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Imagine being the son of the two most passionate soccer players to ever save the world and the first thing we hear about you is that you’re STRUGGLING with soccer everyone say hi to Gerry!!! His middle name is a reference to the doodler to me.
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndads season 2#dndads spoilers#dungeons and daddies season 2#dunegons and daddies season 2 finale#Jerry Marlowe-Li-Wilson#Jerry Li-Wilson#Jerry Marlowe#Jerry dungeons and daddies#I tried to be the first person to have a design for him but someone beat me by a MINUTE my doodles will be the death of me /J#the colors are different bc teeny is a body suit#like between his face and body#i do the same thing when i draw normal#dw#gerry marlowe li wilson#gerry marlowe#gerry li wilson
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POOR GABRIEL MONTEZ! YOU NEVER SAW THIS COMING DID YOU? ALL YOU WANTED WAS POWER. SECURITY. SAFETY. & THATS EXACTLY WHAT YOU GOT! JUST IN EXCHANGE FOR YOUR BODY. LETS JUST HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS JUST HOPE YOU WONT HAVE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#cw gore#jrwi suckening spoilers#jrwi suckening#jrwi gabriel#jrwi gabriel montez#LOOK FAMILIAR?hahahahahDONT WORRY#IM REUPLOADING THIS HERE BC i fixed up the drawing a lil. and also i wanted to add main tags#U WONT SEE ANY DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THISSUN N THE POST ON MY SIDEBLOG.i changed the image there too.HA!!!!!!!#ANYWAY.i rambled plenty about pain and gabe on my sideblog.SO LETS TALK ABT THE ART SHALL WE.ihad i very hard time getting the colors down#would u believe i nearly left this uncolored??FUCKED UP!! it was only a sketchhow did it end up like this. it was only a sketch...#BUT IM RLY GLAD I WENT W COLORING IT.this time i actually used the airbrush n pencil tools BUT i also have a handy dandy brush i made#its just the mspaint air brush tool. fucking LOVE THAT THING. but now its in fire alpaca and it can be slightly transparent.IT LOOKS SOGOOD#perfect for splatters and grime.i love you mspaint i love youuu.im also so happy w the blood here.i think i reached a shift last year#back when i made that genloss fanart something abt the way i draw blood finally CLICKED and im like OH. the inside must always be darker.#like i KNEW that already but it was like my hand itself finally had it click.i wonder what i will learn next?I LIKE THE ORGANS HERE TOO#not as veiny or thready as i usually draw em. but i think thats fine. not as WET as id like em to be but thats also fine.#i got the point across. the point ofc being WOW THIS IS GRUESOME AND PAINFUL AND TERRIBLE#I LOVE HIS EXPRESSION.i love pain and thinking abt pain. you lose yourself to it after enough time passes of just being in an ocean o agony#at one point its just too tiresome to scream or writhe. theres a point when the body accepts it.sometimes.atleast.#OHHH GABRIEL AS A CHARACTER DELIGHTS ME SO MUCH.he is a dog to me.a thing to serve others.I WISH I KNEW MORE#WHAT ELSE DID YOU WANT BOY?? SURE POWER AND SECURITY AND SAFETY ARE NICE.BUT DID YOU HAVE DREAMS? WANTS? PASSIONS?#WHAT WAS THE STORY BEHIND THAT TIGER TATTOO ON YOUR ARM?WHAT DO THE DOGTAGS SAY BOY?I WISH I COULD HAVE TEA W U#OHHH TO SIT DOWN WITH A CHARACTER AND JUST SPEAK TO THEM. AND YET. AND YET IN THE END ITS ALL TRAGEDY AND COMEDY#TRAGEDY AND COMEDY THAT IS SO SO PAINFULLY UNBALANCED. SIGH.#WHATEVER CMERE BOY YOURE BECOMING AN OC OF MINE NOW UR GONNA BE IN SPACE AND UR NAME IS GONNA BE VINEGAR#UR STILL GONNA BE SHIP OF THESEUSED THOUGH. OOOHHH GABRIEEELLL GABRIEL MONTEEEZZZ#HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE BUILT INTO YOU.HOW MANY DID YOU LOVE AND CHERISH.HOW MANY TATTOOS DO U RECOGNIZE ON UR NEW ARMS#WHAT WAS IT LIKE? ON THE NIGHT U WERE SIRED?WERE YOU EXCITED? DID YOU SEE YOUR BOSS' FACE?WHAT WAS THIS PROMOTION LIKE?
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The Mirror of Transformation being at the Lighthouse is so funny to me, because for one, why would Solas even obtain that, and second, I now have to ask myself if he ever considered using it himself, but then was like "Where's the thrill and fun in disguising as a bard or whatever if there's not even a risk of getting exposed". lmao
#Solas was like ''Nah this is the body Mythal gave me it is not getting changed'' 😂#or a romanced Solas being like ''But this is the look they fell in love with'' ;-;#also did he bring Xenon the Antiquarian too so that they can be the oldest most lonely duo in all of Thedas together lmao#imagine the banter between those two lol#honestly though I love how he doesn't really care for appearances#Mr ''What makes people real is their soul and not their physical body'' <3#solas#datv spoilers#da4#datv#on a more serious note it does make me think of his banter with Blackwall...#''I see it every time I look in a mirror. I try to make up for it.''#''By wearing another's skin. You ran away rather than face what you had done. You wasted your time.''#Solas would rather forever look in the mirror and live with himself and what he did..#*sob*
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tried coloring it
#a doodley#dude ive never ever had turmoil over colors like this... !#i wish my colored doodles looked as good as the lines by themselves....#the contrast between em really is fucking me up. and making me not want to color doodles at all#which is the opposite of what i need rn...!#anyway i think i do want him to keep his original brown eyes when he's fed#it....adds to it. da symbolism...#he doesn't wear lipstick when he's fed and he usually wears a mask but i need all the face drawing practice i can get esp when it comes to#full bodies....alas
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As much as I talk about Shen Yuan taking himself for granted post-transmigration, I fully believe that he does see himself as Shen Qingqiu. He just doesn’t see himself as Shen Jiu.
#svsss#maybe I’ll go deeper into this one day#because once the ooc unlocks#i feel like he actually does settle into himself#even when he makes his plant-body#he shapes the face to be a mix between his original and sqq’s#lbh recognizes him IMMEDIATELY#and shl can see it when she stops to consider it#sy def sees himself as sqq but just not the same as the character he read about#because he isn’t#which is why i don’t care much for the fandom’s hangup about the novel not including a ‘reveal’ for him#he’s been living in pidw for almost as long as he was in his og life#at this point pidw is just his world lmao
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we sang in the aeroplane over the sea tgth ☆
#27% circle line with a lovely friend of mine rail tracks screeching etc etc u know the usual. im just gonna write down memories#a few weeks ago my friend read thus spoke zarathustra by the fire to the music she was dancing it was her silhouette#against the flashlight lit up gold and royal blues and tiger's silk i tried not to fall in love with her. in bordeaux we searched#for pomegranates he sent her 300 quid by the beach she cut it open with a knife her hand covered in red we each had a taste of her work#sweet red wet the sweetest grit. too barely clothed to go into the cliffside church they painted my eyes we painted hers#8 shots of gin she screamed joyfully IT'S ALIVE! at the book she said become the child i said i feel like a monster she said i was insane#i tried to believe her. fortified wine and later a red pen crossword defiled by humidity her hair in my hands two king sized beds#pushed next to each other she took her top off she told us to watch her arms raised up the musculature on her back was precise cut from#marble we saw oceans we saw the birds take cold baths the midnight sun over a wasp-infested pool our chemicals in their bodies#gold flakes dark skin gold cross shoulders against mine drawing some form of each other on the train i didn't hesitate#to say her eyes were beautiful over and over monks at the soapshop with titanium credit cards i loved you like i loved no other#he tied his hair up and walked us into the river he held a bullet between his lips i never held his hand he said what an honour#you own too much capital your mother thinks i'm a natural i realised i haven't told my mother i loved her in years she's always been mother#never mom i'll watch you watch seaweeds this is terminal akrasia i'll feel your fingers smear perfume on my lips your girlfriend grins#bite into the straw take the shot hold my hand get it all wrong draw in the sand kiss him right stab through leather shower in chlorine#you're the determinable vicissitude is all yours we won the Game AND the Battle AND the War i'm proud of you like crazy we feed each other#saffron cliffside lovers well-fallen brothers fat cats blue windows southwest sun ALife SynBio design aXAA grow us a city in silico#we've grown to the ends of glee fire-jumper ocean-eater sure-footed lists on lists hands on eyelids не устану искать тебя#...anyway ive put my face on this blog b4 but hiii again#feel free to rb btw the rants r not personal
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If any animal were to ask Dream he would say that he has no favorites.
I, however, God of this world, do, and Dream was raised by rabbit gods, so he does think and default to a rabbit on a lot of things
He calls Tommy and Wilbur weasels because of the weasel war dance and how they always seem to be able to get in close to bite him again
#the dog barks#the footnotes#god of the wild#he calls Karl 'little aberration' after finding him messed up by the in-between#he used to call George and Sapnap 'puppies' sometimes 'hounds' when he was teasing them for their egos#now he calls them nothing at all#the others call them dogs#(its what they are but without the call of their heart if burns like a misdone brand)#Funnily enough Tommy and Wilbur do kinda weasel dance to Dream sometimes#post prison when bad days stretch into bad weeks and either if them starts craving the thumping of limbo too much#Dream might not understand most of their worship#but this? this desperation? thats his domain#Tommy and Wilbur are too big to fit in a rabbit burrow and cuddle like Dream does tho#and his entire being screams at the idea of refusing them#so he'll hold them closer and gently thrill in their ears now and then until they start responding agaij#dsmp au#the intimacy of being held by your god#your god who hates you#of him letting you walk closer and closer. letting you hide your face on his neck and just listen to the blood flow#the intimacy of holding your devout as their body goes limp#of keeping them safe when they're vulnerable and unresponsive#deep down on the divinity that makes Dream this is what he was made for#he could not hurt them now even if he wanted. even if it was fucking Quackity
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I just watched 3:10 to Yuma and throughout the movie all I can think and focus is Russell’s tormenting hot, deep voice and his attractiveness that I keep pausing the movie to recollect myself and inhale deeply.
THIS MAN IS DANGEROUS Y’ALL😭😭👈🏼
YES HE IS. So glad you got to watch it! 3:10 to Yuma is such an interesting movie and Russell is top notch in it. I agree — no matter how gorgeous he is visually it’s his voice in 3:10 to Yuma that really sends me over the edge. I’ve had to do the pausing and inhaling thing many times while watching a Russell movie 😂💕
#in all honesty i like the original 1957 version of 3:10 to yuma better because i grew up watching it#it’s always fascinated me#but i love the 2007 version so much also!!#not only because russell gives the performance of a lifetime and bewitches me body and soul#but there are so many interesting aspects of it!#the friendship and respect between ben and dan#the excellent screenplay#the ending oh my goodness the ending#such a cool movie even if it isn’t in my all time top favorites#i’ve watched it repeatedly just to stare at russell’s perfect face#don’t even get me started on the post-lovemaking scene with him#when he’s in his suspenders and kissing emmy so tenderly and doing the lip-dragging thing HHNNNGHH#his voice is enough to get me pregnant on any given day#but combine it with the aftercare affection and i’m on my knees begging#thank you for sharing! so glad you enjoyed the movie!!#my asks#3:10 to yuma#russell crowe
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shules moments in 3x15
"she's one of santa barbra's finest"
touching her back like cameron did in the bank episode
#here for your daily (hourly) shules content#season 3 is really the season jules starts reciprocating#like this isn't even on the season 3 compilation and there are so many more little momenta#*moments#like when she didn't want to shoot whats his face because shawn was in the way#or how she really didn't want shawn to come with her to the cabins but he cane anyway#or how he noticed she was upset and didn't try to offer her alcohol because she's still working#jesus christ i love these two#maggie and james do such a good job showing the little moments between them#and the writters too ofc but the way she looks at him and their body lanuage and all#this show is gonna do a number on me#psychusa#psych#psych tv#psych 2006#psych usa#shules#shawn spencer#juliet o'hara#psych season 3#3x15#tuesday the 17th
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oh how i hoped he would propose that sukuna goes back to him. all of this has been crazy. literally everything ive imagined and hoped for. yuuji saying “i want to talk to you”????? hoooooly shit. and the fact that it’s yuujikuna and earlyyuuji again. and the fact that sukuna silently listens like he does. follows him around, yuuji asks to be indulged for a second and sukuna just. calmly does so. and chooses to answer with honesty about how yuuji’s attempt makes him feel. the bickering about the flowers and the crayfish and the soft serve and archery. the familiarity of their back and forth. yuuji sharing his dearest memories despite sukuna already knowing about them because it’s different if he’s the one showing them. narrating them. yuuji taking his time with sukuna, for sukuna. and the fact that yuuji still has compassion for him. still offers him his big heart on a silver platter. and wants him back offers the opportunity to keep him alive. and manages to surprise sukuna yet again. the way they go from being lost in their private moment because they keep studying each other to raising absolute hell because nobody stirs their feathers like the other does. i love them your honor
#“return to my body and i’ll spare your life” goes so hard#wording might be a little different but it sounds like my fic which is pretty funny hehe#between this dream come true of a chapter and mha ending im truly losing it this week#the look on yuuji’s face when he says “no dice huh?” ☹️#the small things like sukuna with his hands in his pockets and how he chooses to entertain what yuuji is saying like when he comments about#not knowing the statues… it’s all so dear to me#ch265#my post
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Pros of dissociating so much you cannot tell what’s going on: it is easier to ignore bodily disability symptoms! Yay! Get to pretend you are healed and abled!! Able-bodied and healthy!! Yay!!!! We are the epitome of health 🎉.
Cons of dissociating so much you cannot tell what’s going on: it is easier to ignore bodily disability symptoms…. (You are NOT healed, you are getting worse!) (your body is deteriorating and all you do is pretend it isn’t happening) (uh oh!!).
-> Our body is low-key falling apart and we are simply ignoring it. This is so healthy and good. We are so able bodied.!! (/most sarcastic tone ever… This whole post is in a sarcastic and frustrated tone! Cannot recommend ignoring your symptoms at all!!! We just… Cannot get the level of care we need right now, and it is taking its toll…).
#coming back to ‘reality’ in a body that does not want to be human-shaped is actually really fucking stressful!!#like oh I’m back in the body- aw shucks all the connective tissue is fucked up! and cannot fix it! great…#tmi but fairly convinced at least one organ is prolapsed- and has been for years. which would explain the pain. but oh well cannot fix it.!#like would it kill you to not fall apart right now. this is meant to be the best years of our life. and we’re spending it in medical rooms.#people we had as peers (before we dropped out of… the world…) are finishing degrees or travelling.??#oh you went to Greece? while we spent three months in a psychiatric ward? cool. that’s. ok. cool.!!#joints are destroying themselves and we are having to pick which ones we need the least to survive + can damage more….#like- have given up on our ankles and knees. if they get destroyed then like…. at least we still have working hands#sometimes it all hits us full force and we have to face the fact our body is not going to heal magically.#torn between getting our last gender affirming surgery as soon as possible (before body deteriorates more) and just…. putting it off.?#like- indefinitely… we’ve healed from the other surgery ok#but our skin did not respond how it was wanted to. and that was before massive decline physically. so..?#and honestly we may not even win the fight with the transphobe gatekeeping that surgery right now.! he is infamous for his transphobia! so!#tired. ramble vent in hashtags again oops. should probably tag for this…#sort of vent#cw vent#physically disabled#actually disabled#disability#disabled#physical disability#dissociative system#complex dissociative disorder#actually dissociative
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you think sam ever wonders if dean would have tricked him into saying yes to lucifer again if it meant saving his life.
#like. disclaimer: Dean would Not do that. not even if he was desperate#up to you if you think it’s because that’s where he draws the line about disrespecting Sam’s autonomy#or because he’s just so fucking furiously jealous that Lucifer has already gotten so much of Sam to himself that dean won’t give him more#either way he Wouldn’t. but. sam doesn’t know that does he.#the facts sam has are 1) dean okayed an angel entering his body and 2) dean lied to him about an angel being in his body#and 3) dean probably would have kept lying about it after ‘Ezekiel’ left. never told Sam what was in him.#so what’s the difference between one angel and another really? especially since Lucifer could have made that offer with much more experience#of course he can patch Sam up. he’s done it before. he’s torn him up and put him back together so many times. child’s play really.#I think the only comfort Sam would have about this is that Lucifer would not be able to help himself from giving away the game#he wants Sam’s attention sooo badly. he’d want Sam to know that he’s healing him from the inside#well then. what’s worse. his brother lying to his face about the devil possessing him. or Lucifer being the one to tell him everything.#can Sam kick Lucifer out? yes I think so. does Sam think so? very different question. after all. he couldn’t push Lucifer out last time#that he let him (hallucifer) in <3#spn#sam winchester#lucifer spn#Dean winchester
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first draft at a john design..
some design notes in the tags
#so like i think the common designs of just like a cloaked shadowy figure are nice n all#i think they can be decently creative in their own right#but i wanted to rlly mix things up a lil#ofc i wanted to take it in the furry direction to some degree#but i also wanted it to tow the line between natural and otherworldly#i wanted the 'decay' of him being a split entity to be very present in it#most prominantly being the hole in his chest revealing his heart#i tried to have a lot of holes. signs of things disentegrating. something torn but in an unnatural way.#i wanted some high contrast with the 'void' creeping around his tail; like the end of it was burnt#the yellow markings are all vaguely eye spots#the arm . it didnt quite come thru perfectly but i wanted the upper arm to be like; wirey. a cluster of ropes.#and the hand itself being armor like (decaying around the edges as well; as if it could grow further at any moment)#i went with a snake/slug body bc he only has the hand; no other limbs#i think if i do another draft i might have the hand just floating; not connected at all#ugh i dont wanna design an arthur but i do have an idea for how i wanna display John's vision on him..#like a flat hologram of eyes hovering just infront of his face#i will say i rlly like when people draw these two with like john and arthurs hands physically overlapping.. its rlly cool...#malevolent#malevolent podcast#john malevolent#art
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I think if you convinced Astarion not to ascend, he’s there for the Haarlep encounter, and you fail the CON check (push Haarlep away), he should lose his cool and fire an arrow at Haarlep or something and interrupt Haarlep’s magic, giving you another chance to fight instead. I do think the sex abuse survivor witnessing his friend or lover being coerced into sex would notice when they want to escape and would have something to say about it.
#it’s wild how all of your party members stand there and watch this unfold in silence#baldur's gate 3#bg3#it’s so uncomfortable and humiliating#i couldn’t handle it i had to reload my save and go the fighting route instead#i had lae’zel and shadowheart with me. and i get how they could ig bear this in stoney-faced silence#but i had astarion with me too. and i just do Not believe he’d watch this in silence#not after you’ve helped free him from a life of abuse slavery and noncon#he should protest more than ‘are you sure we can trust [haarlep]’#or maybe even offer to take your/tav’s place#it wouldn’t work of course. haarlep would insist on tav#but it would further show his char development since act 1 and how much he’s grown to care about you/tav#that he’s willing to put himself through that again so you don’t have to#i mean#I’m not the only one who sees parallels between cazador and haarlep#AND astarion and haarlep#right#I’m not the only one who thinks haarlep would Really Bother astarion. right#I’ve heard astarion is sympathetic (the only companion who is) if you lose/surrender your body#but i just think he should also be the one who’s like hey let’s Not let our friend be taken advantage of like this
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Robin Buckley and her Mother
#stranger things#drawing#robin buckley#you know when drawing this one I was comparing it often to my Steve Harrington one and his mother#bc stobin are inseparable and that's the facts#but anyway in steves you see his mothers full face multiple times#she is there and present#confronting and yelling at steve#but in robins you don't really see her mother#you see her eyes and her back#and in the photo of her back she's only in her underwear#and I did this bc well I wanted to show her moms body in the sense that you can tell she had a child “a mom bod” if you will#I don't know I just thought it was interesting to explore the relationship between them in an audio from tt or a song where the words#are saying something obvious about their relationship but then adding little things in the composition and details that also explain how#I personally view their relationship#there's the idea that Steve and his mom are cofrontational and also there's a easy way they face each other or stare each other down#but robin never really looks at her mother or the “camera” and neither does her mother#and they also are never seen in the same frame together#cause there's a shame and a way robin I think would hide from her mother if she always tells her what she's doing wrong or how she looks#and also if the mother is saying things like that there has to be unease in herself#in her own body that mimicks robins just older#I just think mother relationships are fun okay#also I made the mothers eyes green and I always make robin wear green and what kind of thing can I pull out of my own head canons but the#idea that she avoids her mother and claims she hates her mother but still gets the most comfort in wearing the color of her mothers eyes?#I mean loving someone and finding the most comfort in them while also having the most discomfort with them is so I interesting and I think#it only really works with that mother-child relationship#anyway#art#digital art
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I think the writing is gentle, often funny, and sustained (overall) but it’s the acting and the chemistry that takes it to the next level.
#crash landing on you#which is often the way I find with my favorite love stories#in movies/tv shows#like reylo. comes down to the acting. especially Adam’s (though Daisy is wonderful too)#because you can actually tell a love story through facial expressions/shift in voices/body language#all of those can and do communicate love and personality. interplay and the necessary balance that makes for a great love story#and man they are soooo good. especially her (I mean especially both of them)#but she sets such a high standard. and the way her face flickers between so many different shades of feeling#and not just feeling but personality#instant layers to who she is. and he responds to them all. and you know WHY he does#you know why he’s completely in her chokehold#he’s completely caught by her personality. and she is caught by the ways in which he takes care of her/expresses his love through action#(which is ultimately his personality too)#but in the way of many of my favorite love stories she just has to exist and he has to—-wants to!—do the work#they’re also silly and cute and in Situations where they can Display Behaviors (positive)#but like. it comes down to the quality of the acting creating 3-dimensional people and real love at the same time#I am now wandering from the point#and rambling. but man!#anyway I’m going to go back to bed now
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