I woke up with no back pain because for some reason not being Me made my back relax for about two hours after a depression nap.
â©That's... all for now? I think?â©
#update post#update post: 10/20/2023#update#fusionego.txt#matt talks#moving mania#personal#this really does edge toward being a vent. hm.#oops
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Thursday, January 5 - in transit to Puerto Iguazu
Today didn't go exactly as planned, but we have made it here. Our flight was scheduled to leave at 10:50, which meant we were supposed to start boarding at 9:50. Since there was a plane from another airline at our gate, we assumed (correctly as it turned out) that we were going to take a bus to our plane. There are very few gates at this airport (not the big, newer international airport, but the close in, original airport), so there are about three times as many planes departing as available gates.
However, no one even showed up to our gate desk until about 10:35, and then we were put in three lines, one for families, one listed as group 1 and our group, 2. The single boarding agent was checking boarding passes slowly with his phone, and by the time they got to our group, it was already 11:15. Then all of a sudden, all the people who had already gone down the jetway started coming back. No explanation other than it would be another 30 minutes.
We eventually started to board again and were on our way, about 2 hours late. No explanation, only "sorry". Since no one is connecting to any other flights, it probably wasn't that critical, but it did eat into our day in Puerto Iguazu. FlyBondi is a bargain airline, so everything was extra, but even adding on our checked bags, reserved seats and carry-ons, it was about half the price of the Argentine national airline. We'll see if they do better on the return trip.
We had arranged a driver through Booking, and we found each other, although he went to the wrong door. While driving to our hotel, we decided to see if he was interested in providing transportation to the Iguazu Falls park (Argentina side), and if it would be possible to take us to another falls we had heard about in Paraguay, as well as the Brazilian side of the falls. We spent a little time negotiating prices when we got to our hotel, and it should work out well. He has a new car, with great A/C, and seems to be a good driver, unlike our last taxi ride in Buenos Aires. Pablo doesn't have much English, but between Russ' Spanish and Google translate, we can communicate.
Our little hotel is quite nice, with a lovely pool. Like everything in Argentina, it needs a little maintenance, since first the bathroom door handle came off, and then the handle on the cold water faucet came unscrewed, but we fixed them, and all is well. The A/C is great, and the breakfast setup looks quite nice. We didn't have time for much exploration since our plane was so late, but we still found the nearest grocery store and got some essentials.
This area is true rainforest, and quite a change from the dry pampas near Buenos Aires. Lots of trees and humidity, and very green. The days have had highs in the low 90's, but it wasn't that oppressive today. We did notice flying in that the Rio Parana appears quite low. They have had drought here, too. Puerto Iguazu is at the junction of the Rio Parana and the Rio Iguazu, where the falls are located upstream about 20 kilometers. The Parana runs pretty much north and south here, and the Iguazu enters from the east The west side of the Parana is Paraquay, while the north side of the Iguazu is Brazil, so each country has a "three frontiers" monument on their side of the confluence.
Flying in it was also noticeable that while the forest has been cut down and turned to farm or ranch land on the Paraguay side, because of the National Park here in Argentina, the rainforest is more or less intact. We are heading out to the park tomorrow morning to be ready to enter the park when they open at 8, both to beat the heat and maybe avoid the worst of the crowds.
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I want to scream. I feel like this is a lose-lose situation no matter what.
I have open availability. I am cross-trained in every department. I do not have my own car, so to get to work, I either need to get a ride or take the bus. If I take the bus, I need AT LEAST an hour's notice, probably more depending on the time, in order to be able to arrive at work on time. (I live in a semi small city-for example, in order to be at my work for a 10:00 shift, I need to get on one bus at 8:40, get off that one and take another at 8:50 and arrive at work at 9:30- or else I'll be late, these are the REAL times straight from the local transit station) On the off chance that I can get someone to give me a ride, I obviously need to give them a head's up. It's incredibly rude to ask someone at 5:00 to take me to work right now for my 5:00 shift. Plus the bus always arrives at my work at a half hour. So if they want me to be at work at 2:00? Have to arrive at 1:30. If they want me to come in at 3:30? I can't chance the bus running late, so I have to be there at 2:30 with fuckall to do for an hour.
I've explained all of this many, many, MANY times and have pointed out that I've NEVER not shown up for my shift nor have I been late or called out, etc. I prefer not to have morning shifts, but even when I am scheduled in the morning, I show up...begrudgingly, but I'm there. All I ask is to TAKE ADVANTAGE of the fact that I have OPEN AVAILABILITY and am CROSS-TRAINED THROUGHOUT THE E N T I R E STORE and fucking schedule me!! (Not to mention the other ways they've tried to take advantage of me, like leaving ALL work for me to do, despite having multiple coworkers available to do the work, and trying to make me train new hires, but not promoting me to management status - the only people who are actually SUPPOSED to train new employees)
Not to mention that the last 4 times I went in when they called me, I got there and my managers were like "oops actually we already called [coworker] so we don't need you here" and tried to send me home. Not to mention the times that I've arranged to stay late to cover a coworker's shift only to get an extra half hour and then be sent home or not even get extra hours at all vs. the full shift I agreed to because so-and-so actually DID show up.
And when they do call me in, I always ask how long and for what times/hours and I've gotten a straight answer MAAAYBE once. It's always something vague like "a few hours" "come in when you can" "until the rush calms down" NO!! I need a REAL answer in order to make transportation arrangements!!
It's been 3 years with multiple management changes of this shit. I've had it. I'm jumping ship ASAP, but unfortunately my living situation and my personal life is extremely complicated. I guess this is a slight AITA post, since I only thought about this because my mom berated me for not going in when they called me the other day. For the record, I didn't go in because they called me at 6:00. The store closes at 9:00, even if we stayed half an hour after closing (sometimes we do, sometimes we don't-can you tell that Green Fabric Hell doesn't schedule consistently?) I would AT MOST get 3 1/2 hours. But realistically more like 3 hours, since it takes about half an hour to get dressed and drive over there. That doesn't even cover the cost of gas, plus I don't even legally get a break.
The AITA part is, am I being unreasonable? I feel like I've paid my dues, since I spent the first 2 years at my job coming in EVERY time they asked and staying late every time they asked (as for staying late, I'd work a full shift, but I had no food for lunch obviously, since it wasn't planned- so I'd either have to go without eating for 8 hours or run to the Clown Burger a block away and run back on foot and I'd have maybe 10 minutes of my lunch left to myself to eat) and after all that for 3 years, I have nothing to show for it. They've never promoted me. I've never gotten a raise. I don't get overtime or any bonus for working extra hours that I wasn't scheduled for. (Overtime is only if you work over 8 hours in a row, which conveniently never happens)
The closest thing I've ever gotten to a thanks was this pin for employees who go above and beyond that I mistakenly thought also included a bonus or raise. No. It's literally just a metal pin to put on my nametag. That's it.
So I guess, AITA/am I being unreasonable? Or have I at least have a few good points?
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Heyo! I'm a REALLY REALLY REALLY! Big fan of angst and your works, so I have a suggestion! So like, in this au Bakugou and Y/N are aged up and they have a daughter (let's just say her name is either Katsumi or Kirumi). So, the child is 4 years old and she didn't get her quirk yet. Let's just say Bakugou got drunk when his friends dragged him to a bar and this woman decided to hit him up and let's just say he cheated- so Y/N found out because kiri just had to tell her because it wasn't manly at all for him to keep a secret and Y/N left him with his child and boom! Bad ending. Please tag me in this one tyy!
Bet.
(Changed it up the slightest bit to make Katsumi remember bc I kinda wanna do a part 2 for this)
Nobody to Blame but Yourself - Bakugou Katsuki
Bakugou x f!reader
Warnings: ANGST, cursing, cheating, alcohol consumption
BAKUGOUâS MASTERLIST
Pt.1 Pt.2
You have a small, beautiful family. Your loving husband, Katsuki and your adorable daughter, 5 year old Katsumi.
Katsumi was your precious baby girl. She had Katsukiâs ash blonde hair with your silky smooth hair texture. She had your E/C eyes and Katsukiâs porcelain skin. She had Katsukiâs bravery and boldness along with your kindness and compassion. She was a perfect mix of you both.
Y/N and Katsuki have been together ever since their childhood. Their families were close and they grew up together. Katsuki always swore to protect his princess. They got together in their junior year and about 5 years after they graduated from UA high, Katsuki proposed.
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âBe back soon, okay Suki?â You sweetly said to your husband as he got closer to the door. He pulled you in with a smile and pecked your cheek.
âYeah, yeah Teddy Bear. Iâll probably be back sooner than you think, donât even wanna go with those losers.â He complained with a strained face. You giggled at his expression and went on.
âThose losers have been your best friends since high school. You love them. You know you do,â you teased. âBesides, you havenât spent some time with them in forever.â
âYeah Y/N. Iâm a husband and a dad. I donât need to be around my friends, I need to be with my family.â He exclaimed with a playful voice.
âWell your family will still be here when you get back. Just as long as you always come back to us too.â You said with a wink.
âAlways will Teddy Bear.â He said holding you tight. He held you close until you both heard the little pitter patter of feet running to the front door. You both looked down and saw your daughter in her pjs and watched as she jumped onto Katsuki.
âBe back soon daddy!â She said with a squeal. Katsumi was definitely a daddyâs girl. Her and her father were attached at the hip the second she was born. They were best friends and you loved their father-daughter dynamic.
âKatsumi, youâre supposed to be sleeping, love.â You said with a chuckled as you held her tiny hand while Katsuki picked her up in his arms.
âI wanted to say bye to daddy before he went to see uncle Kiri! And uncle Denki and uncle Sero and Auntie Mina!â She said and watched as you and Bakugou lip synced to her voice as she said the Bakusquadâs names. She laughed at her parentâs teasing as Katsuki assaulted her in kisses.
âThatâs sweet baby bear. Donât worry. Iâll be back soon. So get to bed you brat,â Bakugou said as he placed his daughter down and ruffled her hair. Others would look down on the rough treatment but you knew Katsumi never took it seriously. She always laughed and played back with Katsuki whenever he put on his âmean guy act.â
âMâkay.â Katsuki bent down to kiss her cheek and you followed doing the same action before Katsumi ran back off to her room. You and Katsuki said bye to each other after Katsuki gave you a loving kiss. He walked out the door to meet with his friends as he knew he was in for a long night.
It would soon shock him to see how true that statement would be.
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The night was going well. Katsuki left around 8:30 and he said he would be back sooner than you thought so considering he was now a family man, you thought heâd be back by midnight. However, you woke up in the middle of the night and saw it was 3 in the morning...and he still wasnât home. You were starting to get worried now.
If this was back in your earlier years of marriage, youâd say this was okay. Not great but okay, except now, Katsuki has responsibilities and promises that he vowed to keep. He shouldâve been home a long time ago. Where was he? You stayed up deciding to sit and wait for him to come home and after almost 2 hours, your phone rang.
You picked it up quickly with a little bit of fear and anger sitting in your stomach. You didnât even bother to check who it was so when you heard the voice of your husbandâs best friend instead of Katsuki, you grew concerned.
âKatsuki! Where are you?!â You asked with worry as you slightly shouted into the phone.
âHey Y/N..... Itâs Kirishima. Umm...I have something to tell you.â He said with sadness detected in his voice.
âKiri? Is everything alright? Wheres Katsuki?â You asked.
âIâm so sorry Y/N...â
Listening to the red headâs voice made your eyes pop. Your body trembled and tears began to pool in your eyes as you shook your head in denial. Katsuki loved you. You both had a daughter! A family! He would never....he wouldnât....right? After talking to your friend for some time and getting the crucial information you needed, you made up your mind on what you had to do.
âT-Thank you, Kirishima. Goodnight.â You said into the phone with a hiccup.
âIâm sorry Y/N. You donât deserve this. You and Katsumi....goodnight.â He said and hung up the phone. You placed it down and sat in silence for a moment. After about a minute, you broke down again and cried into your hands. You sobbed as tears flowed down your cheeks. Rivers of heartbreak and anger streamed down your face as you cried the night away.
Well..you couldnât cry all night. Katsuki would probably be back in the morning and you had plans. Youâd have to save your tears for later. You looked at the time.
4:18 a.m.
You set your alarm for 6 and went back to bed. The whole night, all you could think about was your precious baby girl. This was going to break her little heart. Instead of crying over your husbandâs betrayal, you wept for your daughterâs future without her best friend. Eventually you cried yourself to sleep and the sun rose in time.
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10:00 a.m
Katsuki opened his eyes to the alarm on the nightstand. He yawned a bit before adjusting his eyes to morning light. The more he looked at the stand, the more he realized he didnât recognize it. Nor the alarm clock. He looked around and noticed he wasnât in his bedroom. Katsuki shot up and sat on the bed and looked down to notice he was completely undressed. He looked to the side and saw some random woman. A complete stranger who was also naked in bed with him. His heart grew rapid as his eyes grew frantic.
âNo, no, no, no, no, no this canât be happening..this canât be happening!â Katsuki said as his hands found way to his hair as he tugged on the blonde locks. The woman next to him awoken to his shuffling and smiled up at him. She placed her hand on his bare chest and cuddled in close to him as she sighed in content.
âGâmorning handsome. Had a fun night?â She teased, reminding him of his affair and unloyal actions.
âGet the fuck off me!â He said as he jumped out of bed and found his pants. He pulled them on and continued to scream. âWhat the fuck is wrong with you?! The hell did you do to me you fucking slut?â
âWhatâre you talking about? And who the fuck are you calling a slut?â The woman said with sass.
âJust tell me where I am!â Katsuki demanded.
âA hotel! You know, the hotel you dragged me to so you could get your dick wet.â She said as she sat up from the bed but still covered herself with the blanket.
âWhy the fuck would I do that?!â He screamed.
âYou tell me. All I know is that I saw you in that bar, you drank a hell of a lot with your friends, I came up to you and flirted with you, you flirted back, we shared a few more drinks, and you dragged me here. I mean, I consented of course but still.â The stranger explained. Bakugou shook as he looked around in a frenzy. âAnyway, round 2?â
âYou fucking bitch, I have a wife!â He screamed at her as he got himself dressed.
âHeh, wow. Well when your wife leaves you after she finds out you cheated, give me a call.â The woman said as she layed back down on the bed. Katsuki seethed at her as he squinted his eyes in disgust.
âYou shameless slut. Like hell I will! And Y/Nâs not gonna leave me! She loves me! And I love her-â
âSure didnât seem like it last night~â the woman said. Bakugou had enough and blasted the bed she was on with his quirk before cussing her out and leaving her there. He quickly ran out the hotel and found his car. He hopped inside and started it as he quickly sped off home.
âShit!â Bakugou screamed at himself. How could he do that?! How could he cheat on you?! You were his everything! You and Katsumi! His two girls were his entire world! And he betrayed the both of you by doing this. He could only hope that you wouldnât find out. He canât tell you what he did. He would lose you! He canât lost you! This whole thing just has to pass over and things will be fine. Right? Well something didnât sit right with him as he inched closer and closer to his house.
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When the 6 oâclock alarm rang, you woke up, ready for the day to begin and the drama to unfold. You were quick to get yourself ready. Brush your teeth, shower, get dressed, a little makeup, and you packed your important belongings and your clothes. Everything else would be replaceable. You put on a pair of shoes and put the rest in the large suitcase you had.
You made a quick call to Mina, assuming she already knew what happened. You asked if you could drop Katsumi off for some time and she of course said yes. After saying âthank you,â you brought all your bags into your car and went back inside to get your daughter.
You walked into your daughterâs bedroom to see her sleeping peacefully. Next to her bed, a framed picture of your once happy family. It was Katsumiâs 4th birthday and she didnât want to spend it with anybody else except for Mommy and Daddy. Now, you were gonna have to take someone out the picture. You shook your daughter awake and watched as she opened her beautiful E/C eyes that resembled your own.
âKatsumi..hey baby, wake up.â You softly said with a reassuring smile to not alarm her. You watched as she rubbed her eyes with her tiny fist and looked up at you.
âMommy? Whatâs going on?â She asked as she looked around in a daze.
âYouâre gonna have a little play date at Auntie Mina and Uncle Kiriâs house. Uncle Denki and Uncle Sero will be there too! You excited?â You asked with enthusiasm to hide your pain.
âReally Mommy?!â Your daughter asked with excitement.
âMhm! Get ready and get dressed for Mommy. Theyâll be here at 8, okay?â You said rubbing your daughterâs back before she quickly jumped out of bed and into her own bathroom.
âOkay Mommy!â She said as she ran into the bathroom, turning on the sink to begin her morning routine. Some time passed and Katsumi got dressed and you went back in her room to help her dry her hair. You helped her put on her shoes and by the time they were on, Mina and Kiri were already at the door.
You opened it with a soft smile and the couple looked at you with supportive, sad eyes. âHey guys..â
âItâs okay to be sad Y/N, weâre here for you.â Mina said. Your eyes teared up at her words but you shook your head and gave her a hug.
âThank you, but I promise myself I wouldnât cry. At least, not when Katsumiâs around. I gotta be strong for her. Her whole lifeâs about to change after all.â You sadly said as you looked down and released your hold on Mina. Your pink friend nodded before walking into the house to find Katsumi in her bedroom. You and Kirishima stayed at the door and talked a bit more.
âIâm so sorry for all of this Y/N. I shouldâve been watching him more.â Kirishima said as he looked down in sorrow.
âKiri, you shouldnât have to watch him. He cheated and that was his choice. Your choice was being a true friend and telling me. A true man,â you joked. You both gave a little bittersweet laugh before calming down again. âThank you so much Kirishima.â
The red head did nothing but pull you in for a tight hug. You almost cried on his shoulder before your daughter came to the both of you. âUncle Kiri!â
You both separated and looked down at the excited 5 year old. She jumped onto her uncle and he happily held her in his arms. âHey squirt. Ready for a day full of fun?â
âMhm!â Katsumi replied. You all talked some more before Katsumi said her goodbye to you and went off with Kirishima and Mina. You shut the door and took a break as you allowed a few silent tears to drop. You wiped them away and went to pack your daughterâs bags. Just a few more hours and heâd be home..probably. All you knew was that youâd have to face him eventually.
Finally, you finished packing your daughterâs things and placed them in your car. You put on a jacket and waited for Katsuki to walk through the doors. Soon, this perfect little family would go crumbling to the ground.
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Katsuki pulled into his driveway and his eyes took notice of your car still there. He smiled at the sight and quickly got out of the car. He slammed the vehicle door shut and ran to the entrance. He unlocked the door in a rush and to say he was happy to see you on the couch, still there, was an understatement.
âY/N! Hey Teddy Bear! I am so sorry!â He said as he ran to you and sat down next to you on the couch, pulling you in for a tight hug. He was too happy to even notice your jacket and shoes that you wore.
âKatsuki, you were gone all night. Where were you?â You said in a soft voice as you placed your hand on his chest so you could face him.
âI-..I overdid it and spent the night at Kirishimaâs. Iâm so sorry I didnât tell you, love. I was passed out the whole night.â He said and attempted to pull you in again but you pressed a hand to his chest to stop him. You couldnât believe he was going to lie to you. Actually, now that you think about it, cheating wasnât below him so why would lying be either?
âSo why didnât Kirishima call me? Or Mina?â You questioned. Unfortunately, you underestimated Katsukiâs quick tongue. He was a good liar, and if you hadnât already known the truth, youâd probably believe him.
âShitty hairâs phone died and Alien girl was asleep by the time we got back. By the time he put me in the guest bed, I knocked out so donât asked me what happened after.â He said. Your anger and fury grew at his lies but he didnât notice. âLook, Iâm so sorry I came back so late but I can make it up to you Teddy Bear. Now would you just give me a hu-â
âSHUT! UP!â You screamed as you pushed him off of you. You stood up from the couch and Bakugou watched you in âconfusion.â Bakugou felt his heart racing as he had a guess at why you were so mad but he refused to believe it.
âT-Teddy Bear, whats wrong?â He asked with shaky hands as he tried to reach out to you but you dodged all his attempts.
âWhatâs wrong? Whatâs wrong?! Youâre fucking lying to me! Youâre lying to me after doing what you did! Katsuki, are you just gonna act like you donât know what you did?! Because I know! So why donât you?!â You screamed at him. Bakugou still couldnât believe you knew so he tried his soft attempts once more and reached out to you again.
âBaby, please calm dow-â
âAre you fucking serious Katsuki? Youâre gonna tell me to calm down?!â You laughed out in disbelief. You watched as Katsukiâs lip began to tremble and he looked down in shame. âSay it.â
âWhat?â He spoke softly.
âSay what you did.â
â......â
âSay it Katsuki! Tell me what you did and how you betrayed not only me but your daughter too.â You specified. It took Bakugou a second before he spoke up in a soft, quiet voice.
âI cheated on you...â
âLouder.â
âI cheated on you!â He said while standing up and facing you with tears in his eyes. âI cheated on you! Okay?! I got drunk last night and slept with someone else but baby I swear I didnât mean it!â He said as he walked to you and tried to hold you. You once again pushed his hands away before speaking back.
âIt doesnât matter if you meant it or not Katsuki! You still did it!â Your voice grew dry as it began to break. Your eyes pooled with tears as you continued. âI wouldâve NEVER done that to you. I wouldnât even be CAPABLE of doing that to you Katsuki! Because I love you!â
âI love you Y/N! I swear I do!â He fought back but you retaliated.
âIt doesnât seem like it! Because you slept with someone else! You promised me you would never hurt me. You promised you would always protect me. You promised me that you loved me and only me! Not only that but you promised your daughter that you would never bring harm to her! Guess what?! Youâre the reason her whole life is going to be so fucked Katsuki! Do you realize that?!â You screamed at him.
âI do, Teddy Bear, I do!â He said.
âDonât fucking call me that Katsuki!â You said with an exasperated voice. Bakugou shook his head as he walked to you and kneeled infront of you.
âBaby, please! Iâm sorry! I was drunk, it didnât mean anything! It was a mistake but if we can forget about this I promise Iâll make it up to you!â He begged.
âForget? Forget?! Are you insane?! Iâm never gonna be able to forget any of this Katsuki. How the hell am I supposed to forget that my first friend, my first love, my first kiss, my first everything betrayed me like this! How am I supposed to forget that my husband, who Iâve known since we were fucking babies, cheated on me?! Tell me!â You said as the tears finally fell.
âI donât know...I donât know but I promise I can make it up to you! So please forgive me! Please stay!â He pleaded. The whole time he couldnât let go of you. Every time you pushed him off, he just came right back.
âHow am I supposed to trust that youâll actually keep that promise?â You said softly with a sad voice. âIf it wasnât clear already, Iâm not staying. Weâre getting a divorce, Katsuki.â
Bakugou felt his heart shatter. He looked at you with his trembling body and shaky irises. âW-What?â
âKatsuki...you cheated. Thereâs no other way around it. No explanations or excuses. And you canât even blame it on the alcohol because Iâve been blackout drunk before too and the idea of cheating on you never even crossed my mind. You have nobody to blame but yourself.â You said with a broken voice and a shrug. âWeâre getting a divorce and Iâm taking Katsumi with me.â You said and began to walk to the door.
Bakugou couldnât believe what he just heard and so he got up from his knees and ran after you. He ran in front of you and held you by the shoulders. âWhat?! No! Baby!! Please, thatâs my daughter! You canât just take her from me, please!â
âI wonât be taking her from you,â you said and pushed his hands off your shoulders. âWe can co-parent, but when sheâs old enough, when Katsumi asks why weâre no longer together, Iâll be telling her the truth. So you can still see her, but when sheâs ready to know, if she decides she hates you and doesnât want to see you ever again, then youâll have to accept it.â
At this point, Katsuki began to openly cry as he allowed his fat tears to flow down his face. Hiccups left his mouth as he shamelessly sobbed infront of you. âY-Y/N....please donât go. You guys are my family, youâre both my entire world..I-I love you both so much,â he said and went in to grab your hand, which you allowed. âI know I hurt you both a-and I know I fucked up, but please just give me another chance. I swear this was just a mistake, I never meant to do it. Please stay...please let me fix my mistake. I love you.â
Tears once again filled your eyes but you didnât allow them to flow. â.....I love you too Katsuki,â at those words, Bakugou felt a bit of hope. âBut I just canât stay with you. If it was just me..I probably would give you another chance..but Katsumi is your daughter Katsuki. Sheâs your own flesh and blood and you betrayed her. Youâre supposed to be her hero and you betrayed her like this. I just canât trust the fact that you wonât do something like this again, and not just for my sake but for our daughterâs too. Iâm sorry, but this is where we end.â
Once you said that you walked away from Bakugou, leaving him in shock. He stood there, regretting everything. Not just his mistake, but all the times where he couldâve been a better husband.
âI shouldâve held her more..I shouldâve been home more...I shouldâve been more for them,â he thought until he heard the door open and slam shut. He turned to face it and looked around the now very empty house. He allowed silent tears to drip down his face and then he took a little tour of his new environment.
He walked to the master bedroom and saw all your belongings gone. He saw your closet was empty, all your shoes gone. He went into the bathroom and saw all your stuff was missing. The tears flowed faster and when he walked into his daughterâs room, it made it 10x worse.
He opened the door to the pink room and saw her bedsheets missing, all her toys gone, her closet was barren, and her bathroom was hollow. He walked back out to his little girlâs former bed and sat down. He cried on the bed and sobbed into his hands. He broke down as he thought back to your words. You were right.
âYou have nobody to blame but yourself.â
Katsuki looked up from his hands and when he did, he took notice of the picture frame that was left faced down on the night stand. He picked it up and his heart turned to dust. It couldnât break anymore. He looked at the picture of his once happy family. His beautiful wife, his blessing of a daughter. His two girls who had a protector...that protector was supposed to be him...and he failed. He smiled at the picture but continued to cry. It was a beautiful sight but you left it behind.
He took the picture with him as he walked to his bedroom. He sat on the bed and held the frame close to his chest as he layed down on the cold mattress. Tears still freely fell as a shadow casted over his eyes. No words could be said except for a few.
âN-Nobody to blame but myself.â
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I'm just leaving my second ceramics class. And I can already see that I am making improvements and that feels so nice. I keep joking that I'm upset that I was not amazing at it immediately but I didn't think I was going to be really. But I actually saw my hands doing the thing it was supposed to be doing and that was so cool. I'm not 100% there yet obviously but I am getting better and that feels really nice.
Today was a pretty good day though. I got to sleep an extra hour because I go in at 9:00 on Wednesdays and my sleep itself wasn't too bad. When my alarm went off at 7:00 James was right there and I was like oh yeah I don't have to wake up yet and I told them goodbye so that they would have a nice day at work and I went back to sleep until 8:00. When I woke up was not as foggy as I sometimes am in the morning so that was nice. And I made the bed and I went and got dressed and I felt okay. I was having a lot of trouble with food. James packed me lunch but I wasn't thrilled about any of it and I don't love having pastries for breakfast. I just feel like they don't give me any energy and I just didn't really enjoy the one that I had. When I left for camp I wasn't going to stop anywhere but then as I got closer I decided to stop at Royal farms and just get like little donut holes. Not that that's much better but still. At least it was something.
When I got to camp I went straight to Joe's shed and got the chair for CJ. Which was so heavy! I was shocked. It's all metal on the bottom and I didn't realize that. So I struggled to get it in the car but I did and I will deliver it to her soon. I hope she appreciates it. I know she will.
Then it was just running around getting the program ready. I parked my car and I went up to the office. Sarah was already there and she let me know that the Erie was unlocked so I walked over there and got my program materials and set up. Surprisingly there were already a few parents there but that was whatever. They said the group was coming at 9:30 but I thought they weren't coming till 10:00 so I was a little confused. But it was fine. Once I set up my birds of prey activity I saw there was a owl puppet and I thought that would be great for illustrating how their head can turn all the way around and I'm dealing with first graders so they would really enjoy it regardless. And then I was like oh we should have a stuffed animal for all four birds I'm talking about but we do not have a hawk or a vulture. But I do know that we have an eagle and it's in the Yukon basement because it's from the old Native American story program. So I drove up there but then the basement was locked. The basement was never locked and Elizabeth claims that it's been locked since the summer but I know that's not true. So it's whatever we did not have the puppets today We just had the owl. And the kids love the house so it was fine. But next time I think having more stuffed animals would make it a little bit better. For me.
We waited at the lodge and it was just really beautiful out today. And then when the school came it was just one bus because the first graders are so little. And it was a relatively small group with 45 kids. I got my first group and I took them to the field and off we went.
I ran the program four times today two before lunch and two after lunch. The two before lunch were very different. The first one was awesome. My kids were so good and smart and pay attention and it gave me a ton of confidence in a program I've never done before. So then I was like all jazz to go for the second one and the second one did not go as well. But that is okay. I still had a good time.
Basically the way I had it set up I had four different birds to talk about. The bald eagle, the red-tailed hawk, the Saw wet owl, and the turkey vulture. All of them being different size or different function or different adaptation bird. We would talk about what does it mean to be a predator or prey then we would talk about what an adaptation was and then we talked about the different birds specifically. But just like a general overview because then after that we had a huge drop cloth that was all the different features of the birds. From visual to their clutch size to where they put their nests to how they hunt and what they sound like. And I had name tags of each bird and I gave them at random to the children and two or three of them were the same birds and I would read the features and they would have to stand on the square that they thought matched the bird that they were. And that was way more fun than I thought it was going to be. I think it was a lot for first graders like there was a lot of information but like half of them were paying attention. The best part though was the sounds. Like all of the bird facts were interesting but for the sounds I made a playlist on YouTube so I was able to pull it up and one thing that people always get wrong is what a bald eagle sounds like. Because in Hollywood and on TV almost every bald eagle you've ever heard is actually the sound of a red-tailed hawk. So playing both of the real eagle sounds, which are pathetic, and then the red-tailed hog sounds which sounds like what you have been told a bald eagle sounds like is very funny. To me.. I don't know if it's not even anyone else.
And like a good 3/4 of the kids did really well but that 25% that was acting f*** wild was exhausting. That second group had a three little boys that wouldn't stop hitting each other but thankfully a dad took the one kid and made him sit on the side and he didn't want to participate anyway so it was mine. And then everyone else did great. And then in the afternoon I have very similar issues and it would have been okay except that the teacher in the last one acted like I was being crazy when I said like we cannot be running around and screaming and if we're not going to listen to instructions we're not going to participate. And then she just took like half of the kids in the group and let them run around the field while I'm trying to leave the program. Way to really hold your kids accountable. It was bizarre behavior. But whatever. They clearly have a lot of fun with her because when I finally just gave up and skipped three of the sections because I could not try to teach while they're all screaming I watch them run around the field with her and play freeze tag and she was having a great time. Whatever. They paid for the field trip and I get paid either way
Our new person Sydney did not come today. Turns out she has not answered the offer letter. And Sarah thinks that she heard that she has another interview with another site. So I believed by the whole situation. But regardless if she comes I'm excited to meet her. And in the meantime I am not sharing my desk with anyone so during lunch Celia sat with me and it was really nice to hang out with her. Even if I was kind of at a weird mood from the groups being a little strange. I just kept saying they were being mean to me and she's like well they just weren't listening I was like well that's being mean to me!
After the last group they headed back to the lodge and I cleaned up the program and walked it back to the Erie. And then I went to the office. Heather had asked me to finish up the front page of my outreach blurb and I found some pictures I kind of formatted it. I found a fun font. And I worked on that for a while. I would stop and have a snack. I the rest of my lunch which was left over Indian food from last night. The rice was kind of a weird texture today but it was still good. And I just worked on things on my computer for a while. It was good. I filled out the form for creative alliance and bumped around the office just getting little things done. It was a nice day.
I did go up to the arts cross building for like an hour to work on resetting my fibers boxes for my field trips and I kind of ran out of steam and took a 20 minute break laying in my hammock which was very nice. And once I got up from there I was just going down to the office to work on the rest of my computer stuff. Answering some emails. And very soon it was 4:30. Heather was like why are you still here?? And I was like oh I came in late so I'm staying later because of my ceramics class what's Sarah. And Sarah was in the corner eating and I was like that's a great idea I'm going to go get a snack before class. So a little before 5:00 I packed myself up and said goodbye.
I decided to go to Hunt valley to get nachos at Chipotle. And I wasn't really hungry so it kind of just didn't make me feel great but it tasted good. And the guy was really nice and didn't charge me for my corn salsa or make a fuss about the salad dressing. Some places make a big fuss and I'm like okay it's like three ingredients. And like four teaspoons. But I sat outside and I enjoyed my food. Even if it made my belly hurt a little bit. And I decided that since I had time I would walk across the parking lot just to try to get off some of the weird feeling and walked around Marshalls.
I ended up buying two clearanced fall candles because I've had four candles burn out this week. And I got new sponges. That are silicone ones but they are like sponges sponges but made of silicone. Which is interesting. A fun texture. And after I paid for that it was time to head to Manor Mill.
I was only like 15 minutes away and so I got there right on time. Celia and Sarah had both just pulled into the parking lot and apparently Chloe was there too already. Celia was there because she was doing a pumpkin carving class and she had a gigantic pumpkin. I hope she sends me a picture of it. When I get home my plan is to text her and ask her how it went. And we headed inside and got to work.
My big plan today was to try to make a plate with a little teddy bear sleeping on it. I think that I reblogged it on here but it might have been on TikTok. But it's a pink plate where part of the plate looks like a blanket and there's a little bear sleeping underneath of it. And I just think it's so cute and so I made two of them tonight and I was so proud of myself. And after I made The first one I started making a bowl and all of a sudden I turned my hand in a certain way and I just felt like oh that's what this was supposed to be feeling like and that's what I've been doing wrong. And that was so cool. So I had a lot more success. My things are still coming out like slightly wonky and needing a lot of finishing work but still I'm doing great. And I started trimming the bottoms of my pieces. I'm going to have to hand trim a lot of things because of the like details I put on the edges but I have learned a little bit about hand trimming and a little bit about wheel trimming tonight and that was really cool so I just got to kind of smooth out and clean up my pieces and then play with a little bit of underglaze so I painted the inside of my one bowl that is kind of like flour inspired and then I'm going to carve it out a little bit. So it has like interest and I forget what Lindsay, our teacher, called it but it's got a specific name when you do that. It's like scratch graffiti but like one word. Not entirely sure what it was but that's okay.
I had a lot of fun though and it went really fast. Around 8:30 I decided that it didn't really make sense for me to start any more stuff because I was taking up so much real estate on the shelf. Besides the seven pieces I made last week I made two plates and three bowls and one very small ring dish. I had tried to make something with three of the balls of clay mushed into one big ball of clay but it broke and so I ended up making it very very teeny tiny little bowl that became a ring dish. I'll try again next time. But I was taking up so much space and so I tried to consolidate without ruining any of my pieces. And Sarah put her stuff next to me to make me feel a little bit better. And then It was time to go.
And now I'm on my way home. I'll be back in 15 minutes. I'm going to take a shower and get cozy. And I'm just very excited to see my husband and my cat get hopefully a good night's sleep.
In the morning me and James are going to our doctor's office to get blood work done. And then I will head to camp from there. Missing the beginning of a field trip but that is okay. They'll live. And then I don't know what will happen. I have some stuff I can work on but none of it is horribly pressing. Just want to get through another day. And hopefully make some nice memories. I hope you all sleep well tonight. Take care of yourselves. Until next time
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