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I love Miami Morty but I hate how sexualized he isā¦ it makes it feel weird to include him in one of my fics :/
#rick and morty#morty smith#miami morty#i love him but#why did they do that to him#there was no need for that#also I love Miami Rick#I feel like they have a sort of better relationship than other ricks and mortys#also by relationship I mean platonic#rickorty dni#please#miami rick#now I wanna play pocket mortys#but Iām bad at it#like I am with all video games š¤Ŗ
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I just feel like all of this Zagreus is incompetent slander is because you didnāt keep playing the game after you beat the first final boss round, or after the true ending. Because he GETS competent and respected. He LEARNS the harp. Even his dad who literally can only love him a limited amount respects him.
#like video games are the only medium where you have to work to get more story#and you can be barred from more story if you donāt make progress#I get that. If you didnāt get to the āmore storyā of it all you didnāt do it.#Youāre not Chaosās bestest little grandson#you donāt know that Hades literally holds Hypnosās cheeriness up next to Zagreus and finds Zagreus wanting#You donāt know that they have the ability to become snarky but warm business associates who ultimately respect each other#You stopped at him not knowing what birds are and went š¤Ŗ heās so dumb#Heās literally asteriusās number 2 best friend. Thatās canon.#I like what am I doing? am I complaining that other people didnāt turn this game into their sleepy comfort game for the past three years?#I donāt know.#I guess itās just like#people walked away from it before he had any of his real growth#before in the MASSIVE amount of game dialogue and scenes he continued to change and grow and bond with the people around him#which I canāt blame anyone for having other things to do with their time#itās just frustrating!#all of them change and grow! Dusa! Meg! Hypnos! Probably Than but I havenāt gotten there yet#You really have to make a single purchase in this game and then run around and see how it affects the dialogue for a while.#Which I didnāt do in my original save. Iāve tried to do it in my non godmode save but woof.
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Can't sleep. Time for me to elaborate on this
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-This is a copy and pasted ramble from discord with some tweaks now that I'm further into the game. This was originally written when I have only just started the third semester arc, and even now, I haven't finished the game. So no spoilers in the reposts or comments please :(! If you want a good idea of where I am, then I've only just started the actual change of heart mission
-The characters discussed in this ramble are high schoolers and below the age of 20. I don't know how old they are in strikers or in any other spin off, and I do not plan on playing them. So please do not leave any gross comments about them, I will only block you. (If you're familiar with my rgu rambles then this isn't anything like them,, I'm just annoying and scaring away half the fandom)
-Warning for a lot of ableism in the school system and beyond
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Ok so its like. How ableism in school effects people in different ways and how to cope with it. This is semi headcanony? I don't know how bonkers of a statement it is? Basically its like Ryuji being mentally + physically disabled and constantly trying to fight for the best. Makoto is mentally disabled and masks for adults approval and just accepts how things are. Sumire could VERY easily be read as physically disabled I don't think I need to explain it that much. Neither of the phantom thieves fit into society in some way or another but with those three its a much more of a like. They will never fit in kind of thing.
Something that stands out to me the most is how Makoto is the only one who understands Ryujis "dumb moments".
(Sorry for the weird combination of video and screenshots. Tumblr is weird)
I don't reallyyyyyyyyyyy read it as "Makoto is smarter than everyone else which is how she even begins to get him". Its more like she actually understands. She gets it.
Like lets be for eel. Makoto was basically pressured into working super hard. Theres no way she struggles with it that is only and simply in the "everyone wants me to appeal to their expectations" way.
She is smart but I feel like her studying hard is something she forces herself to do with the weight of ableism on her shoulders, which only makes it harder. I'm not sure if I'm making sense???? but Ryuji and Makoto can easily be read as having adhd. Ryuji as the typical LOL RANDOM š¤Ŗ boy that inconveniences everyone whos actually really tired and struggling really badly and working as hard as he can. Makoto can be read as "oh, no, she isn't disabled :). She acts normal" when she really is and it pushed to the limits and can't fight against it and create a better school experience for herself because of how everyone just denies it.
Theres also Sae actively trying to make sure Makoto gets the recognition she deserves. Yes, this is because Makoto is a girl in a world where men control everything. But I personally feel like theres also this intersectionality of misogyny and ableism, which only means Makoto has to work even harder and has more weight on her shoulders.
Additionally, adhd is already ignored when it comes to girls having it, because to society, its mainly a boys thing where they jump up and down and run everywhere. Girls aren't thought to have adhd because not only do they have to mask harder to be taken seriously, but also because society ignores other symptoms and just views them as normal or not as much of an inconvenience to them personally and not to the person who actually has the disability.
You can also VERY EASILY add the idea of Makoto being japanese into all of the intersectionality stuff. Mental disorders are even HARDER to get diagnosed when you're colored,, and nobody cares until its too late. East asian readers who live/have lived in east asia are completely free to add on to this and correct me, as I don't know what it would be like when the mass majority of people you're surrounded by everyday are the same race as you, as you wouldn't have to deal with stereotypes or the system being against you (unless I am wrong :<!), but I still feel like this is DEFINITELY worth mentioning
I'm not physically disabled (I suppose? Saying this because of depression aches but they likely don't count) so I can't really be as personal about Ryujis leg and Sumires,,,,,, everything. I feel like Sumire could be read as having an invisible disability thats not taken seriously. Something something internalized ableism something something the school being so hard on her is making everything worse something something chasing to be someone else when in the end it'll never work.
Even with Sumire becoming Kasumi just because she can't imagine living as "her murderer", theres something about living as someone with different privileges and expectations than you. Theres something about not being able to be "as good" as them, especially when everyone thinks you are them. Theres something about having to struggle with something that no one can see. "This is Kasumi, not Sumire. So why is she failing so much?"
Theres also something about Ryujis "perfect world" being focused on his leg healing. Yes, hes a part of the track team again. But they aren't really the focus. Think of characters like Sumires dad, Mika, and Shibusawa. They have character portraits/sprites. While this doesn't 100% mean that they're important, it does make you remember them better. It establishes their personalities better and they're mentioned quite a bit.
Meanwhile, the side characters in Ryujis social links are just known as, well, "the track team" and "the coaches". They do have names, but, please be honest with yourself, do you remember them? And they don't have actual sprites either. Just typical modules.
Meanwhile, when you go up and talk to Ryuji, Akira/Ren/The Protagonist doesn't ask about the team or anything. Its about Ryujis leg (and also how they met I guess which is quite romantic but thats not relevant). And its normal to wish your disability wasn't there at all. I wish so everyday. Its a very common experience, especially when your disability is a roadblock to achieving your dreams.
It kind of makes me think of Maruki as........kind of ableist? At least in the context of this headcanon. Because all he is doing is encouraging Sumire and Ryuji to conform into an identity that they'll never truly be, which only hurts them more in the end.
(If any physically disabled readers than to add onto this or correct something then feel free to! I'd love to hear it :3)
Basically what I'm saying is that these three specifically should come together and kiss. And snuggle. Maybe make out a little. Maybe burn down shujin. I came up with a ship name for them (niijimoyoshizawa) but as you can see, its ass. So theres that.
Even if you don't end up shipping them,, then I hope you imagine them being sweet friends to each other,, or that I've gave you a different perspective on their arcs
#persona#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#p5 royal#makoto niijima#ryuji sakamoto#sumire yoshizawa#makoto nijima#kasumi yoshizawa#p5 spoilers#p5r spoilers#p5 royal spoilers#rambles#disabled headcanon#makoto x ryuji x sumire#if you notice any typos no you don't
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Hi! š So.....I had another dream not too long ago. I was gonna tell you guys about it, but I had it while I was drawing your Christmas surprise š I'm still gonna share while it's still fresh in my mind š¤£
Before I tell you about it, let me explain why I'm sharing a video (I've finally figured out how to post a YouTube video on Tumblr! YAAAAYYYY!!! š„³). So this is Secret Cinema, an organization located in London dedicated to creating unique and immersive cinema experiences of your favorite movies, such as Guardians of the Galaxy, Back to the Future, and yes, you guess correct, Who Framed Roger Rabbit! Their productions are known for:
1. Using abandoned or disused buildings as site-specific settings.
2. Hiring actors from the movie and even inviting members of the audience to join in reenacting live scenes from the movie. That's right. ANYONE can join! š
3. Having an all-day experience that lasts up to five hours divided into two parts; the first part is like an open world video game where you can interact with the characters, explore the sets, and you can choose your own adventures! š¤© The second part is the screening of the movie or TV show. Don't know what that means though, lol š¤Ŗ
You guys can check out their YouTube channel FUTURE or visit the website to learn more! š
OK, now it's story time. @weaselnerd, @los-angeles-toon-patrol, @lastofautumn, and @trashogram, grab some snacks and get comfy! @marinerainbow and @spookiifi, I hope you guys find this hilarious because this is what I have to deal with š¤£
So I'm in my bed sleeping, right? It's been a long day, my hand's sore from coloring for hours, and I just want a good night's sleep. One moment I'm snoozing, next thing I know I'm stuck in a strangely familiar place and I find myself at a table surrounded by other people.
I say to myself, "Where the hell am I?"
The lights go dim, the curtains slowly open...and I see a group of actors playing Roger Rabbit, Eddie Valiant, and the Toon Patrol. The crowd goes W I L D! šš¤©šš¤©šš¤©šš¤©šš¤©š
Flabbergasted, I'm like, "Wait, am I in the cinema?! š¤©"
GUYS, I WAS IN THE CINEMA! WITH THE CREW! HOLY SHIT! āāā
They were replaying the scene at the bar where Eddie tricks Roger into drinking a glass of bourbon and he wrecks the place while Eddie fights off the weasels. Smartass kicks him in the balls, Eddie swings a bottle at him, and the duo escapes the bar with the help of Benny the Cab.
And guess who was chasing Benny?
Greasy. Of course, the bastard haunts me in my sleep. AGAIN š
Benny looks over his shoulder to see Greasy about to chase after him, he turns to me and says, "I'm so screwed šØ".
And I'm just like, "Buddy, you think YOU'RE screwed? š¤ØI barely escaped him and Smartass seducing me! š¢"
Thought I'd share this silly dream with you before I start coloring my new drawing tomorrow š
#shy nightmare#OMG I can't believe I've finally figured it out! š#Can I please get a round of applause? šš#Who Framed Roger Rabbit#Toon Patrol#Roger Rabbit#Eddie Valiant#Smartass Weasel#Greasy Weasel#Wheezy Weasel#Psycho Weasel#Stupid Weasel#YouTube video#this video isn't mine please go check out their channel š#I will start working on that drawing tomorrow I promise! š#Youtube#Benny the Cab#WFRR
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"Why tf am i wearing a Minion shirt!?!"
Me: "Because i was too lazy to change my mod folder to Vala's mods (who would have loved that shirt tbh). I'm sorry, Lexa, i love you, please don't kill me!"
Everyone seems to start to mod these days, which is awesome. And i'm trying too.
The "depressing" thing is, everyone seems like "Yeah, i wanted to mod so i simply did and here's something totally cool!".
And i? Well i put a Minion (i mean i personally love Minions!) on a shirt and made Lexa wear it. And now she is probably thinking about several ways to kill me š³
And this is probably already the peak of my modding career.
While i read guides, play around with Wolvenkit, read more guides, the only thing that happens is, that i feel dumber every time i try to understand things š
I mean i even struggle with things where the suppossed skill level is "the ability to read" š It's probably a combination of being exremely stupid clueless with stuff like this (main reason tbh), but also a language issue. Cause while my english (2nd language) is not that bad and i get along in normal conversations, reading and understanding these kind of guides turns out to be quite tough.
Also i'm more the watch and try type. Therefore to everyone who put a modding for dummies video out there, thank you!
So to all the new modders, who just do stuff and put out their cool mods:
You're awesome! š
But i'm jelaous of you! š
And to alle the experienced modders, who basically create a whole new game:
I don't even know what to say to you wizards! š
So this picture describes my modding experience so far pretty good š¤Ŗ
Am i giving up already? Honestly i don't know. But for now i'm awkwardly semi proud of my Minion shirt š
#Cyberpunk 2077#Rosa's OCs: Lexa#Rosa rambles#I'm not putting that shirt anywhere for now cause i really can't imagine that anyone wants this#But if anyone wants a funny Minion let me know#I just don't want to annoy any mod page with this
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This made me tear up and smile so big:
Iām a whole wife to someone and I have sorta pushed him back a little bit to give myself room and heās allowed it but hasnāt ran away from me š®š®š® wow. Iāve been moody, distant but still trying to be close, I donāt feel him and go numb yet Iām fully aware of my feelings!!!!! Iāve been privately watching and reading content on emotional abuse. Iāve been journaling and making music about everything I went through in my last 3 relationships. Iāve prayed and prayed AND PRAYED to God. Iāve told myself āyou donāt even need a man. You only need God.ā Even though I HAVE A MAN!!! wooooow in all my past relationships, I was obsessive and anxiously clingy. I begged Andrew to love me and be with me. I was his doormat and I worshiped at his feet. I kissed his butt so much itās no wonder Iāve been physically a wreck. Losing hair, losing weight and almost losing my complete mind š¤Ŗš¤Ŗ woooow Iāve come sooooo far. I respect my husband and I think heās the āreal dealā but heās not perfect and I have tried to lean on him in the start of our marriage but he sorta treats me like āoh, do it yourselfā ahhh scary!!! I know I was my family care taker through all of my teenage years and my 20s but I never took care of myself before š my husband has triggered me so much yet heās pushed me into this weird space where Iām forced to deal with my inner wounds!!!!!! So Iāve spent soooo much alone time when my hubs is at work and when heās playing his video games, just thinking and reading. Writing and examining myself!! My husband does not ask āhow are youā yet he sometimes gives this look like āI knowā. I canāt explain it. I donāt know what he knows but dude Iāve never been in a relationship like this where he just has 0 drama & just treats me like āeverything is coolā but yet he isnāt on top of me 24/7 yet heās faithful to come to bed with meā¦ he isnāt throwing crazy unrealistic comments at me but talks about āwhen weāre oldā š¤š¤š¤ This is the best and most foreign relationship Iāve ever had!!!!! I feel like Iām āoneā with him, yet I feel independent and Iāve never felt that way before. I feel empowered for the 1st time cuz in all my other relationships, I felt 100% controlled & threatened with jeslousy. Idk Iām so like āwhat is this????????ā My hubs NEVER acts jealous, he treats me like his equal!!!! My head is trying to constantly comprehend this new and healthy territory plus learn how to live in this peaceful environment!!! I am grateful for where Iām at, I just donāt have any idea whatās to come of it or who am I gonna be in the next year?? Wow Iām changing so much itās crazy but I know itās powerful šš»šš»šš»ā¤ļøāš©¹ā¤ļøāš©¹ā¤ļøāš©¹
I have God to thank for giving me my husband so quick. I was in the middle of Andrewās drama and turmoil when I found my husbandā¦ well, he found me actually & scooped me up! (Clearly God sent) Now let me come back in a year & compare this to there!!
#my story#emotional abuse#unpacking#healingjourney#healing journal#online relationships#self awareness#heartbreak#healing journey#life journey#love#toxic love#self reflection#self improvement#hope#god loves you#god sent#Faith#writers on tumblr#soundcloud#music#at the beginning#anastasia#emotional wounds#emotional barriers#emotional baggage#healing takes time#you are not alone#one day at a time#words of encouragement
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Thank you for the tag @cha-melodius I had a fun time !! š includes ramblings because, as usual, I cannot shut the fuck up and I'm an over sharer, sorry in advance š
APPEARANCE: iām under 5ā5ā // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i donāt often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards
Ramblings: I used to need glasses 24/7 but I hated them so this year I was over it and just went fuck it and got night contacts so now I need nothing during the day !!! Absolutely LIFE CHANGING. Also I've never dyed my hair but I get a lot of people assuming I have. A friends mum refuses to believe me and straight up accuses me of lying?!?! The other week my SIL asked me where I went to get my hair dyed and I'm like bruh this is my natural colour you've known me for 11 years š
HOBBIES AND TALENTS: i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks (if i can afford it) // i can do a handstand
Ramblings: I quit my architecture job 5 years ago to be a full time artist/illustrator āš» (haven't actually been working these last two years because reasons but I'm going to art/create/work again next year woooo š¤Ŗ) You know in hindsight maybe turning my hobby into my job isn't all that great š
RELATIONSHIP: i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for (more than) ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online
Ramblings: Can't believe I'm saying this but my husband and I only started talking in high school because a mutual friend needed the two of us to FAKE DATE to play a prank on another friend and then we started dating for real š I cannot make this shit up. brb writing a fanfic based on my life š
AESTHETICS: i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season š
Ramblings: Surprise surprise I have nothing to say!
MISCELLANEOUS: i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend// i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs
Ramblings: These are really random?? I don't have three dogs but I would like a life-like groundhog statue to put in my garden. My extracurricular activities involve doing whatever my friend is into at the moment. Lately it's been tennis but I've made a lot of excuses so I've managed to escape that so far. (I do have my tennis racquet ready though! so maybe one day!) Now he's into lawn bowls which I'm actually intrigued by so I'm going to go do that next week š¤
No pressure tags (also fyi you don't need to do the ramblings, i just added that š but if you do I will 100% read it) @myheartalivewrites @heybuddy-drabbles @suseagull04 @cultofsappho @celeritas2997 @14carrotghoul @read-and-write- @gwiazdziarka @purgingmyemotions + anyone else who wants to do this really random tag game LOL
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~ What Is This? ~
I am the entity known online as JarateChop or Jarate - she/they.
This blog is "jarateblog" because "jaratechop" was already taken by a now dead TF2 blog...
Blog Information
I have a blog on my website with posts that are more boring, personal, or technical than what I post on here.
Personal tag explanations:
#choppost - Posts related to my online presence
#jarchive - Archive of older material of mine
#jaratechef - Things I cook and like to showcase š
Everything else is generally sorted by artists, characters, series, or other general terms (like #fav, etc.)
Interests
Music is my life source and I am deeply rooted in '70s-'90s electronic. Some of my favorite bands/artists are...
Cabaret Voltaire
Gary Numan
Yello
Orbital
Squarepusher
Depeche Mode
Underworld
Kraftwerk
New Order
The Beloved
...AND SOOOOO MANY MORE!!
Help share the love by talking with me about them (feel free to tag/send me posts about those artists)! And... If it's not obvious, you'll spot me in a crowd wearing all black š¤š¤
I've mostly fallen out of video games but I hold at least a passing interest in series from Capcom, Sega, Nintendo, and Irem.
I don't watch TV, but will watch the occasional movie with my bestie. I watch anime occasionally, as you'll discover with some of my most popular posts.
I read but am not well-read š¤Ŗ so give me a couple years to catch up on books!
What Do I Do?
Jack of all trades but a master of none: I occasionally doodle and play guitar, bass, keyboards, and program drums (no room for a real set...). Soon, I hope to have something I'm ready to present.
My background is in computer science, but I currently work in networking and audio engineering/mixing.
You should know my political opinions if you made it this far! If you need a reminder: pronouns, electronic music, a Tumblr account...
Wrap-Up
I wrote this bio because I felt like it, and to prove there's someone behind this Shard profile picture. If no one reads it, oh well! It's here anyways!
Thanks for reading, and stay groooooovy!
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Hello dear!
I'm gonna be super weird, narcissistic and cheesey-as a therapist friend suggested, I'm going around announcing that May 7 is my birthday š and demand for gift wordsš¤Ŗš not to have a lonely birthday Again. Surviving the last turning around the sun wasn't easy for me and being away from all family and friends for last 10 years makes my virtual friends my only ones. I don't know How but I wish to celebrate it with you fandom buddies. And since nobody is following me I send it here š
Love you!
P.s. I've already got a Sherlock lock screen from a fanartist heheš„°
Hey Nonny *HUGS*
Well, let me be the first to wish you a happy birthday, and I hope it goes well! I'm sorry you've had a shit few birthdays (I've have plenty in my 40+ years), so I do get feeling alone and feeling that you should get to feel special. I haven't really spent birthdays with people in YEARS (I'm talking 15 or so), but I know when you're young you want to feel important.
That said, we also can't go around demanding gifts either (kind of defeats the purpose of a gift, at least where I'm from); it honestly comes off as unpleasant and entitled. Sorry, but your friend is right, it is a bit narcissistic and really... tasteless (not the word I'm looking for but it's escaping me). I dunno. Kind of the whole "choosing beggars" analogy, if you will. I get it though, I really, REALLY do; as I said above, I don't have many family who still even remember my birthday (until Facebook notifies them, anyway), and my only immediate family I talk to is my sister who lives 8 hours away. Occasionally I'll see an aunt who remembered it was my birthday, but yeah, when you get to my age... birthdays just... become another day, my Lovely. I use it nowadays as an excuse to get a week off work, LOL. That's honestly the best hahah. I use it to go to get a whole-assed cheesecake and buy myself something fun, guilt-free, like a Funko Pop or a video game. Seriously, birthdays when you get to be my age are great.
Now, I WILL give you the benefit of the doubt and guess maybe English isn't your first language, so you may not know that the word "demand" comes off as entitled and harsh to native English speakers. It's bad form to "demand" things from people one doesn't really know. Maybe "hope for" or "wish" is the word you're looking for instead? Either way, being on anon is counter-productive to your end goal, lol.
I am happy that you have made it through another year, Lovely, I truly am, and I really do hope you have a wonderful May 7 šš¤ I sadly have to work :P May all the most beautiful of rainbows shine on your birthday! <3
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hey girlllll
okay first- the chap was SO GOODDDDD and iām so excited for your nct reactions and texts!
also your tattoo with your mom is so cute š„°š„° and the designs for your seventeen ones are adorable so iām sure your nct dream ones will be super cute as well <333
i want to get a tattoo but letās be so fr iām so scared of needles š kao (bf) has a bunch of tattoos and theyāre so cute but i personally would never - your so brave for thiss
also mother in law apologized thankfully so so more problems there :)
my life has been pretty boring tbhhh iām living with kao rn but heās pretty busy with his med school things rn so i barely see him š¢
i really need friends š
BUT ITS NOT LIKE I DONT HAVE FRIENDS my two ride or dies (yes we are a trio but weāve known eachother since 2nd grade and there has been 1 argument that lasted 30 mins š) are literally so far away š„² missing them 24/7 but we have our weekly group facetime soon so šš¤
ugh life has been so boring recently fr i need a hobby asap
i feel like iāve lost all my interests because iām high school i would lterally do math for fun and thatās the last thing i need to do rn š like sure i did. volleyball but where in nyc am i going to okay volleyball like be so fr rnnn
WNYWAY HOW ARE YOUUUU????? TELL ME EVERYTHING ššššš
i have an obsession with these emojis i find them so funny
also my niece/cousin idk but sheās so likeā¦ IDKKK- sheās middle school high school age but i feel like iām just on a whole different planet bc sheās so into everything like i need to keep up frrr
ANYWAY
make sure to drink lots of water and eat lots of good foodss- i love youuu šššššā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¼ļøā¼ļøā¼ļø
also congrats on your blog growth! you deserve it fr
I got a bunch of nct random texts that I'm gonna post soon š¤Ŗ but I gotta make some enhypen ones too cause my master list is lookin a little biased š
ahh thank you! i gotta hurry and get more kpop tattoos because my mom has more than me (she has two bts tattoos and wants a txt one)
i was terrified of needles but i had to get a bunch of blood work done when i was younger, so iām a pro now š¤š¤
if my partner had and tattoos i would color them in with markers if they had black and white ones
lifeās been pretty boring for me too thatās actually why i made this account cause i used to have a tumblr way back and post on it but it became too hectic with my scheduleā¦so i deleted it. but now iām not really doing anything i love how hectic i post!! it gives me something to do and look forward to
iām also in a friend group of 3 š but mine is kinda rocky because the other two always fight and im in the middle sometimesā¦ but i love both of them and one of them might read this š¤Ŗš¤Ŗ
i still have lunch with them every other day in school but one of them is going to a different school and im gonna make sure we donāt drift apart š¤š¤
most of my hobbies involve technology lolā¦
i like to make random webpages and of course video games, mostly sims or acnh.
But i love scrapbooking and i know a lot of people do it online now but nothing beats cutting up pictures and gluing it to a cute notebook or having a pen pal and decorating my letters
also photocard trading is fun and helps keep me busy
iām glad the mil apologized because no one wants bad blood in a new marriage!!
i love using emojiās because i donāt wanna sound boring when iām writing and i can only use āT^Tā so much
SAME! my cousin is younger than me and she makes me feel so old even tho iām young! but she talks about tiktokers and celebrities i have no clue who they are nd half of the words she says, iām like what?
tysm!! iām surprised on how well my blog is doing, I love how many people have reach out to talk to me! It means a lot š©ā£ļø
donāt skip a meal!! š„°š«¶
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The time has come, for me to reveal myself. *Proceeds to do an entire dance routine because I am dramatic*
Hey my love. So I've decided to take off my mask today and reveal myself. I have finally posted my first fic on Tumblr! The one with Jay! I would really appreciate it if you could read it once and critique it because I am in desperate need of critical talk (not my PTSD coming back)
Also DID YOU SEE Enha's insta post where they're dancing to criminal love? All I'm asking for is one dance practice video of the entire choreo. Because I'm hello? The perfect steps on beat. Jake and Heeseung being the finest people on Earth. SUNOO WRECKING ME SO HARD?????? Jakehoon's photoshoot was enough, how much more do you want to WIPE ME OFF THE FACE OF THIS EARTH?
How are you doing darling? I won at the arcade yesterday after I accidentally pressed some random buttons but my gf does not need to know that so now y'all can call me the Arcade Master.
- š anon who has now been revealed *dramatic sound effects in the background*
OMG OMG OMG OMGGGG I'M LITERALLY IN THE MIDDLE OF A PARTY RN BUT THE SECOND I SAW THIS I LITERALLY BOLTED TO THE BATHROOM ššØ
I'm crying, hi babe!!! š«¶š©· This is all so exciting to me I can't even šš I'D LOVE TO READ YOUR FIC and I'm gonna do it as soon as I get home (omfg now I can't wait š¤ )
AND I ACTUALLY JUST SAW THAT VIDEO COUPLE HOURS AGO AND I SCREAMED š Hoon literally stole the show fr BUT THEY ALL ATE SO HARD LIKE WHAT??
I'm doing so great, you're such a sweetheart for always asking š¤§š«¶ Like I said before, I'm on a party rn but I'm actually the designated driver for the night so I'm as sober as a nun š¤Ŗ I'VE NEVER BEEN TO ARCADE BEFORE BUT IT SOUNDS SO FUN I'M SO JEALOUS š But I relate to you so hard bcs i usually suck at games š¤§š®
I'M GIGGLING LIKE CRAZY IN HERE BABE
#AAAAAAA#ā mona ā”.#this is such a cute name tho#is it any similar to your real one or just completely different? š
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hey daddy socrates!
as i understand you did MA in philosophy, can i rant a bit in your ask box?
i did my BA in philosophy, now i want to do my MA in philosophy because i love it. but everyone tells me it's useless since this degree is unemployable.
idk, i guess i wanted to ask, what are your thoughts on this? i feel so depressed lately since it feels like i have to pick between a) something i'm interested in, passionate about and love b) something that will land me a well paying job. and it feels like b is more responsible choice but also that it will ultimately make me really miserable.
Okay so, I'm not gonna lie I also thought it was useless in undergrad. I had gone in initially with the aim of an English major and the education certification track (bc my school was quirky and wacky š¤Ŗš¤Ŗ a cert for my state rather than a full major) but I found myself so enamored by the mushy-ness of philosophy that I stuck with it. Every time I asked a professor "so what can I do with this degree?" it was ALWAYSSSSSS "you can do āØļøanythingāØļø :)" and I'm like, Gary that's not an answer (^':
Right so a lot of people take a philosophy degree (or two) and then go into law school or become a professor. I wanted to take some time to explore other options before committing to a second degree in philosophy and honestly I got about halfway through a school year away from it before I went crazy and applied for some classes at a nearby university. Backstory backstory backstory, etc. If you really want you can find the rest of that in my talking tag (#blah blah blah) if you want all the ramblings and complaints and the victories.
Getting back to your point though, when Gary said "you can do anything," he meant that the skills taught in philosophy - like critical thinking, deep reading, reasoning, recognizing fallacies, awareness of social and political history surrounding the "whys" behind the "whats" of individual beliefs and broader systems/structures - is almost universally adaptable. My mom said through my junior and senior years that those skills are always in wicked high demand, so philosophers are going to be good at whatever we decide to apply ourselves to.
But that's not fun. We know REAL fun! Sitting in a library basement drawing the ghosts out of dead texts and "Um, Actually"-ing them with our 21st century, likely more diverse perspectives :)
Have the others in your life picked out careers for you? Because I have a little list of things I came up with that are not rooted in academia but can use the skills and might help cast a wider net while still related!
Joining an activist organization, or a union organizing group
Political analysis
Editor (maybe for a philosophy journal?!)
Local office ethics board
Human resources is a related option to the above and seems to be in constant demand
It's a short list and definitely a work in progress, but they're just a few little ideas. Use your network!! Use them! Professors, classmates, alumni, friends, family of friends, etc! They may have insight into places you can't even conceive of yourself at this moment!
I did almost go for a job in HR with an environmental technology company but somehow got a job in costuming. Fuckin bananas, the chance of that. But it's wonderful, because it's a job I can leave at work, and once a week last semester I would leave a little early to do just one class. Working full time and being a super-small-part-time student has been uhhhh tricky but it's more or less worked for me to dedicate a few hours each weekend to doing the assignments etc. JUST a few. Sleep and video games and going outside are also necessary.
... But also, if you really want to commit to philosophical research or teaching philosophy (as I am now planning to do), then I say go for it. My current job is definitely not my forever-home, but ALSOOOOOO the idea of a "forever career" feels silly to me. If you are able to let yourself float a little bit from time to time, recognize that you can switch it up if you need to. My partner is currently in a floating spot right now and he's miserable about it, but there is something comforting about knowing that the training he is currently doing in the meantime while between jobs does not have to be the only office he will ever have to sit in.
If you choose to go ahead in philosophy, hell yeah!! Big fan, absolutely love that. If you decide to take a break like I did, try something else, even just for a little while, that's also great! It could be used as a sort of "See? I DID do other things" at your nay-sayers too >:)
WHEW lots to say, too much space allowed to say it. I hope some of that can help a little. Absolutely come back to rant more if you want!
#replies#i answered the other ask the other day bc your ask reminded me it was in there lol. i just wanted to spend the time to write out a response#fr rant anytime#i will do my best to give a Thoughtful response in a timely(ish) manner#you got this anon!
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Love getting "SnEaK PeEkS š¤Ŗš¤Ŗ" of totk spoilers in YouTube shorts thumbnails of people I don't even follow.
First of all, Fuck You for spoiling me but second of all, did the game leak? Like why tf am I seeing what looks like actual screenshots of it? Or maybe its in the leaked artbook? (Which I don't want to see btw)
Either way absolute asshole move, genuinely hope that Nintendo finds and bans these videos/channels.
It's one thing to discuss leaks and properly label the video as such, it's another to make your THUMBNAIL a spoiler
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New Beginning
It's been a min...I know, but I'm super stoked for a few months ago, I bought a brand new gaming laptop. High end Lenovo with a 4080 built in! I'm so excited for the next gen of gaming and bringing Sims 3 with me everywhere I go now. I do still need to set up my Sims game properly and everything, but once I do, I'll try my best to post at least monthly to start off.
In these past few months, I've been doing some troubleshooting to my game saves (since they were running way too slow and causing lots of unnecessary headaches playing) and took out some ancient mods (that actually corrupted all of my saves) RIP, saves from all the way back from 2014š¤Ŗš¤š so I pretty much have to start over. I do have some of my fav sims saved in the bin (so not everything is lost) but still, some bs (but that's life).
Also, I have also realized that the Sims 3 modding community is still alive and well, which is great, so I have been updating some mods, some I've removed (including Story Progression) which is one of the main reasons my game was running dumb slow and crashing excessively. And added new ones like Dutchess Smooth Patch (which is incredible btw) among many others.
When it comes to CC, I am just ever adding more and more every time I log into this damn app and spam download for hours. I have also noticed that my game does have some bad CC, which I have gone down the list of searching and deleting it with Nraas help, but some are not even searchable, so hiding it indefinitely will just have to do. I don't want to delete my entire CC over like 7 bad files I cannot find ugh.
I do have some long overdue music video content I want to eventually record, but I really want to take the first few months to play Sims like I used to and just enjoy the game again before I dive back into creation mode.
Overall, I'm excited for these next few months, in getting back to playing and also dabbling into new life sims like InZoi and whenever Paralives drops. I'm excited for what 2025 has in store. :)
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