#like she would be talked about bc oh my god Julie performed music for the first time in like a year wtf

[mouse-fantoms]

Also Julie’s classmates too, like how the one guy compliments her in the hall when she’s trying to catch up to Flynn but gets stopped by him. Bc I’m just thinking about it if like I was one of Julie’s classmates. I can imagine that before Rose passed Julie was really into music and it was evident in her music class with how much passion there was but then for that to just disappear all together would be so sad.

Like as a classmate being on the sidelines and just watching from a distance someone who had this passionate and then just that immediately be gone would be so upsetting to see. And I mean it’s high school, people talk and so people would learn about the reason why Julie’s passion was suddenly gone and that would also be like a “…ah man :/ that sucks” like realistically, her classmates would see that change in Julie.

But then when she performs Bright, there are a couple people who stop at do look at her on the stage bc “…Julie Molina is on stage?” and then they do fully go and watch her when the boys are on stage with her bc at that it’s like “omg Julie Molina is on stage with three cute boys who just magically appeared on stage”

Like let’s be honest here, there are some notorious people in your grade that you just (for good or bad) remember and as high schoolers, you would notice when someone isn’t themself but then when they are back to themself you would take notice of that and on the sidelines be like “oh that’s good :) glad for her”

something about Mrs. Harrison saying “I prayed for this moment for almost a year” really hits different.

like she didn’t just hope or want or wait, girl PRAYED. she gave this situation a lot of thought to take extra time out of her day to send Julie a good thought and THAT! is just so wonderful to me.

[fnvbennygecko]

💛 & 🌼 for clover?

i just did the blossom one sorry >_< but i'll pick some other one just because

💛 (yellow heart) - What’s your character’s thoughts on friendship? Do they have a lot of friends? What do they like about their friends?

clover has a few friends... i actually thought about this a while ago, how many friends they have. clover loves being friends with people and they get along with people in general but bc they're autistic a lot of people end up not really friends with them which is only just heartbreaking for clover but it's ok. promise. clover is friends with... arcade... obviously benny... yes man... raul. i think tommy and clover are friends clover looooves music and performances. um who else. clover used to be friends with veronica but erm well *looks at the blown up brotherhood bunker* and clover made friends with christine but she's back at the sierra madre sniffle. who else... oh ummm i think they're also friends with julie and really awkward friends with emily because well *looks at benny* ermmm clover truly just likes that any of these people are willing to talk to them more than like once ever. like wow we have one thing we are able to talk about together? great we're friends.

🌙 (crescent moon) - Does your character have a moral code or a set of rules they have for themselves? If so, what made them adopt these morals or ideals? If not, why?

oh boyyyyy moral code. i just sort of want to use this one to be really specific about their moral code which they sometimes dont always follow and one billion other things about it but overall. clover tries to not kill people unless they're already tried to talk it out and there's no way to end whatever scenario without violence, whoever is just already immediately attacking them (raiders or whoever) but sometimes they will sort of assume that there's no way to talk things out with people and resort to immediately oh my god im gonna have to kill these people. which is what they did with the brotherhood they sort of assumed that it would risk their life if they had actually gone and tried to be like hey... are you willing to just... leave? because they had already seen how hostile they were to veronica leaving and idk... i dont trust these guys i feel like they're willing to killlll meeeee..... *sweating* so. horrible situation all around. clover didn't have these morals before getting shot so this is all something post getting shot clover decided because the guilt is foreverrrrrrr sinister grin. because they had actually fucked up at the beginning of when the game starts like letting the ncr kill those great khan guys and went oh my god im a horrible fucking person.... and went i cant do that ever again. it's just sort of how child them would've thought how the world should work truly.

[thewickedverkaiking]

DEH Recap 25 July 2018 (Stephen's Debut!)

I JUST FOUND THIS IN MY DRAFTS AND REALIZED I NEVER POSTED ABOUT MY FIRST EVER BROADWAY MUSICAL WHAT THE FUCK IM A DUMBASS

anyway here's my recap of deh when i went to see it on broadway back in fucking july of last year

ACT 1

we were towards the back of the theatre but the music box is so small we honestly had a great view of both the stage and the band!!

stephen was such a cute evan, he was really anxious but a little more optimistic than ben platt

the opening monologue was so fast omg 

it might just have been me but it seemed like rachel’s mic was turned a little low especially in comparison to evan. it sounds fine in the audio but i had a *little* trouble hearing one or two of her lines in the theatre. it might have been acoustics idk

heidi is so painfully optimistic it hurts my heart

alex’s connor literally does not give a fuck. mike’s connor came across as a kid who had too many emotions he didn’t know how to deal with; alex’s connor is just flat out apathetic

jlt’s cynthia seems a little sterner/reprimanding compared to the earlier boots i’ve seen so that’s an interesting change

at the “he’s not high” part alex had a really creepy smile on his face and then he stalked so defiantly offstage

olivia’s zoe was colder than i expected; her zoe is a little more similar to laura’s 

phoenix’s alana—bless her heart, she was so earnest and adorable 

when jared said that line about zoe’s instagram, stephen was so distressed he spun in an entire circle to make sure no one was listening it was hilarious

sky is really funny but i feel like will is much funnier in terms of comedic timing? like sky’s jared is still an asshole but will’s jared is like. Major Asshole™

there was this mixed groan + laugh throughout the audience during the school shooter line

waving through a window was gorgeous i’m not ashamed to admit that was when i started crying

‘evan right?’ ‘eVAN!!’ and he was so horrified he covered his mouth with both hands

during the jazz band part my mom was like “he’s so nerdy” lmao

the staging and choreo of wtaw is so fucking powerful i love it i love it i love it so much

evan’s desperation during the letter scene was so painfully acute and real and he started crying during ‘i wish everything was different’ 

i’ve always liked the letter scene/wtaw reprise but i never expected to cry so hard during it

alex said the line ’you fell out of a tree? well, that is just the saddest fucking thing i ever heard’ like, completely monotonous 

‘because there’s zoe’; my mom next to me: ‘oh no’

the only time real!connor ever showed emotion was when he yelled at evan at the end of the lab scene he was completely apathetic anywhere else 

asa somer’s larry is a little less stoic than michael park’s 

evan’s head nod at the dinner table was so exaggerated it was like he was going to nod his head off lmao

righ after evan said “i remember a lot of good things about connor” his face was instantly like ‘oh shit’

for forever never used to be a favorite song of mine until now bc wow it was so pure and earnest and heartbreaking 

‘girls we wish would notice us’ he looked at zoe and then whipped his face away so quick

the absolute sass and shade heidi throws about evan’s stepmother lmao

ALRIGHT!! IT SAYS CONNOR!!! ON YOUR CAST!!!!

honestly evan talks to heidi like he’s just…trying to placate her and wait until she’s gone; like he doesn’t really care about what she’s trying to say and it breaks my heart :((

fake connor is so much more animated than real connor alex really shows the difference between the two 

the nipples pose was the most Fucking Cursed thing i’ve ever seen in my life 

sky laughed so hard at ‘im sending pictures of the most amazing trees’

alex does the ‘not because we’re gay’ line quite differently from mike; alex’s one is like ‘no of course not we’re not gay!!’

connor and evan high-fived

jared actually never touches them when during the sincerely me dance, it’s like he’s trying to participate but can’t and idk i think that was a really genius blocking move

when evan left the murphy after giving them the emails he made a huge berth around zoe 

requiem fucked me up!! when cynthia was sitting on connor’s bed and hugging his pillow to her chest i couldn’t take it i started sobbing

olivia’s voice is so lilting and pretty, but she hit ‘monster’ really harsh and then broke down crying 

the transition from heidi not being able to do taco tuesday and evan going for dinner at the murphys is just genius that’s all

evan freaked out so bad when he said ‘you’ve never been poor then’ and olivia was so deadpan the whole time it was great

evan’s so in love with zoe during if i could tell her it was adorable and tender and sweet

i think zoe genuinely wanted to know what connor thought about her, she just didn’t want to show it 

he didn’t freak out that much after ‘really pretty—er, good’ but when zoe asked ‘he did?’ he made this really frustrated ARGH noise which was so funny

zoe really was just drinking in everything evan said, which was beautiful and heartbreaking

stephen's voice wavered a little on the last 'i love you' which was kind of funny

phoenix's comedic timing as alana is really great which kind of surprising.  i didn't expect alana to be so funny even with all her intensity and earnestness

anyway, disappear was really cool because alex and stephen are almost the same height? and from the back of the theatre they look p similar in terms of build and all that, so the way the scene was blocked made it look like good angel/bad angel which was just so neat!

the scene where cynthia gave evan connor's tie just broke my heart ouch

the part where evan screws up his speech just before ywbf is honestly so painful to watch because of how accurate it is

stephen is such a great actor his horror and fear and shame is all so palpable

he was just lying there on the ground and sobbing

you will be found was glorious the whole stage was lit up and all the projections were screaming

cynthia's "you did" was just so excited and joyful her smile was so infectious 

baby alex was really adorable i die

when zoe appeared on her bed with the blue light washing over her she looked so alone and so sad i just wanted to run up to her and give her a hug

when larry broke down and cynthia hugged him i wanted to cry

the whole scene and song was just so powerful and the lights and projections and blocking all just tie in so so well

actually that applies for the whole show lmao

ACT 2

evan really brushes off jared after the sincerely me reprise and sky really plays up jared's hurt and ouch

honestly evan's fights with heidi in act 2 are so painful because evan's just getting colder and drifting away and you can tell how frantic and heartbroken heidi is

ngl i don't really like the line about evan not taking his refills and how his anxiety is okay but idk 

'so, you and zoe' 'this glove's really cool wOW' lmfao

ugh, to break in a glove was so heartbreaking guys larry really cared  about connor okay?

asa's larry seems less stoic than michael's and you really see how much he likes evan and he's not afraid to show that affection

"in three hours!" evan's growl was so cute and adorable

he was like yelling and freaking out so bad over the breakup part and then he went 'thank you' in the smallest most embarrassed voice 

only us was pure and wholesome and i couldn't help but think throughout that entire song that wow zoe is amazing and i really want her as my girlfriend

also olivia puckett's voice is really smooth and gorgeous

and evan's really confident in only us which is just such a sweet thing to see 

alana was really fucking pissed at evan wow 

and jared is just flatout apathetic and unsympathetic while evan freaks out

heidi's so shy at the murphys she's adorable

"he's got his own toothbrush" my mom laughed out loud at that line lmao

larry went over to evan when he was curled up on the chair and  kinda like, nudged his shoulders and lower back to get him to sit up straight it was so funny

you can see how mortified heidi is and evan just KNOWS he's going to die once they get home

ngl heidi IS terrifying once they get home 

evan really doesn't hold back with his barbs holy shit 

good for you!! rockstar heidi!! rbj just strutted out like a fucking model!! i love her so much!!

i love this song so much the lighting was amazing and the music was like. shaking the theatre 

same thing for the ywbf reprise

it's so haunting and terrifying and you can just Sense how evan and the murphys feel everything falling apart

stephen's acting during words fail. holy shit. i thought no one could top ben platt's words fail? but i have to say stephen probably gave my favorite performance of the song ever

i've never been so emotionally shaken by a song before, i was sobbing so hard and i need to say that that scene alone was worth the entire price of the ticket. 

so big/so small was so soft and heartbreaking. evan just collapsed into heidi's arms

stephen's kinda lanky and it was really funny seeing rbj trying to half-hug/half-carry him on the couch

i didn't cry as hard during that song because i think i ran out of tears after words fail

when the scrim is pulled back and everything turns blue?? so bright? so emotional so beautiful

all those plants rising up from the ground

the ending was so satisfying oh my god i have never seen a better musical

STAGEDOOR

it was my first broadway stagedoor and we got out asap after the show ended but holy shit there were so many people

it was drizzling just a little bit so some people left before the actors came out

the most annoying thing is when there are people going in and out of the theatre and the stagedoor keeps opening and closing and you're just on an emotional rollercoaster bc you think the cast is coming out >:)

april lavalle (alex's girlfriend)  stuck her head out of the door to look around at one point! alex didn't come out tho :((

asa was the first to come out!

he was so sweet, i asked him to sign a playbill for my friend sarah and he was like 'do you want me to write her name?' and i was like 'yes!' and he drew a little heart next to it was so sweet omg

sky was the next one out and i told him he was really funny and he was like !! thank you and i almost died 

stephen was the last one to come out and sky got really excited and yelled 'this is his first stagedoor' and everyone cheered for him

he was really shy at first and didn't want to take pictures

but he and asa and sky took a selfie! i couldn't get in but i got a photo of them taking it and omg i would die for this cast that's all

when stephen signed my playbill im pretty sure i told him something along the lines about him being fantastic and i was so happy to have seen him and he smiled this cute dorky grin and said thank you and i died a little inside

down the line he agreed to take some selfies 

and then the security guard told us that that was everyone 

i was really hoping to see olivia but it's okay!! it was such an amazing incredible wonderful experience

oh and apparently my parents were waiting off to the side of the stagedoor crowd and my mom said asa waved to them as he left the theatre?!?!?!

also she saw phoenix leave

and yeah that's basically what happened

i'm still pinching myself wtf

im sorry this post was so long i have a lot to say

this is also lowkey for me to look back on next time and so i wont forget what happened

:))

pictures

[angelhummel]

5x04

Recap guy voice: Jake and Marley have found true love so you know that’s gonna last!! Umm rude. Also no bc the writers don’t know how to have a relationship without cheating so bleh

I’ve said it before but my favorite parts of the show are when they’re just sitting around acting like fools and the dialogue hasn’t started yet. Blaine and Artie doing the little finger wave thing at the piano? Adorable 

I’m glad Tina has some sense and knows Kurt was the biggest Gaga at that school 

“Is there a third option?” Honestly this is so silly omg. But good silly honestly 

Also ugh I’m sad that they didn’t have a full Gaga episode. Like she had half a dozen albums out at that point with like a million different styles of music she used. They could’ve done a whole ep. You don’t have to split Gaga with Kiss or Katy, trust 

“Adam kicked me out of the Adam’s Apples when he heard I was engaged” aww there’s that boyfriend that’s so much sweeter and softer and more considerate than Blaine :) 

“Finn wouldn’t want you sitting on the sidelines while life passes you by” isn’t that exactly what she has to tell him in like three episodes? 

“What about you, babe?” Realistically I know Dani is the lesbian Adam but I still love her and she’s cute as long as we ignore the biphobia oops 

Penny: And if this homemade dark mark doesn’t convince you...

TRUE JACKSON VP

Oh my god I remember someone describing Blaine in a red polo as a cupcake and then in this polo with the decorations he was “a cupcake with sprinkles” and he’s wearing it when Sam says “I like sweet things too” he’s talking about cupcake sprinkles Blaine

So that’s two episodes in a row where Kurt and Santana coordinate outfits. Could they be any cuter?? 

Sorry Kurt, I love you, but the Apocalypsticks is a phenomenal name 

ADAM! The good Adam. I love him. He was criminally underused 

“It’s a little Project Runway. Season six” oh Kurt your jabs give me life 

I would literally die for Lady Gaga but AL’s version of Marry the Night is just like... perfect

This is why I wish Klaine didn’t get back together for a while. Bc how could Kurt not wanna jump on that???

I hate Bree but her in this caution tape outfit... I mean I’m only human 

Oh my god Marley getting all excited over the Julie Andrews film tribute?? Someone tell me how on earth she could be anything but Kurt’s (and Blaine’s) child??? 

How can Marley afford to go to the movies and Breadstix every weekend anyway lmao. She broke

“Former teen stripper” honey don’t make me keep thinking about that...

Omg why does Marley look so starstruck when Sam says Penny will be attending the show?? She’s so cute 

“...Lady Gaga?” “Who?!” I love Becky sometimes 

I love Rachel’s more mature s4-5 wardrobe but this polka dot sweater... Honey. No.

Is Mr. Schuester pretending to teach? Awkward 

“Let’s reenact a live birth on stage!” Sorry Unique that’s not for another four episodes 

PENIS FLY TRAP how can anyone not love Unique omg 

I fucking love the guys’ Gaga costumes but I would straight up trade my first born child to see Kurt in that white corset get up Ryder is wearing 

And here’s my fave part of the show, where Mr. Schuester suspends Marley for not wearing a seashell bikini (: 

“I can be whoever you want” omg why don’t more people ship Kelliott?? Short answer, they just like hating Blaine and don’t actually care about who meshes well with Kurt 

“Lady Gaga is too dark for me” oh my god these people 

Sorry but Wide Awake is literally like musical ambien. They sound great but at what cost??? 

I also lowkey ship Blaine and Jake. I mean look at those big moon eyes from Blaine when Jake is singing. I can’t 

Omg Jake kissed Marley’s forehead. Cute. Why why why does what’s about to happen have to happen???

Areola 51 Santana oh my god I love you

I kind of love that Rachel takes a whole ass backseat in this episode. It’s about damn time 

“Gaga and Katy push each other to try harder, to get better, to be bolder!” Remember when the legendary Bob the Drag Queen was like “Is Beyonce worried about Britney?” That’s Gaga about Katy lmao

All these costumes are amazing but Tina and Kitty especially... oh my god. 

“That was BS. Before Sue”. Okay but Sue is right though. Dress code is a thing that exists lol 

I don’t like this song and wtf is this jerky movement down the halls but ugh. Everyone looks so good. I can’t stay mad

And now the loincloths and leopard bras. This show really gets me 

And another event (this time forming a band and performing together) that revolves around Kurt and he doesn’t get a single solo line in a song :) 

[emo4life]

some of my favorite songs form 2017...

this isnt exactly in any order btw

1. serendipity - bts (jimin)

this...was so beautiful i remember when this came out ! i was so happy and surprised?! also my boy...! the first vocal line member with the intro 😭😭 this song is truly great and the video is so pretty all of it really makes you feel... emotions 

2. eclipse - loona (kim lip)

i’ll never get over this song ! i didnt listen to it till july i think? and everyone always had that one picture of kim lip with the circle of light thing around her head everywhere and would talk about this song and i was like huh ... but when i did listen to it i UNDERSTOOD.  right when shes like..i feel sparks.... wow.. easily one, of if not my favorite song from 2017  the sound is a sound i LOVE and like this is a song for the gays the frequencies are for our ears lmao. the video? beauiful. kim lip dancing solo in that place? revolutionary. her outfit she’s wearing when she’s dancing with her backup dancers the black one piece one ??? fashion icon. her voice was so ..pleasing to me. everything about this was truly 👌🏼 exquisite. 

3. im serious - day6

i didn’t really get into day6 this year 😓 and i know they relased every month and i did listen to more of their songs but something about this one i really loved more than the rest. i don’t have much to say about this other than i really loved this song a lot its a really fun easy going ..kind of song i guess ? the music video was nice too theyre like on the beach ☺️ fun summer times 

4. palette - iu ft g dragon 

this song !!! i heard good things about this when it came out and then iu did gd’s rap in the live stage and i was like wow ....queen. this song ..again ! is so beautiful and it makes me cry ?? fkc 😭 idk it makes me feel better but also sad and gdragons verse is cute to me too when hes like i just turned 30 idk lmao its a very pleasing song really really nice the music video is cute (again lmao) the lyrics are really nice 

5. red flavor - red velvet 

did they perform this first at smtown concert ?i can’t remember but thats where i first saw this and UM ! immediate fav red velvet song (okay well idk if its my fav fav but it’s my fav title track at least) idk its just so ??? fun ??? and people say it sounds like a back to school commercial lmao but 😤 its so happy and like a perfect summer song like i was really happy about this song its so :~) fresh 

6. baby don’t like it - nct 127 

please...the best song. this has everything i wanted....mark..taeyong... haechan doyoung and taeil ! i cannot remember listening to this at all i just remember my life ..i leveled up ! its honestly one of ...if not my fav 😆 nct song listen its not bad at all idk if anyone says it is but im just letting u know... i thought i loved mad city but baby dont like it obliterated that ty & mark duet (?) like its dead and GONE this song and the lyrics are an experience lmao thanks taeyong also um doyoungs angelic lil solo part ? i can hear god 

7. my first and last - nct dream 

hmmm when did i listen to this �� maybe like in may or smth idk i just now i was late because like ? i didn’t really care to listen ...BIG MISTAKE this is such a good song lmao thanks children the choreo is so cool ?? like theyre legends ! 

8. gashina - sunmi 

please!! i was excited for this bc like...wonder queens i love you um i listened to it a little late though i think? and at first i was like..uh...hm BUT i love this song so much sunmi u are my queen also every outfit she wore ? iconic 

9. week - chungha

ahhhhh :”( this is my favorite song of hers it was so ..AGAIN beautiful but really its so calming and soothing...lmao and some ppl were asking for a pop song when this came out i think? but like >:( appreciate this lovely song please ! also just we need chungha to be successful 💫💞😘 also i just wanna mention the why dont you know performance with taeyong....yea

10. dont wanna cry - seventeen

okay kings ! lmao i didn’t expect this from them :o as a title ... i havent stanned seventeen for a long while already and their last couple comebacks/ title tracks i didnt care for ? so i was like not gonna listen to this or smth sdjkhas and i think my friend played it for me or i listened for her smth idk but this !!! also this is so sad 😭 just what i like & seungkwan @ 1:49 (and 2:32) ... the EMOTION ! i was really surprised with this tbh and its such a good song 

11.  signal - twice 

idk how anyone can hear this song and say its bad no offense... it’s so good and the dance is good...queens i listened to this a lot more in the first half of the year then kind of forgot about it rip... but i loved it so much like its so funnnlisten its not their worst title track !!!! its one of their best !!! ..me about all (minus 2..) their title tracks but like...trying to let u know ! 

12. happy - wjsn 

i liked this a lot more than i wish... so i was very... :~) happy. this song is relly good idk what to say...thank u space queenies for branching out and inventing happiness on top of astrology and space. their lil pompoms...they also invented those ...ngl ive read the lyrics multiple times and i think they confuse me. but lmao this is such a good song its really fun also did eveyone see them perform cant get you out of my head....legends

13. spring day - bts 

A SONG. this is one of the most beautiful songs...and that live stage...UM !!!! every time i hear this song or they perform it....wow...... im crying as i type really hm i think at first i kinda was enjoying not today more ? but then the live stage really changed THAT...we dont deserve her also hobi singing in the live versions !!! we’re blessed ...when tae says ..youre my best friend...i felt that 

14. move - taemin

STOP ! when i saw taemin was coming back i was like oh...cool... cool but i didnt watch the mv kJHDSJK BUT WHAT I DID SEE was people were posting him performing...ON THE RUNWAY...I WAS LIKE WHAT THE HELL ?! levels man levels.. anyways so i was watching the clips and WOW ... A SONG the dance versions he released that was really cool and i saw a lot of posts about him talking about the song n stuff that were rlly cool too.... imma stop there ! his little leg kick is iconic 

imma stop here idk what else i enjoyed a ;ot of songs !!

some more to mention

come back home - bts , heyahe - jaewon , 0 mile - nct 127 , also heart attack by chuu which came out...last week ..i think i literally listened to on new years eve and wow i loved it and have been listening on repeat all day since then !. thanks legend 

[wambsgansroy]

On a scale of 1 to 10, how much would U hate me if I said all of them ? :-))

you are SO lucky i have no homework due tomorrow

EDIT this took me so goddamn long i hate u

1. When did you both get together?

september 16th 2016 !

2. Who made the first move?

you did ! she told me she liked me ha

3. How long have you been a couple?

13 months

4. How did you first meet?

this freaking website sjhfdag

5. Were you already close friends before going out as a couple?

yes :”)

6. Are you/Were you ever in the same class at school?

no

7. Are you long-distance?

yea :(

8. Are you in an open, regular or committed relationship?

idk what ‘regular’ means but we are so exclusive it’s embarrassing

9. Do you live together?

not yet

10. Are you engaged? If yes, describe your proposal. If no, what ring would you like?

no but i wanna engrave things on our rings for each other (her idea)

11. Are you married? If yes, describe your wedding. If no, would you consider marriage?

not yet

12. Which one of you is older? What is the age difference?

she’s 2 years older

13. Which one of you is taller? What is the height difference?

HA i’m like 3 inches taller

14. Do you share any of the same hobbies/interests/passions?

yea we are both interested in politics/arts/animals and we like a lot of the same shows and movies and music

15. What fictional couples would you compare yourselves to?

uhhhhh this is a hard one i’m gonna go with the falsettos lesbians

16. Sum up your relationship in 6 words or less.

perfect wonderful safe happy healthy magical

17. Doodle a little picture of you both as a couple.

lmao i was doing this yesterday here we are with our future dog named jesse

18. Describe your relationship using only emoticons.

i’m on my laptop but all the smiling and heart ones19. Share a cute photo of you both together.

ATTRACTION20. Top 5 fav things about your partner.

her intelligence

her sense of humor

her kindness and patience

how she always makes me feel better even when im in the worst mood

how she always gives me good advice

21. Your partner’s top 5 fav things about you.

i believe shes said my writing ? yikes

my sense of humor on occasion

my taste in women obviously

my extremely outspoken opinions

all my many talents (sike)

22. What physical traits do you find most attractive about your partner?

her eyes / eyeliner

her hair

her body

her skin is so soft and nice

her hands are also soft and she’s good with them if u know what i mean

23. What physical traits does your partner find most attractive about you?

hair

eyes 

mmmm eyelashes

***** lmao

hands probably

24. What personality traits do you find most attractive about your partner?

oh man i just listed it but she’s literally the kindest most generous most patient person ever

25. What personality traits does your partner find most attractive about you?

i’m literally awful but she’s said my humore

26. Do you hold hands in public? Any other public displays of affection?

yea we kiss and hug in public lmao

27. List your top 3 turn-ons about your partner.

the fact that she’s a top and d*minant

when she kisses my neck

when we make out esp in the shower

28. List your partner’s top 3 turn-ons about you.

straight from her ladies and gays

apparently my sex noises

the fact that i trust her (i completely do)

my lips n kissing :)

29. How would you seduce your partner? How would they seduce you?

we do a fair bit of sexting and when we’re together we make out or have sex in the bath or bed slakhsjkg this is nsfw

30. Innocently or not, where do you like your partner to touch you?

EVERYWHERE

31. Describe your partner’s eyes.

beautiful and so full of light and so expressive and looking in them makes me feel safe and at home

32. Describe your partner’s hair.

very soft and silky and nice to touch

33. Describe your partner’s smile.

literally the most beautiful thing ive ever seen. landscapes and sunsets dont have shit on her

34. What is your partner’s voice like?

just very soothing and warm

35. What is your partner’s scent like?

like her vanilla (i think) perfume and v warm shgjkhg

36. How does your partner impress you? How do you impress them?

shes SO SMART and she wont admit it but shes so good at art and she’s just so strong and i impress her by sending her writing that then gets her in trouble at school and by performing

37. What outfit would you like to see your partner in? What would they like to see you wear?

she likes this sheer black shirt i have and when i wear her sweatshirts and i think she looks gorgeous in anything pink and in my clothes

38. Show your fav picture of your partner that they’ve posted online.

have you ever in your life seen such an ethereal gorgeous goddess i dont think so

ROMANCE39. Do you have cute pet names for each other?

baby, babe, love, angel, princess, wife, etc

40. What’s one of your favourite memories as a couple?

the most recent one i have is us laying in my bed post sex watching breaking bad and her falling asleep in my arms and just feeling so full and safe and happy and like i could stay in that moment forever

41. Describe your favourite date so far?

oh god SO MANY but when we went to see dear evan hansen in july that was pretty spectacular

42. What’s the sweetest thing that your partner’s ever done for you?

everything but for our anniversary she made me a whole book of reasons she loves me and it’s my favorite gift in the whole world

43. Do either of you get jealous?

we both do to a healthy degree

44. Is one of you protective of the other?

we both are in different ways

45. How do you both like to kiss?

we like to make out :’) but we kiss a lot casually like waking up or to say thank you :’’)

46. How do you both like to cuddle?

i’m usually the little spoon

47. What’s a gift that you’ve given to your partner? And one they’ve given to you?she gave me this aforementioned book and I gave her a necklace I think she really likes also once a scrapbook

48. Are you an openly mushy couple or a reserved couple?

mushy jshgjfgagf

49. Does one of you like to cook for the other?

we literally just go out everywhere but i’m a better cook lmao

50. Do you have unique ringtones/images for each other on your phones?

we have lots of emojis by our names and cute icons for each other

51. Have you ever had your initials written on a tree or in the sand?52. What’s “your song”?

ilysb by lany

53. Do you own any items that are a special symbol of your relationship?

we have promise rings and matching necklaces ! and i have a locket from her and she has a necklace from me

54. What did you both do for Valentine’s Day?

she got me flowers and a bracelet and i got her a bathbomb and chocolates i think :’)

55. Do you express your love lavishly or discreetly?

both !

56. What’s the funniest thing you can remember your partner doing?

when she asked me to prom she gave me a stuffed whale and when i squeezed it it said ‘whale you go to prom with me’ and i died

57. Does thinking about your partner still give you butterflies?

yes she’s all i think about in school

58. What’s the weirdest part of your relationship? Idkkk I think we can be very weird and comfortable with each other and I love that

BEING TOGETHER59. Fav things to do together on a rainy day?

go to a coffee shop and talk

60. Fav things to do together on a sunny day?

go out walk around get coffee go swimming if we can !

61. Got any plans together for next week?

no :( just facetiming i wont see her till november :(

62. What’s your favourite thing to share together?

a bathtub

63. What did you do for your partner’s latest birthday? What did they do for yours?

her birthday is in a month and i’m pretty happy about my gift for her and for my bir

64. Where would you like to go on holiday together?

paris !!

65. You have a whole weekend to yourselves and 500 in cash- what do you do?

oh man we’d probably go somewhere uhh with 500 probably just somewhere in america maybe cali and get a hotel and lots of coffee and walk around

66. How would you comfort your partner on a bad day? How would they comfort you?

the other day i burst into tears and she was so helpful and let me be stupid and just hugged me :( and i try to do the same for her even though i give shit advice

67. Where would you both get takeout together?

pizza probably

68. What’s the longest time you’ve been apart?

2 months

69. What things remind you of your partner? What things remind them of you?

ahs, cats, psychology, eyeliner, red hair remind me of her, brba, game of thrones, broadway reminds her of me

70. Has your relationship changed at all since it first started?

we’ve definitely built so much trust and grown together and changed opinions and stuff

71. Have you ever worked on a project together?

uhhh not that i can think

72. Have you both influenced each other in any way?

yes

73. Have either of you made sacrifices for this relationship?

hm not anything huge idt

74. Has you discovered anything surprising about your partner?

sure she surprises me all the time

75. How have you both made a positive impact on each other’s lives?

she’s made me so happy and made me want to be a better person and helped me figure out what i want/who i want to be and i think i’ve encouraged her and made her happy :)

76. What do you both mutually agree is the most important part of your relationship?

trust and love

EVERYDAY LIFE77. What are the everyday things you both do to show you care about each other?

we tex gm and gn, we buy each other food and stuff when we’re together, we always check in on each other

78. Do you follow each other’s blogs/twitter/instagram?

duh

79. Is there a favourite place that you both frequently go to together?

any coffee shop esp one in my neighborhood called gather

80. What TV shows do you like to watch together?

breaking bad, the office, american horror story, and i recently made her start glee bc she isn’t a real lesbian

81. How do you relax together?

cuddling and listening to music or watching tv

82. What sleep positions do you tend to sleep together in?

spooning with her as the big spoon

83. Do you borrow each other’s clothes or other items?

yessss

84. Do you ever share the bathroom together?

yea lmao

85. How do you both keep in touch when you’re away from each other?

text, skype, ft, calling, rabb.it

86. Do you share secrets between each other?

yea she knows everything about me

87. Do you rotate house chores or do you each have assigned chore duties?

we dont live together yet but we both do all stuff lmao

88. Do you remember how your partner takes their coffee/tea/bar drinks?

iced coffee w/ cream and sugar or iced chai latte

89. What does your partner think of your Tumblr?

shes my biggest fan :’)

90. What characters do you play as together when playing multiplayer games?

uh we aint gamers

COMPATABILITY91. Are you both introverted/extroverted or opposites?

i’m a little more extroverted

92. Who is the more dominant/submissive one?

alexis is more dominant fjhsadhfjsg

93. What are some major differences between you both?

i have a shorter temper than her skfhjadgs

94. When are you both “in your element” together?

when we’re chilling in a park or in bed just cuddling and talking wow gay

95. Who would win in an arm-wrestling contest?

ALEXIS WE DID THIS ONCE AND IT WASNT EVEN A CONTEST

96. What are each of your zodiac signs and how do they compare?

pisces and scorpio and we are v compatible

97. What are each of your MBTI types and how do they compare?

ngl i dont know either of ours

98. What are each of your Hogwarts houses and how do they compare?

i’m a ravenclaw and alexis is slytherin and i think it works out great

99. If you were both in a dating sim, what character tropes would each of you be?

i’ve never played sims

100. If you were both animals what would you be? Would you be the same animal?

we’d be cats i think

101. How does your partner’s wardrobe differ from yours?

you wear more tee shirts then me probably i wear more sweaters and button downs

102. Have you ever both said something at the exact same time?

yeah but not anything like groundbreaking ha

103. Rate your relationship on a scale of basic vanilla (1) to extremely kinky (10)

6-7 sometimes less depending on the mood shkfjadsjf

104. Mix your fav colour with your partner’s fav colour- what is the result?

peach :’)

105. If you were both ingredients, what would each of you be and what would be the resulting recipe? (e.g. PB & jelly sandwich)

we’d be fruit in a smoothie i’d be raspberry and she’d be strawberry

106. Which of you would win in a Pokemon battle? Assign yourself and your partner a fitting Pokemon type (e.g. water, grass, poison etc). Are either of you super effective against the other?

i literally could not tell you one (1) pokemon

CONFLICT107. What happens when you argue with each other? How do you both make up?

ok we really dont argue a lot but when we do we just talk about what’s happening that we’re upset about and we talk and process and explain it lmao gay

108. What’s something that your partner does that annoys you? How do you annoy them?

ummm she doesn’t have a lot of traits that like genuinely annoy me idk how to answer this

109. What are some imperfections that you love about your partner?

?? you are perfect idk you can occasionally procrastinate but same

110. What are some imperfections that your partner loves about you?

i get v aggressive and defensive very fast

111. Has your partner ever accidentally hurt you? Have you accidentally hurt them?112. Is there anything about you that your partner just doesn’t understand?

probably why i get so mad at ppl who aren’t her so easily skdlgjajg

113. Is there anything about your partner that you just don’t understand?

how she’s so patient and forgiving lmao

114. When was the last time you cried about your relationship and why?

yesterday bc i missed her

115. What is something you love that your partner hates?

dark chocolate

116. What is something you hate that your partner loves?

most horror movies

117. When was the last time you had to apologise to your partner and why?

i dont really remember the last major thing honestly

118. Do either of you get too clingy?

we are both clingy and we love it

119. Do you have any insecurities about your relationship?

i mean shes like. out of my league but i trust alexis a lot so not really

120. When was a time that your relationship was put to the test?

idk distance is always a test i guess we’ve never had any major (or minor) threats of a breakup

121. What would your partner have to do to make you end the relationship?

i love her pretty unconditionally

RELATIONS122. Does your family approve of your relationship?

yea my parents love her

123. What do your friends think of your relationship?

my friends love alexis

124. How do you both act together around others as opposed to when you’re alone together?

we talk a lot of shit when we’re alone sdjkbfhdjga but honestly it’s a lot of pda either way

126. Do you think you and your partner look similar to each other?

i don’t esp since i cut my hair

127. How does your partner treat you special compared to everyone else in their life?

she buys me cute gifts and i think you tell me more than most people ? also you give me or*asms :)

128. Do you both have a mutual friend group, or only separate friendship groups?

mostly separate friends bc long distance but we’re friends with each other’s friends

129. What’s a common misconception about your relationship?

i think people sometimes think it’s less serious than it is bc long distance lmao sike

130. Has your relationship affected any of your relations with others?

not really

131. Has anyone tried to sabotage your relationship?

no sdkfjhdkjf

132. Quote something somebody has said about your relationship.

“i wanna find someone who loves me like you love alexis”

133. Quote something somebody has said about your partner.

a random girl in my school hallway: “your gf is so pretty!” me: ik

FUTURE134. What do you hope for the future of your relationship?

we’re gonna stop being long distance in less than 2 years, then we’ll move in together and probably get married after college asjkdhfajdgs ahh

135. If you both got married, what would you want your wedding to be like?

classy but small with our close friends and outdoors with live music

136. Can you imagine what your ideal home would look like?

ideally a big penthouse looking over central park with lots of windows and a big bed and a clawfoot tub

137. Do you have kids/want to have kids? What would they be like?

we’re gonna adopt one daughter name undecided she’s gonna be happy

138. If you could do anything for your partner what would you do?

i’d make it so that you never had to feel sad of stressed again and i’d pay your college funds and i’d buy us a house

139. Do you think you’ll still be together when you’re old and wrinkly?

i know it

140. Got any relationship advice?

hmmmm trust your partner. communicate and tell them about things we do that a lot and it’s one of my favprite things about us