Do you have any angsty fic recommendations? I feel like ripping my heart out for no reason and figured you'd have some good recommendations
OH BOY DO I EVER!
(Dick & Tim & Jason) theyve broken me by Princex_N
Retraumatization is a conscious or unconscious reminder of past trauma that results in a re-experiencing of the initial trauma event. It can be triggered by a situation, an attitude or expression, or by certain environments that replicate the dynamics (loss of power/control/safety) of the original trauma. Being forced to talk about your trauma before you're mentally ready to do so can also be a trigger.
Jason agrees to talk to Bruce about the circumstances of his death and resurrection in Batman and Red Hood #20, at serious detriment to himself.
If you mention angsty fics, you literally cannot just not mention this one. I cried so hard reading this, it’s not funny. It breaks your heart into shards then stabs you with them, and bruh. I just. 1000/10
(the batboys in general) When the Stakes are Higher by keeptogethernow
There's a new serial killer in Gotham, and he's managing to evade even Batman's attempts to catch him. The psychopath's inclinations have Bruce on edge, but Jason's not as worried...until it becomes personal. But when even the world's greatest detective is at a loss, will their efforts be enough to prevent another tragedy in the Wayne family?
Not as angsty as the last rec, like at all! It’s very suspenseful though, and there is quite some angst, but it’s not as bad as “theyve broken me”.
(Dick & his brothers) the man with guns for eyes by 8sword
“Don’t blame him, little D. He gave me a choice.”
"He always makes it a choice," Damian mutters. "If you’re the one who makes the decision, it’s your fault if it’s the wrong one.”
(Dick comes back from the dead.)
Oooooh, boy, this one had me crying hard in just the beginning! It hurts! Very, very bad!
(Tim & Jason, mostly) New Alphabet by AllumetteRouge (RedRaidingHood)
Tim had hoped to have the manor (and Alfred’s cooking) for himself today. Only, there’s a fourteen-year-old Jason and a whole lot of trouble waiting for him.
Again, not as bad as the last one, but it is angsty--like real angsty--at certain points.
(Tim & Dick & Bruce, mostly) (You) Forgot About Where it All Began by Qais
Bruce is back from his jaunt through time, but his sons are not okay. Jason is aggrieved on Tim's behalf, and he isn't going to stay quiet about it.
This one makes me cry, too, and I just. It’s so emotional, at least to me.
(Jason & Tim) Tightrope by Acxa_Kogane for Kyra_Marmora
Time passed with baited breath as the gentle wind swept through the void, lightly pressing against Tim's outstretched fingers and playing with his hair.
The two who stood at the beginning of the rope never took their eyes away from the one that was floating above the shadows.
Then, the careful steps began to slow, and suddenly stopped altogether.
I CRIED SO FUCKING HARD AT THIS ONE, JUST LIKE THE FIRST AND THIRD RECS. I WAS LISTENING TO THIS SONG AND WAS JUST SOBBING. HHHHHHHHHHHHH.
(Jason & Tim, mostly) Stages of Deterioration by aradian_nights
After Bruce finds Jason Todd, catatonic and traumatized, miraculously alive on the streets of Gotham, Tim, Dick, and Barbara attempt to fix their broken brother. AU for Invasion.
Horribly angsty at many points, this one gets ranked right up there with recs 1, 3, and 6. 1000/10 breaks my heart and actually made me cry a little during certain chapters.
(Damian and Tim & Jason) It's Not Poetic by the_authors_exploits
There is laughter in the air, and tears in their eyes; because it's all a ploy, a facade, and people fall for it all the time. Until it becomes too much to hide and the laughter fades and they can't ignore it anymore. PLEASE READ THE TAGS
I will absolutely never not recommend this fic, unless the tags are triggers for you. Otherwise I adore this fic--it is definitely one of my sheer favorites--and highly recommend it.
(Jason & everybody) The Calling by LananiA3O
Three years after escaping from prison, after almost complete radio silence, Jason heeds a call for assistance from Batman. When he disobeys a direct command in order to save more lives, old issues arise again, and Jason finally has enough. It is time to set the record straight...
This one will run you over, stomp on you, slam a piano on you, then stab you straight in the heart just to make sure you’re crushed and dead from angst. You will cry. You will grieve. I recommend it.
(Dick & Jason) these things define you by Miisakee
Jason and Dick go to fight a gang and it all goes downhill from there.
Another one of the lesser angsty fics! It is still very, very angsty, so be reassured you just might cry. Maybe. I can’t remember if I did.
(Bruce & Jason) Morning Sun by Lilfunny for drakefeathers
Between his death, resurrection and subsequent replacement, Jason Todd just really needs a hug. Or maybe he just needs his dad.
AHHHHH THIS ONE I DID CRY FOR! SO EMOTIONAL! BROKE MY HEART AND HIT ME IN THE GUT WITH A CROWBAR. I CRIED. MOST CERTAINLY RECOMMEND.
(Jason & Tim) It's Not That Funny by Ionaperidot
“I’m sorry I killed you, Jay," Tim says. "Please don’t be mad at me.”
Jason sighs, raising his head slowly. “You are not handling the Pit nearly as well as I thought you were.”
After Tim kills the Joker, Bruce sends him across the country with his parents, where he'll be safe. After Jason finds out, he tracks him down to visit. It's all going pretty well until Ra's al Ghul gets involved.
Okay, you really really need to be careful with this fic. There is very unhealthy coping mechanisms, several suicides, several murders, Jason lets Tim cut and burn him so he doesn’t do it to himself... It can be extremely triggering, so I strongly suggest you be careful before deciding to read this. It’s so utterly heart shattering. It makes you so very sad.
(Dick & everybody) If Night Falls in Your Heart by WithTheKeyIsKing
Dick never knew how to tell his family about what Tarantula and Mirage did to him, so he simply didn't.
That solution works, until it doesn't.
Hoo, boy, this was written by a friend of mine and she did not pull her punches as she wrote this, I’ll tell you that. I fucking cried. This one hurt and it hurt bad. This fic and the next rec both deal with Dick’s rape, so be advised.
(Dick & Jason) When I Needed You by firefright
On the night Blockbuster dies, Dick goes through one of the worst experiences of his life. But this time he's not alone, this time someone comes to save him. Someone familiar, though he doesn't figure that part out until much later.
Grahhh, I hurt so bad when I read this, and every time I come back to it I ache. It’s so heart-wrenching and emotional and I just--hhhhhhh. Recommend! If it’s not triggering, of course.
I’M SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG! I WAS MAKING THE LIST THEN MY PAGE REFRESHED AND I LOST EVERYTHING SO I HAD TO START ALL OVER AGAIN AND I DIED A LITTLE BUT HERE IT IS! HERE YOU GO NONNIE! I’M SORRY THERE’S ONLY LIKE A FEW RECS BUT IT’S ALL I COULD REALLY FIND.
I HOPE YOU ENJOY!
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