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Primal Fears AU content but don’t worry it’s still sonadow


That last one is a repost from last year so if you saw the silly drawings but then read the thing in the bottom left corner and went “wait what the fuck”
It’s because it was an AU thing but I literally only had that drawn out and now you get some context at least:
In this universe Sonic is an assassin/bounty hunter/whatever you wanna call a guy that is hired to specifically to kill other Entities. He meets Shadow when they run into each other because they’re both following the same Avatar. Then they do the normal canon sonadow thing where the first interaction they have always ends with them fighting and beating the shit out of each other. And then they kinda calm down but then Shadow has a similar moment from the beginning of the IDW Sonic comics where he gets absolutely pissed that Sonic managed to distract him from catching the bad guy and zooms away before the two have another chance to speak again.
Here Shadow is a GUN field agent except in this universe GUN isn’t really military and it’s more focused on not only investigating (like the Magnus Institute) but also actively dealing with the Entities. Which sounds great except remember how I said they aren’t military well actually they kinda are because “dealing” with Entities and Avatars just means: throw it in the high-security prison that is guarded by other various Avarars that all work for GUN because it means they don’t have to get thrown in prison. So GUN is kinda like The Magnus Institute + Section 31 working together. So actually I guess it’s like the SCP Foundation.
One day Shadow goes into work and Sonic and there and I’m not really sure on what I’m gonna do in the plot to make him end up there (like maybe he’s undercover and just using GUN to get to his next target or maybe GUN does the “hey we’re gonna throw you in jail if you don’t agree to work for us” idk again not sure yet) but now he’s working with Shadow because they still need to catch that Avatar.
So now we’re sorta caught up, they’re at Club Rouge (and I realized I didn’t specify which Entity she serves in my drawing of her but people who guessed the Stranger ding ding ding here have some sonadow) because Sonic and Shadow need to kinda interrogate Surge and Amy, who are associated with the Slaughter. They have a band called Poison Rose and it’s basically just Grifter’s Bone but they perform rock music instead. And are also probably dating.
Anyway the Big Case™️ Sonic and Shadow are working on is investigating a bunch of spooky murders and they’re pretty sure whoever’s behind them is a Slaughter avatar. But not specifically Amy and Surge☝️ They’re kinda “allowed” to perform the Music That Makes You Die because GUN also has like an “informant” group of avatars they can rely on. These avatars don’t work for GUN, but they agree to chill out on the spooky stuff if it means they don’t get arrested for spooky crimes. So for Poison Rose, “chilling out” on the spooky stuff means that they have to force people to wear earplugs while they perform, which wasn’t specifically stated in MAG 42 if that works or not, not really sure of the magic rules of the Music That Makes You Die phenomena but yeah they gotta do that and probably some other stuff so GUN doesn’t arrest them. Like maybe no swearing or something lol.
Okay gonna stop there before this gets even longer explaining my AU because this was supposed to be just a normal sketch post but whoops.
Oh also I made a playlist for the kind of music Poison Rose performs but it was made private because I didn’t want anyone to stumble across it and be like “pshhhh this dumb person who makes public playlists of their AU that no one knows about what a loser” (me when I make up completely unrealistic scenarios in my head) but now here’s a post explaining that part of my AU so that person can’t make fun of me anymore
#primal fears au#sonadow#sonic#the magnus archives#sonic au#sketches#my art#also i think in my sketches from my previous primal fears post i said that amy is an avatar of the corruption but that sketch is old#i decided on making her a slaughter avatar solely for the surgeamy#so yeah#surgeamy#if you want#as a treat#but also i really like the amy!popstar idea so its sorta that too#tma au#ig lol even tho if anyone sees this under the tma tag theyre gonna be like#‘heyyyyy wait a second this isn’t tma this is sonic the hedgehog idiot’#Spotify
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Can i get a drabble of SEA KC snuggling Eclipse and these two cuddling pretty please?
Just some Father-son affection for my poor sentimental soul❤️🩹
And then you want to bite my man. Do you even deserve the drabble? /silly
Also congratulations, you get an entire story before the cuddling because my brain needs a reason for the cuddles to happen
It's been a really long day Eclipse thinks as he shambles back into his room, barely standing on his feet. It's been a very, very long day
Luckily, he's got the entire room to himself because the family left for-
"Before you decide to flop into the nest do take a shower please"
And then he promptly jumps because Killcode's somehow fucking there.
Eclipse glares, but then stops when it finally registers to him just what state his father is in.
He's bundled in the blankets, looking miserable, holding a cup of tea and somehow managing to give the feeling of a stuffed, red nose.
"The hell happened to you?"
"It appears-" and he's cut off with a sneeze that startles him from the simple loudness of it "appears that I've caught a cold"
What the actual fuck?
"You can do that?"
The effect of the disapproving frown is lost when Killcode begins to rapidly take in air for his next sneeze, only to immediately transition into coughing.
"I'll be back in a sec"
He rushes quickly into the bathroom, because he clearly needs to take care of his father right now. Why did the rest of the family leave him alone?
He's done with his shower in record time, basically jumping into his pants so he can rush back out the door before the idiot nightmare can start doing something like cooking. Knowing him, he'd totally try to.
"Don't you even fucking dare leave the nest! Back in there!"
The startled SCP crawls back under the covers, until only his glowing red optics are visible. He looks like a kicked puppy, and not like the ancient being he is.
"I'm making you soup! Now stay there or I'm tattling on you to Sun!"
That's a proficient enough threat apparently, because his father stays in the nest for the duration of his soup making. He doesn't even dare to poke his head back out.
Might just be because he's that sick
"Here, eat this. If it doesn't feel good just tell me, you don't have to eat it all"
The sad miserable whine is only somewhat for show he thinks as large clawed hands reach for the comically small bowl, pulling it into the darkness where it disappears. After some slurping noises, the empty bowl is presented to him. He takes it with a sigh.
"Now scoot over"
"No"
"No?"
"You'll get sick..."
He sighs again, already looking towards the ceiling for patience.
"Killcode, I'm an animatronic. I can't get sick"
There's a second of quiet, then
"Oh, right"
And then the giant, sad pile of blankets is shuffling over, making him space. Eclipse takes it gladly, finally collapsing into the bed.
It's great. He's happy to be lying here. But he needs something else.
So he shimmies over until he can throw his arms and legs over the sad Killcode pile, burrowing into the warmth the SCP seems to exclude. He seems warmer than usual. Does he have a fever?
There's a bit of sad, miserable moaning, but then a large arm wraps around him, and pulls him under the blankets.
He melts into the contact, feeling his systems come alive in a happy purr he knows soothes the giant, burrowing his face into the large neck. His wraps his arms around the closest metal surface to himself and squeezes.
That familiar head nuzzles into his rays, and he's going to excuse the stressed nibbling on them as the SCP suffering because of his sickness, but he does slap at what he can now feel is a large side.
"Stop eating my rays"
The whine he gets might make someone believe he genuenly hurt him somehow, and didn't just ask him to please keep his saliva to himself. It makes him begin to pull away.
"Noooooo"
In a chidish move he didn't expect from his father he pulls him against his chest, trapping him against the hot metal. He even rolls over him, just so he can't escape.
"Get off of me!"
Killcode whines again, going limp. He only moves to pet and occasionally nuzzle him
Eclipse just sighs, settling in for a night of cuddling
#OurEssays#Moongleam answers#Scientist Eclipse's Adventures#the sun and moon show#sun and moon show#tsams#sams#tsams eclipse#sams eclipse#tsams killcode#sams killcode
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Love Of The Divine Tree FINISHED THOUGHTS AHHHH
I LOVED THIS DRAMA GORGEOUS BEAUTIFUL AMAZING YOU SHOULD TOTALLY WATCH IT. ( if you watched till the end of the moon and are in pain please watch this it will heal you)
Small review: Amazing drama where both ml and fl are very very likable. BOTH ARE AMAZING. This one does not raise your blood pressure heh both are perfect for each others stubbornness to save each other hahah.
About the ending: A great ending . Both come out of the final boss fight alive. no one person waiting in front of a reincarnation tree or whatever ( been there done that in the beginning of the drama instead ) A wedding scene ( fancy hair accessories yay) A proper happy ending they contributing to overpopoulation at this point lol was seeing him do all the work and was like NO? this can't be? the whole drama they were equal -but then they said they drew lots to see who was the shifu and who was the disciple for the day and I was like ah okay fair enough ( best would be alternate lmao but whats the fun in that for them ig)
Now we move on to some longer thoughts ahah. ( btw I still have lots of screenshots to post but wanted to post this first)
Su Yishui: adorable cutie who has done no wrong (if you actually think about it its basically nothing lmao) other than that one time man thought getting the spirit spring would be good for him.he blames himself for mu qingge's death which is pathetic bec its obviously everyone else's fault but his bruh why the guilt for something he didn't do AHHH. anyways best boi. (this drama also shows that tantai jin could have lived happily if he met someone nicer) man went through so much to save mu qingge and xue ranran later best shifu and disciple lmao. ALSO towards the end? they reveal man was so good to people even without mu qingge lmao bro was doing side quests saving everyone woahh. but man really thought mu qingge would blame him after she died to save him?? where did that genius go su yishui?
Mu Qingge/Xue Ranran: Best person su yishui could have ever met she sees him and decides yes this dude shall be saved. can't blame her lmao bro looks amazing and also was literally a sweetheart inside all that hissing cat exterior lmao. The efforts to save him man respect to her. another best shifu and disciple right here too ahah. The fl we all need who literally tells ml nah not believing those harsh words you say to push me away lol. ( because some fls really after the ml cares for her the whole drama one incident and they believe ml is bad???) Love her for defending him every single time and being there for him.
Wei Jiu: this dude was there for the comic effect you cannot convince me otherwise lmao. He and elder Tu could be the main characters of the usual misunderstanding filled drama lmao. Man is not a villain bahaha. man's pretty clueless lol.
Elder Tu: she needs to stop hiding her thoughts lol and with wei jiu especially lol crazy combo there both of them need to just COMMUNICATE BRUH. also she was crazier for giving up after one try wow. her full life she never told him anything and once tried it and decided to give up? not a fan of her hiding it from him because she should have told him he isn't that bad. if she told he def would have done something nice lol.
Su Yu: this guy started off good hmm thought he would just be the dude who liked fl lmao but man had a mini villain arc right there but then went back to do something great in the end lol. but also didn't like him ever since he purposely tried to make Su Yishui think Mu Qingge liked him. that hairpin scene was low ahhhh if he specificvally searched for the hairpin bec he knew what Su Yishui's mom had done.
Mu Ranwu: total evil bish. had no reason to become a villain but still somehow became one lmao. like even su yu fine his brother who he saved poisoned him.. but mu ranwu? her sister SPOILT her. still she got her killed and almost killed her in second life also that bish.
Wang Suizhi: Clown who liked mu ranwu because bruh what is there to like in that shallow evil person. she saved him? thats crazy she tried to kill her sister then but okay I guess... bro was crazy sacrificed his life for her. so not worth it.
these were random character thoughts lol there more but laterrr
still can't get over xue ranran and all the others saying he looked bad with the marks on his face lmaooo its was just some pretty lines bahaha the man looked equally gorgeous lol not much difference with the marks gone ahhh
#cdrama#love of the divine tree#su yishui#xue ranran#mu qingge#wei jiu#su yu#mu ranwu#thoughts#cdrama review#must watch
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liyu lets slip ONE time that they like his voice and now he uses it to tease them constantly. jerk (affectionate)
@jeminiikrystal @blackknight-kai @marcu-bug
#s0rr3l's art#black myth wukong#black myth wukong oc#destined one x oc#liyu#liyu x yezi#ljwnsojwnsoj2 finally FINISHED#coloured this 3 times before settling#AND IT LOOKS GREAT IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF#sailor moon colouring style… if you squint#just pretty shoujo#might do all my comics like this its so romantic and cute#i wanna draw monkey smiling more... like he's mostly grumpy faced but look at him!!! being all cheeky and stuff#deserves to have something to smile abt
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I understand that literature nerd Jason Todd is kind of overblown in fanon compared to it's actual presence in canon (a few issues during his pre (and post?)crisis Robin tenure that highlight it) BUT consider that I think it's hilarious if the unhinged gun toting criminal has strong opinions on poetry
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#Jason Todd#batfamily#it's just a fun quirk! it's a fun lil detail and I simply cannot slight ppl for enjoying and incorporating it into works#like obviously jason isn't the only one. I'm a big believer in the batfam having over lapping interests they refuse to bond over#i know dick canonically used the robin hood stories (which are pretty flowery in their language far as i can tell) as inspo for Robin#and i know babs was a librarian and even tho her area of nerddom is characterized as more computery she probably knows quite a lot-#-about literature as well#duke is a hobbyist writer i believe? i saw a fan mention that- which if so is great and I hope he's also a nerd#(i mean he is canonically. i remember him being a puzzle nerd in his introduction. but i mean specifically a lit nerd)#damian called Shakespeare boring but also took acting classes so i think he's more of a theatre kid.#Tim's a dropout and i don't think he's ever shown distinct interest in english lit and i can't remember for Steph?#I'm ngl my brain hyperfocused on musician Steph i forget some of her other interests I'm sorry (minus softball and gymnastics!)#and then Cass had her whole (non linear but it's whatevs) arc about literacy and learning to read#went from struggling to read in batgirl 00 to memorizing Shakespeare in 'tec and is now an avid read in batgirls!#she's shown reading edgar allen poe but we don't know if it's his short stories or his poems#point to all of the above being: i know Jason's not the only lit nerd in the batfam#but also i do need him to be writing poetry in his spare time and reading and reviewing it#jason at the next dead robins society meeting: evening folks today I'll be assigning all of us poems based on laika the space dog#damian and steph who have been kidnapped and brought to jasons warehouse to hangout: LET US GO BITCH#speaking of^ random poem i think jason would like: space dog by alan shapiro#wake up one morning in an unfamiliar more mature body with a profound sense of abandonment. the last four lines. mmm tasty
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IF YOU ARE SOMEONE THAT WRITES JAYA FICS FROM NYA'S POV JUST KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE-
#this is one thing thats so common is jaya fics#for some reason ppl just refuse to acknowledge that Nya has feelings for Jay as well#like majority of the fics I've read mostly contain Jay's pov abt how much he likes her#which is great and all#BUT GIVE ME FICS WHERE NYA IS *YEARNING*#WHERE SHE IS HEAD OVER HEELS#WHERE SHE IS JUST AS CRAZY FOR HIM AS HE IS FOR HER#the thing is that she's a lot more reserved with the way she shows love (at least compared to Jay)#so like come onnnn there's so much you can dooooo#anyway if yall know fics like this do tell pretty pls 👉👈#maybe I'll attempt to write smth like this#but my writing's pretty ass 😭#maybe I'll do a comic type thing#ninjago#ninjago nya#nya jiang#nya smith#uffi umm#ninjago jaya#jaya#lego ninjago
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moth-flowers #21
#moth flowers#comics#my art#blood cw#autobio comics#pen and ink#Made this one a few months ago a little after we first made out and i was lowkey getting rlly obsessive and it sucked ass#Like recognizing its infatuation doesn't make it go away as it turns out ToT#Anyways. we were fwb for a while and it was cool n chill then they ended it. and i thought i was cool n chill and over it but SIKE#They get a BF and I am consumed by an overwhelming amount of the Jealousy Beast and overall lots of Big Emotions.#That was what the 'dyke drama' post was about btw#Its been a few days I'm doing a lot better and I'm greatful for that. lotta help from my friends by just hangin' out and talking and asking#For their opinions n shit. been pretty good. made a cake and it fucks and im so sexy for that actually#Like damn the person who was lowkey my ideal partner told me they weren't in a place for commitment#And then they get into a commitment. and although i know it realistically wouldn't have worked out in the long-run (I'll b moving. they def#aren't) I was still fucked up about. But I bet I'm a better cook than him. and also sexier and cooler#(IM ACTUALLY FRIENDS WITH THE GUY AND HE'S PRETTY COOL BUT ALSO LIKE. LET ME BE A PETTY I THINK I'VE EARNED IT)#Annnnywayssss. This is lowkey one of my fav comics i think :D i mean i feel that way about most of them.#But i REALLY like the way the perspective n stuff turned out. like ough fuck yeah#And i make references to the last line all the time with friends that I've shown this to.#ramble in the tags#Thank u to whoever is reading this. pls share ur thoughts and experiences! connection and shit is one of my fave parts of this <3
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Glisten save me…Glisten…save me (WIP)
#I am so slow at making things but I just really like how he looks here#but everything I make…#everything i’ve been doing lately…#its all dandys world flavor#which is probably why so many FUCKING FICTIVES ARE POPPING UP LIKE DAISIES#i’m rambling#They’re everywhere#our Rodger alter has not left the front since the second he formed somehow#i miss lambert#but Cosmo is my new bestie in crimes now so it’s pretty chill#He also…has not left#life is great#i think#weve gotten our partner just as addicted to dandys#i fucking love dandys world man#mel talks#current wip#its just a silly comic with no real dialogue me thinks yet#i like to yap alot
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Have I ever mentioned how much I enjoy the fact that when Barry came back to life he was all "??I should just be dead??? I don't want to be here??? Let me go back?!?" and then Hal took him to the Flash Museum to cheer him up and was forcibly stopping Barry from leaving and Hal was just like "Barry! 😄 My best friend and buddy who is alive!! 😄😄 I love you and you aren't allowed to die again! 😄😄😄 If you leave my line of vision I will hurt people! 😄😄😄😄 You suicidal mother fucker I will chain you to a fucking wall!!!! 😄😄😄😄😄😄😄"
Anyway I think that was great and I'm glad they dedicated an entire issue to it
#.... ill be quiet about this. for you.#its just so great#Hal was following Barry around like a puppy. desperately trying to Barry cheer Barry up#then Barry killed some people. which was pretty cash money of him#then Hal was like which was pretty cash money of Hal tbh#and then Barry wanted to die and Hal restrained him and tried to get him to the watchtower and Barry just#vibrated out and ran back into the speedforce#and Hal just screamed#anyway Wally tracked him down and together him and Barry kicked Eobard's butt (which is speedster therapy) and everything worked out#but for a second there... oof#dc#dc comics#the flash#barry allen#hal jordon#green lantern#i fucked up my tags cause i forgot about quotation marks but im not fixing it
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Thinking about how Hoody!Brian had SO many opportunities to kill Alex but hesitated and couldn’t time and time again. He had the guy captured twice and while you could argue that the Operator interrupted him once, he also HAD him at Benedict Hall. He could’ve ended it there, but he couldn’t.
Hoody!Brian could hate him all he wanted, beat him to hell and back, and mock and threaten him, but he never was quite able to pull the trigger. Even at his lowest, even full of hate and contempt for Alex (and some for everyone else alive too), he couldn’t seem to cross that particular line. Which is incredibly interesting to me.
#marble hornets#I loveeee trying to get a look in Hoody!Brian’s head#because he does some fucked up stuff#he IS technically a third antagonist aside from the Operator and Alex#but like. he does try to help Jay and Tim at certain points#in his own way#and he’s against both Alex and the Operator#He doesn’t WANT anyone else to die hence why he targets Alex so heavily#but he also struggles to actually get the job done himself and tries to get Tim and Jay to do it instead#he’s on Tim and Jay’s side but he both does and doesn’t trust them and it’s just very complicated#Plus comic 3.5 implies some stuff about his state of mind that only ramps it up further#yeah. I love this guy#he’s very complicated and also pretty sad honestly and just. a great character#I don’t know how much of that made sense but end of rant#SB Speaks
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supergirl while being on cbs (season one) was genuinely bad. sorry to the people who like it, but to me, it’s mostly white feminism and two-dimensional characters with no real depth (including kara, who they refused to write as an actual adult). the show, as well as kara’s characterisation, got so so much better once it moved to the cw (which says a lot).
#kara danvers is my favourite character ever#so it’s not a jab at her#i just don’t like season one and i’m grateful the show moved#also her not being that great in s1 provided room for character development#so it all worked out anyways#supergirl#kara danvers#is that a hot take?#probably#but either way it’s pretty bad#it’s mostly just preformative white feminism#and it’s also really straight#and it’s also responsible for the big shift in supergirl comics between new 52 and rebirth#and also responsible for people thinking kara is overly quirky#(she’s not. she’s not even in later season of the show)#so s1 has many crimes
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So, Book of Bill, huh?
#idk I've not read it#this did not come out like i wanted it AT ALL#what it was supposed to be was the spark from mcguckets “memory inferno” burning a hole through bills eye#but uh. yeah it's not great#i honestly wouldn't post it but i cramped my fingers making it so therefore you need to look at it#although i REALLY hope this just gets like 30 notes. or less even.#though i guess writing that out is pretty much jinxing it. :|#what's the opposite of sharing with your friends. uh. hide it from your friends#i guess if it gets too high i can just private it but idk that feels mean yknow#i make stuff to uplift people. if my art would make someone even think something that helps them feel better then i want them to have it#privating it just feels like I'm keeping that away#anyways right yeah fandom tags#book of bill spoilers#gravity falls spoilers#book of bill#gravity falls#bill cipher#don't follow if you're expecting more gf btw. I've had that happen a couple times. I'm a comic book girl. that's what i post about.#this is the only gf thing I'll post... possibly ever. just got really into all the posts and decided to make this#sorry :/
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"Chainsaw Man is ugly". Yeah, I think that's kind of the point, actually. Hell, I think the griminess, the ugliness of it, is actually what adds substance and character and feeling. Like. Whatever. You don't like it. You think it's ugly. Fine. Okay. What I can't really understand is... Why is that a bad thing?
#chainsaw man#bri blabs#i saw a post#i don't know#i really really like the stylization of csm#i love fujimoto's faces#i love that they're 'ugly'#i love that they're not super clean and polished#hyperrealism is tired to me#i've read some fucking great western comics here and there and it's not like i'm going 'thing japan! :O'#it's just good to my sensibilities it is so style and shape it's 'ugly' and unclean but i think that's what makes it good and beautiful#when everything is clean lines and hyperrealism i just get tired like yes sure it is so perfect and realistic but where is the heart#where is the feeling the emotion where is the fucking blood#you're pulling up a comic page as an example of 'good art' and sure it's vivid and pretty and realistic but the face gives me nothing#it was just flat and sure it's pretty and sparkly but more than that it's boring#it's too clean it's too bright it's flat it's shiny it's pretty looking but there's no just no feeling behind the face so it's nothing#who cares if it looks pretty when there's no feeling?#that's something i can't understand
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Old man yells at cloud but I'm pretty sick of the modern (?) commonality of "you like the protagonist because you do". No characterization at all before the plot gets going, and now you're just kind of riding along with a stranger. It's never once worked for me
I do feel like it's a recent phenomenon, to the point where I wonder if it doesn't light up the pleasure center in your brain. Are we here because of Internet brain rot, where just the concept of being online pumps the good juice? You like the thing on a subconscious level and the conscious part doesn't really matter that much
#just read a one off comic so bad im still pretty pissed tbh haha#great art though which is hard#the most glaring example i can think of is gotg but ive only seen the movies#i dont understand the draw of any of those folks??? they all seem like assholes?????
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Comic sketch thing I made. I need to make more comics this is so fun. I always think "man this would be a great comic" and I keep not writing it down even though I tried to start doing that like.... years ago...
#idk. obviously its bad quality art. BUT. thats the point of like 99% of the comics i like.#it gets the emotion across i think even with limited detail/color/effort. which is good.#also im pretty proud of how i captured it/think its funny that my face is legitimately the second drawing 99% of the time#speaking my truth with this comic fr#comic#OH also featuring my. handwriting. i wont call it bad but its not great.#my handwriting reminds me of one video i saw that said serial killers' handwriting is a mix of cursive and regular writing.#i love misinformation. it was jyst such a funny statement and everyone else in the comments agreed#self portrait#idk. i mean it is. its pretty accurate i think. vibes wise.#my art#i feel like i should stop rabting in tags but theres jo reason why i should stop. i just have so much useless rambling that i dont have a#chance to get out of my system irl ig#i would be such a good semi autobiographical graphic novelist/comic artist...... silver sprocket you know you want me........
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Not feeling great abt some of my creative endeavors rn
#ramblings#neg#specifically abt project: new moon#i can feel myself actively losing interest in continuing to write for it#like the main story is already out there and that's fine#but even tho i have ideas for oneshots and stuff to introduce more characters (like those redesigns for rouge and shadow i did a while ago)#it just. doesn't feel worth continuing. idk why#i guess it might be the lack of interest for my writing in general#or maybe project: new moon just. isn't that great#which is fine the point of the project was to do it for fun not to make something objectively good#but ig i'm just. not feeling it anymore? i don't feel satisfied with it like i did when i finished writing it#i still love my ocs and the redesigns i did of canon characters for it#and i'm glad i got the story i've had in my head since i was like 12 out there. even if it's very different from how i first envisioned it#but. i really just wanna put it to rest#i really don't feel like i can promise any more writing for it. not like anybody cared abt it anyway besides like 3-4 ppl + myself#idk man i wanna move on from it. i have other stuff i wanna write that i feel guilty for not doing#bc i'd said i'd write more for project: new moon and still haven't#i think i'd be happier if i let the fanfic go and just draw my ocs and my redesigns when i feel like it#without worrying abt the fic anymore#bc frankly ever since writing the epilogue my heart just didn't feel like it was in it#thinking abt it felt like a chore more than anything. so maybe it'd be for the best to just leave it as it is#that comic i said i'd write is still happening tho i still really wanna do it#but that's different from writing fanfic so#anyway. might turn the project: new moon blog into a general writing blog#if i finish the corrupted au fic i'm currently working on. idk yet we'll see#but yeah. i know i shouldn't trust how i feel past 9 pm but I've been feeling this for a while now so whatever#i think i should've seen this coming in retrospect. pretty much everything i do that isn't just art never gets much traction anyway#can't say i'm really giving up on it considering it's TECHNICALLY complete#but the way things are going feels almost exactly like the rp and ask blogs i've tried to run in the past#idk man. i gotta stop thinking abt this before the vague feelings of inadequacy spiral into something worse. goodnight
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