#like i’m constantly stressed all the fucking tiem
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#i am so stressed rn#like i’m constantly stressed all the fucking tiem#i somehow am keeping up with everything i have to do assignment wise for school#while also simulaneoualy feeling like i’m falling behind and i can’t get everything done#like it shows in my grades that i’m on top of shit#my lowest grade is a 92.9% in my law class and that’s still a fucking A#between work and school i don’t have a lot of time for myself#i need to write but i’ve been so fucking exhausted that i cannot even process writing#i’m barely processing any fic i’m reading#or textbooks that im reading#my life since january has basically been playing uber for my mom#driving my dog to and from the sitter’s#going to work#doing school#and going to all my fucking doctors appointments that i have every month#and i don’t mind playing uber for my mom i really don’t#but i’m also not getting a lot of sleep on top of everything#like at most i’ll get 7 1/2 hours on a good day#but i’m averaging 4.5-5.5 hours a night#because i stay up until midnight doing school work and i usually have to be up by 6a to drive my mom to work#i don’t go to bed usually until 1a because i’m still fuckign wired from the day#because i haven’t been able to stop and breathe#i’m p sure i’m developing some kind of eating disorder or at least disordered eating#bc since jan ive lost 22lbs#compared to march 2023 to jan 2024 where i lost 16 pounds#and i know i’m not eating enough or im not eating routinely enough and im diabetic i can’t go long hours between eating#but i’ll got like 6-8 hours between the time i eat lunch to when i eat dinner#i have to get my big bang done by the 28th bc it posts the 29th#and i have so much shit to do for school i do not know how the fuck i’m going to make it to the end of the semester#idk life sucks and i want to cry but i don’t even have time to cry
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Today is absolutely fucking stupid
Ex roommate is driving me fucking insane. I mentioned that since we were going to the pharmacy to fill my prescription that we might be able to get something else on the shopping list and he flew into a rage, threw his keys and sunglasses down the stairs then went to retrieve them and fucking crushed the goddamn sunglasses for no reason.
Performative violence. That's all it is. So sick of it. Don’t feel safe in this house.
Then when I finally get to go to the pharmacy these bastards are like "lol we can't refill your prescriptions for some reason you need to talk to your doctor."
Fuck you stupid fucking shitheel my doctor isn't taking appointments because of the damn virus I literally take this medicine for the rest of my fucking life you asshole. What the fuck do you mean I have to constantly keep pestering my doctor to confirm "yeah, you know that medicine Andy is taking for his entire fucking life? Keep giving it to him you bastards" like, my doctor's office is closed for non-emergencies. What kind of fucking waste of resources inconvenience do you take me for? Yeah, I'm just calling to confirm that I'm still sick. And I still need the medicine. Pharmacy is off the shits again. Yep. Sorry to waste time.
I'm just so mad. My doctor already put me on this shit it's not going to fucking stop. We are in the middle of a pandemic. Of course I still need my anti psychs and etc. Fuck you.
I’m just so mad. I am trying to calm down before having to call (need I remind you that phone calls are extremely difficult for my psychologically) so that I don’t add more stress onto the poor people still working at my doctor’s office because of this stupid “lol gotta check to make sure you’re still chronically disabled and sick lol” pharmacy “regulations” that have no business being in place when there’s a gotdang pandemic.
Like imagine being unmedicated during all this. Because holy shit.
I’m like 600000X 100% mad right now.
I will now attempt calm down tiem
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