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Iâm so mad theyâre trying John B as an adult
#i know it's just a tv show but this is a real problem#like the topic of minors being tried as adults is a complicated one#and i'm generally against it although there are times when it's an especially horrific crime and then i understand#because it's like 'if they're mature enough to commit such a heinous act they're mature enough to be tried as an adult'#like i said it's a complicated issue#but in this case A.) john b is innocent but B.) people always get worse punishments if they kill a cop which i think is so stupid#cops are not fucking special#like you're more likely to receive the death penalty if you kill a cop compared to a real person#it wouldn't surprise me if minors are more likely to be tried as an adult if they kill a cop
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okay!! now that itâs not 2am for me, iâm going to post my selkie!jason todd hcâs straight up au apparently!Â
(uh. this was supposed to just be a list of hcâs but i got slightly,,,, carried away)
his selkie skin looks like an oversized red hoodie in his human form, and is just warm enough to help him survive new england winters.
when the summer heat becomes unbearable, he slings the hoodie around his waist
alternatively, he just coasts it out underwater. perks of living in a coastal city!
willis todd was a selkie. he used to tell jason stories of what it was like to swim through the big, wide ocean. of how freeing it felt. how different it is, from the smoggy, heavy air of gotham --- different, but both theirs, in their own right.
but to be honest, jason doesnât remember much about the stories he was told, or really, anything about willis --- he had been in and out of blackgate for most of jasonâs life, working for two-face to try and make ends meet, before dying.Â
what jason mostly remembers, are the warnings. donât let anybody know youâre a selkie. donât let anybody find your skin. they will find it, and they will use it to control you. even decades later, jason would still remember those warnings.Â
catherine is the one who teaches him how to swim, who helps him trial-and-error his way into putting his skin on, and learn how to make the transition seamless.Â
after she dies, jason spends three months as a seal, to just... exist. forget. Â
although jason technically lives on the streets, whenever he can;t find food, whenever he canât find somewhere warm to sleep, whenever just being human becomes too unbearable, he spends the night as a seal. he ends up spending more time in the ocean, than on land.
thatâs not to say heâs very good at being a seal --- he barely knows how to swim, has to learn how to fish the hard way.Â
when bruce finds jason stealing his car tires, he marvels over how nice jasonâs hoodie is, soft and fluffy even after all of jasonâs time on the streets, especially given the condition jason is in, ribs showing from malnutrition, and the worn and raggedy shape of the rest of his stuff.
jason is skittish when he goes to live in the manor, even after a few weeks. he always adopts an expression particularly similar to a cornered wild animal around alfred in particular, alfred, who keeps on trying to take his hoodie away, purportedly to wash it.
alfred eventually gives up on trying to force jason to wash it --- he figures that as jason becomes more comfortable living at the manor, heâll wind up telling them why heâs so protective over that hoodie, and they can work something out then.Â
whenever wayne manor overwhelms jason with how big and how decadently expensive all the decor is, jason runs away, run to the ocean.Â
jason doesnât actually end up telling alfred and bruce that heâs a selkie --- bruce just has a ridiculous amount of motion alarms, which are triggered every time jason ran off. he had followed jason the third night, and saw him transform.Â
bruce doesnât tell jason that he knows, assuming that jason kept this a secret because he didnât fully trust either of them. he would later learn that he was right in this assumption (a rare win for bruce in terms of emotional awareness)
except jason doesnât fully trust either of them, even after a few months. bruce impulsively decides to do a few things --- a) tell jason about batman and robin and his crime-fighting secret identity, and b) tell jason he already knows about him being a selkie.Â
jason is absolutely bamboozled by the fact that bruce knows, and yet hasnât tried to take his hoodie to control him, or to stop him from playing in the ocean for a few hours.Â
in fact, (under alfredâs encouragement) bruce offers to take him to the ocean during the day, so he can get âa proper nightâs rest that a growing young boy such as himself would needâ
jason remembers what his father told him, to never trust anyone, never let his guard down. but bruce has known about jason being a selkie for so long, and he didnât take his hoodie or try anything. of course he can trust bruce.Â
and when he tries on the robin costume for the first time, it fits perfectly. just like his hoodie, his second skin. it fits just like magic.Â
oh, itâs a little loose in some places, the legacy of dick fucking grayson a little heavy sometimes, but heâll grow into it. heâll make himself, if he has to.Â
also, jason finds the fact that even though heâs a frigginâ selkie, his callsign is a bird (a robin, no less) incredibly ironic and funnyÂ
being a selkie is actually so useful for vigilantehood. the amount of people who talk freely, openly, and loudly about their drug smuggling plans near the ports is quite frankly, ridiculous.
honestly, towards the end of his robin years, jason remains genuinely surprised nobody catches on to him or his tactics yet. bruce is very proud. Â
even though jason is safe, has been safe for three years, and trusts bruce with his life, his skin, and everything, old habits are hard to break. so he has his hoodie on when he goes to find sheila.Â
and anyways, he wants to see if sheila is a selkie too. heâs taking biology right now, and theyâre learning about punnett squares. jasonâs never met another selkie before, other than willis who he barely remembers. thereâs a possibility that sheila knows something, anything, so he has to try.Â
sheila gets a glint in her eyes when jason mentions that heâs a selkie, tells him that while sheâs not one herself, sheâs familiar with the myth. she has long suspected that willis was a selkie, she tells him, and sheâs glad to have confirmation.Â
jason positively vibrates with excitement, canât wait to ask, to pester his mother (mother!) with questions upon questions until.Â
until.Â
sheila doesnât do anything after she gives him to the joker. she just smokes and smokes. and she doesnât tell the joker about his hoodie, despite how it would have been much easier for the joker to destroy him that way. much more painful too. Â
small mercies, he supposes, in between hacking coughs that brings blood bubbling up his lips.Â
after he dies, his hoodie is ripped and in tatters from the crowbar, with burns along the edges from the bomb. bruce has to carefully peel it off his body.Â
when jason was alive, his magic kept the hoodie in perfect condition, always. even when the rest of him was covered head-to-toe in mud, or dripping sludge from the nasty gotham sewers.Â
bruce stares at the same hoodie, blood-soaked and mangled, so incredibly dissonant from how he remembered it on jason, when he was bright, whole, and alive.Â
he canât stand it. the hoodie that was so precious to jason, that was jason, at the core of him, in this state. dirty and ripped and devoid of the magic jason had exuded.Â
in a moment of desperation, late at night, bruce asks alfred to teach him how to sew. he doesnât dare to practice on jasonâs beloved hoodie --- instead, he starts with the suits in his closet, grabbing the first one he sees, regardless of price. rips a hole and sews it back together over and over until he perfects his technique.Â
and then he washes the fabric gently, using baby fabric cleanser and scrubbing for hours upon hours until the last traces of the deep-set brown stain from jasonâs blood washes down the drain.
he painstakingly sews the scraps of fabric back together with a red thread, carefully sourced to match the hoodie to try and make it flow seamlessly like it used to.Â
it doesnât work, not exactly. despite his best efforts, the creases bruce had carefully sewn together are prominent and thick like scars, littering the soft fabric.
so he gives up. he hangs it over the grandfather clock entrance to the cave in his study. brings it with him every time he visits jasonâs grave, because he doesnât ever want to keep jasonâs hoodie away from him, but he also canât bear for it to get ruined.Â
dick visits him. a rare occurrence, these days.Â
dick yells at him, as he is wont to do.Â
these days, it feels like they spend more time angry at each other than not. dick says that this isnât right. isnât fair to anybody, not to alfred, not to himself, definitely not to jason. he rants, jason deserves to be remembered as he was in life, not frozen in death.Â
perhaps he is right. bruce is not unaware of the state of violent, cutting stasis he is in, this putrefaction of his life. and he is certainly not unaware of how it is affecting the people around him. dick. alfred. the neighborâs kid, the one who wants to be robin. Â
bruce tries. not for himself, but for tim. for alfred, for dick. even for stephanie brown, who sometimes, when she smirks just right, or says something with just the right twang, he swears he can see jason in her.Â
he still canât bear to put the hoodie away, because jason deserved better than to be forgotten, so he folds it gently and places it in his closet instead.Â
he also canât bear to look at it for very long, so he forces himself to every single day.Â
itâs different from the glass case that houses robinâs tattered suit in the cave --- that, is a reminder of how he failed robin. this, this is salt in a constant, stabbing, festering would, reminding him of how he failed his son.Â
it was stephanie, that eventually helped him figure out what to do with the hoodie. when she was young, young enough to cry at ripped pants and skinned knees, young enough that her mother hadnât touched the drugs yet, her mother would dry up her tears, give her a hug and a kiss on the forehead, before patching her pants up.Â
what not many people know, is that before crystal brown set her mind on becoming a nurse, she wanted to be an artist, first. and so she grabs her old set of embroidery needles, and stitched little designs. dogs and cats. stars and planets. tools and gadgets.Â
bruce doesnât react, doesnât even move, even as stephanie finishes her story. she hangs there awkwardly for a second, stares up at jasonâs suit, waiting for him to respond, before shuffling towards the exit of the cave.Â
thank you, spoiler, bruce manages to croak out.Â
ah, yeah, she says, shrugging lightly while slouching in on herself, any time, boss. she walks out, and bruce watches her go from the reflection on the darkened computer.Â
that night, he takes out jasonâs hoodie, smooths it out, grabs his threads, and stitches.Â
he stitches on constellations, argo navis, for jasonâs namesake in the greek myths he had loved so much. a tiny seal, playing with beach balls. little books, with quotes on the sides. a robin, big and bold.Â
he tries to make it as true to jason as possible, not just in death and in bruceâs memories, but as he was in life.
jason wakes up abruptly. Â
he wakes up in a coffin, cold, alone, and with a gaping hole in his chest. getting dipped in the lazarus pit only made it worse, only made him all the more aware of what he was missing, all the more conscious of it.Â
he doesnât bother trying to learn how to swim with two arms and two legs, instead of two fins and a tail. it doesnât feel the same. it only reminds him of what heâs lost.Â
sometimes, on sleepless nights that happen more often than not, he wonders what would have happened if he still had a hoodie, still could swim.Â
if he still was robin.Â
and he doesnât have access to the cave anymore, or to the titanâs tower, or the watchtower, and his memory of the past is still patchy and shitty in some places.Â
so in a burst of impulsivity fueled by the person he no longer is, he prints out photos of robinâs costume from the internet and recreates it on his own.Â
if his skin is gone, then fine. fine! heâs perfectly perfunctorily aware that nothing about this resurrection of his is natural. if he doesnât think too much about it, heâll be alright. his hoodie, his skin, that was something he was born with, a birthright that died with him.Â
but robin, robin was something that he helped shape. robin was something that he worked for, changed himself for.Â
and the makeshift robin suit --- it doesnât fit him, not anymore. no, it feels wrong, like a child playing with their parentâs suit. or --- he realizes, perhaps more accurately, like an adult realizing they no longer fit in their favorite clothes.Â
and --- and --- what was the point of it all? what was the point, of trying to make bruce proud of him, of getting dickâs approval, of trying to futilely save people over and over again from the same gallery of supervillains who keep on escaping from prison?!
and what was the point of carving out a space for himself if the joker was just going to beat him out of it, and if tim drake was going to insert himself in the hole he left behind?
and then the next thing he knows heâs in titanâs tower hitting tim drake over and over again because who let him? who let him take jasonâs role as a son, as a brother, as a hero? how dare he?
but when heâs slit timâs throat and torn the âRâ off his chest, jason doesnât feel any better. the robin suit still doesnât fit. his hoodieâs still gone.Â
heâs starting to think it never will, not again.Â
sometimes, when he gets tired enough to let his mind wander, he wonders what happened to his suit.Â
heâs pretty sure he died with it, so either the hoodie is with the joker, batman, or... gone entirely. (itâs not like they found willisâ skin after he died. maybe selkie skins just disappear in a cloud of sea foam once they die, or some little mermaid shit like that)
itâs a cold comfort, that nobody can manipulate him now. nobody can control him --- not even batman.Â
(bruce had thought about it. when he first had his suspicious regarding who the red hood was, before he knew there was any trace of the son he once had left. he thought about using the hoodie, using jasonâs selkie skin to coerce him, at least to stop murdering people, to stop hurting their family.)Â
(he would never go that far, in retrospect, or at least, he doesnât think he could ever. to do that to jason, betray his trust so thoroughly and completely... but it would be a lie to say that he didnât consider it.)
bruce reflects on this as jason reveals himself, the joker tied up at his feet with a gun pressed to his head, and venom spitting from his sonâs mouth. Â
but when he lifts the batarang to hit jasonâs gun, or wrist, or anything thatâll force him to drop the gun, he realizes that his hands are shaking.Â
and when he throws the batarang, he knows a millisecond after heâs let go, that heâs miscalculated the ricochet.Â
so when jason escapes that night, bruce knows heâs fucked up.Â
jason goes off the maps, completely. bruce doesnât know where he is, if heâs safe, if he even made it out of the explosion that night.Â
it takes weeks. weeks for bruce to track jason down, from meticulously documenting the dropped threads of where the red hood was pulling strings in the gotham underworld behind the scenes, to tracking security cameras with facial recognition.Â
once bruce manages find where heâs staying, make sure heâs safe, he knows what he wants to do. and, he knows what he needs to do.Â
jason gets a package in the mail, five weeks after his disasterous meeting with batman and the joker. unmarked, unsigned, no return address.Â
when jason opens the box gingerly and carefully, he holds on to his skin for the first time in years. and then, and then, and then --- something right slots into place. his fingers brushed gently over the tiny spotted seal he knows he used to look like, the books he remembered ranting to bruce about for hours on end.Â
the robin, on the top left, over his heart, big enough to have changed him, yet small enough to not define him.Â
itâs not perfect. it doesnât even fix anything, not entirely. he still fights with bruce most times he sees him, tries to punch dick in the face, steadfastly ignores tim and steph the entire time.Â
but itâs something. itâs something, and the next time nightwing, batman, spoiler, and robin fight a gang on the docks, the red hood gives them a helping hand before jumping back into the ocean and swimming away.
fin!
wow this got long
#jason todd#bruce wayne#alfred pennyworth#batfam#selkie!jason#dick grayson#stephanie brown#tim drake#catherine todd#willis todd#that one selkie!jason au#i swear i will turn this into an actual fic one day#anyways about the using embroidery to fix ripped clothes thing all i can say is WATCH HI MOM#it's SUCH a good movie and i guarantee it will DEVASTATE you in ALL your little mommy issues glory#like you think the batfamily comics/fanfics have an amazing nuanced complicated take on the parent-child dynamic?#this movie will BLOW your fucking SOCKS off. and best part of all: you can watch it WITH said parent#and it won't be as horrible of an experience as showing them encanto/turning red/eeaao!#in fact your parent will probably like the movie too and be reminded of THEIR own mommy issues :D#admittedly it's slightly different from the examples i listed above bc it's more abt what it's like to never reach ur parent's expectation#rather than an exploration of complicated parenting but it's still very relatable and very very good#the best part is you can find it all for free on youtube. also note that i mean the recent chinese movie not the old 70s movie#asteria's fics#i'm never writing a fucking flash fic on TUMBLR of all text editors again#shouldve written this out on a google doc first but i genuinely did not think this would get so long T.T#you can probably tell from the first three (3) bullet points that this was supposed to be a hc list before... it stopped being a hc list#guys i started writing this at 12 PM#IT'S NOW 9 AWOGEJAWOIG#my writing
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đ¸ď¸Kirbtober 2024 Day 2: Revenge đ¸ď¸
(ID: Kirby series fanart of Dark Meta Knight and Taranza, the latter looming behind the former with violent intent in his four front-facing eyes, his six hands clenched into shaking fists and curled into claws and raised over his head to conjure a pair of glowing spiderwebs. Meanwhile, the knight stands in blissful ignorance in the foreground, a mug of steaming coffee in one hand, a rolled-up newspaper in the other, glancing off in confusion as a thought bubble over his head reads, âWhy do I hear boss music?â END ID.)
Based on the implication from KTDâs Dededetour! that DMK might be responsible for Sectoniaâs corruption, indirectly or otherwise.
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#veins art#veins fanart#kirby series#kirby#dark meta knight#taranza#kirbtober#kirbtober 2024#day 2#revenge#paintpanic#triple deluxe spoilers#<- (kinda?)#images seen seconds before disaster#you corrupt a guyâs love interest ONE time and he holds it against you forever smh#(for the record⌠I think the situation is more *complicated* than whatever knee-jerk assumptions Taranza might make in his grief)#(and that the fault lies with both DMK *and* Taranza to some extentâŚ)#(as well as whatever issues Joronia herself mightâve had that the corruption simply exacerbated)#(heck you could even make the argument for Dark Mind being the root cause! his influence on the Mirror lingering even after his demise)#(like I said... complicated. and narratively compelling!)#(we love a little bit of speculation wiggle room in this house)#veinsfullofstars
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Not understanding Izzy or understanding why people might love him sounds like a skill issue tbh.
#acting like no one has ever enjoyed a complicated antagonist or pathetic gay little henchman or long suffering wife before#note for the how dare you say we piss on the poor crowd#nowhere have i said not liking him is a skill issue or that you have to like him or should like him#ofmd#izzy hands
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Genuinely so curious who Mike thinks is gonna be buying The Cage or the new DCTL GN bc with the way he tweets as far as he's concerned, it's not gonna be:
The queer people he has actively admitted he will never show any representation of in the games.
2. The POC he has actively fought against representing in his franchise. [Who he also mocked for thinking they would be represented in his franchise]
3. The Bendy fandom which has always been concerned with topics of diversity esp in the sense of queer people since its creation. Who he has responded to really poorly esp in regards to the GN.
4. The fans who critique him. [He blocked me for doing so lol]
5. His fans in general who he tweets about like this currently. [He's being vague about why people were mad at him or sent him 'nasty messages' because if you actually looked into why you'd see he was in the wrong. Either way, a very hateful way to speak abt ur own fanbase.]
Reminder while Mike is trash talking his fans he has always treated them rather poorly. The fans who won the fanart contest for Chapter 5 never got their posters actually in game due to it being rushed. Not only was chapter 5 a big slap to the face story wise, but it was literally so rushed he couldn't be bothered to add in the art his fans gave him for his game FOR FREE. [Meatly blames this on a crazy timeline, reminder him and Mike are the literal ceos of this company. The proposal of future updates here is also pretty cruel considering Mike nowadays happily admits he corrupted Chapter 5's source code and therefore literally can't update it At All currently. Because he is a moron]
At least they got to be in Boris and the dark survival, and by that I mean that was the Only game they got to be in so far, isn't that just treating your fans like you love them? Shoving their hard work into a spin off game almost nobody has played or addresses much. [Hell, who knows if with the Lone Wolf rebrand they'll even stay there. In which case they'll be in None of the games, only in the credits of BATIM]
6. The Bendy fans who just generally disagree with him on stuff. Like the new ink demon design where there is literally a public poll showing people generally prefer the old one.
7. The Bendy fans who can see he is actively lying to them. To their fucking faces.
He says this has always been the case, but screenshots and links to tweets regarding the books being canon prove it was not. Does he really think bendy fans are stupid or something? [Unless he's admitting here he lied to Kress when he told her the books were canon which sounds worse!]
8. Anyone who doesn't like the idea of giving money to a guy who laid off tons of employees then afterwards thought it was a great idea to express his anti-union views! Also brag about how good of an employer he was, according to his employees, he was not!
So in summary; Mike is an awful person who has not learned anything from the awful things he did. I will not be purchasing The Cage because, combined with this and his absolute refusal to take any kind of critique or see any differing interpretation of his franchise, I have no reason to think my problems with the franchise will ever be addressed or fixed. I probably will pirate The Cage along with any future Bendy Products [Including the movie] and will do my best to avoid giving it any kind of monetary support. Unless this changes any time soon, I can't see myself making anymore positive Bendy posts soon.
Mike has just managed to make it so hard to speak positively or optimistically of this franchise when he's so willing to broadcast how little he cares about it or its fans. I'm at the point where I refuse to pull any of my punches with my problems with it. What's the point of trying to play nice with my critique when either way the people creating it don't care?
So with this post, I want to invite anyone who feels similarly about the franchise to tell me, make a post or send an ask talking about how all of this makes you feel. It may not change how things are, but genuinely seeing other people share my feelings of anger makes me feel better. It feels nice to see when other people share our same concerns and worries. I'd also love to know if anyone else thinks they'll be avoiding purchasing Bendy products over this.
I'm not forcing anyone to participate in it nor trying to say anyone who doesn't supports mike but genuinely maybe if we can collectively decide to boycott things like the movie, graphic novel and The Cage... It might at least make the bendy devs acknowledge how much they have destroyed their own fandom's faith and trust in them.
The way Mike tweets about his actions like he had no control over why people were mad at him at least proves to me he takes NONE of it back nor regrets it. If you didn't know about his actions and only went off his tweets, you would be led to believe Mike has been needlessly picked apart by fans over things he couldn't control [or in his own words, had his words twisted and taken out of context]. That is not how you speak about your actions if you have actually learned better from them.
anyway, that has been my bendy dev callout post. This is an open invitation to anyone feeling similarly upset about the way the franchise is going to talk about it. It's genuinely nice to see how people feel about this and the more we talk about the more it's likely the bendy devs are forced to address our concerns. I don't think they will but hey, that's why I'm not gonna support them with my money anymore nor am I gonna be nice to them in any content I make critiquing Bendy. I mean I'm also basically making this post just in case anyone asks me Why I feel this way towards to bendy devs/as a way to respond to anyone who thinks I am too harsh in my critique in the future.
As always, it seems the best part of Bendy isn't actually anything about canon but about what the fan's are creating with the ideas Bendy failed to do anything interesting with.
Also the books, the books slap.
#batim#batdr#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#ramblez#bendy and the silent city#bendy the cage#for the record another reason Im making this post is bc some of the only good resources to learn abt why the bendy devs suck are some old#very longer videos and this is a very long post but I thought it was important to document the recent shit theyve been doing alongside some#of the worst past things theyve done bc Mike has been trying to misinform people on what happened but those videos are still great resource#if you want more info n such#long post#mike D#for anyone who doesnt wanna hear abt him since he doesnt go by mood anymore#sorry if this is rambley or emotional Im just so sick of these guys fr dskjhgskdfjghskdjhgkjhsd#I miss when I didnt spend my days stressed about the awful shit mike is gonna say next and how I would have to disprove it in a post later#or explain why its bad to have a cast of nothing but cishet white guys n constantly fight back against any push for diversity in said cast#genuinely its just tiring esp when u see other bendy fans give ignorant or very silly defenses/takes on those things#n then u lose a lot of respect for them bc they are speaking on stuff they dont know much abt so confidently and therefore misinforming#people or even encouraging very bad views on stuff like diversity n its importance#Im not saying people like that are bad people but it is stressful n upsetting when u see someone u thought knew better do that sort of thin#it makes it hard to trust them again on other issues bc u now dont trust they know what they r talking abt!!#like please think twice before telling young artists making norman white was a tough and complicated decision it was fucking not the bendy#devs just think all their humans are white by default and dont wanna change that its been proven time n time again thats all it is#and defending them just bc u like a franchise they made is very very bad!! They are not ur friends!! they suck and we seriously need to#stop pretending they dont!! toxic positivity is only gonna make the fandom an absolute nightmare its not gonna make ANYTHING better#it just means people will be forced to PRETEND they never have negative thoughts abt the franchise n therefore make them burned out#just look at other similar fandoms please lets not make those same mistakes!!#sorry can u tell Ive been having just. A time recently#anyways back to making my queer ass bendy fan game full of so much diversity mike will prolly shit when he sees it DKFJGHKSDJHGKJHSD
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#likeeeeee what if we all just DIE#fully fledged web weave in my drafts that i was kinda hoping to slowly propagandise my way towards#BUT i do want to do an Actual Proper Post for them not just drop a bunch of quotes and photos and run#âtennis is not one of those sportsâ nyhhhhhh#//#racquet tag#henin later said that facing clijsters to win her first slam made 'the situation more complicated' for her#that playing clijsters was 'her issue'. it wasn't like playing anyone else it could never be that. it meant more#likeeee she DID always care.... she cared so much. they both did. even when they couldnt stand each other
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If I were greedyâŚ
I spend a disproportionate amount of time appreciating the addition of these four simple words to the "I really wanted to develop these myselfâŚ" line in the manga side scene with how much insight they provide the audience into Ray's mindset during this arc.
Greedy people don't pull off successful escapes. Greedy people risk getting their friends killed. Greedy people end up losing everything.
(Chapter 181.1 | Chapter 4)
It's a layered message to Isabella as well.
You've known what I've wanted for a long time now. None of those three things have changed. You don't have to worry about me betraying you.
The way he looks at her when he says it, too; tries to make himself both nonthreatening to not invoke her ire or suspicion, yet aware enough to convey he can still competently complete his side of their agreement (along with a bit of pettiness, wanting to believe he has more control of the situation and not wanting to let it seem like she can pull a fast one on him. Knowing what's to come in less than 48 hours is heartbreaking), all while having the most subtle sad and tired tinge to his eyes and subdued grin to mask it.
(Because what if things were different for the two of them. For all of them.)
He already believes he's asking for so much, and yetâŚ
(Chapter 181.1 | Chapter 93)
They're worth it.
#The Promised Neverland#Yakusoku no Neverland#TPN#FSS Chatter#TPN S1#TPN S1e07#TPN Ray#Ray#Isabella#Norrayemma#Noremray#Full Score Trio#Emma#Norman#Isabella and Ray's Incredibly Fraught and Complicated Relationship Tag#TPN 181.1#TPN 004#TPN 093#Pre-Canon#Introduction Arc#Escape Arc#Goldy Pond Battle Arc#just scrolling through all my drafts here waiting for food to cook like#god i might be tempted to make a REN moodboard edit with him and that caption in the center surrounded by Emma and Norman panels#just need one of him where you can't see his eyes but he's got a tiny smile on or smth#child thinking he's greedy for loving his friends and wanting them to survive a dystopic hell world m'boy's got all the issues đ¤đ¤#but that fierce determination and loyalty to see this through#is what makes him being able to grow and see beyond said mindset all the more rewarding and endearing
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i don't know how to talk about this without being an asshole but i stumbled over a thread on twitter that had a bunch of people agreeing that you're obligated to stay married to/in a relationship with someone struggling with addiction because it's a disease and it's just as bad as divorcing someone who gets cancer.
#it's a complicated issue and like i said idk how to discuss it without being an asshole so i'm not looking for discussion but#this was definitely in response to a post about women divorcing men when their drinking got out of hand etc and like#okay#there's definitely not a historically gendered thing going on there
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i feel as if im going mad so im going to just put this out here. real quick. movieunleashers starters ramble.
i cant stop thinking about how mudkip broke down in that one scene in "Typomaniac," when Chespin called him mean. for a second he lets his mask slip a little bit and to me he just... acts his age. he starts crying and calls chespin mean back. maybe im just hyperfocusing on this one detail but mudkip is about 12 years old.
and that just makes me wonder what happened in this guys life that brought him to where he is now. and it makes it all the more tragic how his whole world revolves around chespin, but he is the one bringing him the most pain. and how young he was when he died.
there is a large theme of growing up in "Rare Candy." the characters ages are emphasized in that particular episode, and one of the main conflicts is fennekin wanting to evolve faster.
the thing about characters in these stories is that they're not allowed to just be kids, to have a childhood. so many bad things happen to them. like. mudkips whole, Everything. fennekin when she was famous in typomaniac, or dealing with her own insecurities/pressure from society about her relationship w chespin. and chespin always having to shoulder his friends problems & always somehow managing to stay positive despite everything.
why cant they just. play video games. eat ice cream or something. go to the movies
at the end of the day, i think both mudkip and fennekin are characters who grew up too fast. by distancing himself from them, chespin refused to follow in their footsteps and just wanted to stay a kid.
good for him.
#starters movieunleashers#rambles#long post#mudkip starters#fennekin starters#chespin starters#NOT TO SAY THAT BEING 12 YEARS OLD ABSOLVES YOU OF ALL CRIME BUT GOOD GOD#i honestly think it was good for chespin to distance himself from them??? especially mudkip. holy cow#he seemed... happier(?) in wild oranberries but tbf its hard to say for sure#bc chespin loves doing this thing called âlyingâ#also. i saw the end credits sequence#not sure how to feel about it i do not have enough information to go off of#but i suppose itll make more sense... all in due time#but going back to what i said earlier i think the issues a lot more complicated#i worry about chespin that boys friendship is basically just âi can fix him!â like girl. no#THEY ALL NEED THERAPY#INCLUDING THE GANG FROM LAVENDER TOWN#*ESPECIALLY* THOSE GUYS#please. ill cry#i cant help but think this will all end in tragedy#i hope mudkip gets a good ending or at least a bittersweet one#like again. he kills people. but hes also like not even in high school and i feel bad for all of them#anyways IM SORRH GOR YHE LONG RAMBLE I RLLY LIKE THIS SERIES??? AND THIS THOUGHT WAS EATING ME ALIVE SO I RLLY WANTED TO SAY IT#hey gang. new hyperfixation#hm. i should also mention the âwatching his close friend die on front of him and feeling responsible for itâ to the list of chespins traumas#i domt think fennekin was a âbad friendâ as much as i think she just had her owm things toing on#and its entirely chespins choice to dostance himself from her
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second best damn fire emblem I ever played
#i have no need for modern video games anymore man these superfans are just always cookin up the best shittttt it's awesome#Cerulean Crescent#first still being tmgc but holy shit#a good ass PLAYER PHASE as hell feeling experience wit crazy cool skills lettin you monster thru maps wicked powerful like#you feel so dominating man it was awesome#wit a SURPRISINGLY good ass complicated political kinda war story too#ellerie is actually the best fe protag for me now she kinda fuckin SUCKS man but shes awesome and gets what she wants i get her whowouldnt#her flavortext is to diie for#oooonly negatives are prob sum of the soundtrack picks kinda sucking ass like the battle prep songs fuck i muted those everytime#and the occaaasional lack of polish like when i got crit killed by an enemy who was holding an item that said it 'negated crits'#like OOHH you meant for the ENEMIES' and not their own??? good to know >:(#yeayeayea word your shit better sometimes whatever#there were some other ugly wrinkle moments like that throughout but overall whatever it was damn good#i jus recall like NEVER encountering such little issues in tmgc so that's why that one still edges out for me#OH and it was a bit too easy?#i was never NOT engaged but yea polish up that 'misery mode' and we golden#Fire Emblem
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I'm sure there's posts out there that say this better than I ever could but it pisses me off when ppl try to reinvent the binary in "progressive" ways like the whole men/non-men thing like. Gender is way too fucking complicated and categories like that don't really help ppl they just continue to exclude ppl who don't fit neatly into your ideas of gender (multigender and genderfluid ppl for example. Or y'know. Ppl like me)
Like can we please just throw this idea away I'm sick of it
#ramblings#neg#like trying to stick ppl in strict boxes isn't suddenly good bc you're being 'progessive' abt it#this probably isn't worded in the best way but idk how else to express my feelings on this in a way that makes sense#like. maybe it's bc my own relationship with my gender identity is complicated but this bugs me to no end#stop trying to reinvent the binary. let's stop thinking abt gender as something clear cut please#also there's other issues I have with those terms but i don't really know how to get into those#and like i said there's probably better written posts abt the subject I'm just letting some thoughts out
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Is there even any infrastructure for humans visiting merfolk underwater settlements? Or are they too deep for humans to comfortably dive/swim in? Or maybe the merfolk just say, "of course we don't have any support for you under several hundred feet of water. literally why would you even try?"
there's not any infrastructure for human (or any other sophont besides gorgons that already live there, anyhow) visitation! mostly that's because this is a bit of a first contact situation, albeit one that was born more out of political isolationism and not necessarily caring about the land-based sophonts...
basically, the current political entity overseeing all existing or known merfolk settlement is a fairly old one, that slowly grew from a smaller polity into a more all-encompassing unit by swallowing up its neighbors. it's more of a complicated shell game than this necessarily makes it seem - like i said, a lot of time has passed, and significant cultural shifts have happened within that time, as well as shifts and establishment on how its government and policies would function, so it's a little bit more of a larger conglomerate containing within it many smaller governments, who are allowed independent control of the populations within their allotted territories, just so long as they take up the job of translating the broader governmental laws and taxes down onto that population. the details are rather vague, and so long as the results are what the larger governmental body asked, the intermediary areas are allowed a lot of different ways to interpret what that means.
however, one of the things that got lost in that shuffle of politic and history was the presence of merfolk inland. historically, merfolk have actually periodically spent time inland! usually it was still very tied to the water, being more like seasonal beachcombing using temporary shelters and housing, but they utilized the land a lot more for potential resources and ways to live. the nomadic families especially used to take advantage of these opportunities, and there was much more interaction with landfolk in these contexts.
the exact way it was lost varies, in that not everyone agrees what came first or what was the reason or who did what, but most of this was probably limited and then lost due to the larger governmental body, in the process of colonization, banning merfolk from going up onto the land in order to prevent political enemies and refugees from fleeing up and onto the land, using it as a base of operations, or otherwise using it as a means to escape to other bodies of saltwater. like i said, these periods inland were mostly seasonal, and merfolk did still majorly depend on the water, so what merfolk did make settlements inland mostly ended up vanishing over time anyways - either through simply vanishing into landfolk populations, or through dying out, it wasn't particularly sustainable.
but, time still went on, and this ban remained, and somehow it slowly disseminated into popular thought that the land was just not really very interesting in the first place. sure, merfolk knew there was stuff up there, and other animals and even fairly smart animals, but that doesn't necessarily make it worth investigating. travel over land is hard for them, and it's hard for them to live on land for long periods of time, and everything that they need and depend on is in the ocean anyways. there's a lot less space to the land, there's nothing that would interest merfolk, it would be uncomfortable and painful for them to visit (a lot of myths and legends about the land and what lived there got started in this time, with a lot of focus on undead monsters that had dried out and were lit from within by the hateful light of the sun, and a lot of merfolk made a habit of coming up with scary stories about the weird things that must've lived in such an extreme environment), and there was a lot more political movements and such focused on other merfolk to begin with.
even moreso because merfolk still, technically, did go out onto land? it just wasn't very large portions of land, that is. mostly they would set up on much smaller islands and atolls, which would mostly be used for manufacturing or more technical jobs that required being done in the air. they really just needed the space, not anything specific already on the land itself, and the space was all functional, very little exploration or relaxation areas. sometimes these were used specifically to produce novelty items or experiences, but usually this didn't go much further than exploring the uniqueness of being in open air for the first time, and wasn't really pursued as much more than that.
so merfolk still knew the land was important and needed for ecological functioning - something they had learned the hard way, after an earlier period in their history pre-unifying government became known for a particular and acute ecological disaster, felt even harder by all merfolk on account of the properties of water and everyone living in the ocean. they view the land as functional in its own right - a needed recycling facility that operates itself and helps keep them alive, and one in a place that they had no interest in and could set aside for such tasks.
they also knew there was life up there, even intelligent life, but considering the period in time when merfolk ceased interacting with land-based societies, and the predominant view that what makes something sapient for them being a multiplicity and plural nature to it, on top of the complex interweave of language and meaning, they basically just viewed it as "smart animals". i've compared it before to like if we actually discovered warrior cats was real and there was a population of feral cats in a national park that had their own tiny society. it's interesting, for sure, but it wouldn't be the kind of thing that they might feel too passionately about, and can easily pass it off as a curiosity and a thought experiment all of its own.
the fact that this has changed at all, and especially in such a small time frame and with such major turnaround and abrupt interest in the outer governing body is actually really odd, and a major question and mystery in what i'm writing! the starting interest happened only just in the previous generation, and now they're making major steps towards introducing themselves to land-based civilizations in just miranda's generation, even to the point of sending her inland as an ambassador and an active participant in this shift.
most people on the land already knew that someone was in the ocean and actively preventing anyone else from crossing it or even getting particularly close, but they had no context for this any more than anyone else, and thus they might not raise as many questions about why this is happening than they should, especially since they don't know merfolk history. even most merfolk don't necessarily have all of the details of this shift, but they do know more than nothing, and certainly can note how odd it is and how weird such a change is.
likewise, neither civilization has very much to accommodate for the other, given as they barely even knew of each other by the time they were already designing how it was laid out, so the issues humans have accessing merfolk spaces is at least mutual, if nothing else. it's also something very likely to change over time, depending on how said first contact goes.
#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#asks#brothermanwill#theres also the aspect of. said governmental body enforcing that border and ban on contact#and majorly affecting the history and development of everyone else who wasnt a merfolk#because the ocean is now entirely inaccessible#many empires have ceased to exist because Oops You Need Naval Power For That#many places dependent on fishing have also vanished too tbh-#most of humanity's big cities and cutting edge technology is confined the usual river valleys#and other towns and cities exist but they are much less interconnected and have much more varying levels of whats available#the only way ''over'' the oceans is through setting up teleportation gates with everything they need on both ends#because making flying machines just. ah. results in them vanishing and Never Coming Back#but also yeah unless you use magic theres just no way down to most merfolk areas if you dont breathe water#theyre fairly deep too. even the more shallow settlements are very much deeper than most humans are ready for#and only those island stations are anywhere that you might be able to regularly return to the surface from#theres also the issue of magic which is. another reason why a waterbreathing spell isnt Easy#magic and especially magic that affects the body is so complicated and so easy to mess up#and when it messes up. it messes up Bad.#anyhow thank you for the question!! i am. chatty.#the gorgons who settled underwater just live like merfolk tbh#and thus their opinions arent really meaningfully different#i dont think they even know there are gorgons inland tbh. not sure they would care if they did.
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gf officially went through being gaslit at the doctors with me đđ held me while i cried afterwards so that was a nice little touch
#she thinks my surgeon is a bitch and has an ego#i cant say i disagree after today#she was more concerned about the state of my incision than anything#babe itâs been six months#itâs too late#i told you it was an issue two weeks after surgery when you couldâve helped me#and you told me it was normal#and now youâre concerned because it looks ridiculous#iâm so drained from dealing with doctors like this#itâs every single one these days#i really canât do it anymore iâm just gonna let my body eat itself alive and iâll see how long i last lmfao#only concerned because she sees the e scar as a direct reflection of her work#well maybe if you acknowledged me when i said i have a heritable connective tissue disorder thatâs complicated surgical procedures#you shouldâve at least written it down#delete later iâm just beyond defeated
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i think to claim US citizens are privileged over those in the global south is almost always but not inherently true. whenever this subject comes up the first thing i think about is the fucking abysmal conditions on many reservations, of the fact that native people in this country still live under occupation, are citizens of their own nations but forced to be US citizens as well, under which they are gravely oppressed and their cultures and sovereignty threatened. one could argue that these are unique cases, if even willing to concede at all the extent of native oppression in this country. but to me, as a native, these individuals and experiences are not simply an afterthought. as i said, they come to my mind immediately. the fact that most people do not even consider them at all in these discussions only proves my point about how utterly fucking dire the oppression of this country's indigenous population is. we, especially those of us who struggle the most, are forgotten and erased constantly.
when some people are only US citizens by force, when they are among the indigenous population and live under occupation, i simply could not agree that these individuals benefit from that oppression. how could they? occupation is not a privilege. tell me, are you aware at all what the conditions are like on many reservations in this country? i'd also like to emphasize that native genocide is an ongoing project. it has not ended. it continues to this day.
#i'd like to add: that i can only speak for natives on this issue#and even then. i don't really. i am just one guy#i can't represent an entire group. no one can#at most i am more sensitive and tuned into this issue than many people and can bring attention to it as a result#because god knows no non-natives are going to#by and large i will not touch on intracommunity discussions not my own. that being said#if your response to black americans discussing their own issues and oppression is to complain about usamericans or westerners#then yes. that is fucking clearly antiblack and i see it a LOT from leftists on this site who are not black#like there is a problem in these spaces on this website and among many popular users in those circles#stay in your lanes.#another point i'd like to add: i am not including myself among natives who do not benefit from US citizenship#i am a mixed urban ndn who did not grow up on a rez or anything like that#i grew up poor but poor within the imperial core nonetheless#it is complicated as a mixed native. i feel resentment towards my forced US citizenship. towards colonialism and native genocide#but this post isn't really about me. it's about my native cousins who are far less fortune. and who nobody else speaks up for#not that i am under any illusion this post will reach much audience at all#i don't really want my shit spread on tumblr. so i know it won't#but it was on my mind so i needed to type it out.
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yeah these guys were never friends and only see each other as coworkers
#<< THE MOST INTENSE SARCASM EVER#FUUUUUCK#idk why this convo hit me so hard#maybe bc its another âstop being so passively suicidalâ convo and those always always get to me. side eyes at jay and gillion . .#anyway. NOT going to make thid about jrwi. but holy shit dude. BIG frowny face. but just bc im emotional and not bc im not having fun#because i LOVEEEEE shit like this. yeah. sit on the couch and watch tv and not think about all the terrible shit you just#said to each other and went throuhh and. man.#even just. the little tiny detail od taylor sleeping in her contacts ans realizing she doesnt have her glasses anymore.#that hit me so hard that was so real. and then she laughs because its such a small issue innthe face of everytjing else#but it means she cant read brians facial expressions so she isnt really sure how hes looking at her while he says all of this and.#MAN. MANNNNN. HORSE STARING OUT AT THE OCEAN#reaction time#having a LOT of feelings abt these twooooo#still holding out hope that they dont make it romantic. i need this to be a platonic relationship so very badly (< the aromanticism talking)#but GOD. dont fucking kiss each other please that would make tjings so much worse and complicated.#anyway. not the point. but also kinda the point
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Peter J. Tomasi (writer) single-handedly trying to retcon all of Bruce's abusive past (I'm so here for it)
#he writes really complicated relationships between batman and Robin#but still never abusive#and honestly just really amazing characterization with everyone#(and the pets!!)#he said that he used his own experience and love for his pre-teen/teen son to help inform all of it#which definitely carries through#more fathers as fathers please#the overall plots are hit or miss (and usually too dense for my liking) but I loved the Arkham knight arc so much#ALSO THE ARTIST & COLOURIST FOR THIS ISSUE#holy shit#the majesty of it doesn't carry through on this flashback panel#but the rest of it is absolutely incredible#bilquis evely#as artist and#may lopes#as colourist#Batman#Bruce Wayne#Robin#Damian Wayne#batfamily#dc comics#Batfam
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