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Let's Talk About "Marvelfication"
Okay, let me try to get this out of my system, because I do have some thoughts on this one.
See, as you know, I finished Dragon Age: Veilguard last week. And I did enjoy the game. I never was that attached to the franchise. I really enjoyed Inquisition back in the day when it came out, but after doing two runs with it never have really returned to it. I also did play one of the older games, though I am not fully sure which one, because it was a long while ago. But I just never got that attached to the franchise. (Which mostly has to do with my own personal issues with High Fantasy.)
But that is not what I wanted to talk about. What I wanted to talk about is more the thing I have seen now multiple people call out: "The Marvelfication" as some have called it. And mind you, I absolutely do agree with this: There were several scenes in this game where I thought to myself: "This feels kinda MCU."
However, what I kinda want to talk about is the specific wording here: "Marvelfication." Because it is super understandable that the first thing that comes to mind (for me as well) is the MCU. But I think the issue is way deeper than "MCU is popular, so let's do something like the MCU".
A lot of folks on Youtube and other platforms have talked about how a lot of "tropes" that people blame on the MCU are actually older than the MCU. The reason people associate it with the MCU is moreso that the MCU is just fucking everywhere since it became this big thing. It is what defines the media landscape.
The big issue actually is another one, though: Those tropes are everywhere because in a more and more conservative media landscape they are considered safe. These types of jokes are not risky in any way. These types of characters are not risky. These types of stories are not risky.
It is stories that are set in societies that are messed up, and then there is a big conflict that only tangentally relates to the ways the societies are messed up in, and then that conflict is resolved but the status quo does not change.
And that more than anything is what I would criticize about the game. Outside of very prominently centering some trans issues, the game has taken very little risks.
I wrote about that a bit last week in comparison to BG3, how safe the companions in Veilguard feel. This shows so harshly in direct comparison to BG3, because really, Larian sat down with player and told you: "Those assholes are your companions. Take it or leave it." Those people I know who never finished BG3 mostly never did because they could not stand the companions. Meanwhile those who, like me, got obsessed with the game, mostly did it because it feels so fucking satisfying when you start to get through to the companions after they started out as those assholes. This satisfaction is something Veilguard never really offers you - because... Well, I can assume that some of these characters had some edges at some point. But whatever edges there had been, those have gotten smoothed down, so now everyone is perfectly sweet. Sure, they might argue a bit here or there, and if you make decisions they do not agree with, they are gonna be pissy with Rook for a bit, but that's the most of it.
Same with a lot of other stuff. There is basically no sexual content in this game. You get one sex scene that is super tame and you see nothing - and one to two kisses per romance. No risk.
Any no matter what kinda choice the characters make, they are all gonna be nice, you know?
There is one thing in the finale of the game that is kinda risky, I will admit. But I will not talk about that yet, because I knwo a lot of people have not finished the game.
But for the most part the game does not risk anything.
And really, that is the core of what folks call "Marvelfication". Because pretty much this is also the issue with Marvel and Star Wars and pretty much all American made media: Outside of some smaller productions, some of which do well with the tumblr crowd but barely get any attention from mainstream audience (*coughs* Interview with the Vampire *coughs*) there is little risk taken. The humor is the same everywhere because this humor is considered safe. The characters feel kinda samey everywhere, because those characters are safe.
It is why I have stopped going to the cinema, because these days there are barely any movies I consider worth watching. It is ironically also why I have recently watched a whole lot more Japanese stuff, because it is easier to find stuff there that does not play it that safe.
It is also why I do these days mostly consume western stuff that has a 18+ rating on it - because at least with that stuff I know that it probably is not gonna play it "safe".
I just wish some media took more risks. I want those medium budget projects back, that cost like 30-50 million, so can make a profit with 100 million at the box office, without doing billions. I want some stuff in there that is not a big IP. I just want... stuff.
Right now I am looking at the soon end of What We Do In The Shadows, mostly because it is one of the few things on right now that does some risky stuff. And I miss those SyFy low budget originals, because some of it was kinda risky. Ugh.
The issue is not Marvel. It is not even Disney. It is that the creative industries in the US right now mainly put out big budget stuff that because of that big budget needs to be loved by everyone.
And look, I am trans. Hence I absolutely do see some value in the fact that Bioware clearly took position and said: "Okay, we get to do one risky thing, so that thing is gonna be to incluse a variety of trans characters." Which I love and respect. But I kinda wish the game had not been quite that pretty and instead also included a bit more edges on the characters.
... But I guess in the end there is still fanfiction, where I can still make the characters messy. lol
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age veilguard#marvelfication#mcu#marvel#disney#bioware#anti capitalism#baldur's gate 3
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Argument Pt 2: M.S
The cold air hit your face as you stepped outside, the quiet of the night wrapping around you like a blanket. The tension in your chest began to loosen, but the knot in your stomach remained. The whole argument with Matt had left you feeling exhausted, like your body was at war with itself between the physical pain and the emotional toll of the fight. You hadn’t meant to storm out like that, but you didn’t know how else to handle it.
You didn’t even know where you were going, just walking, letting the cool night air clear your mind. The city was quiet, the streets empty save for a few passing cars and distant voices, nothing but the occasional sound of your footsteps against the pavement.
You found yourself at the nearby park, sitting on a bench beneath a streetlamp. It wasn’t much, but it was a place to breathe, a space to think. Your phone buzzed in your pocket, and for a moment, you considered ignoring it. But you couldn’t. It was Matt.
You hesitated before pulling it out. There was a message: "I'm sorry. I didn’t mean it. Can we talk?"
You stared at the screen for a moment, the apology almost feeling too little too late, but something inside of you softened. You knew Matt’s pride was as big as his voice, so for him to admit that much meant something. The frustration in your chest ebbed a little, replaced by a mix of confusion and the tiniest shred of hope.
You typed out a quick reply: "I need space right now. I can’t talk."
You sat there for a while, the screen of your phone glowing in the dim light as you waited for a response. When the buzz came again, you opened it to find a single sentence: "I understand. I just want you to be okay."
For a moment, you just stared at the words, not knowing how to feel. Was it genuine? Did he really understand? You wanted to believe it, but your heart was still heavy with everything that had been said. You couldn’t shake the feeling that this fight had dug a deeper divide between the two of you.
You exhaled slowly and looked up at the stars, letting the chill of the night ground you. The silence was a comfort, though it didn’t completely take away the lingering tension. You weren’t sure how to fix things right now, but you knew you couldn’t stay angry forever.
After a while, you felt your phone buzz once more, this time with a call. It was Matt.
You debated for a moment before answering, your thumb hovering over the screen before finally accepting. "Hey," you said, your voice quieter than before, the tension still not fully gone.
"Hey," Matt’s voice came through, softer than usual, almost hesitant. "I know you’re pissed, and I know I messed up. I shouldn’t have been so loud, and I should’ve listened when you said you weren’t feeling well. I… I get it now."
You sighed, rubbing your forehead as you leaned back against the bench. "Matt, it’s not just about the noise. It’s about not feeling heard. I need you to see when I’m struggling, not just assume I’ll get over it."
He was quiet for a moment, the sound of his breathing coming through the phone. "I’m sorry. I really am. I didn’t realize how bad it was for you. I just… I didn’t know how to tone it down, you know? It’s like I’m stuck in my own head sometimes, and I forget that there are people around me who need something different."
"Yeah, well," you paused, your voice steady but tired, "maybe it’s time you start noticing."
Another silence passed, but this time, it wasn’t heavy. It felt like he was reflecting, trying to understand, really trying.
"I get that," he said eventually, his voice quieter than before. "I don’t want to hurt you, and I don’t want to make it worse. I’ll do better. I just… I care about you, and I didn’t mean to make you feel like your needs didn’t matter."
There was something in his words that made the anger in your chest loosen a little more. It wasn’t perfect, and the fight was still fresh in your mind, but you knew this was the start of something. The start of him learning how to be more considerate, how to see when you were struggling instead of barreling through with his own world.
"I know you didn’t," you said softly, your fingers tracing the edge of your phone. "But you have to hear me next time, Matt. I don’t want to be the one always having to ask for peace. I need you to understand that."
"I do," he replied quietly. "I’ll make sure of it."
You leaned back, your shoulders loosening just a little, the tension still present but not as overwhelming. "Thanks," you said, your voice a little more even now. "I just… need a little time to cool down."
"I get it. Take all the time you need," Matt said, his voice gentle. "I’ll be here when you’re ready."
The conversation ended shortly after, and as you sat there in the quiet park, the cold air wrapping around you, you realized that maybe this wasn’t the end. Maybe this was the start of a bigger change, one where both of you learned to meet in the middle, to understand each other better.
You didn’t know when you’d be ready to go back, but for the first time that evening, the idea of heading home didn’t seem so daunting. There was still work to do, but things would get better. You had to believe that.
As you stood up from the bench, the weight on your chest felt lighter. With each step, you felt a little more like yourself, a little more hopeful that the space and time would help Matt understand, and that maybe, just maybe, you could find a way to make things work between you two.
#nick sturniolo#chris sturniolo#matt sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#pov#matt sturniolo x you#matt sturniolo x reader#matthew sturniolo#matt stuniolo fanfic#argument
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Has anyone actually watched the Resitance show? Like the whole two seasons?
Like is it worth it? Did you like It????
Anything I should know about it?
Because I tried and I was so bored, should I be sticking it out???
I stuck it out with rebels and it turned out to be one of my fav shows
#aurora-starwars#star wars#star wars resistance#the star wars resistance show#resistance show#star wars animated shows#star wars show reqs#star wars movies#star wars shows#star wars rebels#star wars fans#star wars lore#star wars book#star wars the clone wars#star wars fandom#sw fans#plsssss star wars fans come through#star wars obsession#star wars has taken over my mind#like there is nothing in my mind but star wars
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Echo during his time with the 501st: doing body shots, dancing on tables, blowing things up in the barracks with Fives, creating chaos with Fives, doing keg stands, complaining about them leaving the club “too early” even though it’s four in the morning, being the reason that new rules were added to the reg manuals, generally being an absolute terror
Echo during most of his time with the Bad Batch: tucking kids in, telling bedtime stories, always carrying healthy snacks, in bed by nine, putting people in time-out, telling “kids” to behave, tending to sick “kids”, being the only one to put their foot down and shut down any shenanigans, generally being a mom and an absolute angel (of course this is when he isn’t being the absolute badass that he is and always had been since let’s not forget that he’s an ARC Trooper)
#echo has the energy of a mom who was a former sorority party girl who is now in bed by nine and only prepares organic snacks for her kiddos#I regularly imagine him watching one of his siblings (Crosshair most likely) being absolutely irritable and hangry#and just wordlessly pulling out an array of snacks and handing one to them#he probably tucks omega in at night and tells her fun stories about his past#he’s the mom but he’s also a cool and badass mom don’t forget that he’s an ARC trooper#the rest of the batch probably look up to and admire him so much and think he’s SO COOL#his lore goes crazy and he’ll drop it in the middle of dinner and continue on as if he didn’t just ROCK the batch’s world#nothing can change my mind#star wars tbb#star wars the bad batch#the bad batch#arc trooper echo#tbb echo
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Cant think of a cool quote but pretend I’ve written one here
#redraw of some art from 2020#yet to do luke and anakin as well#but nothing quite soothe a restless mind like an old redraw#like yes you have improved#my art#kylo ren#Ben solo#Star Wars
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komari vosa my beloved <3
i just think she is neat
#trying to find my own style of drawing lightsabers and i think i like this one#only drew one of her sabers bc lazy#and also dont come at me for not using references. i know it has a curved hilt#that has to suffice#star wars#my art#random boli thoughts#komari vosa#star wars fanart#in my mind nothing bad ever happened to her#she's just a horrible little chaos gremlin#youngest child vibes off the charts
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I said a little bit about this in a comment a few hours ago (hey kenny) and I actually really felt like saying more.
For all that gay people/Tumblr people/AO3 peope/waves hand are really, really into found family they are actually pretty allergic to conceptualizing familial relationships outside of nuclear family roles.
I see a billion posts on Tumblr about how friendships can be just as important as romantic relationships, if not more, but nobody ever actually writes the friendship as important as a romantic relationship. Or friendships are interpreted as romantic, or friendships are sidelined for the romantic relationship. It's always a weird disparity between what people say are important and people actually find important for me.
So when we do step out of romantic relationship and into gen relationships, we typically enter the trope world of #foundfamily. But the same kind of flattening of characters for the sake of shoving them into yaoi ghost archetypes honestly also really happens with family relationships.
There is always a dad. There's always a mom. There's always siblings (frequently the canon female love interest). Maybe an uncle? Ex-wife if we are feeling sexy that day.
I really rarely see people interested in #foundfamily relationships outside of those boxes. It is overwhelmingly, entirely American-centric. There's no recognition of the unbelievable diversity and breadth of human relationships, or the very many ways there are to love somebody. In fanfic, if there's a much older male character emotional close to younger characters, he's dad mode. And the relationship then follows the character and story beats of the father-child relationship intended to draw out those fuzzy family feelings. Damn, I read found family stuff to get away from the intense claustrophobia of the fandom's favorite ship, I'm not here to get family yaoi ghosted here too.
I think you can create a very unique and engaging relationship if you're wiling to engage with the unknown and uncomfortable. Make a path without the paint by numbers story beats and character arcs. Please stop letting tropes rule your writing instead of construct it.
Write stories about love. Write relationships about loving each other. Just start from there, and don't worry about anything else. Create a relationship that is its own. Let it breathe. It can stand on its own two feet. It'll be a richer relationship and a richer story.
#nothing in particular is sparking this it's just on my mind.#my writing#i can give a shitton of examples but I don't want to specify this too hard#didn't know i could get aro spectrum on main about gen fic but im capable of many beautiful things#the way that absolutely everybody does this makes a lot of star wars and batman fic extremely boring#oh and like im not even going into how turning relationships romantic can often really flatten a character and a relationship#that's obvious and we know.#also sw fandom got VERY WEIRD and very western centric to the point of being iffy#about how acknowledging a master&padawan as father&son is 'good end' and desirable#and that a master who will not/can not do that is abusive and obi-wan should be removed to a more traditional family enviornment w/mandos#weird. i read a lot of babywan. ppl are still freaks about quigon. anyway
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@ijustreallylovedaredevils clone Urchin and the weird creature they found and tried to bring aboard the Negotiator!!
I love them a lot (And I hope you don't mind me taking some liberties with their armour! I made it kelp forest themed since that's the natural habitat of most sea urchins)
#i hope you like it!!#i gave them spikey hair to look like a sea urchin i hope you dont mind#i cant resist an ocean theme#this was a lot of fun thanks for letting me draw them!!!#I also got carried away making headcanons for the salamander because im nothing if im not thinking about animals sorry#i named him tickety boo (boo for short) and made a bunch of biology headcanons lmao#star wars#star wars art#star wars fanart#clone character#star wars the clone wars#clone trooper oc#not my oc#cj-kenobi art tag#my art <3
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Still reading The Living Force. I'm actually much farther in now than when I took this pic over the weekend, before I got kicked out of the winery for throwing the book across the room--
No, no, I kid. In fact, there's lots to like about this book. Much of it is warm, funny, and full of Jedi details and lovingly crafted little scenes given to more obscure Council characters. Depa and Mace continue to shine.
I'm still... very much struggling with some aspects, some inconsistencies and contradictions that I can't tell are there on purpose to make a point in the narrative, or just unsuccessful writing. But I'll try to post an actual write up shortly when I'm officially finished.
#hey Protobranch crisis mention for you Dooku: Jedi Lost fans#one of the contradictions I was talking about actually lol#I really am trying to divorce myself from my inherent need to defend a thesis about how Sifo-Dyas did nothing wrong HE WAS A SAINT#you can see how successful I was when I write up my review#spoiler alert not very#but I'm also trying to keep in mind that a lot of my favorite Star Wars books I kind of hated at first#like actually I think my first reaction to DJL was “what the fuck did I just read” and the Yoda comic I did actually throw#not Dark Rendezvous though Dark Rendezvous you've never done anything wrong#star wars books
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This is the first and last time I go on Twitter to look at the Kiner brothers tweets
#they bring nothing but pain and agony#the bad batch#star wars the bad batch#tbb#sw tbb#bad batch#star wars tbb#tbb season 2#the bad batch season 2#i am suddenly so afraid#AFRAID I TELL YOU#not ok not ok not ok#if anything happens to my beloveds I might loose my mind#like eat the walls#scratch at the door#scream into the void
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good night to my (High Republic Phase 2 era) Pathfinder team OCs. and the rest of you
I'm in the process of making character bios for all of them but in any case they are the Outer Rim Expedition Five-Three-Two (532), consisting of: -Raki'ah, pilot, Kar'kah's wife. -Kar'kah, medic, Raki'ah's wife. -Merana Coryl, Jedi, Ronter's padawan. -Ronter Tygo, Jedi Master to Merana. -DE-3E, aka Deshe, EX droid but there's no EX in his name -Etz Lauy, mechanic.
#my ocs#still developing them but yeah i love them#don't mind how deshe and etz look they came out badly#the rest of the sketches are rough too lol#my art#star wars ocs#Outer Rim Expedition Five-Three-Two#raki is mikkian but her tendrils are too complicated for me so this is what i have for now#kar is arkanian-sephi because. i wanted that#(and she's from eiram)#merana is deveronian#ronter is a kaminoan#desh is a droid#and etz is alcedian#raki and kar have a super cute story of meeting and all that#ronter's parents actually moved from kamino to chandrila so he knows nothing about that planet#merana is young compared to the rest of them but she's like the most competent team member#and etz is kinda sorta raki and kar's adopted daughter?#i'm thinking about it
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trying to write fic for andor is like. retraumatises self. heart in my throat. leftist discourse about stuff i’m still grappling with because part of leftism is grappling with stuff. retraumatising self. heart in my throat��
#my mind always always always returns to narkina 5 and what it means for star wars.#i say this genuinely: episodes 8-10 of andor change the entire star wars universe and nothing will be the same again#but also: it was always lurking there that was a history lurking there for as long as sw wanted to /use/ the aesthetics of fascism#it's not a show i can slam fic out of which is a good thing! more like. chews slowly considers chews slowly
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I hate the days when my gender is just Ạ̸̧̛̮̯̠͔̳̤͍͚͓̺̘͇͖͉͇͔̳̦̤̤̻̦͎͉͈͖̈̒͗͒͋̄̅̎̉̋̓͐̈́̇̾̓̂͊́́͋͛̕̚̚̚͜͜v̷̧̧̲̞̬͓̲̣̥͓͓̳̑̃͌̎͆̃̈̈́̓̆̍͂̏́͌̕̚͘͝͝ͅģ̷̡̱̘͚̏̉̑̆͗̅̅̃͊͌̓͗̎́͐̂̈́́̾̇̄͂̚̕̚͝͠��k̶̾̇̈̔̄̿̌͆̉͝��̨̨̡̛̛̲͖̫̠͈̜͈̬̬̬̅̓͆͗̒̋́̍̐̆̿͑̊̈̾̂̇͒͋̔̈́̕͝͠͠ṡ̸̢̯̭̦͊̈́̐͊͊͊̀̀̈̉͑͗́̐̏͋̃̃̊̿̏͐͑̀̇̄̚̕b̸̢̡̨̨͉̱̥͉̘͎̠̱͙̙̲͖̯̮͙̘̥̭̦͖͚̹̪͈̝̪̠̳͎̯͎̀̏ͅc̶̡̧̨̼̬̫̗̝͎̭̰̼̝̠͖͎͉̞̱̜̙͔͓̼͖̝̞͇͓̜͍̱̏́̀͌̇̚̚̚͝ö̷̢̙̭̟̤̺̲̮̞̖̹̣̳̱͎͎̫̟̲̖̼̻̤̱͍̬̪̹̬͔̬̜̖̠͔̠̎̽̆͆̕͜͜͝ͅs̸͍̝͚̒́͆̈́̅̈́͛̃͛̒͆̄̃̕͜b̷̧̧̡̗͚͍͇̝̖̣͈̥̠̮͇͖̐̊ç̵̧̨̢̧̢̛̞̤̝͙̥̜͍͚͉̥̗͉̺̟̗͙̱̟̹̭͚͎̹̲͇͔̆͊̃̇̓͗̆̉͌̌͂̊̓̀̎́̀͑̐̇̒̑̂͆̽̊̆́̓̌̄͌̂͘͘̚͝͝
Ive put on every single peice of clothing i own but everything feels wrong but i HAVE to go out...
#bad gender days#they suck#like usually my gender is just “nerd” (put on a star wars shirt and who cares what the rest is)#but today no...#nothing works#:(#can someone tell the gender goblin to give me back my gender?#i usually dont mind it being stolen but today is not the day
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yall guess what I found at the con
#XENOGEARS BABYYY#that is VERY impressive considering it wasn't a real con and it was a popup event in the middle of nowhere.#A Glorified yardsale; if you will. With nothing but Star wars and comic books and Pokemon . But I found xeno series stuff hell yeah#They also had xenosaga ep 2 Japan edition but I didn't have the money for both#Didn't have money for mine and my sisters lunch either so we owe someone like 40 bucks now :(#But it's worth it...for xenogears#Only xeno game I don't own now is Xenoblade X which I'm praying gets a switch port.#praying every xeno game gets a switch port actually id love for everything to just be on one console#but X especially because I don't have and probably never will have a Wii u. At least I have a ps2#might get the Wii edition of Xenoblade 1 sometime just bc it looks funky and I wanna experience that#Ik this is Japan edition and I can't play it without trying to mod my PS2 and risk bricking it but....Hush.#Still on the lookout for an affordable English edition#But at least my brainrot shelf will look a little more complete now#Also Ganon and guardian now ♥️#was supposed to get shulk amiibo and like 4 other Loz ones gifted to me but ig she changed her mind and I didn't#Press bc I didn't wanna seem entitled. A gift is a gift and at least I got ganon#rip shulk tho. I saw they got officially restocked the other day and immediately sold out so I missed it *yet again*
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SHAAK TI AGAIN?!?@?@?!?!?@?@?@?@
#losing my mind...#literally their go to whenever they need a dead jedi ahdiayhd#also we know these guys are dead shaak has literally died onscreen like 3 diff times#and aayla secura is here too and shes VERY dead as well#but like still ahdisbdhsebebrhd hi shaak ti#literally nothing star wars writers love more than to put her into things#p sure luke has run into a message from her like 3 or 4 times at this point#anyways : )#swishy liveblogs#star wars posting#new organizational tag bc i dont want to spam the main one#which im sure is unusual anyways due to the scale but its the principle of the thing
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"Why the fuck...does this vacuum cleaner smell like cheese?"
Kento was yet to arrive home, and you saw this as only a blessing for him. Staring down the barrel of the hoover, the house finally hushed from the sounds of rowdy children, you wore your finest holey tank top, and pyjama shorts which covered asscheek, pussy and belly (but only ever two at a time, at any given time).
Your antiperspirant didn't have the same stamina as you. You swore as you trod barefoot on Lego, staggering and cussing like a mad old witch.
Bra-less, and without the time to scout the laundry pile for underwear, you hoovered crumbs and war-detritus like a skrunkly raccoon; hungry, cross, and in need of a shower. Your mind was lost, running between the alleyways of your chore-list, when the door clicked open, and closed.
You vacuumed, and vacuumed, not even looking up as you heard the rhythmic tack, tack, tack of his brown Oxfords approaching.
"There she is."
As if you were the Venus de Milo.
You grunted, lifting the rug and picking up an abandoned, squashed peach with an ugh! and cursed your sleeping offspring. You stood up with a huff, blowing sweaty hairs off your face, your breasts swinging independently of you.
"How's my darling wife?"
Pristine as ever, crisp and ironed and with the faintest tang of sweat and cologne, you wondered if Kento would ever arrive home looking like he'd been intimately acquainted with a trash can. The day had not yet come. Whiskey-deep eyes drank you in, parched.
Your heart ached with how handsome he looked, and how pathetically mismatched you were against him.
"Kento. You're home."
"Mmmm."
Either in confirmation, or having seen something delicious; you weren't sure. You suspected the latter. You scoffed as his hands reached out to slip round your raggedy waist, and you scoffed, and he shushed you, and you berated him, and he mumbled sweet nothings into your neck until you were finally folded into him, his missing ingredient.
And how he looked at you, as if you'd hung the stars and orchestrated the seasons.
You breathed him in, lax against the brick-wall solidity of him. You could have cried.
You still had sloppy peach remnants in your hand as Kento kissed you, soft and mellow and longing. You huffed against his lips.
"Kento, I am a fucking mess--"
"You're lovely--"
"--I absolutely am not--"
"--ravishing--"
"--you're ridiculous--"
"--gorgeous--"
"You're an idiot."
"I've missed you."
"God, I've missed you too. So much. You don't even know."
"I'm sure I do."
You sighed, nuzzling your face into the hard planes of Kento's collarbones, growling away a day of frustration. His chuckles rumbled up, tickling your nose. You rested your cheek against Kento's chest, your weariness bone-deep, having had no agency over your body or your time since dawn.
You surveyed the carnage together in silence; toys strewn as if the bodies of soldiers, abandoned laundry with stains of suspect aetiology, congealed meals, lovingly prepared and never eaten. You felt the weight of the day threaten to overwhelm you, feeling the panic and anxiety climbing, tidal waves on your waterline--
"Sit down. I'll make you a cup of tea."
The floodgates almost opened. "I can't do that-- you've had a long day-- so much to do--"
"And, I'll do it."
"No you won't, I--"
"Sit down. And I'll make you a cup of tea."
A single, slow kiss to your sweaty forehead. You sniffled, no strength left for another battle. You offered paltry smiling complaints as Kento nuzzled your hair, gripping you closer, growling into your neck as you squeaked and laughed.
You felt the familiar heavy press and twitch of his cock against you, and he groaned as you squirmed in his grasp, giggling. You caught his eye, as he twinkled down at you, pressing one slow kiss to your lips, possessive and full of promise.
"...I'm not apologising for anything. You look incredible."
"Ridiculous man, Nanami Kento."
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