#like her existance was just made to make Pear suffer and feel sad

[originallymarysue]

(I don't have anything funny to say here so just take my art of Binary)

(oh btw if you don't know this, Binary is Plum/SMG10 after they leave the Mushroom Kingdom because they can't handle the pressure of being a meme guardian)

[flacreole]

First

Go live. Even if it’s bad and totally not the life you dreamed for you. Just go. And keep going. Believe me, it hurts but is worth it. There is no guarantee whatsoever that you will achieve or realize your dreams. Sorry. But keep going. Don’t give up of yourself. Never. Its hard, i know. And its ok if you cannot do it all the time. You have to survive, you are first of all an animal. You can make choices and you think, but your animal instincts will always be there. You will follow it whenever your gut feels that you have to and that’s ok. You need to survive. You need to protect your ones.

We think that because we were gifted with free will we can control everything and we are superior to the other animals. Bullshit. Our bless made us so dumb and blind with power that we created the most insane environment to live. The most difficult and ugly and unbearable place one can try to survive. Human kind will be extinct by they own. We are our predators. The mind of the truly king animal will destroy the world as we know it. Bad for us. Good for all the rest.

So if you have a choice and want to help save human kind, go and be you. Please. Be selfish and live for yourself, your true self. Not the one you think you should be or desperately and falsely try to be, just to please the others that are also pretending. I know that to survive in the savage jungle that we created sometimes we have to fit in. But this is different. People don’t give up their beliefs when it’s needed to survive. People don’t know and don’t care what they are. People want to be the same. All the same, fake and happy on instagram. People don’t think anymore. Not because they can’t or they don’t want to. Simply because thinking and feeling and being human actually, is off limits.

WTF right? Makes me really scared. We are not allowed to think by ourselves, have our own opinion and position about anything that is not what everybody thinks, does and agree. We are the only animals in the world that can think and decide what to do or not, that have free will, but we are giving that up because we don’t want to have that heavy weight on our shoulders.

I believe in God, and i think he is somewhat disappointed and sadly regretful for giving to us humans the blessing of making the rules. My faith tells me that he still loves us, will forgive our ignorance and total lack of capacity to do the task, but i cannot not feel ashamed and unworthy. Dammed us, guys.

We had everything to make this work. It was given to us as a gift, like in Christmas. The biggest and haviest and most shiny present under the tree had our name on it. The new, never seen beforw thinking brain, the extraordinary untouched natura resources, the incredible luck that we came after a gigantic out of control rock cross the earth’s path. After all we can think and make fire, but we could never beat a hungry dinosaur.

We were the chosen ones. We are the gifted. We just have to remember that life is a good gift if you are true and honest to yourself. Otherwise it’s like that pair of socks that doesn’t fit you right. You’ll use it but will always feel small and uncomfortable. It sounds really selfish and wrong. i know. But the truth is that. Not pretty or pleasant all the time. But it is still true.

Be true. Be what you were born to be. Not what the world want and expect from you. That’s impossible. Not just for you, for everyone.

That’s what is killing human kind. Trying to be something that doesn’t exist and will keep everybody frustrated and sad.

And there is nothing more dangerous then an almighty animal who feels mad and cornered.

You want to help save the world? For real? So be real. Not the best or the smarter or the richest or the one you think will please the others who are also faking it and pretending to be someone they’re not. It’s impossible to make someone that doesn’t exist happy.

Tell the truth whenever you can. Be brave and always remember that nobody tell the truth all the time. But try as much as you can. I am not asking for you to be a saint or the most hated person alive. Lying and being cynical is part of the game, just don’t pretend to be happy when you’re not to make other people happy. Sometimes we help more when we are not afraid to suffer, to feel bad, unfit, ugly, unhappy. Most people feel that way sometimes and cannot relate. Cannot see were we are the same. Because we are. Inside we are all the same. In essence we are all a pile of flesh, bones, feelings. Maybe we don’t show it but we came from the same place, are made from the same material and will, even if you don’t believe in what i believe. The only thing that makes us different from one another and in some cases unique is what we do with we think. Times pass and unique humans are becoming a rare and not very welcome specimen.

Just tell it. People wil be shocked and disappointed. Some will get hurt. Some will think you’re crazy and try to find an explanation for the person you are and the ideas you dare to share. The booze. The drugs. The tv. The reality shows. The fact that you are lonely and have the urge to show of and get attention. Because you think and say it. Crazy lunatic. Victim of the social networks. The ones you love the most will do that, using the excuse that they love you and want you to be happy and another normal person. Who has a brain but is not allowed to use it.

People all around, from different cultures, religions, races and places are turning into an all the same society, rulled by who knows whom, or what, nobody cam tell exactly why we follow this pattern and teach this freaky way of living to the nexts generations. Generations that are born believing that nothing can can be worse than a person that simply tells the truth, or at least her truth, who shows herself as vulnerable and is exposed and branded as not normal, for saying what most of the humanity feel and think, but will never say it out loud.

It’s not an easy way to live, and i have to say that seems almost impossible if you want to make part of the all. The cruel side of our unique thinking heads is to segregate and isolate the ones we think are weaks or threats. We are animals. We will do what it takes to survive. Even if requires being judged by the ones who wish deep down to have the balls to stand up, but don’t. We know already that is not ever the best one who holds the pen. Usually is the most convenient for the ones who make the rules and also judge who doesn’t follow them. The cowards who will say whatever the people want to hear. Most of the time is not the true. Is far away from it. The complete oposite, the fake news, made up facts and distorted reality. Is what a lot of people want these days. Not easy to find a person who can hold the weight of telling the true. Eveyday more scarce and alarming.

Can we blame them? Can we judge with blind eyes and deaf ears our pears, our friends, our family and most importantly, ourselves, because we don’t want to face the true?

Ask yourself this question and respond in silence to your conscience. It is a great start.