#like fine i can understand shes angry about her mother but she changed her mind up about the undercity SO fast. like almost comically fast

[thebigqueer]

see my take is that i dont condone caits actions at all however she matches vis freak too much to not ship them in my eyes. and also i feel like the show wanted to give more depth & time to cait's "redemption" arc but it was so rushed that we never actually got to see that arc of cait realizing the consequences of her actions. i think its something thats implied to have happened off screen given the way caits already challenging ambessa but we never got that backstory so we dont actually know what was going through her mind or what led her to change her mind about ambessa.

[twomiddlefingersforthehaters]

Kishimoto was always aware of what he was writing, and everything in manga is intentional, not accidental.

When Naruto meets Haku, he admires his look.

NO WAY! HE'S... HE'S EVEN CUTER THAN SAKURA-CHAN!!?

Naruto uses カワイイ (kawaii) = cute; adorable.

Naruto complementing his mom by calling her 「美人」 ' bijin' - It literally means "a beautiful person," but it actually means "a beautiful woman / lady".

When Inari meets Naruto and Sakura several years later, he comments on Sakura's appearance, calling her キレイ (kirei) -> Beautiful or Pretty.

When Naruto returns to Konoha after three years of training with Jiraiya, Sakura asks him this particular question, his response was this:

Sakura: How do I look? Do I look more like a woman now...?

Naruto: You look Fine! You haven't changed at all!! 😁

Sakura: 💢

Naruto: ?

Jiraya: 💭You still don't understand the heart of a woman...

Sakura uses 女らしい (Onnarashii) = women; ladylike; feminine. Jiraya uses 女心 (onnagokoro) = woman's heart/mind.

When Naruto saw her 3 years later he didn't see any difference in her or compliment her so she had to ask him about her appearance. But when she asked, she didn't get the answer she wanted and became angry or annoyed lol

You know, even before he was born, his own mother had spoken of this not understanding woman's heart.

HE WON'T UNDERSTAND GIRLS FEELINGS...

Raw: 女心も どんかんで

Romaji: onnagokoro mo donkan de

Kushina uses the same word here as Jiraiya used, 女心 (onnagokoro) = woman's heart/mind.

どんかん (donkan) - It refers to a person's insensitivity or lack of awareness towards the feelings, emotions, or atmosphere around them. It describes someone who is oblivious or slow to pick up on subtle cues or hints from others. This term is often used to describe individuals who have difficulty understanding or empathizing with the emotions or feelings or needs of those around them. It is important to note that this term is not necessarily derogatory, but rather describes a person's character or behavior.

I DON'T QUITE UNDERSTAND THIS INTEREST IN WOMEN

Raw: 女の欲ってのもいまいち分かんねーしィ

Romaji: onna no yoku tte no mo imaichi wakannē shi i

女 (onna) - woman

欲 (よく) (yoku) - greed; craving; desire; avarice; wants

いまいち (imaichi) - Not quite; not very good; lacking

分かんねーし (wakan ne- shi) - I don't know; I don't understand

It emphasizes that a smut novel is too boring for a 15-year-old Naruto. He doesn't find it interesting

すっげー つまんねー (sugge tsuman ne-) = soo boring/totally boring

you can compliment another man for their looks. a man can appreciate the beauty of another man without being gay. They don't cost anything, if it's authentic, if it's genuine, you have a chance to brighten someone else's day.

カッコイイ = cool / handsome/ good looking

But....what's really interesting about Naruto is that he is panicking after complimenting Sasuke. See how he suddenly changes what he said earlier...as if what was on his mind accidentally spilled out of his mouth. Also notice Sakura's shocked and surprised face at what Naruto said. And that worried smile on her face

He could admire Haku and Sasuke's looks. He could understand why Haku sacrificed himself for Zabuza. He could understand Sakura's love for Sasuke because he saw himself in her. He could understand Sasuke's heart and pain. He was able to understand other villains.

He is the person who tried to understand and listen to others, but it's constantly shown in the manga that he doesn't understand a woman's heart and not interested in it. Naruto ignored Hinata's confession despite remembering she jumping in front of Pain. He rejected Sakura without even hesitating....and admitting that the Promise was never for her. Then we get to see Naruto's confession to Sasuke under the bridge. Naruto never mentioned Team 7 or the others in his personal confession. It was about him and Sasuke only... [link] [link] [link]

Naruto was never attracted to Sakura's looks or beauty…while he could admire the looks of Sasuke, Haku, and Kushina. He called Sakura ugly when he got the chance, he didn't care if someone called her ugly in front of him. But he was irritated when Sakura compared Sai to Sasuke.

Also,

FOR GUYS, BEING TOGETHER NAKED REALLY MAKES US FEEL LIKE COMPANIONS!

Naruto was feeling shy and embarrassed sitting next to sai and Yamato. Look at Naruto's posture as he holds his knees to his chest compared to Yamato and Sai's calm & relaxed posture. And also the word Yamato uses 裸の (Hadakano) = naked, bare, nude.

After sharing the 'naked' bath with men Naruto tried to peek into the women's bath . If he's straight he doesn't have to fake his heterosexuality right after the awkward bath with men.

[unabashegirl]

Enticing 46 — Harry Styles CEO

Summary: Harry is a young billionaire and CEO of his own company. He mostly keeps to himself, he is stern and very meticulous when it comes to business. He also likes to keep his personal life very private for the sake of his newly born son Oliver Styles. It isn't until he meets Y/N Y/L/N that everything changes. She becomes his new nanny after his previous one quits due to personal reasons. She is young, caring, and sweet. Will they ignore their feelings? Will Harry's girlfriend accept their love and leave them? Will she be able to cope with his busy agenda? What about Oliver's mother? Where is she? Who is she?

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"Do you think it's a girl or a boy?" Y/N inquired as Harry gently brushed his fingers across her bump. They were seated at a cozy Italian restaurant conveniently located near both of their offices, having planned to share a lunch together.

"I'm hoping for a girl," Harry admitted, expressing his desire to have both a son and a daughter, just like he and Allison. He recognized the joy of having a sister, and he believed that Oliver would relish the companionship and growing up together. "But if it's not, that's perfectly fine too," he quickly added, not wanting his words to be misconstrued. Harry was genuinely excited this time. He felt blessed to be involved in every aspect of the pregnancy.

"I don't mind either way. I'm honestly not sure," Y/N replied with a slight frown before picking up her fork to savor the carbonara pasta before her.

"Speaking of the baby, we'll need to start getting everything ready," Harry noted.

"I'm sure we won't need that much stuff. We can use Oliver's things," Y/N suggested, assuming Harry had saved all of Oliver's newborn essentials.

Harry's expression shifted to one of confusion. "I mean, you kept all of Oliver's newborn stuff, right?" she inquired.

Harry smiled at her and looked down at his food, feeling a pang of guilt. He hadn't retained any of it; the majority had been donated. He hadn't anticipated having another child.

"That's absurd," she remarked, rolling her eyes at him.

"I donated it! It's not like I threw everything away, darlin'," Harry replied, his smile wistful as he took a sip of his wine. He had reservations about drinking in front of Y/N, but she had insisted, essentially making him share the moment. "When's your next doctor's appointment?"

"It's later this week," Y/N shared, her anticipation building. Perhaps they would find out the baby's sex this time. She hoped the baby would be more cooperative during the ultrasound. "Can you make it?"

"I'll make time. Wouldn't miss it," Harry assured her, reaching out to hold her hand and tenderly kissing the top of it.

"Is Allison mad at me?" Y/N asked bluntly, her thoughts consumed by the question over the past two days since Allison's departure. She knew she had stepped in when it wasn't her place, but Allison's disrespect toward Harry had pushed her to speak up.

"No, darlin'," Harry reassured her. "I think she realized she went a little too far." Y/N couldn't quite understand, but she suddenly found herself in tears. Sometimes, the weight of it all felt like too much. She had an aversion to conflict and despised making Harry feel bad, so she often kept her concerns close, not wanting to be a burden or cause him any distress.

"Oh, darlin'," Harry sighed, his heart aching at the sight of her tears. He was accustomed to her joyful smile, making the contrast all the more poignant. "Everything is alright. She's not angry or anything. Maybe she was just taken aback by everything. Would you like me to talk to her so she can apologize?"

Y/N shook her head, big tears streaming down her face. "No, don't. I'll just make it worse," she pleaded. "It might just be the hormones," she added with a self-aware nod, realizing how silly it all sounded. Harry gently wiped away her tears.

"You're just feeling a bit sensitive today, and that's perfectly fine," Harry assured her. "How about if I finish work earlier than usual today, and we spend the evening watching movies and indulging in some comfort food at home? Will that make you feel better?"

Y/N nodded enthusiastically through her tears, a soft laugh escaping her. Harry empathized with her, unable to fathom the challenges of pregnancy. All he wanted was for her to be as comfortable as possible. Despite his reluctance to leave work early, this time he was determined to do so, as she needed him.

After their lunch, Y/N and Harry returned to their respective offices, each with their own set of responsibilities. Y/N had an important meeting scheduled with William and some potential investors. She needed to pitch a significant deal to them and had meticulously prepared her proposal, backed by data confirming it was a worthwhile investment. She felt a mix of nervousness and excitement about showcasing her potential.

On the other hand, Harry had his hands full with various external issues to address. He had to meet with his associates in London, as their construction project had encountered several setbacks, including permit issues. Harry was sincerely hoping he wouldn't have to travel for this matter.

"What's going on, Thomas? I need some good news," Harry said, leaning forward in his chair. "What's happening with the construction crew?"

Thomas had been incessantly calling Harry over the past few days, reporting that construction had slowed down due to heavy rain in London. An unfortunate incident had occurred where a worker accidentally damaged a gas pipeline, necessitating a call to the fire department. The pipeline was temporarily sealed, suspending the gas supply to the building. This, in turn, delayed the laying of the concrete foundation and pushed back the permits by about a month.

Thomas was visibly anxious, fearing that Harry might reprimand him severely. He had always been meticulous in overseeing the workers, and Harry appreciated his attention to detail. However, this time, a momentary lapse in attention had led to a major issue.

Harry let out a deep exhale, running his fingers through his hair. He was growing weary of the challenges that came with the expansion project and simply wished it would be completed.

"I'm surprised, Thomas," Harry began. "How much is this going to cost us?"

"I'm truly sorry, Mr. Styles," Thomas apologized sincerely, and Harry could sense his genuine regret. It was the first time he had encountered a problem with Thomas in charge of construction. While it wasn't entirely his fault, he was the one responsible and had to bear the blame in front of the boss. "It won't happen again. I swear."

"I understand, Thomas. Everyone makes mistakes, and I was genuinely surprised that it hadn't happened sooner after all these years of working for me," Harry reassured him with a smile. "Sometimes, situations get out of our control. Now, tell me the cost so we can get it resolved."

Thomas proceeded to share the detailed cost estimates he had prepared for the meeting, relieved that Harry hadn't reacted with anger and fired him.

As the day transitioned into evening, the sky grew darker and colder, and the first drops of rain began to fall from the gray heavens. Harry parked his car in front of the apartment building and scrolled through the menu of a restaurant he wanted to try, all the while eagerly anticipating a cozy evening in pajamas, cuddling with Y/N.

"Y/N? I'm home!" Harry called out as he entered the apartment. He noticed Mrs. Johnson, their housekeeper, looking weary and troubled. Concerned, he inquired, "What's going on?"

"I tried, Mr. Styles, but he was very persistent," Mrs. Johnson replied, her voice lowered. "He basically let himself in," she whispered, nodding toward the office.

Determined and already angered that someone had upset Mrs. Johnson, Harry made his way into the office, only to find his father and mother inside. His father stood by the window with his hands in his pockets, while his mother sat on the couch, elegantly dressed in Chanel, with her ankles crossed.

"Does no one in this family respect privacy?" Harry blurted out, startling both of his parents. "First Allison, and now both of you?"

"That's no way to talk to your parents, Harry," Mrs. Styles chided, setting down a cup of tea that Mrs. Johnson had prepared for her after some disagreement. "It's good to see you."

"Why are you here? Did Allison spill the beans already?" Harry questioned, his frustration evident as he hurriedly untied his tie.

"She might have mentioned that your girlfriend is pregnant," Mr. Styles replied, his gaze intense. "So?"

"It's just very surprising. Is this really what you want, Harry? To have another child? To add more responsibility to the already intense load you carry?" Harry was taken aback. He felt betrayed by his own mother, as he had always considered her an innocent angel caught in a challenging relationship. Suddenly, his father seemed to have influenced her. "Because I'm sure your father and I can do something to fix this situation."

In response, Harry silently made his way to the small bar in his office and began pouring himself a glass of whiskey on the rocks. He was beyond angry.

"You don't have to stay with her, son," Mr. Styles finally spoke, his words laden with implication.

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[hope-you-brought-kneepads-bitch]

Agatha all along spoilers

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First off! I’ve seen people on Twitter already going mad but I think I need people to understand, this show was never targeted at a specific lesbian ending, yes! Very queer show and of course lots of Agathario but Rio is death, I always thought a kiss of death would happen because otherwise we’re being silly with ourselves it’s not queer baiting and it’s not helpful to be mad because marvel wont want to do things like this again if we start getting angry, the cast and crew were so proud of this and we should be too (we can vent a little and I plan too but I won’t tag actors or creators because I’m not weird)

But! I will say dying for Billy (technically I know she did because of Nicky because Billy got into her mind like a loser and a bitch and she wanted to redeem herself or whatever) is a bit strange I guess I get people saying ‘oh well of course lesbians get screwed over’ but you know for a marvel show to have actual canon lesbians who are kissing, yeah it’s scraping a barrel but if it’s received well I have no doubt they’ll do it again, I mean in the comics agatha gets resurrected and who’s to say that won’t happen? Anyway I’m ranting and yeah a little sad about the ending because it does feel like the killing eve ending but! Let’s get into the two episodes

Alice! My love, my baby I’m so sorry! Rio was right you died doing your job as a protection witch but it still hurts! I hope the afterlife is good to you and treats you well I love you 🥰

Jen! My beloved you did it! You got your powers back, I can’t believe agatha bound her that’s so funny and messed up! God agatha were you that low on cash???

“He’s an abomination” Damn right Rio get him!

Also the change in agatha a little about not wanting to see Rio when she died like yeah it’s a quick change but I think it’s Agatha putting her shields back up, she does want Rio back she definitely does but also it’s like ‘oh actually I’m putting my guard back up because I’m scared and you did something that hurt me’ (she is my scar!)

Rio being pissed off that agatha doesn’t want her and that she loves it when she’s like this unfortunately ladies this foreplay went a little too far and got ruined by a man (fucking typical) them basically flirting through their whole fight was great too

Also going back to episode 1 where Rio said ‘so take my power’ and Agatha replied ‘cute, but you know that would kill me’ BECAUSE SHE HAD TO KISS HER TO TAKE HER POWER! Did I get it right? Pretty sure I did so I declare that in their private moments agatha never kissed Rio but just started at her neck so not to accidentally kill herself during sex (dramatic lesbians)

Also in ep 4 when Agatha tries kissing Rio but then Rio stops her, I have a depressing feeling that Agatha was so upset at being reminded of what happened to her son she was willing to take the kiss of death I guess? Or maybe Rio can control stuff like that and kiss Agatha fine if she holds her power in but thinking she’s death I think it’s the first one

Rio cutting the road and stepping through I’m not gonna lie I was shocked! I gasped guys and I don’t do that often like obviously they knew was fake but I didn’t I love just thinking about Rio stepping in and out of the road but also where is the ‘road’? Is it just Agatha’s house? Have they been walking around in circles this whole time, god the citizens of westview may need to start looking for other places to live

The Salem era! I loved it (I do want more backstory but I think we’ll get some interviews explaining it so that’ll be fun) ‘born from scratch’ beautiful line Rio turning up I was like ‘oh daddy’s here to help with the birth’ then I quickly remembered she’s death and agatha begging not to take him and then I realised daddy isn’t here to stay for good reasons (like most dads)

Little Nicky was adorable! Such a cute kid and helping his mother trick witches? Putting him to work agatha, I like it! Start them early I say

Also they created the balled! So cute and heartbreaking since Agatha had to sing it all the time when killing these witches constantly being reminded of her son

Also her killing everyday then the one night she doesn’t rio takes their son??? God Rio give her a fucking day don’t you have like billions of other souls to take?? Just walk very slowly 🙄

Billy carrying the trauma of killing three (that’s right I count Sharon too!) witches because he created the road makes the ending worth it actually (not by much) because he has to suffer the consequences and deal with ghost agatha, get recked!

Rio and Agatha will definitely reunite (source: Me) Rio says she hates ghosts but only because she’s death and ghosts probably don’t want to move on, be a bit like trying to round up cats. HER AND AGATHA CAN FINALLY WALK TOGETHER FOR ALL ETERNITY

Anyway I have work in an hour and I’ve been up since 4 it’s now 6 and I’ve slept about 3 hours soooo if this is all ramblings I’ll try to add things later but yeah I loved the last two episodes yeah we could’ve gotten a bit more Agathario but I truly think they didn’t anticipate the overwhelming reception for them (Kathryn and Aubrey did though definitely)

I’m up for any discussion too I love talking about this stuff but works been hectic recently hence why I’m watching the episodes before work because after I’m just knackered but I’m off this weekend so I can reply properly to people

[benjis-journey]

10.12.24 (Day 2)

I started the day angry, bitter, and resentful. I was still so angry about what my mother had said to me yesterday and the way she reacted. As infuriated as I was, I continued to record myself as I took my next dosage of testosterone and hoped for the best. I can't afford to be angry all the time. It wouldn't do me any good. I'd hate to think my mother will take up so much space in these entries. This is meant to be a safe space for me to document my journey. I want things to be happy and positive. I feel bad that I'm always so angry at her, but she should consider treating me better. After all, she has overwhelmingly contributed to why I feel I don't love being trans yet.

A friend told me the other day that he loves being trans. He also told me that it'd likely take me a while to feel that way. I thought what he told me was beautiful and that I couldn't wait to feel the way he does. I couldn't stop thinking about the conversation we had. We spoke for a very long time about the struggles and milestones of transitioning. We spoke about how life had been before it and what it'd be like after. I was enamored with what he shared with me. I felt so connected with him then and I was thrilled to find someone who truly understands how I feel.

To be quite honest, I can't remember the last time I felt so understood and seen. It was like everything in my brain had finally made sense to another person. I'm so glad to have met him. I care about him a lot and he makes me very happy, but I feel awkward telling him that. I think he'll figure that out on his own just fine, though. I hope he knows I like it when he tells me he cares about me. I often wear the giddiest grin I can muster when he does.

I've been thinking a lot about the people who are no longer in my life. Those specifically who I'd love to tell about my transition. I wonder what they'd say, I wonder what they'd think. If we were still friends, would they be happy for me? If we were still dating, would they love me the same? If they were still alive, would they embrace me? I know I can't afford to think about all these people as much as I do, it's been years. But they always find a way to cross my mind like the sneaky devils they are. I miss you all terribly regardless of how you left me or how you've treated me. I have so much to tell you and none of the time or energy to do so.

There are still plenty of people out there I've yet to break the news to. I'm hoping for positive reactions, but I'll understand where I might get negative ones from. Still, I'm holding on to hope. I'm sure once my appearance has changed enough, the conversation will just start itself. I wonder what that'll be like. Will I be confident? Will I be timid? What will their faces look like? What will I look like? I find it baffling how starting my transition has elicited more questions than answers. Things will get better and less confusing, though, as time goes on. They have to... right? —Benjiꕤ

[deathmetalunicorn1]

Hello, I hope you're doing well today. I have a request if you're up to it.

So I was watching Shrek 2 and I thought it would be funny if you can do a reader who was formally human but married a god (Your Choice) and now became a demi-goddess (idk if that's even possible) and they're living happily. When papa Adam and mama Eve got wind that reader is married, they invite both reader and her god husband to meet them so they can meet her husband (they're not aware reader's husband is a god). Time skip to reader and husband finally arriving to Adam and Eve's home after a long trip, Adam and Eve all smiles upon seeing reader after a long time but Adam's smile instantly drops once seeing reader's husband is a god and finding out reader is now a demi-goddess. Just as you expect Adam is not liking this at all. Fast forward to that awkward dinner scene, the atmosphere is intense. Adam is glaring daggers at god husband and Eve is trying her best to live up the mood by asking god husband questions, trying to get to know him better. However things escalate between Adam and god husband, cue both of them duking it out with the food on the table.

This just came to my mind while watching Shrek and I hope you do this😂, if not then that's fine! I wish you a good day/night! :)

-You hadn’t seen your parents in years, and you were beaming at the thought of hugging them again, after not being home in so long.

-A lot had changed since you last seen them, you had grown to be a beautiful young woman, but you had also turned into a demi-goddess, after marrying (God) when the two of you fell in love.

-(God) smiled softly, seeing you so happy, pressing a kiss to your temple which made you grin up at him before he spoke, “Nervous?”

-A nod was your first answer before verbally responded, “A bit, I’m not sure how they’re going to react with me being married to a god and being a demi-goddess now.”

-He nodded, understanding, your father was a notorious god hater, but for good reason, you were just hoping he would be nice to your husband and see how happy you were with him.

-Your mother was a different story, she was just happy to see you happy, but knew how her husband could be when mad.

-At their home, the front door slammed open and Eve, your mother ran out, “My baby!!!” you ran for her, abandoning your husband as the two of you met in a warm embrace.

-Adam walked out, seeing out and he was quick to embrace you, holding you close before you pulled back, “Mama, Papa, this is my husband, (God)!”

-A record scratch was heard as everything froze, your mother’s eyes going wide and Adam’s eyes instantly narrowing in a harsh glare while you were smiling brightly, silently begging your papa to be nice!

-After helping your mother with dinner, you were praying it was going to be a nice meal; Eve could see how hard you wanted Adam and (God) to get along, just for a bit and admired your determination.

-Eve was more open to the idea, asking (God) simple questions, being polite and (God) relaxed a little bit, answering her and giving her a polite smile, trying to ignore the glares he was getting across the table.

-Twenty minutes later you were in your parent’s bed, with Eve, having just gotten out of the bath, pouting deeply.

-Adam had immediately started making snide comments about (God), angry that you chose a god of all people to marry and wasn’t too happy you were a demi-goddess now. Eve tried to scold him, to get him under control.

-However, (God) didn’t make things better, saying that you were happy with him, and you’ve been happy with him as a demi-goddess.

-It would up dissolving into a massive food fight between the two men, while Eve was yelling and you were sitting there, trying not to cry.

-Showing her intimidating nature for once, Eve quickly got them under control and made the both of them clean up everything, before banishing them to the couches for the evening.

-When you came to her, still upset, she let you sleep in her and Adam’s bed, just like old times, petting your hair, doting on you as you sniffled, “I just wanted them to get along.”

-She patted the top of your head gently, “If they want to make you happy, they will, or else.”

-Downstairs, the two men were sulking, laying across the room from each other, before a shiver went up their spine, telling them a silent threat was lurking.

-The next day you headed home with your husband, you hugged your parents and Eve smiled up at (God), telling him to take care of you, which he promised.

-You were a little surprised when Adam and (God) shook hands, the two saying the same thing, and you thought they were getting along, until you saw the veins in their arms, testing each other’s strength, which made you roll your eyes.

-Once in the carriage home, you leaned your head on your husband’s shoulder, “It was nice to see them, and there wasn’t too much in damage.” He chuckled softly, pecking your head gently, but silently hoped you wouldn’t be visiting for a little while at least.

[bored-storyteller]

VERY LONG POST

It was supposed to be a little rant about Twisted Wonderland, it became a treatise (no, but almost):

So, I love the Diasomnia book. It's soooo good (also considering the type of game).

Lilia is enchanting me, Meleanor (or Malenoa) has enchanted me. She couldn't be more beautiful than this. We've seen her so little and yet in my opinion she is one of the most successful characters in Twisted Wonderland. She is the summary of what Twisted Wonderland should be, the dark side that reconciles with unconditional love. And with her being mother she introduces the concept which is the basis of Lilia and Silver (and also Malleus I presume), that is the concept of "true love". It's a blow to the heart, it's the key to development that can completely change things.

Ah, but then you know how to do things well.

And here comes my complaint: I start directly from the game first. I understand that Diasomnia is the main dorm and that Malleus (where are you Malleus?) is our front man. All right. But if they can do something like that now, then they could do at least half of this for the other characters too. Did they do it? Obviously not, or at least not for the most part. No, because if the other media have to come and explain to us the underlying reasons for the other Overblots then something is wrong. If to understand what the guys who are alongside us are doing and what they think I have to read the novel then yes, I get a little angry. Because they knows how to do things for heaven's sake.

Mind you, I'm not saying that Diasomnia can't have more screentime (also because they're giving us information on world building and who says anything), I'm simply talking about good writing and commitment to the characters that have been created. Also because there are already problems of opinion, if the writing is lascivious and incomprehensible, well, see you!

And here's the second point. I don't usually make posts like this, but this comes following a post I saw (I won't say how or where), where there was a clear devaluation of the other chapters and character issues in favor of Diasomnia. So, as much as can be forgivable addressing imaginary characters in a certain way (yes, they are all invented, they have neither merits nor demerits for being what they are, only the tragedy of being written badly in some cases), the treating some topics such as those of Riddle, or Azul or Jamil lightly or insensitively is questionable to say the least. And it can be offensive.

Just as I'm tired of hearing that Leona's problem is "jealousy". No, and even if the writing of the Savanaclaw arc (let alone the translation) doesn't help, no. He's not just jealous, just as Vil isn't just jealous. But I'm not here to do psychological analysis of characters that probably some wouldn't even understand.

You may not understand, yes, we have the right to not understand (especially, I repeat, given the weaknesses that are in the game). Fine, but it's our limit and we keep our head down and we keep quiet, or ask for things to be explained to us. There is no need to devalue, insult or mock the characters, because those characters are loved by someone, and there is a reason they are chosen. Revelation: no, if you like something you don't do it any good by devaluing the rest, but rather you throw that thing in the mud too. I'm not just talking about Twisted Wonderland, I'm also talking about your favorite author, your book or your anime character.

Guys, it's a matter of respect, you are not superior to anyone, and you are few. Come on, we are together, everyone waves their flag but high fives with those who are next to you.

This post has become very long, so I'm closing it, if anyone has something to dispute please, with all due respect.

Have a good day!

P.s. Sorry if I put this post here, I would like to put it on my personal blog but I haven't yet found the will to solve the access problems. I hope you forgive me.

[v3nusxsky]

⚡Hello there!👋⚡

How are you doing today darling?

I hope you are fine and if not, here some love and sparkles: 💖✨♥️✨💖✨♥️💞✨✨❤️💖✨💞💕

I was wondering if I could request a Lady Lesso x f!reader. With reader looking a lot like Rafal which makes Leo unsettled and angry (as she thinks r is just like him and isn't as sweet as she pretends). So Lesso acts mean and cold towards r who just trying to be nice causing her to lose it and just yell at her that she is a jerk and confessing in the process her feelings for her along with how self-conscious she is about her appearance. So something angsty but fluffy at the end

Sorry for the long request, it's always a good moment whenever I see you published something. Your works is amazing! 💕

Have a good evening/night/day/afternoon!!

Lots of love ❤️

-🌙✨

Him| Angst/H&C

*Authors note~ you all know I had to hit this with some *personal* daddy issues of my own. My lovely moon anon I hope this fore fills the request*

Trigger warnings~ daddy issues? Idk man angst is real here

Prompt~see ask^^^^^

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You were not surprised when you landed in the school for evil. I mean look at your sperm donor, it all made sense that your bloodline would lead you here. But if there was one thing you prided yourself on, it was being the polar opposite to him. It was something you'd made sure of, anytime you were related to him you'd feel so disappointed in yourself. Just because he gave you half your DNA didn't mean you had to be like him. You were you. You are own person and he wasn't taking that away from you. Or was he?

You were just you, no pretending to be anyone you weren't, yet the Dean of the school seemed to hate you. She was unnecessarily harsh to you, her anger flared at you and for some reason no matter how hard you tried to be good - a weird concept for a never- she seemed to find ways to pick at you. It was borderline ridiculous at this point. You'd seen more of the Doom room than your own dorm, and it was starting to wear on your nerves. Your peers noticing the treatment and teasing you on how you seemed to just piss her off that much. She hated you just by looking at you.

Truly, that hurt, you'd always been so insecure about your looks. You hated that you had most of your facial features in resemblance to him, you wished to look more like your mother. But you can't change that. So you worked on making yourself different to him. But here and now Leonora Lesso was making that extremely difficult, she was making you feel so many negative emotions that bottling them up wasn't an option. The final straw came when you were dragged to the Doom room for what felt like the hundredth time this week.

"You" she sneered as she came strutting forward towards you. "No you!" You roared wondering where the sudden burst of confidence came from. "I'm tired of this! What did I ever do to you? Why do you hate me so fucking much? Don't tell me you don't because this", you gestured around the room, "says otherwise  Lesso. So what the fuck is your problem" you finished off panting from the rant before you realised what had happened. You crouched down into a corner and sobbed, ignoring the other women as you were drawn into your own mind. Thoughts spiralling round your mind.

"Bad. Don't wanna be him. Fuck so stupid. Need to be better. Don't want to be him. Need to be me. Not him." You muttered over and over as you rocked yourself slightly. There in that moment Lesso saw her error, yet she didn't dare say anything. What if this was a trick? Just like he would do? She couldn't let her guard down yet. It was too much of a risk.

Some time later you'd managed to soothe yourself enough for you to stand up. "You know for someone who's so fucking gorgeous you can be a real asshole. I don't understand why I want you to like me so bad. It's clear you hate me, yet I seem to be drawn to you. It's frustrating. I mean I know I'm ugly, I know who I come from. I know I'm not the smartest or the meanest Never in the school. I know I have no real value to you but all I seem to want is for you to like me" you admitted with a slight blush. Truly you didn't understand why you were seeking her approval but you were.

"Rafal he is your father?" She muttered and you visibly cowered away. "Sperm donor yes, he's nothing to me" you made sure there was no room for arguments. "I know what he did Leo, he's a bastard for hurting you that way, the same way he hurt us" trailed off not realising what your just admitted to the older woman. "I'm nothing like him Leo, just give me a chance" you whimpered slightly the silence scaring you until she scooped you into a bone crushing hug. "I'm so so sorry sweetheart. Truly I never meant to hurt you I was just scared. I promise from now on a clean slate okay?" Causing you to nod into her shoulder, just soaking in the embrace she was offering.

Word count~ 924

[babeyun]

Dear babeyun,

Falling Alone had me crying. I am a fan of angst but this time, I felt it. I was so immersed in the story due to your impeccable storytelling skills that I could feel that hurt, that unsettling pain and sorrow in the pit of my stomach. My eyes welled up so many times and I cried a lot. I relate to Y/N a lot and felt this story on a personal level. The career stagnation and having to restart, giving and giving too much and yet feeling like you're having to beg for love, the conflict with her mother; it's all so relatable.

When Y/N says, "I like that even when I don't feel loved by you, you wouldn't survive without me. In lieu of me, who?" and later during the shower scene Heeseung says, "It's only ever been you for me. I've never once thought back to when we started dating and thought that I'd would’ve been better off with anyone else. I've never wanted anyone that isn't you, and I think that is equally as beautiful as it is terrifying. In lieu of you, who? I'd have no first love without you, you’re the only love I want." Oh, I was sobbing.

Thank you for giving me the best for hours of this year. I feel so happy to have read something so raw and relatable. Heeseung realization and efforts prove that flaws and lacking are fine to have when one's willing to make a change for love. Lately, I've been spending hours contemplating if picking between love and career is the only way out for most and balance is that hard to achieve and your fic came in making me understand the complexities of humans, their priorities and the way they evolve.

 once again, thanks for making my year. I never thought a fanfiction could leave me in this state; contemplation about life and people. Just like Heeseung, I too happen to be seeking for answers, just like Y/N, I have a lot of insecurities, complex relationships that, etc but I hope to work on myself.

I hope you publish this work as a physical some day!

dear anon, i genuinely have no idea what to say. i did not expect someone to tell me that a fic i wrote made them feel such complex emotions. i'm glad that falling alone could do that for you, as it was a huge project of my own projection, my own feelings, and in a way, my life. it makes me a little sad that someone can relate, because that means that there are more people that suck in this world -- and not all of them have the capacity to self reflect the way i made heeseung's character do.

i have said this so often lately that it's just burned on the tip of my tongue -- we have to give ourselves more grace, because we are ever-evolving. as humans, we forget that life is full of challenges and proving ourselves, until it becomes too much -- and that is when we turn to love. we don't need to prove ourselves there, because it should be common sense that everyone is worthy of love and being loved, and everyone should experience it. a part of me actually hated writing y/n because not only did i think that she deserved better, but because i had that same experience earlier this year. 2024 has not been kind to me, i fear, and i wanted her to be angry. i wanted her to resent heeseung, but i couldn't find it within myself to be so...well, angry. so i let my anger go and took the story for a different turn.

your priority should always be you. you are born into this world for a purpose, to make a different, to serve YOURSELF of the buffet that is life. you are born ALONE, and you can traverse this life alone successfully. it is human will that makes us seek love, and it is human kindness that makes us worthy of it. you are worthy of it, just like you are worthy of having a career, a work-life balance, whatever you want! the world is your oyster, life is your pearl. polish it.

i'm glad that i could hit a profound part of your mind, and i'm so grateful that you shared this with me. i will cherish it deeply, thank you for allowing me to be a small sliver of what made your year. thank you for reading, and, in a way, for understanding me.

take good care of yourself. stay safe and have a wonderful new year. <3

[advertisesouls]

mobile friendly rules

For starters, my name is Solar, I'm 32, and I use they/them for my pronouns! Thank you so much for taking an interest in Xifeng and my blog. As stated on my pinned post, I do not condone anything that V.ivziepop has done or continues to do and I consider myself to be unaffiliated with the fandom. In addition, my blog will likely always be a work in progress, so there might be things that change occasionally. if there's a major change, I'll be sure to make a post about it. Also, before you interact, you should note that there is a dead dove do not eat warning on Xifeng.

general etiquette

The standard rules of RP apply here: no infomodding, metagaming or godmodding. I will not tolerate any form of racism, homophobia, transphobia, acephobia, ace erasure, or other discriminatory behavior or language. In that same vein, I don't condone proshipping, and if you support it, then please do us both the favor and kindly hardblock me. I do not want to hear your justification as to why proshipping should be allowed on this, or any, platform. Since I use "dead dove: do not eat" for Xifeng, I'm obviously fine writing most dark topics, however I will not write anything involving incest, minors being harmed / abused / etc, or anything along those lines as those topics largely make me uncomfortable. Hardblock me if you condone writing these topics, thank you.

Update 7/1/2024: As I've recently had a spate of sexual themed asks thrown my way by anons that have made me largely uncomfortable given Xifeng's history and prior trauma, I'm going to have to ask for people to not sexualize my character. This includes, but is not limited to, calling her "mommy", asking her to step on your character, sending her sexual things (she's practically a married woman and is very monogamous even in Hell), etc. I do not want Xifeng's character to be reduced to essentially a sexual object, either, since she can, and will, show why she is Alastor's right hand woman without hesitation. Thank you for your understanding and also respecting this addition!

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[naoa-ao3]

The Tape

SUMMARY: Gemma brings a tape home from school that makes her ears bleed. Cheryl asks John to get rid of it. Is there any chance he won't listen to it?

The phone rings and John picks up, hand twitching only a little. Most times when he get's a phone call it's something bad but he answers anyway and this time is surprised to hear his sister's voice on the other end.

He doesn't get around to see Cheryl as much as he probably should. Most of the time he just causes her trouble anyway.

"John, what do you think you're playing at?" She asks before he can speak, she sounds angry and he winces a little, unsure of what he's supposed to have done now.

"Gonna have to be more specific than that." He mutters.

"You bloody know what I'm talking about. The damn tape. I don't know where else Gemma would have gotten it from."

He get's annoyed now because he doesn't know anything about a tape. "What tape?" He asks. "She watch a porno flick or something?"

Cheryl makes a noise of irritation too. "You wish it were something that ordinary. It bloody hurt her."

And he just doesn't know what she's talking about. "Cheryl come off it, I'm all the way in London. I don't know what tape you're talking about. Now is Gemma okay?"

A huff. "Yeah, she's alright. Turned it off and she was fine again but she had all this blood coming out of her ears and then Tony listened to it and he started bleeding too."

"Jesus. . . Glen Campbell's greatest hits then?"

"It's not funny, she said she got it at school but I-"

"She didn't get it from me but I'll take it off your hands." John say's immediately, not knowing what this thing is but understanding and wanting it away from his niece and sister. "I can be by in a day or so."

A sigh. "You promise, John? I don't want this shit mucking up her life. You hear me? I don't want that."

"No, you're right. I won't let it."

He can hear her trouble and disbelief even when she doesn't say anything. "Okay, stay for dinner then? I'll make something up."

He nods. "Won't say no to that. I'll be there, Cheryl."

"Yeah, okay." She say's again. "Sorry I yelled. There was just blood and all coming down her face. No mother wants to see that."

"No of course not." And he knows his sister loves Gemma. Of course she does. She's a good mum. She was a good sister to him when it came down to it.

"So you'll come get rid of the thing?" She asks.

He nods. "Yeah, already there."

He hangs up and rubs at his face, feeling dark. He's tried so hard to keep this shit away from Gemma but it keeps finding her. Just like it found him only she's just a kid and she's young and innocent and it hurts that he can't keep it away from Gemma.

It hurts that Cheryl thinks he could have given Gemma the tape but then. . . Cheryl's dealt with his shit for years. . . who else would come to mind?

He get's the first ride out of London he can get and heads her way, thinking about all the songs that have ever made his ears bleed through the years. It's almost comical except that it isn't really like that. Not literal blood like what was running down the sides of his niece's face.

Of a little girl's face.

It's supposed to be just a figure of speech.

The ride takes forever and there's rain. Too much rain and the inside of the lorry he's managed to talk his way into is wet and cold.

The driver has a thermos of steaming coffee but he doesn't offer to share any and John can smell the burnt crap's stench floating next to the dank humidity of the cab.

The driver is snide. Probably picks people up so he can feel better about himself. He asks rude questions, smirks a lot but John just ignores it.

The ride is mostly silent.

Wet and silent as water droplets form against the inside of the window panes and jump out at him. The old leather stinks and feels gritty under him.

He get's off in Warrington and from there it's an easy trek to Cheryl's.

The familiar streets of his teenage haunts have changed. Progress and modernization have replaced most of shabby exteriors and old Victorian facades. It's surreal but then he doesn't come home much.

Cheryl greets him at her door, eyes troubled, face worried and he knows she's more upset than she wants to let on.

He hugs her anyway. "How's Gemma?" He asks.

"She's alright. You know how kid's are."

He nods and follows her inside.

There's school pictures on the walls of Gemma and a vase of dried flowers on the television. Cheryl's house looks normal. The weird stuff only brushes her life and he suddenly hates that this tape has invaded her home.

She puts on the kettle and sighs unhappily. "Thanks for coming on such short notice." She say's giving him an apologetic look.

There are lines around her eyes now that hadn't been there when they were kids. John feels like a kid around her again. He think's it's funny how you shrink up around family.

He isn't a kid though. "Of course." He say's.

This is the now.

She shakes here head. "I was out of my mind when I called you. I really was. I was so upset. There's no excuse for how I talked to you."

He reaches for her sleeve. "You think I don't know that?" He asks, trying to be comforting.

She smiles weakly. "No, I know you know." She say's and he sees her shoulders finally relax a little. "Gemma's going to be happy to see you." She say's.

He smiled and nods. "She at school, then?"

"Yeah. She's got good grades, you know? I'm proud of her."

"You should be."

She brushes her hair back and yet he can see the tension still there because everything isn't perfect with Tony and now she's got this to worry about. "Sometimes though, John. . ." She shakes her head and then smiles. "I'm glad you came."

He is too and he smiles gently back at her. "Any time you call, I'll turn up."

She laughs genuinely there. "Now don't go pulling my leg." She say's.

That hurts a little but he knows it's fair. He isn't totally reliable and she knows it but just the same. . . he means it to be true.

He sighs to himself and the kitchen is alright. Tony doesn't keep them living in splendor but it's alright.

"Everything alright on your end, John?" She asks.

He nods because it mostly is and what isn't there isn't time to say. "Think so." He say's.

"Good, you always seem to have a lot going on. I worry about you sometimes."

He appreciates that and looks down at the table, the yellow Formica is starting to show some wear now. "Nah, I'm alright Cheryl." He say's because it's easier than telling her all of the things she might not even believe in. "You don't need to worry. You got enough on your plate as a mum."

She smiles a little sadly. "Oh John you know it's not that easy to stop worrying."

He appreciates that too and sips his tea. "So what about this tape, then?" He asks. "What's on it?"

"How should I know? I didn't bloody listen to it."

He laughs a little. "Gemma say?"

"She was in shock, I think. If she even knew it in the first place." She fishes into her pocket and hands over a white cassette tape, shaking her head. "I don't even know how mums are supposed to know what their kids are up to these days." She say's. "I can't check everything she brings home from school. Remember when you had to save everything you got for a new record? It was vinyl then. This thing fits in your back pocket. I didn't even know she'd brought it in the house."

He takes the tape and turns it over curiously. "I remember." He say's, thinking back some years now.

She shakes her head. "We didn't have it perfect but. . . at least our music didn't make your ears bleed."

He laughs and wonders what's on the tape.

He think's he'd really like to know.

A symphony from hell? Some kind of muttered, arcane chanting? The possibilities were endless.

"Gemma should be back soon." Cheryl say's, looking towards the window and sighing. "I told her you were coming." She looks like she expects him to dart out the door.

He smiles, trying to put her eat ease. "Wouldn't want to disappoint, then."

Her eyes find him. "You're staying for dinner, aren't you? You said you would."

He raises his hands in surrender. "I meant it."

"Good because I've got a roast in the oven."

He looks towards the oven and nods. That sounds good. "Wouldn't miss it." He say's, feeling comfortable in her house when it's just the two of them.

He's not that far from where they grew up although Cheryl and Tony have managed to get themselves into a better neighborhood.

Cheryl sighs and looks at the clock on the opposite wall. "Tony should be off soon too. Do you have somewhere to spend the night?"

He glances towards the living room and raises an eyebrow. "If you wouldn't mind."

She shakes her head, smiling a little. "No, go ahead. Couch is yours."

He likes that and smiles too.

These are the easy moments, the moments when everything is working the way it should and if he ignores the reason for his trip, he's just a brother visiting his sister and her family.

He slips the tape into his pocket as the kitchen door opens and Gemma steps in, school bag thrown over her shoulder and shirt untucked.

He can remember shucking off school clothes the moment he was able to, the useless, oppressive uniforms were nothing once the last bell had rung. Once the doors had opened.

She stops and looks at him, eyes bright. "Uncle John!" She say's with delight. "Mum said you'd be coming!"

He lets her hug him and then she set's her bag down and starts working on a snack. "It's cause of that tape, isn't it?" She say's in a voice that's probably supposed to be sly. It tells him she's been thinking about it.

He nods. "Partly but also the chance to see you two."

She smiles and takes her snack off to her room, leaving the adults to talk and he raises his eyebrows at Cheryl. "She get's bigger every time I see her."

"You should come by more, then it won't be such a surprise."

He nods but knows he won't. Tony doesn't like him that much and he brings trouble. It's better if he keeps some distance, especially with all the weird stuff that tracks home after Gemma these days.

They talk for a little bit more and then Tony comes in, also through the kitchen door and the talk stays pleasant, Gemma pokes her nose back into the room too and eventually the kitchen smells like Cheryl's roast and John feels for a brief, fleeting moment like nothing's out of the ordinary.

He eats and talks with his family and manages to get along with Tony and by the end of it he's got his shoes off and is sitting on the couch.

Gemma seems unbothered by the tape but he supposes that it wasn't the weirdest thing she's ever encountered.

She talks about friends and school and asks pointed questions. She wants to know things he knows and he worries for what that means in the future.

When the lights go out he lays back and stares at the ceiling.

He wants to know what's on the tape. He absolutely wants to know what's on the tape.

He looks over at the stereo center against the wall and thinks about turning the down volume real low.

He glances down the hall however and thinks the better of it. It'd be his luck someone would get out of bed.

He pulls the blankets up to his chin and broods about it.

He really wants to know what's on the tape.

They'd said it was music.

He looks at the stereo center again and turns over on the couch. He can wait until he get's back to London.

He eats breakfast with them the next morning.

Gemma is dressed for school and Cheryl is in a bath robe and slippers.

Tony is already dressed for work.

"You're heading out today, are you?" He asks John, who nods.

"Well. . . nice seeing you."

It's awkward but John only nods again. "Same." He say's, getting an approving glance from Cheryl.

Gemma say's she wishes he could stay another night and he assures her he'll be back soon although he doesn't know when that will be.

Then Tony and Gemma are gone and it's just him and Cheryl.

"You be safe heading back today." She say's. "You still hitch hiking?"

He shrugs, guilty.

She shakes her head. "This is why I worry about you."

He laughs. "I'm alright. Never have any trouble."

That's not entirely true but he doesn't want her to worry at all so why tell her the truth?

She shakes her head again and sits with him. "It was nice having you in again." She say's, mug steaming in front of her. "Even if it was only for a night."

He shrugs. "I'll be around again."

She nods and sips her drink. "You're not going to listen to it, are you?" She asks suddenly, eyes on his coat. It's hanging over the back of his chair and he laughs.

"Of course not." He say's, heart speeding up at the thought of what might be on it.

She nods again and sighs. "I wish I believed that." She sounds like she really does wish it.

He grins. "Maybe it'll fall out of my pocket."

"Yeah, right into a tape deck."

He laughs again and it's good, sitting there with her.

He leaves around noon and hitches a ride all the way to Coventry and from there back to London, the tape burning a hole in his pocket.

He's run through all the things that could possibly be on the tape and come to the conclusion that it could be anything.

He get's inside and heads straight for the stereo in the corner.

His hands are sweating as he pulls the damn thing from his pocket.

He needs to know.

He shakes as he tries to fit the tape into the little slot, fucking it up a few times before getting it in and closing it.

He presses the button down and waits, hearing a faint crackle as the tape turns. It's almost unbearable and then a sickly sweet tune starts to emit itself from the speakers.

And they called it puppy love

He winces as a sharp pain starts to build in his ear drums.

It get's worse with each swell in the music and every line makes it so much more unbearable.

He clamps is hands over his ears and feels wetness there. He looks at his left hand and sees red.

He hits the stop button and the pain turns into a dull ringing.

He shakes his head, dizzy and nauseous now.

"Christ." He mutters, taking the tape out and looking at it.

Donny Osmond.

He shivers a little as the music stays in his head. He feels violated in a way and his hand itches towards the tape player again. . . just wanting to be certain but he stops.

His ears have stopped bleeding and he's afraid the song is going to be stuck in his head now.

He tears the tape out of the cassette and breaks the plastic.

Some people just like putting evil into the world and he thinks that whoever made this must have a particularly cruel sense of humor.

He throws the tape in the trash and tries to remember which day pick up is.

[carnagebleda]

Lilly’s criminal minds verse seasons 1-10 (ish) under a read more cause it’s hella long and I even tried to summarize it.

heavily affiliated with @retriibutions

Pre-series: lilly was raised by a single mother who died just short of her 18th birthday. A couple of weeks later a man claiming to be her fraternal uncle came to her door with proof that he was blood-related and he told her the downfall of her father (who she’s never met). A famed serial killer who died by suicide by cop before he had the chance to be arrested. Her uncle manipulated her into thinking revenge was the only solution for shared retribution. Her goal was to kill the arresting fbi agent who killed him. Aaron Hotchner. For years her uncle trained her like a soldier while under the guise of a normal college student. If she showed any weakness (physical or mental) she’d be extremely punished leading her to think emotions themselves were weak and distracting. He worked up as well, becoming an agent out of state through the years even tho he was under hard suspicion after the death of his brother.

Season 1-2: Lilly joins the Bau with elle but before that, her specialty was weapons and a well-trained sniper. Her hatred for hotch was taught and conditioned but seeing him in real life made it hard for her to separate herself from his executioner and his teammate. She and Gideon constantly have arguments and are hella passive-aggressive but only because they share the same stubbornness and impulsiveness in the field. She and Spencer meet and the smile she thought she’d lost forever slowly began to come back. He cracked through her internal wall and with that she began to open to the rest of the team. When elle leaves, lilly had the habit of staring at her desk but was friendly with emily when she arrived. She had a hard time seeing Spencer tortured cause it stirred flashbacks of herself with her uncle. Part of her internal wall came down and she was able to be compassionate to others other than Spencer starting with jj telling her it wasn’t her fault that they split up. She stayed near spencer’s side after, knowing about his addiction and helping him through.

Season 3-4: She’s able to take a huge breath of relief when Gideon leaves and can accept Rossi to the team without hesitation (they kinda seeing more eye to eye than she and Gideon). When Haley divorces hotch she’s able to convince herself that his son will be fine without a father. When Spencer gets exposed to anthrax she exposes herself so that they would suffer together (and make getting the cure faster).

Season 5, 6, 7: when Foyet takes hotch, she fears it was her uncle before revealing the truth of his attack. and after Haley dies, at her funeral lilly abandons her plan to kill hotch becoming too close to him and the team. she could never do that to Jack. she gets rid of any contact she has of her uncle, changing her address, phone number, and car so she wouldn’t be traced by him. It’s also the first time she gets attacked by an unsub. She hasn’t dyed her hair in a while so her hair is naturally red for the first time in a while making her a target for a woman unsub to abduct her during a late-night coffee run and drug her to the point where she’s a life-size doll. When she’s conscious she goes through all the ways she plans to kill her in retaliation but throws that out the window when spencer talks the unsub down and reveals why she’s doing it. When Spencer gets his headaches, she goes with him during the doctor’s appointments and even researches herself the early signs of his mother’s condition. The witch doctor tells her she had the darkest heart he’s ever seen and she seems not disturbed by it but internally she’s anxious about it. After emily dies, she retreats within herself and practices different weapons in her spare time to take her mind off of it, bottling it up and not wanting to deal with the emotions. When it’s revealed that she’s alive, she gets why Spencer’s angry and she also understands why they needed to keep it a secret. In profiling 101, when lilly and the team goes to a college to speak about past killers they’ve caught, hotch mentions lilly’s father but she does her best not to act like there’s something wrong (the team still doesn’t know because there was no father named on her birth certificate).

Season 8: She pays no mind to the replicator attacks but starts to get gifts sent to her house subtlety hinting at the signs of betrayal and gets a coded text that reads ‘times up.’ She starts to put security all over her and Spencer’s apartment (much like when emily did with Doyle), barely sleeping and being on high alert while not at the office. She gets abducted halfway through the season by a medical torturer who breaks her leg and carves her by a scalpel. She refuses to give up her team’s information (especially hotch’s) and doesn’t give him the satisfaction of screaming out. When the team figures out where she’s at, she’s already lost a lot of blood and she’s going in and out of consciousness. She seems to appear too weak to stop her attacker to slice her throat but she gets out of one handcuff and stabs him through the eye before he can finish the slice making her have a noticeable dark scar it. The team learns the truth about her intentions and at the hospital, she offers her gun and badge but hotch refuses and while on painkillers she accidentally calls Rossi dad. She comes back in two months but isn’t able to go in the field until her leg is all the way healed. They figure out the replicator and find out that her uncle is a partner with him. Since lilly was the primary threat to him and protector of the team, she had to be eliminated first, and when that didn’t work he had to up his game. Rossi is drugged and pulls a gun on her, her uncle trying to come between their friendship but they ultimately kill both her uncle and the replicator together. after some time after that, Spencer and lilly get married.

Season 9-10: with her uncle dead, she’s able to put down mental roots like she hasn’t had before and is finally open to the idea of children. She has a near-death experience when she comes earlier than her teammates to save garcia’s ex boyfriend, she’s able to shoot him but not before he sticks a syringe in her neck. Her heart stops but with Spencer’s help she’s able to be brought back. After jj’s tortured, lilly suggests if she needs anything or wants to talk about what she went through lilly’s there for her (which is a huge milestone for her). She’s saddened with spencer when Alex leaves, lilly was so grateful for Spencer to have a maternal figure on the team. Around the start of s10, she’s revealed to be pregnant and gives birth halfway through to a little girl (name tbd). She comes back from maternity leave and her first case back was a cult where she sees parents and children in a different light now that she’s one herself. She barely leaves Spencer’s side when Gideon dies, playing chess with him and Rossi whenever she can.

[whaledocboi]

“You have fangs now. Appropriate.”

“Sister Camila, I apologize for the intrusion. I’m just dropping off some data I’ve gathered, though I don’t know if it will be useful.”

“That’s what your apologizing for? And we don’t need your data. You and your data can go to hell.”

Camila throws a left hook. Lilith rolls with the punch, but it still breaks Camila’s hand. Later, when describing it to Yasmine, Camila will tell her it was like punching living metal. In the moment, it just makes Camila even more angry.

Lilith dodges the rest of her blows, clearly so Camila doesn’t further injure herself. It takes some effort on Lilith’s part.

“Camila! Carry yourself.”

Camila spins to rebut Mother Superion’s order but doesn’t speak at the look on Suzanne’s face. When Camila spins back Lilith is gone; only the data, the slight smell of sulfur where she used to be.

IN THE BACK OF MY MIND, YOU DIED, AND I DIDNT EVEN CRY, NO, NOT A SINGLE TEAR- thank you anon, amazing

she doesnt understand. they used to be friends, right? they've had conversations just fine, lilith had been quite nice, we can almost call it friendly. of course she always had her edge, but it was different, this is different. its like they've gone back to base 0, where camila the brand new recruit and lilith is annoyed by here mere existence, gladly beating her into the ground, not even sparing a glance.

she's been like this with everyone though. not speaking to beatrice, constantly picking fights with mary and borderline trying to kill ava (yeah, maybe camila doesnt have it the worst after all). and it feels stupid and childish, but she cant help it. she wants an explanation, an apology or just lilith to tell her she got it all wrong and they've never had anything, that they've never even been friends. she wants Something, instead of the constant cold shoulder she gets.

it gets worse after the incident, and at first camila cant be too mad about it, how could she, lilith actually died and then came back, she deserves a break from her resentment. but nothing changes, she still seems to be simply an annoyance in her eyes ("i request silence." - understandable, but it still stings) and combining this with the stress of their mission was just a ticking bomb waiting to explode.

"sister camila" do we not know each other? did we meet yesterday? say something, anything instead of half baked formal instructions or eyerolls. - but she never says any of these again. she tells herself its because she doesnt want to agitate lilith even further and break the already fragile team dynamic. (definitely not because she's afraid of what answer she might recieve) that one time, she got ahead of herself, it wasnt wise, but the anger and frustration got better of her. it wont happen again.

lilith wants to treat her like colleagues who barely tolerate each other, fine, fine, she can do that.

[ladysternchen]

Betrayal- Doomed

Prompt #4, Medium: Killing Me Strangely. Most causes of death are frankly boring—but never in mystery novels! Apply this concept by choosing a detail (large or small) from your fanwork and changing it into something unexpected. Once you decide on the detail you plan to change, you can open the next prompt. (Note that you don't have to have actually changed anything yet!)

Lúthien was at a loss of what to say. She stood beside her mother, who sat by the roots of a tall beech-tree, her arms wrapped around her knees, and wept. Seldom before had she seen Melian cry, but not knowing why her mother was so upset was even more alien to her than her tears. True, Lúthien thought, while she gently stroked Melian’s back, she had not spared her family much thought since Beren had left Menegroth, but every time she had actually talked to her mother -mostly to ask her if Beren was in any danger- she had seemed just fine. “Please, Nana, tell me what’s bothering you. I’m getting scared.” But Melian only shook her head, wiping her eyes on her dress. “Beren’s fine for now, Lúthien. No need to be scared, as I told you.” Lúthien winced- she had indeed first been scared that her mother had foreseen Beren’s death and was so upset because she knew what that would mean for herself, Lúthien. Only now that Melian had done naught but reassure her that all was yet well did she realise how disgustingly selfish that thought had been. She resumed the stroking of Melian’s back, still very ashamed of herself, but more determined than ever now to find out what ailed her mother, and help her if she could. “You did, and I am deeply thankful for that. But I’m not worrying about Beren at the moment, I’m worrying about you. Will you not tell me what makes you so sad?” Melian did not answer straight away, but let her gaze roam over the woody glen, stretching out her fingers to let one of her birds hop onto it. “You know… you’re not the only one who fears for their beloved.” she said finally, her voice still thick with tears. Lúthien felt herself tense both in a fit of anger and bewilderment. Still she kept her voice even and compassionate for Melian’s sake, determined to help her, not make her sorrow worse. “What do you mean?” Melian again took her time in answering. “I know that you are angry with your father, and rightly so. I am, too. I would love to say ‘I don’t know what got into him’, but the problem is, I do. I know how terribly he fears losing you…” “Well…” Lúthien interrupted heatedly, unable to keep her temper “… why did he hurt me so, then?” “He did not mean to. But he was so frightened that he saw nothing else, no consequences. And that’s…” Tears again began to roll down Melian’s cheeks “… that’s exactly what troubles me so. Do you understand what he did? Have you listened to Galadriel? Ah Lúthien, I fear so much for Elu and our people. Much I have done to protect this realm, to  above all else protect you and your father, but it seems that all that was vain. I cannot protect you against the perils of your love, but Elu, at least… oh, should I lose him, nothing would ever seem good nor fair to me again on either side of the sea.” Lúthien knew not whether she had ever head Melian fretting over anything like that and was not at all sure if her mother was actually still talking to her. “Have you told him that?” she asked carefully. “No. That is it- I’m still so very angry at him that I just cannot bring myself to. It was that thought that brought me to tears in the first place… that doom might befall Doriath and we had never laid aside our quarrels. And make no mistake, just because I see your love to Beren differently from your father, I am by no means less worried about you, either.” Melian’s words deeply touched Lúthien’s heart, leaving her lost for anything to say. She was, as Melian had said, so very angry with her father that she did not even mind the idea of him falling under the Doom of the Noldor, but she knew in her heart that she did care nonetheless, just like she still deeply loved Daeron, who was her best friend and who had acted out of love to her, just like her father. In her wrath, Lúthien had accused them both of darker motives, of Daeron betraying her to her father because he thought he might then win her hand, and of her father selling her for gems. Neither was true, she well knew. Both had feared for her safety. Fools. Fools, all fools, her Beren not less. How could he still think of recovering a Silmaril? She would have expected him to have seen sense by now, but apparently, he had not. Yet still, she too delayed leaving Doriath to seek him out and convince him that that stubborn fool she called her father had not truly meant him to go gem-hunting, that he had just wanted Beren to be gone for good. Did she, deep down, want Beren to have a try? But no, that question she was able to answer at once. She most certainly did not want him to get himself into any danger, nor did she want her family and people to have anything to do with the curse of the Ñoldor. Somehow, anyhow, she needed to put everything right again.

[kingdarkstalker]

Ok, real quick before I get into the topic at hand, I just wanna say thank you for speaking your mind about the issues of Wings of Fire. Before I heard what you had to say, I saw nothing wrong with the book series. I foolishly thought it was peak writing. But now, I see just how horribly Tui handled the series. It had so much potential for amazing world-building, plots, and character arcs, but it was all thrown away for some cruddy romance and poorly-written villianry.

Now, I'm SERIOUSLY considering rewriting the first arc. I dunno about the others, but definitely the first five books. So, I came to you with some questions, since you have a brilliant mind and are just as livid about this as I am.

So, with all that aside, one question is what all would you change about the villians? I'm thinking about making Coral a minor villian, since she already has the potential to be one. I'm also going to make Blister much more cunning than she is in the original books, (she slipped up too quickly imho), in the rewrite, she's probably going to seem kind and considerate and have the dragonets warm up to her. They're definitely going to see through the illusion at some point, but def not as quickly as before. But, how would you write the nightwing plan? What changes do you recommend making?

Another question is what youtube videos or websites you would recommend for writing accurate trauma and PTSD? I strongly feel like Tui didn't really write it nearly as accurately as it should have been, almost completely brushing it aside except for Glory and Sora. I want to be as accurate as I can, because what Tui did was insulting to say the least. If you don't have any recommendations, that's perfectly fine! Just some input would be great as well.

Another question is how would you have written Sunny if you had the choice? I personally feel as if she had a lot of thrown away potential. For instance, her cheery personality could have been hiding years worth of bottled up feelings, setting them aside as a way of coping. And, as she and her adopted siblings saw more and more of the world, she became more and more aware and less and less naive, acknowledging just how awful everything was and how the guardians treated her and her siblings. Of course, during her last few moments with Kestrel, she holds onto the hope that the skywing dragoness wasn't as awful as she let herself be, but she was severely disappointed to realize that she was, in fact, a terrible dragon. That experience is like a sort of wake-up call for Sunny, opening her eyes to the harsh reality of the world. Once she finds out Kestrel was murdered, she doesn't cry, but merely sits in shock. Sunny's not sorry that she died because she loved the skywing as a mother, no. Far from it. She is sorrowful and angry that Kestrel died withot apologizing or owning up to her cruelty. Not even once. She had died and left behind damage that she could no longer fix. And Sunny was angry. Soon, Webs joins the group, but only because Blister wants him dead and he's safest with the dragonets, who ofc have the decency to get him help. He stays, but Sunny's stern with him, being just as angry at him as Tsunami and Glory. She still saves him from the scratch, but as soon as he's healed, he's kicked ot of the group. Everyone understands that Glory feels discomfort and outright hatred toward Webs, even though he'd never directly abused her, but he'd allowed it to happen, which is just as horrible. Everyone agrees to kick him out, even Sunny, who understands Glory's reasons and needs. Webs is never appointed a teacher at Jade Mountain Acadamy. In fact, the school doesn't even exist. Instead, the dragonets have a sort of therapy building, instead, where dragons of all tribes go to heal and recover from the war, kinda like in the fanfiction "Healed". But, that's just my version. If you have any opinions or ideas about it, feel free to let me know!

Overall, what changes would you make to the series as a whole? I kinda like the idea that, if they ever meet, instead of crushing on Moonwatcher, Qibli and Winter see her more like a sister than anything, since they're desperate for that kind of familial connection. Also, I want Deathbringer to take Glory under his wing as a big brother. I also want Mangrove to take in Glory and see her as a daughter alongside Orchid, who is very considerate to Glory's needs and opinions. Also, Kinkajou is Glory's adopted little sister now, and no one can deter me from that. I also want Farsight to survive and give Starflight the motherly love he needs. I hc him as Autistic and that because of that, Webs, Dune, and Kestrel were especially impatient with him. But, him meeting Farsight and getting the comfort and validation he needs could really provide hope and comfort to people with autism out there who read abt this. As a person with autism myself, I would have loved that in the book series. Ofc, Farsight would have her flaws, but also get her character arc, too. There are some other changes I would like to share, but this is getting really long, so if you have any ideas, please let me know! Any help would be more wonderful than you could even fathom.

Sorry for the long post, here's a potato <3

aw shucks, thank you for your kind words and the potato! ^.=.^ <3 we're happy to have helped you see what the problems are in tuis writing, and believe me, these things are so common and normal its undrstandable to not immediately recognize them. we all grew up on these things

definitely make coral a bigger villain and an oppressive force on all her kids, even kingdom given that she kills every guard that "let" her eggs be destroyed. especially since she was totally cool with grooming her daughters into being war weapons and child brides to her adult assistant

honestly i havent thought a lot about how or if id rewrite the sandwing sisters, though i do have an alternate ending to brightest night that includes rewrites of their deaths, youre more than welcome to use this in your rewrite :}

i swear to god i wrote a post on rewriting the nightwing thing but cant find it!! anyway personally id lean more towards the island isnt actively killing them, in fact it was a great place to live until the queen overused the land and theyre running out of food due to the incompetence of the royals in power. then battlewinner starts to plot an invasion of rainwings (keeping the fucking direct holocaust references out of it), but say, some young nightwings discover this and start a group resisting her and reaching out to the rainwings to figure out a way to stop battlewinner -- eventually glory leads a rescue party and lets the innocent nightwings off the island while the rest can explode on the volcano idk lol

honestly i dont have any specific references that i know are trustable, sorry :( anything about PTSD that i write comes from personal experience and experiences from friends and peers. ask around if anyone close to you is comfortable sharing a bit about what its like for them! with respect to their boundaries of course

ive got no critiques on your sunny rewrite, its geat! its essentially where i would have gone, because i agree that she was extremely lost potential of an exploration of toxic positivity and maladaptive coping mechanisms that MANY child abuse survivors develop, but treat them with nuance and as things to grow from instead of just molding her into the "perfect child"

i think your found family take on moon and qibli and winter, thats very cute and honestly wouldve been much preferred to the forced romance. they do honestly act more like siblings than anything, but qibli and winter? THEYRE the ones dating and in love lol

big brother deathbringer is great! he shouldve been that from the start, i feel like the way tui writes glory as "tsundere" for him is creepy regardless of age gap lol

mangrove and orchid adopting glory is ADORABLE what a perfect idea!! :"0 she deserves some older dragons around to support and love her, and it just makes sense they would remain close after all they went through. kinkajou is defeinitely already canonically glorys sister

starflight is definitely a little autism creature :) and keeping farsight alive is an interesting idea! it introduces the possibility of him and fierceteeth to find a way to recover together with her, or at least heal and move on

you're welcome to browse my blog for more ideas! there are so many great brainstorms that have been sent my way, along with my own headcanons~

[legendreign-archived]

Laws

The mun’s pronouns are she/her. You can call me Vanessa.

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Porn blogs

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