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Imagine being the son of the two most passionate soccer players to ever save the world and the first thing we hear about you is that you’re STRUGGLING with soccer everyone say hi to Gerry!!! His middle name is a reference to the doodler to me.
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#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndads season 2#dndads spoilers#dungeons and daddies season 2#dunegons and daddies season 2 finale#Jerry Marlowe-Li-Wilson#Jerry Li-Wilson#Jerry Marlowe#Jerry dungeons and daddies#I tried to be the first person to have a design for him but someone beat me by a MINUTE my doodles will be the death of me /J#the colors are different bc teeny is a body suit#like between his face and body#i do the same thing when i draw normal#dw#gerry marlowe li wilson#gerry marlowe#gerry li wilson
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I genuinely feel like I'm losing my mind about the opening scene in THK's Episode 6. Like, look at them, just look at them!!!?
Style is all playful, anticipatory defiance at first. He's just teased Fadel about falling for his "overdramatic" antics and has been shoved back onto the bed to wait with bated breath for Fadel's response.
And rather than getting annoyed, Fadel teases him right back, takes on that same flirtatious tone and actually escalates things. This is Fadel not merely appreciating the way Style is -- the way he never quits, and the way he is always eager for more -- but welcoming it and responding in kind.
Style's gaze goes half-lidded, already tipsy-drunk on the thrumming energy between them. I won't screenshot the whole exchange, but Fadel continues the metaphor, talks about the importance of exercise, of building up stronger muscles, and Style's eyes throughout are glinting in delighted amusement.
Fadel has learned to speak the same language that Style does. This goes beyond a knowledge of mutual desire and attraction, this is them falling into patterns of communication that celebrates who Style is as a person. Fadel has come so far from the man who rolled his eyes in annoyance at Style's obnoxious flirting. Fadel would never have spoken this way before he knew Style, but here he is playing Style own game brilliantly.
Style teases Fadel more, plays coy and innocent like they don't both know this is about sex and the natural progression of the metaphorical glove Style threw first. He wants to see how far Fadel will take this, wants to see if Fadel is going to back off or if he'll really see it through.
But Fadel doesn't crack, doesn't change the topic or dismiss the moment. Instead, he turns earnest and, I think, slightly catches Style by surprise here. The words he says are still in line with the metaphor, but Fadel's eyes run over Style's face like he's taking in each precious feature and his tone is all whisper soft and warm; it’s sweetly affectionate in a way that suddenly makes this flirtatious moment feel tender and fond and soft.
And the words themselves: “you need to exercise daily" -- an unspoken commitment, the domesticity of it all, the implicit acknowledgement of belonging. The suggestion of a permanent future with Style.
God I wish I could gif this specific 1-2 seconds so badly. I don't even have the right words to describe what's going on?? It's the way Style's eyes turn molten with intent, the way he ever so slightly tips his head upwards towards Fadel, the way something about his expression is suddenly broadcasting desire for Fadel to reach out and take.
So Fadel does, but the way he does is just so delicate?? He touches his lips to Style's almost like a prayer, gaze locked to Style's before both their eyes fall shut into the kiss. This moment is so exquisitely fragile, threaded through with this sense of something like wonder.
Fadel presses his lips down, first to Style's lips and then his cheek and the vulnerable bared column of his neck; slowly draws himself closer and closer until he has his whole weight pinning Style down, skin to sun-warmed skin (and heart to heart).
And Style welcomes every moment of it; tilts his head to give Fadel more access to his neck, runs his hand up along Fadel's back to cradle his head and pull him closer as he lets Fadel settle himself more firmly between his legs because he just can't get enough.
This scene is less than 30 seconds long, but there's something about it that makes me feel insane. It didn't have any of the heated passion and ferocity of so many of their other scenes, but there was something just so tender and lovely and soft and calm and sweet about this.
I'm just-- gonna-- *buries my face into a pillow and sCREAMS*
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#thk ep 6#fadelstyle#fadelstyle meta#thk meta#dunk actually makes me feel genuinely unhinged#that 1 second of Style's eyes going molten with intent I've watched it about 50 times now I can't stop#like this entire part of this scene; Style's body is still -- he doesn't move his body or his arms or anything much#all the communication is in his eyes and tone and barely visible shifts of his head#and yet it feels like whole paragraphs are passing between the characters unsaid#also the way Fadel's voice changes from teasing to earnest -- the way Joong allows a husk to slip into his tone#the way he keeps his gaze so so gentle and soft the whole time but constantly moving over style's face like he's searching for something#like he can't get enough of his beauty like he needs wants to hallow his own chest out so that he can hold style at his core#first thing in the morning after a crazy night of passion and fadel STILL cannot get enough#hui talks thai bl#hui talks thk#dunk natachai#joong archen#joongdunk
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POOR GABRIEL MONTEZ! YOU NEVER SAW THIS COMING DID YOU? ALL YOU WANTED WAS POWER. SECURITY. SAFETY. & THATS EXACTLY WHAT YOU GOT! JUST IN EXCHANGE FOR YOUR BODY. LETS JUST HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS JUST HOPE YOU WONT HAVE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#cw gore#jrwi suckening spoilers#jrwi suckening#jrwi gabriel#jrwi gabriel montez#LOOK FAMILIAR?hahahahahDONT WORRY#IM REUPLOADING THIS HERE BC i fixed up the drawing a lil. and also i wanted to add main tags#U WONT SEE ANY DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THISSUN N THE POST ON MY SIDEBLOG.i changed the image there too.HA!!!!!!!#ANYWAY.i rambled plenty about pain and gabe on my sideblog.SO LETS TALK ABT THE ART SHALL WE.ihad i very hard time getting the colors down#would u believe i nearly left this uncolored??FUCKED UP!! it was only a sketchhow did it end up like this. it was only a sketch...#BUT IM RLY GLAD I WENT W COLORING IT.this time i actually used the airbrush n pencil tools BUT i also have a handy dandy brush i made#its just the mspaint air brush tool. fucking LOVE THAT THING. but now its in fire alpaca and it can be slightly transparent.IT LOOKS SOGOOD#perfect for splatters and grime.i love you mspaint i love youuu.im also so happy w the blood here.i think i reached a shift last year#back when i made that genloss fanart something abt the way i draw blood finally CLICKED and im like OH. the inside must always be darker.#like i KNEW that already but it was like my hand itself finally had it click.i wonder what i will learn next?I LIKE THE ORGANS HERE TOO#not as veiny or thready as i usually draw em. but i think thats fine. not as WET as id like em to be but thats also fine.#i got the point across. the point ofc being WOW THIS IS GRUESOME AND PAINFUL AND TERRIBLE#I LOVE HIS EXPRESSION.i love pain and thinking abt pain. you lose yourself to it after enough time passes of just being in an ocean o agony#at one point its just too tiresome to scream or writhe. theres a point when the body accepts it.sometimes.atleast.#OHHH GABRIEL AS A CHARACTER DELIGHTS ME SO MUCH.he is a dog to me.a thing to serve others.I WISH I KNEW MORE#WHAT ELSE DID YOU WANT BOY?? SURE POWER AND SECURITY AND SAFETY ARE NICE.BUT DID YOU HAVE DREAMS? WANTS? PASSIONS?#WHAT WAS THE STORY BEHIND THAT TIGER TATTOO ON YOUR ARM?WHAT DO THE DOGTAGS SAY BOY?I WISH I COULD HAVE TEA W U#OHHH TO SIT DOWN WITH A CHARACTER AND JUST SPEAK TO THEM. AND YET. AND YET IN THE END ITS ALL TRAGEDY AND COMEDY#TRAGEDY AND COMEDY THAT IS SO SO PAINFULLY UNBALANCED. SIGH.#WHATEVER CMERE BOY YOURE BECOMING AN OC OF MINE NOW UR GONNA BE IN SPACE AND UR NAME IS GONNA BE VINEGAR#UR STILL GONNA BE SHIP OF THESEUSED THOUGH. OOOHHH GABRIEEELLL GABRIEL MONTEEEZZZ#HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE BUILT INTO YOU.HOW MANY DID YOU LOVE AND CHERISH.HOW MANY TATTOOS DO U RECOGNIZE ON UR NEW ARMS#WHAT WAS IT LIKE? ON THE NIGHT U WERE SIRED?WERE YOU EXCITED? DID YOU SEE YOUR BOSS' FACE?WHAT WAS THIS PROMOTION LIKE?
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we sang in the aeroplane over the sea tgth ☆
#27% circle line with a lovely friend of mine rail tracks screeching etc etc u know the usual. im just gonna write down memories#a few weeks ago my friend read thus spoke zarathustra by the fire to the music she was dancing it was her silhouette#against the flashlight lit up gold and royal blues and tiger's silk i tried not to fall in love with her. in bordeaux we searched#for pomegranates he sent her 300 quid by the beach she cut it open with a knife her hand covered in red we each had a taste of her work#sweet red wet the sweetest grit. too barely clothed to go into the cliffside church they painted my eyes we painted hers#8 shots of gin she screamed joyfully IT'S ALIVE! at the book she said become the child i said i feel like a monster she said i was insane#i tried to believe her. fortified wine and later a red pen crossword defiled by humidity her hair in my hands two king sized beds#pushed next to each other she took her top off she told us to watch her arms raised up the musculature on her back was precise cut from#marble we saw oceans we saw the birds take cold baths the midnight sun over a wasp-infested pool our chemicals in their bodies#gold flakes dark skin gold cross shoulders against mine drawing some form of each other on the train i didn't hesitate#to say her eyes were beautiful over and over monks at the soapshop with titanium credit cards i loved you like i loved no other#he tied his hair up and walked us into the river he held a bullet between his lips i never held his hand he said what an honour#you own too much capital your mother thinks i'm a natural i realised i haven't told my mother i loved her in years she's always been mother#never mom i'll watch you watch seaweeds this is terminal akrasia i'll feel your fingers smear perfume on my lips your girlfriend grins#bite into the straw take the shot hold my hand get it all wrong draw in the sand kiss him right stab through leather shower in chlorine#you're the determinable vicissitude is all yours we won the Game AND the Battle AND the War i'm proud of you like crazy we feed each other#saffron cliffside lovers well-fallen brothers fat cats blue windows southwest sun ALife SynBio design aXAA grow us a city in silico#we've grown to the ends of glee fire-jumper ocean-eater sure-footed lists on lists hands on eyelids не устану искать тебя#...anyway ive put my face on this blog b4 but hiii again#feel free to rb btw the rants r not personal
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The Mirror of Transformation being at the Lighthouse is so funny to me, because for one, why would Solas even obtain that, and second, I now have to ask myself if he ever considered using it himself, but then was like "Where's the thrill and fun in disguising as a bard or whatever if there's not even a risk of getting exposed". lmao
#Solas was like ''Nah this is the body Mythal gave me it is not getting changed'' 😂#or a romanced Solas being like ''But this is the look they fell in love with'' ;-;#also did he bring Xenon the Antiquarian too so that they can be the oldest most lonely duo in all of Thedas together lmao#imagine the banter between those two lol#honestly though I love how he doesn't really care for appearances#Mr ''What makes people real is their soul and not their physical body'' <3#solas#datv spoilers#da4#datv#on a more serious note it does make me think of his banter with Blackwall...#''I see it every time I look in a mirror. I try to make up for it.''#''By wearing another's skin. You ran away rather than face what you had done. You wasted your time.''#Solas would rather forever look in the mirror and live with himself and what he did..#*sob*
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Rosie in episode 7 is so special to me, because when you re-watch it, you can just see why he’s going to ultimately choose to re-up. You can see it from the first scene he’s in. It’s this guilt of responsibility that will not budge from his shoulders. It’s all these things that keep happening around him and Nate Mann just rocks this role SO well because Rosie has such little dialogue in this whole episode but it doesn’t matter, because you can feel this burning guilt and responsibility building and building in each scene.
It starts with the conversation with Crosby about going to Texas or Florida and his heart clearly not being in it, but listening to Croz’s desperation to get out resonating with him.
It’s Black Monday - the mission that Rosie’s crew was grounded for that cost 150 of the 100th’s men. When the boys tell Rosie what they saw; that the boys that were on their 25th crashed and those that parachuted out of their planes were killed by the Germans anyway. It’s Rosie listening so intently, drinking in their stories despite the horror. He doesn’t try to placate their anger or their sadness, he just acknowledges it for what it is. It’s like you can visibly see Rosie taking and holding on to their words
It’s Rosie surviving 25 and the 100th throwing a party for him and his boys. And in such Rosie fashion, he seeks out Jack when he realises something is wrong, only for Jack to break the news: the tour requirements are changing. It’s 30 missions now.
It’s Shoens looking him dead in the eye saying congratulations Rosie. At least you’ll make it out of this fucking war alive.
And then it’s Rosie watching the parade of vans carrying bodies out of Thorpe Abbotts, unable to tear his gaze despite it all.
It’s all these - sometimes little, sometimes big - instances that build up make Rosie’s decision seem to just make perfect sense to the story, without it seeming overbearing or over the top. It’s understated, yet powerful (much like Rosie himself!).
He barely says anything throughout the whole episode, but I think that’s what makes it a perfect Rosie episode. Throughout the whole series, Rosie is usually the one listening, rather than the one telling a story - but his presence is still so big despite of it. Rosie doesn’t need to talk for the audience to listen.
And I think that’s reflected both in Rosie’s decision and the way Lt Col Bennett reacts to Rosie’s request. Despite barely knowing Rosie, he seems to understand the weight of Rosie’s presence at the base, and the weight of Rosie’s words. And I loved that Bennett decided not to blindside him with the new strategy, but instead allowed Rosie to make an informed decision. And Rosie’s reaction - unflinchingly meeting Bennett’s gaze and accepting his answer is the icing on the cake.
Rosie is outrageously humble! But understands how others see him and he is ready to take on the weight of that love, pressure and sheer resolve all over again.
#I JUST I LOVE HIM SO MUCH#i usually could not give a shit abt the actor/actresses but I am just so impressed by Nate’s performance to encapsulate Rosie so well like#in this episode when he barely speaks but I just feel like the emotions are portrayed so well#both by what people say to Rosie and how he reacts to it. what he sees and his reactions in response.#that scene when the bodies go by and Rosie watches SO intently and then takes his hat off#he blinks quickly for a moment and you can SEE the distress on his face - if not outright obvious#and when the boys tell him about black monday it's like you can see him shoulder that story and hold on to it. he's listening so intently#and I LOVE that he doesn't say anything to the boys in response bc there is nothing to say. 'im sorry' sounds too pitiful and anything else#might feel insulting. he just acknowledges their words and doesn't try to make them feel any different about it. rosie accepts their#feelings at face value and takes that with him in all his decisions going forward#like. this man contains multitudes and I want to understand all of them#i love the dichotomy between Rosie being literally just Some Guy#and then also being like. a legend who is loved and respected by like. everyone. it’s probably illegal to dislike him in the 100th#just like when Jack got all pissy bc a couple of guys said that Rosie was lucky. like they weren’t even been disrespectful they were just#saying Rosie must be lucky to have lived this long#and Jack is like WRONG BITCH THATS ALL SKILL.#like okay?????????#so valid tho#anyway that’s so rambly I just love him sm#rosie rosenthal#masters of the air#robert rosie rosenthal#robert rosenthal#jack talks#ch: rosie#tv: masters of the air
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tried coloring it
#a doodley#dude ive never ever had turmoil over colors like this... !#i wish my colored doodles looked as good as the lines by themselves....#the contrast between em really is fucking me up. and making me not want to color doodles at all#which is the opposite of what i need rn...!#anyway i think i do want him to keep his original brown eyes when he's fed#it....adds to it. da symbolism...#he doesn't wear lipstick when he's fed and he usually wears a mask but i need all the face drawing practice i can get esp when it comes to#full bodies....alas
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As much as I talk about Shen Yuan taking himself for granted post-transmigration, I fully believe that he does see himself as Shen Qingqiu. He just doesn’t see himself as Shen Jiu.
#svsss#maybe I’ll go deeper into this one day#because once the ooc unlocks#i feel like he actually does settle into himself#even when he makes his plant-body#he shapes the face to be a mix between his original and sqq’s#lbh recognizes him IMMEDIATELY#and shl can see it when she stops to consider it#sy def sees himself as sqq but just not the same as the character he read about#because he isn’t#which is why i don’t care much for the fandom’s hangup about the novel not including a ‘reveal’ for him#he’s been living in pidw for almost as long as he was in his og life#at this point pidw is just his world lmao
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If any animal were to ask Dream he would say that he has no favorites.
I, however, God of this world, do, and Dream was raised by rabbit gods, so he does think and default to a rabbit on a lot of things
He calls Tommy and Wilbur weasels because of the weasel war dance and how they always seem to be able to get in close to bite him again
#the dog barks#the footnotes#god of the wild#he calls Karl 'little aberration' after finding him messed up by the in-between#he used to call George and Sapnap 'puppies' sometimes 'hounds' when he was teasing them for their egos#now he calls them nothing at all#the others call them dogs#(its what they are but without the call of their heart if burns like a misdone brand)#Funnily enough Tommy and Wilbur do kinda weasel dance to Dream sometimes#post prison when bad days stretch into bad weeks and either if them starts craving the thumping of limbo too much#Dream might not understand most of their worship#but this? this desperation? thats his domain#Tommy and Wilbur are too big to fit in a rabbit burrow and cuddle like Dream does tho#and his entire being screams at the idea of refusing them#so he'll hold them closer and gently thrill in their ears now and then until they start responding agaij#dsmp au#the intimacy of being held by your god#your god who hates you#of him letting you walk closer and closer. letting you hide your face on his neck and just listen to the blood flow#the intimacy of holding your devout as their body goes limp#of keeping them safe when they're vulnerable and unresponsive#deep down on the divinity that makes Dream this is what he was made for#he could not hurt them now even if he wanted. even if it was fucking Quackity
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I just watched 3:10 to Yuma and throughout the movie all I can think and focus is Russell’s tormenting hot, deep voice and his attractiveness that I keep pausing the movie to recollect myself and inhale deeply.
THIS MAN IS DANGEROUS Y’ALL😭😭👈🏼
YES HE IS. So glad you got to watch it! 3:10 to Yuma is such an interesting movie and Russell is top notch in it. I agree — no matter how gorgeous he is visually it’s his voice in 3:10 to Yuma that really sends me over the edge. I’ve had to do the pausing and inhaling thing many times while watching a Russell movie 😂💕
#in all honesty i like the original 1957 version of 3:10 to yuma better because i grew up watching it#it’s always fascinated me#but i love the 2007 version so much also!!#not only because russell gives the performance of a lifetime and bewitches me body and soul#but there are so many interesting aspects of it!#the friendship and respect between ben and dan#the excellent screenplay#the ending oh my goodness the ending#such a cool movie even if it isn’t in my all time top favorites#i’ve watched it repeatedly just to stare at russell’s perfect face#don’t even get me started on the post-lovemaking scene with him#when he’s in his suspenders and kissing emmy so tenderly and doing the lip-dragging thing HHNNNGHH#his voice is enough to get me pregnant on any given day#but combine it with the aftercare affection and i’m on my knees begging#thank you for sharing! so glad you enjoyed the movie!!#my asks#3:10 to yuma#russell crowe
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shules moments in 3x15
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#here for your daily (hourly) shules content#season 3 is really the season jules starts reciprocating#like this isn't even on the season 3 compilation and there are so many more little momenta#*moments#like when she didn't want to shoot whats his face because shawn was in the way#or how she really didn't want shawn to come with her to the cabins but he cane anyway#or how he noticed she was upset and didn't try to offer her alcohol because she's still working#jesus christ i love these two#maggie and james do such a good job showing the little moments between them#and the writters too ofc but the way she looks at him and their body lanuage and all#this show is gonna do a number on me#psychusa#psych#psych tv#psych 2006#psych usa#shules#shawn spencer#juliet o'hara#psych season 3#3x15#tuesday the 17th
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oh how i hoped he would propose that sukuna goes back to him. all of this has been crazy. literally everything ive imagined and hoped for. yuuji saying “i want to talk to you”????? hoooooly shit. and the fact that it’s yuujikuna and earlyyuuji again. and the fact that sukuna silently listens like he does. follows him around, yuuji asks to be indulged for a second and sukuna just. calmly does so. and chooses to answer with honesty about how yuuji’s attempt makes him feel. the bickering about the flowers and the crayfish and the soft serve and archery. the familiarity of their back and forth. yuuji sharing his dearest memories despite sukuna already knowing about them because it’s different if he’s the one showing them. narrating them. yuuji taking his time with sukuna, for sukuna. and the fact that yuuji still has compassion for him. still offers him his big heart on a silver platter. and wants him back offers the opportunity to keep him alive. and manages to surprise sukuna yet again. the way they go from being lost in their private moment because they keep studying each other to raising absolute hell because nobody stirs their feathers like the other does. i love them your honor
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#“return to my body and i’ll spare your life” goes so hard#wording might be a little different but it sounds like my fic which is pretty funny hehe#between this dream come true of a chapter and mha ending im truly losing it this week#the look on yuuji’s face when he says “no dice huh?” ☹️#the small things like sukuna with his hands in his pockets and how he chooses to entertain what yuuji is saying like when he comments about#not knowing the statues… it’s all so dear to me#ch265#my post
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Pros of dissociating so much you cannot tell what’s going on: it is easier to ignore bodily disability symptoms! Yay! Get to pretend you are healed and abled!! Able-bodied and healthy!! Yay!!!! We are the epitome of health 🎉.
Cons of dissociating so much you cannot tell what’s going on: it is easier to ignore bodily disability symptoms…. (You are NOT healed, you are getting worse!) (your body is deteriorating and all you do is pretend it isn’t happening) (uh oh!!).
-> Our body is low-key falling apart and we are simply ignoring it. This is so healthy and good. We are so able bodied.!! (/most sarcastic tone ever… This whole post is in a sarcastic and frustrated tone! Cannot recommend ignoring your symptoms at all!!! We just… Cannot get the level of care we need right now, and it is taking its toll…).
#coming back to ‘reality’ in a body that does not want to be human-shaped is actually really fucking stressful!!#like oh I’m back in the body- aw shucks all the connective tissue is fucked up! and cannot fix it! great…#tmi but fairly convinced at least one organ is prolapsed- and has been for years. which would explain the pain. but oh well cannot fix it.!#like would it kill you to not fall apart right now. this is meant to be the best years of our life. and we’re spending it in medical rooms.#people we had as peers (before we dropped out of… the world…) are finishing degrees or travelling.??#oh you went to Greece? while we spent three months in a psychiatric ward? cool. that’s. ok. cool.!!#joints are destroying themselves and we are having to pick which ones we need the least to survive + can damage more….#like- have given up on our ankles and knees. if they get destroyed then like…. at least we still have working hands#sometimes it all hits us full force and we have to face the fact our body is not going to heal magically.#torn between getting our last gender affirming surgery as soon as possible (before body deteriorates more) and just…. putting it off.?#like- indefinitely… we’ve healed from the other surgery ok#but our skin did not respond how it was wanted to. and that was before massive decline physically. so..?#and honestly we may not even win the fight with the transphobe gatekeeping that surgery right now.! he is infamous for his transphobia! so!#tired. ramble vent in hashtags again oops. should probably tag for this…#sort of vent#cw vent#physically disabled#actually disabled#disability#disabled#physical disability#dissociative system#complex dissociative disorder#actually dissociative
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you think sam ever wonders if dean would have tricked him into saying yes to lucifer again if it meant saving his life.
#like. disclaimer: Dean would Not do that. not even if he was desperate#up to you if you think it’s because that’s where he draws the line about disrespecting Sam’s autonomy#or because he’s just so fucking furiously jealous that Lucifer has already gotten so much of Sam to himself that dean won’t give him more#either way he Wouldn’t. but. sam doesn’t know that does he.#the facts sam has are 1) dean okayed an angel entering his body and 2) dean lied to him about an angel being in his body#and 3) dean probably would have kept lying about it after ‘Ezekiel’ left. never told Sam what was in him.#so what’s the difference between one angel and another really? especially since Lucifer could have made that offer with much more experience#of course he can patch Sam up. he’s done it before. he’s torn him up and put him back together so many times. child’s play really.#I think the only comfort Sam would have about this is that Lucifer would not be able to help himself from giving away the game#he wants Sam’s attention sooo badly. he’d want Sam to know that he’s healing him from the inside#well then. what’s worse. his brother lying to his face about the devil possessing him. or Lucifer being the one to tell him everything.#can Sam kick Lucifer out? yes I think so. does Sam think so? very different question. after all. he couldn’t push Lucifer out last time#that he let him (hallucifer) in <3#spn#sam winchester#lucifer spn#Dean winchester
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first draft at a john design..
some design notes in the tags
#so like i think the common designs of just like a cloaked shadowy figure are nice n all#i think they can be decently creative in their own right#but i wanted to rlly mix things up a lil#ofc i wanted to take it in the furry direction to some degree#but i also wanted it to tow the line between natural and otherworldly#i wanted the 'decay' of him being a split entity to be very present in it#most prominantly being the hole in his chest revealing his heart#i tried to have a lot of holes. signs of things disentegrating. something torn but in an unnatural way.#i wanted some high contrast with the 'void' creeping around his tail; like the end of it was burnt#the yellow markings are all vaguely eye spots#the arm . it didnt quite come thru perfectly but i wanted the upper arm to be like; wirey. a cluster of ropes.#and the hand itself being armor like (decaying around the edges as well; as if it could grow further at any moment)#i went with a snake/slug body bc he only has the hand; no other limbs#i think if i do another draft i might have the hand just floating; not connected at all#ugh i dont wanna design an arthur but i do have an idea for how i wanna display John's vision on him..#like a flat hologram of eyes hovering just infront of his face#i will say i rlly like when people draw these two with like john and arthurs hands physically overlapping.. its rlly cool...#malevolent#malevolent podcast#john malevolent#art
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I think if you convinced Astarion not to ascend, he’s there for the Haarlep encounter, and you fail the CON check (push Haarlep away), he should lose his cool and fire an arrow at Haarlep or something and interrupt Haarlep’s magic, giving you another chance to fight instead. I do think the sex abuse survivor witnessing his friend or lover being coerced into sex would notice when they want to escape and would have something to say about it.
#it’s wild how all of your party members stand there and watch this unfold in silence#baldur's gate 3#bg3#it’s so uncomfortable and humiliating#i couldn’t handle it i had to reload my save and go the fighting route instead#i had lae’zel and shadowheart with me. and i get how they could ig bear this in stoney-faced silence#but i had astarion with me too. and i just do Not believe he’d watch this in silence#not after you’ve helped free him from a life of abuse slavery and noncon#he should protest more than ‘are you sure we can trust [haarlep]’#or maybe even offer to take your/tav’s place#it wouldn’t work of course. haarlep would insist on tav#but it would further show his char development since act 1 and how much he’s grown to care about you/tav#that he’s willing to put himself through that again so you don’t have to#i mean#I’m not the only one who sees parallels between cazador and haarlep#AND astarion and haarlep#right#I’m not the only one who thinks haarlep would Really Bother astarion. right#I’ve heard astarion is sympathetic (the only companion who is) if you lose/surrender your body#but i just think he should also be the one who’s like hey let’s Not let our friend be taken advantage of like this
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