#like it definitely SUCKS for hyuk and i would be so upset if i was him in this scenario

[yixiangs]

here comes the rankings i will not be smiling for the next hour

[sleepysloth99]

A/N: Heyo everyone uhh basically my mental state got me fucked up so why don't we make headcanons for numerous Sweet Home characters. 2 parts. Part 1 is a simple them comforting you during an anxiety attack and part 2 is them reacting to you telling them that you're a burnout gifted kid (yes OP needs some fucking help😂).

Characters: Hyuk, Netflix Wook, Hyun, Jisu, Yuri

I suppose content warning? Anxiety is mentioned after all.

Part 1: Them comforting you during an anxiety attack.

Hyuk:

•Guy is clueless as fuck lol.

•He'd try to make things better but he actually kinda made it worse.

•He feels terrible since he feels so useless in this situation. He's not exactly great with people.

•Eventually he gathers himself and gives you a blanket and makes tea.

•Puts on your favorite anime or show in general.

•He apologizes for being so crappy with all this.

•You have a favorite stuffed toy? He'll get it for you.

•Lots of cuddles. If you want he can play a video game and you can watch him.

•He's trying his best :)

•This is only the first time though.

•Around the third to fourth time this happens he'll actually know what he's doing.

•Ask what's wrong and won't panic. He'd be a lot more calm and would definitely be less hesitant to hold you.

•Again just bear with him.

Netflix Wook

•Thought Hyuk was bad? Wook's even worse.

•He doesn't know what to say so he just pats your shoulder.

•Lots of headpats.

•Right after you calm down he searches up about anxiety attacks and what to do if someone is having one.

•He'll also search up what to say to a partner during an anxiety attack.

•The only reason he kept his mouth shut the first time was because he was scared he'd upset you more.

•Want him to cuddle you and hush you? He'll do just that.

•Want him to hold him because you find holding things more comforting then being held? He's already laying down.

•Whatever makes you calm down he will do just that.

•He also buys snacks for you.

•Overall one of those "Quiet Supporter" types. He doesn't really say anything because mind you he isn't exactly great with his words so using gifts and physical affection he will try to calm you down.

•One muscular teddy bear lmao.

Jisu

•Unlike Hyuk and Wook, Jisu is a lot better at handling emotions for the most part.

•She'll immediately ask what's wrong and hold you.

•She'll just listen, and give her input when she feels the time is appropriate.

•She'll order out food and watch a show with you.

•Hell for you? She'd illegally stream a movie lmao.

•Lots of soft blankets.

•If you want, she can sing for you or play the guitar.

•She keeps her composure despite secretly being freaked out since she's never dealt with someone having an anxiety attack.

•She has a bat so if you wanna go out and smash shit up she'll come with you.

•Wanna scream all your worries? She already has her bass set up.

•She'd paint your nails if you want.

•She'll let you lay in her lap (Imagine laying in Jisu's lap☺️)

•Gives headpats.

•Gives scalp massages.

•Just like Wook, provides snacks.

•Would go all the way and buy a fucking pet for you.

Yuri

•See what's so special about Yuri is that she's worked as a caregiver for years, albeit with elders.

•So believe me she's seen a LOT.

•What I'm trying to say is out of everyone here, she's the best when treating you during an anxiety attack.

•She asks what's wrong.

•She never yells by any means.

•She kinda whispers but not really.

•Very calming, uses lots of lavender and chamomile based products.

•Already making some tea (or some drink you like).

•She'll run a shower for you.

•She uses aromatherapy based products in said shower.

•She would run a bath for you but that wastes water and she doesn't want you to sit in your own filth.

•Uses aromatherapy lotion on you.

•She will do some skincare for you.

•Spoils you with cuddles and snacks.

•Tries to ask further questions like "How long have you felt like this? Is there any other problems?"

•She won't push you though.

•Sleeping on her lap with fluffy blankets and forehead kisses. (Bro imagine sleeping on the goddess's lap???😳😳😳)

•Surprisingly very sweet.

Hyun

•Bro not gonna lie he really wouldn't know what to do.

•He's broken as is so if he says anything that comes off as insensitive he doesn't mean it, he's trying his best.

•Another Quiet Supporter.

•Will give you a hug.

•Will let you sleep on him.

•He might start crying too. He feels so powerless in such a situation. Seeing his significant other panicking and not knowing what to do or say.

•He'll try and ask what's wrong but being in a similar position, he knows how annoying it can be when someone asks what's wrong.

•He's distant but close at the same time if that makes any sense.

•He'll read a book to you if you want.

•He'll try and whisper sweet nothings but again this is pretty foreign for him

•He'll get take-out for you and put on some anime.

•He'll even watch an anime he really hates as long as it makes you feel better.

•By the next day he'll pretend nothing happened but just expect a stuffed animal packaged up at your door. Who sent it? I dunno. (Not him that's for sure nope nope totally not him.)

Them reacting to you saying you're a burnout gifted kid.

Hyuk

•He kinda relates.

•He will always be there to let you know you're doing great.

•He will always be there to support.

•When he sees your homework scores lowering and grades crashing he'll be there to help you somehow.

•He actually does your homework while you sleep. By the time you wake up you have no clue because he made copies of it but he actually used your account to submit the work. Man the shit he does for you.

•One of the school staff actually almost caught him saying "You're not acting like your usual self. You never get such good score in math."

•Thankfully he looked at how you talk online especially to teachers and managed to kinda copy how you talk online.

•He still thinks you should talk to someone about this. You know someone professional.

•Again though he'll always be there for you.

Wook

•He wouldn't know what to tell you.

•"Yeah... that does suck."

•He'll support you and try to get you mental help for it but... yeah.

•He can't really relate to the whole burnout thing so he's very distant here.

•Course that doesn't mean he won't try and help you.

•Again he wants you to get mental help especially since he isn't the best with words.

•Really he's clueless. He'll try his best but honestly even Wook thinks he's the worst person for this.

Jisu

•She also can't really relate since she was always just the band kid scraping by back in school.

•She's still very empathetic.

•She'll try her absolute best to help you with the long term damage that is gifted child burnout.

•She will make sure you don't go abusing substances. So no you cannot have any of her cigarettes. She will literally throw them all away.

•She'll write songs to motivate you.

•She'll make sure you never give up on something just because you didn't get it right the first time.

•Seriously this woman loves you, she'll do anything to motivate you and make you happy.

Yuri

•Now Yuri can semi-relate. Being trained to take care of the elderly did do a number on her so she knows burnout when she sees it.

•She will literally smack your hand if you try and overwork yourself.

•"Don't. I'll do it."

•She really wants to do everything for you because she hates seeing you all burnt out.

•She's stubborn as hell so it's gonna take a lot to convince her to let you actually do your work.

•Seriously somebody come get her she's starting to burnout herself.

Hyun

•Lmao Hyun can relate 100%

•He IS a burnout gifted kid.

•So yeah he is actually the worst person to go to for this issue since he's having the same problem.

•However! That doesn't make him all bad.

•You can be burnout gifted kids together!

•Whether it's cuddling while comparing your current selves to your past selves or playing video games together to feel a false sense of achievement, you guys are doing this together.

•Is it the best and most healthy way to deal with this problem? No!

•Is it still a pretty great thing to have your boyfriend by your side and sharing all of your pain every step of the way? Hell yeah!

•In all seriousness, you two try to support each other.

•Lean on each other when the burnout gets unbearable. He'll offer a shoulder to cry on and you'll reciprocate (at least I hope you do.)

•You both try to get mental help or at the very least join one of those support servers on Discord.

•You guys often lie in bed late at night talking about how you both feel like failures. To which Hyun says "We can be failures together." In an attempt to make you feel better.

•It actually... kinda helped.

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And with that being said, today's headcanons are done! If you want you can drop some requests, although I don't do any NSFW requests. But yeah that's it. I'm pooped, bye!💝

[kpophours]

Courage, Dear Heart

➵ A.C.E: (Slytherin) Donghun x fem. (Gryffindor) reader / one shot, Hogwarts AU, enemies to lovers / fluff

➵ warnings: slight cursing

➵ word count: 1.8k

➵ series: Donghun, Sehyoon, Yuchan

„I hate him.“, you huff, angrily skewering another potato onto your fork and stuffing it into your mouth. Your best friend follows your gaze, sighing when she sees you looking at non other than Lee Donghun, Slytherin prefect and your sworn enemy ever since you first laid eyes on one another (or well, you on him).

„I really don’t understand your hate for him.“, Sana murmurs under her breath, „He’s actually quite nice for a Slytherin.“

You huff again, clutching your knife even more tightly into your left hand. Your best friend eyes it with slight worry in her gaze, gently patting your head. „Don’t murder me, please.“

You finally grin at that. „I would never murder you. Him though? No. Questions. Asked.“

„Please tell me she’s not talking about murdering Donghun again.“ With that, your other best friend, Youngbin, plops down on your other side. 

You only glare at him with narrowed eyes. „Shut up or be prepared to catch these hands.“, you answer darkly, poking him with your fork. 

He yelps and swats your hand away. „Don’t take your anger out on me! Just because Donghun managed to get a better grade in Potions again-“ 

„DON’T YOU DARE SAY THE SNAKE’S NAME IN MY PRESENCE!“

Youngbin and Sana both laugh at you - they really love teasing you about this.

You glumly continue to eat your dinner, imagining every potato you skewer onto your fork to be Donghun. Losing to him hit you really hard this time because you’ve actually been preparing for this test for weeks. And he just strolled into that classroom and snatched the title as best Potion brewer from you. 

Again.

You can’t wait to wipe that smug smile from his handsome face.

Wait.

His handsome face?!

You shake your head, quickly taking a sip of pumpkin juice.

The red tie around your neck suddenly feels way too tight and you clear your throat. 

„Y/N? Are you okay? Why are you blushing?“, Youngbin beside you asks, voice filled with worry. 

You shift a bit, simply deciding to shrug it off. „The potatoes must be... spicier than I thought.“, you quickly lie, gaze sliding towards Donghun. He sits with Byeongkwan and Hyuk, two other Slytherins. He often does, even though they’re younger and therefore not in the same year as you both. You look around for the fourth one of their little group of mischief makers - where Byeongkwan is, Sehyoon can’t be far. But the quiet Ravenclaw doesn’t seem to be in the Great Hall yet. The three Slytherins are currently goofing around, completely ignoring the annoyed looks Head Boy Hakyeon shoots them from the Ravenclaw table, Donghun’s loud laugh booming through the Great Hall. His silver eyebrow piercing catches the light of the thousand candles above you and you suddenly feel a strange emotion spreading through your whole body.

Desire.

NO! 

You shake your head again, trying to get those thoughts out of your head. 

Maybe some fresh air would do you some good?

Yes, that sounds like a plan.

„I’m not hungry anymore. I’m gonna get some air, I’ll meet you later at the common room. Sana, do you still know the new password?“, you ask your blond haired friend, who nods happily. „It’s Cactus!“

Youngbin snorts. „I have the feeling the passwords used to be way more difficult when we were younger.“, he mumbles wistfully, looking off into the distance. 

Sana rolls her eyes. „I’m glad they changed the level of difficulty. I could never remember any of them.“

„Oh, believe me. We know.“, Youngbin retorts teasingly and you grin at them.

Yes, you remember that very well - how many times has Sana waited for either of you in front of the Fat Lady to tell her the password? You lost count after the second week during your first year at Hogwarts. 

„See you later!“ With that, you get up, wave at your friends and turn to leave the Great Hall. Before rounding the corner to get outside, you almost run into someone. „Oof.“, you and the other person both make; warm, familiar hands immediately reaching out to steady you. 

„Oh, Chan!“, you smile at the younger Gryffindor in front of you, who’s sporting a shy smile and red cheeks, „Sorry, I didn’t see you there.“ 

„Yeah, me neither, sorry.“

You notice his slightly distressed look, knitting your eyebrows together in worry. „Are you okay?“ You’ve always had a soft spot for the younger Gryffindor and can’t help but have some kind of motherly feelings towards him.

„I… don’t know. I failed Potions today and that really sucked.“, he explains, crossing his arms in front of his chest and casting his eyes downwards. If he begins to pout, you’ll just have to hug him. 

„Oh no, that’s really upsetting! I can recommend you a great potions tutor from Ravenclaw to help you...? She helped me a lot these past weeks. And if it weren’t for that damned Donghun, I would have been best in class today. So, what do you think?“ You smile at him and his eyes brighten immediately.

„That would be great, thank you! But… well, I actually don’t have any friends from other houses yet.“, he admits a bit shyly. 

You grin. „Well, don’t worry about it. She’s really nice and won’t have a problem with helping you. I’ll talk to her! Don’t worry about it.“ 

Chan smiles at you, eyes crinkling. „Thank you, Y/N! I’ll see you later in the common room?“ You just nod and finally make your way out of the castle and towards the Hogwarts’ grounds. 

You stroll towards the lake, enjoying the soft sounds of the waves and gentle wind. You close your eyes and try to let go of every thought in your head.

Especially those about Donghun.

You don’t know why he irks you so much - objectively, you obviously know that he’s pretty... okay for a Slytherin. He’s nice to most people around him, even though he often sports a savage humor. He’s never unfair though. And he’s definitely highly intelligent, he probably could have been sorted into Ravenclaw as well. And-

„Thinking about me?“

Seriously?!

You turn around, a smart reply already on your lips, but when you see Donghun in front of you, dark hair pushed back from his forehead, the eyebrow with the silver piercing cockily raised, his black robes billowing in the wind behind him, you seem unable to retort anything at all. He tilts his head to one side, taking in your slightly ruffled state. „Are you okay?“, his voice is soft now, nothing of his usual cockiness left in his tone. 

„Uh yeah. I was… just getting some fresh air.“, you say roughly, crossing both arms in front of your chest and scowling slightly. 

„Still mad at me for beating you at Potions again?“ 

There it is again, that cockiness. 

How much you hate it.

„No. Why would I? I will definitely beat you next time.“, you reply, furiously kicking a stone from the ground in front of you and hitting Donghun’s shin with it. His face contorts in pain and he doubles over. 

„Oh no, I’m so sorry, I did not mean to do that, I swear!“, you cry out and take a few steps towards him, bending over to see if he’s really hurt.

„Merlin’s beard! That was totally uncalled for.“, he whines, rubbing the sore spot and glaring at you, „Please take your aggressions elsewhere. I don’t know what I ever did to you anyway.“ The last part is muttered so quietly that you’re not sure you heard correctly. 

„Come again?“, you ask a bit dumbfounded.

Donghun straightens and huffs, gaze still dark. „I said I don’t know what I’ve ever done to you. Except for being better at Potions than you, which I simply can’t help and I sure as hell won’t play dumb and get a lower grade just so your stupid Gryffindor pride won’t be hurt. Other than that, I haven’t done anything wrong. I was actually always nice to you.“

You simply blink at him, taken aback by his sudden outburst. 

You know he’s right, of course you know. He really has been nice to you - because Donghun actually is nice. Most of the times. He seems to have some kind of hate-love-friendship with a Hufflepuff called Junhee, but you never understood their weird, almost comical behavior towards each other (sometimes being best bros, sometimes yelling from the top of their lungs at each other). Other than that, you never heard anyone talk bad about him. And he’s a prefect, so the teachers seem to like him, too.

And, well… If you’re totally honest… You might like him, too.

Maybe that’s what irks you so much about him: liking a Slytherin. Even though there’s no deep hatred between any of the houses anymore - not since the Dark War all those years ago - there’s still a big rivalry between Gryffindor and Slytherin. 

Some things never change, you guess. 

But maybe it’s finally time for you to be a true Gryffindor and bravely face your real feelings. 

„I’m sorry.“, you finally blurt out, cheeks flaming red when you see his surprised expression.

„You… what? Sorry, could you repeat that?“, he answers, one eyebrow raised (you are really weak for that stupid piercing, you notice).

You clear your throat. „I’m sorry. For being a total asshead towards you.“

He snorts at that. „Apology accepted, asshead.“

You shuffle from one foot to the other, hands buried in the pockets of your dark robes. 

„Why do I get the feeling you want to say more than just that?“ 

Aaaaand his cockiness is back again.

You immediately change your mind and shake your head. „Nope, you’re completely wrong about that.“ With that, you quickly stroll past him, but he lightly grabs your arm and whirls you around to face him again. 

„Do not lie to me.“, his low voice makes shivers run down your spine and your breath hitches. When his gaze drops from your eyes to your lips and back again, you finally gather all your stupid Gryffindor bravery and courage, shush the pride and press your lips against his. 

His response is immediate, he moans and slides both arms around you, pulling you even closer against his lean body, actually smiling into the kiss.

„Freaking finally.“, he murmurs when you break apart, both of you breathing heavily, and smirks.

„Oh hush.“, you just retort, pulling him against you again, determined to kiss that stupid, cocky grin from his lips.

Even though you might actually like it.

… Only a teeny tiny bit, though.

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[profxcio]

How to Get Away with Parenthood

in which jayce calls out his soon to be ex-wife to try and discuss settlement ideas for sunny, and the conversation goes about as civilly as anyone who knows his soon to be ex-wife would expect it to go.

his lawyer would advise against this. jayce knows he would. but that doesn’t stop him from arranging a meeting with eunji. it’s in two star’s cafe and the place is well lit and well populated. she wouldn’t get away with a scene, so at least that precaution was set. sunny was nowhere to be found, spending the afternoon with lacey who still plays babysitter even when she’s not reaper7′s manager, so nothing but truth should come from this.

there’s something about the way eunji walks that allows jayce to always know when she’s coming. or maybe he’s just always been hyper aware of how much dead space lingered between each of her steps as she moved. hyper aware of her footsteps as opposed to the dozen other steps surrounding him in that little cafe upstairs. is that normal? is it normal to know the difference between your abuser’s steps and someone else’s, so that you know to be ready to react? 

when eunji sat down across from him, jayce noticed immediately that she’s wearing a new dress. he knows it’s new because it’s not something she’d pick off a rack herself. it’s formfitting and sleek, jet black with a thin golden chain around the middle acting like a belt. there’s a string of pearls around her neck too. and all at once it comes together that she’d been dressed and pampered by her new boyfriend to look presentable and put together. she’s also sporting a ring, a diamond in the middle surrounded by smaller ones. this is what really catches jayce’s eye.

“...you’re engaged.”

“he proposed at dinner last night. i was so surprised! “ she laughed, what appeared to be genuine mirth in her voice, “right before you called. so you’re the first to know. haven’t even told my parents yet. jaehyuk and i have to set a date but we’re planning to move in together and everything. it’s all pretty nice.”

eunji smiles in a way that almost makes jayce sick. she’s taunting him in the open. she’s moving on, she’s getting married, she’s so put together and beautiful and jayce is a single dad rooming with six men and a baby, drama surrounding them and currently on hiatus and only had one coffee date with an extremely busy barista who uses her paycheck to care for her mother and barely make ends meet planned. the realization of this all made jayce’s stomach sink, and it took everything within him to keep the bile that was rushing to his throat from coming up and he glanced down at his cup, taking in a breath to calm the rising panic.

“jayce? you sick? you look so pale.”

he looked up, “i’m okay.” there was something in eunji’s eyes when he looked up too. something jayce didn’t miss. amusement? satisfaction? it didn’t even take her words anymore to scare jayce into some form of submission. no threats, no tantrums. just looks, and salting wounds of insecurity that had yet to heal.

eunji cleared her throat and laced her fingers together, “so where’s soonhee? i was hoping to see her ”

“with lacey. i told you on the phone she wouldn’t be here.

“ahh. of course. she’s with her ‘mother’” she responded with a sigh and her tone dripping with venom.

jayce let out a frustrated sigh, “eunji, you can’t be angry at a four year old for calling lacey ‘mom’. she’s been there since she was a baby, and you only just came back a year ago. what do you expect from her?”

eunji never really liked lacey to begin with. there was some prejudice there. this clearly american woman making her way through the south korean entertainment industry. for some reason it didn’t sit right with her. the disdain was only made worse the day sunny slipped up and called lacey ‘mommy’. jayce had asked lacey to be sunny’s godmother, and sunny had overheard and translated that into ‘this is my mother’. jayce explained the difference, but sunny seemed unwilling to accept that.  since then, eunji has hated lacey hall.

“but she’s not my mommy. lacey-noona is my mommy.”

lacey is mommy. eunji is noona. and jayce is daddy who has failed to convince her otherwise. 

lacey had stayed up long nights with a screaming infant just to allow jayce to sleep for work. lacey organized play dates, changed diapers, helped her pick out clothes, helped with homework, brushed her hair, and answered every question sunny could possibly think of. lacey was definitely mommy in the little girl’s eyes. eunji was nothing more than a glorified babysitter at this point. 

“i can be upset if i fucking want to, jayce. my daughter is calling another girl ‘mommy’. you didn’t even try to teach her about me while i was gone. she didn’t recognize me when i appeared. did you ever even show her a damn picture of me?”

“i didn’t know if you’d ever come back!  why would i plant ideas of you in her head if didn’t know if she’d ever see you again. you just left us out of nowhere right at my debut!”

her hands slammed down on the table top and she rose from her seat. the table shook and scooted, making a loud enough scraping noise on the tile floor that other customers in the cafe began to turn to look at her. jayce flinched a bit and scooted back, memories of what normally followed these blow ups still to fresh in his mind.

“i was depressed.” she hissed,”i had postpartum depression!”

jayce reached out for her arm, urging her to sit back down, but she snatched her arm away. ‘don’t touch me’ she mouthed, and he sighed before responding with, “lots of mothers go through what you went through. they don’t leave their families behind.”

“yeah! some moms KILL their infant daughters! some moms shoot their husband and kid and then turn the gun on themselves! but i had the good sense to LEAVE instead of putting you both in harm, and i’m the evil one here?”

he shook his head, “i am not calling you evil. i’ve never said you were evil. but you refused to get help, eunji! me, my family, even two star wanted to help you and you just vanished for three years instead!”

eunji fell back into her seat, sucking her teeth and waving her hands in dismissal. in usual ‘i’m tired of this conversation, we’re moving on’ fashion. and maybe at some point in the past, jayce would’ve taken the hint and gone quiet about it. let eunji bully him into not speaking his mind, but not anymore. he continued.

“i didn’t call you here to fight, eunji. i called you here so i could try and maybe talk you into willingly passing custody--”

“no. lost your fucking mind...you could’ve asked that on the phone instead of calling me down here--”

“--because i know you aren’t thinking completely about this.”

eunji opened her mouth to speak, but the words hit her square in the chest, knocking the wind out of her. jayce simply looked at her, waited patiently for any sort of response from her. and once she’s composed herself, she responded, “and how’s that?”

“the fact that on paper, both of us look like completely capable parents. we both have steady jobs, we both take her welfare into account, we both can provide fully for her. from a strictly legal standpoint...neither one of us is any better than the other. so from there, it’s about where sunny is happier and i think it’s only fair for us to decide that, not a judge.”

jayce knows that’s not what she wants. he knows full well that this is a power struggle in her eyes and that ‘winning’ sunny in the eyes of the legal system would give eunji all the gratification she desires. but he wants to settle this politely and kindly and hopefully in a way that will cause eunji to turn her gaze off herself and on to her daughter.

“she’s so happy when she’s with me, you know?” eunji said, “hyuk and i take her out to the zoo and all sorts of great places. she eats well and then she completely passes out on the bed when we get her home and i hate having to wake her up to take her back to that crowded dorm of yours.”

jayce nods, “she talks about that. actually, sunny is in kindgarten--”

“i know she’s in kindergarten.” eunji snapped, and the small smile that had painted jayce’s features was wiped away.

 “ah--y-yes i know that you know i was just...i just meant that when she comes home from your place, she talks about how excited she is to see her friends and tell her about everything she saw. her teachers love her, she has lots of play dates. she has 6 older brothers and a zoo’s worth of animals to play with, and she’s even got a baby brother that she loves a lot. she’s gotten to travel and see the world with us and she’s got everyone at two star wrapped around her finger. she’s really happy in her day to day life...”

an impatient sigh and eunji snatched up her bag and jayce sat upright confused by her sudden impatience, “you’re just bragging.”

“i-i am not bragging. we were talking.”

“next time you want to talk about something, bring your attorney and i’ll bring mine so i’m not coerced by you.”

jayce stood from his seat to catch her arm as she tried to walk away, “i was not trying to coerce you!”

“you’re afraid of me because you know i’m better off!” she snapped back, that same sickening smile and glint in her eyes from before that made jayce release her arm of his own volition and fight back that bile threatening to come up once again.

“eunji-ah...”

“no. no ‘eunji-ah’.” her voice was quiet. calm. almost sinister sounding, “you’re scared because you know that she’ll live a better life with me. if you were so certain that she was happy and secure with you, you wouldn’t be trying to talk me into giving her up. because you know that on paper i actually look much better than you. i win, jayce. i’m taking her. not a damn you can do about it.”

jayce wasn’t sure how long he stood there after eunji left. it could’ve been minutes or hours, it all felt the same as he stood there with his stomach churning violently, panic rising again as somewhere deep down inside he truly believed she was right. and of course he wanted what was best for her. so if eunji was best then...shouldn’t he let it be?

no.

no he couldn’t accept that. he didn’t want to. he wanted his daughter to stay with him, and maybe he was being just as selfish as eunji, but in that moment he realized that he hadn’t called eunji out to talk calmly to discuss what was best. he did it for exactly the reason she stated. he was terrified. and he’d wanted an easy end to this struggle.

he wasn’t sure how long he stood there before his feeble attempts to keep it all down failed and he was suddenly vomiting on the floor of the cafe. they say stress and anxiety can do awful things to the body, but he hadn’t anticipated such a visceral response to it all. he hadn’t eaten in a few hours, what could he possibly be vomiting out? it felt like his insides. his thudding heart, his choked up lungs. 

when he’d finished, he’d been rushed out of the cafe and into the on-sight infirmary. when he was asked who he wanted to call to take him home, he’d said hajoon and the physician gave him water and asked about his symptoms. jayce listlessly explained he had none. just a stressful conversation and the physician wrote her a prescription of ‘go home, get some rest, and don’t let the stress of this life get to you.’

jayce let out a breath, “to late for that.”

[m4rkshouse]

no title bc i suck

sanha/rocky, rocky trying to be cute (and epically failing), upset sanha,semi-fluff at the end

prompt: i forced you to watch a horror movie with me because i thought you’d be scared and it’d be really cute but instead you’re sobbing and refusing to talk to me because a dog just died in it. 

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“Minhyuk.” Sanha’s voice is shaky, his hands gripping his boyfriend’s arm tightly as the scary music builds and the killer creeps up on the unsuspecting couple who just went to bed in the film. 

Almost as quickly as the last murder which occurred, the couple is dead and Sanha’s head is buried in Minhyuk’s shoulder. 

“We didn’t have to watch this if it scares you, Sanha.” Minhyuk wraps his arm around Sanha again, letting the much taller boy curl into his side. 

Minhyuk wouldn’t admit that he chose a scary movie just so Sanha would cuddle with him, and even if Sanha had asked; he would deny it vehemently. Being cute wasn’t Minhyuk’s thing, it was Sanha’s thing; and so, if pretending he wanted to watch a scary movie just because Halloween is coming up was the only way for him to be cute without having to actually do anything cute, Minhyuk would take it. 

“No it’s, it’s fine, Hyuk; I’m not scared,” there’s a pause before his next words, the silence allowing the yelp which comes from the dog that had belonged to the couple in the film to be heard loudly in the room. 

Both of their heads flick back to the screen, watching as the serial killer finally exits the house, “Was the, was the dog just killed too? Hyuk, Hyuk is the dog, is it dead?” 

Minhyuk tries to deny it, to reassure Sanha that maybe he had just barked because his owners were killed. It nearly works, until the detective working the case comes back onto the screen, announcing that the killer had, “even killed the dog, sick bastard.” 

Immediately Sanha pulls away from him, “Minhyuk, how, how could you?” He can see that Sanha is crying, just this side of sensitive when it comes to animals dying; even in movies. 

“Sanha, I didn’t know. Please, come here, just sit down, it’s okay.” He tries to reach for his hand to pull him back down only to have Sanha shake him off. 

He watches as Sanha walks right out of the room, trailing his way to the bedroom of their apartment and closing the door rather harshly. 

He lets out a few swears, cursing the dumb movie Myungjun and Jinwoo had recommended and turning the television off. After giving Sanha a few minutes to calm down he makes his way over to their bedroom door, knocking a few times. “Sanha, can I come in?” 

There’s no answer and Minhyuk is 1000% sure that Sanha has chosen to ignore him as a response for the dog dying. “Sanha, I’m coming in.” He opens the door slowly, preparing to have something thrown at him because that was Sanha’s usual reaction when Minhyuk entered the room while he was upset. When nothing comes, he knows something is really wrong; and that he’s probably in trouble. 

“Sanha,” Minhyuk’s voice is soft, and he shuts the door nearly as softly. He finds his boyfriend facedown in a pillow, shoulders shaking slightly and arms around his head. 

“Sanha, I’m sorry.” He still doesn’t answer, rather turning himself further away from Minhyuk if it were possible. 

“Please don’t ignore me,” Minhyuk moves to sit on the bed next to him, “I didn’t know the dog was gonna die, and I know, I know that makes you upset but hey, we can go to the shelter and see real and, well, alive, dogs now.” 

Sanha finally looks up from the pillow at the older boy, “Do you mean that? Can we really go see dogs?” 

Minhyuk nods, “I’ll even buy you french fries on the way home!” 

“Oh Hyuk,” Sanha rises from the bed and wraps his arms around Minhyuk, pressing kisses to every part of his face that he can reach. 

“Okay Sanha okay,” Minhyuk laughs, pressing a quick kiss to Sanha’s lips, “C’mon, let’s go before they close.” 

The rest of their evening is spent on the floor of the shelter, Sanha allowing each of the dogs there to climb up in his lap and lick him as he pets them. On the way home, also as promised, Minhyuk buys Sanha french fries. (And when Minhyuk tries to take one, definitely does not hit his hands away.) 

(not so) spooky week day 1!! okay this is like 3 days late but i’ve been really really busy so expect a second oneshot tonight at some point and two tomorrow ok cool cool cool!