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no-mercy-bby · 2 years ago

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Back ance👎👎

#my shoulder has a zit and it is so painful :/#my face is pretty clear but it's at the cost of my back and shoulders looking terrible honestly #bby rambles #also #I HATE EXAM WEEK #anyways #my birthday is next week😁#idk why i'm excited cause i'm not doing anything special #also my friend got a tatoo and it's.. unique...#(i dislike it so so so much)#i got my gift to bring to the christmas party and it's a snoopy and woodstock throw blanket with a peanuts mug and in the mug is socks #will i be extremely pissed if i dont get my own gift? absolutely #also the cashier at the store was fucking staring me down so hard #and they asked what school i go to and so i said i used to go to my old school (i didn't want to have to explain i do virtual school)#and the cashier said something but i didnt know what and didnt want to ask them to repeat cause they had already stared me down #like i owed them money or something??#also i was with my dad. i think it shouldn't be allowed to ask questions like that in front of parents especially if you're being rude #ALSO they stared down at my chest when my dad and i first walked up so i was already uncomfortable before they started asking me things #(i was wearing a batman t-shirt btw nothing exposing or anything)#i hate people

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tariah23 · 7 months ago

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Man, I still remember participating in one of the many jjba zines that I took part in and how my piece was placed as the first page (for the second time) and how one of my mutuals/artists that I’ve always admired, hit me with the “oh… you’re on the front page again… 😅…” like man, that kind of killed me lmfao. I never got over it like man, what was that about.

#it’s not like i put the books together myself or anything all my ass did was submit my work #like this was from a really popular and well known artist as well like #their art has always been so gorgeous to me too I was like ‘I’m literally a nobody is this person really being shady or…’#rambling #I guess it’s nice being in a zine with ppl I don’t know or care to get to know at least now 😭… just submitting my art and running #referring to the jjk zine 😭 I need t start working on it uhh #zines make me feel so anxious man #it really did make me feel bad and almost guilty? I was like this is kind of awkward…#another zine I was in which was run by a mutual… well… I never even got my zine in the mail #and I even sent them $20 for some merch that they were making since I wanted to support and never got that either…#they deleted their blog but I see that they remade and draw a lot of DM and have a lot of popular posts here so it’s kind of awkward seeing #their art shared on the dash sometimes skeks #we’re still mutuals on Twitter but I don’t rly want to ask about my zine again or the $20 bucks #it’s okay like I owe other ppl stuff too I’m a late bird man but still loskekk #they were the mod for the zine too #I might hit them up again I guess I still love their art and they were always fun to talk to #there was another zine that I participated in where we had to purchase our own copy bro #i remember being so annoyed by that but went ahead and bought it anyway #I was invited to this zine so it made me even more annoyed #I #Guess it didn’t make its money back #or something like that but I remember being broke at the time and was pissed that I had to pay for my own book #I didn’t buy any of the merch because why when it was supposed to be free #if you’re participating in a zine the book and merch should be free

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theygender · 21 days ago

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Apparently my job incorrectly changed my state on my W4 without my knowledge or consent last year and now I owe a LOT of money in unpaid state taxes since they weren't withholding them from my paycheck like they were supposed to 😭

#i hadnt filed my 2023 taxes yet bc there was some stuff i had to figure out with my old college #(they didnt send me a 1098-t and they werent responding to my emails and they changed systems after i graduated #so i wasnt in their new systems and when i called the treasurers office they couldnt figure out how to find me #so they sent it to their manager but the manager never responded and etc etc)#but i wasnt too worried bc i knew with the withholdings that i put on my w4 that i should be receiving a refund #and theres no penalties to filing late if youre receiving a refund (you just. dont get your money until its filed)#but now ive got that figured out (turns out they actually didnt need to send me a 1098-t bc i dont have any exceptions to claim from them #bc something about how my expenses were handled? idk. which i didnt even learn from them btw. bc they never got back to me 🙃#i had to consult a tax expert. but anyway)#so i was trying to finally file them. and uh. it turns out i owed like $1000 to my state. and i was like. that. cant be right. what?#checked my w2 and for some reason on one line it had my state listed with like a small portion of my earnings #and then on the next line there was the rest of my earnings under a different state name #a state that doesnt fucking have state taxes 🙃 so nothing was withheld from that portion of my income #so apparently i did NOT pay the majority of my state taxes last year. and now im 6 months late filing. and im worried im fucked #and we are also 11 MONTHS into 2024 with my w4 incorrect and no state taxes withheld all year 🙃 fuck. fuck fuck fuck #they cant even change it back until my manager proves i live in this state apparently 😭 what the hell man #i live in this state i work in this state my companys fucking headquarters is in this state #WHY would they change it to a different fucking state. WITHOUT my knowledge or consent #i didnt even realize they had stopped withholding my state taxes until now bc it happened at the same time i got promoted #so the increase on my paycheck just blended in with my raise 😭#i just submitted it but of course theyre going to take what i owe for my state taxes weeks before they refund me for my federal taxes #payments process within 48 hours but refunds take up to 21 days #rambling #so. im gonna have to figure out how to make rent and bills next week #and then im ALSO gonna have to pay however much it costs to be 6 months behind on a payment of nearly $1000 #FUCK

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northwest-cryptid · 2 months ago

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I literally feel like I'm dying and I need to see a doctor, but I can't worry about that right now because

My bank account is literally in the negatives because I'm too disabled to work and can't make money but I can't worry about that right now because

I'm months overdue on getting my car new tags, but it won't even start if I could drive it so I need to jump the battery and get gas which I don't have money for, but I can't worry about that right now because

People are still expecting me to be social across numerous friend groups and it's pulling me in so many directions that I'm stretched so thin I'm running on no social battery for the last month, but I can't worry about that right now because

I still need to actually clean the house, do the dishes, clean the cat litter boxes, vacuum, and do my laundry... but I can't worry about that right now because

I still need to actually set up my new desk so I can stream since I haven't been able to do that for weeks and streaming is unfortunately my only source of income for how little I make every month, but I can't worry about that right now because

My partner is going through a really hard time right now and I need to be there for her and do what I can to make sure she's okay.

#People like me don't make it man. We just don't.#I'm hyper dependent on others to the point where I'd be homeless without my partner #I'm stressed day in and day out I get messages from people who want me to play games or hang out or just chat and I can't even #find the time to respond because I have 12 other things I need to be doing and those 12 other things aren't getting done because #every single thing I need to do is preventing me from doing something else and at the end of it all my health is getting worse and worse #and as it gets worse it costs more to fix and I can't get on disability without paying for a lawyer with money I literally do not have #and I'm losing it I'm literally going insane I'm pissed off because I see people blame the country I live in or the circumstances I'm in #and they act like they can't do anything and it'd be wrong of me to ask them for help #and I know when I die (and at this point it won't be long) they're going to act like this is the fault of america or some shit #they're not going to think about how they could have helped #and it sucks because some of my friends DO try to help they really do and I love them for it but it's so hard for me to see people #who don't make much money and who are also in tough situations throwing what they can at me to help me when I know people who have so much #they spend it frivolously on luxuries and I want to strangle them but then I'm not owed anything so it's not my place to tell them how #to spend their money or live their life.#and I'm tired man I'm so fucking tired I can't even stay awake for a few hours before I am too exhausted to sit upright anymore #I pass out and find myself without energy before I've even done anything and I'm only 29.

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louiswilliamtomlinsons · 6 months ago

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#mixed feelings about liam attending louis’ show #i do love when the boys support each other #and god knows how loyal these two have been to each other #liam has been the most supportive of louis and vice versa #and as louis has said: they’re the only ones who know what they went through in the band and that’s something that will always tie them to #*together #but i read maya’s article about her book #and listen. i know it’s written as fiction. but i know for a fact fiction is a way to process things #she was what? 18? she was very young #a lot of what she describes is heartbreaking #i don’t like the way some people are painting her as a money hungry villain (literally what the fuck???)#y��all like it or not these men aren’t perfect #they’ve fucked up in the past and have hurt people #there is nothing wrong with acknowledging that #dismissing maya’s experience just because you love him won’t change anything #he’s louis’ friend but just because he’s HIS friend doesn’t mean i owe him loyalty #i also want to clarify i don’t hate him #just putting my thoughts out there #actually prepared to get attacked for this but it’s okay #logan.txt

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barbieomoviegeek · 1 month ago

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Just some complaining at 3 am 🫠

My sister making like twice as much money as me yet owing me thousands of dollars then constantly buying shit she doesn't need n being like "it was on sale so i figured why not? 💁‍♀️" like BITCH I'LL TELL U WHY NOT because while u spend $130 on (another??) air fryer u won't use im trying to punch my grocery bill down to $20/week so i can fucking eat. Fuck.

#im extremely tired of this #she also owes my parents money but they're being nice about it n telling her to pay me first #which she is doing extraordinarily slowly #she's on my Amazon account so i get notifications eject she buys stuff n it's like every day there's something else #some shit she doesn't need #she also gives me her physical receipts so i can scan them on my fetch app (yknow to try and scrape together pennies)#so i see how much she spends on other stuff #she lives alone n buys her groceries from COSTCO who tf does that #personal

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theokusgallery · 11 months ago

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What do you think Nick and Sunny's ethnicities are?

I've always somewhat headcanonned Sunny as Japanese-American, and Basil as having at least one European parent, both living in Europe, and an American grandmother. I have no idea where that second headcanon comes from. It's probably me projecting my own French-ness onto my favorite little blorbo -- another explanation is that OMORI seems to be pretty explicitely set in the USA, but Basil's parents are said to travel frequently and Sunny's never seen them in his life... and since it's easier to travel in Europe in my (limited) experience, my brain might've just made the association. Sunny being Japanese-American is a pretty popular headcanon because of his chara-design so I don't feel like I have to explain that one.

Anyway, they both live in France for plot reasons.

#in that last comic i made its said that sunny has an hour and a half of public transport to get there. its important to them growing closer #and ngl from what i'm hearing i dont think that's something that would even be possible in america.#america's public transport system doesn't seem to... be big enough to go for that long.#also: arsenic's AU is massively inspired by some personal elements (not the toxic relationship part don't worry)#and some of these elements just *require* shit to happen in france.#like for instance: sunny lives very far away instead of getting a college dorm...#...because college dorms just aren't really a thing in france. and although sunny doesnt have the money to rent an appartment closer to uni #-he has the money to go to college in the first place... because public unis are practically free here.#there's also no reason for sunny's family to get the story for how he lost his eye...#...because he has public healthcare... so he doesn't need money from his family to pay for it.#so he doesn't *owe* them an explanation and he can just hide it until he has to see them again...#...months later‚ because he's already moved in with nick by this point.#so if i had to change where they live i'd have to do lots of research and adjustments just to make this *vent AU* less relatable to me.#so... not worth it. im keeping the french in ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#arsenic #omori #rant #jesus how many tags is that.#im sorry i Cannot shut up about them

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heroictoonz · 6 months ago

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#i wish ppl wouldn’t buy me things and expect me to pay them back without like. telling me or asking me first. like ik she said she isnt lik #worried about when i can pay it back but /i/ am #i hate owing ppl money it stresses me out more than anything else #its why im constantly stressed about paying off my car #even tho I KNOW that i will be able to finish paying it off in time before the cut off #but. its still really stressful and i hate it a lot #cause then its all i can think about till its done #like if someone gets me a gift thats awesome n cool #but if you get me something because they might run out before i can get it and you expect me to pay you back #please like #ask first? before doing it? so i can plan on that kinda thing #or say no if i feel like i need to #even if its not stressful for YOU its stressful for ME #im happy to have what they got me and its not that expensive to repay #but i really didn’t want that pang of stress right now when im already dealing w stuff #little stressors are still stressors and they add up yk #i just. needed to vent where they wouldn’t see cause i dont like venting abut ppl where they can see it i think its rude #so obviously obligatory this is about no one on this platform even a little bit #delete later

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megaclubdiolis · 7 months ago

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柄本佑 || 「光る君へ」 (2024) · 第十七回「うつろい」

#柄本佑 #tasuku emoto #光る君へ #hikaru kimi e #1x17 #made by me #fujiwara no michinaga #藤原道長 #the soft smile & shaking head when michikane said to him 'I owe you one'#I was all 🥹🥹🥹🥹#I'm not okay #especially after knowing whats gonna happen to michikane next #poor michinaga #just when he finally started to truly LOVE his brother :'(#and is it the last time he gets to say the word 'aniue'?#oh my goodness😩😩😩😩😩😩😩#also irrelevant cuteness:#the way he asked Tomoko for money!!!!!!!! so fucking cute #Tomoko's older than him/a principal wife so I always feel like he's a bit afraid of her #it's good to see them finally sitting together and talking something that's not about their kids or fathers #(even if it's about politics & infidelity😅)#it's SO HARD to be with michinaga ain't it???#one day he accidentally ran into mahiro and he just STOPPED GOING TO AKIKO-SAMA'S PLACE ALTOGETHER #and LIED about his whereabouts to Tomoko #man you're like. the worst hubby #tbh I feel bad for liking her because of Kaneie but I truly TRULY love seeing scenes where michinaga and akiko-sama are together #idk I just see them as a normal couple. michianaga seemed to care abt her more in the way of a man caring abt his wife #and Kumi-chan's just so smollllll around Tasuku-san #I love their weird chemistry. her bewitching vibe #& they're not even a major thing in this show. I need you to go to akiko-sama's place more michinaga

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gothamcityneedsme · 7 months ago

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sending complicated emails with MATH and shit.

#shitpost #doing all this work and im not even saving my customer money rn #but i AM obeying the terms of the lease.#it just sucks to put this much effort into something that boils down to me telling a landlord that we owe them more money #im like: hey. per the lease... uhhh... charge us more money.#its like. shoots myself in the foot. well this isn't counting for my savings #its okay i found 4k saving yesterday

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year ago

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... how am I meant to get any sort of restful sleep when it's like 85F indoors in my bedroom at NIGHT .. hhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#why the next poll adventure and everything else has taken so long lol.. I straight up have just not done anything #the past few days... staring down my todo list and sweating hopelessly #AT LEAST it;s relatively low humidity. the highest it's been up to is maybe 65%. but is usually around 50 or 40ish #There is one small window air conditioner in a roomate's room that can KIND OF be shared by nailing a sheet up to block off the hallway #with the rooms in it so the cool air goes into the other bedrooms but doesnt flow out into the kitchen or etc but #wjhen it's the time of day that the sun is directly hitting the window & it's like 102F outside even that doesnt help much. to cool 3 rooms #and I always feel like we're going to explode the air conditioner or something running it too much with direct heat on it. sometimes it #smells like hot plastic or whatever ghj.. so it's mostly just.. block off all windows with 5 layers of blankets and cardboard #starting at 10am (meaning.. no indoor light for days basically.. no natural lighting.. time passes weird. hard to determine time of day).#throw water on the bed every night so you sleep in wet sheets and keep your clothes and hair wet at all times. ice. cold drinks. keep a #little fan running pointed directly at you nearly 24/7 even when sleeping with a fan blowing air on you makes your eyes and throat painfull #dry. etc. etc.. and i KNOW people have it worse in plenty of places blah blah. i am just complaining on my little blog that is about me lol #I think the biggest thing about lack of adequate/central air conditioning for me is just the LACK of productivity!!! I am working on games!#and novels!! and so many other crafts. costumes! sculptures!!! things I want to do!!! we all have a limited amount of time on this planet a #nd I have so many goals!! To lose basically 4-5 days straight or producivity - when if I had been able to temperature #control my environment better I could have easily gotten more done because I wouldn't be laying around nuseous and too hot #and sick to do anything all day etc. -- is like.... GRRRRRR... it just feels so senseless.. i could have USEd that time...#Every CEO who has contributed to global warming owes me 1million doallrs to fund my art projects and make up for all the time #I've lost on them due to their stupid bullshit.. also they should be stoned to death in a public square. but redistribute the money FIRST #to everyone on the planet. but especially people who have been affected by floods. fires. etc. etc.#poor people who have limited choice in housing and access to air conditioning. homeless people in cooling centers. people with disabillitie #and health issues that are worse in the heat so the entire future just seems increasingly terrifying for them. etc. etc.#ANYWAY.... eughhhgh.... It can cool down SLIGHTLY at night but the past few nights I have been sleeping in an 81 degree room and I wake up #and first thing in the morning its like 82 by then and I'm so nauseous and nasty feeling... just so so tired of it.. I NEED SNOW #literally not even joking.. snow would heal me. .. oughffff...#AND i got the new nasty stinky poo poo pee pee tumblr dashboard update lol.. e v i l

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missazura · 2 years ago

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not me getting sudden flashbacks of acting THE EXACT SAME WAY hunter did with belos back when he was the golden guard. i feel incredibly sick to the stomach.

#personal #vent #i remember being younger after my parents died i literally acted like hunter #i remember asking permission to eat and shower #every morning i wake up i would do my chores first and only when they're done i'll eat something as a reward #i even bowed at her feet and thanked her so many times whenever she does something nice to me #i wasn't even reaching the bare minimum. i wasn't allowed to go outside or go to college #i wasn't allowed to make friends bc she used this ''other people are outsiders. only family will be there and love you'' mentality #so i was incredibly sheltered even when i'm technically 18 #if i was late doing chores (bc i wake up later) she would do them and guilt trip me on how much i owe her for these #EVERY DAY #i get threatened to being separated from my sister with being sent to different orphanages whenever i disobey her #she blamed me for my dad's death and did not allow me to grieve. saying thats just my dad while he's her son #so you can imagine how incredibly terrifying the whole situation is to an orphan #and what sickens me even further is that she loved it #she loved the attention i gave her. that pure blind loyalty #she kept the money that was supposed to be for our food and groceries my aunt gave her. guilt tripped me into using the little money i got #now i love belos as a complex and fucked up character #but i think the urge to be loyal to someone so monstrous and abusive has been taught to me #its familiar #abuse tw #trauma tw

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nomaishuttle · 1 year ago

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its also like . ok sry im going on bc im tired and ive upset myself lol but its like. to have somebody who knows i grew up in poverty call me greedy and selfish bc he pressured me into moving up here when i didnt have the money so i Had to rely on him financially. and then i couldnt pay him back while i was literally unemployed. to have him call me greedy and selfish and entitled and lazy was. insanely upsetting

#like he knew that a lot of the money i earned went directly to paying my families bills and literally feeding them and he still. said that #to me. and then when i got upset he spun it as me being irrational and playing the victim and always guilttripping him like. idk. idk.#i try rly hard not to think abt that bc it just makes me feel horrific but like. i was already so insanely paranoid about spending money #any Non essential purchase made me spiral and then that just made it. so much worse . i told him from the start i didnt have much money and #he said it was fine and i told him from the start id pay him back as quickly as i could and he said it was fine and then he just #he completely ghosted me he never talked to me he slept downstairs and he spent more time with one of our roommates than he did me #and now i. know why he did that lol #but whatever. but he iced me out and the only time he ever talked to me was to tell me i was being greedy for not paying him back #or if i literally fuckjng. begged him to do skmething with me #and then hed spend like 1 hour completely checked out but technically sitting in the same room as me and i just. idk. that relationship #genuinely like. fucked me up. and now i reakize it wasnt Just since i moved here and a lot of the like. stripping me of.my identity and #pressuring me into doing. certain things when i wasnt comfortable with them and guilttripping me if i did try to stand up for myself. now i #realize that had been going on nearly since the start but it fucking. rly hurts. basically #and to top it all of he knew i struggle with very severe depression and i have since i was a kid and he knew i specifically struggle a lot #with hygiene and he knew how gross that makes me feel. and he still called me disgusting for it. and in every argument he had he would #hold the fact i owed him money over my head and i judt. i dont know what i was supposed to do. and i realize now there was jothing bc he #was already. yk. and probably had been for a while but it just. rly fucking sucks basically.#like even now a few months out i get genuinely nauseous when i buy something that isnt Absolutely essential.#and i try to force myself to buy like. a small nice thing for myself every once in a while i buy 1 coffee and 1 breakfast food every week #on saturday to try n like. make sure i know its ok 4 me to do that and it doesnt make me selfish but like. it still makes me feel sick

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inmirova · 1 year ago

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yall my ex is so lucky we're not together now that I'm off my meds for like. not even the reason that makes sense.

#oooooh i have no appetite now that I'm not on multiple meds with weight gain as a side effect #surely that aspect of my being is evil of me #pretty sure my unmedicated bipolar disorder would just be like fun for him bc im not always depressed anymore #not to be like crazy or whatever but the fact that while i was taking meds and working on my relationship w food they were like. bitter?#like demonized me both having problems with food and seeking help for them #&viewed my being on medication as exceptionally privileged which like. i wish i was on them again i get it but also getting that 'privilege'#required 1) my own fucking money i got from having a job something they didnt get until we broke up and i was like #im not paying off our apartment alone so either you or your parents owe me money every month #and 2) getting hospitalized after an attempt #because i had the privilege of being on twice the max dose of an antidepressant that didnt help me #like. ugh yes it was a privilege and one that i miss having but it also sucked getting there it wasnt like #idk the way they framed it was always like i was offered the fucking luck of the draw on it or whatever #like sorry? remember when i was on so much lexapro i went into a dissociative fugue and started dating you lol fuck off #because i actually genuinely dont remember like 6 or 7 months because of that shit!#i actually ended up hospitalized from it and all i remember hearing about it was that you were sad bc you felt you werent enough to stop it #like it had fucking anything to do with you #like wish them all the best but damn. actually they sucked very very badly. i hope they figure it out one day but probably not #ik theyre on antidepressants now so yknow. im sure theyll forget being medicated means theyre privileged now #becomes normal once its them or some shit

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angelnumber27 · 2 years ago

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DO NOT OFFER ME THINGS FOR FREE IF YOU ARE GOING TO GET ANGRY AT ME FOR NOT PAYING YOU BACK AFTER YOU LITERALLY GAVE ME THAT SHIT AND SAID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ABOUT ME OWING YOU MONEY

#like pick a lane either be generous or not generous but don’t pretend I owe you shit after YOU decided to give me something for free #I have absolutely no problem with paying somebody back when i owe them money #that’s not the issue

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pa-pa-plasma · 1 year ago

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I feel like too many people don't understand that a bad person having normal human traits does not suddenly make them a good person

#& every person who thinks that way is sooo susceptible to abuse #like that's not a joke or anything like for real if you keep treating people as 2 dimensional #then you fall into the trap of ''they did 1 nice thing for me so they must not actually be bad''#you're allowed to like bad characters without scrambling to justify & write off their terrible actions & personality #like dude youre so desperate to not be caught liking something deviant youre using the same tactics as a H*rry P*tter fan #anyway i hope those people who like that asshole from ST never meet a Billy irl #cuz ive lived with Billys irl & it's not fucking fun. it's not interesting. it's living with an abusive piece of shit #just admit you think hes a good person because hes attractive. like youre fooling no one #if he didnt look like that youd call him a fucking freak. but he doesnt so hes just ''interesting to pick apart''#i can give you insight into that kind of person's brain: they literally would abuse you. they don't care. they think you deserve it #they can do nice things all they want but the ''niceness'' never quite reaches the same level the ''meanness'' gets to #theyre always paired together. they bought you an ice cream that costs less than a dollar? you owe them money plus interest #the reality of the situation is that every time someone like me sees you guys doing that #fawning over some asshole abuser & calling them perfect & explaining away their behaviour?#it literally sets me back. it makes me so fucking mad because that happens in real life. it's why the abuse never gets stopped #no one believes you because ''well they were nice to ME & look nice so i dont believe you''#i know how much you guys hate acknowledging apologism but like. that's abuse apologism right there

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