#like knocked the wind out of me

[tinyfistsofdoom]

Yesterday, I learned that I’m not nearly as tough as I thought I was.

Daddy has an impressive arsenal of implements, y’all. Floggers and canes (so many fucking canes) and paddles and belts. I’ve tolerated some of them really well, some less well, but it’s felt like a respectable showing.

Until now.

One snap of the double tail whip and I was in a ball sobbing. It popped my left outer thigh and I shattered. Holy shit.

Whip 1, tiny 0.

[buttdumplin]

told a friend i really like fated mates and she went "cos of the safety that comes from the impossibility of being rejected or because only then would you think it makes sense that someone might love you?" and it is keeping me up tonight

[chuuyafucks]

THIS IS JUST INSANE HONESTLY

[dearmahiru]

clasping my hands behind my back as sweat rolls down my face. there were so many harrowing things said in the second trial report⸻dangling haruka's fate like a toy, alluding to mahiru's life⸻but jackalope remarking how kotoko's efficiency of judgement through violence worked makes me feel so sick. genuinely had to take a break from the video for a moment.

not because it's wrong per se, but because wouldn't kotoko herself disagree? she's harped repeatedly how she's not happy the scum criminals have been granted an innocent. it would be such a slap in the face to be commended for her efforts while rotting in her restraints. like, if i was her i'd crash a brick through the window, climb in, and fistfight that rabbit.

[reputayswift]

I always know an Aaron song. Like intrinsically.

[conartisthaiji]

i think my favorite part of the lion's head fights was that everyone was like "i am here to shame you into being a better person" EXCEPT for hiragi vs sako. that fight was just sako going "i am going to beat your ass for telling me to stop following you >:(" and hiragi going "i'm sorry i left you behind and also i'm going to beat YOUR ass :(". that was some real gay shit right there.

[revenantghost]

It's not just at you, but all of us. But why, why are we always finding new reasons to cry because of Wolfwood's death ? I swear, even if I'm not someone that into fandoms, that this fandom can NOT get over this, I've never seen this happen anywhere else ! Even in One Piece ! We cried for a boat and still do, but we can BREATHE between cry sessions

Like, I swear volume 10 is cursed, there's no other way that a fandom can be traumatized by a couch

Honestly, Wolfwood may haunt the rest of the narrative of Trimax, but he's also haunting the narrative of my life. I thought that I was going to be normal about Trigun. I haven't had any story hold my interest more than three months, much less have I really gotten into any fandoms. And then. That damn (beloved) manga.

I hate the couch, I admire the couch, I loathe the couch, I cry upon seeing the couch

What sort of drug did Nightow put in that fucking couch???

(Grief. That's the drug he put in it. A grief far too deep and far too real.)

[solradguy]

Johnny Guilty Gear Strive is not a single day under 37 years old. "Age: Unknown" my ass. Face of a man whose frequent all-nighters in his 20s finally caught up with him. I understand, Johnny, I empathize...

[allthegothihopgirls]

i'm not american, nor am i on much social media. frankly there was no part of me that believed trump would actually be elected again, mainly due to the shitstorm which was his last term in office, and the seemingly overwhelming support harris garnered over several demographics. i had almost no doubt in the desperation of people to not let his mistakes repeat, but america you wow me every time.

[l1li4n]

i would actually slit my own throat if i ever get to see long haired max verstappen

[freakshowcowboy]

CAS SAID TO DEAN I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU HE SAID. ON TELEVISION. HEY CAN YOU HEAR ME CAS SAID I LOVE YOU-

[tetzoro]

if i was ever sparring with zoro, i would simply make it my mission to jump onto his back like a koala and win the fight by becoming an immovable object.

[bonestrouslingbones]

i would like to personally thank hurricane helene for cancelling the entire rest of my classes for this week

[sometimesanequine]

5.27.2024

[atopvisenyashill]

do love how this is an asoiaf blog but i did not put either show in my top 10 this is the world we live in

[dyke-arachne]

I think most makers will agree that everything we make has memories and thoughts tied into it. I can tell an anecdote or two for most things I make.

From the 18th to 26th of this month I spent the majority of my time either in hospital waiting rooms or by my uncle's bedside. I'd all but abandoned my current project in the meanwhile (I was binding off a shirt hem - purple, his favourite colour). The only thing worse than seeing him was not seeing him, and the only thing worse than not keeping my hands busy was having an Ammi Salim shirt.

It turns out I do have an Ammi Salim shirt. I picked out this shirt to wear to his janaza and the past two days' tahlils because the memory I most associated with it was the time he walked in from another room to compliment the structure and fit - then left, only to come back a minute later and compliment my even tension and the sheen of the yarn.

Here's to the only non-knitter I ever knew who could recognise an even stitch. I keep on forgetting I won't see you next week.