#like I’m not the only one who hates this venue right ?? 😭

[gio-cosmo]

I hate this dumbass venue so much 😭😭😭

[deeswrld]

Random astro observations

Some content is 18+

I’ve noticed people with Sagittarius/9H placements always seem to stand out in the field they pick or in some sort of way become pioneers. E.g. Jimi Hendrix was a Sag stellium and has a reputation of a guitar God for his innovative and crazy good guitar skills. Teena Marie (Sag moon) became a beloved non black R&B singer/artist at Motown. I just feel like Sag placements are just out here breaking barriers lol.

People with trining risings all have a certain similar look!!

E.g Most Air risings tend to have pointy chins and high cheekbones with prominent noses—I’ve noticed they always seem to have a prominent nose bridge even if it’s not that thin but it sorta gives them this Greek god/goddess look with their eyebrows slightly arching.

With water risings I’ve noticed Scorpio risings have a more reserved look in their eyes and all water risings have a somewhat oval shaped face. You can literally tell them by their eyes lol. Cancer risings have bambi eyes and Pisces risings have doll like watery eyes.

Now, I knew I started recognizing earth risings when I found Sarah Paulson to look like Adele.😭 Which further goes to prove the trining risings point I made previously.

I think I’ve stated this before but hear me out! Idk what the connection is but the moon sign also affects how you look!! I fr can’t stop guessing people’s moon signs at first glance.💀

Libra rising with 1H venus & mercury culture is constantly teasing others!! Wanting to be in a relationship yet wanting to be independent and having no problem breaking things off if they feel something’s not right.

Gemini risings with 10H suns have an INSANE bone structure/hot body!!! 😮‍💨🔥 Their arms & legs tend to be long! Legs tend to be skinny and thighs thick meanwhile their collarbones just stand out, overall they just have great bone structure! I’ve noticed this with myself & Irene Cara! 😩

I’d apply it to 10H suns in general but I haven’t looked into it as a collective thing yet.

11H Aries mercuries only speak what they think is true to them regardless of anybody’s opinion and I love how real they keep it, they’re also very humanitarian and speak up for groups/communities!

Pisces and Aquarius in the big 3 HATE boundaries. I’ve noticed this with myself and Axl Rose!😂 Ironically I’m Pisces sun-Aqua moon and he’s Aqua sun-Pisces moon.😛

I’ve noticed a pattern with people that have Aqua venus and mars and being aggressive…🥲

Taurus venus love soul/R&B music?

I’ve noticed some 10H Chiron people have trouble with work like, they might switch jobs often.

8H Chiron and having a phobia of being touched by anybody and for no reason too?

People who’s planets fall in your 9H might be the ones who you rarely see crying but are the first to try and cheer you up! You might also see them as arrogant or too blunt at times too especially if their mercury falls in your 9H!

People who’s planets fall in your 10H, you’ll see them as reserved and hardworking, they might like to give you stuff as a love language like share their food or they might like to invite you to go somewhere. Even though it might feel a little awkward at times, you both might get into deep conversations.

Not Gemini suns with Leo moons out here causing chaos then if somebody else asks them about it they’ll charmingly lie their way out of it and make it seem like it was the other person’s fault.😭😂

Scorpio mars lowkey live for toxic sex. ✋🏽 Some Scorpio mars & Aries mars I know, also secretly have a spanking kink??😛

If you have mars in somebody’s 1H they just won’t be able to contain themselves around you! You might sexually fantasize about them a LOT too. And you’ll find them hot down to the way they talk, their body language!!😮‍💨🔥

And if somebody’s mars falls in your 1H you’re prone to getting horny like 24/7 and it’ll feel like an intense and passionate connection! Sex might be like, ripping each other’s clothes off and one get thrown on the bed while the other dominates them and they both make out while grabbing each other—basically just not being able to keep your hands off of each other lmao. Also, having sex anywhere too and going for multiple rounds during the day!💀🔥

That also applies to Aries mars in composite too!⤴️⤴️

Pisces and Sagittarius suns—when they’re not at each other’s throats—actually make a good pair!❣️

Earth suns with Earth mars are so sensual and sexy😩😩😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨!!!

Having composite mars at Libra degree (7, 19) can indicate compliments and vanilla sex!😮‍💨

If somebody has their mars in your 7H, most likely they’ll be super possessive over you. 😭

If someone has their venus in your 7H then you’ll feel very comfortable with their love language or feel like you’ve found the one!💗

Sagittarius mars in composite is often grabbing thighs, giggles or soft laughter, a somewhat competitive energy and possessive aura.❣️Also, wanting to travel and explore new places together or talking about moving or including each other in future plans! Also, learning new things from each other or talking about subjects like geography/history and genealogy or about different cultures! You both could be from different backgrounds too or similar but one person is mixed, etc…

Also, when looking at appearance not only should we consider the rising but also the 7H! Say if you’re a Gemini rising; You might be able to build muscle easily or have long legs yet thick thighs because Sag falls in your 7H and Libra is also ruled by venus. Just like how Aries risings tend to have charming smiles and great bodies (7H falls in Libra), etc…

[rabbitenn]

Hii I read your last momo x reader and loved it so if it’s alright, could I request a romantic scenario about momo and the reader who had been an aspiring musician trying their best to reconnect with each other after momo ghosted them when becoming an idol? Maybe they used to date in the past and grew apart after momo discovered Re:Vale. I’m sorry if this is too specific I’m just in need of an angst to fluff😭🤍

RE: CONNECT.

In the end, it was always you and him.

ft. Sunohara Momose x gn! reader.

cw/genre: angst to fluff, romance. alcohol consumption (kids, don’t drink; adults, drink responsibly !).

hey lovely ! thank you sm for requesting and reading my other momo fic, I’m very happy you enjoyed that one <3 and omg don’t apologize, I really like this idea, we all love some good old angst to fluff hehe ~ I hope I managed to write this according to your expectations, dear 🩷 I’m very sorry for the long wait :((

Momo can’t really believe his eyes right now.

Of all places, this night bar was certainly not where he would have expected to find you again.

Not many people fill the worn out tables of the small local, the dimly lit stage casting you in yellow light.

Why were you here of all places?

You belonged in huge arenas, colored lights moving and changing with the notes you strummed on your guitar.

And yet, no matter how small the venue, everyone went silent the moment you started to play, your voice accompanying the melody your fingers strummed.

For the minutes you’re up there, Momo’s mind goes back five years, when he was just a college student with his soccer dreams shattered, and you were there to pick up the pieces, gluing them back together with the notes of your guitar.

He remembers, how you wanted to pursue a career in music… were your dreams scattered to the wind too, the moment he suddenly disappeared on you?

The music stops.

Momo takes a sip of his beer, almost choking on it in the process.

In the half light, your eyes meet.

—

This can’t be happening.

This really cannot be real.

Why now and why here?

Why is Sunohara Momose, your ex, who you have only seen on stage for the last five years, suddenly in front of you?

Well, is he even your ex, seeing how you didn’t exactly properly break up?

He just disappeared one day. No new texts, no new calls, nothing.

You were heartbroken, and really thought something had happened to him. Until one day, you saw Re:vale perform again.

And Momo was there.

You can’t let yourself show vulnerability now, however, so you keep walking towards him.

Why? You don’t really know, you don’t really think, but next thing you know you’re standing in front of him.

“Hey, [Y/n]… long time no see…” Your ex-boyfriend greets, awkwardly.

He hasn’t changed much, and the little differences aren’t new to you either, you’ve been seeing him on tv, on magazines, ads.

Everywhere except by your side.

You still hate yourself a little for thinking how cute he looks with pink on his cheeks, his sharp canines showing through his shy smile.

You loved that about him.

How he could brighten any room with his cheerfulness, but he could also get so bashful.

Maybe you still do love that about him.

Because as much as resentment and bitterness at his ‘disappearance’ found their way into your heart like a poisonous seed, you find yourself shifting back into old ways.

“Too long, hasn’t it?” Is your answer.

Your lips curve up into a sad smile, as you order a drink from a passing waiter, perhaps just to break the awkward silence.

“Yeah…” Momo mumbles, fuchsia eyes looking to the side. His hands tighten around his own beer, knuckles going white. He glances in your direction, just to find you already staring at the floor, not quite knowing how to carry a conversation that’s been put on hold for half a decade.

Your drink arrives. You nurse it for some moments, it’s larger than you had expected… but oh well, you might need the liquid courage anyway if you’re really here, sitting with someone who… well it’s complicated, you don’t know what he is to you right now.

As your lips graze the rim of the glass, Momo can’t help but reminisce in the way he used to feel them on his own, your hands in his hair, his around your waist….

No, he cannot linger on it now.

That’s over.

And it’s his fault.

He notices your guitar case, propped by your side.

“So, you still play?” He ventures. ‘Stupid’, he chides himself afterwards, ‘you’ve heard them play just now.’

However, his statement of the obvious is met with a sweet smile on your part, then shifting into something more woeful.

“Yeah… I do… It’s just… I was never able to… well, succeed…” You hang your head, hair falling in front of your face.

Momo’s eyes widen, either at your confession or at your state, he’s not entirely sure.

Probably at both.

But this isn’t good. He remembers all too clearly what happened the last time you got drunk.

He doesn’t want to see you getting sick again…

So, with a temptative motion, the idol reaches for your glass.

“[Y/n]…” He winces when he utters your name now. Just your name, not the cute pet names he used to come up with for you. “I think you’ve had enough…” Your ex-lover’s hand brushes yours when he tries to retrieve your glass.

“No!” You pout, dragging the drink back towards you.

“Come on, [Y/n], you’ll feel sick afterwards if you keep this up.” Momo tries, brows knitting together in concern.

“Won’t…” You slur, pulling your glass closer towards you, throwing your head back as you down its remaining contents in one go.

This would be a long night.

—

Effectively, after a while, you feel nauseous.

All you can register is the grey concrete of a dim lit street and walls covered in shadow.

And the feel of someone holding your hair back.

Your legs are going to give out from under you… this is bad… wasn’t someone telling you not to drink this much moments ago?

You should have listened.

Where is he now?

“Momo…” You mumble weakly, as you feel your vision going dark and all strength leaving you.

You never hit the floor.

Arms that used to hold you every night support you, your face against a shoulder that feels warm and comforting…

Maybe you’re delirious, or maybe you’d been longing for this feeling for too many years.

“Missed you…” Are your last words before your consciousness abandons you.

“Rest now, baby…” Momo whispers, a tinge of sadness in his voice, in his smile, as he hooks one arm under your knees, the other, around your shoulders.

—

You come to on a bed that feels both familiar and unknown.

Daylight pricks painfully against your bleary eyes the moment you push your covers away.

This t-shirt… you don’t remember having worn it in so long… You just know it belongs to someone you used to love, the print on its front from a band you used to listen to.

“Good that you’re awake…” A familiar voice utters nearby, its tone soft and full of concern.

A gasp leaves your lips when your eyes meet vibrant pink irises.

You suddenly sit up straight, pulling the covers closer around you.

You bring a hand to your head, the abrupt move clearly not good for your hangover.

“M-Momo?” You ask, as you look around and realize that, yes, this is, in fact, not your house.

“Good morning.” He smiles awkwardly, those damned small fangs too cute. “You… uh… were pretty drunk last night…”

Heat rises to your cheeks as memories of the pub come back to you, the too-big-beer and the fact you didn’t drink often, a deadly combination.

“I’m sorry for imposing.” You say, going to get up, realizing you’re not wearing any pants, the oversized t-shirt stopping just where your thighs begin. “I… where are my clothes?”

“I washed them, they should be dry by now.” Your host explains.

Wow, he went and washed them and all, when you know how he isn’t the best at keeping up with laundry.

“Uh… could you… bring them… I’m going to get changed and leave.”

“Are you sure you feel okay?” Those puppy eyes and that tone. They almost make you reconsider.

“I shouldn’t be here to begin with.” You let out. Then you click your tongue at yourself, realizing how ungrateful your statement sounded. “I mean, thank you for having cared for me, but I’ve caused you enough trouble.”

Your ex’s expression darkens, as he turns on his heel, retrieving your clothes from the bathroom.

You get dressed in a rush, pick up your belongings, and are out of his doorstep before things can get more awkward.

Momo stays there, back leaning against the door you just closed between you, wondering, is there a second chance for you two?

What he doesn’t know yet is that you’ll come knocking on his door soon enough.

You find out as soon as you get to your apartment complex, though, the elevator mirror showing back an oversized t-shirt that’s definitely not yours.

—

Why are you wearing your best clothes, and why are you fussing over whether your hair looks good enough and your makeup is alright, you can’t fully understand.

This is not some date, and even if it was, or rather, back when it could have been, it’s not like he hasn’t seen you with no makeup, sweats and messy hair.

You take a deep breath, before ringing his doorbell, hands clinging to the bag that contains the reason for this visit.

“Yeah? Who is it?” His voice comes from the other side of the intercom, and the stupid thought of wondering if you look decent through its camera crosses your mind.

You clear your throat.

“It’s me. I… I forgot to return something to you the other day…”

A sound announcing the door’s opening accompanies his “Of course, come in.”

You can imagine his tender smile just by hearing his voice.

No, you have to focus. You’re here to return his t-shirt, thank him for the other night, and then, leave.

You can’t let your heart fool you again, five years of solitude should have been enough for the moral of this story.

You can’t help but smooth your hair as your heartbeat quickens while the elevator goes up, and up, and maybe you wish it’d never stop.

But finally, this limbo suspended in mid-air stops, the doors opening with a ‘ding’, the door to his apartment already open.

“Hey.” Momo greets you, white hoodie and black sweats on, as his hand fiddles with the door handle, the bright azalea petals contained in his stare slowly falling to the ground as his gaze casts downward.

This expression… you remember memories archived in now yellowing pages, when your lips used to graze his cheek; words of praise for him, the lyrics to the love song you composed with the compliments you showered him in.

“Hi.” You breathe out, biting your lower lip, eyes averted to the side.

A few seconds of heavy silence pass, too many things you wish you could say now; too many years you’d like to have had by his side; too many things he wishes he could do differently now.

You shake your head, mustering a smile.

You realize it’s genuine, that you’re truly happy to be standing in front of him right now, right here, even if things can’t really go back to the way they used to be.

“This is yours.” You offer him the bag. “I left with it by accident the other day… I wanted to thank you for taking care of me that night too…”

The idol takes the package from you, surprise palpable in the way his gaze widens.

“Well, I’ll be on my w-“

“Would you like to come in?”

You two question at the same time.

You give him a sad smile.

“Momo I shouldn’t…”

“Please…” He practically begs you, like he used to ask for ‘one more!’ whenever you played songs for him on your guitar, under starry summer skies. “I- I need to tell you something! We- I want to talk to you…”

“Momo.” You call him, a bit stern. “You had five whole years to reach out…” You inhale deeply. “If it could wait that long then it’s not important, is it?”

“It is!” He goes to reach for you, but stops himself.

You won’t look at him.

Weren’t you happy a minute ago to be here? With him?

So why? Why do you pull away now?

“Please, [Y/n]… I- I was stupid, okay? When I joined Yuki and formed the new Re:vale… I wanted to do my best for him, in five years… And in so, I ended up neglecting you. I don’t know why I acted that way, I can’t understand why I let us drift apart… So please, let me fix it?”

You don’t know if it’s his words, the desperation his tone carries, or his pleading eyes, but you really can’t hold half a decade of pent-up emotions anymore.

“You idiot…” You mumble, tears gathering at the corners of your eyes. “Do you have any idea how worried I was? You just… might as well have vanished. Until I saw you on tv one day, and I knew you were okay…”

Arms that stopped your freefall just the other night wrap around you, rivers of lost time streaming down your cheeks, dewdrops of regret on his lashes.

“What are we, Momo?” You ask, voice a quivering crystal thread, holding on on sheer will power and a heart that never really stopped being his.

“Why don’t we find out again, baby?” Comes his reply, his term of endearment for you managing to curl your lips into a nostalgic smile. “[Y/n]? Go on a date with me?” Is the temptative question he utters in the privacy of just you and him.

With your face burrowed into his shoulder, and his fresh and musky scent surrounding you in new morning light, you know this is a one-answer question.

“I’d love that.” You say, as his hands cup your face, thumbing away your tears.

Your lips still won’t touch again.

But the night is young.

And many more will come after this one.

And for now, that is enough.

[pitconfirm]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

thank you for tagging @mars-mystic!! mwah 😽

1. How many works do you have on ao3

eight, two of which are anon teehee (but i think one is very obviously mine 😅)

2. What’s your total AO3 word count? 

60,694... soon to be over 70k 🙈

3. What fandoms do you write for?

im just here for lance nation..... writing about my pookie wookie

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

excluding my anon fics which are the actual #1 and #3...

1 - Gatito (the people yearn for kitty lance)

2 - Midas Touch

3 - Broken Glass (guys please someone else write more 141831 im begging....... i cannot be the only threesome in this tag)

4 - Venus Flytrap

5 - Kamikaze

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I love responding to comments.... i love every comment I respond to every comment unless it's just emojis or i have literally no idea how to respond 😭

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I guess Kamikaze is my only fic with a kind of angsty ending... but not really. i don't like angsty endings 😭 i need problems to be solved. if i know a fic has an angsty ending i generally will not even touch it

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

im now realising that most of my fics on ao3 are just straight up porn..... i swear i am planning more substantial things in the future. but i guess my two tumblr drabbles have happy endings?? oh wait or Detonate.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

luckily i've never gotten any hate at all..... not even anon hate asks, i feel like im missing out. this is what I get for being kind and amazing 😔🫶

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

do i even need to answer this. every kind. almost.

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

not crossovers but there are like.... specific aus living in my mind that i want to write. hunger games au, dbh au.... beloveds.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

i hope not 🤨

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

🙅‍♂️

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

no....... not yet 🤔

14. What’s your all-time favourite ship?

tbh I’ve read so many different fandoms and ships over the years but strollonso is the one I’ve been most feral about. or maybe arthur/eames from inception…..

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I literally have zero wips right now except venus flytrap. the ideas in my brain have dried up like the sahara desert to work on this thing. once I’m finished we’ll see

16. What are your writing strengths?

I like to think I have good wit and flow. and maybe attention to detail… always thinking what more I can add to a scene to make it more palpable

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

I think just…. really terrible self criticism. a lot of the time I’m writing and I’m like… what if this sucks what if everyone hates this what if blah blah blah….. WHO CARES!!!!!! I wish I could be less worried about that

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

I will write a few words if I feel confident enough about them but not whole passages. I always have nando saying little bits in spanish

19. First fandom you wrote for?

TOOOO EMBARRASSING. I only ever wrote for one other fandom and I was 13 on wattpad and shudder every time I remember

20. Favourite fic you’ve written?

I guess it has to be venus flytrap for the pure amount of effort I’ve put in…. and because it’s definitely the most well written by farrrr. I cringe a little reading my other stuff now 😭 but I guess that’s just the nature of improving over time

NO idea who’s already done this so forgive me if I’m being a goof @lil-shiro @lou-who-writes @parallelplayers @boxboxbrioche @vicsy @userkritaaay and now my brain is firing blanks so sorry if I forgot any of my beautiful writer friends

[ryuichirou]

Replies

More replies~ Not a lot of the short ones today.

Starting off with the thing that was brought up by one of the Anons yesterday…yeah…

Anonymous asked:

reddit cylinder thread?

Anonymous asked:

NOT THE FUCKING CYLINDER THREAD 😭

Anonymous asked:

The thing about the cylinder incident is that so many of the boys can be dumbasses so it could be any of them who gets a…cylinder…stuck in an m&m container

Sooooo for those of you who don’t know, it’s this thread. Truly a manifest of ingenuity and inventiveness lol

Totally agree with the third Anon, this is why I didn’t just say “oh it was definitely (name)”: I don’t trust a lot of the nrc boys not to do this type of shit 😭 amazing

Anonymous asked:

Makes me wonder about what Ortho is like meeting Eric Venue when Vil introduce to him. I can tell it is a happy meeting especially when Vil' father is the only father of the overblot gang to have good relationship to their child. Same goes to Azul's mom once she meets Idia as they even try some food. (Idia having questions on why a sweet mom has someone like Azul who basically done nothing but capitalism) I want to ask what Vil and Idia meeting the Shroud's parents but seems to have small info especially chapter 7 spoiler. Although they would be resentful against their parents. (FOR OBVIOUS REASONS)

Oh Ortho would be super excited. As a little film buff, he is very aware of Eric’s filmography, and he would probably be happy both because he’s meeting Vil-san’s dad and because of his own fanboying. He’ll definitely ask for a photo and an autograph, as if he didn’t just get a permission to call Eric “dad” (he doesn’t call him that so, he’s always Eric Venue-san)

How much I want to see Azul’s mom… I’m not sure if Idia wants to see her, and I’m not sure if Azul wants Idia to see her (he seems like someone who would be afraid that his mom would embarrass him), but Idia is definitely going to meet her one day. And she’s definitely going to feed him while complaining about how both Idia and Azul seem to be such picky eaters >:( But yeah, even though Idia would be overwhelmed, he would definitely address the fact that Azul is too mean for someone who has such a caring mom.

Can’t say anything about the Shrouds, so I won’t comment on the last part for now lol sorry.

Anonymous asked:

If Vil is gonna be part of Idia's life, then so is Rook. There is no way he'll miss a chance to see Vil with the shroud family.

Rook is inside of the STYX’s walls, don’t worry about it. No matter the universe, Rook is always going to be right there by Vil’s side <3

Anonymous asked:

So um I'm wondering if two people your account or is it just one? I'm asking because I see that you use We a lot instead of I so I was just wondering no like hate or unintentional offending (jeez I sound stupid) but genuine confusion

No worries, we get asked this question quite often!

There’s two of us. You can see more info here.

[f10werfae]

How Much Is Too Much?

Pairing:Husband!Henry Cavill x Doctor!Reader

Summary: Fans retell the best parts of the relationship

Warnings: none

- Requests are open!

Likes, Comments And Re-Blogs are appreciated

masterlist✨

Henry Cavill Masterlist 💫

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@/loverbunny: Does anyone remember that one Henry Cavill interview where he just kept bringing up Y/n? It’s so cute how his eye twinkles whenever her name’s mentioned and he’s also so proud of her and her career. Saying quote on quote, “i’m proud to be her man”

@/jessicashaw: I had to take my little sister to an appointment to the local hospital and she was literally treated by Dr. Y/n L/n, apparently she was there to cover a random shift? Idk but she was so nice and helpful😭 After the check up she gave my sister SUPERMAN STICKERS?!

@/Ghostedfortoast: I was at the background shoot for one of Henry Cavill's movies and I heard him talking about how his wife was opening a free walk in clinic for the homeless, and I swear I saw that man's heart get a boner

@/thereallife: I saw Cavill at an award show, and I kid you not mid award show, he saw his wife was arriving outside the venue. This man walked back outside and accompanied her in through the red carpet, and since all the photographers had left. HE WAS KNEELING JUST TO GET HER ANGLES RIGHT WHEN TAKING HER PICS

@/beesnothoney: Nah because in Henry's new interview, actually lemme just quote this man, “My wife is so amazing, she was actually my medic on set, so I was around her all the time. It was brilliant, I loved it” AND THEN HIS CO STAR WAS COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW MUCH NOISE WOULD BE COMING FROM HENRY'S TRAILER KILLS ME.

@/leavemealone: I work in Pull&Bear and I saw Henry and Y/n walk in at around 7pm i’m guessing after her work because she was in scrubs. I think she was trying to buy the new winter jacket we had but the poor girl looked exhausted. Henry had to put it on her and zipped it all the way so it covered her head, AND HE UNZIPPED IT JUST ENOUGH TO KISS HER THEN THEY FOUGHT OVER WHO WOULD PAY UNTIL HE SNEAKILY PASSED ME HIS CARD

@/1990firefly: Henry Cavill came into the build a bear I work and got a dog stuffy and dressed it like a doctor. But here’s the best part. IN AN INTERVIEW Y/N REVEALED HE CALLS HER 'PUP' 😭😭. ➥@/pandalove: I HEARD HE CARRIES THAT BEAR WHEN HE TRAVELS ABROAD WITHOUT HERR🥹

@/jumpinglacks: My mum once worked a shift with Y/n L/n, and said her husband (Hen obvs) came during their break to bring her out for lunch. I hate being single.

@/tiredturtleegg: I saw the Cavill couple out in town yesterday, kid you not he was feeding her the spaghetti and anytime she’d reach for her fork he’d slap it away 🥲

@/denisethemenace: Anyone remember when Y/n L/n first revealed she was pregnant, and the reason she found out was because Cavill realised her tits had grown bigger. This man never fails to surprise me ➥ @/livingfreedead: DONT FORGET HE SAID HE WAS JUST DOING HIS REGULAR TOUCH UP OMG😭‼️

@/greekathenanice: Y/n just said in her 73 questions video that whenever their son can’t sleep, he reads her anatomy books and tries to teach Henry things about the body. This kid is like 4. How.

@/floralflower: Whenever you think about settling for less. Remember that when Y/n was pregnant Henry literally sewed her scrubs that would fit her then drove her to and from work☝️

@/letmeliveplease: Henry Cavill gushing over his wife’s maternity photos during a Buzzfeed interview, is everything. That man started tearing up because he loves her so much, NO MAN COULD EVER COMPARE

@/treatsweet: Henry revealing that Y/n only likes to bathe with him now is so cute, apparently it’s because that’s the only time the baby decides to kick and be active

@/HenryCavill: Y/n refuses to talk to me because I forgot to buy her cookie dough ice cream on the way home. This is my public apology. I’m sorry pup, please let me back into the bedroom, I want a hug. ➥@/DrY/nL/N-Cavill: Yeah okay. Your son (and I) Misses you. Love you♥️

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˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆astro observations ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

Links to other Astrovations: Astro Observation ll, Astro Observation lll, Astro Observation IV, Astro Observation V, Astro Observation VI

୨୧ Taurus mixed with cancer in the big three is imo the most chillest yet elegant placement. These the types of people that can easily ground you and calm you down in high stress or extremely formal situations. They ease the formalities at events and what not. Not to say they don’t have class which they 100% do but it’s not in a overarching, strict punctual way yk? They’re classy and sophisticated but in a soft comfy way.

୨୧ Sag moons will forever (including all sag placements tbh 😭) be my number one favourite placement. Now i don’t have much fire in my chart or maybe it’s my pisces moon i literally do not know but I LOVE THESE BITCHES SO MUCHH. My sag moon family members and friends are like a teacher/friend and confidant all wrapped in one. They can be blunt depending on the rest of the chart but truly most of the ones I’ve met aren’t as "harshly blunt" as i’ve seen them portrayed. These people will explain things in detail about random topics they are interested in and they sound so fucking smart omh. I admire their optimistic and carefree attitude sm, they know how to give good advice and can unconsciously inspire others to do things they could never imagine doing.

୨୧ Libra rising and taurus rising go hand in hand honestly and it’s the two rising signs i see together a lot compared to other dual planetary ruled signs like virgo & gemini, aries & scorpio ect. I’ve just seen so much love (platonic and romantic) being shared between this duo. They have a natural understanding of eachother and despite having different approaches to things they both surely share a love for beauty, romance and everything nice in life. I also noticed these duos rarely fight, maybe it’s the venusian energy between them 🤷‍♀️

୨୧ Moon-Venus harsh aspects i’ve noticed either have commitment issues or attachment issues no in between 😭 A close friend of mine has this and he’s told me multiple times how hard it is to actually fall for someone as he doesn’t want to deal with the pain of the relationship and he also just finds it gross in general LMAOO

୨୧ Virgo placements, moon and venus in particular, are so thoughtful and caring. When they go out they buy you random things they think you need and check up on you to see how your doing and if you need help with anything, they remind you they are always there. This however I feel only applies to virgo placements close friends unless afflicted. As these people are picky and won’t give out their time and energy to everyone who comes by.

୨୧ Jesus christ i love capricorn moons but man how much emotional baggage are yall carrying ?!? Fr these mfs are so strong for not having given up yet. They at least have one thing that keeps them going to help them get up in the morning and prepare for a new day. They seem to hate failing and like getting credit when they believed they deserve it for the hard work they have put in. Capricorn placements get up after every fall, and despite how hard times can get they always find a way to push through. I admire you guys sm.

୨୧ Okay i’m practically complimenting myself with this one but ik it’s true 😭 If you are an earth rising or have water in the third house YOU HAVE NICE HANDS. Now i always knew my hands were somewhat nice, i mean i never rlly thought of them that much LMAO. But ever since i started highschool i be getting compliments left and right about them hand structure or what not. But yea water in third = nice hands.

୨୧ Leo risings win the lottery for being pretty and feeling good about the envious looks other people give them. These people are BLESSED with good looks and whether conventionally attractive or not, i’m telling you there is always something about Leo risings that make you turn twice to look back at them.

୨୧ Pisces placements, Moon-Neptune, Moon in 12th are prone to addiction. I know that’s been said a lot on here but from experience and looking at half my friend groups chart bc for some reason we all have pisces moons, it’s true. Now addiction is not always drugs and alcohol. I’ve noticed in some and of course depending on other placements can be addiction to daydreaming, (which again is another stereotypical pisces thing) perfectionism and over working. These things all distract us from our thoughts or mundane everyday life, whatever it may be, pisces placements are definitely prone to addiction of all forms.

୨୧ Venus in second house may be known for their beauty or be physically attractive. Something about these people is magnetising, from their movements to the way they speak, they are very captivating people.

୨୧ Venus in the 3rd, 10th, 8th is similar but with Venus in the 3rd, most of it has to do with their voice, the way they communicate and how their mind works. Venus in the 8th is also just as captivating but in a more mysterious dangerous way. Venus is comfortable in the second house but when it moves to the 8th it is exploring unknown waters. People with Venus in 10th house are known for their beauty. Whether they become famous for it or not, it may not be a prize winning talent but their physical appearance is definitely acknowledged by others.

୨୧ Aries moons are the most motivating people i’ve ever met. They encourage others with such passion and without even realising it. I look up to these people and they push me to work harder. Something else I like about this placement is that they tell things as it is. They don’t beat around the bush and when they tell the truth they tell you because they want the best for you. Ily guys

୨୧ I’ve heard a lot about venus-asc but sun/moon-venus are just wow. Sun-venus esp the conjunction present their beauty to the world, it’s glamorous and gold and everyone is infatuated with their energy. Moon-venus on the other hand has a more silent type of beauty. It’s definitely there you can see it but it’s not as loud as sun-venus. It’s once the moon-venus let’s you in that you will see the beauty that shines from within and suddenly they’re the most gorgeous to ever exist.

୨୧ Moon in tenth house regardless of what sign it’s in are hustlers. They have ambition and goals that they want to complete and while those goals may vary from long-term success or short-term goals that they have, they put in hard work equally for both.

୨୧ Gemini risings are some of the funniest people I’ve ever met. They can adapt to anyone’s personality and can easily connect with anyone. They make friends easily too.

୨୧ Capricorn and Aquarius in a chart can make someone come off as socially awkward or kind of standoffish but they can really get deeply enveloped with conversations and actually listen to what your saying. They take in the words and remember it. I’d literally kiss ass to be in the presence of these people, the way they carry themselves and the way they walk is so attractive 😭

This is my first actual astro observations post so yay >:)

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My experience with the Venus signs as a sassy Leo venus💅👑

Mostly just for fun✨

Aries - SOOO fun. Perfect for me. At first… Matched my desire for rushing into feelings, never bored, our energy was just enticing. I think we could have lasted but you are hot headed and when you get upset, you self destructed and said things my ego wouldn’t look past. So I respectfully walk away. You fell fast and moved on faster😭

Taurus- I’m so sorry for rushing you😭 we just clicked so well at first and it was so romantic. I learned so much necessary patience with you but… ultimately I refuse to wait forever and want to be shown off. I don’t want to be inside forever.

Gemini- WE CLICKKKKKKK. We get along so well, you’re just as dramatic and extra as me and we are always laughing and I nEEd that. As friends. you’re not loyal and you meet absolutely zero of my romantic needs as a demanding Leo Venus😙. no you’re not a cheater but my Leo Venus needs ride or dies. A Gemini would never die for somebody they have too much to live for😭 I can’t do your willing indecisiveness. You’re either with me or not! 😤

Cancer- sorry it’s a pass for me😭😭🙅‍♀️Nothing really bad to say just we r too different in what we want in relationships. we just do not click. The water and fire do not vibe, we want similar things but just in completely different ways💀😭everything is just a little too heavy for my fire…

Leo- PERFECT. SHOW STOPPING. INCREDIBLE. SOULMATE. One of the Venus signs I think can truly do so well with each other. I don’t even really need to explain but you just get me the same way I get you. Probably not super sustainable if there isn’t at least one self aware Leo Venus💀cuz the dramatics and ego are INSANEE if they’re unchecked like pls💀

Virgo- so cute and sweet and you’re just so willing to meet me where I’m at I luv luv luv uuuu🥺 but again I’m not patient enough for you ); I’m sorry maybe one day. I need someone to show me there’s a fire inside them, and you keep such a cold exterior until you open up. I try to wait for you and be patient but your coldness makes my warmth dim and I feel pushed away )):

Libra- ugh I hate to admit it but wE DO GET ALONGGGG. At first and on the surface we check all the boxes. We can show each other off and a damn good time- all the time. But sometimes I think my roar scares you. And then you judge me. I can’t be put in a box you created for me ): Leo’s don’t work like that. It’s all fun until I wonder if you actually… SEE me…

Scorpio- perfect. Actually the soulmate. I want to spend the rest of my life with you honestly. I think this is the best and most sustainable long term but, sometimes I do miss the heat and spark from other fires. It can feel a little suffocating sometimes. sometimes I just need to step away and fan my fire a bit.

Sagittarius- like we get along. Ur fire, I’m fire, it’s chill! We get each other’s vibe instinctively so it’s.. you know… chill. But that’s it. Only chill. I think I’m too romantic for you. We also bicker a lot.

Capricorn- I know you love me. There’s something about Capricorn Venus that lovesss a little drama, and the bright Leo light. You treat me so right and have this passion and drive that makes me drawn to you. and I love being the star in your show. But it’s not sustainable at all. We have extremely different values, and that’s important to both of us. It’s not fun once I realize I can’t act forever😅 and once the show is over we realize we’re v incompatible. Ur too serious and I’m too dramatic.

Aquarius- the most loyal partner I ever had. And I don’t just mean sexual or romantic cheating. I never question your feelings for me. Once you’ve made up your mind, nothing can scare you off. You’re here until I’m done. I never have to guess what you’re thinking. as my opposite, I think we trigger each other’s anxious and avoidant behavior so this relationship is not for those who can’t do the work. we have more in common than we think, and the ways we’re different is supportive of each other’s long term growth. Its work but I wouldn’t mind being with u forever <3

Pisces- literally have never met one… maybe it’s for a reason…. 🤔🥶👀👀

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disclaimer this is just me thinking out loud here but like yeah he did get this for free from the venue but it spelled his name wrong and he got a second one from the venue that spelled his name right so WHY would he want two jerseys that he’s not gonna wear 😭 and clearly the person who bought it wanted it and was happy with it so like why try to start an argument over whether or not he should’ve sold it cuz like wtf is he gonna do with that thing

also idk why there’s this expectation (in this specific circle of mcr fans) that you as a celebrity can only sell stupid shit if it’s going to charity? I don’t really know how to phrase this without sounding like I hate charity or something but do you get what I’m trying to say here? I don’t knowwww😭😭😭

Also don’t reblog this I just can’t turn them off cuz this is a reblog

people are still trying to do discourse over the frank reverb thing lol

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*sitting down with a warm cup of apple and cinnamon tea* of course i was excited!!! you’re definitely not annoying, you know you never have to worry about that with me!! i’m always ready to listen to you tell me all about your amazing trips and days <3

yeah that’s good, the first week isn’t much to catch up on but still i get it :,( after a trip it’s always harder to get back into a serious uni mood

ohhh that’s right sydney must look so beautiful right now painted in all those rainbows!!! i bet it felt so much more welcoming 🥹🥹🥹 also the rainbow shark would have been so cool to see in real life but still all the other rainbows sound pretty perfect 🥹

that’s what you’re supposed to do when you find a train like that lol i mean who wouldn’t be there screaming and jumping excitedly about seats that move?? i just love that

nero why would i get mad?? i probably should if i had any kind of semi regular sleep schedule i could fund my anger on, but i don’t, whoever am i to judge? i honestly would have done the same 😂 i mean why get to bed for like 3 or 4 hours? i would hardly get asleep in that time. and you did lots of stuff so that’s always great. whenever i have to leave for a trip at like 4am i never sleep at all either and i end up being so productive from like 1am to 4am 😂 (i’m not a really great friend am i?? that’s terrible advice and even worse influence 🥲)

anyway you dozed on the plane and slept that afternoon so it’s great, you got some sleep time back!! and really worth it for merch 😌 as much as i hate the heat, for merch i’d also stand in deadly heat. (aww so that’s so close!!! i need to bake a cake right away!!!)

right?? they have my full support but they also already have all my money from that concert ticket i bought 😭😭 why make the merch so expensive too?? no way!!!! merch is always the best magnet, i love it when you’re wearing something from an artist and people strike up conversations about it!!!! it’s like finding your family among strangers

have i ever told you you’re amazing and i love you so much?? i’ll say it again anyway <33 but yes i’ll definitely try it when i get the chance!!

ohh that’s so great!!! it really sounds like it was the best two days ever 😻 also, blue lemonade? purple lychee -ade?? i don’t even know what lychee-ade is but i’m loving it an i need to try it!! aww yes i’d definitely be proud!! i love this way of thinking :)

omg!!! i’m so happy and jealous, it must be stunning!!! and really finding it in a bookstore is almost impossible, so this one was really perfect. you are the best bookstore magnet!! yeah you might need a new shelf before you have to start piling on the floor too 😂

nero i’m so happy 😭😭😭 i’m so happy it was a perfect trip and an amazing experience to see both rina and stray kids 🥹 i’m so happy you got to sing along to their songs live and dance around in the venue and get all those freebies and memories!!!

ohhh album cover worthy!!! please do release an album with a cover like that, i would buy the hell out it

well yeah i mean how can you enjoy a concert like that?? i need to move, jump, scream, sing horribly and all that!!! it’s just so much better when you get to live a concert like that!! and i mean the videos and photos are your memories, who cares if they’re blurry or if you can only hear yourself scream in those videos?? i love the videos i have from my concerts exactly for that, because i can listen to me screaming and laughing like a crazy child and the camera doesn’t stay still for one second, because they give me the exact same feeling i had back then, that perfect feeling of freedom and happiness. to me that’s the beauty of terrible videos

ughh so very true 😂 just today i had to deal with a few of those people who just seemed to get into the store only to annoy me :,) but now i can cuddle simba and use him as a stress reliever as i plan for the trip lol i love that you agree that was a wise investment to make. i mean how could i refuse to buy such an amazing edition??

aww patting animals is always the best 🥺i always make a point to pat every dog and cat who walks into my store just because it always makes my day

nero i’m just so happy you mentioned her to me so i could get to know her music!!! and i love your age and this hell so much, also forgiveness is perfect!!! i still have to listen to some songs from the album but i really love her style a lot!!! and a playlist taylored to you— omg it’s the perfect name, i love it. and i’ll want to know more about it!! what songs are you liking so far??

yayy one can never have enough biscoff cream!!! i’m hugging you back real tight and preparing a warm cup of tea <3333

hello cece my beautiful wonderful beloved soulmate <3

i hope you have been well and looking after yourself! i don’t want you overworking yourself 😭 but it has been two days since i have come back from my trip (i have been exhausted plus i had work and uni to catch up on) so now i am going to sit down and tell you about my trip!! please grab a cup of tea and a snack while you read :)

so i went to sydney again, and i had a much more enjoyable experience this time around. i think it was because i knew what i was getting into, and i stayed in the exact same place, so it was all familiar to me.

although i did try to use the public transport this time, instead of ubering everywhere, and the buses were so bad, but the trains were INCREDIBLE! they were double decker and the back support moved so you could have a single row or two rows of seats face each other??? SO COOL

anyways, me and my friend caught the train to the airport at 4am in the morning 😭😭😭 (and i finished work at 12am!!!!) to get our flight. once we landed in sydney, my friend wanted to get merch from the early presale stand outside the arena and we were outside in 30 degree heat FOR TWO HOURS, with our luggage. good news, my birthday is coming up and my friend didn’t know what to get me, so he bought half my merch 🤭 bad news, i’m ginger and i get sunburnt in two minutes, so think about two hours… the worst thing is we had an umbrella for sun protection, but my right arm and the back of my neck was out so they were FRIED. i’m currently peeling like a reptile but worth it

we got some food from maccas because we were dehydrated and getting heat stroke, and then checked into our room after we managed to get our stuff. we both ended up napping in the afternoon, which we were both surprised about, because i had my phone in my hand still attached to the charger next to my bed and he still had his genshin impact loaded up onto his ipad 😭😭😭

unfortunately the place i wanted to take him to for dinner, the really good japanese place from last time, was under renovation, so we had dinner elsewhere but we had such a good time the rest of our trip

because we went to see stray kids, a kpop group, we had a lot of activities we could indulge in. they had this thing called a cupsleeve event, where someone in the fandom designs a cupsleeve to represent a kpop idol’s birthday, group anniversary or in our case, coming to the city. and i got so many freebies! we went to this kpop store that doubled as a cafe and the drinks were so good! i bought way too much but i have to remind myself that i can’t get it at home 😔

we also went to the biggest bookstore i have ever seen in my life! it took up a whole floor of the shopping centre and it was brilliant. it had books upon books, categories after categories. they even had an entire chinese and japanese section! i also spent a lot of money there BUT my best find was the entire completed infernal devices manga trilogy!! it’s so beautiful and such a rare find, i grabbed it immediately. i couldn’t find the tmi graphic novels though, but they have them on their website, so i might order them in :)

alright, the main event! the concerts! so i went and saw the kpop group, stray kids, two nights in a row! it was amazing. i was and still am a huge fan of their work, but especially because they got me through a really hard time in my life and really were my serotonin while i was at school 😔 i wasn’t allowed to see them when they first came here four years ago (parents: maybe next year, they’ll come! *next year being 2020.*) so i feel like i finally made up for it.

me and my friend also matches outfits! we did black and green (the concert colours) on the first night, and red and white on the second (to match the stray kids colours). i wish i could send you photos, we looked so slay 🤩

i do not have one concert video without me screaming the lyrics (yeah the korean ones too!) in the back. but i don’t care, it was so fun, i had a blast. and it was even better because two of the members of stray kids were from sydney and they just made it feel more homely :) do not regret how much money i spent on them or the sleep i lost at all! i’m so glad i can slowly start to give myself the experiences i missed out on as a kid/teenager :’)

anyways, enough about me! how have you been? what have you been up to? how is simba? 🥺 i adore you so much and i am enclosing this letter with a warm hug <3333

hello nero my amazing perfect beloved soulmate <3

yay i’m so happy to finally hear about this trip!!! i just made myself a cup of tea and brought out some biscoff cream!!

how was the catching up part?? did you manage to catch up without exhausting yourself too much??

nero that’s so great!! i think that having a familiar surrounding is always helpful, and staying in the same place makes it all less scary somehow. i’m really happy it went much better!!

NO WAY THEY HAVE THOSE TRAINS THERE??? they look so cool!!! i’ve seen them on instagram once and i was so jealous of every city who had those trains!! you can literally choose if you want to sit alone or have company and that’s so cool!!! it’s basically a buildable environment!!! i’m getting way too excited about this lol

so you only had like three hours of sleep?? 😭😭😭😭 and you even had to stand in the heat for hours 😭😭😭 but yay!!! merch!!! that’s a really great birthday gift!!! (also when is your birthday??? only if you want to share of course <3)

anyway merch is so amazing and so expensive. this has got to be one of the best presents ever!!! even if it means you’re skinning like a reptile now lol at least it’s just two small spots instead of your whole self 😂 but i get the struggle. i’m not ginger but my skin is so light i always get sunburnt in 0.5 seconds too. definitely not fun, but worth it for some merch :D

that was probably a really fun situation to wake up to, but you both deserved a nap for catching a bus at 4am!!! especially since you had only a few hours of sleep after work!! at least you were rested enough to really enjoy the trip!!

oh no 😭😭 i’m still dreaming about that place!! i went to a my favorite japanese restaurant in my city a few days ago and i really wanted to try that beverage you told me about but i was driving so i couldn’t 😭 i hope this other restaurant was really good too though!!

no way!!! nero this is all way too cool!!! i’m so happy it was so fun and there were so many things to do!!! also this cupsleeves event sounds so cool!! i’m so happy nero, you’re making my day just by telling me about all these freebies and amazing drinks!! and you know i’m always gonna be the little devil on your shoulder telling you that spending money is good and you deserve all that amazing stuff :))

the tid manga trilogy??? how is that even possible omg you can’t find that anywhere!!!! i’m so jealous, i wanna live in this bookstore now 🥺 it’s got to be so amazing!! (you always find the best bookstores, i had no doubt there would be one in this letter too and i was so excited to read about it!!) and let me know if you do order the tmi graphic novels!! i’ve been trying to collect those too hehe

the fact that *next year* was 2020 is so painful. but you saw them two nights in a row!!! that’s amazing!! and it must have been so good to see them after so long, after they’d been by your side in a really tough time 🥹 i’m so happy you got to finally see them live!!

also, the matching outfits?? I LOVE THAT!!! i bet you looked so slay!!! that’s literally the best idea for what to wear to a concert!!!

nero i’m so so happy for you!!! you’ve made my whole day, i’m not even joking!! i’m so happy you’re finally getting to enjoy trips and concerts you couldn’t before!! and this one really sounded so perfect!!! also the videos with you screaming at the top of your lungs to every song are literally the best. i love it when i rewatch a video from a concert and i can hear myself screaming and crying and dying more than i can hear the band or the singer. it just makes me live all those memories and those amazing feelings again!!!

the money spent on this is totally worth it!!! and you can sleep now, uni can wait lol really nero i’m so happy this trip was so good!!! i’m so happy for you!!!

i’m good!! i got three days off from work this week so that was great, and i started to reread chain of iron so that i can reread chain of thorns right after :) i miss them so much already 🥲

anyway i just booked a trip for may, because a friend is coming to visit me and i’m gonna be off work for two weeks so i’m really looking forward to it and now i just wanna skip work and plan the itinerary 😂 and i want to book more trips too. which isn’t great because my bank account is already crying and begging me to stop buying stuff. did i tell you i got the illumicrate edition of chain of thorns with the alternative dust jackets? yeah so my bank account still hasn’t forgiven me for it :,)

simba is also doing really good, he’s eating a lot and sleeping a lot as usual 😌

also, ever since you told me about the rina sawayama concert, and because you always talked so much about her, i kinda started listening to her music a lot more and i’m obsessed with some songs now!!! i adore her style so thank you for this new obsession :>

i’m enclosing a warm hug for you too and a little bouquet of flowers <3

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@dimigex said: I'm so sorry this happened to you. Reviewers suck sometimes. I hope things get better in real life, and take all the time you need to get back to writing / posting ♥

Thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️ Things are improving, I think.

@ohmybeatingspark said: I am so sorry to hear that people are fucking assholes. Tbh FFnet is too troublesome these days and feel like the people who read there are very young (like 15-early 20s). I would stick with AO3. YOU ARE AMAZING AND WONDERFUL AND FUCK THE HATERS.

Thank you so much!! I've come around to a "fuck the haters" mentality since I made this post, and it's been good for my soul and my mental health lol. However, I'm sorry to report that while the harassment on FFN has dialed down it has ramped up on AO3, because apparently we can't have nice things.

@ohmybeatingspark said: Also, side comment, I rarely if EVER go to FFnet to read fic unless I’m super desperate. Generally the audience is not the best there and I notice WAAAAAY more spelling and grammar errors in fics on FFnet so that’s why I avoid lol

God's honest truth: Except for my old favorites that aren't cross-posted to AO3, I haven't read a fic on FFN in YEARS. I hate that site with a fucking passion.

@applesauce4131 said: I’m so angry. Why the FUCK would someone read something labeled “angst” and then walk in and complain about it?? Ugh. People are so so dumb! Chin up buttercup. I’m reading your update right now! And I’m gonna heap on some love! 😘

Thank youuuuu! Positive comments outweigh the shitty ones, and (at least for me) nothing helps soothe the irritation of an asshole reviewer better than the balm of a glowing comment lol

@rottenbrainstuff said: Ok I haven’t read these stories, I know nothing about these characters, but sweetie these reviews say so much more about the reviewer than they do about you. I just... I don’t even know what to say, I know nothing will make it sting less but seriously just, this person is nasty and shitty.

Oh yeah he's a piece of work. I've since identified him, and he's just garbage. Like, a trash bag leaking foul-smelling juice, but with legs lmao. Thank you for being so supportive. ❤️

@bl0wthatpieceofjunkoutofthesky said: I haven't read the fic but you know what? "if you can't say anything nice don't say anything at all"! I realise you're having a very difficult time and you're struggling so my advice would be to stop posting the fic on ffn and post it on ao3 instead, where the reader base is a bit more grown up. There are dicks everywhere, I know, but maybe you'll have more positive feedback...

The sad thing is that I tried that. I posted the last chapter of this fic to AO3 without cross-posting to FFN, and apparently painted a target on my back by doing so, because the harassment only increased, it just changed venues. I deleted 8 or 9 hateful anon comments last weekend, and I think 5 of them were on AO3. I ended up turning on comment moderation after I deleted 3 in the space of 4 hours 🥴

@titaniumblender said: I am IRATE rn, like this is so ridiculous. I absolutely love to leave your love behind and its turning out to be one of my all time fave ss fics, you're so talented!! If these dicks on ffnet can't appreciate a literary masterpiece when they see one they can fuck right off. And CLEARLY they know nothing about Sakura's character if they think she is OOC in this fic, her characterization is flawless.

asdlkjghkdljgd THANK YOU SO MUCH 😭😭😭 I'm so glad that you're enjoying TLYLB that much! And especially Sakura's characterization, because I'm being very careful with that aspect in particular. And yes, they can fuck right off into the sun! 🖕🌞

@lavenderlilacs2 said: That person's review is trash and barely understandable... Your writing is excellent and not ooc at all! Keep doing you, girl!

Thank you so much!! I really appreciate that 😊

@maripo5 said: I'm sorry that some people don't know how to have at least respect for an author. You generously share a part of yourself with us and you should in no way be subjected to this type of abuse. It should be very simple, leave a positive comment, leave a constructive criticism if requested or allowed by the author and simply do not read if the text is not your cup of tea. Please do not forget that you and your writing are appreciated, stay well

You're 100% right on every count. It's so easy to just walk away if you don't like something. I truly don't understand this phenomenon of harassing fanfic authors, and sadly, it only seems to get getting worse over time. Thank you so much for your kind words! I hope you're staying well too ❤️❤️❤️

@kuppincakes said: Sending you so much love, care, and appreciation. Some people are just The Worst and I’m so so sorry and mad this happened to you.

Thank you, friend. I'm sending all of those positive things back to you as well, plus some *hugs*

@mikaberry said: Sending you all the good vibes I can, you are a wonderful and brave person and the person who wrote that review is miserable. Please take care of yourself, take all the time you need to heal, us, your followers wish you the best. Thanks a lot for sharing what you write with us.

That's so kind of you to say. I've been very sick since this happened, but I've been treating myself gently and things are looking up, and I hope to have more to share soon! 😊

Whoever left this review is frankly a fucking monster.

I begged people not to do this. I BEGGED folks not to leave me any mean reviews, because of what I'm going through personally. I said in my author's notes that I just got out of an abusive relationship, that I've lost my precious dog, my home, my financial security, basically my entire goddamn life. That I'm unwell. That I'm struggling. That I truly cannot take any more bad things happening, so to please please please just say nothing if you don't like my writing. You don't like this chapter? Just don't review.

And still. Someone felt the need to say this.

You want to know why writers stop posting fanfiction? This is it. This shit right here.

I'm so upset, y'all. Seeing this female character I love, whose story I'm crafting based around my own struggles with being ace, and the pain that comes with enduring unhealthy, unfulfilling sex because of it called a SLUT is just... more triggering than I can express. I can't stop crying. This is just the very, very last thing I needed.

So the update I promised next weekend is on hold. Idk when I'll be able to post it. And I'm seriously considering never posting to FFN again. I know a lot of y'all primarily read Naruto fic on FFN, and that's where my audience is largest, but 99% of the cruel reviews I receive happen there.

I'm tired. I'm so, so tired of sharing stories that I've poured my blood, sweat, and tears into being met with cruelty from strangers on the internet.

I realize this is a personal post, but feel free to reblog it. Fic authors keep talking about how cruel reviews drive us away from fandom, and it's something that readers need to pay more attention to.