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Designing patron stickers is the highlight of the month
#my hands are big these stickers are 3 ish inches#and they look SOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOD#patreon#I'm gonna do something halloweeny this month as well#TWO months of halloween#vampire comic. I must#like I literally simply must#okay I'm gonna get back to work and whatever#much to do#I think I'll put these stickers on my site at some point. got a few that I think I would like to sell in the future#I think maybe at the end of the year I'll do a selection of patron merch items from the year and put those up
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took 3 tries but i think i am finally free of korra plagiarism in yuuji's water tribe design
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk atla!au#lmhs#timelapse#atla!au: design#atla!au: art#this au's power....literally ws like I Do Not Have Time To Draw today and yet . here he is#I think water tribe clothing leans symmetrical thus me fiddling w his lower hem a bunch ghgjhfgsdf#i love u asymmetry but we must make sacrifices ive spent too long bashing my head in over how to fix this design#i simply could not in good conscience have him cosplaying korra . i think their time in th water tribe is too important#n when the time comes fr me to illustrate fr th later chapters i want to . u kno.#actually be Happy with th design GJHFGS#and i am !!!! finally !!!!#i think i managed 2 accomplish my goal of keeping his short sleeves n armbands while Not making it look like walmart korra#long suffering sigh yuuji Why Do You Fight Back :(#megumi voice whatever !!!!#my un-korrification mission ws a success in my eyes and thats all that matters
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Working on a Kentucky Derby themed postcard for my Postcard-of-the-Month patrons on Patreon, and I'm kind of in love with this horse girl I've concocted.
#my art#wip#talking shop#anthro#horse girl#theres apparently a horse in the derby named journalism and i think thats her name now#i literally just said 'i dont draw anthro much' and then today i was like#i simply must put a horse in a big silly hat
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I recently started reading (and ended up dropping partway through) an m/m retelling of an old legend, and it made me think of this reoccurring thing I've come across a handful of times now in m/m fiction and how they approach women, equality, and world-building.
Let's call it the omegaverse problem, because that's where it seems the most blatant (I've only come across it twice outside of fandom spaces that I can remember). Basically, it's when the writer looks at the unequal and sometimes oppressive roles women serve in society (today and historically), and goes 'this is a good basis for dark romance but there are too many women here' and then just. plops men into the roles traditionally served by women and recreates heteronormative tropes but They're All Men Now, none of those icky women.
Now, completely removing any and all gender based inequality isn't a bad basis for a queer-inclusive fantasy! But thing is, this type of narrative isn't interested in women, so they often read as if women have mysteriously disappeared from society (except for the occassional mom or sister). They don’t bother to include women in traditionally male areas (the book I dropped had plenty of male courtesans, with diplomats and bodyguards and advisors also being male) nor to create new roles for them.
They also generally don’t bother to look critically at the systemic and societal inequalities they're mimicking. The concept 'typically sexist society but they're all men (or all women)' could be used to alienate and deconstruct our ideas of what’s 'normal' and what’s oppressive, a way to compare the intersections of class and gender. Instead, this kind of story is only interested in using inequality as inter-character conflict and set-up for romance. And it sucks.
#i assumed going in that the original legend (which i was unfamiliar with) was a bromance kind of thing#and that the author was reimagining it as explicitly queer#but it kept feeling like one of the roles had simply had 'she' replaced with 'he'#and looking up the original yeah it was an m/f romance#and switching that up to m/m is obviously fine!#but women felt so wholly removed from the worldbuilding and the narrative where they had been central that it started feeling like erasure#if it wanted to be a sort 'gender blind' world where women and men could equally fill all roles that would've been so easy to do!#literally any of the side characters could’ve been gender flipped!#but no everyone but the supportive sister and dying mom Must Be Men#this is what you get when the author doesn't slow down to think about the implications of the worldbuilding#good fantasy always thinks about the implications of the worldbuilding!!#anyway i would usually have had this rant in a review/critique#but my personal policy is to never review a book a didn’t finish so. tumblr complaining time instead. yay#nella talks books#nella talks
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He identifies as a villain and he wants to become a god but he's not doing the best job at being bad. Aside from ticking off the gods, he's done nothing but good - though claiming it's in the name of evil.
Himst: WHY would anyone of actual intelligence rely on such petty tactics as brainwashing or enchanting? So much can go wrong! On the other hand, I have a devoted following who will do as I say! (because he quite literally saved the lives of a town and they appreciate their savior)
#my characters#he wants to be a villain SO BAD but he needs a devoted following that will stay devoted once he reaches godhood#so hes like no i must cultivate my large following before then so once i am a god i will be unstoppable#and also hes like really super stressed when he hears Other Evil People trying to get their army through force or manipulation#because dude they are GOING to turn on you what is your PROBLEM#you have to get a fully devoted cult THE RIGHT WAY#so he is always helping and saving people to grow his following and its in the middle of the road to his villainous schemes#but everyone else is like oh him? he is SO wonderful we adore him!#mr villain guy just curing plagues and taking care of bandits and killing monster packs#to protect his followers bc in the long run its for his evil plan#and hes doing literally all the good things#and he refuses to acknowledge it as good#he just doesnt understand pointless violence - thats simply beneath him
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yk ive never even liked bakudeku but even I know that those two need to kiss NOW in this last mf chapter. its simply out of my hands. they have to kiss. i cant do a thing about it. its the only option
#bakudeku#like literally#love each other so muxh…#i do really love their relationship though#no other way to show the amount of devotion they have to each other in their weird freak way#it simply must happen#mha#bnha#mha spoilers#ig#bakugou katsuki#midoriya izuku
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pretty & cute witch men
#witch hat tag#orufrey#i'm not drawing as much or as well as i'd like to be doing. i'm trying to get through a comic i've been really wanting to do#but i'm just finding it so hard. disheartening. btw the 2nd one relates to some official art of qif wearing a dress like the girls#and the 4th one relates to how i've been drawing EXTREMELY SMALL for years. idk how to explain it but i always clicked 'fit to screen'#and so all my art EVER has looked bad when you zoom in bc it's already like size 1 zoomed in to the MAX pfhgguguhfpfhGHAHHHHH#i was so confused allll this time why brushes always look different for me than what they're supposed to#'wow this brush is so jaggedy..really rather jaggedy...calling it the Jagged Cai Special..bringing it out for those jaggedy moments..#really quite jaggedy i must say...' and it's literally not jaggedy#but now i have to get used to how all those brushes that i'd gotten used to indeed look how they're supposed to finally. Alarming#I have simply been working out absolutely everything by myself for years and that's why my technical progress is slow#ppl say my progress is fast and i certainly have improved much since i began doing all this but#like..it took me a year and half to start using a program where i could Colour In The Lines aka the..whatever it's called. whatever..#just on my lonely confused solemn journey to express gay love better than yesterday.. -_- *picks up my pack n continues through the snow*#btw thank you sm for people's kind words enjoying my narumitsu art & fic over the christmas & new year period <3
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i LOVEEEE idol aus so bad because none of these fucking characters would be caught dead doing any of this shit. your blorbo is NOT doing aegyo on stage for a paycheck! your blorbo is NOT singing and dancing!
#i love idol aus i literally posted fenglian idol au a bit ago i read idol aus like my life depends on it#bonus pointz if its a survival show idol au#put those blorbos through Boys Planet NOWWWW!!#but god none of these characters would be doing all thst#anyway...#if i had to put mdzs dudes through a kpop survival show gauntles#*gauntlet#i fully think lwj is pulling a ricky zb1#in that he doesnt get a lot of screentime and when he does its just his resting bitch face in an attempt to evil edit him#but hes so good looking n talented that ppl flock to vote for him anyway so he gets in the lineup#only for ppl to realise that hes a perfectly lovely lad hes just very quiet#AND wwx keeps gaying it up with him and ppl are 100% sure it surpassed Stage Gay long long long ago.#it stopped being Gay For Pay at debut.#jiang chengs not making final lineup in a Kpop survival show it must be said hes simply not the type for debht#like idk. i feel like the more irritable trainees dont make it very far in actuality. if ur not getting along w#other trainees ppl dont really wanna see u debut alongside them. sorry jc :(#huaisang is our boys planet zhanghao and i dont mean in terms of talent i mean in terms of getting cancelled for being heterophobic#3 hour haobin zb1 compilation vs 3 hour wangxian compilation i believe in it#this isnt even an idol au this is just a fucking zb1/boys planet au bc im so biased but shhhh#for any1 whos seen the boys planet star level tests.#yknow the MODU URI CHWEODOBWAA (BWAAAA) clip....#thats su she in my heart of hearts<3#eli comes out as a kpop stan#u already knew this#i posted 2 kpop animatics#and i went to a kpop concert YESTERDAY! but still!
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was going to send a really snarky reply to somebody having a Bad Take on Izzy hands (obv i'm being somewhat facetious here) (like i do think their reasoning was bad but it's fine to just not like a character) (their reasoning was bad tho imo) and then decided not to do that and instead vaguepost about it here. peace and love on planet earth ❤️
#lmaster37 posts#izzy hands#i'm sorry but i remain unwell about him#and it is simply buckwild to mean when people read him as not-queer?? did we watch the same season 2#i have. many complaints about season 2#but calypso's birthday was really fun#and the kraken-era interactions between edizzy?? how barren and sanitized your media landscape must be#if you think there's a non-queer explanation for kraken-era edizzy#(again. joking kinda. in that media readings can often be subjective. but also i am desperately curious#how that dynamic would ever read as like. platonic? professional?)#personally i also disliked other aspects of the finale#like i'm trying not to be ridiculously nitpicky here but i wish they hadn't gotten rid of the polyam stuff we had in S1#and yeah! i think killing off izzy WAS ableist tyvm! i think it's cool to have a major character with a major arc revolving around#disability. and i also think they fumbled that HARD with the season finale#but w/e. so unbelievably cool and chill about it literally not even upset (<- lying)#ofmd critical
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Still thinking about the recent update to the family gojo fic and that distinct moment when the reader is hurtled back into the reality that megumi is capable of sorcery and that fact that he's growing up... Devastated. That innate feeling of wanting to keep these kids small and close but inherently it's a part of the reader that wants to keep things as they are.. To prevent any more change. God to think one day megumi will grow up and outgrow readers bed, their comforting arms and the forehead kisses.. That's the reality.
Its making me unWELL 🤕😵💫
ugh you understand reader like i do
but, let’s be real, megumi will not grow up if i have anything to say about it.
i know it seems like satoru’s the only one that gets on megumi’s nerves (with good reason) but you’re very fond of cheek pinching.
especially when his hair is in two dutch braids that you instructed tsumiki on, little baby hairs curled against the nape of his neck.
“what a doll,” you say to her, pressing your cheek against his to grin. “my little baby. this is going in the photo album.”
“please no,” megumi groans.
“can we put a bow in it?” she asks you, giggling as she bounces on the heels of her feet.
“what color?”
“no bow.”
you move, both pouting at him. “but it’d look so cute,” you say to him, pleading, just as tsumiki goes “please, megumi…” with an evil look in her eyes.
he sighs, rolling his eyes. there’s a beat, then he crosses his arms, sighing again. his brows are much more expressive without his bangs to cover them.
you smile at him, nudging your shoulder against his.
“fine.”
“yay! how about green? or blue, like your eyes?”
“get both,” you say, because might as well.
(satoru was banned to the corner after he tried to sneak up and undo the braid while it was happening, he laughs giddily at megumi as the boy sends him pleading looks which satoru returns with a wink)
#a typical family#also#i must mention the fact that reader literally is under the impression that all childhoods suck#that growing up is painful and it has to be#like there’s no fix for a kid who has to deal with curses#so she’s double worried because she never wants megumi to feel like she did and thinks that he HAS to simply because he’s a sorcerer#ugh#honestly just so stupid#gojo satoru x reader
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Dangerously close to plotting a real Skyrim/Lord of the Rings crossover for after Keeping Count because my secret desire for Leara/Glorfindel has reared its head again
Shhh Don't question it.
#look look now i must explain#the explanation is that leara simply works well with literally every male character I like at least for the most part#anyway#it'd be funny#i wish i could write a leara/astarion fic but i do NOT understand d&d at all alas#I understand lotr/silm on a crazy level so i guess sunshine hero elf it is#this is fine actually#actually what i really need to do is edit and finish my funny Skyrim/hobbit crack fic but that's a ten year old project#no really#I do NOT KNOW i am just having thoughts and i'm sharing them on my blog because it's mine and I can#also i was in the glorfindel/ofc tag on ao3 like five minutes ago and it looks empty and sad#so Leara can fix it#one day there will be more leara ships than there are for hermione granger jk maybe#i should make a list#I am talking out of my hair it is unlikely that i'll ever do anything the fact that keeping count even exists is a bloody miracle#mod post#oc: leara roseblade
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#monogatari series#monogatari#monogatari oms#nademonogatari#nadeko draw#yotsugi ononoki#ononoki yotsugi#nadekodraw:tv#monogatariseries:gif#nadekkogif#ok i MUST go nuts about this somewhere so (cracks knuckles) tumblr tags let's go#first gif yotsugi is doing an attitude pirouette en dedans#second gif yotsugi is doing a demi rond de jambe á terre from fifth position#technically she’s dancing on pointe w/ her boot acting as a pointe shoe which is clever!!! her boots must have crazy foot articulation LOL#for context these are ballet moves which I LOVE!!! i am being catered to shaft looked at ME & said NADEKO DRAW HAS BALLET MOVES 4 U!!!#SO the real neat thing about this imo is the way that it is animated. probably done this way by the limitations of the animators timewise#for context in ballet a key thing when you dance is that your body should be constantly moving outwards from yourself e.g.#your arms reach as far as they can and your legs reach as far as they can etc. your back too! up and out like you are being pulled!!!#the point of this is bc dance is alive & humans who dance are alive! even when you hold a position you are thinking about moving outward#doing this breathes SO MUCH life into the dance! it is literally so important visually it makes a HUGE impact#but yotsugi doesn't do this! she doesn't breathe life into the dance bc she's not extending her body outward she simply holds a position#yotsugi is obviously very skilled to do what she's doing here like a pirouette is hard af you need crazy strength to go on pointe too#so imo she performs the moves in the correct way! she is turned out! she knows what she is doing! this is not due to lack of training!#my personal theory is that she moves this way because she is a reanimated corpse!!! she literally CANNOT dance like somebody who is alive!!#corpse baby is dancing her best and imo she's very good!!! 🥺#as a ballet enthusiast i just think it's a really neat lil touch and works well (despite the fact that it is probably accidental LOL)#anyway hi i'm noisy please enjoy my ballet ramblings lmfao! i will regif this when the BD comes out bc i want it to be extra pretty!!!#regarding the gifs. both first and second are loops!!! please enjoy ballet dancer yotsugi 🩰
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I’m not joking btw. The further I get in this rewatch the more I go, oh, no happy ending for Dean would revolve around romance! That’s not something he wants! He’s let that go as he’s found things more fulfilling to him, or allowed what was already there to finally cement itself as a permanent part of his life (ie his relationship with Sam.)
#Aro!dean#literally Sam & dean platonic life partners is so important to me you have no idea#changed my goddamn brain chemistry the first time I watched this show…#like. ‘you’re telling me it doesn’t have to end in romance? that it can just be. this? that it’s enough?’ and supernatural goes#‘yeah. it’s enough.’ and that. I don’t have words to explain why that’s important to me. but it is.#you must simply understand that it is.#dean winchester
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you guys God is so good and life is so surprising…… the barista gave me a free chunk of lemon loaf (I LOVE lemon loaf) today did I mention for FREE…. I saw an awkward looking young boy walking to his car from the florist with a little bouquet of pink flowers in hand for his girl……. there's this professor from Nanaimo who translates Ancient Greek stuff for free and I found his translation of The Iliad online….. the latest articles on Ekstasis are SO good and they made my heart so full after two hours of drudgery (class)..... I read this poem called Let God Become the Quiet in All Things and it twisted my heart a bit..... had Rocky Road ice cream with an unsettling amount of caramel and chocolate syrup last night before bed....... and in two hours and a bit, I shall be at my friend's house singing hymns with her and her other friend at our first English-lit-girls-choral-enthusiasts meeting......... everything is going to be fine, I think :)
#i was talking to my mother and crying about the future and present last night because it felt like the world was ending#but the world is not ending and all SHALL be well!#i have been quite unsettled of late because im STILL catching up on class readings and classwork#and because of in-class pressures and fear of the future#which has been accumulating (the worries and work i mean) to the point where i simply burst into tears when walking down#the hall one day i ran into the sweet one. i literally saw his face and five minutes later started crying because it all felt like so much#but all SHALL be well i am not careening towards an explosion#sometimes life feels like lizzy mcalpine's five seconds flat but one must remind oneself that life#is not in fact lizzy mcalpine's five seconds flat
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I do think I have some kind of Job situation going on because if god doesn’t have some sort of bet with satan going on about how long it’ll take me to kill myself then I’m forced to believe he isn’t real
#he literally cannot be real and also be loving or compassionate#that’s simply unbiblical#cause like#he frequently acts in callous and uncaring ways#especially in the Old Testament#and if he isn’t an indifferent or even cruel god#then he must not exist#at least then all the bad in the world is random chance#but yeah I do feel that I’m being toyed with constantly and that god finds joy in my despair#some things that happen are a little too coincidental
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Uhhhh. Tips for someone going to London on their own who hasn’t been in years and is feeling just a little overwhelmed by how massive it is? 😭
#wooooooof years of going to manc (familiar and cosy) have really made me reevaluate my feelings on london from when i was younger 😭#last time i went i was also by myself and TWENTY ONE years old and i had NO fear whatsoever. this time i’m like uhhhh. city big.#but my favourite guy is playing a gig literally ON my birthday so i simply MUST be there.
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