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#like it would just obliterate their diagnostic categorization model
starblaster · 2 years
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putting aside the diagnostic label bullshit, i do experience all of the listed hypochondria symptoms and i am self-aware enough to understand that these are undoubtedly the result of hyper-vigilance i developed after years of being abused in (and by) hospitals, as a way of avoiding ever having to go back to one; me being proactive about my own health and safety and monitoring possible ongoing health problems so i never again end up being hospitalized for any reason whatsoever which, though i know it’s unrealistic, is still not something i feel comfortable with ‘treating’ (i.e. 'undoing' or 'unlearning') because even though i’m stressed about my health a lot of the time, at least i’m appeasing the part of my brain responsible for keeping me safe
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