#like non-men are rlly hot

[fae-queen54]

does anyone else have a hard time coming out to their long time friends? like i had an easier time coming out to these two freshmen that my sister is friends with than i did with my actual friend group. and i cannot for the life of me tell if that’s rsd or me telling these queer kids i’m a safe person. bc like those kids are ab to hit high school since they’re incoming freshmen and there’s a lot of homophobes and transphobes where i go to school. but i legit had no anxiety or anything telling these 14 yr olds “i’m gender-fluid and bi, he/she/they/it” when they asked my pronouns after telling me theirs. i haven’t even come out fully to my best friend bc i get scared that she’ll try to invalidate me. my friend hasn’t even done that to anyone in front of me at least so idk why i’m scared.

btw it’s so cute to see queer kids unafraid to tell people who they are. like they just proudly told me and didn’t even look scared bc adults were around. i rlly love that they aren’t afraid to do that like i am. even though i’m barely three yrs older it’s amazing to see queer youth being proud no matter what. bc when i was just entering hs i was so afraid to say i was queer. these kids have been out and proud since they were 12-13. and they’re not afraid to admit labels change. like so many people my age are afraid to label themselves bc they think they’re stuck w it. it’s so shocking to me bc my friends aren’t older than these kids. but when these kids told me who they were so proud i just wanted to cry. bc they weren’t afraid. like my friends and i are hardly closeted when we’re not around our parents but like i don’t admit i’m queer until like months into forming a friendship. and it’s never been how it was with those freshmen. it’s always been a passing comment like in response to another passing comment like “imagine being pan and having no pull” and responding “ab as bad as a queer girl having no pull?” like i think the one time me addressing my sexuality has ever been the entire focus was when i first came out and that’s only bc it was a heat of the moment thing at a hoco dance. i’ve never introduced myself like “hi i’m noah, i’m gender-fluid and queer/bi/whatever, these are my pronouns” like those kids did and i want that! i want to be that proud, that unafraid of others opinions, that out and open ab myself and my identity.

[kisshim]

also confession whaaat do i do if he asks me about my sex life after giving his in INCREDIBLE UNNECESSARY DETAIL and he apologizes?? for my bad experiences like what does this mean or is he just a nice friend but do nice friends detail their ENTIRE SEXUAL EXPERIENCES in this way??? IS THIS A THING MEN DO?? like i don’t know how to act like he was just telling me things and was like ‘so would u like to share’ LIKE NO I DONT WANT TO SHARE😭😭

[knifebulbceo]

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[defensivelee]

May I ask what you think would happen if the Six Lives characters met their historical counterparts? Because I feel that would be so funny.

oh that's actually so interesting to think about! I think there's quite a bit of potential there with the religious angles and all that-- so first thing's first I do not think any of them would like each other. I mean, the Six Lives characters, for the most part, are descended from devils!! generally, these were all Christian men! if they're not outraged by the existence of these characters and how I twist them around in the story, then they are at least annoyed bc many of the characters are certified Sluts™️ (i say that with nothing but love and affection). also, this is a very gay story. not sure how well that would go over.

In any case, I think the imagined individual reactions of the real people would be fun, so we can go over that too ^-^. just a few characters tho or i will lose my mind. go under the cut to see my lunatic explanations ~

William would not like six lives! William, period full stop, and six lives! William wouldn't like real William either. he thinks real William is a PUSSY for not eating de Witt himself, for not killing James himself, etc etc. real William thinks six lives! William is silly and ALSO a pussy bc I purposely made him kind of damsel-in-distress coded, so yeah... all the things William does in the tenth hot spring, real William would be like 'how the FUCK do you let that happen to yourself?' probably not the biggest fan of BDSM. also, he's really gonna be fucking Bentinck and make the rumors real? really? aren't you better than that, fake William?

Mary wouldn't like six lives! Mary either, for the reason that the latter Mary is incredibly VIOLENT. she also literally killed William once, so Mary likes that even less. however, six lives! Mary really likes real Mary, mostly bc she's what six lives! Mary wishes she could be. a non violent pretty princess, later queen, married happily to William, for the small price of switching up to what is probably a way less horny religion? she'd take it! i think she'd just be obsessed with real Mary for that reason. real Mary, despite being somewhat afraid of her, still feels bad for her.

Bentinck fucking despises six lives! Bentinck, bc i intentionally made him way worse than he was historically! i don't think he was one for senseless violence, and while six lives! Bentinck is kinder than many of the other characters, it's not rlly a helpful comparison... his kill count is in the double digits. the majority of the sex he has is also 🔥GAY🔥 so that would be VERY irritating. i mean six lives! Bentinck's whole existence is kind of slander poetry. however, six lives! Bentinck likes real Bentinck enough just bc he's super niceys and very loyal to William. ironically, he likes real Bentinck more for not killing people for funsies kek

real Marly, to nobody's surprise, hates six lives! Marly, bc WHY IS HE IN LOVE WITH JAMES ? WHY IS HE LETTING THESE THINGS HAPPEN TO HIM? my interpretations of Marly start off at the fact that he is in love with James, which is why he fears him later on-- real Marly never fell in love with James, so ig there's less to worry about there. six lives! Marly ALSO has lots of sex with men, which has even less basis than it does with maybe someone like William or Bentinck. real Marly probably wants this loser dead; however, it's a bit of a Mary situation again with six lives! Marly. he WISHES that were him, being in the english army sounds a lot easier to him than dealing with James' bullshit.

and finally, six lives! James thinks real James is painfully normal, which might say a lot about himself, and real James thinks six lives! James is literally his counterpart possessed by the devil. he has like this dramatic scrooge moment except he doesn't turn better, i think it just makes him more catholic tbh. also, six lives! James would tap that. im telling you, if theres a hole, theres a goal...

[quietlytakinghersoul]

mmg 27, she/they/it.

abrosexual (fluid orientation) nonbinary trans woman (who is a plural system).

this tumblr is a collection of desire-focused reblogs, and sister blog to our duaric page: kissinghisheart.

we fluctuates between lesbian, omnisexual, demisexual, and asexual.

this blog is quote unquote sapphic only, basically: wlw, wlnb, nblw, nblnb.

sometimes trans men are sapphics so may be included here.

exclusionists rly aren't our vibe.

we have the two diff blogs bc of autism and system stuff.

but yea some dykes are fags and some fags are dykes and that's, like, both morally good and exceedingly hot.

we are fat, tall, both the sweetest girl and an affectionate sadist.

a switch in kink and in terms of physical/sexual role, and currently unpartnered.

a note on blog contents + asexuality: nakedness, sensuality, intimacy, and love do not inherently contain sexual feeling.

the root of our desire is often non-sexual.

please approach us with respect and do not begin with sexual stuff in dms.

we are not only frequently ace, but are also devoutly religious and wear hijab.

pls be respectful of our choice not to be sexualised by default.

mutuals who are sapphic can be sexual via the ask box.

we follow back from moodymeangirl.

zionists/supremacists/bigots can fuck right off.

18+ only no minors.

as is stated on main: paedos can die in a ditch fr.

Kinks and Limits under the cut

In domme mode I'll do basically anything that involves hurting, causing pain, psychological/physical torture, crying, dominating and controlling them/their life, free use, cnc, giving punishments, dressing them, rulemaking. Praise, caregiving, protection, being adored, being their guard dog (love that one!!), service dommeing, and piss. Also size kink, being called Mommy/Daddy, and lots of casual dommeing outside the bedroom :3 We like both fiery little brats and super melty good girls/people. Our instincts for sadism are an expression of love/affection. I'm not a soft domme by any means, but my actions are intended to be recieved as loving / lovely / affectionate. Masochists to the front, basically.

In sub mode, we love being: looked after, gently tended to, touched and groped, taken advantage of, praise and degraded, objectified, dominated, and used. We enjoy power imbalances where sapphics who have authority over us in some way abuse their position to fuck, rape (cnc), or sexually touch us. We also have some trauma kinks as a sub. Mainly we like to feel desired, protected, and useful. We like to have done a good job and to worship/adore our domme (esp orally). Sub4sub play is also rlly fun. Our favourite kink as a sub is cnc/abuse of power.

As a system we lean ever so slightly domme, maybe like 70/30.

Soft limits: sex ie when im ace, sometimes sex is okay and sometimes it's not - you'd have to ask.

Hard limits/absolutely not:

anything related to self harm, causing harm or damage (hurt and injury are fine)

raceplay

detrans and misgendering

any patriarchy other than the butch one.

God/religion etc (we're religious. we worship none before Allah and certainly not in any kink context. we respect those who do, but we do not, so pls respect us in that regard.)

[apollos-olives]

Top ten reasons I should watch bleach?

it's really funny!! like it's actually really funny and it's not the fake or forced type of humor but it's cute and will make you smile!

you get REALLY attached to the characters! the plot... not so much... but the characters are what make you love it!

it has ACTUALLY good poc representation! a lot of anime is pretty racist and have almost NO brown or black characters, and the ones that do have them make them side characters and/or with racist stereotypical features with NO good development. bleach doesn't do that! the show's black and brown characters are important and powerful and have relevance and development and it's great!

both sub AND dub are good, which is rare for most anime.

there is LOTS of media. hundreds of episodes, lots of movies, etc. and it may seem like a lot but 45% of it is filler so you can skip a lot if you don't wanna waste time, but since there's a lot of media, you don't run out of entertainment that easily!

characters are hot. actually. like rlly hot

women play good and powerful roles! yeah it has the stupid big boobs sexualization n shit but most of the main characters aren't actual pervs and it's only side characters who are weird about women, and there isn't a lot of sexualization in general, especially as the show continues on into it's later episodes. women are usually equally shown and are equally as powerful as the men

idk if it's on purpose but there's a subtle accepting vibe around gay people? like the main character gets accused of being gay like . a lot for some reason??? and it's all chill n stuff??? and there aren't direct confrontations or anything but it's very obvious that there are queer people in the show and it's totally normal apparently.

it's very easy to watch. doesn't use a lot of brain function so if ur bored or want smth in the background then it's good

fandom is kinda dead or non existent so we need more ppl out here to engage with!! and it's sort of a plus side that the fandom is quiet bc that means no stupid stereotypical fandom tropes n stuff

join us 🙏

[nightcolorz]

🌍 and 🔍 obviously for Armand

Fuck yes tysm anon looooove this animal!!!! "Obviously for Armand" is killing me like yes so true he is my brand

🔎: something about the modern era not referenced in the books that you think [insert character] would find upsetting or confusing + why?

This almost feels too obvious but the invasion of Ukraine I imagine would be pretty triggering and upsetting for Armand. For pretty self explanatory grew up in Kiev under invasion slash power of Ghengis Khan subsequent kidnapping and selling trauma.

On a less serious note I think Armand would find combat video games rlly confusing lmao. Ik this is probably a hot take but I have reasoning ! In devil's minion Armand describes to Daniel how he doesn't understand war or violence between men cuz violence to him isn't something he would ever choose, it's not exciting to him and it doesnt like call to him the way he imagines it does to other ppl, he is only so violent because he was born into violence raised to become used to pain and as a vampire violence is inherent + necessary.

So like I imagine if he found out about first person shooters killing games etc he wouldn't understand why they exist 😭 I think he'd really enjoy the technological and mechanic aspects that go into a game and find them really appealing for that reason (I could def see Armand having a gamer phase) but conceptually killing games would confuse him. I imagine while crushing Daniel in call of duty Armand's questioning him the whole time over why it is so overwhelmingly common for mortals to design experiences were they can fantsize about taking life while Daniel is just like oh my god Armand its not that deep ur distracting me 😭

🌍: if [insert character] were human and so was everyone else, what would their life be like? for example: what would their career be? where would they live? what about their relationship to [insert character]?

Oooo don't u dare activate human au brain (excitement). I love human aus cuz it strips away any supernatural justification for the characters being so fucked up and instantly reduces them to guys who r just like that it's so funny.

I could see Armand as an interior designer, smth sort of formulaic but still artistic. Interior design calls to me for him cuz of his passion for designing his loved ones elaborately lavish living spaces as a form of love language (trinity gate, night island). Obvs I have a human au and my Armand live's in New York, so I'm gonna go with that. Interior designer living in New York Lmao whose in the worst ever pseudo polycule with his old friend (derogatory) Lestat, Lestat's husband Armands ex husband (non literal) slash current boyfriend Louis and his bitch he keeps on a leash and does kink with in non consenting public spaces Daniel.

It feels so silly saying this cuz my fic is literally a social media au but I think that in a general human au Armand would not use social media like he'd have accounts and use the Internet but I can not see him blogging tweeting tiktoking etc. having a social media presence requires a certain level of gratification and enjoyment with sharing urself with others and being a public figure that army doesnt have lmao he hates to be perceived + consumed and thats what being online is all about ❤️

Anyways relationship wise I think Daniel is the most interesting to talk about in a human au cuz there relationship is so centrally vampiric like the whole conflict and crazy devotion comes from that, and in my heart and soul a human devil's minion has the same insanity that is justified by Daniel just being very mentally ill and Armand just being very into bdsm and blood play role play shit, love wins. Kidding they r both very mentally ill, I imagine the vampire conflict would translate into daniel being crazy obsessed with Armand and desperately longing for a deeper emotional intimacy and commitment, maybe even marriage, and armand keeps pushing him away cuz for trauma reasons he likes to keep ppl at arms length, so they r just doing bdsm shit but they r in love and army doesn't know what to do with that cuz the vulnerability of being emotionally intimate is scarier then physical esp when u have the power in the sexual dynamic. also Daniel alcoholism plus Armand every disorder and trauma is a formula for big blow out arguments all the time. Maybe they get healthy one day and adopt some fuck ass kid or two (Benji and sybelle wink wink)

Human au Marius wise makes me shudder cuz the most canon accurate stand in would be Marius adopts Armand when he's a kid or takes him in, fosters him, etc which is pretty hashtag disturbing 😭 but if I were to write a human au that's not millennia gate (my fic) that's what I'd do 😊

Armands history with Lestat and Louis I imagine would be pretty similar to canon just to a smaller less vampiric scale cuz queer ppl r just like that they r all exes they r all dating and having casual sex and marrying. I would elaborate more on this but I would just be semi spoiling my plans for my fic Lmao so ig stay tuned

Anyways love u for this anon I love Armand love that animal he is my fav ever shrieks and explodes

[bodilymalfunction]

Okay it's Abt time I make a pinned post so if I block people it'll be justified lmao

Firstly I want to start off by saying please don't jump head first into sexting me it makes me uncomfortable to do that w people I haven't talked to a bit first, yk? Let's chat some B4 I show u my hole <3 (unless ur trans, t4t is hot always)

DNI- if you perceive me as a woman fuck off, detrans based blogs (mainly if you make it Abt other people), dd/lg(etc) based blogs, incest blogs, beastiality blogs, cishet men, lesbians can interact but don't flirt w me please I'm not a woman, underage people, no age in bio/pinned people, pedos, the list will be added on to as I discover more shit i dont like

KINKS- Pup/Puppy, light bondage, choking, collars, spanking, ice play, praise, degradation (except being called dumb/stupid), being spat on, being covered in cum, being bloody (in theory/fake blood), somno, biting, scratching, hair pulling, free use, dom/sub (I'm a sub lol), intoxication (pot and alch), crying, sexting, breeding (non-preg), voices/audios, the list will be added to as I remember/get introduced to new things

HARD STOPS- Scat, Vomit, straight up r4pe/r4peplay, pregnancy (not rlly a hard stop just,,not into the idea #scary lmao)

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[fanguysworld]

My community sexuality + pronoun headcannons

-Britta - She/They (she/her but uses she/they to seem more woke) Pansexual Polyamorous (talks about it like it makes her better than everyone else)

-Jeff - He/Him Bisexual (closeted-ish but in pride month put a bi flag pin on his bag and denyed being bi the month saying it was to attract hot bisexual women) Polyamorous (actually is polyamorous but would probably only come out to be scummy)

-Abed - He/It (feels ostracized by people because of his autism so uses it/it’s as a reclaiming but britta won’t use those pronouns because she doesn’t want to dehumanize him) bisexual (never came out but if asked about his sexuality will say that he is bisexual like it is a matter of fact that everyone knows)

-Troy - He/Him Bisexual (full bisexual panic when he realized he was attracted to a man for the first time because he felt like it was out of left field despite having several man crushes beforehand)

-Annie - She/They Bisexual (heavy preference for woman but easily convinced by douchebag men and is in a lot of relationships with bad men cause they’re attracted to her looking young and she is a people pleaser) Polyamorous (prolly never comes out cause she thinks following the rules of a monogamous relationship make her a good person)

-Peirce - He/Him Straight (Complete homophobe but non-violently and also a fetishizer)

-Shirley - She/Her Straight (tries to be an ally but makes religious threats that are very thinly veiled)

-Chang - He/It Gay

-Elroy - He/Him unlabeled (He’d prolly be like pan or bi if he labeled himself but he’s just like rlly tired and doesn’t care enough)

-Dean - He/Any Unlabeled Queer (if you try to put her in a box you’re wrong) Polyamorous

-Frankie - She/He Unlabled WLW (very fluid sexuality but every relationship shes in is gay) Polyamorous

-Duncan - He/Him Bisexual (Anyone who will touch him please god he’s so sad)

-Garret - He/Him Straight (THIS SAD MAN GETS PUSSY)

-Annie Kim - She/Her Lesbian (Competing with Annie cause she had a girlboner for her)

-Starburns - meth ! He does anything for drugs !! Meth is meth even if you need to suck cock for it !! If you give her meth you can call starburns whatever you want!! Pronouns? Sexuality? They want meth… thats your answer…!

[roseyuri]

oh my head is full.

Ik pnpyns parents gotta be HOMOPHOBIC ASFF

I think pnpyn is picking "safe men" like a lot of comphet sapphics

now.. this can either be with men that are unattainable, like celebrities or men you know won't like you..

OR

with men that already like you, and because they like you, you get into a relationship to convince others (or yourself) you're perfectly straight

she "fixates" on men that already like her, so she tries to force herself to like them. she's definitely aware she's atleast interested in women in a non straight manner, and is trying to push it down. Probably dislikes minji for bringing those feelings up and instead convincing herself that attraction is hatred (love and hate are two very similar emotions)

I think pnpyn in the argument got distracted by minji cause she's pretty and... Got mad. She's probably terrified of people suspecting she's gay, and will immediately refute the claims. some people do this by presenting as homophobic but... She's an idol I don't think she's doing that LMFAO

It's probably a really sensitive topic.. I bet she picks male celebrities she likes out of a catalog of "safe" guys she has in her head LMFAOO

her relationships never last long because she doesn't love them in the way they want or the way SHE herself wants.. the comphet is beating her ass

This will create a veeeryy interesting dynamic.. I feel her on a spiritual level I realized I was gay watching charlie's angels because LUCY LIUUU😭😭😭😭😭

poor pink 2000s girl watching mean girls seeing Regina George ik her ass was just convinced she appreciates the outfits... girl.

anyway I think that she probably has a lot of resentment towards herself because of this. she probably views herself in a bad light and definitely berates herself if she catches herself staring at minji because "girls can't like girls she's probably straight why are you being weird" and such.

especially in a country like korea. I'm hispanic and it used to be really bad here, if you were gay in public you risked your life and family. it's gotten better, but not only is she an idol but living in a not very accepting country.. and it's obvious her parents probably caused this so she risks losing her FAMILY. she probably thinks her members would hate her too so I can't blame her for being defensive. If someone even tries to make a joke about her not liking men I think she would SPIRALLLL she'd be like "FUCK THEY FOUND OUT" and be like uhmm no im not gay lmao have you seen (male celebrity) hes so hot (lie)

overall, while I can't gather her character from just one work, she definitely puts on a "unbothered girlboss" persona to hide her self hate and paranoia. she probably actually doesn't like herself at ALL.

do u think she is terrified of liking women in a male way. like how men belittle her and only see her for her looks do u think she's afraid to find women attractive in case she's "acting like a man" and also belittling them and such because that's like. lesbian experience.

one day she's gonna be found taking an am I gay quiz shaking and crying at the results guys mark my words.

ALSO. hope she has a breakdown over realizing (accepting) she's gay btw❤️I hope she actually starts crying screaming convinced her members r gonna HATE her ong

also.. other people can send analysis I don't own analysis LMFAOOO I would love to see other ppl take a crack at it especially characters I don't rlly understand (wowyn)

like I'd love to get a little more insight on specific characters from the lense of people with wildly different experiences. there is no such thing as copying character analysis I do not own this!!! u r not competition ur my friend.. coworker, even. All of us working together at the analysis factory 😞😞 we should unionize 🤓

I would love if people who have experienced comphet come and give character insight on pnpyn as well!!! I hope to see more ppl sending analysis but RICHGIRLYN IS MINE‼️💥💥(JOKE)

the mitski song I condemn her with is come into the water (maybe I'm the same as all those men, writing songs of all their dreaming— but would you tell me if you want me? cause I can't move till you show me)

-🎏

this is an amazing first analysis on pnp!yn I feel like some of ur views on her might change a little as the story goes on but I’d say most of things you think about her are pretty spot on.

I always find it funny that it’s hard for u to analyze wow!yn’s I feel like because ur not the biggest fan of her it makes it hard for you to understand her because there’s some asks that I’ve gotten on her and they’re pretty spot on with her. but she rlly is my most complex yn so that kinda makes me glad that you have a hard time understanding her that means my job is done

[onlyjaeyun]

DADDDYYYSSSS HOMEEEE 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ greetings my beloved angel zadie <3 🤲 i have returned ☝️ as i had been spending my time the past few days attempting to collect my thoughts and opinions on CH in order to serve a full complete rant 🙏🏼😁 anywho so i might not be able to cover all the events for the past 3 or so chapters but hello 😀 hoon fist fuck event🧍‍♀️. see now i’m all about obsessive men and all that but what the actual FUCK. wdym jakyung begged him to be vocal but he couldn’t and bro was whimpering moaning AND panting her (yn) name while he was masturbating HELLOOOOOOOOOO 🏃‍♀️ the GRIP i had on my phone while reading that chapter what the hell help me ya allah what the HELLLLLL🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ im still losing my mind over it cuz not only is hoon hitting them beyoncè notes in the room when he thinks about yn bro ALSO can’t cum WITHOUT the thought of her😀 pussy so good left his dick non-functional 🤕 (i’m losing my sanity btw cuz now i know when hoon finally gets to hit it again 1) bros gonna be cumming the MOMENT he bottoms out and 2) bros gonna turn INTO beyoncè HERSELF.)

there’s just smth about the way that u wrote hoon being so pathetic and desperate for yn it’s just OOOOOO like it HITS THE SPOT MA’AM 🙏🏼 IT DO IT REALLY DO 🙏🏼 💯that whole chapter had me gripping my sheets. and the moment i finished it i started to literally feel earth’s rotation on heeseung i started seeing frequencies on niki i started hearing shapes like that shit altered my brain’s chemistry i’m telling u bro fr fr wallahi 🙏🏼 ANYWHO going back to the hoon fist fuck event (not really just pathetic hoon himself) i know his ass is gonna be dramatically sliding down the wall while gripping his hair and listening to needy by ariana grande when the gc brings up yn’s hook up with fuma 😭 like i know damn well bros gonna film 3 different sad music videos istg. looking at the camera all sad and shit. “you & i” by one direction but make it park sunghoon version. (also yn posting a very revealing sexy bad bitch hot girl summer ahh story with needed me by rihanna after she knows hoon is down bad diabolically expeditious for her When.) (i NEED sunghoon to rip his hair out at that like it’s not a want it’s a need i need him to lose his mind as payback for him being a sassy mf 😒) (u rlly think u the shit bitch. U NAWT EVEN THE FART 🥱) (i literally have no clue why i have beef with sunghoon rn don’t ask 😭) sunghoon u really fumbled the bag dawg 🤣🫵 pathetic ahh. look where your “snowflakes” and “ur parents never loved yous” got you sunghoon. IN MISERY FOR GOOD PUSSY 🤣🤣🤣🤣🫵🫵🫵 (ik he’s gonna win the bag again soon but let me have my moment) anyways sPEAKING OF FUMA 🙈 now when i tell u… that was so embarrassing. fuma why r u like this like r u not embarrassed. r u not ashamed of urself. do u have no dignity. what’s ur phone number. what’s ur address. what’s ur fav type of flower baby? white chocolate or milk chocolate angel boy? (do they make men like fuma anymore 💔) i’m so so so glad yn has a man like fuma in her life. (he did the bare minimum but he better be the fucking standard especially after that aftercare i’m LOOKING AT YOU BITCHASS SUNGHOON 🫵WITH YOUR BIGASS EGO DAMN😟) i can’t wait to see more fuma & yn (and sunghoon’s desperate jealous ass) like im so seated for all the upcoming events with fuma 🫶🏼🫶🏼 anyways so now let me ask u a serious question haha … 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂how do i become tsuki pls i need heeseung so bad this is not a joke😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂like bro i totally wasn’t punching air at all the tsuki & hee references😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂ion even like hee like that it’s coo😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂(typing this shit with tears in my eyes while looking at my heeseung lockscreen💔) idk what i was expecting when i became a heeseung stan hes a PLAYAAAA🗣️ always whoring around ☹️#Hee4DaStreets ❗️ANYWAYS let’s move on i can always reread poison (masterpiece sent from above) anytime which i will be doing very soon bcs i miss my man 🤕🤕

alright now that that’s out of the way idk what to say other than i love the triplets (the older ones) with yn sm 💔 especially jaeyun bcs him & yn r like this 🤞 fr. and hEESEUNG GOT HIS DICK BITTEN 🤣🤣🫵🫵🫵🫵 that’s what your ass gets for whoring around😒😒😒😒(i’m jk don’t jump me) but anywho jaeyun is just like me. idk how to act around hot Women 🙏🏼 (can’t spell women without W!!) he’s so real he represents me in the story so well. anyways thoughts & prayers for jongseong’s nonexistent dry ahh sex life🙏🏼 (side note: jay baby i’m always just a call away🫶🏼) (and to think that i was calling hee a whore i’m sorry *looks away* 😕)

anywho sending u so so so much love babyyyy !! thank u sm for the consistent updates (and i’m really happy u like my asks as much as i like taking over ur inbox with my yapping 😔🫶🏼) sending u so many hugs & kisses take care of urself angel !!! <333

-⁉️

THERES MY BABY GET YOURSELVES COMFY BC WE ARE IN FOR A RIDE LETS GO 🤭🤭🤭🤍

IM SO HAPPY YOU ENJOYED ALL THE RECENT CHAPS AND AS USUAL YOUR REVIEW WILL NEVER NOT MAKE ME GIGGLE AND KICK MY FEET I LOVE AND APPRECIAGE YOU SO MUCH 😭😭😭🤍

1.) hoon's fist fuck event was a rollercoaster for us all and i love how i can tell you went from oh... to oh?? to WHAT THE FUCK?? bc that represents most of us very well im aftaid 🤕 and yk i gotta ghallenge that cocky fucker by twking away his ability to last long bc he's gonna cum the SECOND he gets another taste, we're talking face buried in her cunt hands free just humping the air and shit 🥰🥰

2.) AAAH PLS I LOVE HOW YOU NEVER NOT CLOWN CH!HOONIE BC HE DESERVES IT AND YOU ALWAYS EAT 🤥🤥 not the mvs and pathetic crying i love you sm ngl i was a little worried when i got to the fuma part bc i was like wHAT DID I WRITE ??? but then i realised youre just as down bad as we are 🤕 AND IM SORRY FOR GIVING TSUKI A GF THIS TIME I HAD TO MAKE HIM TAKE ONE FOR THE TEAM AND YOU STAN A FLIRTY LIBRA WHORE SO THIS ISNT MY FAULT AT ALL 🤕🤕🤕

3.) i am SO relieved you guys sre enjoying their dynamics and actually know how close jaeyun and y/n are because their bond will be super important for future chaps!!!!

thank you so so so much for this baby, i hope you're taking good care of yourself and know how much i love and appreciate you 🥺🥺🥺 youre the best, my idol and role model ilysm 🤍💓💗💕💞

[biracy]

hi, re: your post abt how ppl seem to think straight women and bi women want to peg their bfs for the same reasons and other ways that bi women desire men in "non traditional hetero ways", let's say - i literally just saw a vid of a gay guy who was talking to a straight (?) woman going "you don't like it when a guy does gay shit like showing off his nipples or pits, right?" and she nodded in agreement and as a bi woman i was like… mhm can't relate. mind you i only discovered this abt myself fairly recently while thinking about how bi women and gay men's attraction to men might crossover, but anyways!!! good post, thank u for talking about bisexuality in general <3

LMAOOO YEAH! For another example my ma is straight (as in like, has told me multiple times how she wishes she could marry her friends but she's just not attracted to women) and I'm bi, and she thinks seeing cyclists' hairy asscracks is disgusting while I think it's hot. A lot of stuff that I think is hot she disregards as "clearly for gay guys, ew". It's smth I noticed from waaay before I transed my gender lol I just really do think that a lot of bi people, especially bi people who are like More Involved In The Community(tm), will have different-gender attraction more in line with "gay attraction" than "straight attraction", including a bigger interest in stuff like body hair, pits, etc. and a bigger interest in gender non-conformity. Obviously not all bi people are into body hair or into gender non-conformity, but neither are all gay guys or lesbians! I think abt this stuff a lot, it's rlly smth I've noticed that I think gets looked over or outright mocked a lot so I'm glad it also resonated with u lol

[ilygetou]

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[stratfordsympathizer]

i feel pretty confident that the batfam would be invited to the met gala every year, so in honor of the occasion and tonight’s absolute mess of a red carpet, here’s how I think the bats would conduct themselves:

Dick: eats it the fuck up every year. he is on theme, he is gorgeous, he is ostentatious, he is COMMITTED. My source? Discowing. That’s a man who would have known what to do w the camp theme.

Bruce: used to go solely to keep up appearances and wore a black tux every year regardless of theme BUT since dick became involved he has stepped up his game and, though still very understated, includes some minor details that nod to the theme. he takes pictures and then disappears after <10 mins of actual socialization

Jason: Insufferable. Literally the worst. Wears a jewel toned tux that is like?? Vaguely?? On theme if you squint and then just lines his waterline or paints his nails to match his suit and uses words like “subversive” and “non conformity” in the interviews. does he believe that? no, but he thinks it’s funny to see how low the bar truly is for hot men and he put off arranging his fit until like last week. (also it annoys dick, so bonus)

Tim: Actually the only person capable of showing Dick up, but no one notices bc he’s SO on theme that his outfit is a conglomerate of nuance and cultural references that literally no one except 6 ppl on fashion Twitter understand and is way too complex to convey in the 30 sec interviews, so to the untrained eye he just looks a lil weird and lands in the dead middle of the outfit reviews every year, to his undying chagrin.

Barbara: decides whether or not she wants to go based on what the year’s theme is. her outfits are always on the understated but on theme, but she makes headlines every year she goes just because whether she’ll attend is always up in the air. the year that she showed up with dick on her arm set Twitter on fire, second only to the following year, when she showed up with dick very noticeably NOT on her arm and in her first mega extravagant outfit

Cass: Monochromatic black fit every year, but it’s ALWAYS on theme and has caused her to have a cult twt following that’s obsessed with her cool girl nonchalance or w/e, which is rlly hard for them considering that she’s seen in public about three times a year. there’s a meme every year of her looking distressed while obviously avoiding eye contact w interviewers

[actualbird]

What’s your take on the nxx team’s sexualities- ghost

hello, ghost!!! dubbing u as ghost!anon for future tagging purposes and also SORRY uve sent a bunch of neat asks before but this is one my current mood rlly vibed with. ty for this ask!!!

wc: 1373 so once again, buckle up for a bit of a read lol

my take is this: nxx investigation team is all diff flavors of bisexuals

mc

bisexual!!! but it took some time for her to get there

i like to think that for most of her life she identified as straight but then high school rolled around and she was like "GIRLS....PRETTY..." and then college and she was like "WAMAN....PRETTY...."

and for a while her train of thought was "ah, im so focused on other womens' beauty because of a weird internal jealousy." took her a bit more self reflection did she realize that, nope, shes so focused on other womens' beauty because SHES ALSO ATTRACTED TO WOMEN. same goes for non-men other genders.

her attraction to men is pretty standard though imo in terms of how it developed for her and how she became aware of it.

vyn richter

bisexual but he keeps scaring off people who find him hot

VYN VYN VYNNNN, hoo boy. given his expertise in psychology and his habit of evaluating himself on a regular basis (which, implied by some future cn server content where it was said he got into psychology at around 16) im sure he came to know he was bisexual in his teen years.

before that, attraction was something more muddled because he just despised everybody around him, at that point in his life LOL (references to vyn bday ssr 1)

once he does figure it out hes like "okay, this is a part of me, im alright with indulging it" but also he barely gets into any romantic relationship ever, before canon. actually, maybe he doesnt do a romantic relationship in the past at ALL, hes such a guarded dude. maybe he has a bunch of one night stands or short flings with women and men and others, but he doesnt Connect with another person truly.

additionally, his flings are far and in between because while vyn is undeniable sexy hot, hes hella intimidating and unnerving 90% of the time.

person attracted to vyn: is that dick worth the anxiety.....

it's a case to case basis if that dick is indeed worth the anxiety

artem wing

bisexual + demisexual + has the emotional connection skills of an orange peel

artem, beloved intelligent idiot!!! i explore his relationship with his sexuality a bit in my fic "heavy is the chest that wears the—" and to circumvent redundancy, lemme quote that bit below:

Artem is not oblivious to sexual attraction. Once upon a time, when he was younger, around 17 years old, he pondered identifying as asexual or as one of the subsets under that term, but he put that aside after he first watched Pride and Prejudice (2005). He had then acquired a recurring fantasy in which he would be sensually accosted by Elizabeth and Mr. Darcy in a secluded study after months of furtive, charged glances, lingering, split second touches, double entendres classily and subtly masked but still implying a repressed yet voracious—

Moving on.

His point is that he knows about sexual attraction. He has felt it on occasion. But for a long, long time, it just wasn’t that important to him. He had other things to focus on and other things that preoccupied his attention. Artem figured, perhaps foolishly, that he didn’t need to give it any thought until it actually became a pressing matter. He would cross that bridge when he got there.

so yeah!! my view on him is that he Knows sexuality exists due to a bisexual awakening thanks to Keira Knightly and Matthew McFayden. so he knows he could theoretically be into both women and men and others. but he just DOESNT CONFRONT IT FOR SUCH A LONG TIME LMAO mostly because it's not important to him without the emotional connection

which is just hilarious for artem who has such a hard time both understanding and pursuing emotional connections kjfdgs

artem: for me to be truly attracted to another person i need to forge a deep personal relationship with them

also artem: oh god how do i forge deep personal relationships

luke pearce

bisexual but didnt realize it for almost forever because he only had eyes for mc for majority of his life and when he realizes he finds men and others attractive hes like "HOLD UP....."

luke for a long time just never looked at anybody else both romantically and aesthetically because hes SO IN LOVE WITH MC. it was excruciating especially in his teen years or NSB training days because he would unknowingly compliment other men and other gendered folks like "hey you look really handsome today!! haha, youd be a huge catch as a boyfriend" and then luke walks away

dude he complimented: that man is NOT STRAIGHT but lord he has NO IDEA

luke eventually realizes it tho imo when he joins the nxx investigation and he slowly gets really close with non-mc individuals. sure, he got very close with aaron thanks to the NSB but that didnt trigger the sexuality realization because aaron, to luke, is just so absolutely annoying-but-caring-dad coded. also aaron is married (but i like to think that that aint a dealbreaker, who knows about aaron and his wife, they love each other very much but im not gonna nix the possibility of them sometimes bringing in a third, IT'S 2030, LET'S GO POLYAMORY, but back on topic)

SO WHEN LUKE FINDS OUT hes hilariously distressed about it because what!! how did this go unknown to him for so long!!! and why was the trigger, of all things, his nxx colleagues!!!

mc: ......luke, everybody currently in the nxx investigation team is horrendously attractive. of course this would be the trigger.

luke: HHHH OKAY UR RIGHT, THEYRE ALL SO HOT AND---wait, you said "everybody" do you. do you think im. dO U THINK IM ALSO----

//shy blushing and stuttering from both of them

marius von hagen

simultaneously "bisexual but nobody wants him/he doesnt want them (i mean this lovingly)" and "shameless bisexual (lovingly once more)" and "disaster bisexual (so so lovingly)" ALL AT ONCE. his range!!!!

marius has known he was good looking sexy hot ever since he was a teenager studying at university and people made eyes at him. hes pretty perceptive with unsaid tells!! so he knows people Want Him and he Wants Them Too but also the consequence of being a Von Hagen bites him in the ass a lot because it's either women and men and others want him but dont approach him thanks to the intimidating nature of his social class and family OR women and men and others do want him but exclusively to use him for personal gain and he doesnt want to deal with the repercussions of that

that kinda fucks up a dude!!!! but he likes to think he copes with it well (whether or not this is true is up to ur interpretation lmao)

he is shameless though. hes known he was bisexual ever since the first time he felt attraction to other people, and hes never been one to hold back on pursuing his wants. just so much flirting with people but also he takes it pretty alright whenever hes turned down, thats fine, he can just find another person to flirt with. by sheer force of Quantity Of People He Hits On he ends up having a LOOOOOTTT OF FLINGS.

i hc that every single "friend from college" of his that appears in the story in current canon is somebody who explored his body.

he IS disaster bisexual tho at key moments and key crushes, particularly the crushes he gets when he is REALLY REALLY REALLY into another (as in he very much likes them for who they are) person past aesthetics. when he gets into people in this vein, his shamelessness takes a backseat and he turns not into a bumbling nerd but like. HES KINDA LIKE "I HATE THIS, WHY DID U DO THIS TO ME, IM ATTRACTED TO U NOW SO U HAVE TO DIE"

no chill on this dude

those are my takes!! thank u again for this fun ask :D

[youryanderedaddy]

I like your posts, it's always cool. May i ask a yandere concept between an innocent, protected princess and a prince who obsessed with her from the first time they met, and force against her will. Thanks so much, love your writing :3

Thanks, anon, that means a lot <3 If you haven't noticed, I am oBseSSed with royalty stuff so I rlly enjoyed writing this. It's slightly different tho, but the idea is there.

Title: We all fall down

tw: female reader, non - consensual touching, obsessive behavior, coercion, implied forced marriage, war mention, abuse of power

It was cold when you woke up, terribly so. The room was spacious enough, there was bright sunlight coming from all four windows on each wall and you were sure that your sheets were warm and puffy even without looking down at them, yet it still felt freezing. You soon realized the place wasn’t simply cold, it was different too. It looked nothing like your own room back at the Southern Palace with its countless colourful pictures, books shattered all over the ground and a fireplace just across the queen – sized bed. Before you had a chance to sigh in annoyance, a quick glance to the other side reminded you of the bigger problem. Him.

“Good morning, princess.” The man greeted you cheerfully, his voice still deep and husky from the early hour. He was laying against the wooden doorframe, the sly smirk you had grown to hate over the years once again adorning his red lips. You stared at him for a moment, then rubbed your eyes to chase the fatigue away, fruitlessly so. You were too tired and sleep – deprived to play – pretend, which of course didn’t go unnoticed by the nobleman.

“You don’t look too well, princess.” He teased with a cheeky grin and walked towards the bed, stopping just before his legs hit the edge of the frame. You puffed softly, but remained quiet just so you wouldn’t have to answer him just yet. “And look at your state, darling…” The heir continued, clicking his tongue in a mocking “tsk, tsk,tsk”. “Your nightgown is a mess, I can see all of your beautiful curves.” The heir paused to lick his lips in a disgusting, suggestive way, and you had to repress the need to vomit all over the beautiful yellow sheets. “In our kingdom such appearance counts as an invitation, did you know that?” He added, smiling sharply, like a wolf in sheep’s clothing, satisfied at the way his words made you embarrassed, flustered and jumpy so early in the morning.

“Your Highness, I would like to properly remind you that it was you who forced me to drink and dance all night.” You responded heatedly, all while fixing the straps of your silky dress to at least cover your cleavage. “You wouldn’t let go of my hand for a second. It’s your fault that I look like this.” You remarked, slightly offended by the man’s jokes, despite being used to his terrible humor after all those long years of shared parties and celebrations.

“If that is really so, my lady, please let me make it up to you.” The prince replied in the same smooth, carefree voice of his, the one he used before while talking to the maids and the peasant girls he wanted to bed. It made you sick to think of yourself as just another of his conquests, even though it couldn’t be further from the truth – you couldn’t stand the dark – haired male, his arrogance and absolute ignorance. “Join me for breakfast and I shall have our best cook serve your favorite meal.” The heir announced and winked at you before turning on his heels and finally leaving the room without hearing whether you agreed to his offer or not. You didn’t even have the chance to ask him how he knew what your favorite dish was or why he entered your room without permission, such a lack of manners was unsuited for a soon-to-be king. Perhaps you could use his inconsiderate behavior as an excuse to stay in bed until lunch but deep down you knew it was pointless. The egotistic little bastard knew you had no choice since you two had a lot to discuss.

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The breakfast, if not anything else, was rich and delicious, each bite tasty and mouth – watering. The sweet aroma of cinnamon tea, vanilla and powdered sugar filled your senses with ease and a little bit of nostalgia for your childhood. The hardest part was yet to come, you wanted to deal with it fast and go home as soon as possible. As for Arthur, it was the first time you saw him serious with his brows arched and his thoughts all over the place. The uneasiness came back with full force.

“I think you know what we want, princess.” The male declared sternly after looking at the map for a while. His eyes were blue and clear, piercing in the way they were focused on you and you alone with no one else in the hall to act as a barrier between you and the monster. You understood why it had to be only you two, but these deals were always an open secret in both kingdoms, so there weren’t many reasons to keep the tradition going. “We want our territory back. We want you to surrender.” The heir hissed eerily under his breath, his pupils fixed on your frame, burning the skin underneath the thick layer of rough fabric.

You didn’t know how to respond to this – the dynasty’s requests had always been ridiculous and far – fetched, but never as impossible as this one. Yes, your land used to belong to the East centuries ago, but after several long, bloody, sacrificial wars where many of your men lost their lives, it was won fair and square. Now all your subjects lived there happily and freely, rightfully so.

“Your Majesty, please don’t dwell on the past. It will never come back.” You responded shortly after, laughing nervously at the end, hoping that would be enough for Arthur to drop the subject. Unfortunately, this wasn’t the case.

“Is that so, dearest? You have two weeks then.” The prince said coldly, narrowing his eyes like a fox. You opened your mouth to speak but quickly got cut off. “Prepare your troops, train the soldiers, announce the incoming war to your people.” The man chuckled darkly and threw the map all the way across the room. “You better get ready for a thunderstorm.” He added just to mess with you some more, just to see your face turn white from the shock and the panic.

“You can’t do that!” You shouted out suddenly and stood up from your chair, feeling cornered and suffocated. You hated the prince’s constant teasing and flirty remarks but you would have never guess him to be a cold-blooded conqueror. “This is too cruel even for you!” You screamed, the tears already blooming down your cheeks, hot and wet. Arthur spared you one condescending look before moving closer and trapping your body against the table, towering over you both physically and metaphorically, as if saying “Let’s see who has the stronger mind.”

“I will get what I want no matter the cost and there is little you can do to stop me, princess.” The heir pronounced slowly, tilting your chin up so you had no choice but to meet his hard gaze, full of intense yet unreadable emotion. There was nothing left of the sly cheerful boy standing against your doorframe, teasing you about meaningless little things, and you almost missed him now. “But what you can do is stop the needless violence and bloodshed, Y/N.” You despised the way your eyes lit up at his words, but, as always, your duty was above your comfort and happiness. “What can I do?” You uttered quietly, a part of you too scared to hear the answer, the other anticipating it.

“Marry me.” The prince stated in a deep patronizing voice. His eyes were dark and sharp, just like before, and there wasn’t a trace of his usual gleeful smile. He grabbed your wrists in a painful grip and pulled them up, holding them against his broad shoulders. “We can unite the kingdoms and live our Happily Ever After. No one has to die.” The man whispered surprisingly softly, his chest heaving with each passing breath. “I can make you happy, dearest.”

You gasped in shock as soon as the proposal left his lips. Every fiber in your body was frozen still, your whole being shaken up by the unexpected offer.

“Why do you want to marry me?” You asked frantically, squirming to loosen up his grasp on your hands just to feel it tighten up even more. This was going to bruise for sure. “Isn’t it obvious?” The noble exhaled slowly, staring at you, trying desperately to find the compassion and affection he hoped you had grown to hold for him over the years. His heart broke once he realized there wasn’t any, but it didn’t matter. Feelings could change in a matter of minutes.

“I’ve loved you since day one, my princess.” His attention drifted to your open mouth, especially your soft full lips. Oh, how much he dreamt of taking you and relishing in the whines and moans you would surely let out once he decided to claim you as his own. “All I’ve ever wanted is you.” The heir confessed, his face moving closer and closer to your own, forcing you to arch your back more and more until it hit the table. Before you knew it, he was pinning you to the hard wooden surface, caging you in, kissing you violently, furiously. You couldn’t breathe.

You couldn’t say no.