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fellhellion · 1 year ago
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It’s kind of hard make analysis with comic backstory seeing as how we don’t know what elements spiderverse will adapt/change for their conception of the character, but having read a couple issues so far only makes me more curious about what Miguel’s injection in the character intro is about.
I don’t think it’s Rapture or something designed to mitigate the effects of Rapture because of the spider dna visual and man. That would just be kicking the guy when he’s down. Not to mention he doesn’t show anything similar to battling it’s side effects.
Probably something to stabilise the genetic rewrite then???
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jennathearcher · 8 months ago
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Sadly shaking ur hand shdhdjfjf
THE SOLIDARITY OF THE STAR WARS FANDOM XD We were in the damn TRENCHES :P especially if you were a Reylo ohhhh man and now it's like. Socially acceptable to ship it and I can't even ENJOY IT you feel me XD it's very "we won but at what cost"
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userwoodz-archive · 2 years ago
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hmmmm i like a lot of their music videos very much but i do think my like favorite of all time is probably thunderous... just. the everything. also chan with the like bandage wrap uh. yeah. another reason i really like that one is also because i love the trailer, i love when they give stuff a lot of story and i really like their stuff with stories and aesthetics the way thunderous, maniac, back door, god's menu etc do, like pretty much all their stuff does have stories and like connections to other music videos but i just like those kinds of stories a lot.
also i try to pretend like "ah i love them all (i do) it's so hard to pick :(" but my bias is definitely chan lmao close second is felix but chan is just my special guy... and i very much love all of them of course but i'd say changbin and han are tied for 3rd behind felix. but i also have an extra soft spot for seungmin after having seen them in concert because there was like 1 row between me and the barricade of the like extended stage and seungmin came over to my corner a lot and he was just so smiley and his smile is so fucking adorable it was just amazing to get to see it irl.... but yeah if u see/listen to the videos i took at the concert u can tell that chan is like extra special for me based on.. uuuhh my volume lmao – ❄️
hi darling! ✨
aaah i totally get that! those are also some of my faves i feel like they’re just so fun to watch! and the way they’re all a bit connected is so cool to me!
shdhdjfjf you’re the funniest, but i totally get you!! i’m never one to really pick faves actually? with most groups i usually just love them all equally. but like you said chan is just a special guy!! after that the rest is all just a collective number two for me ahsjdkfkf
and omg you’ve seen them in concert that’s so nice!! i hope you had the best time <3 and yeah i can imagine having a soft spot for him because of that !! he has the cutest smile :(. also ahsjdkf based on your volume, that’s so so valid totally get you! do you have like a fave performance / song of that night ?
and how/when did you get into skz ?
hope you have a lovely day/night love !! (((hugs tightly))) ❣️
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voxxphantasma · 3 years ago
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could you clarify what you mean when you say you ARE the toy soldier? like is it an alter or role-playing, or are you secretly Jessica Law? sorry if this comes across as rude or invasive, and if so feel free to ignore me, i’m just genuinely curious.
shdhdjfjf its not roleplaying and im not a system, im psychotic <3
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gr-ogu · 4 years ago
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thank fuck his dark materials third season isn't gonna come too soon because i for one am not ready to see will realize lyra is gone. this poor baby already lost his dad mere moments after meeting him and now his best friend has just disappeared. he is going to lose his shit, wouldn't be surprised if there were tears. and also lyra not knowing if will is alive, back in his own world, if marisa hurt him trying to get to her. what i'm saying is it's gonna be angsty as hell and i'm not ready
omg sorry I’m replying to this so late, but SHDHDHFJF I know exactly what you mean !!!!! one the one hand I want it NOW but then also I’m like....... not gonna be able to cope with the angst peace out ✌🏼🤩 he really did lose it all and he doesn’t even know it yet 😭 the fact that they can’t communicate in any way is so sad, if only these other worlds had wifi and he’s gotten her a phone shdhdjfjf. not but for real they’re both going to be heartbroken without each other 🥺
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fellhellion · 1 year ago
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miguel saying “then why is he still alive” about the spot to miles is so funny alsjdkdhk he expected a 15yo to kill his villain of the week
Agshdbdbdjfj he rlly was like UHM ur telling me u didn’t tacitly allow a villain’s death in a spur of the moment battle, deepening your extremely complicated relationship w physical retaliation and justice? <- projecting. blocked, muted and put on silent
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fellhellion · 1 year ago
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At first blush, Miguel punching cannibal Vulture is not like. the most revolutionary moral stance. It may even feel self evident, obvious. BUT! examining the ways in which Vulture explicitly aligns himself with the hyper-capitalism of Nueva York, and thus the ways in which his cannibalism can be read as a commodification of the body offers an interesting dimension to that fight imo. You hit back at not only a cruel product of this system, but a man engaging in the most literal representation of what that system does.
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fellhellion · 1 year ago
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🚬….
#am going to exhibit mental illness in the tags as heads up shdhdjfjf also dw none of what I say is#abt or concerns folks here but#yeah. as a tldr very Gabrielcore of me haha but yeah#I wondered for a long time how I could go years without#when a crumb here awakens a voracious hunger in me for affection and approval#and there is simply an element of ego to it - to enjoying the idea that those I admire like what i say#but I think the larger part is simply that I’m myself here#in a way I’m not irl. I’m not…I can’t be vulnerable to people. I can’t let them see me. I don’t want to be rejected I think#but here I am simply. unaware to people who don’t click with me. no one interacts w me unless they’d like to#and there’s a certainty to that which just isn’t quite present irl#so I think the reason I get so easily attached IS because it’s me. because it’s my true self. and I don’t. I don’t know how to not want that#approval and affection beyond just letting the feeling fade with time. beyond removing myself from spaces where it occurs#because it’s not. it’s not fair to foist that onto people who didn’t enter that knowingly. I don’t#I don’t want to be too much. I always feel like I’m too much. too serious too intense feeling too deeply and on and on#I m want to be just enough. not too little or too much.#and yet that’s not healthy nor is honest to those you want to connect w#and people aren’t obligated to connect w you - it’s egotistical to simply think you can correct social step your way into someone’s regard!#but ah I don’t know. it’s been a night. I just wanted to say it plain and honest and finally get it out#but this isn’t like shdhdj asking for pity and such. I’ll be okay it’s all just part of it#vent.txt
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fellhellion · 1 year ago
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Mutuals who still follow me despite hating a couple of my very specific fandom opinions or blorbos I love u and we will have a spring wedding
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fellhellion · 1 year ago
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so fucking wild how miguel also just. told miles about what happened with gabriella’s universe. he just tells the story with no excuses in front of everyone and even has a simulation to show the lowest point in his life. i would be throwing up and shaking from shame and guilt.
fr head in hands it makes me so mentally ill. The fact that he has a simulation at all implying that he’s sat multiple people down for this explanation?? He’s stood up there and detailed what he believes to be his life’s greatest fuck up over and over again?
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fellhellion · 1 year ago
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God Miguel’s mental health is so down the drain even in the first issue of his comics. Dude gets spliced into half a spider when a colleague tries to kill him during a procedure to cure Miguel of a coerced drug addition, and he’s like I don’t even have the guts to kill myself for ending up like this 😒
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fellhellion · 1 year ago
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honestly the singular bone I really have to pick w atsv writing wise is that I think casting suspicion on the go home machine (w the ominous tonal presentation) is kind of like. a bit of a convoluted way to try get your audience (through Hobie pointing this out to Miles) to start thinking about the harm Miguel stands to perpetuate by doggedly pursuing canon conformity. I think that’s already demonstrated well enough through how he pursues Miles, and just. The entire thing about allowing Jeff’s death to play out.
Because it starts to kind of. Flake apart when you think of it from what the characters are seeing. “Isn’t the Go Home Machine kind of ominous regardless of how it’s being used?” the tonal presentations says when it’s like. Not really???? If Miguel leaves the villains where they get slingshotted out, they will literally die, in addition to causing damage to civilians like with Vulture. What exactly is the alternative? What is it exactly the characters themselves are taking issue with? Rhino’s perceived pain that also isn’t replicated with Miles’s exp, implying he was just scared and wasn’t in pain at all?
I’m just confused as to why the CHARACTERS find it suspicious or something that pricks at their conscious. I, tumblr user fellhellion, can go oh yeah I think this is what they’re trying to do with this visual, given the general arc trajectory I read within the various members of the cast. But it just feels so odd to me to try to present the go home machine as an inherently unsettling marker when like. Miguel has committed far more morally grey actions than kicking villains back to their home dimension shdhdjfjf.
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fellhellion · 1 year ago
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Man why does the marvel fandom wiki even list Miguel as being of Irish descent. like my brother in Christ, unless some lore gets dropped in the future I think Stone is just average white American shdhdjfjf
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fellhellion · 1 year ago
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Ngl, I’m not entirely sure where the “Miguel and Hobie hate each other” reading comes from, when from their like. One interaction i don’t personally get the impression they think much about each other at all shdhdjfjf
Miguel seems kind of exasperated with Hobie sure, but the tone of that interaction is relatively lighthearted. It’s more of a joke that by virtue of Miguel being a stringent rule follower, Hobie not caring overly much about those rules exasperates him. And Hobie knows it annoys Miguel and thinks that’s funny, thus prodding him again with the “I’m not even here/nah still here” routine. But there doesn’t seem to be like, genuine personal anger on either side. Just an ideological divide that actualises even further when Miles’ very existence provides another answer to the overhanging stakes.
#I have like. a different post I’m writing talking abt how I think miles actually gives hobie hope and that’s an interesting way to read#their little dynamic#but for the purpose of this post - I get the impression hobie and miguel clash ideologically more so than any personal feelings for one#another on both sides. miguel is vaguely exasperated by a guy who flouts rules but he’s not pissed at him or anything#whereas hobie seems to take specific issue w the idea of having to do things a certain strict way#and this is what he cautions miles about leading up to the intro w miguel#hobie is all about asking WHY you should be a part of certain structures and systems#but I think his beef w miguel and spider society is more on the level of going I don’t like the idea of bowing down to fear of a cosmic#force and not saving people because of that and I’m preparing to dip from that structure once I’ve made a watch for Gwen so if she wants out#she can still choose to help people.#it’s more concern and critique about the harm Miguel + the society stands to perpetuate out of fear by adhering so strongly to this framewor#framework* of canon (this hobie going 😬 at the go home machine) and how that harm stands to land directly on someone like miles by virtue of#the way the system operates. and it operates that way BECAUSE of fear of canon backlash#and of course someone like hobie is going to go fuck that I don’t want to be holding off on saving people and stringently pursuing canon#conformity because I’m scared#wow I’m just detailing the other post I’m making shdhdjfjfj#but yeah the tail end of THAT stream of thought for me is that I think while hobie was disillusioned and critical of this system its#actually miles that gives him hope of being able to change it when he saves the police officer#idk. a lot of extrapolation but I like to think on why hobie agreed to join and why he stays and how he interacts w the society despite#being deeply critical of it#it’s interesting#tunes talks spiderverse
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fellhellion · 1 year ago
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these spiderman 2099 comics look fun but also i cannot get over how much comics!miguel is Just Some Guy appearance-wise...normal height no distinguishing characteristics havin ass just some guy.....and somehow the spiderverse movie character design people were like "okay okay what if we took this painfully average-looking man and made him the most attractive animated character of all time and also SIX-FOOT-NINE? this makes sense okay trust me" like holy adaptation glow-up eh
Shdhdjfjf god it’s so true. Literally the only elements they kept appearance wise from the 90s run was the fact canonically he’s supposed to have a really nice ass shdhdj everything else? INSANE GLOW UP
Kris Anka being bi really did save us all.
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fellhellion · 3 years ago
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Love realising some insane shit about myself like no baby girl ❤️ that’s a projection onto everyone else of how you would act in that situation
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