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Bro why is getting the motivation to write so hard like I can doodle mostly whenever but with writing the stars have to perfectly align for me to want to write at all LMAO
#is this just me or#also I CANT write during the day#like it’s so difficult dude#ykwim?????#sleep talks#writer stuff#writer struggles#ao3 writer
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Angela Orosco Silent Hill 2
#in anticipation of the incoming remake#i tried my best to imitate the SH font but#silent hill#silent hill 2#angela#angela orosco#theme of laura (reprise)#i've said it before but in spite of its occasionally clunky diction i think silent hill 2 is an unusually emotionally intelligent game#for any year and still today but especially so for where gaming storytelling was in 2001#and for as many pitfalls a story like hers could've dipped into i think it particularly shines through with how they treated angela#not just choosing to depict victimhood as something that can be ugly and fractious and open quote “difficult” but then this#actively rebuffing james for trying to offer hope and dressing him down for it too#“i know you mean well and want to help but this isn't a simple problem"#“and it's really hurtful and a bit insulting that you act like you can”#the switching to a first person view turning it into an address to the player as well#maybe even old videogame tropes too#“this isn't some princess in a castle kind of situation dude this is more serious than that”#it felt like a very deliberate statement about the depth and severity of a trauma like this#and in doing so showing it so much respect#there is no quick easy solution to this and you won't get one#then angela just leaves#and you never see her again#i really don't think it was to imply that it consumed her i think it was to underline what was just said#this isn't your problem to fix#this is where your part in this story ends#there's some strength in that
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They won the lottery and inspired by Mr. Greg, they spent it all in one day by committing identity fraud.
Idk I took a second job and my brain is so fried right now. 😭
#connverse#Connie Maheswaran#Steven Quartz Universe#Lion SU#Body tired and brain fried 😬😵#Messy doodles in between commissions#skedoobles#steven universe#su#my shiz#They went to. I guess still in Empire City. 🤷♀️ And committed identity fraud. Lol#I can already imagine Connie's phone ringing while they're mingling with some rich persons and an anime song comes out. Then she'll#gaslight them about how it's the most sophisticated classy thing now. Or smthing like that RIP#Steven set himself out into making it difficult for himself because he's kinda bad at acting as a serious stoic dude. 😭#In fairness He IS a high profile individual being a son of a billionaire (millionaire?) and a Gem that has an intergalactic empire 🤔😆#Amd he HAS been tired and grumpy (?)#So maybe they can work with that into the act . Lmao I don't actually know what I'm talking about.#When the day ends they bail#Their ship name is peteronica that's so goofy sounding 😂
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one moment she was walking down the road towards a village, and the next—maleane was trapped inside a mindflayer ship, a squirming tadpole making its way into her brain. escaping the nautiloid only brought momentary relief, as the drow found herself in an unfamiliar territory, surrounded by strangers, both friend and foe.
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 tav#bg3edit#gamingedit#drow#bg3 oc#halsin x tav#miyku#useranya#elminsters#userairika#userjai#userorion#userwaterdeep#useryuno#usereuryalex#my gifs#oc: maleane#i just wanted to make her look like she probably would've when she was taken#the default sorcerer outfit is WAAAAY too fancy#so about that tactician run uh...#also i stared at this coloring for SO long that idk if i like it anymore#+ i forgot how difficult it is to color mal she's just.. grey my dudes#but the environment says 'you must pick between blue and yellow i don't make the rules'
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New Leokumi content in the lords year of 2024?? It's more likely than you think! (x)
#I gotta say its been so so nice to go back to something I was passionate about as a teen#its hard to describe#a sense of coming home almost#'Hey I know you and hey I can see my younger self in the way I react to this and that'#fates? People would stone you if you said you liked that thing ten years back#now im an adult and I write 160k words about leokumi#idk dude#being an adult is difficult but being unapologetic and knowing you have every right to do so is just so cathartic#Hah never thought id go back to fates one day and be nostalgic would you look at that#im glad im alive actually#leokumi#fire emblem#fe#fire emblem takumi#fire emblem leo#fire emblem fates#fire emblem if#fire emblem fanfiction#fire emblem camilla#look she deserves the tag FEH loves her for her#Personality#my art
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something something Mytho's entire character being, as @schafpudel so eloquently put it, associated with self destruction; something something the heartless princes inability to connect with the world and care; something something the raven!Mytho's hair trigger temper and capricioussness; something something Drosselemeyer's personality and what his life and interpersonal relationships must've looked like when he was still a mortal human man; something something Mytho's entire being as an expression of trauma, of loneliness, of psychological struggles of his author.
#princess tutu#mytho#drosselemeyer#analysis#like#Drosselmeyer was a difficult man for sure. so like#he MUST'VE had a hard time in his personal life#i know bcs im difficult and was even worse in childhood#and ok maybe i dont have the same level of bullshit going on as mr I-can-warp-reality(<-implied god complex)#but like#i can see it clear as day#my guy was in misery#and you know how ppl are when they percieve someone as bad enough to be deserving of certain things#rightful anger can quickly snowball into vengefulness#and a lot of ppl take a cerain sadistic glee in doleing out justice#i imagine even before he may or may not have become dangerous enough that he needed to be stopped#he incurred enough wrath in people for them to decide to hit back ten times as hard#and i imagine lines were crossed#we can argue all day and night how much if any sympathy certain ppl deserve#at the end of the day cruel treatment has a bad effect on everyone no matter how cruel they are themselves#idk im trying to explain this without woobyfying him#like. that shit dude is also a dude. like me. like us#the pain is real and the same in every person it occurs in#yanno???#fate.txt
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actually, posting the little commentary clip where alex talks about gideons origins because I want it on my blog haha
#this is the clip I was on about in the doodle post. about gideon being a Weird Kid#like I know they dont ever SAY he has albinism but he totally does in my world and thats his like#his physical Weird Trait. like ford has his finger. dipper has his birthmark.#something that makes it difficult to 'hide' that all three of them have. they actively stand out#which gets them singled out in life and they seek a sort of kinship in this weird magical stuff going on#and its fun comparing the three journal owners and how they respond to that power! ford and gideon go down darker paths#dipper has at least the decency of being a pretty nice dude and having a support network to stop the worst of his#but i love that they all had the potential to be villains. and they all have the potential to NOT be too#.. i shall stop myself before i go on a tag ramble.#i love drawing parallels between the three original journal owners so much ok haha#gideon gleeful
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... No matter in which angle I analyze. Dionysus beef with Percy will forever be funny.
The brother of Theseus who left his soon to be wife in Naxos alone - when Theseus promised her hand in marriage.
Named after Perseus - someone Dionysus has a looong and well known beef for killing Ariadne and a few other things.
Percy never respected him. Not even once.
I can just imagine the annoyance Dionysus feels everytime he looks at Percy, because it is like looking at the past right to the face of people he definitely don't like.
#pjo#percy jackson#pjo Dyonisus#pjo mr d#tbf percy similarities with the original perseus would make completely sense on why hermes likes him#pjo dionysos#dude why the translation of his name to english is so difficult#“Dionysus” “dionysos” “Dionysious” “dionysous”#fuck#uk what#Dionísio#that is how we spell in portuguese and is way simpler
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people with health related OCD. or general irrational health anxiety. I need tips on how to manage the Scaries.... does anyone have any skills for NOT thinking you're going to kick the bucket over a slight headache or a random muscle twinge. I will take any advice you've got
#I don't know if I have OCD but. friends with it who I've spoken to are like dude... you might want to get checked for that....#so. thats why I ask that specifically#I know that ONE tip is to NOT research your symptoms. which. will be DIFFICULT but I will try#health anxiety#health ocd#listen to my gibberish boy
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CC!Donnie and his music-his music that the canon brothers have already expressed their audible dislike towards offhandedly, and how he likes to play it so loud. I know it doesn't sound too bad, but I'm sure a lot of people have had their taste in music mocked (especially when you're a teenager) and it's never a good feeling
i mentioned his fear to show passion not long ago and this definitely applies, especially when it comes to things like with the spreadsheet its obvious he'll try to connect things like little comments like that to any perceived current fault-- like an i should have seen this coming. its why even though they werent extremely specific about what he enjoyed in the family meeting, he got the impression-- they don't want to hear about what he likes, especially when it comes to things they've already expressed distaste for.
even if his tastes shift i dont think they'll ever know about it; pretty much anything he gets up to in his personal time is something he keeps close to his chest and never talks about, very rarely even when prompted. a year or two down the the line i think they're going to come to the realization that they dont even KNOW what donnie enjoys anymore, outside of tech. it makes gift-giving kind of hard, doesnt it?
#ask#canary continuity#holidays are so probably so hard for them dude like#they will jump on the chance to give as many big grandiose gestures as they can. like they killed in his honor this is NOTHING#but donnie goes out of his way to make as difficult as possible because What if they make fun of me ...... !!!!!#theyre gonna have to start going out of their way to pay attention to when he like. looks at things in stores for too long#they're desperate bro#which is funny because i think that is a very donnie thing to do ... they really ARE turning into him#i guess there's also the option of doing a full noir detective interrogation on shelldon because HE'D know but good luck#shelldon has lasers he's very willing to use and doesnt trust them either
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Worked my new job at the pet store today and I accidentally scared a hamster. So im gonna make it up to him by giving him a loving home
#simon says#i got a good sized tank and as it turns out fish keeping is difficult here bc the water is so hard#and after learning how to handle the animals today and cleaning the hamster tanks and setting them up I feel like I could handle a lil guy#a lil dude#besides this tank is deep enough that I can give him a good amount of bedding that he can burrow in#but yeah I accidentally freaked him out and I felt so guilty that i just wanna give him a nice lil home now :(#I've done hamster research for a while now bc I considered a lil guy in the past#but now im specifically looking into Syrian Hamsters#aka Golden Hamsters aka Teddy bear Hamsters#technically he's not a teddy bear hamster bc he has short hair (according to one hamster website)#but he gives off teddy bear vibes
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Hey y'all! I don't talk about my job here much, because it's really not relevant all that often, but I do want to give you a general piece of advice. If you are turning in receipts for reimbursement, there are probably four pieces of information each receipt will need to have (might be more! probably won't be less): 1. what you purchased 2. how much it cost 3. where you purchased it 4. when you purchased it If you send in a receipt that just has the where and when but not the what or the how much, it makes it very difficult to reimburse you
#tj talks about work#you would not believe how difficult a concept this is to some people#like. my dude. I want to give you money. stop making it so difficult to reimburse your expenses#just send me the receipt with the information so I can reimburse you!#if the wind takes your receipt I cannot reimburse it#but some places will reprint a receipt for you if you ask
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Echidna ocs:] Plus, the last three Guardians before Knuckles (and Claws)

Iam latino and these fellas have basically latino ancient cultures, like omg dude thats exactly what You need for Ari/Dreads to get hyperfixated on the longassdead echidna culture
#being peruvian and born basiclaly near the heart of thw Inca empire andyou throw at me that Tikals dad is PACHACAMAC#yeah dude i know thay name LMAO i looove echidnas#i think too much abt them and ive been coming up with lot of lore ideas for what their culture couldve been like#it's difficult lol they're a mix of cultures but I love challenges#that being said#I give rhem silly names but also the first three have rheir names in quechua!!!#the last three will prob get new names;; also you can tell that Tachac holds similarities to Knuckles#and the other two old echidnas have similarities to Claws#wink wink lore stuff#Tanned and Frown were based off Goku and Vegeta at first but just bc i didnt know what hairstyle to give em#so far i have come up with 4 different clans#in a reference to Tahuantinsuyo from inca Empire and well Aztec empire!!#the Knuckles clan was the most important and most relevant! its why the other clans were not much seen in my thoughts#Tanned and Yma come from the blue clan which is just commercial and getting supplies!#Apu/Spear is from the knuckles clan hes your megagay warrior lmao he slays#Frown comes from the orange clan same as Tikal and Grandmother. The clan most devoted to deities <3#now i run away!#sonic art#sonic oc#sonic fanart#echidna hcs#(?)#The Echidna Empire#we using that tag to keep my thoughts in order
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Geralt: From now on, we will be using code names. You can address me as Eagle One. Yennefer, code name: “Been There, Done That.” Fringilla is “Currently Doing That.” Regis is “It Happened Once in a Dream”; Dandelion, code name: “If I Had To Pick a Dude.” Milva is... Eagle Two.
Milva: Oh, thank the gods.
#edit i changed it from triss and yennefer to yennefer and fringilla for more book accuracy#it pained me to do so but i imagine him speaking to the breakfast table in beauclair here#yennefer isnt present so she cant hear him say this and also his heart broke when he said it#i just wanted to make this post so i could say that for regis and geralt it happens in dreams. anyways#incorrect witcher quotes#also this is unrealistic because geralt would not remember or hang out with triss#much less mention their thing in front of yennefer#this is a difficult post to make when like a third of the most important characters are children or young adults#i could have said shani or coral but shani was once and coral is dead#i like how regis is named before dandelion and yet dandelion is ‘if i had to pick a dude’ like regis does not count as a dude#nonbinary flag fades in behind me from thin air 🥲#gerlion#geregis#not tagging as the others because multishipping is less common there#the witcher books
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Shooting ideas together for a later chapter of OWL and I suddenly started tearing up over the idea of Reiner getting a little squishy post-peace talk attempt #1 and Jean teasing him about it in a loving way leading to some banter and just… ugh…
It’s such a subtle thing for me in canon because it’s never explicitly talked about, but Reiner losing so much weight after he gets back to Marley and how it’s never mentioned outwardly but ties in with his depression is just something painfully relatable to me. I just really enjoy the idea of him getting soft and becoming a huge foodie post-rumbling
#btw I’m sorry I’m taking longer to update than usual#I just really have had issues with depression lately#and it’s making writing really hard#like I DO have the ideas and they’re still coming but actually sitting down to structure the plot for the second arc is just#it’s difficult rn#ch 10 will be out by the end of the month I guarantee it#but weekly updates is just way too much for me rn :#and I don’t want to burn out from pushing myself too hard#an rambles#I also realized I do NOT like the aottwt/aotTT community so it makes it harder to want to write#with so many ppls toxic opinions floating around#anyway chubby Reiner is something I need desperately#like he would DEMOLISH a party pack of wingstop#and everyone’s pissed but Jean is like#yknow what? have the wings dude we can just order more and use your credit card#and I’m a foodie too but the depression/lack of eating correlation is so painful#attack on titan
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