#like once again. white ppl exist everywhere but for this to be a pattern is so far past being suspicious... its a statement imho

[sea-of-lightning]

damian wayne is half bruce wayne and half talia al ghul. who is. y'know. middle eastern

Abolish the comic book industrial complex 🙂

[pepucz]

Tagged by @nyarisu to answer 21 questions and then tag 21 people I’d like to know better.

Seriously I’m too awkward and shy to tag anyone here, but I really do appreciate to be tagged and I love filling in such questionnaires, it's one of my weird kinks 😂 I don't expect anyone to read it, but as it makes me happy to fill it in, I will do it anyway, it's not like I care too much if anyone reads my stuff or not 😃

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Nickname: Pepu, in czech "psíček Pepu" (sort of like 'doggie' Pepu, but imo English is not sufficient enough to truly express the way it is in Czech 😅), my longest running nickname is "Pepča"

Real name: Petra ~

Zodiac: Capricorn (truly suits me in most interpretations)

Height: 173 cm

What time is it: 18:52 🇨🇿 at the beginning and 20:06 at the end 😅

Favourite musician: Linkin Park, D, Ed Sheeran, SIA, Imagine Dragons, The Prodigy, Mikolas Josef and Ofenbach are the most prominent ones when I look at my music folder, but my music taste is pretty difficult to pinpoint down to just artists as I usually have just a few songs from different interprets, sometimes only one or so... I love 80s/90s music, I love modern music, I could listen to almost anything as long as the melody or text fits me, be it metal, rock, pop or whatever 😊

Favourite sports team: I don't have one, I'm not really a fan of sports on TV (even though I do sometimes root for 🇨🇿 hockey team when it's some super important world match 😅 My dad watches it and I caught myself watching and being happy when they won 😅 but that's like once in a few years)

Other blogs: I have only this one 😊

Do I get asks: Nope, I've never even expected them and I don't really mind 😅

How many blogs do I folow: 101

Any tumblr crushes: Nope

Lucky number: 5, 7, 8... Not really lucky but they keep on appearing often in my life since my birth in various shapes and stuff

What am I wearing right now: Oversized comfy home blue T-shirt with the text 'Average dog is still better than most of the humans', it was a gift from my mom and it expresses myself very accurately 😃 I sometimes sleep in it too 😅; strangely patterned grey ugly but very comfy sweatpants with pockets and comfy white fluffy hand-made socks because I'm cold as hell (I usually hate wearing socks at home but the cold was more unpleasant than my discomfort with socks 😅) and also compressive stocking on one leg as I'm recovering from a surgery of varicose veins I undergone 1,5 months ago 😃 And seeing how I listed literary everything I have on very detailed, I have to add I have panties on too 😂😂😂😂

Dream vacation: Universe, I wish I could see this beautiful planet from the space with my own eyes ❤️ That's truly one vacation where I'm sure I will never get, so it's truly a dream one. From the real ones here on Earth it's Japan as number one and then pretty much way too many places to list them here as there is so much beauty to see and so little time to make it everywhere with my possibilities. I keep visiting Japan as one of my goals in life.

Dream car: Don't have one, I prefer to be the passenger so I can listen to music and daydream to my heart's content, that's what I love the most about traveling especially if it's long distances 😊

Favourite food: Food. 😂 Hard to list, I'm very picky but also very fond of food, I would be definitely a Gluttony from the 7 deadly sins 😃 I have to eat almost always something even if I'm not hungry 😃 I just love food. But to pick something: Pizza and Raffaello sweats are among my 🔝 probably 🤤 Also I'm more fond of salty food than sweat ones but I need them both to follow each other closely during the whole day XD

Drink of choice: I live everyday on camomile teas, drinking several of them during the course of day in my favourite 0,5l mug 😂 Other than that I enjoy water alone, herb teas in general, Coke and protein drinks. Wine is my special pleasure drink but only within a close company, I almost never drink alone as I'm not able to drink too much by myself and I would feel super sorry to waste the rest of the bottle away.

Languages: Czech, English (even though my grammar is not at all great, I make a lot of mistakes and I'm too afraid to talk in it now because my spelling abilities sucks - I don't have much opportunities to talk with someone, still I'm loving the language deeply and often even think in it), I tried to learn Japanese and German, but I always gave up... it really bugs me a lot, but it's not like I'm making any effort to change it 😅

Instruments: I used to play the guitar as a kid and I always wanted to play the piano, but I was too lazy to maintain it or start with it. So I can't play anything anymore now. Also just btw my singing abilities are non-existant too (not that it would stop me anyway when my favourite song is on the radio 😂)

Celebrity crushes: Asagi is probably the only real one I seriously fell in love with. Tom Hiddleston, Ryan Reynolds, Keanu Reeves, Adam Driver and Tom Ellis are my crushes ❤️ But since my childhood I was always aiming mainly on fictional characters (when I was a kid it was Sonic the hedgehog 😂). My biggest, longest and deepest love interests/obsessions/ were Kurama from Yu Yu Hakusho, Hao Asakura from Shaman King, Deidara from Naruto and L Lawliet and Near from Death Note. These keep my heart content since the first time I got to know them and I've never grown tired of them. Recently I returned my full focus mainly on L Lawliet (I always focus on one of them at time) and more or less on Near at the same time and for the past month I've been constantly loosing sleep and all my free time over scrolling on Tumblr for interesting headcanons, trivia, facts and stuff on them, re-reading manga, re-watching anime over and over again ❤️ I just can't satisfy my hunger for information on them now... No regrets tbh 😅❤️

Random fact: I used to do belly dance in a local known dance group for more than 10 years, but the older I got the more my introverted self couldn't handle the stress of performing in front of people, so I quit. I still love dancing to no end, but now I only dance occasionally in clubs hidden among lots of other ppl with my close friends around me. (I would never go and dance alone even if I was totally drunk, I'm super self-conscious 24/7)

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So yeah, to whoever would read this all and getting here, congrats 😅 and thank you ❤️and sorry for any mistakes 😅

Whenever I'm answering such stuff or commenting on something I can never keep it short and simple especially if it concerns me 🙃 I have a love/mostly hate relationship with myself and these questionnaires make me feel more at ease with myself when I fill them up as properly and deeply as I can 😅

I might delete this whole post later as it's quite too personal to be on a public site like Tumblr, but I will leave it here for now just because I put too much effort and time into filling it 😃

[sagemoderocklee]

drabble fundraiser

So, I mentioned yesterday that I was hoping to raise some money to pay off old/current medical bills and get glasses, pay for my cat to go to a specialist, and/or change my name legally (gender reasons). I’m planning to move out of state this summer/fall, and I really want to get myself as much out of debt as possible before hand. Saving for the move has been incredibly difficult despite my best efforts and working 40 hours a week. 

I have a donation post, which ppl are welcome to donate towards, but I figured that a better way would be to offer something in return. Because of money and my mental health, making things related to sewing is really not feasible, but I can write! And I like to think I’m a decent writer, too. So, I would like to offer my services for a small donation! 

There will be specific guidelines mostly because I don’t want to overwhelm myself (on the off chance that this actually is very successful and I end up with lots of donations). I still work 40 hrs a week, have an internship, a sewing job, and am working on a fashion show on top of trying to get my mental health sorted out. I’m actually going to be taking a brief sick leave from work to sort out my mental health, which will suck monumentally for my pay check because disability is only 66% of what I usually make, ergo needing to ask again for financial assistance. 

If you would like to donate in exchange for my writing services, feel free to keep reading below the cut. If you can’t, please consider signal boosting. I am very, very much in need of help so anything is appreciated! Also if you’re not sure and want to check out my writing first, here is my ao3 

Characters: Fics do not have to be pairing specific. If you want a general fic, I can do that too! Here are the characters I feel most comfortable writing. 

Rock Lee Gaara Tenten  Hyuuga Neji Temari Kankurou  Haruno Sakura Nara Shikamaru Harry Potter Draco Malfoy Luna Lovegood 

Pairings: These are the pairings I am most comfortable writing. Some I am more comfortable than others because I am simply more passionate about them. However, with, for example NejiTen, I am comfortable enough for small pieces 500-1,000 words. What I am most comfortable with is in italics  Harry x Draco Harry x Luna Albus x Severus Scorpius GaaLee NejiTen ShikaTema OCs (your OC, MUST MESSAGE FIRST. Not all will be accepted) 

Suggested Donations: 

$1 -- a short 100 word piece.  $5 -- a short 500 word drabble  $6-$10 -- a short 1,000-1,500 word one-shot $11-$15 -- a short 2,000-5,000 word one-shot $16-$19 -- 5,500-10,000 words $20 and up -- 15,000 and up $50 or more -- please message me first! 

If you want, you can also break up each word amount into separate smaller pieces. Smaller pieces will be easier for me to produce rn, just because of time constraints and mental health. However, I do love writing long, in depth pieces. I will say though that I want to keep these to a minimum of let’s say 50k for an individual story, but again if you want to donate $50 or more feel free to message me about it first so we can discuss what you’re looking for and if I feel like I can deliver. 

How to donate:  paypal: imagineericosplay@gmail.com or my youcaring page linked above. 

To donate, message me with your information FIRST (name the donation will appear under and amount), followed by the pairing (if there is a pairing) and a prompt. Please be as detailed as possible--pairing, characters you absolutely do not want to see/tropes you hate/pairings you hate, if you want the word count broken up into separate fics, etc. If you’re an artist with art that you want a scene written for, definitely feel free to send me a line because I love writing scenes for art! Once I have replied, feel free to donate. Note: I will NOT start writing anything until the donation is received. I will do my best to be as timely as possible with each piece, but the longer the piece the longer it will take me to write it.  For OCs: 

With OCs, I need a LOT more information: 

-is this based on a fandom in existence? if so I will only accept HP and Naruto OCs. if completely og, then I need to know about their world -must include a detailed description on personal background, looks, character traits, speech patterns, things they do NOT do/believe/like etc -again MESSAGE ME FIRST 

Things I will not write: 

-Porn (porn generally makes me uncomfortable. I can write sex scenes depending on the situation but they are usually fade to black)  -abuse or rape or anything that makes any character seem child-like -rent!boy [character] (ex: rent!boy Draco)  -cross-dressing (in my experience, this tends to ere on the side of grossly fetishistic and has a lot of misogynistic undertones and definitely transmisogynyistic undertones. I am not comfortable with it for these reasons)  -Hermione as white -Harry is 100% white -pairings I do not like, whether as a side pairing or a “they were with character x first but that didn’t work out” Feel free to ask me about these! 

Things I love writing: 

-slow burn -love stories that are plot heavy -Auror fic -Healer!Draco -half Black!Harry -Black Albino!Luna -bisexual!Harry -asexual!Draco and asexual!Luna -asexual!Gaara -Gaara is happy and loved  -ninja politics  -Harry is happy and loved -post war fics wherein characters are relearning how to live and cope with trauma; characters overcoming trauma together (this applies to both naruto and HP) -coffee shop AUs (I am a barista. I will deliver a Top Quality coffee shop AU) 

An example of a good request:  “GaaLee. Coffee Shop AU. No straight pairings please. Caring big sis and big bro Temari and Kankurou please! Supportive Tenten and Neji please! Gai-sensei and Kakashi are married and Lee’s dads. Lee stops in at a coffee shop regularly for his morning tea. A new barista is working who he thinks is cute and he stumbles to place his order and spills his drink everywhere. He starts coming in twice a day because of the cute new barista, and talks to him whenever he can.”

That’s a decent bit of info for me to work off of. The more detailed the better. And the longer the story, the more details I’ll need. For shorter pieces, quotes are totally fine to send me as prompts! But longer pieces, quotes aren’t enough. But of course if you think a quote fits by all means send it along! 

Anyways, I think that’s all the information I need to share to get this going. Thank you so much to everyone who donates and shares this in advance.

~Eeri