#like I am with all video games 🤪

[sadiecoocoo]

I love Miami Morty but I hate how sexualized he is… it makes it feel weird to include him in one of my fics :/

[strewbi]

I just feel like all of this Zagreus is incompetent slander is because you didn’t keep playing the game after you beat the first final boss round, or after the true ending. Because he GETS competent and respected. He LEARNS the harp. Even his dad who literally can only love him a limited amount respects him.

[sillybayo]

Can't sleep. Time for me to elaborate on this

Notes:

-This is a copy and pasted ramble from discord with some tweaks now that I'm further into the game. This was originally written when I have only just started the third semester arc, and even now, I haven't finished the game. So no spoilers in the reposts or comments please :(! If you want a good idea of where I am, then I've only just started the actual change of heart mission

-The characters discussed in this ramble are high schoolers and below the age of 20. I don't know how old they are in strikers or in any other spin off, and I do not plan on playing them. So please do not leave any gross comments about them, I will only block you. (If you're familiar with my rgu rambles then this isn't anything like them,, I'm just annoying and scaring away half the fandom)

-Warning for a lot of ableism in the school system and beyond

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Ok so its like. How ableism in school effects people in different ways and how to cope with it. This is semi headcanony? I don't know how bonkers of a statement it is? Basically its like Ryuji being mentally + physically disabled and constantly trying to fight for the best. Makoto is mentally disabled and masks for adults approval and just accepts how things are. Sumire could VERY easily be read as physically disabled I don't think I need to explain it that much. Neither of the phantom thieves fit into society in some way or another but with those three its a much more of a like. They will never fit in kind of thing.

Something that stands out to me the most is how Makoto is the only one who understands Ryujis "dumb moments".

(Sorry for the weird combination of video and screenshots. Tumblr is weird)

I don't reallyyyyyyyyyyy read it as "Makoto is smarter than everyone else which is how she even begins to get him". Its more like she actually understands. She gets it.

Like lets be for eel. Makoto was basically pressured into working super hard. Theres no way she struggles with it that is only and simply in the "everyone wants me to appeal to their expectations" way.

She is smart but I feel like her studying hard is something she forces herself to do with the weight of ableism on her shoulders, which only makes it harder. I'm not sure if I'm making sense???? but Ryuji and Makoto can easily be read as having adhd. Ryuji as the typical LOL RANDOM 🤪 boy that inconveniences everyone whos actually really tired and struggling really badly and working as hard as he can. Makoto can be read as "oh, no, she isn't disabled :). She acts normal" when she really is and it pushed to the limits and can't fight against it and create a better school experience for herself because of how everyone just denies it.

Theres also Sae actively trying to make sure Makoto gets the recognition she deserves. Yes, this is because Makoto is a girl in a world where men control everything. But I personally feel like theres also this intersectionality of misogyny and ableism, which only means Makoto has to work even harder and has more weight on her shoulders.

Additionally, adhd is already ignored when it comes to girls having it, because to society, its mainly a boys thing where they jump up and down and run everywhere. Girls aren't thought to have adhd because not only do they have to mask harder to be taken seriously, but also because society ignores other symptoms and just views them as normal or not as much of an inconvenience to them personally and not to the person who actually has the disability.

You can also VERY EASILY add the idea of Makoto being japanese into all of the intersectionality stuff. Mental disorders are even HARDER to get diagnosed when you're colored,, and nobody cares until its too late. East asian readers who live/have lived in east asia are completely free to add on to this and correct me, as I don't know what it would be like when the mass majority of people you're surrounded by everyday are the same race as you, as you wouldn't have to deal with stereotypes or the system being against you (unless I am wrong :<!), but I still feel like this is DEFINITELY worth mentioning

I'm not physically disabled (I suppose? Saying this because of depression aches but they likely don't count) so I can't really be as personal about Ryujis leg and Sumires,,,,,, everything. I feel like Sumire could be read as having an invisible disability thats not taken seriously. Something something internalized ableism something something the school being so hard on her is making everything worse something something chasing to be someone else when in the end it'll never work.

Even with Sumire becoming Kasumi just because she can't imagine living as "her murderer", theres something about living as someone with different privileges and expectations than you. Theres something about not being able to be "as good" as them, especially when everyone thinks you are them. Theres something about having to struggle with something that no one can see. "This is Kasumi, not Sumire. So why is she failing so much?"

Theres also something about Ryujis "perfect world" being focused on his leg healing. Yes, hes a part of the track team again. But they aren't really the focus. Think of characters like Sumires dad, Mika, and Shibusawa. They have character portraits/sprites. While this doesn't 100% mean that they're important, it does make you remember them better. It establishes their personalities better and they're mentioned quite a bit.

Meanwhile, the side characters in Ryujis social links are just known as, well, "the track team" and "the coaches". They do have names, but, please be honest with yourself, do you remember them? And they don't have actual sprites either. Just typical modules.

Meanwhile, when you go up and talk to Ryuji, Akira/Ren/The Protagonist doesn't ask about the team or anything. Its about Ryujis leg (and also how they met I guess which is quite romantic but thats not relevant). And its normal to wish your disability wasn't there at all. I wish so everyday. Its a very common experience, especially when your disability is a roadblock to achieving your dreams.

It kind of makes me think of Maruki as........kind of ableist? At least in the context of this headcanon. Because all he is doing is encouraging Sumire and Ryuji to conform into an identity that they'll never truly be, which only hurts them more in the end.

(If any physically disabled readers than to add onto this or correct something then feel free to! I'd love to hear it :3)

Basically what I'm saying is that these three specifically should come together and kiss. And snuggle. Maybe make out a little. Maybe burn down shujin. I came up with a ship name for them (niijimoyoshizawa) but as you can see, its ass. So theres that.

Even if you don't end up shipping them,, then I hope you imagine them being sweet friends to each other,, or that I've gave you a different perspective on their arcs

[lowcallyfruity]

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[rosapexa]

"Why tf am i wearing a Minion shirt!?!"

Me: "Because i was too lazy to change my mod folder to Vala's mods (who would have loved that shirt tbh). I'm sorry, Lexa, i love you, please don't kill me!"

Everyone seems to start to mod these days, which is awesome. And i'm trying too.

The "depressing" thing is, everyone seems like "Yeah, i wanted to mod so i simply did and here's something totally cool!".

And i? Well i put a Minion (i mean i personally love Minions!) on a shirt and made Lexa wear it. And now she is probably thinking about several ways to kill me 😳

And this is probably already the peak of my modding career.

While i read guides, play around with Wolvenkit, read more guides, the only thing that happens is, that i feel dumber every time i try to understand things 🙄

I mean i even struggle with things where the suppossed skill level is "the ability to read" 😒 It's probably a combination of being exremely stupid clueless with stuff like this (main reason tbh), but also a language issue. Cause while my english (2nd language) is not that bad and i get along in normal conversations, reading and understanding these kind of guides turns out to be quite tough.

Also i'm more the watch and try type. Therefore to everyone who put a modding for dummies video out there, thank you!

So to all the new modders, who just do stuff and put out their cool mods:

You're awesome! 💜

But i'm jelaous of you! 😠

And to alle the experienced modders, who basically create a whole new game:

I don't even know what to say to you wizards! 💛

So this picture describes my modding experience so far pretty good 🤪

Am i giving up already? Honestly i don't know. But for now i'm awkwardly semi proud of my Minion shirt 😂

[ruminate88]

This made me tear up and smile so big:

I’m a whole wife to someone and I have sorta pushed him back a little bit to give myself room and he’s allowed it but hasn’t ran away from me 😮😮😮 wow. I’ve been moody, distant but still trying to be close, I don’t feel him and go numb yet I’m fully aware of my feelings!!!!! I’ve been privately watching and reading content on emotional abuse. I’ve been journaling and making music about everything I went through in my last 3 relationships. I’ve prayed and prayed AND PRAYED to God. I’ve told myself “you don’t even need a man. You only need God.” Even though I HAVE A MAN!!! wooooow in all my past relationships, I was obsessive and anxiously clingy. I begged Andrew to love me and be with me. I was his doormat and I worshiped at his feet. I kissed his butt so much it’s no wonder I’ve been physically a wreck. Losing hair, losing weight and almost losing my complete mind 🤪🤪 woooow I’ve come sooooo far. I respect my husband and I think he’s the “real deal” but he’s not perfect and I have tried to lean on him in the start of our marriage but he sorta treats me like “oh, do it yourself” ahhh scary!!! I know I was my family care taker through all of my teenage years and my 20s but I never took care of myself before 😓 my husband has triggered me so much yet he’s pushed me into this weird space where I’m forced to deal with my inner wounds!!!!!! So I’ve spent soooo much alone time when my hubs is at work and when he’s playing his video games, just thinking and reading. Writing and examining myself!! My husband does not ask “how are you” yet he sometimes gives this look like “I know”. I can’t explain it. I don’t know what he knows but dude I’ve never been in a relationship like this where he just has 0 drama & just treats me like “everything is cool” but yet he isn’t on top of me 24/7 yet he’s faithful to come to bed with me… he isn’t throwing crazy unrealistic comments at me but talks about “when we’re old” 🤔🤔🤔 This is the best and most foreign relationship I’ve ever had!!!!! I feel like I’m “one” with him, yet I feel independent and I’ve never felt that way before. I feel empowered for the 1st time cuz in all my other relationships, I felt 100% controlled & threatened with jeslousy. Idk I’m so like “what is this????????” My hubs NEVER acts jealous, he treats me like his equal!!!! My head is trying to constantly comprehend this new and healthy territory plus learn how to live in this peaceful environment!!! I am grateful for where I’m at, I just don’t have any idea what’s to come of it or who am I gonna be in the next year?? Wow I’m changing so much it’s crazy but I know it’s powerful 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

I have God to thank for giving me my husband so quick. I was in the middle of Andrew’s drama and turmoil when I found my husband… well, he found me actually & scooped me up! (Clearly God sent) Now let me come back in a year & compare this to there!!

[daisymae-12]

Bold All That Apply

Thank you for the tag @cha-melodius I had a fun time !! 🌞 includes ramblings because, as usual, I cannot shut the fuck up and I'm an over sharer, sorry in advance 💀

APPEARANCE: i’m under 5’5” // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards

Ramblings: I used to need glasses 24/7 but I hated them so this year I was over it and just went fuck it and got night contacts so now I need nothing during the day !!! Absolutely LIFE CHANGING. Also I've never dyed my hair but I get a lot of people assuming I have. A friends mum refuses to believe me and straight up accuses me of lying?!?! The other week my SIL asked me where I went to get my hair dyed and I'm like bruh this is my natural colour you've known me for 11 years 💀

HOBBIES AND TALENTS: i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks (if i can afford it) // i can do a handstand

Ramblings: I quit my architecture job 5 years ago to be a full time artist/illustrator ✌🏻 (haven't actually been working these last two years because reasons but I'm going to art/create/work again next year woooo 🤪) You know in hindsight maybe turning my hobby into my job isn't all that great 😂

RELATIONSHIP: i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for (more than) ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online

Ramblings: Can't believe I'm saying this but my husband and I only started talking in high school because a mutual friend needed the two of us to FAKE DATE to play a prank on another friend and then we started dating for real 💀 I cannot make this shit up. brb writing a fanfic based on my life 😂

AESTHETICS: i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season 🍂

Ramblings: Surprise surprise I have nothing to say!

MISCELLANEOUS: i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend// i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs

Ramblings: These are really random?? I don't have three dogs but I would like a life-like groundhog statue to put in my garden. My extracurricular activities involve doing whatever my friend is into at the moment. Lately it's been tennis but I've made a lot of excuses so I've managed to escape that so far. (I do have my tennis racquet ready though! so maybe one day!) Now he's into lawn bowls which I'm actually intrigued by so I'm going to go do that next week 🤔

No pressure tags (also fyi you don't need to do the ramblings, i just added that 😂 but if you do I will 100% read it) @myheartalivewrites @heybuddy-drabbles @suseagull04 @cultofsappho @celeritas2997 @14carrotghoul @read-and-write- @gwiazdziarka @purgingmyemotions + anyone else who wants to do this really random tag game LOL

[jarateblog]

~ What Is This? ~

I am the entity known online as JarateChop or Jarate - she/they.

This blog is "jarateblog" because "jaratechop" was already taken by a now dead TF2 blog...

Blog Information

I have a blog on my website with posts that are more boring, personal, or technical than what I post on here.

Personal tag explanations:

#choppost - Posts related to my online presence

#jarchive - Archive of older material of mine

#jaratechef - Things I cook and like to showcase 😜

Everything else is generally sorted by artists, characters, series, or other general terms (like #fav, etc.)

Interests

Music is my life source and I am deeply rooted in '70s-'90s electronic. Some of my favorite bands/artists are...

Cabaret Voltaire

Gary Numan

Yello

Orbital

Squarepusher

Depeche Mode

Underworld

Kraftwerk

New Order

The Beloved

...AND SOOOOO MANY MORE!!

Help share the love by talking with me about them (feel free to tag/send me posts about those artists)! And... If it's not obvious, you'll spot me in a crowd wearing all black 🖤🖤

I've mostly fallen out of video games but I hold at least a passing interest in series from Capcom, Sega, Nintendo, and Irem.

I don't watch TV, but will watch the occasional movie with my bestie. I watch anime occasionally, as you'll discover with some of my most popular posts.

I read but am not well-read 🤪 so give me a couple years to catch up on books!

What Do I Do?

Jack of all trades but a master of none: I occasionally doodle and play guitar, bass, keyboards, and program drums (no room for a real set...). Soon, I hope to have something I'm ready to present.

My background is in computer science, but I currently work in networking and audio engineering/mixing.

You should know my political opinions if you made it this far! If you need a reminder: pronouns, electronic music, a Tumblr account...

Wrap-Up

I wrote this bio because I felt like it, and to prove there's someone behind this Shard profile picture. If no one reads it, oh well! It's here anyways!

Thanks for reading, and stay groooooovy!

[inevitably-johnlocked]

Hello dear!

I'm gonna be super weird, narcissistic and cheesey-as a therapist friend suggested, I'm going around announcing that May 7 is my birthday 🎂 and demand for gift words🤪😂 not to have a lonely birthday Again. Surviving the last turning around the sun wasn't easy for me and being away from all family and friends for last 10 years makes my virtual friends my only ones. I don't know How but I wish to celebrate it with you fandom buddies. And since nobody is following me I send it here 😅

Love you!

P.s. I've already got a Sherlock lock screen from a fanartist hehe🥰

Hey Nonny *HUGS*

Well, let me be the first to wish you a happy birthday, and I hope it goes well! I'm sorry you've had a shit few birthdays (I've have plenty in my 40+ years), so I do get feeling alone and feeling that you should get to feel special. I haven't really spent birthdays with people in YEARS (I'm talking 15 or so), but I know when you're young you want to feel important.

That said, we also can't go around demanding gifts either (kind of defeats the purpose of a gift, at least where I'm from); it honestly comes off as unpleasant and entitled. Sorry, but your friend is right, it is a bit narcissistic and really... tasteless (not the word I'm looking for but it's escaping me). I dunno. Kind of the whole "choosing beggars" analogy, if you will. I get it though, I really, REALLY do; as I said above, I don't have many family who still even remember my birthday (until Facebook notifies them, anyway), and my only immediate family I talk to is my sister who lives 8 hours away. Occasionally I'll see an aunt who remembered it was my birthday, but yeah, when you get to my age... birthdays just... become another day, my Lovely. I use it nowadays as an excuse to get a week off work, LOL. That's honestly the best hahah. I use it to go to get a whole-assed cheesecake and buy myself something fun, guilt-free, like a Funko Pop or a video game. Seriously, birthdays when you get to be my age are great.

Now, I WILL give you the benefit of the doubt and guess maybe English isn't your first language, so you may not know that the word "demand" comes off as entitled and harsh to native English speakers. It's bad form to "demand" things from people one doesn't really know. Maybe "hope for" or "wish" is the word you're looking for instead? Either way, being on anon is counter-productive to your end goal, lol.

I am happy that you have made it through another year, Lovely, I truly am, and I really do hope you have a wonderful May 7 💜🖤 I sadly have to work :P May all the most beautiful of rainbows shine on your birthday! <3

[fullsunstrawberry]

hey girlllll

okay first- the chap was SO GOODDDDD and i’m so excited for your nct reactions and texts!

also your tattoo with your mom is so cute 🥰🥰 and the designs for your seventeen ones are adorable so i’m sure your nct dream ones will be super cute as well <333

i want to get a tattoo but let’s be so fr i’m so scared of needles 💀 kao (bf) has a bunch of tattoos and they’re so cute but i personally would never - your so brave for thiss

also mother in law apologized thankfully so so more problems there :)

my life has been pretty boring tbhhh i’m living with kao rn but he’s pretty busy with his med school things rn so i barely see him 😢

i really need friends 😭

BUT ITS NOT LIKE I DONT HAVE FRIENDS my two ride or dies (yes we are a trio but we’ve known eachother since 2nd grade and there has been 1 argument that lasted 30 mins 💀) are literally so far away 🥲 missing them 24/7 but we have our weekly group facetime soon so 😋🤞

ugh life has been so boring recently fr i need a hobby asap

i feel like i’ve lost all my interests because i’m high school i would lterally do math for fun and that’s the last thing i need to do rn 😭 like sure i did. volleyball but where in nyc am i going to okay volleyball like be so fr rnnn

WNYWAY HOW ARE YOUUUU????? TELL ME EVERYTHING 😜😜😜😜😜

i have an obsession with these emojis i find them so funny

also my niece/cousin idk but she’s so like… IDKKK- she’s middle school high school age but i feel like i’m just on a whole different planet bc she’s so into everything like i need to keep up frrr

ANYWAY

make sure to drink lots of water and eat lots of good foodss- i love youuu 😜💓💓💓💓❤️❤️❤️‼️‼️‼️

also congrats on your blog growth! you deserve it fr

I got a bunch of nct random texts that I'm gonna post soon 🤪 but I gotta make some enhypen ones too cause my master list is lookin a little biased 😅

ahh thank you! i gotta hurry and get more kpop tattoos because my mom has more than me (she has two bts tattoos and wants a txt one)

i was terrified of needles but i had to get a bunch of blood work done when i was younger, so i’m a pro now 😤😤

if my partner had and tattoos i would color them in with markers if they had black and white ones

life’s been pretty boring for me too that’s actually why i made this account cause i used to have a tumblr way back and post on it but it became too hectic with my schedule…so i deleted it. but now i’m not really doing anything i love how hectic i post!! it gives me something to do and look forward to

i’m also in a friend group of 3 💀 but mine is kinda rocky because the other two always fight and im in the middle sometimes… but i love both of them and one of them might read this 🤪🤪

i still have lunch with them every other day in school but one of them is going to a different school and im gonna make sure we don’t drift apart 😤😤

most of my hobbies involve technology lol…

i like to make random webpages and of course video games, mostly sims or acnh.

But i love scrapbooking and i know a lot of people do it online now but nothing beats cutting up pictures and gluing it to a cute notebook or having a pen pal and decorating my letters

also photocard trading is fun and helps keep me busy

i’m glad the mil apologized because no one wants bad blood in a new marriage!!

i love using emoji’s because i don’t wanna sound boring when i’m writing and i can only use “T^T” so much

SAME! my cousin is younger than me and she makes me feel so old even tho i’m young! but she talks about tiktokers and celebrities i have no clue who they are nd half of the words she says, i’m like what?

tysm!! i’m surprised on how well my blog is doing, I love how many people have reach out to talk to me! It means a lot 😩❣️

don’t skip a meal!! 🥰🫶

[heeliopheelia]

The time has come, for me to reveal myself. *Proceeds to do an entire dance routine because I am dramatic*

Hey my love. So I've decided to take off my mask today and reveal myself. I have finally posted my first fic on Tumblr! The one with Jay! I would really appreciate it if you could read it once and critique it because I am in desperate need of critical talk (not my PTSD coming back)

Also DID YOU SEE Enha's insta post where they're dancing to criminal love? All I'm asking for is one dance practice video of the entire choreo. Because I'm hello? The perfect steps on beat. Jake and Heeseung being the finest people on Earth. SUNOO WRECKING ME SO HARD?????? Jakehoon's photoshoot was enough, how much more do you want to WIPE ME OFF THE FACE OF THIS EARTH?

How are you doing darling? I won at the arcade yesterday after I accidentally pressed some random buttons but my gf does not need to know that so now y'all can call me the Arcade Master.

- 💙 anon who has now been revealed *dramatic sound effects in the background*

OMG OMG OMG OMGGGG I'M LITERALLY IN THE MIDDLE OF A PARTY RN BUT THE SECOND I SAW THIS I LITERALLY BOLTED TO THE BATHROOM 🏃💨

I'm crying, hi babe!!! 🫶🩷 This is all so exciting to me I can't even 😭😭 I'D LOVE TO READ YOUR FIC and I'm gonna do it as soon as I get home (omfg now I can't wait 🤠)

AND I ACTUALLY JUST SAW THAT VIDEO COUPLE HOURS AGO AND I SCREAMED 🙆 Hoon literally stole the show fr BUT THEY ALL ATE SO HARD LIKE WHAT??

I'm doing so great, you're such a sweetheart for always asking 🤧🫶 Like I said before, I'm on a party rn but I'm actually the designated driver for the night so I'm as sober as a nun 🤪 I'VE NEVER BEEN TO ARCADE BEFORE BUT IT SOUNDS SO FUN I'M SO JEALOUS 😭 But I relate to you so hard bcs i usually suck at games 🤧🎮

I'M GIGGLING LIKE CRAZY IN HERE BABE

[daddy-socrates]

hey daddy socrates!

as i understand you did MA in philosophy, can i rant a bit in your ask box?

i did my BA in philosophy, now i want to do my MA in philosophy because i love it. but everyone tells me it's useless since this degree is unemployable.

idk, i guess i wanted to ask, what are your thoughts on this? i feel so depressed lately since it feels like i have to pick between a) something i'm interested in, passionate about and love b) something that will land me a well paying job. and it feels like b is more responsible choice but also that it will ultimately make me really miserable.

Okay so, I'm not gonna lie I also thought it was useless in undergrad. I had gone in initially with the aim of an English major and the education certification track (bc my school was quirky and wacky 🤪🤪 a cert for my state rather than a full major) but I found myself so enamored by the mushy-ness of philosophy that I stuck with it. Every time I asked a professor "so what can I do with this degree?" it was ALWAYSSSSSS "you can do ✨️anything✨️ :)" and I'm like, Gary that's not an answer (^':

Right so a lot of people take a philosophy degree (or two) and then go into law school or become a professor. I wanted to take some time to explore other options before committing to a second degree in philosophy and honestly I got about halfway through a school year away from it before I went crazy and applied for some classes at a nearby university. Backstory backstory backstory, etc. If you really want you can find the rest of that in my talking tag (#blah blah blah) if you want all the ramblings and complaints and the victories.

Getting back to your point though, when Gary said "you can do anything," he meant that the skills taught in philosophy - like critical thinking, deep reading, reasoning, recognizing fallacies, awareness of social and political history surrounding the "whys" behind the "whats" of individual beliefs and broader systems/structures - is almost universally adaptable. My mom said through my junior and senior years that those skills are always in wicked high demand, so philosophers are going to be good at whatever we decide to apply ourselves to.

But that's not fun. We know REAL fun! Sitting in a library basement drawing the ghosts out of dead texts and "Um, Actually"-ing them with our 21st century, likely more diverse perspectives :)

Have the others in your life picked out careers for you? Because I have a little list of things I came up with that are not rooted in academia but can use the skills and might help cast a wider net while still related!

Joining an activist organization, or a union organizing group

Political analysis

Editor (maybe for a philosophy journal?!)

Local office ethics board

Human resources is a related option to the above and seems to be in constant demand

It's a short list and definitely a work in progress, but they're just a few little ideas. Use your network!! Use them! Professors, classmates, alumni, friends, family of friends, etc! They may have insight into places you can't even conceive of yourself at this moment!

I did almost go for a job in HR with an environmental technology company but somehow got a job in costuming. Fuckin bananas, the chance of that. But it's wonderful, because it's a job I can leave at work, and once a week last semester I would leave a little early to do just one class. Working full time and being a super-small-part-time student has been uhhhh tricky but it's more or less worked for me to dedicate a few hours each weekend to doing the assignments etc. JUST a few. Sleep and video games and going outside are also necessary.

... But also, if you really want to commit to philosophical research or teaching philosophy (as I am now planning to do), then I say go for it. My current job is definitely not my forever-home, but ALSOOOOOO the idea of a "forever career" feels silly to me. If you are able to let yourself float a little bit from time to time, recognize that you can switch it up if you need to. My partner is currently in a floating spot right now and he's miserable about it, but there is something comforting about knowing that the training he is currently doing in the meantime while between jobs does not have to be the only office he will ever have to sit in.

If you choose to go ahead in philosophy, hell yeah!! Big fan, absolutely love that. If you decide to take a break like I did, try something else, even just for a little while, that's also great! It could be used as a sort of "See? I DID do other things" at your nay-sayers too >:)

WHEW lots to say, too much space allowed to say it. I hope some of that can help a little. Absolutely come back to rant more if you want!

[valictini]

Love getting "SnEaK PeEkS 🤪🤪" of totk spoilers in YouTube shorts thumbnails of people I don't even follow.

First of all, Fuck You for spoiling me but second of all, did the game leak? Like why tf am I seeing what looks like actual screenshots of it? Or maybe its in the leaked artbook? (Which I don't want to see btw)

Either way absolute asshole move, genuinely hope that Nintendo finds and bans these videos/channels.

It's one thing to discuss leaks and properly label the video as such, it's another to make your THUMBNAIL a spoiler

[alllofmylove]

We have a funeral to attend tomorrow and my MIL is watching the babies while we go. I am nervous about it. 😬 This will be the first time I've been away from both of them at the same time like this and she reassured me that she will be perfectly fine especially with her husband there to help but still a little nervous despite knowing they are going to have so much fun and be perfectly great. She offered to watch them earlier so we could have alone time and go out to lunch or something. I told my husband I was coming home to play video games for the first time since I was pregnant with my little big kid. I used to come home from the daycare and nannying and school and then just play for hours lolol (all of the sleep I deprived myself of 🤪) but it's been sooo long. Looking at a little more than an hour of junk food and video games and I have no regrets about it. 😆

[monsterkong]

Behind the Scenes of My Life: Addressing the Rumors and More

Hello, fabulous readers! 🌺 I hope you’re all doing well and staying fabulous. Today, I’m peeling back the curtain and giving you a behind-the-scenes look at some of the most talked-about topics in my life. You’ve been asking, and I’m finally ready to answer. Let’s get into it!

Pregnancy Rumors: Here’s the Truth

First up, let’s talk about those pregnancy rumors. I’ve seen the comments, the DMs, and the speculations. So, am I pregnant? The short answer is no. 🙅‍♀️ Yes, my stomach may have looked a bit rounder in a recent video, but that’s just normal bloating, my friends! It’s nothing new—just a regular part of life.

However, I am excited to share that my husband and I are in the process of trying to conceive! 🤗 We haven’t told many people this, so you’re some of the first to know. It’s an exciting time for us, and I’m looking forward to the day when I can officially say I’m expecting. Wish us luck on this journey! 🌟

Did I Spoil ‘The Mole’ Season 2?

This next question has been driving me absolutely bonkers! 🤪 Did I spoil ‘The Mole’ Season 2? Some people seem to think I knew the results before the show aired, but let me clear the air—I did not. It was pure luck that I guessed the winner and the mole correctly. No inside scoop, no spoilers, just a lucky guess. 🎯

But someone didn’t believe that and started spreading rumors, telling the entire cast not to speak to me. Imagine how awkward that made things when I had to work with them for Netflix’s official podcast! 😬 But we moved past it, and I’m here to tell you that I had no prior knowledge—just a lot of speculation and a bit of good fortune.

The Painful Story Behind My Breakup

Now, onto something a bit more serious—what happened with my ex? 💔 This is a tough one, but I think it’s important to share. I was in a relationship with a guy who was really into gaming. I got into it to support him, and before I knew it, my channel was growing like crazy. Unfortunately, his wasn’t, and that caused some tension between us.

Things took a dramatic turn when I introduced him to a close friend of mine. She was supposed to help him with his photography, but instead, they ended up having an affair. She was married, he was my fiancé, and just like that, my world came crashing down. 😢 It was a painful time, and it took me a long time to heal from that betrayal. But I’ve moved on, and I’m in a much better place now.

Do I Have an OnlyFans?

Let’s clear up the OnlyFans rumors while we’re at it. Yes, I created an account, but it’s completely inactive. I did it just to secure my handle and prevent anyone from impersonating me. So if you’re looking for content, you won’t find it there! 😉

Who Had the Red Screen?

Remember that accidental red screen moment? It was Ryan! 🎬 For those of you who guessed it, good job! It was a bit of a mishap, but hey, these things happen in the world of reality TV.

Will I Be on Another Show?

And finally, the big question—will I be on another show? 🤐 I’ve had some interest from different networks, and while I can’t confirm anything just yet, it’s definitely something I’m considering. With ‘Squid Game’ Season 2 casting right now, who knows what the future holds?

Thank you for reading and for always being so supportive. If you have more questions, drop them in the comments below. And don’t forget to subscribe for more behind-the-scenes updates! 💖

#avori #themole #realitytv #qna #netflixseries #personalquestions

[ruminate88]

my exes made love so frustrating!! They made me work so hard to try to make them happy and feel good… all I begged for was their love and they couldn’t give it to me.

Then I found a really nice guy that can give me the love I begged for, but it doesn’t feel like the love I begged for … 🥴🥴🥴 this new love feels safe and reliable, but it’s not intense and I don’t have to work for it and it’s weird for me. I’ve always had to work to get love from somebody but now I just show up and that’s it????? I don’t know this version of myself! I don’t know this version of love! I’ve never been able just to “show up” and the person just chooses to be in my space. We don’t even talk. He is just there and seems like he wants to be there. Can’t wrap my head around this….

I am trying so hard to enjoy this peace of mind and enjoy the stable and calm relationship no matter how safe or “normal” it is. Sure it was exciting when I first met the person, but that excitement faded fast and now it’s just every day gotta be there for each other but I feel so out of place!!! 😳😳 when do I accept myself and accept this new love? (When can I feel connected again??????)

I mean, I always had this vision in my head of this big grand romantic love where the guy just stares at me from afar with these “love eyes” maybe my man does it and I just don’t see it????? I don’t know…. I just feel like it’s just quiet and calm. Zero drama. Just an everyday routine nothing big or crazy. 🤪

I don’t think my man likes me but yet he’s always there like, comes home straight after work and seems happy to be home and eats dinner with me and then plays his video games and when it’s bedtime, wants me to go to bed same time as him…. He isn’t pushy at all unlike men of my past who have no boundaries and you get none either. I mean…. My new man HAS boundaries. There’s just some things he won’t accept or put up with. I am trying to convince myself this is healthy and right.

yet, I always feel I am still trying to get love and be loved. But I already am??? My brain some reason thinks I still have to work for someone to be with me. My last relationship was theeee MOST difficult man. Ignoring me for days then suddenly obsessively pay me attention out of no where and praise me but then leave me again. WHAT IS THAT??? I heard of “ghost ship dating” where they will go no contact cuz they wanna do other stuff and see other people PLUS they’re so focused on themselves but they wanna be able to come back to you whenever and have you there for attention… idk 🤷🏻‍♀️ sucks also “intermittent reinforcement” reward and punishment?? Idk so many scenarios fit there and I will never get the truth!!

Juuuuuust gotta learn to accept real healthy love and myself. You don’t have everything in common or always agree but they respect you regardless and you gotta respect them back. I try so hard to respect my new man and stay faithful but I’m constantly worried I’m gonna hurt him same way I’ve been hurt 😭❤️‍🩹 but I don’t wanna hurt him. That’s not fair!!